hello! I might be completely wrong and I am no-one except a viewer commenting and putting forth my own opinion although it seems you're confusing not caring about anything with not giving a fuck about the wrong things, not giving a fuck is putting aside all things which don't give you happiness or don't contribute into your life in any other way. Saying things like "I have lost passion for life" are very strong words and they are dangerous to speak or even think cause you might internalise them. You are at a very young age and well this is the age where you will question anything and everything and that's alright, it has its own positives and negatives but make sure you know you're confused, don't autofill according to sad thoughts. You aren't a disgrace and as cliche as it is marks do not matter, the only thing that does is your drive, discipline and skills. Do not base of your self esteem on marks and do not let it affect your self image. You brother need to meet more people, talk to more people, experience new things and no that new experience doesn't need to be an expensive trip even visiting a new restaurant and trying a new things counts but if this is the age that is there for questioning it's also the age for having new experiences, About not crying, get in touch with your emotional side, watch sad movies, listen to sad songs, let it out, your sister is leaving then make sure you let her know that you will miss her that is what will make a difference and that is what is healthy do not let this I'm not emotional belief let you stop yourself from getting in touch with your emotions, it will be alright. Your 2025 isn't what you do tomorrow, it's what you do today, you hold the power to change your year by making sure you live today as you'd like. You have the ability to change your year, and you absolutely can and if you did like what you are doing right now you wouldn't present the possibility that things can be better so you want to change and you most definitely can, mistakes are alright but make sure you learn from it and even if you don't, stop letting those tug you down, have expectations for this year it's got a lot to offer you only if you are willing to take those offers with open arms, you got this! thanks for sharing your genuine thoughts i like this long form unedited video! take care! peace
Hey, first of all thanks for the comment! It really means a lot! I hear what you say, I guess I understand it too, but the thing is, I’m just too tired to try anymore and I know that this makes me a coward and I accept it, I accept what I am. But, that’s the honest truth, I’m just tired of trying anything anymore! My parents gave me the freedom to do anything and everything and the least they excepted from me was marks, so yeah it does matter that I couldn’t get them the only thing they wanted, that does make me a failure as a son. My sisters fought for me everytime and stood there as my shield, so when I failed to stand up to their expectations, that makes a failure as their brother. I’m definitely sure I’m not a very good friend, so yeah if not for disgrace what else am I? I’m meeting new people, getting new ideas and everything, it’s not that I’m sad over one small incident and am crying over it thinking oh my life’s hell. I genuinely believe my life is very good with god’s grace, but how do I say this, when I say I’ve lost my passion for life, I mean I’ve lost my love for everything, ever since I was a child I imagined myself driving a car, today when I can, it doesn’t excite me, you suggested me to watch movies, I wanted to become a director, I loved watching movies, used to watch 4-5 of them in day, but now, I’m not able to watch something new. I was a very emotional person, used to cry for every small thing, even to the death of a side character, today be it whatever I’m just not able to bring tears to my eyes! It has taken a lot for me to become what I have. I feel like I’m at peace now, all I want now is just to be at peace. I don’t want to run anymore, I know I’m a loser to say that, but I’m just too tired! I’m genuinely grateful that you took time out of your busy life to watch my video and put up this comment, I’m really sorry to let you down! (Funny how I let down strangers too) I’m a gone case. Thanks for this, take care :)
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hello! I might be completely wrong and I am no-one except a viewer commenting and putting forth my own opinion although it seems you're confusing not caring about anything with not giving a fuck about the wrong things, not giving a fuck is putting aside all things which don't give you happiness or don't contribute into your life in any other way. Saying things like "I have lost passion for life" are very strong words and they are dangerous to speak or even think cause you might internalise them. You are at a very young age and well this is the age where you will question anything and everything and that's alright, it has its own positives and negatives but make sure you know you're confused, don't autofill according to sad thoughts. You aren't a disgrace and as cliche as it is marks do not matter, the only thing that does is your drive, discipline and skills. Do not base of your self esteem on marks and do not let it affect your self image. You brother need to meet more people, talk to more people, experience new things and no that new experience doesn't need to be an expensive trip even visiting a new restaurant and trying a new things counts but if this is the age that is there for questioning it's also the age for having new experiences, About not crying, get in touch with your emotional side, watch sad movies, listen to sad songs, let it out, your sister is leaving then make sure you let her know that you will miss her that is what will make a difference and that is what is healthy do not let this I'm not emotional belief let you stop yourself from getting in touch with your emotions, it will be alright. Your 2025 isn't what you do tomorrow, it's what you do today, you hold the power to change your year by making sure you live today as you'd like. You have the ability to change your year, and you absolutely can and if you did like what you are doing right now you wouldn't present the possibility that things can be better so you want to change and you most definitely can, mistakes are alright but make sure you learn from it and even if you don't, stop letting those tug you down, have expectations for this year it's got a lot to offer you only if you are willing to take those offers with open arms, you got this! thanks for sharing your genuine thoughts i like this long form unedited video! take care! peace
Hey, first of all thanks for the comment! It really means a lot!
I hear what you say, I guess I understand it too, but the thing is, I’m just too tired to try anymore and I know that this makes me a coward and I accept it, I accept what I am. But, that’s the honest truth, I’m just tired of trying anything anymore! My parents gave me the freedom to do anything and everything and the least they excepted from me was marks, so yeah it does matter that I couldn’t get them the only thing they wanted, that does make me a failure as a son. My sisters fought for me everytime and stood there as my shield, so when I failed to stand up to their expectations, that makes a failure as their brother. I’m definitely sure I’m not a very good friend, so yeah if not for disgrace what else am I? I’m meeting new people, getting new ideas and everything, it’s not that I’m sad over one small incident and am crying over it thinking oh my life’s hell. I genuinely believe my life is very good with god’s grace, but how do I say this, when I say I’ve lost my passion for life, I mean I’ve lost my love for everything, ever since I was a child I imagined myself driving a car, today when I can, it doesn’t excite me, you suggested me to watch movies, I wanted to become a director, I loved watching movies, used to watch 4-5 of them in day, but now, I’m not able to watch something new. I was a very emotional person, used to cry for every small thing, even to the death of a side character, today be it whatever I’m just not able to bring tears to my eyes! It has taken a lot for me to become what I have. I feel like I’m at peace now, all I want now is just to be at peace. I don’t want to run anymore, I know I’m a loser to say that, but I’m just too tired!
I’m genuinely grateful that you took time out of your busy life to watch my video and put up this comment, I’m really sorry to let you down! (Funny how I let down strangers too) I’m a gone case. Thanks for this, take care :)