Surf Curse - Freaks [Official Audio]

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  • @sarahberra80
    @sarahberra80 2 ปีที่แล้ว +31740

    The lines, “ I dream of you almost every night, hopefully I won’t wake up this time.” Is exactly how I feel about this person I can’t get out of my head.

    • @octavia3608
      @octavia3608 2 ปีที่แล้ว +756

      Don’t worry dude, we will get through this together, I also can’t get this person out of my head when I dream, even though I broke up with him, he did it to himself. Stay strong 💪

    • @JUCICREIDE12
      @JUCICREIDE12 2 ปีที่แล้ว +193

      ​​@@octavia3608 somos dois mano n consigo tira a pessoa da minha cabeça mais essa música mim da uma energia tão boa,
      Obs: voltei estava de luto😟

    • @octavia3608
      @octavia3608 2 ปีที่แล้ว +128

      @@JUCICREIDE12 stay strong brother❤️

    • @JUCICREIDE12
      @JUCICREIDE12 2 ปีที่แล้ว +91

      @@octavia3608 tamu juntos 🤝🇧🇷

    • @Jai-304-m
      @Jai-304-m 2 ปีที่แล้ว +58

      SAME!

  • @3roob775
    @3roob775 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +2791

    THE NOSTALGIA IS RETURNING😢

    • @Nobødy17th
      @Nobødy17th 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +37

      This song is 2 years old.

    • @orionroach4028
      @orionroach4028 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +78

      @@Nobødy17th Well.... Don't wanna be a smart nerd but, It was actually released back in 2013. (11 years old)

    • @Nobødy17th
      @Nobødy17th 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +35

      @@orionroach4028 oh ok then. also I ain't calling you a smart nerd for correcting someone ok? Now thx and have a good day bruh..

    • @orionroach4028
      @orionroach4028 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +24

      @@Nobødy17th Okay just double-checking, Sorry abt that. I just now some people are like that.

    • @3roob775
      @3roob775 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      I know

  • @whatsittoyou9944
    @whatsittoyou9944 3 ปีที่แล้ว +10096

    Lycris:
    Dont kill me
    Just help me run away
    From everyone
    I need a place to stay
    Where im can cover up my face
    Dont cry
    I am just a freak
    I am just a freak
    I am just a freak
    I am just a freak
    My head is filled with parasites
    Black holes cover up my eyes
    I dream of you almost every night
    Hopefully i wont wake up this time
    I wont wake up this time
    I wont wake up this time
    I wont wake up this time

  • @tacitoz
    @tacitoz ปีที่แล้ว +18759

    Even though it's not that old, this still feels nostalgic

    • @loqazz
      @loqazz ปีที่แล้ว +494

      its 9 years old (HOW DOES THAT HAVE OVER 100 LIKES)

    • @niggacockball7995
      @niggacockball7995 ปีที่แล้ว +19

      @@loqazz sounds like something 9 13 years ago

    • @ClippedReal
      @ClippedReal ปีที่แล้ว +151

      i just listened to this and i felt nostalgic lol

    • @fantaboymk2594
      @fantaboymk2594 ปีที่แล้ว +77

      @@loqazz sounds like 20 25

    • @JuicedUpOyster
      @JuicedUpOyster ปีที่แล้ว +33

      I thought you were me because of the pfp lmao

  • @RonnieDo
    @RonnieDo ปีที่แล้ว +5672

    When I was depressed, this hits hard, when I feel normal, this hits hard, when I am having the best day of my life, this hits hard

    • @THEEDITHUB
      @THEEDITHUB ปีที่แล้ว +30

      Ikr

    • @8sp3ct
      @8sp3ct ปีที่แล้ว +30

      No cap same here

    • @Abhishek-hy8xe
      @Abhishek-hy8xe ปีที่แล้ว +27

      hits hard slowly

    • @dem3_
      @dem3_ ปีที่แล้ว +11

      I can relate

    • @8sp3ct
      @8sp3ct ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @Diego Norrea bro come on

  • @csunday
    @csunday 3 ปีที่แล้ว +19394

    I love this song but I don't know if it makes me happy or sad tbh

  • @maurlsh
    @maurlsh หลายเดือนก่อน +50

    The very start of the song is what hits me, it's like an automatic sound that takes you back in time. Would've been impossible feeling that way if it wasn't for Surf Curse, y'all are magicians.

  • @pablo-rk3gq
    @pablo-rk3gq ปีที่แล้ว +2108

    Dude this song is legendary.
    I can't even explain how nostalgic it sounds. The guitar gives the feeling of happiness and being young, the drums being the upbeat feeling...

    • @iitsellie
      @iitsellie ปีที่แล้ว +35

      Fr- it give you both happiness and makes you cry at the same time, reminds me of my dad sometimes.

    • @playspeedcode
      @playspeedcode ปีที่แล้ว +16

      Yet the voice is sad

    • @Chaobe538
      @Chaobe538 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      When poopyied drip

    • @NicolasFonseca-jt3lg
      @NicolasFonseca-jt3lg ปีที่แล้ว +7

      In fact, the three songs I listened to today changed my mood 200% are the following: freaks, pumped up kicks electronica, jealous

    • @nissaforyou
      @nissaforyou 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

      Reminds me of my punk era

  • @limasapenas
    @limasapenas 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +6687

    "Don't cry, I am just a fish"
    This line always get me... 😢

    • @TutmTutm
      @TutmTutm 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +537

      im crying rn because he's a fish 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢

    • @ItsSami_
      @ItsSami_ 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +300

      its "Don't cry, I am just a freak" wait now i get it ur joking on purpose!

    • @Yaje_aint_good
      @Yaje_aint_good 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +123

      You saw the meme did you?

    • @fritzerrxx
      @fritzerrxx 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +76

      i am just a fish?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    • @mplplays
      @mplplays 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +104

      So sad because he is a fish 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

  • @reeewkid
    @reeewkid 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +2121

    "Endings are just new beginnings."
    - Master Wu.

    • @tornado2366
      @tornado2366 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +47

      Therefore there are no happy endings

    • @chadohc6880
      @chadohc6880 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +24

      NINJAGO

    • @samsquanch72ify
      @samsquanch72ify 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +27

      Master wu always throwing down life lessons.
      "The best way to defeat your enemy is to make them your friend" ~ master wu

    • @indranilahadas2722
      @indranilahadas2722 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +14

      Dang i miss ninjago so much 😢😢

    • @chadohc6880
      @chadohc6880 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +7

      @@indranilahadas2722 I call it the caged monkry - master wu

  • @nguyenhongan5c-583
    @nguyenhongan5c-583 3 วันที่ผ่านมา +11

    The lyrics😭😢💔
    The beat🕺🕺🕺

  • @beanqwert7841
    @beanqwert7841 ปีที่แล้ว +5806

    Lyrics hit hard. Especially this line:
    "Don't cry. I am just a fish"✊😔

    • @yujinaddicted
      @yujinaddicted ปีที่แล้ว +96

      🙂

    • @Juggalo4life906
      @Juggalo4life906 ปีที่แล้ว +496

      @@geokid317 it’s a joke

    • @slayrNebulous
      @slayrNebulous ปีที่แล้ว +171

      This is the first time I’ve listen to this song without crying, I laughed instead cuz that joke was stupid but funny

    • @geoklu7
      @geoklu7 ปีที่แล้ว +28

      FR, 😂😂😂

    • @this_data_is_expunged
      @this_data_is_expunged ปีที่แล้ว +48

      indeed my good fish indeed

  • @The_King_Of_Leeches
    @The_King_Of_Leeches 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +543

    I feel like nobody talks about how beautiful the image is along with the song. None of us could’ve expected to land here. It could’ve been a small band in your neighbors apartment that would’ve gone away with time. But here it is

    • @SharonAaliyah
      @SharonAaliyah 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      ikr!

    • @elviacuevadominguez67
      @elviacuevadominguez67 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      Nostalgy me Perú

    • @blackbook69
      @blackbook69 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      They were that band for me! They were the biggest local band in Reno for years. My friends used to see them at the Holland Project in Reno with only a few hundred other people and this song was the anthem of the whole scene. It's incredible to see this song blow up and mean the same thing to so many people as it meant to us 10 years ago.

    • @Vexno_
      @Vexno_ 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Me recuerda a de Perú🇵🇪 2019 y 1980

    • @Neonn_Blue
      @Neonn_Blue หลายเดือนก่อน +6

      ... and the eldritch horror in the background

  • @Ozymandias-
    @Ozymandias- 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5980

    *A message to the future generations. Don't let this song die.*

    • @thedeathhq4101
      @thedeathhq4101 2 ปีที่แล้ว +46

      You got it

    • @omairtheguy9938
      @omairtheguy9938 2 ปีที่แล้ว +35

      It won't , I don't think we need to even try

    • @TH3C001
      @TH3C001 2 ปีที่แล้ว +45

      I might want to die, but I don’t want this song to die.

    • @Chillycloth
      @Chillycloth 2 ปีที่แล้ว +20

      They won't even listen to music in the future dude

    • @elizabethparga6181
      @elizabethparga6181 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      For sure I love this song

  • @Juliiofrmpg
    @Juliiofrmpg 2 วันที่ผ่านมา +2

    reminds me of my best friend🥲

  • @Nikoleta-f8q
    @Nikoleta-f8q 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +612

    "I need a place to stay where i can cover up my face"
    My heart ached.

    • @skylermeade
      @skylermeade 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

      and being here is just making it worse. i should just face things with conviction, instead of cowering in comfort

    • @Lil-toni-graice
      @Lil-toni-graice 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

      I dream of u almost every night... hopefully I won't wake up this time

    • @dssgolf
      @dssgolf หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      Fr

    • @ilypomas
      @ilypomas หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      facts

    • @monicapapaqui604
      @monicapapaqui604 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      When I read your comment the same scentice came😂

  • @hermiyoussef2164
    @hermiyoussef2164 ปีที่แล้ว +2492

    Don't kill me, just help me run away
    From everyone, I need a place to stay
    Where I can cover up my face
    Don't cry, I am just a freak
    [Chorus]
    I am just a freak
    I am just a freak
    I am just a freak
    [Verse 2]
    My head is filled with parasites
    Black holes cover up my eyes
    I dream of you almost every night
    Hopefully I won't wake up this time
    [Refrain]
    I won't wake up this time
    I won't wake up this time
    I won't wake up this time

    • @HAMBURGLER510
      @HAMBURGLER510 ปีที่แล้ว +29

      Love this song

    • @jasminlegaspi5379
      @jasminlegaspi5379 ปีที่แล้ว +41

      Huge thanks for being the first to comment the lyrics to who can't understand

    • @hermiyoussef2164
      @hermiyoussef2164 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      Me too I like to listen it in night

    • @2018_meme
      @2018_meme ปีที่แล้ว +4

      I love this song ❤❤❤

    • @WilliamRoger-f9o
      @WilliamRoger-f9o ปีที่แล้ว +4

      😊😊

  • @titanforce1808
    @titanforce1808 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1004

    Every instrument in this song is so perfect. The drums are simple but compelling, the guitar rift may be repetitive but never gets old and the baseline is a great choice

    • @mauriciopereira9745
      @mauriciopereira9745 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Bro this is nothing compare to rock bands like nirvana or ac/dc

    • @theoldnamesystemworkedbetter
      @theoldnamesystemworkedbetter 2 ปีที่แล้ว +33

      @@mauriciopereira9745 k

    • @entireglxy4338
      @entireglxy4338 2 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      @@mauriciopereira9745 They are much more complex, but this is a different genre.

    • @greenmanalishi6963
      @greenmanalishi6963 2 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      @@mauriciopereira9745 these days I could fart in a pattern and people would call me talented.

    • @Andi-vc5oz
      @Andi-vc5oz 2 ปีที่แล้ว +23

      @@mauriciopereira9745 why compare them? just enjoy ffs

  • @manuelbalamcamachogalvan8572
    @manuelbalamcamachogalvan8572 หลายเดือนก่อน +10

    These songs make me so nostalgic, I miss 2019,20,21,22... 😢

  • @rfb
    @rfb 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1071

    This song somehow perfectly encapsulates the emotional chaos most people eventually go through in their teenage years.

  • @christopheroconnor6830
    @christopheroconnor6830 ปีที่แล้ว +2267

    Lyrics:
    [Verse 1]
    Don't kill me, just help me run away
    From everyone, I need a place to stay
    Where I can cover up my face
    Don't cry
    [Chorus]
    I am just a freak
    I am just a freak
    I am just a freak
    I am just a freak
    [Verse 2]
    My head is filled with parasites
    Black holes cover up my eyes
    I dream of you almost every night
    Hopefully
    [Outro]
    I won't wake up this time
    I won't wake up this time
    I won't wake up this time
    I won't wake up this time

  • @livealittle1100
    @livealittle1100 ปีที่แล้ว +587

    This song gives late 90s, early 2000s alternative rock vibe.

    • @neriv1563
      @neriv1563 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      indie rock

    • @nissaforyou
      @nissaforyou 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +7

      Me it reminds me of punk in Washington DC

    • @SilvaSnake49
      @SilvaSnake49 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

      ngl I thought it was from that time

    • @Nathandoesstuff67
      @Nathandoesstuff67 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

      It really does give me 90s vibes, legendary song

    • @АйгульИльясова-н7е
      @АйгульИльясова-н7е 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      почему такая крусна

  • @SATAN66675
    @SATAN66675 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

    Feeling nostalgia

  • @seeply5290
    @seeply5290 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +163

    This is the first song that got me into indie music in summer of 2021

    • @lucilegonn442
      @lucilegonn442 29 วันที่ผ่านมา

      indie = unpopular ?

    • @seeply5290
      @seeply5290 29 วันที่ผ่านมา

      @@lucilegonn442i wouldnt say it equals unpopular, its just a genre of music

    • @lucilegonn442
      @lucilegonn442 29 วันที่ผ่านมา

      @@seeply5290 do you have a description for it please ?

  • @KGcr1s
    @KGcr1s 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +419

    The song "Freaks" by Surf Curse is about feeling like an outsider and feeling alone in a world of people who don't understand. The lyrics describe the contrast between trying to fit in while also wanting to run away and get away from it all - literally asking not to be killed, just helped to run away. The chorus serves as an anthem for the protagonist who, although labeled "freak", finds strength in embracing their uniqueness. The outro leaves the listener with a sense of hope that things will eventually get better, as the protagonist dreams of a future where they won't have to wake up. From a website

    • @timtom870
      @timtom870 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

      Ist halt nur die Frage, wer der Freak ist.

    • @jaylicious4694
      @jaylicious4694 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +7

      I took it as not a hopeful ending but the "freak" protagonist having enough and giving up on living completely.
      Getting banished from the world that never welcomed them, leaving it behind forever.

    • @j00bs
      @j00bs 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      man i was wondering why this song hits me so long after i havent been able to get hooked to new music in years. this was the first song in like 6 years that hit me like this and i think you explain why perfectly. view count shows just how many people resonate with these lyrics

    • @worther106
      @worther106 8 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Kwjdhdhjxbsbwjkskqnwnekfkennskxjfnejfjdnjwkwkekdjdj

    • @Palm0vic
      @Palm0vic 8 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Thats so me !!!

  • @beardbeardedbeardsbeardedh9374
    @beardbeardedbeardsbeardedh9374 2 ปีที่แล้ว +707

    I used to listen to this without thinking much of the lyrics, but ever since my dad commited suicide I tear up every time I hear this song. I can't help thinking that this is exactly he must have felt before he died, "hopefully I won't wake up this time" hits me escpecially hard knowing the way he killed himself.
    I'm sorry it ended like that.

    • @IsabellaShjejs73829
      @IsabellaShjejs73829 2 ปีที่แล้ว +47

      i’m sorry

    • @fancyali3923
      @fancyali3923 2 ปีที่แล้ว +44

      I’m rlly sry I hope ur dad and ur family have peace now

    • @darknation9424
      @darknation9424 2 ปีที่แล้ว +26

      Sorry for your loss. Hope you find the strength to carry on. God bless you

    • @kev_kev_671
      @kev_kev_671 2 ปีที่แล้ว +20

      i’m sorry man for your lost. stay strong bro.

    • @pokemonhalfmoon9051
      @pokemonhalfmoon9051 2 ปีที่แล้ว +19

      Be strong bro i am sorry for your loss

  • @ElChango2.0-p6p
    @ElChango2.0-p6p 2 วันที่ผ่านมา +2

    This songs makes cry because when i heard it i think my live is passing throught my eyes

  • @theplaceholder3
    @theplaceholder3 ปีที่แล้ว +597

    I recently moved from my childhood house, and I was listening to this while driving away from the house for the last time and I swear I was THIS CLOSE to bursting into tears when the memories hit. It hadn’t hit that hard until I put this song on. This is now one of my favorite bands.

    • @byersxxkarate5177
      @byersxxkarate5177 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      That's a heartbreaking yet beautiful story. Thanks for sharing . It's like that with my friends.

    • @ShanksCA
      @ShanksCA ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Sometimes it’s just like that, and it’s one of my fav bands too :D

    • @kevindonovanreyesricano5873
      @kevindonovanreyesricano5873 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      ñ

    • @theplaceholder3
      @theplaceholder3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@kevindonovanreyesricano5873
      Mi teclado también lo tiene
      ñ

    • @JacopoBertonazzi
      @JacopoBertonazzi ปีที่แล้ว +1

      where you going?

  • @Nose6969
    @Nose6969 2 ปีที่แล้ว +673

    This song is perfect when you are tired of everything or you are remembering good times

  • @dinahmaebaitus7381
    @dinahmaebaitus7381 ปีที่แล้ว +592

    Don't kill me just help me run away
    From everyone I need a place to stay
    Where I can cover up my face
    Don't cry, I am just a freak
    I am just a freak
    I am just a freak
    I am just a freak
    My head is filled with parasites
    Black holes cover up my eyes
    I dream of you almost every night
    Hopefully I won't wake up this time
    I won't wake up this time
    I won't wake up this time
    I won't wake up this time

    • @retro_guyy1015
      @retro_guyy1015 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Thx the lyrics were had to understand 👍

    • @BTT19834
      @BTT19834 ปีที่แล้ว +19

      It's a simple song but it hits hard

    • @joegarrison-qr9dt
      @joegarrison-qr9dt ปีที่แล้ว +6

      I relate to this

    • @trangsoi6741
      @trangsoi6741 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      don't cry i am just a fish !

    • @MrsCROW-fr7hv
      @MrsCROW-fr7hv 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Don't, kill, me, just help me run this place
      from evey-one, I need a place to stay
      Where I, can, cover up my face
      don't, cry, I'm just a freak
      I'm just a freak
      I'm just a freak
      I'm just a freak
      (Analytical lyrics)
      My, head, is, filled with parasites
      black, holes, cover up my eyes
      I dream, of you, almost every night,
      hope-fully, I won't wake up this time
      I won't wake up this time
      I won't wake up this time
      I won't wake up this time

  • @SokheeVorng
    @SokheeVorng 9 วันที่ผ่านมา +8

    I miss this song 😢

  • @Swappacake
    @Swappacake 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +236

    honestly no matter where this is used, you feel nostalgic whether or not you have had a nostalgic moment with what you're doing or the song.
    its jsut a good song to reflect on good times

    • @ismaelesquivel4748
      @ismaelesquivel4748 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      You Again?

    • @blendcornit
      @blendcornit 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      Or to think about future good times

  • @Call-me-Ishmael
    @Call-me-Ishmael 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +243

    My teenage daughter performed this at school assembly. Not really hearing the lyrics It just sounded like a really well performed pretty Poppy-sounding song. Now I read the lyrics and watch her sing it again and playing the guitar ….it is so powerful, so joyous and dark and beautiful hopeless and relentless and pure.

    • @danielromerosol4158
      @danielromerosol4158 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

      ❤❤❤ parenting done right ❤❤❤❤

    • @adambell7867
      @adambell7867 9 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Thanks!!!@@danielromerosol4158

    • @nothingnewunderthesun4292
      @nothingnewunderthesun4292 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +7

      My ex-gf introduced herself to me on a public bus, twice starting the convo in two times meeting each other over two months, separate occasions. The second time I asked her out on a date & from then on, we got together very quickly.
      One day, maybe around 2 months or a bit less into us being together, she shows me a video on her phone. I see myself sitting in said public bus, being filmed from a seat looking the opposite way but around 4 rows of seats down from my own. The camera followed me a bit outside even and when I walked out of view, not once even looking into its direction, the video stopped.
      I obviously was baffled, but importantly, I looked at the date: the video was taken two whole years before she had even talked to me once.
      So she admitted by herself to filming me on that day and from then on, having s**ual fantasies about me / us for over two years before finally talking to me. Now it’s about what she did after filming me, for the whole two years she had been „watching“ or „observing“ me ;
      she would start writing down when / where I‘d get off / on the bus and sometimes run or wait for an earlier / later bus to see me as often as possible, (which means she‘d sometimes wait for half an hour up to an hour because the bus line only drives this frequent, just to eventually see me), she was able to describe my friends well enough for me to know exactly who she saw me with, she would frequent spots or places in the city more often when / if she saw me there, especially multiple times, like in the library, lastly she would mirror me, if I was waiting for the train on one side of the tracks, she would basically stand face to face to me, vis-a-vis and when I would walk she’d do the same on the opposite side
      all of the above for two years from the first day she had seen me on said bus, until talking to me at all
      And again that’s just what she admitted by herself. Also she kept admitting to say one detail of the above, then check for my reaction, even being amused at my surprise etc, then reveal something new, so I found out about all details in the period of 1-2 weeks of her telling me bit by bit
      She told me she was looking for a serious long-term, loving relationship as well, just as I was, told me she loved me more than anything or anyone every day and that she was sure about wanting the relationship, then broke up with me when her mother passed away, from one day to the other: „Sorry, I just can’t Imagine us spending time together without having s**“ „Idk why but I just lost my feelings for you and even if I knew why and we had a solution for the problem, I would still not want to continue because I just don’t feel like it anymore“ „Most of the relationship was good, at least I’m not afraid of s** anymore“ and lastly „Just look at our relationship as if it was an expired phone contract“
      She wanted to spend almost all the time we spent together in private in bed, yk „exercising“ not just chilling, apart from family gatherings, going shopping & eating maybe once (to be fair it was covid time when we started dating but still) before, then going back home and immediately engage in bed sports again. She only wanted to meet me once a week in person, visiting usually from around 2-3 am until 9-10 in the evening, then go home, she never slept in the same bed with me even tho I really wanted to. For the record, I let her decide by our agreement what we did since her mother was in her last states of dying from cancer, so I just wanted to be there for her & I would lie if I said I didn’t enjoy it either but even for me, at that time 21 years old( she was 20 yrs old) and with almost no prior experiences, it was a bit much at times. We would facetime pretty much every evening tho and snap/text a lot during the day and even then, 70% or more of what we texted/ snapped and / or talked about, she would turn s**ual at some point. I mean I had 200+ nu.des of her in less than 3 months of dating & being together.. plus the s**ting plus the FaceTime sessions..

    • @JustShotsForMeh
      @JustShotsForMeh 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +7

      ​@@nothingnewunderthesun4292 Holy goodness. What a situation... You didn't state how you felt after the break up but... You didn't just dodge a bullet, you dodged a cannon ball.
      Marrying this girl would absolutely end your existence, as alluring, forbidden and attractive her behavior sounds, I am happy you got out of there in one full piece.
      I don't know if I would had the stones to break up with her knowing she's a flashing red flag, regardless man, fill a lottery ticket.

    • @nothingnewunderthesun4292
      @nothingnewunderthesun4292 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      @@JustShotsForMeh Thank you for your reply, so first of all, I believe if you truly feel the way you wrote about her, I don’t think you‘d approve of my feelings after the breakup or even now that I still have for her, I often thought about my own mistakes or how I could make it somehow work again.. also I dearly missed her and still often think about her (it was 4 years ago) and even now, that I started at least seeing the whole „stalking“ aspect as a bit unusual, since I compared it to a man doing the same thing to a random woman he saw on some public bus, but I still can’t wrap my head around the entire thing.
      I still look for MY mistakes and faults, I still miss her and somehow wish she’d come back to me. Also somehow no matter what people tell me, I just can’t seem to exactly see her behavior as black & white or in your words, as dangerous (?) and concerning / creepy as (most) other ppl I have talked to about this.
      So I really do appreciate feedback because somehow, I have never fallen in love like this before or after her ever, I have never felt these kinds of emotions, sensations and feelings I had felt with her & I begin to think I may be obsessed now myself with her (how the turntables) or at least what she let me feel & think, since if you (and others) are right about her (and me dodging a cannonball / bullet), I may have to be more concerned about my own perception and mental state, if I can’t see it the way (most) other ppl do & still can’t help but romanticize it (romanticise?)..
      So yea, please help me / critique/critisize(?) me and my view if you may, it hopefully helps;
      What makes you think that she is dangerous? Or that I dodged a bullet or cannonball, even to the point of thinking I would have DIED..? If I married her? I really wonder
      So could it not be that she just confused love for other feelings like infatuation / lust and maybe obsession? Maybe she did not lie knowingly but confuse her own emotions?
      Could it be that she is just really careful before asking people out („vetting them“) even on a first date? Idk maybe I’m trying to excuse too much (hence why I am writing this, I need opinions and discussions to understand this)

  • @quintexftw4160
    @quintexftw4160 3 ปีที่แล้ว +884

    I love this song, it gives me this unexplainable feeling every time I listen to it.

    • @megusta4342
      @megusta4342 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      mind listening to this hidden gem song faceless humming by the impures
      ;';'''';';';';'
      [][]

    • @Rywal13
      @Rywal13 2 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      I have a unexplainable feeling when I listen to it also

    • @sushiterashi
      @sushiterashi 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      ill die anyway - girl in red

    • @valnab
      @valnab 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      I recommend you listen to the song Mr.Brightside, by the killers. It’s the same mood and gives you the same feeling :)

    • @skyplo1786
      @skyplo1786 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Same

  • @EllTheOrca
    @EllTheOrca 9 วันที่ผ่านมา +5

    The beauty of this song

  • @idhelwen4224
    @idhelwen4224 3 ปีที่แล้ว +863

    This song makes me feel so lonely, it makes me realize that I am alone. I hope that one day I will have friends who actually cares for me, and are not here by interest

    • @Manipulation11
      @Manipulation11 3 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      İ dont even have them lol

    • @okamilili9524
      @okamilili9524 3 ปีที่แล้ว +26

      I feel you bro I hit up all my “friends” every morning telling them like good morning stay up have a good day stay safe etc and I can’t remember the last time they checked up on me it is what it is I guess

    • @steamy596
      @steamy596 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@yuoshion i dont have friends. I never had.

    • @yellowbacon69
      @yellowbacon69 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@steamy596 then let me do the honors

    • @FlamePuff225
      @FlamePuff225 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Same!!

  • @KnowsEveryOfficeRelatedProblem
    @KnowsEveryOfficeRelatedProblem 3 ปีที่แล้ว +487

    "I dream of you almost every night. Hopefully, I wont wake up this time."
    I just love this line... This is what I wanna say to my old friend that left me last year..

    • @Carlyy12
      @Carlyy12 2 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      Your not alone. My best friend who moved reminds me of this song too.

    • @loading4192
      @loading4192 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Your not alone

    • @faa8719
      @faa8719 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      th-cam.com/video/EnOiw2qMCLc/w-d-xo.html d

    • @user-lg5xu6id5j
      @user-lg5xu6id5j 2 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      This part hurts so bad. My mind feels like it's betraying me when I wake up, in my dreams everyone I lost is there with me and I'm full of peace.

    • @JazminiV
      @JazminiV 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      ÑÑÑ

  • @Liza-kd1bf
    @Liza-kd1bf 3 ปีที่แล้ว +769

    This is a great song to skate to

  • @Aarti-rk3fu
    @Aarti-rk3fu 8 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา

    The pain in this voice 💯

  • @ldcommando1616
    @ldcommando1616 2 ปีที่แล้ว +66

    If you’re happy the songs happy. If you’re sad the songs sad. It’s incredible.

  • @mabestyay9208
    @mabestyay9208 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +51

    Эта мелодия в припеве сказала мне: „Цени все что у тебя есть сейчас, цени любой момент с близкими людьми, цени жизнь.“ честно говоря я плачу от этой ностальгии.

  • @kendash7286
    @kendash7286 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +52

    'I dream of you almost every night, hopefully I won't wake up this time"... Gotta be the most sadly beautiful lyric I've heard on a song

  • @alexandrafreitas2129
    @alexandrafreitas2129 22 วันที่ผ่านมา +10

    This song brings me nostalgia

  • @frankicampbell1127
    @frankicampbell1127 2 ปีที่แล้ว +150

    " I dream of almost every night hopefully i won't wake up next time " this is the most real thing i've ever heard.

  • @tsyeehaw
    @tsyeehaw 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1414

    It’s been nearly 11 months since I first heard this song and I still listen to it every day. It’s better than drugs Jeremy

  • @Manboy49887
    @Manboy49887 ปีที่แล้ว +1398

    There’s nothing more that can hurt than being forgotten by someone you could never forget
    800 likes?? Tysm
    1000 likes bro this is insane

  • @EmilyBodenham-r3f
    @EmilyBodenham-r3f หลายเดือนก่อน +43

    To everyone doing their homework, breathe slowly, take a sip of water, and focus.
    To everyone who is trying to sleep, leave the chat, grab a blanket, and get the rest you deserve.
    To everyone who is sad, grab a snack, have some water, get a blanket, and write down your thoughts. When you're done, lay down and get some rest, no matter the time.
    To everyone who is creating, you got this. Your creation looks terrific. Remain in your flow and get stuff done!
    These are not my words but spread them and copy paste
    good luck

  • @PurpleAVshorts
    @PurpleAVshorts ปีที่แล้ว +225

    This doesn't make you feel happy or sad. It makes you feel nostalgia, and longing for those you've met and those you've lost

  • @ValeyFacuBlox
    @ValeyFacuBlox ปีที่แล้ว +1759

    My mother passed away 2 years ago in a car accident, from that day I changed completely, and when I heard this song I felt identified I love you mom I hope you are in a better place

    • @Master_.Cone1
      @Master_.Cone1 ปีที่แล้ว +64

      rest and peace ur mom

    • @wxzzaYT
      @wxzzaYT ปีที่แล้ว +47

      I hope she’s lookin down on you may she rest in peace 😭❤️🕊️

    • @Abdallanuur-fh1xw
      @Abdallanuur-fh1xw ปีที่แล้ว

      nah bro if she isnot muslim she is in hell

    • @girlwhothehell
      @girlwhothehell ปีที่แล้ว +51

      Just know your mom lived a great life with you and know she enjoyed every moment with you. She may have or have not expressed it but deep down I know she had lots of love for you and I know she is somewhere, right now, looking over you and is smiling at you. Smiling at you because she is proud, amazed by what you have done and become without her help or her presence. I wish you a good day or night, and I hope you are feeling okay.

    • @sanros6547
      @sanros6547 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      NPC:

  • @con_the_introvert2961
    @con_the_introvert2961 3 ปีที่แล้ว +348

    hello people with good taste in music

    • @narminharrison1269
      @narminharrison1269 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Hi dude with a good taste in music

    • @diegoromano8113
      @diegoromano8113 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Yo everybody with good taste in music

    • @straykidz6642
      @straykidz6642 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Hello! Random Person I have no clue who the crxp you are. BuT YOU HAVE AMAZInG TASTE IN MUSIC

    • @kusuosaiki8966
      @kusuosaiki8966 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Hi it seems like u have good taste in music aswell

    • @oliviagrace31026
      @oliviagrace31026 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Hello to you to

  • @باغ_نوار
    @باغ_نوار 9 วันที่ผ่านมา +3

    I Love this song🌊🥹

  • @mxcrro
    @mxcrro 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +102

    This song is indescribable. It just feels like remembering days long behind you, refusing to move on… it hits so hard.

    • @slayerofdoom4885
      @slayerofdoom4885 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

      This shit makes me feel emotions I didn’t know I had

    • @lermajerms
      @lermajerms 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +6

      the image too brings up a tone of nostalgia, loneliness, regret, and happy memories that i don’t think anyone can imagine in their wildest dreams

    • @michaelgollihue6314
      @michaelgollihue6314 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

      It’s kinda amazing that it makes me feel hopeful, dreadful, happiness and despair at the same time.

    • @JackNinjaLegend
      @JackNinjaLegend 9 หลายเดือนก่อน

      same ):

  • @AtlasAlternate
    @AtlasAlternate ปีที่แล้ว +628

    This was my mother's funeral song. It was always her favorite and listened to it all the time. Back then I thought it was annoying and wished she would stop playing it. Now, I wish I heard it more. I love you mom.

  • @tr03gam3r
    @tr03gam3r ปีที่แล้ว +395

    This is one of those songs that reminds you of a going away party for a close friend. You're all having fun, but at the back of your mind, you know that you won't see them again. You'll stay in touch, but it just won't ever be the same.

    • @orbitalbutt6757
      @orbitalbutt6757 ปีที่แล้ว +41

      You won't stay in touch. They'll fall out of your lives, and one day you'll realize that you haven't spoken in ten years, to these people who were once a constant part of you. You'll hardly even notice that it has happened.
      Time creeps up slowly like sunset through the shutters, and the young become the not-young and wonder when. Youth is the only demographic with a 100% attrition rate.
      EDIT: All of a sudden I miss everyone.

    • @theoriginalman9426
      @theoriginalman9426 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      That's about to happen with me and my classmate, she's gonna transfer to another school and I doubt I'll ever see her again, even if we're still going to be messaging each other, it won't feel the same knowing that we'll never physically meet again

    • @Gizmos_and_stuff
      @Gizmos_and_stuff ปีที่แล้ว +3

      aw man dont make me sad, im scared to lose my friends, especially some of them, i dont think they even care about me that much but they matter to me

    • @titancam935
      @titancam935 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I have friends in roblox like that A friend that left me but never unfriended me in roblox😔

    • @眀海李
      @眀海李 ปีที่แล้ว

      😢😮😮😮

  • @Salman.khan786
    @Salman.khan786 หลายเดือนก่อน +12

    Why this feels like a early 2000s song 🥹🥹

  • @ScareSquad168
    @ScareSquad168 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +251

    Even when you are happy there is something sad that you didn’t realize happened and that’s why this song hits different

  • @Aldomacak
    @Aldomacak 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +194

    hello, I know no one cares, but this is the song my best friend listened to before he died and I'm happy just because this song exists, have a nice day and be happy that you have your closest ones with you❤️

    • @Jerios
      @Jerios 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +12

      I'm so sorry for you. I can't imagine not having my best friend. I know how it can hurt so much. Be strong soldier.

    • @leechthewildcat
      @leechthewildcat 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      i'm horribly sorry for your loss.

    • @LazerDaRoyalPython19
      @LazerDaRoyalPython19 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      oh my god. this is so sad… this song is about losing things you loved…

    • @Mattix_2012_
      @Mattix_2012_ 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      I'm so sorry for your loss😢 but I now that your friend was a special person that have the magic power of let other laugh now is making laugh angels😢

    • @Aldomacak
      @Aldomacak 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@Mattix_2012_when you lose someone who means everything to you in life, it's not easy, but God knows best, when I hear this song, I get the strength to see him and hear him laugh🥺

  • @Smoking_skele-bones
    @Smoking_skele-bones ปีที่แล้ว +246

    This song is overflowing with sadness and understanding at the same time it makes me feel good

    • @momoskikibara
      @momoskikibara ปีที่แล้ว +2

      bro 1 day 💓

    • @Jesussaves852
      @Jesussaves852 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Jesus loves you and may God bless....

  • @LeoGonzalez-y5h
    @LeoGonzalez-y5h 17 วันที่ผ่านมา +97

    I will keep this comment so when someone likes it I can remember this song

    • @JaxonHoyler
      @JaxonHoyler 9 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

      Ok

    • @samanthalee2826
      @samanthalee2826 5 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

      Remember it plz..... 2:27

  • @chromatic_man93
    @chromatic_man93 2 ปีที่แล้ว +81

    This song is literally the epitome of “If you’re sad you understand the lyrics. If you’re happy you understand the music”

  • @sgdy2834
    @sgdy2834 3 ปีที่แล้ว +89

    this is the perfect song, it can be listened to when you're feeling any emotion, and it won't ruin the mood, but possibly make it better

    • @midnightecstacy7354
      @midnightecstacy7354 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      th-cam.com/video/He2Xrd-O_z8/w-d-xo.html this is my version but you're underwater.

  • @McsSebastian
    @McsSebastian 4 วันที่ผ่านมา +2

    Tremendo temazo

  • @deysimagdalenariomagana990
    @deysimagdalenariomagana990 2 ปีที่แล้ว +128

    This song, even if it's short, makes... I don't know how to explain it, but it makes you believe in yourself.

    • @esquistofrenico2367
      @esquistofrenico2367 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      ( wait a minute by the impures ) < check this hidden gem song out is really good :) i recommend it highly
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    • @prismaw5674
      @prismaw5674 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      until you hear the lyrics lmfao

    • @ThatNerdNerdical
      @ThatNerdNerdical 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@prismaw5674 the vibe just gives off a whole separate feeling and the whole comment section gives it its own identity almost

  • @genericguy105
    @genericguy105 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +509

    this is the kind of song you'd listen to after returning to a game you haven't played in 2 years and you're looking around at all the new changes and things

  • @MonoCentennial
    @MonoCentennial ปีที่แล้ว +424

    This song can in my opinion embody the nostalgia I get from my childhood, or even what happened last week. Crazy how a simple guitar loop can get me like this, let alone the lyrics being astounding as well, certainly a great song and one of my personal favorites in the emo genre.

    • @bloodbath4058
      @bloodbath4058 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      No fr this riff is the entire chorus, bridge, and everything.. it's genius, not to mention the lyrics are pretty deep

    • @MonoCentennial
      @MonoCentennial ปีที่แล้ว

      @@bloodbath4058 well said

    • @donmyleslaurente3172
      @donmyleslaurente3172 ปีที่แล้ว

      When i was 9 i had 1 best friend and she was playing evade untill some days she unfriended me

    • @MonoCentennial
      @MonoCentennial ปีที่แล้ว

      @@donmyleslaurente3172 unfortunate, hope youre doing well.

    • @karakellealtug
      @karakellealtug ปีที่แล้ว

      ​@@MonoCentennial Turn this on and just old memes,memories

  • @Alieee_Edits
    @Alieee_Edits หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    this feels like a sad song, rethinking your life choices, regretting everything you have done, but also a very happy and upbeat song, hanging out with your family nd friends.

  • @Arachnolvr666
    @Arachnolvr666 2 ปีที่แล้ว +88

    "I dream of you almost every night, hopefully I won't wake up this time" hits so hard while taking too much meds ...

    • @aguywhobreaths
      @aguywhobreaths 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      "you're words cut deeper than any blade"
      -zabuza

    • @thatdude3977
      @thatdude3977 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Lmfao

  • @thegamingduck7472
    @thegamingduck7472 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1687

    This song feels like when you have a dream of a very close friend, and then you wake up and realized they never existed and then you just feel depressed.
    top comment wow

    • @coldramen9592
      @coldramen9592 2 ปีที่แล้ว +45

      this happened to me a few weeks ago, i was sad

    • @HDCairnsAviation
      @HDCairnsAviation ปีที่แล้ว +4

      🥲

    • @themagicfrog1902
      @themagicfrog1902 ปีที่แล้ว +22

      it's even worse when they existed once in your life but then now you grew apart :c

    • @Vincent_Fabron69
      @Vincent_Fabron69 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Same

    • @prettyboy3458
      @prettyboy3458 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      I had an dream where I had a friend who doesn't exist in this world but only in my dream,I was really like very happy with them and I never get sad whenever I am with them but I woke up and that was all,my story with him was the best one but now I came back to reality

  • @jessic10
    @jessic10 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +77

    when he says hopefully i don’t wake up this time makes me cry

    • @KillerXx-66d
      @KillerXx-66d 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😔😔😔😔😔

  • @danielrossoayllon4254
    @danielrossoayllon4254 5 วันที่ผ่านมา +2

    La vida está llena de cosas buenas como malas. Disfrutemos que solo se vive una vez en la vida 🙌🏻🙌🏻🙌🏻

  • @codenamejayden6345
    @codenamejayden6345 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1315

    This is a song to play when ur by yourself and in your room laying on the bed tv off and staring off into space

    • @josbees831
      @josbees831 3 ปีที่แล้ว +28

      Doing that right now

    • @aichaoudman7921
      @aichaoudman7921 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @josbees same

    • @isabellepryal856
      @isabellepryal856 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Right now

    • @crumpiskey
      @crumpiskey 2 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      yall got tvs?!

    • @midnightecstacy7354
      @midnightecstacy7354 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@isabellepryal856 th-cam.com/video/He2Xrd-O_z8/w-d-xo.html this is my version but you're underwater.

  • @SuperSaiyanGamer0
    @SuperSaiyanGamer0 ปีที่แล้ว +405

    My friend died of blood cancer 2 days ago. She was so nice to everyone and a bunch of my friends were crying when they heard the news. This song reminds me of her. RIP Summer.

    • @GalacticTheOne
      @GalacticTheOne ปีที่แล้ว +29

      R.I.P. Although i have never met her, i am sure she was a great person.

    • @ryanroberts8201
      @ryanroberts8201 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      I’ve heard things about good souls body’s die faster because god wants them in heaven

    • @SuperSaiyanGamer0
      @SuperSaiyanGamer0 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      @@ryanroberts8201 Me, my friends and Summer are 13 years old so that makes sense

    • @hondamotocycle
      @hondamotocycle ปีที่แล้ว +3

      R.İ.P my brother

    • @Manboy49887
      @Manboy49887 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Rip

  • @beaubryant4465
    @beaubryant4465 ปีที่แล้ว +572

    ***LYRICS***
    [Verse 1]
    Don't kill me, just help me run away
    From everyone, I need a place to stay
    Where I can cover up my face
    Don't cry, I am just a freak
    [Chorus]
    I am just a freak
    I am just a freak
    I am just a freak
    [Verse 2]
    My head is filled with parasites
    Black holes cover up my eyes
    I dream of you almost every night
    Hopefully I won't wake up this time
    [Refrain]
    I won't wake up this time
    I won't wake up this time
    I won't wake up this time

    • @Buffy03
      @Buffy03 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      cool

    • @Marcus_official1
      @Marcus_official1 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Cool

    • @Just_Tg
      @Just_Tg ปีที่แล้ว +21

      its obviously i am just a fish and not i am just a freak

    • @Aroaceroseyay
      @Aroaceroseyay ปีที่แล้ว

      ​@@Just_TgI hope ur satire.

    • @Just_Tg
      @Just_Tg ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@Aroaceroseyay 😐😐

  • @Swat_Vr-o5h
    @Swat_Vr-o5h 9 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

    w song this is great

  • @ikramkerdoud
    @ikramkerdoud 2 ปีที่แล้ว +508

    Probablemente nadie lea este comentario pero esta canción me ha ayudado mucho en todos los sentidos . La conozco desde hace mucho y aunque no me sepa la mayoría de la letra o lyla entienda tiene un ritmo que me transmite muchísima paz, al escucharla solo me imajino a mi en la playa, sola, y sin problemas; es increíble esta canción de verdad❤

    • @MaikholLuna
      @MaikholLuna 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Bruh

    • @ikramkerdoud
      @ikramkerdoud 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      ??

    • @n_ay4374
      @n_ay4374 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Bruh

    • @sacramentum9261
      @sacramentum9261 2 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      laverdad siento lo mismo la cancion me aleja de mis preocupaciones

    • @luisagomez4066
      @luisagomez4066 2 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      sisi el ritmo transmite muy buenas vibrass

  • @Volfor1ister
    @Volfor1ister 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +80

    "Love is taking a few steps backward, maybe even more...to give way to the happiness of the person you love."

    • @JacintaAnastacia
      @JacintaAnastacia 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

      So emo hear this song

    • @สวยยสสนยสว
      @สวยยสสนยสว 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

      ความรักคือสิ่งไหนที่คนรักไม่ชอบจะไม่ทำและไม่ยุ่ง เพื่อความสุขของคนที่รัก❤

  • @Νίκος-ξ3ω
    @Νίκος-ξ3ω 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +186

    I hope this band gets popular along it's way...

  • @jiannabielby434
    @jiannabielby434 2 ปีที่แล้ว +244

    i listened to this song a lot around this time last year, and i was pretty depressed back then. i felt like absolute shit all the time and i was so lonely. now so much has changed, i feel so much closer with my family, i have more friends, i love myself, and i just realized i got what i so desperately used to wish for less than a year ago. i’m happy. i’m doing so well, and even though i thought it would take years for things to get better, it didn’t even take one whole year. i heard so many times that it would get better and it did. it actually did! things aren’t perfect of course, but i’m satisfied. i’ve grown so much, and finally i’m not desperate for anything. i’m okay.

    • @ecosiacexists1603
      @ecosiacexists1603 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      i'm incredibly happy to hear this, i hope things remain how they are now for you, maybe even better, keep your head up and keep having those good days!

    • @bugsss...3161
      @bugsss...3161 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      well even though I don't know you or anything I'm proud of you

    • @culture4519
      @culture4519 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Good :)

    • @riverroger3671
      @riverroger3671 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      twerk

    • @thatpianoman4350
      @thatpianoman4350 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Proud of you 👏

  • @vextricity_
    @vextricity_ ปีที่แล้ว +59

    this song is honestly an emotional rollercoaster about just having all these mixed thoughts and aspects of life you don't know how to feel about but still recognize their significance

  • @YourlocalSalvadoran
    @YourlocalSalvadoran 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1437

    When you're happy, you enjoy the song
    When you're sad, you understand the lyrics

    • @Babycrashh3x
      @Babycrashh3x 2 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      Underrated comment

    • @vincenzacappelli5701
      @vincenzacappelli5701 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Yes

    • @InsecureLeftHandedKid
      @InsecureLeftHandedKid 2 ปีที่แล้ว +79

      I am just a fish 😭😭😭😭💙💙💙☔️☔️☔️😭😭😭

    • @joshintosh3228
      @joshintosh3228 2 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      @@InsecureLeftHandedKid I am just fishhh 😪😪

    • @CasualMoscoww
      @CasualMoscoww 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      @@InsecureLeftHandedKid 😔😩🤙

  • @niltonsilva6587
    @niltonsilva6587 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    GOOD BYE ♥️ ART

  • @Haikara-pacer
    @Haikara-pacer ปีที่แล้ว +557

    This hits way too hard. Im going through a lot right now, i feel like im losing grip on my life, everything feels like its on autopilot. Im struggling in school, friendships falling apart, work is stressing me out, too much stuff. All i wanna do is run away from everything, this song hits too hard.
    Dont, cry, i am just a fish

    • @itscnvulsins5384
      @itscnvulsins5384 ปีที่แล้ว +26

      And then when you run away you’ll be even more lost. I’ve been wanting to die bc how lost I’ve been and yet I can’t even commit to that

    • @Haikara-pacer
      @Haikara-pacer ปีที่แล้ว +20

      @@itscnvulsins5384 its tough getting “un-lost” but please, dont take your life. You are valuable and people need you, and we need people. Even tho it often sucks, life is worth living. Its gonna be tough but we gotta push through, we can make it.

    • @iloveyoubabymc
      @iloveyoubabymc ปีที่แล้ว +23

      I cant unhear i am just a fish now 😡

    • @Haikara-pacer
      @Haikara-pacer ปีที่แล้ว

      @@iloveyoubabymc :]

    • @itscnvulsins5384
      @itscnvulsins5384 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@Haikara-pacer dw I don’t have the balls to take my own life. Sometimes I think I’m going in the right direction in life and think I just made something of myself but in reality I was delusional and going in the wrong direction. Therefore I isolate and forget about my problems and continue to tear myself apart just to build myself up again and I just get extremely lost in my own head. Its a very viscous cycle and there’s people in my life who hate me because of it. I feel like I wanna die but I also wanna live and get better just don’t know how yet. Life sucks but I’ll get through it even if I never find a way to make myself happy. It is what it is. At least we have the balls to live that’s one thing we have.

  • @hyougajr
    @hyougajr ปีที่แล้ว +53

    ~When you are happy you vibe the song, when you are sad you understand the lyrics...💔

    • @UknowwhoxD
      @UknowwhoxD ปีที่แล้ว +5

      I'm just a fish

    • @whappends
      @whappends ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Yes@@UknowwhoxD

    • @Fos-
      @Fos- ปีที่แล้ว

      I'm just a fish

    • @whappends
      @whappends ปีที่แล้ว

      @@Fos- Dont, cry, i am just a fish hahaha!

    • @frankcosyns2348
      @frankcosyns2348 ปีที่แล้ว

      why not both?

  • @ascartasdefogo
    @ascartasdefogo 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +533

    I cry and I feel good, because I know you are crying too. We are together, friends!

  • @Стэндоф2-х9р
    @Стэндоф2-х9р 18 วันที่ผ่านมา +3

    I started crying 😭

  • @phunk_sub8829
    @phunk_sub8829 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +151

    I just discovered this yesterday (2023) ten years after actual release and am completely obsessed. Utterly perfect teen angst power punk whatever. Thank you internet!!

    • @jamesprice2163
      @jamesprice2163 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      Same here literally my first time listening to it fully and it's literally they exact type of music I'd listen to when I was 13-14 when this was released

    • @mikev8502
      @mikev8502 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      ​another banger for the Playlist it's so short n sweet glad a short popped up with the music in the background

    • @lv42daze
      @lv42daze 10 หลายเดือนก่อน

      teen pop. great song!

    • @giuliacarolcanino7214
      @giuliacarolcanino7214 10 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Bro Is 2024.. 18:51

  • @Triendium
    @Triendium 3 ปีที่แล้ว +232

    Here before the official version gains traction

  • @jin8165
    @jin8165 3 ปีที่แล้ว +149

    Essa música é tão aberta, combina com literalmente qualquer situação. Aventura, momentos de tristeza, de felicidade, nostalgia, momentos com seu parceiro ou parceira, amigos e etc. É incrível.

    • @sol6547
      @sol6547 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      sim mano, mto isso

    • @pedr8670
      @pedr8670 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Sim, amo essa música 🥺🎶🎵❤

    • @nostalforcebr2051
      @nostalforcebr2051 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Realmente

    • @faa8719
      @faa8719 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      th-cam.com/video/EnOiw2qMCLc/w-d-xo.html d

    • @offthekevin4788
      @offthekevin4788 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Saludos de México. ♥️🇲🇽

  • @YashasviBhardwaj-md6cr
    @YashasviBhardwaj-md6cr 25 วันที่ผ่านมา +3

    this song is fire tbh making me nostalgic

  • @kaidenjones-c9k
    @kaidenjones-c9k หลายเดือนก่อน +63

    “i am just a freak”
    I felt that in my soul.

    • @azore124
      @azore124 21 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

      Bro same

    • @Saadiakungitok
      @Saadiakungitok 11 วันที่ผ่านมา

      Me to

    • @GabrielIvasko-i6w
      @GabrielIvasko-i6w 4 วันที่ผ่านมา

      God bless everything will get better.

  • @gaddammitkyle
    @gaddammitkyle 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +106

    I did not know this dropped in 2013. This is one of the best songs I've ever heard and it has evaded me until last year. It is absolutely perfect. I'm so glad it's still being played.

    • @TTV-_-otakuCod
      @TTV-_-otakuCod 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Hey

    • @Kurtis_VR
      @Kurtis_VR 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

      It was made in 2022

    • @Kurtis_VR
      @Kurtis_VR 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

      It was made in 2021

    • @Hx_90kBruhBacon
      @Hx_90kBruhBacon 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +7

      ​@@Kurtis_VRit was made on 2013 surf curse real channel got deleted so they create a new one

    • @tyyer
      @tyyer 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Ohhhhh so that’s why it sounds like that Burger Records-era garage rock!!

  • @ConnorBrut
    @ConnorBrut 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +190

    Remember brothers if you can’t run walk if you can’t walk crawl if you can’t crawl fly just keep moving

    • @theargentum
      @theargentum 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +9

      dude im not freaking fly 😭😭

    • @TheBlu_Scout
      @TheBlu_Scout 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +11

      It’s, “ Fly, if you can’t, sprint, if you can’t, walk, if you can’t, crawl, just keep moving

  • @MEGALODON_23
    @MEGALODON_23 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

    The nostalgia is hitting different 😢

  • @gustavomalebran4137
    @gustavomalebran4137 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +308

    the perfect song

  • @doseihonei3125
    @doseihonei3125 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1637

    This song makes me feel like a highschool skater boy in a band in San Francisco and I fucking love it !

    • @ARJENOFFICIAL
      @ARJENOFFICIAL 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Same 😂

    • @abbymeza1811
      @abbymeza1811 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      IKRR

    • @sweettea735
      @sweettea735 3 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      @@Michael.com1 live your fantasiesssss. But fr, have fun, your childhood slips faster than you think 😔

    • @justwhy3557
      @justwhy3557 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      same

    • @giseleariane4541
      @giseleariane4541 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Q bom ....

  • @loqazz
    @loqazz ปีที่แล้ว +179

    Day 300 of listening to Freaks everyday for a decade!!!!!!!! We hit another milestone!!!!

    • @savahaha
      @savahaha ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Omg u rlly did cg

    • @Nothinglolanansj
      @Nothinglolanansj ปีที่แล้ว +6

      w o w

    • @GRAH_GRAH_BOOM1
      @GRAH_GRAH_BOOM1 ปีที่แล้ว

      Fake

    • @Byzantine_mapping
      @Byzantine_mapping ปีที่แล้ว

      dang a decade?

    • @cherrybloosom980
      @cherrybloosom980 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@GRAH_GRAH_BOOM1 How is it fake. And by the way this came out 10 years so thats why he listened to this music for a decade

  • @infissaperyotube1690
    @infissaperyotube1690 4 วันที่ผ่านมา +2

    🥹 this Song....🥹😭

  • @franciscocaiomartins3798
    @franciscocaiomartins3798 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +82

    Listening to this song makes me remember my Grandpa, he died in 2019 from a respiratory problem. I still cry when I think about him and regret that I didnt spend more time with him.
    RIP Grandpa, you live in my heart❤.

    • @kelxji
      @kelxji 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +7

      все хорошо ?? бедненький , ты обязательно справишься , с твоим дедушкой все хорошо на том свете !! вы еще обязательно встретитесь 💗 , напиши мне пожалуйста если нужно поддержка или надо высказаться , ты очень сильный что смог пережить это и я понимаю что тебе тяжело 🥺

    • @enjoythegamesbr5863
      @enjoythegamesbr5863 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      it happens

    • @kelxji
      @kelxji 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      @@enjoythegamesbr5863 it happens, but it hurts a person

    • @Michael59841
      @Michael59841 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Im in the same situation but my grandpa died this year

    • @franciscocaiomartins3798
      @franciscocaiomartins3798 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      @@Michael59841 my condolences, hope you are feeling well.

  • @aayanbaig4775
    @aayanbaig4775 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +100

    This has such a retros vibe to it, like when I go through my old albums and photos of cities and old times. Especially when I travel abroad to other cities, and I play this. It's a feeling i've never felt before.

    • @haniaslays7151
      @haniaslays7151 7 หลายเดือนก่อน

      I love this comment

  • @qmanparry9336
    @qmanparry9336 2 ปีที่แล้ว +58

    Not many songs give me chills
    But this one
    Gives me chills Everytime

    • @helosmynameisgustavo
      @helosmynameisgustavo 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Sometime gives me sad this freaking song