Sitting watching this video literally brings tears to my eyes, I hate the fact you feel so so awful about the way you look. I have known you since we were kids at school and I always always looked way past your disfigurement when I look at you I see someone who is handsome, who takes care of there appearance, who wears the coolest t shirts I may add lol. You are one of the most genuine, loving, kind, caring funniest person I know, you have got a heart of gold, you have the best personality which is way more than how someone looks. your Mum dad and sisters absolutely idolise you as you do them!! If someone else felt like shit you would be the first one to pick them up and make them feel good about themselves. I’m the same with the whole Instagram thing, I posts pics, I like doing my hair and makeup etc but that doesn’t mean to say that I’m absolutely full off myself even if it seems that way to others, I posts my posts for me to make me feel good. And everyone shouldn’t feel bad doing the same. And see the guy on the train what a prick 🤬🤬 if I’m ever shopping or down the street or wherever I may be and I see someone with a disfigurement or someone who is severely disabled I just walk past them and don’t even look as if there’s was absolutely nothing wrong with them because I would never want someone to feel I was staring because of the way they are it’s so rude when people stare or whisper or make a comment. Keep being you Atholl, and keep posting your posts and videos etc because you are a inspiration and you may help others 😘😘💙💙
"If I was god I wouldnt make people like me". This absolutely broke my heart. Ive followed you on instgram for years now and finally checked out your youtube, and my heart actually sinks thinking about your self-image. You are an genuinely beautiful person, and I wish you could see yourself how I see you or any of your followers see you. It makes me so sad that you feel these things. You are a beautiful person, inside and out. Keep being you ❤
Jill Esliger thank you for this lovely comment!! Honestly this was recorded and I was sort of still in a bad place with self image! I’m honestly miles away from this now and I feel so much better about myself! Thank you so much for your support!! ❤️
Absolutely wonderful and fresh to see this! Every time some idiot wants to whine about being 'misgendered', they should see a really mature and sensitive individual as you are because you are an inspiration to what us best about our humanity. I am grateful I found you on Twitter😉
I believe confidence is everything. Unfortunately we cannot change or control other people’s harsh words. These sorts of humans exist and the only thing to do is to stand tall, take the power back and show them that you’re just as human and just as valid as any other person out there. Respect to you for making this video and teaching us the kind of struggle you go through. It’s eye opening.
I Met you once through Laura and i must say your personality is wonderful and please don't focus on that because when i met you i only noticed just your personality you have my support all the way from U.S
THE most impressively honest video on TH-cam. You are a terrific person. You deserve far more kindness than you have received. I hope there continue to be better n better times for you. I bet you light up the lives of those around you. A.
Very courageous of you to come out with this much honesty. About that 4/10, you might have heard this before but... You know what I believe? That no matter how disfigured, how different, you look, people who love who the most will actually honestly see you as beautiful. I know for a fact, I myself, only felt how beautiful or handsome (physically and not physically) a person is until I loved them truly. And even if you don't think you're beautiful, someone, many people do and will love you, and will see you as good looking and they will love you and your face and all of you. And yes, you might not feel the same way, but really, who's looking at you more, you, or those you love?
Love you so much, you are seriously beautiful inside and out and I’m so proud of you, you are such a strong, inspirational, courageous person. I’m seriously so lucky to have you in my life ❤️xxxxx
you are such a genuine and down to earth person. just you coming out here and sharing your story and experiences with your past is so incredibly brave. i can only imagine how much you have gone through. i honestly have stopped putting mine and other physical appearance aside and focusing on how willing and open i and others are because that’s all that really matters. i love this and your channel to the end of the world and i hope we can be friends;)
I just remember you being this talkative, friendly wee laddie but oh how you made me laugh with just the way you were and The wee stories you’d tell or how you’d explain things. Your sisters always by your side looking out for you. Your mum and dad are obviously very proud of the thoughtful kind caring young man you are now but even more so you’ve never let anything hold you back. Yes you’ve had negative moments and tbh we all have them but you seem to take they moments and take something from them, in order not only to help your self, but to also help other people. I just always remember you as this little boy who had,and still has the biggest heart ever. X🤗X
Thank you for sharing. I so sorry that people are so ignorant and cruel. Live your best life and I'm glad that you're growing and learning to love yourself.
You are AWESOME! That guy on the train...what an a**hole. You will always get people like him out there...I never wish any bad on anyone but I think people should just take a moment to think..."what might be round the corner for me". I had a "friend" once say to me: "When was the last time your face was burned", as he tried to get out of buying a round of drinks. (I was 50% burned years ago in a gas explosion). Rise above these...you RAWK...PS; I LOVE your bottles in the background. Stay strong. x
Thank you so much for this lovely comment! People are just idiots and it’s annoying when it’s people we think are close to us like your “friend” but always power through ❤️
you are such a fantastic speaker, and i love that you speak so eloquently and honestly about it. i love this! you are such a beautiful and outstanding person
@AthollMills - Thank you for such an outstanding video, authenticity, and honesty. You have educated more than just 10 of us! I cannot begin to understand all that you have described here, but have learned from my own disabilities, and coming to terms with my own self image, that I am enough! Other than thanking you for opening so many eyes to what you feel, I hope you know that YOU are enough- just as you are! We must live our best life because we only get one run at it! 💖
Oparacletos thank you so much for your comment! I am so much more confident that I was before and I am glad that you have that inner confidence as well! Our disabilities or differences are what make us, us and beautiful ❤️
I'm happy you're doing TH-cam and feel comfortable enough to put yourself out there,it's inspiring! I really like your eyes and voice,by the way 😊 if you ever need someone to talk to,I might not know you,but I'm here to listen. Best of luck to you,dear!💟
I have facial disfigurement too, i always think i am shit and diagusting, i am full of unhappy, but i just love myself although people always say me bad words, i was moved and i think i really like people like you, i just want to say thank you and thank you, hope you can have happy life, and you are a person who can be loved and thank you thank you, you are my model.
Athol this is beautiful and honest video, thank you for making it. You should have scored yourself at least 9.5, your intelligent articulate and a wholesome loveable person. Remember always love yourself, be proud of who you are, the rest of your desires will fall into place. If I wasn't so old and so far away I would be proud to take you out for a drink and enjoy your company. Always remember that a person's beauty is not what you can see, it is within the person. Love ❤❤❤ and best wishes from Australia.
I'm disfigured by a skin condition and got to deal with it. I lived through hell psychologically, but I decided to construct my mind to be able to be ok in my life, but I realise there is few support regarding this matter. Everybody is interested in "depression", but no one is interested in what its like to deal with this society, while disfigured. You got to create your own rules, your own inside realm. And if you fall into the trap of comparing yourself with your peers, you're dead cause most of them got "convential" physics, and its the best way to lose your confidence. But no one taught me that, and I had to learn it all, by myself
@@AthollMills Hope you're alright. You look ok. With your face, people may be surprised at the beginning, but once they know you, they get used to it. But its not the case for everybody, some people cant talk with their families...anyway man do you have projects in life?
hopefully ur number in how u see yourself increases to like a million.i see you as atholl as really cool awesome sassy funny youtuber :) relationships scare me to dude but for me its all has to do with anxiety.its like u want another person to look at you how you would want to be looked at or talked to :)
Well I think you're gorgeous - your facial disfigurement does not detract from that. You have beautiful blue eyes and amazing dark brows. Anyway I read your interview in The Metro and I like the way you trained yourself not to focus on appearance and I have body dysmorphia so I can relate to how you felt and wanting to hide.
One day, very soon, I really do hope you see yourself the way I see you ❤ Beautiful, handsome, funny, amazing inside AND out and bloody good looking! I'm SO proud of you, I always have been and I always will be! I love you so very much Ath ❤♥️❤
You are hot, smart and genuine guy! 3 or 4 are way too low for you! You deserve all 1000000000000000000000000000000000 of 10! If you were living in my city i would def. would fangirl on you! ;) Stay so cool! And the whole been symmetrical bulls**t-it is a lie, the people who look symmetrical are not so handsome as you! You always will have our support! ♥♥♥
@@AthollMills Always welcome! You did mine with the amazing reaction to Marina! Wish you did more reaction/reviews of hers hits! I hope you are strong! IF i can do anything to cheer you up, just let me know! You are such handsome fella! The guys over there should fight for your attention! ♥♥♥
first of, serious respect for talking about this so honest and openly second, although i can't begin to relate on the same level, i think it's incredibly admirable how far you've come in being more confident coz i also linger on little things that people have said about how i look for years, but i am no where close to accepting those flaws in myself (even though they are ridiculously minor) and finally, for what it's worth, i think you look damn good 😉
Thank you so much! No it’s not the same condition she has a condition called arteriovenous malformation which is to do with your arteries and veins having an abnormal connection! I have a condition called cystic hygroma which causes cysts to form where you have lymph nodes ❤️
I think your face is very interesting, not 0815 but more like a piece of art. I seriously think you could be a model or something and express that diversity is beautiful!
I am stunned that someone would stand up on a train and point at you. You should have stood for yourself, and told him, yes I am physcially disfigured, but you are mentally disfigured and you should be ashamed.
nexttsar if they were to do it now I would totally stick up for myself, but unfortunately I was nowhere near as confident back then! Glad I know now that that I’d be able to stand up for myself now!
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Sitting watching this video literally brings tears to my eyes, I hate the fact you feel so so awful about the way you look. I have known you since we were kids at school and I always always looked way past your disfigurement when I look at you I see someone who is handsome, who takes care of there appearance, who wears the coolest t shirts I may add lol. You are one of the most genuine, loving, kind, caring funniest person I know, you have got a heart of gold, you have the best personality which is way more than how someone looks. your Mum dad and sisters absolutely idolise you as you do them!! If someone else felt like shit you would be the first one to pick them up and make them feel good about themselves. I’m the same with the whole Instagram thing, I posts pics, I like doing my hair and makeup etc but that doesn’t mean to say that I’m absolutely full off myself even if it seems that way to others, I posts my posts for me to make me feel good. And everyone shouldn’t feel bad doing the same. And see the guy on the train what a prick 🤬🤬 if I’m ever shopping or down the street or wherever I may be and I see someone with a disfigurement or someone who is severely disabled I just walk past them and don’t even look as if there’s was absolutely nothing wrong with them because I would never want someone to feel I was staring because of the way they are it’s so rude when people stare or whisper or make a comment. Keep being you Atholl, and keep posting your posts and videos etc because you are a inspiration and you may help others 😘😘💙💙
meghan blythe thank you so much!! This comment brought a big smile to my face 💙💙💙
This is such a good video! I'm proud of you, you're such a wonderful person. Love you boo.
Euphasaur love you too boo! Thank you ❤️
"If I was god I wouldnt make people like me". This absolutely broke my heart. Ive followed you on instgram for years now and finally checked out your youtube, and my heart actually sinks thinking about your self-image. You are an genuinely beautiful person, and I wish you could see yourself how I see you or any of your followers see you. It makes me so sad that you feel these things. You are a beautiful person, inside and out.
Keep being you ❤
Jill Esliger thank you for this lovely comment!! Honestly this was recorded and I was sort of still in a bad place with self image! I’m honestly miles away from this now and I feel so much better about myself! Thank you so much for your support!! ❤️
Absolutely wonderful and fresh to see this!
Every time some idiot wants to whine about being 'misgendered', they should see a really mature and sensitive individual as you are because you are an inspiration to what us best about our humanity. I am grateful I found you on Twitter😉
This is so brave ..thank for this honest video.. you are giving so many people courage including me ..loads of love , good vibes and energy to you
Thank you so much ❤️
I believe confidence is everything. Unfortunately we cannot change or control other people’s harsh words. These sorts of humans exist and the only thing to do is to stand tall, take the power back and show them that you’re just as human and just as valid as any other person out there. Respect to you for making this video and teaching us the kind of struggle you go through. It’s eye opening.
I Met you once through Laura and i must say your personality is wonderful and please don't focus on that because when i met you i only noticed just your personality you have my support all the way from U.S
MARIA FLOYD thank you so so much! I’m definitely a lot more confident than when I posted this video ❤️
THE most impressively honest video on TH-cam. You are a terrific person. You deserve far more kindness than you have received. I hope there continue to be better n better times for you. I bet you light up the lives of those around you. A.
Very courageous of you to come out with this much honesty. About that 4/10, you might have heard this before but... You know what I believe? That no matter how disfigured, how different, you look, people who love who the most will actually honestly see you as beautiful. I know for a fact, I myself, only felt how beautiful or handsome (physically and not physically) a person is until I loved them truly. And even if you don't think you're beautiful, someone, many people do and will love you, and will see you as good looking and they will love you and your face and all of you. And yes, you might not feel the same way, but really, who's looking at you more, you, or those you love?
BarknoorZ thank you so much for this comment! I totally get your point and do believe that to be true ❤️
Love you so much, you are seriously beautiful inside and out and I’m so proud of you, you are such a strong, inspirational, courageous person. I’m seriously so lucky to have you in my life ❤️xxxxx
Laura Hall love you so much Laura! Thank you for everything you’ve done for me too babes ❤️ xxxxx
you are such a genuine and down to earth person. just you coming out here and sharing your story and experiences with your past is so incredibly brave. i can only imagine how much you have gone through. i honestly have stopped putting mine and other physical appearance aside and focusing on how willing and open i and others are because that’s all that really matters.
i love this and your channel to the end of the world and i hope we can be friends;)
Katie Anderson thank you so much for your lovely comment it made me smile! We can most definitely become friends! ❤️
I just remember you being this talkative, friendly wee laddie but oh how you made me laugh with just the way you were and The wee stories you’d tell or how you’d explain things. Your sisters always by your side looking out for you. Your mum and dad are obviously very proud of the thoughtful kind caring young man you are now but even more so you’ve never let anything hold you back. Yes you’ve had negative moments and tbh we all have them but you seem to take they moments and take something from them, in order not only to help your self, but to also help other people. I just always remember you as this little boy who had,and still has the biggest heart ever. X🤗X
ChellezAngel77 CAT aww thank you so much! 💙 x
Thank you for sharing. I so sorry that people are so ignorant and cruel. Live your best life and I'm glad that you're growing and learning to love yourself.
Honestly You’re so cute 😭 I literally can’t even see why someone wouldn’t want you
You are AWESOME! That guy on the train...what an a**hole. You will always get people like him out there...I never wish any bad on anyone but I think people should just take a moment to think..."what might be round the corner for me". I had a "friend" once say to me: "When was the last time your face was burned", as he tried to get out of buying a round of drinks. (I was 50% burned years ago in a gas explosion). Rise above these...you RAWK...PS; I LOVE your bottles in the background. Stay strong. x
Thank you so much for this lovely comment! People are just idiots and it’s annoying when it’s people we think are close to us like your “friend” but always power through ❤️
you are such a fantastic speaker, and i love that you speak so eloquently and honestly about it. i love this! you are such a beautiful and outstanding person
Erin Reed sorry this has taken me so long to reply! Thank you so much for the lovely comment ❤️
@AthollMills - Thank you for such an outstanding video, authenticity, and honesty. You have educated more than just 10 of us! I cannot begin to understand all that you have described here, but have learned from my own disabilities, and coming to terms with my own self image, that I am enough! Other than thanking you for opening so many eyes to what you feel, I hope you know that YOU are enough- just as you are! We must live our best life because we only get one run at it! 💖
Oparacletos thank you so much for your comment! I am so much more confident that I was before and I am glad that you have that inner confidence as well! Our disabilities or differences are what make us, us and beautiful ❤️
Atholl Mills - Exactly! Have a blessed day, my friend! 🤗
You inspire me to try to accept my physical appearance, thank you :)
I’m glad I can help in any way!
I'm happy you're doing TH-cam and feel comfortable enough to put yourself out there,it's inspiring! I really like your eyes and voice,by the way 😊 if you ever need someone to talk to,I might not know you,but I'm here to listen. Best of luck to you,dear!💟
I have facial disfigurement too, i always think i am shit and diagusting, i am full of unhappy, but i just love myself although people always say me bad words, i was moved and i think i really like people like you, i just want to say thank you and thank you, hope you can have happy life, and you are a person who can be loved and thank you thank you, you are my model.
Ii P thank you so much for this comment! It really does mean a lot ❤️
First seen you on TikTok! I bloody love you, you are funny and gorgeous xx.
Thank you so so much 💕
I just want to know, what is beauty, i just realize what is i love you because you are you.
Athol this is beautiful and honest video, thank you for making it. You should have scored yourself at least 9.5, your intelligent articulate and a wholesome loveable person. Remember always love yourself, be proud of who you are, the rest of your desires will fall into place. If I wasn't so old and so far away I would be proud to take you out for a drink and enjoy your company. Always remember that a person's beauty is not what you can see, it is within the person. Love ❤❤❤ and best wishes from Australia.
Bob Merrick thank you so much for this lovely and thoughtful comment ❤️
I'm disfigured by a skin condition and got to deal with it. I lived through hell psychologically, but I decided to construct my mind to be able to be ok in my life, but I realise there is few support regarding this matter. Everybody is interested in "depression", but no one is interested in what its like to deal with this society, while disfigured. You got to create your own rules, your own inside realm. And if you fall into the trap of comparing yourself with your peers, you're dead cause most of them got "convential" physics, and its the best way to lose your confidence. But no one taught me that, and I had to learn it all, by myself
FreelanceLife totally agree with this! It’s such a mental thing and it’s something you have to do yourself!
@@AthollMills Hope you're alright. You look ok. With your face, people may be surprised at the beginning, but once they know you, they get used to it. But its not the case for everybody, some people cant talk with their families...anyway man do you have projects in life?
@@AthollMills it'd be cool to discuss in PM, is there a way to contact you somewhere?
hopefully ur number in how u see yourself increases to like a million.i see you as atholl as really cool awesome sassy funny youtuber :) relationships scare me to dude but for me its all has to do with anxiety.its like u want another person to look at you how you would want to be looked at or talked to :)
ashley thomas I agree with that 100% ❤️ thank you for watching
Well I think you're gorgeous - your facial disfigurement does not detract from that. You have beautiful blue eyes and amazing dark brows. Anyway I read your interview in The Metro and I like the way you trained yourself not to focus on appearance and I have body dysmorphia so I can relate to how you felt and wanting to hide.
Thank you so much for this comment and for reading my article and then for taking the time to come and find my TH-cam channel ❤️
One day, very soon, I really do hope you see yourself the way I see you ❤ Beautiful, handsome, funny, amazing inside AND out and bloody good looking! I'm SO proud of you, I always have been and I always will be! I love you so very much Ath ❤♥️❤
Zoe Mills love you so much Zo ❤️❤️❤️
You're a very brave and beautiful person
Spinny Rabbit thank you so much!
You are hot, smart and genuine guy! 3 or 4 are way too low for you! You deserve all 1000000000000000000000000000000000 of 10! If you were living in my city i would def. would fangirl on you! ;) Stay so cool! And the whole been symmetrical bulls**t-it is a lie, the people who look symmetrical are not so handsome as you! You always will have our support! ♥♥♥
Thank you so so so much for this amazing comment! You’ve made my day ❤️❤️❤️
@@AthollMills Always welcome! You did mine with the amazing reaction to Marina! Wish you did more reaction/reviews of hers hits! I hope you are strong! IF i can do anything to cheer you up, just let me know! You are such handsome fella! The guys over there should fight for your attention! ♥♥♥
first of, serious respect for talking about this so honest and openly
second, although i can't begin to relate on the same level, i think it's incredibly admirable how far you've come in being more confident coz i also linger on little things that people have said about how i look for years, but i am no where close to accepting those flaws in myself (even though they are ridiculously minor)
and finally, for what it's worth, i think you look damn good 😉
NikitaRoqueSox thank you so much! ❤️ it is far too easy to sit and ponder on things that have been said ages ago and it’s so shitty!
So brave! Your a wonderful beautiful person. Just wondering if it’s the same condition as Nikki Lily? Love your vids☺️
Thank you so much! No it’s not the same condition she has a condition called arteriovenous malformation which is to do with your arteries and veins having an abnormal connection! I have a condition called cystic hygroma which causes cysts to form where you have lymph nodes ❤️
I think your face is very interesting, not 0815 but more like a piece of art. I seriously think you could be a model or something and express that diversity is beautiful!
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I Definitely Give You A Better Rating Because You're Very Handsome! 😊
Ur perfect the way u are baby sending lots of love♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️😁😁😁😁🤣
yeah dude i won't lie i noticed the vodka straight away aha! all the best to you.
sam neves haha! I swear it’s not an accurate representation of my life 😂 thank you!
I love your vogue video! (From tiktok)
Thank you!
Pienso que sos un chico muy lindo. y no lo digo de forma condescendiente!
Un abrazo grande para vos!
Hi I love ur vids x
Hi I’m from tiktok!! U replied to me, I’m holsbb x
Cozy thank you for subscribing!
Hard to say this without sounding patronising but dude you're a good looking guy and I would gladly swap 😃
Zeke Edwards haha thank you ❤️
Him: 3/10 me: NAHHH U 100000000000/10
Cozy 😂😂 thank you!
I am stunned that someone would stand up on a train and point at you. You should have stood for yourself, and told him, yes I am physcially disfigured, but you are mentally disfigured and you should be ashamed.
nexttsar if they were to do it now I would totally stick up for myself, but unfortunately I was nowhere near as confident back then! Glad I know now that that I’d be able to stand up for myself now!
Just read the sunday mail artice about you lol i think your great guy with a great personality 👏👏👏 and very handsome
You look like if leaning tower was a person, lol just joking. I'm also disfigured so I'm glad you're coming to terms with your body image.
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Done predatorx