After watching your other video and now this one, I'm looking into doing this. I've been struggling with depression/anxiety for years now. The meds don't always work. Lexapro didn't work for me and Effexor made me sick. Thank you for these videos Mark. Favorite youtuber ever❤️
yeah all those meds fuck me up. I can't even function on them. I recently just tried serequil and all I do is sleep 24/7 and it gives me panic attacks.
Your mom is the best! You're very fortunate to have a good mom in your corner, and one who has the resources to help you with this. So glad to learn these treatments are helping you.
I have been coping with anxiety for years, and it has recently become exponentially more severe. About a month ago, I read something about the success rate found in ketamine infusion therapy and mentioned it to my friends. Granted, they are somewhat deaf to my issues, but their reactions were less than stellar. In fact, they equated the concept of ketamine infusion therapy to taking something like cocaine and hoping for the same results. With the constant buzzing in my mind, their words got to me and made me feel like I was banking on something extremely faulty and should stick to the traditional potions for happiness prescribed. Your experience has certainly given me newfound hope that things can be okay. Wishing you continued positivity and joy!!
Mark going for Ketamine booster today. I’m sorry I was so negative and such a bit ch about it the other day. I’m going to subscribe to your patreon so I can formally apologize. Btw for your viewers that are thinking there is nothing left in life..THERE IS..even if your alone like me and have no one. I’m going today and will update and join patreon when I get home. You’re blunt and that’s why I think you’re the greatest and the son I never had but wish I did...This is my 3rd booster after 6 treatments.❤️❤️❤️
Your energy is so calm! Such a change from your last bid i watched. Thanks for making this, i have heard of this therapy and also micro dosing of hallucinogens. (Dont get ne started on bug pharma and the medical establishment) please keep posting, seeing your journey with this treatment will be amazing
Damn, that sounds life changing. Especially, for someone like myself that depression and anxiety has debilitated me my whole life. Too rich for my blood but I'm so happy for your relief💖
This reminds me of the days when MDMA was used in couples therapy and social anxiety, but it was microdosed and didn't have a bunch of crap mixed into it like the street version. Glad to hear your perspective on this because I read about this recently. But you're right about the economic perspective of doing the ketamine vs multiple sessions of therapist who can actually be judgemental and ineffective. Not saying all therapist are like this but most are sheisters
It's ironic that's when it hit me at 23 depression and anxiety. I'm 62 now and you'll get over it hopefully I did. But I know how devastating it can be. A natural relaxer is calcium magnesium and zinc I take three pills a day and it helps me . It helps keep me even.
Mark we love you. You are amazing love your videos. I never tout i would have depression and panic attacks since it happend to me. It was horrible but the dr was great and im doing great
I feel like I have the same experience every time I dip in the K. Its nice to see some like minded individuals. Ketamine has saved me from myself and I firmly believe that
How long did the whole process take?? And YES I can GOOGLE IT, PLUS EXACTLY what Ketamine is, but would just rather hear you talk about it. You make it soo relatable and easier to understand. hope it keeps working for ya and Congrats on the move too! 💯😉💕
I suffer so much from anxiety/ depression and have been self medicating with weed. I really don’t know where I would be without it, it’s helped me with eating when I was recovering from anorexia, shutting down all the voices in my head. Weed is magical
great stuff......I haven't tried ketamine yet. I have researched prices and they vary drastically. I saw one place in Denver where it was about $300 per infusion. There are also some places which do ketamine assisted therapy where a therapist is speaking with you during the ketamine session. This sounds like it would be more expensive, but my (brief) research showed the cost was about the same as most infusion centers. I look forward to your updates on this Mark, and whether you notice if and when you need a booster.
I live in california and all the clinics here charge like $1500 to $2000 per infusion it's criminal. I'm traveling to arizona where it's much cheaper like $750. but I have seen it as low as $350 in other states. Cali is crazy I don't know how anyone can afford it here unless they rich.
@@deejaye2647 where in Cali do you live, I did see one place in San Rafeal called (IVwellnesscenter.com) that was $500-$750, that's the cheapest I have found so far.
I took ketamine a few times when I was younger , probably not the same quantity and you had to sniff it like coke, but u feel soooo relaxed (def. not a party drug) had bit of a trip looking down a hallway the hallway got rly long other then that trying to sit down was funny u keep feeling if ur sitting down yet, it was great :D.. tbh. I experimented with tons of drugs, ketamine and weed are the only two I actually enjoyed , stuck with weed though.. ^^ I have anxiety but it's from being depressed so it's bit different for me :) but i'm glad it's working for you. thanks for sharing this, ddn't know this was a thing :D
I have my first treatment tomorrow. I hope I have similar results. I’ve been living with this horror show of emotions for 20 years. I can’t wait to be me again...
Please keep us updated on this. I would really like to see how this effects you long term...because I’ve been on various antidepressants for my entire adult life, so...yea
Sounds like muscle relaxants and morphine!!! When I get morphine and it comes on a drip but once like every other 3 hours for pain yeah outter body experience and the muscle relaxants yeah gives you the biggest buzz!!! I will have to go see a pysch doctor to see if I can start this treatment instead of popping anxiety meds....I'm just sick of my anxiety and depression hitting me when I'm not expecting it....Depression I try to keep at bay....but I need something more then the pills that makes me break out and not do anything in the long run
I actually have an IV pump..I'd love to know the delivery method used cuz I do Vitamin C IVs every so often so I'd have no problem hookin up with a nice anti depressant..I've been over life for quite some time now..thanks for the intell, Papi!!
Question! every med i've taken has side effects, what are the ones if any with Ketamine? Thanks again for this Mark, ive had anxiety and panic disorder and depression for over 20 years.... ffs. the only other option i have at the moment is to try CBD oil when it comes in, better fucking help somewhat, any who thanks for doing this video for us! Appreciate it, and you.
I had my first infusion today, they loaded me up too much and had to bring me down because my blood pressure rose the highest they've seen at the clinic. When they brought me back I was like "no!"(cuz i was enjoying it) then they put me back in the k hole when my blood pressure stabilized. Felt like I was being pulled through pink futuristic pixels and was like WTF is this future k hole shit.
In moments where I would experience severe anxiety, depression, or physical pain I would take Kratom. However, I know that it can only help for so long. I am now considering at least looking into Ketamine as a potential option for me. I wonder if it may be able to help with the depressive episodes that I get with my bipolar disorder. I would be so much happier if I could just stop having my serve depressed and mixed episodes. For now I have been taking 100MG Zoloft (Sertraline), 1MG Klonopin (Clonazepam), and 50MG Lamictal (Lamotrigine)...
@@3amwithCreeperellaaa Yep. Luckily I manage to keep a low tolerance, so it usually seems to get me through my depressive lows until I either even out or switch into my manic highs. Unfortunately, Lamictal (Lamotrigine) did not workout for my bipolar disorder as my depression appeared to worsen. Now I am being switched to Oxcarbazepine (Trileptal), so hopefully that can help somehow. It sucks though, as it feels like I am just some sorta experiment or something...
@@animeashogoshi I have been scared to seek a doctors help because of those reasons. What they put me on could work..or it may make it all worse. It is such a crap shoot.
@@3amwithCreeperellaaa Yeah. It does help to do your own research before you see the doctor though. That way you can specify what side effects you want to avoid. Of course, you gotta take time to find and research an understanding doctor first. I did and got decently lucky so far.
Sorry, i comment as i watch.... So I'm guess you had to take someone with you for driving purposes? I mean special k is a horse tranquilizer after all. I was prescribed it in a nasal spray form fir a pain issue i was having and i couldbt add like 2+2 while on it, but the "high" only lasted bout 20-30 mins. But numbbess definitely and inability to concentrate was brutal. You def cant get anything done while on it. My lips and nose were numb the whole time tho. I cant wait to hear how this is supposed to fix depression for any length of time passed wgen you sober back up tho...
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I did this in 2016. It’s a freaking miracle......
So fucking happy this is working for you! How many people that are gone now that it could have helped! Makes me sick to think about it
After watching your other video and now this one, I'm looking into doing this. I've been struggling with depression/anxiety for years now. The meds don't always work. Lexapro didn't work for me and Effexor made me sick. Thank you for these videos Mark. Favorite youtuber ever❤️
Same here m'dear ♡
Adhley Severeyns ❤️
yeah all those meds fuck me up. I can't even function on them. I recently just tried serequil and all I do is sleep 24/7 and it gives me panic attacks.
Your mom is the best! You're very fortunate to have a good mom in your corner, and one who has the resources to help you with this. So glad to learn these treatments are helping you.
I have been coping with anxiety for years, and it has recently become exponentially more severe. About a month ago, I read something about the success rate found in ketamine infusion therapy and mentioned it to my friends. Granted, they are somewhat deaf to my issues, but their reactions were less than stellar. In fact, they equated the concept of ketamine infusion therapy to taking something like cocaine and hoping for the same results. With the constant buzzing in my mind, their words got to me and made me feel like I was banking on something extremely faulty and should stick to the traditional potions for happiness prescribed. Your experience has certainly given me newfound hope that things can be okay. Wishing you continued positivity and joy!!
I need Myles prescribed to me for depression
Myles underbite is the solution to depression
His underbite is everything!
@@bmichellew2010 his underbite could cure cancer.
@@bmichellew2010 the power of the snaggletooth with cure us all 🤣
So super happy this has made you feel better!!
Mark going for Ketamine booster today. I’m sorry I was so negative and such a bit ch about it the other day. I’m going to subscribe to your patreon so I can formally apologize. Btw for your viewers that are thinking there is nothing left in life..THERE IS..even if your alone like me and have no one. I’m going today and will update and join patreon when I get home. You’re blunt and that’s why I think you’re the greatest and the son I never had but wish I did...This is my 3rd booster after 6 treatments.❤️❤️❤️
Quality of life is important. So happy for you!
I just had my first treatment and had the same experience. Amazing!
Your energy is so calm! Such a change from your last bid i watched. Thanks for making this, i have heard of this therapy and also micro dosing of hallucinogens. (Dont get ne started on bug pharma and the medical establishment) please keep posting, seeing your journey with this treatment will be amazing
Damn, that sounds life changing. Especially, for someone like myself that depression and anxiety has debilitated me my whole life. Too rich for my blood but I'm so happy for your relief💖
This reminds me of the days when MDMA was used in couples therapy and social anxiety, but it was microdosed and didn't have a bunch of crap mixed into it like the street version. Glad to hear your perspective on this because I read about this recently. But you're right about the economic perspective of doing the ketamine vs multiple sessions of therapist who can actually be judgemental and ineffective. Not saying all therapist are like this but most are sheisters
Brandy Smith mDMA is still used in treatment of mental illness.
I’m really happy that you’re getting relief. Depression and anxiety suck balls.
I'm glad it is working for you,good luck with your next treatment and good luck with the move.Keep talking 💕
i've waited a week for a video!!!! Thank god❤
It's ironic that's when it hit me at 23 depression and anxiety. I'm 62 now and you'll get over it hopefully I did. But I know how devastating it can be. A natural relaxer is calcium magnesium and zinc I take three pills a day and it helps me . It helps keep me even.
Mark we love you. You are amazing love your videos. I never tout i would have depression and panic attacks since it happend to me. It was horrible but the dr was great and im doing great
I feel like I have the same experience every time I dip in the K. Its nice to see some like minded individuals. Ketamine has saved me from myself and I firmly believe that
So you've convinced me to look in to this treatment, been living with depression for many years. Heading over to the other video about this now.
Iam so glad this method is working for u young man 😍... I could listen to ur positive mental attitude all day long 😍 xxx
You've made my mind up
I have anxiety and depression pretty bad...will have to try this.
Very interesting. Thank you.
I cant wait to try this.
I'm gonna look into this. Weed isn't cutting it anymore. Depression and anxiety suck. 🤘
Andrea Frausto, weed is a depressant. I don't hate it tho
How long did the whole process take?? And YES I can GOOGLE IT, PLUS EXACTLY what Ketamine is, but would just rather hear you talk about it. You make it soo relatable and easier to understand. hope it keeps working for ya and Congrats on the move too! 💯😉💕
I just had my first infusion!!!
"Get us out of this life man" truest statement
I suffer so much from anxiety/ depression and have been self medicating with weed. I really don’t know where I would be without it, it’s helped me with eating when I was recovering from anorexia, shutting down all the voices in my head. Weed is magical
wish weed worked for me. When I smoke weed it makes my anxiety alot worse.
great stuff......I haven't tried ketamine yet. I have researched prices and they vary drastically. I saw one place in Denver where it was about $300 per infusion.
There are also some places which do ketamine assisted therapy where a therapist is speaking with you during the ketamine session. This sounds like it would be more expensive, but my (brief) research showed the cost was about the same as most infusion centers.
I look forward to your updates on this Mark, and whether you notice if and when you need a booster.
I live in california and all the clinics here charge like $1500 to $2000 per infusion it's criminal. I'm traveling to arizona where it's much cheaper like $750. but I have seen it as low as $350 in other states. Cali is crazy I don't know how anyone can afford it here unless they rich.
@@tommyboy1986 Wow I live in Ca too. I cannot believe they charge that much here. Looking into this for myself.
@@deejaye2647 where in Cali do you live, I did see one place in San Rafeal called (IVwellnesscenter.com) that was $500-$750, that's the cheapest I have found so far.
I've been lucky enough never to experience deep depression or anxiety. But if there's anything I can do to help let me know! Happy this is working!
I took ketamine a few times when I was younger , probably not the same quantity and you had to sniff it like coke, but u feel soooo relaxed (def. not a party drug) had bit of a trip looking down a hallway the hallway got rly long other then that trying to sit down was funny u keep feeling if ur sitting down yet, it was great :D.. tbh. I experimented with tons of drugs, ketamine and weed are the only two I actually enjoyed , stuck with weed though.. ^^ I have anxiety but it's from being depressed so it's bit different for me :) but i'm glad it's working for you. thanks for sharing this, ddn't know this was a thing :D
I have my first treatment tomorrow. I hope I have similar results. I’ve been living with this horror show of emotions for 20 years. I can’t wait to be me again...
Left a big message on last video...this sounds like an acid trip!
Please keep us updated on this. I would really like to see how this effects you long term...because I’ve been on various antidepressants for my entire adult life, so...yea
Yeah same here...I'm totally lookin into this but would love to see Mark's progress too!!
I start my first treatment is going to be this Friday. I hope and pray that it works. Insurance should cover it. It’s too expensive.
Where do you go to get this done? I've been taking meds for my depression since I was 16
$4000 for a legal drug fix wow yea that dr is your best friend.
You look different for real. I think I was waiting to hear about this from you . I need the help
"I'd probably call the police" LMAO
Ahh, never look at the needle while it goes in- or are in.
Sounds like muscle relaxants and morphine!!! When I get morphine and it comes on a drip but once like every other 3 hours for pain yeah outter body experience and the muscle relaxants yeah gives you the biggest buzz!!! I will have to go see a pysch doctor to see if I can start this treatment instead of popping anxiety meds....I'm just sick of my anxiety and depression hitting me when I'm not expecting it....Depression I try to keep at bay....but I need something more then the pills that makes me break out and not do anything in the long run
I actually have an IV pump..I'd love to know the delivery method used cuz I do Vitamin C IVs every so often so I'd have no problem hookin up with a nice anti depressant..I've been over life for quite some time now..thanks for the intell, Papi!!
You sound like someone trying to explain his trip🤣.... glad you feel better.
Never tried to come off high dose of Effexor SO IF WE DECIDE TO GET OFF LETS JUST DO OUR 6EROZIPDEEDOO and be okay. You’re gorgeous sweets
Question! every med i've taken has side effects, what are the ones if any with Ketamine? Thanks again for this Mark, ive had anxiety and panic disorder and depression for over 20 years.... ffs. the only other option i have at the moment is to try CBD oil when it comes in, better fucking help somewhat, any who thanks for doing this video for us! Appreciate it, and you.
I had my first infusion today, they loaded me up too much and had to bring me down because my blood pressure rose the highest they've seen at the clinic. When they brought me back I was like "no!"(cuz i was enjoying it) then they put me back in the k hole when my blood pressure stabilized. Felt like I was being pulled through pink futuristic pixels and was like WTF is this future k hole shit.
In moments where I would experience severe anxiety, depression, or physical pain I would take Kratom. However, I know that it can only help for so long. I am now considering at least looking into Ketamine as a potential option for me. I wonder if it may be able to help with the depressive episodes that I get with my bipolar disorder. I would be so much happier if I could just stop having my serve depressed and mixed episodes. For now I have been taking 100MG Zoloft (Sertraline), 1MG Klonopin (Clonazepam), and 50MG Lamictal (Lamotrigine)...
I take kratom too but it does lose effectiveness too soon.
@@3amwithCreeperellaaa Yep. Luckily I manage to keep a low tolerance, so it usually seems to get me through my depressive lows until I either even out or switch into my manic highs.
Unfortunately, Lamictal (Lamotrigine) did not workout for my bipolar disorder as my depression appeared to worsen. Now I am being switched to Oxcarbazepine (Trileptal), so hopefully that can help somehow. It sucks though, as it feels like I am just some sorta experiment or something...
@@animeashogoshi I have been scared to seek a doctors help because of those reasons. What they put me on could work..or it may make it all worse. It is such a crap shoot.
@@3amwithCreeperellaaa Yeah. It does help to do your own research before you see the doctor though. That way you can specify what side effects you want to avoid. Of course, you gotta take time to find and research an understanding doctor first. I did and got decently lucky so far.
🎧💖
What that animal tranquilizer club drug how does that benefit
Ketamine? Yeeoowwww ... whats up papi x
I am doing mine 19th my issues is anexity and worry
Sorry, i comment as i watch....
So I'm guess you had to take someone with you for driving purposes? I mean special k is a horse tranquilizer after all. I was prescribed it in a nasal spray form fir a pain issue i was having and i couldbt add like 2+2 while on it, but the "high" only lasted bout 20-30 mins. But numbbess definitely and inability to concentrate was brutal. You def cant get anything done while on it. My lips and nose were numb the whole time tho.
I cant wait to hear how this is supposed to fix depression for any length of time passed wgen you sober back up tho...
I have borderline personality disorder.. I'm wondering if this will work for me ?
It could possibly for the depressive symptoms at the very least. ( : I am considering looking into it for my bipolar disorder myself.
Wouldent it be cheaper to illegally get some ket and bump a small bit ?
Who are you i love you
Why is it so expensive it’s £175 for the doctor and £50 for the ketamine and £125 per infusion here!!!!
If you're in a really desperate situation its worth it
The insured version got boosted to 1200 lmao
Are you the observer? Are you witnessing the experience? 😊
stop touching the mic!
carioca hell nah 😤
You’re 23? I’m 23! Being bald makes you look way older
Wow. You're literally an asshole.