FINNEAS - I Lost A Friend (Official Video)
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- เผยแพร่เมื่อ 24 มิ.ย. 2019
- "I Lost A Friend" from FINNEAS debut EP, Blood Harmony
Listen here: finneas.lnk.to/bloodharmonyYD
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Director: Sam Bennett
Director of Photography: Justin Hamilton
Choreographer: Monika Felice Smith
Producer: Bryce Fishman
Colorist: Ayumi Ashley
Dancers:
Maci Montes
Martel Rudd
MaryAnn Chavez
Annie Grove
Jade Falkenberg
Iz Verdea
Claythan Conerly
Brian Rivera
Camal Pugh
Tyler Kelly
Erika Soto
Keene Williams
Wardrobe:
De'Juana Mallory
Cinthya Delgado
Make-up:
Megan Melendi
Marley Gonzales - ภาพยนตร์และแอนิเมชัน
RIP Pherb.
🙏
This comment is underrated. You deserve a -thousand- million, lol
😂😂YES MY DUDE
this comment is amazing lmao
lol
Made my day😂
*Alec benjamin : I Built A Friend...*
*FINNEAS : I Lost A Friend...*
*Billie eilish : Bury a friend..*
Omg i love alec.....
Omg Billy eyelash
Omg finneas (just to complete the three) 😂
@@inzaiyne HAHAAH love this
@@nandavherk because i'm lovable hahaha
For a person with anxiety whose friends seem to be more away each time, this hits hard...
Can i be your friend? Give you a big hug. I also had anxiety and depression. Sometimes is hard and gets worse. But it get better. We are togheter
@@detudoumpouco9043 yup happened stayed till they need me as soon as they got new they just left. Life happend showed me not everything is permanent sometimes u should let go no matter how hard it is.
@@detudoumpouco9043 sure
it really does
I always chase away every friend I make because I have so much pain inside...
“How the hell did I lose a friend I never had” hits SO hard. There are people i thought i knew, people I trusted so much, people I would have and did go to the ends of the earth for. All to find out they didn’t ever consider me a friend in turn. It hurts so much
Totally know how it feels like, I cared a lot about so many people, but they NEVER cared back, and thinking about it just makes me depressed, and I've been diagnosed with depression for 2 years, it got better in the summer but after my best friend it all went downhill, and recently my best friend suddenly stopped caring about me, so yeah dude it sucks, and this song is so relatable for me lol.
I wish people had more empathy . 💙🌌
( I can relate to you guys as well. I wish friendships weren't that easy to Leave. For them, too . I wish they'd stay . )
"Friendship is like paper, it'll never remain the same once crumpled".😔
@@PargeLenis1 i’m sorry to hear that :( for what it’s worth, there will be people out there who will care as much in turn (you are proof!). It is difficult but we choose to live in hope
@@7000Leafs. truly, empathy would make the world go round
Billie eilish : Bury a friend
FINNEAS : lost a friend
did billie delete finneas friend
Omg. Wow. Amazing. I love them so much
R.I.P. friend
Billie : *bury a friend*
Finneas : *I Lost A Friend*
...wait a se-
I understand you're joking, but the sad part is finneas never had a friend, just a secret brother named pherb
@@ShemarMooresmores holy fuck im.,,,, i just googled finneas and pherb,,, like woah really?? how did i not catch that hahaha
Omg
@@ShemarMooresmores AHAHAHAHS
@@ShemarMooresmores OMG no, not that xddd
I think this will always be my favorite music video. Absolutely beautiful.
Very true
1000%
I can't agree enough omg
Lyrics
I lost a friend
Like keys in a sofa
Like a wallet in the back seat
Like ice in the summer heat
I lost a friend
Like sleep on a red-eye
Like money on a bad bet
Like time worryin' about
Every bad thing that hasn't happened yet
I know I'll be alright
But I'm not tonight
I'll be lying awake
Countin' all the mistakes I've made
Replayin' fights
I know I'll be alright
But I'm not tonight
I lost a friend, I lost a friend
I lost my mind
And nobody believes me
Say, "I know that he don't need me
'Cause he made a little too much money to be twenty and sad"
And I'll be fine without him
But all I do is write about him
How the hell did I lose a friend I never had?
Never had
I'm on the mend
Like I'm wearin' a neck brace
Like I'm sleepin' at my own place
Like I'm pullin' all the stitches out of my own face
I'm on the mend
Like I'm icing a new sprain
Like I'm walkin' on a new cane
Like it's been a couple days
Since I slipped and said somethin' sorta like your name
I know I'll be alright
But I'm not tonight
I'll be lying awake
Countin' all the mistakes I've made
Replayin' fights
I know I'll be alright
But I'm not tonight
I'm on the mend, but I lost a friend
I lost my mind
And nobody believes me
Say, "I know that he don't need me
'Cause he made a little too much money to be twenty and sad"
And I'll be fine without him
But all I do is write about him
How the hell did I lose a friend I never had?
I'd apologize
If I thought it might make a difference
Or make you listen
I'd apologize
If it was black and white, but life is different
Just try to listen to me now
I know I'll be alright
But I'm not tonight
I lost a friend, I lost a friend
I lost my mind
And nobody believes me
Say, "I know that he don't need me
'Cause he made a little too much money to be twenty and sad"
And I'll be fine without him
But all I do is write about him
How the hell did I lose a friend I never had?
Never had
U
" *how did i lose a friend I never had* "
Ikkkkk :')
How the hell
Oh...that's me
Stella Rose it’s “how the hell”
That hit hard
“how the hell did I lose a friend I never had?“
Damn. I felt that shit.
OMGGG I read ur comment exactly when he said that!!!!
Me too man :((
same
What does it actually mean? Like genuinely, I'm not taking the puss out of it
Munazza H I think he’s saying how did I have someone that I thought was a “friend” when they really weren’t a good loyal friend to me who I ended up losing. And yes it was hard because this person I thought was a friend at the time i lost, but it turns out they weren’t my friend from the start. It’s hard to lose any friend so that’s why I felt that on a personal level
Who's here in 2024?
I've made so many mistakes. Lost people because of things I did.
What a song..
Yeah. That feeling you know it was your fault, but sorry would not fix it, know nothing you do will fix it.
"ill be fine without em but all I do is write about em" dang, that got me.
the whole song got me
Doggy Doodles all of his songs get me
@@laylabrennan3147 his whole career gets me
Same. I use writing poetry as an outlet(Which is weird because I'm very left brained and not super artsy I'm more antisocial and intelligent I guess) and I lost a friend and I have written like 30 poems about him
🙈🙈🤗🤗
MOM!! Finneas is making a music video in the backyard again
This was great lol
Well I know nothing but
People tend to think of Billie Eilish As the mind behind all her songs
But it was Finneas
This guy produced most of her songs and he did a awesome job
I make my own music but I haven't achieved the sound that Finneas has
That's a huge backyard
is he invite fred too?
@@rkzsquad8998 fr😂😂
I lost a friend to depression recently. He was my closest online friend and I would stay up and spend many sleepless nights talking to him. Now I spend many sleepless nights thinking about the time we used to have. What I regret the most is not being able to fully be there for him since the distance made it very hard. The news of his passing came as a big shock and I can relate it to the lyrics in the beginning of this song. I will forever have regrets of things I didn't say however I truly hope that he knew how much respect and appreciation I had and still have for him. Sometimes I listen back to our old voice messages and I will forever miss those times his notifications lit up my phone screen.
My condolences!! May you learn how to live in this hard trying time
I'm really sorry for your loss ...
I can't speak for them but I would be willing to bet you made many sleepness nights more enjoyable for them. I hope you can continue to do it for someone else.
I'm deeply sorry for your loss:(
😢
The cracks in voice make the song sound even more emotional like he's crying
I liked before the actual video even starts 😭😌
Of course we do it 😌
Of course. 😌
yes same
me toooo😍
Never gotten so many likes thank you all
he’s so much more than just Billie Eilish’s brother
omg for real tho
He literally produces all her songs
You think you are being respectful to finneas by commenting these but guys you are just being disrespectful to billie she makes her own music as well
piccolaanima
And that’s also bullshit.
If he wanted to just be her brother why does he write and produce his own music? Everyone is their own person and does want to do their own thing of course he’s billies brother and he might want to be a good brother but he’s also a person who clearly wants to be a musician, producer and singer.
Haley H
Because, he’s the reason she made it this way up to life-
She now is the reason we’re here, and respect him as a musician himself..
He’s caring, and he IS already a musician, producer, and singer right here all alone.
This song reminds me of so many friends who didn't stay loyal. And the worst part is how much I lost myself, in the process. Listening to beautifully written songs like these, gives so much hope 💗
Recently was diagnosed with severe depression and I also lost a friendship with someone I was so close with. You can only imagine the tears that have come down my face every time I listen to this song. I loved him so much.
😢
they did this in 1 take...
no jumps or cuts - just one take...THIS IS PERFECTION IN ONE TAKE
Ally L you should check out some KHS
Also when the party’s over is all one take
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Ally L i thought the SAME THING
@@mercedezjava its not
Most underrated artist of 2019
Mopolo and producer!!
Damn right
agreed
Ikr
Matt Maeson is hyper underrated too :(
Once in a blue moon, a song feels like it was made for you alone. For me, this is that song.
Same
''how the hell i loose a friend i never had''
This song is about mental health issues. Very good song
This video looks like a Van Gogh
painting
When I come to think of it... Yes it actually Does
Yeah. But what I think is also incredible is that it was a one-shot film. What I mean is there were no cut. Or at least I didn‘t notice any.
*video
@@starkast713 It had to be in one take because that's a real sunrise happening in the background. So beautiful.
It really is.
this video replicates exactly what the song made me feel
OMFG U GOT A HEART FROM FINNEAS 😦 😦 💞
Love ya Fin
lost kiddo I KNOW I STARTED CRYINGG I LOVE FINNEAS
Ruby Guzdar fr
Same
Doesn't it, though? I grew up in Kansas, and have always suffered with depression to some degree. I lived in a turbulent home, and spent many-a-dusks escaping to places that looked a lot like this, to just breathe, and be somewhere that it was safe to feel my emotions, and cry, or scream, or ramble if I needed too.
This video and song brought me back to that feeling of a numb catharsis, after taking space to cry and feel, and process things alone, in peace. The dancers reminded me of racing thoughts, for some reason.
I admit Finneas is an amazing artist and also not forgetting the person who shoot and edited this aesthetic MV.
“When your happy, you enjoy the lyrics,
When you are sad you understand the lyrics.”
There are lines in this song that resonate with what I’m feeling and I’m sure many other people here are too. People often just enjoy the music but in songs like this, you understand every word because it’s as if the song was made for you and you only.
You keep listening because you like the beat, and then one day after something happened and reality hits you right in the face, the song comes up once more and the full meaning of the lyrics dawns on you. Ah yes, the mastery of a good songwriter.
Btw I'm carnivorous predator on my other acc I can confirm lemme switch accs
So, if I’m getting this right, Alec Benjamin built a friend, FINNEAS lost a friend and Billie buried a friend. Is this the same friend?
The ultimate conspiracy theory 😂
I JUST LET OUT THE UGLIEST LAUGH DHYJABSBHAHAH
three of the best artists
DAMNNN
mega OOF
That's the prettiest sunset video I've seen, bc it has you in it 😭
a truly mood
Well said
"How the hell did I lose a friend I never had"
I have lost friends in the past that hurt as bad as losing a lover or a relative. And I know how dfficult it is to express that hurt. I don't know if it really helps or not, but the shared experience seems to take the edge off of the lonely part of it. Hurt thus seems to be multi-faceted. What a beautiful job of being able to express that loss in such a raw and emotional way. Thank you uploader and thank you Fenneas.
no offence but the choreography to this was perfection wow
kernals kent it’s a joke
Woosh
Pretty meh joke you got there.
@@declanpillay5889 as most of my jokes are
How would that be offensive
How Billie deals with losing a friend: buries the friend and makes a mini horror movie
How Finneas deals with losing a friend: makes a sad song and video and wears a tux
did they both actually lost a frnd
bossgirlll x
@@lepidussollertiaatheriusex7274 I don't know about Finneas, but Billie yes, Xxxtentacion
@@lamamoustafa5503 she lost so many friends because of her job, she lost a friend when she was writing Xanny. She's losing friends but I hope she's okay. We're always here for her no matter what
@@lepidussollertiaatheriusex7274 ^
The way he sounds like hes about to start sobbing @ 3:08 just kills me.
This is a serious piece of art, my friends!
"Cause he made a little too much money to be 20 and sad."
I love that line somehow.
Reminded me of Mac Miller some how. And the line where he says how the hell did I lose a friend I never had. I love Mac a lot as an artist and we he died it broke me. I truly felt I lost someone who wasnt a friend.
Yeah, I'm 22 and broke but I relate
It hits very close to home to me, as it literally describes all the time I had wasted to just get as much money as I could, while ignoring everyone and everything else in my life. If I die now, I'd literally have no-one and accomplished nothing, so that's a bit sad I guess.
th-cam.com/video/0TiDAx5OgD8/w-d-xo.html
@@hollanderson Everyone has someone my friend, you may not talk to them everyday or month but they would be there for you when you need it. I promise you that.
“how the hell did i lose a friend i never had” - FINNEAS 2019
Shahrul right when I read this the song played it at the exact moment
Ahahah
I recently lost a friend and finding this song helps me force the tears that need to come out but won’t come out. I really need help but I can never make myself ask for it
Right now, there are people all over the world who are just like you. They're either lonely, they're missing somebody, they're depressed, they're hurt, they're scarred from the past, they're having personal issues no one knows about, they have secrets you wouldn't believe. They wish, they dream and they hope. And right now, they are sitting here reading these words, and I'm writing this for you so you dont feel alone anymore. Always remember, don't be depressed about the past, don't worry about the future, and just focus on today. If today's not so great don't worry! Tomorrow's a new chance. If you are reading this, be sure to share this around to make others feel better. Have a nice day!" 💖💖💖💖
Finneas is such a genus. Who the hell would think of this art.
I know right he is such a *genus*
the most *genus* person on earth
Can't we appreciate the fact that this whole video was a single shoot
The Miscellaneous Channel yeah it’s crazy
Also it's all done at dusk. They could probably shoot the whole thing twice and if it's still not perfect, try again on another day.
He did this in all of his music vids
1917
A lot of his music vids are
i have been a billie stan for 3years and why am i JUST realizing that finneas makes vrazy music oh my god this is beautiful
He’s so underrated it’s sad
My dad passed away around two weeks ago... Just before he went to the hospital and went on a ventilator he told me this was his favorite song. Nothing thus far has made me cry so quickly, this is a truly beautiful song and it resonates with my thoughts and feelings going through this loss
I'm sorry for your loss
May he find peace wherever he is
I'm sorry 😞 I lost my dad 2yrs ago and the anniversary just passed a few days ago. Today I teared up but stopped myself. People don't understand what it's like to lose the one person that got you.
Finally a song about a “friendship breakup.” Honestly, they hurt just as badly as a romantic breakup. I lost my best friend at the end of high school and I still have dreams of her time to time and think about her. That was over 6 years ago. You expect friends to be there forever. So when things end, it’s killer.
I know right
and then it gets awkward because you know she knows exactly how you feel because you always shared your emotions with her
I feel you and I am sorry for you. I had a similar thing happen about a month ago with a girl I tried having a relationship with. It ''did not work out'' as she could not provide the love I gave to her back. She said we could still be friends, but she does not treat me as her lover nor friend. Actions speak louder than words.
BASSETTI8 mhm I been friends with someone for 6 years and then she ghosted me like I would follow her and stuff and she would still ignore me so I gave up worst thing was she was my bff
@@ClicheAj exactly
did she at least tell you why?
I wasn't told why, that's a bad part
but it was so weird because she would get angry if she thought I might get closer to another friend
and yet she ignored me so well I was beginning to think I'm invisible
i’m gonna be honest with you, not only is he the most underrated artist i’ve heard, he’s also the most underrated artist in terms of visuals and his singing
Serena Khoury he is underrated. he’s yet to hit main stream and those who do talk about him and his music say that they’d rather other artist and the recognition he has gotten is mostly from his sisters audience, and his sister is billie eilish, someone who has climbed their way to being the face of pop
@@susamongfr yes I know billie i m a huge fan it s true what u just said but i felt it was a bit mean
@@serenakhoury6585 Some one being underrated for something means that their work is not getting enough attention and appreciation, it does not mean the Artist is bad.
Well he's not the only one...one of the most underrated artist is also Faouzia
@@Andrea-dj1nw I don't think Faouzia is underrated, she hasn't released a full album yet, plus she has a pretty decent following. I didn't hear of her before but her music is pretty good.
Never knew I needed this until now. I love how songs express my emotions when I can't:)
I lost a friend
Like keys in a sofa
Like a wallet in the back seat
Like ice in the summer heat
I lost a friend
Like sleep on a red-eye
Like money on a bad bet
Like time worryin' about
Every bad thing that hasn't happened yet
I know I'll be alright
But I'm not tonight
I'll be lying awake
Countin' all the mistakes I've made
Replayin' fights
I know I'll be alright
But I'm not tonight
I lost a friend, I lost a friend
I lost my mind
And nobody believes me
Say, "I know that he don't need me
'Cause he made a little too much money to be twenty and sad"
And I'll be fine without him
But all I do is write about him
How the hell did I lose a friend I never had?
Never had
I'm on the mend
Like I'm wearin' a neck brace
Like I'm sleepin' at my own place
Like I'm pullin' all the stitches out of my own face
I'm on the mend
Like I'm icing a new sprain
Like I'm walkin' on a new cane
Like it's been a couple days
Since I slipped and said somethin' sorta like your name
I know I'll be alright
But I'm not tonight
I'll be lying awake
Countin' all the mistakes I've made
Replayin' fights
I know I'll be alright
But I'm not tonight
I'm on the mend, but I lost a friend
I lost my mind
And nobody believes me
Say, "I know that he don't need me
'Cause he made a little too much money to be twenty and sad"
And I'll be fine without him
But all I do is write about him
How the hell did I lose a friend I never had?
I'd apologize
If I thought it might make a difference
Or make you listen
I'd apologize
If it was black and white, but life is different
Just try to listen to me now
I know I'll be alright
But I'm not tonight
I lost a friend, I lost a friend
I lost my mind
And nobody believes me
Say, "I know that he don't need me
'Cause he made a little too much money to be twenty and sad"
And I'll be fine without him
But all I do is write about him
How the hell did I lose a friend I never had?
Never had
Thanks
literally the most underrated amazing wholesome person ever. this is art.
facts
Elo Brdy rightttt
naaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhh
Zach H get your negative Unappreciative self out of of this mans art.
I swear to god I felt my heart drop to my stomach
"I know I'll be alright but I'm not tonight"
Losing a toxic friend is a blessing
I've listened to this for almost a week thinking about my best friend, then the next day realized it was me that was lost.
How many people do you want to cry?
Finneas: Yes
His friend symbolised whatever made him happy, and he used to know what that was. Insidiously, depression kicked in yet he assured himself that he'd be fine. But that's the thing about depression, it creeps in and stays with you, regardless of not knowing what you are depressed about. Hence, being sad over a lost friend that you never had.
It's a great song that each individual can relate to from different lenses. Curious tho, did anyone else interpret it this way?
I did.
I did too, cool because normally nobody understands what I think but you put it in words perfectly
this is exactly how i interpreted it too!! glad im not the only one :-)
Can't interpret "How the hell did I lose a friend I never had?" other than he talks about something abstract, not an actual, human friend.
@@norbert4571 I thought of his friend as happiness. And he lost his friend he never had, he had never been happy. That's just my perspective of it though. And nobody believes hes sad bc he "makes too much money to be 20 and sad" so people brush it off like hes just not knowing what to feel.
Lavrans!
I played this for my husband this morning, I looked over and he was crying his eyes out 😭❤
Me: *Finds this song*
Brain: Ooh I like it
Me: Yeah me too
Brain: You know what this means right?
Me: Sighs
Brain:
Me:
Brain:
Me: We play it until--
Brain: WE PLAY IT UNTIL WE HATE IT
that means u'll have to play it forever cuz you can't hate this song
@@lenny8943 True, true... this is my life now
Vine vibes over here
Really tho. :(
Play it over and over again until it makes you physically sick to listen to it!
This is the genius behind Billie eilish. You can hear it in all his writing and production like how he uses cohesive poetry like it’s irony. Or like his use of parallelism. Even the vocal Melody’s. Billie is talented at singing but this is a writer who should go down in history.
Izaak Tucker I mean I agree but Billie still writes half the lyrics and stuff
It’s still half her. He definitely helps of course
VoidBornVixen well he does the production as well so even if she does write half the lyrics (which we don’t actually know for sure) then he’s still writing 75% of the songs wich means she’s legally just featured on the track. I’ve looked it up I’m an artist myself. I’d say she definitely works on it with him and has valuable input and stuff but I’d still say he’s the genius behind the music.
VoidBornVixen lyrics themselves count as 50% and production is %50 so if he helps with the lyrics at all it’s his song by percentage and legal right.
You’re so damn right. He’s a truly artist🙌🏻
So you're implying his sister shouldnt have and be whatever she has now and that fame should have been given to finneas
This cuts right thru every part of me & I can't believe I've never heard of Finneas before. Thank you for this song. ♡
Should be Oscar 4 this song
This is the first song by Finneas that I’ve ever heard
But
Is this love?
Felicity Dargis Finneas also writes the songs for Billie
Listen to lets fall in lobe for the night by him
Love*
Krispy kakes thanks for the suggestion oh my god I Stan (this is my husband's account for the record lol)
@@grapefruit5281 Really? I never knew that🤔🤔 maybe that has to do with the fact that I just knew Finneas now
why is finneas so underrated? like wth, he is equally as good as billie. sksksk
chickenbiscuits bruh I think maybe we should stop using underrated
He is a u have done compared to Billie in every occasion
U do it without even thinking people only associate him to the writer (the people that even know he exists)
better*
Joshua Alleyne underrated isn’t a bad term, underrated shows that i think he’s amazing at what he does. with his own music and the production of billie’s.
My dear friend, who may one day see this comment and you will already recognize yourself, I want you to know that I have been suffering for the last few months and that I cannot come to terms with the fact that you are no longer in my life. One day I hope you will realize that I considered you to be someone most born in my life you were like a brother to me. I hope that one day you will find a friend like me who you will respect and appreciate and who will be ready to do everything for you as I was. When you disappeared from my life, a part of me also disappeared and I hope that I will be able to recover from that one day, until then I will probably suffer for a very long time because you are no longer in my life. I.N.
love u man, hope you're still fighting on!
@@TheCougar97 I fight, but I think I lost that fight a long time ago
“I lost a friend, I lost my mind.”
His lyrics are so relatable. It felt like I only laughed with her, no one else… I miss her, more than anything. And the dance movements are truly captivating…
favourite songs of 2019:
1. Bury a friend (Billie Eilish)
2. I lost a friend (Finneas)
3. No new friends (LSD)
Don't forget new friends Maty notoyes idk how to spell her name
Y e e t Oreo Maty Noyes and honestly she is fabulous
soundtrack of my year
you really like friends
Are you having friendship issues or something
Phineas: I lost a friend. Where's Perry?
At the end of the day
Phineas: Oh, there you are Perry.
Its acually finneas
@@telilolis1867 its a cartoon
Mervin Lie |||| its from Phineas and Ferb😭😂😂😭😭
cc Gacha same bro, same😂
teli lolis **actually**
Never thought I could cry so much over a song but here I am sobbing my fucking eyes out over a song I found not even a minute ago
I simply LOVE how he interprets with all his soul
Plot Twist: The friend he lost was named Ferb 👀
Don't you mean Pherb because he is Finneas with an F at the beginning?
Underated comment
🤗🤗🙈🙈
Finneas and Pherb
haha yesss
*How god created Finneas and Billie*
Prepares to add a bit of talent
*Spills whole bottle*
God: Oh well...
Marie Dea
*spills a whole bucket
accurate
𝙂𝙤𝙙 𝙙𝙤𝙚𝙨 𝙣𝙤𝙩 𝙢𝙖𝙠𝙚 𝙢𝙞𝙨𝙩𝙖𝙠𝙚𝙨 𝗁𝖾 𝗆𝖺𝖽𝖾 𝗍𝗁𝖾𝗌𝖾 𝖺𝗇𝗀𝖾𝗅𝗌 𝚝𝚊𝚕𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚎𝚍 𝚋𝚢 𝙿𝚞𝚁𝚙𝙾𝚜𝙴
This man...ok i agree...willy eyelash??nope.
Marie Dea 😂😂😂. So true through
This song is just so immensely emotional and insanely beautiful. Been playing it on repeat for days, 9.9/10
“How the hell did I lose a friend I never had “ completely resonates with me . I met a person months ago and I didn’t expect that I would’ve found a precious friendship with him. We have this great connection as a person which we could really reflect on each other. I value him greater than a friend or a guy but rather as a person . We knew that infatuation couldn’t win over the relationship(as friend) we never expected to happen . One day I received a message and to my dismay I found out that she’s a wife of my friend and they’ve been married for 5 years. I never knew that he has a wife as he told me he has no gf at the moment and his wife said that he’s been cheating on her with me , I was so nervous and asked my friend to clarify everything. He admitted that he did a big mistake that would cost our friendship and his relationship for his wife come to an end ,he knew that anything he could say won’t justify everything had happened . At the end I chose to listen coz I knew there’s always a root why we did something out of impulse (It might be his wife is emotionally unavailable to him or it could be him causes him to find someone to talk to and didn’t expect that he would like me as a person and become infatuated at the same time ) I just wanna hear him saying his mistakes and remorse for hurting our feelings . I asked him if the connection we unexpectedly feel for each other was just one sided or the connection that we had as a person was beyond infatuation . I was happy finding out that it’s truth that for one in a million he found great connection with me as a person (not romantically speaking). We couldn’t stay friends after all , he apologized and asked for forgiveness and I forgave him wholeheartedly for deceiving both his wife and me . We finally say goodbye and sever our connection . That’s how we close that certain chapter of our friendship in our life . He’s definitely the friend I lost but I never had . 😔
Hi. Thank you for sharing your experience. It resonates with me.
And this song stuck in my head for days now…🎧
“How the hell did I lose a friend I never had” That hits DIFFERENT
SpongeBob TrianglePants literally. This is my first time listening to this song, and that verse hit me so hard.
Elizabeth Cifuentes I felt the same way the first time I heard it 🤍
I don't get that part? Then who is he singing for
Ali Taha maybe Finneas is singing about thinking you had a friend, then you lost them and realized they were never really your friend in the first place.
@@spongebobtrianglepants2081 hmmm that sounds about right.
I'm glad i first knew him as "Finneas " not as "Billie's brother "
Honestly though, me too. I found out through these comments, but really I still look at him the same.
unknown he said he doesnt mind being known as billies brother
@@shreihals9314 i don't think he mind , actually neither do i , i just like when I listen to him i say "this is Finneas O'Connell" not "this guy is Billie's brother"
Wait he's billie eilish's brother??? Welp didn't know this
Me too ❤
I feel like I have lost myself. With depression and anxiety that consumes me daily, it is tough. I feel have lost the friend within me.
Finneas music makes me feel so sad in the best way possible
Can we appreciate how this was taken so perfectly in ONE shot.
Honestly didn't notice it until i read this comment, now you say it, it looks amazing.
It’s great now that you pointed it out ... the best kinds of edits are the ones where you didn’t even notice was there (which is why one takes are amazing)
Ashton R and some other guy I agree 👌
Damn yall
And within such a short time frame to capture the sun at just the right angle too!
I love how he writes about friendship, while everyone is writing about romance
YES
Not to be a bitch, but he also writes a bunch of songs about romance 😂. But, I get what you are saying, it's a really refreshing to see someone write about friendship.
I'm not too sure that was for a friend.. "how the hell did I lose a friend that I never had"
Listening Deeply maybe it’s about a friend that wasn’t a good friend. So it didn’t even feel like he had a friend, maybe just someone he chilled with
I lost my boyfriend and he was my best friend, this song came on in the shuffle while I was going to work this morning and I had to stop and cry on the way. He was my best friend.
i just realised that there arent any cuts in this video and it makes this whole song more perfect
Finneas singing about how he lost a friend, while Billie is over here burying them
"I'll be fine without him, but all I do is write about him"
way too relatable
MusicCharts TV Thanks for sharing, very cool!
btw the lyrics are “and i’ll be fine without em but all i do it write about em”
"how the hell did i lose a friend i never had?" I felt that .. i really did.
same
Same :(
Same T_T
Zahra Kelany what does he mean with that?
@@Fatazo
I'd interpret it as: They (Finneas) were naive all along, putting the friend's mistakes under the carpet, but that person was never really their friend, as they knew all along, but at the point of the song, the "tonight" ("I'll be alright, but not tonight"), the betrayal (or something similar) happened, and they lost said friend for good, and for real. What was anticipated finally came. One of them, probably the friend, showed the true colors, that Finneas knew about all along (that's what they mean with "i never had").
Or I just might be bullshitting and philosophizing a bunch, but that's how I see the story.
Hes so underrated its upsetting
this song is so good! i've already heard it on repeat several times crying and thinking about my own experiences. this is a masterpiece.
Billie: Buried a friend
Finneas: Lost a friend
Billie: Up all night on another red eye
Finneas: Like sleep on a red eye
Billie: I lost my mind
Finneas: I lost my mind
TheSuperShepherds MIND BLOWN
TheSuperShepherds that is genius
he did help write billie’s songs
Omg i just relized that
kerissa lojica you can honestly totally tell he helps write Billie’s songs, his style of lyrics and sound shows!
billie gets so much attention that finneas is overlooked. this song is amazing.
trinity albright shut up, no he isn’t.
@FRANK. shut up, yes he is.
@@kaye5051 thank you.
Im obsessed. Just putting it out there.
Finneas is almost always in Billie's shadow and many people only see him as her older brother and songwriter which is pretty sad because he is one of the most underrated artists in modern pop culture. His songs and his music videos are extremely beautiful, enjoyable and relatable and I'm talking all aspects of them ; the lyrics, the audio, the instrumentals, the visuals. He just released Optimist (an absolute masterpiece) and finally seems to be starting to gain the recognition he deserves. I hope the best for him.
He said he dont wanna be as famous as Billie
@@avocado2567 Oh, I didn't know that. Did he say why ? 👀
@@sulanya1540 I dont remember where he said it
the lyrics and choreography are so powerful. this is quite captivating.
bluetay true, I’ll reword it
Just wait for him to blow up in 2020 just like billie has.
yes please - long overdue! 🥺🥺🙏🏾🙏🏾
Hope so!
Honestly probably
I really hope so
There's too many good artists who need more recognition than they get, and Finneas is for sure one of them.
This song played in my head all night, I love it. I'm addicted to your music and you blow my mind with your talent. Keep the songs coming, they touch our soul, pure and simple.
This hits the hardest when you experience the song.
Me: “SO GO AHEAD AND BREAK MY HEA-
Finneas: *uploads*
Me: “HOW THE HELL DID I LOOSE A FRIEND I NEVER HAD”
i can relate sm.
i can relate😭 !
Finneas is probably one of the most underrated artists, it seems like he’s in his sister’s shadow which is honestly sad because he’s not just her songwriter, he’s an amazing singer as well
@Lazari what?
@Lazari yh your right. but he deserves much more.
He's the most popular producer and songwriter tho
But maybe he likes that? I'm not sure, but he's definetely underrated!
Who is his sister
@@valstrom7672 billie eilish
I suffer from major social anxiety and for me this hits hard. Love Finneas
I just love this clear, strong, intristing voice
Is. He. Serious.
When I listened to the song I couldn't process how absolutely perfect it is and genuinely didn't think it could get better, but combined with this utter masterpiece of a video, wow, I'm even more blown away by Finneas.
What a criminally underrated artist.
Alaa Aina i mean it’s definitely not that good
Emiliano Brooks-Luna Bish it brings so many different emotions to people…You clearly don’t have any cause this is amazing AND it is that good
Right!
I love that "criminally underrated". Absolutely!!!!
Look the song is great but not perfect at least to me since nothing is perfect
Ok, bu the real question is,
HOW THE HELL DID HE DO THIS IN ONE SHOT!?
This deep on so many levels and I love the artistry an amazing talent
This song epitomizes exactly how it feels to lose someone you thought was your friend. I love the video too. It has gotten me through some tough moments the last few years so thank you Finn.