❤ I relate! There's so much pointed at all of us to change right now it's making me want to isolate more than ever. It's so hard applying makeup or putting on cute clothes when your insides feel like painful pudding and your brain is sad. Last weekend I was in my darkest for a bit... your videos helped me feel so not alone. Thank you for that! It really does feel good to hear it's not just me struggling. ❤
❤❤❤ I not really a comment person but I wanted to let you know that I always watch your vlogs (and other videos). When I’m scrolling through my TH-cam feed and nothings sounding good, I still click on your videos! I’ve been trying to do inner work for the past year and man, I feel you on the feeling down about yourself right now. It’s not always easy to “look on the bright side” and that’s okay. That’s why I like your vlogs, they mirror a lot of my own feelings and situations (girl in her 30s getting diagnosed with ADHD too!) like you said you do with other creators. Just know we appreciate you and will always be here to hit that thumbs up button! 😃
Hi Shannon, LOVE your nails!!! 💅🏻 I get you with the energy being off so far this year! I too am exhausted and extremely stressed!! Better days are surely ahead for us all!! Hang in there ❤
I feel you in this one.... I'm one of the odd and extremely privileged people who actually thrived during the peak pandemic. Worked nights on my own, took walks and cooked during the day, and in general slowed down and focused on me. Plus as a natural introvert, it just worked. I actually lost 50 pounds with what felt like no effort. It's like my body relaxed and just balanced out. In the last year, since things have turned into this new normal, anxiety and depression have been crazy. Plus, as an empath its been hard because the whole world feels darker in general. I gained all the weight back, plus some, and I honestly feel and see every pound. Sure people can be healthy and beautiful at any weight. That's all individual, but I don't feel like myself at all and it does suck. You're not alone Shannon and your honesty is refreshing in time when some creators seem to always put a perfect face forward
Your nails are super cute!❤❤ I do know what you mean with things that are going on right now, and I think you are right. There are a lot of people feeling this way right now. Like you said, it's completely fine to make changes, but when your platform has been preaching one thing and then suddenly it's a 180 switch, it's jolting. A safe space, no longer safe. I think there's an abandonment issue feeling on top of that. Hopefully, creators and their audience can find a way to coexist without making the other feel bad about themselves. For me I have had to stop following some people for my own mental health, and I think that's the best way to deal with it if a conversation can't be had. Attacking people is not the way, and I have been hearing about that from the audience and creator side. It's rough out here these days. Much love to you and know you're not alone, thanks for letting us know we're not alone and being sincere, honest and kind. ❤❤❤
Omg your nails with the cherry hearts are so cute! Also, I was a "straight size" person almost my whole life, 5'9 and around 145-160ish lbs, and for the past few years I've put on a significant amount of weight in a short period of time, and am now around 280ish lbs. For a variety of reasons, mental health, medications, etc. It has been SUPER hard for me to adjust to a new body, not only learning how to dress it but also looking at pictures of myself and viewing myself and my health now versus how I "used to be." That is why I enjoy watching your content, because you show how to dress and tell others that may not feel great about how they look that they can still find joy in shopping and still feel cute. I appreciate you ❤❤ Also you just seem like someone I would be friends with irl because you love boygenius and brighteyes and that is top tier music taste 😊 also you love cats 🐈
I am depressed too! Moved departments about six months ago, and I had to be honest with myself to accept the fact that I don't like it there. I can't quit because it is my livelihood, and I did get a raise, but I don't feel joy with what I am doing. I also made moved a few months ago and my car got stolen, so I feel like I'm swimming against the current. I try to find the joy in things, but its hard when I don't have family support and I am just the side character in everyone's story. I am just surviving and not living, and I hate how it makes me feel. You got this girl, I know some days are hard, and I know your job is all about how you present yourself, but I think most of us watch your channel to check your content and stay because of your personality. Much love.
I randomly found your videos and I am so glad I did! You’re such a beautiful lady inside and out . Healthy is not a size my therapist says not to call it “working out “ to call it “moving your body” it really changed my mind set
So happy to hear about your new doctor hopefully the testing will give you some answers or at least set you on the right path to getting them. And a couple of thoughts… 1. I love your vlogs, I love the chats. 2. Setting boundaries is a healthy thing, even related to work (with your brands). And often much needed when we struggle with chronic illness. 3. I hope you get some restful and restorative sleep soon ❤
I just found your channel and I’m loving it! You’re so cute and real. I love having more plus size representation on my feed! I’m excited to keep watching! 💜
Love you huni ❤❤❤ So excited for DJ to move in 😊 And wishing I could give you a hug when you feeling like that... you're such a kind & special soul. There aren't many like you in the world, we'd be in a much better place if there were 🥰❤️ xoxo
I have both thyroid sickness, fibromyalgia and sleep apnea of worsest grade... struggled with loosing weight for years and my health went worser (high blood preassure and more). So I knew I did have to do something for my health. 4,5 months ago I had a Gastric Bypass Surgery. That changed my life. I lost much in weight (still plussize) and feel much better in body. No more high blood preassure medication too! But it's not a quick fix and will be life long thing to get it to work. I hope you find something that works. Pain isn't good and you don't sleep well. Cute nails too... Stay safe gorgeous 💞
Please don't ever say the vlog is a fail ❤ You're showing us your real life and you're doing your best❤ I'm in the same place right now with not loving how I look. I feel my face is puffier than ever and I'm so tired of the chronic pain every single day. And I'm so darn tired that I dont see any friends or family (except my husband of course). Sorry I'm ranting too. Hope you'll feel better soon ❤ I'm so happy you found a new doctor that aren't judging you about your weight.
❤ I totally feel you girl!! I have chronic pain and illness and right now I am taking a pain vacation lol! Which means I got steroid shots and pain meds and have been spending most of my days in bed. Physically that makes my pain less but mentally I want to be doing more and still get to have less pain which is not a reality for me (move more=more pain) I am also a lady of a certain age and I am not aging gracefully at the moment, I look in the mirror and I am like what the heck is happening to my skin and body!! I am pretending that menopausal stuff is like going through puberty again and I gotta find a way through it. Life is a lot sometimes and the older I get I understand some things about life more clearly which is cool but I am completely lost in other parts of my life and this too shall pass, I have to keep reminding myself of that. Thank you for letting me ramble! I love you and I love your fur babies and I hope you find some bright spots soon that bring you joy and tide you over during the hard times.
Your nails are so stinkin cute. I got anti valentines day ones done because my engagement was broken off after being with this person for 7 years. So my nails are like they valentines day candy hearts but they say mean things on them. I've been dealing with bouts of depression since it happened, which was almost 3 months ago. I totally get everything you're saying. I work in the Healthcare industry and the amount of diet and weight loss talk I hear at work makes me sick. I told my boss she needs to make it stop because it's triggering to some people, including me. I hated myself for so long and have finally gotten to a place where I'm comfortable in my skin and when people talk like that around me it makes me go back to a place of when I didn't love myself. Where I wasn't choosing myself everyday. That is not a good place to be so I hope you feel better soon and know you are beautiful no matter what stage your body is in. Chronic illness is also something I suffer with. Chronic migraines, arthritis, endometriosis, pcos, pmdd and mental health issues as well. We are all human and we just get up and try to do our best every day. Sometimes our best is being in the house in pj's all day and that's fine. Then other days we feel like we can conquer the world. Don't ever apologize for having human feelings. We love you and support you and just want you happy and healthy 😊❤😊❤
Dude I know 😔 this time of year is hard with there resolutions and goals sometimes can really be in our face. I'm grateful you share babe🧡✨. I love ur nails 💅🏻💕💓💗💖
Hiya Shannon, I hope you are out of the negative headspace soon. I know how hard it is having chronic illnesses and pain and suffering from depression, gentle hugs.
You aren't alone. I've lost 30 pounds (thank you thyroid meds!) Going from a 2xl to a large. Not one person has told me good job, not one. I have the lowest self esteem ever and although I have lost, I'm still hella hard on myself and if I gain it back tomorrow, oh well! Let's hype each other up! Even when we don't feel like it ❤
It sucks when you feel bad about yourself. Hang in, you'll feel better. Im happy DJ is finally moving in, will there be a video for moving day. Since you said walking was bothering your hip, maybe when you can afford it new or used get a recumbent exercise bike, it doesn't bother my back, knees or hip. Its the most comfortable cardio for me. Love you and your beautiful face. ❤❤
I learned that I am in control and I choose to block negativity coming from others. I learned that I cannot control whatever others spit thru their mouths. I choose to love myself before seeking others to love me. I choose to do as best I can and I choose not to feel unhappy about myself. Nowadays whatever Dick or Harry launch out there whatever they consider what is beautiful just for commercial purposes, I choose I don’t have to follow the crowd neither seek the crowd approval. Whoever wants to love as I am, fine. Whoever doesn’t, their loss. Life is to short to waste it feeling sad and paying attention or looking for validation from others. I am 64, have some health issues and always been a big girl and NEVER been without a man in my life. My cousin went thru the bariatric or whatever is called and she loss her hair, her nice shinning skin looks sickly. Not saying this happens to whoever choose to go thru the surgery. I feel I needed to comment and share a bit if my life journey. And one last comment, I turned to GOD for emotional and spiritual healing and that was the best decision ever. Don’t take me wrong, I don’t visit church neither I am a fanatic. This is between GOD & me. Hope u find some sense on my words and not feel offended.
❤ Has the sun been out in WA? I haven’t seen it in the upper mid -west in days plus dense fog. Definitely affecting me. As for all the health arcs and RXdiets they’re everywhere aren’t they. It scares me how many people are taking it. Hang in there and follow your gut and your doctor, you have chronic illness first! If your doctor thinks any medication will help you they will talk to you about each one and how it will help your chronic illness. If your Dr. thinks it's something you should consider please do. Love your channel Shannon, been watching a long time. Just hate seeing you in pain 😞
Hey Shannon, do you remember me? I used to always call you sweet pea. Lol. Anyways I’ve not watched TH-cam for over a year so I’m glad to see you’re still on here. Hang in there and you’ll get through this thing called life. Love you 🥰
I just want to tell you, you truly are a beautiful soul, and your thoughts and feelings come from that. I have fought the weight battle my whole life, and I am old now, I still fight the battle, I am tired of trying to be something I will never be, and thats thin.You also have to remember all these people that are taking these quick weight loss meds (if they aren't diabetic) to lose weight, it's not going to stay off for the remainder of their lives, not to mention, what kind of side effects are they having, they aren't going to tell you that, plus one more thing, what's it going to do to your body in the long run.. I get it, I truly do, I lived a lifetime of up and down weight, and I'm just tired of trying to be something I can't. Several years ago, I had a knee scope done for a torn meniscus , I had no idea at the time what that even was, and of course I was freaked out, when I met my ortho dr. he was very kind we talked a bit about my weight, and he told me you have never been a small person have you, I looked at him with tears in my eyes and told him thank you for realizing that, he was somewhat taken a back but he said, I can tell by the width of your shoulders! I told him I've struggled my whole life with weight, and he said there are people in the world that are not made to be skinny. Can you lose some weight, yes, will you be a size 0 or whatever you think you need to be, absolutely no, your body is just not made that way, even if you did lose ,your body type and makeup will only let you get so far and properly maintain it, thats why you go up and down. Anyway I didn't mean for this to be a chapter story, but you are you, you are beautiful, wise and perfect the way you are, you do you as they say in a world where everyone is trying to be someone other then themselves ! Easier said then done, I know and my words aren't going to make you all of a sudden come out of your funk, but they are words from my heart and the truth! You have inspired this old lady to try different types of clothing and actually feel good and like myself in them and that's also the truth, I thank you for that, don't be like me and spend your life picking yourself apart , there's always going to be people in your ear being negative , saying hurtful things, but that says more about them than you! Again, you do you and don't wait until you in to your sixties like me to accept and embrace ourselves!!
Love your nails and thanks for sharing your thoughts and wealth and your health concerns take care stay safe and warm love you too from auntie Tammie 💋💅🏾🐈🐈⬛💯🐈⬛🐈💟💜💯💜💟
Heya shannon , sounds like a bit of depression to me , im a big old chunker, i annouce myself as 50 fat and fabulous , i in remission from breast cancer , i think life is too short to worry about that stuff, love u gurl xxxx
Depressed beans unite! This time of the year is always bad for me, but it just seems like it’s worse than normal this time. I hope things ease up for all of us soon. ❤
You are totally vaild in everything you are feeling. You are very self aware, and thats what I like about listening to you. You articulate all the things that resonate. My therapist reminds me two things can be true at the same time. You can rationalize in your brain about things, but the feels really get to feeling too. And they are important to sort out. From a fellow sleep deprivee, I hope you get some zzz's. 🫶
It def is hard to be plus size right now everyone is telling you it’s wrong after they lose weight using weight loss drugs and they’re constantly being pushed too it’s hard ! Sending love ✨🤍and of course everyone should do what is best for them !
Just an opinion but if there is any chance at all the any of your issues are hormonal then limit soy. I know as a vegetarian it is very hard to do so maybe rice milk in the coffee since oatmilk is out too. I get the frustration when every thing seems to cause an issue 😢
I’ve been switching between hemp and soy milk and am now working with a doctor who specializes in hormone health 💕 We just did a ton of blood work for food allergies and stuff too. 🫶🏻
I understand just what your talking about I started watching them because they were fine with there weight, then when they started getting a bigger platform now there weight is a problem so, I’ve stop watching them because it make me feel bad about myself and I can’t afford some of these high prices weight lost program there using 💕😊
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❤ I relate! There's so much pointed at all of us to change right now it's making me want to isolate more than ever. It's so hard applying makeup or putting on cute clothes when your insides feel like painful pudding and your brain is sad. Last weekend I was in my darkest for a bit... your videos helped me feel so not alone. Thank you for that! It really does feel good to hear it's not just me struggling. ❤
❤❤❤ I not really a comment person but I wanted to let you know that I always watch your vlogs (and other videos). When I’m scrolling through my TH-cam feed and nothings sounding good, I still click on your videos! I’ve been trying to do inner work for the past year and man, I feel you on the feeling down about yourself right now. It’s not always easy to “look on the bright side” and that’s okay. That’s why I like your vlogs, they mirror a lot of my own feelings and situations (girl in her 30s getting diagnosed with ADHD too!) like you said you do with other creators. Just know we appreciate you and will always be here to hit that thumbs up button! 😃
So relatable I'm 44 and hardly ever comment but Shan makes this space feel safe. ❤nice to meet you!
She definitely does make this place feel safe. Nice to e-meet you!@@wiseowlworkshop
Hi Shannon, LOVE your nails!!! 💅🏻 I get you with the energy being off so far this year! I too am exhausted and extremely stressed!! Better days are surely ahead for us all!! Hang in there ❤
I feel you in this one.... I'm one of the odd and extremely privileged people who actually thrived during the peak pandemic. Worked nights on my own, took walks and cooked during the day, and in general slowed down and focused on me. Plus as a natural introvert, it just worked. I actually lost 50 pounds with what felt like no effort. It's like my body relaxed and just balanced out.
In the last year, since things have turned into this new normal, anxiety and depression have been crazy. Plus, as an empath its been hard because the whole world feels darker in general. I gained all the weight back, plus some, and I honestly feel and see every pound.
Sure people can be healthy and beautiful at any weight. That's all individual, but I don't feel like myself at all and it does suck.
You're not alone Shannon and your honesty is refreshing in time when some creators seem to always put a perfect face forward
Your nails are super cute!❤❤ I do know what you mean with things that are going on right now, and I think you are right. There are a lot of people feeling this way right now. Like you said, it's completely fine to make changes, but when your platform has been preaching one thing and then suddenly it's a 180 switch, it's jolting. A safe space, no longer safe. I think there's an abandonment issue feeling on top of that. Hopefully, creators and their audience can find a way to coexist without making the other feel bad about themselves. For me I have had to stop following some people for my own mental health, and I think that's the best way to deal with it if a conversation can't be had. Attacking people is not the way, and I have been hearing about that from the audience and creator side. It's rough out here these days. Much love to you and know you're not alone, thanks for letting us know we're not alone and being sincere, honest and kind. ❤❤❤
You are so right. It feels like everything pointed at us chunky babes is you're wrong you're wrong you're wrong. I'm just over it.
Omg your nails with the cherry hearts are so cute!
Also, I was a "straight size" person almost my whole life, 5'9 and around 145-160ish lbs, and for the past few years I've put on a significant amount of weight in a short period of time, and am now around 280ish lbs. For a variety of reasons, mental health, medications, etc. It has been SUPER hard for me to adjust to a new body, not only learning how to dress it but also looking at pictures of myself and viewing myself and my health now versus how I "used to be."
That is why I enjoy watching your content, because you show how to dress and tell others that may not feel great about how they look that they can still find joy in shopping and still feel cute. I appreciate you ❤❤
Also you just seem like someone I would be friends with irl because you love boygenius and brighteyes and that is top tier music taste 😊 also you love cats 🐈
I am depressed too! Moved departments about six months ago, and I had to be honest with myself to accept the fact that I don't like it there. I can't quit because it is my livelihood, and I did get a raise, but I don't feel joy with what I am doing. I also made moved a few months ago and my car got stolen, so I feel like I'm swimming against the current. I try to find the joy in things, but its hard when I don't have family support and I am just the side character in everyone's story. I am just surviving and not living, and I hate how it makes me feel.
You got this girl, I know some days are hard, and I know your job is all about how you present yourself, but I think most of us watch your channel to check your content and stay because of your personality. Much love.
I randomly found your videos and I am so glad I did! You’re such a beautiful lady inside and out . Healthy is not a size my therapist says not to call it “working out “ to call it “moving your body” it really changed my mind set
love that 🫶🏻
So happy to hear about your new doctor hopefully the testing will give you some answers or at least set you on the right path to getting them. And a couple of thoughts…
1. I love your vlogs, I love the chats.
2. Setting boundaries is a healthy thing, even related to work (with your brands). And often much needed when we struggle with chronic illness.
3. I hope you get some restful and restorative sleep soon ❤
I just found your channel and I’m loving it! You’re so cute and real. I love having more plus size representation on my feed! I’m excited to keep watching! 💜
Thank you so much!!
Love you huni ❤❤❤
So excited for DJ to move in 😊
And wishing I could give you a hug when you feeling like that... you're such a kind & special soul. There aren't many like you in the world, we'd be in a much better place if there were 🥰❤️ xoxo
Shannon you need a me day just to your self 🙂 to reset and just relax love you girl ❤️
I have both thyroid sickness, fibromyalgia and sleep apnea of worsest grade... struggled with loosing weight for years and my health went worser (high blood preassure and more). So I knew I did have to do something for my health.
4,5 months ago I had a Gastric Bypass Surgery. That changed my life. I lost much in weight (still plussize) and feel much better in body. No more high blood preassure medication too! But it's not a quick fix and will be life long thing to get it to work.
I hope you find something that works. Pain isn't good and you don't sleep well.
Cute nails too...
Stay safe gorgeous 💞
I’ve always loved your videos and your personality keep doing you. You’re doing amazing. 🥰💝
So excited you found a new doctor who is listening to you!!!! Love you angel ❤❤
LOVE YOU ANGEL!! ♥️ ♥️
Please don't ever say the vlog is a fail ❤ You're showing us your real life and you're doing your best❤
I'm in the same place right now with not loving how I look. I feel my face is puffier than ever and I'm so tired of the chronic pain every single day. And I'm so darn tired that I dont see any friends or family (except my husband of course). Sorry I'm ranting too.
Hope you'll feel better soon ❤ I'm so happy you found a new doctor that aren't judging you about your weight.
❤ I totally feel you girl!! I have chronic pain and illness and right now I am taking a pain vacation lol! Which means I got steroid shots and pain meds and have been spending most of my days in bed. Physically that makes my pain less but mentally I want to be doing more and still get to have less pain which is not a reality for me (move more=more pain) I am also a lady of a certain age and I am not aging gracefully at the moment, I look in the mirror and I am like what the heck is happening to my skin and body!! I am pretending that menopausal stuff is like going through puberty again and I gotta find a way through it. Life is a lot sometimes and the older I get I understand some things about life more clearly which is cool but I am completely lost in other parts of my life and this too shall pass, I have to keep reminding myself of that. Thank you for letting me ramble! I love you and I love your fur babies and I hope you find some bright spots soon that bring you joy and tide you over during the hard times.
Your nails are so stinkin cute. I got anti valentines day ones done because my engagement was broken off after being with this person for 7 years. So my nails are like they valentines day candy hearts but they say mean things on them. I've been dealing with bouts of depression since it happened, which was almost 3 months ago.
I totally get everything you're saying. I work in the Healthcare industry and the amount of diet and weight loss talk I hear at work makes me sick. I told my boss she needs to make it stop because it's triggering to some people, including me. I hated myself for so long and have finally gotten to a place where I'm comfortable in my skin and when people talk like that around me it makes me go back to a place of when I didn't love myself. Where I wasn't choosing myself everyday. That is not a good place to be so I hope you feel better soon and know you are beautiful no matter what stage your body is in.
Chronic illness is also something I suffer with. Chronic migraines, arthritis, endometriosis, pcos, pmdd and mental health issues as well. We are all human and we just get up and try to do our best every day. Sometimes our best is being in the house in pj's all day and that's fine. Then other days we feel like we can conquer the world.
Don't ever apologize for having human feelings. We love you and support you and just want you happy and healthy 😊❤😊❤
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Dude I know 😔 this time of year is hard with there resolutions and goals sometimes can really be in our face. I'm grateful you share babe🧡✨. I love ur nails 💅🏻💕💓💗💖
I LOVE YOU!!
Hiya Shannon, I hope you are out of the negative headspace soon. I know how hard it is having chronic illnesses and pain and suffering from depression, gentle hugs.
You aren't alone. I've lost 30 pounds (thank you thyroid meds!) Going from a 2xl to a large. Not one person has told me good job, not one. I have the lowest self esteem ever and although I have lost, I'm still hella hard on myself and if I gain it back tomorrow, oh well! Let's hype each other up! Even when we don't feel like it ❤
It sucks when you feel bad about yourself. Hang in, you'll feel better. Im happy DJ is finally moving in, will there be a video for moving day. Since you said walking was bothering your hip, maybe when you can afford it new or used get a recumbent exercise bike, it doesn't bother my back, knees or hip. Its the most comfortable cardio for me. Love you and your beautiful face. ❤❤
I learned that I am in control and I choose to block negativity coming from others. I learned that I cannot control whatever others spit thru their mouths. I choose to love myself before seeking others to love me. I choose to do as best I can and I choose not to feel unhappy about myself. Nowadays whatever Dick or Harry launch out there whatever they consider what is beautiful just for commercial purposes, I choose I don’t have to follow the crowd neither seek the crowd approval. Whoever wants to love as I am, fine. Whoever doesn’t, their loss. Life is to short to waste it feeling sad and paying attention or looking for validation from others. I am 64, have some health issues and always been a big girl and NEVER been without a man in my life. My cousin went thru the bariatric or whatever is called and she loss her hair, her nice shinning skin looks sickly. Not saying this happens to whoever choose to go thru the surgery. I feel I needed to comment and share a bit if my life journey. And one last comment, I turned to GOD for emotional and spiritual healing and that was the best decision ever. Don’t take me wrong, I don’t visit church neither I am a fanatic. This is between GOD & me. Hope u find some sense on my words and not feel offended.
❤ Has the sun been out in WA? I haven’t seen it in the upper mid -west in days plus dense fog. Definitely affecting me.
As for all the health arcs and RXdiets they’re everywhere aren’t they.
It scares me how many people are taking it.
Hang in there and follow your gut and your doctor, you have chronic illness first!
If your doctor thinks any medication will help you they will talk to you about each one and how it will help your chronic illness. If your Dr. thinks it's something you should consider please do.
Love your channel Shannon, been watching a long time. Just hate seeing you in pain 😞
Obsessed with your nails. When I am feeling down about myself, I put on fake tan and it usually makes me feel better instantly 😂 Worth a try!
Hey Shannon, do you remember me? I used to always call you sweet pea. Lol. Anyways I’ve not watched TH-cam for over a year so I’m glad to see you’re still on here. Hang in there and you’ll get through this thing called life. Love you 🥰
i need to go to my homegoods and look for those sanrio mugs.
You are a beautiful woman through in through. Hang on to the good bits. You have many. ❤
We all have bad days. Your beautiful just smile and be happy ❤
I just want to tell you, you truly are a beautiful soul, and your thoughts and feelings come from that. I have fought the weight battle my whole life, and I am old now, I still fight the battle, I am tired of trying to be something I will never be, and thats thin.You also have to remember all these people that are taking these quick weight loss meds (if they aren't diabetic) to lose weight, it's not going to stay off for the remainder of their lives, not to mention, what kind of side effects are they having, they aren't going to tell you that, plus one more thing, what's it going to do to your body in the long run.. I get it, I truly do, I lived a lifetime of up and down weight, and I'm just tired of trying to be something I can't. Several years ago, I had a knee scope done for a torn meniscus , I had no idea at the time what that even was, and of course I was freaked out, when I met my ortho dr. he was very kind we talked a bit about my weight, and he told me you have never been a small person have you, I looked at him with tears in my eyes and told him thank you for realizing that, he was somewhat taken a back but he said, I can tell by the width of your shoulders! I told him I've struggled my whole life with weight, and he said there are people in the world that are not made to be skinny. Can you lose some weight, yes, will you be a size 0 or whatever you think you need to be, absolutely no, your body is just not made that way, even if you did lose ,your body type and makeup will only let you get so far and properly maintain it, thats why you go up and down. Anyway I didn't mean for this to be a chapter story, but you are you, you are beautiful, wise and perfect the way you are, you do you as they say in a world where everyone is trying to be someone other then themselves ! Easier said then done, I know and my words aren't going to make you all of a sudden come out of your funk, but they are words from my heart and the truth! You have inspired this old lady to try different types of clothing and actually feel good and like myself in them and that's also the truth, I thank you for that, don't be like me and spend your life picking yourself apart , there's always going to be people in your ear being negative , saying hurtful things, but that says more about them than you! Again, you do you and don't wait until you in to your sixties like me to accept and embrace ourselves!!
I am struggling with the lack of sunlight. Thinking about tanning just for the light.
I like your vlogs and your videos too.
I know what chronic illness is I live with it.
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Love your nails and thanks for sharing your thoughts and wealth and your health concerns take care stay safe and warm love you too from auntie Tammie 💋💅🏾🐈🐈⬛💯🐈⬛🐈💟💜💯💜💟
Heya shannon , sounds like a bit of depression to me , im a big old chunker, i annouce myself as 50 fat and fabulous , i in remission from breast cancer , i think life is too short to worry about that stuff, love u gurl xxxx
Depressed beans unite! This time of the year is always bad for me, but it just seems like it’s worse than normal this time. I hope things ease up for all of us soon. ❤
What product did you say you use that smells like Fruit Loops?
You are totally vaild in everything you are feeling. You are very self aware, and thats what I like about listening to you. You articulate all the things that resonate. My therapist reminds me two things can be true at the same time. You can rationalize in your brain about things, but the feels really get to feeling too. And they are important to sort out. From a fellow sleep deprivee, I hope you get some zzz's. 🫶
Love you beautiful friend 💕💖🤗🥰
It def is hard to be plus size right now everyone is telling you it’s wrong after they lose weight using weight loss drugs and they’re constantly being pushed too it’s hard ! Sending love ✨🤍and of course everyone should do what is best for them !
Just an opinion but if there is any chance at all the any of your issues are hormonal then limit soy. I know as a vegetarian it is very hard to do so maybe rice milk in the coffee since oatmilk is out too. I get the frustration when every thing seems to cause an issue 😢
I’ve been switching between hemp and soy milk and am now working with a doctor who specializes in hormone health 💕 We just did a ton of blood work for food allergies and stuff too. 🫶🏻
I understand just what your talking about I started watching them because they were fine with there weight, then when they started getting a bigger platform now there weight is a problem so, I’ve stop watching them because it make me feel bad about myself and I can’t afford some of these high prices weight lost program there using 💕😊