Legit anytime I hear that audio I'm just like... *HONEY HOW MUCH DO YOU NEED?!?!?!?!?!? I WILL GIVE YOU ALL MY MONEY SO YOU CAN GET YOUR CHICKEN NUGGETS BBY CHILD!!!!!!*
Anyone who’s been through abuse, you need to know that it’s not your fault. What happened to you is not your fault. It does not define you. What they did to you defines them and only them. They did not know how to love you and that is something they have to go and get help for on their own. It is not your responsibility to make them better and stop hurting you
Wow, couldn't have possibly said it better myself. This is something it took me a long time to realize. This was not my fault, I had no reason to blame myself. This was him and only him.
A K a friend of mine whos in highschool she been abused by her mom and had to live with her grandparents and I felt bad for her since she's my best friend
My Ex GF and kinda still friend Was alwayse in a good mood even though I'm pretty sure her mom Abused her and her dad did nothing PLUS her ex Bf was mean to her. I think she liked pain cuz she was interested in me even though I was really rude and aggressive. And yet she alwayse smiled. I wish she was me and I was her she didnt deserve it.
1. The “sorry” will get me every time 2. Abuse sucks so bad and I’m happy that you spoke about it like you did. I was abused sexually at age 11, in countless amounts of abusive friendships, and emotionally abused from ages 8-12 ish. I basically can’t open up without this little blanket of anonymity I have right now, and just the idea of saying it makes my skin feel too tight. I think that just listening to how people could accept me makes me more comfortable with the idea of telling someone. Even if just a little bit.
My granny and mom have been in abusive relationship's and i hope i won't be in abusive relationship,too. I hope i find somebody who's affectionate and caring as you,BoyfriendAudio.
don’t worry just because your grandma and mom were doesn’t mean you will be in one. And I hope you never are and that you do find someone that loves you for you and doesnt threaten you in any way. :)
What I see: a girl with an exhausted look in her eyes curled up against you on the couch while you have both arms around her and your head resting against hers and her hesd against your chest... Wrong setting, but I FEEL SO EMOTIONAL WITH THIS ;-;
Just last night I had a PTSD episode about abusive and neglecting family members. I can't tell you how much this means to me. I've dealt with every type of abuse out there, and it tears you a part when everyone offers emotional support... But doesn't actually pull you out of that situation. One case of abuse was my moms bf. Several people, capable adults knew what was happening... Never once called the police and vouched for me or my brothers. When I told my mom of what was going she just dismissed it as me being too dramatic, missing my step-dad, and just being too sensitive. She told me I should speak up if I feel uncomfortable. I felt trapped and alone and the abuse was growing worse. I had a slim shot of leaving and I took it. I'm now living with my Nanny. It still hurts like Hell, knowing I can't really trust them anymore. But I'm just glad I have a gf (I'm bi) thats always there for me when I need her. One day we'll both move and leave this behind, and we'll help each other through the emotional and mental trauma. If any of you have ever been abused or are being abused, you're not alone... And you are loved. 💗💗💗
Ikh that is. Abuse undoubtedly has, for a lack of a better word, crushing effects on those who go through it. After what I went through as a child, I couldn’t look at anyone(even those in my family that I knew would never hurt me) the same way. I currently have a husband who’s the kindest, most understanding and most loving person I have ever met, but I’d be lying if I didn’t say that it still affects me at times, regardless of how much I try to not let it. I just wanted to let you know that you’re not alone, and I pray you have a happy life from this day forward. 🙂
Don't feel bad. I have C-PTSD too from abusive family. it's so hard when no one believes you, and then you start not to believe yourself either. It's so hard to get out of those situations on your own. I clawed my way out with the help my Aunt and my cousin whom I fondly call my brother. They understand and can be gentle with me but there will always be a part of me that holds onto this irrational fear. Touch is a huge trigger for me and most people don't touch me. However, when words fail me...I reach out and touch them. It's very confusing. I want touch but am scared of it and especially scared of the memories tied behind that fear. I'm glad that you got out before it destroyed you. That must have been really hard. Best wishes!
K, the fact that you've placed the link in the description box once again proves how much you care about your subscribers and shows us how important it is for you to help us. You are changing the lives of each one of us. Keep doing what you do, because you make a difference. Thank you for being so kind and caring
I cried my eyes out because I have been dealing with an emotional/toxic relationship for a over a year now. And I can't seem to get him off my mind. Thank you so much for letting me cry and being here with me. ❤️
k#9 will protect us. woof. hello serious note as someone who’s been in a toxic/abusive relationship before i really appreciate you for making this video. it’s still a bit tough to get over and think about, but thank you for getting this message across in a way that isn’t too excessive. lotsa love!! ny
"You're stronger than this" Honestly that broke me. From who I've told, ive gotten plenty of "you didn't deserve that"s and "its not your fault"s but nobody has ever said that im stronger than what he did to me. Thank you
I have went through mental/emotional abuse from my dad until I turned 18 (my parents got a divorce when I was a baby). To anyone who is dealing with any kind of abuse I just want you to know that it is not your fault! You did nothing to deserve that. It is their problem that they don’t know how to show love. It is not your job to get them help. Save yourself before doing anything else. You are important. You are loved. It wasn’t/isn’t your fault.
Came here feeling down today. Bad news from doc. But I stumbled onto this video and my mind went back instantly to my childhood. Narcissistic alcoholic abuse and violence filled my days and nights. 22 years of hell before I got out and there were days I felt I would never get out. That I was broken and a mess. it was more than I could take and only the thought of falling in love and connecting so deeply with someone like this kept me going. I do believe in soulmates, no matter how irrational, improbable, etc. The idea of finding that one person in my life has kept me going, stayed my hand in dark moments, and kept me alive. Sure I have people who care, who understand to some extent, but they can't fill that void. As someone who is afraid of touch and is scared to trust, I related so much to this vid. K you gotta stop making me cry! This eased some of the loneliness. Thank you.
I wouldn’t call what I’ve been through abuse, but I know I blamed myself everyday for it. I had to look that person in the face knowing they really didn’t care for me like they said they did. I also used to get bullied at school and at some point was suicidal. We need more people like you that can comfort someone without judging them. For anyone who’s been abused just know it’s not your fault and it’s ok to get help. Holding in your feelings would make things worse. Just make sure the person you tell is the right person who you can trust. Trust me when I say I know how it feels to ball in my feelings and feel alone. I’m a great friend to talk to as well who wants to help people in need. Love you and Thxs for making these videos which help comfort not only me but other people as well.
I was abused verbally .. does that count as well? I’m the type of person who would never hurt anyone. Yet I was put through the most pain & I kept thinking to myself what did I do to deserve this pain . Long story short you saved my life... 💜
BoyfriendAudio thank you so much I really appreciate all the effort you put into the channel/ audios . If it wasn’t for you I’m not sure if I’d be here right now. I love you ❤️
Annalise Crain you are so strong , I can’t imagine anything like that . I’ve been through so much verbal abuse & there were some situations where I thought they would get physical & I remember trying to find a way out of the situation, it was so hard for me to be able to trust someone, I was afraid . But I’m so proud of you, you are so strong 💜
That is so adorable that person that hurt will never hurt you because he is by her side that's love right there warms up my heart thank you for making the video
Last month, I experienced sexual harassment and successfully saved myself and I didn't tell my parents It was difficult to speak with them from the shock at the same time I needed support this audio was the most thing I needed and helped me I hope no one will live this painful experience. Wish you all the best ♥♥♥
I have no idea how you do it, but you manage to write dialogue that sounds like what an actual boyfriend would say. I've heard plenty of other ASMR'S but none of them sound realistic as yours like holy shit my dude. Keep up the excellent work.
It’s nice to hear something like this after finding out my newborn baby brother, is laying in hospital dying slowly, from a rare and incurable heart condition. He was born on the 20/02/2019. He’s 4 days old and laying on his death bed. Fighting for his life. This comforted me so much I’ve been crying for the past 4 days, I am gonna miss my baby brother. ❤️❤️😭❤️❤️❤️ (Edited) My baby brother died yesterday afternoon. But he left the world peacefully and surrounded by people who loved him. He broke hearts and he was beautiful to the very end.
4:37 Yes I am about to cry, because the Chinese place doesn’t do delivery and I wanted some chow mein😭😭😭 Edit: the only thing abusing me is this Chinese place. *lIke whaT kInD oF cHinESe pLaCe dOesnt dO dEliVery* Edit: “I wanna go kill him” Hold up *damn it’s just noodles* Is another edit: I got the noodles finally 👌🏼
I’ve never told anyone this but I was in an abusive relationship for 8 months until my mom helped me get out of it. I went through depression and anxiety and I still have anxiety attacks very frequently I felt so disappointed in myself for letting him do things to me even after I said no. For those that are going through a rough time your worth it and keep going it gets better :)
I'm seriously crying rn while listening to this. I've always felt ashamed of some things that I went through. I understand that it isn't my fault and I want everyone to know that things like this are no one's fault apart from the abuser. For the first time, 3 years after it happened, I told someone. Things like this will be hard to deal with but we can't let what we went through in the past define us. We can only try our best to move on and allow it to make us stronger.
I hope youre ok now and im glad you told someone! Never thinks its your fault if someone did something to you! ok? if you didnt do anything wrong then you are not to blame (idk how much of this made sense but yea) hope you have an awesome day or night!
I was listening to your other videos ! What a great coincidence ! Anyway, I wanted to tell you that you should be very proud of you. You help so much people with your videos, that’s crazy ! From people who are lonely and need attention to people who had an abusive relationship, you really are an incredible person mister K ! As I always say, very nice job ! :) I hope you’ll continue making these videos for a loooong time :)
Suddenly crying out of no where ?? The comfort in your voice is unreal. .. had to go lock my door because I was bawling . Lol I’m so weird . Came across this by accident. Just subscribed. Amazing!
This reminds me of a time where my friend was holding me when I was crying over something I find childish and stupid. But for everyone, we’ve all been through something abusive big or small. Whatever happened was not your fault and we have to know that. The world should be a whole team, we know it’s never going to be worldwide peace but there are going to be people who will protect you and hold you when you need it. Even if you feel like you don’t.
I just heard this audio. I broke down in tears. I was in an abusive relationship. He hurt me emotionally and physically. He did things to me that I couldn't get away from. I did report it, but it was a he said/she said thing. Nothing happened. I guess that's why I'm cautious when it comes to relationships. K, even though you don't me, you make me feel special and wanted and love. You make me feel like I matter. I appreciate all you do. Thank you so much.
This was actually comforting. I struggle with letting an ex have a control over me, even after it's been 3 or 4 years since we ended on bad terms. Thanks for this!
Abuse can come from any source and be any form; it doesnt have to be an abusive boyfriend/girlfriend, partner, husband/wife it can be other family members/friends etc, and it doesnt have to be physical, it can just be emotional and verbal too. The way someone looks at you can be emotional torture too. (Speaking from personal experience) i don’t know if I’m making any sense at all but still, just wanted to put it out there for anyone who understands
words can be so strong sometimes. your words always always are strong and they help so much. thank you k. for everything that you do for us. i hope you know you have made hundred and thousands of people happy just by you posting a video everyday or every other day. your voice and your words and so precious and i’m thankful that you’re doing this. i’m sure other people are thankful as well. you help people gradually become stronger each day and that just makes me happy. thank you again. much love 💗
Once again, it astounds me how the right words come to you, and with such sincerity. This hit so close to home on so many different levels and the need and want to feel safe disappeared for just a little while as though I were protected some how. Thank you for the support and encouragement. It's amazing.
This reminds me of my boyfriend so much he always comforts me and tries to help me whenever I get triggered or when my dad hits me. Today wasn't a good day but he's been on a busy trip for a few days and can't answer his phone so I came here to feel better :)
I don't usually listen to these things but after listening to this in going to start. This video literally made me cry. It felt like I was finally being told things I didn't know I needed to hear. I wasn't in an abusive relationship but my biological father I guess was abusive though not physically and I can never talk about it. This video was something I didn't know I needed and I just want to say thank you so much
Even if there was a TW, i decided to listen to this. I was in a relationship with a narcissist psychopath and he abused me in a lot of ways. I left him months ago, but i still struggle a lot because the pain is so strong. It gave me ptsd and i rarely leave my house because of the fear of meeting him. I see a therapist every week, i started the moment i left him. Sometimes it gets better, these weeks have been really rough for me. I cried so bad during all of this. I hope to heal as quick as possible... Hoping to feel better. Thanks for this audio, i hope to find someone that will love me and protect me from myself, comforting me every day when i get up after a nightmare, hug me when i get triggered, and respect me and all the triggers that make me sick. I don't have much hope, but this is the only way i can survive. I feel so alone in this, i am so scared of him. For everyone who is struggling with abusive bf, parents or more, please, PLEASE seek help and try to stay strong. It isn't easy, but one day you'll feel better. Sending love to you all.
Thank you so much for this. Thank you for uploading this content. Hearing you say it's okay makes me feel like it is. As a rape and abuse victim, I listen to your voice when I have a PTSD/Panic attack. It's comforting. It's like you're there, with your arms wrapped around me and cooing gently. You've made it feel much more manageable. 🥺
Hello dear, reader So I have been in a toxic/abusive relationship before and just listening to this makes me cry a lot but I just finished crying and I feel happy,safe I just feel great while listening to this thank you so so much for this audio you don’t know how much it means to me and everyone else❤️
I slid down my stairs for the millionth time when I see your notifications. But THIS TIME I GOT YOUR NOTIFICATION RIGHT BEFORE I HAD TO PAY FOR THE PIZZA I ORDERED!!🤣😁
I really love this video, every time i feel sad and remember my past i listen to this video and it makes me feel better, i feel safe and calm. Thank you.
Toward the end there, when you said he'd never touch me again, I just started crying. For almost four years, I've been trying to get over the abuse I went through. A guy that I didn't even know, who wanted to have a relationship with me that I still believe to this day was because he thought I was easy. Because my brain kept on pushing his face out of my head, I've lived in constant fear since the age of 16 of a man of his build, who goes by the same name, is going to attack and rape me. I didn't even feel safe walking around school. For months, I kept looking over my shoulder until I heard that he had gotten expelled. I felt safe at school, but just not anywhere else. Could he have just been a stupid kid, sure, but that doesn't change the fact that he was bigger than me and made constant comments about the three letter word associated with birds and bees scared me to no end. (As a single, straight, virgin, introvert girl, a guy at least two heads taller than me and maybe two, three times my weight is scary.) He once cornered me up against a desk and made me feel he would've done something to me right then and there. Thankfully I escaped that, but I got constant nightmares of that day for years after. I'm trying to put all that behind me, to try not to live with that fear, but it's been hard. Although it's been almost four years, it's hard to go back and say that I can forgive him. Forgive him for the fear he put in me. I do hope that he's grown up or that he will grow up, that he isn't a prick like that forever, but that fear . . . it hasn't left me. I'm a very forgiving person and I don't usually hold grudges and I have no grudge, but this fear . . . it's been so strong for so long. He put me deeper into my depression and social anxiety, the things I'm trying to come back out of now, and tried to get me to fear conversation with people again, which I had gotten over at that time. (I made good friends. They all wanted to do what you said in the video when they found out and then some.) I don't know if it's childish to still feel this way or not, I'll let you guys be the judge of that, but it's been eating me up for years, long after high school's end, and I'm not sure how to carry on. If anyone reads this and has some advice, I'll gladly accept it. This video, what you said, I think it helped me a little. Thank you for this. I really needed it. ❤
“I need you to breath ok?” Me - Tries breathing through nose AHH IM SICK! Me - tried breathing through mouth - AHH I SWALLOWED A YELLOW JACKET! (note really)
OmG i FuCkIn NeEd OnE oF tHoSe CuZ iM sCaReD tO dEaTh Of LiGhTnInG aNd My FaMiLy ThInKs I hAvE a PrObLeM cUz EvErY tImE iT sTrIkEs I cAlL oNe Of ThEm AnD tHeYrE lIkE "Ayame ur 19, u gotta get over this fear of lightning" K IvE sAiD tOo MuCh lol XD
Thank you for making this audio it really helped me sleep. I've had an traumatic experience a couple of days ago, preventing me from sleeping, so thank you ❤️💕
TO WHOMEVER IS SUFFERING INSIDE/OUTSIDE: YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL AND IF YOU ARE SUICIDAL, PLEASE TALK TO SOMEONE YOU TRUST.. IF YOU HAVE TRUST ISSUES, REMEMBER THIS: Your friends, family, guidance counselor(s) are never going to hurt your feelings intentionally.. but if they abuse you physically, mentally, verbally (calling you bad things), call the cops or someone that can take care of you until they learn that they should never do that again. Edit: this is coming from a 11 year old girl that has been through ⚠️TRIGGER WARNING⚠️ r@pe, an abusive family, and has been threatened by a person in my grade (they threatened to “shoot up the school and I would be one of her main targets”)
Ah oml- i need this so much I had an concert and well a guy friend who I gave him another chance well I regret so much because of what he did..and when you were like “whoa,whoa” I flipping cry so much sobs I feel like I couldn’t breath and all that stuff and I’m still crying but thank you sooo much for this.
Where are men like you in this world. Two years isn't long but when you have anxiety and that is used against you in a toxic relationship it feels like an eternity. I wasn't ever hit in the face and I was pushed and choked a few times. I didn't always see him in person unless he was with his friends and when we were alone he was horrible. He would humiliate me and said so many things to change me. I changed to please him because he would get angry with me if I didn't and threaten me. He would stop talking to me for weeks and sleep with my friends and send me the pictures saying that it was my fault and then proceed to come back to me and say he loved me. I was naive enough to let him back in. I am short, 5 feet tall, and when I was with him I was 136 pounds. He was 6 feet tall and bigger than me and used that to intimidate me. He would tell me that I needed to lose weight because I would look better for him. I ended up being 120 pounds and he still said I wasn't skinny enough. I wasn't happy being that small then. He was nice to other people but when it came to me he was evil. He knew all my weaknesses and had so much against me that he shared with anyone he wanted to. It broke me. Leaving was hard, I was terrified to the point I texted him bye blocked him and let him keep all my stuff that he had. We were in highschool when this happened, I can't imagine what he would be like now if I stayed. As a sixteen year old dating a 19 year old being told that you wouldn't be missed if you disapeared is a scary thing. It's difficult to explain this to people because they think abuse is physical all the time when it isn't. Abuse is more than just hitting someone it's the things that those people say and use against you. He knew I had anxiety and used my insecurity against me. I think the worst part about it was no one was told we were in a relationship because he didn't want them to know. He was possessive I couldn't hang out with my friends I couldn't even look up at certain people without him getting angry. I would touch him if we passed in the hall and he would give me a look that tore me down and tell me never to do it again but when he would walk by me he would grope me, make me uncomfortable and literally pull me away to hide somewhere. I'm sorry this turned more into a rant than anything, I cried listening to this audio. It is really nice to find comfort somewhere when no one else around you knows. I only told one person about what had happened and they had kept it secret because he is still around, I still see him around often and I hide because I don't want him to see me. It's scary seeing him in public, even if its been over a year since it ended. Excuse my rant, I just didn't know what to say and it all is just here if that makes sense. This video was comforting. Thank you for this and I'm sorry about the long rant. Two years of being away from him almost 3.
I've been watching ur vids for a bit now and I just have to say I really love how u handle these. Instead of the usual, like,,, guilt-trippy audios,,, u actually don't make me feel uncomfortable or guilty for it 👉👈 thank u for actually putting effort into ur vids. I know this is an older video but oh well lmao
Coming from a past of abuse ,neglect and emotional abuse I can feel how she is feeling it's hard to come out with topic like these especially when it comes to telling our spouse because we feel like we would get judged or that they would leave us , it's not easy plus it's already hard enough to open up about it because we say we have moved on but with stuff as in abuse and neglect of any sort you cant move on from that its with you every day , when you look at your body you see it , when you look at your future you see it , when you look at your family you see it. You cant escape from it ,so its haunting plus we can have massive breakdowns so easy that we just crumble and feel like the world is coming to pieces. We hope that someone will hug us , hold our hands ,tell us that they are there for us because if we were going to cry we would cry for such a long time. Hugs to anyone who has gone through any type of abuse or neglect
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0:10 omg omg omg "yo how much money do you have?" "69 cents" "AYE you know what that means?" "*Sobs* i dont have enough money for chicken nuggets"
Legit anytime I hear that audio I'm just like...
*HONEY HOW MUCH DO YOU NEED?!?!?!?!?!? I WILL GIVE YOU ALL MY MONEY SO YOU CAN GET YOUR CHICKEN NUGGETS BBY CHILD!!!!!!*
*69 cents* 😏
@@anastasia-cs8mv I love that vine but until I saw it typed I didn't realize what it meant
BANG CHAN SJSHSJSBSJBSJSHSJSBSKBSJDBDJDHJS
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Anyone who’s been through abuse, you need to know that it’s not your fault. What happened to you is not your fault. It does not define you. What they did to you defines them and only them. They did not know how to love you and that is something they have to go and get help for on their own. It is not your responsibility to make them better and stop hurting you
I agree with you. If I had a superpower I would help all of the people in need such as people who’ve been abused, homeless people, etc.
Wow, couldn't have possibly said it better myself. This is something it took me a long time to realize. This was not my fault, I had no reason to blame myself. This was him and only him.
Thank you I needed this today. I was abused and it has been eating away at me lately.
totally agree tho
Thanks, Sandra. Couldn’t have said it better myself ^^
Oh my gosh when you said "whoa whoa" I almost teared up I dunno why
SAME
Me too
I did too
Gabriella Klein 4:33
SAME
The one dislike was a person who was falling asleep and accidentally hit the dislike button and actually meant to hit the like button
36 people did that...whoops..
Queen Random make that 37
It went back down to 35
I remember when I once did that and I didn't even notice
@@28reasons-seulgi Dang see it is possible I hope you changed it
A big screw you for every abusive partner/parent in this world.
And a big thank you for our wonderful K, who does more than he can imagine ❤
Preach
A K a friend of mine whos in highschool she been abused by her mom and had to live with her grandparents and I felt bad for her since she's my best friend
Stacie Silva oh that’s terrible 😔I hope your friend gets the help she needs 😢
My Ex GF and kinda still friend Was alwayse in a good mood even though I'm pretty sure her mom Abused her and her dad did nothing PLUS her ex Bf was mean to her. I think she liked pain cuz she was interested in me even though I was really rude and aggressive. And yet she alwayse smiled. I wish she was me and I was her she didnt deserve it.
BOO!! HehedidIgetyou? Did her name start w an L
Him:Getting some chicken nuggets..
Me: *sparkling eyes* OHHHHHH~~~ GIMME,GIMME!!!!
1. The “sorry” will get me every time
2. Abuse sucks so bad and I’m happy that you spoke about it like you did. I was abused sexually at age 11, in countless amounts of abusive friendships, and emotionally abused from ages 8-12 ish. I basically can’t open up without this little blanket of anonymity I have right now, and just the idea of saying it makes my skin feel too tight. I think that just listening to how people could accept me makes me more comfortable with the idea of telling someone. Even if just a little bit.
Awwww hope you OK now
💖✨💖✨💖✨💖✨💖
I know how this feels i could never tell anyone what happended to me and whats still happening to this day all i can say is i hope i live
Stay strong and your Beautiful just the way you are♥️
please help I am going through it right now and i don't want to do or who to talk to. I feel like it is somehow my fault
My granny and mom have been in abusive relationship's and i hope i won't be in abusive relationship,too. I hope i find somebody who's affectionate and caring as you,BoyfriendAudio.
It’s sad that someone else mom and grandma can relate to my mom and Grandma
@@jennettegonzalez7523 count me in too!
Yep, and my stepdads would abuse me and my brothers as well, and couldn’t hold a dam job Bc he would just skip days, and get fired😒
Apparently my grandpa used to hit my mom and her family, he isn’t arrested, he’s nice to me, but he’s still with my grandma 😒
don’t worry just because your grandma and mom were doesn’t mean you will be in one. And I hope you never are and that you do find someone that loves you for you and doesnt threaten you in any way. :)
What I see: a girl with an exhausted look in her eyes curled up against you on the couch while you have both arms around her and your head resting against hers and her hesd against your chest... Wrong setting, but I FEEL SO EMOTIONAL WITH THIS ;-;
How bout a possessive bad boy ?
YESH
yes.
ahh I've spotted a fellow stay!
honeyboyjongin haha hi 👋🏻
YES
*Me:* has never been in a relationship before
*Also me:* is getting worked up and emotional over my abusive ex
Same 😔✋🏼
yes. i need to stop 😭🤚
deadass😂😂
Me- getting emotional about my actual abusive ex
@@ArthurArtistry same lol
my boyfriend would kill me if he knew the type of stuff i listen to
Mine too haha i dont care at this point though lol its worth it 😍
Im single lmfao
Still together?
Mine already know
He said that he don't care and sarcastically said I was a lost cause we both laughed he said hes been replaced and I go and whisper yes yes u have
*Who gets exited when he uploads a new video*
Human Shadow ME!!!!!
MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!😊🖤
who doesn’t :,)
Exited
Tbh Me Lmao
Just last night I had a PTSD episode about abusive and neglecting family members. I can't tell you how much this means to me. I've dealt with every type of abuse out there, and it tears you a part when everyone offers emotional support... But doesn't actually pull you out of that situation. One case of abuse was my moms bf. Several people, capable adults knew what was happening... Never once called the police and vouched for me or my brothers. When I told my mom of what was going she just dismissed it as me being too dramatic, missing my step-dad, and just being too sensitive. She told me I should speak up if I feel uncomfortable. I felt trapped and alone and the abuse was growing worse. I had a slim shot of leaving and I took it. I'm now living with my Nanny. It still hurts like Hell, knowing I can't really trust them anymore. But I'm just glad I have a gf (I'm bi) thats always there for me when I need her. One day we'll both move and leave this behind, and we'll help each other through the emotional and mental trauma.
If any of you have ever been abused or are being abused, you're not alone... And you are loved. 💗💗💗
Aww, if you every need anyone there's always going to be someone there
You're an angel xx ❤
So glad your happy, always remember to smile xx
Way to much feels rn. I understand somewhat what your feeling.
Ikh that is. Abuse undoubtedly has, for a lack of a better word, crushing effects on those who go through it. After what I went through as a child, I couldn’t look at anyone(even those in my family that I knew would never hurt me) the same way. I currently have a husband who’s the kindest, most understanding and most loving person I have ever met, but I’d be lying if I didn’t say that it still affects me at times, regardless of how much I try to not let it.
I just wanted to let you know that you’re not alone, and I pray you have a happy life from this day forward. 🙂
Don't feel bad. I have C-PTSD too from abusive family. it's so hard when no one believes you, and then you start not to believe yourself either. It's so hard to get out of those situations on your own. I clawed my way out with the help my Aunt and my cousin whom I fondly call my brother. They understand and can be gentle with me but there will always be a part of me that holds onto this irrational fear. Touch is a huge trigger for me and most people don't touch me. However, when words fail me...I reach out and touch them. It's very confusing. I want touch but am scared of it and especially scared of the memories tied behind that fear. I'm glad that you got out before it destroyed you. That must have been really hard. Best wishes!
K, the fact that you've placed the link in the description box once again proves how much you care about your subscribers and shows us how important it is for you to help us. You are changing the lives of each one of us. Keep doing what you do, because you make a difference. Thank you for being so kind and caring
If you do, yeet his ass
Me: hey mom i have a boyfriend
Mom:really,WHO
ME: ...... boyfriendaudio
Mom:*SLAPS ME*
angel falls down U ok
Yeah im fine how about u
angel falls down I am good
I wanted to see her anger issue!! I wanted to see if I was powerful enough😘😘✨
@@__luqq__4686 ...to twist her mind
Sorry i had to😂
I just had chicken nuggets, holy-
AquaFlameProductions same
Omg same
Same!
I'm eating chicken nuggets right now
like what the fuck
😂😂😂
I cried my eyes out because I have been dealing with an emotional/toxic relationship for a over a year now. And I can't seem to get him off my mind. Thank you so much for letting me cry and being here with me. ❤️
Nicole Bacigalupo I know you have the strength to recover.
K9 is having his protective instincts come out. What a MAN 😔👏
k#9 will protect us. woof.
hello serious note
as someone who’s been in a toxic/abusive relationship before i really appreciate you for making this video. it’s still a bit tough to get over and think about, but thank you for getting this message across in a way that isn’t too excessive.
lotsa love!!
ny
Ny-quil you’re actually so cute ♥️♥️
Amna A ahh!!! thank you ( ^ω^ )
He will protect us from the Daleks that are our emotions
"You're stronger than this"
Honestly that broke me. From who I've told, ive gotten plenty of "you didn't deserve that"s and "its not your fault"s but nobody has ever said that im stronger than what he did to me. Thank you
I’m not crying I swear it’s just allergies
fr my eyes are sweating bmt it’s just allergies please 🤧😭
To heartwarming words, I feel ya...
To that one person who disliked this why waste your time watching this if you did not like it?..........I happen to LOVE it!!!!!!
Tamaki Amajiki what’re you doing here? 😆
How come u haven't hit 1M subs yet? Thats beyond me.
I feel sorry for all the lonely people out there that don't know ur channel.
I have went through mental/emotional abuse from my dad until I turned 18 (my parents got a divorce when I was a baby). To anyone who is dealing with any kind of abuse I just want you to know that it is not your fault! You did nothing to deserve that. It is their problem that they don’t know how to show love. It is not your job to get them help. Save yourself before doing anything else. You are important. You are loved. It wasn’t/isn’t your fault.
Came here feeling down today. Bad news from doc. But I stumbled onto this video and my mind went back instantly to my childhood. Narcissistic alcoholic abuse and violence filled my days and nights. 22 years of hell before I got out and there were days I felt I would never get out. That I was broken and a mess. it was more than I could take and only the thought of falling in love and connecting so deeply with someone like this kept me going. I do believe in soulmates, no matter how irrational, improbable, etc. The idea of finding that one person in my life has kept me going, stayed my hand in dark moments, and kept me alive. Sure I have people who care, who understand to some extent, but they can't fill that void. As someone who is afraid of touch and is scared to trust, I related so much to this vid. K you gotta stop making me cry! This eased some of the loneliness. Thank you.
"You're not a mess, don't say that."
Me: °nervous laughter° If you don't thinks so now? You're in for quite the surprise then...
I wouldn’t call what I’ve been through abuse, but I know I blamed myself everyday for it. I had to look that person in the face knowing they really didn’t care for me like they said they did. I also used to get bullied at school and at some point was suicidal. We need more people like you that can comfort someone without judging them. For anyone who’s been abused just know it’s not your fault and it’s ok to get help. Holding in your feelings would make things worse. Just make sure the person you tell is the right person who you can trust. Trust me when I say I know how it feels to ball in my feelings and feel alone. I’m a great friend to talk to as well who wants to help people in need.
Love you and Thxs for making these videos which help comfort not only me but other people as well.
Boyfriendaudio: "I love you...."
Me: *plays him saying that over and over* uwu
I was abused verbally .. does that count as well? I’m the type of person who would never hurt anyone. Yet I was put through the most pain & I kept thinking to myself what did I do to deserve this pain . Long story short you saved my life... 💜
I'm sorry that happened to you! I always see you here in the comments. I'm happy this brings you some comfort. x
BoyfriendAudio thank you so much I really appreciate all the effort you put into the channel/ audios . If it wasn’t for you I’m not sure if I’d be here right now. I love you ❤️
Annalise Crain you are so strong , I can’t imagine anything like that . I’ve been through so much verbal abuse & there were some situations where I thought they would get physical & I remember trying to find a way out of the situation, it was so hard for me to be able to trust someone, I was afraid . But I’m so proud of you, you are so strong 💜
bad grill I’m so sorry, I’m getting better , slowly. This channel really saved me . If it wasn’t for him ( the creator) I’m not sure I’d be here rn
I feel you. I’ve been verbally abused by a still current best friend
I'm so happy you posted. I caught a cold and this has been the best medicine
get better soon! x
*Who is always so happy when he uploads?*
Just me ?❤️
Janinebad
I ammmmmm!
Me and 69th like 😁
Me!!! I accidentally disliked I’m sorry
Galaxy.yoai. 🥺
Ok who cut the freaking onions
Who needs another boyfriend when you have K, right?
*Right?!*
😂😭😂😭😂😭❤❤❤
That is so adorable that person that hurt will never hurt you because he is by her side that's love right there warms up my heart thank you for making the video
I’m so glad you did this because a lot people are going through abusive situations and really need to know they’re not alone
Last month, I experienced sexual harassment and successfully saved myself and I didn't tell my parents It was difficult to speak with them from the shock at the same time I needed support
this audio was the most thing I needed and helped me
I hope no one will live this painful experience.
Wish you all the best ♥♥♥
I’m so sorry you went through that. Nobody deserves that kinda of pain
@@campbellfrazier218 thank youuuu don't worry I became after this experience stronger and braver
I’m sorry sweetie
Sending you warm hugs
Please take care
I have no idea how you do it, but you manage to write dialogue that sounds like what an actual boyfriend would say. I've heard plenty of other ASMR'S but none of them sound realistic as yours like holy shit my dude. Keep up the excellent work.
It’s nice to hear something like this after finding out my newborn baby brother, is laying in hospital dying slowly, from a rare and incurable heart condition. He was born on the 20/02/2019. He’s 4 days old and laying on his death bed. Fighting for his life. This comforted me so much I’ve been crying for the past 4 days, I am gonna miss my baby brother. ❤️❤️😭❤️❤️❤️
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My baby brother died yesterday afternoon. But he left the world peacefully and surrounded by people who loved him. He broke hearts and he was beautiful to the very end.
Im sorry.. :( my thoughts are with you x
I'm so sorry for your loss... thoughts and prayers w u
I know this is late but may his soul rest in peace
I am sorry for this happend to u...dont worry he is in heaven surrounded by Angels and protected by God
I'm so sorry for yoy
4:37
Yes I am about to cry, because the Chinese place doesn’t do delivery and I wanted some chow mein😭😭😭
Edit: the only thing abusing me is this Chinese place. *lIke whaT kInD oF cHinESe pLaCe dOesnt dO dEliVery*
Edit:
“I wanna go kill him”
Hold up *damn it’s just noodles*
Is another edit:
I got the noodles finally 👌🏼
This is such a mood 😂
Just a lonely uwu girl try it during 2020 it’s impossible😭😭😭😔😔😔
Same it makes me sad just reading this x x x 😭❤️☹️
Enjoy your noodles
I’ve never told anyone this but I was in an abusive relationship for 8 months until my mom helped me get out of it. I went through depression and anxiety and I still have anxiety attacks very frequently I felt so disappointed in myself for letting him do things to me even after I said no. For those that are going through a rough time your worth it and keep going it gets better :)
i'm glad you're out of that situation x hope you've been well!
Who ever have witnessed or been through abuse need to know they you r worth the world and that u r loved. Who ever abused u deserves nothing in life.
I'm seriously crying rn while listening to this. I've always felt ashamed of some things that I went through. I understand that it isn't my fault and I want everyone to know that things like this are no one's fault apart from the abuser. For the first time, 3 years after it happened, I told someone. Things like this will be hard to deal with but we can't let what we went through in the past define us. We can only try our best to move on and allow it to make us stronger.
I hope youre ok now and im glad you told someone! Never thinks its your fault if someone did something to you! ok? if you didnt do anything wrong then you are not to blame (idk how much of this made sense but yea) hope you have an awesome day or night!
I was listening to your other videos ! What a great coincidence ! Anyway, I wanted to tell you that you should be very proud of you. You help so much people with your videos, that’s crazy ! From people who are lonely and need attention to people who had an abusive relationship, you really are an incredible person mister K ! As I always say, very nice job ! :) I hope you’ll continue making these videos for a loooong time :)
thank you! I'm not going anywhere :)
I hope so haha :)
Suddenly crying out of no where ?? The comfort in your voice is unreal. .. had to go lock my door because I was bawling . Lol I’m so weird . Came across this by accident. Just subscribed. Amazing!
This reminds me of a time where my friend was holding me when I was crying over something I find childish and stupid. But for everyone, we’ve all been through something abusive big or small. Whatever happened was not your fault and we have to know that. The world should be a whole team, we know it’s never going to be worldwide peace but there are going to be people who will protect you and hold you when you need it. Even if you feel like you don’t.
I just heard this audio. I broke down in tears. I was in an abusive relationship. He hurt me emotionally and physically. He did things to me that I couldn't get away from. I did report it, but it was a he said/she said thing. Nothing happened. I guess that's why I'm cautious when it comes to relationships. K, even though you don't me, you make me feel special and wanted and love. You make me feel like I matter. I appreciate all you do. Thank you so much.
This was actually comforting. I struggle with letting an ex have a control over me, even after it's been 3 or 4 years since we ended on bad terms. Thanks for this!
Abuse can come from any source and be any form; it doesnt have to be an abusive boyfriend/girlfriend, partner, husband/wife it can be other family members/friends etc, and it doesnt have to be physical, it can just be emotional and verbal too. The way someone looks at you can be emotional torture too. (Speaking from personal experience) i don’t know if I’m making any sense at all but still, just wanted to put it out there for anyone who understands
I needed this more then you will ever know. Thank you for the comfort you bring your listeners.
words can be so strong sometimes. your words always always are strong and they help so much. thank you k. for everything that you do for us. i hope you know you have made hundred and thousands of people happy just by you posting a video everyday or every other day. your voice and your words and so precious and i’m thankful that you’re doing this. i’m sure other people are thankful as well. you help people gradually become stronger each day and that just makes me happy. thank you again. much love 💗
“The world is infinitely a better place precisely because you are in it.”❤️❤️
I was abused physically and verbally for 5 years by multiple of my bestfriends. Thank you for this audio, its beyond comforting.
Once again, it astounds me how the right words come to you, and with such sincerity. This hit so close to home on so many different levels and the need and want to feel safe disappeared for just a little while as though I were protected some how. Thank you for the support and encouragement. It's amazing.
Coffee ❤️😍= soulmate
Baileys 👿😩= the devil
I don’t know how you can drink baileys honestly, that must be some kind of superpower.
I love baileys
@@AkuriShinsou right😭
This reminds me of my boyfriend so much he always comforts me and tries to help me whenever I get triggered or when my dad hits me. Today wasn't a good day but he's been on a busy trip for a few days and can't answer his phone so I came here to feel better :)
This made me cry 😭 I’ve had the worst day today and Idk this kinda made all the stress go away ❤️
I've been abused in so many ways and this audio made me cry, i just wish I had someone who was like this for me
I don't usually listen to these things but after listening to this in going to start. This video literally made me cry. It felt like I was finally being told things I didn't know I needed to hear. I wasn't in an abusive relationship but my biological father I guess was abusive though not physically and I can never talk about it. This video was something I didn't know I needed and I just want to say thank you so much
Even if there was a TW, i decided to listen to this.
I was in a relationship with a narcissist psychopath and he abused me in a lot of ways. I left him months ago, but i still struggle a lot because the pain is so strong. It gave me ptsd and i rarely leave my house because of the fear of meeting him. I see a therapist every week, i started the moment i left him. Sometimes it gets better, these weeks have been really rough for me.
I cried so bad during all of this. I hope to heal as quick as possible... Hoping to feel better.
Thanks for this audio, i hope to find someone that will love me and protect me from myself, comforting me every day when i get up after a nightmare, hug me when i get triggered, and respect me and all the triggers that make me sick.
I don't have much hope, but this is the only way i can survive.
I feel so alone in this, i am so scared of him.
For everyone who is struggling with abusive bf, parents or more, please, PLEASE seek help and try to stay strong. It isn't easy, but one day you'll feel better.
Sending love to you all.
Darling, i hope you're doing better now. You're really strong. Sending hugs! ❤
That mouth sound he made at 6:42 was just ✨✨
HAPPY 20k subs!!! You deserve the world for how much you make us feel comforted and loved. I hope you have an amazing day!! ❤️❤️❤️
Thank you so much for this. Thank you for uploading this content. Hearing you say it's okay makes me feel like it is. As a rape and abuse victim, I listen to your voice when I have a PTSD/Panic attack. It's comforting. It's like you're there, with your arms wrapped around me and cooing gently. You've made it feel much more manageable. 🥺
Yeee I AM HERE.
*Notification Squad?*
Yea we here lol
I has arrived!!!!! Hello earphone jack!!!!
bakugo's wife till reath do us part omfg your username tho Im-
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KAMINARI COLLECT YOUR WOMAN!
@@eikochii7958 pffffft----
Hello dear, reader
So I have been in a toxic/abusive relationship before and just listening to this makes me cry a lot but I just finished crying and I feel happy,safe I just feel great while listening to this thank you so so much for this audio you don’t know how much it means to me and everyone else❤️
This man is a legend he's amazing at making audios, plus he likes everyones comments!He so kind :3
i am in love with the way he says “okay” it makes my heart smile
When he says sorry my heart literally *MELTS*
I slid down my stairs for the millionth time when I see your notifications. But THIS TIME I GOT YOUR NOTIFICATION RIGHT BEFORE I HAD TO PAY FOR THE PIZZA I ORDERED!!🤣😁
Go Bitch Go Bitch Go Bestie love that name
Needed this today more than any other day.
The emotional abuse nearly broke me but I'm still here ❤
“Are you sure you’re alright?”
Me: *already sobbing* “y-yeah am fine am good yeah haha”
As someone who is currently stuck in an abusive and toxic relationship right now this gives me hope for the future that I can get out soon hopefully
Always keep fighting and ive been through this very you age first boyfriend ever but be strong you got this no one like that id worth your life ❤
What happened?
I really hope you got out of it.
I’ve been through a lot of things; I used to struggle a lot emotionally and I hated myself…
Your audios always help me feel better. Thank you. ❤️
The way he says okay is so cute, It sounds like "Okie"
I really love this video, every time i feel sad and remember my past i listen to this video and it makes me feel better, i feel safe and calm.
Thank you.
Toward the end there, when you said he'd never touch me again, I just started crying. For almost four years, I've been trying to get over the abuse I went through. A guy that I didn't even know, who wanted to have a relationship with me that I still believe to this day was because he thought I was easy. Because my brain kept on pushing his face out of my head, I've lived in constant fear since the age of 16 of a man of his build, who goes by the same name, is going to attack and rape me. I didn't even feel safe walking around school. For months, I kept looking over my shoulder until I heard that he had gotten expelled. I felt safe at school, but just not anywhere else. Could he have just been a stupid kid, sure, but that doesn't change the fact that he was bigger than me and made constant comments about the three letter word associated with birds and bees scared me to no end. (As a single, straight, virgin, introvert girl, a guy at least two heads taller than me and maybe two, three times my weight is scary.) He once cornered me up against a desk and made me feel he would've done something to me right then and there. Thankfully I escaped that, but I got constant nightmares of that day for years after.
I'm trying to put all that behind me, to try not to live with that fear, but it's been hard. Although it's been almost four years, it's hard to go back and say that I can forgive him. Forgive him for the fear he put in me. I do hope that he's grown up or that he will grow up, that he isn't a prick like that forever, but that fear . . . it hasn't left me. I'm a very forgiving person and I don't usually hold grudges and I have no grudge, but this fear . . . it's been so strong for so long. He put me deeper into my depression and social anxiety, the things I'm trying to come back out of now, and tried to get me to fear conversation with people again, which I had gotten over at that time. (I made good friends. They all wanted to do what you said in the video when they found out and then some.) I don't know if it's childish to still feel this way or not, I'll let you guys be the judge of that, but it's been eating me up for years, long after high school's end, and I'm not sure how to carry on. If anyone reads this and has some advice, I'll gladly accept it.
This video, what you said, I think it helped me a little. Thank you for this. I really needed it. ❤
It's not childish, the way you feel is real and you shouldn't have had to deal with that.
I love how you chose empathy and not pity because people (like me) get pity all the time and hate it
Chicken nuggets almost had me lose my serious face in a car 😹😹
Thank you for doing this. Never imagined I would ever listen to anything like this, but it was really comforting.
“I need you to breath ok?”
Me - Tries breathing through nose AHH IM SICK!
Me - tried breathing through mouth - AHH I SWALLOWED A YELLOW JACKET! (note really)
OML-
I keep trying to decipher if the “note really” is supposed to be “note; really.” Like it rlly happened or “not really” and it’s just a spelling error😭
Chicken nuggets one of my fav foods😋. My ex couldn't even remember that ☕🐸
omg we getting serious.... thank u for making this video mr. k i know you are going to help a lot of people with this one 😢
I missed you, ohh I wish u could make one for a fear of lightning
OmG i FuCkIn NeEd OnE oF tHoSe CuZ iM sCaReD tO dEaTh Of LiGhTnInG aNd My FaMiLy ThInKs I hAvE a PrObLeM cUz EvErY tImE iT sTrIkEs I cAlL oNe Of ThEm AnD tHeYrE lIkE "Ayame ur 19, u gotta get over this fear of lightning" K IvE sAiD tOo MuCh lol XD
It’s currently storming here and I’m waiting for the thunder even though it scares me
Y'all are not alone
Ikr storms are scary😣
Thank you for making this audio it really helped me sleep. I've had an traumatic experience a couple of days ago, preventing me from sleeping, so thank you ❤️💕
I just discovered this channel tonight and I gotta say, your voice is so relaxing and comforting.
when any asmr says "you look like you are about to cry" , i immediately start crying... OwO
Currently going thru abuse, inflicted from my dad. This helps soothe the pain. Thanks K.
I hope you get out of that soon.
I hope you get out of this soon. If you need to talk my insta is @hsn.tamara
TO WHOMEVER IS SUFFERING INSIDE/OUTSIDE:
YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL AND IF YOU ARE SUICIDAL, PLEASE TALK TO SOMEONE YOU TRUST.. IF YOU HAVE TRUST ISSUES, REMEMBER THIS: Your friends, family, guidance counselor(s) are never going to hurt your feelings intentionally.. but if they abuse you physically, mentally, verbally (calling you bad things), call the cops or someone that can take care of you until they learn that they should never do that again.
Edit: this is coming from a 11 year old girl that has been through ⚠️TRIGGER WARNING⚠️ r@pe, an abusive family, and has been threatened by a person in my grade (they threatened to “shoot up the school and I would be one of her main targets”)
I'm so sorry 😔
Ah oml- i need this so much I had an concert and well a guy friend who I gave him another chance well I regret so much because of what he did..and when you were like “whoa,whoa” I flipping cry so much sobs I feel like I couldn’t breath and all that stuff and I’m still crying but thank you sooo much for this.
Love you K 💛 I've been surviving for 12 years and I still somehow smile everyday.
elemeniah Keep sharing your beautiful smile with the world 🤍
I really needed this cuz I used to be in an abusive relationship and now I have a really good boyfriend who really cares about me
Where are men like you in this world. Two years isn't long but when you have anxiety and that is used against you in a toxic relationship it feels like an eternity. I wasn't ever hit in the face and I was pushed and choked a few times. I didn't always see him in person unless he was with his friends and when we were alone he was horrible. He would humiliate me and said so many things to change me. I changed to please him because he would get angry with me if I didn't and threaten me. He would stop talking to me for weeks and sleep with my friends and send me the pictures saying that it was my fault and then proceed to come back to me and say he loved me. I was naive enough to let him back in. I am short, 5 feet tall, and when I was with him I was 136 pounds. He was 6 feet tall and bigger than me and used that to intimidate me. He would tell me that I needed to lose weight because I would look better for him. I ended up being 120 pounds and he still said I wasn't skinny enough. I wasn't happy being that small then. He was nice to other people but when it came to me he was evil. He knew all my weaknesses and had so much against me that he shared with anyone he wanted to. It broke me. Leaving was hard, I was terrified to the point I texted him bye blocked him and let him keep all my stuff that he had. We were in highschool when this happened, I can't imagine what he would be like now if I stayed. As a sixteen year old dating a 19 year old being told that you wouldn't be missed if you disapeared is a scary thing. It's difficult to explain this to people because they think abuse is physical all the time when it isn't. Abuse is more than just hitting someone it's the things that those people say and use against you. He knew I had anxiety and used my insecurity against me. I think the worst part about it was no one was told we were in a relationship because he didn't want them to know. He was possessive I couldn't hang out with my friends I couldn't even look up at certain people without him getting angry. I would touch him if we passed in the hall and he would give me a look that tore me down and tell me never to do it again but when he would walk by me he would grope me, make me uncomfortable and literally pull me away to hide somewhere. I'm sorry this turned more into a rant than anything, I cried listening to this audio. It is really nice to find comfort somewhere when no one else around you knows. I only told one person about what had happened and they had kept it secret because he is still around, I still see him around often and I hide because I don't want him to see me. It's scary seeing him in public, even if its been over a year since it ended. Excuse my rant, I just didn't know what to say and it all is just here if that makes sense. This video was comforting. Thank you for this and I'm sorry about the long rant. Two years of being away from him almost 3.
Thank you, you're voice is so comforting and I needed this
Oh wow I'm crying
Same needed this so much
I've been watching ur vids for a bit now and I just have to say I really love how u handle these. Instead of the usual, like,,, guilt-trippy audios,,, u actually don't make me feel uncomfortable or guilty for it 👉👈 thank u for actually putting effort into ur vids. I know this is an older video but oh well lmao
AW HE ASKED TO HOLD US CAUSE HE KNEW WE WERE SCARED 😭😭😭😭🤚🤚🤚
Coming from a past of abuse ,neglect and emotional abuse I can feel how she is feeling it's hard to come out with topic like these especially when it comes to telling our spouse because we feel like we would get judged or that they would leave us , it's not easy plus it's already hard enough to open up about it because we say we have moved on but with stuff as in abuse and neglect of any sort you cant move on from that its with you every day , when you look at your body you see it , when you look at your future you see it , when you look at your family you see it.
You cant escape from it ,so its haunting plus we can have massive breakdowns so easy that we just crumble and feel like the world is coming to pieces. We hope that someone will hug us , hold our hands ,tell us that they are there for us because if we were going to cry we would cry for such a long time.
Hugs to anyone who has gone through any type of abuse or neglect
3:44 LMAO IT REMINDS ME OF:” *oMg wHy dOn’T yOu jUsT tAkE tHe FrEaKiNg CoMpLiMeNt⁉️*
This is way to relatable to me which is sad to say. I loved the comforting words that you said.