It's All White Noise (I Promise I'm Okay) | Charli Morgan | synth-pop, emo
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- เผยแพร่เมื่อ 4 ต.ค. 2024
- #angstyartistnoises #synthpop #emo #angst
I know this isn't why most of you come here, but it's all I can give you right now.
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LYRICS
Oh oh oh oh
Why oh why
Is everything I make
Sounding like shit
Oh, why oh why
Is the best I can do
Just short of a hit
I put my heart and soul into it
Write this verse don't fuck the chorus
Everything I hear is noise and I
I just wanna' be something good
I just wanna' leave something decent
I just wanna' make something I don't hate
Something that sounds nice
Something that's not trash
But it's all white noise in my ears
La-la-la it's ass
La-la-la it's ass
La-la-la it's ass
La-la-la I'm ass
Dyin at this keyboard cuz my lips won't sing the chorus
Wishin hopin' beggin cuz I'd FUCK to make it rhyme
And I'd FUCK to make the rhythm right
I'd FUCK to get this done it time
Friday's coming quickly
And the algorithm's stingy
I just want a song that doesn't
Sound like shit (and they all do)
I put my heart and soul into it
Write this verse don't fuck the chorus
Everything I hear is noise and I
Just wanna' be something good
Just wanna' leave something decent
Just wanna' make something I don't hate
Hate like everything I've ever made
It all just sounds like garbage to me
White noise in my ears I hate it
La-la-la it's ass
La-la-la it's ass
La-la-la it's ass
La-la-la I'm ass
Sing, GARBAGE
Sing, TRASH
Sing, THIS SONG SOUNDS LIKE ASS
Sing, NEVER
Sing, HEARD MUCH
Sing, WORSE THAN THIS ASS-FUCKING DEAD, BEAT PIECE OF SHIT SONG
Friday coming closer
And I don't think I'm much nearer than
On Monday, starting to freak the fuck out
Watch the clock,
2AM and still nothing
3AM and still nothing
4AM and I'm tired
5AM I think I'm fired
FUCK the muses
FUCK 'em bad
Why'd they leave me
Why am I stumblin'
Why can't I finish one stupid song
My guts are
Rumblin'
Because I ain't ate nothin'
Rumblin'
Because I won't sleep
Rumblin'
Because this manic-depression,
FUCK WHY CAN'T I LEARN MY LESSON.
I just wanna' be something good
I just wanna' leave something decent
I just wanna' make something I don't hate
Something that sounds nice
Something that's not trash
But it's all white noise in my ears
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From one artist to another, while our choice of discipline may be different, I'll drink to every word of this song.
🥂
A song about your struggle and it's still a beat. Hugs for the Charli
Hugs for me are loved and needed 🖤🤍🖤🤍🖤
hey don't push too hard, don't burn yourself out, your music has been great
First: We love your music Charli, we wouldn’t be here if we didn’t.
Second: That constant drive to do better, to push yourself, the feeling that your "best is just short of it,” that's what makes your music so great. You're doing this because you want to make the best music you can, and it really shows, in the best way possible.
Having said that, don’t forget that what you're doing is HARD. Most of us couldn't make a single song, much less one each week, but that's why we're here, to witness someone doing something so crazy impressive. It's almost impossible to do what you're doing without stumbling at least a little. It’s good to push yourself, but remember: We love your music. We wouldn’t be here if we didn’t.
I found you as a random recommendation, surprisingly for Orbital Artillery. As a child of an Artillery regiment truck driver, it was a lot of fun. This song speaks to me too, in the sense that I feel stuck and hating that nothing I do feels good or right.
I enjoy Eagle 1 but Orbital Artillery and the diss track are daily blasts for me. So from some random Australian on the internet, you make some kick ass songs and I will happily wait as long as you need to make another banger like Orbital and Dessy ❤ Keep up the amazing work and take breaks as needed
That feels really great to hear. 🤍
All of it.
Thank you 🙂
I've been trying to write a single chapter for... Five months?
I feel this song in my *soul*, girl.
We’ve all been there. We’ll all be here again.
The heart and passion that you put into your projects is always evident, even when you don’t think it is.
You have a gift of putting words to the human condition. That’s what we appreciate about you, C.
Never forget that.
Awww, thank you so much 🥰💙
@@CharliMorganMusic
Hey, us Neurodivergents gotta stick together!
Yeeeeeeeeessssss
@@CharliMorganMusic
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I'm not an artist but fuck this is a mood. Trying so hard at something and putting your everything into it just to feel like you still aren't good enough. For me especially the universe decided to twist the knife by making me amazing at everything except racing, which is the one thing I want to be good at more than anything else. It sucks even more that I've realised I would probably be happier and better off if I just stopped and spent my free time elsewhere. But, I care too much to give it up, so I guess I'm going to keep going.
This really brought a tear to my eye. I am touched. 🤍🙂
honestly, mood
don't worry, take time for yourself if you need it
Your music has been a hidden gem, so keep at it my guy, and take things at your own pace. Looking forward to your next song!
Great work! The frustration really comes through. Don't be too hard on yourself and remember the biggest hurdles are behind you :)
The second bjggest challenge was making a song as good as Eagle 1.
The even bigger challenge has been making a song better than Eagle 1. I swear, that song haunts me in my dreams. I'm always comparing everything I make to it and it's incredibly frustrating when nothing quite stacks up. Like I made the perfect song 😮💨
I just want something to be that good again. 😭
@@CharliMorganMusic while I agree that Eagle 1 was one of your best, IMO Orbital artillery, Pelican-1, and Mercy are all just as good. you've produced many bangers, and Im sure you'll produce many more. your successes clearly aren't just flukes, you have genuine talent man. just take it slow when you need to, and release stuff when you're ready. you have a small community and we're here for a reason, we like your music. we ain't going anywhere anytime soon man.
@@CharliMorganMusicsuffering from success.
Y'all are great 🤍
One way I like to torture myself, lately, is by looking at Analytics and seeing that the numbers aren't as big as I'd like. Then I remind myself that while I have a smaller audience, it's very supportive one that consistently shows up and gets excited when I make things. 🤍🖤🤍🖤
Thank you for being here :')
Not sure if you meant this to hit as hard as it did but can appreciate the underlying feelings.
"Just wanna' be something good
Just wanna' leave something decent
Just wanna' make something I don't hate"
That is going to live rent free for a while.
I saying what I say to myself over and over. That feeling that I'll only ever be a one hit wonder, ya know
@@CharliMorganMusic Not being a creator of music, I can only relate so far but that feeling of wanting to create something people enjoy and say, "this is awesome", now that I can understand. 🫡
Liking this one too @Charli-Four. I like the relaxed nature of this one. Thanks again for your hard work!
We're proud of ya.
Thank you for listening 🤍
@@CharliMorganMusic thank you for talking about it.
Perfection is kind of like the horizon. You think you can see it off in the distance but you never really get there.
Truth is you got some bangers. you've done a great job. We're impressed by you, we're proud of you. But more importantly we don't expect perfection out of you. And you shouldn't expect it out of yourself.
Any job worth doing is worth doing 'good enough.'
better to make something, rather than nothing, rather than being paralyzed by not producing perfection.
You have made a number of great songs in a short while. We all expect that you'll probably make some more in the future. But you don't need to write all of the great songs of your career right now.
I'm about to have two more bangers because I stayed up all night and made two versions of the same song (well, mostly. They're mostly done)
Fr tho I hope youre doing alright as you have skyrocketed to one of my favorite music artists of late. As for the song itself, great as always.
its criminal that you havent even had 1k subscribers up to now. Hope to see your channel grow this coming months
I really hope so too 🤍
This is perhaps the most relatable song I've heard in a long time. As artists, regardless of our art form, we never think what we do is good enough. 100K views? not enough. Two art gallery showings? I'm trash. Writing contract with a major company? Everything I write is garbage. But we have to accept that our opinion isn't what matters, it's those that consume our art who decide if it has worth. And that is the most frustrating thing of all.
Thank you for putting my words to how I feel everyday I stare at a blank piece of paper just wanting to scream.
You are very welcome 💙
Great work and your been doing great hope your okay
this brought tears to my eyes and i love it
I love that you love it 🤍
Depressing bops are special type of drug.
Ain’t the regular art ya make, but it’s still epic as all get out. Gonna be adding this right to the playlist
Awww thanks ^_^
I'm going through my emo phase again 🖤
And I’m here for it
I want to do a straight '05-'07 emo song, but it's so hard to just stick with one flavor
Could do a whole bunch of em, be a little reminder of the good ole days
"Doing My Part" started out as me playing adlibs with Black Parade. Check it out (:
Damn, I never saw myself more in a song than this one.
Pretty much sums me and my "creative process" up.
"Creative process." Yeah, that sounds about right. 😅
I just wanna be something good.
Just wanna leave something Decent.
Real!
You're doing a great job! Your Helldiver songs are incredible. I've listened to them multiple times each day. As with anything, don't over do it and don't allow deadlines to force you into being unwell or extremely stressed.
Between songs, take time for yourself and get some rest. You are both gifted and talented. Thank you for being willing to share your creativity with everyone.
You're doing your part and you are doing it very well.
stay strong brother. we understand as well and be not worried, all of us need a pressure valve at times.
i recommend a good trip to the gym and doing a solid upper body rotation with your favorite new artist. i'm about to head out myself and throw this Charlie Morgan guy's greatest hits playlist on. it's gonna be a good day, keep on keeping on.
The lady who operates my alumni gym called me up last week and was like, "uh, where the hell are you?" cuz I hadn't been in weeks. I guess this is a sign. 🙂🤍
When we create art, we expend energy into the universe for others, and even if that's only one other sentient being that experiences your artistic energy, even if its just yourself, the universe is richer for it.
Keep doing what you love.
Look at the support in the comments, could bring a tear to your eye
Everyone is so nice :')
I started following for bombing runs, but I've really been hooked by Keep Up and It's All White Noise. Really balances out the whole arsenal being built
I like my slower ones, too 🤍
I don't make many, but they feel really nice to do every couple of weeks, and then some topics only make sense when they're slower
Came for Helldivers
Stayed because I love your music
Awwww!!! 🥰
Damn, right in the heart. Different but good different.
Just found you today on my way home from working 40 hours by Wednesday. Binged your entire channel in one sitting, and I'm pretty sure Lip gloss and Lasers changed my life. Your sound is amazing, and your comments section echoes with the impact you've made. Everyone feels the suck now and then, but those who embrace it and channel that to push through are the ones that thrive. To me, this song screams that when you hit the wall, you said "No, YOU move!"
Damn, you've got me all gassed up!!
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Blinking back tears b/c I found some inspiring music via a random rec on Masto was not how I expected to finish up on a Friday night, but here we are. Thank you.
Thank you for listening 🤍
this song brought me here and it's honestly a fucking bop bestie. any creative can relate.
Woah… yeah I’m right there with you. Thanks for saying it all out loud ❤
Always 💙
*sigh* Welp...another song I'm listening to on repeat! You killed it once again. This is a banger.
You've been burning really hot with your releases. Hope you're able to give yourself a break. You deserve it.
its hard when it feels like whatever your making is just plateauing and not rising higher, but know that it wont stick that barrier will break soon and you will soar faster than an eagle going for more ammo 😎
also the time im posting you got 12 more to 1000 subs keep up the good work were all rooting for ya! p.s ive had your songs on repeat for the past week send help! 😉
Wow! This hit me HARD. I LOVE IT!
The perfect way to wake up
With an upload from Charli lol, keep it up you're doing amazing!
I just got recommended your channel and this is some of the best music I've heard in a while. 11/10
Wow thank you! 😊
I know theres stress for your brilliance, but dont beat yourself up. Youve already done better than decent!
Thank you 💙🤍💙🤍😊
We resonate viscerally. On our main account, We would create weekly ASMR content in which We did the script-writing, vocal performances (ofc), editing, and even the art by ousself and after a couple months I just burnt ousself to the ground. 'Tis taken a year in hiatus but I hope to return to that craft, but at least the silver-lining is I no longer despise our own artistry.
Also, just want to say thy music is different in all of the best ways possible.
God, this song hits as an artist and crafts person. It's so hard to feel like you're doing good and keeping up.
I have been listening to your songs near faily since I found them.
Thank you 🤍🖤
Right in the feels 😢 good stuff tho, you really got a knack for pumping out multigenre bangers
Thank you 🤍
this hits so hard. i feel seen
A hug to all my creative peeps out there 💙
I love this song, but I really hope that's not how you feel about yourself. Your work is really good and you should be proud of it! :D
Thank you, but I have my good days and bad 🤍
@@CharliMorganMusic totally understand, we all do. Just know we appreciate all your hard work.
I think your stuffs really good.
One, as a piece of art, this SLAPS. Like, seriously. Absolute banger.
Two, as an artist speaking to the audience (and herself?) *through her art*, this grabs ya by the collar, sinks a knife in and spits "Do ya FEEL IT?!" and as someone with a dead streaming channel I feel this deep in my soul. In a good way. In a "Holy shit, I want to laugh until my sides break and cry until I pass out" kind of good way.
This is getting liked, shared, commented, subscribed, and algorithm'd so hard. You rock, Charli.
Thanks, Jack 🤍
It's the first truly emotional and raw song I've made. I put a lot of personal things in it and I'm glad that you and other people have really felt it because, omg, it hurt to make it. Like getting to that point, and then writing something serious for once. 😅
But yeah, thank you. Thank you so much. I mean it. 🤍
I think you should also release an intstrumental only version so we can add some things like guitrar solos and so that it can spread further
This is some real shit right here, probably the best one i've heard so far of your work
Awwww, thank you 🥰
Your music has been such an inspriation for me and gaming lately. Its ok to take care of yourself love. Self care is best care. Wishing you the best. I also really like this song.
It has???? :')
@@CharliMorganMusic Yes girl yes! I have been struggling to find female voiced bops to play to in this game. I play with guys who listen to mostly dude voiced fan music which is good, but doesn't speak to my soul lol.
YESSSSSSSS! 🤩
That's what I wanted to do from the get-go! 🤍
Like, I can only handle so many man-voice metal songs before I lose it. There are more girly bops on the way! Actually, I think you'll love my next two: The song(s) is called "Lip Gloss and Lasers." I wrote some amazing lyrics [if i do say so myself]; felt myself pulled in two directions and made both because I have zero self-regulatory mechanisms.
@@CharliMorganMusic I'm so excited!
I can't wait to hear what you think ^_^
like all your songs
😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
Oh my god thank you so much!!!! You are a beautiful person. I appreciate this. A lot. 💙🤍🖤
You make good songs, just keep at it and you'll get to where you want to be eventually. (but please don't torture yourself, art is supposed to be fun 😅)
Really like this song. Hope it gets more views and likes, and I hope you make more like it.
Very emotional for me, in a creative rut lately. Still fighting my way out, sometimes it’s nice to feel sympathized with though.
The muses are fickle creatures and I feel completely at their mercy most of the time.
real
Your music is fire. And every song is awesome. I dont play Helldivers but your music makes me want to do so.
Only Eagle 1 was explicitly about Helldivers. The next several songs after that were more like a fanfic OST than anything so I don't feel you need to be very familiar with the game to appreciate any of it.
And thank you 🤍
Your output schedule is insane. It's fine to slow a little
Hey... I'm in the same boat with you with my own Helldivers songs. It pisses me off that I can't make a good Verse or the Pre-Chorus sounds very familiar to the verse. The worst part is when I have to scrap it all when I realize when I get to the middle of it... its saying the ****ing opposite thing that I'm trying to write! You are doing really good though, don't give up diver!
New MV out if u want to check it out!
🌏🌎🌎🫡🫡🫡
Self doubt and imposter syndrome are normal, but just know that we wouldn't be here if we didn't really enjoy your music.
Thank you 🤍🖤
:')
Idk where tf i am and i don't listen to synth music other than vocaloid but i listen to lots of 4th wave emo music from citizen soldier, so mabye thats how this got on my recomended? Eather way i see something that says synth-country and im vaery intrigued
My SEO strategy is working! 🤩
Haha, no, but I tried something new with this video's metadata and I think it brought me to you.
But yes, I love EDM and I love country. I'm also an elder emo, so combining all three feels like a natural progression for me. I mean, emo is just country with less twang at the end of the day. 😅
I'm gonna put this on while i'm color grading, maybe it'll help me like working again.
Always remember that artistry is a process, not something you can regulate. Putting too much pressure on yourself to try and perform sometimes backfires spectacularly. We believe in you... And we'll spread your music about regardless, as its entertaining, its enjoyable. The desire to become big, to make certain that all these efforts aren't pointless... Its a good desire to have, but never become so subsumed in your "need" to release something weekly that you forget that you're an artist, and Human, first. To be Human is to fail. To be Human is to fall... And pick yourself back up and try again.
At the end of the day, this could be nothing more than a flash in the pan, or your ticket to become a recognizable name on TH-cam... And you can't control which happens. And that's okay. Worry about what you can control. The rest'll work itself out, I feel.
Best fortune to you.
This is the most real shit, right here. Just straight. Thank you 🤍
I'm gonna keep on keeping on 🥂
And then she wemt on to release Lipgloss and Lasers, and the algorithm said let it be pushed to everyones recommended.and they said, it is good.
Yeah, yeah, yeah
I'm a tortured artist, okay! 😅
So.. we're just missing a song for pod-chan at this point
this was in my recommended and i really enjoyed it. ive never seen your channel before, do you post the full art anywhere? 👉👈
Hi! 🖤🤍
I have all the art used in my videos on my Patreon at the $3 tier. 🙂
You all people that didnt interact with the creator in the comments are now fooled that she is depressed, lol.
I belive she is actually pretty happy with Helldivers2 songs and boom it gave her, so dont pity her, congratulate her!
Well done.
😟
Not everything I make is good. Most of what I make is bad, but I never let it out of the lab. I've been frustrated that I haven't made anything as good as Eagle 1 in...forever, and this last week, I've had such little energy that creating anything has been very hard. I'm not sad. More, uh, frustrated that I've gone from having more ideas than I had time to work on to no ideas at all, and this song is the best I could come up with. So yes, I'm really happy that this song was made at all, but getting to the point where this is all I could make has been genuinely upsetting.
@@CharliMorganMusic Gurl, You can't expect every single piece to be a banger, its literally impossible. Eagle1 is a banger but i dont think You should beat Yourself over other videos not reaching the same heights. Let me tell You, YT algorythm is a WILD beast, nobody knows what it wants ATM.
Also i dont think most of Your art is ''bad'' but i do admit that you have very wide range of styles in music, and perhaps this is contributing to lower viewer count?
Please, keep going with the music but dont overdo to the point of being complete burned off.
I think you're probably right about all of that 😮💨
Especially the wider variety of genres contributing to lower view count, like the algorithm doesn't really know what to do with it
Oh and there is another level to it:
You think your art is shit. And every time you try and pluck one deficit, you find another.
So you want honest feedback on what to improve and how to go on.
But if someone says it's good you just don't believe it and that they think it's so shit they resort to lying... so they need to critique... but then you find your own thoughts echoed and you get demotivated more easily.
The worst, however, is if they don't say anything to it. Because then you feel like it's not worth to be interacted with.
This is so right. So absolutely on point.
I write, but fuck if this ain't so true. Cheers mate.
Right? 😅
I don't play hell divers 2, so I don't get the references. With that being said, I don't need to know the references to know good music. You have easily earned a place on the people I feel our doing the most for unlabeled artists.
I haven't made anything related to Helldivers since my first several videos, so no need to feel like you're missing out, and even then, only Eagle 1 was about HD. 🤍
But regardless, thank you so much 😇🥰
It good only person
Take care of yourself, okay?
I'll try 💙
I liked this one, idk… i dk
Bipolar gang represent.
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