How My First Guide Dog Died...

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  • @MollyBurkeOfficial
    @MollyBurkeOfficial  5 ปีที่แล้ว +8294

    I'm sorry this was such a long and emotional video, but since December I've felt very compelled to tell Gypsy's story. Have you ever lost someone important in your life and how did you deal with it?

    • @shelbybuono1674
      @shelbybuono1674 5 ปีที่แล้ว +132

      I lost my first service dog about 4 years ago.. it was the worst pain I’ve ever felt.. I remember looking to music and friends for support but nothing helped more than adopting another pup & starting over... nothing is better than a love of a dog!

    • @ellan8505
      @ellan8505 5 ปีที่แล้ว +113

      My BFF tried to take her life and I’m still trying to deal with it. But I’m just happy she’s alive.

    • @mmmfreshautism
      @mmmfreshautism 5 ปีที่แล้ว +85

      i am sighted but I lost one of my dog. he was hit by a car at a very young age for a dog. not even in this world for a whole year. when i got the news, i blamed myself. i couldn't drink, eat, sleep, walk, or function as i usually do. i just kind of had to take my time and remember that I wasn't the cause of his death and that he's still here. i meditate and in the mediation I do I communicate with him and i see him when I sleep in my dreams. i miss him so dearly but I remember he's still with me

    • @chloe-vr9vf
      @chloe-vr9vf 5 ปีที่แล้ว +54

      My puppy Maggie died when she was 3 year old I love her so much still and I love every pet I had that passed I got through it but I'm still sad to this day

    • @martialartsnerd7673
      @martialartsnerd7673 5 ปีที่แล้ว +43

      I listen to music. It really keeps the heart beating.

  • @catwmn14
    @catwmn14 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2422

    “Grief only exists where love lived first”

    • @petramccafferty5902
      @petramccafferty5902 5 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      Alissa Mills I love this

    • @acornclovers
      @acornclovers 5 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      This is so true, I needed to hear this

    • @champagnecoloredeyes
      @champagnecoloredeyes 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      I love this so much ♥️

    • @mollycatrin
      @mollycatrin 5 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      freaking love this, i want to get it tattooed like right now

    • @gabbydilts705
      @gabbydilts705 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Now I’m crying more 😭

  • @chloeward1019
    @chloeward1019 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1561

    you know that feeling you get when your throat starts to burn because you’re attempting to hold back violently crying?
    My throat is on fire.

    • @thecatladyyy
      @thecatladyyy 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      LiterALLY

    • @shinkoshi8707
      @shinkoshi8707 5 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      My throat was burning but then I let it out

    • @darla.theworkingdog
      @darla.theworkingdog 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Same

    • @simplyperfect7794
      @simplyperfect7794 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Mine tooooooo! 😢

    • @reneeduckworth289
      @reneeduckworth289 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Unfortunately yea it makes think of my dog that pastaway she always was there for me when i needed her

  • @StylesWithCurls
    @StylesWithCurls 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1653

    Please make a video of how you transitioned to Gallop, the whole story of when you first got him and your first day with him

    • @flazeda5467
      @flazeda5467 5 ปีที่แล้ว +21

      Yes this is a brilliant idea. An uplifting end to this story.

    • @flazeda5467
      @flazeda5467 5 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      @IceCream 4Life yeah it's her choice, I just think it would be a really interesting video.

  • @faithyx0
    @faithyx0 4 ปีที่แล้ว +340

    When molly said "i picked up her ear rubbed it on my face and whispered in her ear 'thank you' i was balling my eyes out

  • @catloverKD
    @catloverKD 5 ปีที่แล้ว +709

    "I didn't cry this much when my grandmother died"... SAME Someone needs this right now, that's why you were led to share it.

  • @SLRNRG
    @SLRNRG 5 ปีที่แล้ว +559

    "Dogs don't live as long as people because dogs already know how to be happy and love everybody, but humans need to learn and that's why they live so long."
    This hit me so hard.
    It's 2am and I'm sat completely bawling at this story.
    My god. :(

    • @abigail4673
      @abigail4673 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Sherlock Holmes literally me too

    • @justjuls9621
      @justjuls9621 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Omg same rn

    • @BookishDark
      @BookishDark 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Me. Too. But man was it comforting too.

    • @AN-ec6kn
      @AN-ec6kn 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Yes

    • @AndreaGarcia-dx8vy
      @AndreaGarcia-dx8vy 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      It's also 2 am and crying silently in my bed, it hit me hard also

  • @alissabelle
    @alissabelle 4 ปีที่แล้ว +83

    "She led me perfectly to the vet"
    I cant 😭 she never gave up, she soldiered on out of pure love..

  • @ryleecurrier629
    @ryleecurrier629 5 ปีที่แล้ว +599

    This entire video my dog saw me crying and kept scooting closer to me and layed her head on me, we don’t deserve dogs

    • @jordanleighwheatley
      @jordanleighwheatley 5 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      2 of my 3 dogs are currently laying on me and wondering why I'm crying

    • @lifeofricecurry9073
      @lifeofricecurry9073 5 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      Me too. And i can’t stop crying to the point that my head hurts

    • @macydiy9697
      @macydiy9697 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Me to my dog just keeps staring at me

    • @Toothless4life
      @Toothless4life 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Rylee Currier no we don’t. So the thought of dogs being born to serve us kind of bugs me.

    • @fashionfrenzy55433
      @fashionfrenzy55433 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      My dogs a therapy dog and she kept licking my face and tears 😭 seriously dogs are the best things in the world

  • @virginiajaworski9319
    @virginiajaworski9319 5 ปีที่แล้ว +476

    I started sobbing and my dog came over and licked away all my tears
    We truly don’t deserve dogs

    • @sarahh2072
      @sarahh2072 5 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      I'm sitting here sobbing like a crazy person and my dog snuggled up to me 😭

    • @MissCutiePie20
      @MissCutiePie20 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      I know I was crying while I was watching and now my cat Trixie jumped up on my bed. Now she is cuddling me.

    • @lexie_plays_flute
      @lexie_plays_flute 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@MissCutiePie20 I have a dog called Trixie

    • @Daisy77845
      @Daisy77845 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      We don’t

    • @humbertogama3581
      @humbertogama3581 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      That totally happened 🙄

  • @kaileykoonse3907
    @kaileykoonse3907 5 ปีที่แล้ว +499

    Am I the only one who started balling when she described how Molly said goodbye

    • @annanewell8398
      @annanewell8398 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Kailey Koonse omg yess I started balling my eyes out

    • @emmagrace8310
      @emmagrace8310 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      I started balling because I thought of my goodbye with my old pup

    • @carahudgins1879
      @carahudgins1879 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      baller🤪🤪🏀🏀🏀🏀

    • @Somedude20282
      @Somedude20282 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      That’s what really got me.

    • @kit3259
      @kit3259 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Yeeeeeesssssss😭😭😭

  • @isabellasmith5248
    @isabellasmith5248 4 ปีที่แล้ว +561

    I know I'm like a year late and it's not even my dog but I cried for so long.
    To Gypsy u were an amazing, beautiful and a loyal and trustworthy guide dog. Just know that you did an awesome job of helping molly. We will never forget you🌼🌼🌼♥️♥️♥️
    EDIT Ty for the likes it's the most I have ever had

    • @zappyquinoa9390
      @zappyquinoa9390 4 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      This is not recent for me either, but I was bawling! Gypsy made such a difference in Molly’s life and so many other guide dogs do for their owners as well. It’s super sad to watch/ hear, but I take comfort in that these dogs love to serve and would do it forever if they could. Their loyalty to us humans is so remarkable. Love you Gypsy!!❤️

    • @isabellasmith5248
      @isabellasmith5248 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@zappyquinoa9390 ty for the reply and I agree they are the most loyal animals/ things In the world😊 have a good day or night

    • @DogLover1718
      @DogLover1718 ปีที่แล้ว

      I’m 4 years late

  • @griffinmae5056
    @griffinmae5056 5 ปีที่แล้ว +471

    When she said the boy who said that dogs already know happiness but we still r learning i was balling my eyes outt😭😭😭😭

    • @sunflowerthebunbunbunny
      @sunflowerthebunbunbunny 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Griffingriffin boiya - that was such a beautiful tale

    • @Phoenix_flame
      @Phoenix_flame 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Same here, that was crazy. That's some wisdom I think we all need.

  • @kristenmarie2772
    @kristenmarie2772 5 ปีที่แล้ว +510

    Can’t even make it through the whole video without crying. People wonder why humans treat animals as children and it’s because that’s the type of love we get from animals. Rest easy Gypsy girl 💗

    • @mariakara2419
      @mariakara2419 5 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      kristen marie i wish everyone would treat every animal with love...

    • @kristenmarie2772
      @kristenmarie2772 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Love you molly 💗💗

    • @waterwitch1690
      @waterwitch1690 ปีที่แล้ว

      I cried so hard like this whole video man🥺😭

  • @mysticwolf087
    @mysticwolf087 4 ปีที่แล้ว +705

    I was thinking id be fine, I wont cry. **opens up with her crying** **immediately starts crying too**

  • @bethanyquinn2740
    @bethanyquinn2740 4 ปีที่แล้ว +191

    When she recounted crawling into her dads lap and sobbing hit me hard. I was holding it together ok until then.

    • @MelodySharp.
      @MelodySharp. 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Oh my god me too. I was crying and suddenly my sister hugs me handing me tissues wondering why I’m crying so hard. so I told her and she started crying too.

  • @hollyallan4576
    @hollyallan4576 5 ปีที่แล้ว +416

    I don’t understand how someone could bully Molly for going blind. That just makes me feel sick.

    • @shelbyw98
      @shelbyw98 5 ปีที่แล้ว +19

      Holly Allan People can be mean. My brother went to a braille school for four years and eventually decided to come back to regular school to have the whole normally high school experience and although he isn’t fully blind, he doesn’t have much of a vision.. kids would have fun calling him ‘the blind kid’ they’d acknowledge him like that and make jokes until he got annoyed and hit a kid who then proceeded in saying it was only a playful joke. 🙄 kids are cruel

    • @ValerieRosenwoods
      @ValerieRosenwoods 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Me too, this is so sad! :(

    • @clarissambera1899
      @clarissambera1899 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Shelby Watson that is the worst thing one of my best friends isn't blind but she has a heart condition that makes her short and stuff (I don't now exactly what happened she doesn't talk about it a lot) but one day these boys were chasing her around at recess and calling a baby and a shorty and a fool and really harsh names even tho THEY WERE ALMOST THE SAME HEIGHT!!!! Until she couldn't take it anymore and she was like trying to hit them me and my friends had to hold her and keep her away then she hid in a corner and cried we told the teacher and the boys got mad at us and they didn't get in trouble because they said that it was just a "joke" I wanted to punch all of them in the face all of my friends were yelling at them when my friend was continuing crying I felt SO bad people REALLY are mean and selfish.

    • @buddybootybash8569
      @buddybootybash8569 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      She’s been through so much. Heartbreaking and hate to her is just an adjective. She fights it off. But she still keeps them in memory. But with all of this negativity, you are the most inspirational TH-cam I know. Thanks for motivating me throughout my struggles. We love you.

    • @laurenfarns
      @laurenfarns 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      People are terrible. Kids are worse. I have a visual impairment, i learned Braille and how to use a cane, all in high school and was pulled out of class to go learn that. It was considered “special education”. I got bullied for it, I can only imagine what Molly went through. Like I said, people suck, but kids are worse.

  • @sylvisterling8782
    @sylvisterling8782 5 ปีที่แล้ว +730

    I lost my Guide Dog, Delsie on a very fateful date. September 11th 2001. She died within minutes of the Twin Towers collapsing. I truly believe that she was meant to guide those suddenly deceased souls across the chasm to the afterlife. We had her cremated. She had always loved to fly, and we had traveled around. Friends volunteered, on 9/11/2002, the first anniversary of her death, to scatter her ashes all around the world. A friend of ours who was a pilot kept her ashes with him whenever he flew, so she was always with him on the aircraft. The New York Fire Department scattered a packet of her ashes at the scene of the Twin Towers wreckage. Her life had a grand purpose, and her death did as well. I never got another dog. She was one of a kind and irreplaceable.

    • @rebeccacarlson9166
      @rebeccacarlson9166 5 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      Aww, your dog was awesome and lifted many spirits in life and in death. So sorry for your loss. Leaves a big hole in the ♥️

    • @heymoma700
      @heymoma700 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Natalie Glass ❤️

    • @isabelmarie2003
      @isabelmarie2003 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      My heart..

    • @shayamcdonnell9698
      @shayamcdonnell9698 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I'm so sorry 😢 it must have been horrible

    • @kirstiea5608
      @kirstiea5608 5 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      I had just stopped crying and then read this comment 😭

  • @melaniedel1822
    @melaniedel1822 5 ปีที่แล้ว +670

    "Sorry for crying so much in this video..."
    Don't worry, I was crying right along with you. :(

  • @marie.swaggy
    @marie.swaggy 4 ปีที่แล้ว +135

    Those 232 people who disliked this are heartless creatures.

    • @madfrenchgirl1634
      @madfrenchgirl1634 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      That is people who feel sad you can dislike a video because it s sad, I think it s weird to like a video talk about a good dog die

    • @eeveefennecfox
      @eeveefennecfox 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Marie W
      I know right? they're heartless assholes

    • @JustElleYapping
      @JustElleYapping 4 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      @@madfrenchgirl1634 They should have known it was sad. And I'm aware you are completely allowed to dislike but to dislike a video with such a sensitive topic is heartless and insensitive

    • @missmoxie9188
      @missmoxie9188 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      They suck

    • @aishathalwa331
      @aishathalwa331 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@eeveefennecfox e

  • @Sukkulents_
    @Sukkulents_ 5 ปีที่แล้ว +355

    I tear up when I think of any past pets. They have way too short lives.

    • @carlynaileen6332
      @carlynaileen6332 5 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      Kirishima I wouldn’t want to have an animal that lived longer than me because I wouldn’t want to leave them after I die.

    • @haleybasler
      @haleybasler 5 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      We lost both of our dogs eight days apart and I can't help but tear up or just straight up bawl my eyes out when I think of them. Depends on the day, but it's so hard to lose pets. They really are family ♡

    • @marisab3716
      @marisab3716 5 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      They really do ): I’ve lost so many cats

  • @raidernation7427
    @raidernation7427 4 ปีที่แล้ว +519

    When Gypsy started playing in the vet, I think she knew her time was near, but wanted to play 1 last time. That was the moment I broke down. Very touching story. Thank you for sharing.

    • @user-vv4bi3xf1s
      @user-vv4bi3xf1s 4 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      RaIdErNaTiOn 74 you HAD to made me cry more

    • @kjlandon9140
      @kjlandon9140 4 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      We have to put my girl down next week. She has heart failure and renal failure. I think that’s the worst part.
      She’s clearly tired, and in pain but she’s there and she’s still her. She still eats, she doesn’t chase her tennis ball down anymore but she still loves playing tug of war with it, she still is excited when I come home, she still wants to be every where with me, she’s still terrified of our washer and more of those little things. I’m glad she’s not as bad as she cold be but it just feels unreal. I don’t know what I’m going to do without her

    • @isabelladgriff
      @isabelladgriff 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Omg yes. I cried almost the whole time and when I finally stopped bawling so hard, they had to comment that.

    • @isabelladgriff
      @isabelladgriff 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Brianna Perez I hope you can stay strong and get through it, dogs are a very important part of anyone’s life, they teach you happiness and they teach you responsibility. They teach you so many things and they’re wonderful creatures. It is never their fault when they mess up or do something bad, they just don’t know. They’re innocent creatures that deserve all the love we can give them, and when their time has come we will know we have done all we can.

    • @aubreys3554
      @aubreys3554 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      this comment made me cry so much

  • @max7420
    @max7420 5 ปีที่แล้ว +455

    I wish dogs would just live forever, they are truly angels on earth ❤️❤️❤️
    Edit: If they are suffering then I’d rather have the best for them, even if it’s not happiest for the family... I wouldn’t want anyone to be unnecessarily, including dogs (obviously) ❤️❤️❤️

    • @sakina307
      @sakina307 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Savannah Seney same..

    • @aprilbishop7864
      @aprilbishop7864 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      But that’s unfair for the dog even though it would make YOU happy and I hate that’s how it is 😋😭

  • @UnBroken11100
    @UnBroken11100 4 ปีที่แล้ว +262

    Well I just spent the last half hour brawling my eyes out. :'(
    I'm not blind, or in need of a service dog, but I do understand this loss just a bit differently.
    That moment when you scream...either out loud or silently...I know.
    My husband died in 2007 from cancer.
    We'd only been together for about 5 years. He brought his dog into our lives and I brought my cat lol. Then together we had a daughter. :)
    During his illness his dog Niko, stayed with him all the time. If there was a problem with my husband while I was sleeping, I'd know because Niko would wake me up. He became my husband's "other appendage".
    After my husband died, Niko at first was depressed, then put all of his attention into our daughter. She was three at the time and the two (dog and daughter) became inseparable. Lord forbid I forgot to keep the door open for Niko lol. He'd scratch until I let him into my daughter room.
    About 5 years later, when Niko was 14 his health took a turn. His back legs were giving out and he could no longer control his bladder. He was a big boy, 85 lbs white German Shepherd, so I couldn't really carry him where he needed to go. The vet talked me into putting him down.
    When I finally could bring myself to do so, I went very dark.
    Unlike you I couldn't cry, I was angry. I wanted to scream at everyone...everywhere. I told friends and family (except my daughter) to stay away from me until I say to come back.
    It was the strangest thing. I didn't get this bad when my husband passed, but when Niko passed I lost my mind. He was the last link to my husband and I just went crazy.
    So I do know what it's like.
    Not exactly the same...but similar. That pain that scorches your soul is the same.
    And it never completely goes away...

    • @quackity3343
      @quackity3343 4 ปีที่แล้ว +18

      My dog brodie was a labor rottweiler mix. He wasn't my dog he was my brothers dog who loved my brother and actually challenged my dad because my dad spanked my brother once. Anyways he was 13 years old when I noticed that he had a lump on his right leg joint. He was also a big boy coming in around 120lbs. My dad procrastinated taking him to the vet because he was kinda busy. He finally took him to the vet when he started limping. At the vet they told us that he had bone cancer and they couldn't just amputate because of how big and old he was and because if they did it would quickly spread around his body. They said that because of how severe it was lne day it might just snap while we weren't home (we kept him and the other dog were kept in the backyard while we were at school and work.) And if it snapped it would be extremely painful and it would just be bad. So we took him to the vet a week later and had him put down. It was extremely hard on our younger dog who was a pug. He had grown up with brodie and we lived in an area with coyotes. My pug became severely depressed and would cry in his sleep. He started alot of scratching and over all not mentally healthy. We couldn't keep him he was not ok without another dog. We had to give him away to one of my dads friends who had another pug who also just lost his dog friend. So we gave him to them and they moved to a farm in Minnesota and the guys wife had a baby. So i know that he is in a better place with a new family and is much happier. That was 6 years ago and im 14 now and im still sad about it...

    • @JustElleYapping
      @JustElleYapping 4 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      Gretchen I'm so sorry for your lose of both your husband and Niko. This makes me heartbroken. My cat (I got 2 weeks before Christmas 2019) was put down this year due to a virus and its heartbreaking, but the fact that Niko was a link to your husband for you makes it even more sad. I hope they are resting in peace.

    • @aliciadeadlydaisy7543
      @aliciadeadlydaisy7543 4 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      I'm so sorry, I can only imagine how painful that must've been to go through. Losing my childhood dog and my best friend while I was away for months was one of the hardest things. 😢 I wish nothing but happiness for you and your daughter!

    • @bloonaddictx
      @bloonaddictx 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      I am so sorry for your losses, Gretchen. 💜

    • @Icantchangemyhandlehelp
      @Icantchangemyhandlehelp 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I'm so sorry..

  • @JoyRoss
    @JoyRoss 4 ปีที่แล้ว +970

    Hey Molly, just wanted to let you know my heart goes out to you, I was crying along with you because I could relate. You may have known this or heard about this, but my first guiding angel Antonia Hope, passed away 10 months ago at Christmas. I was actually going to be doing a story on my channel on her passing here soon as we are coming up on the one-year anniversary of her death. No one truly understands the relationship and the love we have for these beautiful animals who give us so much freedom, independence, and unconditional love. It’s a special and beautiful bond many may never comprehend.
    Thank you for sharing your Gypsy’s story, your authenticity and heart truly showed and it was beautiful. I hope some day you and I will be able to meet and we can share our first guiding angel stories together. I’ve said this before in other comments, but I know you and I would have so much to talk about, so many things in common, but more importantly, it would be so wonderful to become friends with someone else who tries each day to represent blindness in a beautiful light, and chooses to live each day with a positive and joyful attitude.
    Anyways, sending you such big hugs and much love 💜💜

    • @karissafay44
      @karissafay44 4 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      Joy Ross I am really sorry to hear about the passing of your dog. I had a dog that was my best friend as a child. He passed away when I was 9 years old, and I still to this day cry when I think of him. He wasn’t even my guide dog, so I can’t even imagine how it would feel to lose such an Integral part of your life. I hope you are starting to be able to feel peace. I’m sending you good vibes. 🖤

    • @katrabbit
      @katrabbit 4 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      I send you all the love and positivity I can muster ❤❤❤ I lost my baby, Lilly, two years ago just a few days after Christmas.
      I feel she brought me to this video around this time because she knows I needed some healing I didnt even realize I needed before now. Nothing can describe that unconditional love, it's like nothing else.
      You have a beautiful heart as well. Thank you for sharing.

    • @user-vv4bi3xf1s
      @user-vv4bi3xf1s 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      I swear to god, I just read that comment then your vid popped up in my reccomended

    • @JoyRoss
      @JoyRoss 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      忘羡z x oh really? Which video of mine did TH-cam suggest to you? That is so funny :-)

    • @JoyRoss
      @JoyRoss 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Karissa Fay that means so much, thank you 💜

  • @xclusive5420
    @xclusive5420 5 ปีที่แล้ว +699

    Hiding in the comments because you're afraid you'll cry? Me too..

    • @xavexbixxx2925
      @xavexbixxx2925 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Anna jensen too*

    • @xclusive5420
      @xclusive5420 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@xavexbixxx2925 wow a correction gasp

    • @xclusive5420
      @xclusive5420 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@xavexbixxx2925 happy? ☺

    • @xavexbixxx2925
      @xavexbixxx2925 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Anna jensen good job! Lmao I’m smort

    • @NoThankUBeQuiet
      @NoThankUBeQuiet 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Too late

  • @hazeltug
    @hazeltug 5 ปีที่แล้ว +303

    I STARTED CRYING IN THE FIRST THIRTY SECONDS. I hate seeing such a beautiful person like Molly cry. 😭

    • @evawendel8414
      @evawendel8414 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I cried in the first 20 secs 😢

    • @blehidontknow3543
      @blehidontknow3543 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Hey, It's Hazel! She’s also a precious little beautiful bean! It makes me sad :(((((

  • @maryjane2177
    @maryjane2177 4 ปีที่แล้ว +69

    After surviving a dog attack, and being hit by a car, we lost my sweet boy to cancer a couple years ago. This hit me hard. I've never cried so hard at a TH-cam video

  • @ashley6620
    @ashley6620 5 ปีที่แล้ว +456

    Oh my god already crying and I just started watching😭😭😭

    • @stelladufault8001
      @stelladufault8001 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      xHalilonizax same!!

    • @nuriaentrulion9938
      @nuriaentrulion9938 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Same

    • @ashley6620
      @ashley6620 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      This was really hard to watch been sobbing all video long😫 I don’t have a guide dog but I do have ptsd and my dog is always staying close to me and help me when I have panick attacks so I feel how a dog can be your child idk what I would do if my dog passed😭

    • @aislinnfranke8033
      @aislinnfranke8033 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Same!

    • @sarahh2072
      @sarahh2072 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Literally the first thing I said was oh no Molly... No... Oh no

  • @apriljustmay
    @apriljustmay 5 ปีที่แล้ว +347

    As a vet tech, I have been with so many clients as they said their final goodbyes. And I can tell you that I'm sure that day was so hard for the staff as well. Losing our pets is so extremely painful, and I can't imagine losing a dog who was also basically a part of you. Sending you love and peace as you remember your sweet Gypsy. 💛🌈

  • @MistySpring
    @MistySpring 5 ปีที่แล้ว +210

    Well.... apparently I just REALLY wanted to cry, A LOT, tonight.

    • @roo_moon1313
      @roo_moon1313 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Misty Panetta girl same

    • @Taylor_popp
      @Taylor_popp 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Thats honestly me rn watching this video

  • @maxkat31
    @maxkat31 4 ปีที่แล้ว +45

    Totally started crying when she was talking about her dad taking Gypsy for a walk... And started bawling at the quote about dogs not needing as long a long life as humans since they already know how to love.

  • @brianmeyers651
    @brianmeyers651 4 ปีที่แล้ว +505

    The loss of an animal or pet CAN be compared to the loss of a family member. Totally understandable. 💙

    • @AudreeAdam
      @AudreeAdam 4 ปีที่แล้ว +25

      A dog is a family member.

    • @reddager1256
      @reddager1256 4 ปีที่แล้ว +26

      Animals are part of the family, they live with you, eat with you, play, suffer, and recover with you. It's not even really a comparison for me, it really is losing a member of the family.

    • @ryanyoung7433
      @ryanyoung7433 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      No. They are pets. Period. Stop being a simp and saying mY DOg iS FaMilY

    • @azriel15
      @azriel15 4 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      @@ryanyoung7433 do you even own a dog?

    • @kleineoOoStern
      @kleineoOoStern 4 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      Ryan Young a pet who allow you to live your life with more freedom, security and fight loneliness. I adopted my cat when my doctor said that I need a wheelchair because my nerves were permanently damaged. Since the first day with him he never judge me, never be afraid of me, of my wheelchair, my crustches or my syringes of morphine. When I fall and stay on the ground during hours because I’m alone in my house without my phone, he stays with me and purr slowly in my arms and when my husband arrives behind the front door he call him loudly and guide him to me. When I can’t sleep during the night because of the pain he plays with me in the bed or put his head on my leg and slowly touches it with his paws. I save his life because the hotel where he lived (The Meridian in Tahiti) wanted to kill him because he was always asking for being pet by clients or staff. He saved my life because at this moment of my life I wanted to commit suicide during my husband next mission (French Navy) but the day before his departure he brought this small ball of grey fur with giants green eyes in our room and since this day Ribellu is always with me on my knees or next to my wheels and he teach me everyday how to smile again and live with my neurological disease. Mammals aren’t just animals, they have emotions, feelings, personality, and they love us unconditionally.

  • @tabithawagnon9558
    @tabithawagnon9558 5 ปีที่แล้ว +293

    As a service dog handler, this is my biggest fear. I cried with you the entire video. Thank you so much for sharing Gypsy’s story. 💕

  • @octodog2730
    @octodog2730 4 ปีที่แล้ว +715

    When she screamed “she’s dead” I burst into tears 😭💝

    • @eevesjunkyard
      @eevesjunkyard 4 ปีที่แล้ว +27

      Honestly same.. We lost a pet we had for 13 years and was the one who had to make the decision to take her in and be put down (fast acting kidney failure) and hearing Molly talk about Gypsy and everything that happened brought in a flood of memories.. Our situations were so very different but omg I felt that pain in her voice..

    • @ace8563
      @ace8563 4 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      That what Happend when I found my cat dead :/

    • @makeupat112
      @makeupat112 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      I did the same when my cat died

    • @taylor1419
      @taylor1419 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Me to

    • @Ken-300
      @Ken-300 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Same

  • @jostewart3192
    @jostewart3192 3 ปีที่แล้ว +53

    I’m here now after watching your video on retiring Gallop and I’ve just been crying for like an hour

    • @nilesgregory3356
      @nilesgregory3356 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      i'm here once more after that video i expected to not cry this time as i already cried last time but no i balled my eyes out this is probably the only thing on the internet that has made me cry and i'm about to go hug my service dog.

  • @addisonwilliams1624
    @addisonwilliams1624 5 ปีที่แล้ว +301

    It’s breaks my heart to see molly cry!! 😭😭😢

  • @clarisadiaz771
    @clarisadiaz771 5 ปีที่แล้ว +481

    I was a mess the whole video 😭 I hugged my cats a told them they’re not allowed to get old. They’re not allowed to get sick. They’re not always to leave me.😂 if only

    • @vivieng2589
      @vivieng2589 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Mybeauty - we had to put down my cat last weekend he was 16. 😢

    • @clarisadiaz771
      @clarisadiaz771 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Vivien G oh no I’m sorry 🥺

    • @norarose8426
      @norarose8426 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Yes I cried to, and whenever I cry my cat comes up and cuddles me. I never want to loose her

    • @clarisadiaz771
      @clarisadiaz771 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Kittymango27 so sweet

    • @ashieee3818
      @ashieee3818 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      my cat is supposed to die soon, she has fluid around her heart/lungs and is 22

  • @allie4680
    @allie4680 5 ปีที่แล้ว +327

    I never cry during a TH-cam video but when your dad & you were saying thank you to Gypsy, I couldn’t hold in the tears.

    • @mikenamills1136
      @mikenamills1136 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Allie same I started crying at that very bit... 😢 😭

    • @ThunderCollective
      @ThunderCollective 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Exactly, I can’t do it

    • @aubreymorgan9519
      @aubreymorgan9519 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Me too

    • @SaraNerys
      @SaraNerys 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Same. 😭

    • @allie4680
      @allie4680 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Mikena Mills it’s so emotional!!!

  • @OurLANDingCrew8
    @OurLANDingCrew8 4 ปีที่แล้ว +306

    Well... this is the saddest story on TH-cam.

  • @mrenomis4572
    @mrenomis4572 5 ปีที่แล้ว +774

    Me: reads the title
    Me: gets already emotional.
    😭

    • @firepointstudio
      @firepointstudio 5 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Me: reading the title I'm going to watch this and I'm not going to cry
      My Brain: you're an idiot you're going to cry do not watch
      Me: your wrong I'm going to watch
      Me 36 min later: IM not crying what are you talking about but I'm glade i watched

    • @lunaeinhorn
      @lunaeinhorn 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I almost shed a tear, I was like "oh shit here we go again"

    • @ashleysutherland6832
      @ashleysutherland6832 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I balled my eyes out as soon as Molly started crying.

  • @hannahconway6976
    @hannahconway6976 5 ปีที่แล้ว +403

    Both of my dogs died from cancer. I know what you are going through. We spread there ashes at the beach. That was there favorite place.😭
    Love you.

    • @abbygravenstine8721
      @abbygravenstine8721 5 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Me too, 2 dogs on the same day, I think it's great they're at the beach! They're probably so happy! 😀😭😭😭😭

    • @ava4630
      @ava4630 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      that's so sweet!

    • @Alexandra-ng1ih
      @Alexandra-ng1ih 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Idk how anyone could burn their loved ones then DUMP their remains. Honestly sick

    • @presley-dj8nv
      @presley-dj8nv 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      ihtpn ihtpn Fuck you, this comment was unnecessary. Keep your opinion to yourself.

    • @RockersWife23
      @RockersWife23 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@Alexandra-ng1ih idk how you could that disgusting of a person. gross

  • @hindshahab4539
    @hindshahab4539 5 ปีที่แล้ว +300

    “Death leaves a heartache no one can heal, love leaves a memory no one can steal.”

    • @tippyendsley3193
      @tippyendsley3193 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Oh my gosh so my mom died and that made me think of her I wasn’t even one yet then she passed awwwwwww but I’m crying happy tears

    • @bee_3887
      @bee_3887 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      This is true my Nan is in hospital and properly won’t make it out so this made me a little mor ok with it

    • @jessiee768
      @jessiee768 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Hind_Dubaixxthe best at telling the truth-I changed your name) you are not lying my dog passed away and I was so sad 😭 you don’t understand

    • @xtalmightytwerp3439
      @xtalmightytwerp3439 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Well Said

  • @sydneyhoone
    @sydneyhoone 3 ปีที่แล้ว +61

    Watching this after the Gallop video.

  • @chloenicole6434
    @chloenicole6434 5 ปีที่แล้ว +140

    Not a dry eye in sight, this makes me cherish the time with my pets more

    • @rainingmoons7126
      @rainingmoons7126 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I have two right now

    • @wishie4107
      @wishie4107 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Four of my pets died in the span of 6 months it was really horrible. Cuddle your pets so much!! I miss my cat 😔

  • @wildcraftsims
    @wildcraftsims 5 ปีที่แล้ว +365

    I don't think I've ever cried so hard for a youtube video. this is a beautiful emotional video, thank you so much for sharing this with us.

    • @LilbitfitnessCA
      @LilbitfitnessCA 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Same 😔🥺

    • @natcat5066
      @natcat5066 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Same but I also cried a lot at losing the battle

  • @sporty.sparkles1978
    @sporty.sparkles1978 5 ปีที่แล้ว +363

    Losing my first dog was seriously the worst loss of my life.
    I cannot even begin to imagine the magnitude of losing a guide dog.
    Thank you for sharing this story, Molly.

    • @sophianovak9303
      @sophianovak9303 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      I lost my dog 5 weeks ago and this made me ball thinking about him

    • @keithlaitinen8456
      @keithlaitinen8456 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I'm sure he was a good dog if you miss him that much

    • @tinakushner1758
      @tinakushner1758 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I lost my first dog almost 2 years ago and I still bawled my eyes out

  • @lunelilyonrunescape
    @lunelilyonrunescape 3 ปีที่แล้ว +29

    You guys made it all the way to “she’s dead” before crying?? I started when Molly’s dad took Gypsy for that last walk, and thanked her for everything she’d done for Molly, and told her Molly would be okay...

  • @abbypitre846
    @abbypitre846 5 ปีที่แล้ว +167

    The loss of a pet is truly so hard, and I can only imagine what it's like to lose a guide dog, because they are almost a part of you. They are your eyes. This must have been so hard for you to record. We are here for you. ❤

    • @brookehyllandmj4625
      @brookehyllandmj4625 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I love you're profile pic 😁

    • @abbypitre846
      @abbypitre846 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@brookehyllandmj4625 Thank you so much. ☺

    • @XX-sv3qu
      @XX-sv3qu 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      for any service dog

  • @makingmorganx
    @makingmorganx 5 ปีที่แล้ว +168

    Me: yeah I can watch it. I’m definitely not going to cry.
    Also me: *sobs the entire time*

  • @belialQQ
    @belialQQ 5 ปีที่แล้ว +318

    I cried during the video because your story just hit me hard. I have lost pets and it is unbearable. Gypsy 🌼

    • @kyliebean6222
      @kyliebean6222 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Lauren Maclean same my best friend (my husky) died and I cried for days and now I am Remembering him and I can’t stop crying

    • @cheerboicreations1439
      @cheerboicreations1439 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Yep I lost three dogs around the same time to it’s the worst especially when they have all Been with you for about 13/14 yrs

    • @lakotahendrix7487
      @lakotahendrix7487 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Same I’m still crying 😢

  • @MarysMaamCave
    @MarysMaamCave 4 ปีที่แล้ว +24

    I would imagine that losing Gypsy was like losing your devoted, wonderful spouse. You both navigated the world together, side by side. A bonded team of unconditional love, a united front, caring for and helping each other.

  • @drewwalker7895
    @drewwalker7895 5 ปีที่แล้ว +111

    Wow. I literally looked at my baby. (My dog Emma. I’ve had her since kindergarten. I’m going to be a sophomore now) and I looked at her and laid with her and cried. Emma Licked my tears. And ugh. Molly I am so so so sorry.

  • @celiac.8509
    @celiac.8509 5 ปีที่แล้ว +317

    Wow I can’t believe you were able to share this. It’s one of the hardest things to talk about.

    • @ellabransfield5659
      @ellabransfield5659 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      True statement

    • @lilaunderwood6664
      @lilaunderwood6664 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Me read title
      Me already baling my eyes out
      Rest in peace Jip 💕💜❤

  • @Araub0408
    @Araub0408 5 ปีที่แล้ว +124

    Oh noooo Molly when you said your dad thanked her, that was it for me, the tears were not able to be stopped by anything. I’m so sorry Molly. 😭😭😭

  • @FilleChimere
    @FilleChimere 4 ปีที่แล้ว +51

    I went through a similar situation with my cat, he was 14 years old and he passed away yesterday. Even though I still have another 3 cats and a dog whom I love, he will always be my baby, most of my life by my side, he was unique, so smart❤ he went blind 1-2 weeks among all of his symptoms but I made sure I was by his side all of the time, for him. I think he knew it, that I was going to be there for him, I know because every time he'd felt stressed and started looking anxious I'd talk to him and he would calm inmediatly. He came to us when I was 10, now Im 25, he was the most important thing in my life. I hope one day to see his eyes again and he can hear my voice making him feel secure❤😿 MORITO TE AMO ❤

    • @chaikristinjournals
      @chaikristinjournals 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Diana GarCo 😢😭 I’m so sorry and I’m so moved by your story because I have two cats too and I can’t imagine myself without them... one of them is 8 and he is getting older and I always promise myself I need to be there no matter what with my cats and make sure they know how much I love them!

    • @FilleChimere
      @FilleChimere 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@chaikristinjournals I hope they have great health to last a lot of years more♥️

    • @vladdybrooker
      @vladdybrooker 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Are you OK?

    • @kellx4321
      @kellx4321 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Oh man what a beautiful relationship you 2 had. So sweet im glad ur kitty had someone who loved him when he was sick. Breaks my heart. Im so sorry for your loss..i wish we could have our animals forever. I hope heaven is just a bunch of beautiful animals never being hurt neglected and just being loved. One can dream

    • @csepellakids4102
      @csepellakids4102 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      This made me cry

  • @christopher22859
    @christopher22859 4 ปีที่แล้ว +424

    I'm a 58-year-old man who has seen it all and is kinda grizzled but this video brought me to tears and I haven't really cried since I saw Schindler's list. You really touched this old man's heart and I feel so deeply for your situation and no one who sees can really understand the difficulty you face but your message is so important and I hope you continue.

    • @dannyh1722
      @dannyh1722 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Ok boomer

    • @aurrasing1274
      @aurrasing1274 4 ปีที่แล้ว +27

      ^^ this is why I don't have kids.

    • @jmoore120
      @jmoore120 4 ปีที่แล้ว +19

      @@dannyh1722 he is not a boomer he is a loving, kind man who loves molly

    • @dannyh1722
      @dannyh1722 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      jmoore120 that’s perverted

    • @clexa-the1002
      @clexa-the1002 4 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      Dani_0 is clearly like 9 years old and doesn't understand how the term 'ok boomer' is actually supposed to be used

  • @bearlyplaying
    @bearlyplaying 4 ปีที่แล้ว +256

    The vets kinda make me angry in this situation, they should’ve gotten her in there sooner if one of the possibilities was cancer. But that’s probably just my anger of the fact that cancer took over Gypsy’s body.

    • @calcollects2963
      @calcollects2963 4 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Bluebell yep! It’s not just this situation either it’s all situations with vets , I think in this situation though they did okay. But I think they should let people see their pets if they are about to be let go 😰

    • @Wolfgirl-0303
      @Wolfgirl-0303 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      If the know the dog won't survive through whatever they have they usually won't try to fix it so they don't waste the owner's money and cause more stress.

    • @xZinnie
      @xZinnie 4 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      @@calcollects2963 if your vet isnt doing the absolute MOST in any case, you need a different vet.

    • @shinyam75
      @shinyam75 4 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      Not only that, but when Molly asked if they could say goodbye, the vet's respoonse was very cold, "We don't usually do that, but..." As if she was doing them a great favor. Why make it seem like it's such a huge burden to say goodbye to a loved pet.

    • @kendall6644
      @kendall6644 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      BearlyGaming yeah

  • @caelynnwilson349
    @caelynnwilson349 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1026

    Me 5 mins in: I'm not gonna cry, I mean it's sad but I'll be fine
    Me now:😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

  • @keris81
    @keris81 4 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    I lost my father at 18. I know it’s not exactly the same, but your grief reminds me of the grief I felt and still feel. It’s been 17 years tomorrow and feels like it was yesterday. This story is truly heartbreaking.

  • @averye2343
    @averye2343 5 ปีที่แล้ว +140

    I lost my dog 2 years ago and I just was balling my eyes out during this video😭😭😭
    🙏🏻Bless you Molly🙏🏻

    • @taylortimmer965
      @taylortimmer965 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      The Teal Kitten me too 😭

    • @salmontea8645
      @salmontea8645 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      The Teal Kitten your comment just reminded me of my old dog 🐕😭

    • @lonelycloudbubble425
      @lonelycloudbubble425 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Same here😭

  • @Meg-wp9jn
    @Meg-wp9jn 5 ปีที่แล้ว +119

    Currently crying my eyes out in bed trying not to wake my husband up. My pillowcase is drenched in my tears omg this is so heartbreaking.

  • @potato7955
    @potato7955 5 ปีที่แล้ว +548

    The "Try not to cry's" Never made me cry but this...
    *Balls Eyes Out*
    *Parents come in and Hug me*
    *Explains that i'm crying over a dog on youtube that I've never met*

    • @coolio6458
      @coolio6458 5 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      Jade Gowan I started crying when she talked about how she carried the toy around 😭😭

    • @potato7955
      @potato7955 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      @@coolio6458 YES ME TOO!!!!

    • @taylorscott5938
      @taylorscott5938 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Jade Gowan copied

    • @marlysgreenhalgh286
      @marlysgreenhalgh286 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Jade Gowan i cried my eyes out 😢😭😭😭😭😭😭🤧🤧🤧

    • @Bealey
      @Bealey 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Meeeeeee

  • @Rose-bi2rg
    @Rose-bi2rg 4 ปีที่แล้ว +27

    I really felt this one.
    I used to have an emotional support cat Lucasta.
    My avatar is a picture I drew of her. She helped me through a lot. I only got 1 year with her. I adopted her old but I wanted to give an old cat a good life. I've never fully adjusted to her passing. I think about that cat every day.
    Thank you for sharing. Gypsy sounded like a great friend.
    Pets are truly the purest beings.

  • @13nlsc
    @13nlsc 5 ปีที่แล้ว +537

    Frustrated vet didn’t do emergency surgery initially...since she was a guide dog. This was so sad.

    • @Kcc8256
      @Kcc8256 5 ปีที่แล้ว +46

      Nlsc13 with any dog they should do needed surgery straight away

    • @jordanleighwheatley
      @jordanleighwheatley 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Saaaame

    • @mymak-jq1hy
      @mymak-jq1hy 5 ปีที่แล้ว +46

      I always thought a bowel obstruction was an immediate emergency.

    • @dolittlesden
      @dolittlesden 5 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      Totally agree and that was my thought when I watched this... but we don’t know how the whole conversation went down...

    • @maggiemccauslin1084
      @maggiemccauslin1084 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I agree

  • @JennaGetsCreative
    @JennaGetsCreative 5 ปีที่แล้ว +117

    I had to put a blanket over my head because my toddler was getting concerned seeing me cry at this video!

    • @jennlynn212
      @jennlynn212 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Jenna Gets Creative I’m so happy I read your comment because I’m sobbing and picturing someone else sitting in their house watching this vid & doing the same but with a blanket over their head made me crack up 😹 it was a nice min break from my hysterical crying lmao

    • @lexiel920
      @lexiel920 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Hi! 👋 this is random but I love your art and you’re nice on amino. Just wanted to say hello and keep up the good work!

  • @TheAshypoo
    @TheAshypoo 5 ปีที่แล้ว +53

    Gallop sighed at the perfect time. As if he was saying "Lemme come comfort you momma. Lemme give you snuggles and nose boops."

  • @mjay6317
    @mjay6317 4 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    “I had never known that love - that was the love I had for her.” IM LITERALLY SOBBING.

  • @Neppy22
    @Neppy22 4 ปีที่แล้ว +301

    I feel that she knew what was happening at the vet and that she wouldn't be coming back with you and thats why she was so happy and playful right at the end. She wanted you to have that fun memory of her happy as the last not her sadness beforehand.
    Dogs just know these things I believe. My childhood dog did something similar right at the end he knew we were doing what was best for him and was happy.

    • @roseh9496
      @roseh9496 4 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      Neinnara I was already crying but when I read that I burst into tears

    • @aubriesidenblad3420
      @aubriesidenblad3420 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      When my life long best friend Rufus passed away he played ball with me one last time in the yard before we got in the car to take him to be put down. He knew. And I could tell it was time. I have a picture of him giving paw while we played our last ball game and I will love that picture forever. I had rufus for 12 years, we grew up together. But it was time and I wasnt his little girl anymore I was 18 when he passed. It's almost been a year since and I miss him everyday

  • @amandarussell3551
    @amandarussell3551 5 ปีที่แล้ว +154

    The part where she said she screamed “she’s dead” I started balling my eyes out and i can’t stop😭😭😭😭

    • @summertaylor5261
      @summertaylor5261 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      That part got to me too. I know that feeling all too well. That rock bottom where all you can do is scream and cry and curl up into a ball is a terrible place to be. And I would never wish it on anyone.

    • @KayleighBA92
      @KayleighBA92 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I was crying, but at that part of the video I just started sobbing..

    • @makenziesollars241
      @makenziesollars241 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      I know this feeling as well, I did the same thing when I got home after my puppy died suddenly and I was getting drunk bawling and wailing in my husbands arms

    • @stitchwah1996
      @stitchwah1996 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Me too!! I started crying before hand, but that part I cried harder 😭 I feel like losing a pet is a bit harder than losing a person. It hurts both ways, but losing a pet hits you more. Rip Gypsy!❤️😭

    • @ralucamilitaru3429
      @ralucamilitaru3429 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      I know the feeling😔

  • @RJBsComputer
    @RJBsComputer 4 ปีที่แล้ว +734

    Gypsy: Did I do okay?
    God: No. You were a great dog.

    • @-TruthInThyName-
      @-TruthInThyName- 4 ปีที่แล้ว +31

      Woah that hit me really hard lol and I've lost multiple dogs too.

    • @Nnnbb927
      @Nnnbb927 4 ปีที่แล้ว +34

      you messed that up ahahaha its Gypsy: was I a good dog? God: No. You were a great dog

    • @KDS0824
      @KDS0824 4 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      That made me cry harder than the actual video

    • @reneekuperus5095
      @reneekuperus5095 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Also God: Welcome home, my good and faithful servant

    • @jaydenk3030
      @jaydenk3030 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      RJBsComputer this made me cry

  • @nicolehopp4139
    @nicolehopp4139 4 ปีที่แล้ว +53

    This video has come up in my recommended list at least a dozen times in the last couple weeks but I hadn't watched it til now. I almost never cry, and especially not during youtube videos or movies. But this video got me straight up bawling. I had to pause and clean up my face multiple times; I seriously think I was crying harder than you. For a completely different reason, I've been desperately needing a good cry for months but literally nothing has been able to make me cry. It might sound kinda weird, but thank you for that. I realize it must be a hard story to share and this video is months old, but thank you so much for making this video because I needed to watch it. Gypsy's story jolted my soul and your manner of expressing how you dealt and still deal with it brings so much reassurance and calmness to my spirit. So yeah, thank you Molly.

    • @allyson_haleigh33
      @allyson_haleigh33 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Same I cry a lot but never over yt

    • @DeafHotdog
      @DeafHotdog ปีที่แล้ว

      crying heals. feel hugded.

  • @freddiemercury4880
    @freddiemercury4880 5 ปีที่แล้ว +63

    I started to cry when she talked about how she left the toy and the daisies at Gypsy’s favorite tree. I don’t even know why. I never get emotional watching someone else’s video. This one touched me❤️

  • @yeet3311
    @yeet3311 5 ปีที่แล้ว +287

    Aww molly I'm so sorry bless you and your amazing guide dogs❤️❤️❤️❤️😘

    • @XX-sv3qu
      @XX-sv3qu 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      and other service dogs who also save our lives

  • @Nick-ng3kd
    @Nick-ng3kd 5 ปีที่แล้ว +55

    when she said I screamed "she's dead" I cried so much like it was my dog rip gypsy at least now she's not in pain❤

  • @BrookieMonster90
    @BrookieMonster90 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    I cannot stop crying. My Panda Bear was my first baby. She was a Border Collie and I got her due to childhood trauma and severe PTSD. She wasnt a service dog, but she was my constant companion as I home schooled. I was 24 when she passed away. She lived for 16 years. I completely shut down. I couldnt eat, sleep or do anything. It took so much to climb me out of that hole. Thank you for sharing this. It has been 7 years since she left us and that hole still isnt filled, but this is the first time since losing her that ive found someone who truly knows how it feels. Thank you for sharing.

  • @perlavargas6098
    @perlavargas6098 5 ปีที่แล้ว +244

    Aww molly it’s okay I know it can be hard to lose an animal but you are very strong💞

    • @logan8212
      @logan8212 5 ปีที่แล้ว +27

      Perla Vargas yes losing and animal is hard but losing a guide dog or any service animal has to be a lot different

  • @meganelizabeth4255
    @meganelizabeth4255 5 ปีที่แล้ว +83

    I’m hugging my dog a little tighter tonight

    • @ashlynb1436
      @ashlynb1436 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Is your dog the one in your profile?

    • @meganelizabeth4255
      @meganelizabeth4255 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Ashlyn B yeah he’s my baby!!

    • @Ruby-ec3zp
      @Ruby-ec3zp 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Megan Elizabeth give your dog hugs for me he looks perfect I love him

    • @roo_moon1313
      @roo_moon1313 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Same

  • @marteolsen929
    @marteolsen929 5 ปีที่แล้ว +148

    I'm sitting here sobbing with you, Molly! Such a powerful video and all the respect to you for filming it! ❤️

  • @grah6792
    @grah6792 4 ปีที่แล้ว +21

    I can't imagine my dog will gone one day even now that he is living with my parents. He love the three of us, but with me, we are like best friends. I miss him a lot but I can't care for him where live now and know that my parents will love him and giving him more attention
    I can't feel your pain because your bond with your dog is very very strong and especially your first dog is like the first love, it's the hardest!
    Love dogs more than people.
    I'm still crying for your story.

  • @TheAdventuresofColtRian
    @TheAdventuresofColtRian 5 ปีที่แล้ว +25

    My pregnancy hormones were not ready. It made it harder because I've always had such a strong love for animals. When I lost my cats it hurt so much. I'm genuinely terrified of the day I lose my dog. He's 5 and has been the best companion. Much love, Molly. Hopefully you snuggled Gallop lots after this sit down!

  • @renthecrow2837
    @renthecrow2837 5 ปีที่แล้ว +50

    Wow. I know it’s hard losing a non guide dog, but losing an actual guide dog must be even worse. Especially because they help you go through life basically. Giving love and prayers to Gypsy, hope she comes to visit you soon. 😊🙏🥰😇

  • @thelittlronan
    @thelittlronan 5 ปีที่แล้ว +239

    I avoided this video for a while because my own dog (just pet, not guide) passed June 10th. This brought up a lot of emotions but thank you so much for sharing this story.

    • @kellimshaver
      @kellimshaver 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Same.. my 10yr old beagle died 2wks ago after suddenly developing an auto-immune disease that didn't respond to treatment.This was really hard to watch. Sorry for your loss.

    • @maddie7414
      @maddie7414 5 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      I'm really sorry for your loss. I avoided this video as well. I just lost both of my cats this past month (they both had severe heart and lung issues) and it was extremely difficult to go through. I understand

    • @someoneofexitance6907
      @someoneofexitance6907 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      My dog was also named gypsy and she died and there was a lot of tears

  • @jaydenk3030
    @jaydenk3030 4 ปีที่แล้ว +22

    I started tearing up as u said this is the last time she guided me

  • @angieyasnuk4870
    @angieyasnuk4870 5 ปีที่แล้ว +82

    Also, would love to here the “almost came home without a guide dog” story! Love ya

  • @kamriandpaisleysvlogsandvi2314
    @kamriandpaisleysvlogsandvi2314 5 ปีที่แล้ว +325

    My family lost our dog to cancer we all cried for days. We still miss him to this day

    • @user-ht3xv4kn4m
      @user-ht3xv4kn4m 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Kamri and Paisley I’m sorry for your loss :( God bless

    • @gaby-rv8fl
      @gaby-rv8fl 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Our dog had something wrong with his brain ( we think it was a tumor) and he was very sick, and always walking in circles in the same direction ( it was obviously involuntarily) and eventually died in a check up while they were trying to see what was wrong with him. 😢

    • @stewiestiffen9776
      @stewiestiffen9776 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      My dog is getting old and I'm refusing to except the fact that he's not gonna be alive forever

    • @kwhitewinter7088
      @kwhitewinter7088 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      same but I was a baby when it happend

    • @racheloshaughnessy9718
      @racheloshaughnessy9718 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      One of our family dogs died from cancer a couple of months ago:(

  • @ivyrides
    @ivyrides 5 ปีที่แล้ว +82

    I cried a lifetime of tears with this one. What an incredible pup she was. You're an amazing human being, thank you for sharing. ❤

    • @kirdot2011
      @kirdot2011 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      I feel like people in general like the fact that they can feel compassion....I felt nothing... even tho I have buried the dog that we had myself (she died of old age)

  • @miasigona
    @miasigona 4 ปีที่แล้ว +90

    I literally balled my eyes out. I can barely see what I’m typing

  • @jeansworld1087
    @jeansworld1087 5 ปีที่แล้ว +187

    When you said that you screamed “she’s dead” I broke down in tears 😭

  • @emmadavis7836
    @emmadavis7836 5 ปีที่แล้ว +143

    It’s okay Molly! Gypsy is in a better place with all the dog angels 👼🏻💓 We’re all here for you Molly!!!

  • @hannabartow1247
    @hannabartow1247 5 ปีที่แล้ว +66

    I have watched many “try not to cry” videos and I haven’t cried enough to have tears run down my face well watching said videos. But this video made me ball my eyes out

  • @caileyfairchild4859
    @caileyfairchild4859 4 ปีที่แล้ว +38

    The dog purpose - didn’t cry
    This video - definitely did

  • @glitterboss7409
    @glitterboss7409 5 ปีที่แล้ว +41

    My sister’s dog died the other day and knowing how upset we both are I can’t even imagine what Molly went through considering she lost more than a pet.

  • @sophiaolivares9288
    @sophiaolivares9288 4 ปีที่แล้ว +476

    Gypsy: Did I do ok?
    God: No, you did amazing
    Gypsy: *looks down* I love you molly!

    • @violetm3022
      @violetm3022 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Someone copied you comment RBJscomputers. Just wanted to let you know. Or you copied theirs idk

    • @maddiejonas6015
      @maddiejonas6015 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Violet M she copied some one else

    • @abbij2009
      @abbij2009 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      I was on the brink of crying and this made me ball

    • @maddieellis5659
      @maddieellis5659 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Sophie_Episode your comment made me cry. Not joking, I am tearing up right now!

    • @lindz.e_1569
      @lindz.e_1569 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Bruh I finally calmed down and then I read this comment and started crying again! Thanks a lot 😭🤣🤣

  • @maggienotfound1119
    @maggienotfound1119 5 ปีที่แล้ว +103

    Molly, this is the first time I’ve ever seen you cry. You are very strong 💪

  • @rileyemma3411
    @rileyemma3411 4 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    One of my favorite things they say about dogs is “Your dog may not be there for your whole life, but you are their whole life”

  • @poppyworrall4218
    @poppyworrall4218 5 ปีที่แล้ว +118

    OMG I'm crying so hard my Mom wondered why I was crying and thought like someone died or something I'm so sorry Molly

  • @natashabrown4284
    @natashabrown4284 5 ปีที่แล้ว +150

    I just wanted to reach through the the screen and hug you girl. You’re so strong! Xx

  • @chloebanana2144
    @chloebanana2144 5 ปีที่แล้ว +204

    God damn it I'm crying so much my glasses are fogging up.

  • @fr3nchcr3pes
    @fr3nchcr3pes 4 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    I can make it without crying through many and most things, but when it comes to animals dying, I can't help but cry uncontrollably. That's why I waited to watch this video for a long time.