Holden Miller - All I've Built (Official Visualizer)

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Written by Holden Miller and Kaitlin Stark
Produced by Michael Edwards, Desmond Papariello, and Holden Miller
Mixed and mastered by Carl Bespolka
Video created by Ty Farrago
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LYRICS
I’m dead awake
There are thoughts that cross my mind
I just can’t take
And I’ve taught myself to just push them away
I was only 5
Why was I thinking ‘bout what happens when I die?
I know it's only human nature to survive
But I don’t think the other
Kids on the playground
Thought about how
Maybe something happened in a past life
Didn’t make it over 25
And I can feel it when I’m living this one
The fact that some day I’m gonna die
Maybe in a hundred different lifetimes
Woke up in the next one unfulfilled
By the time I found myself in this world
Death was at the head of all I built
Plays in my head
What it looks like when I finally reach the end
Will I be old and bitter
Will I play pretend?
But I don’t think my friends are
Worried about how
Maybe something happened in a past life
Didn’t make it over 25
And I can feel it when I’m living this one
The fact that some day I’m gonna die
Maybe in a hundred different lifetimes
Woke up in the next one unfulfilled
By the time I found myself in this world
Death was at the head of all I built
Maybe something happened in a past life
Didn’t make it over 25
I can feel it when I’m living this one
The fact that some day I’m gonna die
Maybe in a hundred different lifetimes
Woke up in the next one unfulfilled
By the time I found myself in this world
Death was at the head of all I built

[@minepro2929]

This song is so awesome and it needs more recognition.

[@arynoliver329]

I can't wait until this song gets more recognition. Its so good.

[@pretzal6024]

I absolutely can't believe this song isnt more popular than it is. One of the best finds so far

[@dannyrecordsfandoms]

Finally, I'm not the only who's having this kind of thoughts 💭

[@thebleachboy3068]

OKAY I HAVE A REQUEST!
Mr. Holden Miller, I found this song while trying to find songs like "Mr. Sunshine" by Arden Jones. I REALLY love this song, but I have a request. I recommended it to my friend, and we both agree the chorus could be a total banger (not that it isn't already) if it was a bit louder or something I guess? Listen to Mr. Sunshine by Arden Jones and see how his chorus on that song goes, cause I would totally love like a rock(not quite the right genre but I can't find the word) version of this song. Let me know if this is something you'd ever consider doing. We love this song, its really good, I'm not criticizing you in any way! Just wanted to see if you'd entertain the idea of releasing a version of this song with a louder chorus.

[@MisterHug15]

Best song I've found in months

[@jorgeianfernandez9885]

I've added this song twice to my playlist. I love existential songs with a semi upbeat happy melody and this fits the bill.

[@embxx7396]

I love every song you post, but this one is so special to me. The visuals and the chorus. Simply beautiful

[@UnseeableGibson1]

My vision for the drums sooo so hard. Me and my brother got on the electric drums and he played what i had envisioned when i first heard.

[@aaviya]

was scrolling reels and found this...in love with the song now🥺💖

[@babyblu5247]

What a wild visualizer 🔥🔥

[@owenlamerson6502]

🔥🔥

[@laurapalipla1343]

I love this song!!!

[@Cct3456]

One of my favorite songs!!

[@racsodraws6279]

I hear that music in a spain chanell, his name is fatty martin, and i love the music

[@stefaniiiii4198]

On a serious note did/does anyone think like this? Is anyone this deep?😅

[@lei.s4104]

Not alone lol

[@stefaniiiii4198]

@@lei.s4104 Bro the day I discovered what the 'Big Bang' was I've had a crisis with the idea of nothingness and death. It's not so bad now but sort of the primary school years until mid-secondary if I couldn't get to sleep quickly enough it's just intrude my though process until I cried bruh. I feel like it's human nature though idk

[@lei.s4104]

@Stefaniiiii DUDE SAME WHAT. I used to have heavy bad amxiety about it

[@lei.s4104]

@@stefaniiiii4198 it makes me so happy to know that I'm not insane for being the only one

[@ArabellaYT]

He is singing about health anxiety, it isn't "deep". If you've had genuine health anxiety it's debilitating

[@victoriamusyoka9008]

awesome

[@superstav1684]

tbate: