i have been watching your videos for as long as i can remember (since i was probably 17? i’m almost 24 now), and every video you put out brings me a sense of calm. you’re my favorite creator on this site and i feel like i’ve grown with you. thank you for sharing your knowledge and experiences ⭐️ they are so valuable and beautiful. i always look forward to your posts, and this one really hit home. i hope you’re having a lovely day, and thank you for years of inspiration 🩷
Dear Hana, thank you from the deepest of my heart for this video. Tears are falling down while I'm writing this. Last year was my burnout year, I have been on sick leave from work for six months. This was definitely the most difficult time of my life, I can still feel the pain, overwhelm, confusion and shame. I'm still recovering, and as a fellow neurodivergent (I have ADHD), I want to tell you you are not alone. I wish you, myself and all the others on this journey, more compassion towards ourselves, and a smooth healing path according to our terms and time. Much love to you, stay well. Giulia 💚🌿
Thank you for this video, it's only recently I've started to realize I'm autistic and even then it feels like I'm stealing the word away somehow, despite the fact that the more research I do the more it resonates. I think a thing with late diagnosis individuals (counting myself) is that it is so hard to build yourself a little fortress of tools and coping skills to live your life to come to terms with your neurodiversity when a majority of resources seem to be aimed at very young children or parents of children. I'm working through Unmasking Autism but it's honestly such a struggle if only because it resonates so deeply. All this to say, hope you're staying well and taking care of yourself as best you can 🖤
The artist's heart... we are clams - all heart and no brains. Oh thats freaking crazy.... i was JUST singing that hymn about 80% of the way thru your video.. as I packed up from doing laundry. I havent sung it in decades. Now its playing at end of this video.. .the chances of that are phenomenal. Im buying a lottery ticket! I do this. If something irks me, or wants to make me sad, I think of the very worst thing that could happen to me today. Then, I compare the 2 situations.. and move on. Dont allow anyone to steal your joy.
Do take life slowly and gently and keep your connection to nature and art. The clouds will lift but don’t forget that medical intervention may be needed too. Sending gentle virtual hugs from the highlands x
Thank you for sharing your feelings, I have a granddaughter who struggles with autism so I know how hard it can be. You are very brave and wise and your videos are inspirational, I have been watching for quite a long time. Sending blessings to you.
Haha !!! I cant tell you how deeply profound comforting and beautiful this video is !!!! Your vulnerability is so incredible ! Late diagnosed autistics rise ! I hope the burnout is easing, this is so sweet, 🌳🛌
Much love from Canada, thank you for sharing... your Truth is the Truth of so many. As individual as it is, to relate is to see yourself reflected back. This is a beautiful video, I love the way you edited it and interjected the "voicemail" "letter" type of monologues.
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Thank you for sharing this video! It made my night better, hugs from Uruguay (((:
Hi Hana, you're incredibly brave! I may not be the best at English, but I want you to know it's alright to be sad. Take all the time you need, and I hope things get better for you soon. Sending you lots of love! x
I hope you soon find peace and the strength to get everything back on track soon Hanna. People with sweet souls are often fragile but also have a well of hidden inner strength, yours it seems, started to run dry but I know from experience that it can be replenished given time. Be kind to yourself and live intuitively when you can. Sending a bid hug to you 💛💐
In hard times like this, I've learned that I can do something to get out of these bad feelings.. The first thing is to Deep clean my house, change colors and the distribution of furniture, to lighten up by adding more light, adding paintings, picking up flowers, buying Books, and get religious.. All of this can attract a great deal of positive energy, so that bad one have no place left.. Also creating art and filming and studying and writing everyday is also important, all we have to do is to pick up the pen and never forget.. also eating delicious food and caring for our beauty is wonderful.. you'll get back to the queen you are meant to be ❤
Hug Back! What a creative way to express yourself in this video. I love the red gnome hat and your words to help yourself and others through a door that you opened and went through. You are brave and loved! The winter season with its gray days and cold keeps one inside and resting more. Rest is good. WE think during this stage of dormant but just like those early bloomers of snow drops a NEW change will come. You are right it takes time and steps no matter how big or small those steps are you just move forward. Looking forward to your ways of seeing foraging in the gardens as you get back to expressing them again.
I said to my husband years ago that you are autistic. It felt rude or intrusive to ask you or mention it. I am so relieved to hear that you are indeed aware of it
One day at a time and letting your inner voice, the caring and loving one, guide you forward through the briar and brambles of a heavy heart. We are here with you, even in this remote realm that is the internet🌻.
Wow 🎉 So much of what you have said I can relate to ❤ I lived in York for years trying to make a career as a freelance costume designer which resulted in bouncing from job to job with no stable home or life. Then I was diagnosed at 31 with ADHD and my entire life seemed like it wasn’t real. I didn’t know myself or why I was doing what I was doing. Now I’m starting all over again. So thank you for this video and your encouragement that it’s good to seek help within community. I’ll always continue to watch your videos and support you🎉 all the best xx
Dear Hanna I hope you get help that you need spending time with yourself is good at least I love it.. sounds like you are doing your best with self care all that helps and don't forget to smell the beautiful flowers you have shown us in your lovely videos ❤love and light ❤️
i have been watching your videos for as long as i can remember (since i was probably 17? i’m almost 24 now), and every video you put out brings me a sense of calm. you’re my favorite creator on this site and i feel like i’ve grown with you. thank you for sharing your knowledge and experiences ⭐️ they are so valuable and beautiful. i always look forward to your posts, and this one really hit home. i hope you’re having a lovely day, and thank you for years of inspiration 🩷
Dear Hana, thank you from the deepest of my heart for this video. Tears are falling down while I'm writing this. Last year was my burnout year, I have been on sick leave from work for six months. This was definitely the most difficult time of my life, I can still feel the pain, overwhelm, confusion and shame. I'm still recovering, and as a fellow neurodivergent (I have ADHD), I want to tell you you are not alone. I wish you, myself and all the others on this journey, more compassion towards ourselves, and a smooth healing path according to our terms and time. Much love to you, stay well. Giulia 💚🌿
I love how incredibly raw and relatable this is. This entire video is so beautiful. I am sending you so much love Hana. 💚
Thank you for this video, it's only recently I've started to realize I'm autistic and even then it feels like I'm stealing the word away somehow, despite the fact that the more research I do the more it resonates. I think a thing with late diagnosis individuals (counting myself) is that it is so hard to build yourself a little fortress of tools and coping skills to live your life to come to terms with your neurodiversity when a majority of resources seem to be aimed at very young children or parents of children. I'm working through Unmasking Autism but it's honestly such a struggle if only because it resonates so deeply.
All this to say, hope you're staying well and taking care of yourself as best you can 🖤
The artist's heart... we are clams - all heart and no brains.
Oh thats freaking crazy.... i was JUST singing that hymn about 80% of the way thru your video.. as I packed up from doing laundry. I havent sung it in decades. Now its playing at end of this video.. .the chances of that are phenomenal. Im buying a lottery ticket!
I do this. If something irks me, or wants to make me sad, I think of the very worst thing that could happen to me today. Then, I compare the 2 situations.. and move on.
Dont allow anyone to steal your joy.
Do take life slowly and gently and keep your connection to nature and art. The clouds will lift but don’t forget that medical intervention may be needed too. Sending gentle virtual hugs from the highlands x
Such a beautiful video - thank you. My 11-year-old autistic daughter has always found great comfort in watching your videos.
Thank you for sharing your feelings, I have a granddaughter who struggles with autism so I know how hard it can be. You are very brave and wise and your videos are inspirational, I have been watching for quite a long time. Sending blessings to you.
Haha !!! I cant tell you how deeply profound comforting and beautiful this video is !!!! Your vulnerability is so incredible ! Late diagnosed autistics rise ! I hope the burnout is easing, this is so sweet, 🌳🛌
Welcome back to TH-cam,you have been missed. Thankyou for sharing your vunerability;this community is a safe space. Blessings from Wales x
Much love from Canada, thank you for sharing... your Truth is the Truth of so many. As individual as it is, to relate is to see yourself reflected back. This is a beautiful video, I love the way you edited it and interjected the "voicemail" "letter" type of monologues.
Thank you for sharing this video! It made my night better, hugs from Uruguay (((:
thank you
Hi Hana, you're incredibly brave! I may not be the best at English, but I want you to know it's alright to be sad. Take all the time you need, and I hope things get better for you soon. Sending you lots of love! x
Hugs from the sad town, that you always make a bit more soothing, take care 🌿
I hope you soon find peace and the strength to get everything back on track soon Hanna. People with sweet souls are often fragile but also have a well of hidden inner strength, yours it seems, started to run dry but I know from experience that it can be replenished given time. Be kind to yourself and live intuitively when you can. Sending a bid hug to you 💛💐
sosos relatable, thank you for being brave and sharing with us 💌 thanks for helping me feel less alone.
Sending you much love and support my dear fellow human. May we all stand as pillars to support our communities. Much love from California, USA.
In hard times like this, I've learned that I can do something to get out of these bad feelings..
The first thing is to Deep clean my house, change colors and the distribution of furniture, to lighten up by adding more light, adding paintings, picking up flowers, buying Books, and get religious..
All of this can attract a great deal of positive energy, so that bad one have no place left..
Also creating art and filming and studying and writing everyday is also important, all we have to do is to pick up the pen and never forget.. also eating delicious food and caring for our beauty is wonderful.. you'll get back to the queen you are meant to be ❤
How inspiring are you?❤❤
We are meant to MAKE. The practice of making something is vital to happiness - imo
Hug Back! What a creative way to express yourself in this video. I love the red gnome hat and your words to help yourself and others through a door that you opened and went through. You are brave and loved! The winter season with its gray days and cold keeps one inside and resting more. Rest is good. WE think during this stage of dormant but just like those early bloomers of snow drops a NEW change will come. You are right it takes time and steps no matter how big or small those steps are you just move forward. Looking forward to your ways of seeing foraging in the gardens as you get back to expressing them again.
I said to my husband years ago that you are autistic. It felt rude or intrusive to ask you or mention it. I am so relieved to hear that you are indeed aware of it
One day at a time and letting your inner voice, the caring and loving one, guide you forward through the briar and brambles of a heavy heart. We are here with you, even in this remote realm that is the internet🌻.
you are so precious im also autistic and waking up to this vid made my day! thank you for sharing also, I think you're v brave :)
You are beautiful just as you are. Never change your gentle artist heart ♥ Like you said.....life is not linear. You are unique....embrace that ❤
that was so beautiful❤ i hope youre enjoying the sun today
I love the dancing. And what a great song! I searched for it and it's from Deep Purple! I had no idea!
neither did I and it is beautiful! I also shazamed it because I was like WHAT IS THAT SONG!? amazing discovery. Thanks Johanna :)
Wow 🎉 So much of what you have said I can relate to ❤ I lived in York for years trying to make a career as a freelance costume designer which resulted in bouncing from job to job with no stable home or life. Then I was diagnosed at 31 with ADHD and my entire life seemed like it wasn’t real. I didn’t know myself or why I was doing what I was doing. Now I’m starting all over again. So thank you for this video and your encouragement that it’s good to seek help within community. I’ll always continue to watch your videos and support you🎉 all the best xx
Aww. Hanna this videos are so lovely. Nostalgic I suppose. You are a very talented girl.❤
I have autism too and am currently at home (not working) because of burnout. It's tough...
Dear Hanna I hope you get help that you need spending time with yourself is good at least I love it.. sounds like you are doing your best with self care all that helps and don't forget to smell the beautiful flowers you have shown us in your lovely videos ❤love and light ❤️
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Don't give too much dear about what others have come up with whater system categorization and world view. Love
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You need to talk to someone. I hate to hear you this sad.