And add that practicing courage is not a once-for-all action, but something we need to practice every single day! Consistency to this mindset and practice is the key.
I do want to grow as a person. But the fears I have are so intense. I have a fear for food poisoning. I have trouble just even eating enough food in a day, and every time I eat I feel the symptoms that are not there. I have a fear for drugs, even just medical ones. I have a fear of heights. I want to indoor skydive but I'm afraid of the roller coaster feeling. I have a fear of people; although this last one I've been overcoming quite a lot even if I am still scared. Does the scared feeling ever go away? I actually understand extraverted people now. And I can talk on their level when necissary. I'm learning to show my true emotions and be myself. But I can't 100% let go yet. I was raised by my parents to survive. Not to live. And in school, I was rejected consistently. Bullied. I thought the whole world was evil because of this and spent 30 years inside the house. Until I decided that I deserved to be happy too. I started volunteering and walked in the building with my resume. All my social prowess was on level 0. I was shaking during the job interview. And they took me in. I have grown so much. My mindset changed from black and white, to a gray one, to a black gray and white one. Even if you'd do everything that challenges you to get stronger.... does it truly make you happy specifically? I think there is a fine line between challenging yourself but also having time to relax and just enjoy parts of life. There is no set tempo. I wish I had advice. I think I know someone who can help me. But I won't see him in a while. I know who he is. I already read his soul. He's exactly the opposite of me. He challenges himself on the daily. While I like the comfyness.
Rob content is excellent and challenging! Keep going! I also kinda like the B-roll video snips you've added....BUT...do you have to have the "swoosh" sound when you switch from those video clips? I find myself getting distracted away from your message because of that sound. Sorry!!
EXCELLENT!!! Thank you. Keep 'em coming Rob!
And add that practicing courage is not a once-for-all action, but something we need to practice every single day! Consistency to this mindset and practice is the key.
I do want to grow as a person. But the fears I have are so intense. I have a fear for food poisoning. I have trouble just even eating enough food in a day, and every time I eat I feel the symptoms that are not there. I have a fear for drugs, even just medical ones. I have a fear of heights. I want to indoor skydive but I'm afraid of the roller coaster feeling. I have a fear of people; although this last one I've been overcoming quite a lot even if I am still scared. Does the scared feeling ever go away? I actually understand extraverted people now. And I can talk on their level when necissary. I'm learning to show my true emotions and be myself. But I can't 100% let go yet.
I was raised by my parents to survive. Not to live. And in school, I was rejected consistently. Bullied. I thought the whole world was evil because of this and spent 30 years inside the house. Until I decided that I deserved to be happy too. I started volunteering and walked in the building with my resume. All my social prowess was on level 0. I was shaking during the job interview. And they took me in. I have grown so much. My mindset changed from black and white, to a gray one, to a black gray and white one.
Even if you'd do everything that challenges you to get stronger.... does it truly make you happy specifically? I think there is a fine line between challenging yourself but also having time to relax and just enjoy parts of life. There is no set tempo.
I wish I had advice. I think I know someone who can help me. But I won't see him in a while. I know who he is. I already read his soul. He's exactly the opposite of me. He challenges himself on the daily. While I like the comfyness.
You are stronger,your story was awesome.hope you all the best for the rest of your life.
Thank you for writing here and inspiring
Rob content is excellent and challenging! Keep going! I also kinda like the B-roll video snips you've added....BUT...do you have to have the "swoosh" sound when you switch from those video clips? I find myself getting distracted away from your message because of that sound. Sorry!!