“Not everyone who says to me, ‘Lord, Lord,’ will enter the kingdom of heaven, but only the one who does the will of my Father who is in heaven." - Matthew 8:18-22 The gospel: Even though we have all rejected God by sinning, he made a way for us to be restored to a relationship with him (Christ died for us while we were still sinners - Romans 5:8). God sent his ONLY son, Jesus, to die in our place. Jesus lived on this Earth without committing any sin, but he chose to be nailed to a cross to die in our place. WE deserved to die because of our sins, but Jesus paid our fine in full by dying in our place. Jesus was buried and rose from the grave after being dead for three days, gaining victory over sin and death. If you trust in Jesus, meaning that you genuinely repent of your sins, believe Jesus is the son of God, died in your place, rose on the third day, and that his sacrifice was ENOUGH to pay the fine we deserve, then you will be saved (if you confess with your mouth, “Jesus is Lord,” and believe in your heart that God raised Him from the dead, you will be saved. - Romans 10:9). Remember, we are not saved by our own works, but by his sacrifice!
He is just trying to spread the truth to the world it doesnt have to do anything with the song he is also doing something that everybody should be doing @@Slixcy
In 2018 i had cancer and well during my time in the hospital i found a friend... His name was Marko. He also had cancer yet would try to stay positive and cheer me up saying "Dont worry we will beat it like its nothing" or "We will win this fight!". We promised eachother we would hang out after we beat cancer.. Well he lost the fight... In less than a month after it.. I beat it 4 months later but im still not over his comments and efforts to cheer me up. Its like they are stuck in my head.. May he rest in peace.
true bro it just hurts we want everyone to stay with you but they just...gotta go we cant keep them thats why we gotta keep grinding you will get there fvck depression life is going to test you little by little you will pass it i just know it
You Take a Stroll Through Your Newfound Reality. Mono Yellow Walls, An Eerie feeling... You Can No Longer Hide It. Screaming in Pain and Agony, "LET ME JUST DIE ALREADY.". You Start to Tear Up, Mourning the Loss of Loved Is Common. You Can Never Hide it. You Feel Relived, But This Universe Seems Uncanny. You See a Human in The Distance, You Bolt Towards Them but Finally realize It's a Skin Stealer. You Wait Your Demise as the Creature Slowly Rips off Your skin.
It gives me thinking of what time we live now as Bad it is. Rethinking my past, everything was better😣 Thats what i hate. This world got ruined, we live in pain, whole life is work.
I can relate to this, it reminds me of my school. My day at school is very crazy but when i get home i tell my parents that it was normal and make it seem like a normal school day so they can be happy with my class. I do enjoy it but when i first started i was depressed but now im joyful it reminds me of that time and thank myself for looking positively instead of negatively. A way to always brighten your day "if your mindset is good your day is good, if your mindset is bad then your day will end out badly. your thoughts are able to completely change how you perceive this world so make it a good mindset."
Same only 3 people I can tell, I’m a therapist for so many people And I can’t seem like I have my problems for there sake. I wouldn’t change a thing I love helping people. But without my 3 idk what I would do. My ex has been manipulating me back but failing miserably some of the things she done is cruel but I have to hide it for others sake I’m the goofy funny person for so many people and I need to keep that up. But sometimes I do slip up and it hits me hard. Ironically she was the one person I couldn’t fix but but she’s the person breaking me. If I could go back idek if would try and fix it just never date her, she’s just hurt me and others not on purpose she doesn’t know what she’s doing she’s not in a good head space.
this feels like the song i would hear at end of life. i can imagine myself climbing the stairs at gates of heaven and the music comes up getting louder and louder jesus shows up holding my hand and i see the gates jesus gives me a warm smile telling me to walk threw... i see fields, water falls, and breath taking horizons. my family is sitting down in the grass smiling. the music ends.
Dear person whoever reads this, Hey, you, yes, I am talking right to you. I hope you will see yourself with the eyes I see you one day, because I can tell you have some awesome music taste :) You’re such a beautiful human being and worth and enough. I hope you know that you do only need yourself to be happy, I know society build up the standard that whenever you’re alone you’re not living a happy live. But in fact that is not true, if you start to realize that you actually deserve all the good things happening to you, you will treat yourself a lot nicer. I hope you let yourself rest, don’t beat yourself up over past mistakes, over regret, and over everything your mind wants to destroy you. I wish I could remove all those demons inside of your head because you deserve to feel happy. If you ever feel lonely then watch the sky, because you know, someone, at the same time is watching the sky too, maybe feeling the same way..I am glad you exist and I hope you won’t ever remove your own spot in this world, maybe you don’t feel like you belong here but, Angel, then build your home here. I don’t want you to leave this world unhappy. I want you to live every little second, I want you to feel alive, I don’t want you to see yourself just existing. You deserve it. Whatever happened, it’s not your fault, the demons in your head recognize that you have a beautiful heart, they want to take it because they have never seen such beautiful heart as yours, so why let them win over you? . You’re not selfish for isolating yourself, but you deserve to talk to someone. If you’re reading this than please never forget to breath and smile. Don’t live up to other standards! It’s your story and not theirs. Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one. You’re not a burden to anyone, don’t be afraid to talk, to use your voice. Please don’t starve yourself. Please eat, I know it’s hard but you deserve food. You deserve to eat and drink. You’re beautiful inside out. Your body is beautiful the way it is. It hurts me to see you’re in pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. I know you can do this. Taken from: Ukz ICHIGO ꨄ︎ on YT
my little brother died 2 years ago he was just 3 years old this song makes tears come out of my eyes as the beat of the music passes I remember every good memory we had together he was the only thing that made me smile that made life worth something his smile was worth infinite to me I was only 9 years old we could still have a lot of fun together if he was still alive I loved him so much after he passed away I felt like my life wasn’t worth nothing I never smile I just feel unfazed everyday I don’t feel well without him I just feel worse as the days pass so I miss him so much I love him so much I hope he’s having fun up there in heaven if he was alive till today life would be atleast worth something
The love at first sight exist guys... So this is my history. She was the prettiest girl that I've ever seen. I was in Disney, Magical Kingdom (5/5/2022). I will never forget that date. It was 9:45 pm, I was running at an attraction (Space Mountain, its like a roller coaster) and a girl was running too with her little sister. I said "go ahead" and I stopped of run. She said "are you sure? if you want you can go ahead." I said "its okay". Then her mother was behind me and I said "are you with them?" and she said "yes". So I let her pass. And then we were in the line. I was with my aunt and two cousins, one of them has 6 and the other one has 11. I remember when she was talking with her mom I was trying to see her face disguising. And then I remember I was talking with my aunt and the girl moved her face trying to see my face (because I had a bucket hat). And we were looking at each other disguising. I don't know if I was crazy but it was reciprocal. Men always are saying "I felt something different with you", etc. But guys, I promise in my 15 years living at this planet I just can't explain how did I feel. When I was trying to see her my heart was shaking a lot, and I was so nervous, I was literally looking down at her shoes (I remember those were grey). I also remember she was dancing with her sister and her mom was watching at them. When the line was over and she were leaving thru the attraction I said "good luck" and she said the cutest "thank you" that I've ever heard. Then when I went thru the attraction, she was there with her mother and her little sister looking at the photo (you know the photo that the camera take it when you are in the roller coaster lol). They were leaving thru the tunnel, and my aunt and cousins went to see the photo and I told them "lets go to the other attraction" just because I wanted to see her face once more. I remember that I was holding my cousin's left (the one that has 6 years) hand when we were walking thru the tunnel. So I saw her and she was holding her sister's left hand. I was talking to my cousin and she looked down to see me. What a sensation. The final destination of the tunnel was a shop, and they stayed in the shop and we left. We were looking for my uncle, because he didn't want to go to Space Mountain again because we already had been in space mountain like at 12pm and it was our second time. I don't know why, my instinct tell me to check in a specific place, and meanwhile I was looking for him I was thinking "why didn't I tell her something" And when my aunt found him I turned back to go to them and I saw that girl again with her little sister and her mom. My heart literally stopped for a moment. The worse thing was that I just keep walking... 30 seconds later, I regretted to don't tell her, and I was looking for her. I told to my uncle that I was looking for a known person (lie). I couldn't find her... 1 day before this, I read in a YT comment of always take risks. And I didn't. I've been so sad since that day. I feel so weak, and think that this was the worse mistake of my life. Fuck, I just want to go thru the past and tell her how cute she was and ask for her number or Instagram, just to talk with her... I wish some day find you and talk to you. Just in case y'all want to help me, she was white, and had the typical 2 braids. She was like blond but not too much, I don't remember well tho. Her eyes were green or blue, I couldn't see her eyes color well because was at night and in the place that is the attraction was so dark with blue leds. I appreciate if the creator of the video want to pin this, I want to find her please :( "EDIT (5/5/2023): One year exactly... In summer of 2022 I decided to work at my uncle's workshop and I got like 400$. In September I gave it to my mom and told her that I wanted to go again to Disney and specifically the same date as last year to Magic Kingdom. I'm here. At the park still. I'm in the line of Space Mountain (where everything happened) is 10:05pm. My mom left 2 hours ago, she was tired. I'm here in the line, alone and sad, holding tears meanwhile listening music. I just wanted to do this again (not because of finding her because that was so obvious that wouldn't happen, just to repeat the occasion, and get over of it). I don't knoe how I'm holding these tears. Wow. Thank you for all your comments guys, after this I'll take life the way it should be. Even tho, memories are eveything. Thank you."
Lyrics: Don't kill me just help me run away From everyone I need a place to stay Where I can cover up my face Don't cry, I am just a freak I am just a freak I am just a freak I am just a freak My head is filled with parasites Black holes cover up my eyes I dream of you almost every night Hopefully I won't wake up this time I won't wake up this time I won't wake up this time I won't wake up this time
Just imagine with this song walking down the street at night, and it's raining, while you're walking with a coat, and then sitting on a bench, and remembering all those moments where you were happy :)
I feel peace while listening to this song. It is very hard when you never feel loved by your family... Neither by your mother or father, both of them wants you to do what they WANT, do a job to satisfy your father, dress well so your mother can appear great in front of your uncles and family, you cannot have friends because you are not from the same ethnicity .... When you ask for attention, you are just pretending.... Thank you music for existing ❤️
Hey @sandywoodrow8823! Just checking on you and making sure you're doing alright. I don't know if you believe in Jesus Christ or not, but I believe he is calling you to peace. We are failed by many people in this world, but Jesus wants you to know that you are loved more than you will ever know. He willingly suffered the most brutal death (roman crucifixtion) so he could have a relationship with you and dwell in your heart. The Lord wants to comfort you and bring you true joy. "Come to me, all who labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn from me, for I am gentle and lowly in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light.” (Matthew 11:28-30). Ask God to show himself to you or try praying for a few short minutes. I hope you will take these words to heart because there is a reason you are seeing this. God has worked wonders in my life and he wants to work in yours too. I also used to turn to music when I was lonely or felt unloved, but it never satisfied my soul. The Lord Jesus wants to bring you unfailing joy. He is calling you to turn to him and trust his everlasting love. If you need anything i'm always here to support you. Hope you're doing alright!!
the muffled version reminds me the happy memmories that i know that it will never happends and i've never forget. thankyou for this. this is the best slowed reverb and muffled i've ever listen from this song
This song reminds me of how my parents care about my future more than my grades & my health & life more than any exam. Alhamdulillah grateful always. It's so sad reading the comments. Allah ﷻ guide u & ur parents & InshaAllah when we meet in Jannah, i would introduce my parents there :)
This reminds me of a dude who was friends with my grandpa, he was a nice guy, i went to church with him. My parents, i mean parent (cuz I only have my mom) let me stay at his place, we ate what his wife Cooked, trust me That food was the best. We then sat down after we ate and watched tv and he would sometimes teach me how to play the guitar. It's been 4 years since he died of COVID-19
Actually this reminds me about hard times, when I broke up with my gf and then had been broken myself. It may sound weird, "thats just a girlfriend, anytime can find new one", but that fucking ripped me. Now that's transformed into a depressive psycosis. I'm suffering every single day for a two years after that. And I still remember her voice. Just... Take care of your love, guys. I hope you'll never will feel the same shit I feel now. Be strong✊
Too late... i actually never had a gf but I know what your going thru... it may seem that way but there's so much potential you can do... just don't let anything destroy or crush your dreams and goals
I am going through a diagnosed depression, and this really does not help me, but it identifies some things for me, it is horrible to be suffering from this
To the person reading this… Don’t give up. I was crying earlier because I thought my bsf of 4 years didn’t like me anymore and I was annoying so I took a break from texting him all the time and calling him but today I went to a show and remembered he was coming bc his brother was in it. I was scared he wasn’t going to talk to me or even try to. But when he was walking in with his family he looked at me and then looked away immediately. I felt even worse but while I was sitting with my friends I kept on seeing him look back at me. During intermission he was looking for me and talked during intermission the entire time. After the show he was walking through the crowd to get to me. I’m seeing him again tonight at the last show and we’re gonna go somewhere after Long story short that could be happening to you too. Thinking your annoying to someone but maybe their just busy? Or never by their phone.
To the person who read this, It’s been hard for you, I know, and it makes me sad that you don’t see yourself in the way I see you. Sometimes they are things in life that cause us to loose ourselves, and the way you have is so unimaginable painful. I miss your smile, the way your eyes light up the whole room just by the sound of your laughter. I miss the way you accepted the way you look in the mirror without cursing yourself out about how ugly you look. I miss the way you didn’t think of yourself as a failure because everyone makes mistakes, we all have flaws and we all aren’t perfect. It’s painful to see that no one around you seems to see the pain trough your eyes, but, stranger, I do, I see how heavy your heart is and how comforting the sadness for you might be, how afraid your heart is of happiness because it disappears in the end, right? You don’t know how much impact you have in this world and it’s sad to see that your demons fight against you and want to take over you. Because you do make change, it’s something so simple and little that brightens up someone’s whole world, it can be a small smile from your lips, the way you look at things you’re passionate about, the way you make yourself eat even though it’s been hard for you lately, the way you zoom out and go in your own world, you brighten up my world by reading this, it means a lot to me that you’re here, existing, but I don’t want you to just exist, you deserve to feel alive. You deserve to get up in the morning and feel good about yourself. You deserve to feel something- to feel every damn second alive in this lifetime. It’s heartbreaking that you think you’re not capable of being loved, because you are, I love you trough all my words and I hope you let it happen in your heart. Love is scary, I know, maybe you heart had been broken once and since then you wanted to be rather numb than feel ever again, it hurts me how you punish yourself, does it not deserve love? Because YOU DO deserve love, please forgive yourself, it’s not your fault that the demons want to take over your beautiful heart. You’re not a bad person for distancing yourself from others, but you deserve someone to talk to, you deserve someone to listen. I am listening, you can tell me what’s wrong. It’s everything, isn’t it? There’s something pulling your heartstrings on the ground and no one seems to understand how misunderstood you feel, it’s heartbreaking to know that I am behind the screen and can’t give you a hug, that’s why I will give you a big warm virtual hug and send you lots of love :). You matter. You are worthy. You are loved. You deserve good things. You deserve someone to listen. You deserve to eat and drink. You deserve to feel good and alive. You deserve to smile. You deserve a hug. You deserve to be all the things you want to be, because you deserve to have and feel good things happening to you and have a fulfilled life. I know I might not know you personally but I care about you so much, I write this because I want you to stay here with me, I want you to hold on a little longer because you matter so much to me, because I will not let you give up on yourself. I want you to see that you should not give up on yourself because you DESERVE GOOD THINGS. I want you to look back on the time when you were a kid, you didn’t give up when you tried to swim for the first time, you didn’t give up when you tired to walk for the first time and fell, you never gave up on yourself, you always kept on pushing forwards, so why can’t you now? I know it’s tiring, your mentally tired, but dont your younger self deserve good things? look back at your eyes that used to be full of hope, look back on those dreams. Don’t let yourself fall, you deserve better. We will both fight, I will fight for you. I won’t let those demons get to you. You can hold on to me, I won’t let you down :). Whenever you feel lonely, then look at the sky, I always look at it and think about you. Yes, you, because it makes me happy that there’s someone looking right back, maybe we can’t see each other but I can feel your presence here with me and that’s enough for me, because I am glad your heart is beating and you’re still fighting. You’re so much stronger thank you think, you didn’t leave your spot on this earth even if you wanted to, you belong here, even though it doesn’t feel like it, when you don’t feel like belonging than build your own home here, put all your love in it and dreams. Think of you as a star when you feel alone, you shine because your heart is good, no matter what mistake you made, no matter about the past you had, you’re one of the stars that shine bright in the universe because you’re heart is beautiful, that’s why the demons in your mind wants to have it. As one of the stars you see others stars, maybe they have felt the same way as you do at some point in there life, but they lighten up the universe with each other’s presence. You’re a star for me, maybe you don’t see it yourself but I can see it, you’re beautiful from inside and out, your body is beautiful the way it is. You make me happy by reading this, you make me feel something by your presence and when you can make me feel that way than you also make other people feel that way about you too. I hope you stay for yourself and don’t let your story get written by others but by yourself, it’s your story not theirs. As you can see, I say a lot of “I hope” because I have hope for you even if you don’t have it for yourself, I see hope in you even though you might want to give up. That’s why I hope you won’t see the world in darkness and will see it colorful again, I hope I will give you a glimpse of hope and make the world you see a bit colorful for today. My favorite color is yellow, and I hope the next time you see the color yellow you will think about my words. If someone left you than don’t blame yourself, don’t think you weren’t enough, don’t lower yourself for someone who couldn’t see the awesomeness in you. If you lost someone I am so sorry for your loss, they want you happy, I hope you don’t feel guilty or regret because you were there, you spend enough time with them, they want you to be happy. They are in a good and safe place now. If someone broke your heart than I am so sorry that they couldn’t see the way you look so beautiful because of the heart you have. Anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). If you aren’t accepted at home or in general than I am so sorry that you have to deal with someone/ something you shouldn’t be ashamed of, I accept you and support you, I accept you as a human being no matter what race, religion, nationality, skin color, or sexuality you have. You’re safe here with me :). You’re not useless, you’re not a burden to anyone. You’re not a problem, you’re human and your feelings are valid. You’re not being dramatic.Please don’t starve yourself, you deserve food and to drink, I know it’s hard. It hurts to see that you’re in so much pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I am sorry no one is noticing, I wish /hope I could take your pain away for today or even for a moment while you’re reading this. If no one told you, I am so proud of you, you’re reading this and it’s enough for me to be proud of you because you’re here and that’s all that matters to me. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water everyday in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed. And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re so strong for breathing despite the pain, I know you will make it :) I believe in you. All I want for you is to stay here, I really mean all my words, even if there is a lot of unsaid things I want to tell u and my text is getting longer and longer,I want you here. I hope one day your smile will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world. You can let go for today, I got you, you can cry your heart out as much as you want, but don’t let it tear you down and let your emotions control you by giving up. Crying is not weakness. If you still feel alone I dedicate you a song as your friend. “Dusk till Dawn- Zayn feat. Sia (I prefer the slow version)” I hope you can think of me and will remind yourself of my words, I will for sure think of you. In case no one told you and you’re unsure yourself, you’re a good person and I am so happy you’re here. I hope this is enough to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. Enough with beating yourself up for today, okay? Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one.
Is it normal if when i listen to this type of music always my cousin nackstabbing me comes to my mind? Is it my biggest fear? And when i think of it i always start crying
Me and my friend both bonded over this song and I just get so emotional over that day because that day was one of the best of my life and I didn’t realize till a few days ago but I swear that day was a movie I wanna relive it a million times
Imagine you're in class. The teacher starts explaining to everyone that you get to do some paper with partners. Cheers are let out across the room. Friends look at each other in a 'you wanna be partners?' Look. You just sit there You know nobody is gonna partner up with you so you just start the paper. It's not like the teacher cares if you have a partner or not. This is often to so you learn to not care so much. Putting your headphones in, you scroll on TH-cam looking for songs to listen to. You click on a song. Music starts playing and you write down answers on your paper assuming they're correct. You never really talk to anyone and listen during class time so the paper appears easy. Soon enough you finish the paper and walk up to the teacher. "I finished my paper", you say. The teacher takes the paper and looks through. She looks back at you and nods, then sets it in a bin. That tells you that you got everything right so you walk off back to your desk. Looking back you can see everyone laughing and discussing. You feel alittle jealous wishing someone would talk to you but I mean whatever. You put in your headphones on as all the laughter and chatter is muffled with sounds of this song. It feels lonely here. It feels lonely everyday. No one really cares. You're the quiet kid anyway so why should it matter? Its all fine. Besides your family tells you it's probably not true this happens when you talk to then about it. They say because your blonde and have blue eyes you must be popular. You know it's not like that but you don't want to "backtalk" so you tell your family they are right. It's all ok though. This will just happen again so it's fine. This is a glimpse of my everyday life 😍.
omg I am so sorry you go through that everyday ☹ when I listen to this song it reminds me of a past lover I once had and I am still not over, every time I listen I think about him and start crying... it's been like what 8 months??? and I still feel this way, it honestly sucks.. Sometimes I sit alone at lunch either because my friends eat at a different time or they are sitting somewhere else without me. One time this girl came up to me and asked if I was ok and asked if I wanted to sit with her and I said "no, no it's okay, I'm alright" but she brought me near her anyway, apparently her table was full so she sat me at a table nearby her, I still wasn't acknowledged after though since I was at another table but it felt nice that someone actually cared- I almost cried that day. For the rest of the school year I often noticed her in the hallway and we sometimes made eye contact, but sadly I never found out her name, and we never spoke after that day. You know the only nice thing I've noticed about having no friends to talk to is that you actually get your work done pretty fast since you have nothing else to do- but even though there is a bright side it still really sucks and you really wish you had someone to talk to. ☹ I am so sorry and I hope you find some great friends soon ❤
Why does it matter? What is the point of life if what you do doesn’t ever change the future in any way? I feel that the only reason we are here right now is to be with Jesus and hold his loving hands along this beautiful journey of happiness and sadness combined. It is a horrible ride but a great one all mixed together. And I am grateful for it all
I'm failing all my classes, having literal mental breakdowns. I don't know if I can do this anymore. What if I am just a freak... why am I like this. I'm confused on my love life, I feel like everything I do makes a bad change on myself. My mother wants me to be an engineer. And now she won't even look at me. Calls me a disgrace, waste of space, I just want it all to end. But that's the problem. I can't leave my younger sister behind... once again I'm starting to sob while writing this. Please Like if it doesn't bother you
Hey brother. I honestly have all the same problems and issues as you stated in your comment. And I don't want to say like yeah I know what you're going through and all that cliche advices. I'm just trying to be straightforward and honest. Life is not fair. It never was and never will be. But believe me, the human mind and it's consciousness is the most powerful thing in the universe. With enough time and a little motivation, you could accomplish anything and everything. I suggest that if your girl is leaving you because of your current situation, then it's not worth staying with her in the first place. Because if they don't want you at your lowest, then certainly they Don't deserve you at your peak. Try to find a motivation for yourself to keep up. Something that you value the most. No matter what it is, just try your best to achieve that status. You are a child of God; of infinite capacity. Peace.
I miss my grandparents too. My grandpa passed years after my grandma. Our birthdays are days apart….. and since it’s coming up this month…I just don’t look forward to it
I suffered so much in my past life when I was a child, my parents were never with me and very bad things happened to me, I don't know how I am alive, I feel that the only one who did not abandon me was God and my grandparents, but I also feel that there are rewards Because today that I am 30 years old I have my children, a beautiful wife who loves me, my grandmother is still alive and is my mother, today I have plenty of love.
Im trying to act happy around my parents everyday but i barely feel emotions so im just pretending to be happy to make my parents happy and not worry about me.
@@ThreadedHoney same here my day at school is very crazy but when i get home i tell them that it was normal and make it seem like a normal school day so they can be happy with my class. I do enjoy it but when i first started i was depressed but now im joyful it reminds me of that time and thank myself for looking positively instead of negatively. A way to always brighten your day "if your mindset is good your day is good, if your mindset is bad then your day will end out badly. your thoughts are able to completely change how you perceive this world so make it a good mindset."
@@ThreadedHoney Because the earth is almost overpopulated the weak ones need to stay at the ground while the strong ones need to be praise at the highest high
The older I grow the more I learn, I learn to forgive for mistakes, and move forward. Just because now I understand that everyone is or has suffered before and all the back actions were towards me were just the bi products of these past experiences. Even though it has caused me to become depressed and made me try to take my own life multiple times. However. The very few that are fortunate not to have suffered, but not suffering being brought up in a rich family etc, is also a suffering of its own in a way, the inability experience the same pureness from people etc, so now I understand that everyone is or has suffered. So now I can forgive, maybe not be friends etc, but I can forgive and move on with a clear mind. Idk where I was going with this, lost myself a bit typing this, but I hope every single one of you has a beautiful life.
recordar:recordar es acordarte del lugar de donde viniste,donde fuiste feliz verdaderamente,donde fuiste tratado como un dios,t quisieron,te valoraron.aunque otras cosas quiza signifique:acordarse de un suenio pendiente y decir lo voy a lograr aunque este destrozado,esforzarme dia,noche y vida por obtener lo que se desea,mi punto es que nunca olvide de donde viniste,porque alli te forjaste,te hiciste una buena y mejor persona,te aceptaron y fuiste feliz como nadie,y alli fue donde dijiste lo voy a lograr pase lo que pase,vamos campeon confio en vos,anda y cumpli tus metas como yo lo voy a hacer en el futbol,recuerdenme,santiago ferreyra.
No it'll happen mate, it'll surely happen, don't lose hope. Everyone deserves happiness, no matter how evil or bad a person is, the warmth of love is inevitable for everyone :(
@@ashutosh7295 fck man I have lung cancer last time my heart was slowing down my cold blood and you call that happiness. I am literally scared to tell my parents that I have lung cancer because I don't want surgery that's one of my fea and you say in life one day happiness will come to me? 😂 I hope
Something that will always get closer and closer but will never come, is tomorrow. Tomorrow is not a simple concept on the inside, it may seem as just that it’s the next day, but in reality, it’s so much more. You need to think about it.
I'm not depressed, I'm not suicidal I'm just tired. I just want a break. I see all my friends getting into relationships and I always act happy for them. But I'm just jealous because I don't think anyone will actually show me love. Its just a constant loop of getting a crush, finally getting the courage to say something about it but the second those words leave my mouth I'm rejected and Idk why. What have I done wrong? I just want someone to love and someone to love me back.
i feel pretty similar, i've gotten with someone twice and it lasted not even a week both times. hope you feel alright by now, man, don't get caught up in all that. you just haven't found the person yet. they're out there.
to the person reading this, It’s been hard for you, I know, and it makes me sad that you don’t see yourself in the way I see you. Sometimes they are things in life that cause us to lose ourselves, and the way you have is so unimaginably painful. I miss your smile, the way your eyes light up the whole room just by the sound of your laughter. I miss the way you accepted the way you look in the mirror without cursing yourself out about how ugly you look. I miss the way you didn’t think of yourself as a failure because everyone makes mistakes, we all have flaws and we all aren’t perfect. It’s painful to see that no one around you seems to see the pain through your eyes, but, stranger, I do, I see how heavy your heart is and how comforting the sadness for you might be, how afraid your heart is of happiness because it disappears in the end, right? You don’t know how much impact you have in this world and it’s sad to see that your demons fight against you and want to take over you. Because you do make change, it’s something so simple and little that brightens up someone’s whole world, it can be a small smile from your lips, the way you look at things you’re passionate about, the way you make yourself eat even though it’s been hard for you lately, the way you zoom out and go in your own world, you brighten up my world by reading this, it means a lot to me that you’re here, existing, but I don’t want you to just exist, you deserve to feel alive. You deserve to get up in the morning and feel good about yourself. You deserve to feel something- to feel every damn second alive in this lifetime. It’s heartbreaking that you think you’re not capable of being loved, because you are, I love you through all my words and I hope you let it happen in your heart. Love is scary, I know, maybe your heart has been broken once and since then you wanted to be rather numb than feel ever again, it hurts me how you punish yourself, does it not deserve love? Because YOU DO deserve love, please forgive yourself, it’s not your fault that the demons want to take over your beautiful heart. You’re not a bad person for distancing yourself from others, but you deserve someone to talk to, you deserve someone to listen to. I am listening, you can tell me what’s wrong. It’s everything, isn’t it? There’s something pulling your heartstrings on the ground and no one seems to understand how misunderstood you feel. It's heartbreaking to know that I am behind the screen and can’t give you a hug, that’s why I will give you a big warm virtual hug and send you lots of love :). You matter. You are worthy. You are loved. You deserve good things. You deserve someone to listen to. You deserve to eat and drink. You deserve to feel good and alive. You deserve to smile. You deserve a hug. You deserve to be all the things you want to be, because you deserve to have and feel good things happening to you and have a fulfilled life. I know I might not know you personally but I care about you so much. I write this because I want you to stay here with me. I want you to hold on a little longer because you matter so much to me, because I will not let you give up on yourself. I want you to see that you should not give up on yourself because you DESERVE GOOD THINGS. I want you to look back on the time when you were a kid, you didn’t give up when you tried to swim for the first time, you didn’t give up when you tired to walk for the first time and fell, you never gave up on yourself, you always kept on pushing forwards, so why can’t you now? I know it’s tiring, you're mentally tired, but don't your younger self deserve good things? look back at your eyes that used to be full of hope, look back on those dreams. Don’t let yourself fall, you deserve better. We will both fight, I will fight for you. I won’t let those demons get to you. You can hold on to me, I won’t let you down :). Whenever you feel lonely, then look at the sky, I always look at it and think about you. Yes, you, because it makes me happy that there’s someone looking right back, maybe we can’t see each other but I can feel your presence here with me and that’s enough for me, because I am glad your heart is beating and you’re still fighting. You’re so much stronger than you think, you didn’t leave your spot on this earth even if you wanted to, you belong here, even though it doesn’t feel like it, when you don’t feel like belonging then build your own home here, put all your love in it and dreams. Think of you as a star when you feel alone, you shine because your heart is good, no matter what mistake you made, no matter about the past you had, you’re one of the stars that shine bright in the universe because you’re heart is beautiful, that’s why the demons in your mind wants to have it. As one of the stars you see other stars, maybe they have felt the same way as you do at some point in their life, but they lighten up the universe with each other’s presence. You’re a star for me, maybe you don’t see it yourself but I can see it, you’re beautiful from inside and out, your body is beautiful the way it is. You make me happy by reading this, you make me feel something by your presence and when you can make me feel that way then you also make other people feel that way about you too. I hope you stay for yourself and don’t let your story get written by others but by yourself, it’s your story not theirs. As you can see, I say a lot of “I hope” because I have hope for you even if you don’t have it for yourself, I see hope in you even though you might want to give up. That’s why I hope you won’t see the world in darkness and will see it colorful again. I hope I will give you a glimpse of hope and make the world you see a bit colorful for today. My favorite color is yellow, and I hope the next time you see the color yellow you will think about my words. If someone left you then don’t blame yourself, don’t think you weren’t enough, don’t lower yourself for someone who couldn’t see the awesomeness in you. If you lost someone I am so sorry for your loss, they want you happy. I hope you don’t feel guilty or regret because you were there, you spent enough time with them, they want you to be happy. They are in a good and safe place now. If someone broke your heart then I am so sorry that they couldn’t see the way you look so beautiful because of the heart you have. Anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). If you aren’t accepted at home or in general then I am so sorry that you have to deal with someone/ something you shouldn’t be ashamed of. I accept you and support you. I accept you as a human being no matter what race, religion, nationality, skin color, or sexuality you have. You’re safe here with me :). You’re not useless, you’re not a burden to anyone. You’re not a problem, you’re human and your feelings are valid. You’re not being dramatic. Please don’t starve yourself, you deserve food and to drink, I know it’s hard. It hurts to see that you’re in so much pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I am sorry no one is noticing, I wish /hope I could take your pain away for today or even for a moment while you’re reading this. If no one told you, I am so proud of you, you’re reading this and it’s enough for me to be proud of you because you’re here and that’s all that matters to me. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it with such sad music. I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such a mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water everyday in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed. And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re so strong for breathing despite the pain, I know you will make it :) I believe in you. All I want for you is to stay here, I really mean all my words, even if there are a lot of unsaid things I want to tell you and my text is getting longer and longer,I want you here. I hope one day your smile will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world. You can let go for today, I got you, you can cry your heart out as much as you want, but don’t let it tear you down and let your emotions control you by giving up. Crying is not a weakness. If you still feel alone I dedicate a song as your friend. “Dusk till Dawn- Zayn feat. Sia (I prefer the slow version)” I hope you can think of me and will remind yourself of my words, I will for sure think of you. In case no one told you and you’re unsure yourself, you’re a good person and I am so happy you’re here. I hope this is enough to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. Enough with beating yourself up for today, okay? Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like it's your last one. If you read all of it, until tomorrow my friend :) have a good day and great years.
Read the first two words and made me think of my dad thanks brotha and bless your soul (he’s not dead but he is messed up mentally and it is not the old him but that is what he would tell me)
“The pain one inflict on ones self will never be able to build up to match the pain one has when they think back to a time when they were truly happy”.
100 reasons to stay alive: 1. to make your parents proud 2. to conquer your fears 3. to see your family again 4. to see your favourite artist live 5. to listen to music again 6. to experience a new culture 7. to make new friends 8. to inspire 9. to have your own children 10. to adopt your own pet 11. to make yourself proud 12. to meet your idols 13. to laugh until you cry 14. to feel tears of happiness 15. to eat your favorite food 16. to see your siblings grow 17. to pass school 18. to get tattoo 19. to smile until your cheeks hurt 20. to meet your internet friends 21. to find someone who loves you like you deserve 22. to eat ice cream on a hot day 23. to drink hot chocolate on a cold day 24. to see untouched snow in the morning 25. to see a sunset that sets the sky on fire 26. to see stars light up the sky 27. to read a book that changes your life 28. to see the flowers in the spring 29. to see the leaves change from green to brown 30. to travel abroad 31. to learn a new language 32. to learn to draw 33. to tell others your story in the hopes of helping them 34. Puppy kisses. 35. Baby kisses (the open mouthed kind when they smack their lips on your cheek). 36. Swear words and the release you feel when you say them. 37. Trampolines. 38. Ice cream. 39. Stargazing. 40. Cloud watching. 41. Taking a shower and then sleeping in clean sheets. 42. Receiving thoughtful gifts. 43. “I saw this and thought of you." 44. The feeling you get when someone you love says, “I love you." 45. The relief you feel after crying. 46. Sunshine. 47. The feeling you get when someone is listening to you/giving you their full attention. 48. Your future wedding. 49. Your favorite candy bar. 50. New clothes. 51. Witty puns. 52. Really good bread. 53. Holding your child in your arms for the first time. 54. Completing a milestone (aka going to college, graduating college, getting married, getting your dream job.) 55. The kind of dreams where you wake up and can’t stop smiling. 56. The smell before and after it rains 57. The sound of rain against a rooftop. 58. The feeling you get when you’re dancing. 59. The person (or people) that mean the most to you. Stay alive for them. 60. Trying out new recipes. 61. The feeling you get when your favorite song comes on the radio. 62. The rush you get when you step onto a stage. 63. You have to share your voice and talents and knowledge with the world because they are so valuable. 64.Breakfast in bed. 65. Getting a middle seat in the movie theater. 66. Breakfast for dinner (because it’s so much better at night than in the morning). 67. Pray (if you are religious) 68. Forgiveness. 69. Water balloon fights. 70. New books by your favorite authors. 71. Fireflies. 72. Birthdays. 73. Realizing that someone loves you. 74. Spending the day with someone you 75. Opportunity to create meaningful and lasting relationships. 76. Potential to learn, grow, and evolve as a person. 77. Joy and happiness in the little things. 78. The power to inspire others. 79. The ability to create art, music, and other forms of self-expression. 80. To explore different cultures, traditions, and ways of life. 81. To make a positive impact on the environment and help protect the planet. 82. Experience the joys of parenthood and raise a family. 83. Learn new things and develop new skills. 84. Create a legacy that will outlive you. 85. Being wrapped up in a warm bed. 86. Cuddles 87. Holding hands. 88. The kind of hugs when you can feel a weight being lifted off your shoulders. The kind of hug where your breath syncs with the other person’s, and you feel like the only two people in the world. 89. Singing off key with your best friends. 90. Road trips. 91. Spontaneous adventures. 92. The feeling of sand beneath your toes. 93. The feeling when the first ocean wave rolls up and envelops your toes and ankles and knees. 94. Thunderstorms. 95. Your first (or hundredth) trip to Disneyland. 96. The taste of your favorite food. 97. The child-like feeling you get on Christmas morning. 98. The day when everything finally goes your way. 99. Compliments and praise. 100. to look on this moment in 10 years time and realize you did it. tanks for read
I had tuberculosis and I had to go to the hospital and I met a little girl there and we both had a deadly lounge disease and you know she was nice and caring and always cheered me up and one day she ......passed and I can't stop thinking about it.😢 May she rest in peace 🕊️ too 🙏
and what is life? life is the existence of cells and nothing more. life makes sense when we get pleasure, pleasure because it works where we want. because you are not dependent, because you see your result, that you are not wasting your strength on abstract assessments or something else where you are just the fucking number of another incompetent. so how can I be happy if even my mother doesn't want to talk to me. if you have no one but a neighbor in a fucking desk? who never listens to you? tell me how to be happy? how?
Well, I'm here because I have nowhere to go, I am a boring person, a lonely person, a low self-esteem and self-confidence person who tries its best to overcome the struggles, but nobody helps me, not my fathers, not my mom, not my sister, not my whole family, not my friends, not EVEN psichologists, I've been through 3 psychologists and nothing, as you can see everything is hopeless, the worst part is that I'm 14, and people who read this would say "Heh, this is just a teenager, time will pass and you'll overcome this", maybe you're right, but one thing I'm sure is that I'm giving up, I don't have enough force to keep with this, thanks for reading, and take care of your mental heath, goodbye
أشعر بحجم الألم الذي تمر به، ولا شك أن هذه المشاعر قد تكون ثقيلة جدًا على قلبك، خاصة في هذا العمر. صحيح أن الكثير من الناس قد يقولون إن الوقت سيخفف من وطأة الألم، لكن ذلك لا يعني أن مشاعرك غير مهمة أو أنها بسيطة. من المؤلم أن تشعر بالوحدة حتى وسط عائلتك وأصدقائك. أتمنى أن تتذكر أن الأمور قد لا تبقى على حالها دائمًا، وأنه رغم الصعوبات قد تجد في المستقبل ما يجلب لك السعادة والراحة. لا تيأس، فأنت تستحق الدعم والاهتمام، واستمر في البحث عن الطرق التي قد تساعدك حتى لو كانت الأمور تبدو صعبة الآن. اعتنِ بنفسك جيدًا، فأنت مهم.
Im 14 too. Do something hard. Your self esteem will come up. Work out and train to failure and blast that good ol music. And flex in the mirror. Let's see now. Trust me. People will always have something to say and think. 9 times out of 10, they don't notice you. If they are making fun of you, it's cuz they are the ones with a low self esteem. It's like you making fun of a 2nd grader for not being able to do algebra.
To everyone who is doing homework, leave the chat, breathe slowly, take a sip of water, and focus To everyone who is trying to sleep, leave the chat, grab a blanket, and get the rest you deserve. To everyone who is feeling sad, grab a snack, get some water, get a blanket, and write down your thoughts. When you're done, lay down, and get some rest, no matter the time. To everyone who is creating, you got this. Your art is amazing. Remain in your flow and get stuff done! If you're reading, relax, Focus, and imagine the beautiful scenes in your head. And if you're playing games like me, Focus on your game and don't give up :D -Not mine
what if im depressed WHAT HAPPENS IF IM DEPRESSED JESSE WHAT THE F*CK HAPPENES JESSE DO I JUST MOVE ON JESSE ANSWER ME JESSE WHAT THE F*CK HAPPENES IF YOU WANT DO F*CKING END YOUR LIFE
this comment was beautiful to read, honestly. i've never felt more happy in my life reading this, though i know you didn't made this. still i love this comment, this comment removed my mind from all negative stuff i was focusing on. today i left a friend's group chat because of things getting onto me, i also had enough and wanted to become less online, so i did that today. but still had those thoughts climbing onto me. thank you for posting this comment and whoever made that, i also thank them aswell. they saved a life deeply, a life that was about to walk down a deep path. a path of darkness, thanks bro ^^.
@@yaru12345 relax bro. It will all be fine one day. I'm also going through a lot, college exams which are not too hard but I am destroying myself by not studying for it. I was a decent student but now I don't find studies interesting. I want to start video editing, photography and a lot more but it will need time, idk if I am ready for it. I'm not social, and I struggle a lot at talking to people but I'm still trying to do things. I think Mostly the battle is inside of our mind We overthink a lot and mess it up in the end. Keep trying and one day it will be fine.
This reminds me of when I fell in love with a girl from another town when I was 16. I loved her for 4 years and in the meantime she said she made me think she liked me. One day she called me and told me she missed me. That call ended with a sudden impact sound. The next day, when I asked how she was doing she texted me that she can't believe how I thought I could be with someone like her, that I'm a loser and I should get busy getting the life I don't have. From that day she didn't post anything on instagram. Her mom posted a photo of her saying that she is studying that's why she isn't active on social media. Knowing that her mom hated me, I thought she's hurting her daughter. I dreamt of that girl crying and screaming until I hugged her. I dreamt this twice a week. So when it was time to enroll in university I got admitted in the university of her town, but because of COVID-19 the classes were held online, so on valentine, she texted me that she wants to show me her town. 2 days later she told me she's going to Canada that she had boyfriends all this time, she even told me their names And that life is not fair. And then she left, I know it because about a few months later I saw the pictures she took there. I took an exam for a university in Italy and I failed. So now I live where she used to live. I see the empty benches and I see her sitting on it, happy with someone else. Half of the friends that I made in this town hate me now. A girl that I know seems to like me but I don't know how to trust someone again. I live in fear and I cry every night. Yet I smile at everyone's face.
This reminds me how my parents only care about the grades that I have for high school, they don’t care about the effort that I put in my work, they only care about that goofy little A+ sitting on my paper in red ink. It might sound weird but it hurts, knowing that they don’t care about my effort.
A man dosen't expect anybody to appreciate the fact that he wakes up at 3am everyday to feed his family. I agree, your parents should respect you more, but your situation can and will teach you alot.
Yea it’s dumb we get our self worth put into a number. I mean what even the fuck are grades. My middle school didn’t have em and everyone learned what they needed to
You only live life once. Do what makes you happy and enjoy the time you have here. Don’t take this all away from you. If you feel sad or depressed know that someone out there must love you no matter what. It’s not worth taking that all away.. so enjoy what you have on earth and try and be happy and positive and maybe.. this world will become a better place then it is today ❤
"I wish she was here. I wish she didn't leave. I wish everything stayed the same. I wish nothing had changed. I wish I was back in 5th grade. I wish I was young. I wish I had time. I wish I had good parents. I wish I had the motivation. I wish I wasn't tired. Tired of life."
still listening to this song, 3 months after the girl i still love broke my heart, i still suffer so much and this song just remind of this constant pain, so why am i still listening?
Uma música perfeita para se refletir de tudo que você fez, ou aquilo que você fará cuidado com o que faça porque isso pode machucar uma pessoa, com isso cuidado com o que fará a partir de agora.........
This song makes me feel all the emotions I can't name...like they can only be felt while listening to only this song and only at a certain time of the day. I'd think a lot of y'all can relate.
Since everyone is sharing their own little story I'll share mine. 5 or 6 years ago when I was 9 or 10 I had this cat named Picasso (his race was scottish fold) and oh man how cute was he. I loved him so much.. Nothing wrong could ever happen right? Until one day, when the cat was like 1 year old, the vet warned us that he had a genetic mutation which blocked his articulations over time. I was so devastated but filled with hope that he will live as long as possible. The vet was right, and Picasso couldn't make great efforts so he just layed down all day but it got worse each day and.. I remember exactly, it was a Wednesday in March 2020 and my mom told me and my sister we had to euthanize him. Oh my days I remember how I felt the world crumble. I can't believe it's been more than 4 years since he died. Rest in peace buddy, you will always be in my heart.
I'm genuinely so sorry for your loss. my pet cat is turning 3 years old this year and I legitimately wouldn't be able to live without him. he's the only being in this world that understands me, that never judges me, that I can just vent to while petting him gently. I feel like at this point our bond is so strong that I genuinely won't be able to live without him.
“Not everyone who says to me, ‘Lord, Lord,’ will enter the kingdom of heaven, but only the one who does the will of my Father who is in heaven."
- Matthew 8:18-22
The gospel: Even though we have all rejected God by sinning, he made a way for us to be restored to a relationship with him (Christ died for us while we were still sinners - Romans 5:8). God sent his ONLY son, Jesus, to die in our place. Jesus lived on this Earth without committing any sin, but he chose to be nailed to a cross to die in our place. WE deserved to die because of our sins, but Jesus paid our fine in full by dying in our place. Jesus was buried and rose from the grave after being dead for three days, gaining victory over sin and death. If you trust in Jesus, meaning that you genuinely repent of your sins, believe Jesus is the son of God, died in your place, rose on the third day, and that his sacrifice was ENOUGH to pay the fine we deserve, then you will be saved (if you confess with your mouth, “Jesus is Lord,” and believe in your heart that God raised Him from the dead, you will be saved. - Romans 10:9). Remember, we are not saved by our own works, but by his sacrifice!
What does this have to do with the song?
He sacrificed himself for us
@@BADMOODHQ15 what does this have to do with the song tho
He is just trying to spread the truth to the world it doesnt have to do anything with the song he is also doing something that everybody should be doing @@Slixcy
@@Slixcyits like a reminder that God loves you so much that he gave his one and only son to die for our sins
"Isn’t it funny how day by day nothing changes, but when you look back everything is different?"
I agree😔
I agree 😔
We both online but we don't talk
I agree😔
@@PeterJonathan-bp4wv i can feel that😢
In 2018 i had cancer and well during my time in the hospital i found a friend... His name was Marko. He also had cancer yet would try to stay positive and cheer me up saying "Dont worry we will beat it like its nothing" or "We will win this fight!". We promised eachother we would hang out after we beat cancer.. Well he lost the fight... In less than a month after it.. I beat it 4 months later but im still not over his comments and efforts to cheer me up. Its like they are stuck in my head.. May he rest in peace.
Damn. Rest in peace.
rip..
Stay strong brother ..
RIP
Rest in peace, :( stay strong..
“Do not compare yourself to others. If you do so, you are insulting yourself.”
Thanks a lot brother
Thanks…
Oh
Сначала я сравнивал себя с другими говорил то что я не тот но потом понял что найдется человек который будет лучше меня
True
I really love that every one is sharing their stories, makes me smile cause it's not often I hear other's story
Everyones story is different so i would love to read their stories
One day i ate a fish, it tasted wet 😔
@@YourBoss_CORP Oh demn, F 😔
i send mine in here almost everyone has a story
@@YourBoss_CORP 😢😢😢
The worst thing is not a cut or a bruise its the people you make memories with slowly become memories
true bro
it just hurts
we want everyone to stay with you
but they just...gotta go
we cant keep them
thats why we gotta keep grinding
you will get there
fvck depression
life is going to test you little by little
you will pass it i just know it
Too deep for me
I'm pretty sure being burned alive hurts more than any of those things but OK
It is very true we leave them or they leave us and that's hurts deeply, but sometimes they have to go sadly...
You Take a Stroll Through Your Newfound Reality. Mono Yellow Walls, An Eerie feeling... You Can No Longer Hide It. Screaming in Pain and Agony, "LET ME JUST DIE ALREADY.". You Start to Tear Up, Mourning the Loss of Loved Is Common. You Can Never Hide it. You Feel Relived, But This Universe Seems Uncanny. You See a Human in The Distance, You Bolt Towards Them but Finally realize It's a Skin Stealer. You Wait Your Demise as the Creature Slowly Rips off Your skin.
I'm leaving this comment here so after a month or a year when someone likes it, I get reminded of this song ❤
Edit 1: Thanks for blowing this up.
Come back😢
@@wowcool8353 ok im watchong again
@@alanthron7785 come back again ):
Come back
@@manegasca9843 fr
Hurting someone is like throwing a rock in the ocean. You don't know how deep that rock goes.
😮 🤨🤨
☹️
dam bro
real
True
this song gives me that "damn, time really does fly."
It gives me thinking of what time we live now as Bad it is. Rethinking my past, everything was better😣 Thats what i hate. This world got ruined, we live in pain, whole life is work.
Sometimes I wonder what it would be like if you could turn back time, but I can't...
no it races
this gives me 2020 vibes, and i love it. it may have been a quite bad year but at the same time it was so good
I can relate to this, it reminds me of my school. My day at school is very crazy but when i get home i tell my parents that it was normal and make it seem like a normal school day so they can be happy with my class. I do enjoy it but when i first started i was depressed but now im joyful it reminds me of that time and thank myself for looking positively instead of negatively. A way to always brighten your day "if your mindset is good your day is good, if your mindset is bad then your day will end out badly. your thoughts are able to completely change how you perceive this world so make it a good mindset."
Teen angst at its finest
I swear to God I'm doing that same shit rn
The reason I hide my pain from others is so they stay happy and I don't disappoint them
Thats what I do everyday.
Same only 3 people I can tell, I’m a therapist for so many people
And I can’t seem like I have my problems for there sake. I wouldn’t change a thing I love helping people. But without my 3 idk what I would do. My ex has been manipulating me back but failing miserably some of the things she done is cruel but I have to hide it for others sake I’m the goofy funny person for so many people and I need to keep that up. But sometimes I do slip up and it hits me hard. Ironically she was the one person I couldn’t fix but but she’s the person breaking me. If I could go back idek if would try and fix it just never date her, she’s just hurt me and others not on purpose she doesn’t know what she’s doing she’s not in a good head space.
The same thing why I’m always wiping jocks to my friend and at the diner table
keep it up lmao jk jk take care brother
Real
"Hurting someone's feelings are just like throwing a rock in an ocean, you know how deep that oceans go"
this feels like the song i would hear at end of life. i can imagine myself climbing the stairs at gates of heaven and the music comes up getting louder and louder jesus shows up holding my hand and i see the gates jesus gives me a warm smile telling me to walk threw... i see fields, water falls, and breath taking horizons. my family is sitting down in the grass smiling. the music ends.
same
А я наверное попаду в ад...
Amen 🙏 I love god
Bro i can't :(
I'm useless son
Dear person whoever reads this,
Hey, you, yes, I am talking right to you. I hope you will see yourself with the eyes I see you one day, because I can tell you have some awesome music taste :) You’re such a beautiful human being and worth and enough. I hope you know that you do only need yourself to be happy, I know society build up the standard that whenever you’re alone you’re not living a happy live. But in fact that is not true, if you start to realize that you actually deserve all the good things happening to you, you will treat yourself a lot nicer. I hope you let yourself rest, don’t beat yourself up over past mistakes, over regret, and over everything your mind wants to destroy you. I wish I could remove all those demons inside of your head because you deserve to feel happy. If you ever feel lonely then watch the sky, because you know, someone, at the same time is watching the sky too, maybe feeling the same way..I am glad you exist and I hope you won’t ever remove your own spot in this world, maybe you don’t feel like you belong here but, Angel, then build your home here. I don’t want you to leave this world unhappy. I want you to live every little second, I want you to feel alive, I don’t want you to see yourself just existing. You deserve it. Whatever happened, it’s not your fault, the demons in your head recognize that you have a beautiful heart, they want to take it because they have never seen such beautiful heart as yours, so why let them win over you? . You’re not selfish for isolating yourself, but you deserve to talk to someone. If you’re reading this than please never forget to breath and smile.
Don’t live up to other standards! It’s your story and not theirs.
Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one.
You’re not a burden to anyone, don’t be afraid to talk, to use your voice.
Please don’t starve yourself. Please eat, I know it’s hard but you deserve food. You deserve to eat and drink.
You’re beautiful inside out. Your body is beautiful the way it is. It hurts me to see you’re in pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. I know you can do this.
Taken from: Ukz ICHIGO ꨄ︎ on YT
One word my friends... thrive
Hahahaha
Underrated comment, made me cry
Thx bro😘
too long burv
I genuinely feel happy this song found me. Thank you for everything
Spongebob always taught us to look at the bright side of a situation and life in general...
facts we cant forget SpongeBob
Spongebob is the holy I believe in
my little brother died 2 years ago he was just 3 years old this song makes tears come out of my eyes as the beat of the music passes I remember every good memory we had together he was the only thing that made me smile that made life worth something his smile was worth infinite to me I was only 9 years old we could still have a lot of fun together if he was still alive I loved him so much after he passed away I felt like my life wasn’t worth nothing I never smile I just feel unfazed everyday I don’t feel well without him I just feel worse as the days pass so I miss him so much I love him so much I hope he’s having fun up there in heaven if he was alive till today life would be atleast worth something
Bro is lying
@@Mr_plushies-the-earth if your family member dies ima go like bro is lying 🤡🤡🤡
Everyone be toxic 💀💀
@@Mr_plushies-the-earthif its true then that is actually so disrespectful
Rip I’m sorry
The love at first sight exist guys... So this is my history. She was the prettiest girl that I've ever seen. I was in Disney, Magical Kingdom (5/5/2022). I will never forget that date. It was 9:45 pm, I was running at an attraction (Space Mountain, its like a roller coaster) and a girl was running too with her little sister. I said "go ahead" and I stopped of run. She said "are you sure? if you want you can go ahead." I said "its okay". Then her mother was behind me and I said "are you with them?" and she said "yes". So I let her pass. And then we were in the line. I was with my aunt and two cousins, one of them has 6 and the other one has 11. I remember when she was talking with her mom I was trying to see her face disguising. And then I remember I was talking with my aunt and the girl moved her face trying to see my face (because I had a bucket hat). And we were looking at each other disguising. I don't know if I was crazy but it was reciprocal. Men always are saying "I felt something different with you", etc. But guys, I promise in my 15 years living at this planet I just can't explain how did I feel. When I was trying to see her my heart was shaking a lot, and I was so nervous, I was literally looking down at her shoes (I remember those were grey). I also remember she was dancing with her sister and her mom was watching at them. When the line was over and she were leaving thru the attraction I said "good luck" and she said the cutest "thank you" that I've ever heard. Then when I went thru the attraction, she was there with her mother and her little sister looking at the photo (you know the photo that the camera take it when you are in the roller coaster lol). They were leaving thru the tunnel, and my aunt and cousins went to see the photo and I told them "lets go to the other attraction" just because I wanted to see her face once more. I remember that I was holding my cousin's left (the one that has 6 years) hand when we were walking thru the tunnel. So I saw her and she was holding her sister's left hand. I was talking to my cousin and she looked down to see me. What a sensation. The final destination of the tunnel was a shop, and they stayed in the shop and we left. We were looking for my uncle, because he didn't want to go to Space Mountain again because we already had been in space mountain like at 12pm and it was our second time. I don't know why, my instinct tell me to check in a specific place, and meanwhile I was looking for him I was thinking "why didn't I tell her something" And when my aunt found him I turned back to go to them and I saw that girl again with her little sister and her mom. My heart literally stopped for a moment. The worse thing was that I just keep walking... 30 seconds later, I regretted to don't tell her, and I was looking for her. I told to my uncle that I was looking for a known person (lie). I couldn't find her... 1 day before this, I read in a YT comment of always take risks. And I didn't. I've been so sad since that day. I feel so weak, and think that this was the worse mistake of my life. Fuck, I just want to go thru the past and tell her how cute she was and ask for her number or Instagram, just to talk with her... I wish some day find you and talk to you. Just in case y'all want to help me, she was white, and had the typical 2 braids. She was like blond but not too much, I don't remember well tho. Her eyes were green or blue, I couldn't see her eyes color well because was at night and in the place that is the attraction was so dark with blue leds. I appreciate if the creator of the video want to pin this, I want to find her please :(
"EDIT (5/5/2023): One year exactly... In summer of 2022 I decided to work at my uncle's workshop and I got like 400$. In September I gave it to my mom and told her that I wanted to go again to Disney and specifically the same date as last year to Magic Kingdom. I'm here. At the park still. I'm in the line of Space Mountain (where everything happened) is 10:05pm. My mom left 2 hours ago, she was tired. I'm here in the line, alone and sad, holding tears meanwhile listening music. I just wanted to do this again (not because of finding her because that was so obvious that wouldn't happen, just to repeat the occasion, and get over of it). I don't knoe how I'm holding these tears. Wow. Thank you for all your comments guys, after this I'll take life the way it should be. Even tho, memories are eveything. Thank you."
turi ip ip ip
I hope you find her bro, looks like it was meant to be ngl.
good luck , pal
bro snap back to reality and stop trying to find some girl. I mean, your fifteen 😂
@@keeg025 Lmao I stopped since like 4 weeks or something? And... thanks for that
Lyrics:
Don't kill me just help me run away
From everyone I need a place to stay
Where I can cover up my face
Don't cry, I am just a freak
I am just a freak
I am just a freak
I am just a freak
My head is filled with parasites
Black holes cover up my eyes
I dream of you almost every night
Hopefully I won't wake up this time
I won't wake up this time
I won't wake up this time
I won't wake up this time
si
Thx bro
@@gaming.pc.bro7 Np bro
Si bro :(anqe mi mama noestea😓🕊️
Did I ask
Just imagine with this song walking down the street at night, and it's raining, while you're walking with a coat, and then sitting on a bench, and remembering all those moments where you were happy :)
That seems more depressing than optimistic
I feel peace while listening to this song. It is very hard when you never feel loved by your family... Neither by your mother or father, both of them wants you to do what they WANT, do a job to satisfy your father, dress well so your mother can appear great in front of your uncles and family, you cannot have friends because you are not from the same ethnicity .... When you ask for attention, you are just pretending.... Thank you music for existing ❤️
Hey @sandywoodrow8823! Just checking on you and making sure you're doing alright. I don't know if you believe in Jesus Christ or not, but I believe he is calling you to peace. We are failed by many people in this world, but Jesus wants you to know that you are loved more than you will ever know. He willingly suffered the most brutal death (roman crucifixtion) so he could have a relationship with you and dwell in your heart. The Lord wants to comfort you and bring you true joy. "Come to me, all who labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn from me, for I am gentle and lowly in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light.” (Matthew 11:28-30). Ask God to show himself to you or try praying for a few short minutes. I hope you will take these words to heart because there is a reason you are seeing this. God has worked wonders in my life and he wants to work in yours too. I also used to turn to music when I was lonely or felt unloved, but it never satisfied my soul. The Lord Jesus wants to bring you unfailing joy. He is calling you to turn to him and trust his everlasting love. If you need anything i'm always here to support you. Hope you're doing alright!!
@@Jesus.Lives.Hes gone im his friend rip 2001-2022 ):
@@wowcool8353oh my god... Really. I am so sorry for your loss... I hope he is resting in peace ❤
@@Tyler-hd7cf ty I was so sad at the news hes irl name is jonathy he was 19 i miss him ): he was an ANTI-LGBTQ he was everything):
@@wowcool8353😢
It’s funny how u can cry all night long and show up to school like nothing happened
Yeah…
“In times like these, it is important to remember to stay strong. For you do not know who needs you.”
nobody needs me so theres no point
@@Narrow-cinema5 not true man
Fertiliser, though the microplastics probably won’t do it much good
@@Narrow-cinema5I feel the same
I listen to this when I'm sad so I can be even more sad because it feels good to just let it out sometime
Bro my best friend does not like me anymore
@@Saucegardnerstraps that's sad but you might get a new one
True
My Mother and aunt dont love me😭😭😭
Reminds me of my childhood where everything was easy
me to bro
We forget the things we care for the most...
@@hnfox7694 maybe he shows he is happy, but ive you look behind him he might seem sad, i guess, because of the Song, you know what i mean?
😢
Lyrics
Its not just a memory. its also real life in some ways with people you love, same with people you liked, cared for, and even helped with.
the muffled version reminds me the happy memmories that i know that it will never happends and i've never forget.
thankyou for this. this is the best slowed reverb and muffled i've ever listen from this song
This song reminds me of how my parents care about my future more than my grades & my health & life more than any exam.
Alhamdulillah grateful always.
It's so sad reading the comments. Allah ﷻ guide u & ur parents & InshaAllah when we meet in Jannah, i would introduce my parents there :)
InshaAllah brother
JazakAllah brother
INSHALLH ME MUSLIN
Christian here, it doesn't matter what religion you follow, just believe in God. He will always show you the light.
We will, i hope, i also introduce my parents ther to you❤
And i wish they are already there
This is the song I listened to when my crush said she liked me back. Much love :))
I dont have a crush
I dont even have emotions
@@ThreadedHoney same
this reply section is an r/youngpeopleyoutube goldmine
@@fishwithlightbulb1064 tf is that
辛い時に聴いてます…😊😊😊
Música para mis oídos, me tranquiliza la música triste, me identifico con esto...
This reminds me of a dude who was friends with my grandpa, he was a nice guy, i went to church with him. My parents, i mean parent (cuz I only have my mom) let me stay at his place, we ate what his wife Cooked, trust me That food was the best. We then sat down after we ate and watched tv and he would sometimes teach me how to play the guitar. It's been 4 years since he died of COVID-19
@ThatColorTeal you too big man
damn, im so sorry. may he rest in piece. dont worry, he's looking at you right now from heaven, smiling.
Your grandpas friend was the best
I don’t have words anymore 😢at school I act all positive and cheery but I just want to stay in a cloud and listen to sad music till i die 😭
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Actually this reminds me about hard times, when I broke up with my gf and then had been broken myself. It may sound weird, "thats just a girlfriend, anytime can find new one", but that fucking ripped me. Now that's transformed into a depressive psycosis. I'm suffering every single day for a two years after that. And I still remember her voice. Just... Take care of your love, guys. I hope you'll never will feel the same shit I feel now. Be strong✊
Hey man I know I'm quite late it's fine man don't worry I hope u get over it
At some point, we've all been there. Turn the pain into motivation to improve further. Trust me. Hate i s the best motivator.
Too late... i actually never had a gf but I know what your going thru... it may seem that way but there's so much potential you can do... just don't let anything destroy or crush your dreams and goals
Get over it shes gone
@@blessingsmwamengo-ej3xu boy shut up don't make him feel worse
I am going through a diagnosed depression, and this really does not help me, but it identifies some things for me, it is horrible to be suffering from this
Stay away from sad things and make urself priority my friend....😔
@@sariaarshadsheikh918 yea i think
To the person reading this…
Don’t give up. I was crying earlier because I thought my bsf of 4 years didn’t like me anymore and I was annoying so I took a break from texting him all the time and calling him but today I went to a show and remembered he was coming bc his brother was in it. I was scared he wasn’t going to talk to me or even try to. But when he was walking in with his family he looked at me and then looked away immediately. I felt even worse but while I was sitting with my friends I kept on seeing him look back at me. During intermission he was looking for me and talked during intermission the entire time. After the show he was walking through the crowd to get to me.
I’m seeing him again tonight at the last show and we’re gonna go somewhere after
Long story short that could be happening to you too. Thinking your annoying to someone but maybe their just busy? Or never by their phone.
To the person who read this,
It’s been hard for you, I know, and it makes me sad that you don’t see yourself in the way I see you. Sometimes they are things in life that cause us to loose ourselves, and the way you have is so unimaginable painful. I miss your smile, the way your eyes light up the whole room just by the sound of your laughter. I miss the way you accepted the way you look in the mirror without cursing yourself out about how ugly you look. I miss the way you didn’t think of yourself as a failure because everyone makes mistakes, we all have flaws and we all aren’t perfect. It’s painful to see that no one around you seems to see the pain trough your eyes, but, stranger, I do, I see how heavy your heart is and how comforting the sadness for you might be, how afraid your heart is of happiness because it disappears in the end, right? You don’t know how much impact you have in this world and it’s sad to see that your demons fight against you and want to take over you. Because you do make change, it’s something so simple and little that brightens up someone’s whole world, it can be a small smile from your lips, the way you look at things you’re passionate about, the way you make yourself eat even though it’s been hard for you lately, the way you zoom out and go in your own world, you brighten up my world by reading this, it means a lot to me that you’re here, existing, but I don’t want you to just exist, you deserve to feel alive. You deserve to get up in the morning and feel good about yourself. You deserve to feel something- to feel every damn second alive in this lifetime. It’s heartbreaking that you think you’re not capable of being loved, because you are, I love you trough all my words and I hope you let it happen in your heart. Love is scary, I know, maybe you heart had been broken once and since then you wanted to be rather numb than feel ever again, it hurts me how you punish yourself, does it not deserve love? Because YOU DO deserve love, please forgive yourself, it’s not your fault that the demons want to take over your beautiful heart. You’re not a bad person for distancing yourself from others, but you deserve someone to talk to, you deserve someone to listen. I am listening, you can tell me what’s wrong. It’s everything, isn’t it? There’s something pulling your heartstrings on the ground and no one seems to understand how misunderstood you feel, it’s heartbreaking to know that I am behind the screen and can’t give you a hug, that’s why I will give you a big warm virtual hug and send you lots of love :). You matter. You are worthy. You are loved. You deserve good things. You deserve someone to listen. You deserve to eat and drink. You deserve to feel good and alive. You deserve to smile. You deserve a hug. You deserve to be all the things you want to be, because you deserve to have and feel good things happening to you and have a fulfilled life. I know I might not know you personally but I care about you so much, I write this because I want you to stay here with me, I want you to hold on a little longer because you matter so much to me, because I will not let you give up on yourself. I want you to see that you should not give up on yourself because you DESERVE GOOD THINGS. I want you to look back on the time when you were a kid, you didn’t give up when you tried to swim for the first time, you didn’t give up when you tired to walk for the first time and fell, you never gave up on yourself, you always kept on pushing forwards, so why can’t you now? I know it’s tiring, your mentally tired, but dont your younger self deserve good things? look back at your eyes that used to be full of hope, look back on those dreams. Don’t let yourself fall, you deserve better. We will both fight, I will fight for you. I won’t let those demons get to you. You can hold on to me, I won’t let you down :). Whenever you feel lonely, then look at the sky, I always look at it and think about you. Yes, you, because it makes me happy that there’s someone looking right back, maybe we can’t see each other but I can feel your presence here with me and that’s enough for me, because I am glad your heart is beating and you’re still fighting. You’re so much stronger thank you think, you didn’t leave your spot on this earth even if you wanted to, you belong here, even though it doesn’t feel like it, when you don’t feel like belonging than build your own home here, put all your love in it and dreams. Think of you as a star when you feel alone, you shine because your heart is good, no matter what mistake you made, no matter about the past you had, you’re one of the stars that shine bright in the universe because you’re heart is beautiful, that’s why the demons in your mind wants to have it. As one of the stars you see others stars, maybe they have felt the same way as you do at some point in there life, but they lighten up the universe with each other’s presence. You’re a star for me, maybe you don’t see it yourself but I can see it, you’re beautiful from inside and out, your body is beautiful the way it is. You make me happy by reading this, you make me feel something by your presence and when you can make me feel that way than you also make other people feel that way about you too. I hope you stay for yourself and don’t let your story get written by others but by yourself, it’s your story not theirs. As you can see, I say a lot of “I hope” because I have hope for you even if you don’t have it for yourself, I see hope in you even though you might want to give up. That’s why I hope you won’t see the world in darkness and will see it colorful again, I hope I will give you a glimpse of hope and make the world you see a bit colorful for today. My favorite color is yellow, and I hope the next time you see the color yellow you will think about my words. If someone left you than don’t blame yourself, don’t think you weren’t enough, don’t lower yourself for someone who couldn’t see the awesomeness in you. If you lost someone I am so sorry for your loss, they want you happy, I hope you don’t feel guilty or regret because you were there, you spend enough time with them, they want you to be happy. They are in a good and safe place now. If someone broke your heart than I am so sorry that they couldn’t see the way you look so beautiful because of the heart you have. Anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). If you aren’t accepted at home or in general than I am so sorry that you have to deal with someone/ something you shouldn’t be ashamed of, I accept you and support you, I accept you as a human being no matter what race, religion, nationality, skin color, or sexuality you have. You’re safe here with me :). You’re not useless, you’re not a burden to anyone. You’re not a problem, you’re human and your feelings are valid. You’re not being dramatic.Please don’t starve yourself, you deserve food and to drink, I know it’s hard. It hurts to see that you’re in so much pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I am sorry no one is noticing, I wish /hope I could take your pain away for today or even for a moment while you’re reading this. If no one told you, I am so proud of you, you’re reading this and it’s enough for me to be proud of you because you’re here and that’s all that matters to me. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water everyday in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed.
And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re so strong for breathing despite the pain, I know you will make it :) I believe in you. All I want for you is to stay here, I really mean all my words, even if there is a lot of unsaid things I want to tell u and my text is getting longer and longer,I want you here.
I hope one day your smile will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world.
You can let go for today, I got you, you can cry your heart out as much as you want, but don’t let it tear you down and let your emotions control you by giving up. Crying is not weakness. If you still feel alone I dedicate you a song as your friend.
“Dusk till Dawn- Zayn feat. Sia (I prefer the slow version)” I hope you can think of me and will remind yourself of my words, I will for sure think of you.
In case no one told you and you’re unsure yourself, you’re a good person and I am so happy you’re here.
I hope this is enough to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. Enough with beating yourself up for today, okay?
Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one.
welcome to depression
Thx man, kinda needed it
Thank you for taking the time outta your day to try to improve others. I hope you stay safe as I also care about your mental health.
@@pixelgameslore 😄
I didn’t know how much longer I could hold on but seeing this makes me think I can hold on longer now thanks
People always told me im like SpongeBob for some reason but this, this really hits.
do u have holes like spongebob?
@@yassineto4285 technically
Yeah same i look happy outside but dead inside
People call me the ugliest kid in class every day
@@daas-ck9tn Don’t worry man, half of them will grow up to be half bald, drunk, and divorced. You won’t unless you give up.
Whatever you guys do. don't you give up, its hard but it may save your life. stay strong guys❤
Is it normal if when i listen to this type of music always my cousin nackstabbing me comes to my mind? Is it my biggest fear? And when i think of it i always start crying
Ty bro I need that right now my family is getting split up
Thanks man. Imma bust a nut in here
:(
No offence but “don’t give up” is a terrible piece of advice
Me and my friend both bonded over this song and I just get so emotional over that day because that day was one of the best of my life and I didn’t realize till a few days ago but I swear that day was a movie I wanna relive it a million times
What happened that day?
@@realmz.4575 read the comment again
Imagine you're in class.
The teacher starts explaining to everyone that you get to do some paper with partners. Cheers are let out across the room. Friends look at each other in a 'you wanna be partners?' Look.
You just sit there
You know nobody is gonna partner up with you so you just start the paper. It's not like the teacher cares if you have a partner or not. This is often to so you learn to not care so much. Putting your headphones in, you scroll on TH-cam looking for songs to listen to. You click on a song. Music starts playing and you write down answers on your paper assuming they're correct. You never really talk to anyone and listen during class time so the paper appears easy. Soon enough you finish the paper and walk up to the teacher. "I finished my paper", you say. The teacher takes the paper and looks through. She looks back at you and nods, then sets it in a bin. That tells you that you got everything right so you walk off back to your desk. Looking back you can see everyone laughing and discussing. You feel alittle jealous wishing someone would talk to you but I mean whatever. You put in your headphones on as all the laughter and chatter is muffled with sounds of this song. It feels lonely here. It feels lonely everyday. No one really cares. You're the quiet kid anyway so why should it matter? Its all fine. Besides your family tells you it's probably not true this happens when you talk to then about it. They say because your blonde and have blue eyes you must be popular. You know it's not like that but you don't want to "backtalk" so you tell your family they are right. It's all ok though. This will just happen again so it's fine.
This is a glimpse of my everyday life 😍.
omg I am so sorry you go through that everyday ☹ when I listen to this song it reminds me of a past lover I once had and I am still not over, every time I listen I think about him and start crying... it's been like what 8 months??? and I still feel this way, it honestly sucks..
Sometimes I sit alone at lunch either because my friends eat at a different time or they are sitting somewhere else without me. One time this girl came up to me and asked if I was ok and asked if I wanted to sit with her and I said "no, no it's okay, I'm alright" but she brought me near her anyway, apparently her table was full so she sat me at a table nearby her, I still wasn't acknowledged after though since I was at another table but it felt nice that someone actually cared- I almost cried that day. For the rest of the school year I often noticed her in the hallway and we sometimes made eye contact, but sadly I never found out her name, and we never spoke after that day.
You know the only nice thing I've noticed about having no friends to talk to is that you actually get your work done pretty fast since you have nothing else to do- but even though there is a bright side it still really sucks and you really wish you had someone to talk to. ☹
I am so sorry and I hope you find some great friends soon ❤
i ain't reading allat
@@sublouu7211 LMFAO THATS WHAT I THOUGHT TOO
no
@@senorcat8679 fr what i thought
Why does it matter? What is the point of life if what you do doesn’t ever change the future in any way? I feel that the only reason we are here right now is to be with Jesus and hold his loving hands along this beautiful journey of happiness and sadness combined. It is a horrible ride but a great one all mixed together. And I am grateful for it all
I'm failing all my classes, having literal mental breakdowns. I don't know if I can do this anymore. What if I am just a freak... why am I like this. I'm confused on my love life, I feel like everything I do makes a bad change on myself. My mother wants me to be an engineer. And now she won't even look at me. Calls me a disgrace, waste of space, I just want it all to end. But that's the problem. I can't leave my younger sister behind... once again I'm starting to sob while writing this. Please Like if it doesn't bother you
Hey brother.
I honestly have all the same problems and issues as you stated in your comment. And I don't want to say like yeah I know what you're going through and all that cliche advices. I'm just trying to be straightforward and honest. Life is not fair. It never was and never will be. But believe me, the human mind and it's consciousness is the most powerful thing in the universe. With enough time and a little motivation, you could accomplish anything and everything. I suggest that if your girl is leaving you because of your current situation, then it's not worth staying with her in the first place. Because if they don't want you at your lowest, then certainly they Don't deserve you at your peak. Try to find a motivation for yourself to keep up. Something that you value the most. No matter what it is, just try your best to achieve that status. You are a child of God; of infinite capacity.
Peace.
Study nerd
@@thebestrobloxgamerinohio no u
@@mreggabigfanofeggs1076 no u nerd
@@thebestrobloxgamerinohio no u nerd
My grandpa died few years ago and i still miss him and i still my grandma too
Rip 🙏 grandpa and grandma
The only ones that saved me from pain 😢
Rip grandma
I miss my grandparents too. My grandpa passed years after my grandma. Our birthdays are days apart….. and since it’s coming up this month…I just don’t look forward to it
I suffered so much in my past life when I was a child, my parents were never with me and very bad things happened to me, I don't know how I am alive, I feel that the only one who did not abandon me was God and my grandparents, but I also feel that there are rewards Because today that I am 30 years old I have my children, a beautiful wife who loves me, my grandmother is still alive and is my mother, today I have plenty of love.
i feel so sorry 4 u dawg
my friend sadly passed away when he was 15
and thats the worst day of my life(09.11.2011)
(yes, 10 years after the terrorist attack)
and now im 27 years old and ive just started a family
“I am just a fish”
U have water or not
My fish drowned :(
@@Arqadessecondbrain I felt sad until I read it again 💀🙏🙏🙏
@@Majin124 XD
Me trying to hide my sadness from a secretly bad day from my parents because I want them happy
Im trying to act happy around my parents everyday but i barely feel emotions so im just pretending to be happy to make my parents happy and not worry about me.
@@ThreadedHoney same here my day at school is very crazy but when i get home i tell them that it was normal and make it seem like a normal school day so they can be happy with my class. I do enjoy it but when i first started i was depressed but now im joyful it reminds me of that time and thank myself for looking positively instead of negatively. A way to always brighten your day "if your mindset is good your day is good, if your mindset is bad then your day will end out badly. your thoughts are able to completely change how you perceive this world so make it a good mindset."
@@ThreadedHoney Because the earth is almost overpopulated the weak ones need to stay at the ground while the strong ones need to be praise at the highest high
I have depression in my life, I hear this song every night and feel alone. I'm depressed because I often feel alone and have no friends. :(
I'm sorry do you want to be my friend?❤
@@Andrik_tadeo. Of course I want
This Is so nostalgic...
I love songs like this (slowed) especially this one😊😊😊
yeah! I was looking for this particular version! Thx!
The older I grow the more I learn, I learn to forgive for mistakes, and move forward. Just because now I understand that everyone is or has suffered before and all the back actions were towards me were just the bi products of these past experiences. Even though it has caused me to become depressed and made me try to take my own life multiple times. However. The very few that are fortunate not to have suffered, but not suffering being brought up in a rich family etc, is also a suffering of its own in a way, the inability experience the same pureness from people etc, so now I understand that everyone is or has suffered. So now I can forgive, maybe not be friends etc, but I can forgive and move on with a clear mind. Idk where I was going with this, lost myself a bit typing this, but I hope every single one of you has a beautiful life.
This makes me want to relive the moments with my mum before she died
condolences to you
Condolence bro i can feel that emotional pain😔
My condolences to you buddy
@@felidaeviv4680 sorry for you losse stay strong
recordar:recordar es acordarte del lugar de donde viniste,donde fuiste feliz verdaderamente,donde fuiste tratado como un dios,t quisieron,te valoraron.aunque otras cosas quiza signifique:acordarse de un suenio pendiente y decir lo voy a lograr aunque este destrozado,esforzarme dia,noche y vida por obtener lo que se desea,mi punto es que nunca olvide de donde viniste,porque alli te forjaste,te hiciste una buena y mejor persona,te aceptaron y fuiste feliz como nadie,y alli fue donde dijiste lo voy a lograr pase lo que pase,vamos campeon confio en vos,anda y cumpli tus metas como yo lo voy a hacer en el futbol,recuerdenme,santiago ferreyra.
Dios, Esta canción es una obra de música, me gusta en todas sus diferentes versiones :)
This makes me think about good stuff in my life that will never happen
You aren't only one like that...
No it'll happen mate, it'll surely happen, don't lose hope. Everyone deserves happiness, no matter how evil or bad a person is, the warmth of love is inevitable for everyone :(
@@ashutosh7295 fck man I have lung cancer last time my heart was slowing down my cold blood and you call that happiness. I am literally scared to tell my parents that I have lung cancer because I don't want surgery that's one of my fea and you say in life one day happiness will come to me? 😂 I hope
I wish I could beat cancer and it would go away but I can't heal myself like that
@@ashutosh7295 I am trying not to lose hope. To
Something that will always get closer and closer but will never come, is tomorrow. Tomorrow is not a simple concept on the inside, it may seem as just that it’s the next day, but in reality, it’s so much more. You need to think about it.
I'm not depressed, I'm not suicidal I'm just tired. I just want a break. I see all my friends getting into relationships and I always act happy for them. But I'm just jealous because I don't think anyone will actually show me love. Its just a constant loop of getting a crush, finally getting the courage to say something about it but the second those words leave my mouth I'm rejected and Idk why. What have I done wrong? I just want someone to love and someone to love me back.
feeling the same. i hope you’ll always stay happy, buddy
i feel pretty similar, i've gotten with someone twice and it lasted not even a week both times. hope you feel alright by now, man, don't get caught up in all that. you just haven't found the person yet. they're out there.
I love u man,take care bro,I feel the same way hell sumtimes it ain’t even a crush just a friend and I still get messed over ☹️
Thanks for the nice reply. It makes me feel better knowing that people do care even if I don't know you.
Same feeling here. That moment when you realize your crush isn't into you and likes your best friend more than you.
this sounds amazing. It sounds even better if it's muffled.
"We are just honest, the world is fucked up, and it will be worse. There is nothing to hide, bro."
- Random Pole i met
This Pole was me by the way, xDD
to the person reading this,
It’s been hard for you, I know, and it makes me sad that you don’t see yourself in the way I see you. Sometimes they are things in life that cause us to lose ourselves, and the way you have is so unimaginably painful. I miss your smile, the way your eyes light up the whole room just by the sound of your laughter. I miss the way you accepted the way you look in the mirror without cursing yourself out about how ugly you look. I miss the way you didn’t think of yourself as a failure because everyone makes mistakes, we all have flaws and we all aren’t perfect. It’s painful to see that no one around you seems to see the pain through your eyes, but, stranger, I do, I see how heavy your heart is and how comforting the sadness for you might be, how afraid your heart is of happiness because it disappears in the end, right? You don’t know how much impact you have in this world and it’s sad to see that your demons fight against you and want to take over you. Because you do make change, it’s something so simple and little that brightens up someone’s whole world, it can be a small smile from your lips, the way you look at things you’re passionate about, the way you make yourself eat even though it’s been hard for you lately, the way you zoom out and go in your own world, you brighten up my world by reading this, it means a lot to me that you’re here, existing, but I don’t want you to just exist, you deserve to feel alive. You deserve to get up in the morning and feel good about yourself. You deserve to feel something- to feel every damn second alive in this lifetime. It’s heartbreaking that you think you’re not capable of being loved, because you are, I love you through all my words and I hope you let it happen in your heart. Love is scary, I know, maybe your heart has been broken once and since then you wanted to be rather numb than feel ever again, it hurts me how you punish yourself, does it not deserve love? Because YOU DO deserve love, please forgive yourself, it’s not your fault that the demons want to take over your beautiful heart. You’re not a bad person for distancing yourself from others, but you deserve someone to talk to, you deserve someone to listen to. I am listening, you can tell me what’s wrong. It’s everything, isn’t it? There’s something pulling your heartstrings on the ground and no one seems to understand how misunderstood you feel. It's heartbreaking to know that I am behind the screen and can’t give you a hug, that’s why I will give you a big warm virtual hug and send you lots of love :). You matter. You are worthy. You are loved. You deserve good things. You deserve someone to listen to. You deserve to eat and drink. You deserve to feel good and alive. You deserve to smile. You deserve a hug. You deserve to be all the things you want to be, because you deserve to have and feel good things happening to you and have a fulfilled life. I know I might not know you personally but I care about you so much. I write this because I want you to stay here with me. I want you to hold on a little longer because you matter so much to me, because I will not let you give up on yourself. I want you to see that you should not give up on yourself because you DESERVE GOOD THINGS. I want you to look back on the time when you were a kid, you didn’t give up when you tried to swim for the first time, you didn’t give up when you tired to walk for the first time and fell, you never gave up on yourself, you always kept on pushing forwards, so why can’t you now? I know it’s tiring, you're mentally tired, but don't your younger self deserve good things? look back at your eyes that used to be full of hope, look back on those dreams. Don’t let yourself fall, you deserve better. We will both fight, I will fight for you. I won’t let those demons get to you. You can hold on to me, I won’t let you down :). Whenever you feel lonely, then look at the sky, I always look at it and think about you. Yes, you, because it makes me happy that there’s someone looking right back, maybe we can’t see each other but I can feel your presence here with me and that’s enough for me, because I am glad your heart is beating and you’re still fighting. You’re so much stronger than you think, you didn’t leave your spot on this earth even if you wanted to, you belong here, even though it doesn’t feel like it, when you don’t feel like belonging then build your own home here, put all your love in it and dreams. Think of you as a star when you feel alone, you shine because your heart is good, no matter what mistake you made, no matter about the past you had, you’re one of the stars that shine bright in the universe because you’re heart is beautiful, that’s why the demons in your mind wants to have it. As one of the stars you see other stars, maybe they have felt the same way as you do at some point in their life, but they lighten up the universe with each other’s presence. You’re a star for me, maybe you don’t see it yourself but I can see it, you’re beautiful from inside and out, your body is beautiful the way it is. You make me happy by reading this, you make me feel something by your presence and when you can make me feel that way then you also make other people feel that way about you too. I hope you stay for yourself and don’t let your story get written by others but by yourself, it’s your story not theirs. As you can see, I say a lot of “I hope” because I have hope for you even if you don’t have it for yourself, I see hope in you even though you might want to give up. That’s why I hope you won’t see the world in darkness and will see it colorful again. I hope I will give you a glimpse of hope and make the world you see a bit colorful for today. My favorite color is yellow, and I hope the next time you see the color yellow you will think about my words. If someone left you then don’t blame yourself, don’t think you weren’t enough, don’t lower yourself for someone who couldn’t see the awesomeness in you. If you lost someone I am so sorry for your loss, they want you happy. I hope you don’t feel guilty or regret because you were there, you spent enough time with them, they want you to be happy. They are in a good and safe place now. If someone broke your heart then I am so sorry that they couldn’t see the way you look so beautiful because of the heart you have. Anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). If you aren’t accepted at home or in general then I am so sorry that you have to deal with someone/ something you shouldn’t be ashamed of. I accept you and support you. I accept you as a human being no matter what race, religion, nationality, skin color, or sexuality you have. You’re safe here with me :). You’re not useless, you’re not a burden to anyone. You’re not a problem, you’re human and your feelings are valid. You’re not being dramatic. Please don’t starve yourself, you deserve food and to drink, I know it’s hard. It hurts to see that you’re in so much pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I am sorry no one is noticing, I wish /hope I could take your pain away for today or even for a moment while you’re reading this. If no one told you, I am so proud of you, you’re reading this and it’s enough for me to be proud of you because you’re here and that’s all that matters to me. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it with such sad music. I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such a mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water everyday in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed.
And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re so strong for breathing despite the pain, I know you will make it :) I believe in you. All I want for you is to stay here, I really mean all my words, even if there are a lot of unsaid things I want to tell you and my text is getting longer and longer,I want you here.
I hope one day your smile will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world.
You can let go for today, I got you, you can cry your heart out as much as you want, but don’t let it tear you down and let your emotions control you by giving up. Crying is not a weakness. If you still feel alone I dedicate a song as your friend.
“Dusk till Dawn- Zayn feat. Sia (I prefer the slow version)” I hope you can think of me and will remind yourself of my words, I will for sure think of you.
In case no one told you and you’re unsure yourself, you’re a good person and I am so happy you’re here.
I hope this is enough to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. Enough with beating yourself up for today, okay?
Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like it's your last one.
If you read all of it, until tomorrow my friend :)
have a good day and great years.
Read the first two words and made me think of my dad thanks brotha and bless your soul (he’s not dead but he is messed up mentally and it is not the old him but that is what he would tell me)
wow.. thanks
This is long like really long but I read it cuz it meant something to me
I'm still dead inside.
DO YOU EXPECT ME TO READ ALL THAT??
It hurts when all the best memories you have became just a memories
“The pain one inflict on ones self will never be able to build up to match the pain one has when they think back to a time when they were truly happy”.
Don't cry
Because if you cry
Your
Enemy - Happy
People - Laugh
Loved ones- Suffer
100 reasons to stay alive:
1. to make your parents proud
2. to conquer your fears
3. to see your family again
4. to see your favourite artist live
5. to listen to music again
6. to experience a new culture
7. to make new friends
8. to inspire
9. to have your own children
10. to adopt your own pet
11. to make yourself proud
12. to meet your idols
13. to laugh until you cry
14. to feel tears of happiness
15. to eat your favorite food
16. to see your siblings grow
17. to pass school
18. to get tattoo
19. to smile until your cheeks hurt
20. to meet your internet friends
21. to find someone who loves you like you deserve
22. to eat ice cream on a hot day
23. to drink hot chocolate on a cold day
24. to see untouched snow in the morning
25. to see a sunset that sets the sky on fire
26. to see stars light up the sky
27. to read a book that changes your life
28. to see the flowers in the spring
29. to see the leaves change from green to brown
30. to travel abroad
31. to learn a new language
32. to learn to draw
33. to tell others your story in the hopes of helping them
34. Puppy kisses.
35. Baby kisses (the open mouthed kind when they smack their lips on your cheek).
36. Swear words and the release you feel when you say them.
37. Trampolines.
38. Ice cream.
39. Stargazing.
40. Cloud watching.
41. Taking a shower and then sleeping in clean sheets.
42. Receiving thoughtful gifts.
43. “I saw this and thought of you."
44. The feeling you get when someone you love says, “I love you."
45. The relief you feel after crying.
46. Sunshine.
47. The feeling you get when someone is listening to you/giving you their full attention.
48. Your future wedding.
49. Your favorite candy bar.
50. New clothes.
51. Witty puns.
52. Really good bread.
53. Holding your child in your arms for the first time.
54. Completing a milestone (aka going to college, graduating college, getting married, getting your dream job.)
55. The kind of dreams where you wake up and can’t stop smiling.
56. The smell before and after it rains
57. The sound of rain against a rooftop.
58. The feeling you get when you’re dancing.
59. The person (or people) that mean the most to you. Stay alive for them.
60. Trying out new recipes.
61. The feeling you get when your favorite song comes on the radio.
62. The rush you get when you step onto a stage.
63. You have to share your voice and talents and knowledge with the world because they are so valuable.
64.Breakfast in bed.
65. Getting a middle seat in the movie theater.
66. Breakfast for dinner (because it’s so much better at night than in the morning).
67. Pray (if you are religious)
68. Forgiveness.
69. Water balloon fights.
70. New books by your favorite authors.
71. Fireflies.
72. Birthdays.
73. Realizing that someone loves you.
74. Spending the day with someone you
75. Opportunity to create meaningful and lasting relationships.
76. Potential to learn, grow, and evolve as a person.
77. Joy and happiness in the little things.
78. The power to inspire others.
79. The ability to create art, music, and other forms of self-expression.
80. To explore different cultures, traditions, and ways of life.
81. To make a positive impact on the environment and help protect the planet.
82. Experience the joys of parenthood and raise a family.
83. Learn new things and develop new skills.
84. Create a legacy that will outlive you.
85. Being wrapped up in a warm bed.
86. Cuddles
87. Holding hands.
88. The kind of hugs when you can feel a weight being lifted off your shoulders. The kind of hug where your breath syncs with the other person’s, and you feel like the only two people in the world.
89. Singing off key with your best friends.
90. Road trips.
91. Spontaneous adventures.
92. The feeling of sand beneath your toes.
93. The feeling when the first ocean wave rolls up and envelops your toes and ankles and knees.
94. Thunderstorms.
95. Your first (or hundredth) trip to Disneyland.
96. The taste of your favorite food.
97. The child-like feeling you get on Christmas morning.
98. The day when everything finally goes your way.
99. Compliments and praise.
100. to look on this moment in 10 years time and realize you did it.
tanks for read
Practically all those reasons being pointless make me feel even more depressed
I had tuberculosis and I had to go to the hospital and I met a little girl there and we both had a deadly lounge disease and you know she was nice and caring and always cheered me up and one day she ......passed and I can't stop thinking about it.😢 May she rest in peace 🕊️ too 🙏
Ariba los ánimos no se rindan la vida sigue soldados la vida solo es una y ay que disfrutarla al máximo 👑👍
welcome to depression
and what is life? life is the existence of cells and nothing more. life makes sense when we get pleasure, pleasure because it works where we want. because you are not dependent, because you see your result, that you are not wasting your strength on abstract assessments or something else where you are just the fucking number of another incompetent. so how can I be happy if even my mother doesn't want to talk to me. if you have no one but a neighbor in a fucking desk? who never listens to you? tell me how to be happy? how?
Gracias bro
Well, I'm here because I have nowhere to go, I am a boring person, a lonely person, a low self-esteem and self-confidence person who tries its best to overcome the struggles, but nobody helps me, not my fathers, not my mom, not my sister, not my whole family, not my friends, not EVEN psichologists, I've been through 3 psychologists and nothing, as you can see everything is hopeless, the worst part is that I'm 14, and people who read this would say "Heh, this is just a teenager, time will pass and you'll overcome this", maybe you're right, but one thing I'm sure is that I'm giving up, I don't have enough force to keep with this, thanks for reading, and take care of your mental heath, goodbye
أشعر بحجم الألم الذي تمر به، ولا شك أن هذه المشاعر قد تكون ثقيلة جدًا على قلبك، خاصة في هذا العمر. صحيح أن الكثير من الناس قد يقولون إن الوقت سيخفف من وطأة الألم، لكن ذلك لا يعني أن مشاعرك غير مهمة أو أنها بسيطة. من المؤلم أن تشعر بالوحدة حتى وسط عائلتك وأصدقائك. أتمنى أن تتذكر أن الأمور قد لا تبقى على حالها دائمًا، وأنه رغم الصعوبات قد تجد في المستقبل ما يجلب لك السعادة والراحة. لا تيأس، فأنت تستحق الدعم والاهتمام، واستمر في البحث عن الطرق التي قد تساعدك حتى لو كانت الأمور تبدو صعبة الآن. اعتنِ بنفسك جيدًا، فأنت مهم.
Real bro
Im 14 too. Do something hard. Your self esteem will come up. Work out and train to failure and blast that good ol music. And flex in the mirror. Let's see now. Trust me. People will always have something to say and think. 9 times out of 10, they don't notice you. If they are making fun of you, it's cuz they are the ones with a low self esteem. It's like you making fun of a 2nd grader for not being able to do algebra.
"The deepest pain often brings forth the most profound growth, just as the darkest night precedes the most radiant dawn" - Wise man
I love how people talk about their problems also this pic goes hard
Pov:you've promised yourself not to cry anymore so you've forgotten how to cry 🙂
"Life is a nightmare where you can't wake up unless you put yourself to sleep."
- a wise person
Nothing can be like in movie perfect and beautiful with happy ending
Dont worry There is absolutely someone out there for you who breathes for you, live for you
I know I said that but we never get over this, this is the harsh truth, Im too surffuring from this...
como quisiera revivir eso momentos con mi madre cuando era pequeña
nooo amigaaa perdon por tu perdida hojala te vuelvas a ver con tu mami
@@brunofrontera633 amalalla volver a verla🤧
@@tatianaluna3578 a mi me paso lo mismo con mi abuelo y tampoco pude conocer a al papa de mi papa y me destrosa
@@brunofrontera633 😓😞
VERDAD IGUAL YO
😭😭😥😥
I left this comment to congratulate my great grandfather's birthday he fought in World war 2 and survived he saved people from Moscow
i congratulate him too!
Como quisiera volver a ver a mis padres y a mi abuelita ;/ ahora vivo con mi tia :(
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That’s tough rip
To everyone who is doing homework, leave the chat, breathe slowly, take a sip of water, and focus
To everyone who is trying to sleep, leave the chat, grab a blanket, and get the rest you deserve.
To everyone who is feeling sad, grab a snack, get some water, get a blanket, and write down your thoughts. When you're done, lay down, and get some rest, no matter the time.
To everyone who is creating, you got this.
Your art is amazing. Remain in your flow and get stuff done!
If you're reading, relax, Focus, and imagine the beautiful scenes in your head.
And if you're playing games like me, Focus on your game and don't give up :D
-Not mine
what if im depressed
WHAT HAPPENS IF IM DEPRESSED JESSE
WHAT THE F*CK HAPPENES JESSE
DO I JUST MOVE ON JESSE
ANSWER ME JESSE
WHAT THE F*CK HAPPENES IF YOU WANT DO F*CKING END YOUR LIFE
Thanks for reminding me I have math homework >:(
this comment was beautiful to read, honestly. i've never felt more happy in my life reading this, though i know you didn't made this. still i love this comment, this comment removed my mind from all negative stuff i was focusing on. today i left a friend's group chat because of things getting onto me, i also had enough and wanted to become less online, so i did that today. but still had those thoughts climbing onto me. thank you for posting this comment and whoever made that, i also thank them aswell. they saved a life deeply, a life that was about to walk down a deep path. a path of darkness, thanks bro ^^.
@@yaru12345 relax bro. It will all be fine one day.
I'm also going through a lot, college exams which are not too hard but I am destroying myself by not studying for it. I was a decent student but now I don't find studies interesting. I want to start video editing, photography and a lot more but it will need time, idk if I am ready for it. I'm not social, and I struggle a lot at talking to people but I'm still trying to do things.
I think Mostly the battle is inside of our mind
We overthink a lot and mess it up in the end.
Keep trying and one day it will be fine.
@@ayush_singhhh__ thanks dude. you really made me happy today, i'll try to relax today alright?
"Sometimes Every Time aren't meant to be Happy"
This reminds me of when I fell in love with a girl from another town when I was 16. I loved her for 4 years and in the meantime she said she made me think she liked me. One day she called me and told me she missed me. That call ended with a sudden impact sound. The next day, when I asked how she was doing she texted me that she can't believe how I thought I could be with someone like her, that I'm a loser and I should get busy getting the life I don't have. From that day she didn't post anything on instagram. Her mom posted a photo of her saying that she is studying that's why she isn't active on social media. Knowing that her mom hated me, I thought she's hurting her daughter. I dreamt of that girl crying and screaming until I hugged her. I dreamt this twice a week. So when it was time to enroll in university I got admitted in the university of her town, but because of COVID-19 the classes were held online, so on valentine, she texted me that she wants to show me her town. 2 days later she told me she's going to Canada that she had boyfriends all this time, she even told me their names And that life is not fair. And then she left, I know it because about a few months later I saw the pictures she took there. I took an exam for a university in Italy and I failed. So now I live where she used to live. I see the empty benches and I see her sitting on it, happy with someone else. Half of the friends that I made in this town hate me now. A girl that I know seems to like me but I don't know how to trust someone again. I live in fear and I cry every night. Yet I smile at everyone's face.
Dont worry bro everything will be alright....👍
This reminds me how my parents only care about the grades that I have for high school, they don’t care about the effort that I put in my work, they only care about that goofy little A+ sitting on my paper in red ink. It might sound weird but it hurts, knowing that they don’t care about my effort.
You are doing a great job! And you know that! Even if no one notices it.
same bro 👊
A man dosen't expect anybody to appreciate the fact that he wakes up at 3am everyday to feed his family. I agree, your parents should respect you more, but your situation can and will teach you alot.
Yea it’s dumb we get our self worth put into a number. I mean what even the fuck are grades. My middle school didn’t have em and everyone learned what they needed to
Parents be like wowzers nice and continue what they were doing 💀
You only live life once. Do what makes you happy and enjoy the time you have here. Don’t take this all away from you. If you feel sad or depressed know that someone out there must love you no matter what. It’s not worth taking that all away.. so enjoy what you have on earth and try and be happy and positive and maybe.. this world will become a better place then it is today ❤
This song is for people that have broken hearts like me😢
Nah it's for people who have good taste in music
I’m with you
Ik it cuts deep...
i'm not sad or anything, this song is just good
I agree this music was used in a backrooms video
No matter what type of personal pain you’re going through, just remember that it wasn’t your fault.
POV- You realized that the good old days are gone
:((
smiling can be so painful sometimes.
Can we all agree 2001 2013 2011 2017 2018 where the best years😢 sad there gone though
"I wish she was here. I wish she didn't leave. I wish everything stayed the same. I wish nothing had changed. I wish I was back in 5th grade. I wish I was young. I wish I had time. I wish I had good parents. I wish I had the motivation. I wish I wasn't tired. Tired of life."
still listening to this song, 3 months after the girl i still love broke my heart, i still suffer so much and this song just remind of this constant pain, so why am i still listening?
calm down its just a girl dude 💀
@@shrekwillalwaysfollowyou4592 bro ur just mad you don’t have one. You clearly don’t understand what a breakup feels like
@@niz6925 who said so?
@@shrekwillalwaysfollowyou4592 me
@@niz6925 😂
POV: it’s your last day at school ever but… you don’t have real friends
Uma música perfeita para se refletir de tudo que você fez, ou aquilo que você fará cuidado com o que faça porque isso pode machucar uma pessoa, com isso cuidado com o que fará a partir de agora.........
it hurts to listen to this..🥲
This song makes me feel all the emotions I can't name...like they can only be felt while listening to only this song and only at a certain time of the day. I'd think a lot of y'all can relate.
I'm watching the picture.
I'm still watching the picture.
I've noticed that people show us cute faces it is a nice picture
Spongebob we love you bro I know how much you are suffering we are always with you spongebob
Who knows what's going on in his head every night before going to sleep. He probably fakes his smiles most of the time.
Since everyone is sharing their own little story I'll share mine. 5 or 6 years ago when I was 9 or 10 I had this cat named Picasso (his race was scottish fold) and oh man how cute was he. I loved him so much.. Nothing wrong could ever happen right? Until one day, when the cat was like 1 year old, the vet warned us that he had a genetic mutation which blocked his articulations over time. I was so devastated but filled with hope that he will live as long as possible. The vet was right, and Picasso couldn't make great efforts so he just layed down all day but it got worse each day and.. I remember exactly, it was a Wednesday in March 2020 and my mom told me and my sister we had to euthanize him. Oh my days I remember how I felt the world crumble. I can't believe it's been more than 4 years since he died. Rest in peace buddy, you will always be in my heart.
may he rest in peace
I'm genuinely so sorry for your loss. my pet cat is turning 3 years old this year and I legitimately wouldn't be able to live without him. he's the only being in this world that understands me, that never judges me, that I can just vent to while petting him gently. I feel like at this point our bond is so strong that I genuinely won't be able to live without him.
R.I.P Zae Williams... my first friend in middle school
I hope ur ok he's in a better place
Me too
esta canción me hace recordar a mis antiguos amigos 😓😓😓😓😓
ami mis viejos recuerdos :C
ne🥺
Same but i dont see mine anymore😭