every time I gain one thing I immediately lose another.

I am perpetually stuck in a rut. I've been stuck here for a very long time.
I don't really gain or lose. I just stay in the same place. I've tried multiple ways to change this but it's like something is actively and consciously working against me continuously. If I were to win the lottery I would likely pass away the same day.

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Glad to see you got the new fork... When you showed the old girl I was like what the hell... Yeah short of a clutch explosion that was abuse 100%.. Some one went off on the old fork and beat the shit out of it.. Good luck going forward.. 🙏