Hey Roaen! What you start saying around 13:30 is so profound. I’ve been on an almost two year journey working to move on from my mommy issues. It wasn’t until I realized I may never understand, know, or even remember every single little detail, and that’s ok!! There’s a point when you know enough and have done enough work that it’s time to leave it all behind. It’s like okay, now you know- now take all that and use it as your fuel to do all that shit you never thought you could. Ya know? I bet a lot of people get stuck trying to figure every detail out bc nobody ever really talks about when to stop the ‘work’. For me though, the shift from thinking I had so much more work to do, to knowing I’d be okay moving forward w/o knowing everything at that point was key. Also, had no idea the Tarot of Vampyres was going out of print. I’m glad you’re telling people. I think everyone needs the guidebook regardless of if they even like or want the deck.
I agree with you thoroughly! Eventually we have to recognized that what's done is done and there's no changing that. We want to know why or how could, but at the end of the day we already know why or how could: Because. And that isn't satisfying. But it is necessary to walk away unsatisfied, as you will never get satisfaction from an inherently unsatisfying relationship or situation. Closure isn't something you receive, it's something you make. And that's a lot of the work, perhaps-building doors between you and your past to (ideally, gently) close them. As for the Tarot of Vampyres, I may just be spreading a rumour. I should do my own legwork to email the company and verify but. Well, no good reason, I've just been lazy and not verified. Thank you for your lovely comment, and for your time. 🥰🙏❤️
I don't use more than two decks often enough. It gets complicated, layered readings that can really go above and beyond. Thanks for watching, Carrie! 🤗
Hey Roaen!
What you start saying around 13:30 is so profound. I’ve been on an almost two year journey working to move on from my mommy issues. It wasn’t until I realized I may never understand, know, or even remember every single little detail, and that’s ok!! There’s a point when you know enough and have done enough work that it’s time to leave it all behind. It’s like okay, now you know- now take all that and use it as your fuel to do all that shit you never thought you could. Ya know?
I bet a lot of people get stuck trying to figure every detail out bc nobody ever really talks about when to stop the ‘work’. For me though, the shift from thinking I had so much more work to do, to knowing I’d be okay moving forward w/o knowing everything at that point was key.
Also, had no idea the Tarot of Vampyres was going out of print. I’m glad you’re telling people. I think everyone needs the guidebook regardless of if they even like or want the deck.
I agree with you thoroughly! Eventually we have to recognized that what's done is done and there's no changing that. We want to know why or how could, but at the end of the day we already know why or how could: Because. And that isn't satisfying. But it is necessary to walk away unsatisfied, as you will never get satisfaction from an inherently unsatisfying relationship or situation. Closure isn't something you receive, it's something you make. And that's a lot of the work, perhaps-building doors between you and your past to (ideally, gently) close them.
As for the Tarot of Vampyres, I may just be spreading a rumour. I should do my own legwork to email the company and verify but. Well, no good reason, I've just been lazy and not verified.
Thank you for your lovely comment, and for your time. 🥰🙏❤️
I really enjoyed this spread and how you incorporated several decks into it
I don't use more than two decks often enough. It gets complicated, layered readings that can really go above and beyond. Thanks for watching, Carrie! 🤗