MY SPIRITUAL PSYCHOSIS STORY... PART 1. THE INTRODUCTION.

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  • เผยแพร่เมื่อ 20 ม.ค. 2025

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  • @High-Impact-Vivid-Colors
    @High-Impact-Vivid-Colors 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +28

    Thank you for speaking up about this. I am an autistic man who fell neck deep into this stuff and it just about ruined me. I was homeless, jobless, and just trying to survive. I kept clinging to tarot readings like they had all the answers, and that everything would be ok. They said I would be rich, that my ideas were a gold mine, that everything was going to clear up soon. They never did.
    A lot of people are just so broken that they need something to believe in, even if it flies in the face of all reason and logic.

  • @BlessTheWriter
    @BlessTheWriter ปีที่แล้ว +19

    I genuinely think I could have started to go down this path if it wasn't for your videos, I'm so susceptible to this kind of thing, you are so amazing, thank you for your work!!!!

  • @ambie19832665
    @ambie19832665 ปีที่แล้ว +17

    Thank you for sharing your story! You have helped me a lot these past few months from not feeling like I’m alone with the way my brain works. I believe you will help many with the same ❤

  • @gypsylady1357
    @gypsylady1357 ปีที่แล้ว +21

    Girl for real, I gave up tictok because of YOU. You inspired me to step away and really think about what is coming in..so yeah thank you for that.

    • @alliepriestley
      @alliepriestley  ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Omggggg that is AMAZING. How are you feeling???(

  • @gypsylady1357
    @gypsylady1357 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    Your videos give me so much hope. Please keep making your content because it’s needed in this world.

    • @alliepriestley
      @alliepriestley  ปีที่แล้ว

      Omg this is going to make me cry. Thank you so much for saying this and thank you for being here. You all are healing my heart more than you know

  • @raeikou6740
    @raeikou6740 ปีที่แล้ว +35

    As another person with ADHD and a possible side salad of ASD, I can really relate to your vibe. 👏

    • @alliepriestley
      @alliepriestley  ปีที่แล้ว +3

      THANK YOU SO MUCH AND THANK YOU FOR BEING HERE!! ❤

    • @raeikou6740
      @raeikou6740 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@alliepriestley appreciate you!

    • @HollieAndApollo
      @HollieAndApollo 8 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Literally same lol I second this! 😂❤

  • @SoyChaiLatte91
    @SoyChaiLatte91 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I’ve been in a very vulnerable state in the last few years and I’ve fallen into the manifestation trap and it’s only made my mental health worse. Ty for posting about all of this. It’s sobering and reassuring ❤

  • @BBB-to4cc
    @BBB-to4cc ปีที่แล้ว +8

    It feels so good to hear someone talk exactly like me when telling a story 😂 literally crying laughing when you finally said your name and age with your wig and glasses, a damn VIBE 😂 i feel so validated

    • @alliepriestley
      @alliepriestley  ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Hahhahaha omg thank you so much for being here and for this sweet comment!!!

  • @rebecca-t1w
    @rebecca-t1w ปีที่แล้ว +5

    This is such valuable information! I started holistic school in 2019 and it’s taken me a long time to finish and since then I’ve seen a new wave of students and it’s almost because spirituality is trending and instead of going to therapy they’re going to school to be a “healer” it’s frustrating because all they know is new age tiktok buzzwords and appropriation and when I brought it up in a discussion new age and psychosis & Joe dispenza with the teacher agreeing with me no students cared it’s like they were choosing to be ignorant and buy into the toxic wellness industry and it terrifies me because it’s extremely harmful especially when they start taking clients

  • @originalewalk
    @originalewalk ปีที่แล้ว +16

    CAN I JUST SAY THAT THAT 17 MIN INTRO JUST MAX REFILLED MY HP/MP AND GAVE ME AN EXTRA LIFE 😂😂😂😂😂 god, my eyes are all wet now! 🤣 BBY QUEEN HERE SERVING COMFORT PERSON LEFT AND RIGHT!!!!! ❤❤

    • @alliepriestley
      @alliepriestley  ปีที่แล้ว +2

      OMG I HAVE MISSED YOU!!!! Hope you’re doing great my love!!!!

    • @alliepriestley
      @alliepriestley  ปีที่แล้ว +1

      THIS JUST MADE MY DAY!!

  • @imsarahcarter
    @imsarahcarter ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Allie I am so thankful for everything you do. Thank you for sharing your story. Sending you all the support and love. 😊

  • @caydiamond6220
    @caydiamond6220 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    i fully see and validate your experience bro. spiritual psychosis and new age love and lighters quite literally scare me. it’s just another delusion to keep people numb from the extremely scary physical reality we are in.. and no one is paying attention because they are dissociating into this spiritual stuff. like.. look around people.. snap back to reality.

  • @izzydianaa
    @izzydianaa 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

    Taking action and initiative, taking charge and learning practical skills is so much more important than just affirming. There are coaches out there who literally say things like “live in your imagination” not knowing just how literally neurodivergent people will take that.

  • @lizarcher1
    @lizarcher1 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    The quantum shifting and others saga was elite content. To see their reactions was interesting. It’s so important to keep asking questions ❤❤

  • @vshcvsh98
    @vshcvsh98 ปีที่แล้ว +15

    Keep talking, don’t stop sharing. Your perspective is not only valuable but needed. I too got sucked into the scary world of this twisted new age stuff, and at the time having a neurodivergent brain but not yet knowing it, really made my healing journey much more difficult to find out that what I knew to be reality crumbled, but now I’m also diagnosed and having to learn a whole new world on top of the one I had been running away from for years while overcoming a h3r0!n add!ct!on. So thank you for inspiring many, you’re not alone and many need to hear you. I deleted TikTok a couple months ago and my mental health has drastically changed- I’m still having my struggles but they’re different now, I can really tell how much TikTok was messing with me even though I do miss how much I learned on there. It isn’t worth the deteriorating mental health though. I’m glad I found you on here, I always wanna support the ones spreading what the believe to be truth, even if it causes controversey. Much love dude. ❤
    Edit: I fkn crack up at this intro, maybe I'm stoned , maybe you're my kinda person, but this shit got me rollin- I know this will be a serious topic but I had to add that! xD

    • @zillamysterious
      @zillamysterious ปีที่แล้ว +2

      She saved so many of our lives so we need to always let her know we got her back and we will also save her life. I mean it Allie we here for you for real.

    • @vshcvsh98
      @vshcvsh98 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@zillamysterious THIS! THIS TIMES A TRILION. we support you allie, we need your voice, the truth spread! But also, put your mental health first

  • @jessicagogan3902
    @jessicagogan3902 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I could have jumped for joy when you said you have a bunch of content coming and that your goal is to upload once a week!!🎉
    Thank you so much for everything you do, I appreciate you so much!!❤

  • @MrzBulldoppz
    @MrzBulldoppz ปีที่แล้ว +6

    ALLIE FOR THE WIN!!!!! proud of you for being so strong!!!!

    • @alliepriestley
      @alliepriestley  ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Thank you so so so much 🥺

    • @MrzBulldoppz
      @MrzBulldoppz ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @conversationswithallie you're the bomb girlie!!!! I come from a religious background, some people woruld argue its a cult lol. I have adhd and I suspect autism as well so I feel like I can relate to you in many ways and love your channel so so much. Keep going.

  • @SourEggz
    @SourEggz ปีที่แล้ว +4

    What’s that on your head?! A WIG! I SAY WHAT’S THAT ON YOUR HEAD!? *A WIG!* Also, I am excited for this video!

  • @captainstefanie
    @captainstefanie ปีที่แล้ว +5

    “What kind of trauma do you have?” reminded me of a book by Dr. Bruce Perry and Oprah called What Happened to You. I highly recommend it!! Basically the title is in reference to any time you might think to wonder what’s WRONG with someone, instead to wonder, or ask (if appropriate) what HAPPENED to them.

  • @GothLunaMoth
    @GothLunaMoth ปีที่แล้ว

    This is SO good!! Thank you for being spiritual and understanding negativity that comes our way, isn’t our fault. I particularly resonate with the reality of “Hi, my name is Goth Luna Moth, and I’m an alcoholic” that wildly resonates w/ the deep seated hold that kind of “program” can have. My experience ranks me at the top of the “worst at paying attention” list. I’m a mess, but I’m a fun mess. Thank you for being so down to earth, given the following you have. That speaks volumes to your ability to connect the people of this community. I had a near death experience when I was six years old. I was put under for a surgery and apparently there was something weird with the anesthesia, and they did let my parents know that they had a few issues “a few hiccups.” But I will never forget what I’ve learned through it. I would love to make a TH-cam video about it, just to explain all the little details… I will very soon! Thank you Allie, for showing us what spiritual psychosis looks like, so maybe we won’t fall into that. It’s very important for me to stay spiritual, but not outlandish. I need to be focused in spirituality and reality, so I can take care of people and myself. So thank you again! I appreciate you and your viewpoints!!

  • @crabapple31
    @crabapple31 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    I will always be a "yea" whenever you ask "should I put on a wig?", in case I'm absent when a vote is called. Also I may give dirty looks to anyone who ever tries to "nay" the question. It's a "yea"," people. It's a "yea."

    • @alliepriestley
      @alliepriestley  ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Lol lol this made my morning thank you!!!! 🤣🤣🤣🧡🧡

    • @crabapple31
      @crabapple31 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@alliepriestley the very least i could do. 💗 Your content came across my TT fyp at a time when i was struggling (still am but thankfully to a way lesser degree) with some of the dangerous things you're talking about. So. i appreciate you.

  • @elizabethclark4784
    @elizabethclark4784 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I am so proud of you . This is the comeback I hoped for you 🙏

  • @emily2k111
    @emily2k111 ปีที่แล้ว

    I just want to thank you for making TH-cam videos. I discovered you on TikTok around November of last year during the time I was experiencing a lot of intense spiritual experiences. your videos about how law of attraction isn’t real and how damaging these new age ways of thinking are actually , and I mean literally, saved me. You gave me space within myself to relax and realise I don’t have to think in these scary ways that I am thinking, I have quit Tik tok due to how much nonsense is on there, especially as someone who is divergent, Tik tok isn’t a healthy place sometimes. so again, thank you for making TH-cam videos. I love hearing you talk!

  • @NotoriousBmj
    @NotoriousBmj ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Love you Allie!! Thank you so much for sharing so openly and candidly. ❤

    • @alliepriestley
      @alliepriestley  ปีที่แล้ว

      Thank you so much love! I will be posting here again soon! 🖤

  • @justcadence4693
    @justcadence4693 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Here for your content on any platform! I hope you're doing well ❤️

  • @Downbadcryinathegym
    @Downbadcryinathegym ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Thank you for sharing, it’s such an important issue

    • @alliepriestley
      @alliepriestley  ปีที่แล้ว

      Thank you for listening and thank you for being here!!! 🖤

  • @yahiaruh
    @yahiaruh ปีที่แล้ว

    Still so glad I recently found ur content, almost everything u spoke ab in this vid is what I wanna explain and talk to people around me ab I just don’t know how 😂 love it keep it up!!!

  • @syd444
    @syd444 3 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Love this!

  • @nowitsCynder
    @nowitsCynder ปีที่แล้ว

    thank you for making this video. seeing someone close to me go down the dark side of this made me want to find videos like this to help me in explaining it to them

  • @sacred_alchemy
    @sacred_alchemy ปีที่แล้ว

    Oh I already love you. You are so funny I can’t wait to keep listening to you. Where have you been all my life!

  • @kaleidoscopesthirdeyevizions
    @kaleidoscopesthirdeyevizions 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    I got stuck on a twin flame journey that caused me a psychosis through watching online tarot videos all day everyday to the point I really thought it was all really real. Then I did have tarot reader get into my personal information which made it worse and started lying about making it hard for me to understand what I was going through. It becomes really dangerous watching some of these things when your in a dark space and it vulnerable over love even stronger minded people can start to become confused and truly believe everything these people say even if they are not qualified to give spiritual advice

  • @HollieAndApollo
    @HollieAndApollo 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    As someone with chronic illness I almost fell into the trap that somehow I must have brought it onto myself and that even me thinking about being sick was only feeding energy to keeping me sick.. it’s scary.. I really relate to a lot of what you said. Especially just needing someone to tell you about your brain.

  • @Gypsyesper
    @Gypsyesper 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Dude this is great !!!❤

  • @shannond1153
    @shannond1153 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I'm so upset that her account was banned on TikTok I truly enjoyed every morning hopping on and seeing her lives and watching new videos I was searching to see if she started a new page and found nothing 😢

    • @jo0ls_dee
      @jo0ls_dee ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I was off tiktok for a while so I don't know what happened, but I logged in one day and she had disappeared

  • @sacred_alchemy
    @sacred_alchemy ปีที่แล้ว

    No, now you really freaked me out because you split my brain into two sides now I have a lot to think about why you gotta do that man why you gotta do that 😂

  • @Frankie1983
    @Frankie1983 ปีที่แล้ว

    Amazing

  • @marys.8905
    @marys.8905 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Oh god I’m so paranoid about dying too. I’m just glad I’m not alone. ❤

    • @camillegoering6906
      @camillegoering6906 ปีที่แล้ว

      bro me too. this is the thing I really latched onto loll

  • @sacred_alchemy
    @sacred_alchemy ปีที่แล้ว

    I can’t wait to hear this!!! 1:29

  • @naomi6056
    @naomi6056 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    Please give time stamps / chapters for your ADHD fans!

  • @captainstefanie
    @captainstefanie ปีที่แล้ว

    I deleted the TikTok app from my phone about 3 weeks ago and I surprisingly haven’t missed it at all. I haven’t even done that muscle memory thing where I try to open it where the icon used to be on my homepage. That being said, I only ever REALLY watched TikTok, which I think makes it a lot easier to quit or scale back on because it wasn’t a dopamine supply for me. Not to say that I’ve never posted on there but 99% of my usage was just as a viewer. I hope you keep making content on TH-cam because I really like listening to you but I was spending waaaay too much time every day on TikTok. I’m very all it nothing so I just had to delete it. I don’t have the self control to limit myself.

  • @sacred_alchemy
    @sacred_alchemy ปีที่แล้ว

    “A professional Rambler I’ll get you back to the point” I love you 43:32

  • @TheNarcFairy
    @TheNarcFairy 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    6:15 she look like Joanne the Scammer 😂😂😂😂 I love Allie

  • @nobo.314
    @nobo.314 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Holy crap im in the beginning and you're talking about how if a video wasnt 45 mins you didn't want it, same here . Its crazy how tiktok and youtube shorts have changed our brains

  • @sacred_alchemy
    @sacred_alchemy ปีที่แล้ว

    Yes, can you take away is something that I learned on Thanksgiving and it’s what you just said “you can’t trust anyone”

  • @lolitscaylin
    @lolitscaylin ปีที่แล้ว

    I want to start posting more on TH-cam where I can just be myself and talk, tik tok stresses me out lol but I feel like we could do a podcast together!! I have so many stories! Of crazy things new age spiritualists have said to me and we’ve been through so many similar things! whenever you get your podcast up and running I’d love to get our neurodivergent brains together haha

  • @zillamysterious
    @zillamysterious ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I also had this same thought Allie that New Age LoA stuff is control from Govt. because of the fact it is in the business sector and allowed.

    • @zillamysterious
      @zillamysterious ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I'm glad you're my spiritual soul sista!

    • @zillamysterious
      @zillamysterious ปีที่แล้ว +1

      That is awesome about the Lakota fund let me know when you start it and I'll help you donate.

    • @zillamysterious
      @zillamysterious ปีที่แล้ว +3

      They wouldn't have bought your trademarks without knowing they are in the wrong for how unethical they are being. How sick it really is hard to trust people.

    • @IWillBeSaved
      @IWillBeSaved 7 หลายเดือนก่อน

      It’s Satan

  • @nobo.314
    @nobo.314 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Ur hilarious 😂❤

    • @alliepriestley
      @alliepriestley  ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Omg thank you soooo much :) I cannot wait to make more content here I hope you make you all laugh a lot!

  • @sacred_alchemy
    @sacred_alchemy ปีที่แล้ว

    Podcast yes!!!!!!!!

  • @ElizabethVonnegut
    @ElizabethVonnegut ปีที่แล้ว

    happened to me for a decade as well! add psychedelics and yup

    • @ElizabethVonnegut
      @ElizabethVonnegut ปีที่แล้ว

      the sims 4 saved me from tiktok addiction bc i was too invested in my legacy challenge to go on tiktok

    • @ElizabethVonnegut
      @ElizabethVonnegut ปีที่แล้ว

      i gotta say tho lucky girl syndrome did end my fear of death

  • @sleepyspacegremlin
    @sleepyspacegremlin ปีที่แล้ว

    Wigs are fun. I need to buy some bc my hair is kinda falling out.

  • @sleepyspacegremlin
    @sleepyspacegremlin ปีที่แล้ว +1

    You're talking about me. It's super weird. I didn't know it was so dangerous.

  • @sacred_alchemy
    @sacred_alchemy ปีที่แล้ว

    Sorry, not sorry that I am going to comment a lot. I hope it’s 000 one on my Alexa anyway I wanna do an outline as well because I know once I get on Camera I’m going to start talking and I’m gonna go all over the place, I’m gonna go in so many different directions and then forget where I was supposed to be and then go back there and then get distracted again by my own words and thoughts and everything is important right at least I feel it is but will anybody be able to follow me? I don’t know. I was trying to record myself the other night and I’m talk texting right now, so excuse the punctuation and the run-on sentences but that’s just what I do. I was recording myself the other night talking about. I download that I believe I had, and during my recording of my own self speaking on the topic, I then started to stop my speech that I was recording or whatever I was doing for myself, or for others, and started talking to myself like I do because I live alone and I’m 44 by the way anyway I’ll talk to myself constantly it’s like my higher self and my ego just have conversations with each other so I caught myself on Voice Recorder talking to myself. I can’t wait to listen to it.😂😂😂 7:29

  • @joealexander3123
    @joealexander3123 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Bahahahahahaha skip to min 19 if you want to start at the actual story. You cracked me tf up watching this tho I was like DAM she def is adhd

  • @sleepyspacegremlin
    @sleepyspacegremlin ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Are you in my brain? This is wild. 😅

  • @ally3896
    @ally3896 ปีที่แล้ว

    i can only smoke mj that are extremely mild, and yes psychedlics broke my brain too bc i overdid it, which i usually do..overdo/indulge in things hahaha

    • @ally3896
      @ally3896 ปีที่แล้ว

      also i am SO sorry that youre getting literal DEATH THREATS? collect the evidence.

  • @reylin.x
    @reylin.x 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I'm not someone who can use tik tok. I've tried. i love music, and the things they do it make me angry, specifically with classics.

  • @sacred_alchemy
    @sacred_alchemy ปีที่แล้ว

    By the way, thank you for the wig idea as I am eager to get on Camera but my whole hair situation is kind of bugging and then I thought you know I’m gonna buy a wig, but you just made me realize that totally like cosplay people dress up in cosplay so they can feel more comfortable in their skin because it’s like a mask well why not put on a hair mask and put some sunglasses on I love it I love that you put the microphone down and put a fucking we’re gone I wish you didn’t live in Boulder Colorado. I’ve been Portland Oregon we’re neighbors but seriously I’ll move to Colorado I don’t know but I don’t really wanna live here and I don’t really want to live in Colorado. I would like to live in California where I’m from but that’s a whole Nother story. OK maybe someday you’ll watch my TH-cam video. Love you bye

  • @sleepyspacegremlin
    @sleepyspacegremlin ปีที่แล้ว

    I'm pretty sure I'm addicted to tiktok too. But I'm chronically ill, so 🤷🏼

  • @EdenJumanji
    @EdenJumanji ปีที่แล้ว +1

    i ADUIBLY GASPED

  • @AshleyAtreyu
    @AshleyAtreyu 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Not to be the devils advocate because I too fell into the cult of new age throughout the last decade, but we certainly do create our own reality. We are the only people who can control what happens in our own lives. Job sucks and wages aren’t good? Find a new job with better wages and is a better fit, and then quit your old job after you find a new better one. Hate what your body looks like? Go to the gym, eat healthy, take care of yourself. (There are plenty more examples but these are the two I could think of off the top of my head as they pertain to myself) Nothing/nobody outside of you can do those things but you. So yes. We create our own realities. But not in the sense that these new agers talk about, and THAT is one of the spots where people are mislead. It’s awful and sad and scary all at once.

  • @mayazudov3675
    @mayazudov3675 ปีที่แล้ว

    Well I don't know about you I believe that you live your life in a way that is comfortable for you
    But manifesting is real and it saved my life ! I guess it's about balance choosing something that works for you .
    For you it's bad and makes you anxious
    For me it's my saving and I'm 32
    I started in 19
    Everything is fabulous 🙏🏻🙂
    I guess it's always something that open for discussion.

    • @Bela-134
      @Bela-134 หลายเดือนก่อน

      in the future you'll regret

    • @mayazudov3675
      @mayazudov3675 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @ I'm in the future 🙌🏻

  • @user-kr7fd1ru4k
    @user-kr7fd1ru4k ปีที่แล้ว

    3:26 💀

  • @lizarcher1
    @lizarcher1 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Allie your mod blocked me on live and I didn’t even comment now I can’t access your content :(

    • @alliepriestley
      @alliepriestley  ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I’m so sorry about that, I’m not sure what’s going on with that! Please send me an email and I’ll fix it when I can contactalliep@gmail.com

    • @lizarcher1
      @lizarcher1 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@alliepriestley thanks Allie I’ve emailed you and my account is @innerearth111
      I saw another girl comment the same problem one of your mods is up to something I think

  • @IWillBeSaved
    @IWillBeSaved 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    ✝️ Jesus is the way the truth & the life ✝️

  • @sleepyspacegremlin
    @sleepyspacegremlin ปีที่แล้ว

    Omg... No... 😮😢😱

  • @UniQueLyEviL
    @UniQueLyEviL ปีที่แล้ว +6

    LMFAO I can't with you and these wigs 💀

    • @vshcvsh98
      @vshcvsh98 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      i love it xD

    • @alliepriestley
      @alliepriestley  ปีที่แล้ว +1

      AHAHAHAHAHHAA I LOVE THAT YOU LOVE THEM IT MAKES ME SO HAPPY

    • @alliepriestley
      @alliepriestley  ปีที่แล้ว

      @@vshcvsh98 thank you lovely!!!!! ❤😂

  • @Mrhighguru
    @Mrhighguru 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I definitely cried in the beginning from a child I’ve been dealing with autism and I’ve js been punished for it. I love how you care about this issue a lot it’s really hard to find someone who truly understands deeply keep it up please 🫶🏾

  • @elizabethclark4784
    @elizabethclark4784 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    I am so proud of you . This is the comeback I hoped for you 🙏

    • @alliepriestley
      @alliepriestley  ปีที่แล้ว +1

      WOW THANK YOU SO SO SO MUCH. You have no idea how much each and every one of you mean to me!!!