the hardest thing i've ever done | episode one
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- เผยแพร่เมื่อ 13 ก.ค. 2023
- Episode 1 of 6 chats where I discuss things I'm deeply wrestling with, and perhaps you are too. Tune in every Friday. Get 10% off your first month at BetterHelp here: betterhelp.com/kaiti
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LOL ILY U GUYS
It's so cool to see you mentioning your faith more. Relevant topics, real experience, and faith-based perspective?? So good! This is exactly what I needed; thank you
I'm so glad this resonates, it really encourages me to keep going.
i love the forgiving before confronting thing u said i wanna start practicing that
Hey debs!!
Hey deb!!❤
deb, hey girl!
thank you so much for your vulnerability. i relate a lot of the things you've said. keeping family drama in the family but it's hard when it's weighing on you and you can't talk to anyone outside of it. i also get triggered by yelling and being back home for the summer is soo hard. I truly appreciate the tip :)!
You got this. Everything is temporary, even the hard parts of life!
Meaning of Marriage by Tim Keller is one of my favorite books of all time. SO GOOD.
It hits me so hard that sometimes a paragraph is enough for one night LOL
My now husband and I read that! ❤
Having four family members sharing that small space with you would be a lot
QUEEEN. just absolute slay. I'm a Christian too and I just LOVE your videos. The humour, the raw-ness, the honesty, the truth and beauty you share
When someone hurts me, I don’t confront them, I don’t forgive them. I need therapy but I’m a broke college student.
can’t wait for this series and I really admire that you can put emotions on the internet it reminds others they aren’t alone 🤍
thank you so much for tuning in
for someone who comes from a chinese family this is so relatable and raw. thank you for sharing, can’t wait to see the rest!❤
I'm so glad you feel seen, Jessie!!!
okay so… I love this. I relate to so much of what you’ve said in this video (also don’t we love it when the sermon hits incredibly close to home and calls us out) and it’s so invigorating to know that other people go through similar struggles and experiences. Excited for this series!!
Thanks so much, Naomi!! We're all in this together.
That laugh at 1:21 is the exact laugh I do when I think of my family's trauma
hahaha oh the different variations of laughs
so proud of u bae i needed this
Love this series already! I love how you’re mentioning your faith more. Thank you for sharing!
Thank YOU for listening!
Not me listening to all this and getting convicted :') it's so difficult to forgive especially when the other person doesn't even acknowledge they did anything wrong. But thanks Kaiti. God does speak through unexpected people and places
God's conviction is strong but gentle, don't listen to any condemning thoughts!!! I agree, it's very hard, but with God everything is possibleeeee
@@KaitiYoo amen!
this was SO NEEDED!! i’ve been praying for guidance on what i’m supposed to do with my family and the hurt that’s swirling between us, and i think God’s definitely answering me with this video 💕you’re doing hard but GOOD work, Kaiti 💪🏼
kaiti holy shit i empathize with this so much, my family is so dysfunctional and the things u were saying i related to so much (i’m also korean american too goddamn, the yelling). so i 100% know the feeling of wanting to punch them the moment u see them, i can’t imagine living with them under your roof. i hope you’re doing better❤️
I truly pray people watching your videos can be moved by your vulnerability 🫂♥️ The Lord is clearly working in and through you and it’s a beautiful journey to watch sister 🥹✨ So much love for you! Keeping being with Him! That’s what it’s all about~
There's this instance in Kpop where you discover the kpop song or group on the moment where you most need it. This is totally what's happened right now, Kaiti. I've been your subscriber since early 2021 and I've discovered your channel on the moments I've wanted to make my own channel as well and your videos definitely helped me! And this time, this video of yours that's been uploaded 4 months ago... I've just watched it right now without any idea what you're going to talk about and hell yeah, it's exactly what I wanted to hear. I've been dealing with this resentment I have for my family for yeeeears now and you opening up about your family problems totally helps me right now to clear my mind and realize things. THANK YOU, KAITI! I only subscribe to a couple of TH-camrs and I'm so happy that I found you!
Kaiti loovee you for making these and im so proud of you!! Heres to healing! Its kinda crazy how you dropped this series as I started therapy
your videos are so amazing, as someone who struggles a lot with mental issues, your videos honestly help a lot. dont forget that ur an amazing human being
while unrelated to the specifics, the overall topic of forgiveness hits me hard today of all days. really needed this and it just came at the right time, thank u! will tune in for next week's ep!
amazing as always. loving how vulnerable you continue to be and so so excited to see what’s next. 👏🏽👏🏽 to your ability to speak about your faith on your platform, it’s not easy!
thank you for everything kaiti, you make so many people happy with your humor and honesty and honestly just everything. You're such a fantastic person and deserve every good thing that's ever happened to you.
This is so brave of you to share. Forgiving requires an insane amount of strength, but it’s truly freeing once you do it. I’m so proud of you & wish you a healthy journey 🤍
i can't tell you how much i needed to hear this!!! as the eldest child who's trying to help herself and her siblings overcome family trauma, thank you for making me feel seen
I’m so thankful you shared your story! I went through something similar with my family growing up; ended up sharing all of THAT in my testimony, at my baptism in front of everyone, including my parents 😅 It is such a process coming to acceptance and forgiveness, especially when it comes to your family. I’ve found that God has really used that to grow me and I know that it’s having a positive impact on my family, slowly but surely! Excited for you and what’s to come 🤍
so true! thank you for sharing kaiti💗 your vulnerability is encouraging and I love that you're sharing more of your faith!
This resonated with me on a deep level. Forgiveness towards family has been in the forefront of my life for the last few years and this was so encouraging to hear - thanks, girl! Many blessings upon your sweet sweet head 😁✨️
im already obsessed with the series thank u so much kt
this resonates so well with me, it's so relatable and I genuinely love this new content, even the religious examples resonate with my personal beliefs and religion, love it!?
love faith based discussions, so proud of u for sharing and wishing the best. thank you
I love yoo Kaiti. Thank you so much for opening up to us and sharing this side of you. It takes a lot of courage to forgive someone, specially yourself… and it’s so nice to know that I am not alone in the hard process of forgiveness.
❤I needed to hear this. I’ve also tended towards this resistance of true forgiveness, and it’s helpful for someone to name it. Thanks, Kaiti.
Thanks for posting this, it made me feel better about my own problems. ❤
As you speak, I’m on an active search for a New Therapist. However, viewing your videos is DEFINITELY buying me a little more time 💜
It’s the fact that I relate so much with this. Especially with the whole forgiveness sermon in church
Man…. This hits hard, especially as someone on the road to forgiveness and working through trauma.
Thank you SO much for this!! I love how real you are, and thank you for bringing your faith into this. Im praying for you and your family. Keep being amazingggg💕💕
this was so honest and relatable, thank you so much for sharing this, because I definitely have been in a similar place with my family, and its comforting knowing others have been in the same place too 🤍
I love listening to your stories, I could listen to you for hours upon hours. You make me feel safe and calm, thank you❤❤
Thank you for sharing this with us, i really admire you for it 😊 i did want to mention though, im really glad you have sponsors but I would encourage you to look into betterhelp- I’ve seen a lot of concerning stuff about both the quality of therapy they provide and also how they treat their therapists
thank you for being so vulnerable about this. I relate to so much of thinking you've forgiven your family and realising you haven't. what you said about your family looking perfect from the outside, and the broken table leg analogy-same. we literally had a broken table leg because my brother was extremely volatile and broke ours lol. this video was truly helpful to me and I appreciate your courage in sharing your journey
Thank YOU for sharing and for listening. Don't lose hope on redemption for your family. I really thought my situation was irredeemable but I see God moving. I'm praying you'll see hope on the horizon soon.
Honestly just can't wait-
Love you kaiti yoo
Kaiti, I love you for this! This is something I’ve been really struggling with recently & I’m safe to say, glad to know someone else is also going through this. Just happy to know I’m not alone.
You are never alone!!!!!!!
Katie honey, you don't know how much your life journey and your video journaling about that journey has been helping me with my life's journey
May you experience the happiness that you deserve 🙌thank you fr
Sending a virtual hug to you and everyone reading 💛💛
so insightful and genuine! thanks for the amazing video~ also def trynna get some Tim Keller books read this summer 😩✊️
Wow wow wow! Forgiveness is life-changing. So proud of you. And morning pages! Also good. That Tim Keller book is fabulous. I forgot about the Forgiveness - confront strategy. Excellent! Thank you ❤
really needed this today. thank you, kaiti.
The video hasn’t even started and I know it’s worth watching cause our kaiti made it 🤭🫶🏼✨
Yoo make my day ❤
I love yoo
@@KaitiYoo AHHAHA YOUR REPLY MEANS SO MUCH AHH
looking forward to this series! Thank you kaiti for sharing
Hi Kaiti, i got my last haircut half a month back. lovee ittt💇♀️
We must not lie and so let me just put it all right here that i am in absolute love with your honesty, vulnerability, perseverance, fashion sense esp accessories, book recommendations, speaking and presenting ability with a sprinkle of humour is all just wholesome coz frankly speaking that's all quite rare.
Really love, respect and admire you and the content on this channel. Sending lots of goodness in your life❤️💟
THANK YOU SO MUCH for loving everything I put out with so much openness!!!!
I love this! We need more honest creators. Thank you for doing what you're doing!
Thank you so much, I really needed this! It was spot on! God bless you!🩷
damn. when you said "i'm waiting for you to slip up," is something i have been realizing this year too. thanks kaiti for this honesty
RIGHT? It's the craziest revelation!!!
This was so helpful and revelational wow Ive never thought of it that way that you meed to forgive before you confront. Love you and thanks for being so raw❤
Fekkkkkk just discovered ur channel and spent all night watching every single one of ur vids ❤
Thank you so much for sharing, Kaiti. I have been feeling the exact same way now that I've graduated and have to stay at home for a few months. I was wondering if this part of my life (my family) is always going to sour my overall tranquility and happiness. Although I still stay in my room most of the time and am disgusted even at the thought of looking at my parents, I'm working on it with my therapist. And I'll definitely discuss what you said here in the video with her.❤
You always have such insightful things share and IM SO PROUD OF YOU 🥹 I 100% relate to the feeling of seeing a relative’s face and wanting to punch them for how they’ve made me feel. I’m working on fixing that (no I’m not LOL), and this video gave me a lot of things to roll around in my brain. Can’t wait for episode 2
You are trying your best and that's what matters lolol
Definitely appreciate this. I needed to hear this.
This is so powerful! We need more of this on TH-cam
I admire your transparency. Thank you for sharing 🤍🤍
Thank YOU for listening
Thank you so much Kaiti! It’s so comforting to watch a fellow sister in Christ, who loves fashion as much as I do ;) , open up about this. God bless you!
Loved this Kaiti!
Thank you for your honesty!🤍
I LOVE THIS VIDEO! Thank you for sharing your life with us
Thank you Robbi for pushing me to do this.
Hope you're doing better girl. Looking forward to this❤️
Thank you!!
Summers with family GIRLLL excited to go back to school fr 🤧😛🫶🏼💖 luv them though
I haven’t been on YT watching for awhile so I’m really thankful I am seeing your new series. I love you for being you and sharing your life what real life is. You’re exactly where you should be to influence others in a good way. Great topic on Forgiveness .. once those walls get broken down I’m sure you relationships with your family members will flourish as I totally encountered the same growing up being youngest in Chinese family & ignored or yelled at & disciplined with feather duster. (Today probably known as child abuse). But as I matured & walked deeper with Christ I realized what true forgiveness was. How can I not forgive others when I have been forgiven. I had a thriving relationship with my parents & siblings after many ups & down. Now to learn how to forgive myself better and faster even at my age.🙃
and she's back, i miss you kaitiiii yoooooo & your vloggg 😢
That message is so good. 💛
Wow, this is such a good message ❤❤ i really needed to hear this. "As soon as somebody wrongs u, forgive them, AFTER you forgive them, then, you tell them what they did wrong." This is so freeing. to forgive and let go of that pain, and then confront. the bible talks a lot about Gods forgiveness and that we need to forgive too. If we dont forgive, how can we expect God to forgive us, because we mess up too, all the time, and Hes Gracious. we are all just humans growing and learning. and God gets that. but man, it can be hard somehow for us humans to forgive others. Jesus always forgave. even when he was on the cross, he said Father forgive them for they do not know what they are doing ❤❤❤.
love this so much
You gave me what I didn’t know I needed! ☺️
This makes me so happy
i really reasonate with this! i was not a huge fan of my parents relationship with each other growing up
wasnt expecting this. SO GOOD
SO GLAD U COULD RESONATE
needed this💕💕 thank you for sharing kaiti!!
thank you for being here
Hi Kaiti! Love & enjoyed this vlog ❤
love uuuu
Thank you Kaiti❤
we lov you kati
This helped me so much!
I love this series!! Love how you're talking about your faith more. You're not alone. Also. Tim Keller taught me so much. So much love to you (*^^*)♡
Crazy how I've journaled a few days ago about forgiveness and wrote how I won't forgive those 2 classmates from middle school for always teasing and harassing me and ruining my mental health for 2 years without a break. And then this video pops up-
I guess I have to reconsider my apporach to dealing with those emotions.
I have a family member that I've needed to forgive that I still communicate with and I have one that I love from a distance. That person is toxic and although I love her dearly, I have come to realize that forgiveness doesn't mean I have to continue to accept the abusive behavior, so I love her from allllllllllll the way over there. Thanks for sharing. My last haircut was about 3 weeks ago, btw. Forgiveness sets us free!
🤯 love these thoughts
Man feeling called all the way out (in the best way tho. I needed to hear this)
WOOHOOOOOOOO
Omg i can relate to this so much
This is helpful for me ❤
YAY im so glad
this is amazing
Kaiti make a podcast !!!
The people will thank you 💞
Hi Kaiti! I can't say how much this video means to me. I definitely have the thing in the family where we aren't supposed to say anything out of the family, and when you brought up the forgiveness part for your family members for the longest time I also wouldn't forgive them and would hang it over their head. So thank you for talking about it :) Can't wait for the next episode!!
I'm so glad, Isabella. Your journey of healing is going to be so exciting!
i was slightly distracted by the shiba plushieeeee 🎉 we have the same ones ❤️
Heyyy Kaiti! My last hair cut was a year ago and i plan on getting another haircut in about a month. I know my hair needs a little more attention... so i'm finally learning to style it after 14 years.
Love your videos! See you next Friday
YAY FOR NEW HAIRCUTS!!! see ya next friday
It takes a lot to talk abt these things with all the second guessing u end up having for what u would give out... Nonetheless, Kaiti, u came thru🥰 Love u!💜
Thank youuu
7 Principles of Making Marriage of Work is also really good!
Ahhh. i love love Love hearing about your faith!!! Jesus is so good 😭💗.
felt kinda attacted with the next episode sad and single 😅
I am glad that this works for you however there are some people and even family members who have done such awful things deliberately that you don’t have to forgive, you don’t have to see them and you don’t have to feel bad about it, it’s fine not to forgive xx
I understand. I'm praying for you and send you love!
thank you so much for sharing this, kaiti. i am going through thisss right now and so this really hits home for me. praying that you and your family will all forgive each other and that you’ll move on from this hurdle ❤️🩹❤️🩹❤️🩹 thanks for sharing your story and learnings with us!! 🫂🫂 we love you!!
thank you for tuning in!!!! thank you for your love!!! don't lose hope, better things are coming!!!
you are a gem 🫶🏼
no uuuu
I just finished this book and it was amazing. I’m about to start Not Yet Married by Marshall Segal❤
It's taking me foreverrrr to get through it because it's filled with so much good stuff!!!