The void describes exactly how I’m feeling rn. Spent years doing major shadow work and healing. Now it feels like the hardest purge is over, and a new beginning is here, but I’m totally clueless on what to do next 😅
I here you. It was a scary place for me, very raw. I knew I was out of the Dark Night but did not know what to do with the space that was created once I cleared my space from toxicity. I am grounding now. Surrounding myself with healthier environment. I feel as if I am a new person. Wish you well on your journey💜🍀🌸🦋🌟
The bliss stage was the most beautiful experience I can remember. I noticed everything. I saw the universe in the eyes of "others", the math in nature, the connectedness of everything. I would spend hours in nature, sometimes just staring into moving water watching photons get redirected and bent causing shapeforms of light to appear and morph as the surface of the water changed, acting as a lens. Everything was beautiful, and I saw the love in it all. The perfection. The complex simplicity. I saw deeply into people, and understood them better than they currently understood themselves, to the point some people thought I was clairvoyant, and it made them uneasy, ha! 😊 Of course, I tried to tell everyone I spoke to about oneness, but soon realized they didn't want to hear it, nor could they understand. I became misunderstood by so many I care about, and as a result treated poorly. It seemed so counter to what I was feeling. It didn't seem "right". I didn't realize that it was the beginning of the dark nights. I believe I am emerging now. We shall see. Regardless, I know there is no other point to my current experience, and I will never stop. That alone is comforting, no matter how uncomfortable the process is... and it can be excruciatingly uncomfortable. As someone said, this is not for the faint of heart. One of my favorite quotes is from Leonardo Da Vinci, and he said "There are three classes of people, those who see, those who see when shown, and those who do not see." I used to be the latter, and am now a mix of seeing and seeing when shown, and am trending toward seeing. So much love and respect to all exercising their freewill to go on this journey. Everything is of THE ALL, and THE ALL is in everything. I am with you, and I appreciate you being with me. I love you for eternity ❤️🙏
I’m (finally!) embarking on stage 6: Mission. It has been an 8-9 year process for the other five stages. Lots of dark nights, tower moments, integration, isolation, spiraling back to old wounds and lessons. Whew. This journey is not for the faint of heart! 😩😵💫‼️⚡️✨💚
Can u tell me why would u say that?!? I have a kid 8months am already struggling to care for am in the initial stages... Pls tell me so that it helps me to b a lil stronger...
Interesting you mentioned the Bliss because I don’t think anyone has mentioned the high before the low. It was a helicopter ride, I was so high on life and then suddenly the darkness hit me. It was so confusing and so much grief. To all my sisters out there, you are in my prayers through this turbulence and please keep me with yours. It’s such a lonely ride and I hope we all make it out soon ❤
I totally have been rocketed all over these stages. It isn't linear for me... it's more wibbly wobbly and sometimes circular. Maybe this is due to my own fears and stubbornness to release certain things to open up for grounded mission. I see others doing wibbly wobbles, too, though through their awakenings. Much love to all! 💖
Yeah i agree. It hasn’t been a straight road. Sometimes i fall back, But i do feel like i get up easier and quicker than in the past. Thats gotta count for something. Wish you well on your Journey ⭐️
I've associated it with free falling in space. No up or down to find bearing. Then you see someone spinning just like you, and you reach out to stabilize each other. And you loose grip and spin off alone. Over and over. Looking to ground too others and make it stick. So there is a formation in that empty space. A grid of connection to one another to find an up and down. A lot of chaos happens to create structure. Stay Lifted my Friend 🙏
I thought it was wobbly too, but over time I can see that it’s been both linear and wobbly. Within each stage is a lot of ups downs, backs forwards - but over a long period of time I can see very clear stages.
Im currently going through this its been going on 2 years. With my spiritual awakening my spiritual gifts started as well. I was able to feel energies as well as read people. I had to let go of everything and everyone from my old life. I couldn't be around them any more it just didn't feel the same. I honestly think its a blessing from GOD its like a transformation purifying your soul. Once you make it out I promise you its Beautiful. Stay positive and pray it worked wonders for me. Sending love, light and healing to all.❤
God bless you, the good Lord is purifying you for your true self. Everyone is saved. God in his infinite wisdom and mercy has set the bar for salvation so easy and attainable even for the non=spiritual. Just don't be a POS. That doesn't even take effort
just wanted you to know that when all of the awakening start 2 years ago, you was one of the first person who help me to understand all of the cazyness, thank you for all your advice when I needed it the most.
I am somewhere between the void and groundedness and I feel so much in peace especially after what feels like healing from depression after about 7 years and I'm so so comfortable with death sorry to say and I'm looking forward to resting.i have never felt this good with myself yet so confused on what to do with all this goodness
Thank you!! I needed this. It's difficult to acknowledge the stages when you are within the throws of them. The transitions are so murky it is difficult to see the victories. We move through them in a haze. When your missions are clear, it's easier to look back at the mountains you have climbed up and over from the peak. All those peaks had valley's. You can't jump peak to peak. And then from that peak of seeing your progress, you will come back down into the valley's to teach those whom feel they cannot make it up yet another mountain, another step in the healing process. Be the Light 🙏
Amen, this the kind of woman god wants you to have. I can only dream of such a spiritual woman. We are on the way to a worldwide spiritual awakening such as the world has never seen. Get prepared. Our whole lives have been leading us to this moment. I have been so depressed with looking at how lost most of the people are and how they have let our evil governments get so big and intrusive. As soon as this awakening happens, I hope the politicians will scurry away like the littler roaches they are. .
Maybe you should get actual therapy. Talk to a healthcare professional and not listen to a woman that is spouting off a lot of nothing that doesn't mean anything.
I have only been doing meditation for 2 days, I want to see how far it can take me within about maybe 2 years! However I am only under the age of 12, I have realized that my mind and my wisdom comes far past my age. I wish everyone love and light energy, Amen!
I’d LOVE to share my spiritual awakening story with you and everyone else. I’m trying so hard to not feel like I was ‘just in a movie’but that’s how it happened. As a mother…more than one part of me died.
Turns out all the movies you've ever seen are actually real oh, and you are your own director for yours. You choose the location, cast, and plot and lead character
This video is a perfect description of what my shrooms trip did to heal me of my anxiety and make me life my life in bliss presently instead of worrying about human systems 24/7.
Thanks Christina love your work. Me alone not got back my love of reading for people. My life is to assist others. But I've started to find out I had everyone take everything away from me. Drain my will and I let my power go. Xxx😢
I am almost ending with my dark night, really hard, the toughest period of my life. Pain, past loves, traumas, all previous sufferings are all here for me to heal. Hard. Tough. And some people can be really mean.
Thank you for this! It can vary a little, and not easy at times, but yes, it's so worth it and a wonderful place to be. Love and light to you and all! ❤😊❤ Happy holidays! 💗
Thats how I know that this is real becasue This is exactly how it happened to me before I had names for what was happening to me. Im in the begining stages of my mission and Its beautiful!
The wisdom in this content initiated a major shift in my perspective. A similar book I read was profoundly influential. "A Life Unplugged: Reclaiming Reality in a Digital Age" by Theodore Blaze
I was going on normally and spirit thrust me into an awakening. I got sick for a month and then rushed to the er for a brain tumor. I've feel pure bliss this whole time, knowing everything is working out. I'm healing my body now and just had a dip into the dark knight last night. I'm excited to move forward as I've asked for a spiritual awakening for some time but always felt lost. I never would have imagined a brain tumor and cancer to shake things up in my life but such trivial baggage has been shed and I'm feeling a stronger purpose in my life. Would be nice if I could have gotten there gradually over my lifetime instead of scaring my entire family with a month long sickness. I'm truly blessed to have been working on mindset for so long that I truly feel ease and grace and flow moving me forward into the deep depths of pure positive love without having to struggle with such grand illusions of unworthiness anymore. What an awakening. 😂
Does it make sense for it to be a six step streamlined process? How can one know which stage one's in, when life regardless of spirituality has periods of ups and downs, depression and happiness? How do you even know you've awakened?
After the 1st lockdown ended in India, around July 2020, I had a Spiritual awakening... Had I not seen your video I wouldn't have guessed in my wildest dream what I was going through... your video helped me calm my nerves and helped me stabilize my energy...Thank you soo much ma'am!!!!
My journey started just how u described: 1 wake up !! - I had a sound healing sessions and read a lot of books that made me to wake up and started questioning everything. 2. Moved to BLiss afterwards for couple of months. 3. Dark night of the soul- still here trying to survive it ! A lot of crying, a lot of purging, a lot of changes in my lifestyle such as ( music change, no alcohol, no parties, cannot stand big crowds) old anxiety came up, now even panic attacks , alot of bodily sensations such as vibrations, seeing visions ( light codes in my sleep) ,alotttt of shit is happening and I have hope and faith that this soon will end as it’s been a tough road for me 😫 Hope everyone else find it much easier than myself ❤ Sending my blessings xx
You can literally hallucinate objects and beings into existence because what's happening is you're tapping into that pure abstract creative potential of mind. That's exactly what you want. Of course it can be kind of freaky but waking up is that times a thousand.
This is what Lori Ladd has been talking about too!! You basically have to deal with all the stuff that comes up for you. Not push it away and meditate it away in a bliss on a mountain top. It’s going to be hard but you’ll get there ❤ 😢😊
The void describes exactly how I’m feeling rn. Spent years doing major shadow work and healing. Now it feels like the hardest purge is over, and a new beginning is here, but I’m totally clueless on what to do next 😅
I here you. It was a scary place for me, very raw. I knew I was out of the Dark Night but did not know what to do with the space that was created once I cleared my space from toxicity. I am grounding now. Surrounding myself with healthier environment. I feel as if I am a new person. Wish you well on your journey💜🍀🌸🦋🌟
Me 2.
Same here. For me probably dark night isn’t even over yet I don’t know anymore tbh
Heyy Are u some how little bit connected to spirituality 🪽i want to ask something deep
Same
The bliss stage was the most beautiful experience I can remember. I noticed everything. I saw the universe in the eyes of "others", the math in nature, the connectedness of everything. I would spend hours in nature, sometimes just staring into moving water watching photons get redirected and bent causing shapeforms of light to appear and morph as the surface of the water changed, acting as a lens. Everything was beautiful, and I saw the love in it all. The perfection. The complex simplicity. I saw deeply into people, and understood them better than they currently understood themselves, to the point some people thought I was clairvoyant, and it made them uneasy, ha! 😊 Of course, I tried to tell everyone I spoke to about oneness, but soon realized they didn't want to hear it, nor could they understand. I became misunderstood by so many I care about, and as a result treated poorly. It seemed so counter to what I was feeling. It didn't seem "right". I didn't realize that it was the beginning of the dark nights. I believe I am emerging now. We shall see. Regardless, I know there is no other point to my current experience, and I will never stop. That alone is comforting, no matter how uncomfortable the process is... and it can be excruciatingly uncomfortable. As someone said, this is not for the faint of heart. One of my favorite quotes is from Leonardo Da Vinci, and he said "There are three classes of people, those who see, those who see when shown, and those who do not see." I used to be the latter, and am now a mix of seeing and seeing when shown, and am trending toward seeing. So much love and respect to all exercising their freewill to go on this journey. Everything is of THE ALL, and THE ALL is in everything. I am with you, and I appreciate you being with me. I love you for eternity ❤️🙏
I remember feeling like an alien like i wasnt from this planet
I believe you. I see you. I feel you.
Sometimes the eyes are too abstract to see what the Spirit can perceive!
You go sweetheart💚
I’m (finally!) embarking on stage 6: Mission. It has been an 8-9 year process for the other five stages. Lots of dark nights, tower moments, integration, isolation, spiraling back to old wounds and lessons. Whew. This journey is not for the faint of heart! 😩😵💫‼️⚡️✨💚
7 years so far and ready for mission. It's been a doozy. Blessings and much love.
Can u tell me why would u say that?!? I have a kid 8months am already struggling to care for am in the initial stages... Pls tell me so that it helps me to b a lil stronger...
You just described how I been feeling lately and I haven’t even started on my journey YET🤦🏾♀️ oh lord I’m kinda scared now🥹
Why is that everyone scares saying that it's not for the faint hearted?? Whato people mean by that?
Ok what mission u on cuz it sounds like h got this mission shi from somewhere else
Interesting you mentioned the Bliss because I don’t think anyone has mentioned the high before the low. It was a helicopter ride, I was so high on life and then suddenly the darkness hit me. It was so confusing and so much grief. To all my sisters out there, you are in my prayers through this turbulence and please keep me with yours. It’s such a lonely ride and I hope we all make it out soon ❤
Me righf now😢
Yes! It is such a beautiful feeling right after the awakening hits you. ❤
I totally have been rocketed all over these stages. It isn't linear for me... it's more wibbly wobbly and sometimes circular. Maybe this is due to my own fears and stubbornness to release certain things to open up for grounded mission. I see others doing wibbly wobbles, too, though through their awakenings. Much love to all! 💖
Yeah i agree. It hasn’t been a straight road. Sometimes i fall back, But i do feel like i get up easier and quicker than in the past. Thats gotta count for something. Wish you well on your Journey ⭐️
I've associated it with free falling in space. No up or down to find bearing. Then you see someone spinning just like you, and you reach out to stabilize each other. And you loose grip and spin off alone. Over and over. Looking to ground too others and make it stick. So there is a formation in that empty space. A grid of connection to one another to find an up and down.
A lot of chaos happens to create structure.
Stay Lifted my Friend 🙏
It's linear for everyone to start with. Only human can experience a variety of emotions. Soul is always at peace. ❤
I thought it was wobbly too, but over time I can see that it’s been both linear and wobbly.
Within each stage is a lot of ups downs, backs forwards - but over a long period of time I can see very clear stages.
@@dainoradirmeikyte3653hey Are u some how little bit connected to spirituality 🪽i want to ask something deep
Im currently going through this its been going on 2 years. With my spiritual awakening my spiritual gifts started as well. I was able to feel energies as well as read people. I had to let go of everything and everyone from my old life. I couldn't be around them any more it just didn't feel the same. I honestly think its a blessing from GOD its like a transformation purifying your soul. Once you make it out I promise you its Beautiful. Stay positive and pray it worked wonders for me. Sending love, light and healing to all.❤
God bless you, the good Lord is purifying you for your true self. Everyone is saved. God in his infinite wisdom and mercy has set the bar for salvation so easy and attainable even for the non=spiritual. Just don't be a POS. That doesn't even take effort
This has all happened to me in one week
just wanted you to know that when all of the awakening start 2 years ago, you was one of the first person who help me to understand all of the cazyness, thank you for all your advice when I needed it the most.
Hey Are u some how little bit connected to spirituality 🪽i want to ask something deep
This is it!!! Omgosh, thank you so much. I'm so happy you're sharing this. It's so trippy. ❤
I am somewhere between the void and groundedness and I feel so much in peace especially after what feels like healing from depression after about 7 years and I'm so so comfortable with death sorry to say and I'm looking forward to resting.i have never felt this good with myself yet so confused on what to do with all this goodness
Thank you!! I needed this. It's difficult to acknowledge the stages when you are within the throws of them. The transitions are so murky it is difficult to see the victories. We move through them in a haze. When your missions are clear, it's easier to look back at the mountains you have climbed up and over from the peak. All those peaks had valley's. You can't jump peak to peak.
And then from that peak of seeing your progress, you will come back down into the valley's to teach those whom feel they cannot make it up yet another mountain, another step in the healing process.
Be the Light 🙏
I'm Awakening in a lot of aspects... now I'm one AWAKENED to the FACT I want a WOMAN just like YOU...GOD BLESS
Amen, this the kind of woman god wants you to have. I can only dream of such a spiritual woman. We are on the way to a worldwide spiritual awakening such as the world has never seen. Get prepared. Our whole lives have been leading us to this moment. I have been so depressed with looking at how lost most of the people are and how they have let our evil governments get so big and intrusive. As soon as this awakening happens, I hope the politicians will scurry away like the littler roaches they are.
.
@@dl733sak No Doubt.... The Day Will Come !!
Stage 5 ❤ ...took 4 year's until now. Before 9 years spiritual practice. 🙏🎉
Your videos are literally saving me. Many thanks, God bless you❤❤❤❤
Maybe you should get actual therapy. Talk to a healthcare professional and not listen to a woman that is spouting off a lot of nothing that doesn't mean anything.
Thank you for this!. I now feel less conflicted.
😢😅 I’m at stage 5.5 and didn’t know it. I was like “ my roots need to be more grounded because I know what to do”. Thank you for this
I'm about to step into the final stage 🎉
I have only been doing meditation for 2 days, I want to see how far it can take me within about maybe 2 years! However I am only under the age of 12, I have realized that my mind and my wisdom comes far past my age. I wish everyone love and light energy, Amen!
I’d LOVE to share my spiritual awakening story with you and everyone else. I’m trying so hard to not feel like I was ‘just in a movie’but that’s how it happened. As a mother…more than one part of me died.
Turns out all the movies you've ever seen are actually real oh, and you are your own director for yours. You choose the location, cast, and plot and lead character
Hey, I saw your comment and felt something , Kindly tell me how I can be of help to you, which of my spell work do you want me to do for you?
I am so grateful for all of you in my life and truth.
This video is a perfect description of what my shrooms trip did to heal me of my anxiety and make me life my life in bliss presently instead of worrying about human systems 24/7.
Since my awakening 14 years ago i never left the miserable stage
God I think I'm the same😢
I’m going through the purge with some void intermixed. Love that you’ve given us these guiding resources!!! So wonderful!! Thank you bunches xoxo’s
Me too
Going through it since 1.5 years
In void now
Doing shadow work nowadays
Thank you ..
Thank you for this short break down. I agree. ❤
Im definitely between groundedness and mission ❤
BLESSINGS ❤
Thanks Christina love your work. Me alone not got back my love of reading for people. My life is to assist others.
But I've started to find out I had everyone take everything away from me. Drain my will and I let my power go. Xxx😢
Mmh I'm really going through a spiritual awakening 😊taking notes here Ms Christina✍️
I love you 💫 thank you for your brilliant work and your exhaustless spark 🚀
I am almost ending with my dark night, really hard, the toughest period of my life. Pain, past loves, traumas, all previous sufferings are all here for me to heal. Hard. Tough. And some people can be really mean.
Girl I needed you in my life right now! Much love 🤍
Thank you for this! It can vary a little, and not easy at times, but yes, it's so worth it and a wonderful place to be. Love and light to you and all! ❤😊❤ Happy holidays! 💗
Got it thank you for your wisdom
Thats how I know that this is real becasue This is exactly how it happened to me before I had names for what was happening to me. Im in the begining stages of my mission and Its beautiful!
Loved it! ❤
The void has been going on for a while. I shall be patient and continue praying. 🙏
I love this
Resonates and it's confirmation 🙏. This work along with the ascension symptons is no joke but very well worth it !!!!!!!🦋
Thanks for all you wealth of information on these subjects! I love your soul Christina! ❤❤❤
You're so great! Thank you 🙏🏻🙏🏻❤
The path and the goal are one...
Wow...ok. this is confirmation for me. It's been a weird ride- but I get it now. Just ready to be the best soul-aligned me now. 😮❤
❤❤ Thank you for all that you do!
Thank you so much for this video
Love this ❤
I understand this now! Ty
The wisdom in this content initiated a major shift in my perspective. A similar book I read was profoundly influential. "A Life Unplugged: Reclaiming Reality in a Digital Age" by Theodore Blaze
Yes 🎉❤
I was going on normally and spirit thrust me into an awakening. I got sick for a month and then rushed to the er for a brain tumor.
I've feel pure bliss this whole time, knowing everything is working out. I'm healing my body now and just had a dip into the dark knight last night. I'm excited to move forward as I've asked for a spiritual awakening for some time but always felt lost. I never would have imagined a brain tumor and cancer to shake things up in my life but such trivial baggage has been shed and I'm feeling a stronger purpose in my life. Would be nice if I could have gotten there gradually over my lifetime instead of scaring my entire family with a month long sickness. I'm truly blessed to have been working on mindset for so long that I truly feel ease and grace and flow moving me forward into the deep depths of pure positive love without having to struggle with such grand illusions of unworthiness anymore. What an awakening. 😂
This is awsome thank you!❤🙏💜
😇💥💯
Does it make sense for it to be a six step streamlined process? How can one know which stage one's in, when life regardless of spirituality has periods of ups and downs, depression and happiness? How do you even know you've awakened?
After the 1st lockdown ended in India, around July 2020, I had a Spiritual awakening... Had I not seen your video I wouldn't have guessed in my wildest dream what I was going through... your video helped me calm my nerves and helped me stabilize my energy...Thank you soo much ma'am!!!!
Very well explained, would like to add that it’s not always linear and you can also over the years get more awakenings. Not necessarily one and done.
Thank you
My journey started just how u described:
1 wake up !! - I had a sound healing sessions and read a lot of books that made me to wake up and started questioning everything.
2. Moved to BLiss afterwards for couple of months.
3. Dark night of the soul- still here trying to survive it ! A lot of crying, a lot of purging, a lot of changes in my lifestyle such as ( music change, no alcohol, no parties, cannot stand big crowds) old anxiety came up, now even panic attacks , alot of bodily sensations such as vibrations, seeing visions ( light codes in my sleep) ,alotttt of shit is happening and I have hope and faith that this soon will end as it’s been a tough road for me 😫
Hope everyone else find it much easier than myself ❤
Sending my blessings xx
so well explained. Wake Up! exactly how i felt ❤ and still feel in this new stage of my awakening (i believe its a kundalini one)
Thank you so much for helping me remember where I am.
Im at the dark night, I will persevere
I wish I knew what my mission is ?
stage 3 is going to literally and figuratively change my life
Thank you went through all 5 Thank you God❤❤❤
I am currently living through my dark night and I'm in my mid 20s. It's rough out there.
You can literally hallucinate objects and beings into existence because what's happening is you're tapping into that pure abstract creative potential of mind. That's exactly what you want. Of course it can be kind of freaky but waking up is that times a thousand.
Great video! Really helped me with understanding of my awakening! Peace and love sister
Thank you Christina💚
On stage 5 now. Started in 2016. It was tough but soooo worth it. I'm me😊
Dark night of the soul is torture
Moving out of the DN into The Void. It’s been a rough couple of years.🥴
I really wish it was that easy a lot of times we have to keep repeating the phases
So true...
Grateful for this!
Thanks 😊 🫂 ❤️
Please please make a content about feeling indifferent , i need to hear it 😢
Thank you so much Christina❤
Thank you CL, love that, helpful!
I dk what happened but I missed out on the bliss stage 🥹
Yes, almost there!! ❤
This is what Lori Ladd has been talking about too!!
You basically have to deal with all the stuff that comes up for you. Not push it away and meditate it away in a bliss on a mountain top. It’s going to be hard but you’ll get there ❤ 😢😊
How to communicate and learn more when you're a down to earth spiritual, what should I do on the daily to make it easier for myself?
Just starting the void, I think once again.... ahhh I'm so happy the dark night is almost ovee
Thank u needed this
This is not the only way spiritual awakening happens. You can skip the negative parts and jump straight to integrated bliss.
I think I might have bypassed the bliss stage and went straight to dark night of the soul 😭
Starting the sunrise
Welp. 5 it is then.
It will come, He will come, be the light for those predisposed to the truth❤
Cool 🙏🏽❤️😔
My awakening happened with the dark night as the first stage then I woke up, felt bliss etc ❤🎉
7 th stage is Where everything is consciousness
🦻🦻🦻Pay close attention! These are all facts! Be sure to JOURNAL your JOURNEY so you can REFLECT BACK on your ELEVATION... The Empress Speaks...
Thanks universe. You r really amazing
❤❤❤
Currently going through the dark night atm. Funny thing is i didn't even realize the other stages were going on until i saw this video
I don't even know if I've ever feel bliss. I jumped straight to the dark night and the void until now... It's so difficult to ground.
🙏💜🌍💜🙏
I meditate, eat healthy and work out. And i am spiritually awake. But i dont know which stage i am at
Can you do a video on a spiritual awakening that might be interfered with when in a relationship with a narcissist
Amen
thanks alot