I would suggest that in fact the behaviour of both parties is usually toxic. Initially it is easy to climb up on our moral high horse and point the finger but when the spiritual aspect begins we will see that our behaviour was far from perfect. And maybe that is the way it has to be in order to bring about separation. Two people don't sit down and hug and kiss and tell each other loving words and then stand up and suggest they separate! There has to be a tearing apart and if toxic behaviour is what's required that's the way it will be. If the relationship is one of coming and going, toing and froing, then the behaviour will be bad/toxic until such time as one, usually the divine feminine begins the spiritual journey by thinking " no, I've had enough, I deserve better or I don't want to do this to myself anymore". So if loved ones are of the opinion that the relationship/connection is toxic they are probably correct. They might not understand the higher purpose behind the process but that doesn't mean they are wrong. Just because it is a spiritual process or has a spiritual aspect to it doesn't mean it's not toxic or can't be. But the toxicity is not confined to one party. If their behaviour is/was toxic what were we doing there? If we got out then it's done and over and if weeks and months later we are still finger pointing and blame apportioning then our thinking is unhealthy. Or toxic if you like😉. It's all about forgiveness, of them and ourselves.
The moment I stopped talking to other people about this connection, explaining anything, the journey became so sacred to me. It's about me and my soul and it is a beautiful story after all.
Thank you! This far on the journey I can say that what you say is absolutely right. This night I dreamt about my twin flame coming back with tears in her eyes. And we were just sitting beside each other, our arms around each other, with "her head on my heart". It was so nice and peaceful. Very different energy from what we had before our separation and different from other dreams in this separation, where she was more distant. So I know I am on the right path and just continue walking.
I am so glad I found your channel. Your knowledge has helped me make a huge shift in my mindset and has brought me to a place of peace and surrender. Sending you lots of love ❤️
True. My twin has committed crimes, and ended up in prison for many years. His human self is toxic. I'm trying to get out of this journey now, but those being on the journey longer than me are saying that getting out is not possible. I'm so angry with my own soul now for putting my human self through this insanity and pain!
Your twin flame shows you your toxic perspective on things - twisted and view probably through the lense of trauma, so it's not your fault you don't see it yet. But in some point you will see it.
@@Tom-cp6yj you are not here to judge what experience your soul chose to have in another body. You elevate your consiousness, so do they - automatically. When you elevate and look back what you were writting here and there - you will be even ashamed, because you judge what you don't like about...yourself. It was always like that, with all people. They show you your deny shadows. Dive there, face them and accept. TF connection is possible only on a specific level of vibration and that's why your TF isn't there, first you need to purge all this lower emotions. It's better that the person is not there now, it would clashed.
I think this morning was the first morning I have not thought of my twin flame in 11 years. I was actually quite shocked when I realised I had not thought of him! He has gone overseas. I do miss him, of course ❤
For me it's more about loneliness right now than it is about fear. I was married for 20 years then now single for the past 13 (except for time with tf). I want to share my life and bed. I've recently taken on a huge project, an extremely old house. I want to do this with a partner. Endless empty mornings and evenings. It's a drag.
I commented on another post talking about loneliness. I’m thinking we (divine feminines) may be collectively dealing with painful loneliness. I’m having it so bad that it feels like it’s searing holes in my energetic fields. It is so painful. I personally think part of surrendering and letting go of dm has made me realize that I’ve not been given a partner to walk this life with and that f*ckn hurts so bad. My dm is happily married, but I can’t imagine getting into a karmic relationship at this point. I’m not running into romantic soulmates either. It’s just me.
Thank you Kathleen. 🙏💖I appreciate your content, but I don't want to be on this journey anymore. Too much insanity and pain. The more I align with soul (especially after my kundalini awakening), the worse my life gets I think, as I get disconnected more and more from the physical world (for example loosing friends, career, money, home etc.). I'm so angry with my own soul now for putting my human self through this insanity and pain! I don't want to be my soul's slave anymore, being exploited like this. We humans actually have feelings and desires, but our souls don't seem to care about that. I want to get out from both the TF journey and the ascension journey now. What can I do?
I feel for you, I really do! What you’re experience is part of the kundalini awakening process and deeper stages of realization. It brings every single thing up for you to see. It’s horrendous at times and I personally said I felt like I was in a universal pinball machine being thrown every which way not knowing what to expect. There were constant cycles of feeling the void then being thrown back into the cycle again and again. Eventually it wears you out so much that you just surrender to it. A trick I learned while going through it was realizing that thoughts and emotions will come up, but you don’t have to engage with them, just see them, let them sit there and eventually it will flow through and release. The trick is really not to engage. Think of it as though it’s all trapped energy in the body that just wants to come out. Don’t try to push back the feelings or thoughts because that creates resistance, you don’t have to act on what comes up, you just feel it, let it be there, then it will pass. I too was mad at my soul about having to go through it, but after this stage passes it gets a lot easier, you feel much more free and it begins to allow other things come in. So ya, that stage really sucks and is incredibly tough, but it is only a stage. The longer we resist it, the longer it will take to get through. The soul is going to push you through it and after it all you’ll realize why! Consider it as though you’re a diamond in the process of being formed by experiencing intense heat and pressure, it’s all is moulding you into exactly what you’ve always been, and what you are is incredibly beautiful! It will get better, I promise, I’ve been there. You’re strong, you’re soul knew you could handle this, just have faith, you’ve got this!!
Sending lots of love your way. There is a stunning response from someone here who sums this up. It is incredibly challenging and I fully resonate as lost many things on my own journey which I deemed as important to me. Once I surrendered in I realised soul was pushing me through so I could be in better alignment with who I am and now I see why I went through all the chaos. Trust and surrender is not easy for us humans but it truly is the key to deep peace and the most amazing life ❤️
I understand where you're coming from because I've felt that too and experienced a lot of loss. I'm going through some major upheavals right now in fact, but the reality is that ego/mind/human experience is always rooted in lack. The ego will always want more and more no matter what it has; all the spiritual awakening does is amplify that to help you understand it and surrender to spirit faster. Without a spiritual awakening, you may amass a lot of money, friends, popularity and so on, but still seek for more and more and still be dissatisfied because you are seeking fulfillment from temporary 3D pleasures. Spirit may sometimes have you gain and then lose everything to show you there's really no difference. Fulfillment comes from alignment with spirit and surrender to the higher self and soul mission.
I will add, however, that you can ask for the option to be let off you mission and you will likely be granted it..but then you will just be in the egoic cycle of gain/loss/duality. Which is a valid choice you can make if that's what you really want to experience, but it's not really going to be more satisfying, just possibly more comfortable.
A lot of the time, I’m just like what the ffffffff is this??! Especially after realizing you’ve merged souls! & ppl say just ignore the DM!! Lady how??!!!!
My masculine lives next door to me, everything is twice as difficult to clear. It’s in my face all the time. Are you saying I should burn my dream diary? Is that part of the release?
Can you elaborate on the idea of the story being toxic? I am a writer and I actually feel that sharing my journey through storytelling is part of my mission. Do you feel that having this channel and talking about twin flame stuff frequently is keeping you in addictive energy, and if not, what's the difference? How can one differentiate between sharing on this topic in a healthy/helpful way and just staying stuck?
Loneliness is the most painful experience. It’s been hitting hard lately. I noticed another comment about it, too. Makes me wonder if the DFs are collectively dealing with loneliness. ❤
Great message ❤️🙏🌹💫I'm strong and faithful to the lord. I'm ready for success. I'm grateful for all the blessings in my life. Thank you God for all you do for me. My family are so excited and I can now afford anything for my family even with my Retirement.$57k weekly returns has been life changing, after so much struggles.
I would suggest that in fact the behaviour of both parties is usually toxic. Initially it is easy to climb up on our moral high horse and point the finger but when the spiritual aspect begins we will see that our behaviour was far from perfect. And maybe that is the way it has to be in order to bring about separation. Two people don't sit down and hug and kiss and tell each other loving words and then stand up and suggest they separate! There has to be a tearing apart and if toxic behaviour is what's required that's the way it will be. If the relationship is one of coming and going, toing and froing, then the behaviour will be bad/toxic until such time as one, usually the divine feminine begins the spiritual journey by thinking " no, I've had enough, I deserve better or I don't want to do this to myself anymore".
So if loved ones are of the opinion that the relationship/connection is toxic they are probably correct. They might not understand the higher purpose behind the process but that doesn't mean they are wrong. Just because it is a spiritual process or has a spiritual aspect to it doesn't mean it's not toxic or can't be. But the toxicity is not confined to one party. If their behaviour is/was toxic what were we doing there? If we got out then it's done and over and if weeks and months later we are still finger pointing and blame apportioning then our thinking is unhealthy. Or toxic if you like😉. It's all about forgiveness, of them and ourselves.
The moment I stopped talking to other people about this connection, explaining anything, the journey became so sacred to me. It's about me and my soul and it is a beautiful story after all.
You can’t even hide under a rock from this connection! I honestly prayed because I thought I was going crazy & that’s scary
A "connection" has to be a mutual feeling between TWO people!
Thank you! This far on the journey I can say that what you say is absolutely right. This night I dreamt about my twin flame coming back with tears in her eyes. And we were just sitting beside each other, our arms around each other, with "her head on my heart". It was so nice and peaceful. Very different energy from what we had before our separation and different from other dreams in this separation, where she was more distant. So I know I am on the right path and just continue walking.
I am so glad I found your channel. Your knowledge has helped me make a huge shift in my mindset and has brought me to a place of peace and surrender. Sending you lots of love ❤️
U are glowing!!! Beautiful.
Your twin flame is probably one of the most toxic individuals you’ll ever meet, ever.
True. My twin has committed crimes, and ended up in prison for many years. His human self is toxic. I'm trying to get out of this journey now, but those being on the journey longer than me are saying that getting out is not possible. I'm so angry with my own soul now for putting my human self through this insanity and pain!
Your twin flame shows you your toxic perspective on things - twisted and view probably through the lense of trauma, so it's not your fault you don't see it yet. But in some point you will see it.
Mine just doesn't give af!!
Ignorant, superficial, and lifeless vessel of a person..
I don't deserve to be connected to someone like that!!
@artpukk well, if they (Mr/Mrs perfect) are already gone, I guess it doesn't matter anymore then.. 🤷♂️
@@Tom-cp6yj you are not here to judge what experience your soul chose to have in another body. You elevate your consiousness, so do they - automatically. When you elevate and look back what you were writting here and there - you will be even ashamed, because you judge what you don't like about...yourself. It was always like that, with all people. They show you your deny shadows. Dive there, face them and accept. TF connection is possible only on a specific level of vibration and that's why your TF isn't there, first you need to purge all this lower emotions. It's better that the person is not there now, it would clashed.
I think this morning was the first morning I have not thought of my twin flame in 11 years. I was actually quite shocked when I realised I had not thought of him!
He has gone overseas. I do miss him, of course ❤
For me it's more about loneliness right now than it is about fear. I was married for 20 years then now single for the past 13 (except for time with tf). I want to share my life and bed. I've recently taken on a huge project, an extremely old house. I want to do this with a partner. Endless empty mornings and evenings. It's a drag.
I commented on another post talking about loneliness. I’m thinking we (divine feminines) may be collectively dealing with painful loneliness. I’m having it so bad that it feels like it’s searing holes in my energetic fields. It is so painful. I personally think part of surrendering and letting go of dm has made me realize that I’ve not been given a partner to walk this life with and that f*ckn hurts so bad. My dm is happily married, but I can’t imagine getting into a karmic relationship at this point. I’m not running into romantic soulmates either. It’s just me.
Limerence is definitely what I was told to look up, I was told so much from others and started to believe it , 😢
Thank you Kathleen. 🙏💖I appreciate your content, but I don't want to be on this journey anymore. Too much insanity and pain. The more I align with soul (especially after my kundalini awakening), the worse my life gets I think, as I get disconnected more and more from the physical world (for example loosing friends, career, money, home etc.). I'm so angry with my own soul now for putting my human self through this insanity and pain! I don't want to be my soul's slave anymore, being exploited like this. We humans actually have feelings and desires, but our souls don't seem to care about that. I want to get out from both the TF journey and the ascension journey now. What can I do?
I feel for you, I really do! What you’re experience is part of the kundalini awakening process and deeper stages of realization. It brings every single thing up for you to see. It’s horrendous at times and I personally said I felt like I was in a universal pinball machine being thrown every which way not knowing what to expect. There were constant cycles of feeling the void then being thrown back into the cycle again and again. Eventually it wears you out so much that you just surrender to it. A trick I learned while going through it was realizing that thoughts and emotions will come up, but you don’t have to engage with them, just see them, let them sit there and eventually it will flow through and release. The trick is really not to engage. Think of it as though it’s all trapped energy in the body that just wants to come out. Don’t try to push back the feelings or thoughts because that creates resistance, you don’t have to act on what comes up, you just feel it, let it be there, then it will pass.
I too was mad at my soul about having to go through it, but after this stage passes it gets a lot easier, you feel much more free and it begins to allow other things come in. So ya, that stage really sucks and is incredibly tough, but it is only a stage. The longer we resist it, the longer it will take to get through. The soul is going to push you through it and after it all you’ll realize why!
Consider it as though you’re a diamond in the process of being formed by experiencing intense heat and pressure, it’s all is moulding you into exactly what you’ve always been, and what you are is incredibly beautiful! It will get better, I promise, I’ve been there. You’re strong, you’re soul knew you could handle this, just have faith, you’ve got this!!
Such a beautiful and heartfelt response ❤️
Sending lots of love your way. There is a stunning response from someone here who sums this up. It is incredibly challenging and I fully resonate as lost many things on my own journey which I deemed as important to me. Once I surrendered in I realised soul was pushing me through so I could be in better alignment with who I am and now I see why I went through all the chaos. Trust and surrender is not easy for us humans but it truly is the key to deep peace and the most amazing life ❤️
I understand where you're coming from because I've felt that too and experienced a lot of loss. I'm going through some major upheavals right now in fact, but the reality is that ego/mind/human experience is always rooted in lack. The ego will always want more and more no matter what it has; all the spiritual awakening does is amplify that to help you understand it and surrender to spirit faster. Without a spiritual awakening, you may amass a lot of money, friends, popularity and so on, but still seek for more and more and still be dissatisfied because you are seeking fulfillment from temporary 3D pleasures. Spirit may sometimes have you gain and then lose everything to show you there's really no difference. Fulfillment comes from alignment with spirit and surrender to the higher self and soul mission.
I will add, however, that you can ask for the option to be let off you mission and you will likely be granted it..but then you will just be in the egoic cycle of gain/loss/duality. Which is a valid choice you can make if that's what you really want to experience, but it's not really going to be more satisfying, just possibly more comfortable.
A lot of the time, I’m just like what the ffffffff is this??! Especially after realizing you’ve merged souls! & ppl say just ignore the DM!! Lady how??!!!!
My masculine lives next door to me, everything is twice as difficult to clear. It’s in my face all the time.
Are you saying I should burn my dream diary? Is that part of the release?
Can you elaborate on the idea of the story being toxic? I am a writer and I actually feel that sharing my journey through storytelling is part of my mission. Do you feel that having this channel and talking about twin flame stuff frequently is keeping you in addictive energy, and if not, what's the difference? How can one differentiate between sharing on this topic in a healthy/helpful way and just staying stuck?
Happy to do do a video on this as a great question 😃
@awakeningmeraki that would be great, thank you!
I feel lonely without my twin
I feel lonelier since we met
Loneliness is the most painful experience. It’s been hitting hard lately. I noticed another comment about it, too. Makes me wonder if the DFs are collectively dealing with loneliness.
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Great message ❤️🙏🌹💫I'm strong and faithful to the lord. I'm ready for success. I'm grateful for all the blessings in my life. Thank you God for all you do for me. My family are so excited and I can now afford anything for my family even with my Retirement.$57k weekly returns has been life changing, after so much struggles.
Its limerance or " false twin flame" its not true twin flame
Doesn't matter. It doesn't change your experience. We all are working towards peace and love and fulfillment.