I’m not sure if I should say this, but there was this one guy I liked so much. Once, I overheard him singing a retro song. It’s not like I didn’t listen to retro music before, but it wasn’t really my thing. After that, though, I made a playlist filled with my favorite retro songs, hoping he’d like it. Somewhere along the way, I got obsessed-not just with the songs, but with him too. He wasn’t the type to talk to girls much, and texting any female classmates wasn’t his thing. But one night, he messaged me. We talked for hours. He wasn’t exactly sweet-he’d tease me, I’d curse him, and we’d roast each other-but it was always fun. Then, like nothing happened, he’d go back to ignoring me, acting as if we hadn’t just talked for hours. Strangely, I didn’t mind. It just made me happy that I got to talk to him. One night, he asked if I was free because he was bored, so we started talking again. I teased him, and we ended up chatting about our favorite retro songs. Then, out of nowhere, he told me he loved listening to retro songs because they reminded him of his girlfriend. Everyone at school thought we liked each other. It was obvious-they’d ship us all the time, and I’d just laugh it off. Then, one day, he told me he had a girlfriend. I couldn’t believe it. He’s such an old-school kind of guy; dating didn’t seem like something he’d do. I was convinced he was pranking me, like he always does, so I joked, “Yeah, sure, your imaginary girlfriend.” But he insisted. So, I asked more about her, and he described a girl: average height, fair skin, long hair, same age, and light brown eyes. Except for the eye color, it sounded exactly like me. I didn’t know what to say. The way he talked about her made me feel… jealous. And heartbroken. My friends keep telling me it’s a lie, that he’s just trying to get my attention. But deep down, it hurts. I don’t want to like him, knowing he might have someone else. But then, why does he give me mixed signals? Why does he look at me first when he enters the class? Why does he do all these little things that make me question everything? I don’t know if his story about the girlfriend is true, but I can’t believe it unless he tells me directly. He told me to keep it a secret, though-no one else knows. And now, I don’t even want to ask him about it again. Even if it ends the way it is, I might be fine eventually-but the way I feel now, the knot in my stomach tells me I won’t be fine for a long time. Maybe I’ll move on when I step into a new chapter of life, when things are different, and the pain feels distant, but until then? What will I do? How will I deal with this ache, this overwhelming sense of loss, even before he’s gone from my life? I don’t want to leave him. I don’t want to date him either; it’s not about that. I just want to be with him. I want to talk to him, ask him about all the little things, tell him how adorable he looks when he smiles, and hear his thoughts about the world. I want to hang out with him, share quiet moments, laugh at silly things, and simply watch the way his face lights up when he’s happy. It’s not about romance; it’s about connection. One day, I’ll move forward, I know. I might meet my school friends again, catch up, reminisce, and maybe even keep some of them close. But with him, I know it’s different. Once school is over, it’s over. That realization feels like a punch to the chest, knocking the air out of me. We never had anything romantic between us, yet this hurts more than I ever thought it could. Why does something that was never mine feel so hard to lose? I don’t know if he has a girlfriend or not. At this point, I don’t even care. It doesn’t matter. All I want is more time with him-just a little more time to soak in his presence, to feel the way his smile lights up a room, to tell him how much he’s meant to me, even if he’ll never fully understand. Just time, before everything changes and he becomes just another memory.
Thank you for sharing your heart-it’s truly beautiful.I fell for someone who was never mine to begin with. I knew we couldn’t be together-we grew up too differently, and I’ve been through things he might never understand. But in those quiet moments, just the two of us laughing, teasing, or listening to him talk, I felt calm in a way I never had before. I could’ve listened to him for hours-it felt so natural, unlike anything I’d experienced with anyone else. In the end, though, I was just an acquaintance to him-someone to pass by or talk to when he was bored or needed something. But to me, it felt like so much more. He’ll never understand that, and I’ve realized I don’t need him to. He has his own life, and I have mine. He deserves to be with someone he truly loves and cares for, and so do I. Still, there are moments when I wish he’d talk to me again. I apologize if I trauma-dumped this. I appreciate your vulnerability in writing this
@@elizabethrhodes918 Your words hold so much beauty and depth, and they resonate deeply. It’s okay to feel the way you do-to cherish those moments even if they were fleeting. The love you felt, even unreturned, says so much about the tenderness of your heart. Sometimes, the most profound connections teach us about ourselves, even if they’re not meant to last. You deserve someone who sees you the way you see them, someone who makes you feel that same calm and love, but wholeheartedly. Thank you for sharing this; it’s truly moving. 🤍
@@elizabethrhodes918 Hey girls, I am from another country, so please forgive me for my grammar errors or not-so-precious words. I read both of your comments, and I was in a situation where I kind of fell in love with someone who was already in a relationship. It's not a cool thing. It is almost torture to see him love someone else who is not you. It doesn't surprise me that you might feel jealous, but it's really bad for us, and liking someone doesn't allow us to see their true personality. For the first girl situation, I would totally recommend you give up. I know it's going to hurt, but pretending to have a girlfriend to call your attention? That's not really attractive... Even if he does have a girlfriend, think about the fact that someone loves and cares for him, and he talks to you every night? Kinda suspicious, also it would really hurt this other girl's feelings when she discovered your "text nights". And I know you love to talk to him, it feels like a feeling you never felt before but can pass, and you already made yourself entertaining for how many years? I think spending some months meeting other interesting people is worth it. That is my general counsel, feel free to not follow, I am just sharing my experience and what I could have done differently if I had the chance. I totally agree with you (the second girl that I think it calls Elizabeth), boys have this way of entertaining themselves when it is about manipulating girls, at the end they just want some person to care for them, I am so sorry you passed through this experience...
I wish I could articulate my heart the way you do, I feel like I'm so lost inside that I see my life through a very distant window, but remember, Jesus died for you
@@anaclarabarros2127 Your advice really resonates with me, and I appreciate you sharing your perspective so openly. I’ve been thinking about it a lot, and you’re right-this situation is a mix of emotions and confusion. As much as I love talking to him and feel something unique, I know I need clarity and respect for myself and everyone involved. So, here’s what I’ve decided: I’m giving him until the New Year to be upfront about where he stands. If he can’t confront the situation by then, I’ll take it as my sign to move on for good. I owe it to myself to meet other people and experience life without being stuck in uncertainty. Thank you for helping me see this more clearly. ❤
@Luv_vnnyes, cause ur still alive and active. And I wanna vent, I hate myself sm for letting the best part of me go. And I’m telling god to help me and he’s doing that, making me alive and well with my family. I don’t deserve him and I don’t deserve this life, sometimes I wanna Su!c!de but I don’t wanna hurt my family plus I’m scared to go to hell so I’m trying my best to get closer to god no matter how I feel.
@@1976guadalupe I don't know if this is right, but before dedicating yourself completely to God, try to talk to yourself, try to make peace with yourself, you deserve the best, I know that, everybody deserves, And when you finally understand yourself you can be with God in every way, take care of yourself, okay? Make friends, do something u like, love someone and bring up happiness to your life, may God bless your day! 🩷
I'm still young, but why do i feel like, life has already stop for me? Nothing excites me anymore. Im stuck, lost, and tired. I can't relate to teens at my age, i don't have a active social life nor do i have a solid friendship that will invite me and accompany me. I dont know what to do with my life. Although it's has been a privilege for me to go a expensive university to pursue my studies, but why do i feel like I'm still lost and dont know what's this "chasing dreams" their talking about. I'm either eager or not in my studies; just going with the flow makes it all harder, knowing na hindi mo naman gusto ginagawa mo, yung feeling na di naman nakaka excite nor does it motivatea you. Why Everything hurts.
I can relate... I had a dream, then another dream and I try to achieve the second dream, but it's hard, I'm really tired right now, I want to give up, I don't understand teens my age, the hobby that I really liked I don't excite about it now, I don't get joy when I'm doing it, I really don't know what to do, maybe it's because I'm 15, but I'm lost. I don't know where to go
Hey. I'm still young too, but maybe I can give some advices from what I've learned. First, you need to know that thesr feelings are okay. Take your time. Our world and society want us to know everything right now, but all you have to focus on is your peace. Go outside, in a natural place, with a big tree, alone. With a journal. And take your time, the stars in the sky and your heart are not going to disappear. You just need to look at them. I believe in you ❤
all the nostalgia hit at once with "breath me" i remember my mom listening to it on repeat when i was little the last time i heard it i could'nt even understand the lyrics(my native language is not english) and hearing it now at this point just made me cry
This world feels like too much right now. I'm just so tired of everything. It feels like there's no way out, no light at the end of the tunnel. The thought of leaving my mom and family, and even my cat, breaks my heart. They're the best, and I don't want to hurt them, but I just... I don't know what to do anymore. I'm so sorry for the pain I'm causing them. I wish things were different."
It's Christmas and I'm still listening to this music. Christmas is supposed to be a season of love and give. So sad 🥺
The rain and these melodies create the perfect space to find a little peace in the chaos. Thank you.
I’m not sure if I should say this, but there was this one guy I liked so much. Once, I overheard him singing a retro song. It’s not like I didn’t listen to retro music before, but it wasn’t really my thing. After that, though, I made a playlist filled with my favorite retro songs, hoping he’d like it. Somewhere along the way, I got obsessed-not just with the songs, but with him too.
He wasn’t the type to talk to girls much, and texting any female classmates wasn’t his thing. But one night, he messaged me. We talked for hours. He wasn’t exactly sweet-he’d tease me, I’d curse him, and we’d roast each other-but it was always fun. Then, like nothing happened, he’d go back to ignoring me, acting as if we hadn’t just talked for hours. Strangely, I didn’t mind. It just made me happy that I got to talk to him.
One night, he asked if I was free because he was bored, so we started talking again. I teased him, and we ended up chatting about our favorite retro songs. Then, out of nowhere, he told me he loved listening to retro songs because they reminded him of his girlfriend.
Everyone at school thought we liked each other. It was obvious-they’d ship us all the time, and I’d just laugh it off. Then, one day, he told me he had a girlfriend. I couldn’t believe it. He’s such an old-school kind of guy; dating didn’t seem like something he’d do. I was convinced he was pranking me, like he always does, so I joked, “Yeah, sure, your imaginary girlfriend.”
But he insisted. So, I asked more about her, and he described a girl: average height, fair skin, long hair, same age, and light brown eyes. Except for the eye color, it sounded exactly like me. I didn’t know what to say. The way he talked about her made me feel… jealous. And heartbroken.
My friends keep telling me it’s a lie, that he’s just trying to get my attention. But deep down, it hurts. I don’t want to like him, knowing he might have someone else. But then, why does he give me mixed signals? Why does he look at me first when he enters the class? Why does he do all these little things that make me question everything?
I don’t know if his story about the girlfriend is true, but I can’t believe it unless he tells me directly. He told me to keep it a secret, though-no one else knows. And now, I don’t even want to ask him about it again.
Even if it ends the way it is, I might be fine eventually-but the way I feel now, the knot in my stomach tells me I won’t be fine for a long time. Maybe I’ll move on when I step into a new chapter of life, when things are different, and the pain feels distant, but until then? What will I do? How will I deal with this ache, this overwhelming sense of loss, even before he’s gone from my life?
I don’t want to leave him. I don’t want to date him either; it’s not about that. I just want to be with him. I want to talk to him, ask him about all the little things, tell him how adorable he looks when he smiles, and hear his thoughts about the world. I want to hang out with him, share quiet moments, laugh at silly things, and simply watch the way his face lights up when he’s happy. It’s not about romance; it’s about connection.
One day, I’ll move forward, I know. I might meet my school friends again, catch up, reminisce, and maybe even keep some of them close. But with him, I know it’s different. Once school is over, it’s over. That realization feels like a punch to the chest, knocking the air out of me. We never had anything romantic between us, yet this hurts more than I ever thought it could. Why does something that was never mine feel so hard to lose?
I don’t know if he has a girlfriend or not. At this point, I don’t even care. It doesn’t matter. All I want is more time with him-just a little more time to soak in his presence, to feel the way his smile lights up a room, to tell him how much he’s meant to me, even if he’ll never fully understand. Just time, before everything changes and he becomes just another memory.
Thank you for sharing your heart-it’s truly beautiful.I fell for someone who was never mine to begin with. I knew we couldn’t be together-we grew up too differently, and I’ve been through things he might never understand. But in those quiet moments, just the two of us laughing, teasing, or listening to him talk, I felt calm in a way I never had before. I could’ve listened to him for hours-it felt so natural, unlike anything I’d experienced with anyone else.
In the end, though, I was just an acquaintance to him-someone to pass by or talk to when he was bored or needed something. But to me, it felt like so much more. He’ll never understand that, and I’ve realized I don’t need him to. He has his own life, and I have mine. He deserves to be with someone he truly loves and cares for, and so do I. Still, there are moments when I wish he’d talk to me again.
I apologize if I trauma-dumped this. I appreciate your vulnerability in writing this
@@elizabethrhodes918 Your words hold so much beauty and depth, and they resonate deeply. It’s okay to feel the way you do-to cherish those moments even if they were fleeting. The love you felt, even unreturned, says so much about the tenderness of your heart. Sometimes, the most profound connections teach us about ourselves, even if they’re not meant to last. You deserve someone who sees you the way you see them, someone who makes you feel that same calm and love, but wholeheartedly. Thank you for sharing this; it’s truly moving. 🤍
@@elizabethrhodes918 Hey girls, I am from another country, so please forgive me for my grammar errors or not-so-precious words. I read both of your comments, and I was in a situation where I kind of fell in love with someone who was already in a relationship. It's not a cool thing.
It is almost torture to see him love someone else who is not you. It doesn't surprise me that you might feel jealous, but it's really bad for us, and liking someone doesn't allow us to see their true personality.
For the first girl situation, I would totally recommend you give up. I know it's going to hurt, but pretending to have a girlfriend to call your attention? That's not really attractive... Even if he does have a girlfriend, think about the fact that someone loves and cares for him, and he talks to you every night? Kinda suspicious, also it would really hurt this other girl's feelings when she discovered your "text nights". And I know you love to talk to him, it feels like a feeling you never felt before but can pass, and you already made yourself entertaining for how many years? I think spending some months meeting other interesting people is worth it. That is my general counsel, feel free to not follow, I am just sharing my experience and what I could have done differently if I had the chance.
I totally agree with you (the second girl that I think it calls Elizabeth), boys have this way of entertaining themselves when it is about manipulating girls, at the end they just want some person to care for them, I am so sorry you passed through this experience...
I wish I could articulate my heart the way you do, I feel like I'm so lost inside that I see my life through a very distant window, but remember, Jesus died for you
@@anaclarabarros2127 Your advice really resonates with me, and I appreciate you sharing your perspective so openly. I’ve been thinking about it a lot, and you’re right-this situation is a mix of emotions and confusion. As much as I love talking to him and feel something unique, I know I need clarity and respect for myself and everyone involved.
So, here’s what I’ve decided: I’m giving him until the New Year to be upfront about where he stands. If he can’t confront the situation by then, I’ll take it as my sign to move on for good. I owe it to myself to meet other people and experience life without being stuck in uncertainty.
Thank you for helping me see this more clearly. ❤
Living isn't a gift anymore, no matter what day it is.
Even the worst days are a blessing, at some point you will think so, I hope!
@Luv_vnnyes, cause ur still alive and active. And I wanna vent, I hate myself sm for letting the best part of me go. And I’m telling god to help me and he’s doing that, making me alive and well with my family. I don’t deserve him and I don’t deserve this life, sometimes I wanna Su!c!de but I don’t wanna hurt my family plus I’m scared to go to hell so I’m trying my best to get closer to god no matter how I feel.
@@1976guadalupe I don't know if this is right, but before dedicating yourself completely to God, try to talk to yourself, try to make peace with yourself, you deserve the best, I know that, everybody deserves, And when you finally understand yourself you can be with God in every way, take care of yourself, okay? Make friends, do something u like, love someone and bring up happiness to your life, may God bless your day! 🩷
I'm still young, but why do i feel like, life has already stop for me? Nothing excites me anymore. Im stuck, lost, and tired. I can't relate to teens at my age, i don't have a active social life nor do i have a solid friendship that will invite me and accompany me. I dont know what to do with my life. Although it's has been a privilege for me to go a expensive university to pursue my studies, but why do i feel like I'm still lost and dont know what's this "chasing dreams" their talking about. I'm either eager or not in my studies; just going with the flow makes it all harder, knowing na hindi mo naman gusto ginagawa mo, yung feeling na di naman nakaka excite nor does it motivatea you. Why Everything hurts.
I can relate... I had a dream, then another dream and I try to achieve the second dream, but it's hard, I'm really tired right now, I want to give up, I don't understand teens my age, the hobby that I really liked I don't excite about it now, I don't get joy when I'm doing it, I really don't know what to do, maybe it's because I'm 15, but I'm lost. I don't know where to go
Hey. I'm still young too, but maybe I can give some advices from what I've learned. First, you need to know that thesr feelings are okay. Take your time. Our world and society want us to know everything right now, but all you have to focus on is your peace. Go outside, in a natural place, with a big tree, alone. With a journal. And take your time, the stars in the sky and your heart are not going to disappear. You just need to look at them. I believe in you ❤
this kind of playlist make me escape the reality. but at the same time this make me feel realistic.
I use this playlist always for study
It makes me relax and focus ♥️✨
I think this playlist just made my day. Thank you!
all the nostalgia hit at once with "breath me" i remember my mom listening to it on repeat when i was little the last time i heard it i could'nt even understand the lyrics(my native language is not english) and hearing it now at this point just made me cry
This world feels like too much right now. I'm just so tired of everything. It feels like there's no way out, no light at the end of the tunnel. The thought of leaving my mom and family, and even my cat, breaks my heart. They're the best, and I don't want to hurt them, but I just... I don't know what to do anymore. I'm so sorry for the pain I'm causing them. I wish things were different."
I’m first comment I wish I like it
No it’s doesn’t work for my headache.
@@SadafSeddiqi it says calm ur soul not you headache
Love your playlists 🫠>>>>>>>>>
Thank you for these playlists 😊❤🤗
Can't feel the real happiness anymore
Necesitaba esta playlist, gracias
🥺🥺 my heart 😢😢 bro
true man/maam is kinda true but this song is relexing thanks
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here from 50 shades
saku 🤍
Ciggarettes after sex❤❤❤❤