Severine is the most goth name ever! I love it! I have a hunch that she'll be the most blond, cherubic, cheerful child who looks like she should be named Sunshine or something, but if she turns out to be a Wednesday then that would just be *chefs kiss*
Severine is an awesome name, I won't argue that. It's very appropriate. However Lilith is a thing, in fact the name Lealith was invented because there were too many Liliths in the Goth world.
I first find your channel back in 2014. You were engaged with Mr. Owl. I followed you and watched you go through everything, you leaving for Germany, meeting someone else, getting married, divorce, get back with Mr. Owl and now you two having a baby! Am I crazy that I almost feel you like a sister!? So happy for you two and for your baby, lots of love to all of you.
you are proof of how strong women really are. You may still have moments when you think you can’t do it or it is too much to handle- just remember how much you have already withstood. way to go Mum!
Congratulations to you and Mr. Owl on the birth of Severine. It is awful that you had to go through such a painful and scary time. Happy that all is well now. Enjoy each and every day with her. Children are wonderful.
My legs clamped shut when you said she came out when you were only 4cm dilated. Oh sweet lord. Congratulations and I hope all is well with you, Mr Owl and miss Severine.
I can’t believe I’ve been watching you all these years and you’re a full blown mummy now! Congrats and I’m so happy to hear you’re both okay. Thanks for sharing your story with us!
My mom had this birth experience with me, she agrees that hearing other peoples experiences is a relief and interesting to hear. Unfortunately my moms experience was much longer and she ended up having an emergency c-section. I’m so glad you and your baby are safe!
6:20 I screamed throughout my delivery because I was pushing so hard (I have pictures of me after labour with broken capillaries on my face, shoulders, neck, and chest - it looked like heavy freckles/a birth mark), but my water would NOT break until my son came out. I was so humiliated and apologizing between pushing to the midwives and nurses. I even apologized before leaving the hospital the next day, and then during follow-up appointments with my midwives. Thank you so much for speaking about the screaming experience because I think it's something that isn't talked about much, even though it's oh so justified. Congratulations so much! You sound like you're doing amazing!
Oh my god, I had so many broken capillaries on my arms and neck from holding my legs while pushing! I still have one red spot on my neck that has never gone away. My daughter (now 2.5) likes to poke it and say "I did that!"
I really hope that was a while ago. They have tools to pop your water. They had to use one for me for my son. There's no reason to make a mom suffer like that.
I was pushing so hard and so long that I had broken capillaries everywhere plus 2 black eyes. They were almost completely swollen shut when my son finally came out. My dr kept telling me I wasn't pushing right 😥 it was awful.. I almost gave up until my husband showed me pictures that he was right there and he could see his hair. That gave me the motivation...
I'm a punk/goth Mom. Its really easy to feel inadequate for both not looking like a traditional Mom as well as not fully exploring my style and identity due to exhaustion and a tight budget. I love how you have remained utterly your spooky self and its so empowering. (I also had a 37-week induced labor and emergency c-section due to pre-eclampsia, myself and baby are okay and I'm glad you both are too!! I named her Milena Astrid-Wynne)
Severine! That's a French girl name :) means stern, love the name it sounds good. Happy you and baby are in good health, it was a 24h long nightmare for me. My son (a metalhead) is now 20 and still proud to have a goth mom. My family was hoping I would drop the phase (lol I was 27) when I got pregnant because for them a mother has to look a certain way and have certain normal interests LMAO, how I proved them wrong!
@@andrealopezdelgado66 Severine is derived from Severus or Severin in French and yes it has a latin origin. It's a name that was encountered mostly in the late 70's in France. Sabina and Sabrina are related yes but not to Severine, they come from Sabinus.
I found your channel about 5 years ago, when I would have NEVER imagined that I would be pregnant, at that time I felt very represented for having found someone who liked things similar to what I liked, I live in a city where NOBODY knows the slightest bit about gothic culture , when I got pregnant my life changed completely and I had a great immersion in maternal life, I found my reason to live, I saw many reports of childbirth when I was pregnant and seeing this one today made me cry, it's so beautiful to know that someone who helped me so much to feeling included before pregnancy also went through the experience of being a mother, even though our birth experiences were so different. You cause an ethereal feeling in me and I can only be extremely grateful for having met your channel and for being who you are. congratulations on the baby, for being so strong in this birth and thank you THANK YOU SO MUCH for sharing your experience that was and is so unique.
Congratulations on the birth of Severine! It was heartbreaking to hear the dangers and challenges the two of you faced together, but a blessing both Mother and Baby are alive and well. Prayers and blessings for Severine!
Telling and retelling my birth stories (especially my first, induced, back-labour birth of a 10lb baby) were the only way I was able to process them and recover emotionally. It's traumatic, even if it goes wonderfully smoothly. Good for you for sharing yr story. Glad you and she are well; love to you and yrs.
Hearing/reading some stories gives me some kind of 2nd hand trauma, tbh...I can't imagine...I'm glad for medical advancements making it a bit easier today
Oh Freyja goodness! So grateful you and little girl made it through. You are going to be a wonderful mommy indeed🖤Absolutely adore the name. Many blessings to you and your lil family🖤🦇
Girl, I know exactly what you went through! I had severe preaclampsia when I was pregnant with my son almost 24 years ago. He weighed 3lbs and 9 ounces. But congratulations honey!
Man... I was almost breathless with my boyfriend. Both him and I are on maternity rotation in uni, that made us relieve some moments there. You are a fighter, no epidural in a induced labor with a pre eclampsia to boot... Damn what a tough woman! And the baby will also be a tough baby, she'll be a beautiful and strong girl as her name suggests she will be! Where I'm from its a regional name, but the women born in that region are tough shells. Good luck and I wish all the best for the three of you. (And yes halloween is a lifestyle)
@@KiraHunter2310 right? My mom had a csection and lots of meds . You do what you have to do . With pre-eclampsia you dont always get to choose . Even supposedly normal births . Im all into natural healing and anti big pharma but to worry about how a woman gave birth is dumb . Its all hard and requires a strong woman
@@KiraHunter2310 oh dear I didnt mean it like that! Every woman is a fighter within. I was just suprised cause I wouldnt go through a deliver with meds thats all
Childbirth stories are pretty incredible. I'm glad mum and baby are ok. The love is overwhelming. You would do anything to keep them safe. It's like your heart forever walks around outside your body. I bet she will get the epidural next time.
I still get stunned by what women go through to give birth, it's so mindblowing and so painful and damaging to the women's body and then you fkin deliver A HUMAN BEING, like DAAAMN and many men faint just watching it, lol, imagine EXPERIENCING IT, you are literally a hero, so is every mom out there, wish your family all the love, health and happiness, you guys are literally the coolest family out there
How scary it sounds but while reading this comment I imagines my husband passing out while I deliver lol it would be the most hilarious thing ever bc he is such a baby when it comes to this topic and also blood lol I can’t wait to see that happen !
@@anamcarlon8838 My husband is awful with blood and whatnot too, and we were telling the nurses he might pass out, etc, but he ended up doing great. He even looked lol
@@samw9507 same here! My first was a 27 hour labor ending with a cesarean because of my cervix swelling and my daughter being 9lbs 😂, he peeked multiple times during the dialation, crowning then, the cesarean even though the nurses suggested against it his response was "I was man enough to make the baby, shes strong enough to birth the baby, i should be strong and present enough to know the process and help her through it". Our surgeon was flabbergasted when he peaked over the curtain and kept his composure 😂 he later said he got a little light headed at the sight of my whole bodily contents but he was a trooper and even watched baby girl number 2 be pulled out via cesarean as well.
@@triciaboo1204 I loved this story! You know how to paint a story with words! I feel like I was there seeing him look over and even tell them he could handle it! 🤣 My husband looked over too and watched my C-sections. I wanted them to video tape it so I could see it but they wouldn't.....
I've been watching you since 2015 and it's been really wonderful to see your journey through life. Ups and downs - you've explored, you've learned, and you've kept on keeping on. Your daughter is going to have the coolest parents! I think you're going to be the most kick ass mom with many stories to share with her. Congratulations on this new chapter and the curiosities it brings your family!
Love her name. Your birth story is so scary and what you went through masks me cringe so much. That level of pain... Ahhh! Do you still plan to have more kids? Very glad the both of you are doing so well now and hope she continues getting bigger and stronger. She's a fighter that's for sure. 😍
When you mentioned that the pain was so bad it was beyond pain, I totally get that, I used to tell that to people but they didn't understand me, induced labour is insane. You're so strong!
Awe, I was literally tearing up hearing you speak of the love you have for your daughter! It flies by im now 37 with a 18 year old daughter and I still can't figure out where the time went ! So happy for you and Mr owl 🦉 congrats!💜
i teared up when you started talking about how much love overcame you when you saw Severine, you’re such a great mom already & I’m so happy for you and Mr Owl
You’re way stronger than me, lol, I had a super incredible easy labor, MISERABLE pregnancy but easy labor. I honestly thought it was no big deal…I considered not asking for an epidural but…I plain and simple didn’t want to My contractions weren’t even bad and I was like “eh just in case” you had the worst of the worst and still made it through. I’m in awe!
I had the same “this is not my baby” feeling that you described. No one had told me that is something could happen and I felt like something was wrong with me. I wish I knew then that it could occur and it’s a normal thing to go through. Congratulations on your new addition. ❤️
I had my 3 kids all natural. Had my youngest son at 7cm. With my oldest son they gave me medicine that made me loopy. Only thing I remember is them laying him on my chest and being blue and then rushing him into NICU. I'm glad y'all are doing good!! I'm glad to have you back!!
my first daughter put so much pressure on my lower back and i had so much swelling my grandmother (who is a liscenced nurse) was sure i had pre eclampsia but the docs all dismissed it, in the end i wound up being induced at 39w and the contractions made me wake up crying while i never dialated past 4cm and baby wouldnt drop, after about 28 hrs of labor the doc comes in and tells me that baby is getting stressed and since it had already been 12hrs since they popped my water we needed to have an urgent c section, now its lovely not feeling anything after all the labor but when i tell you that i was terrified cause baby was delivered and we heard nothing what was about 45seconds felt like minutes then as they messed with her feet she started to cry, i cant explain how amazing and what a relief it was to finally hear my baby cry. in the end we both recovered well and she is now almost 3 but i do get what you are saying and healing a c section will leave parts of your stomach numb.
Forever elated to see you around the Tube. I've been watching you since I was a teenager. I'm SO happy for you and Mr. Owl. You both deserve the world.
My mom had preeclampsia when she was pregnant with me. She had two strokes and I was born 3 weeks premature. I was tiny (4lbs 15oz). I’m glad to know you’re both doing well! I’m positive you and baby will be absolutely fine!
Despite the intensity of her birth, I couldn't be happier that you and she are healthy and happy. So much love to you, Mr. Owl, and your beautiful baby girl.
Mothers are real life superheroes! You have to go through all of that and still take care of a small human being who completely relies on you. The biggest congratulations to you and Mr Owl! Wish the baby the best xo
Wow what a crazy time! Glad you both are okay! That's a lovely unique name. I was born at 27 weeks and I was 3 pounds, had a hole in my small intestine and it was quite an ordeal for my mom. But we both were fine after and had a good life so far. Wish you the same 🖤
So glad you're back. You have really been through it. My niece had the exact same problem when she had her first baby. The baby (Niki) was so tiny, she wore Cabbage Patch clothes for a while. This same baby gave birth to a daughter last month and she was a little porker. Love the name you chose.
Congratulations! I totally get that feeling of being overwhelmed. My daughter is almost 2 months old and I still feel like this is a crazy dream I'm going to wake up from any minute.
You are a WARRIOR WOMAN! you just popped up on my feed and I used to watch you years ago. Proceed to 'omg she had a baby' to watching this video and shrieking with horror, then joy. What an experience. On yersel, hen!! Congrats to you and the Mr
Thank you for describing this. I had a horrific pregnancy and an intensely painful and traumatic birth. People do not explain or go into how it can be so painful and upsetting and the “this isn’t my baby” feeling to begin with. It took a while for me to feel that also and she and I were in hospital for a week afterwards. It is important for people to hear these stories. People who have a wonderful birth etc, it’s great and that, but sharing this experience and had I heard something sooner, wouldn’t have made me feel not so alone. My daughter is 4 and I wouldn’t change a second of it (well, except my post natal psychosis, could have done without that!). That is a beautiful name for your daughter and I wish your family all the best going forward.
Scary to hear/read...it's like being betrayed by your own body. I get why people sometimes have difficulty bonding with their child after a traumatic birth...I don't understand why pregnancies are so difficult...wouldn't it make evolutionary sense for it to be easy to have offspring?
I follow someone on TikTok who lost his wife and child to pre-eclampsia because some doctors won’t do anything in time for it, and my own sister has had a high risk pregnancy as well as the one she’s going through now, so I am so happy that you and baby are okay and doing good!
Awww, congrats Mama!! Isn't the love for your child the most intense feeling, EVER?! Words cannot describe the beauty and terror. Sending you and your little fam all the love in the world. 🖤🦇
i had preclamsea with both my sons. i stayed in the hosptital for 2 weeks with the first boy. my older son is 37 and my younger son is 32. having a baby and being a new mother is wonderful and challenging.
My darling! I hadn't checked in for a while.... You're a MOMMY!!! How absolutely beautiful and fantastic this is!! I'm so sorry for the complications, but that is all behind you now. I'm incredibly proud of your perserverence and strength, you are a powerhouse ! I just adore you, lovely lady, and my most heartfelt congratulations to you and Mr.Owl, on this beautiful new addition to your lives!!!
Whew! That’s intense. God bless you for having to go through all that. I’m very happy you and baby girl are safe and healthy now and definitely glad you were able to bond with her!!! My boys are grown now but they are still my entire world. I’m 40 and my oldest son and daughter-in-law are about to have their first baby in February! My head is spinning lol. Im very proud and excited. Hope you and Mr. Owl are able to enjoy every moment. If you have any questions I’d be happy to help
I totally understand the not feeling like it was your baby/ disconnected. I felt the same at first and felt guilty because you always hear people happy crying over their new baby when it’s placed on them and I did not..I thought something was wrong with me for having that initial reaction. Thank you for sharing
You're strong, beautiful woman! And I can swear you, that feeling you have to protect your baby against everything will stay with you whole life. I can remember this feeling every minute I spend with them, even after six years till my last child was born. You're the best mum for your baby
I'm literally crying. My baby is 4 months old and parts of your story are similar to mine but yours sounds so scary. Hats off for not taking the epidural. Sticking to what you wanted. I had one, I couldn't have done it 😅 and also, I had a similar feeling of that's not my baby for a few weeks even but that feeling of your heart growing for the new love is an incredible feeling. Congratulations 💖
I'm so so happy you both are doing well! I planned on becoming a midwife so I know a bit more about labour and delivery. I can only imagine the pain you went trough. And with all you went trough I can understand the feeling of "this is not real", it must be a big mental boom. And "Everyday is halloween" so Im gonna decorate my new home for halloween even if its christmas time :D Take care of yourself and the little bat, sending you many hugs and kisses ♥
Oof, as soon as you said your ankles puffed up I knew where this was going :( Thank goodness you're OK (despite what sounds like a traumatic birth), and Severine is home with you and Mr. Owl ❤ I'm so happy for you all! The message at the end is so important too, it's vital for pregnant women to monitor their blood pressure because pre-eclampsia is so serious. Many, MANY, women and babies throughout history lost their lives as a result of pre-eclampsia and with all the medical advances we have now at our disposal it's avoidable and if not it's treatable/manageable with intervention. Awareness is critical though and unfortunately it seems sometimes women don't realize until it's too late.
Conngratulations beautiful person, not only was a baby born but a mother, that love you described bears an unimaginable strength and you a born a new person. Best wishes ♡
I never had children myself, and I can't imagine the amount of pain you and other moms have gone through. It has to be the worst pain for a person to experience. But women are strong. They have to be. A man would have died going through it. But my mom told me that once the baby is born, the pain is gone, and the maternal instinct kicks in. (Jan Griffiths).
It sounds so horrible. This further assured me to never be a biological mum 😳 it kind of feels like the body betrays you...you go through all of that...and then you get this flood of oxytocin and forget how horrible it actually is, then bond with the same person who put you through all that...not their fault, just nature...
I've never experienced childbirth or pregnancy and this made my body literally hurt to think about. You are a literal super hero. So happy to hear you are both doing well! Best wishes to you all! In another video I'd love to hear about your partner during all of this as well if he would be comfortable sharing! Welcome to the world Severine!!!
Glad to see you back! Ive had 3 babies all natural vaginal births. most intense pain Ive ever felt in my life so I totally feel you. Things we gotta go through to have kids! Congrats on being a mommy. I'm happy you are both healthy. Good luck on the crazy adventure of parenting. I have 3 girls (1,7 and 9) so I'm in for a treat, haha! Cheers
Primal scream is the right word. I had pre and post preeclampsia. On a magnesium drip. I was induced, back to back contractions. I had an emergency c-section because my sons testicles were coming through my cervix, lol! So he was coming down the birth canal ankles to ears in a V. Fun times. I did want the epidural but it failed. Which was a good thing. I wouldn’t have felt him coming through my cervix otherwise. One thing I was taught, though, was actively groaning with a super deep voice. It helps everything down there open up. And it definitely helped me with the pain as well. Congratulations on your precious girl! Good job Mama!
I'm really glad to hear you and your daughter are well. I've been watching for years, and you probably won't see this, but I just rewatched your apartment tour and I felt sad for all the things you have lost in the past couple years. It must have been so difficult to deal with everything at once like that, and I hope your life now brings you more peace. I also hope that one day you can get moonmoon back and she is able to meet your new little one. Stay strong 🖤
Finally a REAL experience! I've always searched for a true narrative about labor, but I only find two types of videos: the theatrical videos, with women in perfectly tanned thin bodies, delivering in bathtubs, all decorated and glamorous; and the "everyone almost died" video. Thanks for sharing!!!
Congratulations!! Welcome to the weird wild world kiddo ❤️ I'm not due till March,so eating up all these birth stories getting ready! Hoping for the best and on date, but of course gotta prep just in the small case shit does go not as planned. Thank you for sharing! Keep taking care 😘
This is so terrifying. I’m glad you’re both okay but I hope you take the time you need to heal both physically, mentally and emotionally from your experience
So glad that you and baby are doing well and that she's home. I love her name, absolutely gorgeous! I hope you both continue to heal and she grows stronger everyday.
Ouch, that sounds so horribly painful! Congratz on the new babybat though!!!!!! I had expected you to deliver on Halloween for some reason, would have been fitting :p
Thank you for appearing at just the right time! I just had to suffer through a video with an insidious person defending MAPS, and I needed to see the face of someone I like.I have missed your videos!!
Omg I had preclampsia for both my kids. The first born I had to get emergency c-section because my blood pressure was too high and I got infection when they popped my water bag. I too wasn’t able to see my son until the next day because he went straight to the NICU due to him not breathing on his own. And I had to stay in the ICU because my blood pressure went even higher and I ended up having infection. My son and I stayed in the hospital for 8 days. It took half a year to get my blood pressure controlled with medication. And of course with my second born same thing, I had preclampsia but it was controlled early on with medication. Way much smoother delivery, and enjoyed it more.
Looks like you are going to have a mini baby partner in your videos. Hopefully, soon you can do a video on goth parents. What goth motherhood is like be exciting to see in the future. So happy for you and congrats on your new baby daughter.
This is so similar to my first child’s birth, I refused an epidural as well, was induced, unbearable pain for 22hrs of labour but never got past 3cm dilated and ended in an emergency C-section. I’m in the UK and I feel like there needs to be waaay more info given to mothers about induction
Omg I'm so happy for you! My name is actually severina (named after the mission song severina haha) and it's so lovely that a lil bean has been names severine it's makes me so fucking happy for you I legit wanted to cry ❤❤
Omg we've all been waiting for the little Black Friday!!! I'm so glad that you and the baby are healthy now.🥺 I can't wait for more content to come. I've been watching you since middle school! I'm now here 1 year after graduating high school...man that's crazy 🥺❤️ I think everyone here has been dreaming of the day you and Mr.Owl got back together and had a baby
Thank you for your comments on that disconnected feeling! My births were all fairly mild and had epidurals (w/ my son I tried hard not to but at 7 I caved...it was also induced so hats off to you♡♡♡) but I still felt something like you described when babies first given to me. Ppl aren't often real enough about that! But like you said the sort of desperate,intense love kicks in and replaces that shortly after ♡
I'm so happy that, while you had a wild birth story, you're all home and healthy ❤ I wish the very best for your whole family in the future and a happy and healthy life for your beautiful daughter ❤ I was a small baby as well, 5 lbs 9 oz, but I was born 3 weeks late. My mother had a dry birth, only 1 cup of amniotic fluid. I've been told I have some dead brain tissue because of it. I'm only 4' 10" and remember getting x-rays as a kid to see if my bones were growing normally and having blood drawn to test for disorders. But that was in the 80's, and in the us's horrid healthcare system. And all's well that ends well 😊
Thank God you both came home safe and healthy!! You are so brave for going through that without the epidural. I never had to experience pushing a baby out, I had 3 c sections because my first was born by emergency c section at only 29 weeks. He was trying to come out transverse (sideways). When he was born I heard him make one little cry and it sounded like a kitten, didn't even get to look at him at all because they rushed him away so fast. He was 2 pounds 13 ounces. They brought me a Polaroid picture to look at before I ever got to see him the next day. I will say this though, that c section was done super fast and my body was being shook and bounced around because of the way they were trying to get him out so fast. Soon as I came out of that delivery room the medicine wore off COMPLETELY all at once and it was a burning pain like no other, where thdy had just cut through skin, fat, muscle, and organ, they sewed all the layers and then stapled the skin shut. my son, Dorian Ray, turned 17 earlier this week, and that scar is STILL painful and tender. (I had 2 other babies cut from the exact same scar, but yeah, I believe the pain you endured was probably far worse than what mine was. I just wanted to share a little to relate to your amazing story!! Forgive me if I over shared. Anyway congratulations on your new baby girl, she's so precious, and you look great!! Xx- Tara
I had pre-Eclampsia, my little boy stopped growing as he had a true knot in his cord, he was in the NICU and had a feeding tube too, he was 4lb 1oz… he still seems so small even though he’s 9 months old now! Welcome to the motherhood club it’s brilliant 🖤
I don't know what it is... I've seen other birth stories, but wow, this was quite a story! This is the first birth story that I really felt as she was describing it. She's just so incredibly genuine, and this was a nail-biter of sheer terror and pain ending in utter sweetness and motherly strength, and for whatever reason this was the first time I think I got a sense of what it would feel like to have a child. Also, the baby's name comes from the same root name (Severin) as my last name and is the root of what I always thought I might name a potential (yet unlikely at this point) future child... I don't think I could match the loveliness of the name combo they landed on, though.
I’m glad you are safe and well. As a mother of 5 and every time I have had the delight of being induced. Despite saying no more I always have more. Kids are magic.
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Severine is the most goth name ever! I love it! I have a hunch that she'll be the most blond, cherubic, cheerful child who looks like she should be named Sunshine or something, but if she turns out to be a Wednesday then that would just be *chefs kiss*
Severine is an awesome name, I won't argue that. It's very appropriate.
However Lilith is a thing, in fact the name Lealith was invented because there were too many Liliths in the Goth world.
Funny how in french, only Karens have this name. But yeah, hits different in english.^^
Does Savvan sound Gothic?
I first find your channel back in 2014. You were engaged with Mr. Owl. I followed you and watched you go through everything, you leaving for Germany, meeting someone else, getting married, divorce, get back with Mr. Owl and now you two having a baby! Am I crazy that I almost feel you like a sister!? So happy for you two and for your baby, lots of love to all of you.
I'm just glad that you and the little one are well. You've been missed so very much. And much love to you and your family!
My phone says this vid was uploaded 12 minutes ago, but this comment was made an hour ago. 😮
@@darkangel7589 Patreon previews, I think
Congratulations! Much love to you all!
you are proof of how strong women really are. You may still have moments when you think you can’t do it or it is too much to handle- just remember how much you have already withstood. way to go Mum!
Congratulations to you and Mr. Owl on the birth of Severine. It is awful that you had to go through such a painful and scary time. Happy that all is well now. Enjoy each and every day with her. Children are wonderful.
You spoiled the video ugh
@@xkaxsky.69 exactly what I was thinking 😂😂
Spoiler alert. You just ruined the surprise. Hey Darth Vader is Luke's dad and Dumbledore dies.
Why do people read through the comments before finishing the video if they don't wanna get spoiled? lol
@@Artechiza didn't need to. It was a highlighted comment. So it was automatically visible right under the video.
My legs clamped shut when you said she came out when you were only 4cm dilated. Oh sweet lord. Congratulations and I hope all is well with you, Mr Owl and miss Severine.
Sounds like precipitate labor
@@safinamarishka is it possible her body wanted push out the baby to save her as she said her placenta wasnt functioning well?
@Angelaius so her body went: NOW! NOW NOW NOW NOW F THIS YOUR COMING NOW
I can’t believe I’ve been watching you all these years and you’re a full blown mummy now! Congrats and I’m so happy to hear you’re both okay. Thanks for sharing your story with us!
My mom had this birth experience with me, she agrees that hearing other peoples experiences is a relief and interesting to hear. Unfortunately my moms experience was much longer and she ended up having an emergency c-section. I’m so glad you and your baby are safe!
6:20 I screamed throughout my delivery because I was pushing so hard (I have pictures of me after labour with broken capillaries on my face, shoulders, neck, and chest - it looked like heavy freckles/a birth mark), but my water would NOT break until my son came out. I was so humiliated and apologizing between pushing to the midwives and nurses. I even apologized before leaving the hospital the next day, and then during follow-up appointments with my midwives. Thank you so much for speaking about the screaming experience because I think it's something that isn't talked about much, even though it's oh so justified. Congratulations so much! You sound like you're doing amazing!
That’s when the other women waiting to birth are like nope, not going to do it! 🤣
Oh my god, I had so many broken capillaries on my arms and neck from holding my legs while pushing! I still have one red spot on my neck that has never gone away. My daughter (now 2.5) likes to poke it and say "I did that!"
Sooooo many apologies to the nurses that I yelled at!
I really hope that was a while ago. They have tools to pop your water. They had to use one for me for my son. There's no reason to make a mom suffer like that.
I was pushing so hard and so long that I had broken capillaries everywhere plus 2 black eyes. They were almost completely swollen shut when my son finally came out. My dr kept telling me I wasn't pushing right 😥 it was awful.. I almost gave up until my husband showed me pictures that he was right there and he could see his hair. That gave me the motivation...
I'm a punk/goth Mom. Its really easy to feel inadequate for both not looking like a traditional Mom as well as not fully exploring my style and identity due to exhaustion and a tight budget. I love how you have remained utterly your spooky self and its so empowering. (I also had a 37-week induced labor and emergency c-section due to pre-eclampsia, myself and baby are okay and I'm glad you both are too!! I named her Milena Astrid-Wynne)
Severine! That's a French girl name :) means stern, love the name it sounds good. Happy you and baby are in good health, it was a 24h long nightmare for me. My son (a metalhead) is now 20 and still proud to have a goth mom. My family was hoping I would drop the phase (lol I was 27) when I got pregnant because for them a mother has to look a certain way and have certain normal interests LMAO, how I proved them wrong!
Keep on proving em wrong, mama! 🤘😎
This is you on your profile picture??? If so, you are beautiful!
That’s beautiful!!!
Hell yeah, sister. Keep being you!
@@andrealopezdelgado66 Severine is derived from Severus or Severin in French and yes it has a latin origin. It's a name that was encountered mostly in the late 70's in France. Sabina and Sabrina are related yes but not to Severine, they come from Sabinus.
I found your channel about 5 years ago, when I would have NEVER imagined that I would be pregnant, at that time I felt very represented for having found someone who liked things similar to what I liked, I live in a city where NOBODY knows the slightest bit about gothic culture , when I got pregnant my life changed completely and I had a great immersion in maternal life, I found my reason to live, I saw many reports of childbirth when I was pregnant and seeing this one today made me cry, it's so beautiful to know that someone who helped me so much to feeling included before pregnancy also went through the experience of being a mother, even though our birth experiences were so different. You cause an ethereal feeling in me and I can only be extremely grateful for having met your channel and for being who you are. congratulations on the baby, for being so strong in this birth and thank you THANK YOU SO MUCH for sharing your experience that was and is so unique.
Thank you for sharing your story! I'm so glad that you, Mr. Owl, and Severine (love the name) are doing well!
“like my heart had got bigger to accommodate the overwhelming amount of love in it”
☝️That was so beautifully said🙌❤️
Congratulations on the birth of Severine! It was heartbreaking to hear the dangers and challenges the two of you faced together, but a blessing both Mother and Baby are alive and well. Prayers and blessings for Severine!
Telling and retelling my birth stories (especially my first, induced, back-labour birth of a 10lb baby) were the only way I was able to process them and recover emotionally. It's traumatic, even if it goes wonderfully smoothly. Good for you for sharing yr story. Glad you and she are well; love to you and yrs.
Hearing/reading some stories gives me some kind of 2nd hand trauma, tbh...I can't imagine...I'm glad for medical advancements making it a bit easier today
Oh Freyja goodness! So grateful you and little girl made it through. You are going to be a wonderful mommy indeed🖤Absolutely adore the name. Many blessings to you and your lil family🖤🦇
Girl, I know exactly what you went through! I had severe preaclampsia when I was pregnant with my son almost 24 years ago. He weighed 3lbs and 9 ounces. But congratulations honey!
Man... I was almost breathless with my boyfriend. Both him and I are on maternity rotation in uni, that made us relieve some moments there. You are a fighter, no epidural in a induced labor with a pre eclampsia to boot... Damn what a tough woman! And the baby will also be a tough baby, she'll be a beautiful and strong girl as her name suggests she will be! Where I'm from its a regional name, but the women born in that region are tough shells. Good luck and I wish all the best for the three of you. (And yes halloween is a lifestyle)
Every woman who gives birth is a fighter! Doesn’t matter if they had drugs or not!
@@KiraHunter2310 right? My mom had a csection and lots of meds . You do what you have to do . With pre-eclampsia you dont always get to choose . Even supposedly normal births . Im all into natural healing and anti big pharma but to worry about how a woman gave birth is dumb . Its all hard and requires a strong woman
@@KiraHunter2310 oh dear I didnt mean it like that! Every woman is a fighter within. I was just suprised cause I wouldnt go through a deliver with meds thats all
Childbirth stories are pretty incredible. I'm glad mum and baby are ok. The love is overwhelming. You would do anything to keep them safe. It's like your heart forever walks around outside your body. I bet she will get the epidural next time.
I still get stunned by what women go through to give birth, it's so mindblowing and so painful and damaging to the women's body and then you fkin deliver A HUMAN BEING, like DAAAMN and many men faint just watching it, lol, imagine EXPERIENCING IT, you are literally a hero, so is every mom out there, wish your family all the love, health and happiness, you guys are literally the coolest family out there
How scary it sounds but while reading this comment I imagines my husband passing out while I deliver lol it would be the most hilarious thing ever bc he is such a baby when it comes to this topic and also blood lol I can’t wait to see that happen !
@@anamcarlon8838 My husband is awful with blood and whatnot too, and we were telling the nurses he might pass out, etc, but he ended up doing great. He even looked lol
@@samw9507 same here! My first was a 27 hour labor ending with a cesarean because of my cervix swelling and my daughter being 9lbs 😂, he peeked multiple times during the dialation, crowning then, the cesarean even though the nurses suggested against it his response was "I was man enough to make the baby, shes strong enough to birth the baby, i should be strong and present enough to know the process and help her through it". Our surgeon was flabbergasted when he peaked over the curtain and kept his composure 😂 he later said he got a little light headed at the sight of my whole bodily contents but he was a trooper and even watched baby girl number 2 be pulled out via cesarean as well.
@@triciaboo1204 I loved this story! You know how to paint a story with words! I feel like I was there seeing him look over and even tell them he could handle it! 🤣
My husband looked over too and watched my C-sections. I wanted them to video tape it so I could see it but they wouldn't.....
I've been watching you since 2015 and it's been really wonderful to see your journey through life. Ups and downs - you've explored, you've learned, and you've kept on keeping on. Your daughter is going to have the coolest parents! I think you're going to be the most kick ass mom with many stories to share with her. Congratulations on this new chapter and the curiosities it brings your family!
Love her name.
Your birth story is so scary and what you went through masks me cringe so much. That level of pain... Ahhh! Do you still plan to have more kids?
Very glad the both of you are doing so well now and hope she continues getting bigger and stronger. She's a fighter that's for sure. 😍
Ta! Yes I'd like it have further children if we can ^___^ she's slowly growing and is strong as!
@@itisblackfriday Wow, you're really brave. :O I hope your possible future birthing experiences are much better than the one you had now. :?
When you mentioned that the pain was so bad it was beyond pain, I totally get that, I used to tell that to people but they didn't understand me, induced labour is insane. You're so strong!
You’re gonna be such a wonderful mom 😭 I’ve been watching you for years and Im happy to see this next chapter in your life 🖤
Awe, I was literally tearing up hearing you speak of the love you have for your daughter! It flies by im now 37 with a 18 year old daughter and I still can't figure out where the time went ! So happy for you and Mr owl 🦉 congrats!💜
I'm so glad you're both fine and you're absolutely right, a birth is a battlefield, mothers are fecking warriors.
i teared up when you started talking about how much love overcame you when you saw Severine, you’re such a great mom already & I’m so happy for you and Mr Owl
You’re way stronger than me, lol, I had a super incredible easy labor, MISERABLE pregnancy but easy labor. I honestly thought it was no big deal…I considered not asking for an epidural but…I plain and simple didn’t want to
My contractions weren’t even bad and I was like “eh just in case” you had the worst of the worst and still made it through. I’m in awe!
I had the same “this is not my baby” feeling that you described. No one had told me that is something could happen and I felt like something was wrong with me. I wish I knew then that it could occur and it’s a normal thing to go through. Congratulations on your new addition. ❤️
I had my 3 kids all natural. Had my youngest son at 7cm. With my oldest son they gave me medicine that made me loopy. Only thing I remember is them laying him on my chest and being blue and then rushing him into NICU. I'm glad y'all are doing good!! I'm glad to have you back!!
You can’t push out a baby at 7cm……
@@KiraHunter2310 ummm you can if it comes put regardless and you tear. Not everyone dialates fully , bless your heart
my first daughter put so much pressure on my lower back and i had so much swelling my grandmother (who is a liscenced nurse) was sure i had pre eclampsia but the docs all dismissed it, in the end i wound up being induced at 39w and the contractions made me wake up crying while i never dialated past 4cm and baby wouldnt drop, after about 28 hrs of labor the doc comes in and tells me that baby is getting stressed and since it had already been 12hrs since they popped my water we needed to have an urgent c section, now its lovely not feeling anything after all the labor but when i tell you that i was terrified cause baby was delivered and we heard nothing what was about 45seconds felt like minutes then as they messed with her feet she started to cry, i cant explain how amazing and what a relief it was to finally hear my baby cry.
in the end we both recovered well and she is now almost 3 but i do get what you are saying and healing a c section will leave parts of your stomach numb.
So good to see you again! Sending positive vibes to you and your little baby bat, I'm so happy to hear you are both okay! Congratulations 🦇🖤🦇
Forever elated to see you around the Tube. I've been watching you since I was a teenager. I'm SO happy for you and Mr. Owl. You both deserve the world.
When you started talking about everything that happened to you and your baby I was blown away. Omg, I'm happy you two are ok . 🦇🖤👶🏻
My mom had preeclampsia when she was pregnant with me. She had two strokes and I was born 3 weeks premature. I was tiny (4lbs 15oz). I’m glad to know you’re both doing well! I’m positive you and baby will be absolutely fine!
Despite the intensity of her birth, I couldn't be happier that you and she are healthy and happy. So much love to you, Mr. Owl, and your beautiful baby girl.
Mothers are real life superheroes! You have to go through all of that and still take care of a small human being who completely relies on you. The biggest congratulations to you and Mr Owl! Wish the baby the best xo
Wow what a crazy time! Glad you both are okay! That's a lovely unique name. I was born at 27 weeks and I was 3 pounds, had a hole in my small intestine and it was quite an ordeal for my mom. But we both were fine after and had a good life so far. Wish you the same 🖤
So glad you're back. You have really been through it. My niece had the exact same problem when she had her first baby. The baby (Niki) was so tiny, she wore Cabbage Patch clothes for a while. This same baby gave birth to a daughter last month and she was a little porker. Love the name you chose.
I was born premature too and had to wear roll clothes!
Congratulations! I totally get that feeling of being overwhelmed. My daughter is almost 2 months old and I still feel like this is a crazy dream I'm going to wake up from any minute.
You are a WARRIOR WOMAN! you just popped up on my feed and I used to watch you years ago. Proceed to 'omg she had a baby' to watching this video and shrieking with horror, then joy. What an experience. On yersel, hen!! Congrats to you and the Mr
I am finally 7 mos pregnant and emotional rn, but also SOOOO happy to see you and your baby are doing okay!
Thank you for describing this. I had a horrific pregnancy and an intensely painful and traumatic birth. People do not explain or go into how it can be so painful and upsetting and the “this isn’t my baby” feeling to begin with. It took a while for me to feel that also and she and I were in hospital for a week afterwards. It is important for people to hear these stories. People who have a wonderful birth etc, it’s great and that, but sharing this experience and had I heard something sooner, wouldn’t have made me feel not so alone. My daughter is 4 and I wouldn’t change a second of it (well, except my post natal psychosis, could have done without that!). That is a beautiful name for your daughter and I wish your family all the best going forward.
Scary to hear/read...it's like being betrayed by your own body. I get why people sometimes have difficulty bonding with their child after a traumatic birth...I don't understand why pregnancies are so difficult...wouldn't it make evolutionary sense for it to be easy to have offspring?
I follow someone on TikTok who lost his wife and child to pre-eclampsia because some doctors won’t do anything in time for it, and my own sister has had a high risk pregnancy as well as the one she’s going through now, so I am so happy that you and baby are okay and doing good!
Ngoh 09:32 got me teary 🥺 What a journey! You did it mama 💪 congrats ❤
Awww, congrats Mama!! Isn't the love for your child the most intense feeling, EVER?! Words cannot describe the beauty and terror. Sending you and your little fam all the love in the world. 🖤🦇
i had preclamsea with both my sons. i stayed in the hosptital for 2 weeks with the first boy. my older son is 37 and my younger son is 32. having a baby and being a new mother is wonderful and challenging.
I wish little Severine a happy healthy first year of life. 🤗
My darling! I hadn't checked in for a while.... You're a MOMMY!!! How absolutely beautiful and fantastic this is!! I'm so sorry for the complications, but that is all behind you now. I'm incredibly proud of your perserverence and strength, you are a powerhouse ! I just adore you, lovely lady, and my most heartfelt congratulations to you and Mr.Owl, on this beautiful new addition to your lives!!!
Whew! That’s intense. God bless you for having to go through all that. I’m very happy you and baby girl are safe and healthy now and definitely glad you were able to bond with her!!! My boys are grown now but they are still my entire world. I’m 40 and my oldest son and daughter-in-law are about to have their first baby in February! My head is spinning lol. Im very proud and excited. Hope you and Mr. Owl are able to enjoy every moment. If you have any questions I’d be happy to help
I totally understand the not feeling like it was your baby/ disconnected. I felt the same at first and felt guilty because you always hear people happy crying over their new baby when it’s placed on them and I did not..I thought something was wrong with me for having that initial reaction. Thank you for sharing
Freyja always has the most insane experiences. What a trooper, to say the least! Glad this resulted in something so wonderful and fulfilling.
Congratulations and welcome, Severine
You're strong, beautiful woman! And I can swear you, that feeling you have to protect your baby against everything will stay with you whole life. I can remember this feeling every minute I spend with them, even after six years till my last child was born. You're the best mum for your baby
I'm literally crying. My baby is 4 months old and parts of your story are similar to mine but yours sounds so scary. Hats off for not taking the epidural. Sticking to what you wanted. I had one, I couldn't have done it 😅 and also, I had a similar feeling of that's not my baby for a few weeks even but that feeling of your heart growing for the new love is an incredible feeling. Congratulations 💖
There's no shame in taking an epidural.💓I've had one with both kids. Faded off both times though lol😭
I'm currently 35 weeks pregnant and greatly appreciate you sharing your birth story
Can't wait to hear Montrose's birth story!
I'm so so happy you both are doing well! I planned on becoming a midwife so I know a bit more about labour and delivery. I can only imagine the pain you went trough. And with all you went trough I can understand the feeling of "this is not real", it must be a big mental boom. And "Everyday is halloween" so Im gonna decorate my new home for halloween even if its christmas time :D Take care of yourself and the little bat, sending you many hugs and kisses ♥
Oof, as soon as you said your ankles puffed up I knew where this was going :(
Thank goodness you're OK (despite what sounds like a traumatic birth), and Severine is home with you and Mr. Owl ❤ I'm so happy for you all!
The message at the end is so important too, it's vital for pregnant women to monitor their blood pressure because pre-eclampsia is so serious. Many, MANY, women and babies throughout history lost their lives as a result of pre-eclampsia and with all the medical advances we have now at our disposal it's avoidable and if not it's treatable/manageable with intervention. Awareness is critical though and unfortunately it seems sometimes women don't realize until it's too late.
Conngratulations beautiful person, not only was a baby born but a mother, that love you described bears an unimaginable strength and you a born a new person. Best wishes ♡
I never had children myself, and I can't imagine the amount of pain you and other moms have gone through. It has to be the worst pain for a person to experience. But women are strong. They have to be. A man would have died going through it. But my mom told me that once the baby is born, the pain is gone, and the maternal instinct kicks in. (Jan Griffiths).
It sounds so horrible. This further assured me to never be a biological mum 😳 it kind of feels like the body betrays you...you go through all of that...and then you get this flood of oxytocin and forget how horrible it actually is, then bond with the same person who put you through all that...not their fault, just nature...
I've never experienced childbirth or pregnancy and this made my body literally hurt to think about. You are a literal super hero. So happy to hear you are both doing well! Best wishes to you all! In another video I'd love to hear about your partner during all of this as well if he would be comfortable sharing! Welcome to the world Severine!!!
Glad to see you back! Ive had 3 babies all natural vaginal births. most intense pain Ive ever felt in my life so I totally feel you. Things we gotta go through to have kids! Congrats on being a mommy. I'm happy you are both healthy. Good luck on the crazy adventure of parenting. I have 3 girls (1,7 and 9) so I'm in for a treat, haha!
Cheers
Primal scream is the right word. I had pre and post preeclampsia. On a magnesium drip. I was induced, back to back contractions. I had an emergency c-section because my sons testicles were coming through my cervix, lol! So he was coming down the birth canal ankles to ears in a V. Fun times. I did want the epidural but it failed. Which was a good thing. I wouldn’t have felt him coming through my cervix otherwise. One thing I was taught, though, was actively groaning with a super deep voice. It helps everything down there open up. And it definitely helped me with the pain as well.
Congratulations on your precious girl! Good job Mama!
Damn! I almost passed out from listening to your story, you´re extremely brave!! Congrats on the new baby! Lovely name.
I'm really glad to hear you and your daughter are well. I've been watching for years, and you probably won't see this, but I just rewatched your apartment tour and I felt sad for all the things you have lost in the past couple years. It must have been so difficult to deal with everything at once like that, and I hope your life now brings you more peace. I also hope that one day you can get moonmoon back and she is able to meet your new little one. Stay strong 🖤
I LOVE the name Severine. It has been on my baby name list for a long time ❤️ biggest congratulations to you and Mr. Owl!
Finally a REAL experience! I've always searched for a true narrative about labor, but I only find two types of videos: the theatrical videos, with women in perfectly tanned thin bodies, delivering in bathtubs, all decorated and glamorous; and the "everyone almost died" video. Thanks for sharing!!!
Congratulations!! Welcome to the weird wild world kiddo ❤️
I'm not due till March,so eating up all these birth stories getting ready! Hoping for the best and on date, but of course gotta prep just in the small case shit does go not as planned.
Thank you for sharing! Keep taking care 😘
Adding also, some of this there is NO peppering for 😂 just trying to keep positive so I don't melt down. 😜
Baby having ain't easy!
I’m also due in March!
This is so terrifying. I’m glad you’re both okay but I hope you take the time you need to heal both physically, mentally and emotionally from your experience
So glad that you and baby are doing well and that she's home. I love her name, absolutely gorgeous! I hope you both continue to heal and she grows stronger everyday.
Ouch, that sounds so horribly painful! Congratz on the new babybat though!!!!!! I had expected you to deliver on Halloween for some reason, would have been fitting :p
I'm crying !what a very REAL birth story. Was induced with my youngest Eeeech. What a beautiful name she has. Congratulations to you both.
Douglas and I say God bless to you and your family. I found your story truly inspirational and amazing to hear.
Ahhh I'm so glad you all recovered! Stay healthy and take care, sweeties! 🖤
Thank you for the update Ms Friday. So glad to hear you are doing better. Severine is a beautiful (and suitably dusky) name!
Thank you for appearing at just the right time! I just had to suffer through a video with an insidious person defending MAPS, and I needed to see the face of someone I like.I have missed your videos!!
You absolute rockstar ❤️
Congrats on the new baby bat! 👶 So glad you and the little one are doing well🖤🖤 Aww a little black friday🖤🖤🖤
Omg I had preclampsia for both my kids. The first born I had to get emergency c-section because my blood pressure was too high and I got infection when they popped my water bag. I too wasn’t able to see my son until the next day because he went straight to the NICU due to him not breathing on his own. And I had to stay in the ICU because my blood pressure went even higher and I ended up having infection. My son and I stayed in the hospital for 8 days. It took half a year to get my blood pressure controlled with medication. And of course with my second born same thing, I had preclampsia but it was controlled early on with medication. Way much smoother delivery, and enjoyed it more.
Looks like you are going to have a mini baby partner in your videos. Hopefully, soon you can do a video on goth parents. What goth motherhood is like be exciting to see in the future. So happy for you and congrats on your new baby daughter.
Congratulations! Birth is crazy! I'm glad the family is safe!
This is so similar to my first child’s birth, I refused an epidural as well, was induced, unbearable pain for 22hrs of labour but never got past 3cm dilated and ended in an emergency C-section. I’m in the UK and I feel like there needs to be waaay more info given to mothers about induction
You are amazing. What an experience you had. The biggest love is a baby!!
Omg I'm so happy for you! My name is actually severina (named after the mission song severina haha) and it's so lovely that a lil bean has been names severine it's makes me so fucking happy for you I legit wanted to cry ❤❤
Aaahh such a beautiful name, lucky you! x
I am crying for you now, crying for joy for you and Mr Owl & your miracle of a daughter.
Omg we've all been waiting for the little Black Friday!!! I'm so glad that you and the baby are healthy now.🥺 I can't wait for more content to come. I've been watching you since middle school! I'm now here 1 year after graduating high school...man that's crazy 🥺❤️ I think everyone here has been dreaming of the day you and Mr.Owl got back together and had a baby
The way you've described your experience was so clear and to the point. I wish you all the best in your motherhood journey!
Congratulations on the birth of Severine! I'm so glad to hear that all is well.
Thank you for your comments on that disconnected feeling! My births were all fairly mild and had epidurals (w/ my son I tried hard not to but at 7 I caved...it was also induced so hats off to you♡♡♡) but I still felt something like you described when babies first given to me. Ppl aren't often real enough about that! But like you said the sort of desperate,intense love kicks in and replaces that shortly after ♡
So happy you’re all on the other side of that & doing well - CONGRATULATIONS!!!
congratulations, sorry to hear of your troubles but just glad everything turned out excellent in the end, hugs xx
I'm so happy that, while you had a wild birth story, you're all home and healthy ❤ I wish the very best for your whole family in the future and a happy and healthy life for your beautiful daughter ❤
I was a small baby as well, 5 lbs 9 oz, but I was born 3 weeks late. My mother had a dry birth, only 1 cup of amniotic fluid. I've been told I have some dead brain tissue because of it. I'm only 4' 10" and remember getting x-rays as a kid to see if my bones were growing normally and having blood drawn to test for disorders. But that was in the 80's, and in the us's horrid healthcare system. And all's well that ends well 😊
Thank God you both came home safe and healthy!! You are so brave for going through that without the epidural. I never had to experience pushing a baby out, I had 3 c sections because my first was born by emergency c section at only 29 weeks. He was trying to come out transverse (sideways). When he was born I heard him make one little cry and it sounded like a kitten, didn't even get to look at him at all because they rushed him away so fast. He was 2 pounds 13 ounces. They brought me a Polaroid picture to look at before I ever got to see him the next day. I will say this though, that c section was done super fast and my body was being shook and bounced around because of the way they were trying to get him out so fast. Soon as I came out of that delivery room the medicine wore off COMPLETELY all at once and it was a burning pain like no other, where thdy had just cut through skin, fat, muscle, and organ, they sewed all the layers and then stapled the skin shut. my son, Dorian Ray, turned 17 earlier this week, and that scar is STILL painful and tender. (I had 2 other babies cut from the exact same scar, but yeah, I believe the pain you endured was probably far worse than what mine was. I just wanted to share a little to relate to your amazing story!! Forgive me if I over shared. Anyway congratulations on your new baby girl, she's so precious, and you look great!! Xx- Tara
My mother had preeclampsia and I was 5 weeks early because of it. I'm so glad you and your baby Severine are ok.
I had pre-Eclampsia, my little boy stopped growing as he had a true knot in his cord, he was in the NICU and had a feeding tube too, he was 4lb 1oz… he still seems so small even though he’s 9 months old now! Welcome to the motherhood club it’s brilliant 🖤
I don't know what it is... I've seen other birth stories, but wow, this was quite a story! This is the first birth story that I really felt as she was describing it. She's just so incredibly genuine, and this was a nail-biter of sheer terror and pain ending in utter sweetness and motherly strength, and for whatever reason this was the first time I think I got a sense of what it would feel like to have a child.
Also, the baby's name comes from the same root name (Severin) as my last name and is the root of what I always thought I might name a potential (yet unlikely at this point) future child... I don't think I could match the loveliness of the name combo they landed on, though.
I’m glad you are safe and well. As a mother of 5 and every time I have had the delight of being induced. Despite saying no more I always have more. Kids are magic.
So glad that you are recovering and the baby bat is doing well! 🖤🦇 Sending the best vibes your way! Xx