the hardest part about loosing someone isn’t the part that they are gone. it’s when you forget their voice and how they look. those memories turn into blurs and fade to nothing. Nothing matters in the end. Its all a blur.
it's not his voice, it was the way he tiptoed around the backyard. he had his own trail in the grass, I used to sit outside with him for hours every night after I fed him. he was my safe space, my best friend.
@Toasty65 who knows I guess we’ll all have to find out one day, it’s a scary thought knowing nothing of what becomes of us, do we live again, is there a heaven or hell,or do we just simply float in time? Nobody can answer and that’s the scariest thing for some but I can’t wait to find out
This comment made me realize that I can barely remember her voice, I never really mourned her loss, yes I loved her and cared about her deeply but before I just couldn't cry. But realizing that I can only remember her face, and barely remembering that right too hurts. Alot. Its not like I wanted to forget. My mind just does that sometimes, and I hate it. It hurts.
this song, it feels melancholic. a feeling like watching your lover embrace another humans touch.watching your lover walk out of your life, that heart wrenching feeling, that is what this song feels like. watching the world slowly burn around you, nobody and nothing to live for. despondent, thats the word. that is truly what it feels like. i adore this song. thank you for this version
POV: you meet a girl, you both fall in love, happiest months of your lives all smiles and laughter and then slowly but surely things start to fall apart. You start realizing she’s slowly losing interest in you and there’s nothing you can do about it. It’s 3am and she calls you crying telling you she can’t do this anymore, you start feeling dizzy and pass out. Flash forward a couple weeks and you realize she’s happy and it’s not because of you anymore but because of somebody else... you go home with a bottle of whisky one night you climb up to the roof starring at the stars one last time wishing things were different, but there not. You hop onto the ledge look down and put your arms aside and take a leap of faith... you thought it was over huh ? Here’s the plot twist. As you took your leap of faith and your looking downward to your death heart is racing. Suddenly everything around you is slowing down, even your fall. You have more time to think and you no longer want to die but it’s already too late, but you don’t give up, you see an angel ahead of you, it was an angel so beautiful and full of light. The angel touches your shoulder it was a touch that felt warm and safe, you start tearing up as you look upon the angels face. You see the angel smile and grants you a second chance as you hit the ground you wake up in your bed, you check your phone and its day after your “ suicide “ you convince yourself it was all a dream.
"Hey, ____. I'm just here to say one final goodbye. But before I go, please promise me something. Can you go skydiving for me? Can you go ride the biggest rollercoaster in the world for me? I want you to promise to live life to the fullest. Live your life to the fullest. I may not be there, but can you do all the things we wanted to do together? Thanks. Goodbye ___, I'll always be with you."
This song makes me remember how my life is falling apart. Day by day, the anger and hatred for myself consumes me more and more. The envy inside of my heart continues to spread. I feel like I’m falling into a big, black hole and I continue to plummet deeper and deeper into it, but can’t seem to hit the ground, or escape. The loneliness seeps in more and more. I feel dizzy, my head aches, and my heart is sore. I want to lay in my bed all day and night, with no worries, no problems, no more sadness. I want to do nothing, feel nothing, think about nothing. I wish I could be like her, gorgeous, stylish, positive, kind, funny. But, it will always just be nothing more than a wish. I’m just plain, old me. I want to get rid of the pain, the suffering. I wish someone knew what I am going through, what I feel. I wish someone could just give me a hug, console me, tell me everything is going to be okay. I wish that I could love who I am, what I look like, and the person I am. I wish I didn’t have to be insecure. I wish I could be the best at everything. But, all of these things will be nothing more than wishes. Sometimes, I just wish I could disappear. Maybe then, someone would care. Maybe then, people could understand how I felt. Maybe then, I could be free. Of course, I wouldn’t never actually kill myself, but that doesn’t mean I don’t think about it. I need help, but don’t want people to worry. I need support, but don’t want my friends to think I’m annoying. I hate who I am. I wish I could be that happy, innocent little girl who had no worries, who loved everyone, and who felt free. I wish I could be happy. I hate who I have become. I used to be so kind, I used to be so energetic, and I used to be so positive. But now, I’m this sad, lonely, negative 12 year old who barely even gets off her phone or comes out of her room. Idek why I’m commenting this, it’s not anyone cares.
you just explained how i feel everyday, i’m sorry that you are also going through this. just know this will pass and you’ll get through it, i know i don’t know you but i love you and keep going, you matter so much and i hope everything gets better for you. you are an amazing human and i know it can get hard but keep your head up for me, okay?
Hey Ava, life is hard. I understand what you are going through completely, I couldn’t imagine feeling this way as a 12 year old, but I swear to you it will get better. I don’t know if this means anything to you but I love you and Jesus loves you too. A word of advice to get through this is go outside, listen to your favorite songs, rest for a while, get off your phone and read a book, something I do is delete my social media and see how much that effects my mental health. You are important and loved and worthy.
I know this is coming from a complete stranger, but i love you and I truly want the best for you, because you deserve it. You deserve to be happy and to be cared for, and you deserve to wake up to see beautiful sunrises and find good music and listen to the voice of someone who loves you and experience all the good things. It feels horrible to want to disappear, but there’s someone out there waiting for you to change their lives, even in a seemingly small way. Stay strong
This song gives me another different era of the greek history like some sort of a god seeing the streets in 450BC in greece while leaning on a balcony I can’t explain the feeling this song gives me i love it
it’s currently 3:08am in the morning, i talked about him to myself and how much i truly love him, i feel something that i can’t explain, it’s like he’s here with me but he’s not.. i honestly don’t know, but ill get threw everything soon, probably not today or tomorrow, but i told the moon about you, i told it how beautiful you are and how beautiful and gorgeous your smile is, how you always make me feel so loved, how lucky i am to love you, you might not love me the same way as i do, but i promise i will always love u to the bottom of my heart. -unknown.
This song is beautiful in so many ways. It never gets old, and I always find myself at peace when I hear the melody! My eyes close and I’m in my own world. I can be what I want and do what I want. This song has so many opening to areas in the mind. It’s a beautiful peace of music.
You are dying. And all the memories you have from your whole lifetime is starting to come out one by one for one last time, especially from your childhood. Watching yourself in younger happier version of you. Summer holiday, warm chats, watching your favorites cartoons with your loved ones that you have forgotten because those person left first from this world. It is time to go.. as you part ways from this world you have spent your whole life with.
This song makes me wanna be young and happy again, only problem is I am young and I can't think of a time I was ever happy. Even my childhood was filled with tears, anger, frustration, isolation. Maybe as I grew older I learned how to push my feelings away, so I won't be a bother to others. But loneliness is all encompassing, it never escapes you. Maybe you forget about it, but it's always there... Watching over your shoulder, sitting quietly next to you- smiling politely when you get a chance to rest and finally register your feelings, a constant reminder that you will only look at the world behind a window, and no matter how hard you try to reach out, nobody will ever grab your hand. This song makes me wish all the times I pretended to be happy were real.
Hey, I love you even though I don’t know you. If you ever need to talk I’m here for you. I don’t even have to know who you are just know that you have someone to reach out to.
Same here , same here , I have a friend named Ashley. We had been friends for almost 2 years and we had been there for each other. I’ve always been there for her but I just noticed now that I’m falling for her. I helped her through tough times and also I tried to make her forget about her ex. Her ex is her first boyfriend ever. They been dating for so long and I get how that will feel. I’m 16 and she’s 15 of course. I had more relationships then her so I had many experiences and mistakes I learned from. Now I feel so much for her , even though I don’t want too because I know I’ll hurt myself… I found out that she is still thinking about her ex and talking to her ex. They are not dating or anything but you know, 3 days ago she went over his house and they did love to each other . That day she told me she didn’t come to school because she was sick but in reality, she wasn’t. She been doing that while I was thinking about her in school. I even brought her brownies and pizza for her for lunch so we can both share but she never came. Later during school, her ex boyfriend dropped her off at school and left her in the heat… she is being used by him but she doesn’t seem to care. The next day she told me about it because i found out she lied and I asked her why? She cried to me and that she is confused and I just felt pain there. I want it to hug her but in reality I was just also in pain and I didn’t know what to do. I was full with jealousy and sadness and just mad. She was crying to me during lunch on the table and while she was , I just kept thinking on why me ?. I’m everything she needs for her to be healthy . I want her to be happy and not go through that…. the next day she still hasn’t come to school and Lately she has taken forever to answer me… now I feel like she is still making love with him and I don’t know anymore. That guy is such a dick and she is the most smart and gorgeous and loving person I know but she still gets treated like trash and she doesn’t seem to bother… now I’m in my bed Staring at the ceiling … knowing I got school tomorrow, I can’t seem to go to sleep either. I’m just letting this pain consume me slowly as I just think back on what I should do. I don’t know what to do, I even told her I had feelings for her also and she said that she would also love to try something with me but she isn’t in the right place and i get that but why won’t she just move on. I want what is the best for her…. I’m tired of seeing girls getting treated like shit, she isn’t the only girl I know who is getting hurt.
This song feels like I’ve accidentally stumbled into a monks room and interrupted his meditation but instead of being mad or even a little upset he just offers me some tea.
"Why arent ur grades better", "Ohh I get it, you just want to act dumb", "Why cant u be more like ur friends", "Why are u like this". WHY. WHY. WHY. Why cant i just love myself. Im sorry, IM SORRY. I get it, i cant do anything right. I understand. Everyone thinks my life is so perfect. Its not. I hate myself. I just want someone to love me. I just want Love. Im tired of liking boys who like my friends or who dont like me. I hate how tall i am and how developed i am. I hate me.
La forma más bella de estar recordar tu dolor de manera tranquila, en paz, que está melodía te hace llorar, reír muchas emociones pero de una manera muy muy hermosa. Estoy agradecida de haber encontrado esto.
im not sure how some people are calmed about this. It feels like the hug i never got. The "im proud of you" i never got. the mental happiness i never received. thank you:) it makes me cry listening to this, how my mind, childhood trauma, everything thats happening now. I'm like 3 hours clean. I cant stop:( its alright though, i just need a hug, ill stop for about a month thinking about that hug:)) love everyone who's reading this, and can relate. thank you:) have a good day.
This song just reminds me my forgotten memories from 1894 when i was reading a book in library and consume all of these secrets and words out of the book. I feel like I'm falling in to never-ending dream. thank you
Lowkey for me it’s hard to be far away from your loved ones the ones that you have a good relationship could be a friend group and it makes me depressed to not see them for a year and this song makes me remember the good times I had with them
(A coworkers to friends, to lovers POV) Pov: you’re slowly falling in love with a friend you made a work during the summer. You both start to hang out almost everyday and you always go out for walks and talk about experiences and joke with each other, except you both decide to head back to their house after a walk. Then when you both are in their room, you both are sitting down and then you get them to close their eyes and you kiss them and they wanted it and they kiss you back... Now they don’t want to let go of you and you both are holding each other because you both know the other has feelings.. Now you both are happy and decide to become a couple.. but the only problem is they have to go away for two months in a week… You both become sad.. Depressed.. But they invite you over so you can make memories to remember and take pictures together while you can.. Your home life isn’t the greatest though.. so during those days during the week something goes on at home and you get hurt really bad and are in shock.. Cops get called but its not a bloody mess.. You tell them about it.. They become worried and tell you to come over for the rest of the day to save you from being around ‘them’.. This day is the final day before they leave for two months, so you try to cheer up and enjoy the day even though you are really sad.. You both promise to message daily and keep in touch and after that was said you both watch a show together and grab some food and cuddle up close and afterwards decide to go for a walk like you both normally would and talk some more and hold hands and you just don’t think about anything else besides that person.. You both end up walking towards an arch and they pull you towards it and you both get under it and they put their hands in your face and begin to kiss you and you both giggle and you tell them how cute that was for doing that.. but deep down it was really romantic and you just wanted the day and that moment to last forever.. You both walk until it gets really late and continue to hold hands and they stop and begin to hold you tightly because it would probably be the last time they could hold you.. and it was, and you both arrived back at their house and had to go home.. Now you are leaving and start to become very sad, you text but you are still sad.. you wished you had longer to spend with them.. They are leaving in two days.. and those two days go by quickly and now they are overseas for two months.. You both are now 7 hours apart in time and are still trying to make it work.. You both yearn for the other until you are reunited and are still keeping in touch and calling.
walking through the halls of this dusty library i can see what it would feel like to be in the picture shown. i’m at a library right now for context. it’s.. magical. the words scrawled or typed upon the dusty and water-damaged pages are mesmerizing to think about and it’s fascinating to imagine what they say.
3 years with her. The excitement and the love. All gone. BUT! TIME GOES ON!! life moves on and you cant change the past even tho im heart broken its been 3 months and every day gets worse, but i gotta stay moving forward and so does everyone going through this. Those years felt like a disney movie and its just all gone. my bestfriend for 3 years. I just wish her the best rest of her life!
hello. i am here to inform you that i am responsible for at least 1k of the views on this video. thank you for blessing my ears and giving me something to read in peace to. much love to you forever and always.
when you just wanna be happy but so many things are holding you back, you wanna feel free and relaxed, but you can't even do that, people love you, but you just don't feel it. your empty inside you don't wanna eat, you just sit there and cry and cry and cry, listening to this song, you feel like everything is slowly turning grey, everyone's gone. You have nobody, What will you do? cry and give up, yeah,, life sucks.
I haven't listened to this song for a while now and it brings back so many memories from the time i used to play it a lot, really peacefull and calm song thank
it’s 3:20 and i just woke up to a nightmare while playing this in my sleep. played a different song afterwards but i just kept thinking about this and had to play this again. it’s like you’re being terrified of it but you don’t want it to stop
The soft raindrops touch your skin while you're in the woods, you see a soft blue light in the distance. You get closer to the warm light, the warmth of the light makes you forget about your problems and everything around you. The only thing you feel is the delightful warmth on your soft skin, it feels like the touch of that person. The glow is just like the light you always see in their eyes. Suddenly you woke up, "was it just a dream...?" you whispered softly.
Dreams of another world A world I once knew but can’t remember A world which no living eye can see So when it’s time to die Just close your eyes and Remember your going home To a beautiful paradise
while listening to this song I somehow can smell memory and taste it, it makes me feel very safe and familiar it also gives me the feeling that nothing really matters now, like for now and at this moment I am no one and I am nothing. like it wanna tell me that whatever happens, happens, don't be sad about it be happy because it happens
This song feels warm, but cold too. It's like feeling safe in a place that isn't safe. Its like the end of the world is happening and you don't care, or the beginning of a new day that you think will be a good one, or the beginning of a day you know will be bad, or how you feel after a horrible day and you don't know what emotion you should be feeling. Sad, angry, tired or relief. beans
This remedy makes you ponder the the pondering. Makes you want to think into the thinking. Makes you want to imagine the imagination. Makes you want to yearn for the needing. Makes you want to live the dead. Makes you want to do the do. Makes you want to wish you never existed but to exist more than the existing. Makes you want to not do what you did but to do it even better. Makes you want to read away but not. Makes you want to write a whole paragraph about the paragraph. Makes you want to live but die. Makes you want love but not want it. Makes you want to achieve the dreams but not achieve it. Makes you want to lay there but not lay there. Makes you want to sit staring at the screen but not stare at it. Makes you want to contemplate just everything you've experienced but not think about it. Makes you want to simply go on and on forever, about the wants and not wants...
vent cuz this song made me feel like venting So basically school has ended for me and im back home (cuz i lived at my aunts house for half a year for school cuz it was closer there and while i have stayed there i truly have feelt on my lowest, not long ago until i meet 2 people there, we all 3 became really close friends and talked every night, and sometimes when we used to hang out they were like an escape for me, i would forget everything bad that happened and be in a completely amazing mood. And yesterday i had to tell them id go, i saw the biggest frown on their faces, it truly feelt so untrue, i was completely devastated, i couldnt feel a drop of emotion. Idk im just, literally about to burst in tears knowing i wont see them for a long long time. Ive waited for so long to come home cuz i missed my family although they treat me like shit, and now that im here i miss them too, idk what to do :(
@@mellborry oh yea im doing better!!! :) ty for asking, this was really good to look back at bc i realize how far ive gotten and im so happy im better now :D i almost feel like i sound dramatic actually but it was truly a shitty time
tiny pov! it was a couple of hours before your 18th birthday, and you found this song in your recommended. you decided to listen you it since you were almost becoming an adult. The very first second of this song you started tearing up because this was nostalgic for some reason. you reminded yourself of the past years and how much fun and memories you had. You checked the time. 12:00 AM. you became an adult already. sorry, this is rlly bad> ily guys
When I feel un wanted I tend to stop doing stuff and i normally find myself to stop eating and stop drinking enough water and I tend to find myself starving myself but not on purpose but I still didn’t stop it from happening and I never have the guts to un alive myself but my guts are never too far from trying.
As you're about to descend off the mountain, you look off into the sunset. Admiring the great beauty you are seeing and it's going to be the last beauty you'll be seeing. You take time to think of all the memories. Whether it's memories where you're sad, happy, or mad, you still decide to laugh. Suddenly, you remember her. Your only reason to live. But, she's gone now. So, what's the point in living? There is no point. Though, that does not mean you shouldn't continue on living. Even though she meant everything to you, you didn't mean everything to her. So, take a moment. Look around you. What else do you have left? Are you happy? Do you have the will to live left in you? The clocks down to 5 seconds. You breathe deeply and start day dreaming about how she made you feel. She loved you. She cared about you. She appreciated you. She thought of you as a perfect mortal. But, look where all those emotions, affections, and feelings went. They went somewhere. Just, not to you. To him. She's happier. 4 seconds left and you quickly realize these are the last moments. Your family is spending time together while you're here. About to leave. Forever. Down to 3 seconds. You know you want to go back into the past. Enjoying your childhood and enjoying being with her. You know you miss it. You know you miss not giving a care in the world. You know you miss not being criticized of how you look. You know you want to go back to having that time period where you had no responsibilities and life was care-free. Life was fun. 3 seconds left, you look around searching for a hand. An Angel to help you. But, you're alone. Everyone you thought cared, didn't care at all. You were tricked. You were fooled. You were deceived. 2 seconds left. But now you're realizing, I'm not the one that's wrong. So, why? Why make me suffer? Society is the one screwed up so why me? 1 second left. You feel like giving life one more chance. But, as you turn around and you're about to walk down the mountain, you get pushed off. "What pushed me?" you think to yourself. But, it's not "what" pushed you. It's who pushed you. She did. The girl you loved, cared, respected, and thought was everything to your life. She didn't finish with you yet. But, oh well. can't do anything now.
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hi erin my name is erin too
Beans
@@vl4dimort wtf?
the hardest part about loosing someone isn’t the part that they are gone. it’s when you forget their voice and how they look. those memories turn into blurs and fade to nothing. Nothing matters in the end. Its all a blur.
it's not his voice, it was the way he tiptoed around the backyard. he had his own trail in the grass, I used to sit outside with him for hours every night after I fed him. he was my safe space, my best friend.
I can't believe it's just a burning memory...
@@spelt722 its sad that we dont have many days
@Toasty65 who knows I guess we’ll all have to find out one day, it’s a scary thought knowing nothing of what becomes of us, do we live again, is there a heaven or hell,or do we just simply float in time? Nobody can answer and that’s the scariest thing for some but I can’t wait to find out
This comment made me realize that I can barely remember her voice, I never really mourned her loss, yes I loved her and cared about her deeply but before I just couldn't cry. But realizing that I can only remember her face, and barely remembering that right too hurts. Alot. Its not like I wanted to forget. My mind just does that sometimes, and I hate it. It hurts.
what just realised ive been staring at the ceiling for a whole 30-50 mins while listening to this song..its very calming, thank you.
Yeah it is
You had 407 likes but no comment so I stepped in
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@@leonid6122 omggg tyyy bestiee
this is what my mind sounds like when im in a big dissociate state. having depersonalization/derealization is crazy. i love this. beans
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@@worbes bean beans
@@foxteef9602 beans,
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this is my boyfriend's favorite song, i listen to it when I work, it soothes me and makes me think of him. beans
That’s so cute
Im happy he has someone like you
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@@victrtalks 😂 same thing I was thinking but I was dying of laughter 🤣
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this song, it feels melancholic. a feeling like watching your lover embrace another humans touch.watching your lover walk out of your life, that heart wrenching feeling, that is what this song feels like. watching the world slowly burn around you, nobody and nothing to live for. despondent, thats the word. that is truly what it feels like. i adore this song. thank you for this version
POV: you meet a girl, you both fall in love, happiest months of your lives all smiles and laughter and then slowly but surely things start to fall apart. You start realizing she’s slowly losing interest in you and there’s nothing you can do about it. It’s 3am and she calls you crying telling you she can’t do this anymore, you start feeling dizzy and pass out. Flash forward a couple weeks and you realize she’s happy and it’s not because of you anymore but because of somebody else... you go home with a bottle of whisky one night you climb up to the roof starring at the stars one last time wishing things were different, but there not. You hop onto the ledge look down and put your arms aside and take a leap of faith... you thought it was over huh ? Here’s the plot twist.
As you took your leap of faith and your looking downward to your death heart is racing. Suddenly everything around you is slowing down, even your fall. You have more time to think and you no longer want to die but it’s already too late, but you don’t give up, you see an angel ahead of you, it was an angel so beautiful and full of light. The angel touches your shoulder it was a touch that felt warm and safe, you start tearing up as you look upon the angels face. You see the angel smile and grants you a second chance as you hit the ground you wake up in your bed, you check your phone and its day after your “ suicide “ you convince yourself it was all a dream.
this comment was beautiful, i'd like another one pls
Oh my god did a kid just put this masterpiece art with words
This plot was INCREDIBLE holyyy
I love this!
@@rebekahhendrick6739 Righttt
I’m surprised that a human being is capable of understanding how I feel
this song feels like the guilt and fear you get before getting yelled at by a parental figure but its so calming at the same time
i barely found this today and i already searched a hour version thank you for making this.
Of course!! im glad you enjoy it! :)
This feels so peaceful yet so painful, so safe yet so empty…
If not being able to forget when you both first met no matter how hard u try was a song
ive been listening to this for the past 5 hours and im not getting tired of it tysm for the one hour version
your pfp gave me serotonin:)
@@laraisnotreal yo i’m glad it did:)
"Hey, ____. I'm just here to say one final goodbye. But before I go, please promise me something. Can you go skydiving for me? Can you go ride the biggest rollercoaster in the world for me? I want you to promise to live life to the fullest. Live your life to the fullest. I may not be there, but can you do all the things we wanted to do together? Thanks. Goodbye ___, I'll always be with you."
This song makes me remember how my life is falling apart. Day by day, the anger and hatred for myself consumes me more and more. The envy inside of my heart continues to spread. I feel like I’m falling into a big, black hole and I continue to plummet deeper and deeper into it, but can’t seem to hit the ground, or escape. The loneliness seeps in more and more. I feel dizzy, my head aches, and my heart is sore. I want to lay in my bed all day and night, with no worries, no problems, no more sadness. I want to do nothing, feel nothing, think about nothing. I wish I could be like her, gorgeous, stylish, positive, kind, funny. But, it will always just be nothing more than a wish. I’m just plain, old me. I want to get rid of the pain, the suffering. I wish someone knew what I am going through, what I feel. I wish someone could just give me a hug, console me, tell me everything is going to be okay. I wish that I could love who I am, what I look like, and the person I am. I wish I didn’t have to be insecure. I wish I could be the best at everything. But, all of these things will be nothing more than wishes. Sometimes, I just wish I could disappear. Maybe then, someone would care. Maybe then, people could understand how I felt. Maybe then, I could be free. Of course, I wouldn’t never actually kill myself, but that doesn’t mean I don’t think about it. I need help, but don’t want people to worry. I need support, but don’t want my friends to think I’m annoying. I hate who I am. I wish I could be that happy, innocent little girl who had no worries, who loved everyone, and who felt free. I wish I could be happy. I hate who I have become. I used to be so kind, I used to be so energetic, and I used to be so positive. But now, I’m this sad, lonely, negative 12 year old who barely even gets off her phone or comes out of her room. Idek why I’m commenting this, it’s not anyone cares.
You just put what I’ve been trying to say in to words that I couldn’t think of thank you
you just explained how i feel everyday, i’m sorry that you are also going through this. just know this will pass and you’ll get through it, i know i don’t know you but i love you and keep going, you matter so much and i hope everything gets better for you. you are an amazing human and i know it can get hard but keep your head up for me, okay?
That is what I am feeling everyday and I care
Hey Ava, life is hard. I understand what you are going through completely, I couldn’t imagine feeling this way as a 12 year old, but I swear to you it will get better. I don’t know if this means anything to you but I love you and Jesus loves you too. A word of advice to get through this is go outside, listen to your favorite songs, rest for a while, get off your phone and read a book, something I do is delete my social media and see how much that effects my mental health. You are important and loved and worthy.
I know this is coming from a complete stranger, but i love you and I truly want the best for you, because you deserve it. You deserve to be happy and to be cared for, and you deserve to wake up to see beautiful sunrises and find good music and listen to the voice of someone who loves you and experience all the good things. It feels horrible to want to disappear, but there’s someone out there waiting for you to change their lives, even in a seemingly small way. Stay strong
This song gives me another different era of the greek history like some sort of a god seeing the streets in 450BC in greece while leaning on a balcony I can’t explain the feeling this song gives me i love it
This actually unlocked positive childhood memories for me and now I'm crying
be ashamed of yourself
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Are you okay?
@@yokeru5738 u good bro?
@@Ataurion yes
@@zeearts9484 yes
it’s currently 3:08am in the morning, i talked about him to myself and how much i truly love him, i feel something that i can’t explain, it’s like he’s here with me but he’s not.. i honestly don’t know, but ill get threw everything soon, probably not today or tomorrow, but i told the moon about you, i told it how beautiful you are and how beautiful and gorgeous your smile is, how you always make me feel so loved, how lucky i am to love you, you might not love me the same way as i do, but i promise i will always love u to the bottom of my heart. -unknown.
pov: its 1939 and you are watching the world crumble as war continues
Ok but thinking about Bucky Barnes doing this hUrtS me
This is beautiful
thank you !!
This song is beautiful in so many ways. It never gets old, and I always find myself at peace when I hear the melody! My eyes close and I’m in my own world. I can be what I want and do what I want. This song has so many opening to areas in the mind. It’s a beautiful peace of music.
Sometimes I wonder why it ends at the end and why amazing things happen that nobody except you will ever feel. This song makes me feel special
You are dying. And all the memories you have from your whole lifetime is starting to come out one by one for one last time, especially from your childhood. Watching yourself in younger happier version of you. Summer holiday, warm chats, watching your favorites cartoons with your loved ones that you have forgotten because those person left first from this world. It is time to go.. as you part ways from this world you have spent your whole life with.
this is a hug to my soul
You don’t want to know how much I listen to this.
This song makes me wanna be young and happy again, only problem is I am young and I can't think of a time I was ever happy. Even my childhood was filled with tears, anger, frustration, isolation. Maybe as I grew older I learned how to push my feelings away, so I won't be a bother to others. But loneliness is all encompassing, it never escapes you. Maybe you forget about it, but it's always there... Watching over your shoulder, sitting quietly next to you- smiling politely when you get a chance to rest and finally register your feelings, a constant reminder that you will only look at the world behind a window, and no matter how hard you try to reach out, nobody will ever grab your hand.
This song makes me wish all the times I pretended to be happy were real.
Hey, I love you even though I don’t know you. If you ever need to talk I’m here for you. I don’t even have to know who you are just know that you have someone to reach out to.
It feels like I'm halfway between sleeping and waking, and my lover is down the hall playing the piano... ❤️ I love this.
Wow beutiful
Wake up man its a dream
Well everytime I hear dis song I feel like I'm falling down nonstop. A FANTASYY
Listening to this staring at my ceiling wondering how hes doing without me :(
mood rn
Same here , same here , I have a friend named Ashley. We had been friends for almost 2 years and we had been there for each other. I’ve always been there for her but I just noticed now that I’m falling for her. I helped her through tough times and also I tried to make her forget about her ex. Her ex is her first boyfriend ever. They been dating for so long and I get how that will feel. I’m 16 and she’s 15 of course. I had more relationships then her so I had many experiences and mistakes I learned from. Now I feel so much for her , even though I don’t want too because I know I’ll hurt myself… I found out that she is still thinking about her ex and talking to her ex. They are not dating or anything but you know, 3 days ago she went over his house and they did love to each other . That day she told me she didn’t come to school because she was sick but in reality, she wasn’t. She been doing that while I was thinking about her in school. I even brought her brownies and pizza for her for lunch so we can both share but she never came. Later during school, her ex boyfriend dropped her off at school and left her in the heat… she is being used by him but she doesn’t seem to care. The next day she told me about it because i found out she lied and I asked her why? She cried to me and that she is confused and I just felt pain there. I want it to hug her but in reality I was just also in pain and I didn’t know what to do. I was full with jealousy and sadness and just mad. She was crying to me during lunch on the table and while she was , I just kept thinking on why me ?. I’m everything she needs for her to be healthy . I want her to be happy and not go through that…. the next day she still hasn’t come to school and Lately she has taken forever to answer me… now I feel like she is still making love with him and I don’t know anymore. That guy is such a dick and she is the most smart and gorgeous and loving person I know but she still gets treated like trash and she doesn’t seem to bother… now I’m in my bed Staring at the ceiling … knowing I got school tomorrow, I can’t seem to go to sleep either. I’m just letting this pain consume me slowly as I just think back on what I should do. I don’t know what to do, I even told her I had feelings for her also and she said that she would also love to try something with me but she isn’t in the right place and i get that but why won’t she just move on. I want what is the best for her…. I’m tired of seeing girls getting treated like shit, she isn’t the only girl I know who is getting hurt.
@@isabellarios2005 does she know shes getting used? Does she have any other friends u can get to talk to her?
@@isabellarios2005 yo man how did it go?
This song feels like I’ve accidentally stumbled into a monks room and interrupted his meditation but instead of being mad or even a little upset he just offers me some tea.
Another night of crying.
Mans a life saver thank you.
ah i miss her, i miss her a lot
"Why arent ur grades better", "Ohh I get it, you just want to act dumb", "Why cant u be more like ur friends", "Why are u like this". WHY. WHY. WHY. Why cant i just love myself. Im sorry, IM SORRY. I get it, i cant do anything right. I understand. Everyone thinks my life is so perfect. Its not. I hate myself. I just want someone to love me. I just want Love. Im tired of liking boys who like my friends or who dont like me. I hate how tall i am and how developed i am. I hate me.
@@ensixraa yeah im fine lol. I was up real late and i was over thinking :)
@@ensixraa Yes im okay ! :)
La forma más bella de estar recordar tu dolor de manera tranquila, en paz, que está melodía te hace llorar, reír muchas emociones pero de una manera muy muy hermosa. Estoy agradecida de haber encontrado esto.
im not sure how some people are calmed about this. It feels like the hug i never got. The "im proud of you" i never got. the mental happiness i never received. thank you:) it makes me cry listening to this, how my mind, childhood trauma, everything thats happening now. I'm like 3 hours clean. I cant stop:( its alright though, i just need a hug, ill stop for about a month thinking about that hug:)) love everyone who's reading this, and can relate. thank you:) have a good day.
this is my second account) 5 minutes clean!
I don’t know you but, I’m proud of you.
I used to cry myself to sleep listening to this.
This song just reminds me my forgotten memories from 1894 when i was reading a book in library and consume all of these secrets and words out of the book. I feel like I'm falling in to never-ending dream. thank you
@Faith Carolann its a random date lmao
In one way, I feel so relaxed by listening to that but in the other.. I can feel all my pain
you dont know how hard it is for me right now. thank you.
U’r doing great, keep going
getting admitted to a hospital today. listening to this on my way there.
I'm so sorry! feel better soon!
Erin _
Oh my
Thanks for making this
of course!!
Lowkey for me it’s hard to be far away from your loved ones the ones that you have a good relationship could be a friend group and it makes me depressed to not see them for a year and this song makes me remember the good times I had with them
i listen to this 12 hours at a time. thank you.
(A coworkers to friends, to lovers POV)
Pov: you’re slowly falling in love with a friend you made a work during the summer.
You both start to hang out almost everyday and you always go out for walks and talk about experiences and joke with each other, except you both decide to head back to their house after a walk.
Then when you both are in their room, you both are sitting down and then you get them to close their eyes and you kiss them and they wanted it and they kiss you back...
Now they don’t want to let go of you and you both are holding each other because you both know the other has feelings..
Now you both are happy and decide to become a couple..
but the only problem is they have to go away for two months in a week…
You both become sad.. Depressed.. But they invite you over so you can make memories to remember and take pictures together while you can..
Your home life isn’t the greatest though.. so during those days during the week something goes on at home and you get hurt really bad and are in shock.. Cops get called but its not a bloody mess..
You tell them about it.. They become worried and tell you to come over for the rest of the day to save you from being around ‘them’..
This day is the final day before they leave for two months, so you try to cheer up and enjoy the day even though you are really sad.. You both promise to message daily and keep in touch and after that was said you both watch a show together and grab some food and cuddle up close and afterwards decide to go for a walk like you both normally would and talk some more and hold hands and you just don’t think about anything else besides that person..
You both end up walking towards an arch and they pull you towards it and you both get under it and they put their hands in your face and begin to kiss you and you both giggle and you tell them how cute that was for doing that.. but deep down it was really romantic and you just wanted the day and that moment to last forever..
You both walk until it gets really late and continue to hold hands and they stop and begin to hold you tightly because it would probably be the last time they could hold you.. and it was, and you both arrived back at their house and had to go home..
Now you are leaving and start to become very sad, you text but you are still sad.. you wished you had longer to spend with them.. They are leaving in two days.. and those two days go by quickly and now they are overseas for two months..
You both are now 7 hours apart in time and are still trying to make it work..
You both yearn for the other until you are reunited and are still keeping in touch and calling.
Ah yes.. Something I can listen to while wishing I was in another world.. Its calming..
im listening to this while trying to sleep and there’s a thunderstorm 🥰
Finally i found what i need thank you sm
THIS IS THE BEST I JUST CLICKED ON THE MOST ANGELIC VIDEO THAT COULD EVER EXIST
walking through the halls of this dusty library i can see what it would feel like to be in the picture shown. i’m at a library right now for context. it’s.. magical. the words scrawled or typed upon the dusty and water-damaged pages are mesmerizing to think about and it’s fascinating to imagine what they say.
Please don't delete, this song makes me sleep easier than before.🥺🥺🥺
3 years with her. The excitement and the love. All gone. BUT! TIME GOES ON!! life moves on and you cant change the past even tho im heart broken its been 3 months and every day gets worse, but i gotta stay moving forward and so does everyone going through this. Those years felt like a disney movie and its just all gone. my bestfriend for 3 years. I just wish her the best rest of her life!
that's just what i needed...
hello. i am here to inform you that i am responsible for at least 1k of the views on this video. thank you for blessing my ears and giving me something to read in peace to. much love to you forever and always.
ayyy let's goo
are you proud of me for so many views 😂
very very proud
I love you too
A message to all the people that are having a bad day.
Thank you for this, I really appreciated this
@@thang._.mung734 You're welcome! Take care, friend :)
when you just wanna be happy but so many things are holding you back, you wanna feel free and relaxed, but you can't even do that, people love you, but you just don't feel it. your empty inside you don't wanna eat, you just sit there and cry and cry and cry, listening to this song, you feel like everything is slowly turning grey, everyone's gone. You have nobody, What will you do? cry and give up, yeah,, life sucks.
I haven't listened to this song for a while now and it brings back so many memories from the time i used to play it a lot, really peacefull and calm song thank
That thumbnail/pic has a fat nostalgic vibe
This really is calming
it’s 3:20 and i just woke up to a nightmare while playing this in my sleep. played a different song afterwards but i just kept thinking about this and had to play this again. it’s like you’re being terrified of it but you don’t want it to stop
love this
I literally can’t get tired of this
The soft raindrops touch your skin while you're in the woods, you see a soft blue light in the distance.
You get closer to the warm light, the warmth of the light makes you forget about your problems and everything around you. The only thing you feel is the delightful warmth on your soft skin, it feels like the touch of that person.
The glow is just like the light you always see in their eyes. Suddenly you woke up, "was it just a dream...?" you whispered softly.
Very peaceful 🥰
this is exactly what i need thank you
it's like I don't want it to stop.
Dreams of another world
A world I once knew but can’t remember
A world which no living eye can see
So when it’s time to die
Just close your eyes and
Remember your going home
To a beautiful paradise
This song makes me feel safe and at home
while listening to this song I somehow can smell memory and taste it, it makes me feel very safe and familiar it also gives me the feeling that nothing really matters now, like for now and at this moment I am no one and I am nothing. like it wanna tell me that whatever happens, happens, don't be sad about it be happy because it happens
OH my i know im so late to this but I LOVE IT
At first it didn’t feel like much but then it really started sinking in. To this day the pain still hasn’t gone
me encanta
When I listen to this song I feel like I’m in a dream 💭
This song feels warm, but cold too. It's like feeling safe in a place that isn't safe. Its like the end of the world is happening and you don't care, or the beginning of a new day that you think will be a good one, or the beginning of a day you know will be bad, or how you feel after a horrible day and you don't know what emotion you should be feeling. Sad, angry, tired or relief. beans
Yo thanks thats the song i will use in the livestream that im gonna kms in :D
uh what
the illusion i had of them was better than knowing the truth and being hurt
I love this 💆🏼♀️
Hii
@@ivanmunoz6939 hey 🙋🏽♀️
@@daphnezuniga4513 how is your night going? 🌃🖤
Thank you so much for this. It helps a lot
God bless your soul !!! I love this song & everything abt it
0:10 made me having some sort of feeling
me too
a nonspecific feeling
This remedy makes you ponder the the pondering. Makes you want to think into the thinking. Makes you want to imagine the imagination. Makes you want to yearn for the needing. Makes you want to live the dead. Makes you want to do the do. Makes you want to wish you never existed but to exist more than the existing. Makes you want to not do what you did but to do it even better. Makes you want to read away but not. Makes you want to write a whole paragraph about the paragraph. Makes you want to live but die. Makes you want love but not want it. Makes you want to achieve the dreams but not achieve it. Makes you want to lay there but not lay there. Makes you want to sit staring at the screen but not stare at it. Makes you want to contemplate just everything you've experienced but not think about it. Makes you want to simply go on and on forever, about the wants and not wants...
This music is like a angel and god and heaven
I kept going back to this. Idk bro this ease me it puts me to sleep it’s like idk how to describe it but it’s like your just tired n some shit
vent cuz this song made me feel like venting
So basically school has ended for me and im back home (cuz i lived at my aunts house for half a year for school cuz it was closer there and while i have stayed there i truly have feelt on my lowest, not long ago until i meet 2 people there, we all 3 became really close friends and talked every night, and sometimes when we used to hang out they were like an escape for me, i would forget everything bad that happened and be in a completely amazing mood. And yesterday i had to tell them id go, i saw the biggest frown on their faces, it truly feelt so untrue, i was completely devastated, i couldnt feel a drop of emotion. Idk im just, literally about to burst in tears knowing i wont see them for a long long time. Ive waited for so long to come home cuz i missed my family although they treat me like shit, and now that im here i miss them too, idk what to do :(
I hope you're doing alright
@@mellborry oh yea im doing better!!! :) ty for asking, this was really good to look back at bc i realize how far ive gotten and im so happy im better now :D
i almost feel like i sound dramatic actually but it was truly a shitty time
@@juna_777 that's amazing! I'm happy for you :D
keep yourself safe and stay strong!
@@mellborry thank you so much! stay safe too
My sleep was good. Periodt
The window kinda looks like Amongus
Thank you
tiny pov!
it was a couple of hours before your 18th birthday, and you found this song in your recommended. you decided to listen you it since you were almost becoming an adult. The very first second of this song you started tearing up because this was nostalgic for some reason. you reminded yourself of the past years and how much fun and memories you had. You checked the time. 12:00 AM. you became an adult already.
sorry, this is rlly bad> ily guys
When I feel un wanted I tend to stop doing stuff and i normally find myself to stop eating and stop drinking enough water and I tend to find myself starving myself but not on purpose but I still didn’t stop it from happening and I never have the guts to un alive myself but my guts are never too far from trying.
Just a vent!!!!
Enjoy every moment, people. You never know how many you have left.
PLS MAKE IT A 10 HOUR LOOPPPP
Good music. Great mixes and images😊❤👍😍😍😍😍✌
Who are we without our emotions that's one of the things that make us human
So peacefully...
Pov: Your listening to this music and your sleeping. Dreaming something that makes you calm down you day.
Reminds me of a library in Texas I was at in 2009
that window is sus
Watched this while playing genshin impact, really calming :)
As you're about to descend off the mountain, you look off into the sunset. Admiring the great beauty you are seeing and it's going to be the last beauty you'll be seeing. You take time to think of all the memories. Whether it's memories where you're sad, happy, or mad, you still decide to laugh. Suddenly, you remember her. Your only reason to live. But, she's gone now. So, what's the point in living? There is no point. Though, that does not mean you shouldn't continue on living. Even though she meant everything to you, you didn't mean everything to her. So, take a moment. Look around you. What else do you have left? Are you happy? Do you have the will to live left in you? The clocks down to 5 seconds. You breathe deeply and start day dreaming about how she made you feel. She loved you. She cared about you. She appreciated you. She thought of you as a perfect mortal. But, look where all those emotions, affections, and feelings went. They went somewhere. Just, not to you. To him. She's happier. 4 seconds left and you quickly realize these are the last moments. Your family is spending time together while you're here. About to leave. Forever. Down to 3 seconds. You know you want to go back into the past. Enjoying your childhood and enjoying being with her. You know you miss it. You know you miss not giving a care in the world. You know you miss not being criticized of how you look. You know you want to go back to having that time period where you had no responsibilities and life was care-free. Life was fun. 3 seconds left, you look around searching for a hand. An Angel to help you. But, you're alone. Everyone you thought cared, didn't care at all. You were tricked. You were fooled. You were deceived. 2 seconds left. But now you're realizing, I'm not the one that's wrong. So, why? Why make me suffer? Society is the one screwed up so why me? 1 second left. You feel like giving life one more chance. But, as you turn around and you're about to walk down the mountain, you get pushed off. "What pushed me?" you think to yourself. But, it's not "what" pushed you. It's who pushed you. She did. The girl you loved, cared, respected, and thought was everything to your life. She didn't finish with you yet. But, oh well. can't do anything now.