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  • @sallygard63
    @sallygard63 2 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    This was literally 10 days before she passed 🥺😢

  • @Rawrzee
    @Rawrzee 6 ปีที่แล้ว +50

    Can everyone cut down on the 'don't eat this, don't eat that, eat only this, this food feeds cancer...' Just let Em eat how she wants to eat, keeping her appetite and keeping her body nourished is more important than all this nonsense. If you want to give advice, just share some research politely and let Em choose what she wants to listen to. But if she listened to all of you, the poor girl would be starving.

    • @brilliantatbreakfast
      @brilliantatbreakfast 6 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      Not to mention that taking medical advice from random strangers on the internet posting references to random sites on the internet would be just plain dumb. The problem with "this diet or that diet cures/prevents cancer" is that it implies that people who get cancer did something wrong and implies blame. Cancer is random mutations that occur based on certain proteins and gene mutations. Yes, there are certain things we know cause cancer. Sun exposure can cause melanoma, but not everyone who tans gets cancer, and I don't think Em was ever a sun worshipper; she's described herself as "moley." Cigarette smoking can cause lung cancer and bladder cancer, but not everyone who smokes gets these, and some who get those cancers never smoked. To a large degree, it's just the luck of the draw. So is treatment. Some people respond well, others don't. Every cancer is as individual as the person who has it. So let's pipe down on the medical advice too unless you know what you're talking about, 'mkay?

    • @alicew3563
      @alicew3563 6 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Rawrzee and brilliantatbreakfast, amen to both of your comments!!!

  • @Myamirah
    @Myamirah ปีที่แล้ว +10

    I’ve thought a lot about Emily and what made her journey through such tough times so successful. I’ve decided it’s her attitude of gratitude. She was so grateful for everything she had. When she lost her license she was grateful for her eye sight. When her tumours grew she was grateful she didn’t have any new ones. No matter what bad came her way she effortlessly found the brighter side of her situation. To be dying of cancer. To have it in multiple organs including your brain and to say you wouldn’t change a thing is beyond amazing. The last years of her life could have been horrible for her yet she made them the best years of her life simply by appreciating all the good things she had.

    • @whowhatwhenwherewhynow
      @whowhatwhenwherewhynow วันที่ผ่านมา

      You summed her up perfectly. I've often wondered what it is that made her so damn special... You are right it's gratitude. I think I've watched every single video at least twice

  • @yvette5780
    @yvette5780 6 ปีที่แล้ว +136

    Best line of the video (besides my favourite “what’s going on you lot” lol) was “Ahhh look. Beautiful” when Emily panned the camera towards Aisha 😭😭😭💕your love is an example for us all!!

  • @Laura......
    @Laura...... 6 ปีที่แล้ว +33

    Oh sweetheart you've left us all so quickly after this was filmed. You fought like a warrior. You were and will always be amazing.

  • @ronanwalsh7024
    @ronanwalsh7024 3 ปีที่แล้ว +26

    That beautiful face just light up when she smiled and how she kept going to the end was beyond me. She went through so much but Aisha was the key to it ..... how wonderful it is to find true unconditional love.

  • @babbarali3138
    @babbarali3138 6 ปีที่แล้ว +19

    She is at peace now. I hope god grants her paradise. She is a lovely person x

    • @johndrayton9517
      @johndrayton9517 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      I agree with your sentiment, but God is not real. And Im glad hes not. What kind of God would give such a gorgeous soul so much torture to endure. She stayed postive till the end and she still died from the disease all the same. If god is real, hes a fucking asshole

  • @NourNour-fy8bg
    @NourNour-fy8bg 6 ปีที่แล้ว +151

    RIP Emily. This is the hard truth of many cancer stories unfortunately. I was rooting for you , Sophia (and others) so much hoping you’d make it. I think both of you are extremely brave having gone through that horrible pain. You’re pain free now. Fly high. We will remember you!

  • @sarahmilner8483
    @sarahmilner8483 3 ปีที่แล้ว +38

    Poor Em everytime I watch back these are always the ones that make me sad. Almost all of Ems vlogs are so incredibly uplifting. She was at the end of her tether here but still driving on... What a trooper she was. Xx her words 'life just goes so fast' could not be truer.

    • @moldovandorin6187
      @moldovandorin6187 ปีที่แล้ว

      She hasn't been in veggies one bit ... she's been into eating chickens, supporting the misery of some poor creatures and the murdering of the same poor creature ... yeah, she's very uplifting

    • @roohnels
      @roohnels ปีที่แล้ว

      ​@Moldovan Dorin are you ok?

    • @sarahmilner8483
      @sarahmilner8483 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@moldovandorin6187 psycho!

    • @sarahmilner8483
      @sarahmilner8483 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@roohnels shes clearly definetly not ok

  • @emily-qe3yu
    @emily-qe3yu 6 ปีที่แล้ว +118

    You guys are like rays of light... that moment where Aisha knocked on the window was so cute!! I think of you both all the time. Thank you for these vlogs 💓💛

    • @justhannahbanana7381
      @justhannahbanana7381 6 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      emily Same here! They're a lovely couple.

    • @marissafrances6318
      @marissafrances6318 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      emily I saw that smile too Emily that Em gave Aisha. I’m praying she is resting happy.

  • @ssloth4215
    @ssloth4215 6 ปีที่แล้ว +98

    You're the best human being. I truly respect you. Greetings from Ecuador

  • @IamwhoIam79
    @IamwhoIam79 5 ปีที่แล้ว +16

    You can really see here how ems speech is becoming dragged out and slurred, she is such a beautiful person, I wish I would’ve known her! She inspired me to live a better life!

  • @Living_a_spoonie_life
    @Living_a_spoonie_life 6 ปีที่แล้ว +295

    You look much better today! Will be anxiously awaiting the results and thinking good thoughts. Xoxo

    • @jeanettescott2018
      @jeanettescott2018 6 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Really heart warming to see you two together again. Here is hoping and praying for peace for you in these trying tests. Much love. Xx

    • @victoriagibson8337
      @victoriagibson8337 6 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Thinking of you both with love xxx

    • @melindawilson7127
      @melindawilson7127 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Allyson M iiiii

    • @Living_a_spoonie_life
      @Living_a_spoonie_life 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Emily and Aisha, I've reported these posts but I suggest that you also block whomever post these comments above.

    • @adribelgr5857
      @adribelgr5857 6 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Rest in Peace Emily. You will be missed.

  • @chrismullan7191
    @chrismullan7191 5 ปีที่แล้ว +19

    Em,ily did so much in her short life, my sister died at 27, in many ways Emily had the same spirit as my sister. I find it hard to write any thing here, but i did always watch the vids Emily did, such a truely lovely person, no matter how hard it got for her you could see she never give up. i know if i had even met Emily we would have had a good chat and put the world to right.
    But it is such a loss and Emily has left this world but left a mark in so many hearts, Sleep now sweet lady free from pain.

  • @Caitlin11ify
    @Caitlin11ify 6 ปีที่แล้ว +27

    It saddens me so deeply that bright, beautiful lights like Emily have to leave this world. I am in total awe of her fortitude of spirit throughout. Sending so much love to Aisha and all friends and family who are feeling the pain of this terrible loss 💜

  • @robertkline3856
    @robertkline3856 6 ปีที่แล้ว +35

    Your videos always come to me while I am at work here in the states...I will watch the split second I walk thru my door at home!!!!!

  • @BornAgainFarmGirl
    @BornAgainFarmGirl 6 ปีที่แล้ว +96

    Let’s all be praying this week for a miracle , we love ❤️ you both so much !

  • @dorenemadrzykowski8426
    @dorenemadrzykowski8426 6 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    49,000 of us are going into these scans with you....with love, strength and positive vibes. Love to you both❤❤🐾

  • @twolf401
    @twolf401 6 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    I watch back at these videos and am astonished at how fast you left us Em. On one hand im glad you didnt linger in so much torment and pain but on the other hand, I miss you so much. I had to stop watching all the tributes people were making for you because I found myself crying so much. I feel priveleged to have known you and Aisha even if it was just via youtube. I can so picture your happy healthy face smiling down on everyone. Never forget EMILYSTRONG!

  • @Eb66779
    @Eb66779 6 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    I wanted to comment that it really is the small things that stand out in the blog, Aisha smiling in the hospital, her knocking on window and you saying “ come on in!” With that grin of love. Non of us know what is to come but you both remind me of what love is. ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️🇨🇦

  • @beecool6796
    @beecool6796 6 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    First time I’ve ever commented on you tube... so Lisa don’t screw this up! 🙈 I need to tell you that, I first watched you on the program you did, I wondered what happened after it finished.. then I bumped into you on here and I’ve watched your channel ever since. You are an exceptional human being, I’m a better person because of what you have taught me about perspective and survival in the face of something hell bent on destroying you. I’m amazed by you both and blessed you entered my world even if it’s only in a 2D capacity. I strongly believe that some people touch your life to teach you lessons you need to learn, they better you and then you can do the same for someone else, touch someone else when they need it. Thank you Emily xx

  • @leeann2226
    @leeann2226 5 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    I’m so glad you were hear to see over 50,000 subscribes Emily you have changed so many millions of lives ...Fly High beautiful Angel you are so loved so missed thankyou so much Emily for touching my life blessing to heaven 💜💛💙🧡💚❤

  • @MiddleAgedMinx
    @MiddleAgedMinx 6 ปีที่แล้ว +35

    Bloody hell that burst of music when you were driving over the bridge! I was watching this in a quiet cafe on my lap top and the whole place looked up! Hysterical!

    • @donnaburrows4312
      @donnaburrows4312 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Jo Good - Middleagedminx Yikes!! Agree

    • @FannyMMOs
      @FannyMMOs 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Omg I forgot I meant to ask Emily to turn the music down a little. :D My speakers are old and the bass is waay too intense compared to the rest of the sound and I can't change that. I also watch British people
      quite loudly, because I'm not a native speaker. The result - when the music suddenly starts, the whole building is shaking. :D

    • @HWolfe
      @HWolfe 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      FannyMMOs ditto here...lolol

    • @kristenp8101
      @kristenp8101 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I read this comment at exactly the moment I watched that part. 😂

  • @BLCBob
    @BLCBob 6 ปีที่แล้ว +71

    I think we've all seen, Emily determines Emily's future.

  • @paulinejohnstone6880
    @paulinejohnstone6880 6 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    Thankyou so much for taking the time to keep us all updated ....love you loads keep up the fight love and best wishes from scotland x

  • @christinemorrison4418
    @christinemorrison4418 6 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    Sending love and light and prayers your way!!

  • @David-pp7eb
    @David-pp7eb 4 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    I only started watching Emily's vlogs in January 2020. She has had a profound impact on me and my view of life. I wish I had a chance to meet Emily to thank her for showing others how to deal with such a cruel illness and maintain such a positive approach. Emily's vlogs will live on and inspire many people. God bless you Emily.

  • @annamiggie932
    @annamiggie932 6 ปีที่แล้ว +24

    Stay strong 💕 you’re such an inspiration x

  • @deedoozy401
    @deedoozy401 6 ปีที่แล้ว +83

    I Can't express how much i admire you and your strength. I have an uncle who is in his final stages, he's currently in a hospice. I've watched you since we found out his news you just kind of fell together at the same time. He has such an attitude like you and has like you shown the doctors who's really in charge of this. I admire both of you and your courage. You've given me strength in ways I can't explain. I really look forward to your videos. All my love, thoughts and strength is sent to both of you x

    • @IfYouMeetAWolf
      @IfYouMeetAWolf 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      All the love to you and your family from Sweden!

    • @smileplease_91
      @smileplease_91 6 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Deedoozy I'll keep your uncle and you all in my thoughts and prayers, as well. Best of wishes! Please keep us posted on how he is. ❤

    • @deedoozy401
      @deedoozy401 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Kari Solomon thank you. I really appreciate that x

    • @deedoozy401
      @deedoozy401 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      IfYouMeetAWolf thank you

    • @snowyocuillin4679
      @snowyocuillin4679 6 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Warm wishes, happy thoughts, and hugs to you, your uncle, and all who love you both 💓 ❤️

  • @bethsutton3550
    @bethsutton3550 6 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    So great to see a video from you, Emily! Keeping you and Aisha in my thoughts always xxx

  • @ScampiLemon
    @ScampiLemon 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Thanks for keeping us updated Em. Have a lovely weekend and don't think about results day. Thinking of you always xx

  • @MsTJM1010
    @MsTJM1010 6 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    Checking in on you two. Love the updates, and hearing how you're doing. Always look forward to your videos. Prayers going up from a lot of us.
    Thank you for being so inspirational. My 33yo son has cancer, and you have been so inspirational with your journey that you have helped him find some peace through his (and me, as well).
    I had to let you know how awesome you are, and I can understand and appreciate the love and care from Aisha. Much love to you both 💜

  • @sarajane46321
    @sarajane46321 6 ปีที่แล้ว +19

    Saying prayers for you....for strength and healing. Love to you both!

  • @misstinsley2010
    @misstinsley2010 6 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    You both look beautiful..as always. Praying for good scan results! Love you both♡

  • @SpiritsEnchantments
    @SpiritsEnchantments 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    It was so lovely to see you! Thank you for the update and for the time we got to spend with you both today. Blessings!

  • @elainelow388
    @elainelow388 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    We are here with you Em. Supporting, thinking and sending you so much love. Keep fighting babe x

  • @sarag2809
    @sarag2809 6 ปีที่แล้ว +81

    Love ❤️ you Emily ❤️I will be praying for good results so you can continue treatment 🙏

  • @yvonnerahmes9618
    @yvonnerahmes9618 6 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Oh Emily and Aisha! So glad to see you- as is everyone. I love most reading the wonderful people from all over the world in the comment section, we all love you guys and for good reason. Thank you for sharing, try to let you know I am here for you even in my anonymity...

  • @inkychick5959
    @inkychick5959 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    WOOHOOOO 50K!!! well done you!!! Hope your scan results are as good as can be lovely keep smiling , look forward to your vids to see how your doing , inspirational for sure lots of love to you both xxx

  • @jenlo3763
    @jenlo3763 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    Congrats on the 50k subscribers! Absolutely deserved. You are an inspiration to so many people. My thoughts are always with you and Aisha. Keep strong.

  • @vizklm9161
    @vizklm9161 6 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    It's so fantastic to see that you have support from every part of the world

  • @ASMRLISAMJ
    @ASMRLISAMJ 6 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Who ever thumbs down videos like this .... you are in the gutter!!! non human..... God bless Emily xx

  • @donnaburrows4312
    @donnaburrows4312 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Good luck Em..praying for good news Tuesday.

  • @Rennisfun
    @Rennisfun 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    We are all right here with you and sending prayers, good vibes and love to you both. ❤️

  • @rhythmtapper
    @rhythmtapper 6 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    Whatever the outcome, what is unchanging is your resilience. My heart is with you two today.

  • @Sodomamdgo
    @Sodomamdgo 6 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    This is bringing me back to when my uncle was sick you are fighting much harder hate seeing anyone in pain we truly hope for a miracle

  • @EmmaShilton
    @EmmaShilton 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Sending lots of love to you both, hope you both can enjoy the next few days without too much worry about the scans, time is too precious! Keep smiling, we're fighting hard with you xxx

  • @applejellypucci
    @applejellypucci 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    Been here since 1K and I'm so glad to see your story being shared and touching as many lives, bringing awareness to various cancers and encouraging others. I'm hoping for good results for you both.

  • @ponyponycat
    @ponyponycat 6 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    I never normally comment, but felt compelled to tonight. You look so much better in this vlog, much more like you. I think about how you are doing every day and I don't even know you. I'll be keeping my fingers crossed for positive news next week. Stay strong, you are both amazing!

  • @shannondavis6310
    @shannondavis6310 6 ปีที่แล้ว +17

    🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉
    Congrats Emily on 50,000 subscribers, yeah I said 50,000, and I'm joyously glad you're hear to witness this. I know Aisha is. You're both in my prayers, I love you both 💋💋💋. Stay strong, and beautifully blessed.💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕🍻🍻🍻🍻🍻🍻🍻🍻

  • @jenniferpecha4393
    @jenniferpecha4393 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Chiming in from Florida - our thoughts are with you. Much love and hope from the States.

  • @trina7274
    @trina7274 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Thank you for updating us Emily! I will be praying about Tuesday! Love from Oregon ☔️ USA 🇺🇸
    💕❤️💕❤️💕❤️💕❤️💕❤️💕❤️
    ~Trina Marie

  • @taracole5945
    @taracole5945 6 ปีที่แล้ว +43

    Hang in there Em and Aisha! 💕💕💕💕💕💕 Love from NY!

  • @beckyg927
    @beckyg927 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I don't think I've clicked on a channel so quickly as I did today. 😘 So thankful for the update and seeing your beautiful smiles again, ladies! Looking much better, Emily! Prayers and love as always, ❤️🙏

  • @kristinadetmer8332
    @kristinadetmer8332 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thank you so much for posting this! It came out in the US on Friday and was such a treat. I love the idea of going all out with the veggies! 🌶 🍅 Yah I agree that you weren’t 100 percent into the Q and A video but I really enjoyed it and learned a lot about you guys in areas you don’t talk much about normally. I know you did it for us and for Aisha, so thank you! I’d love for a Part II, but either way, cannot wait to see you again! (if you feel up to it of course)!

  • @KataMoon
    @KataMoon 6 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Grats on the 50K!! 🏆
    Love ya two!! ✨✨✨❤️

  • @sandraclark7771
    @sandraclark7771 6 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    Who could have known darling Emily that 11 days after this you would leave us forever to join the angels. I'm heartbroken. Love you forever ♡☆xxx

  • @Isabel-wx3mo
    @Isabel-wx3mo 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    you seem much more together and here. thanks so much for updating us - it is really appreciated xxx

  • @loricrane8875
    @loricrane8875 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    You both are Love and so precious... so aware and wise! Each post is so vulnerable and of course your going to have good and not so good days... I have trouble with remembering with my brain without a tumor so I believed you are doing extremely well.. be gentle with yourself and soak in all the positive love and energy. I’d love to share a day with you both... truly amazing wise woman.

  • @003shanna
    @003shanna 6 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    You are looking so much better Emily! Your speech even sounds much improved. Remember what we have all been saying, it's all mental...don't allow the negative, scary thoughts take over...always think positive... mediate a couple of times daily...no negative thoughts..keep fighting and fighting with all you got... think nothing but positive thoughts about your scans results, not 'what ifs'. Keep fighting and fighting this evil thing that is cancer. You got this Emily, you are strong and you have an amazing woman by your side to help you continue a positive mind set.
    Yes, I said positive alot, but it needs to be repeated.❤️❤️💪😘🌈☀️❤️❤️

  • @adw2263
    @adw2263 5 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    Thinking of Emily today so thought I would come and visit her. it's so nice to hear her voice again. 🧡❤🧡

  • @watsonstreet4976
    @watsonstreet4976 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    Would like to say hello from NH USA, you are just a joy and inspiration for people . I have been following you just this past year and just wanted to say keep up the fight and you are helping a lot of people and wanted to say thank you!

  • @lucycripps5692
    @lucycripps5692 6 ปีที่แล้ว +24

    I go for my MRI on Tuesday the day you get your results for my lump I have which I wouldn't of got checked if it wasn't for you em. Emily you are looking so much better and your speech is so much better love to both of you xxxx

    • @carolcarol3938
      @carolcarol3938 6 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      all the very best for your results Lucy..Carol from Australia :)

    • @oceanmist6114
      @oceanmist6114 6 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Best of luck with your results Lucy, hope the news is positive xx

    • @Diana-tf5xq
      @Diana-tf5xq 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      lucy cripps good luck Lucy xxx

    • @ladylady2086
      @ladylady2086 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Wishing you the best of luck❤❤

  • @chellbie
    @chellbie 6 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    🌈 I can’t believe this was just over a week ago, gone too soon, can’t stop thinking about you Emily. I hope you see all the love your getting. You are a top you-tuber and this is coming from a veteran youtuber I’ve been watching TH-cam since 2006 , thank you for sharing your life with us. 😢⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️🌈

  • @jenniferhill8233
    @jenniferhill8233 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thank you for taking time to update us all. Always on my mind! Love 😘

  • @kellym7555
    @kellym7555 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    Awesome to see you looking so good!!!!! Thank God.. couldn't wait another moment for an update! Here's to positive results! ❤

  • @ElizabethNoelleK
    @ElizabethNoelleK 6 ปีที่แล้ว +16

    Hi Emily and Aisha! Emily you seemed more like yourself and that made me smile. I loved the Q&A but Aisha was right and gosh we all get why you were like not there. I would be totally looney and not dealing well and scared because I know how freakish I get ever since I had my own health issues 30 years ago. So I truly appreciate you and you are an encouragement to us all!!! 💖 I am praying things will be at least stable and that you can have more treatment! Like Aisha says, "I still believe in miracles!!!" I'm believing for you!!!!!! Love you both loads!!!! Xxxxxx

  • @Amy-jr9vf
    @Amy-jr9vf 6 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    Emily,
    You are such an Inspiring, Strong & Determined woman.
    I am a mum of a 7 yr old with grade 4, stage 4 Rhabdomyosarcoma- Base of skull & metastasized in lungs.
    I find I have been retreating from everyone but I absolutely love watching your posts, hearing how you tackle this bastard of a thing called cancer. Both yourself and Aisha give me, as a mum strength to get on with the day for my baby, Lauren. My heart also bleeds for you. Amy xoxo

    • @Coco-ny5wh
      @Coco-ny5wh ปีที่แล้ว

      So sorry to hear this. I hope you beat it and I pray for your little girl

  • @alessyagorelova2940
    @alessyagorelova2940 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Love you Em! You look great, keep it up, we are here with you thru anything and everything

  • @susanbaaziz8712
    @susanbaaziz8712 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Thinking of you today Emily, we all love & care for you & hate to see you dealing with such a difficult situation. Sending love, strength, prayers & healing vibes your way-from your 50k+ army of supporters xx

  • @M8kmecry
    @M8kmecry 6 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    So, I was looking at the part in your video while you were waiting for scans, and had the camera on aisha, and she just shines with beauty and love. Not just outer physical beauty, but inner beauty and light, and it reminded me of the Qand A question when someone asked something along the lines of if Aisha had always been with women, or if your relationship was a case of falling in love with the PERSON. Aisha said it was a case of falling for the person(you) regardless of your gender and because of how wonderful you are. As a woman myself, who has only ever been with men, I have had a hard time in the past understanding how that would be, how one could suddenly want to be with another female (or male, if it were a man) and what that would look like. I've never been able to understand that type of.. switch, I guess you could say. Where someone who has previously identified as "straight", can suddenly be attracted to another person of their own sex...(Even though I couldn't figure it out in my head, I never had any prejudice towards it, just to clarify). However, during my time watching all of your videos, and feeling like I actually know you guys and your personalities, I have completely changed my thought on that. I can ABSOLUTELY see how Aisha could have fallen in love with you, Em. Your personality and just everything about you is. Magnetic, you shine with inner beauty and a love for life. I can also see how Em could be so in love with Aisha... Aish, you possess a rare quality that I wish was not rare, I wish that many more people around the world could be SO loving, so optimistic and quietly fiercely strong without being outwardly mean, or harsh or hateful. Aisha has an inner beauty of her own, and I feel like I can actually FEEL her love for Emily when I watch how she takes care of her in tiny ways people don't often notice, as well as in huge ways, with her sacrifices and hard work, and constant positivity and pep talks that keep Em going. I feel that Aisha is a huge part of keeping you, Em, strong, and keeping you going like you have been. She is a force all on her own, but together you two are amazing. The both of you in this vlog have made us so greatful for every day that we have here on earth, shown us the power of positivity, taught us all about the true physical, mental and emotional fight that a cancer patient has to go on a daily basis, and helped others that are fighting their own battles to away strong and keep pushing just like you. In addition to that, you two have taught me about TRUE love, that it is blind, it doesn't care about the person's sex, or color, or health, or any other differences. True love she's through ALL of that, and we should too. Maybe if some of us stopped putting so many constraints and rules on who we should/shouldnt talk to/date/ fall in love with. If we STOPPED making decisions based on what others will think/say/feel, stopped letting family/religious/societal rules, etc dictate our decisions, and maybe if we just honestly allow ourselves to have feelings for whoever our hearts want, regardless of their appearence/gender/type/class etc, then maybe more people would find the happiness and love that you guys have together. Just a thought I've had a few times while watching your videos.

    • @Shelsight
      @Shelsight 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      You articulated everything i thought watching this amazing, beautiful, young couple...

  • @carolebuckle7977
    @carolebuckle7977 6 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    You are doing so well Emily & Aiysha with her smiley face lots of hugs guys 💖💖xx

  • @501badgirl501
    @501badgirl501 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Aisha tapping on the window was hilarious ! You look better, and I’m sorry you’re so tired. It was good to hear you say “what is going on you lot” again. I hope you two have an amazing weekend. XoXoX :)

  • @m-cv.8692
    @m-cv.8692 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Lots of love to you and Aisha. I hope the scans come back with good results.

  • @lynnsmith2648
    @lynnsmith2648 6 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Don’t worry Emily we all know you.
    If your brain cancer causes symptoms it’s not your fault, it’s all neurological.
    We all know the real Emily loving kind funny sweet caring well I could go on all day.
    It’s that beautiful soul that matters not much else.
    We would still love you even if you did something crazy or said something crazy or awful we still love you it’s all neurological thanks for not leaving us. ❤️ I didn’t think you would as you know we’ve grown to love you. ❤️
    Being an RN with a history of oncology nursing I know a little about your cancer And you’ve already beat the odds and amazed me.
    You will continue that .....just seems to be who you are a champion. ❤️🙏

  • @agnesgrunnesjo4837
    @agnesgrunnesjo4837 6 ปีที่แล้ว +43

    Emily, you are a true inspiration! Love from Sweden! 💛

  • @chronicobserver5534
    @chronicobserver5534 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Emily anytime you pick up the camera and upload a video YOU'RE THERE! I'm sure meds take you somewhere else at times and what you're dealing with that's not always a bad thing. You do look like you're feeling better and I pray that you do. And Aisha as always taking great care of you. Congratulations on 50k🙂❤

  • @sandraclark7771
    @sandraclark7771 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Congrats on the 50K! Brilliant and so well deserved sweetness. Noticing a bit of a change in your voice in this and the previous vlog but its probably the morphine which would also explain the tiredness. Love the music in this as you're driving over the bridge. just love your vlogs so much. Fifty thousand people currently anxiously awaiting the scan results, so you're probably going to be bombed with messages. Love you loads xxxxx

  • @chloe5854
    @chloe5854 6 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    Sending ALL of the good vibes 🙌

  • @hollyhocks7360
    @hollyhocks7360 6 ปีที่แล้ว +52

    Lovely to see how you both are . This week wait will be awful but hope you feel well enough to have a few meals out or a few pub lunches. Whether you have more treatment or palliative care you and Aisha will have each other and the wonderful power of the “Aisha smile “.
    If only she could bottle that smile I would pay good money for a pint or two !
    I will be thinking of you both until our next update.

    • @kiwipics
      @kiwipics 6 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Holly Hocks ... the Aisha smile could keep me happy, as she is just gorgeous. Emily is one lucky lady.

  • @janemaas4225
    @janemaas4225 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    You do look much better today😊 Your thoughts and what you are sharing with us seems put together much better. I think you were terribly overwhelmed in your last video because of all the information you were given. You two are a wonderful couple. Thank you for sharing everything. Sending lots of positive thoughts and prayers 💜❤️💜❤️

  • @owlxoxo
    @owlxoxo 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    Praying for you Emily. 💗 we love you, thank you for updating us especially when you’ve got so much going on.

  • @LiveLife287
    @LiveLife287 6 ปีที่แล้ว +65

    I am an oncology nurse ( Canada) and have shared your channel with several of my patients ( especially my younger ones) and they are loving you and Aisha as much as I do!! I’ve even seen some comments from a couple of them! As always sending love , prayers and good thoughts your way! ❤️. BTW...was that London bridge as in the same bridge that heads were put on? 😂

    • @violetmartha916
      @violetmartha916 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      C C - I think the bridge is the "Albert bridge". 😊

    • @LiveLife287
      @LiveLife287 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Karin Froch oh..ok! lol..thank you! I need to google a pic of the London bridge 😊

    • @northline1987
      @northline1987 6 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Think that was a good idea, to show them Emmely s blogs! Best inspiration ever!
      Think you care a lot about your patients and job and have a big ♥! So nice when patients feel real care from nurses. They feel that and it makes patients feel so much more secure and well. 😘♥👍😍

    • @clairecarey8004
      @clairecarey8004 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      What a lovely thing to do, great to hear others going through similar journeys are being inspired xx

    • @jasonbrown9016
      @jasonbrown9016 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      God bless all of you,so fucking unfair .brave facing death as you are living life.

  • @FutureBoy.
    @FutureBoy. 6 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    50K! Congratulations! Next step, 100K.

  • @stephwright582
    @stephwright582 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    really nice to see you perked up in this video💕 sending lots of good vibes for the results 💕💕

  • @nickew117
    @nickew117 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    LOVE the top you're wearing Em 😎 We'll all be loving up a storm for you over the coming days, this community is genuinely emotionally invested in you two and this journey.
    Keep tearing the arse out of it kiddo..big hooj feeling fashion icon styleee love to you both 💖

  • @miaombak655
    @miaombak655 6 ปีที่แล้ว +25

    Love when you smile beautiful. Sending love and positivity your way. xx

  • @CoreRTV
    @CoreRTV 6 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    You’re Looking alot better todayEmily, sending love and good vibes xxxx

  • @SookiRose
    @SookiRose 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    You are being sent soooo much positive energy that I can’t help but be hopeful for your future! Good luck and thank you for continuing to keep us posted. You do look better in this video, more like yourself and your speech is better. Fingers crossed for great results.

  • @mystic4528
    @mystic4528 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Emily
    Sending you lots of prayers and good vibes !
    You are such an inspiration to so many and uplifting to us all, Emily I know I’ll be watching your videos this time next month,
    Happy 2 month Anniversary to you both. And remember we are all out here praying for a miracle to our favorite person
    Keep holding on Sweetie
    Love you
    💜

  • @Jen18812
    @Jen18812 6 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    Love you both as always!!!! I think of you every day. Sending hugs. :)

  • @kaybonner4101
    @kaybonner4101 6 ปีที่แล้ว +35

    You are both in my thoughts and heart.My son is fighting the same battle,you help us so much.Take care ❤ xx

    • @casse1458
      @casse1458 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Kay Bonner ❤️

    • @julesmay1615
      @julesmay1615 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Love and strength to you and your son x

    • @Secular-Serenity
      @Secular-Serenity 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Kay Bonner 💜💜💜

    • @biffalump
      @biffalump 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      💕

    • @barbaravyse660
      @barbaravyse660 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Kay Bonner I’m sorry to hear that. I wish him the best. 🙏🏼

  • @shernandez2276
    @shernandez2276 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    Will be thinking and praying for you both and that your scans come back with good news! Love you both!

  • @hannahw9342
    @hannahw9342 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    praying for good results so you can continue treatment!!! your both amazing

  • @lunis471
    @lunis471 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    She looked so tired and poorly in this video. Bless you Emily what a woman! Both of you! I miss Emily and cone back to these videos she inspires me so so much. Simpĺy taken too soon 😣

  • @lanternaBGD
    @lanternaBGD 6 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    The love and strength two of you have are absolutely amazing! Taking us with you on your current life journey is a privilege. Take one day at the time and make the best of it. Thank you for reminding us what are the priorities in life!

    • @Diana-tf5xq
      @Diana-tf5xq 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Billy M well said Billy

  • @lindahicks8792
    @lindahicks8792 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    So good to see you this week. Thanks for reaching out to us. You both really look good! And you sound good! Am holding out for good news next time we see you. You've both taught us so very much. Love and hugs from Colorado USA!

  • @mommyamy123
    @mommyamy123 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    Your both in our thoughts! Thank you for giving us so much of your life! Love you lots!

  • @mike2809
    @mike2809 6 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Does anyone else get this feeling when watching Emily’s videos that somehow she’s going to beat this? I don’t know what it is but something is telling me she’s going to get through this and we’ll still be watching this time next year?! Anyways, fingers crossed for your scans! Sending positive thoughts your way! X

    • @yannitoob7525
      @yannitoob7525 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Hope is limited - Truth is for Certain - Death is always the final outcome of Life

  • @katehill1191
    @katehill1191 6 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    Gonna pray my Canadian butt off for your results. Much love you you both xo🇨🇦✌