i think its really sweet of you to leave it in 1:29:58 it shows you are human as much as the rest of us, sometimes the screen takes that away, it also makes me feel better about being near tears on this part of the story specifically, i very rarely cry from videos, games or movies so its a bit new for me
@@biggaming64 honestly that story is super touching and I could see how someone would be reminded of a loving grandparent. It's obvious you had a good relationship with her and are touched by the memories. I too miss my grandparents, lost them in Covid but the memories never fade
Somebody I look up to IRL once said that the most powerful thing you can do for somebody else is go on stage and be vulnerable. (This was in reference to live music performances but I think it's applicable in pretty much anything where you put yourself out there.)
28:19 pesindhen is a term used to call traditional Indonesian singer who sings in accompanies of gamelan (the traditional music instruments), usually if you start to hear a singing voice like those of pesindhen's it is told that usually there is ghosts around
That with Mrs. Selvi reminded me so much of my dad. We lost him last year, to cancer. He was surrounded by family at the end though. It was so hard to watch. My dad was my hero, stronger than anything he ever faced. Except cancer. I didn't plan to be in my feelings this Wednesday afternoon but here we are.
i once saw a post (tumblr i think) saying that if you worry before the change happens and the change is bad, you suffer twice, but if you don't spend time worrying and the change is bad, you only suffer once. if you don't waste away worrying and the change is good, you dont suffer at all. it may be silly and it may be just me but it does help me sometimes when i get anxious
If you’re looking for more VN horror that is absolutely depressing and bittersweet, I’d recommend the Death Mark series! Death Mark 1 and NG are absolutely great!
BigGaming, I’d just like to thank you. I’ve commented on your channel before about how much me and my dad love watching your videos together, and are always excited to sit down together to watch them. But I’d like to thank you for another few reasons. Your videos make me feel so incredibly happy and seen, especially the talks you give in the beginning. You’ve gotten me through some toughs times in my mental health, and always bring my spirits up when I watch you. And much more recently, you’ve inspired me to make a gaming channel of my own. I’ve streamed on Twitch for almost a year now, but just decided to start a TH-cam channel as well. So, I’d like to thank you, for being an amazing person, and always making quality content even when you’re sick, or upset. You also share your own experiences and mental health with us, your gamers. You are an amazing person, and I’m so glad I found your channel when I did. Thank you, BigGaming, for being so wonderful, and I wish you nothing but happiness and good fortune for the rest of your life. (And also your precious kitties ☺️) Have a wonderful day or night, BigGaming. ❤
What perfect timing, I'm in the hospital because I either have pneumonia or my autoimmune disease is acting up still. I was just looking for some long videos to binge and this is gonna be first in the list. Kind of funny to watch an ER horror game while in the hospital. Hope everyone has a good day and happy new year. ❤
1:15:58 man this made me cry just like how my great grandma died 2023 the only thing I have left is the early christmas present I got back in 2019 an art box that I used nearly everyday but now I can't open it because the paint sealed it stuck so I can't go back to the days of me first playing with art box you my friend will keep living on in my heart as a kind person to all edit: I am not lying and also I never got to spend time with my great grandma since we lived far apart edit edit: 1:30"26 both this and 1:15:58 reminds me of my great grandma a loving caring women to me who died in the hospital 2023 and I still have the wound of losing her
0:37 hey! As a person who had to express my worries about my mental health to my mother, change is absolutely terrifying. Take it from me! A person who was young, not knowing why they act the way they do now talking to a specialist about things they believe is wrong or off putting. I get it, I absolutely hated it at first. The more time I got through all the hurtles and cross rodes. The more I realize I was getting the help I need. It's okay to be worried or scared BigGaming, just know you have a strong community by your side to support you.
Oh my gosh… I started feeling it half way through the video and have been silently crying through the last quarter. This was such a beautiful and painful playthrough. Thanks for sharing it with us, and for showing your heart as surely as it was being tugged on as much as mine. This channel really is so different and so special 🤗
What I find both wholesome and funny is that this guy gives a motivational speech about change and how it’s ok right next to 2 giant purple demons with the most evil smile of all time
your reaction to Mr. Mulyono was really sweet. thank you for not cutting it out of the video. it's good to remember that we all have feelings and it's okay to be vulnerable. this game was really touching and all the endings made me feel surprisingly emotional. what a great story!
That is very comforting to hear BigGaming, I never liked changes and now I feel calmer than before, because of those words that your Uncle told you. Your amazingly nice and wise to put your families words into us all, who are need in help as well.
Hey biggaming, Satria’s backstory really hit me, I used to be a premed major, but was extremely unhappy with that decision and it wasn’t what I really wanted to do…
Hey this seems like the perfect time to bring up the story I told not too long ago. I was interning at a hospital, I was in the ICU. There was an elderly man who was on a ventilator. The nurse on duty showed us how he had no brain response, I hate to put it this way but he was a living corpse Ie. going into cardiac arrest within a few hours. He was alone, not one family member within a few hours. The son and daughter refused to allow him to pass peacefully and insisted that when he went into cardiac arrest the staff would have to resuscitate him. At least until a negative EEG result would come. It would have been negative if they did the test. I ended up leaving the hospital before he passed
Oh nice Indonesian game! (Indonesian here \(^_^)/) Pesindhen is a traditional Indonesian singer, they usually sings accompanied by gamelan (traditional music instrument), often connected to paranormal stuff if you hear them sings out of nowhere (of course). My old school have some ghost stories connected to hearing a sinden sing. 1:20:29 Is sundanese means "You throw me away, now you have to pay instead." Ah yes, the old case of black magic in Indonesia... Always...
I absolutely love your content. Leaving in the raw moments is a reason why I love your content so much. The older couple story got me as well. Please keep being your amazing self and have a happy new year.
Hey big gaming! I don’t know if your even going to see this comment, if you do, I just want to say, your videos help me a lot and it’s nice to know other people are going through the same things as me, I find a lot of comfort in that. Anyway, I love your videos and the community around them! Also, I think a channel where you read/review books would be awesome!
Hey BigGaming. Ive had a really rough year with my life and my health and this channel has become a huge comfort for me. My first video i watched was the "Do Not Take This Cat Home" video and ive been here since. Thank you.
Hey BigGaming. I work in a Medical Lab in a hospital. It's pretty interesting to see how this video plays out -what they get right and what they get wrong with how an ICU and hospital in general works. Where I work at a hospital in a very rural area, we get to know our patients quite well, and some of the hardest things we deal with is when we lose a patient that has been with us a long time. Working in Health Care is not for the weak - it can leave you feeling very hollow sometimes. And there is quite a lot of superstition in Health Care Workers - we've all seen and experienced some pretty freaky things. Love your channel, keep up the good work!
Oh sweet heart, it takes a lot of courage to cry and not edit it. I'm glad you left it in. As a culture, we ingrain men that they can not show emotion or cry. It's ok to cry, don't bottle stuff like that up. Much love
This is my go to horror/comfort channel at all times. I have found my self watching for hours on end, just laughing and getting the chills. I hope your new years day is wonderful
I have a big change coming very soon, and I realized that I have been very anxious about it. Thanks, BigGaming. Your words were exactly what I needed to hear today 😊 I hope you're having a great new year so far! Cheers!
i’m glad to spend the transition into the new year watching your videos. i discovered this channel a little over a year ago- 100% my comfort channel. really, really needed to hear the chat at the start.
This episode was beautiful on not just a gaming level but also on a personal one. Seeing you show a vulnerability by crying, that you chose to leave in, is heartwarming. I think can understand why you were hesitant to keep it in. To me at least it is also quite brave. It is something I plan to do when on my other channel too (to be fair I am going to be doing primarily live streaming, and I am quite sensitive, so I don't have much choice lol 😂). Anyways if I could give five thumbs up for this one I would. I can only say this for about 25 other videos. You made my day simply by being emotionally open (maybe that is weird I don't know). Have a great day and you are in my prayers for positivity and wealth (not just in money) comes your way.
Damn what a good game to start the new years with. I love how BG feels connected to the mr. Mulyono and his wife, my grandparents are still alive but I still feel like they are a huge part of my life. I hope everything is alright and if not, maybe take a rest. We all deserve some time for ourselves.
I'm sorry for your grandmother's loss I'm sure she is in a better place I'm sure she is watching over you and I hope she has found peace and I hope you have too ❤
The spelling isn’t the same but from what I could find a pasindhèn is an Indonesian female solo singer that sings with a gamelan. A gamelan is a “traditional ensemble of certain peoples of Indonesia”mainly comprised of percussion instruments. Edit: 1:20:29 The exact words she (Providence) said when translated in google translate is “Hidep threw me, now Hidep has to pay instead!”
To anyone who might need this: I love everything about you, I'm proud of everything your doing❤ Edit: what if the empty rooms are not empty.. What if patients died in them.. And still need help? 29:21 pumpkin!
Hey Mr. 64 just wanted to say something, every upload is one of the highlights of my day and I hope you never get burned out from making these videos. Also you mentioned professor latent in the one socket video which makes me think that puzzle games could also fit your video type. Thats all take care.
Funny that I come home from working a double shift and this is the first thing I see, almost seems fated. The story of these doctors is relatable too, all the cousins I have are either, nurses, dentists, or doctors, so I totally get the feeling of that pressure.
BigGaming, you should leave it in, all the emotions you feel are true and natural, also i want to thank you for everything you do in all of your videos, you comfort all of us with all type of subjects and we are thankfull for it. We are here for you BG. Sorry for my bad grammar and love from Portugal.
It's been a hot minute since I did so I could be wrong here, but when I made my own Solaris OC, I researched the Corpus language and through said research could finally understand what the Corpus were saying. "Jatttase!", something they exclaim when they've spotted you, means "Warframe!" "Appayk!", something you'll often hear Eximus units call out when activating their ability means "Attack!" It was so refreshing and I highly recommend looking it up so you can get a feel for what they're saying, because unlike Orokin, the Grineer and Corpus languages are just English with some letters replaced with R's and T's and such!
Big gaming helps me by telling us that we are never alone and that everyone has issues or demons and above all we are all human. Can’t express how much that means.
My favorite thing about this channel is that it is different to most youtubers. He isn't afraid to show he's human like the rest of us and he starts every video with a message. If in having a rough day I can come home, put on the TV and listen to the comfort of your voice. You deserve so much more than you get but you don't mind at all, u only care that everyone is happy, and people like you are the reason this world is still spinning. Please never quit and know that there is someone out there who awaits every new video you make. ❤
This is quite a heartrending game...but it wasn't until Mrs. Selvi that I just started bawling my eyes out. It made me realize that, as much as my own mother aggravates me to no end, I couldn't bear the thought of never hearing from or about her again until she was already gone. I'm still a total mess.
I got a game recommendation you should play, its called "scarlett hollow" its a indepth horror visuel novel with ALOT of choices and outcomes of the game itself.
I can second scarlet hollow! Its by the same devs as slay the princess, another really good VN. I don't comment a lot on YT, but these are so good I have to recommend them.
It's a surprisingly wholesome game, in a way even inspiring A ghost story but most of the ghosts aren't evil Like Satria who couldn't depart just because he had responsibilities I honestly always thought about doctor's work as a very honored one; you need to put alot of work into studying just to become one, and even after that it's kinda tough depending on your specialty, and 90% of your work is helping others Idk about other countries, but in my country there is mostly free healthcare, and medics have to face awful conditions, once saw a nurse who was struggling to not fall asleep
Stress, difficulty sleeping, caffeine, anxiety and new circumstances can cause enough of an altered state of consciousness for some pretty nasty hallucinations.
Happy new year Big, thank you for having a moment for checking up on everyone or one when you're here with us properly, not just there to play the game every time.
Hey just wanted to say how awesome you and your videos are. I’ve been watching your shorts for ages and somehow it never occurred to me that you make long form, I realised today and as of writing I have probably watched about three long form videos back to back (not counting this one). I find that the way you make your videos is refreshing, fun and sometimes comforting. I hope you keep expanding your channel and audience, and that you don’t get burned out from making such great videos. Keep it up and thank you!
1:29:57 thank you for allowing yourself to be authentic and vulnerable. I feel we often forget today that content creators are people too. Emotions are part of life and the ability to empathize and to feel emotions when interacting with any medium is part of what makes art so uniquely beautiful.
Ngl, I found this channel on Instagram from the reels during the summer and I keep watching your channel from then on. Thank you for the content you have provided of the year of 2024 and I hope that 2025 will be a great year for you Mr.64. Thank you for being my go to channel whenever I need to cheer up or to have that spook feeling for the day. Thank you for the amazing content and happy new year.
“early?! no way!!” was my exact thought as i saw this video.😆 but, i wanted to share change is scary, im moving schools this upcoming year and I won’t share any of the same friends. But Im exited to see my new classes and make new friends. Sometimes it is nice to have something new… so. I’m deciding to be brave and talk to others first and to be myself!!! If ya made it this far thanks for reading, be safe and I love ya!!💕🙏
I just got a hope chest from my grandma and it's right in front of me from my computer. So when he handed her the music box, i teared up and looked at my grandma's chest. My chest. It felt like I could relate to him giving her the music box.
I've depressed lately i even think my life is repetitive and and stale but since i always hear to your motivation i always have hope everytime i watch ur vids and maybe i'll start some content make more profit from it and make my dream came true. Thanks big gaming and im sorry for my english,its kinda broken since its not my first language
I've been through some rough times too, and I hope you're doing alright. Big gaming is one of the most comforting TH-camrs I know, and he's helped me quite a bit too. I hope you can achieve your dream :)
@SELF_ISOLATION thanks brother u too:). And ikr he is making me always have a hope,everytime i feel sad suddenly i just open his vids even its from years ago and his motivation is still relevan even he give the motivation from 2 years ago
Even if some of your videos with the horror games make me feel A little scared I always love watching your channel even when I’m Actually post to be in bed But I love your videos and your intros the little part where you come from Marine wing it kind of long, so I passed fluent but sometimes I just listen to it even if the speed up version I can still figure out what you’re talking about and I Agree change is scary
I do think it's kinda funny how in most endings Satria's memorials are gonna be his friends, his family and that one random girl that started working after he died.
Hey BG, I'm playing a game called Paranormasight right now and it's so cool. Thanks for the talks in the beginning, they've really changed my view on life.
OMG EARLIEST IVE SHOWN UP! I'm so glad for this video. Seasonal depression hits hard, and rewatchimg my favorite of your videos has been so nice. I hope that the changes in your life lead to bigger better things for you. Have a nice day BG, and thanks again for all you do.
Yo' i love your videos man, those are my comfort videos honestly. I always try to see all your videos while im doing stuff or cookin, thanks for this. I really hope you have a pretty nice new year!! 🗣🔥
Hi BigGaming!Bingaman! I love your content as always. And I love your talks at the beginning. They're always at just the right time in my life. Speaking of visual novels, if you want a REALLY good one, check out Slay the Princess by BlackTabby Games. It's the best visual horror novel I've ever come across. Keep up the good work!
This man has really made a difference in my life I know not how big of an impact, but it’s there, I first came across your channel about a year ago with the “How Fish Is Made” video and ever since when I just generally feel down. I just watch one of your videos. Thanks for the great times and I hope you have a wonderful day!
0:20 I’m sorry your dealing with that I have similar issues with change also I know how hard it can feel I hope you feel better soon and not as stressed
So, im an indonesian and my grandpa said a pesindhen was a jawa/java singer and whenever they sung, tgere was a gamelan following. And thats why that woman behing Lia kinda looked like an indonesian.
i think its really sweet of you to leave it in 1:29:58 it shows you are human as much as the rest of us, sometimes the screen takes that away, it also makes me feel better about being near tears on this part of the story specifically, i very rarely cry from videos, games or movies so its a bit new for me
yeah same this video truly shows that we aren't all cold and serious we're not robots or beasts we're people who have emotions :)
I thought about cutting it… but it’s ok to be vulnerable right? I don’t mind sharing these moments with you all
@@biggaming64 honestly that story is super touching and I could see how someone would be reminded of a loving grandparent. It's obvious you had a good relationship with her and are touched by the memories. I too miss my grandparents, lost them in Covid but the memories never fade
Somebody I look up to IRL once said that the most powerful thing you can do for somebody else is go on stage and be vulnerable. (This was in reference to live music performances but I think it's applicable in pretty much anything where you put yourself out there.)
28:19 pesindhen is a term used to call traditional Indonesian singer who sings in accompanies of gamelan (the traditional music instruments), usually if you start to hear a singing voice like those of pesindhen's it is told that usually there is ghosts around
Thank you for this. I was finna look it up on Google.
Thank you for explaining this!
That with Mrs. Selvi reminded me so much of my dad.
We lost him last year, to cancer.
He was surrounded by family at the end though. It was so hard to watch. My dad was my hero, stronger than anything he ever faced.
Except cancer.
I didn't plan to be in my feelings this Wednesday afternoon but here we are.
I’m so sorry for your loss, I hope the videos can provide some sense of comfort
i once saw a post (tumblr i think) saying that if you worry before the change happens and the change is bad, you suffer twice, but if you don't spend time worrying and the change is bad, you only suffer once. if you don't waste away worrying and the change is good, you dont suffer at all. it may be silly and it may be just me but it does help me sometimes when i get anxious
That was a great set of heartfelt stories, the first Angela ending REALLY hurt as a parent, I'm glad they gave her a better second ending.
Bloody sad😭
If you’re looking for more VN horror that is absolutely depressing and bittersweet, I’d recommend the Death Mark series! Death Mark 1 and NG are absolutely great!
Death mark 2 is also out it’s not exactly the same format as 1 and NG
@ I know, i didn’t include it as I don’t really think it’s as good as the first 2 games…
1:20:29 the text actually translates to “Hidep hanged me, now Hidep has to pay instead!” From sudanese
This guy is my comfort channel (just liked every single comment on this video 😛)
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@@RYS4 yeah
BigGaming, I’d just like to thank you.
I’ve commented on your channel before about how much me and my dad love watching your videos together, and are always excited to sit down together to watch them. But I’d like to thank you for another few reasons.
Your videos make me feel so incredibly happy and seen, especially the talks you give in the beginning.
You’ve gotten me through some toughs times in my mental health, and always bring my spirits up when I watch you.
And much more recently, you’ve inspired me to make a gaming channel of my own. I’ve streamed on Twitch for almost a year now, but just decided to start a TH-cam channel as well. So, I’d like to thank you, for being an amazing person, and always making quality content even when you’re sick, or upset. You also share your own experiences and mental health with us, your gamers. You are an amazing person, and I’m so glad I found your channel when I did.
Thank you, BigGaming, for being so wonderful, and I wish you nothing but happiness and good fortune for the rest of your life. (And also your precious kitties ☺️) Have a wonderful day or night, BigGaming. ❤
What perfect timing, I'm in the hospital because I either have pneumonia or my autoimmune disease is acting up still. I was just looking for some long videos to binge and this is gonna be first in the list. Kind of funny to watch an ER horror game while in the hospital. Hope everyone has a good day and happy new year. ❤
1:15:58 man this made me cry just like how my great grandma died 2023 the only thing I have left is the early christmas present I got back in 2019 an art box that I used nearly everyday but now I can't open it because the paint sealed it stuck so I can't go back to the days of me first playing with art box you my friend will keep living on in my heart as a kind person to all
edit: I am not lying and also I never got to spend time with my great grandma since we lived far apart
edit edit: 1:30"26 both this and 1:15:58 reminds me of my great grandma a loving caring women to me who died in the hospital 2023 and I still have the wound of losing her
0:37 hey! As a person who had to express my worries about my mental health to my mother, change is absolutely terrifying. Take it from me! A person who was young, not knowing why they act the way they do now talking to a specialist about things they believe is wrong or off putting.
I get it, I absolutely hated it at first. The more time I got through all the hurtles and cross rodes. The more I realize I was getting the help I need.
It's okay to be worried or scared BigGaming, just know you have a strong community by your side to support you.
Oh my gosh… I started feeling it half way through the video and have been silently crying through the last quarter. This was such a beautiful and painful playthrough. Thanks for sharing it with us, and for showing your heart as surely as it was being tugged on as much as mine. This channel really is so different and so special 🤗
What I find both wholesome and funny is that this guy gives a motivational speech about change and how it’s ok right next to 2 giant purple demons with the most evil smile of all time
lol so true
your reaction to Mr. Mulyono was really sweet. thank you for not cutting it out of the video. it's good to remember that we all have feelings and it's okay to be vulnerable. this game was really touching and all the endings made me feel surprisingly emotional. what a great story!
ay happy new years big gaming cant wait for 2025
That is very comforting to hear BigGaming, I never liked changes and now I feel calmer than before, because of those words that your Uncle told you. Your amazingly nice and wise to put your families words into us all, who are need in help as well.
Hey biggaming, Satria’s backstory really hit me, I used to be a premed major, but was extremely unhappy with that decision and it wasn’t what I really wanted to do…
I hope you enjoy what you do now
Hey this seems like the perfect time to bring up the story I told not too long ago.
I was interning at a hospital, I was in the ICU. There was an elderly man who was on a ventilator. The nurse on duty showed us how he had no brain response, I hate to put it this way but he was a living corpse Ie. going into cardiac arrest within a few hours. He was alone, not one family member within a few hours. The son and daughter refused to allow him to pass peacefully and insisted that when he went into cardiac arrest the staff would have to resuscitate him. At least until a negative EEG result would come. It would have been negative if they did the test. I ended up leaving the hospital before he passed
I listen to your stuff when I'm cleaning. It helps a lot :)
Oh nice Indonesian game! (Indonesian here \(^_^)/) Pesindhen is a traditional Indonesian singer, they usually sings accompanied by gamelan (traditional music instrument), often connected to paranormal stuff if you hear them sings out of nowhere (of course). My old school have some ghost stories connected to hearing a sinden sing. 1:20:29 Is sundanese means "You throw me away, now you have to pay instead." Ah yes, the old case of black magic in Indonesia... Always...
I absolutely love your content. Leaving in the raw moments is a reason why I love your content so much. The older couple story got me as well. Please keep being your amazing self and have a happy new year.
Hey big gaming! I don’t know if your even going to see this comment, if you do, I just want to say, your videos help me a lot and it’s nice to know other people are going through the same things as me, I find a lot of comfort in that. Anyway, I love your videos and the community around them! Also, I think a channel where you read/review books would be awesome!
Hey BigGaming. Ive had a really rough year with my life and my health and this channel has become a huge comfort for me. My first video i watched was the "Do Not Take This Cat Home" video and ive been here since. Thank you.
Hey BigGaming. I work in a Medical Lab in a hospital. It's pretty interesting to see how this video plays out -what they get right and what they get wrong with how an ICU and hospital in general works. Where I work at a hospital in a very rural area, we get to know our patients quite well, and some of the hardest things we deal with is when we lose a patient that has been with us a long time. Working in Health Care is not for the weak - it can leave you feeling very hollow sometimes. And there is quite a lot of superstition in Health Care Workers - we've all seen and experienced some pretty freaky things.
Love your channel, keep up the good work!
Oh sweet heart, it takes a lot of courage to cry and not edit it. I'm glad you left it in. As a culture, we ingrain men that they can not show emotion or cry. It's ok to cry, don't bottle stuff like that up. Much love
I DEEPLY appreciate the short conversation before you start the gameplay ❤ it’s comforting
This is my go to horror/comfort channel at all times. I have found my self watching for hours on end, just laughing and getting the chills. I hope your new years day is wonderful
Good for you leaving the choking in. Makes you even more relatable, and good role model that it's okay to have feelings.
I have a big change coming very soon, and I realized that I have been very anxious about it. Thanks, BigGaming. Your words were exactly what I needed to hear today 😊 I hope you're having a great new year so far! Cheers!
This channel has honestly brought me so much comfort over the last week. Keep doing what you do, please :]
i’m glad to spend the transition into the new year watching your videos. i discovered this channel a little over a year ago- 100% my comfort channel.
really, really needed to hear the chat at the start.
This episode was beautiful on not just a gaming level but also on a personal one.
Seeing you show a vulnerability by crying, that you chose to leave in, is heartwarming. I think can understand why you were hesitant to keep it in. To me at least it is also quite brave. It is something I plan to do when on my other channel too (to be fair I am going to be doing primarily live streaming, and I am quite sensitive, so I don't have much choice lol 😂).
Anyways if I could give five thumbs up for this one I would. I can only say this for about 25 other videos. You made my day simply by being emotionally open (maybe that is weird I don't know).
Have a great day and you are in my prayers for positivity and wealth (not just in money) comes your way.
Damn what a good game to start the new years with.
I love how BG feels connected to the mr. Mulyono and his wife, my grandparents are still alive but I still feel like they are a huge part of my life.
I hope everything is alright and if not, maybe take a rest. We all deserve some time for ourselves.
I'm sorry for your grandmother's loss I'm sure she is in a better place I'm sure she is watching over you and I hope she has found peace and I hope you have too ❤
The spelling isn’t the same but from what I could find a pasindhèn is an Indonesian female solo singer that sings with a gamelan. A gamelan is a “traditional ensemble of certain peoples of Indonesia”mainly comprised of percussion instruments.
Edit: 1:20:29 The exact words she (Providence) said when translated in google translate is “Hidep threw me, now Hidep has to pay instead!”
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oh like he threw away his life and now he has to pay for it
To anyone who might need this: I love everything about you, I'm proud of everything your doing❤
Edit: what if the empty rooms are not empty.. What if patients died in them.. And still need help? 29:21 pumpkin!
This is one of the only yotubers who doesn't look at his followers count as numbers and real people. Love this guy
Hey Mr. 64 just wanted to say something, every upload is one of the highlights of my day and I hope you never get burned out from making these videos. Also you mentioned professor latent in the one socket video which makes me think that puzzle games could also fit your video type. Thats all take care.
love me some Layton
Mr.64 is the coolest name
Funny that I come home from working a double shift and this is the first thing I see, almost seems fated. The story of these doctors is relatable too, all the cousins I have are either, nurses, dentists, or doctors, so I totally get the feeling of that pressure.
I worry more about the impact that change will have in my life. I worry about whether it’ll affect it for the better or worse
Hey thank you for all the encouraging talks and you are extremely fun to watch you have earned yourself a new subscriber
37:10 WOAH FLIRTATIOUSGAMING64 SETTLE DOWN 😭😂
I was bout to comment that 😂😂
37:09 unmatched rizz, holy 😭🙏
BigGaming, you should leave it in, all the emotions you feel are true and natural, also i want to thank you for everything you do in all of your videos, you comfort all of us with all type of subjects and we are thankfull for it. We are here for you BG. Sorry for my bad grammar and love from Portugal.
It's been a hot minute since I did so I could be wrong here, but when I made my own Solaris OC, I researched the Corpus language and through said research could finally understand what the Corpus were saying.
"Jatttase!", something they exclaim when they've spotted you, means "Warframe!"
"Appayk!", something you'll often hear Eximus units call out when activating their ability means "Attack!"
It was so refreshing and I highly recommend looking it up so you can get a feel for what they're saying, because unlike Orokin, the Grineer and Corpus languages are just English with some letters replaced with R's and T's and such!
Big gaming helps me by telling us that we are never alone and that everyone has issues or demons and above all we are all human. Can’t express how much that means.
My favorite thing about this channel is that it is different to most youtubers. He isn't afraid to show he's human like the rest of us and he starts every video with a message. If in having a rough day I can come home, put on the TV and listen to the comfort of your voice. You deserve so much more than you get but you don't mind at all, u only care that everyone is happy, and people like you are the reason this world is still spinning. Please never quit and know that there is someone out there who awaits every new video you make. ❤
This is quite a heartrending game...but it wasn't until Mrs. Selvi that I just started bawling my eyes out. It made me realize that, as much as my own mother aggravates me to no end, I couldn't bear the thought of never hearing from or about her again until she was already gone.
I'm still a total mess.
I got a game recommendation you should play, its called "scarlett hollow" its a indepth horror visuel novel with ALOT of choices and outcomes of the game itself.
🤔🤔🤔
I can second scarlet hollow! Its by the same devs as slay the princess, another really good VN. I don't comment a lot on YT, but these are so good I have to recommend them.
@@biggaming64 I also def recommend Scarlet Hollow it's so good
It's a surprisingly wholesome game, in a way even inspiring
A ghost story but most of the ghosts aren't evil
Like Satria who couldn't depart just because he had responsibilities
I honestly always thought about doctor's work as a very honored one; you need to put alot of work into studying just to become one, and even after that it's kinda tough depending on your specialty, and 90% of your work is helping others
Idk about other countries, but in my country there is mostly free healthcare, and medics have to face awful conditions, once saw a nurse who was struggling to not fall asleep
This man is so kind it’s so good to find a cozy channel to comfort up calm down and watch
The perfect video to watch on New Year's eve :3
Stress, difficulty sleeping, caffeine, anxiety and new circumstances can cause enough of an altered state of consciousness for some pretty nasty hallucinations.
High emf
I like watching your stuff well playing other games. It’s just calming.
I work security at my local hospital and when I’m working the night shift, there are some days where it seems like everyone has it out for you
Happy new year Big, thank you for having a moment for checking up on everyone or one when you're here with us properly, not just there to play the game every time.
Hey just wanted to say how awesome you and your videos are. I’ve been watching your shorts for ages and somehow it never occurred to me that you make long form, I realised today and as of writing I have probably watched about three long form videos back to back (not counting this one). I find that the way you make your videos is refreshing, fun and sometimes comforting. I hope you keep expanding your channel and audience, and that you don’t get burned out from making such great videos. Keep it up and thank you!
36:10 who you gonna call? Priests
1:29:57 thank you for allowing yourself to be authentic and vulnerable. I feel we often forget today that content creators are people too. Emotions are part of life and the ability to empathize and to feel emotions when interacting with any medium is part of what makes art so uniquely beautiful.
Ngl, I found this channel on Instagram from the reels during the summer and I keep watching your channel from then on. Thank you for the content you have provided of the year of 2024 and I hope that 2025 will be a great year for you Mr.64. Thank you for being my go to channel whenever I need to cheer up or to have that spook feeling for the day.
Thank you for the amazing content and happy new year.
This was such a nice playthrough. Thank you!
“early?! no way!!” was my exact thought as i saw this video.😆
but, i wanted to share change is scary, im moving schools this upcoming year and I won’t share any of the same friends. But Im exited to see my new classes and make new friends. Sometimes it is nice to have something new… so. I’m deciding to be brave and talk to others first and to be myself!!!
If ya made it this far thanks for reading, be safe and I love ya!!💕🙏
You got this Champ!
@ thank you!! :)
I love how relatable this dude is bros just a chill guy fr
I just got a hope chest from my grandma and it's right in front of me from my computer. So when he handed her the music box, i teared up and looked at my grandma's chest. My chest. It felt like I could relate to him giving her the music box.
Its a bit weird that I find comfort in you playing these horrifying games but I like it :D
I've depressed lately i even think my life is repetitive and and stale but since i always hear to your motivation i always have hope everytime i watch ur vids and maybe i'll start some content make more profit from it and make my dream came true. Thanks big gaming and im sorry for my english,its kinda broken since its not my first language
I've been through some rough times too, and I hope you're doing alright. Big gaming is one of the most comforting TH-camrs I know, and he's helped me quite a bit too. I hope you can achieve your dream :)
@SELF_ISOLATION thanks brother u too:). And ikr he is making me always have a hope,everytime i feel sad suddenly i just open his vids even its from years ago and his motivation is still relevan even he give the motivation from 2 years ago
Sometimes things hit us harder. That's the risk if you're open to the world. You're doing fine. And this was a great game.
Gamelan music mentioned!
I fell in love with gamelan music when i took a world music class
37:10 that's crazy bro
But I just wanted to say real quick I love putting your videos on while I'm drawing it helps me a lot tysm 🫶
Happy new year big g! Change is hard but I’m excited to see all the cool stuff, thank you for making videos and all of the kind messages
Even if some of your videos with the horror games make me feel A little scared I always love watching your channel even when I’m Actually post to be in bed But I love your videos and your intros the little part where you come from Marine wing it kind of long, so I passed fluent but sometimes I just listen to it even if the speed up version I can still figure out what you’re talking about and I Agree change is scary
I do think it's kinda funny how in most endings Satria's memorials are gonna be his friends, his family and that one random girl that started working after he died.
i love always watching this channel for motivation!
Mr. Mulyono's story got me crying too... Glad I was not alone on that haha
0:52 yes. I overthink/ stress over everything
YAY NEW VIDEO! I have been binging all of your videos in the last 3 days
this guy is one of a chill guy , I need in my life
29:16 RARE PUMKIN SIGHTING EVERYONE☺! RARE PUMKIN SIGHTING!
Thank you so much for this memory too. Let's keep going, just better.
Hey BG, I'm playing a game called Paranormasight right now and it's so cool. Thanks for the talks in the beginning, they've really changed my view on life.
I love me some horror visual novels, always a treat to watch, thanks for the vid.
OMG EARLIEST IVE SHOWN UP! I'm so glad for this video. Seasonal depression hits hard, and rewatchimg my favorite of your videos has been so nice. I hope that the changes in your life lead to bigger better things for you. Have a nice day BG, and thanks again for all you do.
I love how the happy anime music was still playing when the news announced that Mr. X was found dead in his cell. The game devs were savage. 💀
I’ve been having a rough couple weeks, but your videos always cheer me up :D
Happy new year bigg community!!! What a lovely and emotional game!!!
EARLY !!! HOPE YOUR DOING GOOD BIGGAMING!! U ALWAYS MAKE MY CRY WITH UR INTROS, STAY SAFE AND THANK U FOR BEING THE BEST AND NICEST GAMER !!!!! ❤❤❤❤
Omg at 10:17 I felt so seen and loved and appreciated. Thank you bigG. I'm a fan for life.
Meant every word:)
This is so special ❤ the game, and you reaction ❤ I don't understanding it by your perspective also this was a great video❤
Thank you for being this vulnerable and sharing this heartfelt media with us.
Yo' i love your videos man, those are my comfort videos honestly. I always try to see all your videos while im doing stuff or cookin, thanks for this. I really hope you have a pretty nice new year!! 🗣🔥
Hidep ngalungkeun abdi, ayeuna hidep kudu mayar gantina! Translates to You threw me away, now you have to pay for it
I love this channel your videos always bring me so much joy and comfort
Hi BigGaming!Bingaman!
I love your content as always. And I love your talks at the beginning. They're always at just the right time in my life.
Speaking of visual novels, if you want a REALLY good one, check out Slay the Princess by BlackTabby Games. It's the best visual horror novel I've ever come across.
Keep up the good work!
You could be a voice actor, you have a very nice and versatile voice
This is a solid out of ten
Lol
This man has really made a difference in my life I know not how big of an impact, but it’s there, I first came across your channel about a year ago with the “How Fish Is Made” video and ever since when I just generally feel down. I just watch one of your videos. Thanks for the great times and I hope you have a wonderful day!
Always good to see a new big gaming video
0:20 I’m sorry your dealing with that I have similar issues with change also I know how hard it can feel I hope you feel better soon and not as stressed
So, im an indonesian and my grandpa said a pesindhen was a jawa/java singer and whenever they sung, tgere was a gamelan following. And thats why that woman behing Lia kinda looked like an indonesian.