My dad passed away on Jan 21st. This is the song I used to introduce him to marianas trench. He even drove me 12 hours to a concert and I will never forget meeting the band. Thank you guys so much for posting this. He loved you guys and this song so much.
So sorry for your loss. I feel you. I can say that although it hurts like hell right, and you'll always miss him, the pain will lessen a little with the passage of time. Think of the happy, funny times, it will help some. My sisters and I speak often of the funny things my dad would say and do, it makes us smile and laugh. Big hug.
I wish they’d start selling all their old merch again. “Fix me” has so much meaning to me. I really want to buy sweaters or something from that era. I think for marianas trench day, it’d be a good idea to do a throwback sale and sell all their old stuff.
Used to be a Mariana’s trench fan as a kid, I never thought I’d be an addict; but here I am. I’m still in an active struggle everyday, this song hits really differently now.
This is the first ever song I heard by this band. At a time when I was struggling with an ED and addiction myself, Marianas Trench's music, and Josh's willingness to be open with his struggles, helped me find my way to recovery and sobriety.
After 16 years together, my husband left me and our children for other women and an addiction that resulted in our home being sold at Christmas😔 But, everything happens for a reason, to lead me to better days. Been crying all day today,then i decided to put on Stutter, and seen this uploaded. Love you guys xoxo Keep doing what you do best xoxo making music and raising our spirits xoxo
I'm sure you got it but.. My dad was a loser as well. And my mom is all I needed.. She did what she could for me n my siblings ... So make sure youre kid understands someday that youre there for him.
Thank you Steph, my 2 boys are my world. They are my reason for why I keep pushing forwards. Your mom obviously did an amazing job raising you and your siblings. Tell her she is awesome, xoxo
matt’s vocals stick out so much in this version it brings me so much genuine emotion because it’s not something we get very often and he needs to be more appreciated, he’s so talented and i feel like he’s so underrated, way to go matt ❤️🥹
Josh, your music helped me find the strength to recover from a long battle of bulimia and anorexia. There were some days where I wanted to die and I felt like I was fading away, nothing mattered, everything was blurry and muted around me, but I’d play Fix Me and I’d listen to the album on repeat crying because it was the only time I was able to even feel emotions. I wouldn’t be here without your first album. I stopped feeling alone and empty inside once I realized that I wasn’t alone in the pain I felt. This is one of my favourite songs. Please do “feeling small”, “porcelain” and “skin and bones”. I’m so grateful for your music and really mean it when I say this music saved me. Even if you never read this, I’m thankful.
Sometimes I ask myself what runs inside his mind when he sing those love songs. I'm curious because Isn't easy to sing like him.. my mind blows everytime he opens his mouth. Also he has written so many songs until today after some time singing the same song every night makes the lyrics less deeper?
this song saved my life. I have been struggling with addiction and self harm since I was 11, I'm 18 now and finally trying to get better. When I was at my lowest this song helped me out. thank you Marianas Trench for keeping me alive
I've been watching all the live performances, and I couldn't quite find one with nearly the same vocals as their original recording. This just made my year 👌
Being an addict is like being in a abusive relationship. You feel.like your nothing without it..but when the times are good they are amazing.. but it never gives u anything just pain and fake happiness
The raw emotional material of this older song (that made me love them in the first place) with his now more matured performance (that keeps us coming back) is just perfect. 💗 Loved it in the live stream. Thank you for releasing for this one to appreciate it all over again!
I remember playing this song on repeat in my sister's hospital room and crying with her after she attempted to take her life. This song has gotten me and my family through so much ♥️♥️
Holly hell, this song brings back so much memory and just how much I use to love and listen to them. I am still here more than a decade later and it still gives me the chills. True true talent. This band needs more recognition!
You couldn't even imagine how much this performance made me cry . It was the first time I'd heard it live and I couldn't contain my emotions . This performance is nothing short of raw , emotional perfection 🎶💙
As an addict, this song just hits differently. Every word is so perfect. You can be 20 years clean and still find it so easy to slip back into the addiction. It will always be the best thing, and the worst in your mind. You love the feeling of the high, but hate the guilt that comes after... which in turn brings you back to the drug in the end. The best you can say is I guess it's alright if you leave because you can't leave... this song just puts words to the feelings of being torn in two different directions and the conflict an addict feels internally.
This is still one of the most beautiful songs ever written. You can feel the emotion the whole way through. I cried to this song many days when I was in active addiction and it still brings me to tears.
The piano progression is so simple but it lets the vocal melody shine. and I love hearing the other guys sing. I almost like this version better than the one on the record
Still my favourite band after 10 years, no one can beat Mariannas Trench! This song and many others have helped me through tough times throughout the years!
This is truly amazing. This song is honestly beautiful. And your voices are breathtaking. So many reasons why you are my favorite band. You've helped me through so much. Thank you.
this song had been a companion and comfort for me for various moments in my life. just so beautiful and raw. i'll always be thankful for josh and the whole band for their wonderful music!
I use to listen to this song a lot when i was suicidal and when i would hurt myself. I haven’t heard it in a year but when i do again it’s because it’s getting bad again. But man, it’s so beautiful.
this song got me through everything man. i went to 3 trench concerts, i met them all at my second one (face the music, they came out after the show ps josh took like an hour to come out because he was getting pretty LOL i love him) they are the sweetest group of guys in the whole world man, they made time for everyone there (even though they sold meet and greet passes, i guess they realised some of us cant afford that which i love) i didnt love their last album but they will forever hold the spot in my heart as my favorite band.
And just for a few moments it’s like time stands still and everything is okay. Thank you for being the band we can turn to, to just forget all our worries for just a little while.
This song still hits me hard after all this time. I have the lyrics tattooed on my side and it’s my favorite thing in the world. This song really got me through such a hard time in my life
@@aIparica I hope they can be well known here in our country as well. Marianas trench's whole discography is way better than of the many artists we know here.
I love MTrench and it was this song, along with skin and bones, Astoria, pretty much everything they had- on an iPod nano (all I was allowed in terms of tech) in my recovery from self harm and my eating disorder, it is what helped me when I was living in a recovery center for 28 days just pushing to be better and not be the quitter, and I genuinely remember thinking “this place is my Astoria, I will get out of rehabilitation and this hospital is Astoria...” It was only towards the end that I was my own Astoria, I had to escape this trap my mental illness laid for me- and Marianas Trench was what I was able to listen to and feel like I wasn’t throwing away my old self, just getting better, a more complex and strong person... And that’s why Trenchers are always lifers, there is healing in the notes, there is a sense of reality, understanding, and reconciliation. Josh, Ian, Mike, Matt, they all saved my life so many times... especially “Matt Webb’s Science Hour”... all of us loving them... feels like family, doesn’t it?
So glad to see these again, while watching the concert online I spent most of the night in tears, one of my friends who introduced me to Marianas Trench in elementary school passed away Oct 15th 2014. It's been 6 years but I still miss her dearly
Fuck, I hope this lockdown is over by the time you’re due in Australia. I have wanted to stand in your crowd for over a decade. We missed out last year. I’ve never wanted to see a band live so badly 💙🖤🤘🏻
I've been to a couple concerts and the atmosphere cannot be matched. I never wanted to leave, you could feel the emotion in the air and it's just so genuine and beautiful! I hope you get to experience it too!!
They have come to my area once and i got the opportunity to go and all I have to say is they sound just as good live if not better. Its actually insane they dont miss a beat with the live performance.
I never realized how large he is, he makes the piano look small haha! This was so nice to listen to, this is the only bad that I listen and love every. Single. Song.
They always manage to make every live version of their songs so much better than the studio version, those raw vocals just can’t be beat. I can’t wait for live shows to come back just so I can see these guys in concert again😍
Also, let's also appreciate Mike and Matt's background vocals please? I feel like they're not appreciated enough. ❤️
Agreed.
Right!
This song really lets their vocals shine! Matt sounds incredible on those high notes
This definitely enhances their performance here!
Yes! I was just thinking how Josh is great, but he is starting to slack on the vocals... those back ups are killing it though.
When Josh does his thing, for a moment, the whole world is right.
this.
Time stands still and everything is exactly as you said.
yup. I feel this way too.
Yes!!
Every time I come back to this video and read your comment, my heart swells ❤
I missed hearing Josh's raw vocals ❤️. It's shocking to still see that after all of these years, he's still feeling pain in this song.
I think it Will always be an open wound... No matter how good things are right now.... And in the futur......
My dad passed away on Jan 21st. This is the song I used to introduce him to marianas trench. He even drove me 12 hours to a concert and I will never forget meeting the band. Thank you guys so much for posting this. He loved you guys and this song so much.
So sorry for your loss. I feel you. I can say that although it hurts like hell right, and you'll always miss him, the pain will lessen a little with the passage of time. Think of the happy, funny times, it will help some. My sisters and I speak often of the funny things my dad would say and do, it makes us smile and laugh. Big hug.
@@rosiered3403 thank you wholeheartedly for your kind comment. I hope both you and I can work through this pain. Thoughts going your way.
@@Munchcala very sweet for u both 🥰
Rip to your lovely dad big hugs from Cyprus love an god bless x
💙
I have this fantasy of making an entire musical movie out of Marianas Trench songs. It would be amazing.
Oh my god I would pay good money for a Marianas trench musical
ME TOO OMG
DO IT.
I'm actively working on one! Their music is such epic storytelling.
@@andreawilhelm8207 That is amazing!
Guess we're crying tonight gang xoxo
I’m literally sobbing
I wish they’d start selling all their old merch again. “Fix me” has so much meaning to me. I really want to buy sweaters or something from that era. I think for marianas trench day, it’d be a good idea to do a throwback sale and sell all their old stuff.
the irony.. if heroine had won..we'd never have these songs from this musical genius. I love Josh. ALWAYS will. dude changed me and my sister's life.
I used to listen to this song on repeat for YEARS
Sameeeee it was my go to song when I was sad. Still is not gonna lie haha
This gives me hope that one day I’ll get a pro shot video of Alibis.
Used to be a Mariana’s trench fan as a kid, I never thought I’d be an addict; but here I am.
I’m still in an active struggle everyday, this song hits really differently now.
This is the first ever song I heard by this band. At a time when I was struggling with an ED and addiction myself, Marianas Trench's music, and Josh's willingness to be open with his struggles, helped me find my way to recovery and sobriety.
After 16 years together, my husband left me and our children for other women and an addiction that resulted in our home being sold at Christmas😔
But, everything happens for a reason, to lead me to better days.
Been crying all day today,then i decided to put on Stutter, and seen this uploaded.
Love you guys xoxo
Keep doing what you do best xoxo making music and raising our spirits xoxo
💙💙💙
I'm sure you got it but.. My dad was a loser as well. And my mom is all I needed.. She did what she could for me n my siblings ... So make sure youre kid understands someday that youre there for him.
Thank you Steph, my 2 boys are my world. They are my reason for why I keep pushing forwards. Your mom obviously did an amazing job raising you and your siblings. Tell her she is awesome, xoxo
@@kellylarabie871 Kelly what's the update.. it's been 2 years how is everything now?
matt’s vocals stick out so much in this version it brings me so much genuine emotion because it’s not something we get very often and he needs to be more appreciated, he’s so talented and i feel
like he’s so underrated,
way to go matt ❤️🥹
Josh, your music helped me find the strength to recover from a long battle of bulimia and anorexia. There were some days where I wanted to die and I felt like I was fading away, nothing mattered, everything was blurry and muted around me, but I’d play Fix Me and I’d listen to the album on repeat crying because it was the only time I was able to even feel emotions. I wouldn’t be here without your first album. I stopped feeling alone and empty inside once I realized that I wasn’t alone in the pain I felt.
This is one of my favourite songs. Please do “feeling small”, “porcelain” and “skin and bones”. I’m so grateful for your music and really mean it when I say this music saved me.
Even if you never read this, I’m thankful.
This song makes me cry every time I hear it. Hits me right in the feels
🎯
Imagine hearing it in person 🥺
Sometimes I ask myself what runs inside his mind when he sing those love songs.
I'm curious because Isn't easy to sing like him.. my mind blows everytime he opens his mouth. Also he has written so many songs until today after some time singing the same song every night makes the lyrics less deeper?
Целый букет эмоций вызывает эта композиция и это при том, что я не понимаю языка. Очень необычно и круто!
this song saved my life. I have been struggling with addiction and self harm since I was 11, I'm 18 now and finally trying to get better. When I was at my lowest this song helped me out. thank you Marianas Trench for keeping me alive
Is that piano full of sparkles!? So glamorous!
The absolute chills I get everytime josh hits literally any note😩
I've been watching all the live performances, and I couldn't quite find one with nearly the same vocals as their original recording. This just made my year 👌
I actually prefer this version over the original because you can hear Mike do much clearer.
Being an addict is like being in a abusive relationship.
You feel.like your nothing without it..but when the times are good they are amazing.. but it never gives u anything just pain and fake happiness
I don't know whether to cry and scream the lyrics or smile and constantly be blown away by these guys ❤️❤️❤️
I settled for all of the above.
Yes.
Nice pipes on this kid
The raw emotional material of this older song (that made me love them in the first place) with his now more matured performance (that keeps us coming back) is just perfect. 💗 Loved it in the live stream. Thank you for releasing for this one to appreciate it all over again!
This song is sooooo goooooood live. Matt’s vocals are awesome too.
I remember playing this song on repeat in my sister's hospital room and crying with her after she attempted to take her life. This song has gotten me and my family through so much ♥️♥️
Please upload the entire show
Holly hell, this song brings back so much memory and just how much I use to love and listen to them. I am still here more than a decade later and it still gives me the chills. True true talent. This band needs more recognition!
You couldn't even imagine how much this performance made me cry . It was the first time I'd heard it live and I couldn't contain my emotions . This performance is nothing short of raw , emotional perfection 🎶💙
This song found me when I was 15 before I started doing heroin. I'm 26 and 2 years sober now. It does get better we DO RECOVER.
Please post this whole show- us stuck in quarantine desperately need it
As an addict, this song just hits differently. Every word is so perfect. You can be 20 years clean and still find it so easy to slip back into the addiction. It will always be the best thing, and the worst in your mind. You love the feeling of the high, but hate the guilt that comes after... which in turn brings you back to the drug in the end. The best you can say is I guess it's alright if you leave because you can't leave... this song just puts words to the feelings of being torn in two different directions and the conflict an addict feels internally.
Who else thinks next MT album, Matty needs more singing parts!?
this version is beautiful - the entire song makes me cry ....
I already know this is gonna be the best part of my day.
This is still one of the most beautiful songs ever written. You can feel the emotion the whole way through. I cried to this song many days when I was in active addiction and it still brings me to tears.
Taylor Swift’s love story and this as well?? I feel so blessed tonight🥺😭 The nostalgia’s hitting hard
The piano progression is so simple but it lets the vocal melody shine. and I love hearing the other guys sing. I almost like this version better than the one on the record
God the fucking CHILLLLLLS
Me too , every time
I've never thought this song would make my cry more then the live performance
known u since forever, the most underrated band ever
i agree!
What a fucking song. Lot of good memories driving back and forth to my ex's house and listening to Masterpiece Theatre.
Favourite band. Endless love for these boys.
Still my favourite band after 10 years, no one can beat Mariannas Trench! This song and many others have helped me through tough times throughout the years!
This is truly amazing. This song is honestly beautiful. And your voices are breathtaking. So many reasons why you are my favorite band. You've helped me through so much. Thank you.
Even Ian is feeling this on the drums
I can’t hear even the beginning of this song without bursting into tears
I become so mesmerized I forget to breath- I just stare at my screen.
Thank you boys🥺🥰🖤 I miss you dearly.
Where would so many of us be without Marianas Trench?
This song got me through my drug use in high-school and my early twenties. I'm glad I also got sober. I wanna learn it soo bad.
this song had been a companion and comfort for me for various moments in my life. just so beautiful and raw. i'll always be thankful for josh and the whole band for their wonderful music!
I use to listen to this song a lot when i was suicidal and when i would hurt myself. I haven’t heard it in a year but when i do again it’s because it’s getting bad again. But man, it’s so beautiful.
You are worth being alive
This song helped me get over the same addiction.
this song got me through everything man. i went to 3 trench concerts, i met them all at my second one (face the music, they came out after the show ps josh took like an hour to come out because he was getting pretty LOL i love him) they are the sweetest group of guys in the whole world man, they made time for everyone there (even though they sold meet and greet passes, i guess they realised some of us cant afford that which i love) i didnt love their last album but they will forever hold the spot in my heart as my favorite band.
I love this song so much i miss concerts this made me smile
Some wounds never heal. You can feel it with this song.
And just for a few moments it’s like time stands still and everything is okay. Thank you for being the band we can turn to, to just forget all our worries for just a little while.
This song still hits me hard after all this time. I have the lyrics tattooed on my side and it’s my favorite thing in the world. This song really got me through such a hard time in my life
It's 11:53 PM in the Philippines and I'm still crying over this.
gosh im listening rn too from ph :((( so few trenchers in ph
@@aIparica I hope they can be well known here in our country as well. Marianas trench's whole discography is way better than of the many artists we know here.
This song is so beautiful i love how it builds
I was looking for something else and found them by accident but definetly nor dissapointed. They are really good.
I needed this. Such a time of depression and stress. Marianas Trench always gives me those good chills 🥺
i wish this song was longer
15 years of loving the band ❤️ I’ll wait for a show in Vancouver again
This is an amazing way to start off the evening
Why are you everywhere
I'm so happy they uploaded this!!!!
I love MTrench and it was this song, along with skin and bones, Astoria, pretty much everything they had- on an iPod nano (all I was allowed in terms of tech) in my recovery from self harm and my eating disorder, it is what helped me when I was living in a recovery center for 28 days just pushing to be better and not be the quitter, and I genuinely remember thinking “this place is my Astoria, I will get out of rehabilitation and this hospital is Astoria...”
It was only towards the end that I was my own Astoria, I had to escape this trap my mental illness laid for me- and Marianas Trench was what I was able to listen to and feel like I wasn’t throwing away my old self, just getting better, a more complex and strong person...
And that’s why Trenchers are always lifers, there is healing in the notes, there is a sense of reality, understanding, and reconciliation.
Josh, Ian, Mike, Matt, they all saved my life so many times... especially “Matt Webb’s Science Hour”... all of us loving them... feels like family, doesn’t it?
Love this song, Josh's raw range is fantastic, but Matt and Mike on that bridge together hits different.
One thumbs up is never enough for my favorite band
This is the best version of this song
This is my second favourite song by MT and the song that got me super hooked onto them.
(The most favourite one is Porcelain btw)
One of my favorite MT songs
I cry everytime. This song is something else, I really love this song. The emotion. The sound. Your vocals. ❤🥺
Every time this song is done... I’m reduced to a puddle 😭💔
' This is the song that introduced me to the band. Thank you lovers dearest
So glad to see these again, while watching the concert online I spent most of the night in tears, one of my friends who introduced me to Marianas Trench in elementary school passed away Oct 15th 2014. It's been 6 years but I still miss her dearly
Why are they all just so perfect?!? Absolute love for the whole band! Give all them men credit!!!
I always forget how this song makes me feel until I listen to it
I’m not crying 😭 your crying
I have been waiting for this moment for years
This version of the song is the best
Those three vocals hit me and leave me with a goosebumps.
You always amaze with your voice. No one except Robert Plant can touch you
Fuck, I hope this lockdown is over by the time you’re due in Australia. I have wanted to stand in your crowd for over a decade. We missed out last year. I’ve never wanted to see a band live so badly 💙🖤🤘🏻
I've been to a couple concerts and the atmosphere cannot be matched. I never wanted to leave, you could feel the emotion in the air and it's just so genuine and beautiful! I hope you get to experience it too!!
They have come to my area once and i got the opportunity to go and all I have to say is they sound just as good live if not better. Its actually insane they dont miss a beat with the live performance.
Woah those backups and his lead...You boys rocked it!
I loooove marianas trench😍💙💙💙
Te amo y te deseo todo lo bueno en este mundo. Gracias por existir.
I could cry listening to this i love it
I never realized how large he is, he makes the piano look small haha! This was so nice to listen to, this is the only bad that I listen and love every. Single. Song.
tears.
Wow. This was fucking amazing.
I’m going to need all your songs live like this pls 🥺❤️
They always manage to make every live version of their songs so much better than the studio version, those raw vocals just can’t be beat. I can’t wait for live shows to come back just so I can see these guys in concert again😍
Listening to this has washed me over with a sense of calm.
Thank you. ❤️
Oh my lord what a great way to start my morning!!!
You guys just keep getting better and better. This is beautiful.
Oh my goddddd yes 😭
This song can bring tears to your eyes