just close your eyes | silent hill inspired ambient music
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just close your eyes | silent hill inspired ambient music
Dark and Relaxing ambient music, inspired by the sounds of Silent Hill
#ambientmusic #darkambience #backgroundmusic #silenthillmusic
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Spending the night in my grandmothers house for the last time tonight. I’m laying in a bed I grew up in, surrounded by pictures of me with my cousins that all have grown up and now have families of their own. Though I’m deeply saddened that the world I grew up in no longer exists, and though I’m sad for my grandparents house being sold, and their lives growing old, I’m happy for new beginnings. Though my entire life has taken a dive for the worst mentally, I trust God, and somewhere deep inside my mind, my heart and prayers I know everything’s going to be alright.
I wish you the best, friend. I can't begin to describe how grateful I am, for my grandma.
All the best and keep your chin up, stranger. Life moves on and you have to go with it and not be left behind. New paths will be forged and new homes will be settled. This isn't the end, only the next chapter. Good luck with all you'll achieve!
Dude thank you for reminding me to tell my grandma that I love her
I have been there exactly. I am years from it now, the memories remain and the longing and ache that lingers with them have taught me how to be more present to cherish life deeper.
We will look back on the years we are in now too, for many, still sre in some of the best years of their life where our closest loved ones are still living and we can make time to spend with them, it’s all finite and it moves all too fast.
I saw a quote,
“While you waste time, time wastes you”.
🤍🫂
@@Urmomsmygyal no problem man, I’ve been trying to call them twice a week. College has been driving me nuts, but I know I won’t be able to call forever
Everybody's got their own Silent Hill. Some of us get trapped there for longer than others depending on how thick the fog is... May we all find a way out. Thanks for uploading without ads, I appreciate you a lot for allowing us to relax, reflect or study in peace. Much love.
How do I leave?
@@justvs102 You have to locate your past traumas or insecurities, and find a way to leave the past behind. Idk honestly, the way out is different for everyone depending on the challenges they face. For me, it was coping with trauma and now it's finding a purpose to this life, and the pain and loneliness that comes with it. Hope you find your solace brother.
@@iithunderii9800 hope youll find what you wanna do brother
Thanks brother, your comment goes straight to the heart
@@justvs102 ❤️
These videos hit different in the middle of the night
It’s 2:51AM and I’m laying in bed listening to this. It’s….calming
2 AM here - sure do
3am here. Maybe I’ll find my outside the fog soon.
So glad I'm not the only one ✨️
I been living alone 9 years, I'm 26. You can always enjoy the solitude and keep feeding an inner motivation with a constant discipline but sometimes when it's too late, this immense silence l've been living with, absorbs every memory I have; interacting seems like a glorious image and sometimes I do it in my mind. I find the strength to keep going in God and those memories but never felt more alive than when I was interacting with any type of people, no matter how they were. Observing life in its true forms and being grateful for being here is a pure nourishment for the soul with all the obstacles we all have. I hope you guys can fix your sleeping schedule.
We used to be happy and thriving.
So much hope for the future.
What the hell happened to us?
the world ended in 2012
@@tonylife94Yeah somewhere around 2012 things really began to take a dive.
we must learn from the past. life is a cycle that repeats itself. nothing can escape this. we can only choose to do our very best to lessen suffering of existence and maximize all that is good.
that is the only way to live a fulfilling life as a hyoumin being.
i mean some of us are still hopeful, it hurts your chance of seeing the light to make yourself believe there isn’t one at all! just a thought
capitalism unfortunately
This music really makes me realize how dumb it was for wishing to grow older quicker when i was a kid. I shouldve enjoyed every second of it...
It really is sad 😕. Saddest part is it’s not even our faults. As kids, most of us have fucked up parents and had horrible childhoods that make us want to grow up so fast because we have a perception that when you grow up you can do whatever you want… we don’t see how complex and difficult it can really be. I don’t think the actual problem was ever growing up but having that sense of actually being a child and having freedom that triggers us wanting to grow up faster
I remember I actually didn’t want to grow up too fast as a kid (like middle school I realized) and I still get sad now that I’m 30. I tried to enjoy every day. Regardless time happens to move forward 😢 most of the time I’m struggling to live in the present because I’m either upset that I’m not in the past or that the future will be worse
I never wanted to grow up. I was always afraid as a kid. I'd think about it and give myself panic attacks. Just like the thought of dying one day..
Idgaf I'm 24 smoking weed chilling gonna open up a bissnise soon 🤪
@@cpprclrd8790 that is true...fortunately for me despite not being finacially stable my parents were very caring. Though i still think about my highschool days thinking "i shouldve hanged out with friends more" and always regret how i spent my short childhood
Silent Hill is not a game, it is not a city, and it is not a fantasy. Silent Hill is a difficult reality for us to deal with
What u smoke sister
it’s an aesthetic dummy
realism@@jeanclaude1282
اول مرة اشوف عربيه تعشق سايلنت هيل !!!!wow
sheeeeeesh u owned my respect
Spending my 24th birthday alone and as I lay in bed, I realize the world never revolved around me like how I thought it did when I was a kid. Time still keeps ticking, the sun will still be burning and the sky will continue to change its colors. I grow only to realize nothing never changes for me.
happy birthday i know exactly how you feel
I hear the sense of loneliness and disillusionment in your words on your 24th birthday. It's understandable to feel that way after the idealistic view of the world we often had as children gradually gives way to a starker reality as adults.
However, please don't lose hope. While the world may not revolve around any one person, you still have a unique place and purpose in it. Your growth and evolution as an individual is invaluable, even if the broader cosmos continues its cycles seemingly indifferent to our small human stories.
This can be a melancholy but also liberating realization - to understand that you write your own story against the backdrop of eternity. Nothing may change in the grand scheme, but you have the power to create positive change in your own life day by day. Though you may feel alone now, you have so much life left to fill with experiences, connections and growth you can't yet imagine.
I hope you can find small joys to celebrate yourself today in whatever way feels meaningful. You matter, and your journey matters, even amidst the vast indifference of the universe. Hold onto that inner essence that makes you uniquely you. Brighter days will come. Happy 24th birthday.
Sometimes we have to be alone so life can teach us things that would advance us but in reality we are truly never alone because there’s people like us that are going through the same thing I don’t know you but I love you and Yesterday is history, Tomorrow is a mystery, but Today is a gift. That is why it is called the present I’m proud of you u made it to 24 happy birthday ❤
Happy birthday brother
23 today here and alone with water and cigar
@@Eren.RanscovHappy Birthday!
If you read this, everything is gonna be better one day.. I promise. Only after going through the bad we can appreciate the beauty of the good.
Love you ❤
That’s not true
@@dannyf5595 it is and will be shown bro, never lose hope even if you have the slighest.
When evil has seeped into your heart and corrupted my mind, you won't be able to know good anymore.
Given that glorifying evil and indulging in it as much as possible is the cultural norm world wide...
That poor guy keeps looking around at falling snow. Maybe he’s searching for where this beautiful music is coming from..
I like this one
Just to make it sadder, it’s not snow, it’s ash…
Actually, looking for his daughter 😢
@@Drafnyrno it‘s not that‘s a bogus thing coming from the movie canon. It‘s called snow in the game files and also the cheat menu.
Also if you never played the first game before please do. It‘s fantastic!
@@takke9830 Ik it’s from the movie but I like to believe it’s ash. Gives it more creepiness to it. :,)
to anyone feeling lonely and needing someone to talk, im here. you are definitely not alone and everyday i pray for the best for all of you
thank u
@@phu_k dont thank me, im glad if i could help anyone out
@@chargerlopez01Oh no. How sad. Well, your dog will never leave your side. I feel like you right now. I feel so lost as if I'm in Silent Hill myself.
I want to leave my hometown and pursue my dreams and be a supermodel but it’s so hard to escape from
@@chargerlopez01well you should be incredibly proud that you have children that are happy, that is a feat you should treasure. That is my life goal eventually too
It’s been nearly a year since I lost my mother and my family fell apart. Never hear from my sister, stepfather, or father and part of me doesn’t want to. I hate them. But even more than that I hate how they’re the best god could do for me. He never loved my mother. He moved out the day she passed. Now I’m 20 years old trying to navigate independent adult life as an autistic individual and I am struggling. And yet, I feel hopeful. I know that I will make it through school and carve out a better life for myself. I’m going to give myself everything my mother couldn’t.
I miss my mom.
my condolences. i wish only the absolute best for you in your life. you are not alone
I feel you my friend. I can only imagine your world as my world could me similar to yours; as identified ASD, and lost both my parents, whom in their early 60's; last year at the age of 37. I'm currently homeless, didn't get hardly anything from my parents estate, and currently coach surfing. I say this message: Stay positive, keep foscus, and strong will with determination will go a long way in life. Don't focus on your current life circumstances, because they change, but focus on yourself in whatever you may. Work tours the future, and create something better for you as you already know. Blessings my friend!
@@p1nkzombiee but I am. Sweet words over highways of light mean nothing in a vacuum. It’s just me. It’s always been just me.
Relationships is what you choose. Not only is what given.@@chrisyk6410
Im so sorry about your mother. I hope you have nothing but happiness ahead of you❤️
“Don’t ruin today by worrying about the future”… That’s what he always did, that’s why we never saw each other again.
Same here brother. I understand.
Simp
Thank you for saying this. I’ve been stressing myself out about the future when in reality I have no real control over any of this.
Those days. My mom, my brother, and I sitting on the floor in front of the CRT TV, playing this game. I was 6 years old. I would give anything to experience again the feeling of one of those nights. ❤
Those memories will live on in your heart, my friend. Look back to bask in the warmth of them....but never "stay" too long, be sure to return to what beauty may lay in the present. (A lesson learned the hard way, here!🙃) Be well.
I am here for anyone who needs it. I am right here, listening along side with you. We can get through this.
❤❤❤
life suck hard in my brain
Why is that
@@rootzeroday i dont now maybe Bad expérience in the past and my current situation
I miss my old life back pre-pandemic. Ever since the lockdown happened I rarely go out of the house because I gotten used to it. I haven't opened my personal facebook account to see what my irl friends are up to now. As much as I want to reconnect again with them I feel I'm not yet ready despite I feel like its long enough. I barely felt I achieved something in my life and just let myself lose and feel uninspired. I want to cut this cycle and do something better but don't know how to start and where to start it. I'm just filling this void by my online shopping tendencies to keep me entertained filling my room with the things I love basically creating my safe haven. I rarely share stuffs like this online. I hope you're doing well.
Silent Hill is not about the monsters. It's something more
Life, or in the adult world your wondering in a place you don't regonise. Fighting through it with a spirit, the light keeping it on with uncertainty.
looking at the mirror,thats not me anymore,i am a stranger to myself when i deeply think how im doing in my life,not what my parents wanted to raise,but here i am with you guys listening to this song with my soul not my ears…
i lucid dreamed to this and had the most beautiful life and woke up to the soul crushing realisation that it wasnt real. tonight im giving it another go because i need to see her again. i need to see the kids we raised and relive those memories. i will forever chase that feeling of love and belonging. i know it was real because i felt it in my soul. in the deepest fibre of my being i felt what love was like and how the thought of her was enough to warm me like a bonfire in the artic. tonight, i can only hope that my love is enough to draw me back into her world so i can know what it was like to love and be loved once again.
let it go 🍃
Maybe you will meet her again, but this time not in a dream.
I believe that dreams come true, You will find it
God I wish someone thought of me like this 😭 ngl your comment made me tear up. hope everything goes well!!! ❤️
I hope the lamp isn’t lookin flat..
The saddest Moment of my life:
My mother cried while I was listening to this, I was so confused, when she told me: "Your brother left for college 2 years ago, and now in one year, you'll leave next... I'll live alone in that empty goddman house without my children... Just with a man who is always away from home..." My father is a workaholic, he always works and priorities work over everything, he has barely ever been around to raise me and my brother, but I don't blame him, but it just broke me to the core when my mother said all that. She used to be my leader, my mentor, my teacher, my helper, my whole world, I always thought she was the strongest person in the world, but seeing her cry sent goosebumps through my body and a sense of guilt and shame on myself... I seriously don't want to go to college now... I just want to stay home with my mom and take care of her until she grows old, and even then, I'd still care for her. Forget college, forget my future wedding or any of that, A future without my mother, is not a future I want to live in.
Wow, man, I'm going through something similar, but I haven't reached that level yet, I'm still in the first year of high school, but I don't know what I'm going to do with my life, I don't know how to take care of myself, my parents fight with me a lot because of this, as I don't know how to do anything without their help, but sometimes I realize that they shout at me forcibly because they didn't want to be so sudden, in 2 years I'll be leaving home too if its God’s will, and with financial stability. My father Thank God he was a strict father and until now, I'm sorry that your father was like that, We men need to be strong, and sometimes we don't know how to start in the right way, we end up having difficulty and that's how we learn the path of life, I hope you are successful in your career, be strong!
Hugs from Brazil
Womp womp
@@Ooooozzzzzz-qm1bt no way you just said that
Brother, don't forget about college or your future. I understand it's difficult, but please, think about it and be strong. Don't do anything stupid, you need to be somebody in life so that your mother is proud of you instead of rotting with her.
İ want to hug you brother...😢 Probably we never see each other. But i felt you...
About 2 minutes in, my eyes water up and I think of my uncle. He passed away in 2020, he was such a massive Star Wars lover. He introduced it to me when I was little, and have loved Star Wars ever since. Rest in peace Seamus.
Rest in peace
Rest in peace I hope souls reunite
Do you played Jedi survivor?
@@Lucxs221. I did! Great freakin game!
This ain’t Star Wars
To all who read this comment, we don't know each other and probably never will but I wish you all the best in life and all the luck in the worldi 💕
Thank you, same goes to you dear person
Even if we don't know eachother, everyone here seems to be speaking their hearts..and people relating to one another even if we don't know eachother..Somehow..Somewhat..We understand eachother.
Thank you for this.
You the same ✨♥️
It’s the end of the first day of living without my best friend. I’ll forever miss coming home from school and hearing his meows, listening to his purring, and feeling his soft and fluffy fur. I know we did the right thing of letting him go into his eternal sleep, but I feel I should’ve been there as he left. I was so overtaken by my own emotions that his didn’t register. I wondered to myself all day if he was scared, if he had the knowledge of what was happening to him. I wondered to myself all day how would i feel if i watched as he left, would i feel comforted? Would he feel comforted seeing me as his last sight? For 13 years, he’s been there for me in my darkest times, and in his final moments, I wasn’t there to comfort him. I refused to believe that what was happening was real, I thought that I’d just wake up today and he’d be downstairs on the couch, ready to be pet, held, and cuddled. I never realized how limited time is with the things we love. At treat time for all my pets, i shook the box, expecting for him and the others to run over, but he wasn’t there. He never ran over, and I will never see him running over for his treats again. I will never feel his fur again. I will never hear him meow again. I will never hear him purr again. I will never feel the way his body vibrated as he enjoyed me petting him again. In his final days, he had labored breathing, and had to work insanely hard to purr. When I went to say my goodbye, he didn’t know what was happening, he never knew his life was going to cut short. He never knew that it would be the last time we would ever see each other. It is currently 11:37 PM. It’s been 31 hours and 53 minutes since he was laid to rest. I feel lost, he was part of all of my routines. When I woke up i looked for him and loved him. When I got home I looked for him and loved him. Before I went to bed, I looked for him, and I loved him. I don’t know what I’ll do now. Did he want to die? Did he want me to be his last sight? Did we do the right thing? Watching my mom hold him and tell him “I told you that you would be okay, I told you that all you needed was to get your teeth cleaned and you would be able to come home.” added onto the pain. She had blamed herself all day and said that she had made the decision, when in reality, we all had. He was in pain, he couldn’t go on much longer, and keeping him alive would result in him being hurt for longer. Shadow was my best friend, and I will never October 20th 2012. The day that we got him. I will forever miss you, and I will never stop loving you. You will never leave my heart and I hope that wherever you are now, you are no longer in pain and you have the energy you once had as a kitten back. I hope that you are running around after crossing the rainbow bridge, catching whatever animals you can get your little furry paws on. Goodbye Shadow, these 13 years that we spent together were the best I could ask for, and I don’t think I will ever have another animal that will ever make me feel the same way that you had. Goodnight Shadow, i’m sorry I left when I did, I should have stayed and pet you and loved on you as you were put to sleep instead of caring for my emotions and leaving. I love you buddy, I will always miss you and think about you.
You are brave... Indeed, you're strong, and you're really a nice person... Don't blame yourself, everything happens for a reason, Shadow loved you as his life, try to not overthink what happened. I know it's just dumb to say that, but make a try, embrace the moments even the end, but you need to be sure that you're not staying right there. Keep moving forward, memories can make us stronger, you've learn a lot of things. Be sad, cry and let your feelings take over you but just for a moment. I know it's hard to breath. Just remember to keep your focus. A good friend of mine, before leaving, told me that "maturing is realizing that the things you love the most one day will be gone, that gives us a reason to stay. Not today, not tomorrow, but you'll find something not to replace the past, but to care again". I thought about saying nothing, but I really felt you. Embrace your life, don't look for answers, things just happen and you'll be able to figure it out, just take your time but remember not to stay so long. Have a goodnight 🫂
wow that's fcking tough mate, that's hard as f*ck not going to sugarcoat that... only few times before I've been this deep after reading a comment. Sh*t.
I'd love to bring some peace to your heart but I can't, I don't know how.
What I know and I'm sure of is that Shadow's had a beautiful life with you and it was better than a dream to him. Just imagine he's loved you the same if not more than you loved him. That strange cat walking on 2 legs 100% successful on all his hunts, best massages, cuddle specialist, always brings food, hunts during daytime no fcks given. You were his Superman :)
Don't be too harsh on yourself though. You being there or not, however sad it is, didn't make a difference. Surely not to him. Cats usually spend their last moments alone anyway. I can only assume he could even felt relieved when you left him. Sure I wanna comfort you a little but there's something about it for sure.
And as cliche as it sounds, he's always going to be here with you. You'll always carry him in your memories. You might not have the comfort of touching him physically but you'll down the line remember your friend every now and then and you'll feel unbelievably. It's not sad, it's different. I can't describe it. You'll know when you feel it. It will take some time and some pain for sure but your friends memory may even take you places :)
The memories are what keeps him living. You did everything for him and there's nothing that could have changed what happened nor delay the inevitable, but one thing that made that moment special for him is the love and care that you put over him troughout all of his beautiful life. I'm sure that even if he didn't know what was happening to him, he was sure to be loved from all af you and one day you may perhaps find happiness thinking about him. Don't blame yourself if you didn't go with him, it's already painful enough to let him go, and I can assure you that it wouldn't have made a single difference. The only thing that matters is that you will never forget about him, as he would have never forgotten you.
Stay safe, it will only get better from now on
🫂
I love listening to these too. Especially at night in bed. Thanks for uploading it.
thank you for putting no ads on these vids they're a lifesaver to me during finals season!
just close your eyes
I'm doing it
thanks for putting no ads
I was skeptical of this at first but before I knew it I closed my eyes and was out cold immediately and then woke up with this still playing
I would definitely get inspiration from Silent Hill, video games and Resident Evil. For my world
Resident evil 7 biohazard. the goat❤❤❤
No one cares
You must suffer brother's you must
Suffering is the only way to learn life.
Suffering is the greatest and most beautiful gift life can confer, for with it comes enormous potential for growth and strength
Truth!@@arthurfleck629
Suffering isn't the way to learn this, it's the thoughts the experience of suffering and living something hard that help us to learn.
Putting suffering on you isn't a good way to learn it faster brother
Life is suffering . They are one and the same .
No matter what we do brothers we will suffer for it. Then we just have to choose to suffer for something worthwhile in hopes that it'll be all worth it in the end.
somewhere there is a unseen clock ticking, live every moment like it’s your last. don’t wish your life away. I wish i didn’t wish my child or teen years away, i really took them for granted if you’re reading this, waste no time, live everyday like it’s your last and do the things YOU love. If you want to start that business start it, if you want to do modelling do it, if you want to be an actor do it, i’d you want to be a doctor do it, id you want to be a teacher do it! Complete your wishes and live with no regret❤️you’re beautiful and i love you❤️
Needed this ❤️ much love to you
isn’t it soothing to know that there’s no pressure on you? the world is not expecting anything from you. you just have to exist and live the way you want.
심장이 멈추면 모든 것이 끝난다는 것을 안다. 누군가와 이토록 연결되고 싶은 것은 단순한 착각이 아니라는 것을 안다. 삶과 죽음, 질서와 혼돈, 너와 나 모든게 무너지고 무한한 우주의 신비속에 하나로 합쳐질 때 비로소 움직일 수 있게 된다. 생명들아 솟아나는 빛과 같은 영원한 것들아 사랑하고 사랑하고 끝없이 사랑하자
Magnifique
Wonderful
명문
I've lost you
You're never meant to be mine
It was all a play
The day you said goodbye
Was the day I was never same
fr
It was just your turn, get up and go on now.
Women can't love the way men love. So don't ever invest emotionally in a woman,I'm sorry but it's the cold truth.
Been there brother, be strong
knowing i’ll live the rest of my life struggling with anxiety attacks and depressive days doesn’t seem as bad when i realize i’ll live the rest of my life overcoming it each time. it feels like the end of the world in the moment but i’ll just cry it out and feel okay again.
I can’t remember the last time I was truly happy.
Kendi sessiz tepemdeyim.. iki yıldır. Bütün başarısızlıklar, beklentiler, kendime çektirdiğim acılar hepsi benim canavarım ve hepsiyle her gün yüzleşiyorum.
Söylev tarzınız eski bir arkadaşımınkine çok benziyor bu yüzden size birkaç şey söylemek istiyorum. O arkadaşımla iki yıldır konuşmuyoruz. Fakat bu onun tercihi, benim değil. Onun benimle arkadaşlığını bitirip sessizce gitmesine saygı duydum. Hala neden benimle daha fazla arkadaş kalmak istemediğini bilmiyorum, kendimi çok sorguladım ancak cevabını bulamadım ve artık bulmak da istemiyorum. Eskiden çok yakındık fakat artık değiliz. Onun hayatımdan bir geçiş dönemi olduğunu düşünüyorum. Onun benim olduğu gibi ben de onun hayatında küçük bir senaryoydum kaderin bu sahnesinde. Sizin bugün yaşadığınız tüm bu acılar da sayılı sayfa olan hayatınızın küçük bölümlerinden bazıları. Zamana ve iyileştirici gücüne güvenmenizi ve en yakın zamanda mutlu olmanızı diliyorum. Umarım bunu okuyan ve zor zamanlardan geçen herkes bu durumların geçici olduğunu ve duygularının zamanla iyilesecegine inanır.
@@lovelyperson3517 Arkadaşınızla aranızdaki duruma üzüldüm, aynı durum benim de başıma geldi ama gelip geçici işte. Çok sağolun bu arada desteğiniz için ama insan bu durumdan pek kolay çıkamıyor bazı şeylerin farkına varıp hâlâ aynı hataları yapmaya devam etmek insana çok koyuyor maalesef. Umarım bir gün bu döngüden çıkartırım kendimi...
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спасибо за это искусство, очень приятно получать поддержку с одной лишь музыки
I always read all the comments while listening to this kind of videos, I just love it ~
If you are reading this, I wish you a great night, God is with you, if you are going through a difficult time or insomnia remember that you are not alone! I'm praying that you Win!!Now go sleep dear....Calm down, take a deep breath and dream..
Thanks man, I’m tired af, physically and mentally. Gone shut off for awhile while listening to this abyss music.
I just shit the bed
I miss this one girl, and these songs remind me of the good times I spent with her, after losing contact with her due to my stupidity and foolishness, I lost myself. But in the now I have found the holy light, the father above, and the son of the father, and the weights that were once on my back have now been lifted by the light. Sometimes I still wish I didn’t lose communication with her to let her know things are better now. My love still remains strong after all the time that has passed since then, but I know I’ll be fine with God beside me, my faith and love for the father remains strong and always will. If anyone has or is going through something similar, stay strong you got this, and God is always there to help you.
Quite the same here. I still miss that one girl who couldve been my first girlfriend. She liked me, i liked her, we liked each other, we had so much in common, we had a really special connection, we were meant to be each other's soulmate. But my stupidity and foolishness ruined everything. I ditched her to date my ex with whom i had nothing in common, no connection, no understanding whatsoever. I fell in love with that girl mainly because of a brief moment we had together and because she was a bit prettier. And to nobody's surprise, things didnt work out. We dated for 9 months until i couldnt take it anymore and decided to break up with her. Every morning i wake up with regrets, not bc i broke up with my ex but bc of how stupid i was for choosing a prettier girl over a potential soulmate. Shes now happy with her boyfriend. It kills me a little but im glad shes happy. Now i can only rely on God. I dont know what i would do to myself if i didnt have Him. Please pray for me brother. God bless
I’m here with you guys.
Love youuu🫶🏻
Sometimes sadness has a beautiful calm feeling in it... like you visiting all your bad memories and approaching to them.... and they not scary as they was.
You just see them and live with them
You can't erase them nor fix them
They just are scars in your mind
And you embrace them
Cuase those scars made you who you are
People are made by these scars
And watching them flowing in your big and vast mind of yours
Gives you a calming joy
Like a cloudy day
Like a lonely house middle of jungle.
At such moments, you especially understand what has become of your life. This music came to me that evening when I was also standing under the snowfall and I had no strength left to move and want something... You know, melancholy is very similar to death from cold, so there is no need to drive yourself into melancholy.. .this music helped me awake from this terrible dream...
Guys i read all of your comments,I'm empathy and get emosional how great we are,even if we aren't the same person,but we are same in conditions,that's something feel that we cannot explain.Guys be proud of yourself whatever the life is keep going so appreciated every second of your life,enjoy the process.Maybe it will hard for the first time but I'm sure we can get the best of our way.keep healthy and kind love you all
Ты большой молодец, я спать бро, счатья здоровья тебе и твоим близки ❤ это риально конкретика)
this video brings back memories when we were all just kids, now we aren’t anymore. it was all a blur and i can’t accept the fact that it went so by so quickly. i remember all those strangers i met and quickly became friends with them, those people, i never saw again. it hurts me. did they forget about me or did they remember? do they reminisce about old memories like how i do? i miss just being able to make friends so quickly, but seeing them all go hurts.
This right here bro its a feeling i can’t explain
I use to blame them. I blame myself now. Should have tried to keep in touch. I do try these days but it's not the same.
At some point, even when I'm with mt family, even when I'm in public, I realized... I still feel alone. It used to depress me, but not that feeling comforts me, I i can't put it into words, but the animation & this music describes it accurately enough
What is the purpose of our existence?
@@improgrammed I always think of it as spiritual beings have a human existence, is there a chance to experience life & be conscious to this experience.
This evokes an unexplainable feeling that makes my eyes sting. Thank you❤
I farted on your pillow
its so interesting how these comments talking about completely different things compared to what I have gone through in my life can still make me feel so much nostalgia its crazy how emotions link everything together even if it feels like it has no part in being connected on the surface
That's a meaningful comment, thank you
We all have good days, sad nights, happy memories, bad traumas. But all those moments will be lost, in time. Like tears in rain.
I listen to these alot, 41 min in and so far my favorite!
I love ambient music. But when I read these comments, bro, I was just so sad. I was happy today, but now I feel sad and guilty. I never experienced much in my life before. But reading these stories is making me appreciate the simple life I was given. I mean, yeah, I’ve been through stuff. But not stuff as bad as what you guys are going through. I’m so sorry. ❤
When I was in school before I graduated June 31st, I used to study and write notes while listening to this.. This is my favorite Music Channel..❤
I miss my childhood
I will always beside myself whenever i m feeling down, i hate myself sometimes but here i m still here trying to keep love myself ❤️ day by day i keep asking myself what should i do to keep myself to stay happy? But all i know without loving myself, i can’t Stay this long , i hope I can archive my goals and be happy and fulfilled my dreams ❤️❤️🎀 love you
We wish we could go back in time and change how we felt, acted, thought, committed, loved. hated, fought, thrived, wasted, lost hope, formed addictions, forgot, all the things, places, memories, people, experiences, traumas, abandonment , personas, egos, lives, that created us today. The mental illness, the world, sadness creeps in and makes us feel still with so much going on in our heads.
been in love w ambient silent hill, glad to have found your channel!
These comments are making me feel a type of way.
I wish each and every one of you the best things in life, solace from hurt and heartache, and peace to fill whatever void you may face.
I’m not sure if I have long to live but it’s important to appreciate the moments in your life when you’re happy
My insides are tired, my bones weary.
Shame and regret feast on the soul, effortlessly taking their toll.
Distant stares hide behind a turbulent, racing mind.
Once a flourishing, vibrant place is now a rotten core.
Slowly, eating away.
The never ending, invisible war.
- me
Stay safe out there folks 🤙🏻
Beautlful
@@Vincent-u7k thank you 🙌🏻
@@Vincent-u7k thank you
Shit poetry
the most soulful and deep ambient complicated playlist I've ever heard. Every note of every song, make all your neurons feel this abstract sound of this loneliness. Taking you back to the memories and places, you were never been before. What a pleasure to see a lot of people here, who trying to help each other. World is not dead yet. Humanity won't be dead as long as we can love each other. Love and appreciate everyone of you guys
Cheers from Tajikistan
laying in bed super high thinking i need to write out my feelings here.. so I work at starbucks and one of my managers wrote on the board “ what makes you happy?” I wrote “I wish I knew” started crying in bed rn because I realize for a while now nothing makes me happy anymore I’m living in a toxic household my family dynamic makes me want to disappear off the face of the earth im working on getting out just having a hard time;. It’s crazy I seem like such a happy person to others and I even fool myself plenty of times but inside I feel so sad and alone, I actually am basically alone navigating this world on my own learning what I can but I have no idea what i’m doing half the time honestly in dissociation mode 70% of the time being alone is whatever but feeling alone jesus..i’m just tired very tired loneliness is taking over my body slowly… can this all be over already???!?
Hey, are you feeling a bit better after writing out your feelings?
Let’s focus on feeling a percent better than yesterday and do something that will get you that moment of relief like hey I did something that made me get through this day, maybe something from the past you enjoyed or were good at, so that one day all of this comes together and before you know it you will feel life is happening to you again and you will move on to a better environment to be in a loving surrounding. Stay strong, you got this ❤
Just know you not alone man, everything is going to be better, there’s always a tomorrow to become a better person, you gonna make it! I believe in you 🥹
never give up never quit always defy the odds fuck that voice inside you telling you to quit say i will never quit i will rise above this and be better off for it i will cherish countless memories i would have missed out on if i gave up right now you have too much to lose and so much to gain
I know how you feel, based on my own personal experience with a toxic mother and dysfunctional broken family. I say work your ass off and save as much as possible, invest in a skill to make more money and move out rent a room and build a camper van so one day you don't have to pay rent. But keep investing in yourself and keep the money coming in it's the only thing that will help you . Other than that we all suffer here no matter what until we die.
what's the name of the very first tune in this?
it's very melancholic.
edit: it's called aerospace by azure.
I used to watch my brother play ps3 games late at night while our mom was sleep… this music brings me to the time when i was in his room laying on the floor and he was playing san andreas… it was pitch black in the room and we were stealing ice cream out of the freezer lol …. He passed away 3 yrs ago from brain cancer and my life has never been the same… My childhood ended when he died and I miss him so much. I could give anything to see his precious smile or hear his contagious laugh … and to my brother, Thanks for introducing me to the gaming life and teaching me good music. I promise to keep your name alive and I promise to never give up. I also promise to always help people like you did everyday for every year of your life.. Long Live Josiah aka Kanzer Tru Hill
Don't give up bro
Your brother would be proud of you
what an amazing song so relaxing
I’ve been listening to this since yesterday. In 2016, my first younger brother committed suicide at 14. And now yesterday, my youngest brother was admitted to an inpatient psychiatric facility because he was on the verge of committing suicide, but thank goodness he spoke up and told my parents. I’ve been feeling so lost and this music has been helping me let my emotions out. I’m just holding onto hope that everything will turn out okay.
I am too I hope souls reunite I’ve had losses of my own I’ll never stop thinking about them
Sending you all the love and how good it is to hear your brother spoke up instead of internalizing all of that. Wishing you all the best to you and your family.
Be strong for yourself and for your brother, sending love, and you're never alone don't forget that
This is incredible…
Anyone ever want to reach out, I’m here… we all have our things we go through to find ourselves and it’s good to have friends along the way supporting you… you are all beautiful and deserve everything good in this world
I’m so tired, i can’t find motivation to do anything anymore. I sleep but get no rest. I don’t eat a lot cuz my appetite is weird, constantly loosing more and more weight. I just can’t go on anymore
@@Agony_-_sounds like you are burned out. Perhaps you should take some time off?
Everyone goes through their own Silent Hills with it being different to each others as it molds itself around our fears and trauma and pain we have felt. Many succumb to the fog and it swallows them up and takes them to the forever nothing that is the abyss after life while others like us arise anew from the fog having us conquered our fears and moved on from them and we keep on moving. Though we might be revisited by the fog again we know we can make it and we will keep emerging from it
Пока что самые лучший микс эмбиентев
In a time where I had just found out that we've gone bankrupt and I'll have to drop out of college, this is the perfect thing to listen to. All my plans for life just crumbling down, leaving me with a life with endless paths and possibilities but I'm just too good at focusing on the bad ones.
She was a spark in my heart, I hurried home to her after work to hear her voice on discord. She is my ideal, although she loves someone else. I'm happy for them and want to raise a glass at their wedding, but she doesn't even need me as a friend...
Unrequited love hurts the most. I hope you meet your beloved in paradise
you did what you think what's best for you at the moment, regrets doesn't exist. you are the universe, you are gonna be just fine.
Silent Hill is one of the moments in my childhood that will live with me forever, until my last day. It hurts me so badly because it makes me remember when i was happy. Oh guys , Almost i cant remember the feeling without cry. I think like many of you that growing up and discovering the reality of my life was the great tragedy from which I never recovered, to think that my father, who supported us with his job while he got deeper and deeper into debt, became depressed and finally broke. . having to be the one who lifted him up and out of a depression while we lost our house, our things and our life. Leaving university because I had to put money at home at all costs, and finally being the one in debt now. I want nothing more in life than to recover that feeling of seeing a summer sunset and thinking "tomorrow could be a good day, I could go out on my bike and maybe see a deer, sit in the field and listen to the wind..." There has to be hope for you at least, I want you all to wish again for the new day. I am lost but I will stay because I want to see you succeed. good night and good luck everyone
God be with you brother
@@adamnabiyar2706 and with you.
Hey, thanks for reading this one month ago, i cant speak about it with anyone. Please be strong , and please search beautiful people. I cannot continue anymore. Enjoy the life , be rich be poor but never sell your sold and your future for ANYONE. See you son friends
my brain and my heart has moved on but my soul is still stuck in that place. the moment i realized this was when i yearned to write out my feelings but the flow that once came naturally was no longer there. my heart isn't as heavy as it was, i know, my brain doesn't go over the what ifs anymore, i know, but i couldn't believe that something so important to who i am now just healed. like when you look down at a cut and notice that it's now a scar, the raised skin leaving a reminder but you no longer feel the stinging pain you once felt, you no longer see the blood drip or the discoloration there once was. something that will stay with me forever no longer weighs me down with agony, most of me has accepted it. most of me has moved on. all that's left is the comfort i find in melancholy.
it is in these dark and sad times when being strong matters the most
"It is better for a man to be silent and be, than to talk and not to be" (St. Ignatius of Antioch, Ign. Eph. XV, 2nd century AD)
Bro is centuries years old how can we trust what he says
Life goes on. With or without you.
But perhaps we're not really what we think we are.Buried deep within us,at the very core,lies our true nature.That should be the ultimate goal for every human being,finding who you truly are
Pain is inevitable, suffering is optional.
The fog is a blanket of sadness and pain we will all face, the suffering comes from if we dont at least try to find out way out, fighting what ever demons impede the way. We got this everyone.
It's 4am, and I listen to this while I work (I'm an illustrator) And I stopped for a second to think, it's been a while since I can really say that I make a living from this, and now my family wants my support financially... I started to think; Where was that support when I wanted to be an artist? Where were those “cheer up, you can do it” comments? Where was that hug when I cried every night? from the frustration of thinking that no one believed in me, only me. Where was that bit of humanity when I was a child and didn't understand anything? I had to learn everything on my own, and now people want a piece of that, not just the money; also from what I learned. Why are humans like this? I just wanted some love and compassion when I was a kid. when I was innocent.
I feel you bro shits tough keep your head up tho!
My day is night, my world is madness, my prisonic fairytale, my snow flower, my silent hill
🤓☝️
🫡
I miss my first love. Her father caught me sneaking over one summer day. I was younger and stupid, didn’t know the right course of action, so I ran away right back to my house. Before I left she told me she knew she was in big trouble, but she promised we’d speak again soon. It’s almost been a year since then. A year filled with ups, downs, lefts, rights, you name it. All I can say is I’m glad she taught me that lesson. Some people aren’t who they say they are. Don’t be so trusting so easily. Even the ones closest to you lie to you. Just keep that in mind, but carry on, keep it pushing. You either sink or you swim. Don’t hold the grudge, regardless of how much harm she’s done. She’ll learn one day if she hasn’t already. Hatred is a heavy burden. I hope i never see this girl again because it hurts everytime I do, yet at the same time I wish I can stop her and tell her what I was never able to. “Thank you for your love, you felt like home. I’m sorry for my mistakes. I know there were plenty.”
This made me cry real tears fam cuz just of how relatable my situation is rn
It's over now... I know the truth, now it's time to end this.
Man thank you so much for this. I meditated to this and felt so elevated. A natural high and escape to my reality. Thank you so much
Love you comrades. I hope God blesses all of y'all and you guys enjoy endless happiness, comfort, joy, and love here and in beyond
19:14 is probably my favourite one
Just makes you want to sit at the edge of the universe, staring out into the vastness of space
Is that a cover of inception or a Christopher Nolan movies song ?
man i slept to this
again i was reminded how sad my life is, thanks for this i need it.
Im 21 living in an another country, alone, away from my family, my siblings,my friends.. Man i just wish i had someone to hug and feel safe but it is what it is, gotta keep moving life doesnt get easier.
Good luck to you dude
I'm in the same situation as you, my friend, this loneliness makes you feel like in the town of silent hill, but you can't do anything.. I wish both of us luck in this regard. may God be with you
me too life is hard i don't know what am i doing anymore i just want peace stay safe guys
it's similar to my current situation. that's great thank you
I really wish you’d put a tracklist
I miss the old times and I'm afraid that I'll never be the same, I'll never meet those gorgeous people, I'll never make such a beautiful memories. The only thing i know is that somehow I'll survive
my mind be feeling like this a lot and it’s like I catch myself to what I believe is reality when I see myself from a 3rd point of view running
For what i have become, for what i have done. Lord help me through this mess. Help me get through this hell in my head. No one can satisfy the heart as you. Set me free that i may be with you. For ever and ever i shall see the light in heaven and the light in me. Oh lord help me for i am falling apart. Oh lord help me for im falling in the dark. Oh lord help for i can see. Oh lord free me from this evil that has a hold on me.
Herr ich habe meinen Weg verloren. Fühle mich überwältigt von all diesen negativen Emotionen, ich will einfach wieder glücklich sein und mein altes ich wiederfinden.
Ich bete, dass du deinen richtigen Weg wieder findest und all das negative aus deinem Leben verschwindet. Du verdienst du zu sein & glücklich zu werden… deine Zeit kommt noch
@hunbloo Danke für dein Gebet. Es geht leider immer weiter.
Vai para minha playlist de concentração/estudo 😊
Right now in my life I feel stuck. Everyone in my life try’s to make me feel better and I just don’t know what’s wrong with me. I keep thinking about the past how it was in middle school and other times but now I’m grown ima have to worry about so many things. I wish I was more prepared but I guess nobody really is. It just sucks dealing with depression trying to find different things to make myself feel better weed, drinking nothing. I’m only 21 but I feel like im so much more. It doesn’t help that I have autism and other shi wrong with me too. I’m trying. That’s all I can do.
i stopped smoking and drinking i started learning that i didnt need any of those things to be happy
it got to the point where i looked in the mirror and asked myself why did i do these things in the first place
because it numbs the pain?
no it only makes it worse and harder to deal with when u dont have those things
i pray that u can get over these things that u have trouble dealing with
listen brother weed and drinking doesnt help it only makes things worse because when u drink and smoke to numb the pain and forget u dont really forget it only for the time being u are on those things
its only numb for the time being u are on those things
you have to look your fear/anxiety in the face and face them headon
for it is when u do that
u will trully overcome them
when u do that u will see the light in the darkness
time doesnt heal all wounds it teaches us to live with them
keep your head up brother and stay strong
i say this to everyone who is in a dark place
it is in these dark times when being strong matters the most
Go for walks think about life look around and analyze. Invest in yourself and keep busy hopefully you find your way . And keep less people around less problems.
This just hits home man, I could explain for hours
That was so beautiful
I put this on and it almost instantly put me in a relaxed state, and then I fell asleep.