0:00 My Alcoholic Friends - The Dresden Dolls 2:47 Oh No! - Marina and the Diamonds 5:49 Love Like You - Steven Universe 8:13 Class of 2013 - Mitski 10:26 Burned Out - dodie 13:57 Art Is Dead - Bo Burnham 16:27 Are You Satisfied? - Marina and the Diamonds 19:45 Freaks - Surf Curse 12:13 I need to be alone - girl in red 25:16 Alien Blues - Vundabar 27:53 Better Than Me - The Brobecks 32:20 4 Morant - Doja Cat 35:11 Not Allowed - TV Girl 37:59 Jealous - Eyedress 40:02 Michelle - Sir Chloe 43:37 YKWIM? - Yot Club 47:09 Swimming Pool - Marie Madeleine (slowed) such a good playlist, any playlist w tv girl and eyedress is already 100x better
pov: you kin yaguchi -never feel like your good enough -recieve compliments but still feel like yout not talented -pushing yourself to hard -think everyone else is more talented than yourself -feel like what you make/done isnt great welp thats me :'>
Anyone else miss when art used to be fun. When you didn't have to impress anyone. When you didn't have to follow anything. When there wasn't any pressure and you could just make art.
I love blue period so much. It portrays so much emotion and shows the difference between hard work and talent. I don’t think I’ve ever had anything so close and dear to me than blue period. Shows that art isn’t always fun and shows there is more than just liking art. The characters are also really shown beautifully in each chapter. Can’t wait for more in the future!
A very long rant... Art is very fun. I mean, it USED to be. I love art. I love drawing. I've been drawing alot of things since I was small. During those times, I was so full of imagination and ideas that I wanna draw down. I didn't care about what other people say or think about it. I have a long ass story i want to make a comic off about a parody of FNAF? Sure! I drew a 3 book long comic about it. I want to draw and make lots of OCs? Sure! Let's make hundreds of them and forget them at a later date! I didn't care at all. I even started an art account directed at Steven Universe that I cherish alot. That art account helped me improve, and it also helped me make lots of friends who are also passionate on art. It was very fun. I think about them every single day. I wanted to be an artist when I grow up. I wanted to be a comic maker when I grow up. Anything related to my hobby. I was also in alot fo fandom, so I drew alot of things. My little Pony, FNAF, Steven Universe, and so many others it's hard to list down. It's been a few years since then. Drawing now makes me stressed. There's just way too many ideas stacking up in my mind and everytime I tried to draw them down it just didn't meet my expectations and I break down because of it. I got embarrased looking at my own art. It's so weird, it's not the artstyle I wanted. I have a friend who started making art because of me, because back then just like I said, I didn't care and I openly tell everyone that I like drawing. I teached her about many things I know, and little stupid tips I used to improve my art. Over the years, her art improved like crazy. It was first a cartoony powerpuff girls style, then it changed into a very VERY good anime art style, and currently now it is a real life like style. I was suprised. No, it was more of shocked. I didn't expect her to be so good. She can draw real life people, she can shade! She can color and all that stuff. While me? I didn't change that much. I still have an anime dirty style that's not even that good. I was jealous. I started drawing way longer than her, why is she better than me? But of course, I didn't tell her that, because I love and support her. I can see that she's not good with body proportions and is better at making head busts, everyday she tells me that my art is very good and there's alot of them and my ideas are always good. I was suprised, and I pretended that I was happy hearing that. But I am not. Everytime I try drawing, it's all shit. I'm getting more and more stressed everyday and drawing is making it worse. I don't want to draw, but at the same time I do. My art account has long been gone, before this pandemic started. Since it was directed at Steven Universe, when the show finished I didn't really know what to do. Of course, I can keep creating SU art, but..it's just that all those friends I got from the art account, one by one they changed and moved on. I didn't really like it, because I don't know why it's just hard to move on from something I loved for years. And so I ended up deleting that art account of mine, heh. I want to be a comic maker, I really do. I try making small pages of them and using references and tips from those profesional comic makers, but it just didn't work out the way I wanted it to be. More and more ideas are stacking in my mind, and they are screaming for me to draw them down. But I can't, I never feel satisfied writing them down. It's annoying. It's so annoying. Why can't I improve? Why does my art stay the way it is? Why can't I draw hands? Why can't I draw two eyes at once? Why does all the hair i draw look similar? Why am I like this? How did it got like this? Why is everything..so MESSED UP???? Recently, I found about this anime. It took my interest and so I waited for it to come out at Netflix. It did, and I really enjoyed it. I love how the feelings of the main character was interpretted in the anime. I love the progress the MC made in the anime. I love the artworks displayed in the anime. This anime..it's very beautiful. I loved it, and it kind of woke up a little bit desire to start drawing again. I mean, I still draw, but not that much.. It woken up my forgotten dreams of wanting to be an artist, a comic maker. But I denied it, I don't want to feel hurt anymore. Besides, everyday I wake up like shit. My dreams are all about those ideas stacking up in my mind. My sleep schedule is messy, its hard to fall asleep so I always try to sleep early. Everyday I wake up to the thought of being an artist. Achieving what I always wanted. It is very annoying, because it always make me realize that there is still a part of me who wants to draw. So I tried to push it down by thinking negative thoughts about it. "Being an artist, isn't easy" You're wasting the potential you can be from being born in a rich supporting family" "Why not be a lawyer instead? Everyone says I'm pretty good at it". But it affects a whole part of me and now I am confused. I don't know what I want to be in the future. Hell, I don't even know if I'll be able to survive till I'm big. I don't know if I'll be accepted to the next school I'm aiming for because my scores are dropping. I shouldn't have started drawing. 24/03/24 Edit : Hey, thanks for the kind words everyone, I forgot about this comment before I finally checked my notifications and found people still liking and reacting to this comment. All you guys' replies have been really comforting, and I cried reading them too haha. I'm touched that you guys are also touched by this comment I randomly put out due to the tiredness. I'm not any better now, I think, just a little bit. I feel alot better towards drawing, but I'm still growing like a fungus in a toilet full of shit. To everyone, I hope we can all pull through together and finally reach a place where these feelings don't exist anymore. - Cheers and love, from another stranger in the internet.
i just wanna cry reading your story. i know this feeling, it really hurts. started drawing for a long time but haven't improv much and this makes me sad and stressed which leads to insecurity. but imo, you tried your best and you did a great job! without you knowing it when you first time draw and you really loved it, it makes a beautiful memory. I hope you are okay and achieve your dreams. so proud of you!
i relate to this all to much, drawing used to be my escape and something i cherished doing. it’s really the only thing i picked up and enjoyed doing and its been a consistent thing throughout my entire life, something to look forward to, something i’ve always relied on. It turned really south a few years ago and i stopped enjoying it, a friend close to me who i looked up to in which it was a goal of mine to surpass them turned out to be a horrible person and suddenly i lost all of my motivation, everyone around me continued drawing, getting into college for animation, continued chasing their dreams while i just sat back. i started this anime and enjoyed it and took some words to heart but ended up getting to scared and afraid to continue it, i should pick it back up again since very recently i’ve found a small project has been keeping me very interested, ive gotten back some motivation to continue drawing and even sparked my passion for writing again. it’s weird how something so small can reignite the passion in you and i hope that you follow those feelings instead of shoving them all down, snuffing out the little flames that keep you going is only going to hold you back, remember why you started drawing and what about it made you so happy when you were younger. try to re-associate drawing with meaning, things you care about now and maybe even paint out your emotions? it can help you remember why drawing is such a beautiful thing
I'm wondering If I chose the right career. How can I be an artist if I've lost my motivation, imagination, and confidence. It all seems kind of impossible.
I like how this manga kinda portrays my frustration with my own art, how I don't get the right product of my art I envisioned in my head or how jelousy wraps around my head and feelings of how others have amazing art. Drawing was fun for me until I pushed myself to hard to be better than I was before, I mean even the happy things you do can make you feel down about yourself or stressed out.
" drawing is a useless thing" I'm sorry Mom, but that's the only thing I can. Yaguchi is a lot like me. Always comparing yourself to others. Always feel not enough. Always dissatisfied with what was done, even though it was good. Always think that failure is in sight. Always feel useless.
Art Block feels like burning from the inside out lol i've been struggling for months, barely being able to do one decent sketch I like every two or three months and then painting whenever I could reunite the energy to do so even if it was only five minutes. Now I have so many ideas to write but I literally can't make my body do it, I go to the page, I want to write. But it feels so uncomfortable, it's like i'm cursed and the curse makes me unable to write, or as if I had a restriction towards it. It's horrible, I want to cry.
... 😰well just draw whatever literally whatever maybe even try to portray your feelings (idk a lot about art but u seem 2 b struggling and I feel terrible for u sorry)
@@Sora__Z thanks yeah it's really hard, makes me feel desperate. I try as much as possible but either I can't make it as I would like to, or I just literally can't make myself do it. It's hard to explain, I try to command my body to at least do just a little bit even if it's random but i'll somehow end up procrastinating or alike
I fell this. So hard. Been in art block for like almost two years and it’s a wonder I haven’t given up on art yet. Every drawing hurts my soul and no matter what I draw it just never. Looks. Good. I hate everything I draw and I can’t even bring myself to practice enough to fix that. Recently, though, I did a painting that I’m..actually happy with? Although immediately after I went back to art block. But, I think i might be getting out. Slowly. Eventually.
a few hours ago i had a panic attack because of my art block, it might seem really pathetic but it actually stressed me so much. i paint with gouache (i mostly do abstract paintings but i also paint pretty complex things), i started a few years ago when i realized that painting was the only way i could express my feelings properly. i have drawers filled with my paintings, i’ve spent so much money buying gouache because i always waste it in paintings i end up hating and destroying. in all these years i’ve always had something to paint, but in this point of my life i feel completely numb and I’m not able to paint anything, it’s just completely blank. i don’t know what to paint, it stresses me because it has always been my coping mechanism to distract me from what’s going on in my life. i feel so pathetic rn omfg really nice playlist, i really really love it
Literally, this is a perfect playlist to have a breakdown to and I mind as well have one while listening to this. Honestly, I agree with this title of this video. I am having the biggest art block ever, and I hate it. This is absolutely perfect, thank you for making this. 🤣❗️
When I much younger I started learning how to draw I remember obsessing over TH-cam videos & how to draw books. My parents even bought me a art box with different art supplies to show their support. I remember being really happy whenever I got praised from friends and family. Fast forward to now, i hardly make art and when I try I either get really frustrated or bored. I’ve been like this for years it sucks cause I want to make art but I just can’t. It feels like losing a really close friend, it makes me really depressed. While reading Blue Period hasn’t exactly fixed my relationship with making art, it has started a spark. Just seeing Yatora’s passion and struggles for improvement actually made me jealous. I love this series, I hope I can even recover just a small amount of my passion for art, it’d be nice to spend all my nights painting while drinking coffee like I use to.
The time of art school applications are coming close… I’m crying so hard I’m not gonna get in where I want to go, I just know that I’m not in the right level but if I could just somehow get in, I’m not sure that would be the best for my mental health.
Just saw this play list now.. When I first watch this I thought it would be so much fun about art and stuff.. But it's so much deeper. I never expected to relate to Yatora so much. It hurts actually, I cried at every episode cause I can put myself in his shoes. My friends are all talented, in fact, I'm happy about them. They supported me so much! even after those "Thank you" or "You're doing great" i was not satisfied. I'M not satisfied with how my skills are right now. It is so painful. I'm not good enough. I was not able to see myself the way my best friends see me. It hurts, it's painful. I loved drawing.. but after realizing and seeing people better than me I quitted for four years and came back this pandemic, I was still not satisfied with the results. Yatora was a character whom I can relate to deeply, it was crazy. The only character I relate so much was Kuroko Tetsuya and now.. Yatora is the next character. I was jealous of my friends, I hated myself for being jealous. I wanted to as good as them, heck, even in my own brother. My big brother was popular, smart and so much more, my parents loved him. Every time my mother looks at my grades, she'd just laugh.. It was horrible. I never learned how to love myself, I never experienced the feeling of academic validation, I never knew what it's like to have confidence.. I never knew what it's like to love my own improvement.. Here I am realizing.. Most of my comfort characters have strong determination, they're cheerful, they're confident. At first I thought it was just my type.. but then, I grew up. I realized.. Those comfort characters have the things that I don't..
you know art started out fun, just drawing cute doodles that no one understood and having fun drawing whatever, but now its something that makes you tired, exhausted and its never good enough. its needs to be better.
Yatora yaguchi is one of my biggest kins and this play list really makes me feel both at ease and also remind me that you don't have to be perfect in art or better at everyone else, improvements take time and to get better you must get worse
its just the feeling when other people start surpassing you at your hobbies, jealousy to see someone elses drawing better than yours when you worked so hard for it.
I love art, I love drawing, since I can remember I draw. I love being complimented on what I do, but seeing the shit they praise makes me stressed, they praise my drawings like they're good. There are times when I want to draw, happily I put on a playlist, I grab my pencil and start, but then I get an artistic block, I feel something that oppresses the pit of my stomach and I have trouble breathing, I can even tremble, ideas don't appear in my head and I get angry. That block ruins me and doesn't let me enjoy my hobby. Blue period inspired me, but it didn't help me, I felt insufficient, I felt that I shouldn't complain and that I should overcome all borders. But I didn't get over anything, I even made everything worse, now I just wait and procrastinate what I want and love to do, draw, just because I don't want to feel bad.I'm disappointed in myself, I didn't achieve anything and I feel like I'm not moving forward, I'm just lazy making excuses, I feel disgusting. WHY DO I STAY IN ONE POINT? WHY AM I NOT GOING FORWARD? Why don't I finish my drawings? Why am I crying right now? Why do I always have so much weight on me? WHY DON'T THEY SUPPORT ME? WHY ARE THEY MOCKING ME? WHY THEY DON'T UNDERSTAND ME? Why am I so stressed? I hate my art block, but I hate how I cope even more.
When I started watching this series, i thought of it like a, little show of arts, nothing more, probably would even be something I would forget and keep moving, then it started, i am like him, i am fine, but I don't feel complete, and, how was i going to be anything better? I have everything I wanted, i am good in every i want to be, so, why do I still feel this way? Why do I want to cry? Why can't I do something and not think of it like something I can do just for fun? Why do I want to be perfect when I know I just *can't* be perfect? Why do I keep looking at the past like it was better, when I know, it's just not? Why I am like this? Why can't I just be better?
Thank you, i was feeling overwhelmed about peoples opinion in my art and this made me feel so much better, blue period is very conforting as an young artist and your playlist made me feel the confort yet calm sadness of identification that the manga did in my first read💜 :D
I was experiencing this hellish art block, it took me a whole year to get back to drawing. Safe to say I am now constantly making art I actually enjoy and pride on. I wish for those who read this will get back to drawing without feeling bad ❤❤ you can do this! :> and its fine to take ur time, whats important is u ❤
WARNING!! Vent/rant ahead I love drawing, I love art it's all so nice, and when I do something right it's just ahhh so amazing but it's so frustrating like I also hate it I always get something wrong in everything I do and even if I think it looks nice I always end up disliking it later, the other night I was just hysterically crying and screaming into my pillow because I just got really frustrated and it's actually happened more than once. But I also spend like 70% of my time drawing or more sometimes I could spend so much time doing it but then again I often lack motivation to do it it's rlly annoying. Drawing is literally my life and what keeps me going but it's also what often gets me down. I espect so much from myself sometimes and when I fail it's really disappointing. I had to do a short comic book thingy for art class and I was so pumped for it, then I procrastinated and didn't have much time and I didn't like it that much. The teacher said it was great but that's what they always say isn't it? It's so annoying when I have to show someone something I don't like because they can't see the best I can do, that's why I keep most of my drawings to myself, I feel so ashamed and frustrated because of my failures and I just don't want anyone else to see that because they expect better than that.
The fact that I was listening to this playlist while getting stressed about my drawing. I get called a perfectionist and I don’t deny it at all. When I try to draw what I want to, it just never goes the way I plan. I’m surrounded by so many people who can draw and I don’t mean just draw I mean they’re artists. I’m just kind of there wishing I was as talented as them. I don’t think I ever will be.
Yatora is a super relatable character,,,,sometimes the things he says are like echoes of thoughts I've had towards my own art- HECK? Everyone is relatable? !! It's crazy looking at these characters and their experiences, relationships with each other, and with art itself. It all just hits. Honestly, throughout my whole life, being an artist has been my complete goal- I drew EVERY day to where pages would be FILLED. Sad or happy, I *drew*. I was told I'm good, and I think to some degree, it's true. But things began to change-? while I still got compliments, theres no way I'm going to get support to pursue art. I think this really hurt my passion for it in a way? And despite not getting that support, if I talk about my friends and cousins who are artists - I'm asked, "are they good?" "Are you better than them?" And this sounds dramatic, but I want to Scream. Of course they're good. They're amazing! They improved so much. I love it. It's so beautiful to see them grow- but I'm also jealous. Almost threatened? This is HORRIBLE- If I'm not the best at this, this ONE thing I have, what else is there for me? (This feels like I'm just barely scraping the surface with my ties to ART AND the difficulties??? Like my inability to draw 'outside the box'?kwjjwbe not epic) But how can I be good at something I can hardly bring myself to do anymore? Of course though, I love and support them no matter what! But goodness. When those thoughts come in, i wanna cry. I hate sitting down and getting ready to draw only to stare at a blank page THE ENTIRE time,,, and I get anxious Without art, I have nothing. I'm nothing?????I have ideas, I want to do them, but for some reason? I just Cant (is this what we all know as Art block?🤡 yos....but why is this lasting so long) Art is a beautiful thing. It was such an important thing for me when I was younger, but now it's like. Completely blank and I don't what art is/what it means to me anymore Blue Period makes me want to...reignite that want to draw though, or to start anew with it?? If that makes sense haha. Art has been a big part of me and I feel like I'm incomplete without it???? AGH anyway, I want to feel good about it! I'm sorry about this . This is a big old art rant dump!!!!! ajqjebebdjansn
My brain knows well that it takes hundreds of practices to make the good art I want, but it's really tiring to see your art not as good as you expect it to be.. Art was fun, but throughout the years I've raised my standards past my level and now I need to improve to the point where I can draw what i exactly want to make myself enjoy art again. At this point I'm scared to face my art. I'm also scared to finish my artworks because when it's finished, it feels like it's proving my best isn't as good as I thought
art stresses me so much, I can't take it anymore every time I start drawing I cry because I always feel like my art isn't "good enough" for me, my parents ect. they tell me that it's good and that I'm improving but I always have this impression that they are lying to me by dint of not liking what I do in artistic terms I end up hating myself I hate myself. Why is everyone better than me? WHY she is doing better than me when I started before her???? I just have "no talent" and what I do is just a waste of time . Now idk what to do in my life, i kinda hate it because of art but i also LOVE art so much it's an horrible feeling that i can't describe. I recognize myself a lot in this playlist thank you
art block is so frustrating because everything looks so bad, you have no motivation, the stress of forgetting everything you learnt, losing all your creativity and passion, it being a hassle to open your sketchbook.
It is so frustrating, hopefully I can draw a drawing a month, I have been with an artistic block for more than a year :') I try everything but nothing comes out of me, instead of improving I feel that I am getting worse and worse (Excuse my bad english I use translator LOL)
I really feel so beroken with artblock then I found this playlist . This actually makes me feel better because its make me realize that I'm not the only one who is strunggle with artblocks rn . Tq for make this playlist
... I liked to draw since I was 2 years old, it was a lot of fun, I was in a lot of fandoms and I always liked to draw my favorite characters, back then I didn't care about my drawing style, but now it's like, so painful, everything feels wrong, yeah I improved, but I think that's the problem, maybe if I haven't improved I wouldn't care and would continue on drawing, but since I improved my skills it feels like I have to be perfect, I feel embarrassed, I feel like everyone will laugh at me if I won't improve even more, I feel awful and pressed, everyone says that I'm really good at drawing, but it feels like they're lying, they're definitely lying to me... When I still was proud of my drawings I joined a group in Facebook so I decided to upload my favorite drawings of mine, once I posted it the comments where all good, but then one person commented that my drawing was awful...it made me sick, bcs of that comment I couldn't draw for a damn week, after that I decided that I didn't care, but once I posted one more of favorite drawings another comment said that my drawing was bad...I quit that group after that...yeah, maybe I was overreacting but it hurt, it really hurt, after that I started having trust issues, bcs I don't believe that ppl like my drawings, at first I was trying to improve even more and more but now I just gave up, I have a lot of ideas in my head but I can't draw them, everytime I try to draw them, they turn out VERY different, they turn out the way I never planned, so then I just stop trying, like what's the point? It will turn out awful anyway... Yeah I till draw, but now I don't put a lot of affort in them bcs I know they will turn out bad anyway, then I see arts of others, others who improved even more and have a great art style, it makes me even more sick when they're younger than me, yeah it's cool that they're so.. talented I guess, but the jealousy hits too hard, I hate that feeling, I wanna be truly happy for those kids who draw better than me, like, they probably put so much effort into there drawings and improvement, while I sit here breaking down bcs of someones dumb comment... I'm sorry for being such whiney, wired and a dumb person and I'm sorry that you wasted your time on reading this peace of shit I just had to spill everything...have a great day
This playlist- omfg i love it just fits all of a lot of how i feel and to be feeling like that in a playlist i love it so much (sorry im bad at describing)
me struggling as an artist whose ideas have stopped coming,imagination perished,scratched out sketchbooks,planning to quit art,LITERALLY NOTHING'S COMING AND I'M WONDERING WHY I EVEN STARTED OUT THIS THING CALLED ART.
feeling like your art is not good compared to all these artists you keep seeing everywhere, proud of their creations, while you just want to be proud of yourself and what you do. When you first, don't like yourself that much, appreciating your art/what you create in general is not a simple thing. (Vent//) At first, i started drawing because of my sister, and what i mean by that is that i never really drew before, my teachers always said i was talented, but i never saw myself as an 'artist', till we went on lockdown, i was eleven at that time, i was seeing my sister getting recognisation from her art, my parents were really proud of her. And i wanted to feel it too, feel that affection and attention they gave her. I also wanted to be famous on internet, seeing artist exposing their art, people encouraging them and telling them that their art was good. So i started making art, no, it was'nt art. Back then i created an instagram acc, and i started discovering how to make accs and posting on the internet, it was all new for me. Creating that acc, i was hopping to get famous really fast, my teachers always said my art was good no? So people would think the same right? i first started drawing a weird home. But i gained nothing, i was angry. Really angry. I just wanted recognisation. And why didnt people like my art? Is it not good enough? And with that, i started tracing on art, it was all anime content so right. I traced people's art so i could get recognisation. And it worked, my acc grew and grew i met some other artists and they gave some tips and all. I felt good, it felt all good. The people, my acc, my 'art'. I even started enjoying drawing. So i tried drawing without tracing, and then, realised how bad my art was. But i trained a bit, i won't say i did a lot of efforts to achieve that, i don't even remember, i was just drawing, and it finally became "drawing for fun". It was not for attention, but i enjoyed it. On that acc, i faked many things, like my age, saying i was 15, my art 'improvement' during the years and many things. Drawing is a comfort activity for me, it makes me happy, a lot. But remember, i was only eleven, and with the time i grew up, and Inrealised many things around me and had and has a hug breakdown. I guess it's a part of growing up. The year after, we had to go back to school. I was still a good kid with good grades and good state of mind, but many person and events made me change so much, i just want to go back from where it started. And yeah, self hating, just.. hating every single action you do, feeling ugly, 'questionning', wanting to disappear. And i was still drawing, and my art was the only thing i liked. Last year made me grow a lot, changed me a lot, and affected the me of this year. Rn i just want to draw something, feel proud of my art, i dont care if you say it's good, i want to feel it's good, to know it's good, but i want to be the one who see's it. I don't feel like other people are better than me, for me I can do better but i still don't. But i know they are, compared to mine, it's.. not even comparable??? Just please let me draw again, please.
It's been months... i couldn't even spare a moment to hold my pencil and draw anything because if school and everything else going on in my life ... Now I'm staring at the weird scribbles I'm "drawing" . It feels frustrating , having such strong emotions but not being able to put those feelings on paper my hand is heavy and my mind is blank .
I've never filled a sketchbook, I'm trying now but it's burdensome and I always feel like it's not good enough so sometimes I just don't draw for some time but contantly think abaut drawing and stop myself for dumb reasons(i tend to cordinate the pages too like "this one is all self portrait" or "this one will be all eyes") like this isnt the cheapest book I have, i somehow Fell like I can't waste a page or do really ugly art with no pressure, I'm trying to change tho.
Damn I’ve never felt so connected to a playlist I love it omg And according to the comments this character is relatable new kin Me wanting to do art but I get art block and I’m afraid to mess up I get mad when I see it’s bad I drew this profile but I was in art school and got advice as I drew it (well an art school for anyone to join doesn’t matter what skill u have ) but when I draw at home or outside of the art class I don’t have motivation TvT I hope I get somewhere in life I feel like my art isn’t getting anywhere or good enough for a career i need creativity and meaning I barely make any work
Somewhere between then and now, art went from a passion to an addiction I keep returning to this playlist whenever I feel the depression of making art gripping the back of my soul. I don't think I like to draw anymore. I do like it, but eveIy time i can only think if this is good enough for me to land a job doing this one day. And there is no other way for me to escape this, art is the only thing I can do, as a disable person iIwill never be able to land a "normal job" Or I am good enough at this or I will never be able to exist in this capitalist society. Saying: "do only what you love and don't worry" is a pprivilegefor someone who is ga geniusot for the ones who are mediocre at best
I really love art I still do but I have been doing it for a long long time now and I don’t see my self improving at all not one bit and then I start to lack motivation to do art and once I get up and start doing it I hate myself becuse of how bad I am at before i did not give two shits about how good i was but when you start wanting to get better and you do it a lot you start to burn out. My dream job was character creation or animation but if I’m at this level I can’t do character creation or animation. I put pressure on my self and it’s not helping me get better at art I know it’s a hobby and you should enjoy it but its allways not going to be like that. To whom ever is reading this don’t make art a chore make it a anything you want besides a chore don’t make it the sole reason you get out of bed in the morning and that first thing that’s exiting to you. Thank you for reading.
THIS. 😭😭💖 I'm experiencing an artblock right now I can't seem to find interest in drawing ao much like I used to, and its kind of stressing me out 😭 I haven't been drawing lately as well, which makes me even more sad It makes me feel like I'm not improving T_T I'm really glad that I happen to find this playlist, seriously thank you for making this!! 😭👌💖🙆
I hate hate how much I love art yet feel terrible when I don't draw for sometime I feel like I'll lose all the progress and it hurts when I realize I did lose it all. I've quit art before and came back and I'm on the verge of quiting again. I adore it and hate what it does to me. I just can't let it go considering it's been my dream since I was younger
Hello everyone, I read a few of the comments and I knew this for a while now but I really am afraid. As of right now I really like art but I'm afraid that I will one day hate it. I thought of it time and time again but I really don't want to stop. I think I'll regret it if I stop too. I don't want to stop this because I'm afraid so I'll see how I'll go as far I can go for now. Maybe I'll regret it but I made my choices and tried my best. I don't want something I love to hurt me one day and it's even worse I can't even say that I didn't expect it and I think it's someday soon. But as I said, I won't stop right now. I'm sorry that you had to go through that.
Really need to stop comparing myself with my friends artwork lol, I rant to my mom all the time on how I don't feel I could have a future with my art because I still have so much to learn and improve on, but I suppose all artists have to be patient and work hard to achieve their goal, if I keep practicing I will eventually be satisfied with my work finally..I'm trying to focus on something I need to improve on while focusing on a bunch of things at once, I'm trying to get better at anatomy right now, it's difficult but I feel a lot more organized like this. Practice makes progress!
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0:00 My Alcoholic Friends - The Dresden Dolls
2:47 Oh No! - Marina and the Diamonds
5:49 Love Like You - Steven Universe
8:13 Class of 2013 - Mitski
10:26 Burned Out - dodie
13:57 Art Is Dead - Bo Burnham
16:27 Are You Satisfied? - Marina and the Diamonds
19:45 Freaks - Surf Curse
12:13 I need to be alone - girl in red
25:16 Alien Blues - Vundabar
27:53 Better Than Me - The Brobecks
32:20 4 Morant - Doja Cat
35:11 Not Allowed - TV Girl
37:59 Jealous - Eyedress
40:02 Michelle - Sir Chloe
43:37 YKWIM? - Yot Club
47:09 Swimming Pool - Marie Madeleine (slowed)
such a good playlist, any playlist w tv girl and eyedress is already 100x better
Omg thank youu so muchh
¿Spotify playlist?😾
open.spotify.com/playlist/741fdxb92EYgCGzHIrYnf0?si=ZyCoGW28QE-wqhI5f-FYFA&
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Frrr eyedress tv girl is just amazing
pov: you kin yaguchi
-never feel like your good enough
-recieve compliments but still feel like yout not talented
-pushing yourself to hard
-think everyone else is more talented than yourself
-feel like what you make/done isnt great
welp thats me :'>
same
yes
God dammit maybe i so kin him
I 100% kin him
That's literally me-
Anyone else miss when art used to be fun. When you didn't have to impress anyone. When you didn't have to follow anything. When there wasn't any pressure and you could just make art.
I miss it sm ☹️
Yes I do and the song my alcoholic friends remind me of myself … i miss it alot
Me too :(
...i was thinking just like you
And its hard
But
With the time i can be my past me again
Just drawing for me and no one else
I feel you too..
Literally having a breakdown bc of my art this playlist is just wow
I hope you're okay rn 💗💗
Hey just wondering but is your profile pic from that one harada one-shot? I took notice of it because it's pretty af and now it's feeling familiar
@@chyyuwa thank u :") I'm feeling a little better now
@@d..b5490 yes!! It's that one where they're a streamer ^^
@@SleeplessPrinc3 oooh okay then! Thank you for letting me know♡
I didn't watch the anime or read manga yet but I can say i have feeling like this character is going to be my New kin...
I recommend reading the manga! i haven't watched much of the anime but the manga portrays the emotion so much better.
@@pigeom4693 yess
Definitely read the manga. I’m gonna be honest, the anime was ass lol.
yeah same, "I'll kill everyone, with my art" feels like a thing I would say to myself to motivate myself XD
@@MirkaImagination hahhahe me too
I love blue period so much. It portrays so much emotion and shows the difference between hard work and talent. I don’t think I’ve ever had anything so close and dear to me than blue period. Shows that art isn’t always fun and shows there is more than just liking art. The characters are also really shown beautifully in each chapter. Can’t wait for more in the future!
i have never related to a manga more, I'm so attached to the characters now
If you like blue period I'd recommend watching A Silent Voice. It also has a interesting story with a important meaning to it.
@@ech5570 I have already seen A Silent Voice and i love the movie a lot :)
A very long rant...
Art is very fun. I mean, it USED to be. I love art. I love drawing. I've been drawing alot of things since I was small. During those times, I was so full of imagination and ideas that I wanna draw down. I didn't care about what other people say or think about it. I have a long ass story i want to make a comic off about a parody of FNAF? Sure! I drew a 3 book long comic about it. I want to draw and make lots of OCs? Sure! Let's make hundreds of them and forget them at a later date! I didn't care at all. I even started an art account directed at Steven Universe that I cherish alot. That art account helped me improve, and it also helped me make lots of friends who are also passionate on art. It was very fun. I think about them every single day. I wanted to be an artist when I grow up. I wanted to be a comic maker when I grow up. Anything related to my hobby. I was also in alot fo fandom, so I drew alot of things. My little Pony, FNAF, Steven Universe, and so many others it's hard to list down.
It's been a few years since then. Drawing now makes me stressed. There's just way too many ideas stacking up in my mind and everytime I tried to draw them down it just didn't meet my expectations and I break down because of it. I got embarrased looking at my own art. It's so weird, it's not the artstyle I wanted. I have a friend who started making art because of me, because back then just like I said, I didn't care and I openly tell everyone that I like drawing. I teached her about many things I know, and little stupid tips I used to improve my art. Over the years, her art improved like crazy. It was first a cartoony powerpuff girls style, then it changed into a very VERY good anime art style, and currently now it is a real life like style. I was suprised. No, it was more of shocked. I didn't expect her to be so good. She can draw real life people, she can shade! She can color and all that stuff. While me? I didn't change that much. I still have an anime dirty style that's not even that good. I was jealous. I started drawing way longer than her, why is she better than me? But of course, I didn't tell her that, because I love and support her. I can see that she's not good with body proportions and is better at making head busts, everyday she tells me that my art is very good and there's alot of them and my ideas are always good. I was suprised, and I pretended that I was happy hearing that. But I am not.
Everytime I try drawing, it's all shit. I'm getting more and more stressed everyday and drawing is making it worse. I don't want to draw, but at the same time I do. My art account has long been gone, before this pandemic started. Since it was directed at Steven Universe, when the show finished I didn't really know what to do. Of course, I can keep creating SU art, but..it's just that all those friends I got from the art account, one by one they changed and moved on. I didn't really like it, because I don't know why it's just hard to move on from something I loved for years. And so I ended up deleting that art account of mine, heh.
I want to be a comic maker, I really do. I try making small pages of them and using references and tips from those profesional comic makers, but it just didn't work out the way I wanted it to be. More and more ideas are stacking in my mind, and they are screaming for me to draw them down. But I can't, I never feel satisfied writing them down. It's annoying. It's so annoying. Why can't I improve? Why does my art stay the way it is? Why can't I draw hands? Why can't I draw two eyes at once? Why does all the hair i draw look similar? Why am I like this? How did it got like this? Why is everything..so MESSED UP????
Recently, I found about this anime. It took my interest and so I waited for it to come out at Netflix. It did, and I really enjoyed it. I love how the feelings of the main character was interpretted in the anime. I love the progress the MC made in the anime. I love the artworks displayed in the anime. This anime..it's very beautiful. I loved it, and it kind of woke up a little bit desire to start drawing again. I mean, I still draw, but not that much..
It woken up my forgotten dreams of wanting to be an artist, a comic maker. But I denied it, I don't want to feel hurt anymore.
Besides, everyday I wake up like shit. My dreams are all about those ideas stacking up in my mind. My sleep schedule is messy, its hard to fall asleep so I always try to sleep early. Everyday I wake up to the thought of being an artist. Achieving what I always wanted. It is very annoying, because it always make me realize that there is still a part of me who wants to draw. So I tried to push it down by thinking negative thoughts about it. "Being an artist, isn't easy" You're wasting the potential you can be from being born in a rich supporting family" "Why not be a lawyer instead? Everyone says I'm pretty good at it". But it affects a whole part of me and now I am confused. I don't know what I want to be in the future. Hell, I don't even know if I'll be able to survive till I'm big. I don't know if I'll be accepted to the next school I'm aiming for because my scores are dropping.
I shouldn't have started drawing.
24/03/24 Edit : Hey, thanks for the kind words everyone, I forgot about this comment before I finally checked my notifications and found people still liking and reacting to this comment. All you guys' replies have been really comforting, and I cried reading them too haha. I'm touched that you guys are also touched by this comment I randomly put out due to the tiredness. I'm not any better now, I think, just a little bit. I feel alot better towards drawing, but I'm still growing like a fungus in a toilet full of shit. To everyone, I hope we can all pull through together and finally reach a place where these feelings don't exist anymore.
- Cheers and love, from another stranger in the internet.
Im so sorry..i hope you're okay...
i just wanna cry reading your story. i know this feeling, it really hurts. started drawing for a long time but haven't improv much and this makes me sad and stressed which leads to insecurity. but imo, you tried your best and you did a great job! without you knowing it when you first time draw and you really loved it, it makes a beautiful memory. I hope you are okay and achieve your dreams. so proud of you!
i relate to this all to much, drawing used to be my escape and something i cherished doing. it’s really the only thing i picked up and enjoyed doing and its been a consistent thing throughout my entire life, something to look forward to, something i’ve always relied on.
It turned really south a few years ago and i stopped enjoying it, a friend close to me who i looked up to in which it was a goal of mine to surpass them turned out to be a horrible person and suddenly i lost all of my motivation, everyone around me continued drawing, getting into college for animation, continued chasing their dreams while i just sat back. i started this anime and enjoyed it and took some words to heart but ended up getting to scared and afraid to continue it, i should pick it back up again since very recently i’ve found a small project has been keeping me very interested, ive gotten back some motivation to continue drawing and even sparked my passion for writing again. it’s weird how something so small can reignite the passion in you and i hope that you follow those feelings instead of shoving them all down, snuffing out the little flames that keep you going is only going to hold you back, remember why you started drawing and what about it made you so happy when you were younger. try to re-associate drawing with meaning, things you care about now and maybe even paint out your emotions? it can help you remember why drawing is such a beautiful thing
I'm sending you a big virtual hug ❤️❤️❤️
I'm wondering If I chose the right career. How can I be an artist if I've lost my motivation, imagination, and confidence. It all seems kind of impossible.
I like how this manga kinda portrays my frustration with my own art, how I don't get the right product of my art I envisioned in my head or how jelousy wraps around my head and feelings of how others have amazing art. Drawing was fun for me until I pushed myself to hard to be better than I was before, I mean even the happy things you do can make you feel down about yourself or stressed out.
when "Oh No" came i felt my Oikawa kinnie screaming from the bottom of my heart
" drawing is a useless thing"
I'm sorry Mom, but that's the only thing I can.
Yaguchi is a lot like me.
Always comparing yourself to others.
Always feel not enough.
Always dissatisfied with what was done, even though it was good.
Always think that failure is in sight.
Always feel useless.
Art Block feels like burning from the inside out lol i've been struggling for months, barely being able to do one decent sketch I like every two or three months and then painting whenever I could reunite the energy to do so even if it was only five minutes. Now I have so many ideas to write but I literally can't make my body do it, I go to the page, I want to write. But it feels so uncomfortable, it's like i'm cursed and the curse makes me unable to write, or as if I had a restriction towards it. It's horrible, I want to cry.
... 😰well just draw whatever literally whatever maybe even try to portray your feelings (idk a lot about art but u seem 2 b struggling and I feel terrible for u sorry)
@@Sora__Z thanks yeah it's really hard, makes me feel desperate. I try as much as possible but either I can't make it as I would like to, or I just literally can't make myself do it. It's hard to explain, I try to command my body to at least do just a little bit even if it's random but i'll somehow end up procrastinating or alike
I just read this in the good part of the song “my alcoholic friends” made me feel i was an in a edit , cool
damn you just nailed it, that is EXACTLY how it feels. its horrible.
I fell this. So hard. Been in art block for like almost two years and it’s a wonder I haven’t given up on art yet. Every drawing hurts my soul and no matter what I draw it just never. Looks. Good. I hate everything I draw and I can’t even bring myself to practice enough to fix that. Recently, though, I did a painting that I’m..actually happy with? Although immediately after I went back to art block. But, I think i might be getting out. Slowly. Eventually.
a few hours ago i had a panic attack because of my art block, it might seem really pathetic but it actually stressed me so much. i paint with gouache (i mostly do abstract paintings but i also paint pretty complex things), i started a few years ago when i realized that painting was the only way i could express my feelings properly. i have drawers filled with my paintings, i’ve spent so much money buying gouache because i always waste it in paintings i end up hating and destroying. in all these years i’ve always had something to paint, but in this point of my life i feel completely numb and I’m not able to paint anything, it’s just completely blank. i don’t know what to paint, it stresses me because it has always been my coping mechanism to distract me from what’s going on in my life. i feel so pathetic rn omfg
really nice playlist, i really really love it
i hope you're okay now
this playlist is literally perfect
Literally, this is a perfect playlist to have a breakdown to and I mind as well have one while listening to this.
Honestly, I agree with this title of this video. I am having the biggest art block ever, and I hate it. This is absolutely perfect, thank you for making this. 🤣❗️
I think the start is powerful but from Art is Dead onwards is truly breakdown territory
started straight to the point lol, u really chose the right songs for this
When I much younger I started learning how to draw I remember obsessing over TH-cam videos & how to draw books. My parents even bought me a art box with different art supplies to show their support. I remember being really happy whenever I got praised from friends and family. Fast forward to now, i hardly make art and when I try I either get really frustrated or bored. I’ve been like this for years it sucks cause I want to make art but I just can’t. It feels like losing a really close friend, it makes me really depressed. While reading Blue Period hasn’t exactly fixed my relationship with making art, it has started a spark. Just seeing Yatora’s passion and struggles for improvement actually made me jealous. I love this series, I hope I can even recover just a small amount of my passion for art, it’d be nice to spend all my nights painting while drinking coffee like I use to.
I hope you'll find the passion you once had for art !
I’m honestly in the same boat
The time of art school applications are coming close… I’m crying so hard I’m not gonna get in where I want to go, I just know that I’m not in the right level but if I could just somehow get in, I’m not sure that would be the best for my mental health.
You can get in, trust me. anything can be possible. i hope you get in into art schools 💗💗
Good luck to you and take care of yourself 🍀💕
Just saw this play list now.. When I first watch this I thought it would be so much fun about art and stuff.. But it's so much deeper. I never expected to relate to Yatora so much. It hurts actually, I cried at every episode cause I can put myself in his shoes.
My friends are all talented, in fact, I'm happy about them. They supported me so much! even after those "Thank you" or "You're doing great" i was not satisfied. I'M not satisfied with how my skills are right now.
It is so painful. I'm not good enough. I was not able to see myself the way my best friends see me. It hurts, it's painful.
I loved drawing.. but after realizing and seeing people better than me I quitted for four years and came back this pandemic, I was still not satisfied with the results. Yatora was a character whom I can relate to deeply, it was crazy. The only character I relate so much was Kuroko Tetsuya and now.. Yatora is the next character. I was jealous of my friends, I hated myself for being jealous.
I wanted to as good as them, heck, even in my own brother. My big brother was popular, smart and so much more, my parents loved him. Every time my mother looks at my grades, she'd just laugh.. It was horrible. I never learned how to love myself, I never experienced the feeling of academic validation, I never knew what it's like to have confidence.. I never knew what it's like to love my own improvement..
Here I am realizing.. Most of my comfort characters have strong determination, they're cheerful, they're confident. At first I thought it was just my type.. but then, I grew up. I realized..
Those comfort characters have the things that I don't..
I hope you're okay rn
you know art started out fun, just drawing cute doodles that no one understood and having fun drawing whatever, but now its something that makes you tired, exhausted and its never good enough. its needs to be better.
Yatora yaguchi is one of my biggest kins and this play list really makes me feel both at ease and also remind me that you don't have to be perfect in art or better at everyone else, improvements take time and to get better you must get worse
Same 😭😭
its just the feeling when other people start surpassing you at your hobbies, jealousy to see someone elses drawing better than yours when you worked so hard for it.
I feel you i do dance rather than drawing but I'd always get hurt by prodigies everytime like why is it so unfair
I love art, I love drawing, since I can remember I draw. I love being complimented on what I do, but seeing the shit they praise makes me stressed, they praise my drawings like they're good.
There are times when I want to draw, happily I put on a playlist, I grab my pencil and start, but then I get an artistic block, I feel something that oppresses the pit of my stomach and I have trouble breathing, I can even tremble, ideas don't appear in my head and I get angry. That block ruins me and doesn't let me enjoy my hobby.
Blue period inspired me, but it didn't help me, I felt insufficient, I felt that I shouldn't complain and that I should overcome all borders. But I didn't get over anything, I even made everything worse, now I just wait and procrastinate what I want and love to do, draw, just because I don't want to feel bad.I'm disappointed in myself, I didn't achieve anything and I feel like I'm not moving forward, I'm just lazy making excuses, I feel disgusting.
WHY DO I STAY IN ONE POINT? WHY AM I NOT GOING FORWARD? Why don't I finish my drawings? Why am I crying right now? Why do I always have so much weight on me? WHY DON'T THEY SUPPORT ME? WHY ARE THEY MOCKING ME? WHY THEY DON'T UNDERSTAND ME?
Why am I so stressed?
I hate my art block, but I hate how I cope even more.
I feel it Like every word
If, you'll find answers, please let me know
When I started watching this series, i thought of it like a, little show of arts, nothing more, probably would even be something I would forget and keep moving, then it started, i am like him, i am fine, but I don't feel complete, and, how was i going to be anything better? I have everything I wanted, i am good in every i want to be, so, why do I still feel this way? Why do I want to cry? Why can't I do something and not think of it like something I can do just for fun? Why do I want to be perfect when I know I just *can't* be perfect? Why do I keep looking at the past like it was better, when I know, it's just not? Why I am like this? Why can't I just be better?
Thank you, i was feeling overwhelmed about peoples opinion in my art and this made me feel so much better, blue period is very conforting as an young artist and your playlist made me feel the confort yet calm sadness of identification that the manga did in my first read💜 :D
I was experiencing this hellish art block, it took me a whole year to get back to drawing. Safe to say I am now constantly making art I actually enjoy and pride on. I wish for those who read this will get back to drawing without feeling bad ❤❤ you can do this! :> and its fine to take ur time, whats important is u ❤
WARNING!! Vent/rant ahead
I love drawing, I love art it's all so nice, and when I do something right it's just ahhh so amazing but it's so frustrating like I also hate it I always get something wrong in everything I do and even if I think it looks nice I always end up disliking it later, the other night I was just hysterically crying and screaming into my pillow because I just got really frustrated and it's actually happened more than once. But I also spend like 70% of my time drawing or more sometimes I could spend so much time doing it but then again I often lack motivation to do it it's rlly annoying. Drawing is literally my life and what keeps me going but it's also what often gets me down. I espect so much from myself sometimes and when I fail it's really disappointing. I had to do a short comic book thingy for art class and I was so pumped for it, then I procrastinated and didn't have much time and I didn't like it that much. The teacher said it was great but that's what they always say isn't it? It's so annoying when I have to show someone something I don't like because they can't see the best I can do, that's why I keep most of my drawings to myself, I feel so ashamed and frustrated because of my failures and I just don't want anyone else to see that because they expect better than that.
The fact that I was listening to this playlist while getting stressed about my drawing. I get called a perfectionist and I don’t deny it at all. When I try to draw what I want to, it just never goes the way I plan. I’m surrounded by so many people who can draw and I don’t mean just draw I mean they’re artists. I’m just kind of there wishing I was as talented as them. I don’t think I ever will be.
9:38 OMGGGG THIS PART IS SO GOOD!!!! class of 2013 i love you but make me cry ;;;
I've been in art block for like three weeks. Hoping I can get back to work again while vibing to this...
Goodluckk wish you can get back to it
@@chyyuwa Thank you!!
painting rn while listening to this
Not my breaking down when I listened Oh No! while drawing cuz it hit me too fucking much.
I hope you're okay..im sorry
@@chyyuwa I cussed too hard AAAAAI'm okay now! so dont apologize qwq
I love this playlist now so much cuz of it hihi♡
I knew this playlist was gonna be perfect by the first song itself 👀✨
I literally have almost all these songs in my playlist already
not sure what that says about me-
Samee 😭
this playlist is literally my everyday mood, I am crying
this is such an amazing playlist. all of the songs are just so expressive, thank you for making this.
First song in and I’m ready to have a breakdown 🧍🏻
I really need to watch/read Blue Period
YEAAAHH A blue period playlist :DD also awesome song choice
Yatora is a super relatable character,,,,sometimes the things he says are like echoes of thoughts I've had towards my own art- HECK? Everyone is relatable? !! It's crazy looking at these characters and their experiences, relationships with each other, and with art itself. It all just hits.
Honestly, throughout my whole life, being an artist has been my complete goal- I drew EVERY day to where pages would be FILLED. Sad or happy, I *drew*. I was told I'm good, and I think to some degree, it's true. But things began to change-? while I still got compliments, theres no way I'm going to get support to pursue art. I think this really hurt my passion for it in a way?
And despite not getting that support, if I talk about my friends and cousins who are artists - I'm asked, "are they good?"
"Are you better than them?"
And this sounds dramatic, but I want to Scream. Of course they're good. They're amazing! They improved so much. I love it. It's so beautiful to see them grow- but I'm also jealous. Almost threatened? This is HORRIBLE- If I'm not the best at this, this ONE thing I have, what else is there for me? (This feels like I'm just barely scraping the surface with my ties to ART AND the difficulties??? Like my inability to draw 'outside the box'?kwjjwbe not epic)
But how can I be good at something I can hardly bring myself to do anymore? Of course though, I love and support them no matter what! But goodness. When those thoughts come in, i wanna cry.
I hate sitting down and getting ready to draw only to stare at a blank page THE ENTIRE time,,, and I get anxious
Without art, I have nothing. I'm nothing?????I have ideas, I want to do them, but for some reason? I just Cant (is this what we all know as Art block?🤡 yos....but why is this lasting so long)
Art is a beautiful thing. It was such an important thing for me when I was younger, but now it's like. Completely blank and I don't what art is/what it means to me anymore
Blue Period makes me want to...reignite that want to draw though, or to start anew with it?? If that makes sense haha. Art has been a big part of me and I feel like I'm incomplete without it???? AGH anyway, I want to feel good about it! I'm sorry about this . This is a big old art rant dump!!!!! ajqjebebdjansn
Spotify Playlist:
open.spotify.com/playlist/741fdxb92EYgCGzHIrYnf0?si=xUTmW7quQ_SjHSa9eBPyZw&
OMG, I LOVE THIS PLAYLIST
This playlist is *chefs kiss*
My favorite manga for about a year now, cried every chapter 💜 thanks for this
is sooo perfect
the best playlist i've ever found 😢
ah yes, the perfect playlist to listen to on my birthday. *nice* 💃
Happy birthdayyy 💗
why did i know beforehand that 'my alcoholic friends' was going to be the first song to play.......
lol anyways *cries in yatora kinnie*
My brain knows well that it takes hundreds of practices to make the good art I want, but it's really tiring to see your art not as good as you expect it to be.. Art was fun, but throughout the years I've raised my standards past my level and now I need to improve to the point where I can draw what i exactly want to make myself enjoy art again. At this point I'm scared to face my art. I'm also scared to finish my artworks because when it's finished, it feels like it's proving my best isn't as good as I thought
This playlist fits him so well😭
the fact that this helped me through sketching a vent art...
art block is just a different type of emotion, something that sticks with you until you do something about it. or it will consume you lol
THANK YOU SO MUCH ILY ;;;-;;; 💕💓💖❤💖💖💘💕💘💖💘
me this entire year
art stresses me so much, I can't take it anymore every time I start drawing I cry because I always feel like my art isn't "good enough" for me, my parents ect. they tell me that it's good and that I'm improving but I always have this impression that they are lying to me by dint of not liking what I do in artistic terms I end up hating myself I hate myself. Why is everyone better than me? WHY she is doing better than me when I started before her???? I just have "no talent" and what I do is just a waste of time . Now idk what to do in my life, i kinda hate it because of art but i also LOVE art so much it's an horrible feeling that i can't describe.
I recognize myself a lot in this playlist thank you
This manga 100/10
This playlist 100/10
Good work
I saw this video and immediately bing watched the entire anime! Definitely a new kin 😌😃
wow a playlist that actually feels consinstent and not a bunch of random songs that they **think** would match
art block is so frustrating because everything looks so bad, you have no motivation, the stress of forgetting everything you learnt, losing all your creativity and passion, it being a hassle to open your sketchbook.
Putting this on while I write. Currently hoping that I won't have an epiphany in the middle that I'm not worth anything and will never be good enough
this anime legit awakened me in a way i can’t even describe
THIS IS SUCH A GOOD PLAYLIST- ITS PERFECT! THANK YOU FOR MAKING THIS, I FEEL LIKE EVEN MORE OF A YAGUCHI KINNIE
listening to this while preparing my presentation :)
It is so frustrating, hopefully I can draw a drawing a month, I have been with an artistic block for more than a year :') I try everything but nothing comes out of me, instead of improving I feel that I am getting worse and worse (Excuse my bad english I use translator LOL)
I hope it gets betterr 💗
@@chyyuwa Thank you very much, I also hope that things improve (๑•ᴗ•๑)♡
Yaguchi kinnies let’s holds hands together as comfort and cry about each other’s artwork
I'm literally obsessed with this playlist, I love it so much
thx
just amazing. Gonna listen to this playlist when i need inspo for art
Good playlist :D 💕💕
And blue period!!! 💕💕💕
I really feel so beroken with artblock then I found this playlist . This actually makes me feel better because its make me realize that I'm not the only one who is strunggle with artblocks rn . Tq for make this playlist
This is so good. I’m doing art right now and having art block so this is perfect 😗❤️🩹😃
it sucks when art is usually your therapy but it's starting to drain you out
FINALLY I BEEN LOOKING FOR A PLAYLIST WITH BLUEPOINT BUT I NEVER SEE ANY THANK YOU
Sobbing rn- I'm using this playlist as i draw art expressing my pain as an artist. :']
best playlist when trying to complete your portafolio with a 3 month art block
THIS IS REALLY GOOD
Your channel is so random... I love it
I love that the Steven universe song in the playlist since I use to listen to it when I'm down.
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I liked to draw since I was 2 years old, it was a lot of fun, I was in a lot of fandoms and I always liked to draw my favorite characters, back then I didn't care about my drawing style, but now it's like, so painful, everything feels wrong, yeah I improved, but I think that's the problem, maybe if I haven't improved I wouldn't care and would continue on drawing, but since I improved my skills it feels like I have to be perfect, I feel embarrassed, I feel like everyone will laugh at me if I won't improve even more, I feel awful and pressed, everyone says that I'm really good at drawing, but it feels like they're lying, they're definitely lying to me...
When I still was proud of my drawings I joined a group in Facebook so I decided to upload my favorite drawings of mine, once I posted it the comments where all good, but then one person commented that my drawing was awful...it made me sick, bcs of that comment I couldn't draw for a damn week, after that I decided that I didn't care, but once I posted one more of favorite drawings another comment said that my drawing was bad...I quit that group after that...yeah, maybe I was overreacting but it hurt, it really hurt, after that I started having trust issues, bcs I don't believe that ppl like my drawings, at first I was trying to improve even more and more but now I just gave up, I have a lot of ideas in my head but I can't draw them, everytime I try to draw them, they turn out VERY different, they turn out the way I never planned, so then I just stop trying, like what's the point? It will turn out awful anyway...
Yeah I till draw, but now I don't put a lot of affort in them bcs I know they will turn out bad anyway, then I see arts of others, others who improved even more and have a great art style, it makes me even more sick when they're younger than me, yeah it's cool that they're so.. talented I guess, but the jealousy hits too hard, I hate that feeling, I wanna be truly happy for those kids who draw better than me, like, they probably put so much effort into there drawings and improvement, while I sit here breaking down bcs of someones dumb comment...
I'm sorry for being such whiney, wired and a dumb person and I'm sorry that you wasted your time on reading this peace of shit I just had to spill everything...have a great day
oh wow im crying grinning sarcastically downing an imaginary bottle in my imaginary art studio thanks for this TOT
This playlist- omfg i love it just fits all of a lot of how i feel and to be feeling like that in a playlist i love it so much (sorry im bad at describing)
me struggling as an artist whose ideas have stopped coming,imagination perished,scratched out sketchbooks,planning to quit art,LITERALLY NOTHING'S COMING AND I'M WONDERING WHY I EVEN STARTED OUT THIS THING CALLED ART.
feeling like your art is not good compared to all these artists you keep seeing everywhere, proud of their creations, while you just want to be proud of yourself and what you do. When you first, don't like yourself that much, appreciating your art/what you create in general is not a simple thing.
(Vent//)
At first, i started drawing because of my sister, and what i mean by that is that i never really drew before, my teachers always said i was talented, but i never saw myself as an 'artist', till we went on lockdown, i was eleven at that time, i was seeing my sister getting recognisation from her art, my parents were really proud of her. And i wanted to feel it too, feel that affection and attention they gave her. I also wanted to be famous on internet, seeing artist exposing their art, people encouraging them and telling them that their art was good. So i started making art, no, it was'nt art. Back then i created an instagram acc, and i started discovering how to make accs and posting on the internet, it was all new for me. Creating that acc, i was hopping to get famous really fast, my teachers always said my art was good no? So people would think the same right? i first started drawing a weird home. But i gained nothing, i was angry. Really angry. I just wanted recognisation. And why didnt people like my art? Is it not good enough? And with that, i started tracing on art, it was all anime content so right. I traced people's art so i could get recognisation. And it worked, my acc grew and grew i met some other artists and they gave some tips and all. I felt good, it felt all good. The people, my acc, my 'art'. I even started enjoying drawing. So i tried drawing without tracing, and then, realised how bad my art was. But i trained a bit, i won't say i did a lot of efforts to achieve that, i don't even remember, i was just drawing, and it finally became "drawing for fun". It was not for attention, but i enjoyed it. On that acc, i faked many things, like my age, saying i was 15, my art 'improvement' during the years and many things.
Drawing is a comfort activity for me, it makes me happy, a lot. But remember, i was only eleven, and with the time i grew up, and Inrealised many things around me and had and has a hug breakdown. I guess it's a part of growing up. The year after, we had to go back to school. I was still a good kid with good grades and good state of mind, but many person and events made me change so much, i just want to go back from where it started. And yeah, self hating, just.. hating every single action you do, feeling ugly, 'questionning', wanting to disappear. And i was still drawing, and my art was the only thing i liked. Last year made me grow a lot, changed me a lot, and affected the me of this year. Rn i just want to draw something, feel proud of my art, i dont care if you say it's good, i want to feel it's good, to know it's good, but i want to be the one who see's it. I don't feel like other people are better than me, for me I can do better but i still don't. But i know they are, compared to mine, it's.. not even comparable??? Just please let me draw again, please.
sudden motivation thanks to these playlist lololol
The fact that this is giving me inspo-😭
It's been months... i couldn't even spare a moment to hold my pencil and draw anything because if school and everything else going on in my life ...
Now I'm staring at the weird scribbles I'm "drawing" . It feels frustrating , having such strong emotions but not being able to put those feelings on paper
my hand is heavy and my mind is blank .
I've never filled a sketchbook, I'm trying now but it's burdensome and I always feel like it's not good enough so sometimes I just don't draw for some time but contantly think abaut drawing and stop myself for dumb reasons(i tend to cordinate the pages too like "this one is all self portrait" or "this one will be all eyes") like this isnt the cheapest book I have, i somehow Fell like I can't waste a page or do really ugly art with no pressure, I'm trying to change tho.
Damn I’ve never felt so connected to a playlist I love it omg
And according to the comments this character is relatable new kin
Me wanting to do art but I get art block and I’m afraid to mess up I get mad when I see it’s bad
I drew this profile but I was in art school and got advice as I drew it (well an art school for anyone to join doesn’t matter what skill u have ) but when I draw at home or outside of the art class I don’t have motivation TvT
I hope I get somewhere in life I feel like my art isn’t getting anywhere or good enough for a career i need creativity and meaning I barely make any work
Somewhere between then and now, art went from a passion to an addiction
I keep returning to this playlist whenever I feel the depression of making art gripping the back of my soul.
I don't think I like to draw anymore. I do like it, but eveIy time i can only think if this is good enough for me to land a job doing this one day. And there is no other way for me to escape this, art is the only thing I can do, as a disable person iIwill never be able to land a "normal job" Or I am good enough at this or I will never be able to exist in this capitalist society.
Saying: "do only what you love and don't worry" is a pprivilegefor someone who is ga geniusot for the ones who are mediocre at best
Blue period is my fvrt anime, and the playlist too.
I really love art I still do but I have been doing it for a long long time now and I don’t see my self improving at all not one bit and then I start to lack motivation to do art and once I get up and start doing it I hate myself becuse of how bad I am at before i did not give two shits about how good i was but when you start wanting to get better and you do it a lot you start to burn out. My dream job was character creation or animation but if I’m at this level I can’t do character creation or animation. I put pressure on my self and it’s not helping me get better at art I know it’s a hobby and you should enjoy it but its allways not going to be like that. To whom ever is reading this don’t make art a chore make it a anything you want besides a chore don’t make it the sole reason you get out of bed in the morning and that first thing that’s exiting to you. Thank you for reading.
THIS.
😭😭💖
I'm experiencing an artblock right now
I can't seem to find interest in drawing ao much like I used to, and its kind of stressing me out 😭
I haven't been drawing lately as well, which makes me even more sad
It makes me feel like I'm not improving T_T
I'm really glad that I happen to find this playlist, seriously thank you for making this!! 😭👌💖🙆
I hate hate how much I love art yet feel terrible when I don't draw for sometime I feel like I'll lose all the progress and it hurts when I realize I did lose it all. I've quit art before and came back and I'm on the verge of quiting again. I adore it and hate what it does to me. I just can't let it go considering it's been my dream since I was younger
Ah yes, I'm listening to this while drawing.👁👄👁
Broo I love this playlist and it help alot ...well I'm only on the first song but it gave me a huge flash of inspiration 😁
this playlist got me crying like a bby tffffff, is sooo fckn good thank u
i love this playlist so much you don't get it yaguchi's my kin i love this so much oh i'm crying
Hello everyone, I read a few of the comments and I knew this for a while now but I really am afraid.
As of right now I really like art but I'm afraid that I will one day hate it. I thought of it time and time again but I really don't want to stop. I think I'll regret it if I stop too. I don't want to stop this because I'm afraid so I'll see how I'll go as far I can go for now. Maybe I'll regret it but I made my choices and tried my best. I don't want something I love to hurt me one day and it's even worse I can't even say that I didn't expect it and I think it's someday soon. But as I said, I won't stop right now. I'm sorry that you had to go through that.
It sounds like I'm talking about a person, like 'I'm falling in love with someone so much that it scares me' shit. I mean it might as well be LMAO
Nice for when it's time to do my homework (anatomy)
Blue Period is something that is not created to be sad. Regardless, I still cried like a bitch anyways.
i need this on spotify tbh
open.spotify.com/playlist/741fdxb92EYgCGzHIrYnf0?si=OIaJMVCoQxys_4RX-A9EQw&
Really need to stop comparing myself with my friends artwork lol, I rant to my mom all the time on how I don't feel I could have a future with my art because I still have so much to learn and improve on, but I suppose all artists have to be patient and work hard to achieve their goal, if I keep practicing I will eventually be satisfied with my work finally..I'm trying to focus on something I need to improve on while focusing on a bunch of things at once, I'm trying to get better at anatomy right now, it's difficult but I feel a lot more organized like this. Practice makes progress!
I’m painting while listening to this- I love it 💕🤧✨