I'd be greatful if you took a listen to my cover of this song and checked out my small channel :) th-cam.com/video/E2K2juSRAK8/w-d-xo.html I'm also thinking of making more Broadway tracks when I get my new keyboard, so there's hopefully more on the way!
Is this how I die? Ridiculed and laughed at Wearing clown shoes Is this how I die? Furious and reckless Sick with booze How did I live? I taste every wasted minute Every time I turned away From the things that might have healed me How long have I been sleeping? Is this how I die? Frightened like a child Lazy and numb Is this how I die? Pretending and preposterous And dumb How did I live? Was I kind enough and good enough? Did I love enough? Did I ever look up and see the moon and the stars and the sky? Oh, why have I been sleeping? They say we are asleep until we fall in love We are children of dust and ashes But when we fall in love we wake up And we are a god and angels weep But if I die here tonight, I die in my sleep. All of my life I spent searching the words of poets and saints and prophets and kings Now at the end all I know that I've learned is that all that I know is I don't know a thing So easy to close off Place the blame outside Hiding in my room at night So terrified All the things I could've been But I never had the nerve Life and love, I don't deserve So alright! Alright! I've had my time Close my eyes Let the death bells chime! Bury me in burgundy I just don't care! Nothing's left I looked everywhere! Is this how I die? Was there ever any other way my life could be? Is this how I die? Such a slough of feelings inside of me But then why am I screaming? Why am I shaking? Oh god, was there something that I missed? Did I squander my divinity? Was happiness within me the whole time? They say we are asleep until we fall in love We are children of dust and ashes But when we fall in love we wake up And we are a god and angles weep But if I die here tonight, I die in my sleep. They say we are asleep until we fall in love And I'm so ready To wake up now I wanna wake up Don't let me die while I'm like this I wanna wake up God, don't let me die while I'm like this Please let me wake up now God, don't let me die while I'm like this I'm ready I'm ready To wake up
Putting this here for my need, and anybody else who needs it! Lyrics Is this how I die? Ridiculed and laughed at Wearing clown shoes Is this how I die? Furious and reckless Sick with booze How did I live? I taste every wasted minute Every time I turned away From the things that might have healed me How long have I been sleeping? Is this how I die? Frightened like a child Lazy and numb Is this how I die? Pretending and preposterous And dumb How did I live? Was I kind enough and good enough? Did I love enough? Did I ever look up and see the moon and the stars and the sky? Oh, why have I been sleeping? They say we are asleep until we fall in love We are children of dust and ashes But when we fall in love we wake up And we are a god and angels weep But if I die here tonight I die in my sleep All of my life I spent searching the words of poets and saints and prophets and kings Now at the end all I know that I've learned is that all that I know is I don't know a thing So easy to close off Place the blame outside Hiding in my room at night So terrified All the things I could've been But I never had the nerve Life and love, I don't deserve So alright! Alright! I've had my time Close my eyes Let the death bells chime! Bury me in burgundy I just don't care! Nothing's left I looked everywhere! Is this how I die? Was there ever any other way my life could be? Is this how I die? Such a storm of feelings inside of me But then why am I screaming? Why am I shaking? Oh god, was there something that I missed? Did I squander my divinity? Was happiness within me the whole time? They say we are asleep until we fall in love We are children of dust and ashes But when we fall in love we wake up And we are a god and angels weep But if I die here tonight I die in my sleep They say we are asleep until we fall in love And I'm so ready To wake up now I wanna wake up Don't let me die while I'm like this I wanna wake up God, don't let me die while I'm like this Please let me wake up now God, don't let me die while I'm like this I'm ready I'm ready To wake up
이대로 죽나? 가슴 속 폭풍을 끌어안은 채로 소리 없는 비명 이상한 떨림 뭘까, 내가 놓쳐 버린 건 중요한 걸 잃어버렸나 행복은 이미 내 안에 있었나? 아직 잠든 거야 사랑하기 전엔 우린 잿더미 속 잠든 아이 사랑에 빠지면 깨어나 천사들도 눈물 흘리지 오늘이 나의 끝이라면 난 잠든 채 죽네 아직 잠든 거야 사랑이 내게 없으니 난 준비 됐어 다시 깨어날 깨고 싶어 난 이대로 죽을 순 없어 깨고 싶어 난 신이여 내가 잠들지 않게 날 깨워주소서 신이여 내가 잠들지 않게 나 이제 나 이제 깨어나!
lyric comment: Is this how I die? Ridiculed and laughed at Wearing clown shoes Is this how I die Furious and reckless Sick with booze How did I live? I taste every wasted minute Every time I turned away From the things that might have healed me How long have I been sleeping? Is this how I die? Frightened like a child Lazy and numb Is this how I die? Pretending and preposterous And dumb How did I live? Was I kind enough and good enough? Did I love enough? Did I ever look up and see the moon And the stars and the sky? Oh, why have I been sleeping? They say we are asleep until we fall in love We are children of dust and ashes But when we fall in love we wake up And we are a God and angels weep But if I die here tonight I die in my sleep All of my life has been searching the words Of poets, and saints, and prophets, and kings And now at the end all I know that I've learned Is that all that I know Is I don't know a thing So easy to close off Place the blame outside Hiding in my room at night So terrified All the things I could've been But I never had the nerve Life and love I don't deserve So I'll write, alright I've had my time Close my eyes Let the death bells chime Bury me in burgundy I just don't care Nothing's left I've looked everywhere Is this how I die? Was there ever any other way my life could be? Is this how I die? Such a storm of feelings inside of me But then, why am I screaming? Why am I shaking? Oh God, was there something that I missed? Did I squander my divinity? Was happiness within me the whole time? They say we are asleep until we fall in love We are children of dust and ashes But when we fall in love we wake up And we are a God and angels weep But if I die here tonight I die in my sleep They say we are asleep until we fall in love And I'm so ready to wake up now I wanna wake up Don't let me die while I'm like this I wanna wake up God, don't let me die while I'm like this Please let me wake up now God don't let me die while I'm like this I am ready I'm ready To wake up
Did you just take the piano track and add orchestra and choir with Sibellius or something similar? I recognize that choir sound. I thought you did pretty good with the orchestra.
Será que eu morri Cômico, risível Como um bufão? Será que eu morri Cínico e sujo Um beberrão? Como eu vivi Eu percebo o desperdício Cada vez que eu me afastei Do que era minha cura Dormi por quanto tempo? Será que eu morri Fraco, assustado, um imbecil? Será que eu morri Farsante, estúpido, servil? Como eu vivi Se eu fiz o bem, se eu fui gentil Se eu vivi o amor também Se olhei as estrelas, uma vez O luar, e o céu Vivi adormecido Se a vida é dormir até encontrar o amor Somos feitos de pó e cinzas Mas quando o amor nos vem despertar Subimos aos céus, aos pés de Deus Mas se eu morrer hoje aqui Eu não despertei Faz muito tempo que eu tento saber Palavras de santos, poetas e reis E agora eu percebo que o que eu aprendi É que tudo que eu sei é que nada eu sei Tão fácil me isolar E culpar alguém Preso no meu próprio lar Sem ver ninguém Tudo o que eu podia ser Mas eu nunca consegui O amor não mereci Mas tá bem, tudo bem O fim chegou Vejam só, eis que a morte entrou Bêbado e mórbido, não ligo mais Desisti, já sofri demais Será que eu morri Haveria um outro modo de viver Será que eu morri Confusão, desordem no espírito Mas por que estou aos gritos Tremo de raiva? Oh, Deus, ainda tenho salvação? Reneguei o meu espírito A dádiva morava sempre em mim Se a vida é dormir até encontrar o amor Somos feitos de pó e cinzas Mas quando o amor nos vem despertar Subimos aos céus, aos pés de Deus Mas se eu morrer hoje aqui Eu não despertei Se a vida é dormir até encontrar o amor Eu estou pronto pro futuro Eu quero acordar Não vou morrer sem ter amor Eu quero acordar Deus, não vou morrer sem ter amor Me faça acordar Deus, não vou morrer sem ter amor Estou pronto Estou pronto Pra acordar
Is this how I die? Ridiculed and laughed at Wearing clown shoes Is this how I die? Furious and reckless Sick with booze How did I live? I taste every wasted minute Every time I turned away From the things that might have healed me How long have I been sleeping? Is this how I die? Frightened like a child Lazy and numb Is this how I die? Pretending and preposterous And dumb How did I live? Was I kind enough and good enough? Did I love enough? Did I ever look up and see the moon and the stars and the sky? Oh, why have I been sleeping? They say we are asleep until we fall in love We are children of dust and ashes But when we fall in love we wake up And we are a god and angels weep But if I die here tonight, I die in my sleep. All of my life I spent searching the words of poets and saints and prophets and kings Now at the end all I know that I've learned is that all that I know is I don't know a thing So easy to close off Place the blame outside Hiding in my room at night So terrified All the things I could've been But I never had the nerve Life and love, I don't deserve So alright! Alright! I've had my time Close my eyes Let the death bells chime! Bury me in burgundy I just don't care! Nothing's left I looked everywhere! Is this how I die? Was there ever any other way my life could be? Is this how I die? Such a slough of feelings inside of me But then why am I screaming? Why am I shaking? Oh god, was there something that I missed? Did I squander my divinity? Was happiness within me the whole time? They say we are asleep until we fall in love We are children of dust and ashes But when we fall in love we wake up And we are a god and angles weep But if I die here tonight, I die in my sleep. They say we are asleep until we fall in love And I'm so ready To wake up now I wanna wake up Don't let me die while I'm like this I wanna wake up God, don't let me die while I'm like this Please let me wake up now God, don't let me die while I'm like this I'm ready I'm ready To wake up
I'd be greatful if you took a listen to my cover of this song and checked out my small channel :) th-cam.com/video/E2K2juSRAK8/w-d-xo.html
I'm also thinking of making more Broadway tracks when I get my new keyboard, so there's hopefully more on the way!
Thanks for making a great track!
I’m in the real Pierre Bezhukov hours now, and it really helps.
Hello! Nice to see you again! See you at Finn M-K's!
Is this how I die?
Ridiculed and laughed at
Wearing clown shoes
Is this how I die?
Furious and reckless
Sick with booze
How did I live?
I taste every wasted minute
Every time I turned away
From the things that might have healed me
How long have I been sleeping?
Is this how I die?
Frightened like a child
Lazy and numb
Is this how I die?
Pretending and preposterous
And dumb
How did I live?
Was I kind enough and good enough?
Did I love enough?
Did I ever look up and see the moon and the stars and the sky?
Oh, why have I been sleeping?
They say we are asleep until we fall in love
We are children of dust and ashes
But when we fall in love we wake up
And we are a god and angels weep
But if I die here tonight,
I die in my sleep.
All of my life I spent searching the words of poets and saints and prophets and kings
Now at the end all I know that I've learned is that all that I know is I don't know a thing
So easy to close off
Place the blame outside
Hiding in my room at night
So terrified
All the things I could've been
But I never had the nerve
Life and love, I don't deserve
So alright!
Alright!
I've had my time
Close my eyes
Let the death bells chime!
Bury me in burgundy
I just don't care!
Nothing's left
I looked everywhere!
Is this how I die?
Was there ever any other way my life could be?
Is this how I die?
Such a slough of feelings inside of me
But then why am I screaming?
Why am I shaking?
Oh god, was there something that I missed?
Did I squander my divinity?
Was happiness within me the whole time?
They say we are asleep until we fall in love
We are children of dust and ashes
But when we fall in love we wake up
And we are a god and angles weep
But if I die here tonight,
I die in my sleep.
They say we are asleep until we fall in love
And I'm so ready
To wake up now
I wanna wake up
Don't let me die while I'm like this
I wanna wake up
God, don't let me die while I'm like this
Please let me wake up now
God, don't let me die while I'm like this
I'm ready
I'm ready
To wake up
Putting this here for my need, and anybody else who needs it!
Lyrics
Is this how I die?
Ridiculed and laughed at
Wearing clown shoes
Is this how I die?
Furious and reckless
Sick with booze
How did I live?
I taste every wasted minute
Every time I turned away
From the things that might have healed me
How long have I been sleeping?
Is this how I die?
Frightened like a child
Lazy and numb
Is this how I die?
Pretending and preposterous
And dumb
How did I live?
Was I kind enough and good enough?
Did I love enough?
Did I ever look up and see the moon and the stars and the sky?
Oh, why have I been sleeping?
They say we are asleep until we fall in love
We are children of dust and ashes
But when we fall in love we wake up
And we are a god and angels weep
But if I die here tonight
I die in my sleep
All of my life I spent searching the words of poets and saints and prophets and kings
Now at the end all I know that I've learned is that all that I know is I don't know a thing
So easy to close off
Place the blame outside
Hiding in my room at night
So terrified
All the things I could've been
But I never had the nerve
Life and love, I don't deserve
So alright!
Alright!
I've had my time
Close my eyes
Let the death bells chime!
Bury me in burgundy
I just don't care!
Nothing's left
I looked everywhere!
Is this how I die?
Was there ever any other way my life could be?
Is this how I die?
Such a storm of feelings inside of me
But then why am I screaming?
Why am I shaking?
Oh god, was there something that I missed?
Did I squander my divinity?
Was happiness within me the whole time?
They say we are asleep until we fall in love
We are children of dust and ashes
But when we fall in love we wake up
And we are a god and angels weep
But if I die here tonight
I die in my sleep
They say we are asleep until we fall in love
And I'm so ready
To wake up now
I wanna wake up
Don't let me die while I'm like this
I wanna wake up
God, don't let me die while I'm like this
Please let me wake up now
God, don't let me die while I'm like this
I'm ready
I'm ready
To wake up
You are what people called “Jesus”in biblical times
Thank you
Biblical times 👍🏾👍🏾👍🏾
@@garythetabbycat1791oh those biblical tiiiiiimes!!!
이대로 죽나?
가슴 속 폭풍을 끌어안은 채로
소리 없는 비명
이상한 떨림
뭘까, 내가 놓쳐 버린 건
중요한 걸 잃어버렸나
행복은 이미 내 안에 있었나?
아직 잠든 거야
사랑하기 전엔
우린 잿더미 속 잠든 아이
사랑에 빠지면 깨어나
천사들도 눈물 흘리지
오늘이 나의 끝이라면
난 잠든 채 죽네
아직 잠든 거야
사랑이 내게 없으니
난 준비 됐어
다시 깨어날
깨고 싶어 난
이대로 죽을 순 없어
깨고 싶어 난
신이여 내가 잠들지 않게
날 깨워주소서
신이여 내가 잠들지 않게
나 이제
나 이제
깨어나!
This is the perfect track!!! I'll be using it as backup for my upcoming auditions. Thanks!!!
lyric comment:
Is this how I die?
Ridiculed and laughed at
Wearing clown shoes
Is this how I die
Furious and reckless
Sick with booze
How did I live?
I taste every wasted minute
Every time I turned away
From the things that might have healed me
How long have I been sleeping?
Is this how I die?
Frightened like a child
Lazy and numb
Is this how I die?
Pretending and preposterous
And dumb
How did I live?
Was I kind enough and good enough?
Did I love enough?
Did I ever look up and see the moon
And the stars and the sky?
Oh, why have I been sleeping?
They say we are asleep until we fall in love
We are children of dust and ashes
But when we fall in love we wake up
And we are a God and angels weep
But if I die here tonight
I die in my sleep
All of my life has been searching the words
Of poets, and saints, and prophets, and kings
And now at the end all I know that I've learned
Is that all that I know
Is I don't know a thing
So easy to close off
Place the blame outside
Hiding in my room at night
So terrified
All the things I could've been
But I never had the nerve
Life and love I don't deserve
So I'll write, alright
I've had my time
Close my eyes
Let the death bells chime
Bury me in burgundy
I just don't care
Nothing's left
I've looked everywhere
Is this how I die?
Was there ever any other way my life could be?
Is this how I die?
Such a storm of feelings inside of me
But then, why am I screaming?
Why am I shaking?
Oh God, was there something that I missed?
Did I squander my divinity?
Was happiness within me the whole time?
They say we are asleep until we fall in love
We are children of dust and ashes
But when we fall in love we wake up
And we are a God and angels weep
But if I die here tonight
I die in my sleep
They say we are asleep until we fall in love
And I'm so ready to wake up now
I wanna wake up
Don't let me die while I'm like this
I wanna wake up
God, don't let me die while I'm like this
Please let me wake up now
God don't let me die while I'm like this
I am ready
I'm ready
To wake up
Great arrangement
Did you just take the piano track and add orchestra and choir with Sibellius or something similar? I recognize that choir sound. I thought you did pretty good with the orchestra.
Será que eu morri
Cômico, risível
Como um bufão?
Será que eu morri
Cínico e sujo
Um beberrão?
Como eu vivi
Eu percebo o desperdício
Cada vez que eu me afastei
Do que era minha cura
Dormi por quanto tempo?
Será que eu morri
Fraco, assustado, um imbecil?
Será que eu morri
Farsante, estúpido, servil?
Como eu vivi
Se eu fiz o bem, se eu fui gentil
Se eu vivi o amor também
Se olhei as estrelas, uma vez
O luar, e o céu
Vivi adormecido
Se a vida é dormir até encontrar o amor
Somos feitos de pó e cinzas
Mas quando o amor nos vem despertar
Subimos aos céus, aos pés de Deus
Mas se eu morrer hoje aqui
Eu não despertei
Faz muito tempo que eu tento saber
Palavras de santos, poetas e reis
E agora eu percebo que o que eu aprendi
É que tudo que eu sei é que nada eu sei
Tão fácil me isolar
E culpar alguém
Preso no meu próprio lar
Sem ver ninguém
Tudo o que eu podia ser
Mas eu nunca consegui
O amor não mereci
Mas tá bem, tudo bem
O fim chegou
Vejam só, eis que a morte entrou
Bêbado e mórbido, não ligo mais
Desisti, já sofri demais
Será que eu morri
Haveria um outro modo de viver
Será que eu morri
Confusão, desordem no espírito
Mas por que estou aos gritos
Tremo de raiva?
Oh, Deus, ainda tenho salvação?
Reneguei o meu espírito
A dádiva morava sempre em mim
Se a vida é dormir até encontrar o amor
Somos feitos de pó e cinzas
Mas quando o amor nos vem despertar
Subimos aos céus, aos pés de Deus
Mas se eu morrer hoje aqui
Eu não despertei
Se a vida é dormir até encontrar o amor
Eu estou pronto pro futuro
Eu quero acordar
Não vou morrer sem ter amor
Eu quero acordar
Deus, não vou morrer sem ter amor
Me faça acordar
Deus, não vou morrer sem ter amor
Estou pronto
Estou pronto
Pra acordar
04:50
2:44
Do you have the sheet music?
0:19
4:10
Is this how I die?
Ridiculed and laughed at
Wearing clown shoes
Is this how I die?
Furious and reckless
Sick with booze
How did I live?
I taste every wasted minute
Every time I turned away
From the things that might have healed me
How long have I been sleeping?
Is this how I die?
Frightened like a child
Lazy and numb
Is this how I die?
Pretending and preposterous
And dumb
How did I live?
Was I kind enough and good enough?
Did I love enough?
Did I ever look up and see the moon and the stars and the sky?
Oh, why have I been sleeping?
They say we are asleep until we fall in love
We are children of dust and ashes
But when we fall in love we wake up
And we are a god and angels weep
But if I die here tonight,
I die in my sleep.
All of my life I spent searching the words of poets and saints and prophets and kings
Now at the end all I know that I've learned is that all that I know is I don't know a thing
So easy to close off
Place the blame outside
Hiding in my room at night
So terrified
All the things I could've been
But I never had the nerve
Life and love, I don't deserve
So alright!
Alright!
I've had my time
Close my eyes
Let the death bells chime!
Bury me in burgundy
I just don't care!
Nothing's left
I looked everywhere!
Is this how I die?
Was there ever any other way my life could be?
Is this how I die?
Such a slough of feelings inside of me
But then why am I screaming?
Why am I shaking?
Oh god, was there something that I missed?
Did I squander my divinity?
Was happiness within me the whole time?
They say we are asleep until we fall in love
We are children of dust and ashes
But when we fall in love we wake up
And we are a god and angles weep
But if I die here tonight,
I die in my sleep.
They say we are asleep until we fall in love
And I'm so ready
To wake up now
I wanna wake up
Don't let me die while I'm like this
I wanna wake up
God, don't let me die while I'm like this
Please let me wake up now
God, don't let me die while I'm like this
I'm ready
I'm ready
To wake up
2:00
2:47
0:11