Literal chills. You are a master of your craft and I always look forward to the things you create. Such an amazing video for such a profound song. I can't wait for the day you become a household name. Love how you're one of the few artists these days who create music as an outlet rather than the artists who are chasing fame or money. Keep up the amazing work, your fans love and appreciate you
Two hours ago I had no idea who this man was. Now here I am plowing through his catalog and sharing it with anybody that will listen. Thanks for this fantastic art. Can't wait to hear it all!
I feel like he read my diary. Shout out to the ones who don’t want to live but stay on their toes for the people who would be devastated by their loss.
Right... I was in a dark and hopeless place (Blind Eyed) not even listening to music any more. I started to listen to music again, found Rens music, I got out my guitar and started playing and singing again not letting my disabilities stop me, and I escaped horrific domestic violence and abuse (Jenny's Tale). It is fair to say Ren helped me save my own life. As I ran place to place, hospital to hospital (Chalk Outlines) the music goes on and so do I. Thank you. I am striving for the day that I can play back the favor.
Me too. Because I too, definitely understand that in chaos, madness and sadness - perpetual, there's a kind of peace that comes only with rock bottom & no surprises. I'm not trying to be cute. I'm serious. I'm sorry you have lived it as well.
Had a fallout with my sons mother and we left. We couch surfed, bench wrested until we secured our own dwelling. My four year old and I made it and it was beautiful…….. but deep down I was worried - I was scared of being okay. And I still am.
I simply can't fathom how creative and clever Ren is when composing. He's wildly underrated, and every little detail in his music is out of this world. Thank you for your music genuinely.
Can anyone tell me where I can buy this version of chalk outlines with just their 2 voices and guitar? The one I got off iTunes has a choir singing parts and other instruments. I much prefer the version on here with just them
A week of listening to Ren has utterly broken me, but in a way that I might rebuild stronger than before. Ren (if you happen to see this comment) I want you to know that you've been such a good friend to me this week. Me and countless others. Thanks mate.
I’m a 42 year old gynaecologist from Sweden. Father of two. I’m a fairly boring man. I don’t listen to new music. I have stayed with the bands i liked as a teenager. I found your music via #thefairyvoicemother. Absolutely incredible! I’ve been struggeling with depression and anxiety for years. Trying to stay sober. Your music is fucking with my brain! I JUST CAN’T STOP LISTENING! Yesterday i must’ve listened to Hi Ren at least 20 times and today i decided that i really need to try another of your songs. Unbelieveble! I have now decided that this is my new theme song. It cuts right through my defenses. Best i heard in loong time. Thank You!
Heyohhhh. Just wanted to say "same"...except I'm not a doctor, and I'm not a father, but I am struggling with my mental state, and have listened to "Hi, Ren" more than a few times, myself. Anyways, just wanted to lyk I feel your pain. Sending good vibes and well wishes to u and urs.
how do you feel about a band themed almost entirely around a race of chronically depressed immortal space goblins? if that tickles your fancy i can recommend nekrogoblikon :) start with the many faced of dr hubert malbec. or dont! thats the joys of music. best wishes sir.
Hej! I just found Ren today, sitting in my little house here in Sweden, on this dark, windy night...it's so hard to believe I finally found this music, that feels like soothing salve for the soul and for the wounds of this divided world...
Almost 2 years since i fell down the rabbit hole. Apparently, i was too stunned to comment. Let me change that. This artist takes my breath away is so many ways, i will forever be a fan. Shine on, Ren.
Im 70 and I don’t listen to much contemporary music because it sounds overproduced with embalming fluid. It’s such a joy, and a sense of relief, to see/hear music that is so alive. You’re beautiful, Ren.
12 years working within mental health care, 50 years of bouts of poor mental health. Your songs are such an accurate description of the way that most of us live our lives.
Mental health awareness is so important. This is exactly what we do. We fill our void with drugs or anything that makes us forget for a little while. I mainlined everything from heroin to meth in hopes I would die. I am sober now and have been for 17 months, and I've never felt more empty.
5-HTP might help you (a serotonine precursor, over the counter OTC) or amisulpride (which i find very good, and i tried many antidepressants). Both work without longdays intake. Actually immediately. Most doctors don't know this. If you don't want to take pills try: nature, sports, binaural beats, sunbathing, frequency medicine (e. g. Schuman resonators, Bobs brain Tuner, TDCS). Always be cautious, be it pills or frequency medicine! Wish You the best!
I was on methadone and iv for over 10 years cold turkey 100 Mills side affects hit 7vmonths later ..I'm never felt soh empty either..I miss her soh much only time I feel is when I c our photos...rip ❤
Having just discovered this for myself along with Hi Ren, this speaks to me no other piece of art ever has. I'm 33 and going through a divorce. Pieces of my self are being taken from me and my life is turbulence incarnate. I lost my parents to cancer and a heart attack. With little to no one left, I needed this. I needed a reason to keep going. Thank you Ren. Just, thank you.
You are going to be ok. It doesn’t feel very ok right now, I’m sure, but this Internet stranger is sending you love and strength to help see you through the dark times. May you know you are surrounded by both love and light. Keep your head up, friend. 💜
loneliness is a killer, try and realise you have lot’s of people, random strangers even that will be more than happy to listen to you. i’m here for you bud, don’t be afraid to get in touch :)
For anything bad that comes along brother always remember the three P's: It's not Perversive It's not Permanent It's not Personal We all had our dark days and soon you'll see the light again.
I just found Ren this week with Hi Ren. I've battled depression for most of my life and your music has touched me down to my soul. Then I came across this masterpiece. I can feel all the emotion both of you put into this song. I just hope your music starts to get all the praise it deserves. Chalk Outlines should be a number one hit and performed live on an awards show. I pray for your health Ren and that the world can enjoy your talent for many years to come.
Everybody goes through difficulties. Keep up brother, you're not alone outside there. Talk to people who can listen to you. Open yourself. In the end all of us are winners every day that comes and goes. 🙏
Keep fighting my brother you got this %1000 I believe in you and always will just remember if you feel like you can keep going that there is always and will always be help out there remember you are worth it and that you genuinely are loved
I honestly think he's the best artist in the UK right now. And Chinchilla's voice is a powerhouse of strength, range and has a gorgeous tone to her vocals
American here-and I whole-heartedly believe that he’s easily more talented than any artist in the U.S. that’s been anywhere on the charts in the past several years. He is a once in a century artist. I’m so glad I HAPPENED to come across a clip of an interview of his on TikTok where he mentioned Lyme disease (what I’ve been dealing with all of my 20s, and I’m just months younger than Ren) so I came to TH-cam and am in such awe. Literally at a loss for words even after a few days of his music and messages soaking it in
I never thought I'd have to psych myself up to listen to a song. But when i accidentally came accross "Hi Ren" this morning and it blew my mind i knew I'd have to be feeling strong to listen to this one. Ren, i truely believe you might be the person this world needs right now.
I'm lucky enough to have a veteran D.J. as a close friend, he turns me onto such amazing artist, but truth be told " Ren, has got to be my favorite"! by far. Thank you Ren, for sharing your story but mostly for sharing your TRUTH!
You Ren have helped me pull my head out my ar*se for the first time in 30+ years ( im 50.) & im finally sober/clean bar strong painkillers n weeed. I want to thank you for that help so much. Today i used this absolutely beatiful performance to show my Mum ( i sent it to her over text ) & she felt it & was overjoyed at the message which altho comes from your place of pain it also conveyed mine & help truly restore my relationship with my elderly folks. For this reasom i wish to convey that you n Chinchilla are my angels on earth ❤
Posting in hopes that Ren or chinchilla will see this . Because Unfortunately neither one of them has seen your comment. because I know they would have responded! @@Zmjt73
LYRICS (we all love to sing along dont we) I'm still here in this bed that I crawled in I hope that I'm someone else in the morning So take this one, wash it down and you'll be fine Then walk around in a floating chalk outline But so it goes, let it be In the gallows I balanced on my toes so I can breathe But little by little, bit by bit I push it back down with a new habit If not for long, just for a while I'll bury myself with a great big smile (Oh my my, oh my my) We trace ourselves in these chalk outlines (Oh my my, oh my my) Erase ourselves in these chalk outlines Sertraline and a sip of serotonin Don't cry 'cause there's a pill for everything Take this one, wash it down and you'll be fine The feeling goes and you draw a chalk outline And so it goes, let it be In the gallows, I balanced on my toes so I can breathe But little by little, bit by bit I push it back down with a new habit If not for long, just for a while I'll bury myself with a great big smile (Oh my my, oh my my) We trace ourselves in these chalk outlines (Oh my my, oh my my) Erase ourselves Such a perfect day, take it just in case, take it just in case I'm scared of being okay, 'cause all things change, all things change Such a perfect day, it's a beautiful shame, it's a beautiful shame I'm scared of being okay, 'cause all things change But little by little, bit by bit I push it back down with a new habit If not for long, just for a while I'll bury myself with a great big smile (Oh my my, oh my my) We trace ourselves in these chalk outlines (Oh my my, oh my my) Erase ourselves in these chalk outlines
@@BvictoryforChrist ty for asking! That right there is the official lyric, then again it could be mistaken but I checked with this video and it adds up. I clearly hear "trace" first and "erase" second after "oh my my, oh my my". I could be wrong nontheless so ty for sharing! And Happy new year! Ren about to drop "sick boi" in 2 days FYI
"In the gallows, I balance on my toes so I can breathe" I love when songs remind me why I love music so much. When a single line can mean so much to someone by conveying a concept in a poetic way that hits so much harder.
This song is beyond powerful....I lost my son. He was 39 ....so much to live for but diagnosed bipolar...his medications were the wrong mix. He didn't know how to tell them he was not just an alcoholic or addict that you could not just put him in their cookie cutter categories....not one of the drugs he was prescribed was enough on their own to kill him...mixed proved lethal...I can hear his angst in this song...I can see his face with that great big smile....I miss him.
I'm so sorry. I'm about his age, younger by a few years, but dealing with a unique mix of health and mental health problems. I understand all too well the medical system's desire to just throw a standard fix at it. I have to fight that all the time. I'm so sorry for your loss.
Im sobbing .Im so sorry.I lost my son in 07 .He was on pills .He was depressed .He shot himself .For some reason this song reached me deep .I cant remember who I was B4 losing my son. I lost him b4 he died to addiction and all that encompassses. God Bless you .❤😢😢
@Calebpro79 thank you for the awareness. Mental Illness ...two words that suddenly mean you are mad. God forbid anyone educate themselves and understand we're all mad. Mental illness carries a broad variety of symptoms. My son could not go to the grocery store and pick out cereal..."why do they make so many kinds ma?" He hated crowds. They gave him anxiety. He had a hard time understanding why people bought 65 thousand dollar trucks and lived in town in a trailer house....Wyoming...my dad was a rancher....BUT...get him out in his element he was a genius at tracking any animal. He could tell you every plant. He knew without question that faith meant believing, he forgave unconditionally...and he was also a pain in the ass at times. I guess what I'm saying is what defines Mental illness? Being different than who, or what? "Mom, I'm not like everyone else." "Yes you are Eddie." Wrong answer ..."SO what son...so effing what. You're amazing." Being eccentric is just a trait he inherited his momma...Maybe I'm mad...🤔
Old man from America 🇺🇸 here. And finally someone that can carry the torch for this new generation on how to be a real artist. Carry on young lad your doing big things. One day they will say this is how it's done. And he is a legend. Me and my kids love your music bro. From across the pond we thank you for you sharing your talents 🙏
Hi, Joseph from Leicester (middle of England) here; I was just scrolling through the comments to find a comment from a cousin across the pond and yours was the first I came across that was definitely from USA. I’d just like to thank you for appreciating R & C. All my love, and wishing you all the best. 🇺🇸 + Uk 🇬🇧 = ❤️
I was just about to say the same comment. Keep up the great work kiddos. Thank you, keep being artist and playing off your strengths and talents. Stay humble and thank you for enriching our lives with your songs.
Man in my 31 years on this earth I have never heard anything as good as this. I relate this to my drug addiction. I am 7 years clean after a 14 year battle. Pls you two never stop making music together. The world needs this. And it can be related to anyone battling anything it’s so beautiful.
Dear Ren, I’m 48 years old, been a music connoisseur all my life in every genre possible. You my friend are the most talented artist I’ve ever heard or seen. God bless you and keep it up. This song should’ve been number 1 worldwide.
As someone who is 59 and bipolar I find this song stunning. I’ve been through most medications and still have severe symptoms mania and depression and music is something that has always been there for me, no matter what I go through. Then to stumble upon this song? Ren has described what I feel. I’ve had to trace those chalk lines around myself after trying so many medications hoping one would finally work without negative side effects. Many many days I feel like a chalk outline, not really knowing who I am because I let myself be defined by bipolar symptoms or medication side effect symptoms. Then the first time I listened to this song I was confused. This video has been on TH-cam for a year and I’m just now hearing it? The writing, the singers, the simple elegant guitar, the acoustics, the harmonies? Why this song hasn’t had recognization is baffling, it’s more beautiful than anything I’ve heard in a long, long time. Then add in Ren’s other songs and I’m in awe. If this song does gain attention I hope that Ren and Chinchilla are the only ones that ever perform it. I’d hate to see some big artist step in and want to sing it themselves. Ren deserves recognition and success for the music and lyrics as well as Chinchilla for her gorgeous voice. I sincerely hope Ren starts feeling better with his treatments so he can keep making his music and keep creating his music. I’m in awe at his talent.
@Alex I have the best psychiatrist and I’ve been on every medication and combination of medications. At almost 60 years old I’m just learning to live with the mania, chronic insomnia and depression. My symptoms have gotten worse the older I become. But I’m still here. Thanks for your comment.
Hey brother, sorry to hear what you are going through. Please try to microdose magic mushrooms, small amounts of not more then 0,2 to 0,5 grams/day it could solve all your problems. It's a gift from nature and is the best medication against depression/anxiety/bipolar disorders. It changed my life and many others I know and is completely natural with no side effects or addiction to it. It's truly a gift from nature just look it up on youtube and see many life saving stories. Wish you all the best
56 years old, thought I'd never be impressed by a new artist. All that 'been there, done that' simply falls by the wayside after listening to Ren and his co-artists. Blown away... Thank you Ren.
im 57 and feel exactly the same. i had given up on music, thought id heard it all, then this! way more innovative than i ever imagined, art at a different level. i think his street performing has made him dynamic and complete.
He has a way of telling stories with his music, unlike most artist now who just sell a catchy chorus. He's a mix of old school music where they told a story, but with a more current music styling that reaches out to people both young and old.
Your voices and acoustics of that room are haunting! Bloody love this track! This last week has been a landslide of Ren tracks and colabs. Lucky to have found you all!
This isn't just music, it's not just a song. What you are doing here, so effectively, is building bridges of empathy for people who don't face these battles and never will. You are bridging the distance between the apathy that makes so many not care. Keep singing, keep writing, keep collaborating. Your voice is powerful and it is demonstrating the lie in the stigma.
“I'm still here in this bed that I crawled in I hope that I'm someone else in the morning” The moment i heard it for the first time I burst into tears 😭 . Oh my god , this boy has a beautiful soul❤. Ren knows how to make people cry 🙂
I'm actually fucking speechless, iv just had one of those rare moments when I accidentally found a new artist out of the blue. While on tiktok Ren appeared in a video clip, never heard of this lad before so I came to yt and I wasn't disappointed then lightening struck twice and now iv found chinchilla. God...that feeling of finding 2 new artists in the space of 10 minutes, iv literally been through every emotion while going between these two geniuses. Unique in every way and a pleasure to have stumbled their way. My mind is totally blown away. I will forever always remember where I was and what I was doing when one amazing song lead on to another and another. You guys just made this 43 year old scottish man appreciate music all over again, truly thank you for this amazing moment
I am a massive Asaf Avidan fan and I believe that REN has just given him a massive big thumbs up and it's made a difference to an artist 14 years into his career. This is amazing love it ❤
I second that emotion! I have binge watched all of his videos and the hairs have been on end since the first! I am 51 and I cant remember the last time an artist such as him has moved me like this!
13 hours ago I've never heard of Ren. I've now become a 54 year old fan. I've listened to endless songs. Watched 7 hours of reactions to "hi ren" understood every shock and tear they felt. You young sir are a Renaissance man we've all been longing for
I'm feeling like he's a prophet. Not tied to the old gods or the new- but somehow divinely or however else inspired to bring an understanding and awareness to such painful subjects with such incredible poignancy. He's just incredible and he's going to change the world for the better.
I love music it's carried me, and has highlighted 60 years of my life on this planet... and this is going to be a song that will be a wonderful memory..
Not just at the moment. He's the GOAT. And I don't mean that in like Eminem would be the GOAT. Ren outshines Eminem. Ren is THE best artist ever. And I am finding it hard to see anyone reaching him
wow. REN my knew go to playlist. I'm 53 and i will always love music from every decade of my life. I just live music. this artist is a perfect example why iv lived my life with this frame of mind. REN you are magical.
I was born in 1971. My Mom loved all kinds of music. I remember Mom sitting down with me using records . Playing songs. Looking through the pictures and learning the words on and in the album covers. She had old 45's she had collected too. In my teens in the 80's my friends would spend the night and we would jam to everything in the 80's. She took me to many concerts. So much fun. Now with internet and extremely over produced songs music seemed to have lost its intimacy.. People weren't connecting. 0:22 Now along comes Ren. I'm so glad. I think his music inspires us to pause, to ponder and reach out to one another. It feels good. 😊 0:22
My daughter led me to this. I know she did. I love you Juji. ❤ 🌹 ♾ As painful as this is to watch, it’s a tiny payment for not knowing what to do to help you when I know you suffered a billion times more. @Ren and @X Chinchilla tonight you’ve brought me closer to understanding my daughter’s Earthly existence for the last 15 or so years of her life. This is it, the answer in the coming Age of Aquarius: let life and truth flow through Art done from the Heart. From the bottom of my heart, I thank you 🌹
I'm 25 and been struggling with my mental health for more than 10 years now. I felt like I've lost so much of my youth and physical health too - there are even months I do not remember due to ptsd while getting awfully treated in a hospital and later sporadically due to doctors experimenting with benzodiazepines. The search for a place or doctor who's able to help me felt hopeless and frustrating (I found a place btw, I'm gonna go there again in a month). Rens songs resonate so much with me and I find so much comfort in them. Everytime I sit there listening, soaking in those lyrics and his voice and I'm like... this is art, this so dam* intimate. Honestly thank you Ren. I don't feel alone when listening to your music and simultaneously I'm blown away by the art/music you create.
I discovered Ren's music today - Ren you are already far beyond the star I am sure you'll inevitably become. I am 44 and a music lover and musician who's played in bands all my life. I have a deep love for roots reggae and dub, but I love songwriters like Father John Misty and also a good breakbeat rave up.. ...... Today, in you I think I've seen the future. I am sure you don't need me to tell you that you're a true artist Ren - you know the risks you've taken and the sacrifices you've made - but we can see it too. It's paying off in your art. You're a staggering talent who is willing to really be themselves. I really think you have achieved an incredible amount already but truly believe you could go on to do something truly unique and era defining. God knows who or what will come out on the other side - but we both know you're gonna go there. Bless up.
I have heard so many people, from varying backgrounds, say how Ren has helped them. He is helping me, and I can't get enough. He is my breath, and I hope you feel so much empowerment and positivity from these, artists 💕
4:53 I just adore the way Chinchilla is struggling ever so slightly to hit the notes, it builds and builds and boom hits her crescendo! Perfection whether intentional or not! ❤
This comment is for Daisy - chinchilla. I don't know if you'll read this, but I want to tell you a few things. I don't know how it is that you have such a small audience, because honestly you are absolutely gorgeous. Your voice is angelic, you bring so much emotion to a song, and your latest album is just perfect. I hope you become a big star one day, because right now you shine so bright, but hardly anyone notices you. I'm glad because you were active in the live chat and I could appreciate you one on one. But now most of the comments are for Ren, and of course he deserves every single one of them, but so do you, sunshine - you did a great job on this song and I'm very proud of you. I'm very excited for your upcoming songs. Much love.
@@chinchilla_music I just looked you up on YT music. How is your following so small?? I Also really enjoyed .. well you, in that video. It seemed almost like you were so wrapped up in the emotion of the song, that you weren't actually even on the plant. You seemed so passionate and your voice was so so great! I'm going to listen to more of you and his music now.
This might be the 300th time I've listened to this song. Maybe more because I wake up frequently through the night and there's always a song on repeat. This one is a frequent track. When I really need to hear something to bring myself together... this is the song.
Found you through "VirginRock", first with Hi Ren, then with the The Tale of Jenny and Screech. In 73 years listening to music, words and acting I've never seen anyone so talented. Keep it up please. The world needs you.
The versus weigh me down, cause i relate to the lyrics so much. Then the chorus lifts me up with that melody. Depression is never one-dimensional. So many depressed people are happy as hell some of the times.
I am new to you and your music and as a 46 year old man it breaks my heart, I've binged you on TH-cam and Spotify watched your interviews, you are honest and that's what all role models should be 😊
I'm 62 and I've been waiting 20 to 30 years to listen to good solid, creative talent. A new genre. An antidote to X Factor crap. And finally along comes Ren. No bullshit, no creative direction by suits working for a label. Bravo kid. Bravo. Stay humble. You're in a league of your own.
Going on 42 with ptsd, bipolar type 2 and more, I was surprised to find such rawness from someone so young. I see your pain and your strength, and the beauty of what you have made. You keep doing what you do. People need to hear you. Thank you!
I‘m suffering from depressions, panic attacks and fighting my demons since 10years now and this song hitted me like a freight train on a really bad day! Some of those lines, the music itself, everything touched me deep in my heart and soul! Just wanted to say THANK YOU for that song! It helped me today and surely will do a long time! Please keep on, you make life better for me and surely so many other people on this planet!!!
Brother, you are never alone. The 3 hardest words to say are "I need help", but those words can change worlds and move mountains. Even just having someone to vent to or even just sit in silence with is what many of us need, but we don't ask or fear the stigma that's attached. It's all ups and downs, so always remember that it always goes back up. Hang in there, it does get better, I promise.
@Another_Saved_Sinner this made me cry. I was having one of those up from 4am morings where the deamons have taken hold cam across ren by chance and when this song came on I decided to pause it at the start and look through a few comments to the original commented I hope you find your inner peace soon . But just want to pop by and say thank you brother to A_S_S
Ren, this is how special you are to my family, and I, I battled depression and heroin after being sober from meth for 16 yrs and now going on 7 yrs clean. Your music has helped me thru some tough times. I was going through my playlist while dropping my 20 yr old son to work this morning, and this song came up. About 3 mins in, I look over and see my son with tears in his eyes. He only listens to death metal and doesn't cry easily, so for this song to hit him like that shows you how powerful your music is. Keep it going Ren, because you are making an impact on many ppl. I wish so badly that you put on a show in the USA. That'd be a dream come true!
Your beautiful heart shines through your words, and sharing both is a blessing for many including me. You make a difference and you matter so very much. Thank you ❤☯️🙏
I'm almost 62. Ren, you bring me back to when I was 17 years old. I am feeling all the angst and all the beauty once more through your music. Never before has an artist touched me so deeply. I am so grateful I stumbled across you by pure accident. You sing with every part of your soul and it resonates. We feel it all. Thank you
So I’m a 50 year old metal head. I am completely blown away by this man and his music. My current playlist: Kamelot, Ayreon, Parkway Drive, Ren. There’s something magical about a musician who bares his soul for his craft. “Hi Ren” made me cry because of its relatability to my life. This song is transformative because because this IS me.
Good stuff. Though, just a bit of constructive criticism, the lack of harmonization from Chinchilla in the chorus (other than the last part) held it back from being an even greater track. Ren sang a solid base that could have been used to compliment/frame a gentle female voice that was unfortunately a missed opportunity. Keep up to good work though.
Just retired from nursing after 24 years paramedic for 21 years I heard that verse loud and clear… Medicate to alleviate… And he who screams the loudest gets it first
Greetings Ren from Zagreb, Croatia, much love, love your music, but I have to admit, I discovered this 2 days ago, dear brother, 48 hours song is playing and I'm crying like a child.... 😢😢Brother only tight.... no loose.... #RENagade.... ❤❤
I’m a 54 year old man, and I have never FELT music like when I listen to REN. I don’t know what that says about my mental state, but it is what it is. And Chinchilla is amazing in this, and to be honest, so is the person with the camera.
I know exactly what you mean, Stacy....I'm 56, a full time caregiver for my disabled Mom with no life of my own. I've shed more tears since stumbling across Ren's music than over the course of my entire lifetime. The lyrics hit me very, very hard. Blessings!
Dude. I listen to this every other day. I am going to be a doctor because of you. You helped me realize that I have not been living up to my potential.. And that robs everyone of the good that I can do… Thank you Ren… When I am a doctor, I will owe it all to you… My depression stems from seeing all the problems in this world, and feeling like I can’t do anything. But I know I have the potential to fix at least some of the problems. So thank you for showing me that I can be someone that saves lives. ❤️
That's amazing. I love how Ren seems to have reached deep into people's souls, waved a magic wand sprinkled with light sparkling dust and inspired so many in so many different ways, bringing much needed Light to the Darkness both within ourselves and the external world around us
40 years old, barely ever cried as an adult. You made me melt in tears like there's no tomorrow.. what the hell are you doing to me? The only thing I can think of is, only someone who've experienced real pain can convey words in such a way that only someone else who's experienced it knows how to translate into emotions. That's breaking me appart man... but it only goes to show what a special human being you are. If you could unravel me like you just did, me, who's protective shell has always been there to protect ever since I was a kid and always did its thing like a charm (Sometimes too well), there's no telling what you can do. You're an amazing human being, and I'm glad I came upon your music. I just can't get enough of your stuff, but this one got me a little too good... hehe! Salutes from a metalhead of French Quebec! :)
I'm running from 50. With regard to music, I've heard it all. Most music these days is simply junk.. But this kid has it.. I can feel the words, the pain, etc., Far too familiar. This is absolutely beautiful. Real...
This is my favorite version of this song, hands down!!! It’s beautiful… watching the evolution of the two of you!!! It helps me understand myself more as well; which is just a bonus 🎉 Gawd… I love the sound vibrations that, that hallway combines with your voices!!! Absolutely obsessed, since the first time I heard it!!!!! AlohaAloha, Simbel
As a metal head coming across Ren's music is such a treat. His ability to play guitar, sing, and tell a story that is relatable to so many people is unparalleled. Just want to say thank you for never giving up and blessing us with your music. Your vulnerability and honesty shine through in all your performances. Keep fighting the good fight, Ren. Your future is bright, and I feel 2023 is going to be a huge year for you. I can't wait for that album of yours to drop!
I just found Ren 2 days ago, Violet's Tale, and I've been playing ALL the music on his channel on repeat ever since. I love it all. So eclectic and talented. Him and all his people. First artist in YEARS that has captured me like this! I've forwarded a few videos to my people too.
This is the coolest, most intriguingly authentic,intoxicatingly entertaining, wickedly relatable work of art I have ever experienced. It is literally spine tingling. I can’t stop!
Ren's live music videos hit different! The footsteps the pin drop before hes even spoke! It's a journey! It feels like a higher feeling than anything I've ever felt before! ❤
Dude. I am a recovering drug addict that also suffers from a myriad mental health issues. Thank you so much for your music. Very inspiring. Keep it up and God bless you in all your endeavors!
No words for how good this is. I got smashed to the wall by this song. I'm 63 years old, heard a lot of different music, but I never heard music like this. Intens. In tears.
I love reading the comments. They spread from people going through it, to those that have gone through it, to others that have watched someone go through it, and ages from young to "old". Truly amazing the connection you have to it all.
Strong men shine in power for themselves. But great men shine in weakness so others may find a way forward. Thank you for your continued honesty, your vulnerability, and the hope you give others that their shit can get better too ❤️
I'm 42 and have mental health problems and have had addiction problems and Ren is roughly the same age as my son but yet he can sum up my life!!! Absolute Genius!!!
Thanks as always for the support everybody!
If you want to stream the song you can here
ren-chinchilla.lnk.to/ChalkOutlinesSo
You’re such an inspiration. The way you sing about all this incredible, much love
Literal chills. You are a master of your craft and I always look forward to the things you create. Such an amazing video for such a profound song. I can't wait for the day you become a household name. Love how you're one of the few artists these days who create music as an outlet rather than the artists who are chasing fame or money. Keep up the amazing work, your fans love and appreciate you
You're my biggest inspiration! Much love from Germany Ren
Thank you for this amazing christmas gift
Been playing on repeat for days now . This song is so beautiful and you can feel the emotions of the song.
Two hours ago I had no idea who this man was. Now here I am plowing through his catalog and sharing it with anybody that will listen. Thanks for this fantastic art. Can't wait to hear it all!
The same for me. It looks like I'm not the only one going down this Ren rabbit hole 😊
Same Here 😀
Same ❤
plenty of us in this boat! Just incredible
Ditto
I read somewhere that a wise man once said, “when you’re happy you enjoy the melody, but when you’re broken you understand the lyrics.”
This! But I wouldn't say broken, just calling out for some gold to fill in the seams, kintsugi-style.
en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Kintsugi
Seek and you find what you need.
Just shows how broken we all are
@@flyingnut3752 anything can become mended if it is repaired by a skilled artist.
@@avalonprojectwildfire but first comes the broken...
43 year old man here who grew up on heavy metal. I haven’t been this captivated by an artist in a really long time. This man pierces my soul.
Right there with you at 49...
me as black metal guy aswell..
Mine too
Same age, 44 in December, just accidentally stumbled across this now, happy days 💯🇮🇪💚💪🍀
43 woman and just found him and I feel the same way. He’s amazing
I feel like he read my diary. Shout out to the ones who don’t want to live but stay on their toes for the people who would be devastated by their loss.
☝️🤍
Stay positive pal I have lost of bad mental health issues n I feel the same at times but things get better ❤
❤ ❤ ❤
Ooft mate, that hit too hard - let out a gasp when I read it. Whatever keeps us going is so important though xx
Im with you
I'm 44 and haven't been this excited about an artist in many many years. I basically still listen to stuff I liked in the 90s. This gives me hope.
Wow means a lot. Album coming soon!
I’m 46 mate and you literally took the words from my mouth #blessedman #muchlovebrv
Right... I was in a dark and hopeless place (Blind Eyed) not even listening to music any more. I started to listen to music again, found Rens music, I got out my guitar and started playing and singing again not letting my disabilities stop me, and I escaped horrific domestic violence and abuse (Jenny's Tale). It is fair to say Ren helped me save my own life. As I ran place to place, hospital to hospital (Chalk Outlines) the music goes on and so do I. Thank you. I am striving for the day that I can play back the favor.
42 and I feel the same!
45 and ditto!
"I'm scared of being okay because all things change." That line broke me.
Same! I hope the fear doesn't overtake you🦋
In the gallows on my tippy toe just so I can breathe 😢
Me too. Because I too, definitely understand that in chaos, madness and sadness - perpetual, there's a kind of peace that comes only with rock bottom & no surprises. I'm not trying to be cute. I'm serious.
I'm sorry you have lived it as well.
Gets me everytime
Had a fallout with my sons mother and we left. We couch surfed, bench wrested until we secured our own dwelling. My four year old and I made it and it was beautiful…….. but deep down I was worried - I was scared of being okay. And I still am.
I simply can't fathom how creative and clever Ren is when composing. He's wildly underrated, and every little detail in his music is out of this world. Thank you for your music genuinely.
Indeed, he is so amazing
i wholeheartedly agree with everything you just said
True 100%
Ren if u love me like my comment
Yes I agree I have been a fan for almost 3 years!
I'm sixty eight years old, and this guy blew my mind. He gets right down inside doesn't he?❤
yeah! I'm 64 and this song has me in tears, and I'm not ashamed to say it!
I'm 73 and can't get enough of Ren! He's a genius, all of his music is so powerful.
Crying here...
Screaming too...
He turns our collective turmoil into a beautiful work of art. Again and again and again...he is so amazing ❤
Can anyone tell me where I can buy this version of chalk outlines with just their 2 voices and guitar?
The one I got off iTunes has a choir singing parts and other instruments. I much prefer the version on here with just them
A week of listening to Ren has utterly broken me, but in a way that I might rebuild stronger than before. Ren (if you happen to see this comment) I want you to know that you've been such a good friend to me this week. Me and countless others. Thanks mate.
This is exactly where I’m at! So true and such a great way of explaining the feeling!
Keep on keeping on! I hear you and I understand you!❤
I find Ren's music to be an empathetic catharsis.
Agree - needed this beauty in my life, where there is so much pain
Just found Ren yesterday… amazed, inspired, bawling, feeling seen. ❤️🔥✨🧿
@@lilli-beth I don't know why you are being so disparaging, since most Ren fans are more encourgement based, but thank you for noticing my comment! 😘
I’m a 42 year old gynaecologist from Sweden. Father of two. I’m a fairly boring man. I don’t listen to new music. I have stayed with the bands i liked as a teenager. I found your music via #thefairyvoicemother. Absolutely incredible! I’ve been struggeling with depression and anxiety for years. Trying to stay sober. Your music is fucking with my brain! I JUST CAN’T STOP LISTENING! Yesterday i must’ve listened to Hi Ren at least 20 times and today i decided that i really need to try another of your songs. Unbelieveble! I have now decided that this is my new theme song. It cuts right through my defenses. Best i heard in loong time.
Thank You!
Don't worry, it is in the Scandinavian nature to be fairly boring ha ha.
On a serious note -
Go easy
Step lightly
Stay Free!!
Heyohhhh. Just wanted to say "same"...except I'm not a doctor, and I'm not a father, but I am struggling with my mental state, and have listened to "Hi, Ren" more than a few times, myself. Anyways, just wanted to lyk I feel your pain. Sending good vibes and well wishes to u and urs.
how do you feel about a band themed almost entirely around a race of chronically depressed immortal space goblins? if that tickles your fancy i can recommend nekrogoblikon :) start with the many faced of dr hubert malbec.
or dont! thats the joys of music. best wishes sir.
Hej! I just found Ren today, sitting in my little house here in Sweden, on this dark, windy night...it's so hard to believe I finally found this music, that feels like soothing salve for the soul and for the wounds of this divided world...
With you all the way brother 🥰
Almost 2 years since i fell down the rabbit hole. Apparently, i was too stunned to comment. Let me change that. This artist takes my breath away is so many ways, i will forever be a fan. Shine on, Ren.
Watching them sing their hearts out with locked eyes just gave me chills for some reason. It was so powerful and raw.
Feeling it all❤
I know. It's super intimate.
Im 70 and I don’t listen to much contemporary music because it sounds overproduced with embalming fluid. It’s such a joy, and a sense of relief, to see/hear music that is so alive. You’re beautiful, Ren.
im 60, feel same
I believe he broke all age barriers. I'm 64. Just simply amazing
@@harmonwalker3876
Yep, 51 here.
50th year here too Ahaha this kid fucking kicks ass
@@allanallan4791 im 14 so I cant speak but y’all have great taste in music
I haven't cried from a song in a long time. This was absolutely breathtaking. This song hits home for me in so many ways.
12 years working within mental health care, 50 years of bouts of poor mental health. Your songs are such an accurate description of the way that most of us live our lives.
And im with th3 ill ones, we all hav3 our own poisen.. ❤
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Similar background. Agreed. He is really something to behold. His stories of experience and emotion are so accurate.
I keep rewatching this but after the 3rd time I can't watch the last 20seconds anymore 😢😢
Hang in there Maggie.
Mental health awareness is so important. This is exactly what we do. We fill our void with drugs or anything that makes us forget for a little while. I mainlined everything from heroin to meth in hopes I would die. I am sober now and have been for 17 months, and I've never felt more empty.
❤ 🙏 you find happiness
Only the empty jar can be filled with natural bliss
You need God and he will show you a reason to live and give you will and strength to do it.
5-HTP might help you (a serotonine precursor, over the counter OTC) or amisulpride (which i find very good, and i tried many antidepressants).
Both work without longdays intake. Actually immediately. Most doctors don't know this.
If you don't want to take pills try: nature, sports, binaural beats, sunbathing, frequency medicine (e. g. Schuman resonators, Bobs brain Tuner, TDCS).
Always be cautious, be it pills or frequency medicine!
Wish You the best!
I was on methadone and iv for over 10 years cold turkey 100 Mills side affects hit 7vmonths later ..I'm never felt soh empty either..I miss her soh much only time I feel is when I c our photos...rip ❤
Having just discovered this for myself along with Hi Ren, this speaks to me no other piece of art ever has. I'm 33 and going through a divorce. Pieces of my self are being taken from me and my life is turbulence incarnate. I lost my parents to cancer and a heart attack. With little to no one left, I needed this. I needed a reason to keep going. Thank you Ren. Just, thank you.
You are going to be ok. It doesn’t feel very ok right now, I’m sure, but this Internet stranger is sending you love and strength to help see you through the dark times. May you know you are surrounded by both love and light. Keep your head up, friend. 💜
loneliness is a killer, try and realise you have lot’s of people, random strangers even that will be more than happy to listen to you. i’m here for you bud, don’t be afraid to get in touch :)
For anything bad that comes along brother always remember the three P's:
It's not Perversive
It's not Permanent
It's not Personal
We all had our dark days and soon you'll see the light again.
Send love.🇩🇪Stay strong.❤
sometimes lost, better never alone mate. Sending Good Vibrations
This is honestly one of the greatest duets I've ever heard.
aint it just
His duets with her have been some of the best songs I've ever hear. Astonishingly beautiful. I hope they collab more often.
Most definitely one of the most realist & most honest!!!
❤
Can i just say, probably the MOST underrated artist I think ever. You've encouraged me so much through your music Ren. Favourite artist by far...
dream stan ew
@@theromanempire7358 based.
Agreed, one of my faves as well
@@theromanempire7358 True
facts
Their voices together, man 🤌 fucking amazing.
❤❤❤
Jesus loves you
I think he's the power house in this duo tho
It’s like young, (sober) Nick Cave and PJ Harvey.. damn. I’ve got chills!
👍👍👍👍I agree, epic❤️
They should definitively make more songs together! Their chemistry in this song reminds me of The Civil Wars
I just found Ren this week with Hi Ren. I've battled depression for most of my life and your music has touched me down to my soul. Then I came across this masterpiece. I can feel all the emotion both of you put into this song. I just hope your music starts to get all the praise it deserves. Chalk Outlines should be a number one hit and performed live on an awards show. I pray for your health Ren and that the world can enjoy your talent for many years to come.
Keep up the good fight brother
Everybody goes through difficulties. Keep up brother, you're not alone outside there. Talk to people who can listen to you. Open yourself. In the end all of us are winners every day that comes and goes. 🙏
Keep fighting my brother you got this %1000 I believe in you and always will just remember if you feel like you can keep going that there is always and will always be help out there remember you are worth it and that you genuinely are loved
Same here, your not alone
You got this too! 🎉
I honestly think he's the best artist in the UK right now.
And Chinchilla's voice is a powerhouse of strength, range and has a gorgeous tone to her vocals
If not the world ❤
American here-and I whole-heartedly believe that he’s easily more talented than any artist in the U.S. that’s been anywhere on the charts in the past several years. He is a once in a century artist. I’m so glad I HAPPENED to come across a clip of an interview of his on TikTok where he mentioned Lyme disease (what I’ve been dealing with all of my 20s, and I’m just months younger than Ren) so I came to TH-cam and am in such awe. Literally at a loss for words even after a few days of his music and messages soaking it in
He is #1 all time for me ❤🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉😊
@@donnathompson559THE WORLD!!!!!!🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉❤❤❤❤❤
I want to see them with Conor Mason from Nothing but thieves cause he Has also beautiful voice !!! 🥺🥺🥺♥️🥰
Currently diagnosed with Deep depression and praying every night not to give up to my deamons ... Listining to Ren help me take it easy
all we can do is hold on.... there will be better and good days ahead, least thats what i tell myself to keep going
Same
You are still needed here and you are loved. Just by sharing that comment, you have helped someone to not feel so alone.
He's got a knack for making the isolation of chronic health/mental health conditions feel just that little bit less lonely, eh.
💚
Hey!!! Me too. Big hugs sent to you. ❤❤❤
I never thought I'd have to psych myself up to listen to a song. But when i accidentally came accross "Hi Ren" this morning and it blew my mind i knew I'd have to be feeling strong to listen to this one.
Ren, i truely believe you might be the person this world needs right now.
Agree - "Hi Ren" is a real masterpiece!
I also started with Hi ren, never stopped , push forward it is worth it! Never been disappointed, we never will be with this young man
I'm lucky enough to have a veteran D.J. as a close friend, he turns me onto such amazing artist, but truth be told " Ren, has got to be my favorite"! by far. Thank you Ren, for sharing your story but mostly for sharing your TRUTH!
AMEN!!!!!
Violets tale did that to me man
You Ren have helped me pull my head out my ar*se for the first time in 30+ years ( im 50.) & im finally sober/clean bar strong painkillers n weeed.
I want to thank you for that help so much.
Today i used this absolutely beatiful performance to show my Mum ( i sent it to her over text ) & she felt it & was overjoyed at the message which altho comes from your place of pain it also conveyed mine & help truly restore my relationship with my elderly folks.
For this reasom i wish to convey that you n Chinchilla are my angels on earth ❤
Hello bud, hope you're doing OK, I don't know you but totally get where you're coming from. Wishing u all the best. ❤
@Zoezo666 ❤️ Genuinely mean much thanks for your comment. Gave me a proper lift this morning! Likewise wishing u all the best too! 🏴👍🫠😘
Posting in hopes that Ren or chinchilla will see this . Because Unfortunately neither one of them has seen your comment. because I know they would have responded!
@@Zmjt73
LYRICS (we all love to sing along dont we)
I'm still here in this bed that I crawled in
I hope that I'm someone else in the morning
So take this one, wash it down and you'll be fine
Then walk around in a floating chalk outline
But so it goes, let it be
In the gallows I balanced on my toes so I can breathe
But little by little, bit by bit
I push it back down with a new habit
If not for long, just for a while
I'll bury myself with a great big smile
(Oh my my, oh my my)
We trace ourselves in these chalk outlines
(Oh my my, oh my my)
Erase ourselves in these chalk outlines
Sertraline and a sip of serotonin
Don't cry 'cause there's a pill for everything
Take this one, wash it down and you'll be fine
The feeling goes and you draw a chalk outline
And so it goes, let it be
In the gallows, I balanced on my toes so I can breathe
But little by little, bit by bit
I push it back down with a new habit
If not for long, just for a while
I'll bury myself with a great big smile
(Oh my my, oh my my)
We trace ourselves in these chalk outlines
(Oh my my, oh my my)
Erase ourselves
Such a perfect day, take it just in case, take it just in case
I'm scared of being okay, 'cause all things change, all things change
Such a perfect day, it's a beautiful shame, it's a beautiful shame
I'm scared of being okay, 'cause all things change
But little by little, bit by bit
I push it back down with a new habit
If not for long, just for a while
I'll bury myself with a great big smile
(Oh my my, oh my my)
We trace ourselves in these chalk outlines
(Oh my my, oh my my)
Erase ourselves in these chalk outlines
Thank you so much!!
Erase our selves, or trace our selves? I think he says trace the first time then erase on the second part but I could be wrong.
Yes we do, thanks so much🥰❤️❤️❤️
@@BvictoryforChrist ty for asking! That right there is the official lyric, then again it could be mistaken but I checked with this video and it adds up. I clearly hear "trace" first and "erase" second after "oh my my, oh my my". I could be wrong nontheless so ty for sharing! And Happy new year! Ren about to drop "sick boi" in 2 days FYI
Thank you so much for sharing the lyrics, really appreciate it
I’m 57 years old, and in my lifetime, no artist has touched me like you! Thank you REN xxx
I'm 56 and I felt the same when he sung bittersweet symphony
I’m 55. Same for me
I’m 64 and wondering how I managed to live all these years without this incredible art in it. Thanks REN and Chinchilla.
I am 63, just to fit in.. and.. same for me, thanks..-))
64. Freshest thing I've heard in decades. Got all his CDs and now discovering Chinchilla. This is beautiful.
From one trauma survivor to another, you an absolute beacon of light. Thank you Ren.
I felt this song too! I’ve had it on repeat!
I didn't even know that I was a survivor until I found Ren.
I wish I could give more likes
"In the gallows, I balance on my toes so I can breathe" I love when songs remind me why I love music so much. When a single line can mean so much to someone by conveying a concept in a poetic way that hits so much harder.
This song is beyond powerful....I lost my son. He was 39 ....so much to live for but diagnosed bipolar...his medications were the wrong mix. He didn't know how to tell them he was not just an alcoholic or addict that you could not just put him in their cookie cutter categories....not one of the drugs he was prescribed was enough on their own to kill him...mixed proved lethal...I can hear his angst in this song...I can see his face with that great big smile....I miss him.
I'm so sorry. I'm about his age, younger by a few years, but dealing with a unique mix of health and mental health problems. I understand all too well the medical system's desire to just throw a standard fix at it. I have to fight that all the time. I'm so sorry for your loss.
Im sobbing .Im so sorry.I lost my son in 07 .He was on pills .He was depressed .He shot himself .For some reason this song reached me deep .I cant remember who I was B4 losing my son. I lost him b4 he died to addiction and all that encompassses. God Bless you .❤😢😢
Teared up a bit over this comment we have lost so many to scripts its ridiculous thanks for the emotions ❤
@Calebpro79 thank you for the awareness. Mental Illness ...two words that suddenly mean you are mad. God forbid anyone educate themselves and understand we're all mad. Mental illness carries a broad variety of symptoms. My son could not go to the grocery store and pick out cereal..."why do they make so many kinds ma?" He hated crowds. They gave him anxiety. He had a hard time understanding why people bought 65 thousand dollar trucks and lived in town in a trailer house....Wyoming...my dad was a rancher....BUT...get him out in his element he was a genius at tracking any animal. He could tell you every plant. He knew without question that faith meant believing, he forgave unconditionally...and he was also a pain in the ass at times. I guess what I'm saying is what defines Mental illness? Being different than who, or what? "Mom, I'm not like everyone else."
"Yes you are Eddie." Wrong answer ..."SO what son...so effing what. You're amazing." Being eccentric is just a trait he inherited his momma...Maybe I'm mad...🤔
@Opticaldelusionist I'm so sorry. I've been on my journey long enough to know there's no words. God Bless. Thank you for sharing.
Jax
Old man from America 🇺🇸 here. And finally someone that can carry the torch for this new generation on how to be a real artist. Carry on young lad your doing big things. One day they will say this is how it's done. And he is a legend. Me and my kids love your music bro. From across the pond we thank you for you sharing your talents 🙏
Hi, Joseph from Leicester (middle of England) here; I was just scrolling through the comments to find a comment from a cousin across the pond and yours was the first I came across that was definitely from USA. I’d just like to thank you for appreciating R & C. All my love, and wishing you all the best. 🇺🇸 + Uk 🇬🇧 = ❤️
I was just about to say the same comment. Keep up the great work kiddos. Thank you, keep being artist and playing off your strengths and talents. Stay humble and thank you for enriching our lives with your songs.
Man in my 31 years on this earth I have never heard anything as good as this. I relate this to my drug addiction. I am 7 years clean after a 14 year battle. Pls you two never stop making music together. The world needs this. And it can be related to anyone battling anything it’s so beautiful.
Totally agree, 63 days sober 🎉well done 👍 to u 😊
I'm so proud of both of you!! I have seven years also. Anyone who has come out of it is so incredibly strong! ❤
2 years sober. Mate. It’s a fucking battle daily. Stay strong it gets easier but it never leaves. You just get stronger.
Well done for 7 years clean 👏👏 i know how hard it is ❤
Fuck yeah, friend! Stay strong! An internet stranger is pushing for you here!
Both very talented, but Ren is off the scale. The guy can sing or play anything. The range of tones he has, jus WOW ❤❤❤
Dear Ren, I’m 48 years old, been a music connoisseur all my life in every genre possible. You my friend are the most talented artist I’ve ever heard or seen. God bless you and keep it up. This song should’ve been number 1 worldwide.
As someone who is 59 and bipolar I find this song stunning. I’ve been through most medications and still have severe symptoms mania and depression and music is something that has always been there for me, no matter what I go through. Then to stumble upon this song? Ren has described what I feel. I’ve had to trace those chalk lines around myself after trying so many medications hoping one would finally work without negative side effects. Many many days I feel like a chalk outline, not really knowing who I am because I let myself be defined by bipolar symptoms or medication side effect symptoms.
Then the first time I listened to this song I was confused. This video has been on TH-cam for a year and I’m just now hearing it? The writing, the singers, the simple elegant guitar, the acoustics, the harmonies? Why this song hasn’t had recognization is baffling, it’s more beautiful than anything I’ve heard in a long, long time. Then add in Ren’s other songs and I’m in awe. If this song does gain attention I hope that Ren and Chinchilla are the only ones that ever perform it. I’d hate to see some big artist step in and want to sing it themselves.
Ren deserves recognition and success for the music and lyrics as well as Chinchilla for her gorgeous voice.
I sincerely hope Ren starts feeling better with his treatments so he can keep making his music and keep creating his music. I’m in awe at his talent.
I'm with ya bro. It's a club I wish I was not a member of.
@Alex I have the best psychiatrist and I’ve been on every medication and combination of medications. At almost 60 years old I’m just learning to live with the mania, chronic insomnia and depression. My symptoms have gotten worse the older I become. But I’m still here.
Thanks for your comment.
Hey brother, sorry to hear what you are going through. Please try to microdose magic mushrooms, small amounts of not more then 0,2 to 0,5 grams/day it could solve all your problems. It's a gift from nature and is the best medication against depression/anxiety/bipolar disorders. It changed my life and many others I know and is completely natural with no side effects or addiction to it. It's truly a gift from nature just look it up on youtube and see many life saving stories. Wish you all the best
if you like this, give Hi Ren a listen to, it's mindblowing as well
Beautiful post 🙏
56 years old, thought I'd never be impressed by a new artist.
All that 'been there, done that' simply falls by the wayside after listening to Ren and his co-artists.
Blown away...
Thank you Ren.
im 57 and feel exactly the same. i had given up on music, thought id heard it all, then this! way more innovative than i ever imagined, art at a different level. i think his street performing has made him dynamic and complete.
🙏✌🏼
54. Ditto.
He has a way of telling stories with his music, unlike most artist now who just sell a catchy chorus. He's a mix of old school music where they told a story, but with a more current music styling that reaches out to people both young and old.
Same. 55 and lying here crying
Your voices and acoustics of that room are haunting! Bloody love this track! This last week has been a landslide of Ren tracks and colabs. Lucky to have found you all!
This isn't just music, it's not just a song. What you are doing here, so effectively, is building bridges of empathy for people who don't face these battles and never will. You are bridging the distance between the apathy that makes so many not care. Keep singing, keep writing, keep collaborating. Your voice is powerful and it is demonstrating the lie in the stigma.
You nailed everything I wanted to say, but didn't have the words. Thank you for saying everything I couldnt
Well said❤
Exactly! You said it much better than I!
Oooh I like this comment !!!
Love it!❤
“I'm still here in this bed that I crawled in
I hope that I'm someone else in the morning” The moment i heard it for the first time I burst into tears 😭 . Oh my god , this boy has a beautiful soul❤. Ren knows how to make people cry 🙂
Same.. I was drinking, but it still... hit so close
This is the only therapy and friend i have is RENs music.
Ren is an old soul in a young body.
Me too. 'I'm afraid of being OK because everything changes." Also got me.
I had in my ear buds and said aloud, "Oh damn," when that line came.
I'm actually fucking speechless, iv just had one of those rare moments when I accidentally found a new artist out of the blue. While on tiktok Ren appeared in a video clip, never heard of this lad before so I came to yt and I wasn't disappointed then lightening struck twice and now iv found chinchilla. God...that feeling of finding 2 new artists in the space of 10 minutes, iv literally been through every emotion while going between these two geniuses. Unique in every way and a pleasure to have stumbled their way. My mind is totally blown away. I will forever always remember where I was and what I was doing when one amazing song lead on to another and another. You guys just made this 43 year old scottish man appreciate music all over again, truly thank you for this amazing moment
100%
I am a massive Asaf Avidan fan and I believe that REN has just given him a massive big thumbs up and it's made a difference to an artist 14 years into his career. This is amazing love it ❤
I second that emotion! I have binge watched all of his videos and the hairs have been on end since the first! I am 51 and I cant remember the last time an artist such as him has moved me like this!
You find ren and when you do he blows your mind. He's a lyrical genius ❤
There are tons of artist! Far to many to hear in one lifetime! We were subject to what record execs liked and now anyone can display their talent!
I’m not crying! You’re crying!
I’m stunned and sobbing at the same time. How can that be?
Cos these 2 actually make songs that are original and relatable no one like em imo
13 hours ago I've never heard of Ren. I've now become a 54 year old fan. I've listened to endless songs. Watched 7 hours of reactions to "hi ren" understood every shock and tear they felt. You young sir are a Renaissance man we've all been longing for
I'm feeling like he's a prophet. Not tied to the old gods or the new- but somehow divinely or however else inspired to bring an understanding and awareness to such painful subjects with such incredible poignancy. He's just incredible and he's going to change the world for the better.
He's so incredibly talented! He and Chinchillas's voices are so good together in this collab.!
I've just followed the same path!
I love music it's carried me, and has highlighted 60 years of my life on this planet... and this is going to be a song that will be a wonderful memory..
This is not just music, this is art. He may be the most talented artist on the planet at the moment.
Totally true!❤
Agreed!
and it is fucking art
Banksy couldnt stand up to this
Why is this not mainstream?
@@chrismccluckie4066Why would you want it to be?
Not just at the moment. He's the GOAT. And I don't mean that in like Eminem would be the GOAT. Ren outshines Eminem. Ren is THE best artist ever. And I am finding it hard to see anyone reaching him
I love when singers really really feel their lyrics. These two are both unbelievably talented.
wow. REN my knew go to playlist. I'm 53 and i will always love music from every decade of my life. I just live music. this artist is a perfect example why iv lived my life with this frame of mind. REN you are magical.
No sequencing, samples or auto tune. Just God given talent!
I feel like I will look at my life split into pre-Ren and post-Ren era. So happy this is the voice of my generation. Just freaking incredible.
Just how I feel. I’m a completely changed and even better person now.
I feel that ❤
I was born in 1971. My Mom loved all kinds of music. I remember Mom sitting down with me using records . Playing songs. Looking through the pictures and learning the words on and in the album covers. She had old 45's she had collected too. In my teens in the 80's my friends would spend the night and we would jam to everything in the 80's. She took me to many concerts. So much fun. Now with internet and extremely over produced songs music seemed to have lost its intimacy.. People weren't connecting. 0:22 Now along comes Ren. I'm so glad. I think his music inspires us to pause, to ponder and reach out to one another. It feels good. 😊 0:22
YOU NAILED IT!
Yes, 100% with you on that!! Ren, his music, is life altering. It's scary but so damn beautiful!
My daughter led me to this.
I know she did.
I love you Juji. ❤ 🌹 ♾
As painful as this is to watch, it’s a tiny payment for not knowing what to do to help you when I know you suffered a billion times more.
@Ren and @X Chinchilla tonight you’ve brought me closer to understanding my daughter’s Earthly existence for the last 15 or so years of her life. This is it, the answer in the coming Age of Aquarius: let life and truth flow through Art done from the Heart.
From the bottom of my heart, I thank you 🌹
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transforming his life into art, can't help but shed a tear. Beautiful. No doubt he's helping a lot of people with his sharing his story x
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I'm 25 and been struggling with my mental health for more than 10 years now. I felt like I've lost so much of my youth and physical health too - there are even months I do not remember due to ptsd while getting awfully treated in a hospital and later sporadically due to doctors experimenting with benzodiazepines. The search for a place or doctor who's able to help me felt hopeless and frustrating (I found a place btw, I'm gonna go there again in a month).
Rens songs resonate so much with me and I find so much comfort in them. Everytime I sit there listening, soaking in those lyrics and his voice and I'm like... this is art, this so dam* intimate. Honestly thank you Ren. I don't feel alone when listening to your music and simultaneously I'm blown away by the art/music you create.
I discovered Ren's music today - Ren you are already far beyond the star I am sure you'll inevitably become. I am 44 and a music lover and musician who's played in bands all my life. I have a deep love for roots reggae and dub, but I love songwriters like Father John Misty and also a good breakbeat rave up.. ...... Today, in you I think I've seen the future. I am sure you don't need me to tell you that you're a true artist Ren - you know the risks you've taken and the sacrifices you've made - but we can see it too. It's paying off in your art. You're a staggering talent who is willing to really be themselves. I really think you have achieved an incredible amount already but truly believe you could go on to do something truly unique and era defining. God knows who or what will come out on the other side - but we both know you're gonna go there. Bless up.
And to add I am 67 years old and what Ren is doing as an artist and human being is amazing and beautiful and very much appreciated.
Wow, just wow, at 52 years of age, a guy called Ren is helping me finally heal! Thankyou Ren!
I have heard so many people, from varying backgrounds, say how Ren has helped them. He is helping me, and I can't get enough. He is my breath, and I hope you feel so much empowerment and positivity from these, artists 💕
52! You're just a boy my friend, a young man.
4:53 I just adore the way Chinchilla is struggling ever so slightly to hit the notes, it builds and builds and boom hits her crescendo! Perfection whether intentional or not! ❤
She doesn't struggle 😂 what u on about ???
This comment is for Daisy - chinchilla. I don't know if you'll read this, but I want to tell you a few things. I don't know how it is that you have such a small audience, because honestly you are absolutely gorgeous. Your voice is angelic, you bring so much emotion to a song, and your latest album is just perfect. I hope you become a big star one day, because right now you shine so bright, but hardly anyone notices you. I'm glad because you were active in the live chat and I could appreciate you one on one. But now most of the comments are for Ren, and of course he deserves every single one of them, but so do you, sunshine - you did a great job on this song and I'm very proud of you. I'm very excited for your upcoming songs. Much love.
Thank you so so so much Anna 🥰 this warmed my heart so much xxx
@@chinchilla_music I just looked you up on YT music. How is your following so small?? I Also really enjoyed .. well you, in that video. It seemed almost like you were so wrapped up in the emotion of the song, that you weren't actually even on the plant. You seemed so passionate and your voice was so so great!
I'm going to listen to more of you and his music now.
Absolutely with this. It's very special seeing her lose herself in a song, a very special artist.
+1 ❤️
So very very very true. What an amazing expression and power you have chinchilla.
This might be the 300th time I've listened to this song. Maybe more because I wake up frequently through the night and there's always a song on repeat. This one is a frequent track.
When I really need to hear something to bring myself together... this is the song.
Found you through "VirginRock", first with Hi Ren, then with the The Tale of Jenny and Screech. In 73 years listening to music, words and acting I've never seen anyone so talented. Keep it up please. The world needs you.
The versus weigh me down, cause i relate to the lyrics so much. Then the chorus lifts me up with that melody. Depression is never one-dimensional. So many depressed people are happy as hell some of the times.
I am new to you and your music and as a 46 year old man it breaks my heart, I've binged you on TH-cam and Spotify watched your interviews, you are honest and that's what all role models should be 😊
" I'm scared of being okay, cause all things change... all things change " 🫡
He's scared of the next horror attack, i guess?
I'm 62 and I've been waiting 20 to 30 years to listen to good solid, creative talent. A new genre. An antidote to X Factor crap.
And finally along comes Ren.
No bullshit, no creative direction by suits working for a label.
Bravo kid. Bravo. Stay humble. You're in a league of your own.
Son and ai were kidnapped yrs ago. Still living thru pain
Going on 42 with ptsd, bipolar type 2 and more, I was surprised to find such rawness from someone so young. I see your pain and your strength, and the beauty of what you have made. You keep doing what you do. People need to hear you. Thank you!
I‘m suffering from depressions, panic attacks and fighting my demons since 10years now and this song hitted me like a freight train on a really bad day! Some of those lines, the music itself, everything touched me deep in my heart and soul! Just wanted to say THANK YOU for that song! It helped me today and surely will do a long time! Please keep on, you make life better for me and surely so many other people on this planet!!!
Have you heard his other song Hi Ren?
Likewise, stay strong. You’re never alone
I hope you heal soon❤
Brother, you are never alone. The 3 hardest words to say are "I need help", but those words can change worlds and move mountains. Even just having someone to vent to or even just sit in silence with is what many of us need, but we don't ask or fear the stigma that's attached. It's all ups and downs, so always remember that it always goes back up. Hang in there, it does get better, I promise.
@Another_Saved_Sinner this made me cry. I was having one of those up from 4am morings where the deamons have taken hold cam across ren by chance and when this song came on I decided to pause it at the start and look through a few comments to the original commented I hope you find your inner peace soon . But just want to pop by and say thank you brother to A_S_S
This guy elegantly speaks what I've struggled to describe for 30 years.
I’m gonna need a full live album with you both featuring in every song. I seriously cannot get enough of how your voices mix.
Coming summer 2024. a few of those but more rock album
Ren, this is how special you are to my family, and I, I battled depression and heroin after being sober from meth for 16 yrs and now going on 7 yrs clean. Your music has helped me thru some tough times. I was going through my playlist while dropping my 20 yr old son to work this morning, and this song came up. About 3 mins in, I look over and see my son with tears in his eyes. He only listens to death metal and doesn't cry easily, so for this song to hit him like that shows you how powerful your music is. Keep it going Ren, because you are making an impact on many ppl. I wish so badly that you put on a show in the USA. That'd be a dream come true!
Congrats on your 7 years of sobriety! That's an amazing accomplishment, I hope you're so incredibly proud of yourself!
I teared up while reading this and hearing them.
Your beautiful heart shines through your words, and sharing both is a blessing for many including me. You make a difference and you matter so very much. Thank you ❤☯️🙏
I'm almost 62. Ren, you bring me back to when I was 17 years old. I am feeling all the angst and all the beauty once more through your music. Never before has an artist touched me so deeply. I am so grateful I stumbled across you by pure accident. You sing with every part of your soul and it resonates. We feel it all. Thank you
This song saves my mind everyday, it either gives me hope or comfort ❤ thank you for all your music Ren, you are amazing ❤
So I’m a 50 year old metal head. I am completely blown away by this man and his music. My current playlist: Kamelot, Ayreon, Parkway Drive, Ren. There’s something magical about a musician who bares his soul for his craft. “Hi Ren” made me cry because of its relatability to my life. This song is transformative because because this IS me.
Cannot believe this song isn't known worldwide. Fantastic hook, singing and the writing is spectacular.❤
You heard it. That's all that matters.
In my mind, it is only a matter of time.
100%!!!
The guy just never misses does he? The biggest breath of musical fresh air for decades. Literally. Amazing stuff, both.
You should check out Nolan Taylor 68 his good also
Been loving Ren for years, every song resonates with me somehow. 2:26
When Chinchilla hits those notes at the end... chills....
Good stuff.
Though, just a bit of constructive criticism, the lack of harmonization from Chinchilla in the chorus (other than the last part) held it back from being an even greater track. Ren sang a solid base that could have been used to compliment/frame a gentle female voice that was unfortunately a missed opportunity.
Keep up to good work though.
chinchills... for real
I agree Fam!
Those chills are called an anointing from a higher power. It is a body's reaction to hearing or seeing something angelical.
My hair stands up n goosebumps when I empathise or recall some loving shit
If these 2 did this exact performance on the grammy's, it would reverberate through the world!
Wow🔥
The Grammys are too woke now. You have to be black or trans or lgbtqlmnop to be able to be accepted for anything 🤷
@@lucht29 I know! But my statement is still true!
@@lucht29 Besides, you know who one of the sponsors for the Grammys are and no way that would let this song fly.
The world would be a better place
@@kennycab3374 🎯
“Don’t cry cause there’s a pill for everything” - that one hit me deep🥲
Just retired from nursing after 24 years paramedic for 21 years I heard that verse loud and clear… Medicate to alleviate… And he who screams the loudest gets it first
Greetings Ren from Zagreb, Croatia, much love, love your music, but I have to admit, I discovered this 2 days ago, dear brother, 48 hours song is playing and I'm crying like a child.... 😢😢Brother only tight.... no loose.... #RENagade.... ❤❤
I’m a 54 year old man, and I have never FELT music like when I listen to REN. I don’t know what that says about my mental state, but it is what it is. And Chinchilla is amazing in this, and to be honest, so is the person with the camera.
I believe it means you're mental state is true, honest and healing. I agree with all of your sentiment.
I know exactly what you mean, Stacy....I'm 56, a full time caregiver for my disabled Mom with no life of my own. I've shed more tears since stumbling across Ren's music than over the course of my entire lifetime. The lyrics hit me very, very hard. Blessings!
The way you look at each other during the duet, like you both get exactly what the other one is going through, gave me major shivers.
Dude. I listen to this every other day. I am going to be a doctor because of you. You helped me realize that I have not been living up to my potential.. And that robs everyone of the good that I can do… Thank you Ren… When I am a doctor, I will owe it all to you… My depression stems from seeing all the problems in this world, and feeling like I can’t do anything. But I know I have the potential to fix at least some of the problems. So thank you for showing me that I can be someone that saves lives. ❤️
Wishing you strength for the journey, glad you are making a difference. It matters.
That's amazing. I love how Ren seems to have reached deep into people's souls, waved a magic wand sprinkled with light sparkling dust and inspired so many in so many different ways, bringing much needed Light to the Darkness both within ourselves and the external world around us
Once I found him, I can't stop!!! I'm obsessed, his music and words get in there! O MY My My I love you!!!
Wow. Blew me away. And brought tears to my eyes. I am a 58 y/o grandmother...and this song could be my life story. Wow. Wow. Wow
Same here - on all counts.
45 year old Ex-Firefighter with PTSD. He connects to so many of us who have experienced mental health issues.
40 years old, barely ever cried as an adult. You made me melt in tears like there's no tomorrow.. what the hell are you doing to me? The only thing I can think of is, only someone who've experienced real pain can convey words in such a way that only someone else who's experienced it knows how to translate into emotions. That's breaking me appart man... but it only goes to show what a special human being you are. If you could unravel me like you just did, me, who's protective shell has always been there to protect ever since I was a kid and always did its thing like a charm (Sometimes too well), there's no telling what you can do. You're an amazing human being, and I'm glad I came upon your music. I just can't get enough of your stuff, but this one got me a little too good... hehe! Salutes from a metalhead of French Quebec! :)
I'm 63 and my eyes were misty once I thought about the lyrics.
I'm running from 50. With regard to music, I've heard it all. Most music these days is simply junk.. But this kid has it.. I can feel the words, the pain, etc., Far too familiar. This is absolutely beautiful. Real...
TRUTH!!!!!
It's the hidden superpower of being a Highly Sensitive Person.😊
I'm 46 and I suffer with the same illnesses as Ren. Finding him has given me hope. The words are exactly how it is to have this disease
The chemistry between these 2 and the way their voices blend is rare and incredible!
This is my favorite version of this song, hands down!!! It’s beautiful… watching the evolution of the two of you!!! It helps me understand myself more as well; which is just a bonus 🎉
Gawd… I love the sound vibrations that, that hallway combines with your voices!!! Absolutely obsessed, since the first time I heard it!!!!!
AlohaAloha,
Simbel
Chinchilla sings as if she has a genuine concern for Ren's health and is a great friend with plenty of emotional support.
The world needs more Renchilla
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As a metal head coming across Ren's music is such a treat. His ability to play guitar, sing, and tell a story that is relatable to so many people is unparalleled. Just want to say thank you for never giving up and blessing us with your music. Your vulnerability and honesty shine through in all your performances. Keep fighting the good fight, Ren. Your future is bright, and I feel 2023 is going to be a huge year for you. I can't wait for that album of yours to drop!
This is the most beautiful song I have ever heard.
I have had it on repeat all day and it has moved me to tears each time ❤
I just found Ren 2 days ago, Violet's Tale, and I've been playing ALL the music on his channel on repeat ever since. I love it all. So eclectic and talented. Him and all his people. First artist in YEARS that has captured me like this! I've forwarded a few videos to my people too.
I did exactly the same and I went to see his band play in Brighton two weeks ago. He’s amazing
This is the coolest, most intriguingly authentic,intoxicatingly entertaining, wickedly relatable work of art I have ever experienced. It is literally spine tingling.
I can’t stop!
At that last Oh My My! Holy Christ. Her standing up and belting that high 7th harmony makes me cry.
5 billion universes of: AGREE
I've been listening for 2 hours straight, I understand ❤❤❤
@@elysiumgreene3358 only 5 billion? 🥰
Painful beauty
God the lyrics
The different pitches of both voices
The emotion you both show
This is art and I’ll fight anyone who says otherwise
Y e s
Don't fight....... 😐
The N A I L S
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Ren's live music videos hit different! The footsteps the pin drop before hes even spoke! It's a journey! It feels like a higher feeling than anything I've ever felt before! ❤
Dude. I am a recovering drug addict that also suffers from a myriad mental health issues. Thank you so much for your music. Very inspiring. Keep it up and God bless you in all your endeavors!
Ditto my friend.. sitting here staring at my scarred up arms and hands weeping and it feels good
I have been living gratefully in recovery for 16 years. I send you both all the love and healing vibes!!!
No words for how good this is. I got smashed to the wall by this song. I'm 63 years old, heard a lot of different music, but I never heard music like this. Intens. In tears.
A voice and sound that doesn’t match what I had envisioned look! I love it !
I love reading the comments. They spread from people going through it, to those that have gone through it, to others that have watched someone go through it, and ages from young to "old". Truly amazing the connection you have to it all.
I do it regularly for all Ren's music 😍🤩
Not enough comments about Chinchilla, Ren is insane but she's killing it also !!
They sound beautiful together.
I am currently falling in love with her
She's so talented ❤
Sounds complement each other's amazingly
Shes sensational
Strong men shine in power for themselves.
But great men shine in weakness so others may find a way forward.
Thank you for your continued honesty, your vulnerability, and the hope you give others that their shit can get better too ❤️
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I'm 42 and have mental health problems and have had addiction problems and Ren is roughly the same age as my son but yet he can sum up my life!!! Absolute Genius!!!
The music starts at 1:06 for those of you who keep playing this on repeat like me
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Thank you so much
That's so funny I was just skipping ahead and said "I think it's 1:05.. lol. Just singing it in my head all day..