Surf Curse - Freaks [Official Audio]
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- Surf Curse - Freaks [Official Audio]
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The lines, “ I dream of you almost every night, hopefully I won’t wake up this time.” Is exactly how I feel about this person I can’t get out of my head.
Don’t worry dude, we will get through this together, I also can’t get this person out of my head when I dream, even though I broke up with him, he did it to himself. Stay strong 💪
@@octavia3608 somos dois mano n consigo tira a pessoa da minha cabeça mais essa música mim da uma energia tão boa,
Obs: voltei estava de luto😟
@@The_bestxx stay strong brother❤️
@@octavia3608 tamu juntos 🤝🇧🇷
SAME!
Even though it's not that old, this still feels nostalgic
its 9 years old (HOW DOES THAT HAVE OVER 100 LIKES)
@@loqazz sounds like something 9 13 years ago
i just listened to this and i felt nostalgic lol
@@loqazz sounds like 20 25
I thought you were me because of the pfp lmao
THE NOSTALGIA IS RETURNING😢
This song is 2 years old.
@@adamnoahparingit934 Well.... Don't wanna be a smart nerd but, It was actually released back in 2013. (11 years old)
@@orionroach4028 oh ok then. also I ain't calling you a smart nerd for correcting someone ok? Now thx and have a good day bruh..
@@adamnoahparingit934 Okay just double-checking, Sorry abt that. I just now some people are like that.
I know
We never left, we are freaks
Is that andelicious from the coffin of leyley and leyley only?
@@LunacrinaDefault yes indeed
same
@@JacobTinajeroJr
Fully of Hope indicatedly is very confirmed fact by Tea Rose.
Of course you are you have pfp of andy
I love this song but I don't know if it makes me happy or sad tbh
Me too
Makes you sappy
@@derivaghost6
🌟sappy 😋
I love this new word
sappy
Makes me sad 😞
"Don't cry, I am just a fish"
This line always get me... 😢
im crying rn because he's a fish 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢
its "Don't cry, I am just a freak" wait now i get it ur joking on purpose!
You saw the meme did you?
i am just a fish?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
So sad because he is a fish 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
The feeling of wanting someone you can't have just kills me.
I hope everyone(including me),a happy life, wealth,health, friends,and a family.
Goodbye stranger,hope you luck in love and in life.
Nbs but stay up tho hope u be happy n find that person everyone needs
@@Ots_Rackkedup23 thank you I wish you find the one for you too.
You too
Same you too
Bro's saying how bad is the feeling of not being able to get what a person wants, and immediately wishes everyone what HE wants...
I wish everyone get whatever THEY want! Unless it harms anyone
Nothing can make me feel nostalgia.......
This song:think again
*A message to the future generations. Don't let this song die.*
You got it
It won't , I don't think we need to even try
I might want to die, but I don’t want this song to die.
They won't even listen to music in the future dude
For sure I love this song
When I was depressed, this hits hard, when I feel normal, this hits hard, when I am having the best day of my life, this hits hard
Ikr
No cap same here
hits hard slowly
I can relate
@Diego Norrea bro come on
Do not cry because it's over, smile because it happened
No, all that pain was pointless
@@2608pxndx Then don't cry because it happened, smile because it's over
Whoever made this is a legend by themself…
Lyrics hit hard. Especially this line:
"Don't cry. I am just a fish"✊😔
🙂
@@geokid317 it’s a joke
This is the first time I’ve listen to this song without crying, I laughed instead cuz that joke was stupid but funny
FR, 😂😂😂
indeed my good fish indeed
"Endings are just new beginnings."
- Master Wu.
Therefore there are no happy endings
NINJAGO
Master wu always throwing down life lessons.
"The best way to defeat your enemy is to make them your friend" ~ master wu
Dang i miss ninjago so much 😢😢
@@indranilahadas2722 I call it the caged monkry - master wu
Don't kill me
Help me
run away
From
everyone
I need a place to stay
Where I
Can
cover up my face
Don't cry
I am just a fish
Fish
I am just a fish
Fish
Fish
I did not know this dropped in 2013. This is one of the best songs I've ever heard and it has evaded me until last year. It is absolutely perfect. I'm so glad it's still being played.
Hey
It was made in 2022
It was made in 2021
@@Ryonvrit was made on 2013 surf curse real channel got deleted so they create a new one
Lycris:
Dont kill me
Just help me run away
From everyone
I need a place to stay
Where im can cover up my face
Dont cry
I am just a freak
I am just a freak
I am just a freak
I am just a freak
My head is filled with parasites
Black holes cover up my eyes
I dream of you almost every night
Hopefully i wont wake up this time
I wont wake up this time
I wont wake up this time
I wont wake up this time
It’s I not I’m
🥶 🧊
M
Thank you!
@@booty-jigglebuttcheeks4590
The song "Freaks" by Surf Curse is about feeling like an outsider and feeling alone in a world of people who don't understand. The lyrics describe the contrast between trying to fit in while also wanting to run away and get away from it all - literally asking not to be killed, just helped to run away. The chorus serves as an anthem for the protagonist who, although labeled "freak", finds strength in embracing their uniqueness. The outro leaves the listener with a sense of hope that things will eventually get better, as the protagonist dreams of a future where they won't have to wake up. From a website
Ist halt nur die Frage, wer der Freak ist.
I took it as not a hopeful ending but the "freak" protagonist having enough and giving up on living completely.
Getting banished from the world that never welcomed them, leaving it behind forever.
man i was wondering why this song hits me so long after i havent been able to get hooked to new music in years. this was the first song in like 6 years that hit me like this and i think you explain why perfectly. view count shows just how many people resonate with these lyrics
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Thats so me !!!
_"Being betrayed is better than betraying yourself."_
fax
Realising now 🙂🙂
Quote of the day
Remind me to come back
Realatable
This is the first song that got me into indie music in summer of 2021
This song somehow perfectly encapsulates the emotional chaos most people eventually go through in their teenage years.
love you
And adulthood
me fr
More like hell.
it never stops
This song makes me feel so lonely, it makes me realize that I am alone. I hope that one day I will have friends who actually cares for me, and are not here by interest
İ dont even have them lol
I feel you bro I hit up all my “friends” every morning telling them like good morning stay up have a good day stay safe etc and I can’t remember the last time they checked up on me it is what it is I guess
@@yuoshion i dont have friends. I never had.
@@steamy596 then let me do the honors
Same!!
If you listen to this song with something that makes you nostalgic, it makes you remember those moments
This song is literally written to feel nostalgic.
This song gives late 90s, early 2000s alternative rock vibe.
indie rock
Me it reminds me of punk in Washington DC
ngl I thought it was from that time
It really does give me 90s vibes, legendary song
почему такая крусна
This is one of the rare songs that somehow give you a nostalgic feeling even though it's like 2 years old
2015
It’s actually about 9 years old
It's from 2013 but sounds like an early-mid 2000s song
Eso eso es verdad,tienes razon
ñ
The nostalgia is returning😢
The best!!!
Dude this song is legendary.
I can't even explain how nostalgic it sounds. The guitar gives the feeling of happiness and being young, the drums being the upbeat feeling...
Fr- it give you both happiness and makes you cry at the same time, reminds me of my dad sometimes.
Yet the voice is sad
When poopyied drip
In fact, the three songs I listened to today changed my mood 200% are the following: freaks, pumped up kicks electronica, jealous
Reminds me of my punk era
This song makes me feel like a highschool skater boy in a band in San Francisco and I fucking love it !
Same 😂
IKRR
@@Michael.com1 live your fantasiesssss. But fr, have fun, your childhood slips faster than you think 😔
same
Q bom ....
How nostalgic, I have been listening to this song since I was 7 years old. Greetings to those who created this song.
This is legendary ❤❤
It’s been nearly 11 months since I first heard this song and I still listen to it every day. It’s better than drugs Jeremy
Blink your missing your 182
bmc referencee??
Wait drugs? What?
@@morgan3107 gvht vvgyyvy hy
Blink 182
My mother passed away 2 years ago in a car accident, from that day I changed completely, and when I heard this song I felt identified I love you mom I hope you are in a better place
rest and peace ur mom
I hope she’s lookin down on you may she rest in peace 😭❤️🕊️
nah bro if she isnot muslim she is in hell
Just know your mom lived a great life with you and know she enjoyed every moment with you. She may have or have not expressed it but deep down I know she had lots of love for you and I know she is somewhere, right now, looking over you and is smiling at you. Smiling at you because she is proud, amazed by what you have done and become without her help or her presence. I wish you a good day or night, and I hope you are feeling okay.
NPC:
THE NOSTALGIA IS RETURNING
I’m so tired, everything I’ve ever wanted has been in my grasp. I just never reached.
This song is perfect when you are tired of everything or you are remembering good times
So true
truers
There is no good time, just, tired..
what if theres no good times to remember
@@DeathA19 then go out and make some
I used to listen to this without thinking much of the lyrics, but ever since my dad commited suicide I tear up every time I hear this song. I can't help thinking that this is exactly he must have felt before he died, "hopefully I won't wake up this time" hits me escpecially hard knowing the way he killed himself.
I'm sorry it ended like that.
i’m sorry
I’m rlly sry I hope ur dad and ur family have peace now
Sorry for your loss. Hope you find the strength to carry on. God bless you
i’m sorry man for your lost. stay strong bro.
Be strong bro i am sorry for your loss
Lost my son recently,
When he says “ I dream of you almost every night, hopefully I won’t wake up this time” it brings tears to my eyes.
I love you Jr.👼🏼
Tbh I think this song describes me bc people just fill my head with lies and I can’t react and my eyes have no show of happiness and I think I’m a art freak and I have this girl in my head and I hope I won’t wake up the next day
Ty for the other like
Don't kill me just help me run away
From everyone I need a place to stay
Where I can cover up my face
Don't cry, I am just a freak
I am just a freak
I am just a freak
I am just a freak
My head is filled with parasites
Black holes cover up my eyes
I dream of you almost every night
Hopefully I won't wake up this time
I won't wake up this time
I won't wake up this time
I won't wake up this time
Thx the lyrics were had to understand 👍
It's a simple song but it hits hard
I relate to this
don't cry i am just a fish !
Every instrument in this song is so perfect. The drums are simple but compelling, the guitar rift may be repetitive but never gets old and the baseline is a great choice
Bro this is nothing compare to rock bands like nirvana or ac/dc
@@mauriciopereira9745 k
@@mauriciopereira9745 They are much more complex, but this is a different genre.
@@mauriciopereira9745 these days I could fart in a pattern and people would call me talented.
@@mauriciopereira9745 why compare them? just enjoy ffs
My favorite song
"I want to be remembered" -Nostalgia
"I dream of you almost every night. Hopefully, I wont wake up this time."
I just love this line... This is what I wanna say to my old friend that left me last year..
Your not alone. My best friend who moved reminds me of this song too.
Your not alone
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This part hurts so bad. My mind feels like it's betraying me when I wake up, in my dreams everyone I lost is there with me and I'm full of peace.
ÑÑÑ
My teenage daughter performed this at school assembly. Not really hearing the lyrics It just sounded like a really well performed pretty Poppy-sounding song. Now I read the lyrics and watch her sing it again and playing the guitar ….it is so powerful, so joyous and dark and beautiful hopeless and relentless and pure.
❤❤❤ parenting done right ❤❤❤❤
Thanks!!!@@danielromerosol4158
My ex-gf introduced herself to me on a public bus, twice starting the convo in two times meeting each other over two months, separate occasions. The second time I asked her out on a date & from then on, we got together very quickly.
One day, maybe around 2 months or a bit less into us being together, she shows me a video on her phone. I see myself sitting in said public bus, being filmed from a seat looking the opposite way but around 4 rows of seats down from my own. The camera followed me a bit outside even and when I walked out of view, not once even looking into its direction, the video stopped.
I obviously was baffled, but importantly, I looked at the date: the video was taken two whole years before she had even talked to me once.
So she admitted by herself to filming me on that day and from then on, having s**ual fantasies about me / us for over two years before finally talking to me. Now it’s about what she did after filming me, for the whole two years she had been „watching“ or „observing“ me ;
she would start writing down when / where I‘d get off / on the bus and sometimes run or wait for an earlier / later bus to see me as often as possible, (which means she‘d sometimes wait for half an hour up to an hour because the bus line only drives this frequent, just to eventually see me), she was able to describe my friends well enough for me to know exactly who she saw me with, she would frequent spots or places in the city more often when / if she saw me there, especially multiple times, like in the library, lastly she would mirror me, if I was waiting for the train on one side of the tracks, she would basically stand face to face to me, vis-a-vis and when I would walk she’d do the same on the opposite side
all of the above for two years from the first day she had seen me on said bus, until talking to me at all
And again that’s just what she admitted by herself. Also she kept admitting to say one detail of the above, then check for my reaction, even being amused at my surprise etc, then reveal something new, so I found out about all details in the period of 1-2 weeks of her telling me bit by bit
She told me she was looking for a serious long-term, loving relationship as well, just as I was, told me she loved me more than anything or anyone every day and that she was sure about wanting the relationship, then broke up with me when her mother passed away, from one day to the other: „Sorry, I just can’t Imagine us spending time together without having s**“ „Idk why but I just lost my feelings for you and even if I knew why and we had a solution for the problem, I would still not want to continue because I just don’t feel like it anymore“ „Most of the relationship was good, at least I’m not afraid of s** anymore“ and lastly „Just look at our relationship as if it was an expired phone contract“
She wanted to spend almost all the time we spent together in private in bed, yk „exercising“ not just chilling, apart from family gatherings, going shopping & eating maybe once (to be fair it was covid time when we started dating but still) before, then going back home and immediately engage in bed sports again. She only wanted to meet me once a week in person, visiting usually from around 2-3 am until 9-10 in the evening, then go home, she never slept in the same bed with me even tho I really wanted to. For the record, I let her decide by our agreement what we did since her mother was in her last states of dying from cancer, so I just wanted to be there for her & I would lie if I said I didn’t enjoy it either but even for me, at that time 21 years old( she was 20 yrs old) and with almost no prior experiences, it was a bit much at times. We would facetime pretty much every evening tho and snap/text a lot during the day and even then, 70% or more of what we texted/ snapped and / or talked about, she would turn s**ual at some point. I mean I had 200+ nu.des of her in less than 3 months of dating & being together.. plus the s**ting plus the FaceTime sessions..
@@nothingnewunderthesun4292 Holy goodness. What a situation... You didn't state how you felt after the break up but... You didn't just dodge a bullet, you dodged a cannon ball.
Marrying this girl would absolutely end your existence, as alluring, forbidden and attractive her behavior sounds, I am happy you got out of there in one full piece.
I don't know if I would had the stones to break up with her knowing she's a flashing red flag, regardless man, fill a lottery ticket.
@@JustShotsForMeh Thank you for your reply, so first of all, I believe if you truly feel the way you wrote about her, I don’t think you‘d approve of my feelings after the breakup or even now that I still have for her, I often thought about my own mistakes or how I could make it somehow work again.. also I dearly missed her and still often think about her (it was 4 years ago) and even now, that I started at least seeing the whole „stalking“ aspect as a bit unusual, since I compared it to a man doing the same thing to a random woman he saw on some public bus, but I still can’t wrap my head around the entire thing.
I still look for MY mistakes and faults, I still miss her and somehow wish she’d come back to me. Also somehow no matter what people tell me, I just can’t seem to exactly see her behavior as black & white or in your words, as dangerous (?) and concerning / creepy as (most) other ppl I have talked to about this.
So I really do appreciate feedback because somehow, I have never fallen in love like this before or after her ever, I have never felt these kinds of emotions, sensations and feelings I had felt with her & I begin to think I may be obsessed now myself with her (how the turntables) or at least what she let me feel & think, since if you (and others) are right about her (and me dodging a cannonball / bullet), I may have to be more concerned about my own perception and mental state, if I can’t see it the way (most) other ppl do & still can’t help but romanticize it (romanticise?)..
So yea, please help me / critique/critisize(?) me and my view if you may, it hopefully helps;
What makes you think that she is dangerous? Or that I dodged a bullet or cannonball, even to the point of thinking I would have DIED..? If I married her? I really wonder
So could it not be that she just confused love for other feelings like infatuation / lust and maybe obsession? Maybe she did not lie knowingly but confuse her own emotions?
Could it be that she is just really careful before asking people out („vetting them“) even on a first date? Idk maybe I’m trying to excuse too much (hence why I am writing this, I need opinions and discussions to understand this)
THE NOSTALGIA IS RETURNING😥
i love this song, so nostalgic
This was my mother's funeral song. It was always her favorite and listened to it all the time. Back then I thought it was annoying and wished she would stop playing it. Now, I wish I heard it more. I love you mom.
Sorry for your loss man
Soz mate already gone 🤨
Sorry man let your family have peace
be patient bro
@@halesstorm this is slightly ominous
If you’re happy the songs happy. If you’re sad the songs sad. It’s incredible.
Your incredible
Such A Beautiful song.
that song makes me cry, when i remember old times
There’s nothing more that can hurt than being forgotten by someone you could never forget
800 likes?? Tysm
1000 likes bro this is insane
Oh, boy, you're so right
That is the only heartbreak I feel bro
real af a blessing and a curse
USA 🇺🇸 Freak
Si
This song feels like when you have a dream of a very close friend, and then you wake up and realized they never existed and then you just feel depressed.
top comment wow
this happened to me a few weeks ago, i was sad
🥲
it's even worse when they existed once in your life but then now you grew apart :c
Same
I had an dream where I had a friend who doesn't exist in this world but only in my dream,I was really like very happy with them and I never get sad whenever I am with them but I woke up and that was all,my story with him was the best one but now I came back to reality
" The saddest thing about betrayal is that it never comes from your enemies “.
-Aldrich Amese
This song is so nostalgic this brings back so many memories
I understand man, those memories are good. It’s not worth going back to it though. The chains only hold you down and the ones in charge will hurt you and use you with no care for you. Going back isn’t worth it for getting back with the others. The only thing you can do is move forward and form a new life for yourself.
Don't kill me, just help me run away
From everyone, I need a place to stay
Where I can cover up my face
Don't cry, I am just a freak
[Chorus]
I am just a freak
I am just a freak
I am just a freak
[Verse 2]
My head is filled with parasites
Black holes cover up my eyes
I dream of you almost every night
Hopefully I won't wake up this time
[Refrain]
I won't wake up this time
I won't wake up this time
I won't wake up this time
Love this song
Huge thanks for being the first to comment the lyrics to who can't understand
Me too I like to listen it in night
I love this song ❤❤❤
😊😊
I love this song, it gives me this unexplainable feeling every time I listen to it.
mind listening to this hidden gem song faceless humming by the impures
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I have a unexplainable feeling when I listen to it also
ill die anyway - girl in red
I recommend you listen to the song Mr.Brightside, by the killers. It’s the same mood and gives you the same feeling :)
Same
What a lovely song...
Good work on this
When you're happy, you enjoy the song
When you're sad, you understand the lyrics
Underrated comment
Yes
I am just a fish 😭😭😭😭💙💙💙☔️☔️☔️😭😭😭
@@D0UBLES I am just fishhh 😪😪
@@D0UBLES 😔😩🤙
My most favorite song ❤
It's so good
"I dream of you almost every night, hopefully I won't wake up this time" hits so hard while taking too much meds ...
"you're words cut deeper than any blade"
-zabuza
Lmfao
This is a song to play when ur by yourself and in your room laying on the bed tv off and staring off into space
Doing that right now
@josbees same
Right now
yall got tvs?!
@@isabellepryal856 th-cam.com/video/He2Xrd-O_z8/w-d-xo.html this is my version but you're underwater.
Gives me a vibe i never felt before.
We sooo need an extended version , of this epic song 👍👍👍👍👍
La canción perfecta que marca esa etapa imperfecta (no, no hablo de la "adolescencia", sino de la vida misma)
Si ps
Yo escucho está canción y lloro por una sola razón y lo veo muy estúpido pero es imposible no llorar recordando cosas
That’s really deep man.
Yó sinto lo mismo siendo ya un adolesente siendo muy estupido pero soy un anormal y no puedo evitarlo
@@mariialvarez1168 i love u
This is a great song to skate to
Omgg yess
Ikr
yea..
Love your proifile pic.
@@elizabethavellaneda3507 thx
الله يرحمك يا طلال يا احسن الناس اللي اعرفهم ياخي انت لو تبي اي شي اعطيك ادعوله بالرحمه😢😢😢
The best nostalgic music😢
" I dream of almost every night hopefully i won't wake up next time " this is the most real thing i've ever heard.
ÑÑÑ
That's just sad
I relate to that the most
Fr
Puros ingleses no saben nada mimados
I recently moved from my childhood house, and I was listening to this while driving away from the house for the last time and I swear I was THIS CLOSE to bursting into tears when the memories hit. It hadn’t hit that hard until I put this song on. This is now one of my favorite bands.
That's a heartbreaking yet beautiful story. Thanks for sharing . It's like that with my friends.
Sometimes it’s just like that, and it’s one of my fav bands too :D
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@@kevindonovanreyesricano5873
Mi teclado también lo tiene
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where you going?
What a masterpiece
The nostalgic feel of this song
Lyrics:
[Verse 1]
Don't kill me, just help me run away
From everyone, I need a place to stay
Where I can cover up my face
Don't cry
[Chorus]
I am just a freak
I am just a freak
I am just a freak
I am just a freak
[Verse 2]
My head is filled with parasites
Black holes cover up my eyes
I dream of you almost every night
Hopefully
[Outro]
I won't wake up this time
I won't wake up this time
I won't wake up this time
I won't wake up this time
crazy how such little lyrics can hit so hard
@@Geor6736 frrr
Tru
Ty so muccchhh
i am just a fish
This song is literally the epitome of “If you’re sad you understand the lyrics. If you’re happy you understand the music”
Enjoy the music*
@@antonioa.jepkoko4588my fault
Love it
AHHH THE NOSTALGIA IS KICKING INNN
This is one of those songs that reminds you of a going away party for a close friend. You're all having fun, but at the back of your mind, you know that you won't see them again. You'll stay in touch, but it just won't ever be the same.
You won't stay in touch. They'll fall out of your lives, and one day you'll realize that you haven't spoken in ten years, to these people who were once a constant part of you. You'll hardly even notice that it has happened.
Time creeps up slowly like sunset through the shutters, and the young become the not-young and wonder when. Youth is the only demographic with a 100% attrition rate.
EDIT: All of a sudden I miss everyone.
That's about to happen with me and my classmate, she's gonna transfer to another school and I doubt I'll ever see her again, even if we're still going to be messaging each other, it won't feel the same knowing that we'll never physically meet again
aw man dont make me sad, im scared to lose my friends, especially some of them, i dont think they even care about me that much but they matter to me
I have friends in roblox like that A friend that left me but never unfriended me in roblox😔
😢😮😮😮
this is both my comfort song and the song that makes me need comfort.
yes, i do need a hug.
you alright man? if you need someone to chat to im always up for it
I feel like that as well bro. It's alright I feel you 🙂
My ex-gf introduced herself to me on a public bus, twice starting the convo in two times meeting each other over two months, separate occasions. The second time I asked her out on a date & from then on, we got together very quickly.
One day, maybe around 2 months or a bit less into us being together, she shows me a video on her phone. I see myself sitting in said public bus, being filmed from a seat looking the opposite way but around 4 rows of seats down from my own. The camera followed me a bit outside even and when I walked out of view, not once even looking into its direction, the video stopped.
I obviously was baffled, but importantly, I looked at the date: the video was taken two whole years before she had even talked to me once.
So she admitted by herself to filming me on that day and from then on, having s**ual fantasies about me / us for over two years before finally talking to me. Now it’s about what she did after filming me, for the whole two years she had been „watching“ or „observing“ me ;
she would start writing down when / where I‘d get off / on the bus and sometimes run or wait for an earlier / later bus to see me as often as possible, (which means she‘d sometimes wait for half an hour up to an hour because the bus line only drives this frequent, just to eventually see me), she was able to describe my friends well enough for me to know exactly who she saw me with, she would frequent spots or places in the city more often when / if she saw me there, especially multiple times, like in the library, lastly she would mirror me, if I was waiting for the train on one side of the tracks, she would basically stand face to face to me, vis-a-vis and when I would walk she’d do the same on the opposite side
all of the above for two years from the first day she had seen me on said bus, until talking to me at all
And again that’s just what she admitted by herself. Also she kept admitting to say one detail of the above, then check for my reaction, even being amused at my surprise etc, then reveal something new, so I found out about all details in the period of 1-2 weeks of her telling me bit by bit
She told me she was looking for a serious long-term, loving relationship as well, just as I was, told me she loved me more than anything or anyone every day and that she was sure about wanting the relationship, then broke up with me when her mother passed away, from one day to the other: „Sorry, I just can’t Imagine us spending time together without having s**“ „Idk why but I just lost my feelings for you and even if I knew why and we had a solution for the problem, I would still not want to continue because I just don’t feel like it anymore“ „Most of the relationship was good, at least I’m not afraid of s** anymore“ and lastly „Just look at our relationship as if it was an expired phone contract“
She wanted to spend almost all the time we spent together in private in bed, yk „exercising“ not just chilling, apart from family gatherings, going shopping & eating maybe once (to be fair it was covid time when we started dating but still) before, then going back home and immediately engage in bed sports again. She only wanted to meet me once a week in person, visiting usually from around 2-3 am until 9-10 in the evening, then go home, she never slept in the same bed with me even tho I really wanted to. For the record, I let her decide by our agreement what we did since her mother was in her last states of dying from cancer, so I just wanted to be there for her & I would lie if I said I didn’t enjoy it either but even for me, at that time 21 years old( she was 20 yrs old) and with almost no prior experiences, it was a bit much at times. We would facetime pretty much every evening tho and snap/text a lot during the day and even then, 70% or more of what we texted/ snapped and / or talked about, she would turn s**ual at some point. I mean I had 200+ nu.des of her in less than 3 months of dating & being together.. plus the s**ting plus the FaceTime sessions..
@@nothingnewunderthesun4292i’m here for you
I gotchu fam. 🤗
THE MEMORIESSSS ARE COMING BACK FROM MY YOUNGER SELFFFFFF
i love this
This doesn't make you feel happy or sad. It makes you feel nostalgia, and longing for those you've met and those you've lost
Real
True
true false o real. Fake day a day. Rescue me
@@percygavierramosgarcia2185 ok
I had a bunch of friends that I loved but now I lost connection with all of them
hello people with good taste in music
Hi dude with a good taste in music
Yo everybody with good taste in music
Hello! Random Person I have no clue who the crxp you are. BuT YOU HAVE AMAZInG TASTE IN MUSIC
Hi it seems like u have good taste in music aswell
Hello to you to
This sound like so good old memories❤❤❤
This song is really good to hear when you are depressed
This song, even if it's short, makes... I don't know how to explain it, but it makes you believe in yourself.
( wait a minute by the impures ) < check this hidden gem song out is really good :) i recommend it highly
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until you hear the lyrics lmfao
@@prismaw5674 the vibe just gives off a whole separate feeling and the whole comment section gives it its own identity almost
My friend died of blood cancer 2 days ago. She was so nice to everyone and a bunch of my friends were crying when they heard the news. This song reminds me of her. RIP Summer.
R.I.P. Although i have never met her, i am sure she was a great person.
I’ve heard things about good souls body’s die faster because god wants them in heaven
@@ryanroberts8201 Me, my friends and Summer are 13 years old so that makes sense
R.İ.P my brother
Rip
I was always listening to this song and now im back once again
LEGENDARY SONG! 🥺🥺😥
This song is overflowing with sadness and understanding at the same time it makes me feel good
bro 1 day 💓
Jesus loves you and may God bless....
Even when you are happy there is something sad that you didn’t realize happened and that’s why this song hits different
This song is bring a strange nostalgic feeling, happy and sad at sametime
I cried listening to this
Once with a friend we played dark souls online, I helped him pass the bosses because he was already advanced, and each boss was a comedy, we laughed at our mistakes, we yelled every time we won, But... One day we decided to face each other, he wasn't there... I waited days for him to invade me... He had been invaded by death in the street
Oh God I am so sorry, how did he pass if I say ask? RIP
@@Sleepy241 run over or car crash
I feel bad man
Oh-
Oh my
Sorry for that, I guess
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u guess???
Probablemente nadie lea este comentario pero esta canción me ha ayudado mucho en todos los sentidos . La conozco desde hace mucho y aunque no me sepa la mayoría de la letra o lyla entienda tiene un ritmo que me transmite muchísima paz, al escucharla solo me imajino a mi en la playa, sola, y sin problemas; es increíble esta canción de verdad❤
Bruh
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Bruh
laverdad siento lo mismo la cancion me aleja de mis preocupaciones
sisi el ritmo transmite muy buenas vibrass
If there’s something about his wife or something sad about him, I hope you feel better man❤
Bruh the song gives me ghoosbump and I love that
This hits way too hard. Im going through a lot right now, i feel like im losing grip on my life, everything feels like its on autopilot. Im struggling in school, friendships falling apart, work is stressing me out, too much stuff. All i wanna do is run away from everything, this song hits too hard.
Dont, cry, i am just a fish
And then when you run away you’ll be even more lost. I’ve been wanting to die bc how lost I’ve been and yet I can’t even commit to that
@@itscnvulsins5384 its tough getting “un-lost” but please, dont take your life. You are valuable and people need you, and we need people. Even tho it often sucks, life is worth living. Its gonna be tough but we gotta push through, we can make it.
I cant unhear i am just a fish now 😡
@@iloveyoubabymc :]
@@toastx2-ru7vw dw I don’t have the balls to take my own life. Sometimes I think I’m going in the right direction in life and think I just made something of myself but in reality I was delusional and going in the wrong direction. Therefore I isolate and forget about my problems and continue to tear myself apart just to build myself up again and I just get extremely lost in my own head. Its a very viscous cycle and there’s people in my life who hate me because of it. I feel like I wanna die but I also wanna live and get better just don’t know how yet. Life sucks but I’ll get through it even if I never find a way to make myself happy. It is what it is. At least we have the balls to live that’s one thing we have.