[ENG sub] DIR EN GREY ● Mushi (蟲)

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  • "-mushi-" - "Insect"
    I took this opportunity of my old account being gone now to finally re-translate this song.
    Notes:
    1) The kanji ' 蟲' ('mushi') stands for worms as well as for insects. It might refer to the way the protagonist feels - worthless, disgusting, like an insect.
    2) This song is most likely from the point of view of a woman. The narrator refers to themself as "私 - watashi" which is mostly used by women.
    3) This is the live from the Blitz 5Days DVD. It's very emotional. I've subtitled the unsung words anyway - maybe to show why Kyo couldn't sing them live.
    Please, guys, try to remember to cut down on the flames and the rumors on this video.
    ~This is my translation.
    EDIT: June 2017
    I was thinking of re-subbing this because the quality is so low. But then decided that I won't. The translation is still fine, so there's no need to, right?
    Additional note:
    "私心" - Kyo sings "watashi kokoro" - "my own heart". However, "私心" can also be read as "shishin", which then stands for "selfishness". This gives this sentence another interesting layer... "What killed me was my own selfishness".

ความคิดเห็น • 114

  • @vtop1c
    @vtop1c 4 ปีที่แล้ว +61

    This song has been one of the most important songs to me since I've heard it (which was years ago)... No other song makes me feel so emotional, it almost feels like I am the one singing it. Every time I listen to it, it's very surreal...

    • @siriusql
      @siriusql 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      me too

  • @LUNARIAproject
    @LUNARIAproject ปีที่แล้ว +51

    "I scream for those who can't" - Kyo

    • @sokichibanba108
      @sokichibanba108 7 หลายเดือนก่อน

      exactly

    • @dymonoaks666
      @dymonoaks666 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

      I love that quote ❤❤❤

  • @anotherconsolepeasant268
    @anotherconsolepeasant268 3 ปีที่แล้ว +22

    2021 and I still come to this for a good cry

  • @mr.otaku2399
    @mr.otaku2399 5 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    i'd love to have been there live and to see this concert in full.

  • @makkurokokkuri
    @makkurokokkuri 7 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    your edit!! is so important!!!!
    holy shit am i gonna be unable to even listen to dir anymore aaaaahhhh

  • @ThefkngJOKER
    @ThefkngJOKER 10 ปีที่แล้ว +17

    Ive never seen kyo do emotional

  • @kelvint8964
    @kelvint8964 4 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    2020 who’s still listening to this

    • @revenge2218
      @revenge2218 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      .

    • @danielromo3040
      @danielromo3040 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      2021

    • @Insaneforrain
      @Insaneforrain 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      2022!

    • @kelvint8964
      @kelvint8964 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@Insaneforrain u right about that

    • @Insaneforrain
      @Insaneforrain 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@kelvint8964 I'll always respect another diru listener good luck to you man

  • @jonathangrenier1906
    @jonathangrenier1906 7 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    he look so sad!!!

  • @archetypexx
    @archetypexx 2 ปีที่แล้ว +84

    I heard this song when I was 17 and I thought I couldn’t continue living anymore.
    Today, I am 30, and that feeling has crawled back, eating me alive.

    • @lDeepBlueSkyl
      @lDeepBlueSkyl 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Enjoy the darkness

    • @adrien9856
      @adrien9856 2 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      you will make it through this, just as you made it through before. hang in there okay

    • @enso7890
      @enso7890 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      Meditate, eat wholefoods, be physically active. I've been there myself. Don't let the darkness consume you.

    • @micho3444
      @micho3444 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I’m here for you, hope you see this

  • @kris.tea.p
    @kris.tea.p 3 ปีที่แล้ว +72

    Does anyone else wonder if the other guys in the band are ever watching what Kyos doing and is like, “uhhh, is he ok? Should we stop him? We didn’t rehearse this!?”

    • @User_0188
      @User_0188 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

      I think the same. I have the belief that Kyo at that time was not well at all. Maybe he really had ideas about killing or hurting himself. I think he used the theatrical performance at concerts to really hurt himself but make it go unnoticed.

    • @konobuzoggu239
      @konobuzoggu239 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      Kyo has had his share of issues, back when they were touring for Withering To Death there was post-show backstage pics floating around where Kyo had scratched his chest so deep he was still bleeding after the show

    • @fryprosody
      @fryprosody หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      @@kris.tea.p Theres interviews where kaoru talks about it. He said he and the other members trust him not to cut to deep or kill himself and also in another interview he said it was hard to watch

    • @drippinginsanity_
      @drippinginsanity_ หลายเดือนก่อน

      ​@@konobuzoggu239 hi!! i searched up for those pics but couldnt find anything, can u share them with me please?

  • @ведьмапреиспо́дняя
    @ведьмапреиспо́дняя 4 ปีที่แล้ว +141

    This song feels like something so private to me. I don't know if anyone knows this feeling, but I have shown this song only to a few certain people because it feels like showing my true thoughts

    • @miaty4630
      @miaty4630 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Yea i know how you feel! Same here.. Only 2 people know about this Song.. Coz i showed them. And they can understand the meaning and what i feel

    • @N4th4nAl
      @N4th4nAl 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Same here... And this song is my help alert... If he knows that i'm listening it, je knows that i'm in a very very Bad mood

    • @m__zombi
      @m__zombi 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Yeah, this is one I kind of keep close to my chest.

    • @m__zombi
      @m__zombi 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Probably cause I identify with and relate to this song so much

    • @UntamedStrange
      @UntamedStrange ปีที่แล้ว

      as far as i know kyo lost his love

  • @UntamedStrange
    @UntamedStrange ปีที่แล้ว +44

    i wish dir en grey got more recognition for their contribution to metal and music. As an english speaker that has loved dir en grey for almost 20 years.....no words for how much i appreciate them

    • @konobuzoggu239
      @konobuzoggu239 หลายเดือนก่อน

      too bad their last good album came in 2005, after Withering and Kyo's throat surgery it just went too deathcore and weird for my taste
      but yeah, their first few albums should totally get more recognition

    • @Lizalizaliza922
      @Lizalizaliza922 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@konobuzoggu239 hes nearly 50, he's too good for his age. You're just overly sensitive to music that sounds different to the slightest

    • @konobuzoggu239
      @konobuzoggu239 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@Lizalizaliza922 different compared to what? if you look at what's popular these days, everything these guys have done is quite different to that
      you can't deny they style didn't change after Withering to Death, aand even before that, rest is just matter of taste

    • @Lizalizaliza922
      @Lizalizaliza922 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@konobuzoggu239 it did change, but the music is really not that bad

    • @konobuzoggu239
      @konobuzoggu239 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@Lizalizaliza922 as i said, it's a matter of taste, i liked their earlier stuff better
      i can understand being a fan, but you don't have to like literally everything a group puts out

  • @juniorpavon
    @juniorpavon 4 ปีที่แล้ว +89

    I always come back to this song. I feel every word Kyo sings. I cannot hold my tears with this song.

  • @UntamedStrange
    @UntamedStrange ปีที่แล้ว +35

    honestly the only band i want to see live ever

    • @arielambrose2225
      @arielambrose2225 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Absolutely do that when you get the chance. I saw them in NYC at the Bowery and it was pure magic.

  • @harmonywolf810
    @harmonywolf810 10 ปีที่แล้ว +93

    Awh god those screams are so emotional.. ;_;

  • @Ellboyo95
    @Ellboyo95 8 ปีที่แล้ว +64

    That's a dark performance. ..
    man they're awesome

  • @cvcjdm2137
    @cvcjdm2137 6 ปีที่แล้ว +53

    Sometimes....I just wanna yell like kyo to relive my pain......but I keep in the tears........my heart......

    • @KUKAKYOTOTOKYO
      @KUKAKYOTOTOKYO 6 ปีที่แล้ว +34

      There's an interview where he says he screams for those who cannot.

    • @revenge2218
      @revenge2218 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      @@KUKAKYOTOTOKYO do u have the link?

    • @gabrielmartins7642
      @gabrielmartins7642 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I feel the same way.

    • @SuperFlyingGlydon74
      @SuperFlyingGlydon74 7 หลายเดือนก่อน

      I do vocal sessions in my room every few days to my favourite songs and it’s my only true escape from my depression

  • @siusi
    @siusi 9 ปีที่แล้ว +46

    Thank you thank you thank you for translating all DEG songs and analyzing them! For me, Kyo's voice always manage to get me emotional...and on top of that, the Kaoru and Die on GUITARS, Toshiya on BASS, AND My Hero SHINYA on DRUMS, even their instruments seem to bring out MORE emotion! They SPEAKS TO YOU! Amazing band

  • @viperblack9231
    @viperblack9231 2 ปีที่แล้ว +20

    This band helped me from unliving myself years ago..Along with another band.

    • @nayriacadera6048
      @nayriacadera6048 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Know what you mean! But curious what other band you mean if I may ask?

  • @sokichibanba108
    @sokichibanba108 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

    My favorite Dir En Grey song. Kyo is an absolute god of vocals, the pure raw emotion he puts in his songs is just unmatchable.

  • @m__zombi
    @m__zombi 3 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    This song is so heartbreaking and beautiful. But this version. This version specifically, breaks my heart.

  • @siennachild
    @siennachild 13 ปีที่แล้ว +26

    i love this live so much... its like the same feeling i get when i first heard the second scream of ware, yami tote. the really intense one? i feel so bad for kyo, hes had to experience this horribly nasty, gut-wrenching feeling all the time. its so sad what hes been through. i love DEG, such great musicians.

  • @atticusandzanelovers
    @atticusandzanelovers 4 ปีที่แล้ว +18

    This song will always have a special place within me.

  • @anarsingular6062
    @anarsingular6062 5 ปีที่แล้ว +20

    I listen this song when i'm alone and feeling hard.

  • @JohnnyHawk07
    @JohnnyHawk07 7 ปีที่แล้ว +18

    Since Diru is known for making very sad songs, everyone, in your opinion, what is the saddest/most heartbreaking song by them? in my opinion it's Zakuro, especially watching the Blitz 5 Day version of it is very heartbreaking...

    • @Yugi_Vuitton
      @Yugi_Vuitton 7 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Jealous - reverse - is a song that I can't listen to without tearing up

    • @jayesper4390
      @jayesper4390 7 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      Johnny Vincent Probably Vanitas. Though every album has at least one that's unforgettable.

    • @juniorpavon
      @juniorpavon 6 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      There's so many... The pledge, conceived sorrow, Tousei, ain't afraid to die

    • @CarbonCxck
      @CarbonCxck 6 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      I'd say currently Higeki Wa

    • @hisui86
      @hisui86 5 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      Garden live from Osaka Jo Hall 1999...especially when fans sing along

  • @cvcjdm2137
    @cvcjdm2137 6 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    Sad day.....I come to Music because that seems to be the only thing there for me when I’m happy, sad, and alone..............😭😭😭😭😭😭

  • @sakidickerson
    @sakidickerson 4 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    Kyo is performance art

  • @danettekennedy9486
    @danettekennedy9486 6 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    Heartbreaking, yes it makes me cry to see him so sad😢

  • @nothingnewaboutme4384
    @nothingnewaboutme4384 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    My favorite song ❤️ Still here

  • @JJ8CLOUD
    @JJ8CLOUD 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    this performance hurts me in such a beautiful way...

  • @sientjeenciara
    @sientjeenciara 11 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    first song which really did let me cry, it just totallt seems like my life

  • @artbymiwsher
    @artbymiwsher 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Ah, my biggest inspiration for writing duets on guitar. It's always on my mind subliminally.

  • @rkivedgirlfriend
    @rkivedgirlfriend 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    SOBBINF

  • @GLStudios
    @GLStudios 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    *I needed this so much right now* 🖤

  • @bradmarcus6030
    @bradmarcus6030 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Anyone else here cuz of the Day 1 setlist they dropped for The Insulated World?

  • @vidyaeffendi935
    @vidyaeffendi935 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    😅 my depression song

  • @hazelrubio0
    @hazelrubio0 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    This song is everything

    • @sokichibanba108
      @sokichibanba108 7 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Exactly the same way how I feel.

  • @DigitalDevilKingOfficial
    @DigitalDevilKingOfficial 9 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    This song always makes me cry ;w;

  • @davibartav
    @davibartav 7 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    very nice, emotional and performatic presentation! Love it

  • @normaangelicavillafuerte7946
    @normaangelicavillafuerte7946 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    EXCELENTE

  • @uroboros5532
    @uroboros5532 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    🤟🤟🤟

  • @jonamagdalena5316
    @jonamagdalena5316 6 วันที่ผ่านมา

    you can listen the angry heart.

  • @seymaaydn9852
    @seymaaydn9852 7 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    HE IS AMAAAZIIIIINGGG i am crying when is sing 😢

  • @snoozymoo
    @snoozymoo 13 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    yes RELOADED! pls give us more hint on how to find u next time :)

  • @danettekennedy6112
    @danettekennedy6112 6 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    This breaks my heart :(

  • @distantstorms
    @distantstorms 7 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    I have been listening to this song for years and I have never seen a performance that more closely resembles what I have been through. It's almost scary.

  • @Weiss_Fudder
    @Weiss_Fudder 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Just a little correction, "watashi" is used as pronoun for both genders. The feminine version is "atashi", without "W". This, considering romanji version.
    I think this is why many japanese songs say "watashi" when the character's point of view is seen in first person. It's directioned to both genders.

    • @periXreloaded
      @periXreloaded  4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Men mostly use "watashi" in polite or formal language. Using "watashi" in an everyday situation will make you sound feminine, uncomfortably formal or like a grandpa. But yes it is gender neutral.

  • @мартиногури
    @мартиногури 7 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Kyo hawe a wery beautyful eyes

  • @makitsuki1
    @makitsuki1 13 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    this song seems like my life

  • @STARLIGHTMOON11
    @STARLIGHTMOON11 13 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Beautiful! Im speechless!

  • @kamrankhodapasand9023
    @kamrankhodapasand9023 7 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Thank you very much

  • @theytookmycrown
    @theytookmycrown 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Those bends!

  • @deadmaninthedesert1872
    @deadmaninthedesert1872 8 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Does anyone know where/when this live is exactly?

    • @periXreloaded
      @periXreloaded  8 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      +Dead Man in the Desert
      Where? Akasaka Blitz (Tokyo). When? June 30-July 5, 2003. :>

    • @deadmaninthedesert1872
      @deadmaninthedesert1872 8 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      periXreloaded Thank you. (: This is my favorite performance of this song.

  • @nicolasmartinarias5521
    @nicolasmartinarias5521 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    Ese solo de viola es letal

  • @themanwithamission
    @themanwithamission 7 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Wasn't this the song he wrote for his best friend that was in another band but he passed away? I don't really think its from the viewpoint of a woman or himself.

    • @periXreloaded
      @periXreloaded  7 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      The song you mean is probably "Vanitas".
      "Mushi" is about a break-up and there is little room for interpretation that it's not from the viewpoint of a woman because Kyo uses a female/neutral version of refering to himself ("watashi") which is rather uncommon for guys (nowadays) who use the neutral "boku" or more harsh sounding "ore". Kyo has written many songs (the vast majority even) that weren't from his point of view or from a woman (such as Kasumi or Embryo or Tefu Tefu, to name a recent one). He also stated in interviews that he has done that.

  • @monivonmannheim3698
    @monivonmannheim3698 8 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    oh my god i love this so much!! the text is awesome!!!!!!!!!