FINNEAS - I Lost A Friend (Official Video)

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  • @mopolo
    @mopolo 5 ปีที่แล้ว +25956

    Most underrated artist of 2019

    • @aydataylor6084
      @aydataylor6084 5 ปีที่แล้ว +178

      Mopolo and producer!!

    • @avery8555
      @avery8555 5 ปีที่แล้ว +69

      Damn right

    • @lilytaylor5972
      @lilytaylor5972 5 ปีที่แล้ว +37

      agreed

    • @sarah_002
      @sarah_002 5 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      Ikr

    • @nivuu3553
      @nivuu3553 5 ปีที่แล้ว +39

      Matt Maeson is hyper underrated too :(

  • @armaniganevia892
    @armaniganevia892 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1973

    “how the hell did I lose a friend I never had?“
    Damn. I felt that shit.

    • @kiara-j5n7e
      @kiara-j5n7e 5 ปีที่แล้ว +19

      OMGGG I read ur comment exactly when he said that!!!!

    • @dyrtzip
      @dyrtzip 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Me too man :((

    • @gaialedda8180
      @gaialedda8180 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      same

    • @munazzah9412
      @munazzah9412 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      What does it actually mean? Like genuinely, I'm not taking the puss out of it

    • @armaniganevia892
      @armaniganevia892 5 ปีที่แล้ว +24

      Munazza H I think he’s saying how did I have someone that I thought was a “friend” when they really weren’t a good loyal friend to me who I ended up losing. And yes it was hard because this person I thought was a friend at the time i lost, but it turns out they weren’t my friend from the start. It’s hard to lose any friend so that’s why I felt that on a personal level

  • @katiejohnson5627
    @katiejohnson5627 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4322

    "ill be fine without em but all I do is write about em" dang, that got me.

    • @astridnannini
      @astridnannini 5 ปีที่แล้ว +60

      the whole song got me

    • @laylabrennan3147
      @laylabrennan3147 5 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      Doggy Doodles all of his songs get me

    • @Rhxtyle
      @Rhxtyle 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @@laylabrennan3147 his whole career gets me

    • @ascotter
      @ascotter 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Same. I use writing poetry as an outlet(Which is weird because I'm very left brained and not super artsy I'm more antisocial and intelligent I guess) and I lost a friend and I have written like 30 poems about him

    • @jamesedwardford589
      @jamesedwardford589 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      🙈🙈🤗🤗

  • @theredrobin9402
    @theredrobin9402 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1710

    “How the hell did I lose a friend I never had” hits SO hard. There are people i thought i knew, people I trusted so much, people I would have and did go to the ends of the earth for. All to find out they didn’t ever consider me a friend in turn. It hurts so much

    • @PargeLenis1
      @PargeLenis1 2 ปีที่แล้ว +32

      Totally know how it feels like, I cared a lot about so many people, but they NEVER cared back, and thinking about it just makes me depressed, and I've been diagnosed with depression for 2 years, it got better in the summer but after my best friend it all went downhill, and recently my best friend suddenly stopped caring about me, so yeah dude it sucks, and this song is so relatable for me lol.

    • @7000Leafs.
      @7000Leafs. 2 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      I wish people had more empathy . 💙🌌
      ( I can relate to you guys as well. I wish friendships weren't that easy to Leave. For them, too . I wish they'd stay . )

    • @oyinlolaosunsoko6581
      @oyinlolaosunsoko6581 2 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      "Friendship is like paper, it'll never remain the same once crumpled".😔

    • @theredrobin9402
      @theredrobin9402 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @@PargeLenis1 i’m sorry to hear that :( for what it’s worth, there will be people out there who will care as much in turn (you are proof!). It is difficult but we choose to live in hope

    • @theredrobin9402
      @theredrobin9402 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@7000Leafs. truly, empathy would make the world go round

  • @allylemon2651
    @allylemon2651 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2861

    they did this in 1 take...
    no jumps or cuts - just one take...THIS IS PERFECTION IN ONE TAKE

    • @hay_bail1
      @hay_bail1 5 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Ally L you should check out some KHS

    • @mercedezjava
      @mercedezjava 5 ปีที่แล้ว +46

      Also when the party’s over is all one take

    • @drawyourfuture2242
      @drawyourfuture2242 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      FOR LYRICS: th-cam.com/video/jK53-jmNdBI/w-d-xo.html
      PLEASE SUPPORT MEV

    • @emmadeserrano41
      @emmadeserrano41 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Ally L i thought the SAME THING

    • @リル吾
      @リル吾 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @@mercedezjava its not

  • @spongebobtrianglepants2081
    @spongebobtrianglepants2081 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4837

    “How the hell did I lose a friend I never had” That hits DIFFERENT

    • @elizabethcifuentes8858
      @elizabethcifuentes8858 4 ปีที่แล้ว +42

      SpongeBob TrianglePants literally. This is my first time listening to this song, and that verse hit me so hard.

    • @spongebobtrianglepants2081
      @spongebobtrianglepants2081 4 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      Elizabeth Cifuentes I felt the same way the first time I heard it 🤍

    • @alitaha2278
      @alitaha2278 4 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      I don't get that part? Then who is he singing for

    • @spongebobtrianglepants2081
      @spongebobtrianglepants2081 4 ปีที่แล้ว +112

      Ali Taha maybe Finneas is singing about thinking you had a friend, then you lost them and realized they were never really your friend in the first place.

    • @alitaha2278
      @alitaha2278 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@spongebobtrianglepants2081 hmmm that sounds about right.

  • @tom3294
    @tom3294 5 ปีที่แล้ว +13234

    MOM!! Finneas is making a music video in the backyard again

    • @fetchseason3rocks
      @fetchseason3rocks 5 ปีที่แล้ว +198

      This was great lol

    • @TheSadMusician
      @TheSadMusician 5 ปีที่แล้ว +185

      Well I know nothing but
      People tend to think of Billie Eilish As the mind behind all her songs
      But it was Finneas
      This guy produced most of her songs and he did a awesome job
      I make my own music but I haven't achieved the sound that Finneas has

    • @rkzsquad8998
      @rkzsquad8998 5 ปีที่แล้ว +137

      That's a huge backyard

    • @TxTdariAwan
      @TxTdariAwan 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      is he invite fred too?

    • @yodad1128
      @yodad1128 5 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      @@rkzsquad8998 fr😂😂

  • @AverageAnimat0rz
    @AverageAnimat0rz ปีที่แล้ว +83

    The cracks in voice make the song sound even more emotional like he's crying

  • @BASSETTI8
    @BASSETTI8 5 ปีที่แล้ว +10640

    Finally a song about a “friendship breakup.” Honestly, they hurt just as badly as a romantic breakup. I lost my best friend at the end of high school and I still have dreams of her time to time and think about her. That was over 6 years ago. You expect friends to be there forever. So when things end, it’s killer.

    • @cc-cs7gg
      @cc-cs7gg 5 ปีที่แล้ว +262

      I know right
      and then it gets awkward because you know she knows exactly how you feel because you always shared your emotions with her

    • @serenav6156
      @serenav6156 5 ปีที่แล้ว +83

      I feel you and I am sorry for you. I had a similar thing happen about a month ago with a girl I tried having a relationship with. It ''did not work out'' as she could not provide the love I gave to her back. She said we could still be friends, but she does not treat me as her lover nor friend. Actions speak louder than words.

    • @ClicheAj
      @ClicheAj 5 ปีที่แล้ว +53

      BASSETTI8 mhm I been friends with someone for 6 years and then she ghosted me like I would follow her and stuff and she would still ignore me so I gave up worst thing was she was my bff

    • @cc-cs7gg
      @cc-cs7gg 5 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      @@ClicheAj exactly
      did she at least tell you why?

    • @cc-cs7gg
      @cc-cs7gg 5 ปีที่แล้ว +43

      I wasn't told why, that's a bad part
      but it was so weird because she would get angry if she thought I might get closer to another friend
      and yet she ignored me so well I was beginning to think I'm invisible

  • @YourIngrownToenail
    @YourIngrownToenail 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3318

    "Cause he made a little too much money to be 20 and sad."
    I love that line somehow.

    • @kifflom4032
      @kifflom4032 5 ปีที่แล้ว +68

      Reminded me of Mac Miller some how. And the line where he says how the hell did I lose a friend I never had. I love Mac a lot as an artist and we he died it broke me. I truly felt I lost someone who wasnt a friend.

    • @Hollers444
      @Hollers444 5 ปีที่แล้ว +32

      Yeah, I'm 22 and broke but I relate

    • @hollanderson
      @hollanderson 5 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      It hits very close to home to me, as it literally describes all the time I had wasted to just get as much money as I could, while ignoring everyone and everything else in my life. If I die now, I'd literally have no-one and accomplished nothing, so that's a bit sad I guess.

    • @HeHe-ir3we
      @HeHe-ir3we 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      th-cam.com/video/0TiDAx5OgD8/w-d-xo.html

    • @rogerx1258
      @rogerx1258 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@hollanderson You still can seek out people and have memorable moments. You can´t get the time you lost back but you also aint dead yet.

  • @indubarnwal8826
    @indubarnwal8826 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3896

    Can't we appreciate the fact that this whole video was a single shoot

    • @haydenowen04
      @haydenowen04 4 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      The Miscellaneous Channel yeah it’s crazy

    • @samuiliary
      @samuiliary 4 ปีที่แล้ว +63

      Also it's all done at dusk. They could probably shoot the whole thing twice and if it's still not perfect, try again on another day.

    • @rohzro
      @rohzro 4 ปีที่แล้ว +46

      He did this in all of his music vids

    • @brunoerckmam5070
      @brunoerckmam5070 4 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      1917

    • @danieldoolan5115
      @danieldoolan5115 4 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      A lot of his music vids are

  • @gileshawthorn6099
    @gileshawthorn6099 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +43

    I've made so many mistakes. Lost people because of things I did.
    What a song..

    • @jayoo360
      @jayoo360 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      Yeah. That feeling you know it was your fault, but sorry would not fix it, know nothing you do will fix it.

    • @yasmimpereira2916
      @yasmimpereira2916 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Whatever it is, I really love to feel things.

    • @mayasanjit6966
      @mayasanjit6966 3 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Exactly

  • @joseaudisio
    @joseaudisio 5 ปีที่แล้ว +14578

    You are so underrated Finneas. This is a masterpiece.

    • @nxihazel
      @nxihazel 5 ปีที่แล้ว +57

      You're verified

    • @plague-ish1802
      @plague-ish1802 5 ปีที่แล้ว +41

      @@nxihazel well done.

    • @mahmoodshuvo2787
      @mahmoodshuvo2787 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      🙏🏻

    • @callasoperafangirl
      @callasoperafangirl 4 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      i agree 100%

    • @althofali9484
      @althofali9484 4 ปีที่แล้ว +75

      How is he underrated, all of billie’s songs are produced by great loving brother “finneas”

  • @meekahtipace236
    @meekahtipace236 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2754

    How Billie deals with losing a friend: buries the friend and makes a mini horror movie
    How Finneas deals with losing a friend: makes a sad song and video and wears a tux

    • @lepidussollertiaatheriusex7274
      @lepidussollertiaatheriusex7274 5 ปีที่แล้ว +25

      did they both actually lost a frnd

    • @eviec1792
      @eviec1792 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      bossgirlll x

    • @lamamoustafa5503
      @lamamoustafa5503 5 ปีที่แล้ว +29

      @@lepidussollertiaatheriusex7274 I don't know about Finneas, but Billie yes, Xxxtentacion

    • @hannah-we3ws
      @hannah-we3ws 5 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      @@lamamoustafa5503 she lost so many friends because of her job, she lost a friend when she was writing Xanny. She's losing friends but I hope she's okay. We're always here for her no matter what

    • @hannah-we3ws
      @hannah-we3ws 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@lepidussollertiaatheriusex7274 ^

  • @susamongfr
    @susamongfr 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2338

    i’m gonna be honest with you, not only is he the most underrated artist i’ve heard, he’s also the most underrated artist in terms of visuals and his singing

    • @susamongfr
      @susamongfr 5 ปีที่แล้ว +22

      Serena Khoury he is underrated. he’s yet to hit main stream and those who do talk about him and his music say that they’d rather other artist and the recognition he has gotten is mostly from his sisters audience, and his sister is billie eilish, someone who has climbed their way to being the face of pop

    • @serenakhoury6585
      @serenakhoury6585 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@susamongfr yes I know billie i m a huge fan it s true what u just said but i felt it was a bit mean

    • @alanb4676
      @alanb4676 5 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      @@serenakhoury6585 Some one being underrated for something means that their work is not getting enough attention and appreciation, it does not mean the Artist is bad.

    • @Andrea-dj1nw
      @Andrea-dj1nw 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Well he's not the only one...one of the most underrated artist is also Faouzia

    • @alanb4676
      @alanb4676 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@Andrea-dj1nw I don't think Faouzia is underrated, she hasn't released a full album yet, plus she has a pretty decent following. I didn't hear of her before but her music is pretty good.

  • @amanda371
    @amanda371 2 ปีที่แล้ว +439

    I lost a friend to depression recently. He was my closest online friend and I would stay up and spend many sleepless nights talking to him. Now I spend many sleepless nights thinking about the time we used to have. What I regret the most is not being able to fully be there for him since the distance made it very hard. The news of his passing came as a big shock and I can relate it to the lyrics in the beginning of this song. I will forever have regrets of things I didn't say however I truly hope that he knew how much respect and appreciation I had and still have for him. Sometimes I listen back to our old voice messages and I will forever miss those times his notifications lit up my phone screen.

    • @nukonuko1184
      @nukonuko1184 2 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      My condolences!! May you learn how to live in this hard trying time

    • @mypeacezonee
      @mypeacezonee 2 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      I'm really sorry for your loss ...

    • @4eyedjohnson954
      @4eyedjohnson954 2 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      I can't speak for them but I would be willing to bet you made many sleepness nights more enjoyable for them. I hope you can continue to do it for someone else.

    • @samantha14843
      @samantha14843 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I'm deeply sorry for your loss:(

    • @ganisaleha5687
      @ganisaleha5687 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      😢

  • @rubyguzdar
    @rubyguzdar 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2659

    this video replicates exactly what the song made me feel

    • @ifhkin
      @ifhkin 5 ปีที่แล้ว +109

      OMFG U GOT A HEART FROM FINNEAS 😦 😦 💞
      Love ya Fin

    • @rubyguzdar
      @rubyguzdar 5 ปีที่แล้ว +61

      lost kiddo I KNOW I STARTED CRYINGG I LOVE FINNEAS

    • @madlad6022
      @madlad6022 5 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Ruby Guzdar fr

    • @Nadia-no7lm
      @Nadia-no7lm 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Same

    • @alliXo7
      @alliXo7 5 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      Doesn't it, though? I grew up in Kansas, and have always suffered with depression to some degree. I lived in a turbulent home, and spent many-a-dusks escaping to places that looked a lot like this, to just breathe, and be somewhere that it was safe to feel my emotions, and cry, or scream, or ramble if I needed too.
      This video and song brought me back to that feeling of a numb catharsis, after taking space to cry and feel, and process things alone, in peace. The dancers reminded me of racing thoughts, for some reason.

  • @kels8769
    @kels8769 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4280

    I love how he writes about friendship, while everyone is writing about romance

    • @ashhalsheikh8880
      @ashhalsheikh8880 5 ปีที่แล้ว +18

      YES

    • @fofifi4867
      @fofifi4867 5 ปีที่แล้ว +149

      Not to be a bitch, but he also writes a bunch of songs about romance 😂. But, I get what you are saying, it's a really refreshing to see someone write about friendship.

    • @listeningdeeply7007
      @listeningdeeply7007 5 ปีที่แล้ว +31

      I'm not too sure that was for a friend.. "how the hell did I lose a friend that I never had"

    • @DontCryBoo
      @DontCryBoo 5 ปีที่แล้ว +35

      Listening Deeply maybe it’s about a friend that wasn’t a good friend. So it didn’t even feel like he had a friend, maybe just someone he chilled with

    • @GCMCRN
      @GCMCRN 5 ปีที่แล้ว +32

      I lost my boyfriend and he was my best friend, this song came on in the shuffle while I was going to work this morning and I had to stop and cry on the way. He was my best friend.

  • @elionpluto
    @elionpluto 5 ปีที่แล้ว +14839

    Finneas is probably one of the most underrated artists, it seems like he’s in his sister’s shadow which is honestly sad because he’s not just her songwriter, he’s an amazing singer as well

    • @yarenkocer6714
      @yarenkocer6714 5 ปีที่แล้ว +22

      @Lazari what?

    • @yarenkocer6714
      @yarenkocer6714 5 ปีที่แล้ว +125

      @Lazari yh your right. but he deserves much more.

    • @zitatoth9458
      @zitatoth9458 5 ปีที่แล้ว +161

      He's the most popular producer and songwriter tho
      But maybe he likes that? I'm not sure, but he's definetely underrated!

    • @Avinele
      @Avinele 5 ปีที่แล้ว +60

      Who is his sister

    • @ellis20022
      @ellis20022 5 ปีที่แล้ว +44

      @@Avinele billie eilish

  • @userzz.__
    @userzz.__ ปีที่แล้ว +28

    The way he sounds like hes about to start sobbing @ 3:08 just kills me.

  • @srlgw
    @srlgw 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1298

    “how the hell did i lose a friend i never had” - FINNEAS 2019

    • @dad-jd3tv
      @dad-jd3tv 5 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      Shahrul right when I read this the song played it at the exact moment

    • @medhakhurana8761
      @medhakhurana8761 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Ahahah

  • @unknown-xr3lq
    @unknown-xr3lq 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3061

    I'm glad i first knew him as "Finneas " not as "Billie's brother "

    • @liz.lizzi.elizabeth
      @liz.lizzi.elizabeth 5 ปีที่แล้ว +54

      Honestly though, me too. I found out through these comments, but really I still look at him the same.

    • @shreihals9314
      @shreihals9314 5 ปีที่แล้ว +22

      unknown he said he doesnt mind being known as billies brother

    • @unknown-xr3lq
      @unknown-xr3lq 5 ปีที่แล้ว +20

      @@shreihals9314 i don't think he mind , actually neither do i , i just like when I listen to him i say "this is Finneas O'Connell" not "this guy is Billie's brother"

    • @haybaeeeduhhh5675
      @haybaeeeduhhh5675 5 ปีที่แล้ว +22

      Wait he's billie eilish's brother??? Welp didn't know this

    • @rismalasari8349
      @rismalasari8349 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Me too ❤

  • @marel657
    @marel657 5 ปีที่แล้ว +45669

    So, if I’m getting this right, Alec Benjamin built a friend, FINNEAS lost a friend and Billie buried a friend. Is this the same friend?

    • @natadelhelm
      @natadelhelm 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3438

      The ultimate conspiracy theory 😂

    • @julipnk4029
      @julipnk4029 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1422

      I JUST LET OUT THE UGLIEST LAUGH DHYJABSBHAHAH

    • @jasmine-iu7mc
      @jasmine-iu7mc 5 ปีที่แล้ว +982

      three of the best artists

    • @gabriellamoldaver159
      @gabriellamoldaver159 5 ปีที่แล้ว +310

      DAMNNN

    • @imfam0use
      @imfam0use 5 ปีที่แล้ว +238

      mega OOF

  • @CarnivorousPredator
    @CarnivorousPredator ปีที่แล้ว +29

    “When your happy, you enjoy the lyrics,
    When you are sad you understand the lyrics.”
    There are lines in this song that resonate with what I’m feeling and I’m sure many other people here are too. People often just enjoy the music but in songs like this, you understand every word because it’s as if the song was made for you and you only.

    • @AugustusR
      @AugustusR ปีที่แล้ว +3

      You keep listening because you like the beat, and then one day after something happened and reality hits you right in the face, the song comes up once more and the full meaning of the lyrics dawns on you. Ah yes, the mastery of a good songwriter.

    • @SwaggyPenguins
      @SwaggyPenguins 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Btw I'm carnivorous predator on my other acc I can confirm lemme switch accs

  • @Uikolxz
    @Uikolxz 5 ปีที่แล้ว +18199

    RIP Pherb.
    🙏

    • @sawsan7K
      @sawsan7K 5 ปีที่แล้ว +647

      This comment is underrated. You deserve a -thousand- million, lol

    • @julians.5867
      @julians.5867 5 ปีที่แล้ว +138

      😂😂YES MY DUDE

    • @kaitlyn8593
      @kaitlyn8593 5 ปีที่แล้ว +148

      this comment is amazing lmao

    • @minamisensei7952
      @minamisensei7952 5 ปีที่แล้ว +44

      lol

    • @derikvanstaden9857
      @derikvanstaden9857 5 ปีที่แล้ว +69

      Made my day😂

  • @literaltrashcan6743
    @literaltrashcan6743 5 ปีที่แล้ว +858

    I swear to god I felt my heart drop to my stomach
    "I know I'll be alright but I'm not tonight"

  • @seokjinfillsmybin8675
    @seokjinfillsmybin8675 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2449

    the most tragic thing is that he will probably be “billie ellish’s brother” forever, when he really truly is an incredible ball of witty talent

    • @karolinamalkova9282
      @karolinamalkova9282 5 ปีที่แล้ว +28

      What? They're sibilings?

    • @gabym.t6635
      @gabym.t6635 5 ปีที่แล้ว +51

      Nah i think he will eventually rise to higher fame, look at Noah Cyrus, now she is mostly recognized for her own art, i want to think its possible

    • @Iamendorphins
      @Iamendorphins 5 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Not to us.

    • @DMRJ53
      @DMRJ53 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      seokjinfillsmybin nothing tragic about it. They will both be incredibly famous.

    • @justsomeone3747
      @justsomeone3747 5 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Well i think its very much possible that people will start recognizing him, i mean theyve already kinda stopped calling him that and putting that in titles.
      Also its eilish.

  • @scottmahaffey9350
    @scottmahaffey9350 2 ปีที่แล้ว +68

    Recently was diagnosed with severe depression and I also lost a friendship with someone I was so close with. You can only imagine the tears that have come down my face every time I listen to this song. I loved him so much.

  • @skylarrrrd
    @skylarrrrd 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4281

    “didn’t you guys use to talk everyday and be best friends?” that hurts.

    • @moonchild3373
      @moonchild3373 4 ปีที่แล้ว +22

      Yup..

    • @elena-si8or
      @elena-si8or 4 ปีที่แล้ว +73

      i’m distancing from her rn. i’m crying, she doesn’t know or care.

    • @kf078
      @kf078 4 ปีที่แล้ว +54

      This said to me my english teacher recently. We're in a same class and we were doing a group work. The teacher put me and her in the same group and she went to her and said 'Can you please put me somewhere else, i don't wanna be there.' and that hurts like a lot. We're used to be like sisters and now..I lost a friend :/

    • @jbasti227
      @jbasti227 4 ปีที่แล้ว +19

      @@elena-si8or Same. Decided to minimize seeing and talking to her. Hadn’t really seen or spoken to her in about 2 months and I was feeling a lot better about the situation. I really felt like I was moving on. Then she happened to join me and some friends of ours today since she’s leaving the country in a week. Now I’m here thinking of her all over again having trouble sleeping.

    • @jamesedwardford589
      @jamesedwardford589 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Like love you

  • @Pavann
    @Pavann 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3364

    *Alec benjamin : I Built A Friend...*
    *FINNEAS : I Lost A Friend...*
    *Billie eilish : Bury a friend..*

    • @sharonavl
      @sharonavl 5 ปีที่แล้ว +61

      Omg i love alec.....

    • @inzaiyne
      @inzaiyne 5 ปีที่แล้ว +31

      Omg finneas (just to complete the three) 😂

    • @nandavherk
      @nandavherk 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      @@inzaiyne HAHAAH love this

    • @inzaiyne
      @inzaiyne 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@nandavherk because i'm lovable hahaha

    • @liluzivert7458
      @liluzivert7458 5 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      Well bury a friend was written and produced by Finneas

  • @hannah3970
    @hannah3970 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1483

    Can we appreciate how this was taken so perfectly in ONE shot.

    • @masterflasher88
      @masterflasher88 5 ปีที่แล้ว +45

      Honestly didn't notice it until i read this comment, now you say it, it looks amazing.

    • @ashtonreed7631
      @ashtonreed7631 5 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      It’s great now that you pointed it out ... the best kinds of edits are the ones where you didn’t even notice was there (which is why one takes are amazing)

    • @hannah3970
      @hannah3970 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Ashton R and some other guy I agree 👌

    • @GladToBeNatural
      @GladToBeNatural 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Damn yall

    • @efea911
      @efea911 5 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      And within such a short time frame to capture the sun at just the right angle too!

  • @mr.minister5018
    @mr.minister5018 2 ปีที่แล้ว +145

    This song reminds me of so many friends who didn't stay loyal. And the worst part is how much I lost myself, in the process. Listening to beautifully written songs like these, gives so much hope 💗

  • @babadan
    @babadan 5 ปีที่แล้ว +570

    Finneas is such a genus. Who the hell would think of this art.

    • @mindless7453
      @mindless7453 5 ปีที่แล้ว +30

      I know right he is such a *genus*

    • @Ηλιανα-μ1μ
      @Ηλιανα-μ1μ 5 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      the most *genus* person on earth

  • @noellewhorf1578
    @noellewhorf1578 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1747

    *”i know i’ll be alright, but i’m not tonight”*
    i think about that lyric often. i’m generally a very realistic, practical person. i wouldn’t say i’m an optimist but i just see things as they are. while falling into a place of overwhelming sadness, i have the ability to assure myself that its “just the moment”. but even so, it’s such a melancholy, lonely, and hopeless sensation.
    such a simple lyric that embodies a complex feeling so perfectly. finneas is pure genius.

    • @buma_boya
      @buma_boya 5 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      Dude, did you comment this on each "I lost a friend" video?)

    • @noellewhorf1578
      @noellewhorf1578 5 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      HAHAHHA YES I WAS HOPING SOMEONE WOULD NOTICE

    • @diamondsprince
      @diamondsprince 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      my favourite lyric also, though i think it might mean something different to me.
      i conisder myself a rational, no-nonsense type of guy. and every so often when i have to deal with a really rough situation and it hits me hard emotionally for whatever reason, the logical part of me is yelling at me to calm down, reminding me that "ill be alright." but the emotions are just too much. thats what it is for me, like knowing that ill be okay later, but having to have to deal with the emotions in the moment.

    • @donknowhername4554
      @donknowhername4554 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      you are not alone :)

    • @fabiolazelaya1464
      @fabiolazelaya1464 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      You should listen to nf :)

  • @cammy5590
    @cammy5590 5 ปีที่แล้ว +616

    why is finneas so underrated? like wth, he is equally as good as billie. sksksk

    • @joshuaalleyne3688
      @joshuaalleyne3688 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      chickenbiscuits bruh I think maybe we should stop using underrated

    • @joshuaalleyne3688
      @joshuaalleyne3688 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      He is a u have done compared to Billie in every occasion

    • @joshuaalleyne3688
      @joshuaalleyne3688 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      U do it without even thinking people only associate him to the writer (the people that even know he exists)

    • @frightmurk846
      @frightmurk846 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      better*

    • @cammy5590
      @cammy5590 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Joshua Alleyne underrated isn’t a bad term, underrated shows that i think he’s amazing at what he does. with his own music and the production of billie’s.

  • @nahiyankabir4686
    @nahiyankabir4686 ปีที่แล้ว +453

    Lyrics
    I lost a friend
    Like keys in a sofa
    Like a wallet in the back seat
    Like ice in the summer heat
    I lost a friend
    Like sleep on a red-eye
    Like money on a bad bet
    Like time worryin' about
    Every bad thing that hasn't happened yet
    I know I'll be alright
    But I'm not tonight
    I'll be lying awake
    Countin' all the mistakes I've made
    Replayin' fights
    I know I'll be alright
    But I'm not tonight
    I lost a friend, I lost a friend
    I lost my mind
    And nobody believes me
    Say, "I know that he don't need me
    'Cause he made a little too much money to be twenty and sad"
    And I'll be fine without him
    But all I do is write about him
    How the hell did I lose a friend I never had?
    Never had
    I'm on the mend
    Like I'm wearin' a neck brace
    Like I'm sleepin' at my own place
    Like I'm pullin' all the stitches out of my own face
    I'm on the mend
    Like I'm icing a new sprain
    Like I'm walkin' on a new cane
    Like it's been a couple days
    Since I slipped and said somethin' sorta like your name
    I know I'll be alright
    But I'm not tonight
    I'll be lying awake
    Countin' all the mistakes I've made
    Replayin' fights
    I know I'll be alright
    But I'm not tonight
    I'm on the mend, but I lost a friend
    I lost my mind
    And nobody believes me
    Say, "I know that he don't need me
    'Cause he made a little too much money to be twenty and sad"
    And I'll be fine without him
    But all I do is write about him
    How the hell did I lose a friend I never had?
    I'd apologize
    If I thought it might make a difference
    Or make you listen
    I'd apologize
    If it was black and white, but life is different
    Just try to listen to me now
    I know I'll be alright
    But I'm not tonight
    I lost a friend, I lost a friend
    I lost my mind
    And nobody believes me
    Say, "I know that he don't need me
    'Cause he made a little too much money to be twenty and sad"
    And I'll be fine without him
    But all I do is write about him
    How the hell did I lose a friend I never had?
    Never had

    • @abdo98.2
      @abdo98.2 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      U

  • @emiliaissaandersen944
    @emiliaissaandersen944 5 ปีที่แล้ว +181

    Ok, bu the real question is,
    HOW THE HELL DID HE DO THIS IN ONE SHOT!?

  • @Zee-mh8tt
    @Zee-mh8tt 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1041

    "how the hell did i lose a friend i never had?" I felt that .. i really did.

    • @zemaikya
      @zemaikya 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      same

    • @ximmi5717
      @ximmi5717 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Same :(

    • @noahi.1381
      @noahi.1381 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Same T_T

    • @Fatazo
      @Fatazo 5 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Zahra Kelany what does he mean with that?

    • @sc3961
      @sc3961 5 ปีที่แล้ว +29

      @@Fatazo
      I'd interpret it as: They (Finneas) were naive all along, putting the friend's mistakes under the carpet, but that person was never really their friend, as they knew all along, but at the point of the song, the "tonight" ("I'll be alright, but not tonight"), the betrayal (or something similar) happened, and they lost said friend for good, and for real. What was anticipated finally came. One of them, probably the friend, showed the true colors, that Finneas knew about all along (that's what they mean with "i never had").
      Or I just might be bullshitting and philosophizing a bunch, but that's how I see the story.

  • @bellaww0808
    @bellaww0808 5 ปีที่แล้ว +546

    literally the most underrated amazing wholesome person ever. this is art.

    • @elorna7002
      @elorna7002 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      facts

    • @bellaww0808
      @bellaww0808 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Elo Brdy rightttt

    • @bumbo333
      @bumbo333 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      naaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhh

    • @bellaww0808
      @bellaww0808 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Zach H get your negative Unappreciative self out of of this mans art.

  • @CharlesLoveless
    @CharlesLoveless ปีที่แล้ว +19

    I have lost friends in the past that hurt as bad as losing a lover or a relative. And I know how dfficult it is to express that hurt. I don't know if it really helps or not, but the shared experience seems to take the edge off of the lonely part of it. Hurt thus seems to be multi-faceted. What a beautiful job of being able to express that loss in such a raw and emotional way. Thank you uploader and thank you Fenneas.

  • @user-od5uu7ug2r
    @user-od5uu7ug2r 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1219

    "I'll be fine without him, but all I do is write about him"
    way too relatable

    • @reecebrewer4524
      @reecebrewer4524 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      MusicCharts TV Thanks for sharing, very cool!

    • @renee.xo1
      @renee.xo1 5 ปีที่แล้ว +19

      btw the lyrics are “and i’ll be fine without em but all i do it write about em”

  • @alaaalaina
    @alaaalaina 5 ปีที่แล้ว +962

    Is. He. Serious.
    When I listened to the song I couldn't process how absolutely perfect it is and genuinely didn't think it could get better, but combined with this utter masterpiece of a video, wow, I'm even more blown away by Finneas.
    What a criminally underrated artist.

    • @aaaa-fq1ue
      @aaaa-fq1ue 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Alaa Aina i mean it’s definitely not that good

    • @billieeilishcutie4420
      @billieeilishcutie4420 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Emiliano Brooks-Luna Bish it brings so many different emotions to people…You clearly don’t have any cause this is amazing AND it is that good

    • @haniinawad
      @haniinawad 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Right!

    • @Handle_294
      @Handle_294 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I love that "criminally underrated". Absolutely!!!!

    • @woah.1173
      @woah.1173 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Look the song is great but not perfect at least to me since nothing is perfect

  • @renatarubilarleon956
    @renatarubilarleon956 5 ปีที่แล้ว +16047

    This video looks like a Van Gogh
    painting

    • @zs2382
      @zs2382 5 ปีที่แล้ว +89

      When I come to think of it... Yes it actually Does

    • @starkast713
      @starkast713 5 ปีที่แล้ว +158

      Yeah. But what I think is also incredible is that it was a one-shot film. What I mean is there were no cut. Or at least I didn‘t notice any.

    • @starkast713
      @starkast713 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      *video

    • @bexbyrney2
      @bexbyrney2 5 ปีที่แล้ว +84

      @@starkast713 It had to be in one take because that's a real sunrise happening in the background. So beautiful.

    • @starkast713
      @starkast713 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      It really is.

  • @dhirajgogoi6355
    @dhirajgogoi6355 2 ปีที่แล้ว +55

    I admit Finneas is an amazing artist and also not forgetting the person who shoot and edited this aesthetic MV.

  • @seyoungkim8767
    @seyoungkim8767 5 ปีที่แล้ว +806

    His friend symbolised whatever made him happy, and he used to know what that was. Insidiously, depression kicked in yet he assured himself that he'd be fine. But that's the thing about depression, it creeps in and stays with you, regardless of not knowing what you are depressed about. Hence, being sad over a lost friend that you never had.
    It's a great song that each individual can relate to from different lenses. Curious tho, did anyone else interpret it this way?

    • @pujakarmakar2134
      @pujakarmakar2134 5 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      I did.

    • @kikistrickx8062
      @kikistrickx8062 5 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      I did too, cool because normally nobody understands what I think but you put it in words perfectly

    • @SchezrehBieber
      @SchezrehBieber 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      this is exactly how i interpreted it too!! glad im not the only one :-)

    • @norbert4571
      @norbert4571 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Can't interpret "How the hell did I lose a friend I never had?" other than he talks about something abstract, not an actual, human friend.

    • @groml1n
      @groml1n 5 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      @@norbert4571 I thought of his friend as happiness. And he lost his friend he never had, he had never been happy. That's just my perspective of it though. And nobody believes hes sad bc he "makes too much money to be 20 and sad" so people brush it off like hes just not knowing what to feel.

  • @rffs07
    @rffs07 5 ปีที่แล้ว +350

    That's the prettiest sunset video I've seen, bc it has you in it 😭

    • @filazom
      @filazom 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      a truly mood

    • @ananymunshi
      @ananymunshi 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Well said

  • @DeeptiVishwakarmaindi12
    @DeeptiVishwakarmaindi12 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2152

    People need to see finneas as finneas, not as just billie's brother. He's talented as hell.
    Edit: thank-you for so many likes guys!

    • @ballsnotrequired
      @ballsnotrequired 5 ปีที่แล้ว +20

      She is HIS SISTER

    • @gibbygibson8497
      @gibbygibson8497 5 ปีที่แล้ว +31

      Honestly, without him, Billie Eilish wouldn’t be where she is

    • @mochatea8855
      @mochatea8855 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Deepti Vishwakarma omg so true!!😭😭👌🏼

    • @dollybear5794
      @dollybear5794 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Exactly. Could not agree more.

    • @KachZz
      @KachZz 5 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      He's talented as hell yeah but somehow he shines more as a producer for her sister. This is just mediocre.

  • @luellai1966
    @luellai1966 2 ปีที่แล้ว +58

    Once in a blue moon, a song feels like it was made for you alone. For me, this is that song.

  • @teacup8946
    @teacup8946 5 ปีที่แล้ว +197

    Why isn’t this on trending? TH-cam ARE YOU DRUNK

  • @tia5460
    @tia5460 5 ปีที่แล้ว +784

    the lyrics and choreography are so powerful. this is quite captivating.

    • @tia5460
      @tia5460 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      bluetay true, I’ll reword it

  • @catcactus1234
    @catcactus1234 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1500

    I’ve always interpreted this song as the singer losing himself. His past self was the friend he lost.
    The first part of the song is describing how something just silently fades from your life, like you don’t even notice it leaving until it’s gone. That’s him growing up, forgetting who he used to be and not realizing it until now. Then he goes on to describe how his present self is “on the mend”, or improving from his past life.
    In the chorus, he says he will be fine without his past life, but all he can do is write about it (his previous relationships, his past experiences, etc.) People are telling him to move on from his past life, but his career is literally built on reliving it through songs. He goes on to explain that even though he’s 20 and rich, he can’t help but miss the years when he wasn’t in the spotlight.
    Finally, the phrase “how the hell did I lose a friend I never had” is essentially saying that he didn’t like who he was before, or just never had peace with himself until that point. He was never able to befriend himself, or enjoy who he was before, yet he still feels sad reminiscing about his younger, fame-free years escaping him.
    *EDIT:* Yes, I know this probably isn’t what Finneas wrote the song about. It’s just fun to think of stories behind the songs regardless of the author’s intentions sometimes.

    • @randomperson9051
      @randomperson9051 5 ปีที่แล้ว +34

      props to you man.

    • @AlwaysTiim
      @AlwaysTiim 5 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      @@randomperson9051 what a read bit worth it

    • @marthachepkoskei3149
      @marthachepkoskei3149 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      That's beautiful

    • @leoniedepernet2081
      @leoniedepernet2081 5 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      I m so agree with your interpretation. Thanks to write it down 💛

    • @chrisybarra108
      @chrisybarra108 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      THIS 👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻

  • @funtimeroxy
    @funtimeroxy 2 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    I recently lost a friend and finding this song helps me force the tears that need to come out but won’t come out. I really need help but I can never make myself ask for it

  • @user_okay-ish
    @user_okay-ish 5 ปีที่แล้ว +886

    *he just won the most UNDERRATED artist for 2019*

    • @zoeg.563
      @zoeg.563 5 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      I support this lol

    • @MyDaisylili
      @MyDaisylili 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      😂

    • @abt9sr333
      @abt9sr333 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      ikr

    • @andrekerterso353
      @andrekerterso353 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      These people in the background looked like hungry zombie - who was thinking, that these zombies wanted to eat Finneas.

  • @reinaa3178
    @reinaa3178 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3236

    I liked before the actual video even starts 😭😌

  • @trinityalbright7857
    @trinityalbright7857 5 ปีที่แล้ว +350

    billie gets so much attention that finneas is overlooked. this song is amazing.

    • @atlmcd
      @atlmcd 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      trinity albright shut up, no he isn’t.

    • @kaye5051
      @kaye5051 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      @FRANK. shut up, yes he is.

    • @trinityalbright7857
      @trinityalbright7857 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@kaye5051 thank you.

  • @GuitarMan5461
    @GuitarMan5461 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    I suffer from major social anxiety and for me this hits hard. Love Finneas

  • @kalynhargrave
    @kalynhargrave 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3254

    “How did I lose a friend I never had” that hit deep in my broken heart..
    Thanks for all the likes..y’all really didn’t have to..but thank you for understanding..

  • @felicitydargis
    @felicitydargis 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2227

    This is the first song by Finneas that I’ve ever heard
    But
    Is this love?

    • @grapefruit5281
      @grapefruit5281 5 ปีที่แล้ว +19

      Felicity Dargis Finneas also writes the songs for Billie

    • @krispycakes4923
      @krispycakes4923 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Listen to lets fall in lobe for the night by him

    • @krispycakes4923
      @krispycakes4923 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Love*

    • @kenmesle7631
      @kenmesle7631 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Krispy kakes thanks for the suggestion oh my god I Stan (this is my husband's account for the record lol)

    • @lamamoustafa5503
      @lamamoustafa5503 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@grapefruit5281 Really? I never knew that🤔🤔 maybe that has to do with the fact that I just knew Finneas now

  • @StrawberryFeildsforNever
    @StrawberryFeildsforNever 5 ปีที่แล้ว +558

    Me: “SO GO AHEAD AND BREAK MY HEA-
    Finneas: *uploads*
    Me: “HOW THE HELL DID I LOOSE A FRIEND I NEVER HAD”

    • @fuckoff7274
      @fuckoff7274 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      i can relate sm.

    • @emu1826
      @emu1826 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      i can relate😭 !

  • @MSX911
    @MSX911 2 ปีที่แล้ว +55

    My dad passed away around two weeks ago... Just before he went to the hospital and went on a ventilator he told me this was his favorite song. Nothing thus far has made me cry so quickly, this is a truly beautiful song and it resonates with my thoughts and feelings going through this loss

    • @ariella75
      @ariella75 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I'm sorry for your loss
      May he find peace wherever he is

    • @hightopv1352
      @hightopv1352 8 หลายเดือนก่อน

      I'm sorry 😞 I lost my dad 2yrs ago and the anniversary just passed a few days ago. Today I teared up but stopped myself. People don't understand what it's like to lose the one person that got you.

  • @bhargavimukund9016
    @bhargavimukund9016 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2111

    The way his voice cracks....shows his real emotions.

    • @gsiya4023
      @gsiya4023 3 ปีที่แล้ว +25

      I know right it's a great touch

    • @lolokay3506
      @lolokay3506 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @Euphoria Vibes dont click this guy's link lol

    • @lolokay3506
      @lolokay3506 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      nevermind it's safe LOL

    • @rinlila6974
      @rinlila6974 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Or that he has no control

  • @anaespinoza9606
    @anaespinoza9606 5 ปีที่แล้ว +916

    I love how this song demonstrates the "romantic" side of friendships, a friend break up can hurt as much, or sometimes even more than a sweetheart one. The whole "all I do is think about him, write about him", sounds like a line taken from a love song, but then again, friends love each other too.
    Usually with a romantic partner, you enter that relationship being fully aware it might end, however with friends it's not that clear, you might think they'll be there forever, sometimes they're not.

    • @mjoymusic7035
      @mjoymusic7035 5 ปีที่แล้ว +34

      That's so true. In a relationship I feel like you're more aware of the actual relation whereas in a friendship they could just fade away so unexpectedly without notice. This song captured how I felt a while ago, it made me so emotional. I somehow relate to his music quite often, he and his music are so inspiring though 🙏

    • @Light-fu1lq
      @Light-fu1lq 5 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      holy shit yessssss. i just cant get it why ppl around me can't get it that we can love friends as much as we love our partner without being labelled as lesbo or whatsoever

    • @conscious6456
      @conscious6456 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Ana Espinoza fr tho

    • @GG-dt4sb
      @GG-dt4sb 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      comment thread is 1000% true

    • @TsjibbleWilhelmina
      @TsjibbleWilhelmina 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Friendship is love too ❤💔

  • @laurapaim358
    @laurapaim358 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1585

    LYRICS:
    I lost a friend
    Like keys in a sofa
    Like a wallet in the backseat
    Like ice in the summer heat
    I lost a friend
    Like sleep on a red-eye
    Like money on a bad bet
    Like time worrying about
    Every bad thing that hasn't happened yet
    I know I'll be alright, but I'm not tonight
    I'll be lying awake counting all the mistakes I've made
    Replaying fights
    I know I'll be alright, but I'm not tonight
    I lost a friend, I lost a friend
    I lost my mind, and nobody believes me
    Say, "I know that he don't need me
    'Cause he made a little too much money to be 20 and sad"
    And I'll be fine without 'em
    But all I do is write about 'em
    How the hell did I lose a friend I never had?
    Never had
    I'm on the mend
    Like I'm wearing a neck brace
    Like I'm sleeping in my own place
    Like I'm pulling all the stitches out of my own face
    I'm on the mend
    Like I'm icing a new sprain
    Like I'm walking on a new cane
    Like it's been a couple days
    Since I slipped and said something sorta like your name
    I know I'll be alright, but I'm not tonight
    I'll be lying awake counting all the mistakes I've made
    Replaying fights
    I know I'll be alright, but I'm not tonight
    I'm on the mend, but I lost a friend
    I lost my mind, and nobody believes me
    Say, "I know that he don't need me
    'Cause he made a little too much money to be 20 and sad"
    And I'll be fine without 'em
    But all I do is write about 'em
    How the hell did I lose a friend I never had?
    I'd apologize if I thought it might make a difference
    Or make you listen
    I'd apologise if it was black and white
    But life is different
    Just try to listen to me now
    I know I'll be alright, but I'm not tonight
    I lost a friend, I lost a friend
    I lost my mind, and nobody believes me
    Say, "I know that he don't need me
    'Cause he made a little too much money to be 20 and sad"
    And I'll be fine without 'em
    But all I do is write about 'em
    How the hell did I lose a friend I never had?
    Never had

  • @good2freelance1
    @good2freelance1 2 ปีที่แล้ว +45

    ''how the hell i loose a friend i never had''
    This song is about mental health issues. Very good song

  • @stellarose8397
    @stellarose8397 5 ปีที่แล้ว +533

    " *how did i lose a friend I never had* "

    • @tanihehe
      @tanihehe 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Ikkkkk :')

    • @ambre7990
      @ambre7990 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      How the hell

    • @at-mn3jp
      @at-mn3jp 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Stella Rose it’s “how the hell”

    • @kristitime
      @kristitime 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      That hit hard

  • @jesss3465
    @jesss3465 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3956

    Just wait for him to blow up in 2020 just like billie has.

    • @t.eddy___xxo
      @t.eddy___xxo 5 ปีที่แล้ว +30

      yes please - long overdue! 🥺🥺🙏🏾🙏🏾

    • @osgkillerzzz3879
      @osgkillerzzz3879 5 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Hope so!

    • @nolan2128
      @nolan2128 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Honestly probably

    • @ghalawii7226
      @ghalawii7226 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      I really hope so

    • @soaringwolfey89
      @soaringwolfey89 5 ปีที่แล้ว +38

      There's too many good artists who need more recognition than they get, and Finneas is for sure one of them.

  • @isamarvazquez6734
    @isamarvazquez6734 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1268

    “I lost my mind, and nobody believes me” that hit my heart like a titanic. Damn

    • @finnhefag
      @finnhefag 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      what that's not the lyrics

    • @coelscott2388
      @coelscott2388 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @@finnhefag it is

    • @finnhefag
      @finnhefag 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@coelscott2388 its not

    • @coelscott2388
      @coelscott2388 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Mr.PizzaSongs Pizza 0:51

    • @finnhefag
      @finnhefag 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@coelscott2388 no ur dumb

  • @Nayrika
    @Nayrika หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Why are Finneas’s songs the ones I cry to for hours? He’s so relatable and honest ❤

  • @SK22728
    @SK22728 5 ปีที่แล้ว +580

    Why are the most underrated musicians always the best ones

    • @mob4768
      @mob4768 5 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Cuz that's what makes them underrated?lmao

    • @Javier23gol
      @Javier23gol 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      But who said he was underrated? He and Billie have been getting all the spotlight in the last few months.

    • @violet5783
      @violet5783 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Bc people rather listen to shitty pop mainstream music

    • @weretheavacodosqueenwdwsar3703
      @weretheavacodosqueenwdwsar3703 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @@Javier23gol not him just Billie even though he produces all her songs

    • @weretheavacodosqueenwdwsar3703
      @weretheavacodosqueenwdwsar3703 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@Javier23gol but it's fair he cause fav child intill Billie turned 14

  • @jasminjavahery8630
    @jasminjavahery8630 4 ปีที่แล้ว +939

    "Slipped and said something sorta like your name." That alliteration was just so satisfying.

  • @leonie8263
    @leonie8263 5 ปีที่แล้ว +340

    How many people do you want to cry?
    Finneas: Yes

  • @alaaabdulrazaq
    @alaaabdulrazaq 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Losing a toxic friend is a blessing

  • @izaaktucker1659
    @izaaktucker1659 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5796

    This is the genius behind Billie eilish. You can hear it in all his writing and production like how he uses cohesive poetry like it’s irony. Or like his use of parallelism. Even the vocal Melody’s. Billie is talented at singing but this is a writer who should go down in history.

    • @voidbornvixen
      @voidbornvixen 5 ปีที่แล้ว +269

      Izaak Tucker I mean I agree but Billie still writes half the lyrics and stuff
      It’s still half her. He definitely helps of course

    • @izaaktucker1659
      @izaaktucker1659 5 ปีที่แล้ว +167

      VoidBornVixen well he does the production as well so even if she does write half the lyrics (which we don’t actually know for sure) then he’s still writing 75% of the songs wich means she’s legally just featured on the track. I’ve looked it up I’m an artist myself. I’d say she definitely works on it with him and has valuable input and stuff but I’d still say he’s the genius behind the music.

    • @izaaktucker1659
      @izaaktucker1659 5 ปีที่แล้ว +32

      VoidBornVixen lyrics themselves count as 50% and production is %50 so if he helps with the lyrics at all it’s his song by percentage and legal right.

    • @marcelamartinez2973
      @marcelamartinez2973 5 ปีที่แล้ว +26

      You’re so damn right. He’s a truly artist🙌🏻

    • @sscsion8841
      @sscsion8841 5 ปีที่แล้ว +45

      So you're implying his sister shouldnt have and be whatever she has now and that fame should have been given to finneas

  • @squiggaex5415
    @squiggaex5415 5 ปีที่แล้ว +374

    This music video was
    So interesting, I had my
    Mouth open the whole time..I freaking love finneas and Billie there so creative.

    • @hannahandjosie5201
      @hannahandjosie5201 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Billiemish Tears i agree!!! also billie didn’t create this just finneas! :)

    • @squiggaex5415
      @squiggaex5415 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Hannah Banana Ik.....

    • @hannahandjosie5201
      @hannahandjosie5201 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Billiemish Tears you said “finneas and billie are so creative” when this video has nothing to do w billie so it sounded like you thought billie created this too

    • @squiggaex5415
      @squiggaex5415 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Hannah Banana but I clearly know that finneas made this, I just informed Billie in here because their siblings and
      There both amazing..

    • @hannahandjosie5201
      @hannahandjosie5201 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      moooin.subliminals i know they’re siblings

  • @lacey9943
    @lacey9943 5 ปีที่แล้ว +21581

    he’s so much more than just Billie Eilish’s brother

    • @mollyrobertson9617
      @mollyrobertson9617 5 ปีที่แล้ว +265

      omg for real tho

    • @nestol1332
      @nestol1332 5 ปีที่แล้ว +600

      He literally produces all her songs

    • @lalebilge2478
      @lalebilge2478 5 ปีที่แล้ว +295

      You think you are being respectful to finneas by commenting these but guys you are just being disrespectful to billie she makes her own music as well

    • @Whydtheyaddusernames
      @Whydtheyaddusernames 5 ปีที่แล้ว +93

      piccolaanima
      And that’s also bullshit.
      If he wanted to just be her brother why does he write and produce his own music? Everyone is their own person and does want to do their own thing of course he’s billies brother and he might want to be a good brother but he’s also a person who clearly wants to be a musician, producer and singer.

    • @impression2563
      @impression2563 5 ปีที่แล้ว +63

      Haley H
      Because, he’s the reason she made it this way up to life-
      She now is the reason we’re here, and respect him as a musician himself..
      He’s caring, and he IS already a musician, producer, and singer right here all alone.

  • @shambhav9534
    @shambhav9534 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    2:55 That dejected stare at the camera with that shortness of breath. Brilliant. Some Kurt Cobain level stuff.

  • @marloes3517
    @marloes3517 5 ปีที่แล้ว +80

    The song itself is already insanely beautiful, but this clip visualises every emotion hidden in the lyrics

  • @lourainasoy8049
    @lourainasoy8049 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1750

    Losing friends hurts a lot.

    • @augustmiller5202
      @augustmiller5202 4 ปีที่แล้ว +42

      yeah, I have a lot of experience in that department...

    • @lourainasoy8049
      @lourainasoy8049 4 ปีที่แล้ว +23

      @@augustmiller5202 sorry to know, and yea me too :((

    • @yahyakazemi7144
      @yahyakazemi7144 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      say me

    • @sandr099
      @sandr099 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      I feel you :/

    • @UrWatchinDaMaster
      @UrWatchinDaMaster 4 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      it's an emotional pain that becomes physical pain x^(

  • @pupsandbees
    @pupsandbees 5 ปีที่แล้ว +99

    How can his voice be painful and soothing both at the same time? 😭❤

  • @baxtermorrison1075
    @baxtermorrison1075 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    I don't think I'm ever gonna stop going back to this song, every lyric hits so hard and it's so relatable to me. Me and my best friend stopped talking not long after I turned 20, I was heartbroken basically to put a long story short we had become very different people and had such a big disagreement that I couldn't look at this person the same anymore, I was continually writing songs about him but couldn't release any as I felt like it would have made things definite that we just aren't friends anymore I remember listening to this track one day and just breaking down in tears over how perfectly relatable this became, what a masterpiece of a song you've made Finneas we love you.

  • @FrownUpProject
    @FrownUpProject 5 ปีที่แล้ว +611

    Shit, when he says “how did I lose friend that I never even had” or something along those lines. I felt like that is very relatable to anyone you just want to talk to, and they just brush you off thinking you are just like the rest. I really felt that.

    • @Ms14Th12
      @Ms14Th12 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      +1

    • @Izunia2077
      @Izunia2077 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Yo I might tell you this song is for billie who is sad for xxxtentacion when he died and finneas is even sad that his sister is sad for him and so he says, " how did I lose friend I never had ".....

    • @FrownUpProject
      @FrownUpProject 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Killer 221 I didn’t know this, now I do though.

  • @SchezrehBieber
    @SchezrehBieber 5 ปีที่แล้ว +529

    no offence but the choreography to this was perfection wow

    • @SchezrehBieber
      @SchezrehBieber 5 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      kernals kent it’s a joke

    • @talebabji3706
      @talebabji3706 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Woosh

    • @trashpanda8540
      @trashpanda8540 5 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      Pretty meh joke you got there.

    • @SchezrehBieber
      @SchezrehBieber 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@trashpanda8540 as most of my jokes are

    • @noodle4284
      @noodle4284 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      How would that be offensive

  • @Stella-rt5dc
    @Stella-rt5dc 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1093

    "I'll be lying in bed counting all the mistakes I've made"
    I really felt that

    • @cookiesroblox9676
      @cookiesroblox9676 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      same

    • @shreekardittakavi
      @shreekardittakavi 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      :(

    • @charlottemay4392
      @charlottemay4392 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      If I did that I’d never have to leave my bed 😂😂

    • @eveinred5427
      @eveinred5427 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Charlotte May - lmao same I’d be in bed until I die because everything I do is a fucking mistake

    • @Rhxtyle
      @Rhxtyle 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@eveinred5427 I can relate.

  • @tylerg3605
    @tylerg3605 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    "How in the hell did I lose a friend I never had..."
    I relate to that so much... I just had a friend ghost me out of no where. Refuses to talk and cut me out of their life like I was spoiled leftovers in the back of the fridge.
    I NEVER would have treated him that way... in the end... he was never my friend... and that is what hurts the most.

  • @sparkleteacup3735
    @sparkleteacup3735 4 ปีที่แล้ว +473

    "I know I'll be alright but I'm not tonight."
    A line in a song has never struck my heart so deep.

    • @OA2605
      @OA2605 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Relatable🖤

  • @marija9595
    @marija9595 5 ปีที่แล้ว +195

    "I'll be lying awake , counting all the mistakes I've made."

  • @tiacrossey9981
    @tiacrossey9981 5 ปีที่แล้ว +607

    I'm honestly speechless. This is the first song I've ever heard from FINNEAS and honestly it did not disappoint. That song and video was really beautiful

    • @ayza9845
      @ayza9845 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Me too. I've been listening to this on repeat for the past week. It truly is amazing.

    • @chattofort
      @chattofort 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      you should listen « claudia » by finneas, it’s incredible

    • @gracemackenzie5076
      @gracemackenzie5076 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      also while you’re at it listen to break my heart again and partners in crime, some of my favourite songs ever

    • @jhonacosta8450
      @jhonacosta8450 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      same

    • @JamieCrowe
      @JamieCrowe 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Me too!

  • @alisoleimani3389
    @alisoleimani3389 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    bro this gives me chills

  • @cowboybunny1
    @cowboybunny1 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3277

    This song is a great example of how each song has a different meaning for every person! Some might relate to this song because of actually losing a friend but others may relate to it because of losing themselves and I bet this song has many other meanings too! Art is so beautiful, isn't it?

    • @LarissaZavala123
      @LarissaZavala123 3 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      Thisss

    • @gsiya4023
      @gsiya4023 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      Art is dead

    • @rxsvie
      @rxsvie 3 ปีที่แล้ว +38

      @@gsiya4023 never dead it's always there opn ur eyes people don't realize it everything is art

    • @lorecapozzis
      @lorecapozzis 3 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      @@rxsvie i think she refers to a bo burnham song called art is dead

    • @rachelburt1518
      @rachelburt1518 3 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      Yes and that is why music and poetry will always mean something because in life there is so many different hidden meanings and mysteries. Life is beautiful because of it. Life has beauty and pain in it. Crazy how a 4 letter word has so much deepened messages and lessons.

  • @aayushi2866
    @aayushi2866 5 ปีที่แล้ว +586

    "I'll be fine without him, But all i do is write about him, how the hell did i lose a friend i never had?"
    These hit me deeply.

  • @siyawadhare
    @siyawadhare 5 ปีที่แล้ว +402

    This song explains everything I try to say but can't explain.

  • @evrypixelcounts
    @evrypixelcounts 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    "How the hell did I lose a friend I never had" it's a strange feeling to realize that a person you hold close is a stranger, and you are a stranger to them. Sometimes things aren't meant to last, but that doesn't mean that they were a waste.

  • @victorcamacho9919
    @victorcamacho9919 5 ปีที่แล้ว +263

    Director: how incredible and good do you want the video to be?
    Finneas: yes.

  • @camillademir9646
    @camillademir9646 5 ปีที่แล้ว +530

    Billie eilish : Bury a friend
    FINNEAS : lost a friend

    • @LesTutosbyGhita
      @LesTutosbyGhita 5 ปีที่แล้ว +20

      did billie delete finneas friend

    • @tommercer7706
      @tommercer7706 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Omg. Wow. Amazing. I love them so much

    • @fura6016
      @fura6016 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      R.I.P. friend

  • @lexidereck9390
    @lexidereck9390 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1380

    Billie and Finneas should sing a song together in which they sing their own part.
    I can already imagine it'd be awesome and amazing.
    That would probably be the best duet ever.

    • @nellydoyley3815
      @nellydoyley3815 5 ปีที่แล้ว +33

      Lexi Dereck exactly, as separate artists but as the perfect duo we all know and love

    • @lexidereck9390
      @lexidereck9390 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@nellydoyley3815 yes exactly

    • @mjoymusic7035
      @mjoymusic7035 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@nellydoyley3815 Yesss

    • @conscious6456
      @conscious6456 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I don’t think that would work because of how different their times are 🤷🏻‍♂️ hopefully it would though 😂

    • @rivereatswords
      @rivereatswords 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Lexi Dereck they should do the thing like in danny when it’s one in each earbud n they could be singing different perspectives of like someone’s depression or something
      idk i’m just spewing now but I think that’s be really cool

  • @tevonacole5239
    @tevonacole5239 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +14

    I came here after watching Lavran’s performance ❤

  • @TR-ke1ok
    @TR-ke1ok 4 ปีที่แล้ว +582

    He’s so special. His songwriting skills are just out of this world.

    • @kfam7751
      @kfam7751 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      cool

    • @xtonibx5770
      @xtonibx5770 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      His production skills are insane, too. I'm glad his parents are in the entertainment industry, otherwise there's a chance their kids wouldn't have discovered their incredible talents.

  • @megancharpentier2694
    @megancharpentier2694 5 ปีที่แล้ว +69

    when his voice cracks as he sings “i lost a friend “ near the very end my heart breaks

  • @rebekahm5334
    @rebekahm5334 5 ปีที่แล้ว +91

    i am so proud of finneas. he is so talented, and honestly doesn’t get enough recognition. this is so creative. i’m in love🥺

  • @RazerDogg
    @RazerDogg หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    I just lost a friend today and I don't know what to do anymore