I feel horrible for the three children and the hotel staff that had to discover his body and deal with the aftermath. I hope they find healing and peace.
Portia there are plenty of hotlines out there that are ready to help you and be there for you the second you need it. Crisis Text Line is free and happy to help you
Yes, but what does one do once they have reached out n cried for help but no body seems care or to take it seriously?……Thats a hard pill to swallow my friends.
@@AlleishaRoseP1111 there is always someone who cares. Always. That's why a spouse can 302 their partner. If you suspect anything at all even a pinch of salt you bet I'm 302 anyone I love.
I lost my adult son to suicide 6 years ago and he lit up every room with his apparent joy and brilliant smile also …..shock and pain and grief for so many. I’m so sorry for this family having to go through this.
I'm sorry to hear that you've experienced losing a son to suicide. It must be very difficult to share with others; thank you for sharing - no doubt it may one day be life-changing for someone else experiencing a similar situation to read. 💚
I lost my younger brother 7 years ago also; people didn't know of all his struggles with mental health because he also lit up every room with his laughter and beautiful smile just like your son and tWitch. Hopefully they are all in a better place and in peace
We can never truly know what a person is going through in life. What you see on the outside is not always a reflection of the turmoil inside. RIP now, tWitch. We love you.
I am in shock and still am since I heard the news. I'm 63 yrs old and loved Twitch so much, since I saw him on So You Think You Can Dance. Thanks to that show and Twitch for making me realize how much I love to dance even if it's around the house. Everytime I would see him on tv I would yell out, "I love Twitch so much." He would make me light up with joy. I will always miss you Twitch. ☹ My condolences to the family.
@@portiabiko9992 Honey please go on Google and search for help in your area. I saw your comments on another thread. There are resources available for you, you'll just have to take some time to find them. There will always be someone who cares and is willing to help and see you through your issues. No one's story is supposed to end the way that Twitch's did. Please understand that you were placed on this earth for a reason. You are valuable. Please don't give up!
@@portiabiko9992 I once said the same thing after many failed relationships and a horrific childhood. Then I discovered that God loves each and every one of us more than any human on the face of this earth ever could, and that includes you! His love is pure and unconditional and if you earnestly call upon the mighty name of his son, Jesus, to show himself to you as I did, he may very likely reveal himself to you in a powerful and supernatural display of love I could only describe as magical.
My heart goes out to the family. This is why they say “Never judge a book by the cover”, you never know what a person is going through. Twitch always seemed so happy but deep down inside was battling with something we never even knew about. I am deeply saddened by this because I too have watched twitch since his “So You Think You Can Dance” days where he met his wife. Sending an abundance of prayers to the family and especially the kids who now have to grow up without a father. This is why we all need each other because you just never know, together this world can be a better place. Praying for healing hearts! RIP Twitch 🕊️
So heartbreaking 💔 😢 for all the fans who admired and loved him so much, along with the many many friends and especially his family ...the poor children without their dad is awfully painfully 😥 sad!
That's what pisses me off most. Two things can be true: he was suffering with more than he could bear and it was beyond selfish and inconsiderate to do this to his children and family.
@@KristinaLopezWrites please I beg watch what you're saying mental health is hard to express I'm suffering and I'm fighting mental health their days their perfectly perfect but their days to get dark and and a blackout that you cannot explain so please don't judge and again mental health is something you cannot describe as they say and my therapist told me this behind smile can tell you something that no one can understand I pray for family and kids
@@KristinaLopezWrites Those that resort to this often feel the opposite. They feel it’s unselfish and they are doing everyone a favor. Mental illness is something that not everyone can understand.
Crazy, from the outside you would think he was on top of the world. He must have been in extreme pain. You never know what someone is going through, no matter who they are. If there is an after life, I hope he is happy because he seemed like such a good person.
It was obvious to me. I never believed that he was genuinely positive nor energetic. Seeing him felt like a forced performance. Like he was ready to jump out of his skin at any moment. I just didn’t buy it. I even worried about him a little bit. Like genuinely thinking about this person that I’ve never met. Just pondering what his life must be like. RIP Twitch.
@@PrincessIgna me too!!! I 100% agree. He seemed as though he was acting all the time. He didn't seem genuine. People are clueless. They see his dance videos and assume that is a happy person. I saw a performance. My thing is how couldn't his wife see right through is mask? The closest person to him, see had the slightest clue!?
Having lost my nephew to suicide, I understand how devastating this is for all of his family. I know that no words can offer any comfort. I just hope they can work through their grief.
This man had such a beautiful family, seemingly lots of friends, a certain level of fame and he still couldn't go on. Depression is no joke. I wonder if the Ellen show ending had something to do with it, sometimes being thrown out of a routine can really discombobulate a person. I feel so sorry for his wife and kids, now they have a long journey of healing ahead of them, forever wondering why they weren't enough to keep him happy. Anyone who went through this, please know it's not you, depression envelopes the person to where they can't see beyond it.
@C C I believe it. I was in the industry 20 yrs ago but I saw/felt how toxic Hollywood was and left. I know how a person's self-worth can get wrapped up in how much fame they can or can't get. Good spirits like this guy just get eaten alive.
@@louiedangelo3843 Well...but we don't really know the reason. There could've been something else. Depression is a motherf*cker. It could've been a childhood trauma that he never escaped, a chemical imbalance...it can take down the most unlikely person.
@C C I don't know. He might've been type cast as the happy DJ on Ellen and she got cancelled due to her apparent hostile work environment. So he might've been associated with that and because her career was over, so was his. That's just speculation of course but I can see how that could affect a person.
HIS SOUL IS TORMENTIED NOW IN ETERNAL HELL. WHAT WHAT ARE YOU MUMBLING ABOUT? FACE SOME REALITY. SUICIDE IS A TICKET TO HELL WITH NO WAY OUT. PERIOD. THE BIBLE SAYS SO. IT IS VERY VERY CLEAR. WAKE UP. READ IT.
This is unbelievable I'm still in belief and shock of his passing. I guess everything appears different when you in view, but he always seem to be happy, excited and most enjoyable person that you could ever meet. There's no words to express on how I feel or to understand what the wife, family, and/or friends going through at this of moment.
This is why i am leaving social media. A lot of people are pretending to be happy while in great pain. He is the last person that i would imagine to be struggling. May his soul rest in peace and may God help his young family in this journey.
It's a sad reflection on society that someone can get to the point where they feel so hopeless that they no longer feel they are able to continue living and nobody noticed. My heartfelt condolences to this wonderful and talented man's family and friends, especially his three children.
@@leelunk8235 This is very insensitive and this comment just adds the burden of guilt to an already grieving heart.There's not much anyone, outside of medical professionals, can do once someone has reached this state. We can only show compassion for what he has left behide which is his beautiful family
@@latifa3995 YOURE RIGHT BUT THE TRUTH IS THAT HIS WIFE WHO SPENDS MORE TIME WITH HIM THAN HIS FAMILY..IS HOLDING BACK WHAT SHE KNOWS..WHICH IS FINE..BUT SHE DIDNT SEEK HELP FOR HIM AND THIS IS THE RESULT..THATS WHY SHE CALLED 911 RIGHT AWAY..SHE KNEW SOMETHING WAS TROUBLING HIM
This life is hard for those who have the kindest of hearts. People don’t reciprocate the empathy & it can be so hard when you love deeply. I’m not sure what he went through, but he seems so kind. And it can be hard to have such a sweet heart.
That’s true! I’ve been learning that I’m a very, very sensitive person. It’s not good to be that sensitive. I’m gonna work on that. I think Twitch was sensitive too!
@Laci Loo -- you're right. If you're a sweet and caring person and it's not reciprocated, it kills you inside and if you meet a insensitive person or a narcissist, forget it! Sometimes a caring heart can be the biggest curse because people hurt you or take advantage. I wonder if he was hurt or betrayed by someone.
i am only wondering if his close family and friends knew anything about it; what he had to struggle with that taking his own life was the only option, i believe that for sure if he would share his pain or/and fear about anything that was bothering him his family/friends would do everything to help him ...
@@by.ania.m Allison frantically going to the police station the day after he left without his to report him missing tells me that she knew something and was worried that he would do something like this and wanted someone to find him quickly. Otherwise I think she would have just called 911 instead.
I loved Stephen since his 'So You Think You Can Dance' days. He looked so happy dancing and with his family. I cannot imagine what his wife must be going through. Rest in peace Stephen. It really feels like a personal loss.
My grandmother committed suicide when I was 11. I’m still haunted by it and the way it broke the family. Made me a huge worrier from that moment until now.
I am so heartbroken. His smile would light up a room. A truly gifted soul that let still so young. My heart goes out to his wife, children and friends.
I don't know why i have this feeling in my gut that depression took him over even more after The Ellen Show ended. He had a reason to wake up everyday and knew he had something going. As someone with depression, when i'm busy i don't think of my sad feeling. When i'm alone, that's when it takes over me. This news was really shocking and i hope his family, friends and the hotel staff find peace and healing through time. Rest in peace, thank you for bringing us joy. We failed you but i hope you are in a better place.
I agree with you I feel that the show ending took apart of him with it you don’t really know what puts joy in someone’s heart and that she’ll probably really really meant a lot to him
My deepest sympathies go out to his family. People who are gentle spirits as Twitch was feel so much and care so much that at times it can be overwhelming. May the Lord be with you all as you navigate through this very difficult time.
Yes, this! Most people don’t consider this incredibly important detail so it’s often overlooked. I like your term “gentle spirit” and sometimes I try to explain how it truly burdens someone who fits into this category. You carry the weight of the world not just on your shoulders, but in your heart- your entire being really; but not a lot of people understand.
@@theamateurconnoisseur Exactly. He may have been an intuitive world empath and as such the pains of humanity can deeply enturbulate one leading to what is called depression but is really an broken or wounded or deeply sensitive heart. The outside world can never truly give one happines; it comes from within. Soar in peaceful Bliss in the Greater Life Ongoing, dear Brother King. Ase'
I'm literally sick to my stomach. He left a note that her couldn't go on. OMG if anyone's knew he was suffering with depression he could of got help. RIP tWITCH You will be greatly missed. My condolences to his whole family. God keep you in his arms each and every day. 🙏🫶🫂😭 💔
He had help. Unfortunately, he didn't want anymore. He mentioned going to therapy and I'm sure his wife and therapist were more aware of his inner issues. I always thought that no one is that happy all the time. He's a prime example that you can have everything and the start of getting better and staying begins in yourself.
I've been grieving Twitch's death for the past 3 days. And I'm just a fan. I've been crying while getting ready for work, crying whiIe talking to my husband about everyday things, and watching this update with a heavy heart. I can't even fathom how much this must hurt those who were closest to him. I can't come to terms with this news. I wonder what caused him to feel like he couldn't go on.
Same. It's just so devastating and shook so, so many of us deeply. After losing a coworker Monday and hearing this driving home Tuesday, I just fell apart. I've been through this.... My heart breaks for all of his family and friends. Unfathomable. I just want to wake up 😓
Don't take on his Depression. You have to gain your Strength and ENJOY LIFE FOR YOU. Change your mindset. Capture God's Beauty LOOK FOR IT. SNAP OUT OF CRYING he is Happier. You have to be Happy too. Love you so much. Wash your face smile and Face Happiness somebody needs you.😇😇😇😇😇😇😇
Please check on your strong friends. As someone who battles with depression my heart breaks for what he must have been going through and tormented with to leave his family. Unfortunately we live in a society where people will check your social media instead of asking how you are doing. It’s sad that many people battling mental illness get so close to that dark place. Suicide is an end to a life long battle. I pray he is resting now and that his family will find peace.
Honestly it's so hard to fathom, it was obvious as a fan that he was a truly beloved, generous and thoughtful colleague to everyone on SYTYCD as a competitor then mentor and judge across umpteen I forget how many seasons. Smh it's just a reminder how vulnerable each one of us is, to always be kind, say ily and appreciate each and every moment. RIP Twitch 🕯❤️
I give my entire heart to the family of this blessed man. As the sister of a man who took his own life, I empathize totally and completely. If you're contemplating suicide, talk to someone. If you're related to someone who took their own life, please know it's not your fault.
I'm 36 and I have a friend who lost her mom to un-aliving herself when we were in the 9th grade and her dad abandoned her and her siblings, moving in with some woman. Her mom struggled with mental illness but I remember my friend having to drop out of school at the time in order to work full time because she and her siblings eventually were forced to find another home. I always felt so bad for them. ALL of her siblings either ended up in toxic relationships with several children, battling addiction or unable to get close to someone properly. She just bought her own home and has worked her way to the top because if she couldn't provide for herself then nobody would. She struggled with an eating disorder and dated men old enough to be her father for a while. I do remember that. She moved a state below me and recently purchased her own home. I am beyond proud of her. However, still at 37 years old now she blames herself for her mom's passing. As if she and her siblings were not enough and she felt they had issues because of her amd her dad so she's angry. I just remember feeling so bad for her and saw first hand how tragic and how the trauma is like a snow ball effect...to the while family when a person takes their own like that. Survivers guilt is real...and so is the trauma they endure forever. RIP to twitch I hope he isn't in pain. Condolences to his family
You can never judge a book by its cover. He looked happy always but can never tell what's going on behind closed doors. Depression, could of been dealing with addiction or anything else it's sad. R.I.P.
The devil got a stronghold in his life. RIP to tWitch, Robin Williams, Avicii, Chester and Kurt. These deaths all hurt in one shape or form. The children will all need to go to therapy. Prayers for anyone who is battling suicidal thoughts.
Your ignorance is astounding. The "devil" has nothing to do with it. Depression is an illness. Would you say the devil had a stronghold on someone with cancer? I'm so sick of these ridiculous comments whenever the topic of suicide comes up. Mental illness seems to be the only health issue that religious people still foolishly contribute to being the work of the devil. No wonder it's still so stigmatized and so many people delay getting help. Just look at the ignorant BS spouted by people who are absolutely clueless about mental health.
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I wonder if the full note will ever be released. I hope that one day Allison will open up about what was going on behind their scenes because none of this makes any sense right now.
please check on your loved ones and make sure they’re okay today and every day. You never know what battles they face every day, so please be kind💕RIP to Twitch🙏🏾
People need to know what to look for. All these people killing themselves have something in common… close friends and family had no clue they were struggling.
To the people commenting "but he had everything". Let this be a reminder of the fact that depression or any other mental illness, isn't defined by those factors. You can have everything and still be unhappy. RIP beautiful soul.
No one can truly understand. We are not in their mind or heart when they're in that dark place. I'm sure no one wants to feel that way and for one to get to that point, it has to be very bad.
It's a tragedy and sad but people get to that point by believing the lies of satan through demons. There is hope and hope is a person, Jesus Christ, HE came so we may have life and more abundantly.
I was shocked, stunned, saddened, and deeply disturbed by this tragic news. My most heartfelt condolences go out to the Boss Family, Friends, and Loved Ones. What manner of dark demons could have driven such a beautiful person, full of love, light, and a future filled with possibilities, to suddenly, without warning, walk out of his house, check into a motel not far from his home and proceed to take his own life?! Not only did Stephen choose to end his life, but he also chose to end it in one of the most violent ways you can do it, with a firearm. Stephen did not appear to be a violent individual or to have an aggressive, violent nature? This is an interesting fact. A kind, gentle, soft-spoken person chooses a violent aggressive way to end his life, I find that very telling. There are many things about people's personal and private life that are unknown to the public and with good reason, I am certain the Boss Family had been dealing privately with issues that were of great concern to them unbeknownst to the public, that's why for an outsider it is jarring and happens out of the blue because we don't know what's going on behind closed doors. During my processing of this tragic event, the song by Nat King Cole "Smile" came to mind. RIP tWitch.
It was no doubt deeply seated and had been haunting him his entire life. He eventually just could not face the music any longer. Devastating and completely gut wrenching😓
It's so sad... Depression is a spirit, when it overtakes u, it takes the grace of God... To come out, depression, knows no age,knows no race, whether u r poor or rich.... It just takes over u
People talk about the light they saw in him, but tell me, did you SEE the PAIN in his eyes? Clearly, he was hurting in his last message. He needed support and that was painfully obvious. We might appear strong and full of light, yet we are so weak! Check in and on someone you love!❤️
@@sandrarenner4402 Yes, I noticed it seemed off immediately. I even watched it several times and couldn't change my opinion. A day later, I saw his post which confirmed what my spirit felt and eyes saw.
It’s just so heartbreaking. My heart goes out to his wife and family. Too bad he didn’t get more help. Gone to soon. I know what depression is like it’s hard. That’s why I cried for him.🙏❤️🙏
@S Shaw Hope you always find your way to love & peace, always find your own way to hold on. Research has shown that relatives, esp. children of parents who die by suicide, have much higher probability to die from suicide. Esp if the parent dies when they are very young. Like you wrote, “a gift” or moreso, a curse. (Not that the parent actually curses the child, I’m just saying I can relate to the description of “gift that keeps on…”)
honestly i was thinking about myself..I don't have any money, i have shitty job, i don't have enough money for food and i don't have any family... or person next to me.. so what i am suppose to do if people like him kill themselves.
The happiest people are often the ones hiding the most. The lack of communication of what he struggled with tld me enough about him years ago. I always hoped he got help, but I wasn't necessarily surprised when the news came out. I instantly thought it was suicide before they announced it. It's heartbreaking.
@@KristinaLopezWrites I don’t believe for 1 minute he committed suicide. Notice a lot of celebrities have been dying. Have you wondered why? Do you know what the worldwide lockdowns was really about? Wasn’t about a virus
What people need to know is that if his issues were trauma based, then tragically it feels like you're a terrified child in an adults body. He wanted to be strong, but what he needed was someone to see that inner child and allow him to be healed. Who he was showing to the outside was a mask to attempt to protect or sadly disregard that damaged child. That disconnect within the soul is too much to bear.
This is absolutely heartbreaking. I’m sure he was loved by His family and everyone around him. You never know what someone could be going through no matter how close you are to them. When you dealing with depression it’s like you’ve fallen into a sinkhole of hopelessness and despair and it feels like there’s no way out. Or you can have everything and still feel like this. I pray to god that whoever is dealing with depression or any mental illness feels everyone’s spiritual prayers. I’m praying that his family finds peace and hope.
Although it's from a movie, I always resonated with the quote "Being a beacon of light can be lonely business". Although I will never know what was in Twitch's mind, his death really did shock me and is a reminder that the happiest brightest people can be suffering.
I lost an AMAZING brother in law to suicide. It’s heartbreaking and leaves a emptiness that will never be filled. Just remembering the love, laughter and special moments that you shared, is truly the only way to get through this tragedy. God bless and prayers for peace..❤
My heart is breaking for twitch ,his wife ,and family, and ellen. He was clearly her family too. It's hard to believe that his light, sweet spirit, and wonderful talent is no longer here on earth....but he will never be forgotten. It's so hard to lose a loved one especially at the holiday...I hope his wife ,and children are surrounded by love ,and support 🙏🏽❤
So many people feel bad for his children or the staff. I feel bad for everyone - including Twitch. Like cancer, people who die from suicide are victims of a disease. It is not a choice. And some times we can find cancer early enough to fight it, other times it is too late and your body just gives into it. It’s the same with mental health. We all, as a society, must stop looking at suicide as a conscious choice but as a result of a disease. Mental health is health! Hoping their kids, wife, and everyone who loves him can go through grief the best way possible ❤
Oh my word, EXACTLY!! People in their "right" mind commenting on the selfishness of suicide seriously pisses me off!! I have an uncle and two male cousins who all took their own lives. People have no clue! It is a gene and it is heavily a male gene. I could go on, but I know they don't know... Thank you for your perfect written thought, truth.
I respectfully disagree. It is a choice. It's prevelent in the western world only. The Africans and south Asians specifically Muslim nations have very low suicide rates. They struggle with more physical problems than the west (difficulty finding water food electricity). Reason is faith. It is arrogance of man to choose his own death time. In Islam a person who commits suicide will die like that every day until resurrection so you don't see it in that region. No judgement but the western world has lost faith.
I’m just devastated for this to happen.. He was such a light to so many people. I don’t know what happened for this to bring him such sadness or misery to end his existence on earth. I just watched his revealing of his son. I could not imagine he wanted to leave them. I have to think it could have been something he couldn’t face. I really hope we know.. so many questions or answered. losing my family this year has been so devastating.. He felt like my family.. I am so sorry for your loss SYTYCD Family
@@portiabiko9992 Portia, wherever you find yourself, JESUS is right there 💞 call His name until change comes... I guarantee you it will!! Praying for you right now 🙏🏾
@@portiabiko9992 I know exactly how you feel. I've been there more than once. But you know the only one who got me through it was Jesus. I've been on the face of this earth for over 40 years, and I've found out that Jesus and the word of God are all you can stand on. Times have gotten tough for me over the years to where I couldn't see a way through. But God has never failed me. He always been faithful and pulled me through. You know when things get hard, I think about how God brought Jesus through. Also how he brought my Grandmother, Great Aunts, Great Uncles through life, and they never gave up. They kept going until God called them home. They were strong and never gave up, and that gives me comfort. So you think about whoever you look up to or who inspires you. Remember how they kept fighting until it was their time to go. You're stronger than you know. You've made it this far not by yourself, but someone was always there strengthening and helping you. I believe it was Jesus. It's going to be okay. Don't give up. It's going to be okay Portia Biko. I'm praying for you too!
@@portiabiko9992Please don't give up. I'm begging you. Call on the name of Jesus now until you feel better even if you have to cry. I also found talking with a Counselor was helpful. It helped me get a lot off my chest. Would you consider speaking with a Counselor?
It’s so so sad, I still can’t believe it. You just never know what people are going through and, shockingly, it’s always the ones that give smiles and laughs to others but, we never see their pain. He was such a beautiful person inside and out. May he be at peace. Prayers to his kids and family. 🙏🏾🕊
I tried taking my own life away about 4 years ago and I instantly regretted what I was doing. I was lucky and survived. The way I viewed my ENTIRE life after that COMPLETELY changed. My deepest condolences to the family. 🕊️ 🙏🏽
Something about all of this surrounding his death just doesn’t sound right. I feel like there are parts to this story that are missing. But definitely praying for his wife and kids! So heartbreaking to see such a bright and warm person pass away under these circumstances.
His wife knew. She knew how painful this life was for him. Because her statements sound very loving and compassionate towards him. But she and the kids are still going to need a lot of grief counseling around this. May you be at peace now Twitch.
I'm glad, for his family's sake, that he left a note. He definitely could have talked with someone about how he was feeling, but I guess he was more secretive of a person than anyone ever realized. Condolences to the family, friends, and loved ones.
I was not in his shoes. But, as a victim of depression, I understand his pain. Depression is a violent bully in a person's head. It is debilitating and makes the victim feel ashamed because you have to be so strong to fight it every day, still get up, and put a smile on for the world. You can fight it, but it can be overwhelming and feel like a losing battle. It can also be toungue-binding, meaning a person can feel heavy pain, yet not have the words to articulate their pain or ask for help. Sometimes, a person can repeatedly cry out for help, yet the world not recognize it, which can feel even more isolating. My apologies to his family for his loss. I pray God comforts you all. Twitch, I pray that your soul finds the peace you were seeking.
Such a bright light. I wasnt a regular viewer, but when i did watch he was always my favourite part of Ellen. You never really know what people go through. I suffer with severe depression and anxiety and even my family have no idea how bad it really gets. From my experience, all I can say is be there for your loved ones, listen when they want to talk, don't judge and never tell them how they are suppose to feel. Mental health maybe more spoken about, but it still remains a stigma for some. Until there are better services avaliable amazing people like Twitch will be lost. Merry Christmas🎄Happy Hanukkah 🕎 Happy Kwanzaa🕯 to those who celebrate and Happy love 🤍 to those who dont.
I identify. Depression is extremely painful and even harder to cope/live with and what's even worse, people definitely don't understand because it really is a stigma that most people refuse to acknowledge. You don't just "snap" out of depression because it doesn't work that way! I am now considering med's and some much needed therapy to help ease the pain. No one around me understand so it is up to me to get the help that I need to possibly save my own life. 🙏🏿😪
My heart is sad for him and his family. Sometimes, we are so deeply sad and in dispare. Depression is horrific and torments millions of us on this earth. It's so hard to cope with mental illness, and it's the ones we least expect. Reach out and let friends know your there.
After listening to his TH-cam video 24 hrs b4 his death,.he said you can "read between the lines" I am sure his message played a significant part in his relationship.All the laughs, smiles, and etc that him and his wife presented to the world was a cover up.One can now see! I am truly saddened that he took this route.I understand the pride of a man to where one doesn't want to ask another for help.My condolences to family.
THIS IS JUST HEARTBREAKING THAT HE LEFT A SUICIDE NOTE BECAUSE HE ALWAYS APPEARED HAPPY IN PUBLIC/SAD THAT HIS INNER DEMONS CAUSED HIS DEMISE....RIP TWITCH....GONE TOO SOON!!!!💔💔💔💔
NO HE IS NOT GONNA REST IN PEACE. YOU LIVE IN FANTASY LAND. LAUGHABLE. HELL IS NO PLACE PEACEFUL IT IS A PLACE OF NEVER ENDING PAIN AND TORMENT. FACE REALITY. PEOPLE NEED TOP WARNOF SUICIDE NOT EMBRACE IT!!! OMG. HOW HORRIFIC TO LEAD OTHERS TO THINK IT IS THE SAY TO SOMETHING PEACEFUL TO KILL YOURLSELF. LIARS. SO FALSE.
My dad committed suicide in 2003...Yes, I miss him terribly, no I don't blame him for succumbing to his negative thoughts. Nor do I think he was being selfish. I just wished he knew that no matter what, we'd take him how he was than to not have him at all...up until about 6 months ago, I didn't even have any pictures of him, so I would sometimes have to squeeze my eyes and try to remember his facial features before I forgot them entirely. I have 4 beautiful wonderful kids that love hearing stories of how goofy and hilarious he was. He was a good man despite his flaws. My only regret is not telling him enough of how much I loved him.
I feel so bad for his family and close friends. I could not even begin to imagine thier grief right now. He seemed to have everything most people could only dream of, he was loved, had a family, friends, a home, money. Its like damn. I don't even have half of that. What hope do I have? Very sad.
Happiness does not consist in the abundance of things Hope. Please read the gospel of John and put your hope and trust in Jesus. We know that He loves you, that He died for YOU and that He will return very soon. Merry Christmas!
From someone who has lost a partner thru suicide it’s a gutless thing to do, they pick the easy way out, the loved ones are left to pick up the shattered pieces, I get it when enough is enough but 6 months later I’m still angrier than ever that he left me to deal with it, please get help if you need it, talk to someone and think about how it’s going to affect the love ones you leave behind, I love and miss you every day sweetie ❤
So sorry for your loss and the pain you have to endure as a result but do not agree with your comment of your partner being gutless and taking the easy way out. As a person who suffers depression there is nothing worse than not feeling good enough for your family and even with treatment the emotions come in waves where sometimes one feels strong and ploughs through but there are the very low times which is when the suicidal thoughts take over. We will never understand the mind of each individual person that pushed them to the edge of actually putting those thoughts to action. In my opinion it is never the easy way out, just a way to ease the mental turmoil.
I agree with you. I'm so sorry he did this to himself and his family. It must have been something deep going on with him, yet I'm angry AF with him. hearing he's such a good husband and father makes me angrier. He's devastated their lives. They will live the rest of their lives with this pain. His suicide makes it more likely his children will take that route. That baby will never know her father. A good Dad and husband would've run to help, not to death. I'm just angry with him.
RIP . Sad that such a beautiful and kind person feels they couldn't go on. Says more about our world and less about his decision. Depression is an illness and can be deadly. Take it seriously.
Oh no! I just found this out today! I've been following his career for a long time and really loved his style, honesty and caring attitude, and especially his talent. Hell be greatly missed. My deepest condolences to his family.😢
If people truly understand what the pain is...they would truly appreciate that they are not doing it to "YOU" but trying to STOP the fight inside their head and heart that attacks them every waking moment....the words my husband told me before the 12 gauge took him 10 years ago today 🥺
Yes , that's true .But most people don't understand that these people are in pain and can't talk about it to other people seeing as they will be ridiculed by them , especially by women I'm sorry to say . And by that I don't mean you . So sorry for your loss!
Wow RIP. Depression is a curse I would never wish on my worst enemy. If you are suffering ASK FOR HELP, we are all in this world together, hang on things will get better.
My husband shot himself September 2014; my 30 year old son found him and 4 months later was also dead of suicide....it seems to be an epidemic...my heart breaks for anyone experiencing this devastation. You never get over it.
I’m seeing a lot of harsh comments stating or implying that Twitch was selfish for killing himself and leaving his children without a father. People who suffer from mental illness and/or who are going thru a mental crisis are not in their right mind. They can’t just by pure will power make themselves think rationally. Twitch wasn’t selfish, he was sick. My sincerest condolences and prayers for the family. 🙏May you rest in peace, Twitch.❤
Please if you are feeling hopeless or helpless cry out to the Almighty and try to be patient by seeking help through therapy and medications. I promise you God can fix anything! Your life has meaning and depression is blinding you from seeing that. If you are on the brink check into a mental hospital. PLEASE 🙏🏾
At least his wife and family can have some sort of closure. Sad that he thought this was the only solution. We need to start regularly checking in on our loved ones. I know I need to start doing it.
@@nikki9125 That’s why I said “some sort.” Although we wished it didn’t happen It’s better than leaving nothing and leaving his loved ones forever wondering why.
@@Nathan-fm1mu a note that says “I can’t go on”, would leave my mind reeling wondering why, did I miss something, was there something I could have done, etc.
It's tragic he felt that taking his own life was his only way to solve what ever situation he found himself in. I wish he had reached out to all of those around him who loved him for help. Especially his wife. I have like millions of other people been down that road of thinking of taking my life. But I thought about the pain that I would leave behind in the hearts of the people who loved me. That is the reason why I am still here typing to you today. I cried when Robin Williams took his life back in August of 2014. Suicide is never a solution. Put others before yourself and your heart will believe in you again.
This story has a big gaping hole. They claim he died of a self inflicted gun shot wound. So why wasn't gun fire reported to the police at the time of shooting? Someone had to have heard the gun shot.
This is just absolutely heartbreaking especially around the holidays and they just had their anniversary you never know what anybody else is going through 😥
Out of all the celebrity deaths over the years that have saddened me, Twitch's death will always be the biggest shock and hardest to bare! It shook me to the core when I heard, and I'll probably never be able to wrap my head around it! May he RIP!!! 😢💔
i used to watch him all the time on the ellen show with my grandma, when i found out about his death i was so upset. he was my absolute favorite on the show and always made little me smile. i was deeply stunned and shocked about his death man. rest in peace twitch
I know what it’s like to live with mental health, it’s exhausting, draining and you feel depleted just trying to stay alive. He most Likely grew tired of having to live in his secret because no matter what help is out there as a struggling high functioning depressant I will never seek it. Depression is insidious and it sneaks in and out some days you just get by and others you think all day about how you can kill yourself and that is also exhausting. I hope he found the peace he needed. 🙏🏼
The terrible tragic irony about suicide is that the people who kill themselves often feel like ending their life is the best option for everyone. It’s not just their suffering that they want to end but they believe that they’ll relieve their loved ones of the suffering too. Somehow, I believe that Twitch had the same thoughts. In his deep despair, he probably believed that he was ridding his loved ones of a terrible burden…himself. If he could see the devastation he’s left behind, he’d put that gun down and walk back home. ❤
Rest in Peace tWITCH🙏 You were always such a fun, warm and welcoming light on any screen I saw you on. I wish the light you shined could have helped you more and would have powered you through. You were an angel, but I wish you became one later than this. Wishing you wherever you are the best and your family the best at this time ❤
Condolences to the family. Sorry to hear such a devastating loss. I don't know the full story of course, but sorry you lost such an important person in your life very sad
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I feel horrible for the three children and the hotel staff that had to discover his body and deal with the aftermath. I hope they find healing and peace.
@@portiabiko9992 We are all here to help you. Just make a call. Even if it’s 911. You are loved
Portia there are plenty of hotlines out there that are ready to help you and be there for you the second you need it. Crisis Text Line is free and happy to help you
@@portiabiko9992 do you want to talk to someone?
@@portiabiko9992 Pls don't give up.. I know life can be so hard .. but pls 🙏 don't give up
@@portiabiko9992Please don’t give up. There is help,out there! Don’t leave your loved ones behind❤
If you are struggling, please reach out to someone. You don't have to crawl through the dark tunnel alone. You are loved and supported.
When you are in that tunnel…..no one can help.
@@sshaw4429 exactly
Yes, but what does one do once they have reached out n cried for help but no body seems care or to take it seriously?……Thats a hard pill to swallow my friends.
@@AlleishaRoseP1111 there is always someone who cares. Always. That's why a spouse can 302 their partner. If you suspect anything at all even a pinch of salt you bet I'm 302 anyone I love.
AMEN TO THAT!! WE ARE ONE HUMAN FAMILY!!! 🤔❤
I lost my adult son to suicide 6 years ago and he lit up every room with his apparent joy and brilliant smile also …..shock and pain and grief for so many. I’m so sorry for this family having to go through this.
I'm sorry to hear that you've experienced losing a son to suicide. It must be very difficult to share with others; thank you for sharing - no doubt it may one day be life-changing for someone else experiencing a similar situation to read. 💚
so sorry to hear
Why did he deleted himself? Sorry for your loss
I lost my younger brother 7 years ago also; people didn't know of all his struggles with mental health because he also lit up every room with his laughter and beautiful smile just like your son and tWitch. Hopefully they are all in a better place and in peace
I’m sorry for your loss.❤
We can never truly know what a person is going through in life. What you see on the outside is not always a reflection of the turmoil inside. RIP now, tWitch. We love you.
Her is that name again. Witch?
@@brendaleemunroe302 Ellen Degenerate
Truth ❤️🙏🏻
Amén to that comment he will never know what he has put the world through after him passing
He did not commit suicide.with time you will prouve me wrong
I am in shock and still am since I heard the news. I'm 63 yrs old and loved Twitch so much, since I saw him on So You Think You Can Dance. Thanks to that show and Twitch for making me realize how much I love to dance even if it's around the house. Everytime I would see him on tv I would yell out, "I love Twitch so much." He would make me light up with joy. I will always miss you Twitch. ☹
My condolences to the family.
@@portiabiko9992 you’re cared and loved most of all you’re loved by God. Hang in there and praying for you. Sending you love, hugs and prayers 🙏🏽
@@portiabiko9992 Praying for you! Sending you hugs❤🙏🙏🙏
@@portiabiko9992 Honey please go on Google and search for help in your area. I saw your comments on another thread. There are resources available for you, you'll just have to take some time to find them. There will always be someone who cares and is willing to help and see you through your issues. No one's story is supposed to end the way that Twitch's did. Please understand that you were placed on this earth for a reason. You are valuable. Please don't give up!
@@portiabiko9992 I can ❤🙆♀️❤
@@portiabiko9992 I once said the same thing after many failed relationships and a horrific childhood. Then I discovered that God loves each and every one of us more than any human on the face of this earth ever could, and that includes you! His love is pure and unconditional and if you earnestly call upon the mighty name of his son, Jesus, to show himself to you as I did, he may very likely reveal himself to you in a powerful and supernatural display of love I could only describe as magical.
My heart goes out to the family. This is why they say “Never judge a book by the cover”, you never know what a person is going through. Twitch always seemed so happy but deep down inside was battling with something we never even knew about. I am deeply saddened by this because I too have watched twitch since his “So You Think You Can Dance” days where he met his wife. Sending an abundance of prayers to the family and especially the kids who now have to grow up without a father. This is why we all need each other because you just never know, together this world can be a better place. Praying for healing hearts! RIP Twitch 🕊️
My lol 😂
So heartbreaking 💔 😢 for all the fans who admired and loved him so much, along with the many many friends and especially his family ...the poor children without their dad is awfully painfully 😥 sad!
Yeah he prob killed him self because he knew all the bad things he did with diddy and knew all the dirt they had on him
I feel so bad for the CHILDREN. THEY don’t deserve this..
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That's what pisses me off most. Two things can be true: he was suffering with more than he could bear and it was beyond selfish and inconsiderate to do this to his children and family.
@@KristinaLopezWrites please I beg watch what you're saying mental health is hard to express I'm suffering and I'm fighting mental health their days their perfectly perfect but their days to get dark and and a blackout that you cannot explain so please don't judge and again mental health is something you cannot describe as they say and my therapist told me this behind smile can tell you something that no one can understand I pray for family and kids
Case closed. Strange Hollywood
@@KristinaLopezWrites Those that resort to this often feel the opposite. They feel it’s unselfish and they are doing everyone a favor. Mental illness is something that not everyone can understand.
Crazy, from the outside you would think he was on top of the world. He must have been in extreme pain. You never know what someone is going through, no matter who they are. If there is an after life, I hope he is happy because he seemed like such a good person.
People wear masks.
It was obvious to me. I never believed that he was genuinely positive nor energetic. Seeing him felt like a forced performance. Like he was ready to jump out of his skin at any moment. I just didn’t buy it. I even worried about him a little bit. Like genuinely thinking about this person that I’ve never met. Just pondering what his life must be like. RIP Twitch.
@@PrincessIgna wow .
@@PrincessIgna me too!!! I 100% agree. He seemed as though he was acting all the time. He didn't seem genuine. People are clueless. They see his dance videos and assume that is a happy person. I saw a performance. My thing is how couldn't his wife see right through is mask? The closest person to him, see had the slightest clue!?
@@stephaniejordan9066 are you saying people "mask" their true feelings?
Having lost my nephew to suicide, I understand how devastating this is for all of his family. I know that no words can offer any comfort. I just hope they can work through their grief.
This man had such a beautiful family, seemingly lots of friends, a certain level of fame and he still couldn't go on. Depression is no joke. I wonder if the Ellen show ending had something to do with it, sometimes being thrown out of a routine can really discombobulate a person. I feel so sorry for his wife and kids, now they have a long journey of healing ahead of them, forever wondering why they weren't enough to keep him happy. Anyone who went through this, please know it's not you, depression envelopes the person to where they can't see beyond it.
@C C I believe it. I was in the industry 20 yrs ago but I saw/felt how toxic Hollywood was and left. I know how a person's self-worth can get wrapped up in how much fame they can or can't get. Good spirits like this guy just get eaten alive.
That can be it. Crazy world we live in some have bad injuries and sickness and are fighting to live and then you have a person like him.
Thank you for writing this.
@@louiedangelo3843 Well...but we don't really know the reason. There could've been something else. Depression is a motherf*cker. It could've been a childhood trauma that he never escaped, a chemical imbalance...it can take down the most unlikely person.
@C C I don't know. He might've been type cast as the happy DJ on Ellen and she got cancelled due to her apparent hostile work environment. So he might've been associated with that and because her career was over, so was his. That's just speculation of course but I can see how that could affect a person.
I'm in shock to hear about Twitch's suicide. I will always remember him for his beautiful smile. May his soul rest in eternal peace 🙏
HIS SOUL IS TORMENTIED NOW IN ETERNAL HELL. WHAT WHAT ARE YOU MUMBLING ABOUT? FACE SOME REALITY. SUICIDE IS A TICKET TO HELL WITH NO WAY OUT. PERIOD. THE BIBLE SAYS SO. IT IS VERY VERY CLEAR. WAKE UP. READ IT.
This is unbelievable I'm still in belief and shock of his passing. I guess everything appears different when you in view, but he always seem to be happy, excited and most enjoyable person that you could ever meet. There's no words to express on how I feel or to understand what the wife, family, and/or friends going through at this of moment.
This is lol 😂
This is why i am leaving social media. A lot of people are pretending to be happy while in great pain. He is the last person that i would imagine to be struggling. May his soul rest in peace and may God help his young family in this journey.
This is lol 😂
It's a sad reflection on society that someone can get to the point where they feel so hopeless that they no longer feel they are able to continue living and nobody noticed. My heartfelt condolences to this wonderful and talented man's family and friends, especially his three children.
BLAME HIS WIFE WHO SURELY KNEW HIS TROUBLES AND IGNORED THE?SIGNS
As much as he smiled through life everyday...nobody on the planet is "Happy" everyday...RIP...
@@leelunk8235 This is very insensitive and this comment just adds the burden of guilt to an already grieving heart.There's not much anyone, outside of medical professionals, can do once someone has reached this state. We can only show compassion for what he has left behide which is his beautiful family
@@latifa3995 YOURE RIGHT BUT THE TRUTH IS THAT HIS WIFE WHO SPENDS MORE TIME WITH HIM THAN HIS FAMILY..IS HOLDING BACK WHAT SHE KNOWS..WHICH IS FINE..BUT SHE DIDNT SEEK HELP FOR HIM AND THIS IS THE RESULT..THATS WHY SHE CALLED 911 RIGHT AWAY..SHE KNEW SOMETHING WAS TROUBLING HIM
@@leelunk8235 sometimes they hide it even from their wives. She’s not to blame. You don’t know their story and don’t you dare put this on her.
Devastating loss, nobody can comprehend the pain he was feeling.
and thats truly what its all about... his pain......nobody feels more for his kids than he does.......
This life is hard for those who have the kindest of hearts. People don’t reciprocate the empathy & it can be so hard when you love deeply. I’m not sure what he went through, but he seems so kind. And it can be hard to have such a sweet heart.
That’s true! I’ve been learning that I’m a very, very sensitive person. It’s not good to be that sensitive. I’m gonna work on that. I think Twitch was sensitive too!
@Laci Loo -- you're right. If you're a sweet and caring person and it's not reciprocated, it kills you inside and if you meet a insensitive person or a narcissist, forget it! Sometimes a caring heart can be the biggest curse because people hurt you or take advantage. I wonder if he was hurt or betrayed by someone.
Man this is deep and so true
This is so True...i think about this all the time...Most people just don't care till its too late
🙏🏼
We had no idea he was in so much despair 😢 R.I.P. 🙏🏻
i am only wondering if his close family and friends knew anything about it; what he had to struggle with that taking his own life was the only option, i believe that for sure if he would share his pain or/and fear about anything that was bothering him his family/friends would do everything to help him ...
@@by.ania.m Allison frantically going to the police station the day after he left without his to report him missing tells me that she knew something and was worried that he would do something like this and wanted someone to find him quickly. Otherwise I think she would have just called 911 instead.
No idea? he was married to an obvious gold digging wife if that isn't a cause of despair idk what is
How can you know when they don’t take about it
@@dragorn3212 How is she a gold digger?
I loved Stephen since his 'So You Think You Can Dance' days. He looked so happy dancing and with his family. I cannot imagine what his wife must be going through. Rest in peace Stephen. It really feels like a personal loss.
My grandmother committed suicide when I was 11. I’m still haunted by it and the way it broke the family. Made me a huge worrier from that moment until now.
My lol 😂
@@thedecafe1 ?
I am so heartbroken. His smile would light up a room. A truly gifted soul that let still so young. My heart goes out to his wife, children and friends.
I am lol 😂
I don't know why i have this feeling in my gut that depression took him over even more after The Ellen Show ended. He had a reason to wake up everyday and knew he had something going. As someone with depression, when i'm busy i don't think of my sad feeling. When i'm alone, that's when it takes over me. This news was really shocking and i hope his family, friends and the hotel staff find peace and healing through time. Rest in peace, thank you for bringing us joy. We failed you but i hope you are in a better place.
I don’t lol 😂
Jesus can take your depression away he did for me. Just ask him to show you he’s real.
I think the hot tub overdose thing just becomes too obvious 🙄now they are trying new ways
I agree with you I feel that the show ending took apart of him with it you don’t really know what puts joy in someone’s heart and that she’ll probably really really meant a lot to him
@@alwayschange1100 what do you mean?
My deepest sympathies go out to his family. People who are gentle spirits as Twitch was feel so much and care so much that at times it can be overwhelming. May the Lord be with you all as you navigate through this very difficult time.
Yes, this! Most people don’t consider this incredibly important detail so it’s often overlooked. I like your term “gentle spirit” and sometimes I try to explain how it truly burdens someone who fits into this category. You carry the weight of the world not just on your shoulders, but in your heart- your entire being really; but not a lot of people understand.
@@theamateurconnoisseur Exactly. He may have been an intuitive world empath and as such the pains of humanity can deeply enturbulate one leading to what is called depression but is really an broken or wounded or deeply sensitive heart. The outside world can never truly give one happines; it comes from within.
Soar in peaceful Bliss in the Greater Life Ongoing, dear Brother King. Ase'
You are miss an always will be
I'm literally sick to my stomach. He left a note that her couldn't go on. OMG if anyone's knew he was suffering with depression he could of got help. RIP tWITCH You will be greatly missed. My condolences to his whole family. God keep you in his arms each and every day. 🙏🫶🫂😭 💔
I guess he didn’t want to burden anyone with his problems. It’s heartbreaking 💔
People only help a couple of times and get tired of it. And health professionals in this nation need a lesson on empathy.
He had help. Unfortunately, he didn't want anymore. He mentioned going to therapy and I'm sure his wife and therapist were more aware of his inner issues. I always thought that no one is that happy all the time. He's a prime example that you can have everything and the start of getting better and staying begins in yourself.
@@bryancooper2247 stop it with the conspiracy theories. Loads of people suffer in silence which stun everyone around when they die by suicide.
@@bryancooper2247 His family are grieving have some goddamn respect
Such a heartbreaking story, you truly never know what people are dealing with behind closed doors.
I've been grieving Twitch's death for the past 3 days. And I'm just a fan. I've been crying while getting ready for work, crying whiIe talking to my husband about everyday things, and watching this update with a heavy heart. I can't even fathom how much this must hurt those who were closest to him. I can't come to terms with this news. I wonder what caused him to feel like he couldn't go on.
Same. It's just so devastating and shook so, so many of us deeply. After losing a coworker Monday and hearing this driving home Tuesday, I just fell apart. I've been through this.... My heart breaks for all of his family and friends. Unfathomable. I just want to wake up 😓
I feel the same as you… I can’t stop thinking about him and Allison and his kids.
@Lee Higginbotham a comment like that about someone you don’t even know is usually a confession.
@Lee Higginbotham Are you for real? You must be a really bitter person to write that!
Don't take on his Depression. You have to gain your Strength and ENJOY LIFE FOR YOU. Change your mindset. Capture God's Beauty LOOK FOR IT. SNAP OUT OF CRYING he is Happier. You have to be Happy too. Love you so much. Wash your face smile and Face Happiness somebody needs you.😇😇😇😇😇😇😇
Please check on your strong friends. As someone who battles with depression my heart breaks for what he must have been going through and tormented with to leave his family. Unfortunately we live in a society where people will check your social media instead of asking how you are doing. It’s sad that many people battling mental illness get so close to that dark place. Suicide is an end to a life long battle. I pray he is resting now and that his family will find peace.
Honestly it's so hard to fathom, it was obvious as a fan that he was a truly beloved, generous and thoughtful colleague to everyone on SYTYCD as a competitor then mentor and judge across umpteen I forget how many seasons.
Smh it's just a reminder how vulnerable each one of us is, to always be kind, say ily and appreciate each and every moment.
RIP Twitch 🕯❤️
I give my entire heart to the family of this blessed man. As the sister of a man who took his own life, I empathize totally and completely. If you're contemplating suicide, talk to someone. If you're related to someone who took their own life, please know it's not your fault.
I also lost my brother 4 years ago, doesn't get any easier to deal with. Sorry for your loss.
I also lost a brother to suicide. It’s the worst pain a family can experience. Praying for his family. 🙏🏽🙏🏽
Beautifully said 👏 ❤
I'm 36 and I have a friend who lost her mom to un-aliving herself when we were in the 9th grade and her dad abandoned her and her siblings, moving in with some woman. Her mom struggled with mental illness but I remember my friend having to drop out of school at the time in order to work full time because she and her siblings eventually were forced to find another home. I always felt so bad for them. ALL of her siblings either ended up in toxic relationships with several children, battling addiction or unable to get close to someone properly. She just bought her own home and has worked her way to the top because if she couldn't provide for herself then nobody would. She struggled with an eating disorder and dated men old enough to be her father for a while. I do remember that. She moved a state below me and recently purchased her own home. I am beyond proud of her. However, still at 37 years old now she blames herself for her mom's passing. As if she and her siblings were not enough and she felt they had issues because of her amd her dad so she's angry. I just remember feeling so bad for her and saw first hand how tragic and how the trauma is like a snow ball effect...to the while family when a person takes their own like that. Survivers guilt is real...and so is the trauma they endure forever. RIP to twitch I hope he isn't in pain. Condolences to his family
This life is rough. Like wow
You can never judge a book by its cover. He looked happy always but can never tell what's going on behind closed doors. Depression, could of been dealing with addiction or anything else it's sad. R.I.P.
The devil got a stronghold in his life. RIP to tWitch, Robin Williams, Avicii, Chester and Kurt. These deaths all hurt in one shape or form. The children will all need to go to therapy. Prayers for anyone who is battling suicidal thoughts.
Your ignorance is astounding. The "devil" has nothing to do with it. Depression is an illness. Would you say the devil had a stronghold on someone with cancer? I'm so sick of these ridiculous comments whenever the topic of suicide comes up. Mental illness seems to be the only health issue that religious people still foolishly contribute to being the work of the devil. No wonder it's still so stigmatized and so many people delay getting help. Just look at the ignorant BS spouted by people who are absolutely clueless about mental health.
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@@anlace3447 ?
Just knowing that it is nearly Christmas makes me feel sad for his children & his wife. Rest in peace, Twitch 🙏
Just lol 😂
@@thedecafe1 okay.. 🤔
This is just sad! My prayers go out to his family and friends. He'll forever be missed.
I wonder if the full note will ever be released. I hope that one day Allison will open up about what was going on behind their scenes because none of this makes any sense right now.
@Kimberly Thomas Right!? It’s all very strange… and it’s case closed that quick!
Maybe he knew all the dirty things rich ppl do underground who knows maybe he felt guilty for something?
@@mariannashkurova2951 Keep digging. You're almost there.
It's so Sad.. I hope they find out what truly happened..
@@phoenixharvesters1373 this summer I dug too much already lol
please check on your loved ones and make sure they’re okay today and every day. You never know what battles they face every day, so please be kind💕RIP to Twitch🙏🏾
I agree
People need to know what to look for. All these people killing themselves have something in common… close friends and family had no clue they were struggling.
People don’t care that’s the problem I’m single mom my family ain’t checking on me smh
This doesn't exist in todays world.
@@ThatGirlLibPeople don’t show signs because that’s the point of depression and suicide, it comes quietly
To the people commenting "but he had everything". Let this be a reminder of the fact that depression or any other mental illness, isn't defined by those factors. You can have everything and still be unhappy.
RIP beautiful soul.
It would take me an entire month to check up in my whole family. Most of the time the people that are depressed seem the happiest.
That is true. I’m that way,then come home and cry.
No one can truly understand. We are not in their mind or heart when they're in that dark place. I'm sure no one wants to feel that way and for one to get to that point, it has to be very bad.
It's a tragedy and sad but people get to that point by believing the lies of satan through demons. There is hope and hope is a person, Jesus Christ, HE came so we may have life and more abundantly.
It was not self inflicted and it wasnt him that left the note behind. It was a hit
I was shocked, stunned, saddened, and deeply disturbed by this tragic news. My most heartfelt condolences go out to the Boss Family, Friends, and Loved Ones. What manner of dark demons could have driven such a beautiful person, full of love, light, and a future filled with possibilities, to suddenly, without warning, walk out of his house, check into a motel not far from his home and proceed to take his own life?! Not only did Stephen choose to end his life, but he also chose to end it in one of the most violent ways you can do it, with a firearm. Stephen did not appear to be a violent individual or to have an aggressive, violent nature? This is an interesting fact. A kind, gentle, soft-spoken person chooses a violent aggressive way to end his life, I find that very telling. There are many things about people's personal and private life that are unknown to the public and with good reason, I am certain the Boss Family had been dealing privately with issues that were of great concern to them unbeknownst to the public, that's why for an outsider it is jarring and happens out of the blue because we don't know what's going on behind closed doors. During my processing of this tragic event, the song by Nat King Cole "Smile" came to mind. RIP tWitch.
It was no doubt deeply seated and had been haunting him his entire life. He eventually just could not face the music any longer. Devastating and completely gut wrenching😓
@@clairekochau2936 ķ
Very well said 👏
Absolutely right on
It's so sad... Depression is a spirit, when it overtakes u, it takes the grace of God... To come out, depression, knows no age,knows no race, whether u r poor or rich.... It just takes over u
People talk about the light they saw in him, but tell me, did you SEE the PAIN in his eyes? Clearly, he was hurting in his last message. He needed support and that was painfully obvious. We might appear strong and full of light, yet we are so weak! Check in and on someone you love!❤️
I saw the pain in his eyes while watching him dance with his wife in front of the Christmas tree. Watch how his demeanor is off!
@@sandrarenner4402 Yes, I noticed it seemed off immediately. I even watched it several times and couldn't change my opinion. A day later, I saw his post which confirmed what my spirit felt and eyes saw.
It’s just so heartbreaking. My heart goes out to his wife and family. Too bad he didn’t get more help. Gone to soon. I know what depression is like it’s hard. That’s why I cried for him.🙏❤️🙏
Hello Sharon
Nobody knows how much help he got.. I , too, know the struggles of depression, and as you know nobody knows what another person is going through...
As a child of suicide……it never leaves. NEVER. It’s the gift that keeps on giving.
I am so sorry. Suicide is never the answer. I was married to someone who thought suicide was the answer and I'm still mad about it.
Hugs to all of you who feel the pain of such loss.
@S Shaw Hope you always find your way to love & peace, always find your own way to hold on. Research has shown that relatives, esp. children of parents who die by suicide, have much higher probability to die from suicide. Esp if the parent dies when they are very young. Like you wrote, “a gift” or moreso, a curse. (Not that the parent actually curses the child, I’m just saying I can relate to the description of “gift that keeps on…”)
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How are you a child of suicide? Do you mean a child of a parent who died by suicide? Say that.
I’m just thinking about people who has no family, no kids, no good money ... this man had it all....I was sure, he was the most happiest person...
honestly i was thinking about myself..I don't have any money, i have shitty job, i don't have enough money for food and i don't have any family... or person next to me.. so what i am suppose to do if people like him kill themselves.
The happiest people are often the ones hiding the most. The lack of communication of what he struggled with tld me enough about him years ago. I always hoped he got help, but I wasn't necessarily surprised when the news came out. I instantly thought it was suicide before they announced it. It's heartbreaking.
Right. It can happen in any situation
And yet no one knew he was unhappy to the point he killed hi!self , great family and friends he had , lol no wonder he ended it
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I don’t believe for 1 minute he committed suicide. Notice a lot of celebrities have been dying. Have you wondered why? Do you know what the worldwide lockdowns was really about? Wasn’t about a virus
What people need to know is that if his issues were trauma based, then tragically it feels like you're a terrified child in an adults body. He wanted to be strong, but what he needed was someone to see that inner child and allow him to be healed. Who he was showing to the outside was a mask to attempt to protect or sadly disregard that damaged child. That disconnect within the soul is too much to bear.
This is absolutely heartbreaking. I’m sure he was loved by His family and everyone around him. You never know what someone could be going through no matter how close you are to them. When you dealing with depression it’s like you’ve fallen into a sinkhole of hopelessness and despair and it feels like there’s no way out. Or you can have everything and still feel like this. I pray to god that whoever is dealing with depression or any mental illness feels everyone’s spiritual prayers. I’m praying that his family finds peace and hope.
This is lol 😂
Sad to see somebody who seemed so happy on the outside but somehow was dying on the inside.
Sad lol 😂
You never truly know what people are going through. But I can honestly say, I never thought he was hurting that bad
You lol 😂
he wasn't. i heard he was set-up
I feel absolutely awful for his family and children, and this happened right before Christmas for them too. Prayers for his whole family
Christmas is never going to be the same for them again. 💔
Although it's from a movie, I always resonated with the quote "Being a beacon of light can be lonely business". Although I will never know what was in Twitch's mind, his death really did shock me and is a reminder that the happiest brightest people can be suffering.
I lost an AMAZING brother in law to suicide. It’s heartbreaking and leaves a emptiness that will never be filled. Just remembering the love, laughter and special moments that you shared, is truly the only way to get through this tragedy. God bless and prayers for peace..❤
I lost lol 😂
@@thedecafe1 what’s wrong with you?
My heart is breaking for twitch ,his wife ,and family, and ellen. He was clearly her family too. It's hard to believe that his light, sweet spirit, and wonderful talent is no longer here on earth....but he will never be forgotten. It's so hard to lose a loved one especially at the holiday...I hope his wife ,and children are surrounded by love ,and support 🙏🏽❤
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@@thedecafe1 you need professional help.
You are not alone. Please stay strong. I don’t want to see your light go out🧠✌🏾❤️
So many people feel bad for his children or the staff. I feel bad for everyone - including Twitch. Like cancer, people who die from suicide are victims of a disease. It is not a choice. And some times we can find cancer early enough to fight it, other times it is too late and your body just gives into it. It’s the same with mental health. We all, as a society, must stop looking at suicide as a conscious choice but as a result of a disease. Mental health is health! Hoping their kids, wife, and everyone who loves him can go through grief the best way possible ❤
Oh my word, EXACTLY!! People in their "right" mind commenting on the selfishness of suicide seriously pisses me off!! I have an uncle and two male cousins who all took their own lives. People have no clue! It is a gene and it is heavily a male gene. I could go on, but I know they don't know... Thank you for your perfect written thought, truth.
Thank you for this comment! So many people refuse to see this point.
I respectfully disagree. It is a choice. It's prevelent in the western world only. The Africans and south Asians specifically Muslim nations have very low suicide rates. They struggle with more physical problems than the west (difficulty finding water food electricity). Reason is faith. It is arrogance of man to choose his own death time. In Islam a person who commits suicide will die like that every day until resurrection so you don't see it in that region. No judgement but the western world has lost faith.
Yes all true!!
There is a choice & unfortunately they choose the worst option
I’m just devastated for this to happen.. He was such a light to so many people. I don’t know what happened for this to bring him such sadness or misery to end his existence on earth. I just watched his revealing of his son. I could not imagine he wanted to leave them. I have to think it could have been something he couldn’t face. I really hope we know.. so many questions or answered. losing my family this year has been so devastating.. He felt like my family.. I am so sorry for your loss SYTYCD Family
@@portiabiko9992 Portia, wherever you find yourself, JESUS is right there 💞 call His name until change comes... I guarantee you it will!! Praying for you right now 🙏🏾
@@portiabiko9992 I know exactly how you feel. I've been there more than once. But you know the only one who got me through it was Jesus. I've been on the face of this earth for over 40 years, and I've found out that Jesus and the word of God are all you can stand on. Times have gotten tough for me over the years to where I couldn't see a way through. But God has never failed me. He always been faithful and pulled me through. You know when things get hard, I think about how God brought Jesus through. Also how he brought my Grandmother, Great Aunts, Great Uncles through life, and they never gave up. They kept going until God called them home. They were strong and never gave up, and that gives me comfort. So you think about whoever you look up to or who inspires you. Remember how they kept fighting until it was their time to go. You're stronger than you know. You've made it this far not by yourself, but someone was always there strengthening and helping you. I believe it was Jesus. It's going to be okay. Don't give up. It's going to be okay Portia Biko. I'm praying for you too!
@@portiabiko9992Please don't give up. I'm begging you. Call on the name of Jesus now until you feel better even if you have to cry. I also found talking with a Counselor was helpful. It helped me get a lot off my chest. Would you consider speaking with a Counselor?
@@portiabiko9992 go away troll
It’s so so sad, I still can’t believe it. You just never know what people are going through and, shockingly, it’s always the ones that give smiles and laughs to others but, we never see their pain. He was such a beautiful person inside and out. May he be at peace. Prayers to his kids and family. 🙏🏾🕊
I tried taking my own life away about 4 years ago and I instantly regretted what I was doing. I was lucky and survived. The way I viewed my ENTIRE life after that COMPLETELY changed. My deepest condolences to the family. 🕊️ 🙏🏽
I tried lol 😂
@@thedecafe1 🙄🙄 Are you a physcopath or what? Go away troll....
To bad it didn't work lol 😂
@@codetsfacts2808 what the hell is wrong with you! R L i'm so glad you're still there , much love to you
I'm glad you're still here
No matter how much love, mental health cannot be ignored. Love is not designed to fix mental health.
Something about all of this surrounding his death just doesn’t sound right. I feel like there are parts to this story that are missing. But definitely praying for his wife and kids! So heartbreaking to see such a bright and warm person pass away under these circumstances.
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His wife knew. She knew how painful this life was for him. Because her statements sound very loving and compassionate towards him. But she and the kids are still going to need a lot of grief counseling around this. May you be at peace now Twitch.
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She for sure knew his pain.... It's heartbreaking!
I'm glad, for his family's sake, that he left a note. He definitely could have talked with someone about how he was feeling, but I guess he was more secretive of a person than anyone ever realized. Condolences to the family, friends, and loved ones.
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I was not in his shoes. But, as a victim of depression, I understand his pain. Depression is a violent bully in a person's head. It is debilitating and makes the victim feel ashamed because you have to be so strong to fight it every day, still get up, and put a smile on for the world. You can fight it, but it can be overwhelming and feel like a losing battle. It can also be toungue-binding, meaning a person can feel heavy pain, yet not have the words to articulate their pain or ask for help. Sometimes, a person can repeatedly cry out for help, yet the world not recognize it, which can feel even more isolating. My apologies to his family for his loss. I pray God comforts you all. Twitch, I pray that your soul finds the peace you were seeking.
Suicide is the devil convincing you, that you are unhappy. People of god, don’t commit suicide.
Such a bright light. I wasnt a regular viewer, but when i did watch he was always my favourite part of Ellen. You never really know what people go through. I suffer with severe depression and anxiety and even my family have no idea how bad it really gets. From my experience, all I can say is be there for your loved ones, listen when they want to talk, don't judge and never tell them how they are suppose to feel. Mental health maybe more spoken about, but it still remains a stigma for some. Until there are better services avaliable amazing people like Twitch will be lost.
Merry Christmas🎄Happy Hanukkah 🕎 Happy Kwanzaa🕯 to those who celebrate and Happy love 🤍 to those who dont.
Prayers for you and your own struggles 🙏 ❤️
@@-..._E.m.i.l.y_...- thats very kind of you, thank you. Sending love to you and your family 🤍
@@NixBurkett1984 Thank you, same to you and yours 😊
I felt the same as you did about Twitch. He just had something beautiful in his face. So sad. So sad for his family.
Love to you ❤️
I identify. Depression is extremely painful and even harder to cope/live with and what's even worse, people definitely don't understand because it really is a stigma that most people refuse to acknowledge. You don't just "snap" out of depression because it doesn't work that way! I am now considering med's and some much needed therapy to help ease the pain. No one around me understand so it is up to me to get the help that I need to possibly save my own life. 🙏🏿😪
My heart is sad for him and his family. Sometimes, we are so deeply sad and in dispare. Depression is horrific and torments millions of us on this earth. It's so hard to cope with mental illness, and it's the ones we least expect. Reach out and let friends know your there.
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This is a sad news for sure. I hope that his family, children, and everyone who’s affected during this tragic ending.
May they cope well and heal. 🙏🏼
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After listening to his TH-cam video 24 hrs b4 his death,.he said you can "read between the lines" I am sure his message played a significant part in his relationship.All the laughs, smiles, and etc that him and his wife presented to the world was a cover up.One can now see! I am truly saddened that he took this route.I understand the pride of a man to where one doesn't want to ask another for help.My condolences to family.
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@@thedecafe1 stoopid lol 😂
THIS IS JUST HEARTBREAKING THAT HE LEFT A SUICIDE NOTE BECAUSE HE ALWAYS APPEARED HAPPY IN PUBLIC/SAD THAT HIS INNER DEMONS CAUSED HIS DEMISE....RIP TWITCH....GONE TOO SOON!!!!💔💔💔💔
NO HE IS NOT GONNA REST IN PEACE. YOU LIVE IN FANTASY LAND. LAUGHABLE. HELL IS NO PLACE PEACEFUL IT IS A PLACE OF NEVER ENDING PAIN AND TORMENT. FACE REALITY. PEOPLE NEED TOP WARNOF SUICIDE NOT EMBRACE IT!!! OMG. HOW HORRIFIC TO LEAD OTHERS TO THINK IT IS THE SAY TO SOMETHING PEACEFUL TO KILL YOURLSELF. LIARS. SO FALSE.
@@olig4699 ....LOL, I'M NOT YELLING, I JUST LIKE TO TYPE IN ALL CAPS!!!!🤣🤣🤣🤣
@@GERENDAZEE ....BYE CRAZY, LOL!!!!🤣🤣🤣🤣
@@WELOVEUSELENA THAT IS WHAT I SAY TO MR. BOSS - EXACTLY.
AND IT REALLY ISN'T FUNNY. ONLY A FOOL DOESN'T BELIEVE IN GOD. THAT IS WHAT IS CRAZY.
My dad committed suicide in 2003...Yes, I miss him terribly, no I don't blame him for succumbing to his negative thoughts. Nor do I think he was being selfish. I just wished he knew that no matter what, we'd take him how he was than to not have him at all...up until about 6 months ago, I didn't even have any pictures of him, so I would sometimes have to squeeze my eyes and try to remember his facial features before I forgot them entirely. I have 4 beautiful wonderful kids that love hearing stories of how goofy and hilarious he was. He was a good man despite his flaws. My only regret is not telling him enough of how much I loved him.
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@@N-xi2zh Thank u 💓
I feel so bad for his family and close friends. I could not even begin to imagine thier grief right now. He seemed to have everything most people could only dream of, he was loved, had a family, friends, a home, money. Its like damn. I don't even have half of that. What hope do I have? Very sad.
Happiness does not consist in the abundance of things Hope. Please read the gospel of John and put your hope and trust in Jesus. We know that He loves you, that He died for YOU and that He will return very soon. Merry Christmas!
I feel you. But I’m so thankful for what I do have. This life is definitely challenging
Depression isn't defined by the amount of money, friends or success you have.
From someone who has lost a partner thru suicide it’s a gutless thing to do, they pick the easy way out, the loved ones are left to pick up the shattered pieces, I get it when enough is enough but 6 months later I’m still angrier than ever that he left me to deal with it, please get help if you need it, talk to someone and think about how it’s going to affect the love ones you leave behind, I love and miss you every day sweetie ❤
So sorry for your loss.
I disagree with you. It isn’t gutless. It’s despair!
So sorry for your loss and the pain you have to endure as a result but do not agree with your comment of your partner being gutless and taking the easy way out. As a person who suffers depression there is nothing worse than not feeling good enough for your family and even with treatment the emotions come in waves where sometimes one feels strong and ploughs through but there are the very low times which is when the suicidal thoughts take over. We will never understand the mind of each individual person that pushed them to the edge of actually putting those thoughts to action. In my opinion it is never the easy way out, just a way to ease the mental turmoil.
I agree with you. I'm so sorry he did this to himself and his family. It must have been something deep going on with him, yet I'm angry AF with him. hearing he's such a good husband and father makes me angrier. He's devastated their lives. They will live the rest of their lives with this pain. His suicide makes it more likely his children will take that route. That baby will never know her father. A good Dad and husband would've run to help, not to death. I'm just angry with him.
@@miriamorieukwu991thank you
RIP . Sad that such a beautiful and kind person feels they couldn't go on. Says more about our world and less about his decision. Depression is an illness and can be deadly. Take it seriously.
RIP 🪦 lol 😂
Omg my heart breaks for everyone who knew him 💔 I’m glad he didn’t do it at home I can’t imagine finding someone I love like that
The poor chamber maid found him, that sight is not going to leave them for a very long time ,if ever.,it's so sad and 100% preventable.
I want a handwriting specialist to look over the note & compare it to his handwriting
Oh no! I just found this out today! I've been following his career for a long time and really loved his style, honesty and caring attitude, and especially his talent. Hell be greatly missed. My deepest condolences to his family.😢
If people truly understand what the pain is...they would truly appreciate that they are not doing it to "YOU" but trying to STOP the fight inside their head and heart that attacks them every waking moment....the words my husband told me before the 12 gauge took him 10 years ago today 🥺
Yes , that's true .But most people don't understand that these people are in pain and can't talk about it to other people seeing as they will be ridiculed by them , especially by women I'm sorry to say .
And by that I don't mean you .
So sorry for your loss!
Reminder to always spread kindness❤️🙏you never know what someone is going thru
For everyone saying he’s selfish for leaving his children and wife is beyond me. He was SUFFERING. SUCIDE IS NOT SELFISH.
Wow RIP. Depression is a curse I would never wish on my worst enemy. If you are suffering ASK FOR HELP, we are all in this world together, hang on things will get better.
Wow 🤩 lol 😂
Hi, I hope you are well
What !!! That's what I said when I read the news. A man with all the talents. My god, I don't understand, I'm sad for his families and his friends
My husband shot himself September 2014; my 30 year old son found him and 4 months later was also dead of suicide....it seems to be an epidemic...my heart breaks for anyone experiencing this devastation. You never get over it.
That's horrible, sorry for your losses.
How can someone value family but leaves his young children and wife in worse of tragic and trauma . He seems so positive. I feel bad to his family :(
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@hafizzifah1737 🧐
It is so sad to take one's own life.Such a desperate action. Prayers for the family.
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@@thedecafe1 but he didn't do it
I’m seeing a lot of harsh comments stating or implying that Twitch was selfish for killing himself and leaving his children without a father. People who suffer from mental illness and/or who are going thru a mental crisis are not in their right mind. They can’t just by pure will power make themselves think rationally. Twitch wasn’t selfish, he was sick. My sincerest condolences and prayers for the family. 🙏May you rest in peace, Twitch.❤
I feel him man. Sometimes you feel that life isn't worth living
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Please if you are feeling hopeless or helpless cry out to the Almighty and try to be patient by seeking help through therapy and medications. I promise you God can fix anything! Your life has meaning and depression is blinding you from seeing that. If you are on the brink check into a mental hospital. PLEASE 🙏🏾
At least his wife and family can have some sort of closure. Sad that he thought this was the only solution. We need to start regularly checking in on our loved ones. I know I need to start doing it.
I wouldn’t call that closure by any means.
@@nikki9125 That’s why I said “some sort.” Although we wished it didn’t happen It’s better than leaving nothing and leaving his loved ones forever wondering why.
@@Nathan-fm1mu a note that says “I can’t go on”, would leave my mind reeling wondering why, did I miss something, was there something I could have done, etc.
What do you mean closure? There's no closure with this kind of tragedy.
It's tragic he felt that taking his own life was his only way to solve what ever situation he found himself in. I wish he had reached out to all of those around him who loved him for help. Especially his wife. I have like millions of other people been down that road of thinking of taking my life. But I thought about the pain that I would leave behind in the hearts of the people who loved me. That is the reason why I am still here typing to you today. I cried when Robin Williams took his life back in August of 2014. Suicide is never a solution. Put others before yourself and your heart will believe in you again.
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Thank you
Robin Williams was suffering from a horrible disease that was going to take his life, twitch was a healthy vibrant man in his prime. Big difference.
This story has a big gaping hole. They claim he died of a self inflicted gun shot wound. So why wasn't gun fire reported to the police at the time of shooting? Someone had to have heard the gun shot.
This is just absolutely heartbreaking especially around the holidays and they just had their anniversary you never know what anybody else is going through 😥
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It's hard to believe that a man with such beautiful family and a kind man also, considerate to others, would commit suicide.
I dont believe it
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I don't think he killed himself....suicide letter or not....I don't believe it
@@pearlenebradley2729 i agree with you
he didn't. word on the internet is that Ellen set him up
What could have been so terrible in his life that he could do this to his family. I’m so sad his pain was more than he could bare.
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Out of all the celebrity deaths over the years that have saddened me, Twitch's death will always be the biggest shock and hardest to bare! It shook me to the core when I heard, and I'll probably never be able to wrap my head around it! May he RIP!!! 😢💔
i used to watch him all the time on the ellen show with my grandma, when i found out about his death i was so upset. he was my absolute favorite on the show and always made little me smile. i was deeply stunned and shocked about his death man. rest in peace twitch
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The fact they didn’t reveal his suicide note speaks volumes! And odd that no one at hotel heard any gunfire. Rest in peace Twitch 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻
He may have used a pillow to prevent the sound or even purchased a silencer
He may have used a pillow to prevent the sound or even purchased a silencer
@@grammyslim5766 Very possible indeed
Grammy why would he use a pillow? He would care who hears.?
no it was a cover up
I know what it’s like to live with mental health, it’s exhausting, draining and you feel depleted just trying to stay alive. He most Likely grew tired of having to live in his secret because no matter what help is out there as a struggling high functioning depressant I will never seek it. Depression is insidious and it sneaks in and out some days you just get by and others you think all day about how you can kill yourself and that is also exhausting. I hope he found the peace he needed. 🙏🏼
The terrible tragic irony about suicide is that the people who kill themselves often feel like ending their life is the best option for everyone. It’s not just their suffering that they want to end but they believe that they’ll relieve their loved ones of the suffering too. Somehow, I believe that Twitch had the same thoughts. In his deep despair, he probably believed that he was ridding his loved ones of a terrible burden…himself. If he could see the devastation he’s left behind, he’d put that gun down and walk back home. ❤
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@@thedecafe1 are you alright? lol
He’ll always be remembered
Twitch did not leave a will, what a fool. Could do all your shows, smiling but could not sit and write a will?
I guess he was suffering in silence. I wish someone knew the emotional pain he was going through. My deepest condolences and prayers to his family.
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Rest in Peace tWITCH🙏 You were always such a fun, warm and welcoming light on any screen I saw you on. I wish the light you shined could have helped you more and would have powered you through. You were an angel, but I wish you became one later than this. Wishing you wherever you are the best and your family the best at this time ❤
Rest lol 😂
Condolences to the family. Sorry to hear such a devastating loss. I don't know the full story of course, but sorry you lost such an important person in your life very sad
Condolences 💐 lol 😂