This song makes me want to stop then I remember if I build up the courage to tell anybody about what I’ve been through they won’t take it seriously, so that makes me want to worsen it.
If they don't take you seriously for your concerning eating habits,do they even care about you? You need to seek a therapist or someone who's willing to listen to you. Friends who do care about you let themselves listen to you and take concern of your struggles,helping you find ways to recover from it.Seek help.If they're not willing to take it seriously,then you will.
0:452:17 (Jaiden's lines) Oh my god, this was a few months after I developed anorexia. I can't believe I've been anorexic this long and no one ever noticed.
! TW : venting ! This song genuinely makes me cry bro, I have extreme body dysmorphia and have been insecure since I was 9 for the past week I've barely been eating except my dinner because I'm forced to eat it. I barely even drink water either,I just hate hating myself but I can't stop. It's like it's just a loop everyday of sucking in my stomach, barely eating, forcefully vomiting and then going to bed and not sleeping. I wish I just loved my body. Also, sorry for venting I never get an opportunity to and I just need to talk to someone
I'm so sorry to hear your going through that, and honestly same to. I've barely been eating for about a month now, and also have pretty bad body dysmorphia . So I get what your saying
Mirror, mirror on the wall, yeah Tunnel vision on the flaws In the scale of things, it's unimportant So no talking, but it's still an intrusive thought Tried hard to correct it, yeah But nothing was effective, uh No one else seemed so obsessed with it Things were desperate until the voice crept in "I can help you, trust me, you're ready" It seemed dangerous, but it said to have faith in it "The secret is to just be empty" Didn't know if it was wise to listen But what could it hurt to try? And at first, it was working But then things were emerging Cracked lips and tired eyes I'm hungry with no appetite I'm shivering and shaking And I tell myself it's fine But you can't fool your body You can only fool your mind, yeah Empty, I just need to be empty Hide from anybody who'll prevent me Just fill up on water and shame No, I'm not hungry, I just ate I've developed a taste for this Endure the never-ending ache Convince myself I'm in control And it's not all that voice that makes me sick Inside, it's em-em-em-empty I know, I know it's wrong I'm looking, but I can't see myself Inside, it's em-em-em-empty I know, I know it's wrong But it's so hard to stop it alone Been getting even worse, uh All the days begin to merge, yeah Just a blurry haze and now it's almost second nature to ignore the urges Can't trust my own nature, uh Every calorie a failure, uh Gotta push the intake down every day 'Cause the voice comes back to say "You want to eat? Bite your tongue" Don't wanna stay an embarrassment, just have to stomach it "They don't know what you want" A tug of war against common sense Don't wanna believe that I've overstepped But it's so overwhelming And I hope no one can tell 'Cause the numbers keep decreasing This ordeal is becoming routine, check Arms, back, neck, thighs Suck it in and pinch my sides The scales are betraying me The mirror is a lie, yeah Numbers, it all comes down to numbers I know it's wrong, but Just because you know you're colorblind Doesn't mean you can see the colors Fine, I admit I'm addicted But the hunger feels good, how do I quit this? I know I could die, I've seen the statistics But the voice is with me through thick and thin Inside, it's em-em-em-empty I know, I know it's wrong I'm looking, but I can't see myself Inside, it's em-em-em-empty I know, I know it's wrong But it's so hard to stop it alone Inside, it's em-em-em-empty I know, I know it's wrong I'm looking, but I can't see myself Inside, it's em-em-em-empty I know, I know it's wrong But it's so hard to stop it alone I can reach out To someone not like me If you ask for help, it doesn't make you weak I can reach out To someone not like me I can help my mind to learn to trust my body I can reach out To someone not like me If you ask for help, it doesn't make you weak I can reach out Ignore what the voice tells me I can help my mind to learn to trust my body Inside, it's em-em-em-empty I know, I know it's wrong I'm looking, but I can't see myself Inside, it's em-em-em-empty I know, I know it's wrong But it's so hard to stop it alone Inside, it's em-em-em-empty I can reach out (I can reach out) Inside, it's em-em-em-empty I can reach out (I can reach out
Lyrics :3 Mirror, mirror on the wall (yeah) Tunnel vision on the flaws In the scale of things, it's unimportant So no talking, but it's still an intrusive thought Tried hard to correct it (yeah) But nothing was effective No one else seemed so obsessed with it Things were desperate until the voice crept in "I can help you, trust me, you're ready" It seemed dangerous, but it said to have faith in it "The secret is to just be empty" Didn't know if it was wise to listen but What could it hurt to try? And at first, it was working But then things were emerging Cracked lips and tired eyes I'm hungry with no appetite And I'm shivering and shaking And I tell myself it's fine but You can't fool your body You can only fool your mind, yeah Empty, I just need to be empty Hide from anybody who'll prevent me Just fill up on water and shame No, I'm not hungry, I just ate I developed a taste for this Endure the never-ending ache convince Myself I'm in control And it's not all the voice that makes me sick Inside, it's em-em-em-empty I know, I know it's wrong I'm looking, but I can't see myself Inside, it's em-em-em-empty I know, I know it's wrong But it's so hard to stop it alone Been getting even worse (uh) All the days begin to merge (yeah) Just a blurry haze and now it's almost second nature to ignore the urges Can't trust my own nature (uh) Every calorie a failure (uh) Gotta push the intake down every day 'Cause the voice comes back to say "You want to eat? Bite your tongue" Don't wanna stay an embarrassment Just have to stomach it "They don't know what you want" A tug of war against common sense I don't wanna believe that I've overstepped But it's so overwhelming And I hope no one can tell 'Cause the numbers keep decreasing This ordeal is becoming routine, check Arms, back, neck, thighs Suck it in and pinch my sides The scales are betraying me The mirror is a lie Numbers, it all comes down to numbers I know it's wrong, but Just because you know you're colorblind Doesn't mean you can see the colors Fine, I admit I'm addicted But the hunger feels good, how do I quit this? I know I could die, I've seen the statistics But the voice is with me through thick and thin Inside, it's em-em-em-empty I know, I know it's wrong I'm looking, but I can't see myself Inside, it's em-em-em-empty I know, I know it's wrong But it's so hard to stop it alone Inside, it's em-em-em-empty I know, I know it's wrong I'm looking, but I can't see myself Inside, it's em-em-em-empty I know, I know it's wrong But it's so hard to stop it alone I can reach out To someone not like me If you ask for help, it doesn't make you weak I can reach out To someone not like me I can help my mind to learn to trust my body I can reach out To someone not like me If you ask for help, it doesn't make you weak I can reach out Ignore what the voice tells me I can help my mind and learn to trust my body Inside, it's em-em-em-empty I know, I know it's wrong I'm looking, but I can't see myself Inside, it's em-em-em-empty I know, I know it's wrong But it's so hard to stop it alone Inside, it's em-em-em-empty I can reach out (I can reach out) Inside, it's em-em-em-empty I can reach out (I can reach out) Your welcome :D
Maybe I'll never be better. Edit: TW. When I posted this I was struggling with extreme anorexia. Please, if you are struggling. Try and get better. It is so much worth it. My stomach might not be flat, but I don't cry over a grain of rice anymore. I got my period back. I'm no long flat (Biggest insecurity) PLEASE, recovery is so so much happier than having an eating disorder. I love you, be safe.
well thats kinda the point of the song. its about jaidens experience w anorexia,, ofc itll be triggering since its a sensitive subject for her aswell as people who experience similar struggles w eds.
@@hillybilly09 yeah, they aren’t responsible. But you know who is? The person watching the video. They should’ve known what it was about before hating on it because it triggers the same thing the song is meant to be about.
Jaidens voice slowed is pretty epic
This song makes me want to stop then I remember if I build up the courage to tell anybody about what I’ve been through they won’t take it seriously, so that makes me want to worsen it.
If they don't take you seriously for your concerning eating habits,do they even care about you? You need to seek a therapist or someone who's willing to listen to you.
Friends who do care about you let themselves listen to you and take concern of your struggles,helping you find ways to recover from it.Seek help.If they're not willing to take it seriously,then you will.
I hope your ok, there's always someone who cares.
That's classic. It's part of the disease. I really hope you're better now💙
@3verFallen🌙 Both actually, you can search it up. (Not trying to sound rude either)
0:45 2:17 (Jaiden's lines)
Oh my god, this was a few months after I developed anorexia. I can't believe I've been anorexic this long and no one ever noticed.
! TW : venting !
This song genuinely makes me cry bro, I have extreme body dysmorphia and have been insecure since I was 9 for the past week I've barely been eating except my dinner because I'm forced to eat it. I barely even drink water either,I just hate hating myself but I can't stop. It's like it's just a loop everyday of sucking in my stomach, barely eating, forcefully vomiting and then going to bed and not sleeping. I wish I just loved my body.
Also, sorry for venting I never get an opportunity to and I just need to talk to someone
I'm so sorry to hear your going through that, and honestly same to. I've barely been eating for about a month now, and also have pretty bad body dysmorphia . So I get what your saying
Let hope we can get through this together
"I can reach out, to someone not like me, if you ask for help it doesn't make you weak."
You're so underrated this is so good omg 💞💞
Idk why but my favorite part was from 3:37
Mirror, mirror on the wall, yeah
Tunnel vision on the flaws
In the scale of things, it's unimportant
So no talking, but it's still an intrusive thought
Tried hard to correct it, yeah
But nothing was effective, uh
No one else seemed so obsessed with it
Things were desperate until the voice crept in
"I can help you, trust me, you're ready"
It seemed dangerous, but it said to have faith in it
"The secret is to just be empty"
Didn't know if it was wise to listen
But what could it hurt to try?
And at first, it was working
But then things were emerging
Cracked lips and tired eyes
I'm hungry with no appetite
I'm shivering and shaking
And I tell myself it's fine
But you can't fool your body
You can only fool your mind, yeah
Empty, I just need to be empty
Hide from anybody who'll prevent me
Just fill up on water and shame
No, I'm not hungry, I just ate
I've developed a taste for this
Endure the never-ending ache
Convince myself I'm in control
And it's not all that voice that makes me sick
Inside, it's em-em-em-empty
I know, I know it's wrong
I'm looking, but I can't see myself
Inside, it's em-em-em-empty
I know, I know it's wrong
But it's so hard to stop it alone
Been getting even worse, uh
All the days begin to merge, yeah
Just a blurry haze and now it's almost second nature to ignore the urges
Can't trust my own nature, uh
Every calorie a failure, uh
Gotta push the intake down every day
'Cause the voice comes back to say
"You want to eat? Bite your tongue"
Don't wanna stay an embarrassment, just have to stomach it
"They don't know what you want"
A tug of war against common sense
Don't wanna believe that I've overstepped
But it's so overwhelming
And I hope no one can tell
'Cause the numbers keep decreasing
This ordeal is becoming routine, check
Arms, back, neck, thighs
Suck it in and pinch my sides
The scales are betraying me
The mirror is a lie, yeah
Numbers, it all comes down to numbers
I know it's wrong, but
Just because you know you're colorblind
Doesn't mean you can see the colors
Fine, I admit I'm addicted
But the hunger feels good, how do I quit this?
I know I could die, I've seen the statistics
But the voice is with me through thick and thin
Inside, it's em-em-em-empty
I know, I know it's wrong
I'm looking, but I can't see myself
Inside, it's em-em-em-empty
I know, I know it's wrong
But it's so hard to stop it alone
Inside, it's em-em-em-empty
I know, I know it's wrong
I'm looking, but I can't see myself
Inside, it's em-em-em-empty
I know, I know it's wrong
But it's so hard to stop it alone
I can reach out
To someone not like me
If you ask for help, it doesn't make you weak
I can reach out
To someone not like me
I can help my mind to learn to trust my body
I can reach out
To someone not like me
If you ask for help, it doesn't make you weak
I can reach out
Ignore what the voice tells me
I can help my mind to learn to trust my body
Inside, it's em-em-em-empty
I know, I know it's wrong
I'm looking, but I can't see myself
Inside, it's em-em-em-empty
I know, I know it's wrong
But it's so hard to stop it alone
Inside, it's em-em-em-empty
I can reach out (I can reach out)
Inside, it's em-em-em-empty
I can reach out (I can reach out
Wow you went all out
i really wish this was the original, this is so cool!
great job :)
This song is so deep and it makes me happy to hear slowed
I honestly love this 💞
So do I
this song is beautiful
Hell yeah! ✨✨✨
I love this song
And im shivering and shakin
Help I love this song
Lyrics :3
Mirror, mirror on the wall (yeah)
Tunnel vision on the flaws
In the scale of things, it's unimportant
So no talking, but it's still an intrusive thought
Tried hard to correct it (yeah)
But nothing was effective
No one else seemed so obsessed with it
Things were desperate until the voice crept in
"I can help you, trust me, you're ready"
It seemed dangerous, but it said to have faith in it
"The secret is to just be empty"
Didn't know if it was wise to listen but
What could it hurt to try?
And at first, it was working
But then things were emerging
Cracked lips and tired eyes
I'm hungry with no appetite
And I'm shivering and shaking
And I tell myself it's fine but
You can't fool your body
You can only fool your mind, yeah
Empty, I just need to be empty
Hide from anybody who'll prevent me
Just fill up on water and shame
No, I'm not hungry, I just ate
I developed a taste for this
Endure the never-ending ache convince
Myself I'm in control
And it's not all the voice that makes me sick
Inside, it's em-em-em-empty
I know, I know it's wrong
I'm looking, but I can't see myself
Inside, it's em-em-em-empty
I know, I know it's wrong
But it's so hard to stop it alone
Been getting even worse (uh)
All the days begin to merge (yeah)
Just a blurry haze and now it's almost second nature to ignore the urges
Can't trust my own nature (uh)
Every calorie a failure (uh)
Gotta push the intake down every day
'Cause the voice comes back to say
"You want to eat? Bite your tongue"
Don't wanna stay an embarrassment
Just have to stomach it
"They don't know what you want"
A tug of war against common sense
I don't wanna believe that I've overstepped
But it's so overwhelming
And I hope no one can tell
'Cause the numbers keep decreasing
This ordeal is becoming routine, check
Arms, back, neck, thighs
Suck it in and pinch my sides
The scales are betraying me
The mirror is a lie
Numbers, it all comes down to numbers
I know it's wrong, but
Just because you know you're colorblind
Doesn't mean you can see the colors
Fine, I admit I'm addicted
But the hunger feels good, how do I quit this?
I know I could die, I've seen the statistics
But the voice is with me through thick and thin
Inside, it's em-em-em-empty
I know, I know it's wrong
I'm looking, but I can't see myself
Inside, it's em-em-em-empty
I know, I know it's wrong
But it's so hard to stop it alone
Inside, it's em-em-em-empty
I know, I know it's wrong
I'm looking, but I can't see myself
Inside, it's em-em-em-empty
I know, I know it's wrong
But it's so hard to stop it alone
I can reach out
To someone not like me
If you ask for help, it doesn't make you weak
I can reach out
To someone not like me
I can help my mind to learn to trust my body
I can reach out
To someone not like me
If you ask for help, it doesn't make you weak
I can reach out
Ignore what the voice tells me
I can help my mind and learn to trust my body
Inside, it's em-em-em-empty
I know, I know it's wrong
I'm looking, but I can't see myself
Inside, it's em-em-em-empty
I know, I know it's wrong
But it's so hard to stop it alone
Inside, it's em-em-em-empty
I can reach out (I can reach out)
Inside, it's em-em-em-empty
I can reach out (I can reach out)
Your welcome :D
Hope u get 100k
I literally haven't eaten anything today lmao so quirky 😍 /hj
Maybe I'll never be better.
Edit: TW. When I posted this I was struggling with extreme anorexia. Please, if you are struggling. Try and get better. It is so much worth it. My stomach might not be flat, but I don't cry over a grain of rice anymore. I got my period back. I'm no long flat (Biggest insecurity) PLEASE, recovery is so so much happier than having an eating disorder. I love you, be safe.
can you do the same thing but cut it off at 3:34
#_I_shouldn't_relate_to_this_Check
😘✌
It reminds me when i was 9 i had anorexia, now i dont but it was pretty, hard
Nice
Off topic but wanna scroll?
Wait you’re still here
Hi?
Ok you can leave now
i have an eating disorder
I hope you get through it 🤍
Feel free to get some help from a friend/family or get therapy!!! It's hard to speak up, but it's worth it.
Not as good as the original but I still rly like it
this song triggered my ed so fucking badly
not being funny, " you want to eat? bite your tongue " ISNT triggering? no?
well thats kinda the point of the song. its about jaidens experience w anorexia,, ofc itll be triggering since its a sensitive subject for her aswell as people who experience similar struggles w eds.
@@skarith7611 yeah and people aren’t responsible for your triggers? 🤨
This is fucking stupid, it's about an ed. ITS ABOUT AN EATING DISORDER HOW DO YOU NOT KNOW THIS
@@hillybilly09 If watching a song about someones experience with an ed is triggering, don't fucking listen to the song
@@hillybilly09 yeah, they aren’t responsible. But you know who is? The person watching the video. They should’ve known what it was about before hating on it because it triggers the same thing the song is meant to be about.