She wasn’t trying to cover up the weight she’d lost. The baggy clothing is to keep people from seeing the fat you think you have. It’s to keep you from feeling clothes touching you. It has nothing to do with hiding, unless you’re at the doctor. It’s the almost autistic element of the thing.
Maria Kemmler This year she told me as she got rumors told about her by some Mexican Girls. In her first year at the Intermediate School connected to my Junior High, And wants to move to Another school or be homeschooled.... 🥺
I just wanted to publicly thank each and everyone of you who took the time to watch this and to comment a comment of love and joy. You guys are out of this world amazing. MUAH!
Brescia your testimony on how this beautiful animal spoke to you is so powerful. It spoke to me, you have such a magical way with words. You MUST write a book on this experience! God Bless, sweet girl!
@@FirstnameLastname-kr4pn I watched the video and of course I get the point, me complementing and commenting on her skills isn't a bad thing. Its not that hard to be kind and look at the positive side of things, I did nothing wrong by praising her so stop spreading your toxicity and negative outlook in life. Im just trying to be nice bye.
How much her parents care for her just melts my heart. Seeing how emotional her Dad was about all of this just broke me down. I've heard a lot of stories of anorexia where the parents don't take action, but her parents put their all into her. Of course thank god for Blue. This is truly a touching and wonderful story.
carleighslife101 02 I'm sorry for my pillow also 😭😭😭😭😭😭 I know people don't care and you might not care but i lost one of my cats ash and ash was my baby I loved her soo much and she loved me too she was different but a good different and blue about ash bc ashs brothers name was blue when ash died I got her ashes and I got to tos her by the river I found her by and that was the most hard thing I ever had to do but idk it was soo hard and soo sad... I definitely cried 😭😭😭😿😿🐈🐈
Her mom focusing on her appearance so acutely when asked to speak about her daughter, really indicates how the issues of some individuals with eating disorders, are rooted in gaining the approval of a parental figure to some extent.
Why are her parents describing her by her looks when she was a child? The only personality description is energetic and happy. Every description includes "beautiful hair, beautiful lips, pale skin" ... maybe that is where the problem starts (I am not trying to blame the parents. The only reason I say this is because a lot of my body confidence issues started when I grew up believing looks are more important than personality traits such as kindness, honesty, tolerance, etc). I also see it in the comments of this video "you are so pretty" blah blah blah. You know what? You are beautiful because you are strong and persevering. Not because of your looks. When you give a child positive reinforcement about looks then that is what will be important to the child. That is why eating disorders start so young. Teach your children kindness and honesty over looks.
But she shouldn't need to know that she is pretty. Instead, she should know she is strong, kind, smart, or any other personality trait that will actually give her confidence and self worth. What benefit does being pretty have? Anyone can be pretty.
Everybody is talking about how Blue was sent from heaven to save this girl and I'm just over here like, damn if all parents had half the intuition these two have...
Right?? She honestly looked fairly healthy while probably deep in her illness and I think most people would have assumed that meant everything was fine. I'm 28 and I have a friend who's been bulimic since we were young teenagers. It can take over your entire life.
Riley Smallwood ...hun, I am so sorry that you feel this pain. You may not believe it, but hold on, hang on, and you will overcome this sorrow. In time, it will not be so intense.
CoffeeJet 5206932 Right because if you lose a horse you can get another one but if you lose your child you can get another one but it wouldn't be the same
Lisa Plays! They mean that ppl are so easily triggered. Saying a thing like that these days mean "YOU'RE FAT" To easily triggered ppl. It makes no sense but unfortunately ppl are like that lmao
@@slimelove5648 You only don't say that to someone who has an ED or is currently recovering. Brescia must have recovered enough to get over those comments, otherwise she wouldn't be at the healthy place she is now. It is a mental illness.
@@bangtanmeow5613 It isn't that we choose to believe it, it's that our brain makes us believe it. We usually know you don't mean bad, but our eating disorders turn it into something completely different. We didn't choose to think that way or turn your comment into something else.
@@jennypalme2489 the vid when she was singing was from Annie. Annie is a musical, they’re saying that her voice was good enough to play the part of Annie on Broadway
Key words: She said she could tell her horse Blue her deepest darkest secrets and trust her horse with that and everything. Something happened to that little girl when she was young. As a Survivor of many horrible things that happened to me as a child, I used those exact words she used with her horse, I shared with my now passed away dog, my forever best friend when I was a young child. Stay strong and remember Blue is with you always and forever and can still hear you when you need him 💞
Blue was a horse sent from heaven. He came down from the clouds to do what he needed to do. And when he achieved that goal. He went home. He will be remembered and loved. He saved you. And he will always be with you.
“The only thing I had control over was the food I ate”. So, what was happening to this young child that she felt overwhelming controlled that only sharing secrets to a horse helped her heal? There’s a lot more to this story than is being said. Bless her and keep her safe.
I'm crying😭😭 I have a horse named Blue and I just thought of him when I was watching this. I'm so happy your ok now and Blue is up in Heaven right now galloping around with Thunder.
I had a hamster buddy once. He was appeared tiny and insignificant and the only reason why my parents got him was cos he was the cheapest breed in the pet shop, around 10 dollars. But what they didn't know was that he gave me love and let me love him. He was the only one who didn't judge me and loved me unconditionally. I remember how he used to snuggle into my palms like he trusted me to take care of him, to be with him all the time. During the day, I took him everywhere with me, letting him sleep in a little hamster carrier on my desk while I studied for my first big exam. He was probably the only reason why I remained sane at that time, the only reason why I could muster the courage to take on the challenges and stresses of life and smile through them. He left me at age 4 years and 3 months. Our friendship was a short one but I'll never forget him and even until now, I gaze at the baby hamsters in pet shops, seeing my little friend in their eyes, remembering the love that we shared.
precious esonu aww 🥰 I stopped purging up food now slowly getting healthy but I’m still struggling with my thyroid eating disorder.. 🙌🏾🙌🏾😭at least BMI 21
What an amazing story but oh so sad at the end :( :( Animals are such amazing creatures and its unreal how much a bond with an animal can do for a person xx Hope you're well :)
I cried watching this. I also suffered from anorexia. When I was 18 I was at my lowest point with a bmi of only 9. My heartbeat was very slow and irregularly and I could have died any moment. I was dying. My mom tried so hard to get me to stay in hospital but since I was 18 already I could decide whether I wanted to stay or not, I never did. I remember being too weak to put clothes so I relied on my mom getting me dressed. She also helped me to shower and even sit up, get out of bed or up and down the stairs. Every night she lie awake in fear I wouldn't wake up in the morning. I can still see her face peeking in several times during the night to make sure I was still breathing. I hate myself for doing this to my mom. I was like sand slowly slipping out of her hands when she was trying so hard to hold on. I can never undo what I did to her, I can never make it okay again and knowing this is incredibly painful.
Your mother loves you … do NOT allow ED to push her away . My daughter has told me the exact same thing , I will never give into ED I won’t let him keep me away from her .
If you really had anorexia then you know that numbers are very triggering. Why would deliberately trigger someone with a low BMI number?? Sounds like you're just bragging about how severe your ED was. 🙄
I wish it wasn't true. I am still very sick even at a 'normal' weight now and I would do literally anything to be free from this horrible disorder. You can only put so many trigger warnings on your posts, people will always be triggered or offended, just like you are. I never at any point in my post said that it was great being this skinny. BMI 9 didn't feel great at all, it felt like dying and I was after all. It's NOT a competition. I never intended to brag about anything because there's literally NOTHING to brag about an eating disorder. When I wrote this post I was thinking about my mom and how the disease destroyed both our lives.
This comment almost has me in tears. I don’t know what it’s like having an eating disorder, I am 14 and my my 14 year old cousin who lives down the road from me has anorexia her sister tells me how she’s doing every now and again. I just wanna say to you though that even though you did that to your mum it’s ok you didn’t mean too and it’s over now you don’t have to feel bad cause that is very bad for both of your mental health. All you can do now is spend lots of time with your mum and tell her how sorry you are and forget about it cause she loves you and you love her. ❤❤
I'm glad she's still here with us in this wolrd. No one deserves to go through this hell. No one. I don't have anorexia, but I can't gain weight. I can only loose it. And i'm scared. I eat, and eat but all I do is just loose weight. My parents nor siblings understand it. They just think i'm skinny and I get picked on for it. Rightnow i'm around 60-70 pounds and i'm nearly 14. I hate getting picked on for it. I just hope I recover whatever this hell this is
When I was in middle school, I was friends with a girl who had trouble keeping on weight and they found out she had an over active thyroid. I'm not saying you have this for sure or anything- it's just a thought.
When I was about 9 my best friend moved to Colorado I was left alone so I turned to my pet dog and we became incredibly close and then when i was 10 he passed away from cancer that was one of the hardest things intact just thinking about it all these years later I cry
I have never heard of this disease but now I'm impressed. Now I'm 12 years old I live in Brasil. Weight problems have always made me crazy!! My mom always tells me not to eat this and that. So I just try to lose weight and exercise a lot. But after this video on never going to be bossed with lossing as much weight as possible it dengerous. One thing that helps me is friend support it just makes me feel free and better. Like I could do anything I wanted. Thank you for the amazing inspiration.
I can see how much help Blue gave her. Blue is up their looking down on you and probably riding right next to you everyday and everywhere you go, he's always with you. Well done Blue. You saved a young girls life. Rest in peace Blue.
How could anyone NOT "like" this documentary? I am a survivor of a 20+ year battle with Ed, depression, a dissociative disorder and anxiety. I am now an Equine Specialist in Mental Health and Learning and offer programs for individuals recovering from eating disorders. This is such a powerful testimony of the unique and extremely special relationship individuals can have with horses. Thank you for sharing your story. You are a courageous young lady with a very special future ahead of you. I hope you are in continued excellent health and that you are living and thriving in life!
Uh kinda late replay but I can relate so much. I was getting bullied a lot at school and my cat would always comfort me when I got home. It’s nothing like talking to a human- cats just purr and listen they don’t judge you. I had him for 11 years since he was a kitten and he died just last month from cancer. But I know he is always there for me ❤️❤️❤️
This really hit home for me, as I have been around horses ever since I was diagnosed with depression. I know it's not the same, but in some ways it's just as dangerous. I recently got a horse who I'm bonding with more and more. Even since I got him I've felt happier and more relaxed. I am bullied at school but now I have something to look forwards to; seeing Martha at the end of the day. I love her so much.
Ana Toseland the exact same thing is happening to me ♥️ Horses are so comforting ♥️I hope you are ok now♥️ I know this is three years later but still......♥️
At my school every girl ages 6-11 are this size or they get bullied. 12-18 they either look like a model or they are anorexic looking and boney. The fat people are put down and bullied. It's sad
I have had horses since I was 3, I'm now 13 p. There's nothing wrong with me but when I'm upset I like to go to the stables and see my horse! I don't know why it's just really nice. I live in England xx whoever disliked this video has no heart 💖💖💖
It’s very scary how young she was when this all started. It’s amazing how her parents went into the warrior mode to save their daughter. It’s amazing also she found blue and how much that helped her.
Putting food in plastic bags, saying you’re not hungry. Those types of things. But it can also happen if they didn’t force her to eat. But also she could’ve lied and said she’s been eating although she wasn’t.
this also happens to me and my parents couldnt make me eat because they obviously cant shove it down my throat and her parents probably want here home which my mom and dad did
I'm so glad that you found blue! This is an amazing story and I'm happy that blue helped you so much! Lots of love for you and your family and of course blue
I know this isn’t about anorexia but Girls and horses ♥️I loved horses since as far back as I can remember. My mom said I saw my first horse when I was 2, and was obsessed immediately. So I’ve owned horses for over 50 years now. The best part for me is that my daughter was born with the same ‘’horse gene’’. She got her first pony at 4 years old. At 6 she was galloping trails, and at 12 began to show statewide. It’s a wonderful experience to share this full time hobby with one’s daughter. So fantastic to see this girl bond with the horse that ultimately saved her life.
I feel you so much. Horses literally saved my life a hundred times and they still do. My horses show me every day that my story is not over yet, that I am here- for a reason. And even though at a lot of days I just want to give up, I didn't do it yet. Because of my horses. They are filling my lungs with air when I run out of breath. They are like the blood running through my veins. Your story is incredible and so inspiring and it makes me hope that things will be better one day. Thank you so much for sharing your story. Thank you so much for being the strong person you are and thank you Blue for showing her how strong she is!!! Take care, Brescia. You are incredible.
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is anybody gonna say how angelic her voice is?
She reminds me of Luna lovegood
So cute!!
I would have!!!
She’s literally an angel straight down from heaven
Kristy Zhang ikr
Yknow it’s getting bad when you start watching these again
a r o m a t i c are you okay?
Are you ok?
Katie Beau yeah I’ll be ok
Kristyn Shattuck yeah I’m alright
I can relate very heavily. How are you doing?
I was distracted the whole video thinking about how good her singing was
Mirandacorn28 me to haha
It was better then mine
Literally me
xD
Mirandacorn28 factttts I was like Annie whoooo. 😂😂😂👍🏻
I like how the mom only mentioned her looks when describing her but her dad focused more on her personality.
Fabiola Dort stop don’t be rude!
Anastasia Yazichyan no I agree. The mum talked a lot about her looks
@anastasia h ugh
@anastasia h Ew. No, hail satan. Keep your hoity tooth religion off the internet.🙄
anastasia h don’t bring your beliefs everywhere
Who cried when she said blue was no longer with her :(
I only cried on the last 2Minutes because of the horse.and because she was crying
I cried so hard. It was amazing how the way they loved each other so much
I love animals and I reared up but didn't full out cry
Me
Me
She wasn’t trying to cover up the weight she’d lost. The baggy clothing is to keep people from seeing the fat you think you have. It’s to keep you from feeling clothes touching you. It has nothing to do with hiding, unless you’re at the doctor.
It’s the almost autistic element of the thing.
yap
Yee
Ikr, As my Sister doesn’t have anorexia But she hates her Body Shape.
@@anna-sg4oj I feel bad for her. And same with me I hate my body but I get bullied from it
Maria Kemmler This year she told me as she got rumors told about her by some Mexican Girls. In her first year at the Intermediate School connected to my Junior High, And wants to move to Another school or be homeschooled.... 🥺
Blue was an Angel in the form of a horse sent from heaven, but he had to go home eventually. He saved you. He did his job. We should all love blue
@Ethan Laffite Seriously?! You do realize that some kids read comments and you’re commenting that?
RiverEventing why is that wrong
RiverEventing There’s nothing wrong with this comment it’s very nice
@@lindsey511 ?? Calm down Beyonce
@@lindsey511 I think this comment is well suited for kids
Why does she look so familiar?!
That was what I was thinking!? Idk where I know her from
IKR!?
RIGHT!!
Idk she kinda only kinda looks like Evanna Lynch
@craisins 86 OMG that's it
anyone else from 2019?
@fr ! ck clearly you cared enough to reply
Yup
@fr ! ck And i'm quite sure the people who replied to this care.
@fr ! ck Not sure you read mine?
Yep lol
I started tearing up when she said ” I love you buddie”;(
Ida Hih I started tearing up as soon as she said “I know your no longer with us or me” 😂/😭 I’m still crying but I can’t see what I’m typing 😂😂😂😂
I didn't cry but I'm a sociopath
Kat Plays SAME
Yeah I was already bawling at that point
So did I. Their bond was just so great. Blue helped her survive.
I just wanted to publicly thank each and everyone of you who took the time to watch this and to comment a comment of love and joy. You guys are out of this world amazing. MUAH!
Brescia your testimony on how this beautiful animal spoke to you is so powerful. It spoke to me, you have such a magical way with words. You MUST write a book on this experience! God Bless, sweet girl!
You are amazing
that was really inspirational
Brescia Dover its ok
great job on staying strong
I’m shocked at how young she was when she developed it
@@ylia316 I was about the same age when I had my eating disorder.I’m glad she is doing better
@@theshadowlion4244 are you doing better?
I remember I was 9 when mine started. It was confusing sad times
Mine was at 10-11...
Yea mine started at around 7 or 8
People need to stop putting fricken onions next to me while I'm trying to watch TH-cam
Lol. Same
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YES MCR
+WATUM reed I love ur profile picture
Ikr. XD
so no body gonna talk about how good that cake looked??? Like she made that
Bro Sameee
i could NEVER bruh i swear
U do not get the point of the video do u
@@FirstnameLastname-kr4pn I watched the video and of course I get the point, me complementing and commenting on her skills isn't a bad thing. Its not that hard to be kind and look at the positive side of things, I did nothing wrong by praising her so stop spreading your toxicity and negative outlook in life. Im just trying to be nice bye.
@@TGTG-TGTG dude don’t only focus on people’s looks.
Those 619 dislikes are because people were tearing up so much that they hit the wrong button.
Your so right..!
Or they were angry that a lovely girl got an eating disorder
TH-cam created bots to give channels more likes and dislikes
this comment has 619 likes and i don’t think any one else wants to like it bc it’s so perfect and i appreciate that
Wrong lol
Who else suspects that Blue was an angel sent by God to help her? 💙
🙋🏾♀️
Nah
🙋🏻♀️
Meredith Hoots who else doesn’t believe in god?
Mee
How much her parents care for her just melts my heart. Seeing how emotional her Dad was about all of this just broke me down. I've heard a lot of stories of anorexia where the parents don't take action, but her parents put their all into her. Of course thank god for Blue. This is truly a touching and wonderful story.
Alyssa Conmay im so sad its just so touching
Yet their parenting is at least partially responsible for this disorder to arise
her voice is so soft, and she almost looks like an angel.
Sorry pillow for all the tears .
carleighslife101 02 I'm sorry for my pillow also 😭😭😭😭😭😭
I know people don't care and you might not care but i lost one of my cats ash and ash was my baby I loved her soo much and she loved me too she was different but a good different and blue about ash bc ashs brothers name was blue when ash died I got her ashes and I got to tos her by the river I found her by and that was the most hard thing I ever had to do but idk it was soo hard and soo sad... I definitely cried 😭😭😭😿😿🐈🐈
Remind
I had too wash my pillow case after that lol😂😂😭😭😭😭
I did not cry
Hahahahahhahahahahahah, I owe my pillow billions and billions of sorrys in that case
Her singing 😘
Danielle Egan when did she sing?
Erica Brown from around 0:30 to 1:00 😊
What song is it?
Skylynn Bourque it's called "maybe " from the movie Annie
she’s so good!
Her mom focusing on her appearance so acutely when asked to speak about her daughter, really indicates how the issues of some individuals with eating disorders, are rooted in gaining the approval of a parental figure to some extent.
Garbage comment.
The dad's sincerity really touched me 😢
I JUST REALIZED HOW I KNOW HER!!! IVE SEEN HER AROUND TOWN!!! he said Phoenix Children’s Hospital and i was like THATS IT
Mythical Squid what do you mean was
You know who she is?
You live in Arizona also? I do too because I go to PCH right now and I seen her mom before
Small world
I live in Arizona
ok as a kid she looks like charlie from good luck charlie
I thought that toooo
I did not see it at first but OMG she does
she does as a grown up to
Jasira Johnson
Oh ya
Why are her parents describing her by her looks when she was a child? The only personality description is energetic and happy. Every description includes "beautiful hair, beautiful lips, pale skin" ... maybe that is where the problem starts (I am not trying to blame the parents. The only reason I say this is because a lot of my body confidence issues started when I grew up believing looks are more important than personality traits such as kindness, honesty, tolerance, etc). I also see it in the comments of this video "you are so pretty" blah blah blah. You know what? You are beautiful because you are strong and persevering. Not because of your looks. When you give a child positive reinforcement about looks then that is what will be important to the child. That is why eating disorders start so young. Teach your children kindness and honesty over looks.
Alex Lauren because they want to her to know that she is pretty, because she is!
But she shouldn't need to know that she is pretty. Instead, she should know she is strong, kind, smart, or any other personality trait that will actually give her confidence and self worth. What benefit does being pretty have? Anyone can be pretty.
yes, but there is nothing wrong with telling your daughter she is pretty. No harm is done, it makes a young girl smile. It's not that deep.
Coconut Oreo yeah I guess you’re right it’s just that I think it’s a mistake many parents make in raising their children
It honestly depends on the child itself
Once you bond with a horse no one can fully understand how much that animal can mean to you and what they actually do for you
K P ❤️❤️
Factss‼️
Everybody is talking about how Blue was sent from heaven to save this girl and I'm just over here like, damn if all parents had half the intuition these two have...
Right?? She honestly looked fairly healthy while probably deep in her illness and I think most people would have assumed that meant everything was fine. I'm 28 and I have a friend who's been bulimic since we were young teenagers. It can take over your entire life.
Maybe blue gave up his life for hers 💔
Your comment made me so sad omg
*Crying harder
denisse olivas u made me cry so much harder thanks😭😭
awww that’s so sweet and sad. I miss my horse everyday. He dies this summer and my life has gone down hill ever since
Riley Smallwood ...hun, I am so sorry that you feel this pain. You may not believe it, but hold on, hang on, and you will overcome this sorrow. In time, it will not be so intense.
R.I. P BLUE THE HORSE 🐎❤❤
I LOVE YOUR USERNAME AND PROFILE PICTURE!!!!!!!!!!!!
@@binklebonkle5767 i know im 2 months late, but ME TOO!!!!
OMG HEY GEESUS
I started crying when she said “he’ll be watching over me” (I think that’s what she said) 😭😭😭😭
She is so good at singing
Freya Leech WHEN SHE WAS SINGING AS A CHILD IT WAS SO BEAUTIFUL I CRIED
I’ve always wondered why I haven’t gotta profile pic
Aww I'm so sorry you lost blue :'c
Sally May I just read this before I got to taht place
Sally May k
Sally May out of EVERYTHING you could be sorry about it’s blue... r u kidding me
CoffeeJet 5206932 Right because if you lose a horse you can get another one but if you lose your child you can get another one but it wouldn't be the same
Sally May whos blue
off topic but damn she is such a pretty cryer i be looking like a fetus when i cry
BRO SAME
Me to💀
Because it was fake.
Naioma Lopes De Sa Same 😂
BAHAHA SAME-
I'm here wondering where the curls went
the longer your hair gets, the curls oeave more
Most babies grow out of there curls
Agreeee
Maybe her mom mom krimped her hair temporally 😛
Maybe she straightened it then curled it a little
Am I the only one who DIDNT cry??
But then I finished the video
I didn't cry
Stardust Ring I did not
Stardust Ring nope 😂
Stardust Ring no
mom tells me im anorexic when i skip one meal...
yeah that's wrong. kids do need to eat but still only 2 to 3 times per diem
@@ellenorbjornsdottir1166 kids need 5 meals a day breakfast,lunch,snacks,dinner and night snack
Same,my mom wont even let me exercise sometimes
Its even worse if you already had it with your parents fearing it will come back even though your fine
@@alinaastrand2950 not true at all. small meals were the bane of my existence as a child and part of why i ballooned up to 140kg.
She looks so healthy now
never say that
Slime love ?
Lisa Plays! They mean that ppl are so easily triggered. Saying a thing like that these days mean "YOU'RE FAT" To easily triggered ppl. It makes no sense but unfortunately ppl are like that lmao
@@slimelove5648 You only don't say that to someone who has an ED or is currently recovering. Brescia must have recovered enough to get over those comments, otherwise she wouldn't be at the healthy place she is now. It is a mental illness.
@@bangtanmeow5613 It isn't that we choose to believe it, it's that our brain makes us believe it. We usually know you don't mean bad, but our eating disorders turn it into something completely different. We didn't choose to think that way or turn your comment into something else.
She should have been Annie on Broadway, she’s so talented
Lol
@@jennypalme2489 the vid when she was singing was from Annie. Annie is a musical, they’re saying that her voice was good enough to play the part of Annie on Broadway
Key words: She said she could tell her horse Blue her deepest darkest secrets and trust her horse with that and everything. Something happened to that little girl when she was young. As a Survivor of many horrible things that happened to me as a child, I used those exact words she used with her horse, I shared with my now passed away dog, my forever best friend when I was a young child. Stay strong and remember Blue is with you always and forever and can still hear you when you need him 💞
my thoughts exactly when she said that
Leah Jane I know right?.
I was definelty thinking that too. This video has a weird performative feel.
I'm sorry to hear that you've been through so much ❤️
@@caity6208 thank you so much
She had such a beautiful voice when she was singing
Idk why she looks like Chloé from dance moms
Oh yeah she does a bit .
I thought she looked more like Brynn
she kinda looks like mckenna grace
Omfg just what i thought
Its Xime omg yess
Blue was a horse sent from heaven. He came down from the clouds to do what he needed to do. And when he achieved that goal. He went home. He will be remembered and loved. He saved you. And he will always be with you.
Not even gonna lie .. I cried 😢
Me too😭😭😭
Same here
Yes omg 😭😭
I don't really like anorexic girls...Now this girl is heavy
same here, and I never cry.
The mom looks so familer ! I can’t put my finger on it!
IKR!!!
They all look familiar. I wonder was this played by a cast ...
I think maybe Regina gorge mean girls
Mum is very pretty
She kind of looks like Reese Witherspoon. But idk maybe that's just me
Her voice when she cries sounds off.. idk why
ye-ye juice MSP finally I’m not the only msp character in these comments
Princess Allyy 😂😂
@@princessallyy7047 stoppp i used to play msp...i was level 30+ on 2 accs and it was my life lmao
Ayyee more msp people (,: I'm glad I'm not the only one here.
i thought it sounded like she was trying to keep herself for crying, i mean i know i wouldn’t want a video of me crying all over the internet
Animals are our best healers, hands down. There's something special about horses in particular.
True!!!!
I want parents like that. There so sweet and understanding. They care so much
allen frank i know, when i tried telling my mom about my anorexia she slapped me and told me i was a stupid idiot . and it hurt and didn’t help at all
My mom kicked me before and she keeps on calling me fat... My dad also called me fat... I'm 95 lbs at age 12
@@rainwang845 that's really skinny for a 12 year old but only depending on your height
@@yagorlmayaih4165 I'm 5' 1 and I'm also Chinese, which is kinda important to add... I think I'm average
@@rainwang845 yah your pretty average, I know girls in my class that are like your height and 120lbs so your good
when she was talking about blue at the end about when he past :( 🕊👼🏼
Blue is in heaven sitting the greatest throne imaginable💙
Holly Definition idk
Who's blue:?
You are literally the prettiest girl I have ever seen
Marie Anna right
Marie Anna just another basic white girl
Kyut Psycho ...there are beautiful people all over the world, so don't behave ugly. But, there is no true outer beauty if the soul doesn't match
Kyut Psycho What is your problem 🙄🙄🙄🙄
Marie Anna I’ve seen prettier but she is still ok
“The only thing I had control over was the food I ate”. So, what was happening to this young child that she felt overwhelming controlled that only sharing secrets to a horse helped her heal? There’s a lot more to this story than is being said. Bless her and keep her safe.
I'm crying😭😭 I have a horse named Blue and I just thought of him when I was watching this. I'm so happy your ok now and Blue is up in Heaven right now galloping around with Thunder.
She was cured by HORSES
Yogurt Cat horse’s and doctors and people, but yes
Polopony20 I know
Yes, she was. They made her happy, and found a place that she was happy in. She could've died if Blue wasnt there with her.
Same. 💗
horse therapy is actually very popular amount people with eating disorders
I’m not crying... You are crying.
Sike we are all crying
I had a hamster buddy once. He was appeared tiny and insignificant and the only reason why my parents got him was cos he was the cheapest breed in the pet shop, around 10 dollars. But what they didn't know was that he gave me love and let me love him. He was the only one who didn't judge me and loved me unconditionally. I remember how he used to snuggle into my palms like he trusted me to take care of him, to be with him all the time. During the day, I took him everywhere with me, letting him sleep in a little hamster carrier on my desk while I studied for my first big exam. He was probably the only reason why I remained sane at that time, the only reason why I could muster the courage to take on the challenges and stresses of life and smile through them. He left me at age 4 years and 3 months. Our friendship was a short one but I'll never forget him and even until now, I gaze at the baby hamsters in pet shops, seeing my little friend in their eyes, remembering the love that we shared.
♡♡ I feel the same way for my hamsters. I love them so much and they are my only escape from everything else.♡♡
That’s actually so sweet omg
outsider I had a Russian dwarf hamster I loved her and she loved me she was my best friend but then she had to be put to sleep I miss so much
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"I love u so much buddy " 😭😭😭 that part got me omg
ikr n hi arianator
I am also anorexia and bulimia. I still am going though this. God bless
Anorexic and bulimic* you got this.. stay safe.
Please find the support you need and turn things around before it gets worse or its too late
I’m also slowly getting bulimia Bc I do purge up and restricting diets ugh 😭😭it so hard
precious esonu aww 🥰 I stopped purging up food now slowly getting healthy but I’m still struggling with my thyroid eating disorder.. 🙌🏾🙌🏾😭at least BMI 21
precious esonu thank you 😊
What? No I'm not crying, my eyes are just sweating...
Same
😝
+Danny Adams same…
Same😭
OLI 💕
Same
What an amazing story but oh so sad at the end :( :( Animals are such amazing creatures and its unreal how much a bond with an animal can do for a person xx Hope you're well :)
I'm sitting in a pool of my own tears
Ellie Dancer ??? Are you ok?
I'm allergic to kiwis
I started crying when she was talking about blue
I'm glad you're doing better, I'm sure Blue walks beside you every day. 💕🐎
I cried watching this. I also suffered from anorexia. When I was 18 I was at my lowest point with a bmi of only 9. My heartbeat was very slow and irregularly and I could have died any moment. I was dying. My mom tried so hard to get me to stay in hospital but since I was 18 already I could decide whether I wanted to stay or not, I never did. I remember being too weak to put clothes so I relied on my mom getting me dressed. She also helped me to shower and even sit up, get out of bed or up and down the stairs. Every night she lie awake in fear I wouldn't wake up in the morning. I can still see her face peeking in several times during the night to make sure I was still breathing. I hate myself for doing this to my mom. I was like sand slowly slipping out of her hands when she was trying so hard to hold on. I can never undo what I did to her, I can never make it okay again and knowing this is incredibly painful.
Your mother loves you … do NOT allow ED to push her away .
My daughter has told me the exact same thing , I will never give into ED I won’t let him keep me away from her .
If you really had anorexia then you know that numbers are very triggering. Why would deliberately trigger someone with a low BMI number?? Sounds like you're just bragging about how severe your ED was. 🙄
I wish it wasn't true. I am still very sick even at a 'normal' weight now and I would do literally anything to be free from this horrible disorder.
You can only put so many trigger warnings on your posts, people will always be triggered or offended, just like you are.
I never at any point in my post said that it was great being this skinny. BMI 9 didn't feel great at all, it felt like dying and I was after all.
It's NOT a competition.
I never intended to brag about anything because there's literally NOTHING to brag about an eating disorder. When I wrote this post I was thinking about my mom and how the disease destroyed both our lives.
This comment almost has me in tears. I don’t know what it’s like having an eating disorder, I am 14 and my my 14 year old cousin who lives down the road from me has anorexia her sister tells me how she’s doing every now and again. I just wanna say to you though that even though you did that to your mum it’s ok you didn’t mean too and it’s over now you don’t have to feel bad cause that is very bad for both of your mental health. All you can do now is spend lots of time with your mum and tell her how sorry you are and forget about it cause she loves you and you love her. ❤❤
God Bless you and you Mom❤
You went through so much! Love to you! Keep being strongm in the name of your loving ones!
I’m not crying it’s my allergies ok😭😭
Its oke to cry❤
I'm glad she's still here with us in this wolrd. No one deserves to go through this hell. No one. I don't have anorexia, but I can't gain weight. I can only loose it. And i'm scared. I eat, and eat but all I do is just loose weight. My parents nor siblings understand it. They just think i'm skinny and I get picked on for it. Rightnow i'm around 60-70 pounds and i'm nearly 14.
I hate getting picked on for it. I just hope I recover whatever this hell this is
Milwteaa Makiiar this is literally me I’m the same age and am super skinny I just don’t gain weight I feel you girl❤️❤️
When I was in middle school, I was friends with a girl who had trouble keeping on weight and they found out she had an over active thyroid. I'm not saying you have this for sure or anything- it's just a thought.
This may not be helpful but me too, I eat lots but dont gain weight, if it healthy though, it hopefully wont cause any harm
Milwteaa Makiiar gurl same
Cant relate im 141 for a 10 yr i really am starving myself so i can be a pretty skinny girl
I cried when she said “I know if there’s a heaven, I know that blues there”
these parents did everything for her, even bought her a horse thats just precious
she’s so good at singing in the beginning i was impressed
This is the saddest anorexia story I've ever heard/seen
+Lotus Neon same
Anyone from year 3671? Just me? Or what?
Lol
I’m from 3672
I'm from 3022
Mist Mcck 🤣😂🤣😂The matrix
Its 2019🧐
That poor girl glad you're better I know what it's like to lose a pet that you're so close to that you would do anything to bring them back🐾🐾
At least I can afford school
You will not be getting the attention you are looking for from me say what you want but I'm busy with things that poor people like you can't do
When I was about 9 my best friend moved to Colorado I was left alone so I turned to my pet dog and we became incredibly close and then when i was 10 he passed away from cancer that was one of the hardest things intact just thinking about it all these years later I cry
Jaimie Blake wtf your so mean this is serious
I have never heard of this disease but now I'm impressed. Now I'm 12 years old I live in Brasil. Weight problems have always made me crazy!! My mom always tells me not to eat this and that. So I just try to lose weight and exercise a lot. But after this video on never going to be bossed with lossing as much weight as possible it dengerous. One thing that helps me is friend support it just makes me feel free and better. Like I could do anything I wanted. Thank you for the amazing inspiration.
Don't let anyone tell you what to eat and what you should weigh. If you feel good and are healthy that's all that matters beautiful ❤️
+emilee nicole no they cant im. its something that your brain chooses to do. (btw your comment was really dumb)
do you have to be mean about it
its my life stop being such a jerk about it
Oi amiga, realmente a história dela é inspiradora.
I can see how much help Blue gave her. Blue is up their looking down on you and probably riding right next to you everyday and everywhere you go, he's always with you. Well done Blue. You saved a young girls life. Rest in peace Blue.
I'm not crying...You're...Oh who am I kidding I am crying
How could anyone NOT "like" this documentary? I am a survivor of a 20+ year battle with Ed, depression, a dissociative disorder and anxiety. I am now an Equine Specialist in Mental Health and Learning and offer programs for individuals recovering from eating disorders. This is such a powerful testimony of the unique and extremely special relationship individuals can have with horses. Thank you for sharing your story. You are a courageous young lady with a very special future ahead of you. I hope you are in continued excellent health and that you are living and thriving in life!
Currently watching this as a 14 year old with an eating disorder. I just want to be skinny. I weight 58kg. I'm not skinny. I want to be 47kg.
This made me emotional because I used to be anorexic.
Same it's a very difficult illness to combat.
I’m so glad that the parents actually took her ed seriously and gave her the help that she needed.
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Thank you. I have anorexia and your story is so touching. I am crying 😭
I am 56 and I too suffer from anorexia. Sending you hugs.
Cats are very helpful to me when I have panic attacks cause of my anorexia and when I pet them and they rub up against me it will calm me down
I hope you're doing better. Cats seem to sense when we're down
Uh kinda late replay but I can relate so much. I was getting bullied a lot at school and my cat would always comfort me when I got home. It’s nothing like talking to a human- cats just purr and listen they don’t judge you. I had him for 11 years since he was a kitten and he died just last month from cancer. But I know he is always there for me ❤️❤️❤️
❤❤❤Christ loves you beyond comprehension, turn to him❤❤
Now she kinda looks like Darci Lin! She is so beautiful 😍
Who else was wondering why they named a pure white horse blue?
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Maybe it had blue eyes?
Maybe it's her fav color?
Im sorry to say this but
thats a grey
Blue is a very common horse name for grays
@@ella-vi1bb yes and its not like you name a horse palomino bc its palamino LMAOOOO
This really hit home for me, as I have been around horses ever since I was diagnosed with depression. I know it's not the same, but in some ways it's just as dangerous.
I recently got a horse who I'm bonding with more and more. Even since I got him I've felt happier and more relaxed. I am bullied at school but now I have something to look forwards to; seeing Martha at the end of the day. I love her so much.
What a lovely name x
Horses are amazing. Mine also helps me so much with depression
My dog helps me
Ana Toseland the exact same thing is happening to me ♥️ Horses are so comforting ♥️I hope you are ok now♥️ I know this is three years later but still......♥️
At my school every girl ages 6-11 are this size or they get bullied. 12-18 they either look like a model or they are anorexic looking and boney. The fat people are put down and bullied. It's sad
Sam I get bullied cause I’m fat so yeh
That's sick. So sad and stupid. Maybe you better change school?
That horse did his job, he saved her life, he makes her the person she is, R.I.P Blue 🕊
i'm wondering why they're taking pictures of her at the hospital and while she has a feeding tube
What happen to her?
BellRain Chan it’s a feeding tube they needed to get nutrition in their body especially anorexics
What if they were to loose their daughter? They needed something from her last days. From all her days.
My mom did it with me to gain sympathy from her fb followers :)
@@sof7068 oh I’m so sorry, that’s a personal subject you didn’t deserve that
I have had horses since I was 3, I'm now 13 p. There's nothing wrong with me but when I'm upset I like to go to the stables and see my horse! I don't know why it's just really nice. I live in England xx whoever disliked this video has no heart 💖💖💖
It’s very scary how young she was when this all started. It’s amazing how her parents went into the warrior mode to save their daughter. It’s amazing also she found blue and how much that helped her.
I'm not crying it's the onions in my room.
At least she grew up to be a fierce queen
Alright but why dose she remind me of Chole Lukasiak ??
it's the nose
Natalie Cuevas ikr
yeees
Chloe*
nah brynn
"I know that your no longer I know that ur in my heart, I'm so grateful for you blue. I love you so much buddy" 😣😭😭 that got me
I think blue was a Guardian Angel than came in to your life to save you from your eating disorder❤️
Blue is still with you. He will never leave. You are a strong, beautiful young lady and a great role model. Keep up the good work!!!!
What a wonderful set of parents she has. She is so lucky to have people like that in her life.
How did she get away with not eating for 3 days? I mean, her parents seem pretty diligent, I just don't know how she did it.
I used to get away with not eating by finding ways to trowel out food.
Putting food in plastic bags, saying you’re not hungry. Those types of things. But it can also happen if they didn’t force her to eat. But also she could’ve lied and said she’s been eating although she wasn’t.
this also happens to me and my parents couldnt make me eat because they obviously cant shove it down my throat and her parents probably want here home which my mom and dad did
It’s pretty easy to eat away with
you know it’s bad when you come back to these
I'm so glad that you found blue! This is an amazing story and I'm happy that blue helped you so much! Lots of love for you and your family and of course blue
I know this isn’t about anorexia but
Girls and horses ♥️I loved horses since as far back as I can remember. My mom said I saw my first horse when I was 2, and was obsessed immediately. So I’ve owned horses for over 50 years now. The best part for me is that my daughter was born with the same ‘’horse gene’’. She got her first pony at 4 years old. At 6 she was galloping trails, and at 12 began to show statewide. It’s a wonderful experience to share this full time hobby with one’s daughter.
So fantastic to see this girl bond with the horse that ultimately saved her life.
Honey, you’re not alone. Thank you for sharing. We love you
I feel you so much. Horses literally saved my life a hundred times and they still do. My horses show me every day that my story is not over yet, that I am here- for a reason. And even though at a lot of days I just want to give up, I didn't do it yet. Because of my horses. They are filling my lungs with air when I run out of breath. They are like the blood running through my veins.
Your story is incredible and so inspiring and it makes me hope that things will be better one day. Thank you so much for sharing your story. Thank you so much for being the strong person you are and thank you Blue for showing her how strong she is!!! Take care, Brescia. You are incredible.