How I Almost Ended My Life In 2019 | Salice Rose
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- You guys have NO idea how hard it was for me to make this video let alone upload this.... But as scared as I am to post this, I'm glad I'm doing it because I just hope I can save a few lives by posting this. I just want you guys to know that overall you are never alone even though you may feel alone sometimes and I want to spread awareness all over the world that it's OK to ask for help. You are not a burden.... you are so needed on this earth and I love every single one of you individually more than you can ever imagine.
With Love: Salice Rose
National Suicide Prevention Hotline:1-800-273-8255
“As good as I am of a person, why do I go through the most shit” honestly, I’m crying. I feel that.
Don't worry, I can listen, its ok
Your are an amazing woman!!who is also brilliant and beautiful!!!😘🌷
Same
It's ALWAYS the good people that go through the most shit. Such is life, I guess.
SAME😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
I was in the Dollar Tree last night and there was a lady and two kids behind me in a LONG line. One of the kids were older and one was a toddler. The bigger one had a pack of glowsticks and the baby was screaming for them so the mom opened the pack and gave him one, which stopped his tears. He walked around with it smiling, but then the bigger boy took it and the baby started crying again. Just as the mom was about to yell at the older boy for taking the stick, he bent the glow stick and handed it back to the toddler. As we were walking out the baby noticed the stick was now glowing and his brother said “ I had to break it so you could get the full effect from it” AND WOAH I almost ran out because I could hear God saying to me “ I had to break you to show you why you were created , you had to go through every aspect of heartbreak and pain so you could truly fulfill your purpose” that little boy was happy with swinging the “unbroken” glow stick around in the air because he didn’t understand what it was created to do which was to “glow”. God has chosen us to be “broken” for a purpose. We have to get sick. We have to go through heartbreak. We have to bury love ones. We have to lose people, because in those moments of desperation, God is breaking us but when the breaking is done we will see the reason for which we were created
WOW Beautiful and deep so true
Wow. Wow. This touched me. I so needed this right now
I needed to read this right now! Thank you for sharing!
i’m not religious but that was really beautiful ❤️
Wow. You just changed my whole mindset.
Qoute:
"Even Strong People Are Weak."
- Salice Rose
NAH.IM STRONG NOT WEAK MINDED.I HAVE DONE DRUGS EVERY KIND OF DRUGS & DONT GET HOOKED. NOW WTF WHY WOULD SHE SAY SHE THOUGHT OF HER FANS..LOL..INSTEAD OF SAYING I THOUGHT OF MY MOM & SIS. BUT FANS.YEAH RIGHT.
🙏
"you have to go dude...." saddest thing to tell yourself. Stay strong Salice. There's people out here who need you.
Monique Chhoun it’s the worst feeling in the world. It’s so scary and in that moment you have no strength to be strong. I can relate and I’m still scared.
I'm one of Tham
Sad to say that I've said that to myself the other day but I'm fine now
It’s so crazy how she said “I turned up my music so if something happens I won’t hear it.” Like im in tears
SAME😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭🤧
SAME😭😭😭😭😭😭
2019 was/is the HARDEST year of my life for so so so many reasons. I relate to this on so many levels. We got this baby. 2020 were coming back!!!! Praying for you mamas.
I can relate to this n u as well it's crazy that sometimes we think we're alone in that were the only ones left alone feeling these types of ways it's nice to know we are not alone but getting help is key I hope I did for urself
Autumn Ramirez omg my name is Autumn
Honestly I feel the same way and it's so so sooooo HARD to ger through it and still going through it
Believing that a new year will make things better for you is the problem.. JS. i was thinking that since back to 2014...
I feel the exact same way
“When is this gonna end?” I felt this on a different level rn. :(
I was brought to tears when she said “I’m talking to you the person looking through the screen” shits crazy how much I can relate
Stephanie N.T omg saaame tho
Same, I broke down the minute she said that 😭😭
Same
Everyone is fighting a secret war ... we are all warriors !!!! You are loved and admired by everyone !!! You are so brave to share this .
And that’s facts! Everyone has their own battles and obstacles! No situation is permanent!!
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Acturly 💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕
“as good as i am as a person, why do i always go through to most shit” why does life have to be like that :(, i pray for better times, we love you Salice ❤️
When I was catholic I would always think I had to go to the church to be in the presence of the Lord, but now I know that a relationship with God is not a building ...it’s within ourselves. We are the temple that the Holy Spirit dwells in. So in that moment or any moment you feel like you need God lift up your prayers, no matter where you physically stand. God hears you anywhere& wants to fill you up
I’ll be praying for you 💕
Its LENA THIS 🙌🙌🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼
Yes mama! God bless you for this child ❤️ amen 🙌
💗💗💗💗 yesss!!
Amen sis 🙏
Its LENA you have the same beliefs as me. Your words are empowering to me thank you good to know someone else thinks like me
Now Salice is doing much better and she’s with someone who makes her happy. Bless you salice.💜
This is for you if you are struggling, if you feel like giving up, if you feel like you don't have any more fight left in you, I want to tell you this: You are worth it, you were put on this Earth for a reason, you have a purpose in this life. The pain your feeling now is only temporary . Your life is worth fighting for you are not alone. Things will get better for you, there is light at the end of the tunnel.
You are stronger than you think. Don't give up and never lose hope. I want you to know there’s a future waiting for you, if you choose to get there. In your future, you’ll know happiness. In your future, this dark cloud won’t be hovering over you, and you will meet some of the most remarkable people.
There are many wonderful days ahead of you.❤️❤️❤️You’re unique, amazing, beautiful, needed, wanted, and loved by so many. Your presence in the world, it matters. I need you to know that.Dont be afraid to get help and speak up .You’ve been so strong up to this point, and I am so proud of you for continuing to fight 🦋🦋 #worldsuicidepreventionday
Titi Oke i cried while reading this and watching this video 🥺 but i’m okay now
Aww that’s sweet
Titi Oke yooo thanks man this had me crying I can relate so much to this 😞😞is not koo getting depressed and having anxiety 😔😔💔💔
Thank You
Melina Basham 💕💕
Salice you are so strong! The enemy is a LIAR. He is out to steal, kill, and destroy and I’m sure something great is headed your way and he doesn’t want you to get it!
Omg this is so true
Yesss
Agree
Stop being mad at yourself, stop shaming yourself. YOU ARE HUMAN and it's okay to not be okay.
“ Don’t cut urself “ really got to me... thank u for ur inspiring words Salice
Strong people break too, you’re human. Sometimes we just want the pain to stop
That's so true
That is true stay strong ok
i love you bb stay strong 💓💪 you helped me in my lowest points and i’ll always be here for you 💜
Stay strong because I love you ❤️😘💕
I applaud you for getting out bed today. For getting dressed. For making human contact. For being brave enough to ask for help. For brushing your teeth. For eating something if anything. For talking about this. For letting people know you struggle just like the rest of us. A applaud you for being open. For expressing yourself no matter hwo difficult it can be. For telling yourself to wake up the next morning. For gaining control. I applaud you. And i hope and pray you do not feel alone. You will NEVER be alone.
2019 was no one's year.
I agree 2019 was not a good year for me at all!! New beginnings to all of us in 2020! Let’s kick life in the butt and keep moving forward.
i know it wasn't mine
Agree.. everyone had at least 1 bad thing happen to them in 2019. But hey, new year, new decade, new us, new life. Let’s get stronger this year❤️
@@haloprincess1 agreed.
roe, easy to say. There are more then 7 billion people on earth.
salice, you should not be embarrassed that you felt weak. you are a human too. its impossible to stay strong all the time. thank you for posting this video. you are strong and everyone feels weak at some point. you are loved and not alone. we love and support you no matter what.
parisha k so sweet
parisha k it’s just a saying
@@PugloverrulesPugloverrules what is just a saying?
Suicide Awareness never feel like you’re alone sometimes life is rough but we’re here for you!
Baby you're strong, you're a blessing to this world. I'm so happy that you are still here. Just know please that you're not alone!!! You're never alone.
I've been through what you went through. My mom died, and my little brother was 14 so all he had left was me. All I had was my mom. My father had already passed. Then a few months after mom passing I lost my apt. I was responsible for not just me and my brother, but for my baby boy. He was 1.
The night I lost my apt, a friend got a hotel room for us but I had no money for the next day. I had no home, no money, no mom, no hope left. I just needed a good cry and someone to talk to, but nobody was answering the phone.
I was so distraught that reality was distorted. I thought all the problems were MY fault. I thought I was the problem and if I could just eliminate myself everybody would be better off. I felt like a burden.
I walked and walked through this dark neighborhood just crying and walking in the middle of the street. I walked to this park with a lake and sat there. I had called people with no answer but I sent a text to my bestfriend that said "please take care of the boys" (damn that was hard to type.. crying now).
I put my phone down and was ready to jump in.. mind you I can't swim. Nobody would've heard me.
My friend got the text.. it's like 2am...and she calls. Of course she's confused and can't fully understand where my head was at bc it was so unlike me.. but just hearing her voice. Just knowing that 1 person cared enough to respond to me was enough to make me walk away.
All the love I had for my son and brother wasn't even enough in that moment to pull me out of it and that's CRAZY to me. They are my world!! That night is a long story, it actually got worse before it got better, but my mindset shifted thankfully from wanting to end my life. I'm here to type this.
Life can be so overwhelming. The amount that is expected from people is too much. And we don't talk about it t these things enough. Thank you Salice for sharing this story, for making us smile and feel like a part of your family. Tha k you for being you! And please don't go anywhere for a long time. We love you! I love you!
Thank you for anyone who took the time to read this.
Amen
Olive Juice I cried while I read your story.
I hope you’re in a much better place and your brother and son are doing well. Stay strong and remember you’re here for a reason.💕
Thank God you are still here and Salice just know you all are loved by God our Father only through him we can truly experience Happiness and Joy.. We are never alone, God will never leave you nor forsake. You are worth it and you are here for a reason, we were never supposed to experience death but just eternal life.. God bless 💖
Thank you for sharing a little bit of your story. I’m crying my eyes out right now bc I relate to so much....I pray to God he rains down so many blessings on you! 💛
I also felt that without me the world would be better but now I know that with me,my family will live the happiest because I didn't notice how much they cared for me and I was so stupid to even think about killing myself but life is not supposed to hurt or to feel bad but to live those happy moments and to be thankful for them. With God we can accomplish anything and hopefully we can learn from our mistakes and weaknesses to inspire others as well.
i attempted suicide on march 9, 2019. i was in psych care for about two weeks. when i came out on march 25, 2019 i felt like i got a second chance to get better and live. like a snake, i shedded that part of my life and came out anew. i’m getting a snake tatted on me soon to keep my story and tell my story when people ask. i still struggle occasionally, but i can safely say that i am okay. i will be okay. and you will be too. to anyone struggling you are good and you will be okay.
Ajah Jackson stay strong ❤️
Ajah I have been there myself, I too have shed the darkness. I am getting my snake tattoo this year. A friend of mind gave me a ball python out of kindness. And she knew nothing of what has gone on my mind this year. And I look at my beautiful serpent, her name is Selene, knowing I have a great new beginning. You do too. Here's to our stories never being over just becoming an epic, a timeless tale.
It gets better people you have loved ones that come and go like the sun but you need to know that you are not alone and you are lucky to be alive and in God hands.
Stay strong and I hope you’re doing well 🙏🏼
stay strong baby! we are proud you’re here 💗
😔this caught my eye because I’ve never seen her this sad😔I love you baby❤️❤️the first second made me sad😪
My mother took her life 5 years ago and her depression I have inherited so I can totally relate thanks for being open and vulnerable
Rayanne Wheat my mom took her life last year
Rayanne Wheat keep your head up baby . Your are a beautiful young lady
Rember u are blessed u r strong n u will break thru I'm not just saying that I mean it
I feel bad for you guys
i lost my mom the
day after her bday...
i was working alot
my sis was out of
town.. her bday was
10/14..we think she
passed on 10/15.. but
was found 10/20.. we
found her phone she
did try & call 911 3times...
she took pills,meth &
drank so far we know
from toxicology..but reports
are not finnished yet still...
i miss my mom.. :-(
2019 was one of the worst years by far for me. I lost my grandmother and my dog. I had to watch them both pass.The worst part is that my dog is what helped me through my grief with my grandmother (who I was very close to) and me and my dog were inseparable. I’d spend my whole time with her. She died on my lap from lymphoma cancer. I haven’t felt happy since and have no one that understands or To talk to. I have so much pain this year and it hurts all the time even physically. I have felt so much pain in my life but nothing is worst than this pain. I don’t know if I’ll ever be happy after both losses in just the span of 2 months. We didn’t know my dog had cancer until the week after she died. My grandmothers death was prolonged for one month. It was the worst
Alexia S. omg im so sorry for you i lost both my grandmas and my dog has there thru it all and i can’t imagine loosing her even though she is getting old 😞
Sorry to hear that. I lost my grandma and my dog the same year too. Similar story
I am praying for you.
Omg I'm so so so sorry for your loss. I can't imagine losing my dog. Give it some time you're already so strong that your still going through day by day.
I’m sorry for your losses. 🙏🏻 if you ever need someone feel free to message me and that goes for anyone that sees this comment! Things really do get better even though it’s hard to see through the cloudiness.
The devil loves to target the children of god, devil and his darkness is powerful - you experienced the devils ultimate power and gods ultimate power in one night. Glory to god 💛💛💛💛💛💛
Amen🙏
I'm also in that step where I lose myself so much and I feel empty and it's not easy
WTF...WHY DO YOU IDIOTS BELIEVE IN THE DEVIL.....HAHAHA ...OH SHIT THAT IS FUNNY ....LOOK PEOPLE LOOK FOR GOD FOR COMFORT WHICH IT REALLY MEANS NOTHING ...TELL ME WHY DOESN'T GOD CURE BABIES WITH CANCER? TELL ME?
Nationalcitysycho d Why do you guys get so triggered by stuff you claim not to believe in? People can’t actually believe every purposeful thing in science happened from nothing exploding? Random dysfunctional chaos doesn’t create systems and order. There comes a point where “chance.” and “oh coincidence” stops working. What I can’t imagine is believing everything is pointless and that things self engineer themselves without thought. Or that no action is “right or wrong”. I could ask atheists lots of questions they can’t answer either. Instead of name calling people, calm down, and stop acting like you are five. You don’t believe in a more intelligent power because through unbiased study and honest thought you came to that conclusion? Or because the God your hear about doesn’t live up to your standards and feelings?
Khlo the sad truth is there probably is not a god.😔 I used believed and now I just question. We have not seen, touched, or heard him, but what we have discovered is atoms and other stuff that made up the world we live in. In complete honesty it feels great to believe god for comfort reasons, to know we are going somewhere; but what greater are we than animals. Our selfishness and greed to think we are going somewhere great even though we are no better than the spider you step on when walking in the grass.😔
Awe baby I’m so sorry I love you so much and I’ll always be here to support you
I dont know Salice if you will see this since the comments are flooded with good vibes...but i just wanted to let you know that I understand that feeling of losing your mind. That uncomfortable void at the pit of your stomach that haunts you,where you kind of for a split second feel very disconnected with everything around and feel like you dont belong and feel disconnected with yourself. Like if your body is there but your soul and mind are elsewhere and they are trying to find their way back I but as I was watching this video.. I shut out my opinion and my perspective and simply tried my hardest to see it from your eyes and instantly my eyes flooded with tears. This is such a vulnerable moment. It's very intense but you've done so many great things. You have such a beautiful mind and soul that honestly does not compare. I'm so happy you are still here and live many more years until you're all crusty and old Haha. Isaiah 41:10
Edit : thank for the likes and support. I greatly appreciate it. To whoever reads this and is going through a hard time or maybe having some thoughts that they know are going to affect them in a negative way. Please please please please get some help. It's okay to ask for help. If u need anyone to talk to. I'm always here too. I'll be checking this comment and you are welcome to reply to it and I'll be there to listen. The salice rose fam has to support each other and others. We are strong and powerful but together we are unstoppable. HELLA PROUD TO BE A PART OF THIS FAMILY!
You know what I’ve come to learn, life isn’t hard, it’s the ppl in our lives that make it hard.
Think about it....
So true
Never heard a truer statement. 💜
Belinda Marquez thank you 😊 🙏🏽
Salice, this is nearly identical to my suicide attempt and my spiritual awakening in 2018. I'm so glad you are alive. You are amazing, beautiful, funny, awesome! I'm so happy you talked to the hotline. That's what saved me. Stay strong but dont be scared or ashamed to ask for help. You will be surprised how many people got your back. I love you!
The world is sick and hurt.. humans are feeling it. .
i love you salice you are an inspiration for many young people out there never give up love
Ruby Bogonia it really is
TRUE
PINK ASMR hi pinkk
FALSE
I lost my dad june 29th 2019 i wanna to die just to see him in heaven but your video keep me alive and happy stay strong salice love you #teamsalice
2von dayz2 I’m sorry for your loss. just know he’s still with you! I hope you stay strong because that’s what he wants you to do.
I’m sorry for your loss, he’s always gonna be watching over you. Be strong ❤️
Even though I don't know you I love your beautiful soul
Where here for you ❤️
2von dayz2 Please stay strong! ♥️ You're dad wants you here alive on Earth making your dreams come true & reaching your goals. You will be reunited when that time comes. Don't forget that 🙏🏻 Sending you positive vibes
God! Saved your life, but he used what's important to you to reach you.
You are strong and full of life and love and good people always go through hard times evil does not want good people to live well and be happy you found your purpose on earth the devil will try to take that from you but god is good and always with you he is working through you. God bless ❤
MyTwoCents no such thing as god. Please stop brain washing others ...
@@lenny5923 what you choose to believe in is your business. I'm not brainwashing anyone. You're here with your negativity and aggressive views. Have several seats. Hope one day you find peace. Since it seems like you dont have any currently.
I felt her when she said she "I forgot how to be strong" "I'm a good person but as good as I am a person why do I go thought so much shit" 2019 has been the hardest year for me also.. Crying as I'm watching the video cause I know how it feels.. My heart hurts for you.. Thank you for not going through with it.. We love you..
Damn that's crazy... You can never tell when somebody is sad or depressed.
That's so true because people can be feeling so sad/lonely but when we see them they try their best to have a smile on their faces and say nothing is wrong. Ask me how do I know its because I been there, up to this day its been hard for me to reach out for help I suffer from anxiety and depression, it's hard because a lot of people use to bully me at school because of the way I was, am slowly trying to get back where I wanna be because I always thought to myself things I didn't want to think of and after watching this video I realize that am worth it @salice you're my idol I always did and will look up to you when am down I see your videos no matter what just so I can get at least one smile out of my face it's so hard for me to even say all of this because it hurts and it's better to talk then keep it in you for so long.
When she said she turned up the music so she wouldn’t hear anything happen. I felt that. Like I really felt that.
everyone falls at some point in their life, everyone has their weak points, no matter how strong of a person you are, its life, i get it...we all love you, i love you and you matter to this world..always remember that
"I'll never get to that point again.." even if you did it would be okay Salice. Its ok not to be ok, we go through ups and downs. No matter what you stand for its okay to have weak moments and Im glad I can now be another one of your supporters.
Also, you are not a burden please always remember that. I'm so glad you had your family there for you during that time.
When you said you showered and your family said they were still by you.. I lost it. 😭😭 praying for you, Salice.
That is why I like Salice Rose because she help me to keep going in my life. She change my life alot with my mental health. THANK TOU SO MUCH SALICE!! 😊🙂 you inspire me to not give up
Been feeling like this and the moment I asked God to show me some kind of sign, I see this on my recommended videos. Crazy how that works. We love you, Salice! ❤
2019 has been a hard year, I did the same thing Salice I tried to but the least thing I did was harm myself....I'm mad at myself too...but your saving my life because your the only one who can relate to this stuff...I love you
2019 has been such a shit year
Jasmine so true
totally
Facts😪
fuk ya
Same..
I can’t say things will always get better because they obviously won’t. You’ll still have your bad days, bad things will happen. But you can become stronger. I love you and I hope you keep holding on.
This really hit home for me and now I'm balling my eyes out. I really felt this one in my soul! So glad you're okay! We love you Salice. Stay strong. We need you just as much a you need us. Love you!
Patrice T same I hurts so much...
The devil is a liar don’t listen to him he’ll try to make you do the craziest things but God is on your side❤️
BAHAHAHA YOU GUYS I SWEAR...ONE QUESTION THAT YOU CANT ANSWER...WHY DO BABIES DIE WITH CANCER? DONT SAY CUZ GOD NEEDS THEM ..BULLSHIT.
Nationalcitysycho d because god doesn’t have to prevent every death to show he’s real stfu
GOD PICKED YOU - I love you , he loves you, everyday
Yaa
Wow girl I’m so speechless.. I’m proud of you for pulling yourself out of this. Love you salice 🌹❤️
Wow you are so REAL for talking about this. You need a cleanse in your life. The devil is a liar. Maybe a deliverance.
Ella Shinez Yes! You are absolutely right. Deliverance is key! As a sexual abuse survivor, I had a lot of generational curses placed on my life at a young age and it’s still a process but my pastor has and is helping me through this by going through a deliverance process.
Mommy V's Journey girl same
“If this doesn’t go away maybe I should” just found your channel and I already have so much love and compassion for you ❤️
GabbyVlogsToo she is a tik toker too
I just cried watching this because I could relate so much. I tried to take my life less then a year ago and got extremely close 10 other times. I love you Salice and have a great day for us!
Stay strong! ♥️🙏🏻
It's amazing how you hide the sadness you feel behind your beautiful smile. Please don't listen those negative thoughts that your mind tell to you. You are strong, you are beautiful, valuable, brave and a warrior. Do not forget that we (your true fans are by your side) (maybe not physically) but thanks to social media we transmit our love towards you, just as you do with us. Be strong, as you have taught us and please do not forget that God is by your side to help you whatever it is. Just talk to him. He is the best friend we can have. We believe in you beautiful.🥺❤️
It seems like you had spit up that negative feeling you were feeling while you were in the car ! Glad your okay !!
That's crazy you said that years i was making my bed on day crying that life was going down the drain..my husband and i were not doing good...kids and i were suffering..just feeling low and done thinking this was gonna never be ok .making the bed saying everything that was wrong out loud. Just crying and talking and folding .. And out of nowhere i choked on the big glob of spit i ran to the bathroom and spit in the sink a clear bubbly i dunno what it was...but i felt like a realese!!!!!!!! We are waaaaaay better all of us.. Thriving...together still going on 18 years.. Ill never forget that day... WE JUST GOT TO LET IT OUT !!!!
Cant stop crying....this is so close to my story, that feeling in that moment you will never forget.. Ill never forget sobbing on my bathroom floor and screaming for this feeling to go away.
i'm so happy you're still here. stay strong
when you said you felt nauseous i instantly thought about god. that was god stopping you because he knows you’re strong and worth it. we love you so much salice ❤️
Who else was crying while hearing her talk😭
Me 😞
Me. Too
🖐🖐
I was like omg this is sad md shes right we shouldn't feel like if we are alone bcs we are not alone nd we will never be alone
Me😞
Gosh😔 I hope you’re passed this , and I hope you’re back to being the happy , bubbly , loving you❤️ Stay strong girl!
" as good as I am of a person... why do I go through the most shit." Literally me this past year
You always keep us strong, we understand everyone is human and everyone has their ups and downs. We love you❤️
My heart broke watching this. Completely broke. You are completely 100% needed. You are a blessing in my life. And many others. You have helped me in my life and my issues in so many ways, and a world without you would be such a sad, sad world. God put you here for people like me love. We love you❤️ thank you for sharing your truth. I pray your story helps someone who is at that low point.
‘“Courage doesn’t always roar. Sometimes courage is the quiet voice at the end of the day saying ‘I will try again tomorrow’.” Mary Ann Radmacher
You have an amazing family and friends. you’re not weak for having depression or suicidal ideation, you’re strong because you are sitting here to tell the tale. Get help, talk to someone, reach out to those who love you and pray. You are strong because you made it through another day... always ask for help. Call crisis or suicide hotline or a mental health provider. You are valuable and your mental health matters.
Take care
“ I have been strong for so many years” I felt it 😭😭😭😭
Salice bby we’ve got your back no matter what ♥️❤️❤️
The devil is a liar. He will always try to temp you. God is good all the time and he saved you. Your here for a reason. Your a very strong women and I admire you for that. Stay strong 🙏
Melissa Reyes my goodness... I needed that.
Amen
AMEN!!!!!!!!!!
I’m sorry you’re going through this but we are here and we love you so much I’m praying for you God Bless you ❤️
I survived a car accident my former boyfriend left the road at 110 we hit a telephone pole and 2 trees. 1 year ago. He died 3 days later in the hospital I was a week in critical condition. Broke more then half the bones in my body. Now fighting for disability. I'll never be able to to work again. I'm here because the Angels had my back God and also my daughter gave me the strength to fight through and survive. Stay with us Hun. We go through hard experiences but know it will get better. Love you girl I'm so glad you are ok.❤️ Also watching your videos while I have been recovering the last year also helped me.
in life, the devil tests us and tries to make us lose our way but ALWAYS remember the strongest soldiers get the hardest fight, you are given this life because you're strong enough to live it.. GOD IS GREAT. never forget that salice
thanks for the likes
Would of never knew how you felt if you never opened up... Salice, even tho your a very strong person and hard worker, you gotta listen to how you truly feel within and take breaks when you need to when you don’t feel good some days (even tho “we” aka rosefamily 🌹helped stop your actions that night this happened without us even knowing) cuz the littlest pain you feel will only continue to grow throughout life if you always try to avoid it so you won’t appear “weak” but we all only human but remember to stay strong, positive, motivated, healthy, blessed and keep being you and for anyone that read all this (you a real one) and I genuinely wanna say that I hope you have or had a great day or night and stay blessed everyone 🙏🏾❤️💯
I crieddd🤧 It hurts my soul to see her upset 😩 I love you so much❤️❤️
You have me crying. You matter salice. To all of us. You’re our rock. WE LOVE YOU & we’re here through whatever life throughs at you ❤️
*_Im just glad you're okay now... YOU ARE STRONG! YOU ARE INSPIRING! YOU ARE MAMA BISCUIT_* ❤️🙏🏼✨
I Hope you have a BLESSED day today and always!God Bless You!!💛🙏🏼✨
Anahi Lopez YES!!🙏🏼❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
TOTALLY AGREE
Salice mamas 🥺💔 it’s honestly okay to not be okay.... you dont always have to be so strong for all of us, sometimes life will beat you down and it’s okay to stay down, for a while; but you don’t have to always be strong and okay mamas ❤️ yesss your a strong as person, but it’s hard to always be strong... don’t feel like you have to be strong for us, because sometimes it’s okay for us to know your hurting, it helps us understand that life isn’t all flowers and rainbows ... I love you because you aren’t a perfect person, you mess up but you show us that you mess up so we won’t do the same... you see people like you; there ain’t a lot of people like you anymore... you a so real and stand out from all the fake in this world... and mannnn us dudeee we love you with all our hearts ❤️ and we will always be here and will always care for you, no matter what.. thank you for staying here, you are a strong as women mannn your so strong.... I don’t understand how you can do it.. but I’m so proud of you, so so damn proud of you!! And so thankful and blessed with you!! ❤️ you don’t always have to be the strong person because your human and you hurt to.. and you know what it’s okay, because hurting just reminds us that we are human... you really do help us all be strong mannn i don’t know how you can do it, but show us your weak sides a little more often because, that will prepare us more for life and help us understand you even more, us those who really care for you... I love you so much ❤️ THANK YOU FOR BEING THE REAL IN THIS FAKE WORLD!! Thank you for guiding us, for being honest and for showing us endless love; I swear you have so much more that’s going to come your way. Both good and bad; and you will get through it because, we will be here with you through it all mamas TE QUEREMOS MUCHO !! ❤️
Wow that is such a thoughtful message. You are a very empathetic and sweet person. Idk who you are but I jus wanna say I love you💕
I’m so proud of this ray of light for not leaving instead she decided to tell her story and keep pushing you got this salice stay strong bbygirl we all love and support you♥️💯
I felt that, Salice 😭 The only reason I've never gone through with those pathetic thoughts are my beautiful daughters. They're the reason I'm still here being a burden in certain people's lives. I know no one will love and protect them like me. My Love for them is my strength to keep going. Honestly, cause if I was gone no one would miss me, maybe yeah the first week or month at most, but from what I've seen/lived they'll get over it and I'll just be a faint memory. I am alone, I got no friends, my family forgot about me, basically no one cares about me and my feelings, but my girls are my life. I thank God he Blessed me with them. You had me crying throughout your video, Salice, cause I truly know the feeling of "I'm done, I'm ready to go" I've driven with music blasting and balling my eyes out, but when I get "home" they don't notice/care I even left. I could've been Gone, and they'd notice way too Late! Damn 😭 IDK if you'll read this, I doubt it, I don't blame you, but I just had to pour it here since i got no one else to talk to. You are loved 😘
Prisma Martinez you are loved too 🧡. stay strong
It’s okay to feel how u feel..we are here for u no matter what..stay strong,may god be with u❤️🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽
Bro I’m crying... you’re not alone Sal ❤️ 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓎 𝓈𝓉𝓇𝑜𝓃𝑔 𝓁𝑜𝓋𝑒 💕🤞🏼✊🏼
You know , it's okay to lose yourself sometimes. When you're at your lowest is when you find yourself again. Thank you for being so authentic Salice. You matter and you're such a beautiful person.
aww salice, we’ll love and support you no matter what. you get so many people through their worst times and back on their feet, and that’s something to love and cherish you for. you’re the role model that society needs. god bless you and stay strong❤️
salice, I hate that you are suffering. you are going to get through this. you picked me up when I was done, now it's my turn. stay strong BBY, I love you♥️♥️
Salice, i’m sorry that you are going through whatever you’re going through, but stay strong! Remember,you can talk to us supports just about anything.
That feeling u had that prevented u from closing your eyes and letting go, is a sign that u belong here 🤞🏼
We need you Salice just like we need everyone who is currently breathing. We have a purpose to serve. One of them is to love and the rest is up to us. Thank you for sharing your story. This got me emotional as 2019 has not been the ideal year but it will only make us stronger, it’s our journey that we will understand in the long term. Peace and love 💕
i knew this would trigger me. but i clicked on this anyways.. i can’t stop crying. i love you. it hit me so hard @ 17:36 “i’m speaking to you, the person looking at me through the screen right now..” 🥺🥺💔
Yes!! When she said that 🥺😔...bear hug momma 🙏
I clicked on this so fast, I LOVE YOU
omg i'm so PROUD of Salice for opening up and showing me that nobody's perfect and that everyone goes through things even though they may not show. I love you Salice ,keep your head high and don't let your crown fall.Love you lots
Sweetie your in my prayers 💔❤ GOD IS WITH YOU💛REMEMBER HE WILL NEVER LEAVE YOU NOR FORSAKE YOU💜
Really feeling that wave of depression tonight and I wanted to see the happiest person I know and I watched this and I love how real this is this is something we can all relate to, thank you salice for being here ❤️
2019 sucked for me as well. I lost my dad in January, found out I was pregnant in February and then had a miscarriage in March... I’m going to therapy to work things out but it’s soo tough ... stay strong beautiful 💕
This is painful to hear. I pray you are doing alright.
Etheline thank you. Yea therapy is helping a lot!
Salice, we love u! Please look after your health, take a break and just chill and take the time for yourself!!💛
Wow , I was literally crying with you . Thank you for being strong . God bless you . I know exactly how this feels .
It's one thing to be bullied by those around you, telling you you're worthless, or what you're doing is not going to work, or whatever. It's another thing to have that voice inside your head, telling you to finish it. Sometimes it sounds comforting, sometimes it's the whiniest thing. But if its telling you to take your fate in your own hands and to finish your life, it is the enemy. It is not a friend.
you’re a strong, beautiful woman never forget that😌❤️ I love you Salice❤️♥️❤️💗💗
I’m so glad she’s ok I love her ❤️
Im 21 years old and its been a couole months since ive tried to take my life. You are an amazing woman and person in general. I love u salice please dont ever harm or do it again love . ive been raped and abused in so many ways but i realized we go through things to Grow through it mamas !!!
Nothing but support girlie! I love how honest, real, and open you are, truly. It helps other women like myself know that we’re not the only ones going through a struggle! You’re amazing and strong af. ❤️
We are here to support you❤️❤️❤️😤😤We can’t live without you Salice. Wish I could have a supportive family like yours, stay strong Salice your my inspiration💖🥺😔
It’s crazy because I literally just went through something that felt so dark and then you post this and I’m crying because it relates so much to how I was feeling. We’re all connected and going through something. I love each and every one of you even though I don’t know you, we’re all in this together.
Sara all the people have dark moments if you feel that bad, please go get some professional help!
I’m so happy your still here stay strong Salice. WE LOVE YOU!! Team Salsa 4 Life🙏🏾
Salice, you are definitely one of the strongest person I’ve ever known. The things that you have shared in this video makes you so strong. I am so happy you are still here because so many people look up to you as well as me. You are so worth living. You are so important to me and several other people and you have purpose in this life and I am sincerely greatful that you have a strong relationship with God❤️