I Backslid Into Homosexuality, But Then Jesus Said This To Me 🥺 (Testimony)
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Directed by Eric Villatoro
Interviewed by Eric Villatoro
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Testimony Recorded at King of The Nations Church in Rockville, MD
God is not the author of confusion, but of peace. - 1 Corinthians 14:33.
He heals all sexual brokenness, lust, fetishes, and lack of relational boundaries.
Jesus heals all secret sins and deep pain no matter how taboo or dark.
He purifies, makes new, and transforms the heart through His blood.
God loves you dearly. He will love you through the healing.
Be blessed. ❤
Amen. This is a beautiful testimony. To see others who love him, not accept he was gay. Especially his parents and his pastor. All people are different, I never felt comfortable discussing my sex life with my parents. Could not with the pastor in my church. Just me and shame about sex. ( Don't need to discuss childhood sexual abuse . That is an issue I still heal from at 66). Two different females and two different males). I could have fallen into a gay lifestyle if I accepted females molestimg me). God loves me more than any man or woman could.❤
Very powerful! Thanks for sharing this. Blessings!
Man thank you for sharing that. Wow, amen. I was feeling so, so bad of my sin and this really put into perspective how Jesus Christ can heal deeply those wounds.
Amen!!! We all have issues that need to be resolved!!! Thank God for Jesus!!! We that believe and confess are saved!!! Glory to God!!!❤🙏🏾
I wanted to put this statement, this post on Facebook but I didn't know how but I wish I did because you said this so well and I want everyone of my follower to read this and give praise to Our Heavenly Father because we need this hope. Thank you.
I see this man and I see myself in his testimony, I was struggling with this lifestyle, I’m currently medicated for depression, but I feel alone, I don’t have people around me to support my journey through this valley of shadows… if you’re reading this, please help me pray about it
I'll pray for you my guy. I don't know how your struggle is but I know the whole medication thing and being alone. I been alone for almost 2 years now. Without people that is, not without Christ. Sometimes people can make it worse when you think you need them around you.
Praying for you!
Praying for you!
Aww God bless you be patient God knows what's ahead for you xxx
Praying for you @luas551
"I don't need marriage to finish my testimony, my testimony is in Christ" ❤
Hallelujah
Deandre you are a very sweet soul.may god keep you your testimony leaves tears in my heart god bless you
Stupid question to ask he may be born gay didnt he say he was molested at.a young age foolish question to push for a child molested in his youth
How beautiful Brother! Thank you so Much for ministering to us. God Bless you.
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" Even if I felt like I was born this way, the scripture says be born again!" Whew! Powerful!
listen....the way the Holy Spirit blew me away
that’s powerful
I wish people like you would stop with the corny lines from the Church and actually do some real Bible study on this topic.
Most who swear up and down they are gay, are not. Many fall into it due to some kind of curiosity, confusion, conditioning, abuse,, trauma, and rebellion. Today, the new contenders are "wanting to feel special and getting attention", which is primarily with females. The others are typically male incels who have given up, on women completely.
I've interviewed so many gay/lesbian people, which was a little experiment I did some years back, which was only supposed to go on for 6 months, but ended up going on for 12 years! When I'd ask questions, particularly about their childhood, one of the ones named above immediately jumped out, and it was surprising MOST of them didn't think that this could possibly be the reason why they were/are gay/lesbian. When I'd point it out by saying, "Do you think maybe it was this?" They'd stop and think for awhile, and just respond "Yeah probably."
Some of these people like this dude, turned to god, many others to therapy, and it is like an addiction no different from any other, because it is basically a sex addiction, which was also the theme with this crowd, everything was about sex.
There are indeed people actually born like that, and are outnumbered greatly by the other type. Their behavior is very very different. They have zero attraction to the opposite sex, not even a little bit. They are not confused, they had no curiosity, nothing. Their lack of attraction is beyond the physical, but romantically, and biologically, which is fascinating.
I understood why scientists have a hard time studying this, they see interesting things going on, which is pointing to slight genetic and or hormonal, but they can't pinpoint it, because again, MOST of the people claiming to be gay, are simply not.
Grrrl this man is still obviously gay
Mr Deundrae,
I met you in passing at the Architect Gathering last year. I was having a bit of a hard time with my 3 year old son who was diagnosed with Autism. As we walked by, you smiled so bright and greeted him. He was responsive to your greeting which was rare for him to do at the time. The joy you have for the Lord was so beautiful and evident that day. You radiated His love. His beauty. His kindness.
Thank you for being so honest, vulnerable and transparent regarding your testimony. It’s powerful and the Lord is using you to transform lives. As a survivor of sexual molestation from my childhood and being confused, I felt like you really understood my pain.
I pray you are encouraged today. May the Lord continue to bless you abundantly 🙌🏾💕
aww 😭🥹❤️ God bless
That's amazing...God's love shining through His children! 🕊✝️
"I was born in sin...but I was born again!" Amen!! Thank You Jesus!!
Love this truth!
Amen HALLELUYAH!
YES!!!
Amen 🙏🏽
Jesus never said that to follow him? You need to hate that part of yourself that can love another.
When he said, "I remembered the Jesus that caught me where I was....", every window inside my soul blew out and shattered. The walls I'd built up began to shake then crumbled. When I tell you the Holy Spirit fell on me and the atmosphere was so thick I could barely breathe....I was shook. I'm still shaking as I type this. My heart that was dead and broken is beating again and it's pounding so hard I hear and feel it in my ears. The Holy Spirit showed up and I'm reminded it was never Jesus who left or let me down. It was ME. MY choice to live in disobedience. MY want to go after things of the flesh. My earthly desires and sinful life created a fruitless harvest. I died a spiritual death. I always believed I was too far gone, too "bad", too separated from His grace to hear His voice or feel His presence. The devil is a liar. Because Jesus...He caught me. Right here, where I was. And my Father - my Creator - cannot be contained, given boundaries or follow a "schedule" to when He's allowed to be God. My Daddy, Abba Father, never stops calling and looking for His lost sheep. He is eternal and ordered my steps before I even existed on earth and HE KNEW I would be right here. Right now 😔. He He touched me through testimony and sat with me, holding me, enveloping me with His love so big and great. And I leaned back into my Father's loving arms because there is no shame in this love, no reprimand. No condemnation because pure love produces conviction. A love so deep and immense our human brain can never comprehend it. And forgiveness. Forgiveness without conditions. This feeling 🥰 no earthly words can describe what is happening at this moment. I feel so loved by my Heavenly Father for Him to meet me here in my mess. Right where I am and speak to me, reminding me of just how greatly loved I am that He sent His Son to take my place as a sacrifice. That precious blood that was shed from a perfect, sinless and blameless Jesus so that Our Father could look beyond MY filth and sin and touch me. I'm humbled by His love. I'm so undeserving of such love and a forgiveness of countless times I've hurt Him. But the Blood says I am deserving. That precious blood that removes the tattered and dirty garments and covers me in robes of purity - not a spot or wrinkle. The freedom and power thru the sacrificial Lamb of God to be able talk to my Heavenly Father is what the enemy wanted me to forget to keep me chained in sin and bondage. And it worked. Until today. I fail God time and time again. I fail Him daily yet He promises that I can boldly approach the Throne and ask for anything. His mercy and forgiveness abound and, because He keeps no record of wrong and His great big love is limitless, thru forgiveness....I am free indeed. I have chosen and walked in rebellion filling my heart with hurt, anger and sorrow and....I'm tired. This world has used me, abused me and left me joyless and miserable. I'm sitting here, held by my Father and reminded that HE LOVES ME and has never left or forsaken me. I clearly hear His Voice saying that my place at the table is set and He's been waiting for my return home. He doesn't care where I've been, who I've been with or what I was doing. He welcomed me with open arms and is happy that His daughter's home. Thank you, Delafé, for your obedience in this ministry of producing testimonies. This one reached me and touched me where no witnessing, sermon or scripture could. God bless you 🙏🏻.
Amen🙏🙏🙏
YES!! Hallelujah sis! The encounter has just begun!
AMENNN
Surrender sisand repent he's reaching out to you with his love
Amen❤
Oh Jesus, I am so amazed by his mercy even though humans backslide to the same sin again and again. This is just too amazing and big to comprehend. Jesus is just so loving, Hallelujah.
I can't comprehend!!! Like what kind of God??? Seriously!!!🤯🤯 He blows my mind.
Amen! All glory to our King Jesus in heaven. ✝️❤️✝️
Amen!!! God is amazing!!! His love never changes!!! It’s a blessing and a miracle!!!❤🙏🏾
@@JohnChapter17 exactly. like seriously what kind of God? Look at how he was merciful to David when he killed a person (forgot his name) so that he can get Bathseba? Or look when the woman was caught in adultery and thrown to Jesus so that she can be judged by Jesus. But Jesus and Jesus did the unthinkable. He told everyone to throw rocks at her if they are not sinful and are very righteous. not one fo them threw a single rock and they all left one by one and he told her to not sin again. Orrr, you can just see what the whole Bible story is about. Adam and Eve sinned agsint the Lord and they deserved hell and so did we. but God loved us too much that he gave his only begotten Son Jesus Christ to come die for us. After Jesus died for us, it was finished and now anybody who bleievs in the name of the Lord will be saved from God's wrath and hell. they can enjoy eternal life with him. Imagine, God asked us to reconcile with Him while we were supposed to be the ones making the sacrifices and apologise. the moment God saw Adam and Eve after they sinned, he promised them that a Snake Crusher (Jesus) will come and destroy the head of the serpent (defeat sin and death and the devil as well) and the serpent will bite the heel of the Snake Crusher meaning that the Snake Crusher, Jesus will be crucifed for our sins. He literally planned a perfect reconcilation method between God adn humanity the momend they sinned from the beginning. God is just too loving, great and amazing.
@@buchucraft612 COME OOOOOOON!!!! So true!!!!
I love this testimony bc same thing it’s hard to leave the gay lifestyle. I totally relate to him the loneliness and struggles with same sex attraction. I keep falling back the old sin and wanting to be a man but I know that’s a lie from the enemy. I know the truth that God loves me and it’s a process. I believe the Lord will free me from this demonic bondage. Pray for me my journey ❤
You should try deliverance it helped me from my bisexual thoughts, addiction to porn, anger, etc
You know what God has showed me? That I can’t try to follow Him without good people around me. If you don’t have a Christian community, try to find one❤ It really will make THE difference to get closer to Him!
God love's you you are chosen... any sin u did a second ago GOD has forgiven.. forgive yourself... Keep seeking God his love covers a multitude of sins he meets you where u at his spirit pours into he meets us where we at
@@christmasbaby6651 Thank You it’s hard bc Pride Month and enemy keep pushing to my old life and I keep falling down. But I have to keep pushing. Thank u sister
@@marthaarciniega8244You escaped from us...
I really appreciate former lgb men and women . They are treated badly and are not viewed well by the public. Instead, it can be changed. No one says it is an easy path but those who want to live in truth is a path they must take. This also applies to heterosexuals who live in promiscuity
I agree. About promiscuity, I admit I did not know the meaning of the word until I was an adult. I learned about keeping my virginity until marriage from my mother. But, learned about more words from the Bible. Fornication, and other sins my parents never mentioned to me. I am a female, and my dad never discussed sex with me. I learned many things about sex from the wrong people. To learn I needed to heal from childhood sexual abuse from the age of 5. No memory of who. The other four, all could start me down the road of being a sex object. Stolen innocence a sin against God's children. So thankful for all the support I had from people outside my family. Also Facebook support and this ministry. Plus churches outside my church. All churches don't have counseling for sexual abuse. Maybe not enough education or knowledge how to support others. I pray more churches seek to help those who struggle with sexual sin.
Amen! I think they’re also not treated well because people don’t read their Bibles and don’t know or -choose not to know the truth.
@@yolandajones1794I am very sorry for what happened to you. These are wounds that remain for a lifetime and it takes great strength and self-analysis to be able to heal. Yes, ministries do little about abuse trauma and sexuality issues, but I think this is also due to media pressure that sees monasteries as something wrong, like conversion therapies, without knowing that big money is circulating to censor them and because behind the multicolored movement is the world of finance and politics that provides them with money and power. That is why it is not okay for Lgbt+ people to change their lifestyle if not,they lose money.
@@rositag77 I heard about that conversion therapy. Truly a person has to be ready, like the man who is testifying. It is a personal issue with any person who wants to change. Yes, God is patient with all of us who deal with sin of any kind. Thank you for caring enough to share your feelings. My issue is when I told mom, sister, and my oldest brother, about incest by my other brother. Never heard the words they were sorry. Too long to share. Maybe they prayed for me. But I cooked a meal for my sisters and mom. Mom gave me a TV and VCR. She knew I was at home a lot. Only real support. Glad they believed me. God bless you.🙏🏾♥️
@@riseagain9677 Sex is not just a physical act; it is a spiritual act. It is the fusion of two bodies. Energetically powerful. do not like this to be known, which is why sexual liberalism has spread. Some sexual acts are violent and brutal and should not be done. These acts compromise physical and spiritual health.The intent has always been to harm the man-woman union: There is no such thing as heterosexuality, but hetero-complementarity. It is not attraction to women, but to one's female complementarity; it is not attraction to men, but to one's male complementarity.
AMEN bro..!! The LORD saved me from homosexuality today brother. After months of crying, suicidal thoughts and fear I am finally free in JESUS CHRIST'S name. He has been soooo good ya'll. I was an atheist but now there is no going back. PRASIE THE LORD...
Hallelujah! ♥️🙏🏼♥️
Amen 🙏🏾
Praise God for His unending goodness! I thank Jesus for ur deliverance...
With all due respect, being gay wasn't the problem, it was the internalized homophobia. You'll never read a truer statement than that.
what do you mean "saved me from homosexuality"? If you were a homosexual, you still are one now too, so you just mean you abstain from gay sex, right?
when he prayed, “first i pray for healing…”a pain in my back disappeared. God bless him.
Thank you for your testimony. My husband left me after 33 years of marriage to walk in this lifestyle. I still pray that he will have a God encounter again and walk in freedom.
My testimony is the same. We have 3 small children. I’m believing God for a miracle. We were worship leaders together
@@cosmoprincess99 Betrayal Trauma is very hard. Iwill be praying our spouses heart will surrender their life to Jesus. ...and for your young kids.
Wow! Mama your earthly husband left you but your heavenly father will never leave. God is able to restore him but if he decides to refuse that grace God is able to heal you completly and give you the joy of moving on.
DeAndre - I pray you see this comment. Your testimony is setting captives FREE! Not even just overcoming homosexuality, but for all the backsliders and anyone battling depression. Thank you for sharing this testimony of Jesus! I love the part where you describe the love of God. There are many people who do not feel worthy of God and are finding their identity in Christ Jesus. God has given you a testimony for the Nations.
Whoever is guiding this interview is a blessing. You really get to the heart of the matter. I thank God for you and this channel. It blesses me so much and reminds me of how awesome God. The fruit of deliverance and His salvation is amazing!
The interviewer is Eric Villatoro (founder of Delafe testimonies). He recently did his own testimony on the channel, that's how I know. 😊
You know one of the most things that I love in this life?! It's testimonies!!! The power in them!! The deliverance in them!!! The beauty in them!!! My goodness!!! And this video is fully packed : marriages, identity, on being like Jesus!! I have no words!!! I have no words!!!
This God!! This God!!! Wow!!!
Praise God
You said it for me brother. 😊
I have a confession to make. I didn't want to watch this second part of my brother's testimony. I completely misjudged him because I felt that he hadn't truly surrendered his life to the Lord. After participating in the Mission Delafe pre-release prayer Zoom call, I was convicted of my judgemental spirit and decided to watch today's testimony with an open mind. I am glad I did because this man showed me the extent God would go to keep His child. God's love is indeed beyond measure!
Judge not lest you be judged saith the LORD.
@@angelaspringfield5584 Who is doing the judging now, Angela?
Stop being religious and look into peoples heart and walk in the Spirit then maybe it would be easier in the future. Just stop being ignorant, then you can save tons of non christian people.
People do have a spirit of condemnation attached to them, and many of them refuse to acknowledge it. The blessing and miracle in this is that you chose to acknowledge it and address it accordingly. I pray your strength in the Lord in the mighty and matchless name of Jesus Christ of NAZARETH. The name above ALL names. AMEN.
@@ladennayoung2939 Amen!
These testimonies are honestly doing so much for us. Thank you soo much delafe!!!
This channel is bringing me soo much hope! God is great! God is king of all kings and he surely will sanctify all who believe!!
Wow, I LOVE what JESUS said to him, about "loving the wrong one (man)" instead of Him !!! I'm a survivor of childhood sexual abuse also (age 5) and am very familiar with the feelings it leaves you with. I know JESUS understands too and just wants to reach us with His love some time in our lives.
This is so powerful. I was on the verge of giving up and going back to my mess because of my loneliness, thinking God is holding out on me. Then this came up on my newsfeed. God is so faithful.
Dear brother I'll be praying.
this is EXACTLY what i'm living with right now. i'm in my backsliding season right now and i desperately want out
Love the Lord your God with all your heart, soul and mind (Mathew 22:37). Fall in love with Jesus .
(2 Corinthians 7:10) says Godly sorrow leads to repentance and salvation.
Meditate on his word day and night ( Joshua 1:8)
How can we help you my dear??
REPENT! Get up and walk forward, not backward. Jesus is Lord!
1 Corinthians 10:13
English Standard Version
13 No temptation has overtaken you that is not common to man. God is faithful, and he will not let you be tempted beyond your ability, but with the temptation he will also provide the way of escape, that you may be able to endure it.
Praying for you!
My friend, you do NOT EVER need to feel bad for having an ability to love someone! Please know that god takes you as you are and loves the thing that makes you so special! Trust that god loves you and don't ever forget that. ❤🧡💛💚💙💜
Thank you for your testimony. It’s astounding how much sexual abuse and pornography children are exposed to. I am not same sex attracted but I was definitely negatively impacted for life due to childhood sexual abuse/exposure to pornography at a young age. I have suffered disordered sexual thoughts ever since and still struggle with trying to stop thinking these thoughts. I feel like I am broken and I can’t have normal intimacy. I still give in to temptation at times and I continue to pray to get delivered from this cross. We need to protect our kids from being exposed to sexuality. It feels like our culture is doing the opposite: we are introducing kids younger and younger to sexual themes. I pray every day this will stop. 🙏🏻
God Loves you, and who Jesus set free is free indeed, ask him to manifest his healing in you y did it for me. I also was molested sexually at a early age.
He Jesus did it for me.
@@smbgirlygirl3437 ty I appreciate the scripture It has gotten easier for me in time but I would be lying if I said the temptations have completely gone away. For anyone who was involved in any kind of SA as a child or early introduction to pornography the images/themes don’t just disappear. I have given my life to Jesus and He has strengthened me. I am so grateful for that. But when I am being intimate, I have momentary flashes of temptation that are very difficult to dismiss. I do pray and I have Faith that in time it won’t happen anymore. I am sure I am not alone in this. Disordered sexual thoughts are very common with history of abuse. I don’t want these thoughts and I don’t welcome them. They have been there as long as I can remember and I want nothing more than for them to go away forever. I will continue to pray. Please pray for me as well.
God truly loves you my brother I pray that God will continue to Strengthen you and keep you in his hands 🙌🙌🤗🙏🏾🙏🏾
"temptation is an invitation to be closer to Him." wow. amazing.
I was molested when I was a baby, and I committed incest molestation on my sister multiple times after I got saved around 14 15 or 16 years old and I regret it. I should’ve stopped the cycle and I continued it and I am currently 23 and I never want to do such things ever again. I’m currently a felon and it’s on my record and I deserve it and me and my sister are on talking terms I hate sin and what I have done to my family and I was living evil and wicked even after professing the name of Jesus. I truly repented and turned to him and I no longer want to go to that old lifestyle anymore. And I was deliberately and willingly sinning and being unrepentant for months and now I understand what repentance means and I never want to hurt God nor break his commandments and never turn my back on him again nor do I want to hurt others anymore I love you all and I want to apologize
HELLO BROTHER. MY name is David. I read ur testimony. God bless u. I am a young minister in training. I see That you call URSELF BADBOY. GOD'S CHILDREN ARE NEVER BAD. STOP CALLING URSELF THAT. BAD BOYS HAVE BAD LIVES AND BAD THINGS HAPPEN. HOLLA BACK.I LOVE U IN JESUS'S NAME. AMEN.
@@davidruffin3728 it’s my main gmail I made a long time ago
I never want to be bad again, I just want to get right with God
God bless you! There is redemption in the blood of Jesus.
A broken and contrite heart He will not despise 🙌🏽
Thank you for being so honest and raw with your testimony. I can't imagine it's easy, but to me it shows someone who truly repents and feels remorse. God bless you🙏 I'm praying for you🕊✝️
"I don't need marriage to finish my testimony, my testimony was finished on the cross" WORD hank you so so much for sharing your story and for keeping it real
I need marriage to complete that part of my life. I can't be single forever. I'm straight though.
The struggle is real and the war for our souls is intense💔
Still fighting
He is so brave and courageous by way of The Holy Advocate and Paraclete! Thank you Lord Jesus Our Christ!
I really appreciate how you guys have been posting these kinds of videos in light of the fact that we're in the month of June. Messages of hope in due season, praises be to God!
I’ve never related so much to someone’s story as I have to DeUndrae’s. I too walked away from this lifestyle only to fall back into it because it was my “safe space.” We are not our temptations and we do not have to give into the desires of our flesh. This journey hasn’t been easy but it has been so worth it. Continue to share your story!
Amen and Amen
Your struggle is lust and self esteem not homsexuality. Research :pedastery"and the original text in the scriptures it was about being with children. The governors of doctrine g.o.d changed the words. You are loosed. Be free in Jesus and love not lust.
I'm curious. Does that mean gays can all eventually crave heterosexual sex and be disgusted by same sex ? Or, does it mean, for life, y'all will have to fight the urges and settle for remaining single and sex free?
@@TheFiestyhick, that's a really good question that, depending on who you ask, may be answered differently. For me, I am currently married to a woman, but I'm not ashamed to admit that temptation does present itself sometimes. Yes I do believe that for someone who may have never desired being with the opposite sex, sexually can have a desire to be with them at some point. That doesn't always mean the desires go away, although for some, that could happen. I don't think you have to settle for being single and sex free. And I've say again that everyone's story is different. It's not a one-size fit's all situation.
@@RichGriffis very detailed reply.
Yeah, you are right. I've heard former gays say they now totally love sex with gals and some say, even though they avoid gay, anal sex, they still crave a toss in the hay with a dude, here and there, so I'm confused.
I used to think they could all just snap out of homo behavior with fervent prayer and mentoring but seems it's not that simple since many former gays say it's a constant battle of lust and to occasionally screw around with guys.
I hope some ministry comes out that can help at least 90 percent of gay turn fully heterosexual to show the world it can be done.
This is what I'm going through right now... definitely eager to watch this
Amen this really touched me 😢 I remember backsliding and repenting it was a cycle 🔄 that didn’t want to stop. I was depressed angry and frustrated to the point where I just accepted that it was my identity, but blessed be the name of God he did not let me go
Right now.
I'm going through the same thing now 😢
Me too
We have to have him on again. His testimony is so beautiful.
Very profound "the hurt and betrayal" can truly lead to backsliding, as it opens portals of rejection, which is one of the tools the enemy uses against human beings.
Beautiful testimony! Thank you Jesus ❤ I have a daughter who was raised by me in the church and was totally decieved in believing the lie and has been married to a woman for a while. Please pray the Holy Spirit shows up in agreement with me and bring my child back to her Saviour ❤
It breaks my heart when people confuse homosexuality with sin. Love itself can't be sin... and any message that says differently is dangerous (no matter how well meaning the messenger is).
I think you're saying all this in love... but you don't realize how much you're diminishing the most special part of who she is... her ability to LOVE! She never left her savior... it's you that left her.
@@KeilyShhh sorry you have the wrong idea. I would never unlove my daughter or forsake her in any way. Read the bible and don't think you know my heart ♥️.
@@DeborahLong7777 My friend, I was taught that message my whole life and it lead me to almost kill myself.
After I came out, for a long time, my mom was the only person that accepted all of me (as a lesbian). She is the reason I'm still alive. But she also raised me with the same message you're giving your daughter...
So when I say these things to you, I'm not doing it out of judgement. In your story, I see myself... and I don't want you to lose her.
I hope I'm not sounding rude or threatening... I wish you well.
@@DeborahLong7777 I had a similar experience to KeilyShhh. There's no judgement... just hopes that your daughter will be okay and that she'll feel the acceptance you want her to feel 💕
@@JiggyPants she's 50 and I love her she knows very well and she is an amazing daughter. I believe in miracles. I am one. Jesus got this 🕊
This man might not even notice it but he has a fatherly passion in his voice especially when he shared his advice of “No matter what, stay with the Lord.” I started crying every time he cried. Because this is something I would want my father to tell me. His emotion is genuine and inspiring.
I post these great testimonies on Facebook to show that God ultimately owns the month of June!!! YAY God!
Amen!!!
Come on!
COME OOOOOOOON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥 THAT IS GOOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!🎉🎉🎉
Amen. God surely does own June. All the months in the year Amen to Our Heavenly Father who created the world. Also marriage between male a female. ❤
I know that’s right!
I just love this man of God! He’s such a real and open person. The glory of God radiates through him. May the Lord grant him an end time anointing that will bring deliverance and healing to many others that are struggling with this dangerous attack from the enemy. I love you Bro! Praying for you 🤗🤗🙏🏽
Amen! The truth will set you free!
Oh the utter joy on your face as you beam and express "My Best Friend! My Best Friend!"....enjoying "the breeze of His Presence". God bless you so richly my Brother! May the fullness of the truth of Who He is, especially Who He is as pure love, resonate through your whole being, always!
I am forever fascinated by these testimonies. I grew up in a liberal California city during the 70s & 80s before my adult years. I had lesbian neighbors by age 12. I knew my best friend was gay before the rest of our group figured it out. Yet, I remember the grooming. I remember key statements which screamed as red flags. Sexual trauma & porn are always involved. It is so refreshing to hear people say God called them out of the behaviors... Because that is what He does❤
Keep speaking. Keep sharing.. Younger generations are under Satan's spells & they need these testimonies.❤
I think that you're saying that with compassion but you're wrong. What you're doing is condemning the most special part of who we are: our ability to love. And you're condemning it in the most horrific way possible (by saying it's only possible when someone is horribly abused).
That message is dangerous and it lead me to almost take my life. I'm sure you mean well... but in love, I think you need a wakeup call. You are giving a dangerous message and need to stop before someone gets hurt... hurt in ways you can't imagine.
Bless you and please wake up. ❤
@@KeilyShhh who are you speaking to? The message God calls people out of behaviors which mankind isn't designed for isn't love? Sometimes the truth hurts before it heals. Not changing the message of truth.
@@azsunburns If was can't agree on the fact that gay people are capable of selfless, innocent, romantic love, then we have nothing to talk about. But I will say one thing... science on all levels (neurological, physiological and mental health wise) shows that there's nothing unnatural about homosexuality. God loves us and you don't share his message.
@@KeilyShhh I'm not the one who started the convo with you. I presented an agreement to the healing happening all around us. These testimonies speak for themselves... Which the gay community would love to discount or eliminate, but cannot. I wish you the best.
@@azsunburns You as well. May god show you the hurt you're causing with this message. Hurt that is not from god. I don't mean to be rude in saying that... just enlightening.
Thankyou for sharing your journey with us, I’m praying it will help many with identity issues and they will know the depth of Gods love and our identity is in him and our relationship with him
This testimony, his testimony was so much more than his story of backsliding into homosexuality. His experience with marriage, with the backslide, how to know when you're ready for a spouse, like this was more than I thought it would be. I mean the analogy of Jesus proposing to us was just MIND BLOWING!! Lord I'm so THANKFUL for the DEPTH of Your Love for US!! I so appreciate the fullness of DeAndre's answers and the depth of the responses. Thank you DeAndre for sharing your heart and testimony!! Thank you Delafé Ministries for sharing these testimonies that is able to transcend time and space to reach the hearts of non-believers, new believers, and those who have been walking with the Lord a long time. There's is ALWAYS something NEW to learn about God, Jesus and the Holy Spirit. I'm so grateful!
7 minutes in when he talks about God not affirming his sin, I remember Jackie hill Perry reminding the church that God doesn't call homosexuals to heterosexuality, he calls both the heterosexual and homosexual to holiness. Its a sin problem. You can walk in heterosexuality and still be in sin because you aren't living holy. Powerful reminder that the church has to continue calling each other to a lifestyle of holiness. My pastor always reminds us that God doesn't make bad people good; He makes dead people alive. While we were dead in our trespasses and sin, Christ died for us. Stay encouraged. I am being renewed daily by killing the flesh and submitting to Jesus so His strength is perfected in my weakness.
28min: My identity is not in a man or a woman. Love that! I have to be satisfied in Him!!!
Testimonies are necessary for anyone to leave a sinful lifestyle. I pray for more of this boldness because it’s not easy to leave these spaces for fear of what others think. The LGBT community can be incredibly mean to anyone who leaves this sinful lifestyle.
I listen to these testimonials bc ik that ppl who think it's ok with God really need to walk a mile or two in other folks who found God to be everything that never imagined it would be. Loving God is awesome and amazing
You're so right,and for me it's been to remember God's mercy in going after me bc HE loves us so much! No matter the sin, HE wants to transform us! Everyone struggles with so type of sin.
There are rude people in any demographic but I think what most LGBTQ+ folks are responding to is when people like you call our ability to love sin. You are calling the most special part of who we are (love) something that's so hatful and horrific. Stop asking us why we get upset. You have your answer, clear as day.
@@KeilyShhh God is Love and anything that does not represent God does not represent love. And I'm not talking about just homosexuality.
So many testimonies of those who struggle with sexual sin say they started feeling this way at a very early age. This to me shows there was something very dark working on us from an early age to pull us away from God.
Yes the fall of man Adam & Eve. We are born sinful nature. Read book of Galatians and Romans
Or. They feel this way from a Young age just as straight people 🥴.
Typically things happen to them AT A YOUNG AGE, which invite those spirits in at an early age. When children were protected more and not exposed to sex as much, it didn't happen as early, for example, if you hear some stories they were approached by men at teenagers rather than molested. It happens you've now because EVERYTHING happens younger now. And it's always been going on, at every age, because so has the enemy..
@@deejay306 this isn’t true. At all. And the fact you said “them” let’s me know you’re putting scenarios on the community that don’t fit everyone’s or even half and a community you don’t even belong to. Stop talking on things you don’t know. And you can’t show any statistic that would be realistic as it would leave out most of the population. Next
Yes and I feel 80% of people are victims of childhood sexual abuse😓
Wow! Thank you so much for sharing Gods truth working through your life. Your testimony gives such practical application no matter what trial,temptation or adversity any of us are facing or WILL face. Thank you for being so honest and vulnerable, it has blessed me today in so many ways. Thank you, and God bless.❤
DeAundre I love you so much! Such a beautiful, honest, and open testimony!! I am so proud of you my friend!!
This helps me. I'm struggling to get out of this lifestyle. I know that he loves me when I'm not loving myself.
"I don't need marriage to complete my testimony"
That is wisdom
I also really need to hear this this am. I’m going to church today to hear the start of yet another marriage sermon series! As a lifelong single it’s so hard. But I’m enough in Christ ❤️
@@katg109being set free from sin is half of the story. The other half is to be restored to original design. He came to heal the broken hearted.
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Yes he is does heal the broken hearted. Than you for that🥰❤️
What a precious and candid testimony, so real and humble. Glory to God what a testimony! Thank you, my brother DeAndre❤
These testimonies are lifting me up❤
“Flesh has a memory.” This quote from him made it all click for me.
Thank you for video! I'm saving it, DeAndre spoke so profoundly and transparently about the intericacies of his walk with Christ and marriage/relationship. It brought forward some beautiful truths I hadn't considered in this walk. Thank you, DeAndre! Many blessing over your life in Jesus name.
How many of us have thought “God what if I fall again?” Or the hurt when we disappoint God. Your testimony was SOOO powerful! For God to use you to teach in such a powerful way. “Temptation does not mean your are not delivered. Your temptation does not tell you whether you are free. Flesh remembers your experiences. His truth becomes your truth.” Thank you Min DeAndre! I will continue to pray your strength in the Lord ❤🙏🏽
Whom The Son of Man sets Free is truly FREE Indeed. You are a living Testimony! We need JESUS
More than anybody or anything. GOD WILL SUPPLY ALL OUR NEEDS!!! GOD BLESS GOD BLESS!!!.......💞❤💞🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼
Thank you God for bringing us out of these dark places we end up in and giving us the strength to fight our temptations, doubts, fears, and worries.
Born in sin, but born AGAIN!!! Thank you Lord ❤and thank you for sharing your testimony
I respect what u say man of GOD THANK YOU for sharing this with us.
I have a confession, i had thought that being gay was what i was intended for but God came to me and blessed me and i was delivered but the attraction was still there. I started the journey to follow Jesus since this year started and it has been going well but my urges still exist i seek refuge in the Lord but later still lust over men as a Christian and follower of Christ. Till one day God spoke to be in church because i asked Him why i always fall back to sin and He said to me to let go of my old friends that follow that path and seek me. I left Church mesmerized bc i heard His voice clear. I cut off ties with friends that do that but still i backslide to sexual immorality as a Christian and i need help to find a mentor to guide through this as I try my best to give Jesus my whole. I ask for your prayers so that i overcome this spirit of Man 🙏
Good luck man, seems like Jesus loves these sadistic games
I’m on this journey myself. One thing you must never do is give up. A son of God no matter how many times he falls rises back up. We are made for more. Let’s be friends
Deandre, you are such a lovely man. You have shared and learned such deep truths and have so much wisdom for all of us.
Wow this really speaks to me as a single woman not struggling with same sex attraction but temptation to being married to show that I'm complete . It really is true Godly advice
I love hearing proof of God's saving, healing and transforming lives!
This is honestly beautiful!! I never struggled with Sexual abuse at all but I have dealt with my sexuality. For the longest time I struggled with even figuring out what I was. I went through every sexuality from lesbian, pan, bisexual, back to lesbian and finally settled on bisexuality. I’ve been sitting with this and even acted on it for years but recently in the last couple months I’ve found god again. I grew up In the church and backslid for awhile.I struggled for awhile because you always hear you’re going to hell if you don’t leave it but it’s not that easy. It took a lot of seeking and praying for the feeling to start dissipating. I’m beginning to understand that my “attraction” is just lust. It’s rough because it was such a big part of my identity and letting it die hurts. However knowing that God has never turned from me and has always loved me has gotten me through those tough days and still continues to do so. If he can send his son to die for me I can too let all the “bad” parts of me die to. So If you’re struggling as well just know that it’s not an over night thing. Slowly but surely you’ll begin to change. Let god in your heart to make the moves he needs to. Blessed be to his children. Much love 🤍
You were confused by the world that serves the evil one. Inner Peace in definition and choosing God. That is happiness.
@@peaceandlove544 I believe that as well! I tried to be accepted by the world to feel like I was enough but as soon as god entered my heart the only person I cared about being accepted by was him!
Thanks for sharing .., This means a lot
Praying for you sister ❤
Well worded:" My attraction was just lust."
WOW WHAT A POWERFUL TESTIMONY, SOUNDS SIMILAR TO SOME OF THE THINGS I WENT THROUGH. THANK YOU FOR SHARING
Jesus how awesome you are! it just makes me love Jesus more when I hear all this testimonies!
you are The God who give second chances!
who is full of mercy and love!
Jesus the Alpha omega, the beginning and the ending!
Jesus our deliverer!
Jesus our healer!
Jesus my LORD and my God!!
God bless his heart And thank you for a testimony ❤️🙏🏿🙏🏿.
This testimony helped me understand the struggle persons of the LGBTQ+ Community goes through. But better yet, it helped me with my own past sinfulness and numbness to it. I’ve been inspired to hone in on my relationship with Jesus to reflect my identity in him. 🙌🙏
This is so powerful! Thanks for your openness and vulnerability. Gods grace and unconditional love allows us to fall and get up several times❤
Powerful Testimony💯🙏
‘’Red alert’’ Jesus told him that he didn’t have a problem with him having a relationship with a man!! Sorry but That is not what the bible says
You misunderstood. He meant that man should have been Him! (God) Because God loves him and pursued him but the men he would be involved with wouldn’t satisfy him
God bless you, brother. When your calling is deep, the enemy will try his very best to distract and pull you far away from GOD because I'm having the same issues with my son as I continue to pray for him to make a u-turn into his calling.
Brother, you're beautiful. Your joy in the Lord Jesus exudes genuine confidence in His faithfulness. Amen... may God's Truth & Grace (Jesus ALONE!) be known to all who seek HIM!!
I feel your Testimony so much, its the same i was going through, all the praise through God❤
Touched. DeUndrae, you are so loved.😢 May our Lord Jesus keep you close every day.❤ You are precious in His sight.❤❤
"I was born in sin, but now I'm born again!"
Powerful! God bless and keep you DeUndrae.
Great Testimony Man
Glad you stay with Jesus Christ Not Satan
I understand bc I’ve struggled for years with same sex attraction, and eventually fell hard into it. I’ve been delivered but the battle doesn’t stop there. It’s a constant battle and yet I’m still learning to move forward even when I mess up. REPENT AND MOVE FORWARD BC ITS GOING TO BE A FIGHT. But I was recently reminded that these kinds only come out through prayer and fasting.
I believe we all have that "thing " ,that sin we fall back into.
What a beautiful testimony of God's love. Thank you for your vulnerability in sharing your personal and intimate testimony, my brother, So very well said. So happy for you. It definitely ministered to me.
This is my brother!! I am so proud of you.. Thank you for being DeUndrae!! I love you more than you know!! You are an awesome brother, and I wouldn't trade it for nothing in the world.
Hello My name is Jaeci. I see you said this was your brother. I’m wondering if you are in immediate connection to him. My son is 16 and struggling with this. I’m also struggling to teach him especially with his rebellion. I don’t know whether to give it all over to God and just walk away or if I need to ride up and be the momma bear. I would like to talk more in depth with you or anyone connected to this testimony.
Here's my sin: self pity leading to self sabotage. Feeling less than and makes me act less than. Not wanna do more or ask for me. I feel I deserve nothing and God won't give me anything so there's no point in trying.
Thank you, Jesus, for never giving up on us! what almighty God we serve, we must not give up on Him, and we must not give up on our brothers we must fight in prayer and fasting Romans 8:39
Thank you soooo much guys for uploading these testimonies. They are pure gold. I praise God for y'all! Thank you thank you thank you!
I know this struggle all too well...God bless him!!! I understand! People really don't understand this when it deals with homosexuality and learning to love God and yourself! It's a battle, but God who is full of mercy and compassion!
@Delafe_Testimonies sure. I deleted my email but we can definitely talk.
Your testimony is finished on the cross! Beautiful! Our testimony is finished on the cross!
Hallelujah! Look at God’s Work!!
Did we watch the same thing?…This dude is a mess! And needs real help.
Praise God ! Our brother is free. This is what we are all searching for I am so glad you found yoir way and have returned to strengthen your brethren.
This testimony resonates with my heterosexual lifestyle (addiction) just as much as his path. Our temptations differ, person to person but the aches, pains, deliverance and trials remain the same…who we need to turn to, trust and obey…is the same.
Beautiful testimony 😭
My brother, I hope that you write a book please!
I'm glad to see this because I relate so heavily. I war daily and sometimes it tears me into shrapnel. It is such a battle to run away from yourself. And there are times where I falter and fail, I pray God keeps his mercy on me. This is not a battle I have longed for. ❤
Thank you, thank you, thank you!!!! Thank for your testimony, candidness, courage and vulnerability. Thank you for taking us through your process. I'm sooo glad He doesn't give up on us!!!
I don't think I've heard a more open honest testimony of truth ...bless him Lord for sharing ...thank you
I love the way he talks about a “seed” being planted when he was younger because many sins began this way.
Powerful testimony my brother from New Zealand Islands 🏝️❤✝️✝️✝️🌍
I love this testimony I watched just about every Delafé testimonies and every one of these testimonies are my favorite they are all unique like a snowflake or fingerprint? God is so good even in the midst of the storms ,he brings us out of it with a wonderful story that glorify him and free others.
DeAndre I Thank the Lord for you. I hear the heart of God in you.. you my brother just break down some barriers for me....lots of respect for you 💯 🙏
I thank God for the testimonies of his love, mercy, salvation, and grace. Very encouraging
God bless you brother. We are born into things but Jesus tells us we must be born again into our identity in Christ. ❤🙏 Halleluyah!
Temptation is a invitation to get closer to God, Powerfull Deandre❤
God bless you Andre. Jesus Christ have such a wonderful plan for everyone life. We all sinned, and Jesus Christ loves us so much and wants our heart. Your testimony will help many in the lgbt community who Jesus Christ will set free.