You First Time Being Held..? [Boyfriend Roleplay][Fear of Intimacy][Comfort] ASMR

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  • @SnowFox-gv2rn
    @SnowFox-gv2rn 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3231

    As someone who has never cuddled/kissed anyone/been in a relationship/been on a date/held hands with anyone before, and is very scared of doing something wrong for any of those, I really appreciate this audio. It’s nice when someone is okay with taking things slow
    Edit/Update: Soooo, I am now in a relationship and things are going well so far! Still nervous and want to take things slow, but my partner is okay with wanting to take things slow and easy
    Edit/Update 2: Sooooo, we broke up a little over a month ago. Nothing super tragic, we just fell out of love. We’re still good friends now though (we’re actually playing DnD together a lot), but yeah, forgot I updated this when we got together, so figured I’d update it again 😅

    • @sachabenmerad3011
      @sachabenmerad3011 2 ปีที่แล้ว +79

      Well, this audio is just describing me if I ever get in a relationship,
      Which I presume won't happen until....... A few years later or never.
      The more I'm away from it the more I'm comfortable.
      But
      If I happen to find one that is understanding like this one, maybe I would try to fight my anxiety and everything to give it a try.
      But still I'm terrified with the idea. 😬😬🤯🤯

    • @kyomome9489
      @kyomome9489 2 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      Same!!

    • @VioletRose16
      @VioletRose16 2 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      Same

    • @fruitvanilla8471
      @fruitvanilla8471 2 ปีที่แล้ว +58

      Same!!! Whats even worse is that I’m 20!!!! 20!!!

    • @VioletRose16
      @VioletRose16 2 ปีที่แล้ว +65

      @@fruitvanilla8471 I feel you; I’m 25.

  • @jessrah
    @jessrah 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1972

    "I think that you're overthinking it" sir, I have anxiety. My whole life is a big ball of overthinking everything 😩

  • @annabellamardinian3148
    @annabellamardinian3148 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1527

    I like how k hits sensitive topics without triggering the shit out of us

    • @sciencelover404
      @sciencelover404 2 ปีที่แล้ว +59

      His videos abt sensitive topics always comfort me 🥰

    • @thriller_enthusiast
      @thriller_enthusiast 2 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      ikr

    • @shea9502
      @shea9502 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Uh well it triggered me as well as the video I watched before this so 😅 awesome 😎

    • @spindless
      @spindless ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@shea9502 bro?? what triggered you 😭

    • @shea9502
      @shea9502 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@spindless honestly I can't remember

  • @jessrah
    @jessrah 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2069

    We love a man who is understanding, doesn't pressure and is willing to take it slow 😍

  • @lleetttmeeedooiittfoorryouu
    @lleetttmeeedooiittfoorryouu 2 ปีที่แล้ว +319

    first i was like mmm
    “boyfriendaudios” as a joke
    but bro i don’t think it’s a joke anymore 😔🖐

    • @skapie6895
      @skapie6895 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Same

    • @Tiffany_ziling
      @Tiffany_ziling 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Twin where have you bern

    • @chlo3649
      @chlo3649 11 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา

      Wait what this trend was 2 years ago?????????😨

  • @revathy6745
    @revathy6745 2 ปีที่แล้ว +643

    "The best part of holding somebody is falling asleep with them"
    Not when i start snoring 🙃

  • @cassiusthegreat9556
    @cassiusthegreat9556 2 ปีที่แล้ว +771

    Hello girlfriend-in-laws I hope you are all doing amazing. Remember that you’re gorgeous and deserve the entire freaking world you absolute queens. Drink some water, eat something, love yourself cause I love you❤️❤️❤️

    • @jessicalukram74
      @jessicalukram74 2 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      Take care of yourself too 😘😘😘😘

    • @jessicalukram74
      @jessicalukram74 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @VIKAS YADAV oookayyyy

    • @jessicalukram74
      @jessicalukram74 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @VIKAS YADAV you too hubby ❤️

    • @Sara-nd8oj
      @Sara-nd8oj 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      thank you bestie i needed this ❤️❤️❤️

    • @31xbshiulinaik22
      @31xbshiulinaik22 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Thank you hun, you too💫

  • @eyeowynlola5609
    @eyeowynlola5609 2 ปีที่แล้ว +599

    Pretty sure this guy is the reason why everyone has huge standards in boyfriends now

    • @juline
      @juline 2 ปีที่แล้ว +52

      My standards were already high before K, but he made it way higher :).

    • @sciencelover404
      @sciencelover404 2 ปีที่แล้ว +42

      K taught me not to settle for just anyone 😌

    • @ninamae8547
      @ninamae8547 2 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      yyuup

    • @curthanialmelville2747
      @curthanialmelville2747 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Facts 💯

    • @chlo3649
      @chlo3649 11 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา

      Girls you need to remember, a man that listens to you when you say no is the bare minimum and never ever EVER settle for anything less than that, and comforts you on top of consent, any man that wouldn’t do either of those is not boyfriend/husband material!!

  • @misslissa3618
    @misslissa3618 2 ปีที่แล้ว +360

    Just a friendly reminder following our boyfriend's good point there,
    to anyone who's reading this: we all had a first time no matter the subject, the one who would mock you or is not understanding for that is a jerk and do not deserves your consent! Be safe and comfortable ❤

  • @XXanimeseekerXX
    @XXanimeseekerXX 2 ปีที่แล้ว +395

    This audio hits close because I truly have a fear of intimacy. Your kindness and gentleness is quite welcoming

    • @onlymacy741
      @onlymacy741 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Same. This was the safest I have ever felt in my entire life

    • @Ren-er7fg
      @Ren-er7fg 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Same. This is the most intimate I feel comfortable being with somebody and I’m not talking about cuddling…I’m talking about the audio 🌚

  • @hi-tg5zb
    @hi-tg5zb 2 ปีที่แล้ว +476

    I never had a boyfriend/girlfriend and I don't think I will ever have. But at least I can experience my first time being held on your channel 🥺 Thank You

  • @shortcake841
    @shortcake841 2 ปีที่แล้ว +213

    Him: You mean you’ve never been cuddled before ?
    Me: cut the cameras 🦯

    • @revatimokashi1785
      @revatimokashi1785 2 ปีที่แล้ว +32

      Cuddling my pillow still counts 😤

    • @tommm3508
      @tommm3508 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      @@revatimokashi1785 wow ur so depressed

  • @Flor_piom
    @Flor_piom 2 ปีที่แล้ว +219

    "I think you're overthinking"
    Ah yes, my favorite activity indeed
    This was super cute and wholesome btw I'm just happily happy rn

  • @reeseartzzz
    @reeseartzzz 2 ปีที่แล้ว +145

    These videos always reminds me what a healthy relationship is like 😭🤚

    • @candywife4813
      @candywife4813 2 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      WHEN I TELL YOU I WHEEZED OUT LOUD

    • @Mediviser62
      @Mediviser62 ปีที่แล้ว

      Healthy relationship? Who's that??

  • @heeyyalexis__
    @heeyyalexis__ 2 ปีที่แล้ว +87

    I’ve never had a boyfriend… I really don’t want to cry right now 😣, but this was so pure & endearing, I’ve always been nervous about this type of stuff, I always think what if I’m doing something wrong or what if breathe too deep. I don’t know what it’s like to be held close, I just hope I get to experience it 😣

    • @sciencelover404
      @sciencelover404 2 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Don’t worry u will! 🥰

    • @heeyyalexis__
      @heeyyalexis__ 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @@sciencelover404 thank you so much 🥺💜

    • @sciencelover404
      @sciencelover404 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      @@heeyyalexis__ ofcc 😌💕

    • @solala1312
      @solala1312 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      every single biological process unite in perfection. it's your body securing your wellbeing and thankfully being with us all ✨ please breath any way you have to, want to or enjoy to!

  • @nicoleramirez214
    @nicoleramirez214 2 ปีที่แล้ว +163

    K- have you ever had a boyfriend before?
    Me- 😳no…
    K- no, don’t be embarrassed
    K- oh girl, okay look at me
    My heart 🥺I love this audio🥰

  • @xxcringeycookiezxx3441
    @xxcringeycookiezxx3441 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1099

    K: “No ones home”
    What should we do wackus bonkus?
    WB: “Stay”
    Oh-
    You silly wackus bonkus☺️💝💝

    • @busylovingmoon
      @busylovingmoon 2 ปีที่แล้ว +68

      I'M SORRY PLEASEEE 💀💀

    • @charlossen
      @charlossen 2 ปีที่แล้ว +60

      HELP IM EVAPORATING

    • @irene1106
      @irene1106 2 ปีที่แล้ว +22

      Wachus bonkus NOICE

    • @orchid4301
      @orchid4301 2 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      PAHAHA STOPPP

    • @wayababaya
      @wayababaya 2 ปีที่แล้ว +20

      WACKUS BONKUS ☠️

  • @sriri
    @sriri 2 ปีที่แล้ว +164

    i literally looked up if there's any video like this. AND ITS ALMOST 20MINS EVEN BETTER! I'LL START CRYIN IM SURE

    • @tommm3508
      @tommm3508 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Don't cry , I am here

  • @niknik__
    @niknik__ 2 ปีที่แล้ว +91

    that “oohkayy” at 16:09 was so Canadian LOL ily K

  • @julietteferrars3097
    @julietteferrars3097 2 ปีที่แล้ว +57

    "We never realize how frozen we are until someone starts to melt our ice." -Bridgett Devoue

  • @shortcake841
    @shortcake841 2 ปีที่แล้ว +205

    We simp for a man who literally opens their closet for us to choose from his sweaters and jackets😭😭😭😭😭I want ALL OF EM

    • @tommyspecial9982
      @tommyspecial9982 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Are u single ?

    • @busylovingmoon
      @busylovingmoon 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@tommyspecial9982 Yo? 🤨

    • @tommyspecial9982
      @tommyspecial9982 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@busylovingmoon 👉👈 I just wanna text someone on insssta

    • @busylovingmoon
      @busylovingmoon 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@tommyspecial9982 👩🏻‍🦽

    • @shortcake841
      @shortcake841 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@busylovingmoon omfg I just saw the yo 💀MOON THE WAY YOU STOOD UP FOR ME😭😭😭😭😭marry me come on ily

  • @Milo1Cosplay
    @Milo1Cosplay 2 ปีที่แล้ว +22

    Best boyfriend ever, he's patient, kind, and is willing to take things slow. He's perfect.

  • @itsjustme3871
    @itsjustme3871 2 ปีที่แล้ว +61

    k:u never cuddled before ?
    mr pillow : am i joke to u

    • @sciencelover404
      @sciencelover404 2 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      Omg how could I forget abt mr pillow 🤚🏼😭

  • @jaycel3078
    @jaycel3078 2 ปีที่แล้ว +304

    At this moment, K please don't be late on our wedding😂

  • @Tiffany_ziling
    @Tiffany_ziling 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    “Girl-okay.” THE SASS I LOVE BRO

  • @Brymie1798
    @Brymie1798 2 ปีที่แล้ว +137

    I thought that when I reach my 20s, I'll have a stable life and a healthy relationship but here I am. Extremely in love with a faceless TH-camr with a deep voice. #WorthIt ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

    • @wh0s_ena
      @wh0s_ena 2 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      I'm literally still in my teens, never been in a relationship and I think I'm gonna be single forever. #WorthIt #Ksupremacy

    • @quit2144
      @quit2144 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      @@wh0s_ena Same #NeverFindAnyoneButK

    • @juline
      @juline 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Same!
      I really thought I would be in a relationship. But nah! Here I am. Listening to ASMR :).

    • @Sara-qw7lc
      @Sara-qw7lc 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Haha same! Btw You are gorgeous girl! Your Prince Charming is out there somewhere! 💖

    • @Brymie1798
      @Brymie1798 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@Sara-qw7lc awww... Thank you! 🥺♥️ I actually found someone recently and his name starts with K too. 🥰 We'll all find the love we deserve someday. ♥️♥️

  • @sunnybean3185
    @sunnybean3185 2 ปีที่แล้ว +45

    This one felt good, It’s so wholesome that you made a video acknowledging people who are sensitive to intimacy, it’s not something that’s often represented, yet it should. ❤️✨💕

  • @raineee2057
    @raineee2057 2 ปีที่แล้ว +102

    Hey girlfriend in laws!
    I hope you guys are taking care of yourselves daily. Mental and physical health are both important ♡ give yourself some time to rest too. Remember that you are special and that you are beautiful! ❤

    • @himani9902
      @himani9902 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Awwww you're so kind💙.Thank you for this wonderful comment. Sending you virtual hugs 🤗.

    • @busylovingmoon
      @busylovingmoon 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Aw, you're so sweet! Tysm! You too

    • @noelrolfe227
      @noelrolfe227 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Hey girlfriend in law.! Your comment is a smile maker🤗🤗 same to you❤️

  • @m.r.9215
    @m.r.9215 2 ปีที่แล้ว +15

    Almost burst into tears, I’m so anxious to hold or even hug ppl bc every time I’ve hugged my friends or family they all say I’m pointy and uncomfortable bc I’m very thin. It honestly makes me so insecure like I love hugs and being held but I barely want ppl to touch me because I’m always so worried I’m hurting them with my pointy ass bones :C

    • @husnaliyana8393
      @husnaliyana8393 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Samee gurll 🙃😂😭

    • @chowmeinandapples5185
      @chowmeinandapples5185 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      I’d totally hug both of you no matter how uncomfortable you think it would be for me cos I love hugs regardless 😊

  • @annabellamardinian3148
    @annabellamardinian3148 2 ปีที่แล้ว +25

    " u look kinda scared "
    Nah keep going it's my resting face

  • @Kiki-Doll
    @Kiki-Doll 2 ปีที่แล้ว +49

    This is what respect, patience and understanding sounds like ❤️ Such a sweet audio K 🥰🥰🥰

  • @jaz9891
    @jaz9891 2 ปีที่แล้ว +40

    “Choose any sweater or jacket you want”
    Mmm i like this one😌 *takes all of them*

  • @imaginecloudsxo7987
    @imaginecloudsxo7987 2 ปีที่แล้ว +166

    POV: you're the spider in the corner of the room listening to all of this happening
    Damn, K, 19 minutes?! You're spoiling us 😢🥰🥺

    • @sciencelover404
      @sciencelover404 2 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      19 min of heaven 🤚🏼😩

  • @stardatezer0
    @stardatezer0 2 ปีที่แล้ว +33

    As someone who HATES physical affection, my heart just did a backflip

  • @ashwolftheva2891
    @ashwolftheva2891 2 ปีที่แล้ว +22

    My fear of being hugged or cuddled by a man that isn’t my dad (Bc that’s just my family….. we love cuddling) is derived from my first relationship in high school. It wasn’t a public relationship (which is a HUGE red flag) and when he did touch me it wasn’t anything I was comfortable with (like touching my leg when I wasn’t comfortable with it or trying to touch my butt when I wasn’t comfortable with it). Long story short: I LIKE MY RELATIONSHIPS SLOWER THAN A SNAIL. This audio has really helped me prepare for what I should say to my next boyfriend if I get touchy about taking it slow or cuddling.

  • @madeleinenoble8272
    @madeleinenoble8272 2 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    as someone who has never been comforted/treated kindly by a man before without having to do things in return (lots of issues there from multiple sources) my reaction to this was tears. Who else is coming with me to therapy?

  • @dimondice8186
    @dimondice8186 2 ปีที่แล้ว +18

    "Do you mind if I touch you"
    WHY CANT I BE WITH THIS MAN 😫 THE FACT THAT I HAVE NEVER EVER MET SOMEBODY BEEN THIS NICE TO ME IS.....just a werid feeling

  • @tinyceasarsalad
    @tinyceasarsalad 2 ปีที่แล้ว +83

    i was literally just stalking his channel and watching the vampire audios😭

    • @This-suckz
      @This-suckz 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      I literally made a playlist just for the vampire ones 💀

    • @busylovingmoon
      @busylovingmoon 2 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      I'm waiting for a new vampire audio 💀💀

    • @This-suckz
      @This-suckz 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      @@busylovingmoon same tho

  • @sugar5198
    @sugar5198 2 ปีที่แล้ว +20

    I never tought i'd need to hear somehting like this until now. I never tought that at least some of my fears could be solved by this kind of communication when the time comes, and it's really really calming for me, so thank you for making this and i hope you'll create more "fear of intimacy" content

  • @Vanniemarsh69
    @Vanniemarsh69 2 ปีที่แล้ว +55

    Daily reminder!!
    Take care of yourself
    And
    I luv you
    Hope you have a great day!!
    But if you have a bad day..stay strong and hopefully things get better
    Thank you for the asmr

  • @busylovingmoon
    @busylovingmoon 2 ปีที่แล้ว +15

    "Being physical is one thing and you can't have fun if you're not comfortable with it"
    THIS MAN, HE UNDERSTOOD THE ASSIGNMENT

  • @akiraioq
    @akiraioq 2 ปีที่แล้ว +84

    Nothing much, just K being the best virtual bf ever.

    • @tommm3508
      @tommm3508 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Ur single ..?

    • @akiraioq
      @akiraioq 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@tommm3508 Well, yeah?

    • @tommm3508
      @tommm3508 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@akiraioq can I be urs

    • @akiraioq
      @akiraioq 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@tommm3508 Um, no? Who even r u 😭

    • @filucfoffondstadt9656
      @filucfoffondstadt9656 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@tommm3508 wtf💀

  • @saimamiah9548
    @saimamiah9548 2 ปีที่แล้ว +20

    It’s almost embarrassing how many times I’ve listened to this already. I was feeling super ill and I couldn’t sleep last night and I binged your channel 🥰
    ‘Twas’ an amazing experience

    • @saimamiah9548
      @saimamiah9548 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@Hopefully8554 Awh omg you’re so sweet.
      Thank you 💖❤️ xx

  • @jaycel3078
    @jaycel3078 2 ปีที่แล้ว +66

    I've never been inlove to a man's voice before K✨

    • @jaycel3078
      @jaycel3078 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @VIKAS YADAV cash app me right now!!! HAHAHAHHAHAHHA

    • @jaycel3078
      @jaycel3078 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @VIKAS YADAV are you for real??? HAHHAHAHHAHAH

    • @jaycel3078
      @jaycel3078 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @VIKAS YADAV you're funny hahahahhaa

  • @janhaviharshey
    @janhaviharshey 2 ปีที่แล้ว +30

    K spoiling us with long audios, I love him with my whole heart ❤

  • @khloestaley4604
    @khloestaley4604 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    For everyone on here that say they will never have a relationship-
    I don't know you personally but you will absolutely find the one some day. And you may have a journey to go yet but you will find that special someone💕

  • @mich620
    @mich620 2 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    the way he made this audio as realistic and safe as possible for us is so precious🥺❤️‍🔥

  • @em.lv.
    @em.lv. 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    K is literally setting my relationship standards so high, his mother definitely needs a raise.

  • @jxzxbxth9257
    @jxzxbxth9257 2 ปีที่แล้ว +44

    when i tell you how long my boy expectation checklist is getting because of this man

  • @jakeydelprado
    @jakeydelprado 2 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    Mmmm.. "I'm just happy getting to know you" is such a simple yet lovely line. Same here, kind Sir. Really happy getting to know you, too.
    I love being held by you in this one. Your choice of words in the middle part of the conversation sounds familiar and made me smile. How timely. Thank you. Take care, K.

  • @djxd302
    @djxd302 2 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    other audio don’t have much tension unlike k, it just felt real and the way he says thing makes me wanna fall in love. it felt like i’d believe him if he said im pretty or compliment me even if im the most insecure on eart. it felt like my depression is cured the second i got to hear his voice.
    HE MAKES ME LOVE ME!
    (yk what they say fall inlove with someone who will make you love urself) i legit thought I would never experience that. but even if this is fake or a fantasy i’d die happily knowing i knew love “a fake love that wasn’t fake at all.”

    • @jakeydelprado
      @jakeydelprado 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      "..Fall in love with someone who will make you love yourself."
      Same. Its K's power. This fantasy makes me fall in love with myself, too. Over and over.
      Beautiful. Thank you for this, djxd.

    • @djxd302
      @djxd302 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      exactly, glad u liked it x

  • @xoxo_linnaaa3599
    @xoxo_linnaaa3599 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    As someone from a very bad experience of physical touch and now scared of being touched this is just perfect and just so gentle🥺🥺🥺

  • @Rose-iy4oc
    @Rose-iy4oc 2 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    CONGRATULATIONS K!! We're a family of 200k mates!!!😭♥️ You deserve this K!! Congratulations again for hitting the milestones! Hope there are many more to come!♥️♥️♥️

  • @madison5294
    @madison5294 2 ปีที่แล้ว +349

    i just wanna say, the boyfriendaudio community are the most sweetest people ever and i love y'all from the bottom of my heart 🤍
    idk if that made sense lol but yeah

    • @jaycel3078
      @jaycel3078 2 ปีที่แล้ว +20

      I love K's community so much!!!!

    • @Angie-dj1wc
      @Angie-dj1wc 2 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      I love you toooo

    • @JoeMama-vt2dy
      @JoeMama-vt2dy 2 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      Best community ever❤️everyone’s so respectful and nice, it’s wholesome

    • @busylovingmoon
      @busylovingmoon 2 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      You're so sweet! Ily

    • @jxzxbxth9257
      @jxzxbxth9257 2 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      i love yall🥺💞💗💘❤💕💓❤💕💓❤💓💟❤💗

  • @lashabellefrei5351
    @lashabellefrei5351 2 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    Dear person whoever reads this,
    Hey, you, yes, I am talking right to you. You’re such a beautiful human being and worth and enough. I hope you know that you do only need yourself to be happy, I know society builds up the standard that whenever you’re alone you’re not living a happy life. But in fact, that is not true, if you start to realize that you actually deserve all the good things happening to you, you will treat yourself a lot nicer. I hope you let yourself rest, don’t beat yourself up over past mistakes, over regret, and over everything your mind wants to destroy you. I wish I could remove all those demons inside of your head because you deserve to feel happy. If you ever feel lonely then watch the sky, because you know, someone, at the same time is watching the sky too, maybe feeling the same way...I am glad you exist and I hope you won’t ever remove your own spot in this world, maybe you don’t feel like you belong here but, Angel, then build your home here. I don’t want you to leave this world unhappy. I want you to live every little second, I want you to feel alive, I don’t want you to see yourself just existing. You deserve it. Whatever happened, it’s not your fault, the demons in your head recognize that you have a beautiful heart, they want to take it because they have never seen such a beautiful heart as yours, so why let them win over you? . You’re not selfish for isolating yourself, but you deserve to talk to someone. If you’re reading this then please never forget to breathe and smile.
    Don’t live up to other standards! It’s your story and not theirs.
    Live for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug-like it's your last one.
    I love you and send you hugs.
    You’re so strong, you’re still here, and I am proud of you.
    YOU ARE NOT USELESS. READ THAT AGAIN.
    YOU ARE WORTH IT. READ THAT AGAIN.
    YOU ARE LOVED. READ THAT AGAIN.
    I AM GLAD YOU EXIST. READ THAT AGAIN.
    YOU ARE NOT A PROBLEM. YOU ARE HUMAN AND YOUR FEELINGS ARE VALID. READ THAT AGAIN.
    YOU ARE NOT BEING DRAMATIC.
    You’re not a burden to anyone, don’t be afraid to talk, to use your voice.
    You’re beautiful inside out. Your body is beautiful the way it is.
    Please don’t starve yourself. Please eat, I know it’s hard but you deserve food. You deserve to eat and drink.
    I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. READ THAT AGAIN.
    I WISH I COULD HUG YOU RIGHT NOW, SO A VIRTUAL HUG WILL DO.
    It hurts me to see you’re in pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you.
    I love u I love u I love u I love u I love u please don’t go.
    I am sorry that no one is hearing you, I am sorry no one is noticing that you have lost yourself. I wish I could take your pain away, it hurts me to see the pain in your eyes. I love you through my words and I mean it. I just want you to stay, hold on a little longer okay? Please? For me.??
    I hope you have an awesome day/ morning/ evening/ night.
    If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you.
    If it’s day for you, don’t start it with such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such a mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water in the morning, and so on... You will start building little healthy habits.
    If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course, you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self-care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed.
    And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re stronger than you think, I know you will make it :)
    Now wipe those tears away and smile for me, you really don’t know much a smile can brighten someone’s day, do you? I hope one day yours will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world.
    Remember crying is not weakness, let it out as much as you can but don’t let the emotion control you by giving up. It’s okay, you’re here, you’re safe, you can let it out.
    Did anyone ask you, how you are feeling today? If not, how are you really? I don’t think you’re doing good, but you will feel good at one point. Don’t give yourself up.
    I am sorry you feel misunderstood.
    But anyone who gets to be with you doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they are :).
    Enough with beating up yourself for today, okay?!
    - The stranger that cares about you more than anything.
    I hope this is enough for you to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. I hope you can stay.
    This is your sign to stay and treat yourself with love, you deserve it.
    And in case no one told you today, again, I am so proud of you.
    I hope you will remember my words :)
    Until tomorrow, my friend :)
    (PLEASE! Copy and paste to other videos! Share this amazing message we //idk exactly who// have created! Everyone deserves to know they are worth everything.)

    • @Mayaaas
      @Mayaaas 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      😭❤️❤️

  • @shalamarlash
    @shalamarlash 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    Im not new to anything but all the people in the comments saying how they never experienced anything like this .i wanna hold all yalls hands and give yall the biggest hug ever (im a hugger )

  • @Yamama.and-me
    @Yamama.and-me 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    As a person who doesn’t like being hugged or touched without permission this is very comforting

  • @busylovingmoon
    @busylovingmoon 2 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    Can we please appreciate that the audio length is an angel number? He's blessing us with good luck

    • @zee7081
      @zee7081 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      girl u have 1k+ comments on his channel 😭 THE DEDICATION YOU HAVE

    • @busylovingmoon
      @busylovingmoon 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@zee7081 😌 proud bumble

  • @serafima4018
    @serafima4018 2 ปีที่แล้ว +15

    OMG K, YOU'RE SO CLOSE TO 200K😭😭💓 IM SO PROUD OF YOU!

  • @orchid4301
    @orchid4301 2 ปีที่แล้ว +37

    you can choose any sweater or jacket you want
    me: steals all of them with no regrets

    • @orchid4301
      @orchid4301 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@tommm3508 luvly

    • @orchid4301
      @orchid4301 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@tommm3508 lmao yeah but idek uuu

    • @orchid4301
      @orchid4301 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@tommm3508 give me urs ill follow u lol

    • @orchid4301
      @orchid4301 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@tommm3508 lmao ok

  • @akiraioq
    @akiraioq 2 ปีที่แล้ว +28

    "What's your standards?"
    All of us rn: K

    • @sciencelover404
      @sciencelover404 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      So accurate, K’s raised my standards way too high 🤚🏼😩

    • @akiraioq
      @akiraioq 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@sciencelover404 Exactly!

  • @corryrorry50
    @corryrorry50 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Kay but this one hits me riiight into the soft spot, I'm touch deprived asf and it is usually stressful whenever someone is too close, I remember the first time I listened to this one made me feel more comfortable with how slow is for me to actually feel comfortable with even being next to someone.

  • @ranjini1828
    @ranjini1828 2 ปีที่แล้ว +46

    "It's little bit of mess, i am sorry "
    K, you sound like those people who keep their house super clean and tell their guests "I am sorry it's kind of messy " 😄

  • @albedojar5618
    @albedojar5618 2 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    THANK YOU SO MUSH FOR MAKING THIS , ive been struggling with this for years and i can’t believe you took the request !!!

  • @itsjustme3871
    @itsjustme3871 2 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    listening to this after finishing everything in my to do list while eating cookies
    u cant convince me this aint heaven

    • @thedreamer690
      @thedreamer690 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      😭💜heavenn

    • @sciencelover404
      @sciencelover404 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      And the fact that this video is almost 20 min long too 🤚🏼😩

  • @ranjini1828
    @ranjini1828 2 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    Thank you for this audio K.
    Congratulations on 199K 🎉🎉

  • @_humming_moon5031
    @_humming_moon5031 2 ปีที่แล้ว +44

    "You can choose any sweater or jacket you want"
    Me: uhh sure, look there's a bird☁️🐦👈... *steals all of them* *run for your mother, run for your father*🎶... specifically RUN FOR K 💨 AGHHH

    • @solmorandi3098
      @solmorandi3098 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      RUN FAST FOR YOUR MOTHER, RUN FAST FOR YOUR FATHER, RUN FOR YOUR CHILDREN, FOR YOUR SISTER AND BROTHER. LEAVE ALL YOUR LOVED THINGS, LOVED THINGS BEHIND, YOU BETTER CARRY IT WITH YOU IF YOU WANT TO SURVIVE.
      i am terribly sorry for that outburst, but i would sing that will running away with half his closet.

  • @heeyyalexis__
    @heeyyalexis__ 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Congratulations on 200k !! So happy for you K 👏🏽🥳💜

  • @jus_arii16
    @jus_arii16 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    This video actually helped me learn that I should have another boyfriend I've been scared to have one because I have been in a really toxic relationship but now I want to have another boyfriend that will actually care about me and love me the way I want to be loved!! Tysm for this video I love it rlly helped alot!!! 🤗

  • @E11iewi11iams
    @E11iewi11iams 2 ปีที่แล้ว +27

    My family: shouting at me because we are going out for dinner
    TH-cam: nope I don't think so

  • @kay4354
    @kay4354 2 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    Y’all I’m in school right now so i gotta watch this when I get home but im literally so excited im debating on ditching class and going to the library just to watch it😭🤚
    I’m just gonna watch it after school and I’ll update y’all on my mental state🥲
    Actually no I’m just gonna keep editing this comment and talking to myself because my English class is so boring omfg
    Now that I think of it my teacher kind of reminds me of K just like the voice and they give of the same vibes if that makes sense?LMAOO
    UPDATE YALL IM WALKING HOME NOW AND IM LISTENING THE SECOND I GET HOME AHAH IM SO EXCITED
    Y’all I passed out as soon as I got home and now I gotta charge my phone a bit so I’ll charge it for like an hour and then watch it👍
    Update y’all I am watching it rn AND I AM FREAKING OUT I LOVE THIS MAN SM😭
    Hey y’all I’m back LMAO I’m in English class again and it’s boring as fuck🙄🤚
    Did I mention I have the same name as K? Only mine is spelled “Kay” lmao

    • @janazayat
      @janazayat 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I hope you have a very good day!!

    • @itsjustme3871
      @itsjustme3871 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      focus bestie trust me the audio will sound better after u finish your class

  • @vfxlily2605
    @vfxlily2605 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

    “girl, okay💅”

  • @c.xy_k
    @c.xy_k 2 ปีที่แล้ว +43

    K: Well..I can grab you a hoodie or a jacket or somthg
    Me: Uhh no. I want YOUR warmth 😌💖

    • @lyssa6646
      @lyssa6646 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Why not both 🤷‍♀️

  • @sunzeeqaminq
    @sunzeeqaminq 2 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    okay i never got notified about this audio??? also this is so comforting and K is so reassuring :((( he’s so understanding :(((
    manifesting a partner like this :(((

    • @sunzeeqaminq
      @sunzeeqaminq 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      also i feel really reassured as someone who is slightly fearful of intimacy 🥺

  • @Star_crossed_nerd
    @Star_crossed_nerd 2 ปีที่แล้ว +31

    K: “I can turn up the heat if you want to...”
    Me: “Who needs heat when we got you-” (⌐■-■)

    • @yuniwolf26
      @yuniwolf26 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      (-◻️-◻️)

  • @jaycel3078
    @jaycel3078 2 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    almost hittin' 200k bumbles!!! so proud of K✨

  • @busylovingmoon
    @busylovingmoon 2 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    I was gonna have a panic attack and really felt like I was going off the edge. Thanks for this K, hearing your voice made me feel calmer now

  • @lluvlix
    @lluvlix 2 ปีที่แล้ว +27

    K: no one's home
    me: hmmm... so how shall we spend our time *wiggles eyebrows*

  • @noracurtis3458
    @noracurtis3458 2 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    Me who has never had a romantic relationship and has fear of intimacy: “i really hope this is what it’s like :)”

  • @Nina-ud1og
    @Nina-ud1og 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    His Patience is so sweet :3

  • @charissax6403
    @charissax6403 2 ปีที่แล้ว +23

    Get yourself a person who cares about your feelings☺️

  • @nuura324
    @nuura324 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    My heart beat gets faster every time I listen to his audios, god he’s so cute 😭

  • @aishb2487
    @aishb2487 2 ปีที่แล้ว +23

    "fear of intimacy" aight K this is a little too specific

    • @sciencelover404
      @sciencelover404 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Exactly like where are the cameras 🤨

  • @zenitiv7
    @zenitiv7 2 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    Hello fellow girlfriend in-laws!! Just a reminder to eat all 3 meals, stay hydrated, take care, remember that you’re valid and matter, and last but definitely not least, remember to always *Stan k* :) ❤️

    • @sciencelover404
      @sciencelover404 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Thank u so much for the reminders 🥰

    • @zenitiv7
      @zenitiv7 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@sciencelover404 of course, any time :) ❤️

  • @handuo6301
    @handuo6301 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    i like to imagine that we fell asleep on him like this and he was secretly fanboying/panicking the whole time cuz he said he was nervous around us earlier, too freaking cute

  • @Mary-vt7px
    @Mary-vt7px 2 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    I can't say enough good things about this.
    I love how warm, understanding, comforting and sweet this is!
    Soooo good. Ty K! ❤

  • @busylovingmoon
    @busylovingmoon 2 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    I'm gonna cry again, you're growing every damn day and I'm so proud of you darling. Congrats on 199K!

  • @salmatarik1456
    @salmatarik1456 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Girls our boyfriend spoiling us , 20 minutes damnnn

  • @stardustmarcy
    @stardustmarcy 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    if this scenario should ever become reality for me, I will cry miserably since I can't handle this much softness

  • @JustAnotherSatanist
    @JustAnotherSatanist 2 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    History class doesn't matter when you have an audio to listen to ✨💃🏽✨💖

  • @whitewolfaudios
    @whitewolfaudios 2 ปีที่แล้ว +19

    Just what I needed on a chilly, autumn day here in Canada. 🍂☕❤️

  • @yvixcals
    @yvixcals 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    The "Girl..okay-" was personal.

  • @busylovingmoon
    @busylovingmoon 2 ปีที่แล้ว +47

    "I really wasn't expecting us to come back here tonight"
    Come back where? Are you kidnapping us K? 😰

  • @busylovingmoon
    @busylovingmoon 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Oh my God! Congrats on 200K love, it's been an absolute honour being with you since 150k. I'm so proud of you and you've come so far! Hope you achieve so much more. 200K girlfriend in laws just sounds surreal but here we are. You have no idea how proud I am, ilysm

  • @alhelibenitez2299
    @alhelibenitez2299 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    I think we all agree that this man makes our days better, we love you so much K ♥️

  • @nourata.5893
    @nourata.5893 2 ปีที่แล้ว +20

    Can we get a patreon one where you teach the girl 🙏🥲

  • @thefbi6662
    @thefbi6662 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    ive never cuddled or done anything like that stuff with anyone so im very scared of doing it wrong 😭

  • @Tashwampa
    @Tashwampa 2 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    I feel seen. I live the idea of love and want to form bonds like this but idea of trusting other people with ME is so hard! Thanks for thinking of us K lmao🥺

  • @signofthecrimes1534
    @signofthecrimes1534 2 ปีที่แล้ว +19

    crying because #touchstarved :')

  • @aurieskek101
    @aurieskek101 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Not Me Throwing My Hands Up And Closing My Eyes When He Says He Doesn’t Know The Difference Between A Duvet And A Quilt