He'll Never Hurt You Again [Boyfriend Roleplay][Trigger: Abuse] ASMR

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  • @riv44
    @riv44 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3304

    0:10 omg omg omg "yo how much money do you have?" "69 cents" "AYE you know what that means?" "*Sobs* i dont have enough money for chicken nuggets"

    • @AkuriShinsou
      @AkuriShinsou 5 ปีที่แล้ว +104

      Legit anytime I hear that audio I'm just like...
      *HONEY HOW MUCH DO YOU NEED?!?!?!?!?!? I WILL GIVE YOU ALL MY MONEY SO YOU CAN GET YOUR CHICKEN NUGGETS BBY CHILD!!!!!!*

    • @anastasia-cs8mv
      @anastasia-cs8mv 4 ปีที่แล้ว +64

      *69 cents* 😏

    • @lemmiedraws2334
      @lemmiedraws2334 4 ปีที่แล้ว +26

      @@anastasia-cs8mv I love that vine but until I saw it typed I didn't realize what it meant

    • @user-fy8jn4vf8m
      @user-fy8jn4vf8m 4 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      BANG CHAN SJSHSJSBSJBSJSHSJSBSKBSJDBDJDHJS

    • @scarrd3493
      @scarrd3493 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      🤣😂🤣😂🤣😂🤣😂🤣

  • @nerminechedli2289
    @nerminechedli2289 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2956

    ... : you have a boyfriend ??
    Me: heuu yes
    ...: who ??
    Me: boyfriendaudio ..

  • @TheOtakou
    @TheOtakou 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3107

    Anyone who’s been through abuse, you need to know that it’s not your fault. What happened to you is not your fault. It does not define you. What they did to you defines them and only them. They did not know how to love you and that is something they have to go and get help for on their own. It is not your responsibility to make them better and stop hurting you

    • @CherryBlossom-kl5bl
      @CherryBlossom-kl5bl 5 ปีที่แล้ว +50

      I agree with you. If I had a superpower I would help all of the people in need such as people who’ve been abused, homeless people, etc.

    • @miachristina7901
      @miachristina7901 5 ปีที่แล้ว +36

      Wow, couldn't have possibly said it better myself. This is something it took me a long time to realize. This was not my fault, I had no reason to blame myself. This was him and only him.

    • @mariawinchester9244
      @mariawinchester9244 5 ปีที่แล้ว +27

      Thank you I needed this today. I was abused and it has been eating away at me lately.

    • @jini6864
      @jini6864 5 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      totally agree tho

    • @milli2685
      @milli2685 5 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      Thanks, Sandra. Couldn’t have said it better myself ^^

  • @mistrzynimagii
    @mistrzynimagii 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2138

    A big screw you for every abusive partner/parent in this world.
    And a big thank you for our wonderful K, who does more than he can imagine ❤

    • @ALLJo21
      @ALLJo21 5 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      Preach

    • @strawberrybunny8646
      @strawberrybunny8646 5 ปีที่แล้ว +21

      A K a friend of mine whos in highschool she been abused by her mom and had to live with her grandparents and I felt bad for her since she's my best friend

    • @lotusfox2528
      @lotusfox2528 4 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      Stacie Silva oh that’s terrible 😔I hope your friend gets the help she needs 😢

    • @rosefragrance9351
      @rosefragrance9351 4 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      My Ex GF and kinda still friend Was alwayse in a good mood even though I'm pretty sure her mom Abused her and her dad did nothing PLUS her ex Bf was mean to her. I think she liked pain cuz she was interested in me even though I was really rude and aggressive. And yet she alwayse smiled. I wish she was me and I was her she didnt deserve it.

    • @lindseywalker273
      @lindseywalker273 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      BOO!! HehedidIgetyou? Did her name start w an L

  • @blueleader13
    @blueleader13 5 ปีที่แล้ว +680

    Oh my gosh when you said "whoa whoa" I almost teared up I dunno why

  • @kimem3805
    @kimem3805 5 ปีที่แล้ว +499

    What I see: a girl with an exhausted look in her eyes curled up against you on the couch while you have both arms around her and your head resting against hers and her hesd against your chest... Wrong setting, but I FEEL SO EMOTIONAL WITH THIS ;-;

  • @allyotaku896
    @allyotaku896 5 ปีที่แล้ว +799

    My granny and mom have been in abusive relationship's and i hope i won't be in abusive relationship,too. I hope i find somebody who's affectionate and caring as you,BoyfriendAudio.

    • @jennettegonzalez7523
      @jennettegonzalez7523 5 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      It’s sad that someone else mom and grandma can relate to my mom and Grandma

    • @lokianaloki918
      @lokianaloki918 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      @@jennettegonzalez7523 count me in too!

    • @ThatOneRandomBiYouTuber
      @ThatOneRandomBiYouTuber 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Yep, and my stepdads would abuse me and my brothers as well, and couldn’t hold a dam job Bc he would just skip days, and get fired😒

    • @ChocoAJ-vk2is
      @ChocoAJ-vk2is 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Apparently my grandpa used to hit my mom and her family, he isn’t arrested, he’s nice to me, but he’s still with my grandma 😒

    • @aerial-edits
      @aerial-edits 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      don’t worry just because your grandma and mom were doesn’t mean you will be in one. And I hope you never are and that you do find someone that loves you for you and doesnt threaten you in any way. :)

  • @annevans7077
    @annevans7077 5 ปีที่แล้ว +420

    1. The “sorry” will get me every time
    2. Abuse sucks so bad and I’m happy that you spoke about it like you did. I was abused sexually at age 11, in countless amounts of abusive friendships, and emotionally abused from ages 8-12 ish. I basically can’t open up without this little blanket of anonymity I have right now, and just the idea of saying it makes my skin feel too tight. I think that just listening to how people could accept me makes me more comfortable with the idea of telling someone. Even if just a little bit.

    • @eringillan5085
      @eringillan5085 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Awwww hope you OK now

    • @hitoshishinso7818
      @hitoshishinso7818 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      💖✨💖✨💖✨💖✨💖

    • @harper777
      @harper777 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I know how this feels i could never tell anyone what happended to me and whats still happening to this day all i can say is i hope i live

    • @mikasaackerman3970
      @mikasaackerman3970 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Stay strong and your Beautiful just the way you are♥️

    • @sophiajenkins8763
      @sophiajenkins8763 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      please help I am going through it right now and i don't want to do or who to talk to. I feel like it is somehow my fault

  • @biteme9762
    @biteme9762 5 ปีที่แล้ว +589

    Him:Getting some chicken nuggets..
    Me: *sparkling eyes* OHHHHHH~~~ GIMME,GIMME!!!!

  • @awk-wordwriter7179
    @awk-wordwriter7179 5 ปีที่แล้ว +406

    Just last night I had a PTSD episode about abusive and neglecting family members. I can't tell you how much this means to me. I've dealt with every type of abuse out there, and it tears you a part when everyone offers emotional support... But doesn't actually pull you out of that situation. One case of abuse was my moms bf. Several people, capable adults knew what was happening... Never once called the police and vouched for me or my brothers. When I told my mom of what was going she just dismissed it as me being too dramatic, missing my step-dad, and just being too sensitive. She told me I should speak up if I feel uncomfortable. I felt trapped and alone and the abuse was growing worse. I had a slim shot of leaving and I took it. I'm now living with my Nanny. It still hurts like Hell, knowing I can't really trust them anymore. But I'm just glad I have a gf (I'm bi) thats always there for me when I need her. One day we'll both move and leave this behind, and we'll help each other through the emotional and mental trauma.
    If any of you have ever been abused or are being abused, you're not alone... And you are loved. 💗💗💗

    • @salexity
      @salexity 5 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Aww, if you every need anyone there's always going to be someone there
      You're an angel xx ❤

    • @elenaxx765
      @elenaxx765 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      So glad your happy, always remember to smile xx

    • @violetschell4247
      @violetschell4247 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Way to much feels rn. I understand somewhat what your feeling.

    • @teaholicwriterasmr5637
      @teaholicwriterasmr5637 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Ikh that is. Abuse undoubtedly has, for a lack of a better word, crushing effects on those who go through it. After what I went through as a child, I couldn’t look at anyone(even those in my family that I knew would never hurt me) the same way. I currently have a husband who’s the kindest, most understanding and most loving person I have ever met, but I’d be lying if I didn’t say that it still affects me at times, regardless of how much I try to not let it.
      I just wanted to let you know that you’re not alone, and I pray you have a happy life from this day forward. 🙂

    • @ladyonyx3811
      @ladyonyx3811 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Don't feel bad. I have C-PTSD too from abusive family. it's so hard when no one believes you, and then you start not to believe yourself either. It's so hard to get out of those situations on your own. I clawed my way out with the help my Aunt and my cousin whom I fondly call my brother. They understand and can be gentle with me but there will always be a part of me that holds onto this irrational fear. Touch is a huge trigger for me and most people don't touch me. However, when words fail me...I reach out and touch them. It's very confusing. I want touch but am scared of it and especially scared of the memories tied behind that fear. I'm glad that you got out before it destroyed you. That must have been really hard. Best wishes!

  • @kyhwa178
    @kyhwa178 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2445

    How bout a possessive bad boy ?

  • @darkprincessmia6389
    @darkprincessmia6389 5 ปีที่แล้ว +941

    The one dislike was a person who was falling asleep and accidentally hit the dislike button and actually meant to hit the like button

  • @TheFabi182
    @TheFabi182 5 ปีที่แล้ว +239

    K, the fact that you've placed the link in the description box once again proves how much you care about your subscribers and shows us how important it is for you to help us. You are changing the lives of each one of us. Keep doing what you do, because you make a difference. Thank you for being so kind and caring

  • @claracatlady9844
    @claracatlady9844 4 ปีที่แล้ว +508

    *Me:* has never been in a relationship before
    *Also me:* is getting worked up and emotional over my abusive ex

  • @liv.3627
    @liv.3627 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2320

    *Who gets exited when he uploads a new video*

  • @Graysworld13
    @Graysworld13 5 ปีที่แล้ว +989

    my boyfriend would kill me if he knew the type of stuff i listen to

    • @gemmajuke5184
      @gemmajuke5184 5 ปีที่แล้ว +62

      Mine too haha i dont care at this point though lol its worth it 😍

    • @anastasia-cs8mv
      @anastasia-cs8mv 4 ปีที่แล้ว +72

      Im single lmfao

    • @larrymoonlight2786
      @larrymoonlight2786 4 ปีที่แล้ว +26

      Still together?

    • @graciejeanmiller6791
      @graciejeanmiller6791 4 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      Mine already know

    • @graciejeanmiller6791
      @graciejeanmiller6791 4 ปีที่แล้ว +33

      He said that he don't care and sarcastically said I was a lost cause we both laughed he said hes been replaced and I go and whisper yes yes u have

  • @nicolebacigalupo891
    @nicolebacigalupo891 5 ปีที่แล้ว +89

    I cried my eyes out because I have been dealing with an emotional/toxic relationship for a over a year now. And I can't seem to get him off my mind. Thank you so much for letting me cry and being here with me. ❤️

    • @enk335
      @enk335 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Nicole Bacigalupo I know you have the strength to recover.

  • @milli2685
    @milli2685 5 ปีที่แล้ว +524

    k#9 will protect us. woof.
    hello serious note
    as someone who’s been in a toxic/abusive relationship before i really appreciate you for making this video. it’s still a bit tough to get over and think about, but thank you for getting this message across in a way that isn’t too excessive.
    lotsa love!!
    ny

    • @amnaa9669
      @amnaa9669 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Ny-quil you’re actually so cute ♥️♥️

    • @milli2685
      @milli2685 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Amna A ahh!!! thank you ( ^ω^ )

    • @mikewazowskislonglostnose7939
      @mikewazowskislonglostnose7939 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      He will protect us from the Daleks that are our emotions

  • @quartz_cosplays2785
    @quartz_cosplays2785 5 ปีที่แล้ว +927

    I just had chicken nuggets, holy-

    • @makenzielang3711
      @makenzielang3711 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      AquaFlameProductions same

    • @lorisrankova397
      @lorisrankova397 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Omg same

    • @TaeTae-qk6lk
      @TaeTae-qk6lk 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Same!

    • @Kara_tnt
      @Kara_tnt 5 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      I'm eating chicken nuggets right now
      like what the fuck

    • @jini6864
      @jini6864 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      😂😂😂

  • @angelfallsdown1757
    @angelfallsdown1757 4 ปีที่แล้ว +459

    Me: hey mom i have a boyfriend
    Mom:really,WHO
    ME: ...... boyfriendaudio
    Mom:*SLAPS ME*

    • @asueisfrikinghere7409
      @asueisfrikinghere7409 4 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      angel falls down U ok

    • @angelfallsdown1757
      @angelfallsdown1757 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Yeah im fine how about u

    • @asueisfrikinghere7409
      @asueisfrikinghere7409 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      angel falls down I am good

    • @__luqq__4686
      @__luqq__4686 4 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      I wanted to see her anger issue!! I wanted to see if I was powerful enough😘😘✨

    • @sophiekroll2954
      @sophiekroll2954 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      @@__luqq__4686 ...to twist her mind
      Sorry i had to😂

  • @amnaa9669
    @amnaa9669 5 ปีที่แล้ว +210

    I’m not crying I swear it’s just allergies

    • @belleruthman2545
      @belleruthman2545 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      fr my eyes are sweating bmt it’s just allergies please 🤧😭

    • @rubyramabu8791
      @rubyramabu8791 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      To heartwarming words, I feel ya...

  • @kimem3805
    @kimem3805 5 ปีที่แล้ว +104

    K9 is having his protective instincts come out. What a MAN 😔👏

  • @Blue_Mist
    @Blue_Mist 5 ปีที่แล้ว +142

    To that one person who disliked this why waste your time watching this if you did not like it?..........I happen to LOVE it!!!!!!

    • @GnomeOverlord4372
      @GnomeOverlord4372 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Tamaki Amajiki what’re you doing here? 😆

  • @stabbamonroll
    @stabbamonroll 4 ปีที่แล้ว +33

    "You're stronger than this"
    Honestly that broke me. From who I've told, ive gotten plenty of "you didn't deserve that"s and "its not your fault"s but nobody has ever said that im stronger than what he did to me. Thank you

  • @heeyyalexis__
    @heeyyalexis__ 4 ปีที่แล้ว +197

    I was abused verbally .. does that count as well? I’m the type of person who would never hurt anyone. Yet I was put through the most pain & I kept thinking to myself what did I do to deserve this pain . Long story short you saved my life... 💜

    • @BoyfriendAudioASMR
      @BoyfriendAudioASMR  4 ปีที่แล้ว +115

      I'm sorry that happened to you! I always see you here in the comments. I'm happy this brings you some comfort. x

    • @heeyyalexis__
      @heeyyalexis__ 4 ปีที่แล้ว +22

      BoyfriendAudio thank you so much I really appreciate all the effort you put into the channel/ audios . If it wasn’t for you I’m not sure if I’d be here right now. I love you ❤️

    • @heeyyalexis__
      @heeyyalexis__ 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Annalise Crain you are so strong , I can’t imagine anything like that . I’ve been through so much verbal abuse & there were some situations where I thought they would get physical & I remember trying to find a way out of the situation, it was so hard for me to be able to trust someone, I was afraid . But I’m so proud of you, you are so strong 💜

    • @heeyyalexis__
      @heeyyalexis__ 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      bad grill I’m so sorry, I’m getting better , slowly. This channel really saved me . If it wasn’t for him ( the creator) I’m not sure I’d be here rn

    • @lucasssimp9365
      @lucasssimp9365 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I feel you. I’ve been verbally abused by a still current best friend

  • @sambrac07
    @sambrac07 5 ปีที่แล้ว +31

    I have went through mental/emotional abuse from my dad until I turned 18 (my parents got a divorce when I was a baby). To anyone who is dealing with any kind of abuse I just want you to know that it is not your fault! You did nothing to deserve that. It is their problem that they don’t know how to show love. It is not your job to get them help. Save yourself before doing anything else. You are important. You are loved. It wasn’t/isn’t your fault.

  • @emstay03_
    @emstay03_ 5 ปีที่แล้ว +103

    Ok who cut the freaking onions

  • @kameron7568
    @kameron7568 5 ปีที่แล้ว +64

    It’s nice to hear something like this after finding out my newborn baby brother, is laying in hospital dying slowly, from a rare and incurable heart condition. He was born on the 20/02/2019. He’s 4 days old and laying on his death bed. Fighting for his life. This comforted me so much I’ve been crying for the past 4 days, I am gonna miss my baby brother. ❤️❤️😭❤️❤️❤️
    (Edited)
    My baby brother died yesterday afternoon. But he left the world peacefully and surrounded by people who loved him. He broke hearts and he was beautiful to the very end.

    • @BoyfriendAudioASMR
      @BoyfriendAudioASMR  5 ปีที่แล้ว +33

      Im sorry.. :( my thoughts are with you x

    • @gottaluvtyra
      @gottaluvtyra 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I'm so sorry for your loss... thoughts and prayers w u

    • @evirji7844
      @evirji7844 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I know this is late but may his soul rest in peace

    • @priyanjanamukherjee2947
      @priyanjanamukherjee2947 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I am sorry for this happend to u...dont worry he is in heaven surrounded by Angels and protected by God

    • @user-nr6pd2yy9j
      @user-nr6pd2yy9j 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      I'm so sorry for yoy

  • @CherryBlossom-kl5bl
    @CherryBlossom-kl5bl 5 ปีที่แล้ว +28

    I wouldn’t call what I’ve been through abuse, but I know I blamed myself everyday for it. I had to look that person in the face knowing they really didn’t care for me like they said they did. I also used to get bullied at school and at some point was suicidal. We need more people like you that can comfort someone without judging them. For anyone who’s been abused just know it’s not your fault and it’s ok to get help. Holding in your feelings would make things worse. Just make sure the person you tell is the right person who you can trust. Trust me when I say I know how it feels to ball in my feelings and feel alone. I’m a great friend to talk to as well who wants to help people in need.
    Love you and Thxs for making these videos which help comfort not only me but other people as well.

  • @justalonelyuwugirl2854
    @justalonelyuwugirl2854 5 ปีที่แล้ว +253

    4:37
    Yes I am about to cry, because the Chinese place doesn’t do delivery and I wanted some chow mein😭😭😭
    Edit: the only thing abusing me is this Chinese place. *lIke whaT kInD oF cHinESe pLaCe dOesnt dO dEliVery*
    Edit:
    “I wanna go kill him”
    Hold up *damn it’s just noodles*
    Is another edit:
    I got the noodles finally 👌🏼

  • @hafdiouissal9340
    @hafdiouissal9340 5 ปีที่แล้ว +98

    How come u haven't hit 1M subs yet? Thats beyond me.
    I feel sorry for all the lonely people out there that don't know ur channel.

  • @Janine_0303
    @Janine_0303 5 ปีที่แล้ว +226

    *Who is always so happy when he uploads?*
    Just me ?❤️

    • @ellisdelk9513
      @ellisdelk9513 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Janinebad
      I ammmmmm!

    • @ilikebread818
      @ilikebread818 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Me and 69th like 😁

    • @Ang3liclov3ly
      @Ang3liclov3ly 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Me!!! I accidentally disliked I’m sorry

    • @Janine_0303
      @Janine_0303 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Galaxy.yoai. 🥺

  • @salma-fs3gb
    @salma-fs3gb 4 ปีที่แล้ว +50

    Last month, I experienced sexual harassment and successfully saved myself and I didn't tell my parents It was difficult to speak with them from the shock at the same time I needed support
    this audio was the most thing I needed and helped me
    I hope no one will live this painful experience.
    Wish you all the best ♥♥♥

    • @campbellfrazier218
      @campbellfrazier218 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      I’m so sorry you went through that. Nobody deserves that kinda of pain

    • @salma-fs3gb
      @salma-fs3gb 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@campbellfrazier218 thank youuuu don't worry I became after this experience stronger and braver

    • @shakeyraware1563
      @shakeyraware1563 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I’m sorry sweetie

    • @adventurer1913
      @adventurer1913 ปีที่แล้ว

      Sending you warm hugs
      Please take care

  • @ALLJo21
    @ALLJo21 5 ปีที่แล้ว +249

    Who needs another boyfriend when you have K, right?
    *Right?!*
    😂😭😂😭😂😭❤❤❤

  • @tamashidemon645
    @tamashidemon645 4 ปีที่แล้ว +61

    "You're not a mess, don't say that."
    Me: °nervous laughter° If you don't thinks so now? You're in for quite the surprise then...

  • @Sleepy_starzzvr
    @Sleepy_starzzvr 5 ปีที่แล้ว +116

    I'm so happy you posted. I caught a cold and this has been the best medicine

  • @selenaramirez4644
    @selenaramirez4644 5 ปีที่แล้ว +35

    That is so adorable that person that hurt will never hurt you because he is by her side that's love right there warms up my heart thank you for making the video

  • @brianahouston7171
    @brianahouston7171 5 ปีที่แล้ว +20

    I’m so glad you did this because a lot people are going through abusive situations and really need to know they’re not alone

  • @vanessa-uu1ku
    @vanessa-uu1ku 5 ปีที่แล้ว +41

    “The world is infinitely a better place precisely because you are in it.”❤️❤️

  • @leo_pod
    @leo_pod 4 ปีที่แล้ว +51

    Boyfriendaudio: "I love you...."
    Me: *plays him saying that over and over* uwu

  • @constantinewiles4627
    @constantinewiles4627 5 ปีที่แล้ว +63

    Coffee ❤️😍= soulmate
    Baileys 👿😩= the devil
    I don’t know how you can drink baileys honestly, that must be some kind of superpower.

  • @XxDeathxXchan
    @XxDeathxXchan 5 ปีที่แล้ว +36

    I have no idea how you do it, but you manage to write dialogue that sounds like what an actual boyfriend would say. I've heard plenty of other ASMR'S but none of them sound realistic as yours like holy shit my dude. Keep up the excellent work.

  • @thelonelygirl2419
    @thelonelygirl2419 5 ปีที่แล้ว +18

    Who ever have witnessed or been through abuse need to know they you r worth the world and that u r loved. Who ever abused u deserves nothing in life.

  • @brielle9511
    @brielle9511 5 ปีที่แล้ว +17

    I’ve never told anyone this but I was in an abusive relationship for 8 months until my mom helped me get out of it. I went through depression and anxiety and I still have anxiety attacks very frequently I felt so disappointed in myself for letting him do things to me even after I said no. For those that are going through a rough time your worth it and keep going it gets better :)

    • @claires1025
      @claires1025 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      i'm glad you're out of that situation x hope you've been well!

  • @ladyonyx3811
    @ladyonyx3811 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Came here feeling down today. Bad news from doc. But I stumbled onto this video and my mind went back instantly to my childhood. Narcissistic alcoholic abuse and violence filled my days and nights. 22 years of hell before I got out and there were days I felt I would never get out. That I was broken and a mess. it was more than I could take and only the thought of falling in love and connecting so deeply with someone like this kept me going. I do believe in soulmates, no matter how irrational, improbable, etc. The idea of finding that one person in my life has kept me going, stayed my hand in dark moments, and kept me alive. Sure I have people who care, who understand to some extent, but they can't fill that void. As someone who is afraid of touch and is scared to trust, I related so much to this vid. K you gotta stop making me cry! This eased some of the loneliness. Thank you.

  • @leahxo3426
    @leahxo3426 5 ปีที่แล้ว +20

    words can be so strong sometimes. your words always always are strong and they help so much. thank you k. for everything that you do for us. i hope you know you have made hundred and thousands of people happy just by you posting a video everyday or every other day. your voice and your words and so precious and i’m thankful that you’re doing this. i’m sure other people are thankful as well. you help people gradually become stronger each day and that just makes me happy. thank you again. much love 💗

  • @skyskyporter3138
    @skyskyporter3138 4 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    I'm seriously crying rn while listening to this. I've always felt ashamed of some things that I went through. I understand that it isn't my fault and I want everyone to know that things like this are no one's fault apart from the abuser. For the first time, 3 years after it happened, I told someone. Things like this will be hard to deal with but we can't let what we went through in the past define us. We can only try our best to move on and allow it to make us stronger.

    • @TIREDD3NI
      @TIREDD3NI 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      I hope youre ok now and im glad you told someone! Never thinks its your fault if someone did something to you! ok? if you didnt do anything wrong then you are not to blame (idk how much of this made sense but yea) hope you have an awesome day or night!

  • @tahlscorner6551
    @tahlscorner6551 5 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    This reminds me of a time where my friend was holding me when I was crying over something I find childish and stupid. But for everyone, we’ve all been through something abusive big or small. Whatever happened was not your fault and we have to know that. The world should be a whole team, we know it’s never going to be worldwide peace but there are going to be people who will protect you and hold you when you need it. Even if you feel like you don’t.

  • @ghassanalswiadi7711
    @ghassanalswiadi7711 5 ปีที่แล้ว +25

    This made me cry 😭 I’ve had the worst day today and Idk this kinda made all the stress go away ❤️

  • @Tiarose88
    @Tiarose88 5 ปีที่แล้ว +77

    Chicken nuggets one of my fav foods😋. My ex couldn't even remember that ☕🐸

  • @lapus7630
    @lapus7630 5 ปีที่แล้ว +26

    I was listening to your other videos ! What a great coincidence ! Anyway, I wanted to tell you that you should be very proud of you. You help so much people with your videos, that’s crazy ! From people who are lonely and need attention to people who had an abusive relationship, you really are an incredible person mister K ! As I always say, very nice job ! :) I hope you’ll continue making these videos for a loooong time :)

    • @BoyfriendAudioASMR
      @BoyfriendAudioASMR  5 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      thank you! I'm not going anywhere :)

    • @lapus7630
      @lapus7630 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      I hope so haha :)

  • @purelyhiddenmask7421
    @purelyhiddenmask7421 3 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    Hello dear, reader
    So I have been in a toxic/abusive relationship before and just listening to this makes me cry a lot but I just finished crying and I feel happy,safe I just feel great while listening to this thank you so so much for this audio you don’t know how much it means to me and everyone else❤️

  • @jademaria40
    @jademaria40 5 ปีที่แล้ว +58

    Oh wow I'm crying

  • @sunniethesimp5674
    @sunniethesimp5674 5 ปีที่แล้ว +231

    Yeee I AM HERE.
    *Notification Squad?*

    • @bansheebean5382
      @bansheebean5382 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Yea we here lol

    • @Blue_Mist
      @Blue_Mist 5 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      I has arrived!!!!! Hello earphone jack!!!!

    • @sinxlairs
      @sinxlairs 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      bakugo's wife till reath do us part omfg your username tho Im-

    • @eikochii7958
      @eikochii7958 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      JIROU-
      KAMINARI COLLECT YOUR WOMAN!

    • @sunniethesimp5674
      @sunniethesimp5674 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@eikochii7958 pffffft----

  • @andiip1700
    @andiip1700 5 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    Once again, it astounds me how the right words come to you, and with such sincerity. This hit so close to home on so many different levels and the need and want to feel safe disappeared for just a little while as though I were protected some how. Thank you for the support and encouragement. It's amazing.

  • @LadyOMyth
    @LadyOMyth 4 ปีที่แล้ว +21

    Toward the end there, when you said he'd never touch me again, I just started crying. For almost four years, I've been trying to get over the abuse I went through. A guy that I didn't even know, who wanted to have a relationship with me that I still believe to this day was because he thought I was easy. Because my brain kept on pushing his face out of my head, I've lived in constant fear since the age of 16 of a man of his build, who goes by the same name, is going to attack and rape me. I didn't even feel safe walking around school. For months, I kept looking over my shoulder until I heard that he had gotten expelled. I felt safe at school, but just not anywhere else. Could he have just been a stupid kid, sure, but that doesn't change the fact that he was bigger than me and made constant comments about the three letter word associated with birds and bees scared me to no end. (As a single, straight, virgin, introvert girl, a guy at least two heads taller than me and maybe two, three times my weight is scary.) He once cornered me up against a desk and made me feel he would've done something to me right then and there. Thankfully I escaped that, but I got constant nightmares of that day for years after.
    I'm trying to put all that behind me, to try not to live with that fear, but it's been hard. Although it's been almost four years, it's hard to go back and say that I can forgive him. Forgive him for the fear he put in me. I do hope that he's grown up or that he will grow up, that he isn't a prick like that forever, but that fear . . . it hasn't left me. I'm a very forgiving person and I don't usually hold grudges and I have no grudge, but this fear . . . it's been so strong for so long. He put me deeper into my depression and social anxiety, the things I'm trying to come back out of now, and tried to get me to fear conversation with people again, which I had gotten over at that time. (I made good friends. They all wanted to do what you said in the video when they found out and then some.) I don't know if it's childish to still feel this way or not, I'll let you guys be the judge of that, but it's been eating me up for years, long after high school's end, and I'm not sure how to carry on. If anyone reads this and has some advice, I'll gladly accept it.
    This video, what you said, I think it helped me a little. Thank you for this. I really needed it. ❤

    • @BoyfriendAudioASMR
      @BoyfriendAudioASMR  4 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      It's not childish, the way you feel is real and you shouldn't have had to deal with that.

  • @squishybee6582
    @squishybee6582 5 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    I've been abused in so many ways and this audio made me cry, i just wish I had someone who was like this for me

  • @luvelyvan85
    @luvelyvan85 5 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    Suddenly crying out of no where ?? The comfort in your voice is unreal. .. had to go lock my door because I was bawling . Lol I’m so weird . Came across this by accident. Just subscribed. Amazing!

  • @ally9878
    @ally9878 5 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    This was actually comforting. I struggle with letting an ex have a control over me, even after it's been 3 or 4 years since we ended on bad terms. Thanks for this!

  • @angelevenstar4243
    @angelevenstar4243 5 ปีที่แล้ว +16

    I needed this more then you will ever know. Thank you for the comfort you bring your listeners.

  • @labyrinth2008
    @labyrinth2008 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    I was abused physically and verbally for 5 years by multiple of my bestfriends. Thank you for this audio, its beyond comforting.

  • @gobitchgobitchgobestie4558
    @gobitchgobitchgobestie4558 5 ปีที่แล้ว +65

    I slid down my stairs for the millionth time when I see your notifications. But THIS TIME I GOT YOUR NOTIFICATION RIGHT BEFORE I HAD TO PAY FOR THE PIZZA I ORDERED!!🤣😁

  • @rawr_480
    @rawr_480 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    I don't usually listen to these things but after listening to this in going to start. This video literally made me cry. It felt like I was finally being told things I didn't know I needed to hear. I wasn't in an abusive relationship but my biological father I guess was abusive though not physically and I can never talk about it. This video was something I didn't know I needed and I just want to say thank you so much

  • @lifewithhina7743
    @lifewithhina7743 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Abuse can come from any source and be any form; it doesnt have to be an abusive boyfriend/girlfriend, partner, husband/wife it can be other family members/friends etc, and it doesnt have to be physical, it can just be emotional and verbal too. The way someone looks at you can be emotional torture too. (Speaking from personal experience) i don’t know if I’m making any sense at all but still, just wanted to put it out there for anyone who understands

  • @HS-gp2fw
    @HS-gp2fw 5 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    HAPPY 20k subs!!! You deserve the world for how much you make us feel comforted and loved. I hope you have an amazing day!! ❤️❤️❤️

  • @ROSEYSWIRL
    @ROSEYSWIRL 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    TO WHOMEVER IS SUFFERING INSIDE/OUTSIDE:
    YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL AND IF YOU ARE SUICIDAL, PLEASE TALK TO SOMEONE YOU TRUST.. IF YOU HAVE TRUST ISSUES, REMEMBER THIS: Your friends, family, guidance counselor(s) are never going to hurt your feelings intentionally.. but if they abuse you physically, mentally, verbally (calling you bad things), call the cops or someone that can take care of you until they learn that they should never do that again.
    Edit: this is coming from a 11 year old girl that has been through ⚠️TRIGGER WARNING⚠️ r@pe, an abusive family, and has been threatened by a person in my grade (they threatened to “shoot up the school and I would be one of her main targets”)

  • @laurakate001
    @laurakate001 3 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    That mouth sound he made at 6:42 was just ✨✨

  • @emmanemz5824
    @emmanemz5824 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    This reminds me of my boyfriend so much he always comforts me and tries to help me whenever I get triggered or when my dad hits me. Today wasn't a good day but he's been on a busy trip for a few days and can't answer his phone so I came here to feel better :)

  • @2holy4u74
    @2holy4u74 5 ปีที่แล้ว +136

    I missed you, ohh I wish u could make one for a fear of lightning

    • @jessieeeeeeee
      @jessieeeeeeee 5 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      OmG i FuCkIn NeEd OnE oF tHoSe CuZ iM sCaReD tO dEaTh Of LiGhTnInG aNd My FaMiLy ThInKs I hAvE a PrObLeM cUz EvErY tImE iT sTrIkEs I cAlL oNe Of ThEm AnD tHeYrE lIkE "Ayame ur 19, u gotta get over this fear of lightning" K IvE sAiD tOo MuCh lol XD

    • @Crowethegoblin
      @Crowethegoblin 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      It’s currently storming here and I’m waiting for the thunder even though it scares me

    • @orbital_light8615
      @orbital_light8615 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Y'all are not alone

    • @lucasssimp9365
      @lucasssimp9365 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Ikr storms are scary😣

  • @kaizerell8777
    @kaizerell8777 5 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    Needed this today more than any other day.
    The emotional abuse nearly broke me but I'm still here ❤

  • @frosttheanimefreak1063
    @frosttheanimefreak1063 5 ปีที่แล้ว +16

    Where are men like you in this world. Two years isn't long but when you have anxiety and that is used against you in a toxic relationship it feels like an eternity. I wasn't ever hit in the face and I was pushed and choked a few times. I didn't always see him in person unless he was with his friends and when we were alone he was horrible. He would humiliate me and said so many things to change me. I changed to please him because he would get angry with me if I didn't and threaten me. He would stop talking to me for weeks and sleep with my friends and send me the pictures saying that it was my fault and then proceed to come back to me and say he loved me. I was naive enough to let him back in. I am short, 5 feet tall, and when I was with him I was 136 pounds. He was 6 feet tall and bigger than me and used that to intimidate me. He would tell me that I needed to lose weight because I would look better for him. I ended up being 120 pounds and he still said I wasn't skinny enough. I wasn't happy being that small then. He was nice to other people but when it came to me he was evil. He knew all my weaknesses and had so much against me that he shared with anyone he wanted to. It broke me. Leaving was hard, I was terrified to the point I texted him bye blocked him and let him keep all my stuff that he had. We were in highschool when this happened, I can't imagine what he would be like now if I stayed. As a sixteen year old dating a 19 year old being told that you wouldn't be missed if you disapeared is a scary thing. It's difficult to explain this to people because they think abuse is physical all the time when it isn't. Abuse is more than just hitting someone it's the things that those people say and use against you. He knew I had anxiety and used my insecurity against me. I think the worst part about it was no one was told we were in a relationship because he didn't want them to know. He was possessive I couldn't hang out with my friends I couldn't even look up at certain people without him getting angry. I would touch him if we passed in the hall and he would give me a look that tore me down and tell me never to do it again but when he would walk by me he would grope me, make me uncomfortable and literally pull me away to hide somewhere. I'm sorry this turned more into a rant than anything, I cried listening to this audio. It is really nice to find comfort somewhere when no one else around you knows. I only told one person about what had happened and they had kept it secret because he is still around, I still see him around often and I hide because I don't want him to see me. It's scary seeing him in public, even if its been over a year since it ended. Excuse my rant, I just didn't know what to say and it all is just here if that makes sense. This video was comforting. Thank you for this and I'm sorry about the long rant. Two years of being away from him almost 3.

  • @annievenus6684
    @annievenus6684 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Thank you so much for this. Thank you for uploading this content. Hearing you say it's okay makes me feel like it is. As a rape and abuse victim, I listen to your voice when I have a PTSD/Panic attack. It's comforting. It's like you're there, with your arms wrapped around me and cooing gently. You've made it feel much more manageable. 🥺

  • @brOKenheart-mw8mr
    @brOKenheart-mw8mr 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Even if there was a TW, i decided to listen to this.
    I was in a relationship with a narcissist psychopath and he abused me in a lot of ways. I left him months ago, but i still struggle a lot because the pain is so strong. It gave me ptsd and i rarely leave my house because of the fear of meeting him. I see a therapist every week, i started the moment i left him. Sometimes it gets better, these weeks have been really rough for me.
    I cried so bad during all of this. I hope to heal as quick as possible... Hoping to feel better.
    Thanks for this audio, i hope to find someone that will love me and protect me from myself, comforting me every day when i get up after a nightmare, hug me when i get triggered, and respect me and all the triggers that make me sick.
    I don't have much hope, but this is the only way i can survive.
    I feel so alone in this, i am so scared of him.
    For everyone who is struggling with abusive bf, parents or more, please, PLEASE seek help and try to stay strong. It isn't easy, but one day you'll feel better.
    Sending love to you all.

  • @myacherie7930
    @myacherie7930 5 ปีที่แล้ว +16

    As someone who is currently stuck in an abusive and toxic relationship right now this gives me hope for the future that I can get out soon hopefully

    • @alexismorgan6292
      @alexismorgan6292 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Always keep fighting and ive been through this very you age first boyfriend ever but be strong you got this no one like that id worth your life ❤

    • @larrymoonlight2786
      @larrymoonlight2786 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      What happened?

    • @dylannhayes3286
      @dylannhayes3286 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      I really hope you got out of it.

  • @karmo7369
    @karmo7369 5 ปีที่แล้ว +26

    omg we getting serious.... thank u for making this video mr. k i know you are going to help a lot of people with this one 😢

  • @mackenziegibson3108
    @mackenziegibson3108 5 ปีที่แล้ว +15

    That nonononono sounds exactly like my boyfriend I swear to god. He lives in Canada 😭 I never get to see him anymore... I miss my baby so much and when we can’t call ur vids really help me cope.

  • @salexity
    @salexity 5 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    When he says sorry my heart literally *MELTS*

  • @tiktok_edits263
    @tiktok_edits263 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    This man is a legend he's amazing at making audios, plus he likes everyones comments!He so kind :3

  • @Princess-kx5jd
    @Princess-kx5jd 5 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    Ah oml- i need this so much I had an concert and well a guy friend who I gave him another chance well I regret so much because of what he did..and when you were like “whoa,whoa” I flipping cry so much sobs I feel like I couldn’t breath and all that stuff and I’m still crying but thank you sooo much for this.

  • @elemeniahx
    @elemeniahx 4 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    Love you K 💛 I've been surviving for 12 years and I still somehow smile everyday.

    • @phoenyxash
      @phoenyxash 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      elemeniah Keep sharing your beautiful smile with the world 🤍

  • @spheredance7363
    @spheredance7363 5 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    Literally sobbing ,I was raped a few years back and it changes you a lot🙁 I'm very sensitive to touches and only my closer friends and some family can hug me

  • @Rosie-fp4fi
    @Rosie-fp4fi 4 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    “Are you sure you’re alright?”
    Me: *already sobbing* “y-yeah am fine am good yeah haha”

  • @tometv691
    @tometv691 5 ปีที่แล้ว +52

    “I need you to breath ok?”
    Me - Tries breathing through nose AHH IM SICK!
    Me - tried breathing through mouth - AHH I SWALLOWED A YELLOW JACKET! (note really)

    • @imokayforajay6896
      @imokayforajay6896 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      OML-

    • @Sparkle-hn1vr
      @Sparkle-hn1vr 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I keep trying to decipher if the “note really” is supposed to be “note; really.” Like it rlly happened or “not really” and it’s just a spelling error😭

  • @serenaradford8407
    @serenaradford8407 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    The way he says okay is so cute, It sounds like "Okie"

  • @Y1py1p333
    @Y1py1p333 5 ปีที่แล้ว +30

    Chicken nuggets almost had me lose my serious face in a car 😹😹

  • @isabella3413
    @isabella3413 5 ปีที่แล้ว +41

    Now I want chicken nuggets 🥺... aaaand him ofc xx

  • @keilad.6226
    @keilad.6226 4 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    Currently going thru abuse, inflicted from my dad. This helps soothe the pain. Thanks K.

    • @dylannhayes3286
      @dylannhayes3286 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I hope you get out of that soon.

    • @tam498
      @tam498 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I hope you get out of this soon. If you need to talk my insta is @hsn.tamara

  • @Pamela_D
    @Pamela_D 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I just heard this audio. I broke down in tears. I was in an abusive relationship. He hurt me emotionally and physically. He did things to me that I couldn't get away from. I did report it, but it was a he said/she said thing. Nothing happened. I guess that's why I'm cautious when it comes to relationships. K, even though you don't me, you make me feel special and wanted and love. You make me feel like I matter. I appreciate all you do. Thank you so much.

  • @WhAt-os8vw
    @WhAt-os8vw 5 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    I love how you chose empathy and not pity because people (like me) get pity all the time and hate it

  • @kristin4243
    @kristin4243 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I’ve been through a lot of things; I used to struggle a lot emotionally and I hated myself…
    Your audios always help me feel better. Thank you. ❤️

  • @dazaisofficialhusbando6873
    @dazaisofficialhusbando6873 4 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    Thank you, I'm crying...This helps a lot...I got sexually assaulted by my 15 year old cousin at the beginning of 2020....I didn't didn't know what do...Thank you for making this!!💖🤧🤧
    It *really* makes my world....

    • @Rainielovealways
      @Rainielovealways 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Oh god that's horrible, i can't understand how your own family could do that, i know it's hard but i hope you've told someone or if not you do, people like that will continue to do that if they're not stopped, i hope your getting help too, i don't know how old you are but going through something as distressing as sexual assault can effect things you go through in your future, if your not getting help please do, and know that no matter what it wasn't your fault, people who do these things are sick in the head, i hope you have someone to talk to, talking about it is the best thing in moving forward and although we are complete strangers if you did need to talk i'm here x

    • @dazaisofficialhusbando6873
      @dazaisofficialhusbando6873 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@Rainielovealways Omg thank you! And yes I got help :))

    • @Rainielovealways
      @Rainielovealways 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@dazaisofficialhusbando6873 Your very welcome ❤ I'm really happy to know you got help, take care of yourself x

  • @jadesmith8307
    @jadesmith8307 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    i am in love with the way he says “okay” it makes my heart smile

  • @hazeltiberiuslee7216
    @hazeltiberiuslee7216 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    😭💕 thanks, I went through a lot of abuse so I have security problems where I don’t feel safe at all even though i can be physically away from them. Thanks a lot 💕💕💕

  • @TheOtakou
    @TheOtakou 5 ปีที่แล้ว +95

    K9, you have no idea how many people needed to hear you say that…
    P.S. We’ve got a fury little friend in the server crying for you and peeing all over the place

    • @Minisiousi
      @Minisiousi 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Sandra why “K9” ?

    • @TheOtakou
      @TheOtakou 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Syel Salvatore it’s a server thing lol Join us in his server and you’ll know the secret 😉

    • @Minisiousi
      @Minisiousi 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Sandra how can i join ??

    • @TheOtakou
      @TheOtakou 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@Minisiousi discord.gg/ukjU7g
      That's the link but it'll stop working tonight...

    • @napkinhoarder21
      @napkinhoarder21 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@TheOtakou is there a new link I can use???

  • @constantinewiles4627
    @constantinewiles4627 5 ปีที่แล้ว +17

    I just watched a scary documentary and this is needed.
    Plz protect me bean 😭😥

  • @karengalease6441
    @karengalease6441 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    I really love this video, every time i feel sad and remember my past i listen to this video and it makes me feel better, i feel safe and calm.
    Thank you.

  • @misha5117
    @misha5117 5 ปีที่แล้ว +20

    I always appreciate abuse audios... but they're always in the context of relationships... Parental abuse or emotional or mental abuse is also a thing. Im just pointing out an uncommon topic within the abuse catagory. Doesnt seem to come up often.

  • @shookytrash225
    @shookytrash225 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    when any asmr says "you look like you are about to cry" , i immediately start crying... OwO

  • @Ego_lohy
    @Ego_lohy 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    3:44 LMAO IT REMINDS ME OF:” *oMg wHy dOn’T yOu jUsT tAkE tHe FrEaKiNg CoMpLiMeNt⁉️*

  • @hafdiouissal9340
    @hafdiouissal9340 5 ปีที่แล้ว +24

    U make these videos seem so realistic. I can't handle it. U'll be the death of me.