Giving up on a dream. Is society's expectation not reality. Never give up on a dream no matter the odds. I know is easy said than done. Think of every reason for you to want that dream. Sometimes pain and the scars can leave you wound up. But not defeated. Keep dreaming of your dreams!
As always thanks for the wonderful track bud but can provide us the link of the wallpaper that you are using in your thumbnails yes i can see it's from unsplash but that link just redirect it to the website and not the wallpaper. It would be useful if you put the direct link from now onwards.
I get this. People always tell me a dirty room makes depression worse but shit this still ness and nothing to do….mind crumbling yet world and surroundings intact…
I used to listen to this song when I was sad and alone, now I have a loving gf and I'm living my best life. It's crazy to think how much life can change in just a snap of your fingers. Stranger, I just want to tell you this one thing, It does in fact get better. I didn't believe this and you probably don't now, at least right now. Let the time heal your wounds and enjoy your lonely road for now - 'Till we meet again, your friend Tommy Ice
Last year, a few months into the pandemic I was waiting for my flight to go home. The airport was mostly empty and I sat by the window looking at the sunset watching planes come and go.
If you are in pain, you are growing. When you are comfortable, you aren’t growing. Remember that next time you are down. It’s okay to fall down, just don’t stay down for long. Fall as many times as you need. Learn how to fall less and pick yourself even faster than last time. Stay strong and may peace be with you or find you along your journey. ❤️
The sound of the clock ticking adds a soothing effect, gives a feeling of solace and, at the same time, void, for it reminds you that the Universe around you doesn't stop, regardless of what you're doing or not. So strange how something so calming can also have a haunting effect, at the same time...
To the person who read this, It’s been hard for you, I know, and it makes me sad that you don’t see yourself in the way I see you. Sometimes they are things in life that cause us to loose ourselves, and the way you have is so unimaginable painful. I miss your smile, the way your eyes light up the whole room just by the sound of your laughter. I miss the way you accepted the way you look in the mirror without cursing yourself out about how ugly you look. I miss the way you didn’t think of yourself as a failure because everyone makes mistakes, we all have flaws and we all aren’t perfect. It’s painful to see that no one around you seems to see the pain trough your eyes, but, stranger, I do, I see how heavy your heart is and how comforting the sadness for you might be, how afraid your heart is of happiness because it disappears in the end, right? You don’t know how much impact you have in this world and it’s sad to see that your demons fight against you and want to take over you. Because you do make change, it’s something so simple and little that brightens up someone’s whole world, it can be a small smile from your lips, the way you look at things you’re passionate about, the way you make yourself eat even though it’s been hard for you lately, the way you zoom out and go in your own world, you brighten up my world by reading this, it means a lot to me that you’re here, existing, but I don’t want you to just exist, you deserve to feel alive. You deserve to get up in the morning and feel good about yourself. You deserve to feel something- to feel every damn second alive in this lifetime. It’s heartbreaking that you think you’re not capable of being loved, because you are, I love you trough all my words and I hope you let it happen in your heart. Love is scary, I know, maybe you heart had been broken once and since then you wanted to be rather numb than feel ever again, it hurts me how you punish yourself, does it not deserve love? Because YOU DO deserve love, please forgive yourself, it’s not your fault that the demons want to take over your beautiful heart. You’re not a bad person for distancing yourself from others, but you deserve someone to talk to, you deserve someone to listen. I am listening, you can tell me what’s wrong. It’s everything, isn’t it? There’s something pulling your heartstrings on the ground and no one seems to understand how misunderstood you feel, it’s heartbreaking to know that I am behind the screen and can’t give you a hug, that’s why I will give you a big warm virtual hug and send you lots of love :). You matter. You are worthy. You are loved. You deserve good things. You deserve someone to listen. You deserve to eat and drink. You deserve to feel good and alive. You deserve to smile. You deserve a hug. You deserve to be all the things you want to be, because you deserve to have and feel good things happening to you and have a fulfilled life. I know I might not know you personally but I care about you so much, I write this because I want you to stay here with me, I want you to hold on a little longer because you matter so much to me, because I will not let you give up on yourself. I want you to see that you should not give up on yourself because you DESERVE GOOD THINGS. I want you to look back on the time when you were a kid, you didn’t give up when you tried to swim for the first time, you didn’t give up when you tired to walk for the first time and fell, you never gave up on yourself, you always kept on pushing forwards, so why can’t you now? I know it’s tiring, your mentally tired, but dont your younger self deserve good things? look back at your eyes that used to be full of hope, look back on those dreams. Don’t let yourself fall, you deserve better. We will both fight, I will fight for you. I won’t let those demons get to you. You can hold on to me, I won’t let you down :). Whenever you feel lonely, then look at the sky, I always look at it and think about you. Yes, you, because it makes me happy that there’s someone looking right back, maybe we can’t see each other but I can feel your presence here with me and that’s enough for me, because I am glad your heart is beating and you’re still fighting. You’re so much stronger thank you think, you didn’t leave your spot on this earth even if you wanted to, you belong here, even though it doesn’t feel like it, when you don’t feel like belonging than build your own home here, put all your love in it and dreams. Think of you as a star when you feel alone, you shine because your heart is good, no matter what mistake you made, no matter about the past you had, you’re one of the stars that shine bright in the universe because you’re heart is beautiful, that’s why the demons in your mind wants to have it. As one of the stars you see others stars, maybe they have felt the same way as you do at some point in there life, but they lighten up the universe with each other’s presence. You’re a star for me, maybe you don’t see it yourself but I can see it, you’re beautiful from inside and out, your body is beautiful the way it is. You make me happy by reading this, you make me feel something by your presence and when you can make me feel that way than you also make other people feel that way about you too. I hope you stay for yourself and don’t let your story get written by others but by yourself, it’s your story not theirs. As you can see, I say a lot of “I hope” because I have hope for you even if you don’t have it for yourself, I see hope in you even though you might want to give up. That’s why I hope you won’t see the world in darkness and will see it colorful again, I hope I will give you a glimpse of hope and make the world you see a bit colorful for today. My favorite color is yellow, and I hope the next time you see the color yellow you will think about my words. If someone left you than don’t blame yourself, don’t think you weren’t enough, don’t lower yourself for someone who couldn’t see the awesomeness in you. If you lost someone I am so sorry for your loss, they want you happy, I hope you don’t feel guilty or regret because you were there, you spend enough time with them, they want you to be happy. They are in a good and safe place now. If someone broke your heart than I am so sorry that they couldn’t see the way you look so beautiful because of the heart you have. Anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). If you aren’t accepted at home or in general than I am so sorry that you have to deal with someone/ something you shouldn’t be ashamed of, I accept you and support you, I accept you as a human being no matter what race, religion, nationality, skin color, or sexuality you have. You’re safe here with me :). You’re not useless, you’re not a burden to anyone. You’re not a problem, you’re human and your feelings are valid. You’re not being dramatic. Please don’t starve yourself, you deserve food and to drink, I know it’s hard. It hurts to see that you’re in so much pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I am sorry no one is noticing, I wish /hope I could take your pain away for today or even for a moment while you’re reading this. If no one told you, I am so proud of you, you’re reading this and it’s enough for me to be proud of you because you’re here and that’s all that matters to me. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water everyday in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed. And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re so strong for breathing despite the pain, I know you will make it :) I believe in you. All I want for you is to stay here, I really mean all my words, even if there is a lot of unsaid things I want to tell u and my text is getting longer and longer,I want you here. I hope one day your smile will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world. You can let go for today, I got you, you can cry your heart out as much as you want, but don’t let it tear you down and let your emotions control you by giving up. Crying is not weakness. If you still feel alone I dedicate you a song as your friend. “Dusk till Dawn- Zayn feat. Sia (I prefer the slow version)” I hope you can think of me and will remind yourself of my words, I will for sure think of you. In case no one told you and you’re unsure yourself, you’re a good person and I am so happy you’re here. I hope this is enough to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. Enough with beating yourself up for today, okay? Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one. If you read all of it, until tomorrow my friend :) have a good day and great years. I love you so much and am so proud of you, I hope you will remember my words- becho, the stranger that cares more about you than anything :)
dreamscape, if your reading this your music really helps me through the tough times I’am currently having, I listen to them everyday especially this one it makes me feel like I’m in a dream or a special place I’ve never been to, Like i know I’m only 14 but school is quite hard for me at the moment. I find it hard to concentrate in lessons and focusing, I get sent out of mostly all of my lessons. I tell my parents I’ve had a good day but I really haven’t. I want to tell them how I feel but it’s hard to just tell them without bursting out into tears or breaking down, i don5 suffer from depression or anything I just find my life hard at the minute; but I love you all
This is so sweet. I wanted to come on here to say that you’re not alone. I often have days where I feel like I wanna tell my parents about my day, but I don’t want to exaggerate. I have focus problems and it’s difficult for me to go a day without being overwhelmed and yelling or not understanding things and spacing out. I hope we can all get through this. Music similar to this helps me let loose.
Maybe suffering from ADHD, check the symptoms, i got diagnosticed at 33 and i wish i could know about it sooner, it would have explained a lot of things and could have avoid much culpability to myself. Take care ♥
It’s amazing how many interpretations of this feeling you will find in this comment section. To me, that shows that music like this makes your specific desires stronger. A powerful tool for healing and change.
This song just hits. This song is indescribable. It makes me feel like I’m drifting away from everything, including my struggles, my doubts and even my depression. It makes me feel like I have nothing to worry about or nothing to lose but when the song ends then it’s back to living reality
But I’m gonna try and get pass all of my struggles in this world and I’m gonna keep moving forward. As long as everyone else is happy then I’m happy but I’m slowly dying inside but I won’t give up until everyone is safe and happy.
I got nothing man. I've watched too many of these damn videos, watched with my ears that is. Im not depressed, im not this or that, im just not content with life. Idk who I am, im always scared because of the anxiety, I have ptsd so simple shit like sports is really hard for me because im afraid of the memories it brings back. Its fucked man. Now I've decided that maybe I'm not super ugly and the fact that I workout could maybe help me get a girlfriend or something, then I realize who the fuck would want a lost, disappointed, dissatisfied, goblin such as myself?? Im pretty much retarded when it comes to social clues so keeping a relationship is already hard but now combined with everything, I think I can put myself out there but I seriously don't think I'll get anything to bite. Idk anymore about that either, I do and dont want a girlfriend, I do and dont want to grow up, I do and dont this and that, only reason my grades are low is because of how much time I spend trying to fucking decided what I want to do today. This isn't very fun gotta be honest and I think mentally it would help terrifically but then again, im so ridden with anxiety that talking to girls let alone cute ones is fucking hard. Have a good night if your reading this and good luck I guess.
Ya know I like to think that things happen for a reason. Maybe from a higher power or maybe not it doesn't matter. maybe it's a conscious thing. Good things WILL come your way if you truly want them to. You just gotta, as corny as it sounds, believe.
@@srtnaiaraa do you? Do you actually feel the same as me?? No you don't, you don't feel so lonely that it hurts to breath, so damn lonely your heart physically hurts. Like a elephant standing on your chest except your standing upright talking to someone or lying in bed. You ever feel so disconnected from reality that you buy vr in order to connect more to your reality because you know its all man made??? You feel nothing and everything at the same time? No one made you comment on my comment, no one has made you do anything, youll seey response as aggression but infact its being desperate, I want to find someone, anyone who has felt the same. I won't feel lonely anymore then, my heart won't ache from time to time, doesn't need to be a "relationship" whatever the fuck that means these days, it literally doesn't even have to be human, just i need something else whos felt like they were dying without dying.
Don't be sad and think about what you look like or even get on the negative side, we all have dark times but we need to focus on what life is headed for us. You need to think positive and not think about your dark past, even you are a stranger to me you are beautiful, wonderful, amazing, you should deserve a better life than ever. Just remember that you’re not alone in these dark times, maybe tell a best friend of yours (that's what I do) he/she or they/them would help you through the darks times. Have a fabulous day!
We have one fucking life and i dont want you to live it like this, big change is comming, not just for me or you for everyone i promise you this shitty word is finna be gone
the intimacy of holding life's hands and choosing to keep its heart beating is one that requires great strength...you are doing amazing and you will continue to do so. be proud that you are here, you are breathing, and you are giving life a chance ♥
I hope you feel better now if not i just want you to Know even if no one shows you love you belong in this World and Will always be loved eat drink sleep please take time to do so you are loved in this world and i cheer for you so cmon pls take care of urself i wish you the best even tho prob wont read this. From a stranger named Lucas
As you lay flat on the soft grass beneath you, you gaze up at the stars that linger around freely in the night sky, thinking, with no thoughts. Your mind was full whilst still being entirely empty. “Do you ever wanna just, leave?” He asks, nonchalantly. You respond, after a while. “Yes. Always, and until i find a way that isn’t necessarily death, i’ll never stop wanting to.” Because you didn’t want to die. You just wanted to disappear, away from the struggle of living, having to drag yourself through everday and make it out alive, and then dread the next day coming. You were tired, but you didn’t want to sleep just to wake up to it all again. You wanted to sleep forever, and live in an endless loop of happiness, but what’s happiness without sadness? “But this is the best it’s gonna get. We can’t leave whenever we want to wherever we want to go, the only place we can leave to is our dreams. It’s the only escape we have.” You replied again, realizing the reality that had just hit you like a truck. “So let’s go.” he responds, almost in an instant. “What?” “Let’s get out of here. Let’s escape. Let’s *dreamscape.* ”
@@calliegrace2543 hehe thank youuu 🥺 and yeaa music like this just brings out all of my true emotions that are trapped deep inside me, so it sort of just all pours out i guess? 😂 but either way thank you soo much for appreciating it 🥺🥺✨💜
I can’t stop listening to this, it reminds me that I’m thinking too much about what lies ahead, this give me peace of my mind and I can’t say that to a lot of songs, I’m trying to help others with the music I make, I hope all is well over where you guys are and remember “you can’t do good if your wishing others bad” -someone I wanted to meet but sadly I won’t have the chance anymore…
For the ppl who cried to this song like me don’t worry ur life will get better and better and better each day u just have to put ur mind to it like I did if u have adhd just bite on a pen in class and listen to music and if ur at home try little space
I could listen to this melody a night before taking a big test, this helps me to remind my capabilities, skills, hopes, aspirations, inspirations, and thinking ways to be successful and finally making it happen…
Just moved into my dorm and it’s 12:20 am, dark and quiet. Put some AirPods in and went on TikTok and heard this song. Now I’m addicted to it, just staring at my ceiling and listening to this song gives me such a euphoric and nostalgic feeling. Can’t believe I’m in college now 1,000 miles from home
You could’ve just turned the TH-cam Loop feature on the video with the three little dots. I think it’s just for mobile though, I can’t find a loop feature on desktop
When I listen to this I think of time. You sit down and you think about how fast time flies but you don’t even pay attention to almost like growing and growing and nothings ever gonna be the same again.
2020 was one of the best summers I've ever had. I had friends. I had fun memories. I went on walks everyday for hours with my friends. Walked around the whole neighborhood. Went to camp near the sea. Met my first ever crush. He was pretty, nice, he was a gentleman, he smelled nice. I knew I wasn't good enough for him but he still gave me attention and that's what made me happy. 2020 summer was way better than 2021 summer, just going to hope for the next summer to be just as good as 2020 :)
Sometimes...sleeping can be hard for when you realize that you have to wake the next day. I sometimes wonder to myself “why can’t I sleep for the rest of my life?” But then I realize..that leads to death. I don’t want to die or live. I just want to leave everything behind and live in a puddle full of smiles. It’s kinda crazy how I’m 14 and have this much trauma already in my life. I got neglected, physically abused, mentally abused, bullied, traumatized, etc. I went to the beach today and I asked “what will happen if I disappeared into the ocean one day?” I thought real hard about that question and realized. I will be relieved from everything and everyone. I’m sorry I ranted. Everyone have a good night and I hope you all best of luck throughout your years of living.
im not going to assume you are exaggerating your traumas for attention or you have seriously been abused. however either way the best way to cope is by trying new things, seriously. novelty creates memories and curiousity. longing for nostalgia only digs you deeper into your fucking mind man.
am 14 aswell and I feel exactly the same bro. its like you just want to do whatever you want without having to worry about anything and have a good time with your real friends and just be free bro. personally when I listen to this track I just wanna not have to worry about school and shit and waking up soo early to not learn anything, I just wanna lay down in bed and relaxx as you slowly but gently drift off to sleep and wake up to nothing but excitement as you can do whatever you want without having to worry about nothing at all and just have this nostalgic music or feeling playing in your mind as your too attached to it but you like it and you just want everything to be perfect. You want to explore the world do all the crazy shit like camping at nights where its pitched pitched dark and doing skydiving, football, dodge ball and just basically be free from your worries bro and just go back to your childhood memories when everything was perfect. I can't think of that word but surely u get what I mean
The only peace you will find, is when you let Things go and forget the Past. I know. I know.., you've heard it hundreds of times but you can only find peace after the enemy is defeated. I love it to alone and isolated from the outside World. It's the moment when I find peace. But before peace there must always be a war. Be A Monster while being peacefuk, Patient and silent. You need to educate yourself and fuck on everyone and depression. Try to find your passion and who you really are. I have to fight a multiple personality disorder.. It's not easy.. but keep going.
I'm so sorry to hear that. I am hoping for the very best for you. Traumas, are hard to deal with and growing up its hard to navigate life with them. But that shouldn't stop you from trying new things that are fulfilling for you, things that nurture your soul. I've learned that the more we focus on the negative in our lives, the more shrivelled our souls become, and the more our mental state starts to deteriorate. So I will offer you kindness and learn to accept what has happened and that there is still a path for you in the future. Romanticise your life in the most minimalistic ways, even if it's the trivial things, like a new video game, a new Starbucks drink, a new friend, a new hobby. Don't disregard the little victories, because even those are relevant.
Guys and girls and everyone in between. As someone who sought for these videos like an illegal drug, I'm giving you some advice. I was 10 when my parents divorced. I lost a few of my close uncles and aunts to drugs, alcoholism, and smoking. Some are still alive, but prioritize their substance even over their own children. Most of this probably doesn't matter to you stranger, but it's a little background. I've had severe anxiety since I was a kid. I was diagnosed with ADHD about a year before my parents split up. After the divorce, I had depression. Severe depression. At times, i hated life so much and felt so numb that i wanted to ended all. Some days, I could barely get myself going. Even once I sort of got over the suicidal thoughts, I still had a newfound hatred for other peoples attention. I luckily met my two best friends at the time, otherwise it could have developed into agoraphobia. I've had a hard life, not as hard as some, but definitely not easy. We all have something hard going on in our lives. I still question my reason for living occasionally. But, it gets better. It may take a year or two or it could take the rest of your life. It will get better. I now am doing well in school with a 3.9-4.2 GPA (u can get above 4 with honors and dual credit classes) and I have a new set of friends. We work on cars and talk about girls and I actually started dating this one super cute girl. I guess the advice is, even when you hate life and even when you can't find YOUR purpose for living, find someone else who is struggling. The saying strength in numbers applies here really well. Find someone else who is suffering, someone else who has similar or totally different issues than you. Find anybody and reach out. I know committing to that might be hard at first, so say that. Tell your newfound lifeline that you may not be able to provide as much in the interaction. Then, as time goes on, you'll be more focused on what your newfound friend wants/needs and listening to their problem song, versus writing your own tragedy. I love you all, keep your head up. It will get better once you start making it better. I know it's hard and I'm just some stranger on the internet, but trust me. Sleep well tonight, don't do anything I wouldn't do, and find yourself someone to love. Love them to love yourself
it’s so odd to see how many comments think of this as a something sad and haunting, when i think of it as the complete opposite, this is my motivation and hypes me up to believe i can do anything i put my mind to. it’s insane how one audio can have so many different effects on different people.
I don’t know what it is about this, but it brought tears to my eyes. It’s calming, somber and melodic... it reverberates into my ears as if I’m in ecstasy. It’s just so amazing. And thing is, I also happened to misclick, so maybe the universe is trynna help me calm down for once in my ever so stressful life. :)
if you feel bad, sad, depressed listen to me you need to keep working and starting to believe in yourself, find even little things that could make you happy like food, videos, art or playing with animals. you need to stop being negative and pessimistic. I think it's the most important thing. focus on positivity, listen to energetic music, find things that makes you feel better. be kind to others. bring peace. you are worthy of love.
I love this channel because of the nostalgia factor it brings me. I vividly remember the days where I would wake up and see my mother early in the morning, my brother watching regular show, and my uncle attempting to finish gears of war because i was too scared of the opening level to play.
I feel sounds, and I know that sounds weird but every sound has its own vibe and aesthetic. And this one just gives me that nostalgic feeling of an empty place that normally is extremely busy and crowded. Say a school during the weekend or an airport during covid or a pool during the summer. Idk it's comforting but at the same time it feels wrong.
To all people down here having some kind of trauma or hard times. Listening to this type of music and watching series for example like Mr. Robot will only keep you, in this state.. I know you dont have mood for anything else but these songs and shows help only for a short period of time once they became routine.. Its really hard to snap out of it.. All you gotta do is find a willpower to overcome bs and become betterself
I try to tell myself that I love me for who I am, but I know it’s a lie. I know I’ll never be able to love myself. There is always something I find to dislike about me, and there is a lot. Not really about the way I look, mostly the things I’ve said or done to other human beings. I never really had friends... no one ever talked to me unless there was no one else to, or if it was business related. Not even the people that are supposed to care about me do. I’ve always been the last option. It hurts, but I know I deserve it. If I always manage to hurt others, why should they care if they hurt me. I eventually stopped interacting with people in general, and at some point I stopped trying to be happy and let myself slip into a constant state of sadness. Now I can’t get out... because I don’t want out. There is something calming about being so dead inside and yet alive. All I feel is pain, all I know is pain. It’s the only thing that’s familiar to me. I used to think that I was supposed to be happy like everyone else, and if I wasn’t, something was wrong with me. Now I realize that this sadness is the only thing that feels real and genuine. Just to clarify, I’m not suicidal. I don’t plan to end my life anytime soon. I still have plans for my life. Though it wouldn’t really bother me if I died because I know it wouldn’t bother anyone else. And those that say they care about my life really don’t. You care about “a life” not “my life”.
Ik how u feel I used get a lot anxiety attacks bc of it and trust u might feel this way for awhile but as time goes by u will get thru it trust me I’m not saying I’m the happiest person alive but Ik what ur goin thru just try listen to positive things such as music videos etc idk who u rbut I hope u do great in life in whatever u do love u
as the rain slowly falls you notice life brought you to this on purpose at a young age and you get mad but the fact you know your going to die makes your body stale...
This just reminds me of my whole life from what I can remember. Imagine walking in a dim lit street with nobody, and it's pouring of rain.. And you just feel so empty inside. That's how my life has always felt. Like something is missing, like I'm not supposed to be here. I just feel empty inside. Despite having a child and a great partner, For some reason this feeling of nothing just creeps up on me. Don't get me wrong no, I feel emotions and stuff, but the bottomless pit of nothingness in my soul, has always been there.
And I never got to expirence shit when I was younger, other than terror and torture from my only family, and the darkness that will always be apart of me.
im tired. im tired of being alone. no one understands what i’m feeling. it’s not just about having a s/o, it’s about that i’m slowly losing myself. i feel like im never enough for someone to love me at its fullest. i just want to have someone, is it that hard to ask for?
My man the first step is to love and appreciate yourself and your own values and shine bright in front of others you come first before anyone else then later on you’ll have that someone that’ll be at your side but in the mean time you gotta work on yourself and find out about yourself yk
My ex just left me for my friend, and before that my other exes lost feelings…. I definitely know how you feel, it really does seems I’m incapable of being loved and I’m never enough for someone to love me at their fullest… It’s sad I offer no advice but just you’re not alone
It's funny how most music get a good chunk of their greatness through their simplicity. At most this song consists of a bitcrushed sine wave, a slightly gnarly reese, and some ambient sounds. But how these sounds were tweaked, mixed and mastered is the icing on this magnificent cake.
I don't know if someone will see this coment, but I want to say that this music it's beautiful and I love it. It's very relaxing and you can mix it with with your daily routine. P.S.: This music makes me fell that i´m in a post-apocalyptic world like Stray
I did 3 tours for a private company in Africa for arms stuff. The amount of ptsd that resulted from that was not worth it. Listening to this makes me feel sorrow and worry for others who do that. The one thing I never understood about war when I was in action was that after all we all are human. Yet we treat each other like animals when we’re in the different side and are willing to kill and take every memory every love and everything that’s inside that persons head full of memory’s.
I'm sorry to hear that you got PTSD, I can't imagine how it feels like coming back from war and possibly not having anyone to be comforted by, hopefully you do have someone, but I also hope that it will get better
@@megafro6999 thanks buddy. I recently got back into dating and have been dating a girl that’s very loving and understanding. So far it’s been great having someone on my side knowing that she makes a difference. Hope you have a good week/day
Imagine being able to go back in time to a point in your life where you were truly happy and around loved ones who have since passed on… you’re speaking but they can’t hear you. They are smiling enjoying the moment of each others company. Your younger self full of innocence in your eyes not knowing the pain that would soon greet you not much later in life and even though you are only a few arms lengths away in this outer body experience you might as well be a million miles away because they can’t hear you… thank God. Let them enjoy the moment.
This song reminds me of the first days when I arrived in Japan. I don't know anyone and know nothing about this place, it reminds me of what I told my parents before leaving.
Love this song, been listening to it for a while and seeing how I'm progressing in my life and trying to do better things for myself, it's great. Hopefully the same is happenning for all you as well.
Life is never easy for those who dream...
omg you’re so right... Dreamers have high expectations of life. And life can probably not give us these expectations, what breaks us dreamers:)
I'm a dreamer :(
And never stop, you just know what’s yours...
Giving up on a dream. Is society's expectation not reality.
Never give up on a dream no matter the odds. I know is easy said than done. Think of every reason for you to want that dream. Sometimes pain and the scars can leave you wound up. But not defeated. Keep dreaming of your dreams!
@@MaxW0lf U are my bff absolutely now
This hits different when i can't sleep..
@Vanillity the Demon hellooo👋
Just imagine San hugging you and giving you a stuffed animal, you know he has lots to spare with Atiny❤️
@@josephineyeehaw 🥺❤
Yeah I'm laying here thinking about my ex and just how bad she fucked me over in our 5 year relationship by cheating since the 2nd year
@@delorianholley6850 I'm sorry this happened to you😔, i hope you feel better soon💜
dreamy asf
They don't call me dreamscape for no reason y'know.
Hahaha good one
You’re the type of person I’d be friends with hahaha
Same lol @@Zeddisc
This is the first track I ever posted on the channel. 1 hour loop was long overdue.
As always thanks for the wonderful track bud but can provide us the link of the wallpaper that you are using in your thumbnails yes i can see it's from unsplash but that link just redirect it to the website and not the wallpaper. It would be useful if you put the direct link from now onwards.
@@sachinmajotra9665 Hello, sometimes I forget to include the links. Here is the link for this photo: unsplash.com/photos/2z1RBKK-09g
@@dreamscape.. Thankyou very much.. Please try to include wallpaper links in your videos in future
@@dreamscape.. how do u make the video move repeatedly for 1hour?PLEASE TELL ME
Respect. Beautiful.
This is audio is how it feels for your mind to be crumbling beneath you but everything around you looks so vacant and still. Thank you for this.
I get this. People always tell me a dirty room makes depression worse but shit this still ness and nothing to do….mind crumbling yet world and surroundings intact…
lol griffing meg
I used to listen to this song when I was sad and alone, now I have a loving gf and I'm living my best life. It's crazy to think how much life can change in just a snap of your fingers. Stranger, I just want to tell you this one thing, It does in fact get better. I didn't believe this and you probably don't now, at least right now. Let the time heal your wounds and enjoy your lonely road for now
- 'Till we meet again, your friend Tommy Ice
good.
I sure hope so. I’m happy for you tho that’s awesome :)
We love you Tommy ice
I can only hope
Thanks man i believe ya!
Imagine being in an empty airport in the middle of the night. Watching the planes take off in a dim part of the room.
I imagined it
I imagined it too
I too imagined it
I'm an aircraft mechanic, one of the best parts of the night is when the hangar lights are off and watching them take off with the doors wide open 👍
Last year, a few months into the pandemic I was waiting for my flight to go home. The airport was mostly empty and I sat by the window looking at the sunset watching planes come and go.
this song is like reconciling with yourself and finding peace even in your struggles
yeah but im not finding a lot of peace in my struggles
If you are in pain, you are growing. When you are comfortable, you aren’t growing. Remember that next time you are down. It’s okay to fall down, just don’t stay down for long. Fall as many times as you need. Learn how to fall less and pick yourself even faster than last time. Stay strong and may peace be with you or find you along your journey. ❤️
this explanation is jus on point like the exact explanation for this masterpiece
Thank you, I didn’t know how to put it into words it’s hard to describe, but you did it all!
Sort of like solace
This song kind a just reminds me of death, or letting go of something you've held onto for so long. And you're finally at peace.
yea
ouffff
Its like a clock, a clock tick and you let it, untill it stops. Thats what j call true peace, when the clock stops
Sasuke uchiha
Yeah same
The sound of the clock ticking adds a soothing effect, gives a feeling of solace and, at the same time, void, for it reminds you that the Universe around you doesn't stop, regardless of what you're doing or not.
So strange how something so calming can also have a haunting effect, at the same time...
I always thought that was water dropping into a bucket 😂
This feeling I get is so amazing. Even after feeling pressured by school, you feel at peace and you just think about life.
To the person who read this,
It’s been hard for you, I know, and it makes me sad that you don’t see yourself in the way I see you. Sometimes they are things in life that cause us to loose ourselves, and the way you have is so unimaginable painful. I miss your smile, the way your eyes light up the whole room just by the sound of your laughter. I miss the way you accepted the way you look in the mirror without cursing yourself out about how ugly you look. I miss the way you didn’t think of yourself as a failure because everyone makes mistakes, we all have flaws and we all aren’t perfect. It’s painful to see that no one around you seems to see the pain trough your eyes, but, stranger, I do, I see how heavy your heart is and how comforting the sadness for you might be, how afraid your heart is of happiness because it disappears in the end, right? You don’t know how much impact you have in this world and it’s sad to see that your demons fight against you and want to take over you. Because you do make change, it’s something so simple and little that brightens up someone’s whole world, it can be a small smile from your lips, the way you look at things you’re passionate about, the way you make yourself eat even though it’s been hard for you lately, the way you zoom out and go in your own world, you brighten up my world by reading this, it means a lot to me that you’re here, existing, but I don’t want you to just exist, you deserve to feel alive. You deserve to get up in the morning and feel good about yourself. You deserve to feel something- to feel every damn second alive in this lifetime. It’s heartbreaking that you think you’re not capable of being loved, because you are, I love you trough all my words and I hope you let it happen in your heart. Love is scary, I know, maybe you heart had been broken once and since then you wanted to be rather numb than feel ever again, it hurts me how you punish yourself, does it not deserve love? Because YOU DO deserve love, please forgive yourself, it’s not your fault that the demons want to take over your beautiful heart. You’re not a bad person for distancing yourself from others, but you deserve someone to talk to, you deserve someone to listen. I am listening, you can tell me what’s wrong. It’s everything, isn’t it? There’s something pulling your heartstrings on the ground and no one seems to understand how misunderstood you feel, it’s heartbreaking to know that I am behind the screen and can’t give you a hug, that’s why I will give you a big warm virtual hug and send you lots of love :). You matter. You are worthy. You are loved. You deserve good things. You deserve someone to listen. You deserve to eat and drink. You deserve to feel good and alive. You deserve to smile. You deserve a hug. You deserve to be all the things you want to be, because you deserve to have and feel good things happening to you and have a fulfilled life. I know I might not know you personally but I care about you so much, I write this because I want you to stay here with me, I want you to hold on a little longer because you matter so much to me, because I will not let you give up on yourself. I want you to see that you should not give up on yourself because you DESERVE GOOD THINGS. I want you to look back on the time when you were a kid, you didn’t give up when you tried to swim for the first time, you didn’t give up when you tired to walk for the first time and fell, you never gave up on yourself, you always kept on pushing forwards, so why can’t you now? I know it’s tiring, your mentally tired, but dont your younger self deserve good things? look back at your eyes that used to be full of hope, look back on those dreams. Don’t let yourself fall, you deserve better. We will both fight, I will fight for you. I won’t let those demons get to you. You can hold on to me, I won’t let you down :). Whenever you feel lonely, then look at the sky, I always look at it and think about you. Yes, you, because it makes me happy that there’s someone looking right back, maybe we can’t see each other but I can feel your presence here with me and that’s enough for me, because I am glad your heart is beating and you’re still fighting. You’re so much stronger thank you think, you didn’t leave your spot on this earth even if you wanted to, you belong here, even though it doesn’t feel like it, when you don’t feel like belonging than build your own home here, put all your love in it and dreams. Think of you as a star when you feel alone, you shine because your heart is good, no matter what mistake you made, no matter about the past you had, you’re one of the stars that shine bright in the universe because you’re heart is beautiful, that’s why the demons in your mind wants to have it. As one of the stars you see others stars, maybe they have felt the same way as you do at some point in there life, but they lighten up the universe with each other’s presence. You’re a star for me, maybe you don’t see it yourself but I can see it, you’re beautiful from inside and out, your body is beautiful the way it is. You make me happy by reading this, you make me feel something by your presence and when you can make me feel that way than you also make other people feel that way about you too. I hope you stay for yourself and don’t let your story get written by others but by yourself, it’s your story not theirs. As you can see, I say a lot of “I hope” because I have hope for you even if you don’t have it for yourself, I see hope in you even though you might want to give up. That’s why I hope you won’t see the world in darkness and will see it colorful again, I hope I will give you a glimpse of hope and make the world you see a bit colorful for today. My favorite color is yellow, and I hope the next time you see the color yellow you will think about my words. If someone left you than don’t blame yourself, don’t think you weren’t enough, don’t lower yourself for someone who couldn’t see the awesomeness in you. If you lost someone I am so sorry for your loss, they want you happy, I hope you don’t feel guilty or regret because you were there, you spend enough time with them, they want you to be happy. They are in a good and safe place now. If someone broke your heart than I am so sorry that they couldn’t see the way you look so beautiful because of the heart you have. Anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). If you aren’t accepted at home or in general than I am so sorry that you have to deal with someone/ something you shouldn’t be ashamed of, I accept you and support you, I accept you as a human being no matter what race, religion, nationality, skin color, or sexuality you have. You’re safe here with me :). You’re not useless, you’re not a burden to anyone. You’re not a problem, you’re human and your feelings are valid. You’re not being dramatic. Please don’t starve yourself, you deserve food and to drink, I know it’s hard. It hurts to see that you’re in so much pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I am sorry no one is noticing, I wish /hope I could take your pain away for today or even for a moment while you’re reading this. If no one told you, I am so proud of you, you’re reading this and it’s enough for me to be proud of you because you’re here and that’s all that matters to me. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water everyday in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed.
And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re so strong for breathing despite the pain, I know you will make it :) I believe in you. All I want for you is to stay here, I really mean all my words, even if there is a lot of unsaid things I want to tell u and my text is getting longer and longer,I want you here.
I hope one day your smile will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world.
You can let go for today, I got you, you can cry your heart out as much as you want, but don’t let it tear you down and let your emotions control you by giving up. Crying is not weakness. If you still feel alone I dedicate you a song as your friend.
“Dusk till Dawn- Zayn feat. Sia (I prefer the slow version)” I hope you can think of me and will remind yourself of my words, I will for sure think of you.
In case no one told you and you’re unsure yourself, you’re a good person and I am so happy you’re here.
I hope this is enough to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. Enough with beating yourself up for today, okay?
Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one.
If you read all of it, until tomorrow my friend :)
have a good day and great years.
I love you so much and am so proud of you, I hope you will remember my words- becho, the stranger that cares more about you than anything :)
do you wanna be my friend? :) this brought me so much joy and i don't wanna lose you, stranger
this geniunely got me crying, couldnt have seen this at a better time. thank you, kind stranger. I wish you the absolute best.
Thank u so much u sqved me u are incredible
@@qjqjzjskjssjz2409 I love u. ur so strong
love you man
no because why do i feel like i’m floating rn this is so nice
I love this kind of music, it makes me feel like I'm in space or the universe, staring at the beautiful stars
dreamscape, if your reading this your music really helps me through the tough times I’am currently having, I listen to them everyday especially this one it makes me feel like I’m in a dream or a special place I’ve never been to, Like i know I’m only 14 but school is quite hard for me at the moment. I find it hard to concentrate in lessons and focusing, I get sent out of mostly all of my lessons. I tell my parents I’ve had a good day but I really haven’t. I want to tell them how I feel but it’s hard to just tell them without bursting out into tears or breaking down, i don5 suffer from depression or anything I just find my life hard at the minute; but I love you all
This is so sweet. I wanted to come on here to say that you’re not alone. I often have days where I feel like I wanna tell my parents about my day, but I don’t want to exaggerate. I have focus problems and it’s difficult for me to go a day without being overwhelmed and yelling or not understanding things and spacing out. I hope we can all get through this. Music similar to this helps me let loose.
god sees it all and he knows your struggle
Hang in there, friend. The black line always ends.
Maybe suffering from ADHD, check the symptoms, i got diagnosticed at 33 and i wish i could know about it sooner, it would have explained a lot of things and could have avoid much culpability to myself.
Take care ♥
It’s amazing how many interpretations of this feeling you will find in this comment section. To me, that shows that music like this makes your specific desires stronger. A powerful tool for healing and change.
This song is taking me back somewhere and makes me feel something. My heart hurts not remembering this feeling and where it takes me to.
you’ll get there
This song just hits. This song is indescribable. It makes me feel like I’m drifting away from everything, including my struggles, my doubts and even my depression. It makes me feel like I have nothing to worry about or nothing to lose but when the song ends then it’s back to living reality
But I’m gonna try and get pass all of my struggles in this world and I’m gonna keep moving forward. As long as everyone else is happy then I’m happy but I’m slowly dying inside but I won’t give up until everyone is safe and happy.
Drawing while listening to this song is just a whole another mood
Me too (:
what did you guys draw?
@@JJ-iy8dx my drawings depend on how I feel mentally, but above all I draw more how I would look in my dreams.
xd
I got nothing man. I've watched too many of these damn videos, watched with my ears that is. Im not depressed, im not this or that, im just not content with life. Idk who I am, im always scared because of the anxiety, I have ptsd so simple shit like sports is really hard for me because im afraid of the memories it brings back. Its fucked man. Now I've decided that maybe I'm not super ugly and the fact that I workout could maybe help me get a girlfriend or something, then I realize who the fuck would want a lost, disappointed, dissatisfied, goblin such as myself?? Im pretty much retarded when it comes to social clues so keeping a relationship is already hard but now combined with everything, I think I can put myself out there but I seriously don't think I'll get anything to bite. Idk anymore about that either, I do and dont want a girlfriend, I do and dont want to grow up, I do and dont this and that, only reason my grades are low is because of how much time I spend trying to fucking decided what I want to do today. This isn't very fun gotta be honest and I think mentally it would help terrifically but then again, im so ridden with anxiety that talking to girls let alone cute ones is fucking hard. Have a good night if your reading this and good luck I guess.
i feel the same ,,,
Ya know I like to think that things happen for a reason. Maybe from a higher power or maybe not it doesn't matter. maybe it's a conscious thing. Good things WILL come your way if you truly want them to. You just gotta, as corny as it sounds, believe.
@@srtnaiaraa do you? Do you actually feel the same as me?? No you don't, you don't feel so lonely that it hurts to breath, so damn lonely your heart physically hurts. Like a elephant standing on your chest except your standing upright talking to someone or lying in bed. You ever feel so disconnected from reality that you buy vr in order to connect more to your reality because you know its all man made??? You feel nothing and everything at the same time? No one made you comment on my comment, no one has made you do anything, youll seey response as aggression but infact its being desperate, I want to find someone, anyone who has felt the same. I won't feel lonely anymore then, my heart won't ache from time to time, doesn't need to be a "relationship" whatever the fuck that means these days, it literally doesn't even have to be human, just i need something else whos felt like they were dying without dying.
Don't be sad and think about what you look like or even get on the negative side, we all have dark times but we need to focus on what life is headed for us. You need to think positive and not think about your dark past, even you are a stranger to me you are beautiful, wonderful, amazing, you should deserve a better life than ever. Just remember that you’re not alone in these dark times, maybe tell a best friend of yours (that's what I do) he/she or they/them would help you through the darks times. Have a fabulous day!
We have one fucking life and i dont want you to live it like this, big change is comming, not just for me or you for everyone i promise you this shitty word is finna be gone
this is literally the best channel ever
the intimacy of holding life's hands and choosing to keep its heart beating is one that requires great strength...you are doing amazing and you will continue to do so. be proud that you are here, you are breathing, and you are giving life a chance ♥
I love this channel so much- there's always this dreamy nostalgic feel to all of these that I haven't heard from really any other music before
This vibe, this beat, everything in this song describes me who has no clear purpose.
None of us do life is not worth a thing it would honestly be better if we never existed
I hope you feel better now if not i just want you to Know even if no one shows you love you belong in this World and Will always be loved eat drink sleep please take time to do so you are loved in this world and i cheer for you so cmon pls take care of urself i wish you the best even tho prob wont read this. From a stranger named Lucas
Perfect timing man, this really is what the doctor ordered
As you lay flat on the soft grass beneath you, you gaze up at the stars that linger around freely in the night sky, thinking, with no thoughts. Your mind was full whilst still being entirely empty.
“Do you ever wanna just, leave?”
He asks, nonchalantly.
You respond, after a while.
“Yes. Always, and until i find a way that isn’t necessarily death, i’ll never stop wanting to.”
Because you didn’t want to die. You just wanted to disappear, away from the struggle of living, having to drag yourself through everday and make it out alive, and then dread the next day coming. You were tired, but you didn’t want to sleep just to wake up to it all again. You wanted to sleep forever, and live in an endless loop of happiness, but what’s happiness without sadness?
“But this is the best it’s gonna get. We can’t leave whenever we want to wherever we want to go, the only place we can leave to is our dreams. It’s the only escape we have.” You replied again, realizing the reality that had just hit you like a truck.
“So let’s go.”
he responds, almost in an instant.
“What?”
“Let’s get out of here. Let’s escape. Let’s *dreamscape.* ”
Haha that's awesome man
@@sweet.sweetstar thank youuu :))
That is so good omg did u just make it up??
@@calliegrace2543 hehe thank youuu 🥺 and yeaa music like this just brings out all of my true emotions that are trapped deep inside me, so it sort of just all pours out i guess? 😂 but either way thank you soo much for appreciating it 🥺🥺✨💜
this is so cool, please become an author or something😭
This is going on loop everynight as my lullaby
Same
This hits different! In the night when there goes rain outside and you listen this
All muscles in the body relax while hearing this
I can’t stop listening to this, it reminds me that I’m thinking too much about what lies ahead, this give me peace of my mind and I can’t say that to a lot of songs, I’m trying to help others with the music I make, I hope all is well over where you guys are and remember “you can’t do good if your wishing others bad” -someone I wanted to meet but sadly I won’t have the chance anymore…
I usually listen to yours on Repeat, now there's a better alternative haha
Thank you
YOURE A GOLD U SAW THIS IN INSTAGRAM REEL ADS AND NOW TH-cam RECOMMANDED THIS 😊
No matter what you are going through remember GOD loves you and miracles still happen. Don't give up keep on believing 🕊🙌🏽
Infinitely beautiful and amazing
When I’m stressed, angry, or sad, I listen to this masterpiece
ME TOO BRO I have been listening this song and snowfall song for 2 weeks
this is the type of track that makes me tear up and think about our consciousness and the future.
For the ppl who cried to this song like me don’t worry ur life will get better and better and better each day u just have to put ur mind to it like I did if u have adhd just bite on a pen in class and listen to music and if ur at home try little space
I could listen to this melody a night before taking a big test, this helps me to remind my capabilities, skills, hopes, aspirations, inspirations, and thinking ways to be successful and finally making it happen…
Heartbreaking beat...❤
When you play this song, this song is like... taking you to the past ❤️🩹
While the people in my life have been in and out, music has always been there
Это божественно,огромная благодарность! С такой музыкой работать одно удовольствие
If you disliked this, im sorry for you man.
They just bots
@@kojo630 I think such a type of videos like this is disliked only by bots
but its same 2 beats repeating....
im sorry for u
@@3-y86 🤪
I feel so sorry for people who don't know that songs like this exist
Just moved into my dorm and it’s 12:20 am, dark and quiet. Put some AirPods in and went on TikTok and heard this song. Now I’m addicted to it, just staring at my ceiling and listening to this song gives me such a euphoric and nostalgic feeling. Can’t believe I’m in college now 1,000 miles from home
I SCREEN RECORDED THE 4 MINUTE ONE A WHILE AGO AND ALWAYS PLAY IT ON LOOP SO THANK YOU FOR THIS
Screen recorded? Couldn’t u just replay the video
You could’ve just turned the TH-cam Loop feature on the video with the three little dots. I think it’s just for mobile though, I can’t find a loop feature on desktop
@@alimohsin496 you right click video on desktop it’ll pop up some options then click loop
This song just makes me fade away in my dreams, make me feel like Im going into another world, or in the future, it gives me a weird feeling
When I listen to this I think of time. You sit down and you think about how fast time flies but you don’t even pay attention to almost like growing and growing and nothings ever gonna be the same again.
listening to this gives me a melatonin boost
2020 was one of the best summers I've ever had. I had friends. I had fun memories. I went on walks everyday for hours with my friends. Walked around the whole neighborhood. Went to camp near the sea. Met my first ever crush. He was pretty, nice, he was a gentleman, he smelled nice. I knew I wasn't good enough for him but he still gave me attention and that's what made me happy. 2020 summer was way better than 2021 summer, just going to hope for the next summer to be just as good as 2020 :)
Sometimes...sleeping can be hard for when you realize that you have to wake the next day. I sometimes wonder to myself “why can’t I sleep for the rest of my life?” But then I realize..that leads to death. I don’t want to die or live. I just want to leave everything behind and live in a puddle full of smiles. It’s kinda crazy how I’m 14 and have this much trauma already in my life. I got neglected, physically abused, mentally abused, bullied, traumatized, etc. I went to the beach today and I asked “what will happen if I disappeared into the ocean one day?” I thought real hard about that question and realized. I will be relieved from everything and everyone. I’m sorry I ranted. Everyone have a good night and I hope you all best of luck throughout your years of living.
You deserve the best Taraiya i want you to be positive even though Life is hard!
im not going to assume you are exaggerating your traumas for attention or you have seriously been abused. however either way the best way to cope is by trying new things, seriously. novelty creates memories and curiousity. longing for nostalgia only digs you deeper into your fucking mind man.
am 14 aswell and I feel exactly the same bro. its like you just want to do whatever you want without having to worry about anything and have a good time with your real friends and just be free bro. personally when I listen to this track I just wanna not have to worry about school and shit and waking up soo early to not learn anything, I just wanna lay down in bed and relaxx as you slowly but gently drift off to sleep and wake up to nothing but excitement as you can do whatever you want without having to worry about nothing at all and just have this nostalgic music or feeling playing in your mind as your too attached to it but you like it and you just want everything to be perfect. You want to explore the world do all the crazy shit like camping at nights where its pitched pitched dark and doing skydiving, football, dodge ball and just basically be free from your worries bro and just go back to your childhood memories when everything was perfect. I can't think of that word but surely u get what I mean
The only peace you will find, is when you let Things go and forget the Past. I know. I know.., you've heard it hundreds of times but you can only find peace after the enemy is defeated.
I love it to alone and isolated from the outside World. It's the moment when I find peace.
But before peace there must always be a war. Be A Monster while being peacefuk, Patient and silent.
You need to educate yourself and fuck on everyone and depression. Try to find your passion and who you really are.
I have to fight a multiple personality disorder.. It's not easy.. but keep going.
I'm so sorry to hear that. I am hoping for the very best for you. Traumas, are hard to deal with and growing up its hard to navigate life with them. But that shouldn't stop you from trying new things that are fulfilling for you, things that nurture your soul. I've learned that the more we focus on the negative in our lives, the more shrivelled our souls become, and the more our mental state starts to deteriorate. So I will offer you kindness and learn to accept what has happened and that there is still a path for you in the future. Romanticise your life in the most minimalistic ways, even if it's the trivial things, like a new video game, a new Starbucks drink, a new friend, a new hobby. Don't disregard the little victories, because even those are relevant.
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such a comfort song... I can't just..
I like this… inspirational beat.. focus on your goal 💯
Guys and girls and everyone in between. As someone who sought for these videos like an illegal drug, I'm giving you some advice. I was 10 when my parents divorced. I lost a few of my close uncles and aunts to drugs, alcoholism, and smoking. Some are still alive, but prioritize their substance even over their own children. Most of this probably doesn't matter to you stranger, but it's a little background. I've had severe anxiety since I was a kid. I was diagnosed with ADHD about a year before my parents split up. After the divorce, I had depression. Severe depression. At times, i hated life so much and felt so numb that i wanted to ended all. Some days, I could barely get myself going. Even once I sort of got over the suicidal thoughts, I still had a newfound hatred for other peoples attention. I luckily met my two best friends at the time, otherwise it could have developed into agoraphobia. I've had a hard life, not as hard as some, but definitely not easy. We all have something hard going on in our lives. I still question my reason for living occasionally. But, it gets better. It may take a year or two or it could take the rest of your life. It will get better. I now am doing well in school with a 3.9-4.2 GPA (u can get above 4 with honors and dual credit classes) and I have a new set of friends. We work on cars and talk about girls and I actually started dating this one super cute girl. I guess the advice is, even when you hate life and even when you can't find YOUR purpose for living, find someone else who is struggling. The saying strength in numbers applies here really well. Find someone else who is suffering, someone else who has similar or totally different issues than you. Find anybody and reach out. I know committing to that might be hard at first, so say that. Tell your newfound lifeline that you may not be able to provide as much in the interaction. Then, as time goes on, you'll be more focused on what your newfound friend wants/needs and listening to their problem song, versus writing your own tragedy. I love you all, keep your head up. It will get better once you start making it better. I know it's hard and I'm just some stranger on the internet, but trust me. Sleep well tonight, don't do anything I wouldn't do, and find yourself someone to love. Love them to love yourself
This makes me remember my memories with my family from childhood and it’s both sad and heartwarming to think about.
This just reminds me of jumping on a cloud☁️with a aura of flowers 🌸it’s just too calm
Fact 🌨️.
i so sad rn. just wanna stand by my mind.
Same really needed this, perfect timing eh?
@@noxitdimension8054 exactly
@@exp_lodi I’m sorry you feel this way, just remember if your having a bad day today remember tomorrow could be the best day you ever had.
@@laGuerita_555 thx cutie..
@@exp_lodi im feeling exactly like that right now. just gonna listen to that all day .
Whoever decided that putting this over Mr Freeman's vids is a good idea
Is a genius
it’s so odd to see how many comments think of this as a something sad and haunting, when i think of it as the complete opposite, this is my motivation and hypes me up to believe i can do anything i put my mind to. it’s insane how one audio can have so many different effects on different people.
Motivational 💯
I don’t know what it is about this, but it brought tears to my eyes. It’s calming, somber and melodic... it reverberates into my ears as if I’m in ecstasy.
It’s just so amazing. And thing is, I also happened to misclick, so maybe the universe is trynna help me calm down for once in my ever so stressful life. :)
You are not the only here
it sounds so neutral
Energy,Frequency and Vibration...
when I listen to this music it feels like I'm in nowhere, in silence where there are no unnecessary words and noise
This relieves so much anxiety and stress and just takes me to an empty place and all of my pains and worries are washed away
if you feel bad, sad, depressed listen to me
you need to keep working and starting to believe in yourself, find even little things that could make you happy like food, videos, art or playing with animals. you need to stop being negative and pessimistic. I think it's the most important thing. focus on positivity, listen to energetic music, find things that makes you feel better. be kind to others. bring peace. you are worthy of love.
This hits different
Relaxation is provided, and the soul is calm. Thank you author...
its been 9 months and this song is still my breakdown song
I love this channel because of the nostalgia factor it brings me. I vividly remember the days where I would wake up and see my mother early in the morning, my brother watching regular show, and my uncle attempting to finish gears of war because i was too scared of the opening level to play.
I feel sounds, and I know that sounds weird but every sound has its own vibe and aesthetic. And this one just gives me that nostalgic feeling of an empty place that normally is extremely busy and crowded. Say a school during the weekend or an airport during covid or a pool during the summer. Idk it's comforting but at the same time it feels wrong.
omg I fell asleep to this, i love it
When I listen to this, I have the warmest memories, and I also want to hug my family terribly, in the hope that I will never be able to lose them
I have cancer and I want to live these last days in peace
To all people down here having some kind of trauma or hard times. Listening to this type of music and watching series for example like Mr. Robot will only keep you, in this state.. I know you dont have mood for anything else but these songs and shows help only for a short period of time once they became routine.. Its really hard to snap out of it.. All you gotta do is find a willpower to overcome bs and become betterself
This song is amazing it's like Snowfall but more Aglow and waaaveeey 😊
I love this so much ✨
I try to tell myself that I love me for who I am, but I know it’s a lie. I know I’ll never be able to love myself. There is always something I find to dislike about me, and there is a lot. Not really about the way I look, mostly the things I’ve said or done to other human beings.
I never really had friends... no one ever talked to me unless there was no one else to, or if it was business related. Not even the people that are supposed to care about me do. I’ve always been the last option.
It hurts, but I know I deserve it. If I always manage to hurt others, why should they care if they hurt me.
I eventually stopped interacting with people in general, and at some point I stopped trying to be happy and let myself slip into a constant state of sadness. Now I can’t get out... because I don’t want out. There is something calming about being so dead inside and yet alive.
All I feel is pain, all I know is pain. It’s the only thing that’s familiar to me. I used to think that I was supposed to be happy like everyone else, and if I wasn’t, something was wrong with me. Now I realize that this sadness is the only thing that feels real and genuine.
Just to clarify, I’m not suicidal. I don’t plan to end my life anytime soon. I still have plans for my life.
Though it wouldn’t really bother me if I died because I know it wouldn’t bother anyone else.
And those that say they care about my life really don’t. You care about “a life” not “my life”.
Ik how u feel I used get a lot anxiety attacks bc of it and trust u might feel this way for awhile but as time goes by u will get thru it trust me I’m not saying I’m the happiest person alive but Ik what ur goin thru just try listen to positive things such as music videos etc idk who u rbut I hope u do great in life in whatever u do love u
No matter how ur feeling ur never alone
@@bigcheden I know that there are others that feel this way, but that just means that I’m not the only one. I’m still alone, if you get what I mean.
as the rain slowly falls you notice life brought you to this on purpose at a young age and you get mad but the fact you know your going to die makes your body stale...
This just reminds me of my whole life from what I can remember. Imagine walking in a dim lit street with nobody, and it's pouring of rain.. And you just feel so empty inside. That's how my life has always felt. Like something is missing, like I'm not supposed to be here. I just feel empty inside. Despite having a child and a great partner, For some reason this feeling of nothing just creeps up on me. Don't get me wrong no, I feel emotions and stuff, but the bottomless pit of nothingness in my soul, has always been there.
And I never got to expirence shit when I was younger, other than terror and torture from my only family, and the darkness that will always be apart of me.
‘and you just feel so empty inside…that’s how my life has always felt…like something is missing, like I’m not supposed to be here’
I used ta listen to this when I was depressed had an obsession over this dude. Now I’m happy and I have the best relationship with God.
Big W bro don't let anyone tell u otherwise
Or Ma'am
i love this channel with its beautiful vibes.
This is how it feels to get home from 15 hours of hard work when it was a succesful day. Its snowing outside and in your house its warm and cozy
This song always helps me sleep when I have something on my mind or when I just want to relax and forget about everything
perfection..
It actually calms my anxiety
im tired. im tired of being alone. no one understands what i’m feeling. it’s not just about having a s/o, it’s about that i’m slowly losing myself. i feel like im never enough for someone to love me at its fullest. i just want to have someone, is it that hard to ask for?
My man the first step is to love and appreciate yourself and your own values and shine bright in front of others you come first before anyone else then later on you’ll have that someone that’ll be at your side but in the mean time you gotta work on yourself and find out about yourself yk
My ex just left me for my friend, and before that my other exes lost feelings…. I definitely know how you feel, it really does seems I’m incapable of being loved and I’m never enough for someone to love me at their fullest… It’s sad I offer no advice but just you’re not alone
@Reinsulate i already do love and appreciate myself enough but it’s really hard to go through stuff without having someone at ur back :((
@Seth Guardado i’m so sorry :(( hope u find someone who will love u no matter what
Its offly easy to ask for getting its hard keeping it is harder but i feel you'
thank you, it’s so beautiful
the 3 people who disliked is either misclicked or its youtube bots who disliked, cause this song/beat is unbelievable good:)
Make that 6
@@sweet.sweetstar make that 17
It's funny how most music get a good chunk of their greatness through their simplicity. At most this song consists of a bitcrushed sine wave, a slightly gnarly reese, and some ambient sounds. But how these sounds were tweaked, mixed and mastered is the icing on this magnificent cake.
@@visagemsc you damn right Sir.
Make that 78 weirdos how can u dislike this ? Man HOW???
THIS REMINDS ME OF THE OLD DAYS😢❤
Listening to this while it’s nighttime, snowing on my patio as I was sitting on my patio drawing was so nice. ❤
I don't know if someone will see this coment, but I want to say that this music it's beautiful and I love it. It's very relaxing and you can mix it with with your daily routine. P.S.: This music makes me fell that i´m in a post-apocalyptic world like Stray
This song hots to different when you trying to calm down ✨🕊 even when it’s snowing it hits the best
Are there a snow where you living right now
I did 3 tours for a private company in Africa for arms stuff. The amount of ptsd that resulted from that was not worth it.
Listening to this makes me feel sorrow and worry for others who do that.
The one thing I never understood about war when I was in action was that after all we all are human. Yet we treat each other like animals when we’re in the different side and are willing to kill and take every memory every love and everything that’s inside that persons head full of memory’s.
I'm sorry to hear that you got PTSD, I can't imagine how it feels like coming back from war and possibly not having anyone to be comforted by, hopefully you do have someone, but I also hope that it will get better
@@megafro6999 thanks buddy. I recently got back into dating and have been dating a girl that’s very loving and understanding. So far it’s been great having someone on my side knowing that she makes a difference. Hope you have a good week/day
I'm sure you did dude
Imagine being able to go back in time to a point in your life where you were truly happy and around loved ones who have since passed on… you’re speaking but they can’t hear you. They are smiling enjoying the moment of each others company. Your younger self full of innocence in your eyes not knowing the pain that would soon greet you not much later in life and even though you are only a few arms lengths away in this outer body experience you might as well be a million miles away because they can’t hear you… thank God. Let them enjoy the moment.
Absolutely in love with this channel. Such a creative approach to the genre. Peace & Positivity Always ☮💟☮💟☮💟
This song reminds me of the first days when I arrived in Japan. I don't know anyone and know nothing about this place, it reminds me of what I told my parents before leaving.
This is frightening & calming at the same time the music takes me to a beautiful place while the ticking sound is dragging me to dark.
Love this song, been listening to it for a while and seeing how I'm progressing in my life and trying to do better things for myself, it's great. Hopefully the same is happenning for all you as well.
This is so peaceful it's perfect for when I want to cry
Imagine that you are in a field, thick fog around you, the sky is in the dark shades of grey... You feel only stillness and peace.