What’s draining me is my tarot addiction, watching copious amounts of readings that are mostly telling me that what I’m feeling, the synchronicities and the planets are all conspiring to reunite me with who won’t let me go and vice versa, but I know it’s not good for me.
Pile 3. Mentally you’re in the past, physically you’re in the present. That’s what’s draining you. 2:13:05 Massages, pressure points, stretch, work on chakras, release tension, going to a chiropractor. 2:16:38 Accept that there are other beings, your Spiritual Team who can help you heal. 2:22:00 Invite more sunlight into your world 🌞. You can even add some fruit. 2:25:59 Improve your self talk and the relationship you have with yourself (self love).
Fatigue and disrupted sleep patterns are common during a cleanse. Stimulating the body to purge toxins requires a greater internal workload. Keep going. 🌹
@@shivanishamar Don’t ever stop believing in your personal transformation. It is happening even on the days you may not realize it or feel like it. - Lalah Delia (Vibrate Higher Daily) ❤️
Pile 2: Thanks for reminding me that the reason I’m struggling so much with finding my new direction is because I’m in the midst of heartbreak right now. I’ve been angry with myself and the state of limbo I’ve been stuck in the past few years. It’s even harder knowing my family is frustrated with my lack of plans and progress as well. It has taken me several years to let go of my futile dream career and now that I have released it this “what now?” phase has been just as painful. Thank you for your guidance. ✨
@@pragyasingh2297 Early 2022 I was in a dead-end job releasing my attachment to my dream career of being a full-time filmmaker. For a variety of reasons it didn’t align with my needs and ideals so I gave it up. Later that year I fell into a career in agriculture and found new invigoration. I’d still love to work on a passion project in the future, but I am happier making clean money and not getting taken advantage of. Remember that sometimes you cannot fully know how something functions without trying it out and learning for yourself. The fact that you tried and your gut said “no” means your gut intuition has your self preservation in mind. My advice is to spend time releasing your grief of how you envisioned your future and make room for something better to enter your life. Give your gut intuition time and space to feel out your next steps. 💕🫂
She really is always on it. Dude, she also had apatite on pile 2 and I've been so drawn to it lately. I was shooketh. She really is always here when we need her! 😭😭😭
Pile 1: I always find excuses for my parents toxic, abusive and controlling behaviour because I care about them. But the way they ignore and treat me like an item they owned and have to take care of my health and well-being yet its my fault to exist so I have to make pay for their comfort by being the perfect child they want and sacrifice. I wish I could go walk around without hearing their criticism or at least stay out of their sight and spend less time so I can finally give myself some time to convince myself I do actually worth good stuff and I am happy to exist. I do feel trapped because they have financial power and a house. I will be off for university soon and I can’t wait to have my own place. Thank you for the reading. It helped me to get rid of the excuses I use to convince myself one day they will wake up and listen rather than defence themselves of their selfish acts hidden behind fake care.
I am SHOOKETH at how accurate Pile #1 is. And now I'm crying. Like this was personal personal. Literally so many things you said are word for word what I texted my mother today as we're fighting about our relationship again. You described her personality to a tee. I've suffered at her hands for my entire life and the story is always the same--she treats me terribly or puts me in bad situations and then I'm shamed for my negative reactions to her toxic behavior. I spent 10 years overcoming the anxiety, depression, and negative mindset she instilled into me, yet she never does anything to change. I've always been made to feel like I'm wrong because she's incredibly stubborn and argumentative. I'm having to retrain my adult self to realize she doesn't control me anymore like she did when I was a kid (thank goodness I don't live with her or rely on her for financial support). Just as you said, "Her control over me is an illusion." This is the first time in my life I've stood up for myself and set boundaries, which of course has caused her to flip out. My intuition has been telling me to cut ties with her for a while now but I keep making myself think maybe I need to change my reaction to her. But everything in my body wants to run screaming every time I have to see or talk to her. If I reject my intuition in this situation, how can I trust it in every other area of my life? This was sooooo validating, more than you can know. Thank you so much💜
Kayla you are not alone. I'm pile #1 and the first thing I thought to the "T" this is my mother as well. Our stories are very similar in life and I wish you all the best. To continue redirecting your mindset into a positive light. Sometimes it's really hard to let go or justify our mothers behavior. As a child its natural to want your mothers aproval or to be proud of you. But you may never get that and you need to be okay with that. Because its about what makes you proud of you. And what brings you happiness. And its up to us to walk away (if possible) because they will definittely try ro put you in a impossiblesituation. TRUST YOUR INTUITION and put your mental health first. Keep going, your doing what's right for you and listen to your gut and stay strong.
I resonate 100%.... But I love and care for my Mom .... Though i visit only occasionally.... I grey rock her most of the time... Because talking is impossible
@@brittneyvaldez1745 Thank you so much for the sweet reply 💜I'm really sorry that you have a similar situation. It's crazy that such a specific message came through a pick-a-card, meaning that even more people resonate. Something about the mother/daughter or parent/child hierarchy makes things so confusing. When I tell other people the things she has said or done to me they're like WTF???? But when you're emotionally abused and manipulated from a young age, there's still that little part of you that is left feeling unsure of whether you have a right to walk away. Yesterday, I told her what needed to change in order for me to continue having a relationship with her and she proceeded to hurl pages and pages of insults at me. So I have my answer. I haven't ever really wanted a relationship with her...it's always been out of a sense of obligation to what she wants. I'm actually so relieved to cut contact because I at least gave her a final shot. I was kind of afraid she'd agree to change (because she really wouldn't and then we'd be back in this same boat). Wishing you well into the future 💜
@@mmmusicmeditation999 Ugh I'm so sorry. I definitely know the feeling. My mom and I aren't close but she wants to be so she sends me a dozen texts per day and invites me on vacations. When I don't respond or decline her offers, she gets really mad. She doesn't understand that if she just respected my right to say no to things, I would be much more willing to say yes. She doesn't take no for an answer and I'm like...why would you want to spend time with someone against their will?! But I guess she thinks it's wrong for me not to want to do what she wants me to do. I've found that keeping conversations very surface level can help. But many times, people like our mothers love to feed on drama so they'll bring up the past or trash talk other people. And when you try to get them to stop, they just dig their heels in. Icky energy to be around. And then they get upset when we don't want to be around them. It's crazy-making 🥴
Pile 2 really spot on for my life especially in last 20 years. My favourite things in life were studying and working in pastoral care in hospitals, particularly with the dying, which I loved absolutely and was very good at. My other huge love in life was exercise, particularly bush walks, as I adore being in nature, hiking, photographing nature, especially birds and power walking every day and working out at the gym regularly. Both and all were taken away from me by developing 4 genetic diseases many years ago. I kept doing everything I could in a lot of pain till bones started collapsing, ligaments and soft tissues tearing repeatedly, which has now progressed to the point where I'm lying flat in a bed alone day and night on wheat packs. I have organ failure from 2 of the diseases and a very bad prognosis. None of my diseases can be treated as treatment effects the organs that are failing. It's taken me many years to accept immobility, total abandonment by friends and family even, as my diseases are not visible externally. So, even though I've always been as you described yourself, someone who requires my own space and gets drained by others energies, especially in places like shopping centres/malls etc with all that frenetic energy, I still loved socialising now and then and particularly loved one on one communication. Now, alone in a bed for years, I first found very lonely indeed but now enjoy being alone, but certainly not being immobilised by pain and damage which can't be fixed. It's been a really rough road and hugely draining on every level. Even though I'm very strong and have had to be for the wellbeing if other family members as well as for myself daily, it's been incredibly difficult to accept this as my life and consequently not be in a position to leave anything in the material world of earthly value to my child. So all my work and study, loves in life, hopes and dreams were stripped away. What hurt even more was the way others have treated me, totally abandoned me etc when all I ever did and wanted to do was help humanity. It's a very Turing situation I'm in and this reading reflects perfectly my resistance to accept my new reality and powerlessness to change it. Anyway, thankyou for the reading and apologies for the long spiel but I felt I needed to explain how these cards certainly resonated with me. Take care all. With love ❤🙏 💖
My heart goes out to you Brigitte. ❤❤ How does one remain hopeful and accept a new direction when all seems futile or it's not what you want? 🙏 Do you mind sharing an update on this? How are you doing with this situation now, a month later? Sending you hugs and lots of love. 💚❤💙❤
Pile 2 , i recently failed at a job and failed a very important test , right now trying to recover from the shock of two of them ,,,,,,, your reading exactly as accurate as always 😍☺️🌟💎
Picked pile 3, and that 7 of swords energy that stole something from me, impacted how negative my self-talk is, and has bled into other aspects of my life? That's definetely health issues that completely flipped my life upside down (in a bad way) almost a decade ago. The reading was pretty dang spot on when I applied that (especially when the vitamin d deficiency came up. I'm working on getting my levels up).
Pile 2: Your example was my reality. I'm on new chapter enterance, it looks very good and bright. Thanks for encourgement, I guess i need it so much. Love you roseology
Pile 2, I not only had to walk away from my ex and the future I had in mind in 2020 but now I have to accept that my declining medical condition means I need to surrender all ideas and hopes and plans and create a future that is going to be more realistic for what I am actually going to be capable of doing.
Finding your passion isn't just about careers and money. it's about finding your authentic self. The one you've buried beneath other people's needs.🙏🏽🖤💫 Thank You Rose 🌹
I cannot express how much pile 1 resonates. Every single word. I am almost completely out of this energy and have put distance between myself and this person. I was stuck with them and one day I was visiting a family member and they told me they we’re gifting me 10k, no joke. If you guys are still stuck in this have hope that a way out will be shown to you.
oh my! i think you really need a huge hug! and i want you to know that i think that you are a very tough but good person deep in your heart..... and i think that it's good that you got out of the situation you were in when you did...... lots of love, light and peace to you from me
#3 🙏💕Thank you very much and yes Reiki practitioner and Tarot reader. Even though I do alot of self care there have always been times I know I need to see other practitioners, its important to get self care and practice it daily...and yes I need a massage its on the to do! Also people who have this idea of healing being a moment rather than a process are those that would judge that a 'healer' for having any kind of struggle and I do not take it to heart if anyone thinks that because I understand healing is not straight up, it is a cyclical process, through dark and light, layers of an onion💜
Pile 2 accurate AF. I found this video and had been meaning to watch for a while but couldn't briing myself to it. But I finally did and OMG this resonates too much, especilly in the light of some things I've found out recently! It was super hard and infuriating, but honestly... It's for the best. I must accept it. I had already made my decision before even finding out.
Pile 2: Roseology, it has been a while since I've received one of your readings. This one was as powerful as ever, I feel so inspired to engulf myself in this new adventure. Thank you 🙏🏽
Pile 2. I know exactly what is draining me. Major life event, tower moment. But this reading gave me a good perspective on it, and great advice and reassurance that things will turn out okay. Looking forward to my Star after the Tower! Thank you.
Pile 1, this is definitely my mother. If it was at all possible to pack up and just go literally anywhere else I absolutely would. Thank you so much for this reading ❤
As soon as you started pile 2, I knew exactly who it pertained to in my life. It's hard knowing I'll never have the relationship I deserved with either of my parents and for the last few weeks, I've been struggling to accept it. This is probably the 4th reading I've seen that said cleanse, accept what is and move forward because something better is on it's way. What's interesting is what each reading clarified in particular. Thank you for sharing your gift with us 🙏🏻💜
I looked up Lord WyWyvsil and am blown away by the message. he actually speaks of the overseer of Karma and one's plantation into this existence. he is to til the soil for the incarnation of the soul to arrive. which i find is really beautiful. in a way, the situation i am dealing with requires me to ultimately let go if I am to create a family here on this planet. something I had been thinking of before and seeing and learning about Lord WyWyvsil, confirmed. Thank you thank you Roseology for the time you spend in shedding loving light.
Pile 3 was the all ...I am a healer and almost tried to heal myself and str8 up didn't have the energy. I am wounded and I have felt stuck in between. I have already moved, started a new life, but it has been hard forgiving myself for letting someone(s) screw with me. Talk about a hard wound. The universe has been helping me though and I'm grateful. They send me syncronistic numbers, they put birds and dog around me, they let me feel the sun. And they sent some upbeat people towards me that I am slowly learning to trust. I think that's why I was sent to this place. It is secluded, so that I may think and meditate more. I will get thru this, with my ascended masters, guardian angels and my ancestors for my highest good. I'm truly GRATEFUL
#2 - spot on . I’m examine next steps. Arts to arts education to youth development programming to SEL/Yoga - being drawn to educational neuropsychology- now searching how to do the switch. The challenge is my present environment in a HS setting is toxic and it’s increasingly evident that I am on a totally different plane- SO many of things I do are slandered. It’s exhausting- and yes it’s difficult to let go, but you are confirming that I need to prepare my exit from my present application of my gifts and talents. I’m moving into writing about what I am presently doing in youth development. I know now why I need to move - to separate from the “noise”. Yes- it’s draining. I have businesses to start. I now accept my new chapter and make peace with what I thought it would be and release the emotions that are holding me back. My space is a MESS!!! I’ve been working at it for 3 years. It just seems like I make a bigger mess.
#3 sound vibrated all through my body. Can "time" be something that was "stolen"....LOL Nonetheless, I allowed "time" to pass. TY, for the reading ....as always let it go and get my energy back. P.S. I so high key love that tarot ring.
#2 So, so accurate. I had to let go a relationship. And walk away from what was planned to be a dream come true and make peace with letting it and him go. Thank you for this 🕊
Pile 1: Accurate in every way. The reason we are hard on ourselves for feeling certain feelings and grieving is because we grow up hearing girls are too emotional and boys don’t cry. There’s such a stigma around emotional pain vs physical pain.
#1, 100%! I’m a mother/wife and this is my situation. I’m trying to break cycles but it’s hard. My friends and family don’t like my partner. It’s just wow…. You got my situation. Thank you for putting it into words. I was scared of what you were going to say at some points because I feel it’s the truth. I just really want to be heard and supported, but I’m trying to work on myself first, trying to take a step back and breathe. I’ve been meditating more, made a safe space, and learning to let go. I’m a full believer if you can’t say something nice don’t say anything at all. I’ve been more quiet. 😅. Funny how you talked about smiling. I feel like I haven’t smiled as often as I used to. You had me in tears with that grief card. I needed to hear it. Thank you for this reading!
pile #1. this is completely my mom, even the air sign you've mentioned - she's a libra. i'm struggling a lot with harmony in our home and i cannot move out yet since i need a more solid job. she's just come back from a two week trip and i've been on high alert because she's a huuuuge perfectionist and nothing is ever enough. my mom is also extremely negative & condescending, to the point which she's putting down my accomplishments and good news. all i want is to leave, but for now i'm having to handle it as it comes. thank you so much!
Recently I heard a word that resonated with how I was feeling! Someone said they were ‘depleted’ and I jumped up and said that’s it! Not tired or exhausted but depleted and taking necessary time to replenish! I Give Thanks! 💛
#2 Lost my job, in transition and very resistant to moving forward...I really resonated with "fixed". Don't know if it's in my chart but I really hate change and push back against it. Even though my job hasn't brought me joy in years, it's still so scary to move into the unknown. Grateful for the reassurance that I'm safe. Thanks so much.
3. you described a past experience i endured and how i once was. it's accurate and for the past few years I've been actively healing it. I realized I had to heal so I can manifest love. thankfully I've managed to have a better relationship with someone I love and vice a versa. but yeah. I went through that for some time. im glad I've healed bc it was so isolating in that experience. felt so lost and such.
I got massages and got healing for chakras years ago that helped me release the energy. it was powerful. now I help heal others after my own healing experience.
Pile 2: I swear sometimes I feel so hopeless. I try to keep optimistic and build myself up, but it is so exhausting to have someone just hate on you non-stop. This person literally does nothing but try to ruin my life. And I don't even know why. I don't deserve this kind of energy directed at me. I am a good, kind person.
I was kicked out of my home by roommate last year, and moved in with my partner as they took me in. Living with them has shown me a different side of them and I don’t like it lol. I have no where else to go and truly have no options. Everything U said was on point to a T. A prayer would be appreciated 🥲💋
Pile 2 - ugh girl... going through a really hard sep/divorce dealing with injustice and legalities today... Your reading came at the right time. Remember, "I am safe." So thankful for you and your amazing readings. 💛💛💛💛💛💫💫💫💫💫
Number one, but it's not a relationship it's family and financial independence. I'm trying to figure out how to express myself after a life of being steamrolled
Pile 2#...so true ..i have so much Aquarius..altho Sun is in Pisces -Moon and Mercury are in Aquarius..i feel like a boat in the middle of the ocean ,and have no direction..i feel numbed ..i feel tired and without motivation..i feel so drained ,and have ppl that drain me some more ..phew i hope God knows what He s doing cuz i have no clue! Thank u so much for an amazing reading ,like everytime is made for me!Thank you,God bless you!!!
I haven't watched my pile yet but I just wanted to say thank you Hazel. I am so grateful that you have decided to share your gift with us. Over the years you helped me more than you could ever imagine. As I progress in my healing and learn new things i always refer back to your videos. "Oh just like roseology said in so and so reading" is a common pharase for me now. I respect your wisdom and your energy. Thank you and I wish you many blessings.✨🌟🌟🐧💛
Pile 3 - I have had three different people tell me that I need to get help from someone outside myself :D as a healer, I think I can do it all alone, but this is just further confirmation - Thank you XXX
Pile 3 My sister invited me to go to church with her This is one thing that I'd never do....I always felt drained during the service... My mother always discouraged my musical talent and tried to break my Spirit...so that I'd be exactly like her.. We constantly fought about it Thanks for the reading, 🌹
Pile #1. Sister you're so dead on. 💯 percent. It isn't a child because I don't have children but a different situation I've been dealing with for almost 8 years. However, I'm working on myself so I can get out of this situation. Thank you as always. Peace and many blessings! ❤
Pile 2... I cannot Thank you ENOUGH for this reading... Every single thing hit valid current points in my life. May your Blessings NEVER cease 🙏🏽🙏🏽💞💞🌞🌺
Super interesting reading! It just confirmed that I'm on the right path! I was in a 7 of swords situation with a man last year and finally had my epiphany and ended the thing in February. I came back last week from a trip to Ghana, my first time in Africa, where I met a man... on one of the card has a Gemini sign and this man is a Gemini rising, Gemini moon and Gemini Venus! Already learned a lot by being around him! We caught feelings for each other but we don't want to be in a relationship. I don't want to use him as an escape from the healing I am doing so I try to find the BALANCE between my feelings and the commitment I made to myself for this year to focus on myself! Thank you so much Hazel! Your readings always resonates!
Ha, and finally self care Oracle cards also correct. I have been having visions rather than dreams, intuitively picking up so acutely on energies and people, having vivid dreams and leaving my body at times. It's been veryvfsdt moving changes spiritually and intuitively. Spot on! 💜
222 comments when I saw this reading… let me just say something… this was SPOT ON. I cried to it. Truly needed to hear this. Thank you very much for taking the time to make this video.
Pile two, so spot on! I'm not resisting my course correction, on the contrary I'm embracing it. And I'm so grateful! I'm recovering from what happened before! Thank you so so so much! 😘😘😘😘😘😘
Thank you pile 2 made me cry many times... I saw your desk clairvoyantly yesterday and I knew you had a message for me.. this really felt like a personal reading.. I just requested an appointment with a Psychologist to get support for childhood trauma and Archangel Raphael & Amethyst are on my divine team so thank you for your amazing work! I am more grateful than I can explain!
Girl pile#1 was unbelievably spot on. I wouldn’t think this issue would ever show up in a collective reading. So amazing and helped me to see my situation more clearly. You have an amazing gift with the cards! Thank you
Pile 3 was so accurate! Dealing with multiple betrayals after I was literally a "guardian angel" to these people (their words, not mine). Empath/narcissist relationships are a bitch! As an intuitive empath, it's hard to not blame myself for not seeing this betrayal coming (it's like I'm punishing myself for not seeing the red flags or for seeing them but choosing to ignore them in exchange for "love"/attention, even if it was clearly toxic). Funny you said "time zones", I recently ditched my old town and moved to a new city in a different time zone and went no contact/cut off toxic people, but emotionally it feels like I'm still back there. I've been trying to start a tarot business (soul purpose tarot card given to me by Spirit was Temperance), so it makes sense that it'd be in reverse rn as a clarifier for the Ace of Pentacles with all the energy drains rn. You also mentioned Arch angel Christine (my name is Christina!) so cool. 10:10 am on the clock rn. Might just say fk it and take a vacation somewhere warm (sunlight card) and get a massage lol. Thank you for the reading & advice! Sending SO MUCH LOVE to Pile 3's & to you Hazel!
Pile 1: Thank you for this reading. This resonated with me so much. I'm undoubtedly drained by my workplace and if I had a choice I would leave in a heartbeat. I'm definitely ready for change 🙏
Pile 1. Wow! Just....wow!! I'm a 53 yr old daughter of a narcissistic mother who now needs my care at home. Only in the last 5 years have I learned what this paradigm is. That was a Loooong lesson & a jaw dropping stunner! (Yes, I am a sheltered female whose leash was let out on rare occasions) I am straight up trapped! Feelin' like Rapunzel!! Lol - NO ONE in our family would take her in. Therefore, even as an adult I got volun-told what to do. Hakuna Matata!! I got a plan! I'm just keeping an even keel until it's time. 🎼🎶🎤" I Will Survive. Oh as long as I know how to love I know I'll stay alive....." lol. Thanks for the confirmation. I know I'm not normal & now it's confirmed my crazy is NOT confused anymore! ✌🏼 💙 💡 & 🍫
I picked pile 2 and you were dead on. I left my old job and started something new and then it was toxic so now I’m doing something new and I keep going back in my mind. You are so right on.
Pile 2, Resonates. Just made a decision and changed work direction. And astral projection yes! When I woke up to do reading for this experience I got 7 of Cups
Feeling very drained rn because the job I applied for, I’m starting to feel like I don’t want the job because the people there are giving me the vibe they don’t want me. Even if I get the job I may have to turn it down. Thank you!
Just love your self-expression lady and your expletive terms! You are just so very lovely, extraordinary and REAL! 💯 I'm feeling so much better already! "THANK YOU, THANK YOU, THANK YOU!!!" 💗
Pile 1 here🙋🏾♀️ You hit every nail on the head on what I’ve been going through for a long time now. Down to me needing to let go of caffeine! This was an amazing reading and super accurate! I’m looking at this months from the time you uploaded. Wow! You are truly gifted. Thank you for sharing your gift with us.
Perfectly timed video. Hardstuck finding a job, feeling fat after all of my weight gain (almost cried when shopping for the first time since the pandemic), wanting to bawl my eyes out and be held (but don't have someone for that).
Pile 1 resonates... the King of Swords is my mom (Gemini sun). I'm stuck with her because she's 76 with chronic illness & depression that got worse after my dad passed away and I'm her only caretaker, so its likely I have to be by her side for the rest of her life unless someone magically appears to take over my responsibilities.
PILE#2 love 💖 that you read reversals 🙂 my life is so filled with caregiving and taking care of family. You hit it my whole path was derailed with alot in my life ,but I always keep the 🙏🏾 FAITH. I know the Most High, Angel's 😇and spirit guides are leading me to success ,but it's taking longer I am remaining prayerful and vigilant. Thank you💖 for clarity the message resonated blessings Roseology🌹 yes I am an Aries ♈ with Pluto in 8th house in natal chart you go girl🙏🏾.
Pile 3 resonates. Someone took my life away from me with their ignorant & stupid action and I've been trying to heal mostly on my own because I felt like anything else in life, if I want to do it right I needed to do it on my own. I was making an excuse for them & trying to force myself to believe that it was just a mistake while in reality their stupid mistake has cost me EVERYTHING in my life. I absolutely hate asking for help and feel like most people treat it as an investment to be paid back with profit sooner or later. But the more I go everyday, the more I realize how much I need those people that genuinely offer help. The irony is that most people do tell me they feel better after talking to me which leaves me feeling even more helpless like only if I could help myself as much!! Thank you for your reading & clarification.
*pile 3* me: sees the reading released and resists watching it thinking “I’m doing the best that I can. I know something is seriously draining me but I can’t do any better than how I’m dealing with it now. I can’t keep taking criticism for how I cope because I already beat myself up enough” *watches reading that turns out to be way more supportive and less critical than I’d though it would be* me: “yeah but involving other people in anything results in more harm than good most of the time” *old subconscious belief system unveiled* time to level up 😅
Pile 2: wow it sounds like theres no way out of exhaustion. How do u stop being exhausted from this? When is the part where i get ti rest and recieve easy and effortlessly?! I had no partner and i knew im gonna be single all through this new life path. Hitting the reset button is a nice spiritual phrase, but doing it also exhausting. Were not computers, were humans. Im trying anything. I have very vivid dreams and living in the dream sphere is also draining. Im in a shock and a fog, but im just chilling and acting only from inspired places. I just want a home and aome rest. Sometimes everything tells u youre on the right track, im being grateful and i pray and i work out. Its exciting but tiring. I just want some warmth and love, i dont care of the future, i care for being happy now. I ask and see the old path will not work now, or maybe never. I have done this work for 22 years, it feels so sad to let it go. It never got the attention it deserved. It really feels like i spent all of this and time and resources on nothing, i dont understand why spirit guided me to create something for a whole year, to sacrifice and train myself to change so much to purge so much to continue to do thw work i did, for what?! I dont want a guarantee, i want to see real tangible results this new direction can bring, a thread of hope. I do self care all the time. I am just very sad I worked most of my life on this and it will not come to fruition. Thank you as always
As soon as you started on pile one, it felt like you were talking directly to me. Dealing with someone that’s a Leo and we are completely different from one another, has been stressing me out, I’m ready to move forward.
Been staying off the internet for a while and preserving my energy on social media, but I saw the notification and came 🏃🏼♀️
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What’s draining me is my tarot addiction, watching copious amounts of readings that are mostly telling me that what I’m feeling, the synchronicities and the planets are all conspiring to reunite me with who won’t let me go and vice versa, but I know it’s not good for me.
Pile 3. Mentally you’re in the past, physically you’re in the present. That’s what’s draining you.
2:13:05 Massages, pressure points, stretch, work on chakras, release tension, going to a chiropractor.
2:16:38 Accept that there are other beings, your Spiritual Team who can help you heal.
2:22:00 Invite more sunlight into your world 🌞. You can even add some fruit.
2:25:59 Improve your self talk and the relationship you have with yourself (self love).
Omg, thank you!
Do you know what deck the green angel oracle cards are??
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Thank youuuu! 💖
Thanks for the summary! 💙
YOU ALREADY KNOW ITS A GOOD DAY WHEN OUR GIRL ROSEOLOGY BLESSES US WITH A READING 🔮🌷
I know right...and I am watching it on Friyay🥳 so it was extra sweet 😂😁
@@MICHNELLAE1988 🤣 I was watching this in Olgassss hole!
Fatigue and disrupted sleep patterns are common during a cleanse. Stimulating the body to purge toxins requires a greater internal workload. Keep going. 🌹
Soo true 🙌❤️
that makes sense i’m currently cleansing my sleep schedule for school that just started and i’ve been feeling so fatigued
@@shivanishamar Don’t ever stop believing in your personal transformation.
It is happening even on the days you may not realize it or feel like it. - Lalah Delia (Vibrate Higher Daily) ❤️
@@MansoorDC so true.......
That's exactly what I needed to read. Thanks a million ☺️🙏🏼
early gaaang. why do i feel like this topic is about to drag me?... anyyywho, let's hop to it LOL
Pile 2: Thanks for reminding me that the reason I’m struggling so much with finding my new direction is because I’m in the midst of heartbreak right now.
I’ve been angry with myself and the state of limbo I’ve been stuck in the past few years. It’s even harder knowing my family is frustrated with my lack of plans and progress as well. It has taken me several years to let go of my futile dream career and now that I have released it this “what now?” phase has been just as painful. Thank you for your guidance. ✨
Same.
@@sss1995 yep^
Haha mood
But respectfully how do you pick up the pieces and move on, how do you trust your gut that told you that this is what felt right and true to you?
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Early 2022 I was in a dead-end job releasing my attachment to my dream career of being a full-time filmmaker. For a variety of reasons it didn’t align with my needs and ideals so I gave it up.
Later that year I fell into a career in agriculture and found new invigoration.
I’d still love to work on a passion project in the future, but I am happier making clean money and not getting taken advantage of.
Remember that sometimes you cannot fully know how something functions without trying it out and learning for yourself. The fact that you tried and your gut said “no” means your gut intuition has your self preservation in mind. My advice is to spend time releasing your grief of how you envisioned your future and make room for something better to enter your life. Give your gut intuition time and space to feel out your next steps. 💕🫂
i haven't even picked a pile yet, but hazel, girl... you're always on time 😭🖤
She really is always on it. Dude, she also had apatite on pile 2 and I've been so drawn to it lately. I was shooketh. She really is always here when we need her! 😭😭😭
@@mysticalmountainmomma pile one, i havnt watched yet but im never wrong
Pile 1: I always find excuses for my parents toxic, abusive and controlling behaviour because I care about them. But the way they ignore and treat me like an item they owned and have to take care of my health and well-being yet its my fault to exist so I have to make pay for their comfort by being the perfect child they want and sacrifice. I wish I could go walk around without hearing their criticism or at least stay out of their sight and spend less time so I can finally give myself some time to convince myself I do actually worth good stuff and I am happy to exist.
I do feel trapped because they have financial power and a house. I will be off for university soon and I can’t wait to have my own place. Thank you for the reading. It helped me to get rid of the excuses I use to convince myself one day they will wake up and listen rather than defence themselves of their selfish acts hidden behind fake care.
Pile 2. Spot on. Failed business and now I’m in a new direction but it’s been tough. I keep having panic attacks and anxiety and insomnia lol
2 This definitely explains my depression. It's been 3+ years and I still feel like I can't find a new plan.
Pile 1, yes coparenting with and in a situation that I want to leave..but financially can't.
I am SHOOKETH at how accurate Pile #1 is. And now I'm crying. Like this was personal personal. Literally so many things you said are word for word what I texted my mother today as we're fighting about our relationship again. You described her personality to a tee. I've suffered at her hands for my entire life and the story is always the same--she treats me terribly or puts me in bad situations and then I'm shamed for my negative reactions to her toxic behavior.
I spent 10 years overcoming the anxiety, depression, and negative mindset she instilled into me, yet she never does anything to change. I've always been made to feel like I'm wrong because she's incredibly stubborn and argumentative. I'm having to retrain my adult self to realize she doesn't control me anymore like she did when I was a kid (thank goodness I don't live with her or rely on her for financial support). Just as you said, "Her control over me is an illusion."
This is the first time in my life I've stood up for myself and set boundaries, which of course has caused her to flip out. My intuition has been telling me to cut ties with her for a while now but I keep making myself think maybe I need to change my reaction to her. But everything in my body wants to run screaming every time I have to see or talk to her. If I reject my intuition in this situation, how can I trust it in every other area of my life? This was sooooo validating, more than you can know. Thank you so much💜
Kayla you are not alone. I'm pile #1 and the first thing I thought to the "T" this is my mother as well. Our stories are very similar in life and I wish you all the best. To continue redirecting your mindset into a positive light. Sometimes it's really hard to let go or justify our mothers behavior. As a child its natural to want your mothers aproval or to be proud of you. But you may never get that and you need to be okay with that. Because its about what makes you proud of you. And what brings you happiness.
And its up to us to walk away
(if possible) because they will definittely try ro put you in a impossiblesituation. TRUST YOUR INTUITION and put your mental health first. Keep going, your doing what's right for you and listen to your gut and stay strong.
I resonate 100%.... But I love and care for my Mom .... Though i visit only occasionally.... I grey rock her most of the time... Because talking is impossible
@@brittneyvaldez1745 Thank you so much for the sweet reply 💜I'm really sorry that you have a similar situation. It's crazy that such a specific message came through a pick-a-card, meaning that even more people resonate.
Something about the mother/daughter or parent/child hierarchy makes things so confusing. When I tell other people the things she has said or done to me they're like WTF???? But when you're emotionally abused and manipulated from a young age, there's still that little part of you that is left feeling unsure of whether you have a right to walk away.
Yesterday, I told her what needed to change in order for me to continue having a relationship with her and she proceeded to hurl pages and pages of insults at me. So I have my answer. I haven't ever really wanted a relationship with her...it's always been out of a sense of obligation to what she wants. I'm actually so relieved to cut contact because I at least gave her a final shot. I was kind of afraid she'd agree to change (because she really wouldn't and then we'd be back in this same boat).
Wishing you well into the future
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@@mmmusicmeditation999 Ugh I'm so sorry. I definitely know the feeling. My mom and I aren't close but she wants to be so she sends me a dozen texts per day and invites me on vacations. When I don't respond or decline her offers, she gets really mad. She doesn't understand that if she just respected my right to say no to things, I would be much more willing to say yes. She doesn't take no for an answer and I'm like...why would you want to spend time with someone against their will?! But I guess she thinks it's wrong for me not to want to do what she wants me to do.
I've found that keeping conversations very surface level can help. But many times, people like our mothers love to feed on drama so they'll bring up the past or trash talk other people. And when you try to get them to stop, they just dig their heels in. Icky energy to be around. And then they get upset when we don't want to be around them. It's crazy-making 🥴
Pile 2 really spot on for my life especially in last 20 years. My favourite things in life were studying and working in pastoral care in hospitals, particularly with the dying, which I loved absolutely and was very good at. My other huge love in life was exercise, particularly bush walks, as I adore being in nature, hiking, photographing nature, especially birds and power walking every day and working out at the gym regularly. Both and all were taken away from me by developing 4 genetic diseases many years ago. I kept doing everything I could in a lot of pain till bones started collapsing, ligaments and soft tissues tearing repeatedly, which has now progressed to the point where I'm lying flat in a bed alone day and night on wheat packs. I have organ failure from 2 of the diseases and a very bad prognosis. None of my diseases can be treated as treatment effects the organs that are failing. It's taken me many years to accept immobility, total abandonment by friends and family even, as my diseases are not visible externally. So, even though I've always been as you described yourself, someone who requires my own space and gets drained by others energies, especially in places like shopping centres/malls etc with all that frenetic energy, I still loved socialising now and then and particularly loved one on one communication. Now, alone in a bed for years, I first found very lonely indeed but now enjoy being alone, but certainly not being immobilised by pain and damage which can't be fixed. It's been a really rough road and hugely draining on every level. Even though I'm very strong and have had to be for the wellbeing if other family members as well as for myself daily, it's been incredibly difficult to accept this as my life and consequently not be in a position to leave anything in the material world of earthly value to my child. So all my work and study, loves in life, hopes and dreams were stripped away. What hurt even more was the way others have treated me, totally abandoned me etc when all I ever did and wanted to do was help humanity. It's a very Turing situation I'm in and this reading reflects perfectly my resistance to accept my new reality and powerlessness to change it. Anyway, thankyou for the reading and apologies for the long spiel but I felt I needed to explain how these cards certainly resonated with me. Take care all. With love ❤🙏 💖
My heart goes out to you Brigitte. ❤❤ How does one remain hopeful and accept a new direction when all seems futile or it's not what you want? 🙏 Do you mind sharing an update on this? How are you doing with this situation now, a month later? Sending you hugs and lots of love. 💚❤💙❤
Pile 2 , i recently failed at a job and failed a very important test , right now trying to recover from the shock of two of them ,,,,,,, your reading exactly as accurate as always 😍☺️🌟💎
Picked pile 3, and that 7 of swords energy that stole something from me, impacted how negative my self-talk is, and has bled into other aspects of my life? That's definetely health issues that completely flipped my life upside down (in a bad way) almost a decade ago. The reading was pretty dang spot on when I applied that (especially when the vitamin d deficiency came up. I'm working on getting my levels up).
Pile 2 hit the nail on the head. I just quit teaching when it was my career plan and now i have NO idea what I'm doing
Pile 2: Your example was my reality. I'm on new chapter enterance, it looks very good and bright. Thanks for encourgement, I guess i need it so much. Love you roseology
Pile 2, I not only had to walk away from my ex and the future I had in mind in 2020 but now I have to accept that my declining medical condition means I need to surrender all ideas and hopes and plans and create a future that is going to be more realistic for what I am actually going to be capable of doing.
Finding your passion isn't just about careers and money. it's about finding your authentic self. The one you've buried beneath other people's needs.🙏🏽🖤💫 Thank You Rose 🌹
I cannot express how much pile 1 resonates. Every single word. I am almost completely out of this energy and have put distance between myself and this person. I was stuck with them and one day I was visiting a family member and they told me they we’re gifting me 10k, no joke. If you guys are still stuck in this have hope that a way out will be shown to you.
oh my! i think you really need a huge hug! and i want you to know that i think that you are a very tough but good person deep in your heart..... and i think that it's good that you got out of the situation you were in when you did...... lots of love, light and peace to you from me
#3 🙏💕Thank you very much and yes Reiki practitioner and Tarot reader. Even though I do alot of self care there have always been times I know I need to see other practitioners, its important to get self care and practice it daily...and yes I need a massage its on the to do! Also people who have this idea of healing being a moment rather than a process are those that would judge that a 'healer' for having any kind of struggle and I do not take it to heart if anyone thinks that because I understand healing is not straight up, it is a cyclical process, through dark and light, layers of an onion💜
Pile 2 accurate AF.
I found this video and had been meaning to watch for a while but couldn't briing myself to it. But I finally did and OMG this resonates too much, especilly in the light of some things I've found out recently! It was super hard and infuriating, but honestly... It's for the best. I must accept it. I had already made my decision before even finding out.
Pile 2: Roseology, it has been a while since I've received one of your readings. This one was as powerful as ever, I feel so inspired to engulf myself in this new adventure. Thank you 🙏🏽
Pile 2. I know exactly what is draining me. Major life event, tower moment. But this reading gave me a good perspective on it, and great advice and reassurance that things will turn out okay. Looking forward to my Star after the Tower! Thank you.
Pile 1, this is definitely my mother. If it was at all possible to pack up and just go literally anywhere else I absolutely would. Thank you so much for this reading ❤
As soon as you started pile 2, I knew exactly who it pertained to in my life. It's hard knowing I'll never have the relationship I deserved with either of my parents and for the last few weeks, I've been struggling to accept it. This is probably the 4th reading I've seen that said cleanse, accept what is and move forward because something better is on it's way. What's interesting is what each reading clarified in particular. Thank you for sharing your gift with us 🙏🏻💜
I looked up Lord WyWyvsil and am blown away by the message. he actually speaks of the overseer of Karma and one's plantation into this existence. he is to til the soil for the incarnation of the soul to arrive. which i find is really beautiful. in a way, the situation i am dealing with requires me to ultimately let go if I am to create a family here on this planet. something I had been thinking of before and seeing and learning about Lord WyWyvsil, confirmed. Thank you thank you Roseology for the time you spend in shedding loving light.
Pile 3 was the all ...I am a healer and almost tried to heal myself and str8 up didn't have the energy. I am wounded and I have felt stuck in between. I have already moved, started a new life, but it has been hard forgiving myself for letting someone(s) screw with me. Talk about a hard wound. The universe has been helping me though and I'm grateful. They send me syncronistic numbers, they put birds and dog around me, they let me feel the sun. And they sent some upbeat people towards me that I am slowly learning to trust. I think that's why I was sent to this place. It is secluded, so that I may think and meditate more. I will get thru this, with my ascended masters, guardian angels and my ancestors for my highest good. I'm truly GRATEFUL
#2 - spot on . I’m examine next steps. Arts to arts education to youth development programming to SEL/Yoga - being drawn to educational neuropsychology- now searching how to do the switch. The challenge is my present environment in a HS setting is toxic and it’s increasingly evident that I am on a totally different plane- SO many of things I do are slandered. It’s exhausting- and yes it’s difficult to let go, but you are confirming that I need to prepare my exit from my present application of my gifts and talents. I’m moving into writing about what I am presently doing in youth development. I know now why I need to move - to separate from the “noise”. Yes- it’s draining. I have businesses to start. I now accept my new chapter and make peace with what I thought it would be and release the emotions that are holding me back. My space is a MESS!!! I’ve been working at it for 3 years. It just seems like I make a bigger mess.
#3 sound vibrated all through my body. Can "time" be something that was "stolen"....LOL Nonetheless, I allowed "time" to pass. TY, for the reading ....as always let it go and get my energy back. P.S. I so high key love that tarot ring.
#2 So, so accurate. I had to let go a relationship. And walk away from what was planned to be a dream come true and make peace with letting it and him go. Thank you for this
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Pile 1: Accurate in every way. The reason we are hard on ourselves for feeling certain feelings and grieving is because we grow up hearing girls are too emotional and boys don’t cry. There’s such a stigma around emotional pain vs physical pain.
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Exactly what I need now! 👍🏽👍🏽👍🏽🙏🏽🙌🏽
Pile 1: 😟 it’s my mom
Mine is my daughter lol
I’m late to this reading but it’s my teenage son 😔…it’s really been draining and frustrating!
Pile 1: Everything is beyond accurate 🥺 any prayers for those door to open would mean the world to me Hazel ❤️🥰
I could cry . Pile 2 is exactly how I feel … thank you so much for the confirmation . Peace , love and blessings always 🙏🏽🤍
#1, 100%! I’m a mother/wife and this is my situation. I’m trying to break cycles but it’s hard. My friends and family don’t like my partner. It’s just wow…. You got my situation. Thank you for putting it into words. I was scared of what you were going to say at some points because I feel it’s the truth. I just really want to be heard and supported, but I’m trying to work on myself first, trying to take a step back and breathe. I’ve been meditating more, made a safe space, and learning to let go. I’m a full believer if you can’t say something nice don’t say anything at all. I’ve been more quiet. 😅. Funny how you talked about smiling. I feel like I haven’t smiled as often as I used to. You had me in tears with that grief card. I needed to hear it. Thank you for this reading!
pile #1. this is completely my mom, even the air sign you've mentioned - she's a libra. i'm struggling a lot with harmony in our home and i cannot move out yet since i need a more solid job. she's just come back from a two week trip and i've been on high alert because she's a huuuuge perfectionist and nothing is ever enough. my mom is also extremely negative & condescending, to the point which she's putting down my accomplishments and good news. all i want is to leave, but for now i'm having to handle it as it comes. thank you so much!
444 comments...Watching your videos for years, you are always spot on thank you 💖
I just love being apart of your soul fam!!!
Recently I heard a word that resonated with how I was feeling! Someone said they were ‘depleted’ and I jumped up and said that’s it! Not tired or exhausted but depleted and taking necessary time to replenish! I Give Thanks! 💛
#2 Lost my job, in transition and very resistant to moving forward...I really resonated with "fixed". Don't know if it's in my chart but I really hate change and push back against it. Even though my job hasn't brought me joy in years, it's still so scary to move into the unknown. Grateful for the reassurance that I'm safe. Thanks so much.
3. you described a past experience i endured and how i once was. it's accurate and for the past few years I've been actively healing it. I realized I had to heal so I can manifest love. thankfully I've managed to have a better relationship with someone I love and vice a versa. but yeah. I went through that for some time. im glad I've healed bc it was so isolating in that experience. felt so lost and such.
I got massages and got healing for chakras years ago that helped me release the energy. it was powerful. now I help heal others after my own healing experience.
pile 3💙thank you so much my head feels much clearer now
Pile 1. Thank you for this reading! Thank you for posting this unique reading-I felt called to watch it as soon as it popped up in my feed. 💛
Pile 2: I swear sometimes I feel so hopeless. I try to keep optimistic and build myself up, but it is so exhausting to have someone just hate on you non-stop. This person literally does nothing but try to ruin my life. And I don't even know why. I don't deserve this kind of energy directed at me. I am a good, kind person.
I was kicked out of my home by roommate last year, and moved in with my partner as they took me in. Living with them has shown me a different side of them and I don’t like it lol. I have no where else to go and truly have no options. Everything U said was on point to a T. A prayer would be appreciated 🥲💋
Pile 2 - ugh girl... going through a really hard sep/divorce dealing with injustice and legalities today... Your reading came at the right time. Remember, "I am safe." So thankful for you and your amazing readings. 💛💛💛💛💛💫💫💫💫💫
Number one, but it's not a relationship it's family and financial independence. I'm trying to figure out how to express myself after a life of being steamrolled
Pile 2#...so true ..i have so much Aquarius..altho Sun is in Pisces -Moon and Mercury are in Aquarius..i feel like a boat in the middle of the ocean ,and have no direction..i feel numbed ..i feel tired and without motivation..i feel so drained ,and have ppl that drain me some more ..phew i hope God knows what He s doing cuz i have no clue! Thank u so much for an amazing reading ,like everytime is made for me!Thank you,God bless you!!!
I haven't watched my pile yet but I just wanted to say thank you Hazel. I am so grateful that you have decided to share your gift with us. Over the years you helped me more than you could ever imagine. As I progress in my healing and learn new things i always refer back to your videos. "Oh just like roseology said in so and so reading" is a common pharase for me now. I respect your wisdom and your energy. Thank you and I wish you many blessings.✨🌟🌟🐧💛
Pile 3 - I have had three different people tell me that I need to get help from someone outside myself :D as a healer, I think I can do it all alone, but this is just further confirmation - Thank you XXX
Pile 3
My sister invited me to go to church with her
This is one thing that I'd never do....I always felt drained during the service...
My mother always discouraged my musical talent
and tried to break my Spirit...so that I'd be exactly like her..
We constantly fought about it
Thanks for the reading, 🌹
Pile #1. Sister you're so dead on. 💯 percent. It isn't a child because I don't have children but a different situation I've been dealing with for almost 8 years. However, I'm working on myself so I can get out of this situation. Thank you as always. Peace and many blessings! ❤
Pile 2... I cannot Thank you ENOUGH for this reading... Every single thing hit valid current points in my life. May your Blessings NEVER cease 🙏🏽🙏🏽💞💞🌞🌺
Super interesting reading! It just confirmed that I'm on the right path!
I was in a 7 of swords situation with a man last year and finally had my epiphany and ended the thing in February. I came back last week from a trip to Ghana, my first time in Africa, where I met a man... on one of the card has a Gemini sign and this man is a Gemini rising, Gemini moon and Gemini Venus! Already learned a lot by being around him! We caught feelings for each other but we don't want to be in a relationship. I don't want to use him as an escape from the healing I am doing so I try to find the BALANCE between my feelings and the commitment I made to myself for this year to focus on myself!
Thank you so much Hazel! Your readings always resonates!
Ha, and finally self care Oracle cards also correct. I have been having visions rather than dreams, intuitively picking up so acutely on energies and people, having vivid dreams and leaving my body at times. It's been veryvfsdt moving changes spiritually and intuitively. Spot on! 💜
O.M.G. this reading is a year old and it is 150% accurate to my situation. You dont know how much of a blessing you are! Thank you!
Pile 3 pretty accurate. Was assaulted by a former partner, and it’s been a minute but there are issues that still come up from it.
Pile 3… 🧍🏾♀️ so I’m still my own worst enemy
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222 comments when I saw this reading… let me just say something… this was SPOT ON. I cried to it. Truly needed to hear this. Thank you very much for taking the time to make this video.
Love this topic!!!!!! Thank you so much!!!!! 💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚💚
Pile two, so spot on! I'm not resisting my course correction, on the contrary I'm embracing it. And I'm so grateful! I'm recovering from what happened before! Thank you so so so much! 😘😘😘😘😘😘
Welcome back Roseology, you've been missed ❤️🌷😘
Thank you pile 2 made me cry many times... I saw your desk clairvoyantly yesterday and I knew you had a message for me.. this really felt like a personal reading.. I just requested an appointment with a Psychologist to get support for childhood trauma and Archangel Raphael & Amethyst are on my divine team so thank you for your amazing work! I am more grateful than I can explain!
Girl pile#1 was unbelievably spot on. I wouldn’t think this issue would ever show up in a collective reading. So amazing and helped me to see my situation more clearly. You have an amazing gift with the cards! Thank you
Pile 3 was so accurate! Dealing with multiple betrayals after I was literally a "guardian angel" to these people (their words, not mine). Empath/narcissist relationships are a bitch! As an intuitive empath, it's hard to not blame myself for not seeing this betrayal coming (it's like I'm punishing myself for not seeing the red flags or for seeing them but choosing to ignore them in exchange for "love"/attention, even if it was clearly toxic). Funny you said "time zones", I recently ditched my old town and moved to a new city in a different time zone and went no contact/cut off toxic people, but emotionally it feels like I'm still back there. I've been trying to start a tarot business (soul purpose tarot card given to me by Spirit was Temperance), so it makes sense that it'd be in reverse rn as a clarifier for the Ace of Pentacles with all the energy drains rn. You also mentioned Arch angel Christine (my name is Christina!) so cool. 10:10 am on the clock rn. Might just say fk it and take a vacation somewhere warm (sunlight card) and get a massage lol. Thank you for the reading & advice! Sending SO MUCH LOVE to Pile 3's & to you Hazel!
Pile 2. Thank you, friend.
Pile 2 was spot on for me. Thank you !!
Pile 3 is absolutely spot on and the suggestions are what I've finally come to realize, so this felt right too. Thanks 😘
Sending love to all fellow healers who chose Pile 3!
Pile 2 is exactly it , much needed
Pile 1: Thank you for this reading. This resonated with me so much. I'm undoubtedly drained by my workplace and if I had a choice I would leave in a heartbeat. I'm definitely ready for change 🙏
3. I can tell for sure that what’s draining me is people who make me feel like I do not deserve to be alive. Yes, manipulation to steal what’s mine.
Resonated loudly!!!! I’m a big space of release.. being bold… no doubt and I’m in a new chapter and I don’t know what this looks like
Pile 1. Wow! Just....wow!!
I'm a 53 yr old daughter of a narcissistic mother who now needs my care at home. Only in the last 5 years have I learned what this paradigm is. That was a Loooong lesson & a jaw dropping stunner!
(Yes, I am a sheltered female whose leash was let out on rare occasions)
I am straight up trapped!
Feelin' like Rapunzel!! Lol
- NO ONE in our family would take her in. Therefore, even as an adult I got volun-told what to do.
Hakuna Matata!! I got a plan! I'm just keeping an even keel until it's time. 🎼🎶🎤" I Will Survive. Oh as long as I know how to love I know I'll stay alive....." lol. Thanks for the confirmation. I know I'm not normal & now it's confirmed my crazy is NOT confused anymore!
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I picked pile 2 and you were dead on. I left my old job and started something new and then it was toxic so now I’m doing something new and I keep going back in my mind. You are so right on.
Pile 2, Resonates. Just made a decision and changed work direction. And astral projection yes! When I woke up to do reading for this experience I got 7 of Cups
Feeling very drained rn because the job I applied for, I’m starting to feel like I don’t want the job because the people there are giving me the vibe they don’t want me. Even if I get the job I may have to turn it down. Thank you!
Just love your self-expression lady and your expletive terms! You are just so very lovely, extraordinary and REAL! 💯 I'm feeling so much better already! "THANK YOU, THANK YOU, THANK YOU!!!" 💗
i Swearrrrrrrrrrr she be reading my mind! every single time i think something she posts a reading on it.... EVERY SINGLE TIME
Goddess... I knew you were posting today. Spirit is ALWAYS on time. "May not come when you want 'em but they'll be there right on time"
Pile 2 and 3 both hold so many answers for Me about what I going through right now .... thank You so much
Pile 2. Sooo accurate 🥺😩😳I love you, new to this channel!!
Pile 1 here🙋🏾♀️
You hit every nail on the head on what I’ve been going through for a long time now. Down to me needing to let go of caffeine! This was an amazing reading and super accurate! I’m looking at this months from the time you uploaded. Wow! You are truly gifted. Thank you for sharing your gift with us.
Perfectly timed video. Hardstuck finding a job, feeling fat after all of my weight gain (almost cried when shopping for the first time since the pandemic), wanting to bawl my eyes out and be held (but don't have someone for that).
Hugs 🤗 🤗🤗
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Thank you both! 🥰 My group was 3 and it all makes sense.
This was terrifyingly accurate. It felt like a personal reading. Thank you.
Pile 2 - Thank you.
Pile 1 resonates... the King of Swords is my mom (Gemini sun). I'm stuck with her because she's 76 with chronic illness & depression that got worse after my dad passed away and I'm her only caretaker, so its likely I have to be by her side for the rest of her life unless someone magically appears to take over my responsibilities.
PILE#2 love 💖 that you read reversals 🙂 my life is so filled with caregiving and taking care of family. You hit it my whole path was derailed with alot in my life ,but I always keep the 🙏🏾 FAITH. I know the Most High, Angel's 😇and spirit guides are leading me to success ,but it's taking longer I am remaining prayerful and vigilant. Thank you💖 for clarity the message resonated blessings Roseology🌹 yes I am an Aries ♈ with Pluto in 8th house in natal chart you go girl🙏🏾.
Your planet wheel is so pretty and practical! Blue is my favorite color 💙
Pile #2 thank you for the excellent reading. Every word you said was right on point with me. I wish you many blessings.
Pile 3 resonates. Someone took my life away from me with their ignorant & stupid action and I've been trying to heal mostly on my own because I felt like anything else in life, if I want to do it right I needed to do it on my own. I was making an excuse for them & trying to force myself to believe that it was just a mistake while in reality their stupid mistake has cost me EVERYTHING in my life.
I absolutely hate asking for help and feel like most people treat it as an investment to be paid back with profit sooner or later. But the more I go everyday, the more I realize how much I need those people that genuinely offer help. The irony is that most people do tell me they feel better after talking to me which leaves me feeling even more helpless like only if I could help myself as much!! Thank you for your reading & clarification.
This has been one of the most helpful readings at a pivotal point in my life. Thank you for providing my spirit with clarity on my next steps.
holy crap. Pile 2 spot on. Cap here too.
*pile 3* me: sees the reading released and resists watching it thinking “I’m doing the best that I can. I know something is seriously draining me but I can’t do any better than how I’m dealing with it now. I can’t keep taking criticism for how I cope because I already beat myself up enough” *watches reading that turns out to be way more supportive and less critical than I’d though it would be* me: “yeah but involving other people in anything results in more harm than good most of the time” *old subconscious belief system unveiled* time to level up 😅
Pile 2: wow it sounds like theres no way out of exhaustion. How do u stop being exhausted from this? When is the part where i get ti rest and recieve easy and effortlessly?! I had no partner and i knew im gonna be single all through this new life path. Hitting the reset button is a nice spiritual phrase, but doing it also exhausting. Were not computers, were humans. Im trying anything. I have very vivid dreams and living in the dream sphere is also draining. Im in a shock and a fog, but im just chilling and acting only from inspired places. I just want a home and aome rest. Sometimes everything tells u youre on the right track, im being grateful and i pray and i work out. Its exciting but tiring. I just want some warmth and love, i dont care of the future, i care for being happy now. I ask and see the old path will not work now, or maybe never. I have done this work for 22 years, it feels so sad to let it go. It never got the attention it deserved. It really feels like i spent all of this and time and resources on nothing, i dont understand why spirit guided me to create something for a whole year, to sacrifice and train myself to change so much to purge so much to continue to do thw work i did, for what?! I dont want a guarantee, i want to see real tangible results this new direction can bring, a thread of hope. I do self care all the time. I am just very sad I worked most of my life on this and it will not come to fruition. Thank you as always
Thanks a lot Rose, pile 2 gave me se deep insight
What’s draining me is perfect timing lady.
As soon as you started on pile one, it felt like you were talking directly to me. Dealing with someone that’s a Leo and we are completely different from one another, has been stressing me out, I’m ready to move forward.