As someone who has struggled with panic disorder for most of my life, I'm always touched by those who are brave enough to share their stories. What you said about learning to manage your anxiety is so important, and I'm glad that you are figuring that out at a young age. I got by on medication alone for a while, but because I never learned how to actually deal with the anxiety on my own, I became completely incapacitated when the meds stopped working. I've worked really hard since then to develop the skills to talk myself down from panic, but I lost so much time being saturated with fear. Thank you for trusting us with your truth and showing people that the carefully orchestrated images they see on social media sometimes mask a world of hurt. I look forward to hearing more of your story in the future. Take care.
I think it's so important to do what you love. My first two and a half years on college I went for nursing and I never even wanted to be a nurse. My whole life I wanted to be a math teacher because I love math and I love helping people. But so many people were pushing me out of education. So I switched my major and my now I'm majoring in mathematical sciences and special education. It's definitely the hardest things I've ever done but I know it will be worth it!
I've seen this happen to so many people I know! It is so beyond important to follow what you love, and I am so glad to hear that you're on your path :) wishing you lots of luck girl!
People forget that everything they see on social media isn't necessarily true. Nobody has that perfect happy life. Sometimes I get down because I see beautiful people post amazing things on IG and I wonder how my life isn't that amazing. But then I remember, they can edit it that way. I really appreciate you coming on here and being honest about your personal life off of TH-cam. Your positivity on camera really does hit a lot of us and it does make me feel better some days but don't let that make you feel like you have to put on a smile just for us. We love you for you girl!
LOVE this makeup look. can you do more makeup tutorials? can you do a video on makeup brushes, how to choose them and which ones are your favourite? thank you ☺
I'm so sorry that you go through this. I suffer from anxiety and panic attacks since childhood as well. They didn't call it that back then they just attributed my stuttering to poor social skills and timidity.
Totally understand feeling like something is your only option. I went straight into a music course after school because I thought it was the only thing I was good at. Im not really that into music, I had totally lost my passion before the course even began and now my job has nothing to do with music!
yay I'm not the only one who needs to have something physically written down to stay on track! I swear during school I lived according to my agenda and my wall full of sticky notes.
jaime!! I totally think that fall season id your season!! I love your vampy looks!! you make me wanna keep on practicing my applications to get as good as you!! keep doing you and I can't wait for an apartment tour. I'm so very proud of you and the things you are accomplishing! #inspiregoals
girl, it was so nerve-wracking even opening up a little bit about it, i barely could sleep last night lol! All I could hope is that I am able to help at least one person 💕
😛😜 #snapchatfam Thanks for being so personal with us, girl! I hsve long-dealt with depression/ anxiety and it is so inspiring to hear other's stories and know you're not alone. Love this tut, and can't wait to get my hands on the eye palette!! Beautiful look! Thanks for you ever-awesome vids!
beautiful look and palette! when you do your anxiety video please make sure to say your symptoms...because I feel like it differs and I am not really sure if it will explain what I feel...so your story might help some that are lost..
Jamie Paige YES YES. I think I love you If you have the 35F, you can probably dupe the burgundy shimmers. as soon as I saw the burgundy palette and saw the swatches for the shimmers I was instantly reminded of the 35F.
currently reading these comments with tears in my eyes. Thank you SO much for sharing your stories with me and everyone else! You are such wonderful, beautiful and strong human beings, and I mean it when I say that I wish nothing but the best for every single one of you ❤️
Jamie Paige you are awesome too girl !! I knew your sharing was an great idea!! You have a real chance to make a difference!! I was who spoke to u in snap about it ;)
I've struggled with anxiety and depression since I was about 12. It wasn't that bad until junior year of high school; I started feeling really bad about myself. I have great friends, and I know I'm a strong and smart person, but I have self-esteem issues. I got into college, a few hours away from Chicago, which is where I live, and I was very depressed. Left that school, got some help, got into school for hospitality a year later, same patterns started (avoiding class, panic attacks.) Now I'm taking a break and taking it one step at a time. I just turned 21 last month, but I've gone through soooo much in the past 3 years.
I loved this video, I'm loving all these youtubers coming out and saying "HEY, I have really shitty days sometimes but it's ok." it just reminds me how real you guys are and makes me that much more excited for your success 😝😜😜😜😜😜😜😜😜😜😜😜😜😜😜😜😜😜😜😜😜😜😜😜😜❤❤❤❤❤❤
I am exactly the same. I have to have an agenda I have to follow a schedule. I also always go through periods where I never do anything. I love makeup so much and I won't do my makeup for over a month I have no drive to do anything. Plus work and school always gives me crazy anxiety I still go through the days and live but that's cause I force myself. It's hard dude I love how you talked about your own experiences I makes me feel better that I'm not the only one.
I hear you on the anxiety... I have generalized anxiety/panic disorder combined with depression and it is debilitating. It has taken over a large part of my life. Long story. Just wanted you to know that you aren't alone, I know exactly how you feel❤️🇨🇦
you're the only youtuber I can listen to ramble on about a product and I don't get annoyed. you just make it sound like a serious matter for some reason lol like it gets me very invested in what you're saying. and most of all you don't have a tendency to say the same damn thing 3 or 5 times I just hate it when they do that like ok it's a concealer. say it's a concealer one more damn time.
I hope one day everyone stops buying new pallets that come out they are all the same .... well almost hahaha I can't keep up .... eh the only one I own is naked 3
Thanks you so much for this advice on choosing a career. I'm a freshmen in high school and I love your videos so much and I love makeup a lot and this video helped me a lot
Man, I wish TH-cam had been this amazing resource when I first started dealing with anxiety after my daughter was born 10 years ago. I had never experienced anything like it before and I thought I was literally losing my mind (or dying, during panic attacks) because no one talked about this stuff then (at least not in my inner circle). I'm relieved today's younger people (omg I sound ancient, I swear I'm only 36! 👵🏻) have so much more information available to them than I did and people like you who can validate them & make them feel less alone ❤️
im really glad to hear that you're still soldiering on through your rough times; i've been having some really rough days myself and i want you to know that i still really enjoy your content. thank you for your bravery in being honest with us about mental health
You look phenom!!!! I love the eyes, I wish I could do that, especially just being so confident in picking what colors go together, I know practice practice practice. Bellissiimo! Can't wait for your future videos on all you discussed. It's amazing where you will go when something doesn't pan out when you're open and willing. Thanks for answering the question so many of us can allow a closed door to get them stuck in a rut but your story shows that a closed door was your blessing in disguised and you never know where it can take you. I hope that makes sense.😝😝😝😝😝😝😝😝😝😝😝😝😝😝😝😝😝😝😝😝😝😝😝😝😝😝😜
Hi Jamie I was wondering what contour brush you used?? Thanks for talking a bit about anxiety because I got it at the start of this year and its been a real struggle but I'm already seeing some improvement, Love you!! 😜 😜 😜 😜 😜 😜 😜 😜 😜 😜 😜 😜 😜 😜 😜 😜 😜
What a stunning look and thank you for such a personal and incredibly encouraging GRWM! One of the best I've ever witnessed!! I've also suffered from debilitating anxiety and even the occasional panic attacks that nearly short circuited my studies and career however I overcame it with ALOT of work and an amazing program that my Dad actually saw (thank you Dad!!!) in an infomercial years ago on TV called "Attacking Anxiety and Depression Program" by Lucinda Bassett (15 CD program, Amazon.com sells it or you can go on her website) that employs cognitive behavioral therapy in a super comprehensive and personal program. It literally saved my life! And she was a highly successful person like you who suffered debilitating anxiety. And her program works! This worked better than my therapists could offer, no comparison! She also has some great books too. I love sharing this because it helped me so much that whenever I hear someone dealing with what I faced, my heart swells for them, like you and I want to shout this from the rooftops! I hope this info might help in some way. And blessing on your new move!! Love to see your beautiful home once your moved in and settled!! Enjoy that retail furniture therapy! Lol! You deserve ALL the BLESSINGS in the world girl and more!!! 💗💞😉😀
You are such an amazing person. I've always loved your videos but I love love love that's you're getting a little more personal and forming a bond with us. It makes me feel like you are my friend 😊
I would love any type of Vlog from you Jamie! Thank you so much for opening up about your anxiety I am so proud and grateful that you get up everyday and make videos! Keep slaying! 😜😝😛
😝😝😝😝😝😝 I absolutely love this video Jamie! Not only do I LOVE the look but it's so brave for you to be vulnerable and open up to us. It's the Internet so it really takes balls to be so personal. As a huge fan of yours I appreciate it so much. You're so professional and relatable in your videos and this one is no different. You have a really captivating way of expressing yourself and I hope you feel the support of your fans as much as you help and brighten our days with everything you're doing. Sending lots of love💜
As someone who is in their last year of high school, i really needed this video Jamie. I'm super lost about what I want to do but I look at you and realize everything eventually works out. Bomb ass eye makeup tho. Would You say the palette is completely worth $53?
You can see in your eyes just how genuine you are while talking about your anxiety, I don't understand how people ask if you are just "nervous" when people experience and deal with it differently! Btw the photography story helped me a lot. You are such a wonderful person, I hope your day is as amazing as you are.
😜😝😛😜😝😛😜😝😛😜😝😛😜😝 I would have never guessed that you were an anxious person since you always seem so ladies back and calm. So honest and brave of you to share this! 💗
Loved this look. Haven't decided if I am going to purchase this palette though. Good luck at school!! My son is second year at college and I know he is incredibly busy so kudos to you for making it all work!
It was so cool to hear some of your story. i love how relatable and real you are, so thankful that you're on TH-cam 😊😊😊😊 love you Jaimie!💘💘💘💘💘💘💘💘💘💘💘💘💘💘💘💘💘💘💘💘💘💘💘💘💘
At first I didn't like how the foundation looked and after a little while (I'm not sure of it settled or something) I liked the way it looked. I'm intrigued to try it out, maybe I'll grab a sample at Sephora!
Leslie Rodriguez it looks really hard to blend out. I've seen it on other youtubers and felt the same way. Looks good in the end but I personally wouldn't bother with it because I like foundations that are easy to blend.
Hi Jamie, I just created my video on my anxiety journey. I was really inspired to share my story after hearing you talk about it. I hope you'll watch it. Love your makeup GRWM, tutorials and pretty much all of your videos. I hope you get some good tips from my anxiety video. much love and balance, Wendy
You are amazing. I appreciate your honesty about your anxiety / depression. It's brave to say that not everything is great and positive ALL. THE. TIME.....and it's okay. You're not alone. Again, you are awesome and thank you!! I'm probably too old to be a fan but I am. I've learned so much from your make-up techniques, so HUGE THANKS! xoxoxo
Love you, Jamie! You're beautiful and talented and we appreciate you sharing your life with us and all your hard work. Your new apartment décor sounds SO GORGEOUS! I can't wait to see it all decorated! xoxo#snapchatfam
OMG, your story seems like hearing my life minus the youtube. Except I've studied photography for three years...bbut the scholarship and materials got so expensive. I wasn't working at the time (higher paid jobs- weddings and photoshoots) I worked in a second hand shop. After pausing for two years and working every job possible I finely signed in a makeup course. The blessing! Now I worked my way up to fashion magazines and fashion weeks in our country (macedonia). And it's the same deal, I wanted it so bad and when I finally got in, I wasn't feeling it, I thought everyone in my class is better photographer than me
I've never struggled with anxiety but I have experienced years of diagnosed major depression which rendered me unable to function for weeks at a time. Im now able to manage my symptoms with meds and (years of) therapy and learning about how to cope. Today I am a licensed social worker who counsels adults with mental illness. You did an INCREDIBLE thing by making this video and talking about your story. The biggest issue people have with mental illness whether it is depression, anxiety, bipolar etc is that there is such a terrible stigma attached. I hear all the time (and know firsthand) that we tend to be ashamed and embarrassed to tell others about what's going on with us. Someone like you who is so successful- as well as other you tubers like Jaclyn and Manny- need to keep talking about your anxiety and after awhile the topic won't seem so scary for others to open up about. TALKING HEALS!!! So happy you opened up to us and makes me love you even more than I already did!! Thank you so much Jamie!
I feel the exact same way about careers. I've only ever loved to do theater my entire life, I've never had a passion for or even been good at anything else and once College hit I realized I probably wouldn't be able to make a living off theater but I'm not interested in anything else. I'm still not in school because I don't want to waste time on a major I don't want and it's been over a year :( I hope I figure it out
I promise that you will figure everything out in time 💕 Doing what you love is far more important than doing something because you feel like you 'have to'
I love this look and your discussions about things you've had to deal with. It was comforting in the fact our stories sound similar. I am a senior in high school and everyone is pressuring me into figuring out what I am going to do with the rest of my life. Its gotten to the point of me not even wanting to celebrate myself graduating because I don't want people to ask "So what are your plans for your career?" because I DONT KNOW. I'm a part time high school student and I attend a Tech school where my focus is photography. Everyone wants me to pursue it but I truly love makeup. I have mentioned before (to family) that I would like to pursue makeup but everyone tells me, "Why? Youre so smart! Really, Makeup? You could do anything..". I enjoy photography, but mostly in a hobby type of way. I hope I can figure out what I really would love to do a be successful, as you have. Thanks for having the discussion about trying new things which can lead to finding your passion. :)
Love these videos!! And hope to see apartment videos. Also just moved out this summer and haven't done anything!! Decorating is much more stressful once you actually start doing it! Always look forward to your videos 😝😜😛😝😜😛😝😜😛
This video is amazing! You are not alone with your anxiety, girlfriend! Many people struggle with anxiety and depression including myself! Sending positive thoughts, vibes & prayers your way! 💕 Also, I would love to see a new apartment vlog!! 😘
You look gorgeous. Just an FYI I enjoy all things LUSH, but I have found that the Lush Magical Moringa does not work well with foundations for me. I typically use it on days I don't want to wear makeup, but want to help with smoothing out my skin, because I really like it otherwise. It makes even my best/favorite foundations look terrible. Just thought I would throw that out there since I saw you mention you weren't loving the foundation.
Thank you for the discussion! You are SO right about school, and what you want to do with your life....I suffer from anxiety at times when I need to make life decisions....aka career decisions. I was pushed to apply for a supervisor position that I wasn't really comfortable taking....I'm sure I could do the job but there were a lot of things that I was iffy on. It ultimately had to be my decision and my fear of the unknown gave me SO MUCH anxiety it just consumed me for the whole week I was thinking about it. Now, I have mild anxiety thinking about my future and where I fit in at my company best. It's not debikitating for me by any means, but it definitely gives me that feeling of "bubble guts" as my friend calls it. I do think everyone needs to remember it's not a race, people need to take life at their own pace, with their own game plan. Also remember that what you major in in college might not be what you end up doing in your everyday life. I HATE thinking about the future!
Jamie, I just wanted you to know that I really do enjoy your videos and I think your Awesome! I definitely know how you feel with the whole anxiety thing! I have had anxiety and panic attacks since I was a teenager and maybe even before that! I have been through alot to be my age, but I am also Blessed as well. I have actually thought about either writing a book about my life or doing a vlog. Not really sure, but it's something to think about. I could not get through each day without GOD! He has helped me more than anything or anybody! Anywho, I can't Thank you enough for acknowledging me and commenting back the first time I ever sent you a comment! I can honestly say that know one that I have left a comment to on TH-cam had ever commented back! So again, Thank you for that and Thank you for taking the time to make Great, Honest, and Awesome videos!!! Xoxo 😗
Jamie, I just wanted you to know that I really do enjoy your videos and I think your Awesome! I definitely know how you feel with the whole anxiety thing! I have had anxiety and panic attacks since I was a teenager and maybe even before that! I have been through alot to be my age, but I am also Blessed as well. I have actually thought about either writing a book about my life or doing a vlog. Not really sure, but it's something to think about. I could not get through each day without GOD! He has helped me more than anything or anybody! Anywho, I can't Thank you enough for acknowledging me and commenting back the first time I ever sent you a comment! I can honestly say that know one that I have left a comment to on TH-cam had ever commented back! So again, Thank you for that and Thank you for taking the time to make Great, Honest, and Awesome videos!!! Xoxo 😗
I just wanna say I'm so proud of you, I know the struggle of anxiety/ depression and dealing with a job and school at the same time. Honestly being a social figure is probably so much different than a normal job and I'm happy you can battle through everything. Stay strong! P.S what are you in school for?
Loved this video! ❤️👍🏽. I am so tempted to pick up some of the new products and this video totally convinced me lol. It was really brave of you to open up to us about your anxiety. I feel like there is kind of a stigma around it but it is really inspirational to hear you speak about it, especially since I deal with it myself. Can't wait to see your video talking all about your anxiety. And would love to see a video all about your favourite lush products and furniture and decor! 😛😜😛😜😛😜😛😜😛😜😛😛😜😛😜😛😜😛😜😛😜😛😜😛😜😛
Thank you for talking about your anxiety. For so long I avoided even going to a doctor about it because I just thought I was being dramatic or needy. But honestly I wish I would of gone sooner- I know my high school & college days would of been so much better if I would of just admittedly i had a problem. (For reference I'm 25 & went to the doctor at 22)
Thank you for sharing your story -- I just really started getting into TH-cam, but my favorite part is seeing so many amazing personalities share with the world a glimpse of themselves, that otherwise could be hidden by something as debilitating as anxiety! Glad you found TH-cam and we found YOU!
I get horrible anxiety and I have found that makeup tutorials help me calm down sooo much! So thank you for helping me get through my panic attacks or helping me prevent a full blown panic attack with your videos. 😘 Thank you from Puerto Rico!🇵🇷
Thanks for this beautiful look and being open about the anxiety you struggle with on a day to day basis. For a while I didn't know why I felt the way I did, why I couldn't get out of bed, why it was hard to get motivated to do anything. I've recently realized I also struggle with anxiety and that's what caused me to feel that way, and also just recently let myself truly believe that it's ok and I'm not broken, there's nothing WRONG with me for having anxiety. Thank you for putting yourself out there, you're not alone and so many people love you and struggle the same way. We're in it together girl.
Jamie first off this video was fiiiire! That eye look is amazing. Second, thank you for sharing your story, as I think it has really helped other people that watch your channel to be like okay yeah this is common and I am not alone here. I definitely do not have severe anxiety, but I was really sick at the beginning of the year (and still am), and as a result of my physical illness, I started experiencing reactive anxiety. Things are so much better, but I feel you when you say like you have bad days. Some people just need to hear that it is okay to NOT be okay all the time. Thank you for being you! And I think we are all kind of glad you never got into that photography program! Keep doing you!!!
Aww Jamie, you are an amazing makeup artist and it seems like it was definitely meant to be you not getting into photography and doing makeup instead. Well done, you have done so well, and should be extremely proud of yourself! Also, congrats on your apartment, that's an exciting new adventure for you.. Definitely want to see song home videos! Lots of love, from England xxxxx
I feel you on the anxiety!!! I also suffer with it and it always seems to get worse around this time of year. When I was in school though it was almost unbearable and you're right having a physical agenda to write down things really does help. Moving is also something that can be triggering you. Even though it's fun and a positive thing it can be really stressful!!! I'm making a big move this summer, from Montreal to BC and I'm already super anxious about it. I'm slowly getting rid of things and staging my house to sell (while visiting Kelowna to view houses) and it's already quite overwhelming so I'm hoping I'll be able to cope when the time comes. To make things more complicated I have some chronic health issues (stress makes them worse) and I also have a 12 yr old dog that is very sick and I don't know if she's gonna live long enough to even move with us (getting her across the country is another thing too since she can't fly in her current state) Sorry to unload on you!! I can't wait for your anxiety video and if you ever need to talk there's lots of us willing to listen and can definitely relate 😘
Jamie, I adore these chatty GRW videos because you not only walk us through every step of your make up but you open up about real life situations that are helpful to so many. I too struggled with anxiety in High School and later in life was so lost and adrift as to my career path. I always had a set plan of what I wanted to do with my life and when I got to University I hit a road block. I wasn't happy with my courses and then fell in love with Theater (my school required us to take at least 2 courses from other departments so we could have a more rounded off education). I took the LSATs 3 times and have applied to 32 schools and been rejected by each one for being too old or my LSAT score just too low. I went through the next decade waffling on what I wanted to do with my life and the last 7 years in a work environment that has aggravated my anxiety. Now at 33 I realize that I was on the right track but wrong destination. I am thinking of going back to school to finish my original degree and find something that makes me happy. Even when we think we know what we want, life has a way of throwing you off kilter to find what you need. Through my whole time trying to find something that I love and am good at I have encountered many people with their own tale of anxieties and trying to find a direction in life. I know this may sound condescending but I mean it with all the best intentions: Don't worry about finding a career path that is just right, find something that you enjoy. Every day, every month, every year brings growth and changes to our lives that will affect how we feel about our work path. You have no where to go but up, as my mom says. You are doing wonderfully and you will continue to succeed.
I'm so glad I watched this today. I've been feeling really really panicky about the future. These past few years, and especially the past month has been especially horrible because I have no idea what I'm going to be doing with my life. Thank you so much for sharing what you did :)
I love u this look was phenom and the topics of discussion were amazing ❤️
Mariah Leonard ahhh I love your videos!!❤❤❤
As someone who has struggled with panic disorder for most of my life, I'm always touched by those who are brave enough to share their stories. What you said about learning to manage your anxiety is so important, and I'm glad that you are figuring that out at a young age. I got by on medication alone for a while, but because I never learned how to actually deal with the anxiety on my own, I became completely incapacitated when the meds stopped working. I've worked really hard since then to develop the skills to talk myself down from panic, but I lost so much time being saturated with fear. Thank you for trusting us with your truth and showing people that the carefully orchestrated images they see on social media sometimes mask a world of hurt. I look forward to hearing more of your story in the future. Take care.
I'd love if you did a video testing lush makeup products!!
GIRL U READING MY MIND?! That is literally the top video on my list of videos to do lmfao!
chech g I loved it! New subscriber!
Jamie Paige was about to ask the same thing! Btw, love love love your eye makeup! Soooo pretty~
Praying for you Jamie. I know you always have wonderful people surrounding you and supporting you. God bless you always. 😊
I think it's so important to do what you love. My first two and a half years on college I went for nursing and I never even wanted to be a nurse. My whole life I wanted to be a math teacher because I love math and I love helping people. But so many people were pushing me out of education. So I switched my major and my now I'm majoring in mathematical sciences and special education. It's definitely the hardest things I've ever done but I know it will be worth it!
I've seen this happen to so many people I know! It is so beyond important to follow what you love, and I am so glad to hear that you're on your path :) wishing you lots of luck girl!
i LOVE the fact that you put the prices on the screen!!! LOVE!!!
People forget that everything they see on social media isn't necessarily true. Nobody has that perfect happy life. Sometimes I get down because I see beautiful people post amazing things on IG and I wonder how my life isn't that amazing. But then I remember, they can edit it that way. I really appreciate you coming on here and being honest about your personal life off of TH-cam. Your positivity on camera really does hit a lot of us and it does make me feel better some days but don't let that make you feel like you have to put on a smile just for us. We love you for you girl!
❤️ love you!!!
Please do more videos like this, I really enjoy you talking to the camera and makeup yourself.
LOVE this makeup look. can you do more makeup tutorials? can you do a video on makeup brushes, how to choose them and which ones are your favourite? thank you ☺
I'm so sorry that you go through this. I suffer from anxiety and panic attacks since childhood as well. They didn't call it that back then they just attributed my stuttering to poor social skills and timidity.
This palette is sooo pretty! I love the look!
AHHH I loved this look so much!!!!!!! Can you maybe do a tutorial using the Tartelette in Bloom palette?
Totally understand feeling like something is your only option. I went straight into a music course after school because I thought it was the only thing I was good at. Im not really that into music, I had totally lost my passion before the course even began and now my job has nothing to do with music!
yay I'm not the only one who needs to have something physically written down to stay on track! I swear during school I lived according to my agenda and my wall full of sticky notes.
Obsessed with this eye look!!
jaime!! I totally think that fall season id your season!! I love your vampy looks!! you make me wanna keep on practicing my applications to get as good as you!! keep doing you and I can't wait for an apartment tour. I'm so very proud of you and the things you are accomplishing! #inspiregoals
I loved the look! But very interested in knowing what your thoughts are about the palette. Would you recommend to buy it?
I'm so early! You deserve so many subscribers girl! Love you!
omg those colours look amazing
Love this look! Do you like this palette better than the In Bloom palette?
I think it's super brave of you to open up about your anxiety on TH-cam and I'd love to hear a video about how you cope! Xo ❤
girl, it was so nerve-wracking even opening up a little bit about it, i barely could sleep last night lol! All I could hope is that I am able to help at least one person 💕
This eye makeup is stunning! Do the Tarte shadows wear well throughout the day? 😝😝😝 snapchat fam!
Jamie I love your videos! Where can I get your adorable headband?
Discovered you from Sam's periscopes. LOVEEE your videos!
I'm in love with the eye makeup😍❤️ #snapfam
When I try putting orange colors on my lower lash line it makes me look sickly!! I don't know if it's my undertone or what but it never looks right!!
thats my girl!!! no thumbs down because you're amazing :) muah
hehe, thank you girl!!
😛😜 #snapchatfam Thanks for being so personal with us, girl! I hsve long-dealt with depression/ anxiety and it is so inspiring to hear other's stories and know you're not alone. Love this tut, and can't wait to get my hands on the eye palette!! Beautiful look! Thanks for you ever-awesome vids!
Great video Jamie! You're so inspiring! xo
LOVE you, Miss Jamie! You are an absolute doll! :)
love you too girl!
beautiful look and palette! when you do your anxiety video please make sure to say your symptoms...because I feel like it differs and I am not really sure if it will explain what I feel...so your story might help some that are lost..
Love this look! 😜😝😛
you look so gorgeous, but I think you would look great in some blush. throw some color to your face! try it out for us!
Are you getting the burgundy palette? If you do could you please dupe it?
Just got it!! You know I'll be duping it ;)
Jamie Paige YES YES. I think I love you If you have the 35F, you can probably dupe the burgundy shimmers. as soon as I saw the burgundy palette and saw the swatches for the shimmers I was instantly reminded of the 35F.
What brushes do you use?
currently reading these comments with tears in my eyes. Thank you SO much for sharing your stories with me and everyone else! You are such wonderful, beautiful and strong human beings, and I mean it when I say that I wish nothing but the best for every single one of you ❤️
Jamie Paige you are awesome too girl !! I knew your sharing was an great idea!! You have a real chance to make a difference!! I was who spoke to u in snap about it ;)
Jamie Paige where is your necklace from!
I've struggled with anxiety and depression since I was about 12. It wasn't that bad until junior year of high school; I started feeling really bad about myself. I have great friends, and I know I'm a strong and smart person, but I have self-esteem issues. I got into college, a few hours away from Chicago, which is where I live, and I was very depressed. Left that school, got some help, got into school for hospitality a year later, same patterns started (avoiding class, panic attacks.) Now I'm taking a break and taking it one step at a time. I just turned 21 last month, but I've gone through soooo much in the past 3 years.
Steph you are so inspiring!
Sending you so much love Steph. You can get through this 💗
Thank you so much. School has always been a struggle for me. I know you can get through your struggles too
I loved this video, I'm loving all these youtubers coming out and saying "HEY, I have really shitty days sometimes but it's ok." it just reminds me how real you guys are and makes me that much more excited for your success 😝😜😜😜😜😜😜😜😜😜😜😜😜😜😜😜😜😜😜😜😜😜😜😜😜❤❤❤❤❤❤
I am exactly the same. I have to have an agenda I have to follow a schedule. I also always go through periods where I never do anything. I love makeup so much and I won't do my makeup for over a month I have no drive to do anything. Plus work and school always gives me crazy anxiety I still go through the days and live but that's cause I force myself. It's hard dude I love how you talked about your own experiences I makes me feel better that I'm not the only one.
I hear you on the anxiety... I have generalized anxiety/panic disorder combined with depression and it is debilitating. It has taken over a large part of my life. Long story. Just wanted you to know that you aren't alone, I know exactly how you feel❤️🇨🇦
Love the lips! WOW. I don't know why I'm in love with dark dark lips lately but Wow. Nice!
you're the only youtuber I can listen to ramble on about a product and I don't get annoyed. you just make it sound like a serious matter for some reason lol like it gets me very invested in what you're saying. and most of all you don't have a tendency to say the same damn thing 3 or 5 times I just hate it when they do that like ok it's a concealer. say it's a concealer one more damn time.
also could you do lip swatches of the tarte lip paints please??
I hope one day everyone stops buying new pallets that come out they are all the same .... well almost hahaha I can't keep up .... eh the only one I own is naked 3
Thanks you so much for this advice on choosing a career. I'm a freshmen in high school and I love your videos so much and I love makeup a lot and this video helped me a lot
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Loved this look! These new Tarte products look amazing 😍😍
Will you make a swatch video of the new tarte lip paints? :3
Yes, please :)??
Man, I wish TH-cam had been this amazing resource when I first started dealing with anxiety after my daughter was born 10 years ago. I had never experienced anything like it before and I thought I was literally losing my mind (or dying, during panic attacks) because no one talked about this stuff then (at least not in my inner circle). I'm relieved today's younger people (omg I sound ancient, I swear I'm only 36! 👵🏻) have so much more information available to them than I did and people like you who can validate them & make them feel less alone ❤️
im really glad to hear that you're still soldiering on through your rough times; i've been having some really rough days myself and i want you to know that i still really enjoy your content. thank you for your bravery in being honest with us about mental health
You look phenom!!!! I love the eyes, I wish I could do that, especially just being so confident in picking what colors go together, I know practice practice practice. Bellissiimo! Can't wait for your future videos on all you discussed. It's amazing where you will go when something doesn't pan out when you're open and willing. Thanks for answering the question so many of us can allow a closed door to get them stuck in a rut but your story shows that a closed door was your blessing in disguised and you never know where it can take you. I hope that makes sense.😝😝😝😝😝😝😝😝😝😝😝😝😝😝😝😝😝😝😝😝😝😝😝😝😝😝😜
Hi Jamie I was wondering what contour brush you used?? Thanks for talking a bit about anxiety because I got it at the start of this year and its been a real struggle but I'm already seeing some improvement, Love you!! 😜 😜 😜 😜 😜 😜 😜 😜 😜 😜 😜 😜 😜 😜 😜 😜 😜
What a stunning look and thank you for such a personal and incredibly encouraging GRWM! One of the best I've ever witnessed!! I've also suffered from debilitating anxiety and even the occasional panic attacks that nearly short circuited my studies and career however I overcame it with ALOT of work and an amazing program that my Dad actually saw (thank you Dad!!!) in an infomercial years ago on TV called "Attacking Anxiety and Depression Program" by Lucinda Bassett (15 CD program, Amazon.com sells it or you can go on her website) that employs cognitive behavioral therapy in a super comprehensive and personal program. It literally saved my life! And she was a highly successful person like you who suffered debilitating anxiety. And her program works! This worked better than my therapists could offer, no comparison! She also has some great books too. I love sharing this because it helped me so much that whenever I hear someone dealing with what I faced, my heart swells for them, like you and I want to shout this from the rooftops! I hope this info might help in some way. And blessing on your new move!! Love to see your beautiful home once your moved in and settled!! Enjoy that retail furniture therapy! Lol! You deserve ALL the BLESSINGS in the world girl and more!!! 💗💞😉😀
Love this video and I love your honesty! Definitely keep the chit chatty more personal videos coming :) PS. I'm so glad gore feeling better today 💗
I'm glad you didn't get into photography school cause here you are! Killin it! 😊❤️
hahah, honestly, so am i!! 😝😛
You are such an amazing person. I've always loved your videos but I love love love that's you're getting a little more personal and forming a bond with us. It makes me feel like you are my friend 😊
Hey Jamie I don't think you've mentioned what you're actually taking in school? Are you at Blanche Macdonald?!
loved this make up. And I totally feel you about those things you said about anxiety. Im from México and love your videos ❤
I can't wait for the apartmant vlog 😊😊😊😊
I would love any type of Vlog from you Jamie! Thank you so much for opening up about your anxiety I am so proud and grateful that you get up everyday and make videos! Keep slaying! 😜😝😛
CAN YOU PLEEEEEEEEEEEEEASE do a review of the new tarte palette?? I love your opinions
What are you going to school for Jamie? I don't think you mentioned what you were studying
What do you study at school?
This eyeshadow palette is a dream😍😜😝😛
LOVE you even more now, Jamie, when you told more personal things about yourself
😝😝😝😝😝😝 I absolutely love this video Jamie! Not only do I LOVE the look but it's so brave for you to be vulnerable and open up to us. It's the Internet so it really takes balls to be so personal. As a huge fan of yours I appreciate it so much. You're so professional and relatable in your videos and this one is no different. You have a really captivating way of expressing yourself and I hope you feel the support of your fans as much as you help and brighten our days with everything you're doing. Sending lots of love💜
GAH! Alma!! You are always so sweet to me.... thank you 💗 x
What are you in school for?
As someone who is in their last year of high school, i really needed this video Jamie. I'm super lost about what I want to do but I look at you and realize everything eventually works out. Bomb ass eye makeup tho. Would You say the palette is completely worth $53?
+Afrida Nawal so happy to hear that!! Wishing you lots of luck girl 💜 and yes, it's great! You get a lot of shadows too
You can see in your eyes just how genuine you are while talking about your anxiety, I don't understand how people ask if you are just "nervous" when people experience and deal with it differently! Btw the photography story helped me a lot. You are such a wonderful person, I hope your day is as amazing as you are.
💗💗💗 Hearing that I may have helped you, even in the littlest bit, is the most I could have asked for
Glam vintage sounds awesome 👏🏽 ! Is the pro palette limited edition or perm?😜😜😜😜😜
😜😝😛😜😝😛😜😝😛😜😝😛😜😝 I would have never guessed that you were an anxious person since you always seem so ladies back and calm. So honest and brave of you to share this! 💗
Wait, what are your full thoughts on both palettes? Is it worth buying? Hugs from NY
Love the eyeshadow palette! Sort of meh on the contour/glow palette.. I feel like there are better!
Loved this look. Haven't decided if I am going to purchase this palette though. Good luck at school!! My son is second year at college and I know he is incredibly busy so kudos to you for making it all work!
😝😜😛😜😝😜😛 I know you love the tartlette in bloom palette so I was just wondering which you prefer?? Btw loving the dark lip!
I have to play with it more, but so far, I'm really enjoying it!!
Jamie Paige Thank you!! 😝
It was so cool to hear some of your story. i love how relatable and real you are, so thankful that you're on TH-cam 😊😊😊😊 love you Jaimie!💘💘💘💘💘💘💘💘💘💘💘💘💘💘💘💘💘💘💘💘💘💘💘💘💘
At first I didn't like how the foundation looked and after a little while (I'm not sure of it settled or something) I liked the way it looked. I'm intrigued to try it out, maybe I'll grab a sample at Sephora!
Leslie Rodriguez it looks really hard to blend out. I've seen it on other youtubers and felt the same way. Looks good in the end but I personally wouldn't bother with it because I like foundations that are easy to blend.
Honestly, I really wasnt a huge fan of it! I found it pretty difficult to blend out :(
Hi Jamie, I just created my video on my anxiety journey. I was really inspired to share my story after hearing you talk about it. I hope you'll watch it. Love your makeup GRWM, tutorials and pretty much all of your videos. I hope you get some good tips from my anxiety video. much love and balance, Wendy
You are amazing. I appreciate your honesty about your anxiety / depression. It's brave to say that not everything is great and positive ALL. THE. TIME.....and it's okay. You're not alone. Again, you are awesome and thank you!! I'm probably too old to be a fan but I am. I've learned so much from your make-up techniques, so HUGE THANKS! xoxoxo
Love you, Jamie! You're beautiful and talented and we appreciate you sharing your life with us and all your hard work. Your new apartment décor sounds SO GORGEOUS! I can't wait to see it all decorated! xoxo#snapchatfam
OMG, your story seems like hearing my life minus the youtube. Except I've studied photography for three years...bbut the scholarship and materials got so expensive. I wasn't working at the time (higher paid jobs- weddings and photoshoots) I worked in a second hand shop. After pausing for two years and working every job possible I finely signed in a makeup course. The blessing! Now I worked my way up to fashion magazines and fashion weeks in our country (macedonia).
And it's the same deal, I wanted it so bad and when I finally got in, I wasn't feeling it, I thought everyone in my class is better photographer than me
I've never struggled with anxiety but I have experienced years of diagnosed major depression which rendered me unable to function for weeks at a time. Im now able to manage my symptoms with meds and (years of) therapy and learning about how to cope. Today I am a licensed social worker who counsels adults with mental illness. You did an INCREDIBLE thing by making this video and talking about your story. The biggest issue people have with mental illness whether it is depression, anxiety, bipolar etc is that there is such a terrible stigma attached. I hear all the time (and know firsthand) that we tend to be ashamed and embarrassed to tell others about what's going on with us. Someone like you who is so successful- as well as other you tubers like Jaclyn and Manny- need to keep talking about your anxiety and after awhile the topic won't seem so scary for others to open up about. TALKING HEALS!!! So happy you opened up to us and makes me love you even more than I already did!! Thank you so much Jamie!
I feel the exact same way about careers. I've only ever loved to do theater my entire life, I've never had a passion for or even been good at anything else and once College hit I realized I probably wouldn't be able to make a living off theater but I'm not interested in anything else. I'm still not in school because I don't want to waste time on a major I don't want and it's been over a year :( I hope I figure it out
I promise that you will figure everything out in time 💕 Doing what you love is far more important than doing something because you feel like you 'have to'
Jamie Paige ugh I love you 💗💗💗💗
I love this look and your discussions about things you've had to deal with. It was comforting in the fact our stories sound similar. I am a senior in high school and everyone is pressuring me into figuring out what I am going to do with the rest of my life. Its gotten to the point of me not even wanting to celebrate myself graduating because I don't want people to ask "So what are your plans for your career?" because I DONT KNOW. I'm a part time high school student and I attend a Tech school where my focus is photography. Everyone wants me to pursue it but I truly love makeup. I have mentioned before (to family) that I would like to pursue makeup but everyone tells me, "Why? Youre so smart! Really, Makeup? You could do anything..". I enjoy photography, but mostly in a hobby type of way. I hope I can figure out what I really would love to do a be successful, as you have. Thanks for having the discussion about trying new things which can lead to finding your passion. :)
Love these videos!! And hope to see apartment videos. Also just moved out this summer and haven't done anything!! Decorating is much more stressful once you actually start doing it! Always look forward to your videos 😝😜😛😝😜😛😝😜😛
This video is amazing! You are not alone with your anxiety, girlfriend! Many people struggle with anxiety and depression including myself! Sending positive thoughts, vibes & prayers your way! 💕
Also, I would love to see a new apartment vlog!! 😘
You look gorgeous. Just an FYI I enjoy all things LUSH, but I have found that the Lush Magical Moringa does not work well with foundations for me. I typically use it on days I don't want to wear makeup, but want to help with smoothing out my skin, because I really like it otherwise. It makes even my best/favorite foundations look terrible. Just thought I would throw that out there since I saw you mention you weren't loving the foundation.
Thank you for the discussion! You are SO right about school, and what you want to do with your life....I suffer from anxiety at times when I need to make life decisions....aka career decisions. I was pushed to apply for a supervisor position that I wasn't really comfortable taking....I'm sure I could do the job but there were a lot of things that I was iffy on. It ultimately had to be my decision and my fear of the unknown gave me SO MUCH anxiety it just consumed me for the whole week I was thinking about it. Now, I have mild anxiety thinking about my future and where I fit in at my company best. It's not debikitating for me by any means, but it definitely gives me that feeling of "bubble guts" as my friend calls it.
I do think everyone needs to remember it's not a race, people need to take life at their own pace, with their own game plan. Also remember that what you major in in college might not be what you end up doing in your everyday life. I HATE thinking about the future!
Jamie, I just wanted you to know that I really do enjoy your videos and I think your Awesome! I definitely know how you feel with the whole anxiety thing! I have had anxiety and panic attacks since I was a teenager and maybe even before that! I have been through alot to be my age, but I am also Blessed as well. I have actually thought about either writing a book about my life or doing a vlog. Not really sure, but it's something to think about. I could not get through each day without GOD! He has helped me more than anything or anybody! Anywho, I can't Thank you enough for acknowledging me and commenting back the first time I ever sent you a comment! I can honestly say that know one that I have left a comment to on TH-cam had ever commented back! So again, Thank you for that and Thank you for taking the time to make Great, Honest, and Awesome videos!!! Xoxo 😗
Jamie, I just wanted you to know that I really do enjoy your videos and I think your Awesome! I definitely know how you feel with the whole anxiety thing! I have had anxiety and panic attacks since I was a teenager and maybe even before that! I have been through alot to be my age, but I am also Blessed as well. I have actually thought about either writing a book about my life or doing a vlog. Not really sure, but it's something to think about. I could not get through each day without GOD! He has helped me more than anything or anybody! Anywho, I can't Thank you enough for acknowledging me and commenting back the first time I ever sent you a comment! I can honestly say that know one that I have left a comment to on TH-cam had ever commented back! So again, Thank you for that and Thank you for taking the time to make Great, Honest, and Awesome videos!!! Xoxo 😗
I just wanna say I'm so proud of you, I know the struggle of anxiety/ depression and dealing with a job and school at the same time. Honestly being a social figure is probably so much different than a normal job and I'm happy you can battle through everything. Stay strong! P.S what are you in school for?
Loved this video! ❤️👍🏽. I am so tempted to pick up some of the new products and this video totally convinced me lol.
It was really brave of you to open up to us about your anxiety. I feel like there is kind of a stigma around it but it is really inspirational to hear you speak about it, especially since I deal with it myself. Can't wait to see your video talking all about your anxiety. And would love to see a video all about your favourite lush products and furniture and decor!
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😜😝😛😜😝😛😜😝😛😜😝😛 great choice for Snapchat emoji hahaha. I'm obsessed with this eye look. AH-mazing!
Thank you for talking about your anxiety. For so long I avoided even going to a doctor about it because I just thought I was being dramatic or needy. But honestly I wish I would of gone sooner- I know my high school & college days would of been so much better if I would of just admittedly i had a problem. (For reference I'm 25 & went to the doctor at 22)
Thank you for sharing your story -- I just really started getting into TH-cam, but my favorite part is seeing so many amazing personalities share with the world a glimpse of themselves, that otherwise could be hidden by something as debilitating as anxiety! Glad you found TH-cam and we found YOU!
I get horrible anxiety and I have found that makeup tutorials help me calm down sooo much! So thank you for helping me get through my panic attacks or helping me prevent a full blown panic attack with your videos. 😘 Thank you from Puerto Rico!🇵🇷
Thanks for this beautiful look and being open about the anxiety you struggle with on a day to day basis. For a while I didn't know why I felt the way I did, why I couldn't get out of bed, why it was hard to get motivated to do anything. I've recently realized I also struggle with anxiety and that's what caused me to feel that way, and also just recently let myself truly believe that it's ok and I'm not broken, there's nothing WRONG with me for having anxiety. Thank you for putting yourself out there, you're not alone and so many people love you and struggle the same way. We're in it together girl.
Jamie first off this video was fiiiire! That eye look is amazing. Second, thank you for sharing your story, as I think it has really helped other people that watch your channel to be like okay yeah this is common and I am not alone here. I definitely do not have severe anxiety, but I was really sick at the beginning of the year (and still am), and as a result of my physical illness, I started experiencing reactive anxiety. Things are so much better, but I feel you when you say like you have bad days. Some people just need to hear that it is okay to NOT be okay all the time. Thank you for being you! And I think we are all kind of glad you never got into that photography program! Keep doing you!!!
Aww Jamie, you are an amazing makeup artist and it seems like it was definitely meant to be you not getting into photography and doing makeup instead. Well done, you have done so well, and should be extremely proud of yourself! Also, congrats on your apartment, that's an exciting new adventure for you.. Definitely want to see song home videos! Lots of love, from England xxxxx
I feel you on the anxiety!!! I also suffer with it and it always seems to get worse around this time of year. When I was in school though it was almost unbearable and you're right having a physical agenda to write down things really does help. Moving is also something that can be triggering you. Even though it's fun and a positive thing it can be really stressful!!! I'm making a big move this summer, from Montreal to BC and I'm already super anxious about it. I'm slowly getting rid of things and staging my house to sell (while visiting Kelowna to view houses) and it's already quite overwhelming so I'm hoping I'll be able to cope when the time comes. To make things more complicated I have some chronic health issues (stress makes them worse) and I also have a 12 yr old dog that is very sick and I don't know if she's gonna live long enough to even move with us (getting her across the country is another thing too since she can't fly in her current state) Sorry to unload on you!! I can't wait for your anxiety video and if you ever need to talk there's lots of us willing to listen and can definitely relate 😘
Jamie, I adore these chatty GRW videos because you not only walk us through every step of your make up but you open up about real life situations that are helpful to so many. I too struggled with anxiety in High School and later in life was so lost and adrift as to my career path.
I always had a set plan of what I wanted to do with my life and when I got to University I hit a road block. I wasn't happy with my courses and then fell in love with Theater (my school required us to take at least 2 courses from other departments so we could have a more rounded off education). I took the LSATs 3 times and have applied to 32 schools and been rejected by each one for being too old or my LSAT score just too low. I went through the next decade waffling on what I wanted to do with my life and the last 7 years in a work environment that has aggravated my anxiety. Now at 33 I realize that I was on the right track but wrong destination. I am thinking of going back to school to finish my original degree and find something that makes me happy.
Even when we think we know what we want, life has a way of throwing you off kilter to find what you need. Through my whole time trying to find something that I love and am good at I have encountered many people with their own tale of anxieties and trying to find a direction in life. I know this may sound condescending but I mean it with all the best intentions: Don't worry about finding a career path that is just right, find something that you enjoy. Every day, every month, every year brings growth and changes to our lives that will affect how we feel about our work path.
You have no where to go but up, as my mom says. You are doing wonderfully and you will continue to succeed.
I'm so glad I watched this today. I've been feeling really really panicky about the future. These past few years, and especially the past month has been especially horrible because I have no idea what I'm going to be doing with my life. Thank you so much for sharing what you did :)
I would love to see an apartment tour in the future👌💞❤️