Confirming Our 5th Pregnancy... & Our Loss

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  • @caseydawson367
    @caseydawson367 2 ปีที่แล้ว +418

    I’m so sorry Zoe 💔 Garick, you don’t have to be the grounded one. Everyone’s emotions are valid. My heart goes to y’all ❤️

    • @lauramarlatt9942
      @lauramarlatt9942 2 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      Garrick is such an awesome husband. I'm so sorry for your loss Zoe I've had a miscarriage and I loved that baby from the instant I knew it was inside of me. Hope you get to rest but don't with hold your feelings, tall to someone

    • @sfhhgrfvbhjuhh
      @sfhhgrfvbhjuhh 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      hi just a reminder i pray your having a blessed day! Jesus loves and is with you all and God has a wonderful plan for you all! Don’t fear for the Lord is with you all! Joshua 1:9!❤️

    • @sfhhgrfvbhjuhh
      @sfhhgrfvbhjuhh 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@lauramarlatt9942 hi just a reminder i pray your having a blessed day! Jesus loves and is with you all and God has a wonderful plan for you all! Don’t fear for the Lord is with you all! Joshua 1:9!❤️

  • @rebeccaleanne9218
    @rebeccaleanne9218 2 ปีที่แล้ว +245

    I just want to take a moment to acknowledge all of the angel babies who left this world too early. I'm so sorry to every mother who has lost a child, that's a pain far too great for words. RIP sweet babies, you are missed ❤️

  • @apriltownsend8463
    @apriltownsend8463 2 ปีที่แล้ว +183

    Garick you don't have to be the grounded one. This is a tough, extremely sad situation for ALL of you. It's okay if you're upset too. YOUR feelings are valid too. Lean on each other and be sad together.

    • @tiaratran
      @tiaratran 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Absolutely! It didn’t hit my husband til a couple weeks after and he broke down 😭

  • @gracevantongeren
    @gracevantongeren 2 ปีที่แล้ว +255

    I'm so sorry for your loss. Nothing I could say could ever make this better. Praying for you.

    • @TheVanClan
      @TheVanClan  2 ปีที่แล้ว +30

      Thank you 🤍

    • @anthony4499
      @anthony4499 2 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Zoe and Garick please know that it is ok to be not ok. You are going through one of the most hardest times you will probably come across,it is so hard to show to your kids that you are ok when really you have no idea where you are at. Everything is ok and little baby is in a safe place. You are probably wishing this was a nightmare but it isn’t. Please: cry it all out, take a break from youtube if needed and know everything is ok. Both Zoe and Garick are strong, brave and confident and l know they will get through this!

    • @Emilyoskorep345
      @Emilyoskorep345 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@TheVanClan lysm

  • @sara-lou9825
    @sara-lou9825 2 ปีที่แล้ว +130

    What an intuitive little boy Wilder is 💙 Thinking of you all at this difficult time Zoe 💗

  • @courtneybrown7178
    @courtneybrown7178 2 ปีที่แล้ว +75

    You can absolutely have more kids after a D&C if you want! I've had 5, 2 for retained placenta, 3 for miscarriages, and have had 5 healthy babies in between, with baby #6 on the way! 💕 Don't give up hope! It sucks so bad but it slowly gets better! 💕💕

    • @sfhhgrfvbhjuhh
      @sfhhgrfvbhjuhh 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      hi just a reminder i pray your having a blessed day! Jesus loves and is with you all and God has a wonderful plan for you all! Don’t fear for the Lord is with you all! Joshua 1:9!❤️

    • @sulwhale3171
      @sulwhale3171 ปีที่แล้ว

      6 kids dang

  • @bearhensley9722
    @bearhensley9722 2 ปีที่แล้ว +38

    Garrick you are such a beautiful caring supportive husband. And I know you feel the loss as well just in a different way. Zoe you are such a brave wonderful woman for going on here and sharing your experience and heartbreak just so other women can know that they are not alone. The way you both put others before yourselves is such a rare sight to see. Just know that your clan is here for you sending you tons of love and healing energy both physically and mentally. Love you guys.

  • @Gothic_Queen01
    @Gothic_Queen01 2 ปีที่แล้ว +40

    Seeing this made me cry I remember getting the same call with my first 3 babies I'm so so sorry Zoey sending so much love and positivity to you and your family, your babies are dancing in the clouds and watching over you guy's always, when you're ready you should see what kind of test's they can do I know I lost my 3 babies because I had hydrosolpynx and needed two surgeries to ever have a living baby

  • @Lily-lp5dg
    @Lily-lp5dg 2 ปีที่แล้ว +67

    I’m so sorry. This is such sad news! Praying for you guys 🙏🙏🙏💙
    We are all here for you!! Even though we can’t physically talk just know that we are all rooting for you and your family. You’re doing amazing ❤️

  • @erinvallez6204
    @erinvallez6204 2 ปีที่แล้ว +28

    I’m so proud of you for sharing in the midst of your pain. I miscarried in 2013 and shared on social media (nobody shared this stuff back then). It was a huge comfort to get support from so many people I never knew had miscarried. Sending you love and prayers for healing for your body and mind. Wish I could take the pain from you…9 years later it is still so fresh in my mind and heart. Hugs ❤️

  • @ashleymarshell3005
    @ashleymarshell3005 2 ปีที่แล้ว +21

    It’s one of those things you never want anyone else to experience, but it does help knowing you aren’t alone and it’s more common than most people think.
    Thank you for sharing your story, Zoe. So much love and hugs sent to you from AR!

  • @jeenaanstiss4065
    @jeenaanstiss4065 2 ปีที่แล้ว +17

    Girl your first 😥 broke me so bad! Sometimes instead of finding the "right" things so say, its better to uplift your spirits! But your a super woman, your so courageous and beautiful, and stronger than most! Love your beautiful family Zoe!🥰😘💜🦋✌🙏

  • @brirenee4282
    @brirenee4282 2 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    You sharing this helps so much I've suffered through 2 miscarriages and it's definitely hard going through it all. I'm thankful you shared your story because it definitely helps hearing others experiences and relating. I'm sorry for your loss I hope you feel better soon 💗 You are a strong woman with 3 beautiful kids . Love your family and will keep you in my prayers ❤

  • @tottsmith1540
    @tottsmith1540 2 ปีที่แล้ว +41

    I’ve had two miscarriages as well (2017 & 2021) , you aren’t alone. I love you Zoey I’m here for you ♥️♥️🥺

    • @angelaeide663
      @angelaeide663 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I'm sorry to hear this! 😔 ❤️

    • @sashaparker3065
      @sashaparker3065 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Sorry for your loss. 2 baby gone too soon it's sad to me..💛🖤💛🖤💛🖤💛💛🖤💛🖤💛🖤💛🖤🖤💛💛😑😔😕

  • @desireewiles8551
    @desireewiles8551 2 ปีที่แล้ว +17

    I am so sorry about your loss! Im sending you guys my love and support! I am sure its not easy to deal with. I had 4 pregnancies and 4 births. Having a loss in any point in the pregnancy is hard im sure. Thank you for sharing everything with us. I love you guys!

  • @suesmart806
    @suesmart806 2 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    Sorry to hear of your loss. Miscarriage is so hard to cope with I know I've had three. You are such a lovely family and you will come out stronger together. Take care of yourself Zoey xx

  • @sophiepownall25_
    @sophiepownall25_ 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    That lady on the phone sounded like an angel 🤍 I’m so sorry for your loss x

  • @chibi07phoenix
    @chibi07phoenix 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Zoe, I’m so sorry that you have to go through this.
    I had a miscarriage before my first child, and I remember feeling everything that you’re explaining. I couldn’t imagine going through all those emotions while caring for three young kids. You’re a strong mommy Zoe, you’ll get through this

  • @sarahreddin9601
    @sarahreddin9601 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Zoe. My heart hurts for you. In April of this year I found out I was pregnant. 3weeks later, at 7weeks our baby stopped growing. It was my first pregnancy. We are hoping to try again soon. You are strong and amazing! Much love Sarah xxxx

  • @tyraaiken6884
    @tyraaiken6884 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    So sorry Zoe and Garick!! I have been through this twice myself, and this is after we lost our 5 1/2 month old daughter and were trying for another baby a few years later!! (We have a healthy son). My thoughts and prayers go out to you both!! Sending lots of love!!!

  • @Emelie_dreamfield
    @Emelie_dreamfield 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Im sorry for your loss!! nOThing I could say would ever make this better!! Praying for yall!! were all here for you guys!

  • @jaylin5800
    @jaylin5800 2 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    I love you guys family so much! You guys are such great parents! You have such great kids! Send much prayers and love! 💖💖

  • @mom-size8813
    @mom-size8813 2 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    I see you. I’ve been there before. We are the 1 in 4. Thank you for bringing awareness to us. We should not let this be taboo and tho this sucks, you’re letting other women know how normal this is to women. I love you and your family ♥️

  • @Hagrids_secret_elf
    @Hagrids_secret_elf 2 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    Zoe I am so sorry... Praying for you and your family ♡

  • @alyssasmith9481
    @alyssasmith9481 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    I 100% understand how you feel! Last year I had a D&C in August with my 2nd. I went down a terrible spiral emotionally & physically. I luckily had my son who was there for me & understood that we went through a loss & mommy was sad. Kids are absolutely amazing & how they can understand what’s going on. Now I’m having a rainbow baby, she’ll be here in the next 10-13 weeks. I almost gave up hope after my miscarriage, but, you just have to push forward & take as much time as you may need!!!

  • @Braininterrupted6
    @Braininterrupted6 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    I’m so sorry angel, I know this feeling so well. I’ve had 7 pregnancies and 5 losses. My heart goes out to you guys. My first was an ectopic as well, I lost my left tube almost my life too. Love and light to you guys

  • @stephaniecason
    @stephaniecason 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    My heart is just breaking for y’all. I know exactly what you’re going through. Five years ago, I had a miscarriage, just two months after my mom passed away. I was severely depressed for months. So knowing how that feels makes me so sad knowing you have to go through it. You two are such beautiful rays of sunshine in this dark world and I hate that y’all have to go through such immense pain. I’m sending you all of my love, prayers and good vibes. Thank you for sharing your story with us! We all love you so so much!

  • @My111232
    @My111232 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    I know from my own experience that this is one of the most heartbreaking things to go through. Just hug & love on your babies ,and remember that you are not alone ♥. I will definitely be keeping you ALL in my thoughts and prayers.

  • @zoiemarie4389
    @zoiemarie4389 2 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    I’m so sorry you’re going through this Zoe you are so strong! 🥺❤️

  • @mackenzymeshefski8897
    @mackenzymeshefski8897 2 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    Sending you tons of love, positivity and prayers❤️🙏🏼

  • @jenniferpritzlaff9656
    @jenniferpritzlaff9656 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Aww baby girl, I just want to jump through the video and give you the biggest hug. I’m soo sorry. Allow yourself to cry, scream or whatever you need to do. Us females (and daddy’s too) go through alot and we carry guilt and the pain. We are all here for you both. Hugs 🤗 🤍🤍

  • @hannahblanch4659
    @hannahblanch4659 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    I had an ectopic pregnancy without much knowledge, i took a few pregnancy tests because i was throwing up a lot. 1 test was positive then the other was negative a few days later. I started miscarrying on the 5/8/22 and that will forever be the day i celebrate my baby in heaven. With my pregnancy i was a month pregnant and the baby started growing into my fallopian tubes which is really bad and unfortunately i started bleeding a little bit until i fully miscarried. I'm really sorry Zoe I know what you are going through because I just went through it too. Hopefully one day I will have a baby and you might have another baby if that's what you and Garrick want. I love watching you guys so much thanks for getting me through this with you xoxo.

  • @lexi_yerby
    @lexi_yerby 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Im so sorry Zoe. I can’t even imagine how you are feeling right now. I know you said you were looking it up on TH-cam, Erin Robinson has some videos on her journey taking the pill, she is really real in the video and shows the challenges. I hope she can help with your journey. ❤

  • @delaneyevers45
    @delaneyevers45 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    I’m so sorry, I know that no words can truly describe how you’re both feeling. I just hope you are getting the support you need right now. Much love, D 💚❤️

  • @dakotadozier4540
    @dakotadozier4540 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    I'm so sorry about what you're going through. I haven't personally gone through this but I know people who have and I've seen them go through these emotions and questions. I'm praying for you!!

  • @charlottegunning1548
    @charlottegunning1548 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Oh Zoe....C'mere n let me give you a Ginormous Hug. Im so sorry for this up n down rollercoaster you are going through. I was so excited for you when Wilder told you you had a baby in your tummy! God will see you through this n His will be done! God bless you all, i LOVE all of you, you have a beautiful family. Chin up girl- we are All here for you n Garrick ❤🤗🙏🏻🐾

  • @mrsuecker
    @mrsuecker 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thank you for being vulnerable and brave to share your story. I lost a baby two years ago and it still hurts. It's not just a loss of a child but a loss of dreams and what could have been. Give yourself (and your husband too) time to grieve... Allow yourself the sadness. Prayers to you and your family.

  • @wollymolly15
    @wollymolly15 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I’m so sorry Zoe❤️ Just know that a loss, no matter at what time during a pregnancy, is still a loss, and you’re allowed to grieve just the same. Prayers sent to you both. ❤️❤️

  • @sydney6352
    @sydney6352 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I’m so sorry you’re going through this… it’s never happened to me, but i couldn’t ever imagine… i was definitely crying with you!! i love y’all so much!❤️

  • @Jaimelyn_disney11
    @Jaimelyn_disney11 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    I’m so sorry for your loss. My heart hurts for you. Zoe and Garrick we are all here for you. Thank you for sharing this… we all love you. You and your sweet family are in my heart thoughts and prayers. If you ever need to talk please reach out… I’m here and so are soooo many. Love you guys so much. And sweet Wilder comforting you is absolutely precious. Zoe you have three of the most sweetest babies ever you are a wonderful mother and I look up to you.

  • @katetomlinson1638
    @katetomlinson1638 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    zoe im so sorry you went through this and i remember my call when i did hemorrhage unknowingly to the hospital that im 30 minutes away, ive been passing out alone at home with my 8 month old baby all day/ then into the night. i had to have a d and c to stop everything.. i was 10 weeks and that day i held my baby in my hands. heart was and still is shattered, this was sept 2021, you got this you have the best guy next to your side

  • @youtooaromatherapyyoga2991
    @youtooaromatherapyyoga2991 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    So, so sorry for your loss my darlings. I have been through this too and my husband at the time was horrible and I was told I might not be able to conceive again but I did and he turns 20 next week. Never give up Zoe, and hugs to all of you xxx

  • @coradavis5467
    @coradavis5467 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I’m so sorry for both of you 💔💔💔 you’re both so strong and are so loved by this whole community! Every feeling y’all are feeling is valid. Stay strong my loves 💖💖

  • @grandmareceeayer3425
    @grandmareceeayer3425 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    My condolences to your family. Zoe, take your time to feel and heal both physically and emotionally. Wilder sure is in tune to things. Garrick, you also had a loss. Grieve as you need also.

  • @annetterichetelli5494
    @annetterichetelli5494 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Prayers for you and your family. You feel however you need to, no apologies, take your time to heal, hug Garick and them babies a lot! Amen

  • @tiad2125
    @tiad2125 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    You have a great support system behind you! Things are going to have ups and downs, and you're doing the right things for you to rebuild your happy. This same thing happened to me right before my son's 5th birthday, it was a shock to find out but I was cramping, and it was more then a period cramp. I had a doctor's appointment the next day and when I went in I told them something didn't feel right and they told me that there wouldn't of been anything they could of done at that stage since it was still so early. But you sharing your hardships is helping a lot of other people get thru some of their hardships too! You guys are a strong, loving family unit that can get thru anything together!

  • @deborahmajors6684
    @deborahmajors6684 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    I have been watching you guys for quite some time but haven't been commenting. This one just breaks my heart for your family. Zoe you are so beautiful and Garick is just like my over the top brother. Love the energy. You have been blessed with a precious family . I know from experience the heartbreak of a miscarriage followed by a D&C. I had a toddler at home when I lost my baby girl at 12 weeks. As busy as you are, please allow yourself to grieve the loss and take the time to heal your heart and body. It's been through some changes and you deserve to give you & your family some time to recover. I know I will & seeing the comments, you have a great amount of people who adore you and will be right here when you are ready to share your family with us. Take care and know you are in my prayers as well as many others who are relating to your heartbreak.

  • @rondag.3761
    @rondag.3761 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Zoe and Garick I am praying for you, Wilder, Hazel, and Venture. I cried right along with you. Garick it's okay to cry too and be vulnerable. You don't always have to be strong. It's not good to bottle up your feelings. I haven't been through a loss like this myself but I've been there for my nephew and his wife when their 4th son was stillborn two days after his due date last year. Two month ago they had a little girl, Zoey Marie!! The first girI in our immediate family since my daughter was born over 24 years ago. We almost lost Zoey, too. She had a rough beginning. I love you guys and am sending big hugs your way.

  • @mpdaugherty8549
    @mpdaugherty8549 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    100% support ! We're family, family sticks together. Always!!!!

  • @elizabethgriffie3171
    @elizabethgriffie3171 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    I’m so sorry I know how it feels I had 4 losses one was stillborn twins and the other 3 were singletons I took me and my husband after 3 losses to finally get pregnant with our rainbow baby and I’m getting induced august 18th and it will be hard and sometimes you won’t ever get answers to why it keeps happening but y’all are amazing parents I love watching y’all videos and it will get better I promise I’m sending prayers to y’all ❤️

    • @HeatherTerry84
      @HeatherTerry84 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      That’s so heartbreaking, I’m so sorry you & your husband had to go through all of that. I personally have never wanted to have kids, and with all of my health issues multiple doctors have recommended against it anyways. I’ve just personally never wanted that for my life, but my heart breaks for anyone who has to go through these things that you have or infertility. Life can be so unfair at times and I’m deeply sorry for your pain & loss. I hope everything goes 100% smooth for you during your labor & that you can finally have some happiness through your grief ♥️♥️

  • @nancypeoples760
    @nancypeoples760 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    I feel for you and your family ❤️ You are not alone in this. I have had 2 miscarriages myself and you feel like your crazy. I’m so glad that your able to talk about it and share because so many women don’t because it is so hard to talk about. I work in an OBGYN clinic so I get to see a lot of these emotions and we have started a grief support group for people who have lost their babies in pregnancy or even after pregnancy and it helps people so much!

  • @charleymacdonald5471
    @charleymacdonald5471 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thank you so much for posting this, considering 1 in 4 pregnancies end in loss it needs to be talked about more. I’m currently going through a blighted ovum missed miscarriage, I found out at my first scan at 14 weeks that I was going to miscarry. I waited 5 weeks for it to happen naturally because I was so terrified of taking pills or a D&C, I would’ve been 19 weeks by now 😞 yesterday I had to take misoprostol to assist my body with the process, it’s the hardest thing I’ve ever had to do, this baby was wanted and loved so much, but the thing I struggled most with is how alone and uneducated I felt because none of my family have been through it and no one talks about it. I know first hand when you’re in this position how reassuring and comforting it is to hear that someone else has gone through it and we’re not alone. As hard as it is to talk about, I believe your story will help many many other women currently feeling alone and scared going through something similar, I know I researched for days and watched TH-cam videos and didn’t find one that was the exact same as my experience because it’s such a silent topic and no one shares it, but it shouldn’t be. So thank you, thank you so much for documenting this, I know it will help more women than you think! 🙏🏼❤️

  • @pindapanda1957
    @pindapanda1957 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    My poor baby so sorry for you, but know in your heart your body takes care of you ❤️ love from the Nederlands I know you grief and take your time❤️ for your family

  • @nicolewilson2903
    @nicolewilson2903 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    I've had 3 miscarriages. my last one I had a D&C done. I was in a hospital I've never been to and woke up alone. (This happened during covid) Lost, scared, and heartbroken. I wanted nothing more than to be a mom. When it was time for me to leave, the nurse handed me a white box of keep sake items. And said, "people donate these to hospitals for mothers going though this" and a list of instructions for "after care."
    Exactly one month after my D&C, I found out I was pregnant again. It took me so long to get excited or even feel hopeful. My rainbow baby arrived 8 months later. Fighting to live for the first month of his life but he is now a happy 9month old, with 3 angel siblings watching over him. I still think about my angels everyday. It never gets easier but I find comfort knowing that I will see them again one day.
    Both of you are so so brave for talking about it and being so open with your emotions. Feelings are valid. Feel them, let them out. It hurts, we never know why.. don't blame yourself as NOTHING you did or said would of made any difference. Take comfort in the things that comfort you. God bless you and your family. 🥰👼🕊🌹

  • @lcarroll4204
    @lcarroll4204 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I’m so sorry you’re going through this. I just lost my daughter Oakley at 31 weeks pregnant and it’s the worst pain any mother will ever go through. Thinking of you🤍

  • @cassieclaire3107
    @cassieclaire3107 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I’m so sorry, sending you gentle comforting hugs and so much love

  • @christinahorton3736
    @christinahorton3736 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Oh Zoe I'm so sorry, I feel your pain. I lost two and it was aweful. But they should put you on progesterone because some women have an issue producing it when pregnant. Not saying you do but it should be something to look into. We love you and you have an Army behind you.

  • @hollyhernandez4192
    @hollyhernandez4192 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    I am sorry for you Zoe, and Garrick, I feel for you. I will keep you in my prayers. Also things will get better for you because I believe in you and so does God. May God bless and keep you. May many more nice things to come your way. I love you. I hope God blesses you with another child. My hopes and thoughts are with you. Keep your heads up and your hearts open. Never let your head down.

  • @hattiemarson6410
    @hattiemarson6410 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I am so so sorry Zoe darling for your loss ,
    "Grief is like the ocean, it comes in waves ebbing and flowing.
    Sometimes the water is overwhelming

  • @TheFallLover
    @TheFallLover 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    On June 3rd, I found out I was pregnant. Got 3 positive tests in a row. Called the doctor for a blood test after my positives never got darker, but instead became lighter.
    By the time I got in, my blood test was negative. They tried telling me I was never pregnant because I never started bleeding.
    Literally right after that, I started bleeding Heavily and was passing clots.
    I just KNOW it was a chemical. I could feel it in my heart. It was so heartbreaking.
    By June 29th, I tested positive again.
    I found out this past week that I'm pregnant with twins.

  • @donnatapper1923
    @donnatapper1923 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    I am also sorry for your loss guys.
    I have prayed for strength to get you all through the hard days ahead. I will continue to keep you all in all my prayers.
    God bless you all with a good day!
    Donna
    Raleigh, NC.

  • @darlenebatts5115
    @darlenebatts5115 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Oh Zoe and Garrick. I'm so very sorry for your loss. I wish that I had the right words to say to comfort you guys. But I'm sending you guys the biggest virtual Hug Ever!! I just lost a Grandbaby 4 Days ago 😭 and My Daughter is really going through it. As her Momma I just want to take her heartache and pain away but I can't and it hurts my momma heart so much. Hang in There Sweetie. I'm praying 🙏 for Y'all. Much Love From your longtime Indiana Friend.

  • @mckenzieponthieux5923
    @mckenzieponthieux5923 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I’m so sorry for you loss but one thing about the hummingbird you shouldn’t give the red water instead sugar water because it’s better for them something in the dye can hurt them so it 4/1 1 cup water and 1/4 cup sugar just wanted to share that

  • @heyitsmet333
    @heyitsmet333 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I completely understand, we did IVF a few months, got 2 beautiful embryos. Transferred both, I made it to almost 4 weeks & miscarried my precious twins. I also lost a little girl 20 yrs ago. I'm a childless momma 💔💔💔💔
    I still cry over them, I wanted those babies so bad.

  • @baileyhoobler-roberts6714
    @baileyhoobler-roberts6714 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    I'm so sorry for you mama! I've been thru it many many times and it is terrible. 😔 there are great support groups on Fb if you feel you need to talk to mama's going thru the same thing. Sending your family all the hugs and healing vibes.

  • @lauraellis9689
    @lauraellis9689 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thank you for sharing with us your experience with the miscarriage. I understand that it is not easy to share let alone go through with it. You are such a brave woman and it inspires me. The fact that you still get things done no matter how little it might be while miscarrying/grieving is amazing to me. I can relate with you, I on the other hand is still grieving and it feels good that I am not alone in my healing journey. I am truly sorry for our loss. Stay strong and keep your head up always. You have such a beautiful soul :) I hope to have a family like yours someday.

  • @maryannlee4629
    @maryannlee4629 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    So sorry for your loss Zoe..Garrick..Wilder..Hazel and Venture..Im saying a prayer for you guys..Love your Beautiful Family..feel so sad about what ur going through. Feel all the feelings you need to feel..every one of each of ur feelings matters. Sending lots of Love and Prayers your way.

  • @nikkievans477
    @nikkievans477 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Honey. I'm so sorry. My first ended with a d&c and I feel for you with all these emotions. I have 2 under 2 now and I wouldn't have this if it weren't for that but it doesn't make it any more.. insert whatever word here.. I did have a d&c and I literally almost walked out of the hospital they had to sedate me and for weeks after I wasn't ok either. I didn't think about that being postpartum so you taught me that now.. I named this baby even tho I didn't know gender. That was my Stella Nicole.. due date was Feb 8th 2019. My baby boy was born September 8th 2020 and baby bro was born January 3rd 2022. Our bodies are wild. I had no bleeding but had a "missed miscarriage" at 14 weeks. 14! My heart is with you. Thank you for sharing

  • @michellerapp8640
    @michellerapp8640 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Zoe, you are a strong young woman, with many more years ahead of you for more babies. Watching how young you were when you had your first baby, to now, married and God will give you the strength like many times before, to get through this. The baby was not strong enough, so gods will was to bring him back, not to punish you. Hold on to the kids you have, and know that you are blessed for the family you have, with more to come, if you need to feel that void.

  • @shanp132
    @shanp132 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    So sorry for your loss you two, have been through an early loss myself, You are NOT ALONE!! feel everything you need to feel. There is no right or wrong when going through this. Sending love, Prayers and big teddy bear HUGS!!

  • @ninamonroe7881
    @ninamonroe7881 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    I feel this. My husband and I weren't ever successful at carrying full term. My first time pregnant we tested HCG every 3 days for 16 weeks it was BRUTAL. You are not alone. I'm so sorry for your loss.

  • @ML-pn3lv
    @ML-pn3lv 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I’m so sorry ❤️ I miscarried my first pregnancy in April and my husband and I were devastated. I was only about 4-5 weeks along, and thankfully everything passed naturally within a week. You’re allowed to feel all the emotions… anger, frustration, sadness. It’s truly so unfair and it’s so much more common than people realize. The emotional pain was just unbearable at first, but I wanted to share what brought me the most comfort.
    I came to the conclusion that the baby I lost isn’t gone forever. I had a strong feeling that they would come back to me in a future pregnancy. I think their body just wasn’t ready yet, so their soul went back to heaven for a bit. And get this… we found out I was pregnant again at the very beginning of June. So I got pregnant again before I even got my period back. Now I’m 11 weeks along and I have a really good feeling about this one. I say all of this with the intention to give you some hope. I’m sending you lots of prayers, love and healing energy.

    • @marierush7943
      @marierush7943 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Congratulations and good luck ♥️

  • @Sabrina-ip8hx
    @Sabrina-ip8hx 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Oh Zoe I'm so sorry! No words will take your pain away but i hope you know its ok to Take the time you need and we will be here always. Praying for a smooth process. As for Garick, it's ok to have those emotions and to let them out, you can be the strong one and have a moment, your also experiencing a loss. Hugs to you guys. Love yall so much! 💗

  • @candiceunderwood2329
    @candiceunderwood2329 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    I wish I could give you the biggest hug. I have never felt more lonely than when I lost my first born son due to premature birth at 23 weeks. I actually went into labor at 21.5 weeks, just after finding out it was a boy! The doc said that I was healthy and not at risk for any complications...then a week and a half later my world was flipped upside down. It was the most traumatic thing I have ever been through. It was the day after Christmas...my favorite holiday...and so devastating. Thank you for sharing your story, as hard as it is. When I was going through my loss I couldn't even believe it and I was confused as to why or how this could happen and it was something that I never really heard of or knew anyone who went through it so I was having a hard time navigating through it as well. I always wanted to create a platform for pregnancy, infant, and child loss because I never wanted anyone to feel that level of loneliness/emptiness. Just know that we love you and wish we could take that pain away!💔❤️‍🩹❤

  • @katiehuffield857
    @katiehuffield857 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Zoey you are the strongest person I literally see on the internet you but so much out there that so many people hid instead of letting people learn as well and go through it yes it’s your personal life but it’s so beautiful that you share it with the world your family is so beautiful and I’m sorry for all the emotions you are going through I can’t imagine how you feel i love your little family you are doing amazing💞🥰💕💞💞

  • @joelleross5644
    @joelleross5644 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Sending some Love your way! ♡♡♡
    Thank you for sharing with us. I admire your vulnerability/ authenticity. You are such a beautiful and inspiring family. I'm deeply sorry for your loss. Your feelings are all valid and grief has no timeline.
    Big hug! ♡♡♡

  • @jordantaylor8614
    @jordantaylor8614 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    So sorry you guys!!! 💕💕💕💕💕😢😢😢 Wishing you the absolute best during such a sad sad time and hoping that a rainbow comes after the storm for you. Wonderful, amazing brilliant, kind parents with truly beautiful babies.

  • @tiaratran
    @tiaratran 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I’m so sorry for your loss. You’re so amazing for sharing your experience. I miscarried in 2017 and I felt so alone. Your video will help lots of people feel less alone. Also, I ended up waiting to pass mine naturally at home (I was 11 weeks along).

  • @rachrushton5260
    @rachrushton5260 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    yours a very strong women zoe .
    i appreciate this and your sharing ... you have a really supportive family i hope you process this loss with valid emotion an grief time . .
    i have been following your story for a year now also garick is super empathetic and a great father .

  • @jordanne2395
    @jordanne2395 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I'm sorry for your loss. I feel your pain, I've been through 2. I'm sending all my love to you

  • @kaylamay2311
    @kaylamay2311 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Girl, I am in a very similar position. I was 19 weeks pregnant and went to hear the heartbeat just to ease my anxiety. Unfortunately there was no heart beat. I had a scheduled d&c done on the 29th and my body birthed the baby in the OR. This is such a confusing and heartbreaking time. You are not alone. ❤️‍🩹

  • @Shatarii
    @Shatarii 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    sending you love and hugs xxx Cry if you need to, don't hold it being "strong", you can be strong and cry, it's allowed you know !! :) I know a few people who had more than 4 c-sections and had another bubba. Myself I've had far too many early losses and 1 2nd trimester. (6 live as well :) now adults) Let your emotions out, talk, cry, laugh (you don't need to feel guilty). Both of you !! sobbing in the shower always works. Hug, and you will be ok. wrapping you in light and love xxx

  • @abbytaylor9948
    @abbytaylor9948 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    I’m so sorry Zoe, I’m still trying to deal with going through my first one and first pregnancy. I literally am crying watching this and I didn’t really know why I had been lashing out on my SO so much and I’ve realized it’s because I mentally can’t handle anything after losing my baby. I’m so sorry Zoe!

    • @abbytaylor9948
      @abbytaylor9948 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      And Garrick, I’m so sorry for your guys loss. At least you guys have each other to get through everything

  • @kfarkosh67
    @kfarkosh67 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Oh sweet girl. I'm so sorry. Positive vibes for strength and healing... Manifesting good health ❤️

  • @cindyrosales8491
    @cindyrosales8491 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I’m so sorry zoe!! I love you soo much and you are so blessed, I know it may be hard to see it but you are. I hope you and your family heal from this. Sending my love to each and every single one, especially with you❤️❤️ I love you so much

  • @charleneaucoin9442
    @charleneaucoin9442 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    I’m so sorry for your loss. The same thing happened to me 28 years ago with my first pregnancy. The levels went down. I ended up having a d&c. I know the pain you are feeling and it’s devastating. Praying for you Zoe.

  • @cherishlittle5916
    @cherishlittle5916 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Sorry for all the pain you and your family are experiencing. Thanks for sharing this raw emotion with us all. My sister went through this a few years ago and I was by her side through it. It was hard to see someone you love dealing with a loss like this. Big hugs

  • @augusteenlee2187
    @augusteenlee2187 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    So sorry Zoey just remember that God had this planned and that something else amazing will come out of this I am so sorry for your loss.

  • @louisemaynard7384
    @louisemaynard7384 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    I’m sorry honey that you have lost your little one and you need time to grieve and process all that has happened to your little family you all need time and to keep talking that’s so important ! You are very brave to share and I know it will be helping many other women right now who are going through or have gone through the same as have I you never forget but you live and you will feel happy again my love trust me , I have had the same happen and have also had a stillbirth at 6 months I thought I would never feel like me again or be able to laugh without feeling guilty but in time all will become right again much love from the UK xx

  • @sherylbrown7957
    @sherylbrown7957 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    I’m so sorry you two this is a horrible situation and you are definitely not alone … I understand the roller coaster of emotions when it comes to creating a family/bigger family as my husband and I suffered through the same situation on my first pregnancy and as of August it will be two months since our miscarriage😭 I enjoy watching your channel…love and hugs sent from the Browns 🌈🙏❤️

  • @isiahscars5799
    @isiahscars5799 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I went through this with my last pregnancy.i was told I had a miscarriage.and if I would have went full term my baby would have been born with health problems.i too was bleeding the levels were going up like urs but slowly anyways long story short I had a healthy baby boy 9 months later

  • @susanzurich5451
    @susanzurich5451 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    These are 2 of the most kind individuals! I hate that you’re going through this. You 2 are a model of grace, understanding and communication

  • @gmahill5972
    @gmahill5972 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    My heart goes out to y’all. It sucks, but we know that you will get through it. It will just take time. Just love on your other kids and it will help fill some of those voids. Praying for y’all that you will be comforted in this time.

  • @marymayo9480
    @marymayo9480 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    There are more videos out there then you think I am truly sorry for your loss it’s not fair but things happen for a reason and that doesn’t make it any easier don’t forget you have been blessed with 3 beautiful babies take time as a family to heal and work through this Zoe you are strong and a very loving mother and wife with Garrick and those beautiful babies you have you will get this

  • @kaykay9600
    @kaykay9600 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    I’m so sorry for your loss. This was my first pregnancy
    I just had surgery this week I lost mine as well! I feel the type of heartbreak your having I’m dealing with it myself as well. Hcg levels were so strong and bad tissue had to come out or I would be diagnosed with cancer from the pregnancy and miscarriage it was or my uterus was going to be removed worse case luckily it wasn’t. Was so confused I didn’t have any bleeding or cramps, had multiple blood tests and sonograms. stay strong I know the heartbreak is so bad. Positive vibes sent your way honey. God is thinking of you and your family 💕

  • @kristinclark3304
    @kristinclark3304 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I am so very sorry for your loss! I've been there and know how hard it is to accept ❤

  • @latricegraham4522
    @latricegraham4522 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Sorry for your loss stay strong love! And you're son is a little prophet in the making so listen to him closely as he grow!!!

  • @Miss_Malibu
    @Miss_Malibu 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Zoey I'm so sorry y'all are going through this I'm will pray for your family for peace and comfort and of course healing.

  • @shan2755
    @shan2755 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    I’m very sorry for your loss. But I can promise you that everything WILL be ok. God makes miracles so don’t give up! Keep trying! I will keep my prayers coming and I’m sure everyone will do the same! We are here for you and look up to you! Trust in the lord for his timing is always right! 🙏

  • @trishagrimm2515
    @trishagrimm2515 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    I am so sorry you guys are in my prayers and just to let you know the red hummingbird food kills the hummingbirds so get the clear kind 41 cup of sugar are in 4 cups of water make your own with no dies added