Depression is like being numb, or in some cases so sad u don’t know what to do with yourself. It’s like being colorblind and being told how colorful the world is.
That is an almost perfect description, for me though it's not always numb though just add having a crushing weight in ur chest and dark thoughts and sometimes a deep sadness that won't away; but apart from that these days i'm numb.
Yes actually. I’ve wondered if it was bc I stopped reading so much, probably another way to blame myself for my current state. I feel like I can’t think of words I used to know & also mix words & syllables together a lot, sounding like I have a stutter when I don’t.
The desire to be nothing vs. fearing the level of pain I’d put my parents through. I don’t want to pass my pain onto them. I just don’t want to he here anymore and I wish I never existed, or instead I wish I was a tree or something with no conscience thought. The human experience is a hard one and I send my love to those of you who understand this video firsthand. You are not alone.
H Kale same. I feel the same way. I haven’t had an actual diagnosis or anything, but I’ve cut myself and I’ve felt so numb before I just wanted to kill myself. My family is a huge part of why I feel this way, so I don’t really care how they’d feel if I were to kill myself. Just recently, my friend was diagnosed with depression and when he cut himself and everything, I felt nauseously numb. I don’t want to go on. It’s sickening. If I were dead I wouldn’t have to feel this pain. Physically and mentally. I just want to die sometimes. It would be easier if I weren’t alive at all.
Try pulling an all nighter if you can. Eventually something will click all of a sudden and you'll be completely symptom free. It's a well known phenomenon
I know, I hate when I try to explain how it’s hard for me to cope with and my best friend doesn’t understand bc she’s fine even tho she’s “felt depressed” before... it’s like if knew what I was dealing with u wouldn’t be telling me that I’m just being a victim in life.
I haven't seen an actual doctor for it because I don't have the guts to tell my mom. I know she will judge, I know she'll just dismiss it as "hormones" I constantly feel hopeless, I constantly feel worthless, I feel like crying for no reason sometimes as well, despite being surrounded by friends and family I still feel lonely, despite all the compliments I receive I can't bring myself to accept them... I have all these negative thoughts constantly running through my head. Am I faking? Is it all an illusion? I don't know, so many people say you can't self-diagnose it... But I can't tell my mom I KNOW she won't understand. I know she'll call it a phase, she won't accept the fact that her "bubbly, happy, random dancing" daughter has depression. God, I need help... I'm so desperate... I have no one to reach out to... I don't have anyone...
@@lattecreamsoda same here. It's so hard not seeing a real doctor. Your family will even judge you for being so "weak". Your friends will leave you because you keep on spending time alone. :(
Caoimhin Donnelly Exactly!!! It’s like people think it’s funny to throw it around and act like they have it when they really have no idea what it’s like..
I was diagnosed with major depressive disorder, anxiety disorder (with panic attacks-which are REAL) which includes social anxiety as well. I am so happy that I FINALLY have a diagnosis! I am 50 and can remember being depressed around 11 years old. I finally started getting help around age 23. It has been a roller coaster the whole time. I have tried to commit suicide twice and was SO MAD when I realized it didn’t work and I was STILL stuck here! It’s a struggle every single day. I am trying, but I don’t know.
I just made a video on art and Depression if you are interested. Signed, a formerly (and sometimes still) very sad artist !!! ( A.k.a Jaunty, The Recluse Queen) th-cam.com/video/gyCKZ68pGgs/w-d-xo.html
Praying for you Cari. You can count on that. My own depression, anxiety and panic attacks (while at work) were debilitating. Had to leave the work force and start my on business (office cleaning.) Two things work beautifully for me now and make my life complete: Daily medication and giving every single bit of my emotional garbage to Christ. Yes, He says "come to Me," so believe me, I came a runnin' Be blessed dear friend. And I will be praying for you just as soon as I'm done typing this.
not to be... weird or anything but how are you still alive?? I have major depressive disorder and attempted suicide a lot, and got sent to the hospital a few times. my worst suicide attempt was when I was 15. and I'm just 18 now and every day is really hard bc every day is the same. I was diagnosed at a young age too and I never thought I would live anywhere near 50 because I just didnt think I would allow myself to.
Cxrl John Could it be that like me and (surely everyone else really)you know that everyone ever born on this planet is just another version of you and if I just had the same DNA and was brought up in the same environment I would be you 😘 and that's why you said I love you 😍
Jesus loves you, it's written in John 3:16; For God loved the world so much that He gave his only begatten Son that whosoever believe in him shall not perish but will have eternal life, Jesus cares about you, have a good day.
As a sufferer of MMD, I always feel like this... Every night, I will end up sleeping for 2am. Then waking up every morning not to do anything. You always want to do something, but I don't have motivation. People will always thought of me as a useless individual. I tried to do my hobbies but none of them works as I lose my interest little by little. I don't eat normally too.
I suffered from depression in my senior year of high school. I lost around 15kgs in a year and had 8 out of the 9 symptoms. It was terrible. But then I started doing yoga along with meditation which significantly improved my mood and also increased my appetite and I recovered. If any of you is suffering from depression I highly recommend yoga or any other physical activities. It really worked for me and I'm very thankful.
Some memories of depression that stick out: One time my mum was putting me to sleep when I said, 'Mum..' and she asked, what is it? But then I chickened out and didn't say anything A year later, I grew so sick and tired of living this way that I told my mum that I had depression and she laughed and called me ridiculous. When I begged her to please understand and please help me, she yelled at me and told me that I was being ridiculous. I cried for so long that night. My first ever breakdown was a week ago. I woke up and felt tired and annoyed. I went to the kitchen and took some bowls out, and while I was grabbing the milk out of the fridge. i dropped a bowl and it shattered everywhere. i was soo tired that I just called for my mum and with cuts on my feet I went to the table. I poured the milk before splashing it all over the table. I was really pissed but as I said, I was so so tired. I sloppily mopped it up before I knocked over the cereal box and cereal spilt everywhere. I hunched over and started breaking down. I was sobbing and crying and I just kept on wishing that it would go away, that my depression would go away, and that I just could be happy one more time
@ A Random Blue Corgi Hi, 1st of all, I really hope ur getting the help u need?! I notice that ur comment about having ur 1st breakdown was a month ago. I have battled depression all my life n had 3 breakdowns. I hope u are seeing a psychiatrist and therapist and getting medication. If u don't know where to start, get referred to a consultant psychiatrist by ur GP and don't accept no for an answer. Worst comes to worst go to the ER/A&E. 2nd u mentioned that one of ur memories was whilst ur mum was putting u to sleep. Can I ask how old u were when this happened? I have a theory that I have had depression from a very young age but haven't explored this properly with my old therapist n now I'm on the waiting list again. It's been 3yrs waiting for therapy on the NHS that I'm exploring other avenues. Thanx. And again, hope ur getting help. I have been in my 2nd recovery for 2 months and touch wood, all is going very well! I've literally been on over 30 different medications over the years and finally found one that is near perfect! It can be done!! Never give up! Xx
i just wanted to share my victory with everyone real quick. This, right now, is the first time in a year that i have felt genuinely happy. I go to therapy and its been a constant battle and i dont know if ill be happy tomorrow, but ill take this as a small win :)
"You have a big heart that you give others. Save some for yourself." People will come and go. Love yourself. Stick around to find your moments of happiness.
@youfuck forced me to make this shit to do fuck all buddy, ik u see the cringe tiktoks were ppl pretend there depressed to get attention. There all like 14
The worst thing was that there is no treatment for children with depression because they only think about teens and I had depression when I was a kid 😭😔
UNICORN CAKE ik it’s sad they can’t do anything because no one believes them because I guess there “edgy” and its stupid because so many kids have been killing them self and yet they just want “attention” or their just “edgy”
Because most of the time it really is a phase. I'm 13, my life sucks but I'm pretty open about it. My trans brother killed himself, my dad died earlier in life, I watched my stepdad have a brain aneurysm and i constantly oversleep due to depression. All of these things haunt me and has me in depression. Meanwhile some people haven't experienced much pain or harm/ what I'm about to say will be controversial but the worse thing that's happened to them is simple (not physical or extreme psychological harassment)
its been fifteen years since I was diagnosed. some days I get by almost normally, but other days, like for the past two weeks, my brain has turned on me and I can't remember what to do to get out of the spiral. I can feel it getting worse day by day. Medication only works in the short term and should be used as a last resort. Absolutely saved my life multiple times, but its like breaking your leg and needing crutches, after a few months, you need to stop using them or they will begin to work against you. This reminded me, exercise, try to talk to others, remember to eat, don't let it destroy you
bruh my psychiatrist asked something along the lines “why are you depressed” or “what caused your depression” and i literally was like ????????????????????? i couldnt think and now i second guess myself
Obviously there are situational factors that contribute to depression but the biggest reason for depression and anxiety that hovers over you like a shadow that wont go away, is nutrition and lack of Vitamin D (sun). What and WHEN (Fasting) you eat. Trust me, I suffered for years with severe depression. Only with research and eating whole, good foods (doesn't matter what it is per say, just it's nutritional value and how much). Chicken, jasmine or brown rice and broccoli with a VITAMIN D supplement for a month straight will remove your depression I promise you. I share this with people suffering. IT WORKS.
I moved to this new city.. a big city with lots of noise and polluted air.. the skies are always grey and depressing.. it’s not an environment I want to live in.. but since I’m only 13 and my mom can’t do anything about it.. I’m stuck. I’m getting horrible grades at school and I’m worried that I’ll restart my year.. and this made me really depressed.. I felt hopeless.. ashamed..worthless and overall, sad. I felt like crying sometimes when I would sit in my bus because I didn’t want to go to school.. things just got worse and worse and I just got sadder and sadder everyday.. I told my mom I wansn’t okay.. she wanted to help me but eventually didn’t because she thought I was just having puberty or something.. I believed her but I eventually didn’t anymore.. I didn’t feel like that was normal to feel like that when everyone was so happy and actually enjoying life.. I had no friends, no good grades, no help, I eventually wanted to die.. I felt like I didn’t deserve to live like this, to suffer like this.. until eventually.. I don’t feel anything anymore.. I didnt see a purpose in anything so never even tried anything, I didn’t care about anything anymore.. I felt.. empty, I had literally no emotions,no thoughts, I was just a mindless zombie going through all of this without realizing.. my mom noticed this change in my behaviour and asked if I was okay.. I just said I was fine.. now school is almost over.. I’m still really empty.. and I just hope things will get better.
Depression is like screaming out your needs for help and no one can hear it, not even yourself. So it's often empty as hell. We often can't even realise why.
Hi, my name is kiera and ive been suffering from clinical depression since i was 11 years old. I was recently diagnosed about 2 months ago and im now gonna be taking medication. My depression gets so bad to the point where i cant sleep, eat, drink or even clean for weeks to months on end. My body is covered with scars and ive had so many bad habits with this disorder. I was put in a mental hospital last year in late may after taking 40 pills surviving from an overdose. I then started using alcohol and smoking to cope but i was caught and now i see a psychologist and a lot of therapy. Since i opened up and im getting the treatment i need I wish you all the best of luck, and it really does get better. Yes im still fighting but im so glad to be alive and whoevers reading this, i love you so much. Please keep fighting.
I wish the best for you I know how you feel. Just keep fighting. I know it's hard cause I go through it too and I am fighting this by myself because I feel like my family doesn't need to go through so much pain because of me. I feel worthless everyday, suicidal thoughts go through my mind every night. I feel like I need to man up to this because I have been blessed with everything in life but still I feel depressed all the time, I ask myself why ? It's hard I know but keep fighting
I don’t have depression but a lot of ppl say they are depressed so I came here to understand what it is and now I know that it is something very serious and I understand much better
I am an avid #MentalHealthAwareness advocate and performer, and I love this so much. I travel the country trying to bring that awareness on stages, in classrooms, hospitals, and on my TH-cam channel, so I get excited when I see other advocates. 💙❤
Not matter what I do, no matter what I say to I can’t be happy. Whenever I tell myself “I am happy!” All I do is cry after because I know how much of a lie it is. At this point I really don’t know how to fix this.
@@SH-fz9dy look dude no matter what if we can't agree with each other as I still stick to my decision.... Let's just show love and respect to each other , at the end of the day we all have different views due to experience
Im mentioning this because of the beginning scenario: As diagnosed with major depressive disorder, I can’t help but really enjoy and am fascinated with depressive movies, books, music, etc. Idk why. I like to think a lot. So I like to think deeply of these kinds of books and movies, look for hidden messages. Sometimes I can be triggered, but rarely am I. Some people don’t like sad books or movies. I tend to notice these are the very optimistic people, more happier, usually extroverts. They thrive on good feelings and happy thoughts/ideas. These kind of movies or books or music can drain them, and put them out of their comfort zone. I feel sad a lot, but I use these movies and books not to make myself feel even more sad, but to let myself think, contemplate. Honestly, books or movies with sadder endings are better quality in my opinion. Probably because I like a movie to have a more realistic ending, and in my life sadness has always been the more realistic end. I expect the worse. That’s who I am. I’m not saying that everyone is like this, happy people don’t like sad, and sad people like sadness. No, I’m not saying this. This is just from my personal experience in life and the people I know and who I am. Sorry for the rant, I just think a lot ;)
I like reading this because i feel the same too i tend to think a lot and so deeply sometimes it’s tiring but i got to satisfy myself, hey you don’t need to apologise, it’s not your fault, i think it’s a good thing that you embrace your emotions, because sometimes the best thing to do is finding things that can relate with us, apparently there is so little people that would understand the rough situation we’re going through, i have mdd too, it’s hard sometimes but you know take things slow and accepting yourself is the best kind of love i did to myself, so don’t stop thinking love ❤️
My mom told me I need to go to a doctor and take medication because she sees the change in me. I often have mood swings as well and I been battling depression for years.
Had depression since I was 8 and the symptoms might have actually started showing up before then. I am starting to recover and will get some consoling soon, and next year, I will finally separate from the person responsible for why I haven't been able to cure it. I am 17 and will be 18 by then, meaning that I have had depression for almost 10 years now. Hopefully, I will be able to start living once college starts, since those holding me back won't be there anymore.
I’m thinking of death. I don’t go to gym anymore and I don’t feel happy when I go out like I used to. Now my favorite thing to do is laying down and stare at nothing for hours. I feel weak and I don’t want to see anyone. People don’t give a minor shit about others feelings.
@@AG-mg9zc I'm so sorry to hear that sweety and you know what I was in the same boat about two months ago a state of feeling "nothing" and the most scariest part is that you have no control over it, you wish you can change how you feel but something is imprisoning your mind and soul and you can't escape, the answer? Jesus, he says he is closer to the broken hearted, you don't have to remain numb to life, Jesus bought you a new one Please search Jesus culture, Kari jobe ,they are my favorite worship artist and sing your heart out, sing your depression out, for God sake sing the "nothingness" out ! love u
Obviously there are situational factors that contribute to depression but the biggest reason for depression and anxiety that hovers over you like a shadow that wont go away, is nutrition and lack of Vitamin D (sun). What and WHEN (Fasting) you eat. Trust me, I suffered for years with severe depression. Only with research and eating whole, good foods (doesn't matter what it is per say, just it's nutritional value and how much). Chicken, jasmine or brown rice and broccoli with a VITAMIN D supplement for a month straight will remove your depression I promise you. I share this with people suffering. IT WORKS.
Currently trying do improve my life: moving out and working my job. But i have the feeling nothing matters and I can't keep focus or be motivated. Feels like it doesn't matter and it doesn't bring me joy.
In my whole life, this is the lowest I’ve ever been... brain just keeps overthinking and I cannot sleep... just keep crying silently to myself... I spaz sometimes and randomly hit myself... sometimes feel so weak can barely move my body... people always say it will get better, but when that better does not come I guess that is the point when people end it
Hello, thank you for telling us this. I'm honestly, I have never had depression or anxiety. So I never experienced this. -From what you've telled in the video, It sounds really bad and I feel bad for the other people that did have that or have. Atypical depression, I think I've had In my life. I was sad all the time and sometimes I have got a huge appetite or just changed my mood to make the others comfortable.I have never taught of suicide. Everyone one time has a type of depression. You cannot be happy all the time. -We, the humans cannot end our lives. Cause we're not the person that gave birth to us and bring It pain nine months.(depends) I once asked my mom what Is depression and why people kill themselves. She just told me'Because they're weak and cannot pass an chapter from our lives'. I do not think that persons with depression are weak.I just think they're sad. Thank you for making this video, this clip Is a huge source of information.
I feel like a prisoner, I would give anything, anything at all, just to be able to sincerely say "I'm free". Edit:the worst part about depression is how it makes you hate yourself, and believe that the problems in your life were caused by you, and that people would be better off if you werent around.
Imagine...seeing depression as rain but instead of being outside letting it all get on you imagine being inside your house looking out the window seeing it...you know it’s there...but your not gonna let it get to you ✊ . . . This is my first year of feeling depressed and it really hurts especially if people don’t understand you... I’ve had a rough childhood with no parents and no place I can call home...it makes me feel like what’s the point of living,lost and alone...we are y’all truly on the same boat 🚣♀️ so we really need each other’s support...
Depression is a sign of strength if you csn het true depression then you csn go true anything its trying to tell you to basically do something with your life its tough it really is i hope everyone finds love and peace in this world and ive respect for every human being in the world ❤
Am a depression suffrer...evetybody dont know what mental pain is...as yrs went on wid my illness ...my family members say if i can eat..can drive ...wt u keep on saying..but wts inside d depression mind gng no one knows..my kids are away frm me ...my hubby got seprated..i miss my kids..the day i cant forget when my hubby was showing inconsistent attitude and i was becoming tensed ..in turn severe anxiety attack happnd and after few days i went into depression badly....wish everyone a sound mental health..
Signs of depression (studied by more than 5 scientists.) 1.Suicidal thoughts (If you have this you should REALLY consider on talking to a therapist.) 2:Doing your hobbies more often/listening to music more often 3.Losing your intrests in playing with friends of what you usually do. 4.Changes lifestyles (example:sleeping more often) 5.Starting to do other things you rarely do like working out. 6.Losing stamina/energy. 7Seeing self image as a joke 8.A feeling of hopelessness.
Anyone reading this comment, you do matter, you are wonderful they just dont see it. Keep being yourself cause you are wonderful and beautiful. You dont have to change anything about yourself because youre perfect the way you are and i wouldnt wanna see you sad so smile❤
Since a kid I dreamed about going into the military working as a logistic technician. Researching all the branches to see what they have. Graduated from middle school enrolled in junior reserved officer training corps aka JROTC. Learned all basics of leadership and military structures. Moments after graduation enrolled in community college which I was almost successful; didn’t work out since I didn’t have the money to move onto the next semester. Tried to join the military but my parents didn’t want me to join. Applied to over 200 jobs, no call backs and 2 rejections. Now I sell drugs to the community which I am able to pay off rent and car notes etc.
04:24AM, Philippines -- Just can't sleep anymore. This past few days its been really hard. Even in my own dreams, it is still sadness that is what I can vividly see through the pictures. I don't know what to do anymore. My body says, "fight..." but my mind says, "die". But yeah, I hope everyone whose shoe that is same as I am will get through one day. *_I love you guys_* . Hold on. We can do it.
Though having family members not care or act insensitive and bad towards another. Is very awful and I dont wish to undermine such.. You are highly valued, more then you know.
Plz help.. these days i cant sleep i just remember the past n people who hated or talked bad about me...sometimes i just strt crying i cant understand the reason for crying...
Same for me, I’ve tried so hard to always be good to other people but looking back most people have treated me like garbage! Family, friends and people I worked with, I feel totally alone! I have my fiancé but he works all the time I spend most of my time alone. Depression is hell, I manage to keep a part time job but I am tired all the time! It all feels hopeless! Atleast my pets bring me happiness and playing guitar helps me stay sane!
ningthou ja j me too I cant remember the last time I felt happiness at all I always cry in the morning about it I’m crying right now I can never sleep my dad is never there for me when I need it he always blames stuff on me he loves his fiancé and dog more than his daughter!! It’s just stuck in my head I can’t stop thinking about it...
I have, clinical depression, severe repeating episodes of major depressive disorder without psychotic symptoms (I havent noticed any psychotic symptoms yet but I'm now 20 and now its starting to mature to it's full form), general anxiety disorder, panic disorder, and depersonalization and derelization disorder. I just got out of inpatient therapy for being suicidal and having a SEVERE panic attack, and now I'm feeling better than ever before. I may be on a lot SSRI's, mood stabilizers and anti psychotics, but it's like my entire life flipped upside down and I feel 'normal' again. What I'm trying to get at is that there is always light at the end of tunnel and never give up, you always have something to fight for even if you don't see it right now. If you have medication, never stop taking it. If you have a therapist, never stop going. To people who know someone who is majorly depressed/suicidal. If you know they have the means to commit suicide, and talk about suicide then DONT DO NOTHING AND DONT BE SCARED TO CALL FOR HELP IT MAY SAVE THEIR LIFE. Talk to them, talk to their parents, talk to ANYONE, do EVERYTHING in your power to get them to a safe place like partial hospitalization therapy in inpatient therapy. Without being pushed into inpatient therapy I would've committed suicide.
I've been diagnosed with Major Depressive Disorder... but instead of helping me people keep telling me to stop being sad, lazy, and start being responsible. I've been contemplating suicide everyday, but I'm trying to be happy and I'm trying to be better but I just can't feel anything.
Don't be too worried about what other people say. They have no way of understanding. Just try to help yourself to get better through research and trial and error.
I was diagnosed with depression and generalised anxiety disorder since I was 13. My parents dont approve of medication so i was without any medication until i moved out of home at 25. My parents never believed I have any mental disability, still don't. I attempted suicide numerous times, most recent was 3 weeks ago and long story short, I survived.. The last 2 days I've spent most of the time in bed, fatigued. Constantly exhausted from anxiety and numb from stress.. It fks up your life.
clinical depression is not a joke. i take Sertralin and Doxepin to feel "normal", but its still the first of many steps to overcome clinical depression
I meet all factors but a few, but for some reason smiling and laughing with “friends” comes so easy to me now. I have justified reasons to feel the way I do, but at the same time I don’t know what’s really wrong inside. substance use isn’t helping me anymore, it’s just more of a chore now. I don’t know what to do
the fact that when i was kid i was bullied and never really had friends but i somehow always learned to keep it inside bottled up like a ticking time bomb, amazes me bcz now i just break out crying when my mind submerges into millions of thoughts of how utterly useless and irrelevant i am in this world and how happiness is only a dream i haven’t felt genuinely happy in a long time only when i drink or im high, i hate that this is the only way to make me feel happy. My confidence was skewed when i was kid now i’m just a shell of what i can be. I starved myself not because i wanted to but i never got the feeling of hunger, i lost 15 lbs in 2 weeks, my ears would pop, eye twitch, couldn’t sleep, anxiety attacks destroyed my heart and mind it made me feel like the smallest being in the world, now i feel lost
I never knew what depression was until I was tripping on acid one night really feeling hopeless during the end, and I was very curious why I felt like it for no reason, looking around and found a lot of the melancholic depression symptoms were very relatable, like very I had every single symptom pretty much, sad to know that I still haven't been told by anyone for 8 years of feeling like that, 18 now
I was wrongly diagnosed BIpolar = Depression & Borderline personalities I am actually a unipolar - Clinical Depression and I've been taking antidepressant and feeling much better now
I’ve been battling this for a number of years Now it seems to be getting harder now more than ever. I think everything I do is rubbish and can’t look at myself in the mirror. But I’m still going and I’ve been writing songs about my life and feelings. Feel free to check them out and I hope it helps somehow to know that you and I are not alone. Even if it feels like it. Kindness is what will set us free
I have this disorder I've had it years . I wish I understood my condition. For example I've woke up today , nothing has happened last night but wow I'm very low this morning. Sometimes I feel worse because I don't even know what brings me down
I want to say something... (This is really long) I think I have depression or I'm faking it or tricking myself that I have it. I don't want to say that I definitely have it because someone in the world could really have it. I first started to get depressing around 13 I think I'm not completely sure. I'm 18 now about to turn 19 in January 2020 and I'm unemployed at the moment. I don't know what I want to do in life when I was in my senior year in high school a bunch of teachers and family members and friends are asking me what I want to do after high school. I always told them "I don't know" I was always unsure of what to say I've always thought about it hard and never came up with an answer. I always tell myself that I'm worthless, I'm nothing, I don't want to live this life anymore, I'm ugly, I'm fat, and no one likes me.. but I know that's not true I have a couple of friends that I like and I know they like me back so why do I always say to myself "Their laughing at you, they don't want to be with you, YOU'RE BEING SUCH AN ASSHOLE TO THEM!" I always think that they're not really my friends but I know they are and yet in my head I think I'm a terrible person to them. Whatever I do I just think that I'm doing this wrong or I shouldn't be here. I don't have any confidence in myself I try meeting girls online and date online because I can type differently online then in real life. I'm pathetic I know. I don't try to meet girls at my school I would be too frightened to do anything like that but online I'm a little bit more comfortable. I know I need to leave my comfort zone I've been told that a million times but yet I just can't do it... there was this one relationship that was very special to me her name was Alecs (like Alex) and she was such a beautiful, kind, funny, and smart person. I can say without a doubt that I loved her and I would genuinely be happy with her even if it was online. We would facetime a lot with each other and just be dumb and fun heh. I was honestly happy that I met her but it ended for about a year.. One day she was just "tired of me" like we run our course and that REALLY broke me. I was shocked, she said to me that she was tired of just texting someone online and not actually being there in person. We were originally planning to meet each other one day (I'm in California and she was in Arizona) we even talked about marriage one day when we get older and it's just... gone now. That devastated me, I would not pay attention in class, I've stopped seeing all my friends, I would stay in my room all day for awhile. I really loved her and she was so kind so her saying all this shocked me I guess she couldn't wait that long... I still think about her to this day and I wish I could at least be friends with her but she just stopped talking to me completely. I still miss her and I wish things ended differently. I haven't been in a relationship since then and that was in my Junior year into high school. Since then I've been either so depressed or just okay. All of this sounds like depression to me but I don't want to say that I do have because I'm not so sure anymore I just want everything to stop I don't care about myself anymore... I'm too scared to hurt myself and I don't tell anyone that I'm feeling down or sad because I just try to make their days better and avoid telling about my day. Whenever I see someone having a rough time I go help them instead of helping myself and that's a huge problem for me. I honestly didn't plan to write any of this stupid nonsense but if anyone read through all of my stupid problems thank you for reading and I hope you have a great day and always help someone in need or feeling down. Goodbye.
@Heartslove 3 I thank you and I know God loves everyone I don't typically go towards God first when I'm going through a problem but everyone is different.
@Heartslove 3 Well I'm not that religious to be perfectly honest but I don't want to disrespect you in any way so I think I would like a prayer if that's okay with you of course.
BlackBlood I hope you recover from your depression... I feel like your actually a really good hearted person whose gone through so many bad phases in life which has broken you. You said you try to help people who are depressed which is especially why I want to help you... but I don’t think I can. My 14 year old advice/wisdom to you is *“Don’t cut your skin, it’s not paper. Don’t judge yourself, your not a book. And don’t end your life, it isn’t a movie.”* You have so much time, you’re only 18! Go to college, study hard, get a job, and try to live your life! If you decide to stay at home hoping that your life would get better it really won’t...
Its so so difficult dealing with this and dealing with lifes normal dramas and the social stigma etc its an absolute beast of a condition even after 25yrs....im better than i was but not as i would like to be.
Throughout high school I kept having Depressive Episodes which would last like 3 weeks, but I never expected to have MDD. I consider myself a cheerful person so I always thought I had concussions from sports even though I never hit my head. My parents didn’t believe in depression so I never went to the doctor until this last semester and that’s when I was diagnosed. I am on meds and have therapy. I am a senior now and I wish I would’ve known earlier on because my GPA is kind of low because I never got accommodations for MDD. :(
They should do sit-ups where the upper part of the abdomen is worked, with the legs raised and trying to touch the feet with the hands and its variants that work the upper part of the abdomen, they will see improvements quickly. That upper abdominal exercise will take away your depression and anxiety, it will also heal your mind.
2021 was the hardest, darkest time of my life. I was physically, emotionally, mentally, spiritually BROKEN. But now I feel genuinely GRATEFUL and BLESSED that I had to go through that phase because GOD has graciously REVEALED Himself to me in miraculous ways. I am fortunate that He allowed me to know Him at a very young age, but this year is so much SPECIAL because of what WE (yes, GOD and me) have been through last year. He showed me how POWERFUL prayers truly are when I started to focus on WHO HE IS rather than who I am, on WHAT HE CAN DO rather than what I deserve. The experience was MAGICAL. He showed up BIG TIME and assured me that HE is indeed a LISTENING and RESPONDING GOD. Oh how my faith has skyrocketed as a result! Now more than ever, I have very bright HOPE for my future because I experienced first hand how RELIABLE God is. And for that I will forever be grateful. GLORY BE TO GOD, MY EVER FAITHFUL FATHER. ♥️♥️♥️ To everyone who's struggling right now, please know that GOD LOVES YOU. He wants to help you and give you peace. Please surrender your burdens to Him and allow Him to move in your life. "Because he loves Me,” says the Lord, “I will rescue him; I will protect him, for he acknowledges My Name. He will call on Me, and I will answer him; I will be with him in trouble, I will deliver him and honor him." (Psalm 91:14-15) Please hold on to this bible verse because WHATEVER GOD SAYS, HE FULFILLS. ✝️
Going through this, It's effecting everything In my life for the worse. My healthy anxiety/panic disorder Is messing me also. Idk what to do to get rid of It all can't really travel to a psychiatrist
I kind of have depression but kind of not because I always see myself in my head in the future and see myself as being a nobody. I'm constantly scared of me dying without anyone knowing my name. It's like a sense of hopelessness and I feel sick because of it. 😢
I have this combination of feelings that makes me feel like suicide would be preferable to living because every day is suffering but at the same time I'm extremely afraid of dying and I have severe health anxiety issues.
I have clinical depression & without my meds I can not make it through life. I’m on 4 meds & I hate it but without them I feel so sad, yet numb, empty, yet my body feels so heavy as if I’m forced to drag it around...I just want to crawl out of my own skin. Sorry bro, but If you have the real deal Holyfield Major Depression.....you wouldn’t make it 7 years off meds.
@@GreatMindsSeekTruth zoloft ceriquil trazadome and i forgot the other i took when i had them But no the issue here is we don't know one here knows me enough to know anything
Depression kept me down. Had me taking pills, drinking alcohol and multiple suicide attempts. No anti-depressant worked and I resolved to existing until I finally get to die. It doesn't have to be this way for anyone. We suffer from depression because we had instilled into our thinking that we have to look a certain way and have certain things and make so much money but that isn't what life is about. We have to relearn life so we can remove the beliefs that others lived by. My mother and father always struggled for money, I grew up always feeling like there were always going to be things that will be unattainable for me. With that type of thinking, of course I wasn't going to get those things. I was overweight and got made fun of then I became anorexic and bulemic... From 15years of age until last year When I turned 53. That's a long time to live trying to please the world around me. Live life finding the beauty in yourself and your surroundings and know your importance. As there is light darkness also is, therefore understand that there is another side to depression that is NOT depression. If you look for sadness, disparity, financial lacking or something in the negative aspect you will always find it and depression is good at finding and holding you in it's grip so in knowing this you HAVE to know that the opposite is attainable also. Instead of looking for and finding the bad things, seek out the good. Before you know it you will be surrounded by the good. There will always be things that make you sad, hurt or angry but only YOU hold the key as to how you take in the information and react upon it. I love you and hope that you too will feel better about life and focus on the good because if you look around, there is beauty,love,and abundance of peace everywhere 💜☮️☯️🦋🌹
people who engage in flow activities are happier than those who engage in activities that pose too little or too much challenge for their skill. people can increase their overall happiness by learning to engage in flow activities. positive activity intervention also lead to subsequent increases in well-being. positive activities to increase positive affect participants believe in the efficacy of the activity as pathways to increase well-being.
Yep. Exercise doesn't mean you have to train for the Boston Marathon. I've seen people who, when told to exercise, ran out and joined the local gym, ran marathons, and the like. It's an over-response to a mere suggestion, and may be a symptom of a type of depression.
I battle clinical depression since 2005 when I was just 17... my mother died and I don't have any friends. I lack support and I battle on my own... living is exhausting 😣 Sometimes I wonder, is it really worth to keep fighting, for what? Why? I don't have a husband, kid, something to give me a meaning for this live... it's been 15 years of struggle... sometimes it saddens me to think that I've spent my youth in tears and isolation... it's tough... oh life... I've lost my faight in everything... I'm just on survival mode eat, cry, work sleep... no pleasure no any good vibration, almost like a robot... I barely even sleep sometimes so i suffer double... oh.. so tough... Great video, I really wish you all the best and recovery.
I am praying for you dear friend. Went through years of anxiety and depression myself. I left the workforce due to panic attacks and stress. I know how you feel. Always remember, Jesus loves you deeply and passionately no matter what you're feeling or going through. Call upon His name when things get dark. Ask Him to take over and take control. He will... I'm living proof. Please take care of yourself.
You are: ---------------------------------------- ~loved with an everlasting love ~loved immensely before you were even born ~a precious and rare gemstone ~a masterpiece of God's creation ~gifted in a way that no one else can claim ~only moments away from a true and living hope ~alive this very day because someone else isn't ~awaiting a brand new life that will blow you away You see my friend, I've been exactly where you are right now; hopeless, depressed, suicidal. alcoholic, and the list goes on. Your answer does not lie within yourself, nor does it for me. It comes from above. God loves you so incredibly much He sent His own Son to give His life for you. That's the truth. Invite Jesus Christ into your life my friend, and do so today. Let Him take over and change you. Know that He very much wants to hear from you. Please take care.
Obviously there are situational factors that contribute to depression but the biggest reason for depression and anxiety that hovers over you like a shadow that wont go away, is nutrition and lack of Vitamin D (sun). What and WHEN (Fasting) you eat. Trust me, I suffered for years with severe depression. Only with research and eating whole, good foods (doesn't matter what it is per say, just it's nutritional value and how much). Chicken, jasmine or brown rice and broccoli with a VITAMIN D supplement for a month straight will remove your depression I promise you. I share this with people suffering. IT WORKS. I'm fairly wealthy and have an excellent job at 24 but I suffered HARD depression after moving out on my own because I wasn't eating right. I'd smash burgers, pizza mcdonalds with the boys, drink all the time, smoke weed etc. I'm not fat, in fact I'm very fit and would consider myself good looking (narcissistic comment but proving a point) but I was still the saddest guy in the room. I'm not saying go on a diet, because DON'T. I'm just saying eat WHOLE foods that aren't caked with sugar (copious amounts of sugar seriously messes you up and makes you addicted, similar to heroin), and when you don't get your sugar fix, you start to feel symptoms of depression immediately. It's a drag and pull effect (similar to bipolar mood swings). Guys, you are seeing the world through a vale and it isn't REAL. Your mind is brilliant and is feeling a type of way for a reason. We all have problems that can alter our moods, making us sad etc but depression is completely different. Fix your nutrition, get vitamin D everyday and your depression will completely VANISH, if not be 99% better. Please trust me and research this and be consistent until you start to feel amazing. I want everyone to be happy and live with purpose, start with this. We suffer ON PURPOSE. The system is designed to keep us ill, and brainwashed. We are taught to eat like and we become addicted to these shitty foods, making us sick, making the government money. It's a cycle. Start with food and you will feel alive again. Peace.
aschaning true! I’ve had several episodes of depression for almost my whole life, but just recently got a professional diagnosis. My therapist recommended meds but I refused so we compromised to try alternatives for a month. So far I’ve been feeling better. I’m more conscious now on what I eat, the vitamins needed, and I get at least 10mins of sunlight everyday plus 30mins exercise. I still have those “bad” moments but I choose to fight it. Just this time when I get better I’ll continue this kind of lifestyle! And hope for the best :P
My elder sister is suffering from Depressive Disorder. I tried so many medicines but non affective . Then I checked Prozac (Fluoxetine) from theonlinemedicine and used it. The medicine is very effective and almost 90% of my problem solved.
Going through this since I was 8. Honestly had a terrible time after that and hidden mental trauma and sexual trauma, prior to that before the age of 8. Doesn't help that all the women in my family especially my mom and her twin. WmWE ALSO HAVE A BAD HABIT FOR SWEETS. they help my brain release a high amount of tension. Just please don't let your doctors give you something if its a gamble. Unfortunatley a lot are funcioning. My firsr doctor asked me if I have suicidal thought, truth I don't but I told her if a bus comes by I'd take my time crossing. Fluoride really hurt my brain. Find a hobby. Not everybody beats depression. Regardless THERE ARE THOSE WHO WANT TO HELP YOU. I have faith in my self and in you 💛💙💜💚❤
A lot of my depression is environmental, growing up around domestic violence, loser dad, mentally ill mom (who was molested as a child). I feel like with the genetic aspect, Darwin’s theory comes into play, if generations have dealt with trauma the brain/body adapts to it and mutates the genes.
Whatever life you have, try to live it as if you won't be there tomorrow. Don't look ahead and say "When it will be". We live in the present, not the future. Problems and difficulties are there to help us grow up, that is, to see a different world tomorrow compared to the one we see today. Even if there isn't a shred of hope, even though everything is falling apart and we won't have another chance to go back to the time when everything was fine, let's be a light in the darkness and try to shine as much time as possible, no one can take away our happiness.
Is it possible to have depression and the phobia of death at the same time? Because i always think of killing myself when something bad happens but i never do because i don't want to die. My mind is like "I feel so worthless,i don't think my family needs me" but then is like "But i don't want to die yet because i don't know what happens in the afterlife"
I don’t want to self diagnose but currently, I’m just so tired of everything. All the symptoms shown here is exactly what I do. I want to tell my parents to get me some help but we can’t afford one or just to ask for help is just out of reach for me. I been feeling like these since I was 14, suicidal, wanting to end all.
I hate it when people say “I’m proud of you.” It doesn’t help it just makes me feel guilty because I haven’t done anything for anyone to be proud of.
Or when they say that you can do more, and you should. I want to do it but I just can't
Same
I feel useless
I know right
Edge lord
Depression is like being numb, or in some cases so sad u don’t know what to do with yourself. It’s like being colorblind and being told how colorful the world is.
Hannah Banana beautifully described !
That is an almost perfect description, for me though it's not always numb though just add having a crushing weight in ur chest and dark thoughts and sometimes a deep sadness that won't away; but apart from that these days i'm numb.
Most people just get numb when they have been dealing with it so long but yea I think I also have ptsd and ur descrisption is right
Hannah Banana exactly
The world loses every colour
Do u guys feel the feeling of not being "smart" as u used to be?
Very true 😢😢😢
yeah, i wonder why
Yep
Everyday
Yes actually. I’ve wondered if it was bc I stopped reading so much, probably another way to blame myself for my current state. I feel like I can’t think of words I used to know & also mix words & syllables together a lot, sounding like I have a stutter when I don’t.
Depression isn't being sad
Its feeling nothing at all
I can't feel pain, I can't feel sadness, I just feel nothing. I have no family except my dad. I lived growing up very alone
@@mockinjay3rd omg thats terrible I'm sorry
@n v same
@@mockinjay3rd same I cant laugh I cant cry I dont feel anything.Why am I living?
I wish, im either numb or balling my eyes out.
The desire to be nothing vs. fearing the level of pain I’d put my parents through. I don’t want to pass my pain onto them. I just don’t want to he here anymore and I wish I never existed, or instead I wish I was a tree or something with no conscience thought. The human experience is a hard one and I send my love to those of you who understand this video firsthand. You are not alone.
H Kale this is too relatable, I can’t even
H Kale same. I feel the same way. I haven’t had an actual diagnosis or anything, but I’ve cut myself and I’ve felt so numb before I just wanted to kill myself. My family is a huge part of why I feel this way, so I don’t really care how they’d feel if I were to kill myself. Just recently, my friend was diagnosed with depression and when he cut himself and everything, I felt nauseously numb. I don’t want to go on. It’s sickening. If I were dead I wouldn’t have to feel this pain. Physically and mentally. I just want to die sometimes. It would be easier if I weren’t alive at all.
H Kale...I am here if you need me...I hope you are doing better
You absoloutley deserve to feel happy.
@@nathanr5737 I also feel the same way. I wish I never existed. Life is not worth the pain. It's so tedious.
I wonder what life is like without depression.
Stfuuhappy
i'll never know
Is that possible
Try pulling an all nighter if you can. Eventually something will click all of a sudden and you'll be completely symptom free. It's a well known phenomenon
Shitty... it gave us depression in the first place
I genuinely get so angry when ppl fake diagnose themselves with depression, it is so insensitive to ppl who actually go through it
I know, I hate when I try to explain how it’s hard for me to cope with and my best friend doesn’t understand bc she’s fine even tho she’s “felt depressed” before... it’s like if knew what I was dealing with u wouldn’t be telling me that I’m just being a victim in life.
I haven't seen an actual doctor for it because I don't have the guts to tell my mom. I know she will judge, I know she'll just dismiss it as "hormones" I constantly feel hopeless, I constantly feel worthless, I feel like crying for no reason sometimes as well, despite being surrounded by friends and family I still feel lonely, despite all the compliments I receive I can't bring myself to accept them... I have all these negative thoughts constantly running through my head. Am I faking? Is it all an illusion? I don't know, so many people say you can't self-diagnose it... But I can't tell my mom I KNOW she won't understand. I know she'll call it a phase, she won't accept the fact that her "bubbly, happy, random dancing" daughter has depression. God, I need help... I'm so desperate... I have no one to reach out to... I don't have anyone...
@@lattecreamsoda same here. It's so hard not seeing a real doctor. Your family will even judge you for being so "weak". Your friends will leave you because you keep on spending time alone. :(
Caoimhin Donnelly Exactly!!! It’s like people think it’s funny to throw it around and act like they have it when they really have no idea what it’s like..
I wish i was faking i just wanna be happy for once
I was diagnosed with major depressive disorder, anxiety disorder (with panic attacks-which are REAL) which includes social anxiety as well. I am so happy that I FINALLY have a diagnosis! I am 50 and can remember being depressed around 11 years old. I finally started getting help around age 23. It has been a roller coaster the whole time. I have tried to commit suicide twice and was SO MAD when I realized it didn’t work and I was STILL stuck here! It’s a struggle every single day. I am trying, but I don’t know.
I just made a video on art and Depression if you are interested.
Signed, a formerly (and sometimes still) very sad artist !!!
( A.k.a Jaunty, The Recluse Queen)
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Praying for you Cari. You can count on that. My own depression, anxiety and panic attacks (while at work) were debilitating. Had to leave the work force and start my on business (office cleaning.) Two things work beautifully for me now and make my life complete: Daily medication and giving every single bit of my emotional garbage to Christ. Yes, He says "come to Me," so believe me, I came a runnin' Be blessed dear friend. And I will be praying for you just as soon as I'm done typing this.
not to be... weird or anything but how are you still alive?? I have major depressive disorder and attempted suicide a lot, and got sent to the hospital a few times. my worst suicide attempt was when I was 15. and I'm just 18 now and every day is really hard bc every day is the same. I was diagnosed at a young age too and I never thought I would live anywhere near 50 because I just didnt think I would allow myself to.
I’m 10 and depressed.
How are you being treated?
If no one's told you they love you today, I love you.
Cxrl John Could it be that like me and (surely everyone else really)you know that everyone ever born on this planet is just another version of you and if I just had the same DNA and was brought up in the same environment I would be you 😘 and that's why you said I love you 😍
I love you too :)
Thank you. You made me smile
@@syx.hyuuies 😉
Thanks you made me smile...i love you too.♥️
What is this "love and support from family and friends" you speak of?
exactly
Unknown to me
they are the causes of depression for most of us
Jesus loves you, it's written in John 3:16; For God loved the world so much that He gave his only begatten Son that whosoever believe in him shall not perish but will have eternal life, Jesus cares about you, have a good day.
@_*Cookie-Brunette*_
i feel you bruh
Some people just.. don't understand
Do you ever have that feeling where everyone is against you? Same here!
Aesthetic snowflake yea
aesthetic snowflake...yea I have. Do you still feel like the world is against you? I am here if you need someone to talk to with.
I just hope you're still with us and doing well
Yes, low self-esteem too.
Use ImmaterialAI and find out, you'll see with it that depression is just a belief, unprovable at a fundamental level
As a sufferer of MMD, I always feel like this... Every night, I will end up sleeping for 2am. Then waking up every morning not to do anything. You always want to do something, but I don't have motivation. People will always thought of me as a useless individual. I tried to do my hobbies but none of them works as I lose my interest little by little. I don't eat normally too.
Take steam from mouth n release from nose
I suffered from depression in my senior year of high school. I lost around 15kgs in a year and had 8 out of the 9 symptoms. It was terrible. But then I started doing yoga along with meditation which significantly improved my mood and also increased my appetite and I recovered. If any of you is suffering from depression I highly recommend yoga or any other physical activities. It really worked for me and I'm very thankful.
Some memories of depression that stick out:
One time my mum was putting me to sleep when I said, 'Mum..' and she asked, what is it? But then I chickened out and didn't say anything
A year later, I grew so sick and tired of living this way that I told my mum that I had depression and she laughed and called me ridiculous. When I begged her to please understand and please help me, she yelled at me and told me that I was being ridiculous. I cried for so long that night.
My first ever breakdown was a week ago. I woke up and felt tired and annoyed. I went to the kitchen and took some bowls out, and while I was grabbing the milk out of the fridge. i dropped a bowl and it shattered everywhere. i was soo tired that I just called for my mum and with cuts on my feet I went to the table. I poured the milk before splashing it all over the table. I was really pissed but as I said, I was so so tired. I sloppily mopped it up before I knocked over the cereal box and cereal spilt everywhere. I hunched over and started breaking down. I was sobbing and crying and I just kept on wishing that it would go away, that my depression would go away, and that I just could be happy one more time
I'm so sorry you've had to experience this. I hope you receive the help that you need and feel happy very very soon
@ A Random Blue Corgi Hi, 1st of all, I really hope ur getting the help u need?! I notice that ur comment about having ur 1st breakdown was a month ago. I have battled depression all my life n had 3 breakdowns. I hope u are seeing a psychiatrist and therapist and getting medication. If u don't know where to start, get referred to a consultant psychiatrist by ur GP and don't accept no for an answer. Worst comes to worst go to the ER/A&E. 2nd u mentioned that one of ur memories was whilst ur mum was putting u to sleep. Can I ask how old u were when this happened? I have a theory that I have had depression from a very young age but haven't explored this properly with my old therapist n now I'm on the waiting list again. It's been 3yrs waiting for therapy on the NHS that I'm exploring other avenues. Thanx. And again, hope ur getting help. I have been in my 2nd recovery for 2 months and touch wood, all is going very well! I've literally been on over 30 different medications over the years and finally found one that is near perfect! It can be done!! Never give up! Xx
If you need to talk ngl but I’m crying Right now so I really wouldn’t mind someone to talk to Right now?
@@jessicawivell7815 hey, it's going to be okay.
Ashlesha Laxmi please?
i just wanted to share my victory with everyone real quick. This, right now, is the first time in a year that i have felt genuinely happy. I go to therapy and its been a constant battle and i dont know if ill be happy tomorrow, but ill take this as a small win :)
@weeby weeb Thank you. My happiness hasnt been consistent, but ive been better these days. :)
@@vienna1645 hope you're doing well
"You have a big heart that you give others. Save some for yourself." People will come and go. Love yourself. Stick around to find your moments of happiness.
I’m pretty sure I’ve had Major Depressive symptoms since I was 11. I’m 15 now and I’ve finally told my doctor.
What happened after that ?
youre 28 years ahead of me, took me til 43, still havent found relief, good luck
Ur too young to understand depression lmao. Ion got it but u ai stay strong
@youfuck forced me to make this shit to do fuck all buddy, ik u see the cringe tiktoks were ppl pretend there depressed to get attention. There all like 14
Meme Dreams holy shit other than the telling doctor part, that’s literally me
The worst thing was that there is no treatment for children with depression because they only think about teens and I had depression when I was a kid 😭😔
UNICORN CAKE ik it’s sad they can’t do anything because no one believes them because I guess there “edgy” and its stupid because so many kids have been killing them self and yet they just want “attention” or their just “edgy”
Does being 12 count. I’m 13 and I’m still depressed but still. I think it is...
I’m 9 and I’m depressed but I’m just too scared to tell my mom ;-;
Wolf Gamer me to
Because most of the time it really is a phase. I'm 13, my life sucks but I'm pretty open about it. My trans brother killed himself, my dad died earlier in life, I watched my stepdad have a brain aneurysm and i constantly oversleep due to depression. All of these things haunt me and has me in depression. Meanwhile some people haven't experienced much pain or harm/ what I'm about to say will be controversial but the worse thing that's happened to them is simple (not physical or extreme psychological harassment)
its been fifteen years since I was diagnosed. some days I get by almost normally, but other days, like for the past two weeks, my brain has turned on me and I can't remember what to do to get out of the spiral. I can feel it getting worse day by day. Medication only works in the short term and should be used as a last resort. Absolutely saved my life multiple times, but its like breaking your leg and needing crutches, after a few months, you need to stop using them or they will begin to work against you. This reminded me, exercise, try to talk to others, remember to eat, don't let it destroy you
bruh my psychiatrist asked something along the lines “why are you depressed” or “what caused your depression” and i literally was like ????????????????????? i couldnt think and now i second guess myself
I ask that to myself everyday. If only I knew the answer to that too.
wth. that ain't a psychiatrist bro
Just a disclaimer to the people in the comments please dont use people's depression as a excuse to spread your religion.
Yeah Really! Religion is a Bandaid that doesn't help the real problem of existence.
@@nirvanalove5356 so true I hate people who even bring up religion in depression
right, i wanna bonk them all
I don’t mind it since religious verses and quotes can be quite wise
Yes, thank you! Ugh, the last thing I need is someone rubbing "god" in my face. That just makes me angry tbh.
I can’t even concentrate watching this
i've been diagnosed with mdd and also social & general anxiety.. it all sucks :( wish i didn't have to live like this anymore
rozanna I hope that you feel better...I am here if you need someone to talk to
@@sidlove5798 thank u so much for this! im here for u too honey
Same and Panic disorder. Every day is hell even with meds.
@@winterdogmusic i totally understand what u mean. every single day is relentless without fail & it is too exhausting to handle
@@jakehoon69 Slept all night and all day. I keep putting things off like meeting people? Do you do the same?
Now I'm 120% sure that I have major depressive disorder. Yay.
Obviously there are situational factors that contribute to depression but the biggest reason for depression and anxiety that hovers over you like a shadow that wont go away, is nutrition and lack of Vitamin D (sun). What and WHEN (Fasting) you eat. Trust me, I suffered for years with severe depression. Only with research and eating whole, good foods (doesn't matter what it is per say, just it's nutritional value and how much). Chicken, jasmine or brown rice and broccoli with a VITAMIN D supplement for a month straight will remove your depression I promise you. I share this with people suffering. IT WORKS.
No you're just attention seeking.
yay
@@DSK-qi2yj Lmao who hurt you?
I moved to this new city.. a big city with lots of noise and polluted air.. the skies are always grey and depressing.. it’s not an environment I want to live in.. but since I’m only 13 and my mom can’t do anything about it.. I’m stuck. I’m getting horrible grades at school and I’m worried that I’ll restart my year.. and this made me really depressed.. I felt hopeless.. ashamed..worthless and overall, sad. I felt like crying sometimes when I would sit in my bus because I didn’t want to go to school.. things just got worse and worse and I just got sadder and sadder everyday.. I told my mom I wansn’t okay.. she wanted to help me but eventually didn’t because she thought I was just having puberty or something.. I believed her but I eventually didn’t anymore.. I didn’t feel like that was normal to feel like that when everyone was so happy and actually enjoying life.. I had no friends, no good grades, no help, I eventually wanted to die.. I felt like I didn’t deserve to live like this, to suffer like this.. until eventually.. I don’t feel anything anymore.. I didnt see a purpose in anything so never even tried anything, I didn’t care about anything anymore.. I felt.. empty, I had literally no emotions,no thoughts, I was just a mindless zombie going through all of this without realizing.. my mom noticed this change in my behaviour and asked if I was okay.. I just said I was fine.. now school is almost over.. I’m still really empty.. and I just hope things will get better.
Beanzz 14 I hope you are doing good and I am here if you need someone to talk to with.
Depression is like screaming out your needs for help and no one can hear it, not even yourself. So it's often empty as hell. We often can't even realise why.
"it's all in your head"
actually i keep my depression in my left elbow
Hi, my name is kiera and ive been suffering from clinical depression since i was 11 years old. I was recently diagnosed about 2 months ago and im now gonna be taking medication. My depression gets so bad to the point where i cant sleep, eat, drink or even clean for weeks to months on end. My body is covered with scars and ive had so many bad habits with this disorder. I was put in a mental hospital last year in late may after taking 40 pills surviving from an overdose. I then started using alcohol and smoking to cope but i was caught and now i see a psychologist and a lot of therapy. Since i opened up and im getting the treatment i need I wish you all the best of luck, and it really does get better. Yes im still fighting but im so glad to be alive and whoevers reading this, i love you so much. Please keep fighting.
I wish the best for you I know how you feel. Just keep fighting. I know it's hard cause I go through it too and I am fighting this by myself because I feel like my family doesn't need to go through so much pain because of me. I feel worthless everyday, suicidal thoughts go through my mind every night. I feel like I need to man up to this because I have been blessed with everything in life but still I feel depressed all the time, I ask myself why ? It's hard I know but keep fighting
I don’t have depression but a lot of ppl say they are depressed so I came here to understand what it is and now I know that it is something very serious and I understand much better
I am an avid #MentalHealthAwareness advocate and performer, and I love this so much. I travel the country trying to bring that awareness on stages, in classrooms, hospitals, and on my TH-cam channel, so I get excited when I see other advocates. 💙❤
Use ImmaterialAI and find out, you'll see with it that depression is just a belief, unprovable at a fundamental level
Not matter what I do, no matter what I say to I can’t be happy. Whenever I tell myself “I am happy!” All I do is cry after because I know how much of a lie it is. At this point I really don’t know how to fix this.
Happiness is always a choice, don't fake how you feel at the moment but you can choose whether you let your dark cloud consume you or not
@@ARINOXMUSIC No happiness isn't a choice, if it was then no one would be despressed. You can't choose your emotions.
@@SH-fz9dy I disagree we have dark days and we have happy days...if u can't acknowledge both then I'm sorry u gonna have to accept it eventually
@@ARINOXMUSIC it's not a choice what kind of day you have
@@SH-fz9dy look dude no matter what if we can't agree with each other as I still stick to my decision.... Let's just show love and respect to each other , at the end of the day we all have different views due to experience
Y’all ever feel like you’ll never be able to provide and do good at any thing so you don’t think you’ll really be alive long enough to get there?
Yes.
Im mentioning this because of the beginning scenario: As diagnosed with major depressive disorder, I can’t help but really enjoy and am fascinated with depressive movies, books, music, etc. Idk why. I like to think a lot. So I like to think deeply of these kinds of books and movies, look for hidden messages. Sometimes I can be triggered, but rarely am I. Some people don’t like sad books or movies. I tend to notice these are the very optimistic people, more happier, usually extroverts. They thrive on good feelings and happy thoughts/ideas. These kind of movies or books or music can drain them, and put them out of their comfort zone. I feel sad a lot, but I use these movies and books not to make myself feel even more sad, but to let myself think, contemplate. Honestly, books or movies with sadder endings are better quality in my opinion. Probably because I like a movie to have a more realistic ending, and in my life sadness has always been the more realistic end. I expect the worse. That’s who I am. I’m not saying that everyone is like this, happy people don’t like sad, and sad people like sadness. No, I’m not saying this. This is just from my personal experience in life and the people I know and who I am. Sorry for the rant, I just think a lot ;)
maybe youre romanticising depression to an unhealthy point
I like reading this because i feel the same too i tend to think a lot and so deeply sometimes it’s tiring but i got to satisfy myself, hey you don’t need to apologise, it’s not your fault, i think it’s a good thing that you embrace your emotions, because sometimes the best thing to do is finding things that can relate with us, apparently there is so little people that would understand the rough situation we’re going through, i have mdd too, it’s hard sometimes but you know take things slow and accepting yourself is the best kind of love i did to myself, so don’t stop thinking love ❤️
I hate it and feel a bit down whenever someone laugh on my thoughts, I know im overthinking sometimes but my evaluations have its points you knoww
Depression isn’t feeling “sad”, it’s feeling NOTHING AT ALL AND BEING NUMB TO ANY AND EVERYTHING!
So being numb to physical pain is depression?
Coffee no but being numb is why people often cut themselves just to feel something.
That's a part, dont say all. It's more complicated then that.
it's different for everyone, some people are sad all the time okay?
It is. being really sad
I am really grateful to *mistress Celine* for helping me pass through depression , you are the best
My mom told me I need to go to a doctor and take medication because she sees the change in me. I often have mood swings as well and I been battling depression for years.
I am really grateful to *mistress Celine* for helping me pass through depression , you are the best
Had depression since I was 8 and the symptoms might have actually started showing up before then. I am starting to recover and will get some consoling soon, and next year, I will finally separate from the person responsible for why I haven't been able to cure it. I am 17 and will be 18 by then, meaning that I have had depression for almost 10 years now. Hopefully, I will be able to start living once college starts, since those holding me back won't be there anymore.
I am really grateful to *mistress Celine* for helping me pass through depression , you are the best
I need to talk to someone, I don’t feel well
Yes love talk I'm all ears
I’m thinking of death. I don’t go to gym anymore and I don’t feel happy when I go out like I used to. Now my favorite thing to do is laying down and stare at nothing for hours. I feel weak and I don’t want to see anyone. People don’t give a minor shit about others feelings.
@@AG-mg9zc I'm so sorry to hear that sweety and you know what I was in the same boat about two months ago a state of feeling "nothing" and the most scariest part is that you have no control over it, you wish you can change how you feel but something is imprisoning your mind and soul and you can't escape, the answer? Jesus, he says he is closer to the broken hearted, you don't have to remain numb to life, Jesus bought you a new one Please search Jesus culture, Kari jobe ,they are my favorite worship artist and sing your heart out, sing your depression out, for God sake sing the "nothingness" out ! love u
@@AG-mg9zc I'm praying for you rn
Obviously there are situational factors that contribute to depression but the biggest reason for depression and anxiety that hovers over you like a shadow that wont go away, is nutrition and lack of Vitamin D (sun). What and WHEN (Fasting) you eat. Trust me, I suffered for years with severe depression. Only with research and eating whole, good foods (doesn't matter what it is per say, just it's nutritional value and how much). Chicken, jasmine or brown rice and broccoli with a VITAMIN D supplement for a month straight will remove your depression I promise you. I share this with people suffering. IT WORKS.
Currently trying do improve my life: moving out and working my job. But i have the feeling nothing matters and I can't keep focus or be motivated. Feels like it doesn't matter and it doesn't bring me joy.
you can adopt a cat , they do help a little 😺
In my whole life, this is the lowest I’ve ever been... brain just keeps overthinking and I cannot sleep... just keep crying silently to myself... I spaz sometimes and randomly hit myself... sometimes feel so weak can barely move my body... people always say it will get better, but when that better does not come I guess that is the point when people end it
My formal diagnosis of major depression is on its way via clinical & forensic psychologist ....I’m so happy 😁
When it was hard for me to cope with life, my best friend told me that I was just being a victim and making excuses for not doing better.
ah she’s/ he’s a bit of a shit best friend then
At this point i’m forgetting what it was ever like to be happy
Hey, do you need someone to talk to? I'm here for you if you want to talk about it.
Hello, thank you for telling us this. I'm honestly, I have never had depression or anxiety. So I never experienced this.
-From what you've telled in the video, It sounds really bad and I feel bad for the other people that did have that or have.
Atypical depression, I think I've had In my life. I was sad all the time and sometimes I have got a huge appetite or just changed my mood to make the others comfortable.I have never taught of suicide.
Everyone one time has a type of depression. You cannot be happy all the time.
-We, the humans cannot end our lives. Cause we're not the person that gave birth to us and bring It pain nine months.(depends) I once asked my mom what Is depression and why people kill themselves. She just told me'Because they're weak and cannot pass an chapter from our lives'. I do not think that persons with depression are weak.I just think they're sad.
Thank you for making this video, this clip Is a huge source of information.
Very informative and explained in a way easily understood. Thank you from a psych student :)
I feel like a prisoner, I would give anything, anything at all, just to be able to sincerely say "I'm free".
Edit:the worst part about depression is how it makes you hate yourself, and believe that the problems in your life were caused by you, and that people would be better off if you werent around.
Imagine...seeing depression as rain but instead of being outside letting it all get on you imagine being inside your house looking out the window seeing it...you know it’s there...but your not gonna let it get to you ✊
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This is my first year of feeling depressed and it really hurts especially if people don’t understand you... I’ve had a rough childhood with no parents and no place I can call home...it makes me feel like what’s the point of living,lost and alone...we are y’all truly on the same boat 🚣♀️ so we really need each other’s support...
The reason some people are depressed is that they see how their societies has become a sick place
Wrong.
@@Memeshi noticing these things won't make you depressed, living them will, no?
I totally agree society in general is evil, I don’t trust anyone anymore, people are out for theirselves and more greedy and narcissistic than ever!
Humans are just barbaric, we're going to destroy ourselves
xenlee stars ignorance is bliss.
Depression is a sign of strength if you csn het true depression then you csn go true anything its trying to tell you to basically do something with your life its tough it really is i hope everyone finds love and peace in this world and ive respect for every human being in the world ❤
Am a depression suffrer...evetybody dont know what mental pain is...as yrs went on wid my illness ...my family members say if i can eat..can drive ...wt u keep on saying..but wts inside d depression mind gng no one knows..my kids are away frm me ...my hubby got seprated..i miss my kids..the day i cant forget when my hubby was showing inconsistent attitude and i was becoming tensed ..in turn severe anxiety attack happnd and after few days i went into depression badly....wish everyone a sound mental health..
I love you don’t worry things will get better
Signs of depression (studied by more than 5 scientists.)
1.Suicidal thoughts (If you have this you should REALLY consider on talking to a therapist.)
2:Doing your hobbies more often/listening to music more often
3.Losing your intrests in playing with friends of what you usually do.
4.Changes lifestyles (example:sleeping more often)
5.Starting to do other things you rarely do like working out.
6.Losing stamina/energy.
7Seeing self image as a joke
8.A feeling of hopelessness.
Anyone reading this comment, you do matter, you are wonderful they just dont see it. Keep being yourself cause you are wonderful and beautiful. You dont have to change anything about yourself because youre perfect the way you are and i wouldnt wanna see you sad so smile❤
Since a kid I dreamed about going into the military working as a logistic technician. Researching all the branches to see what they have. Graduated from middle school enrolled in junior reserved officer training corps aka JROTC. Learned all basics of leadership and military structures. Moments after graduation enrolled in community college which I was almost successful; didn’t work out since I didn’t have the money to move onto the next semester. Tried to join the military but my parents didn’t want me to join. Applied to over 200 jobs, no call backs and 2 rejections. Now I sell drugs to the community which I am able to pay off rent and car notes etc.
04:24AM, Philippines -- Just can't sleep anymore. This past few days its been really hard. Even in my own dreams, it is still sadness that is what I can vividly see through the pictures. I don't know what to do anymore. My body says, "fight..." but my mind says, "die". But yeah, I hope everyone whose shoe that is same as I am will get through one day. *_I love you guys_* . Hold on. We can do it.
Basically just got diagnosed with this, and is now the reason I'm going to lose my job. Yay it sure helps the mood.
My family never treated me right in my entire life...
Though having family members not care or act insensitive and bad towards another. Is very awful and I dont wish to undermine such.. You are highly valued, more then you know.
This depression topics have helped me a lot because I learnt that depression is more common in women than men
Plz help.. these days i cant sleep i just remember the past n people who hated or talked bad about me...sometimes i just strt crying i cant understand the reason for crying...
Same for me, I’ve tried so hard to always be good to other people but looking back most people have treated me like garbage! Family, friends and people I worked with, I feel totally alone! I have my fiancé but he works all the time I spend most of my time alone. Depression is hell, I manage to keep a part time job but I am tired all the time! It all feels hopeless! Atleast my pets bring me happiness and playing guitar helps me stay sane!
ningthou ja j me too I cant remember the last time I felt happiness at all I always cry in the morning about it I’m crying right now I can never sleep my dad is never there for me when I need it he always blames stuff on me he loves his fiancé and dog more than his daughter!! It’s just stuck in my head I can’t stop thinking about it...
I’m to scared to tell my family about my depression cause I fell like they won’t believe me..
improve your diet it will help
I have, clinical depression, severe repeating episodes of major depressive disorder without psychotic symptoms (I havent noticed any psychotic symptoms yet but I'm now 20 and now its starting to mature to it's full form), general anxiety disorder, panic disorder, and depersonalization and derelization disorder. I just got out of inpatient therapy for being suicidal and having a SEVERE panic attack, and now I'm feeling better than ever before. I may be on a lot SSRI's, mood stabilizers and anti psychotics, but it's like my entire life flipped upside down and I feel 'normal' again. What I'm trying to get at is that there is always light at the end of tunnel and never give up, you always have something to fight for even if you don't see it right now. If you have medication, never stop taking it. If you have a therapist, never stop going.
To people who know someone who is majorly depressed/suicidal.
If you know they have the means to commit suicide, and talk about suicide then DONT DO NOTHING AND DONT BE SCARED TO CALL FOR HELP IT MAY SAVE THEIR LIFE. Talk to them, talk to their parents, talk to ANYONE, do EVERYTHING in your power to get them to a safe place like partial hospitalization therapy in inpatient therapy. Without being pushed into inpatient therapy I would've committed suicide.
Once again, thank you. You guys are a great resource for students.
I've been diagnosed with Major Depressive Disorder... but instead of helping me people keep telling me to stop being sad, lazy, and start being responsible. I've been contemplating suicide everyday, but I'm trying to be happy and I'm trying to be better but I just can't feel anything.
Don't be too worried about what other people say. They have no way of understanding. Just try to help yourself to get better through research and trial and error.
I was diagnosed with depression and generalised anxiety disorder since I was 13. My parents dont approve of medication so i was without any medication until i moved out of home at 25. My parents never believed I have any mental disability, still don't. I attempted suicide numerous times, most recent was 3 weeks ago and long story short, I survived.. The last 2 days I've spent most of the time in bed, fatigued. Constantly exhausted from anxiety and numb from stress.. It fks up your life.
clinical depression is not a joke. i take Sertralin and Doxepin to feel "normal", but its still the first of many steps to overcome clinical depression
I meet all factors but a few, but for some reason smiling and laughing with “friends” comes so easy to me now. I have justified reasons to feel the way I do, but at the same time I don’t know what’s really wrong inside. substance use isn’t helping me anymore, it’s just more of a chore now. I don’t know what to do
Great timing during these days !!!!
Marvellous
yes - with 2 LL's
Thank you for you’re excellent presentation of the MCD.
It has been quite helpful.
Your drawings are very helpful too.
Thank you 😊
the fact that when i was kid i was bullied and never really had friends but i somehow always learned to keep it inside bottled up like a ticking time bomb, amazes me bcz now i just break out crying when my mind submerges into millions of thoughts of how utterly useless and irrelevant i am in this world and how happiness is only a dream i haven’t felt genuinely happy in a long time only when i drink or im high, i hate that this is the only way to make me feel happy. My confidence was skewed when i was kid now i’m just a shell of what i can be. I starved myself not because i wanted to but i never got the feeling of hunger, i lost 15 lbs in 2 weeks, my ears would pop, eye twitch, couldn’t sleep, anxiety attacks destroyed my heart and mind it made me feel like the smallest being in the world, now i feel lost
You aren't useless and irrelevant.
I never knew what depression was until I was tripping on acid one night really feeling hopeless during the end, and I was very curious why I felt like it for no reason, looking around and found a lot of the melancholic depression symptoms were very relatable, like very I had every single symptom pretty much, sad to know that I still haven't been told by anyone for 8 years of feeling like that, 18 now
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I was wrongly diagnosed BIpolar = Depression & Borderline personalities
I am actually a unipolar - Clinical Depression and I've been taking antidepressant and feeling much better now
I’ve been battling this for a number of years Now it seems to be getting harder now more than ever. I think everything I do is rubbish and can’t look at myself in the mirror. But I’m still going and I’ve been writing songs about my life and feelings. Feel free to check them out and I hope it helps somehow to know that you and I are not alone. Even if it feels like it. Kindness is what will set us free
I know the feeling and it isn’t easy but we have to move through it. Keep pushing through!
I have this disorder I've had it years . I wish I understood my condition. For example I've woke up today , nothing has happened last night but wow I'm very low this morning. Sometimes I feel worse because I don't even know what brings me down
I want to say something...
(This is really long)
I think I have depression or I'm faking it or tricking myself that I have it. I don't want to say that I definitely have it because someone in the world could really have it. I first started to get depressing around 13 I think I'm not completely sure. I'm 18 now about to turn 19 in January 2020 and I'm unemployed at the moment. I don't know what I want to do in life when I was in my senior year in high school a bunch of teachers and family members and friends are asking me what I want to do after high school. I always told them "I don't know" I was always unsure of what to say I've always thought about it hard and never came up with an answer. I always tell myself that I'm worthless, I'm nothing, I don't want to live this life anymore, I'm ugly, I'm fat, and no one likes me.. but I know that's not true I have a couple of friends that I like and I know they like me back so why do I always say to myself "Their laughing at you, they don't want to be with you, YOU'RE BEING SUCH AN ASSHOLE TO THEM!" I always think that they're not really my friends but I know they are and yet in my head I think I'm a terrible person to them. Whatever I do I just think that I'm doing this wrong or I shouldn't be here. I don't have any confidence in myself I try meeting girls online and date online because I can type differently online then in real life. I'm pathetic I know. I don't try to meet girls at my school I would be too frightened to do anything like that but online I'm a little bit more comfortable. I know I need to leave my comfort zone I've been told that a million times but yet I just can't do it... there was this one relationship that was very special to me her name was Alecs (like Alex) and she was such a beautiful, kind, funny, and smart person. I can say without a doubt that I loved her and I would genuinely be happy with her even if it was online. We would facetime a lot with each other and just be dumb and fun heh. I was honestly happy that I met her but it ended for about a year.. One day she was just "tired of me" like we run our course and that REALLY broke me. I was shocked, she said to me that she was tired of just texting someone online and not actually being there in person. We were originally planning to meet each other one day (I'm in California and she was in Arizona) we even talked about marriage one day when we get older and it's just... gone now. That devastated me, I would not pay attention in class, I've stopped seeing all my friends, I would stay in my room all day for awhile. I really loved her and she was so kind so her saying all this shocked me I guess she couldn't wait that long... I still think about her to this day and I wish I could at least be friends with her but she just stopped talking to me completely. I still miss her and I wish things ended differently. I haven't been in a relationship since then and that was in my Junior year into high school. Since then I've been either so depressed or just okay. All of this sounds like depression to me but I don't want to say that I do have because I'm not so sure anymore I just want everything to stop I don't care about myself anymore... I'm too scared to hurt myself and I don't tell anyone that I'm feeling down or sad because I just try to make their days better and avoid telling about my day. Whenever I see someone having a rough time I go help them instead of helping myself and that's a huge problem for me.
I honestly didn't plan to write any of this stupid nonsense but if anyone read through all of my stupid problems thank you for reading and I hope you have a great day and always help someone in need or feeling down. Goodbye.
@Heartslove 3 I thank you and I know God loves everyone I don't typically go towards God first when I'm going through a problem but everyone is different.
@Heartslove 3 I mean no one's stopping you heh.
@Heartslove 3 Well I'm not that religious to be perfectly honest but I don't want to disrespect you in any way so I think I would like a prayer if that's okay with you of course.
@Heartslove 3 Okay and thank you.
BlackBlood I hope you recover from your depression... I feel like your actually a really good hearted person whose gone through so many bad phases in life which has broken you. You said you try to help people who are depressed which is especially why I want to help you... but I don’t think I can. My 14 year old advice/wisdom to you is *“Don’t cut your skin, it’s not paper. Don’t judge yourself, your not a book. And don’t end your life, it isn’t a movie.”* You have so much time, you’re only 18! Go to college, study hard, get a job, and try to live your life! If you decide to stay at home hoping that your life would get better it really won’t...
Its so so difficult dealing with this and dealing with lifes normal dramas and the social stigma etc its an absolute beast of a condition even after 25yrs....im better than i was but not as i would like to be.
Throughout high school I kept having Depressive Episodes which would last like 3 weeks, but I never expected to have MDD. I consider myself a cheerful person so I always thought I had concussions from sports even though I never hit my head. My parents didn’t believe in depression so I never went to the doctor until this last semester and that’s when I was diagnosed. I am on meds and have therapy. I am a senior now and I wish I would’ve known earlier on because my GPA is kind of low because I never got accommodations for MDD. :(
They should do sit-ups where the upper part of the abdomen is worked, with the legs raised and trying to touch the feet with the hands and its variants that work the upper part of the abdomen, they will see improvements quickly. That upper abdominal exercise will take away your depression and anxiety, it will also heal your mind.
2021 was the hardest, darkest time of my life. I was physically, emotionally, mentally, spiritually BROKEN. But now I feel genuinely GRATEFUL and BLESSED that I had to go through that phase because GOD has graciously REVEALED Himself to me in miraculous ways. I am fortunate that He allowed me to know Him at a very young age, but this year is so much SPECIAL because of what WE (yes, GOD and me) have been through last year. He showed me how POWERFUL prayers truly are when I started to focus on WHO HE IS rather than who I am, on WHAT HE CAN DO rather than what I deserve. The experience was MAGICAL. He showed up BIG TIME and assured me that HE is indeed a LISTENING and RESPONDING GOD. Oh how my faith has skyrocketed as a result! Now more than ever, I have very bright HOPE for my future because I experienced first hand how RELIABLE God is. And for that I will forever be grateful. GLORY BE TO GOD, MY EVER FAITHFUL FATHER. ♥️♥️♥️
To everyone who's struggling right now, please know that GOD LOVES YOU. He wants to help you and give you peace. Please surrender your burdens to Him and allow Him to move in your life.
"Because he loves Me,” says the Lord, “I will rescue him; I will protect him, for he acknowledges My Name. He will call on Me, and I will answer him; I will be with him in trouble, I will deliver him and honor him." (Psalm 91:14-15)
Please hold on to this bible verse because WHATEVER GOD SAYS, HE FULFILLS. ✝️
Amen, so true! Keep sharing with the world! God bless!
Before depression I used to cry after depression I couldn't even cry I felt dead inside
Hi Sara, how are you feeling today? Hope you are well
@@moodboosters1019 Iam on escitalopram now and my depression and panic attacks are gone
Thank God Iam doing well now
@@sarayasser9089 🙌🙌🙌💛 so glad you found something that works for you
@@moodboosters1019 Thanks ❤🥰
Going through this, It's effecting everything In my life for the worse. My healthy anxiety/panic disorder Is messing me also. Idk what to do to get rid of It all can't really travel to a psychiatrist
I kind of have depression but kind of not because I always see myself in my head in the future and see myself as being a nobody. I'm constantly scared of me dying without anyone knowing my name. It's like a sense of hopelessness and I feel sick because of it. 😢
I can't stand it anymore..i am so much in pain both physically and emotionally
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I have this combination of feelings that makes me feel like suicide would be preferable to living because every day is suffering but at the same time I'm extremely afraid of dying and I have severe health anxiety issues.
I have severe depression and haven't taken meds in 7 yrs there is hope but life always has stuggles
Yeah I was gonna say, have you been diagnosed or is this your own self "professional" diagnosis.
I have clinical depression & without my meds I can not make it through life.
I’m on 4 meds & I hate it but without them I feel so sad, yet numb, empty, yet my body feels so heavy as if I’m forced to drag it around...I just want to crawl out of my own
skin.
Sorry bro, but If you have the real deal Holyfield Major Depression.....you wouldn’t make it 7 years off meds.
Diagnosed at 16 im 25 now I'm stable and i know it's there but im happy comfortable and have not let it bring me down
I'm more mentally stable enough to deal with hardships and still be happy but that's just the way I've worked on myself
@@GreatMindsSeekTruth zoloft ceriquil trazadome and i forgot the other i took when i had them But no the issue here is we don't know one here knows me enough to know anything
Depression kept me down. Had me taking pills, drinking alcohol and multiple suicide attempts. No anti-depressant worked and I resolved to existing until I finally get to die. It doesn't have to be this way for anyone. We suffer from depression because we had instilled into our thinking that we have to look a certain way and have certain things and make so much money but that isn't what life is about. We have to relearn life so we can remove the beliefs that others lived by. My mother and father always struggled for money, I grew up always feeling like there were always going to be things that will be unattainable for me. With that type of thinking, of course I wasn't going to get those things. I was overweight and got made fun of then I became anorexic and bulemic... From 15years of age until last year When I turned 53. That's a long time to live trying to please the world around me. Live life finding the beauty in yourself and your surroundings and know your importance. As there is light darkness also is, therefore understand that there is another side to depression that is NOT depression. If you look for sadness, disparity, financial lacking or something in the negative aspect you will always find it and depression is good at finding and holding you in it's grip so in knowing this you HAVE to know that the opposite is attainable also. Instead of looking for and finding the bad things, seek out the good. Before you know it you will be surrounded by the good. There will always be things that make you sad, hurt or angry but only YOU hold the key as to how you take in the information and react upon it. I love you and hope that you too will feel better about life and focus on the good because if you look around, there is beauty,love,and abundance of peace everywhere 💜☮️☯️🦋🌹
people who engage in flow activities are happier than those who engage in activities that pose too little or too much challenge for their skill. people can increase their overall happiness by learning to engage in flow activities. positive activity intervention also lead to subsequent increases in well-being.
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Yep. Exercise doesn't mean you have to train for the Boston Marathon. I've seen people who, when told to exercise, ran out and joined the local gym, ran marathons, and the like. It's an over-response to a mere suggestion, and may be a symptom of a type of depression.
I battle clinical depression since 2005 when I was just 17... my mother died and I don't have any friends. I lack support and I battle on my own... living is exhausting 😣 Sometimes I wonder, is it really worth to keep fighting, for what? Why? I don't have a husband, kid, something to give me a meaning for this live... it's been 15 years of struggle... sometimes it saddens me to think that I've spent my youth in tears and isolation... it's tough... oh life... I've lost my faight in everything... I'm just on survival mode eat, cry, work sleep... no pleasure no any good vibration, almost like a robot... I barely even sleep sometimes so i suffer double... oh.. so tough...
Great video, I really wish you all the best and recovery.
I am praying for you dear friend. Went through years of anxiety and depression myself. I left the workforce due to panic attacks and stress. I know how you feel. Always remember, Jesus loves you deeply and passionately no matter what you're feeling or going through. Call upon His name when things get dark. Ask Him to take over and take control. He will... I'm living proof. Please take care of yourself.
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~depressed
~lonely
~have no friends
~tired
~i feel worthless/useless
~hopelessness
~not seeming to care about anything
~😞
You are:
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~loved with an everlasting love
~loved immensely before you were even born
~a precious and rare gemstone
~a masterpiece of God's creation
~gifted in a way that no one else can claim
~only moments away from a true and living hope
~alive this very day because someone else isn't
~awaiting a brand new life that will blow you away
You see my friend, I've been exactly where you are right now; hopeless, depressed, suicidal. alcoholic, and the list goes on. Your answer does not lie within yourself, nor does it for me. It comes from above. God loves you so incredibly much He sent His own Son to give His life for you. That's the truth. Invite Jesus Christ into your life my friend, and do so today. Let Him take over and change you. Know that He very much wants to hear from you. Please take care.
Same
Its crazy i feel the same way and I have friends that care about me and are great but the feelings don't go away...
“Life isn’t enjoyable” is a gross understatement of the feelings that depressed people are plagued by 24/7 of their lives.
Obviously there are situational factors that contribute to depression but the biggest reason for depression and anxiety that hovers over you like a shadow that wont go away, is nutrition and lack of Vitamin D (sun). What and WHEN (Fasting) you eat. Trust me, I suffered for years with severe depression. Only with research and eating whole, good foods (doesn't matter what it is per say, just it's nutritional value and how much). Chicken, jasmine or brown rice and broccoli with a VITAMIN D supplement for a month straight will remove your depression I promise you. I share this with people suffering. IT WORKS.
I'm fairly wealthy and have an excellent job at 24 but I suffered HARD depression after moving out on my own because I wasn't eating right. I'd smash burgers, pizza mcdonalds with the boys, drink all the time, smoke weed etc. I'm not fat, in fact I'm very fit and would consider myself good looking (narcissistic comment but proving a point) but I was still the saddest guy in the room. I'm not saying go on a diet, because DON'T. I'm just saying eat WHOLE foods that aren't caked with sugar (copious amounts of sugar seriously messes you up and makes you addicted, similar to heroin), and when you don't get your sugar fix, you start to feel symptoms of depression immediately. It's a drag and pull effect (similar to bipolar mood swings).
Guys, you are seeing the world through a vale and it isn't REAL. Your mind is brilliant and is feeling a type of way for a reason. We all have problems that can alter our moods, making us sad etc but depression is completely different. Fix your nutrition, get vitamin D everyday and your depression will completely VANISH, if not be 99% better. Please trust me and research this and be consistent until you start to feel amazing. I want everyone to be happy and live with purpose, start with this. We suffer ON PURPOSE. The system is designed to keep us ill, and brainwashed. We are taught to eat like and we become addicted to these shitty foods, making us sick, making the government money. It's a cycle. Start with food and you will feel alive again. Peace.
aschaning true! I’ve had several episodes of depression for almost my whole life, but just recently got a professional diagnosis. My therapist recommended meds but I refused so we compromised to try alternatives for a month. So far I’ve been feeling better. I’m more conscious now on what I eat, the vitamins needed, and I get at least 10mins of sunlight everyday plus 30mins exercise. I still have those “bad” moments but I choose to fight it. Just this time when I get better I’ll continue this kind of lifestyle! And hope for the best :P
You’re an idiot do you think people with depression haven’t tried eating healthily etc?? Drugs can cause clinical depression that nothing seems to fix
My elder sister is suffering from Depressive Disorder. I tried so many medicines but non affective . Then I checked Prozac (Fluoxetine) from theonlinemedicine and used it. The medicine is very effective and almost 90% of my problem solved.
Great video fam helped me alot although I don't have depression but I learned alot from this video
Going through this since I was 8. Honestly had a terrible time after that and hidden mental trauma and sexual trauma, prior to that before the age of 8. Doesn't help that all the women in my family especially my mom and her twin. WmWE ALSO HAVE A BAD HABIT FOR SWEETS. they help my brain release a high amount of tension. Just please don't let your doctors give you something if its a gamble. Unfortunatley a lot are funcioning. My firsr doctor asked me if I have suicidal thought, truth I don't but I told her if a bus comes by I'd take my time crossing. Fluoride really hurt my brain. Find a hobby. Not everybody beats depression. Regardless THERE ARE THOSE WHO WANT TO HELP YOU. I have faith in my self and in you 💛💙💜💚❤
A lot of my depression is environmental, growing up around domestic violence, loser dad, mentally ill mom (who was molested as a child). I feel like with the genetic aspect, Darwin’s theory comes into play, if generations have dealt with trauma the brain/body adapts to it and mutates the genes.
I have the same environmental conditions! I hope u are well! We got this.
Whatever life you have, try to live it as if you won't be there tomorrow. Don't look ahead and say "When it will be". We live in the present, not the future. Problems and difficulties are there to help us grow up, that is, to see a different world tomorrow compared to the one we see today. Even if there isn't a shred of hope, even though everything is falling apart and we won't have another chance to go back to the time when everything was fine, let's be a light in the darkness and try to shine as much time as possible, no one can take away our happiness.
Is it possible to have depression and the phobia of death at the same time? Because i always think of killing myself when something bad happens but i never do because i don't want to die. My mind is like "I feel so worthless,i don't think my family needs me" but then is like "But i don't want to die yet because i don't know what happens in the afterlife"
It's possible. That's how I feel.
Exactly how I feel
I don’t want to self diagnose but currently, I’m just so tired of everything. All the symptoms shown here is exactly what I do. I want to tell my parents to get me some help but we can’t afford one or just to ask for help is just out of reach for me. I been feeling like these since I was 14, suicidal, wanting to end all.
I try hiding my depression ...then I just hide.
I AM IN DEPRESSION LEVELS SO HIGH I AM INVITED TO A PSYCHOLOGY LAB FOR A LIVE CREMATION!
depression is like being alive while dead inside