Difficult People Slip Away

I continue to sit because of a contract I signed
I feel your breath and acknowledge
The measure in which you feel mine
But that's really all you can do, is make me laugh
Tears falling through intersections
Gold wrapped in silver in more gold
You'd hear my yells and you'd hear my voice
But never my words
Because they'll make you sob
And I still hear you crying without me
You know I hate guilt
You know I hate regret
I never feel guilt
And I never feel regret
I'll never hear honesty while I sleep with you
Which makes me the angriest person
Possible
And I still see you crying without me, without me