I wish we could all drive to Braxton’s tree to leave him flowers and gifts, then whenever you get sad and go to his tree you can see everything his TH-cam family left for him
I throw a toy for tot party for memory my little one. That way my little one memory lives on and helping other little one. My family and friends enjoy it.
@@michellehoman5351 it started when it be his first birthday and I really wanted to buy this popper toy. And I saw the toy for tot sign. And I decide to go with that theme since his birthday is November 7
Wow A year already... thank you for your videos. I lost my twins (August 21,2018) 5 days after birth and your videos have helped me through my hard times. I wanted to throw a big party as well and had NO energy. It’s good to know that I am not alone and my feelings are valid. I wish heaven had visiting hours and I wonder how birthdays are celebrated in heaven. Happy birthday to Braxton. He is one loved baby and has helped many of us not feel alone. Continued prayers for you and your family because I know the pain all to well.
Vlasta Barac my girls had a rare condition. They had heart, liver and lung issues (not treatable) and we found out at 25 weeks they would not live long. We had their scan sent to 5 states with luck. We chose palliative care for them and they lived 5 days despite all odds. Many doctors didn’t think they would live to birth. Even though we knew they would pass at some point the pain is always there and all the feelings are the same. I gave birth on 9-10-19 to a baby boy and it’s bitter sweet. I can relate to all of these videos and they have helped through some very tough times.
It's insane and amazing all at once how August 21 2019 was the day my beautiful baby girl Kei-Mahli was born sleeping. She passed a day before her birth. And I have been struggling so hard just to even still be here because I feel like I am in a space where time stands still. I wish I knew you somehow, this other side of motherhood where we are without our children is one that I wish no other woman knew!
So beautiful! Your friends are amazing for naming a star after him, what a beautiful gift. Both your family’s celebration for him brought me to tears. I constantly think about you and your family. I just admire your strength and how you continue to celebrate him. Happy birthday, Braxton! 💙 🐘
The last thing Braxton knew and felt was your unconditional love, warmth, and coziness in your belly. That's what he felt for the beautiful 40 weeks + 1 day you carried him. Thank you for being strong enough to try again and I'm so glad you are experiencing everything motherhood has to bring. 💙♥️♥️💙🐘🌈
My heart hurts for you guys. Look how big Briza is getting! She’s such a calm little baby, she was listening to you guys talk the entire time. Love you guys, thank you for sharing your lives with us. ❤️
I'm currently expecting my rainbow (20weeks) I lost my daughter at 22.this whole pregnancy has been a rollercoaster . I miss my baby girl so much people really have no idea. Just bc I'm pregnant again doesn't mean I don't miss my daughter .
I didn't give birth to a stillborn, but I have had a miscarriage after trying for almost 2 years and it was one of the most dreadful things i've experienced. Till this day I have been struggling, especially in March around the time I lost my Angel. I still pray for my rainbow baby someday. I know God will bless me someday. I'm so sorry for your loss, I know it's not easy for you and I know it sounds clichè, but I truly hope Jesus heals your heart more and more as each day passes. Lots of hugs towards your way
Jazmine Carter I’m currently 33 weeks with my rainbow, but my baby girl was born sleeping at 22 weeks too. this baby IS NOT a replacement. your baby will never replace your daughter. if anything your rainbow has the best big sister to watch over them. your babies are beautiful. I pray for a healthy pregnancy and mom. sending lots of love, I know what you’re going through. ❤️
Happy birthday Braxton💙🎂 It’s amazing the kind of strength you and Jonathan have had throughout this past year. Sweet Brax will never be forgotten. Your angel will always be proud of you, will always protect you, and will ALWAYS be with you. Sending so much love to the four of you.♥️♥️♥️
So proud of how far you have come since losing your baby. It's something I dont know how I would be able to cope with and you make it look so easy. Of course we dont see your pain behind closed doors. Braxtons story has touched so many lives its amazing to say the least. Thank you Feli for sharing his life with the world. Know that we will always remember Braxton.
My daughter lost her baby boy an hour and a half after he was born . We went to the ocean and let flowers go on his first birthday . A year later his baby sister was born 💙💖 My grandma heart hurts for you. Sending hugs 💓 I bet Brayden and Braxton are up there playing and talking about their baby sisters 😊
@@nea4444 it's definitely the hardest thing I've ever been through! I had to keep it together for my daughter and her husband while inside I was dying. I've watched her go through so much and it breaks my heart.
Happy Birthday Braxton sweet baby. I know God has you watching over your momma daddy and baby sister Briza. Always will. You are so loved and missed by so many lives and hearts you've touched throughout the world. Happy Birthday Braxton, sweet angel. Felly. I want you to know that Me & my husband did not forget braxtons birthday. I woke up said a prayer and sang him happy birthday. Hes up in heaven with my babygirl. I know for my daughters first birthday in heaven i wanted to just be left alone so i didnt want to message you and make you sad. But i didn't forget about you jonathon braxton and briza. 💙💜💛🐘🐘🐘
You guys are so strong. I really admire your strength and your ability to share your story with us. Don’t ever forget that there’s so many people supporting you guys and wishing you guys nothing but pure happiness, including myself. HAPPY 1ST BIRTHDAY BRAXTON! 🦋👼🏻
His birthday was so special and beautiful I was in tears watching this whole video . You guys are such amazing good people . ❤️ Braxton is known by so many people now ❤️ You looked absolutely beautiful in the end of the video in the sunflower dress. You guys have a beautiful family all 4 of you ❤️ Take care felly
Happy birthday Baby Braxton! 🥳🙏👼😘 sending luv from Albuquerque, NM.. I lost my father September 12, 2018.. God bless your family and sending prayers!!!🥰🙏👼😘
Happy birthday baby boy! 🎉🎂🎁 We will always love you Braxton, you'll never be forgotten. We know you're watching over your momma, daddy and beautiful baby sister 💝
When you told us about the hummingbird I LITERALLY got goosebumps because I know thats him sending a sign to you, making sure you stay strong ❤️ happy birthday Braxton! I’m in tears! May God give you and your family strength! For one day, you will be with him again 🙏❤️
Happy Birthday Braxton! Mama dada, and lil sis Briza are missing you, never forgetting you. Felly Braxton is such a huge presence because of you, and your story. We love you all. Celebrate his birthday with a big party, and collect toy donation for under privileged children. Celebrate Braxton, and Briza on his birthday. We love you all, and keep you in our prayers.
Happy belated birthday baby Braxton : ) Your mommy and daddy are such an inspiration to us all. I believe we all feel like we knew you so well. Heaven just gained another beautiful little angel 🎂🎈🎁🐘😇🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹
Happy belated birthday Braxton! My heart goes to you, as I also lost my firstborn baby girl last February this year. All I pray for us both is God's healing and may you also continue to feel His love and blessings. 💕
Thank you for continuing to share your life with us. What a beautiful way to celebrate your baby boy Braxton. I’m so glad to see you smile and aspire to be a super woman for your friends, family and for Briza 💕
This video made me so emotional omg. When your parents were singing my heart ached for you. I am a rainbow baby and I wish I could've met my big sister, Sara. Happy birthday, Braxton.
I couldn't be around children after losing my baby girl. I still get emotional. My little cousin is one and my daughter turns one next month so I was trying really hard not to cry when I was around him.
I’m so sorry, Jasmine. I know just how you feel. It took me so long to see my niece and nephew again after Braxton passed away. I was afraid Of them asking questions and not knowing how to respond. Once I was ready to see them again it felt really nice to spend time with them and my niece even asked about Braxton ♥️ sending you lots of love!
Happy 1st birthday Braxton Tiago!!!🐘💙 keep a watchful eye over your beautiful family! Felly, amiga querida idk how you have the energy & strength to make this video. I applaud you for sharing ALL that you have been through. Sending you extra hugs and kisses on this day xoxoxoxo
Watching the clips of your family singing Happy Birthday to Braxton really hit me. 😭 What a beautiful thing for them to do for him. And the hummingbird 💙 Braxton is always with you!! Hugs!! Happy Birthday sweet Braxton!!
I was able to hold it together until your family started singing to Braxton. We will never forget him and he will NEVER be forgotten. Happy Birthday Braxton. You are loved all over by so many people
Thank you for sharing Braxtons first birthday with us. You guys are incredible. My daughter would be 22 next month and it still hurts. It becomes easier to live with, in a way. I think when people call this a journey, maybe they are a few years on? For while, I wouldn’t have called this a journey, just torture as you described. I think I could say it is a ‘journey’ now in the sense that I became to understand the grief eventually, to let go of the anger and guilt and shame I felt (even though loss like ours and yours is far from our fault). My own emotional state/health has been the journey I think is what I’m trying to say. That said. ‘Journey’ still seems like a nice thing. I did not opt for bereavement counselling and looking back I know I should have. At the time, I did not want to talk about it anymore. I didn’t want to feel I was letting go of her. It’s very difficult to explain but I held on to the pain as though I deserved it, plus it was the the predominant emotion/connection I had with her (not positivity or happiness) and I thought if I let go of the negative and the pain, I assumed I’d lose what I had left. It took many years to realise this was not true. Too many years too late. I needn’t have suffered in silence for as long as I did. You guys are talking and that is huge, you are together and support one another and that is to be admired. Braxton and Briza are very lucky to call you their mum and dad x
I get so emotional watching your videos, but it’s so heart warming to see how far you’ve come. You’re such a wonderful mommy and we will always keep Braxton in our thoughts... And Briza! She’s so lucky to have parents like you too. I will continue to pray for you and your family and wish you will come to have so much happiness in the near future. Happy belated birthday Braxton we miss u!
What a beautiful family! My heart goes out to you all! I have a daughter your age. Her and her husband have just decided they are ready to start a family. Being a nurse for many years I am so afraid of what could possibly happen. I grew up hearing that death is part of life. We all know this but, a parent never expects to bury a child. It is your worst fear as a parent. I know your first little angel Braxton, is looking down smiling right now!! It is so awesome that you have the courage to post theses videos. I know you have helped so many others that have gone through such a tragic loss as yours❤️
The parts where you were singing to him holding Briza, and your parents and brother, and Braxton's cousins sang to Braxton made me tear up. It made me feel so sad, I could imagine what you are feeling. I'm so sorry for your loss. Happy Birthday Angel Baby Braxton! 💙👼🎂🎈
*Thanks for taking me to Braxton's tree, he'll be two soon.* I've lost babies also. I hope for my rainbow baby. For now, I'll keep praying for everyone that is grieving and trying to conceive.💯💕
Happy birthday Braxton.. that was so sweet of what your family and friends did for his bday. I got so emotional and started crying seeing the clip of your family singing happy birthday... my little turns 1 next month.
Happy birthday Braxton! I can't believe he's one already! I hope you always remember, how much of an impact he's made in such a short time. He will never be forgotten ❤️
You guys are Amazing parents!!! Thank you for sharing Braxton’s Birthday with us. I love how he visits you in almost every video (The Hummingbird).Happy Birthday Braxton!!🎂🧁🍰🍮🍭🍦
Bless your heart sweetie. I know how you feel 100 percent. Braxton loved his Birthday and loves you remember on his 1st and for many years to come. Big hugs from Oregon.
What a beautiful day and tribute to sweet baby boy Braxton! I wanted to reach through the screen and squeeze you. You’re an incredibly strong woman. Much admiration. 💪🏻💙✝️
So proud of you guys! I cry every single time I watch you cry. I can feel your pain even though I’ve never lost a child. Happy birthday little Braxton 💙
Happy Birthday Braxton! Finding yourself again is the best gift & way to continue to celebrate Braxton. Briza & Braxton deserve a super happy & strong mom and dad.
It's nice to hear you talking positively about your year ahead. It doesn't mean you've forgotten and moved on. But it's important to be happy and live your best life for you partner & briza & friends & family. Good on you! Happy birthday Braxton!
I think that your family and family of choice remember Braxton but don’t want to bring you down or make you think of or focus on it if it were painful for you. People truly don’t know how to do this for you but they remember Braxton...me included because of your videos. Thank you for sharing your life and it’s a privilege to be involved, at all. Love each other and your two babies completely and never lose sight of your bliss. Peace to you in whatever you do.
Happy Birthday Brax. People all over the world and know of him because of your bravery to share your loss, Felly you have helped us mamas by sharing your story, your'e an angel ❤️🌹
I only JUST found your channel. Happy birthday dear Braxton. To his family my condolences, may Braxton shine his little light on you from Heaven.🌹🏵💐🌸🦄🐩🤗🇨🇦
Happy birthday Braxton. You are loved everyday by your mom and dad and little sister also by your moms subscribers!!! Including me!! We know you’re side by side with your family protecting them. Brings tears to my eyes seeing you guys talk about Braxton. He will always be a special baby boy and big brother💜🌸🐘
Happy happy birthday Mr. Braxton!!!! You are so loved by so many especially your parents!!! I know you are smiling down from heaven and enjoying your birthday celebration!!
Happy birthday to your sweet angel, Braxton. I thought of your baby boy as my son also has a birthday this month. You both have come a long way in a year. Although time heals a broken heart, but with a loss of a baby you learn to cope with life with a sting in your heart and soul. It was a beautiful memorial. It brought me to tears when you had the cake and an empty booster as you blew out the candle. I'm glad that you have set goals. Your family, friends but most importantly you deserve it. You have another blessing who needs you at 100%. Moving forward does not mean you leave Braxton behind, you adjust to life without him. His memory is footprinted in your hearts forever. Take care Felly💖
I lost my baby at 9 weeks this last weekend.. My heart breaks for you watching this video- At nine weeks already we loved our baby so much and gave us so much joy. Having your baby, carrying for 40 weeks, growing a bond and realizing he was stillborn - I cannot even imagine how that must have felt. It felt for me that the world just stopped and felt like someone came in and stole everything from us, emptied our bank accounts and left us with this empty house. I still feel extremely heartbroken, confused and exhausted. Some people say we should forget and try for a new baby but actually I don’t want to- and actually hurts me when they say that... Also, I want to try for a baby straight away but so scared to experience this again don’t think I can manage if this will happen again. I love how you honor his life and although you have a beautiful baby you still fondly acknowledge him. Your daughter is so beautiful and happy birthday to Braxton.
I haven't wanted to for 5 years now. I don't have sex, I don't try no more, That's the last time I miscarried. I've had 4. I have a few medical conditions, but they don't affect pregnancy. I'm confused. But my love for God keeps me going. I hope you have babies and a blessed life.💕
Happy Heavenly Birthday Braxton! Fly high as you watch over your mommy daddy and baby sister! You are loved so so much by so many people. You have touched so many hearts. @ Felly...you are an amazing woman. Thank you for sharing your story with us. Much love to you all💙
Sorry I’m late but Happy Birthday Braxton!! You were needed up there, no one knows why but, you’ve still made such an impact on the world!! Feli, you’ve got an amazing angel watching over you, and your family!! You are so strong!! 💗
I totally understand what you mean about wanting to feel happy again. I just want this baby to arrive safe and healthy and then I know I will feel happiness again. Your journey has given me so much hope honestly.
Happy Birthday, Braxton! It takes a strong woman and family to make these videos, but thank you for sharing your story! Before watching your videos, it had never once occurred to me that could happen. My daughter was born at 40+1 last November, and watching your videos, I was bawling thinking about what you had to endure. All the best wishes to your family and baby girl. Sending a humming bird your way
Happy Birthday Little Braxton! You have an amazing mama and daddy and a cute little sister Briza. You carry your spirit through them and you help bring Briza into this world. No one will never forget you.
Happy birthday to Braxton!! I can only imagine the heaviness you are feeling in your heart. Braxton will always be watching you. God bless you and your family, Felly. ❤️ 👼🏽
What a beautiful and unique celebration. Thanks for sharing it with us... My first public Remembrance activity for our daughter is coming up in October and is a Remembrance Walk hosted by NILMDTS. It's going to be a hard day, but I'll be very happy to share it with my friends and family. It's almost like they help bear the burden on some days... But you're right, you and your partner have to carry the pain day by day. It does get lighter... And I'm holding on to hope that this year will end better than 2018 did. Happy birthday Braxton, and may God continue to bless and keep your family. -Ava's Mami
Happy birthday, sweet Braxton! Felly, I hope you know that you've been superwoman this entire time. You're a badass mama to both your babies even if it's not in the "ideal" way. I can't wait to see Briza grow into the strong little woman I know she'll be. Not only does she have the best examples in you & Jonathan, but she'll have the most awesome angel to guide her as well.
Felly Briza will always know you are superwoman because you are ! You survived everyone’s worst nightmare. You are the strongest woman ever even if you have days where you don’t feel like you are 💙
Happy birthday little Braxton ! Omg I cried so much to your video ! You guys remembering him and still celebrating his life not just his birthday but on a daily basis is so beautiful. That’s how it should be ❤️god bless you guys !
I remember watching your stillborn video last year. My heart broke for you & your husband. I came across this video this year and see you have a baby girl now. 🥰 Congratulations on your beautiful rainbow baby. She’s absolutely gorgeous. Happy birthday, Braxton! 💙 Many prayers for you and your family. ❤️ Much Love ❤️
Always again thank u for sharing your difficult journey.. I'm sure he's looking down and seeing all the love and support you guys have for him....xoxoxo
Happy birthday braxton !!! I think meeting at braxtons tree each year would be awsome. Invite friends and family and get balloons i think that would be nice and i think many of your friends and family would be able to take the time for braxton just a idea my prayers are with you
Happy Belated Heavenly birthday to our Braxton!!! Felly, the same thing happened to my sister. My little nephew Jonathan had no heartbeat when my sister was 39 weeks pregnant. They also sent her home from the hospital and told her to come back in 3 days and deliver. I knew that wasn't good for her or the baby so we brought her back to the hospital the next day. I was livid that they sent her home still pregnant just like they did to you. . It all worked out and we had a beautiful cemetery service for him. My sister since a has had two beautiful 🌈 sons. I am so proud of you and how far that you have come in one year. You and Johnathon have wonderful families, friends and utube families that love all of you. Hugs to all. XO XO ❤ ❤ Grandma Elaine
Prayers for you three...I pray for your peace.. Braxton is so lucky and you have a sweet little angel with you always!! His little sister also so very blessed to have you two for parents!! 💞🙏🏻love from Wisconsin
Totally get the concept of grief hangover. This is why in the Jewish faith, after a funeral/memorial the family and friends sit shiva, which means the home of the bereaved is filled with people for a week, remembering, talking, comforting, eating, etc. It’s both a beautiful and practical tradition. Happy birthday to Braxton ❤️ I’m so glad it could be a beautiful day for your family, as difficult as I’m sure it was.
I loved the way you guys celebrated Braxton’s birthday. I know it’s hard I know for me it was hard but I had to go through it I had my family here with me which was very helpful. Love Braxton ❤️👼🐘
Happy (belated) Birthday Big Brother Braxton! Braxton and God have blessed you with Briza to remind you that the sun is shining brighter than ever! Prayers and hugs to you guys. Braxton&Briza FOREVER!!!
Happy heavenly birthday Braxton💜💜 momma your so strong hes watching over all 3 of you. Aww that humming bird is him thier with you. 💜💜 briza is so beautiful💜💜
I just found your channel. I lost my baby boy Isaac 3 weeks ago. I need to find a support group 😪 but watching you and you sharing all your feelings helps me. Thank you. Right now I'm just trying to protect myself. Because unless you have been through it you just don't know the pain or maybe what might be the right thing to say to someone. I feel your pain. You have a beautiful family. You have a sweet soul. Braxton is lucky to have you as his mommy.
While watching the drone shots, all I could think was that it is Braxton's view from Heaven. God Bless you! He is a loved little boy!
I wish we could all drive to Braxton’s tree to leave him flowers and gifts, then whenever you get sad and go to his tree you can see everything his TH-cam family left for him
That is so sweet 😢♥️🐘 thank you, thank you so much
@@FellyStillBraxtonsMama you used Braxton bear for Braxton’s birthday right?
I throw a toy for tot party for memory my little one. That way my little one memory lives on and helping other little one. My family and friends enjoy it.
I was thinking the same thing🙏🥰
That's an incredible idea! I love that!
That’s gorgeous.
That is a wonderfully beautiful thing to do, you’re a beautiful person 💖
@@michellehoman5351 it started when it be his first birthday and I really wanted to buy this popper toy. And I saw the toy for tot sign. And I decide to go with that theme since his birthday is November 7
Wow A year already... thank you for your videos. I lost my twins (August 21,2018) 5 days after birth and your videos have helped me through my hard times. I wanted to throw a big party as well and had NO energy. It’s good to know that I am not alone and my feelings are valid. I wish heaven had visiting hours and I wonder how birthdays are celebrated in heaven.
Happy birthday to Braxton. He is one loved baby and has helped many of us not feel alone. Continued prayers for you and your family because I know the pain all to well.
What happened with twins?:(
Vlasta Barac my girls had a rare condition. They had heart, liver and lung issues (not treatable) and we found out at 25 weeks they would not live long. We had their scan sent to 5 states with luck. We chose palliative care for them and they lived 5 days despite all odds. Many doctors didn’t think they would live to birth. Even though we knew they would pass at some point the pain is always there and all the feelings are the same. I gave birth on 9-10-19 to a baby boy and it’s bitter sweet. I can relate to all of these videos and they have helped through some very tough times.
@@rosannacruzrn4598 awwe I'm so so sorry
Vlasta Barac none of your fucking business
It's insane and amazing all at once how August 21 2019 was the day my beautiful baby girl Kei-Mahli was born sleeping. She passed a day before her birth. And I have been struggling so hard just to even still be here because I feel like I am in a space where time stands still. I wish I knew you somehow, this other side of motherhood where we are without our children is one that I wish no other woman knew!
The hummingbird 💙 I started crying! He’s there making sure his mama stays strong. We are here for you girl. 💕
After my still birth again I'm pregnant now 5 months completed I'm waiting for my rainbow 🌈 baby pls everyone belss my baby 👶🙏
Congrats!
Congratulations! 🍀🙏❤️for your sweet baby. Lots of strength and love. May the baby be healthy, happy and blessed.
@@averybrooke7474 thank you madam
I’m sending you and your little rainbow so much strength! Bless the both of you ❤️
@@datpsychobytch oh my dear thank you so much 🙏
I love the way Jonathan talks about Braxton ❤️
So beautiful! Your friends are amazing for naming a star after him, what a beautiful gift. Both your family’s celebration for him brought me to tears. I constantly think about you and your family. I just admire your strength and how you continue to celebrate him. Happy birthday, Braxton! 💙 🐘
The last thing Braxton knew and felt was your unconditional love, warmth, and coziness in your belly. That's what he felt for the beautiful 40 weeks + 1 day you carried him. Thank you for being strong enough to try again and I'm so glad you are experiencing everything motherhood has to bring. 💙♥️♥️💙🐘🌈
My heart hurts for you guys. Look how big Briza is getting! She’s such a calm little baby, she was listening to you guys talk the entire time. Love you guys, thank you for sharing your lives with us. ❤️
Stay strong, Braxton is proud of his mama and dada , baby sister , Briza is so adorable Happy Birthday beautiful angel 💙Braxton💙
I'm currently expecting my rainbow (20weeks) I lost my daughter at 22.this whole pregnancy has been a rollercoaster . I miss my baby girl so much people really have no idea. Just bc I'm pregnant again doesn't mean I don't miss my daughter .
Jazmine Carter awww 🙏🏻❤️ bless you and your precious rainbow baby...
Hugs girl!! Only us who have gone thru this know the feeling!
I didn't give birth to a stillborn, but I have had a miscarriage after trying for almost 2 years and it was one of the most dreadful things i've experienced. Till this day I have been struggling, especially in March around the time I lost my Angel. I still pray for my rainbow baby someday. I know God will bless me someday. I'm so sorry for your loss, I know it's not easy for you and I know it sounds clichè, but I truly hope Jesus heals your heart more and more as each day passes. Lots of hugs towards your way
💜🖤💜🖤💜🖤 you are strong and amazing mama. All the beat to you
Jazmine Carter I’m currently 33 weeks with my rainbow, but my baby girl was born sleeping at 22 weeks too. this baby IS NOT a replacement. your baby will never replace your daughter. if anything your rainbow has the best big sister to watch over them. your babies are beautiful. I pray for a healthy pregnancy and mom. sending lots of love, I know what you’re going through. ❤️
Oh mama, my heart is with you. You’re an amazing mama! I know I’m late but happy birthday Braxton. He’s up there playing with my little Everly 💛
My heart 💔💔💔😭😭😭😭😭
You girls are so freaking strong.
Happy birthday Braxton💙🎂 It’s amazing the kind of strength you and Jonathan have had throughout this past year. Sweet Brax will never be forgotten. Your angel will always be proud of you, will always protect you, and will ALWAYS be with you. Sending so much love to the four of you.♥️♥️♥️
So proud of how far you have come since losing your baby. It's something I dont know how I would be able to cope with and you make it look so easy. Of course we dont see your pain behind closed doors. Braxtons story has touched so many lives its amazing to say the least. Thank you Feli for sharing his life with the world. Know that we will always remember Braxton.
My daughter lost her baby boy an hour and a half after he was born . We went to the ocean and let flowers go on his first birthday . A year later his baby sister was born 💙💖 My grandma heart hurts for you. Sending hugs 💓 I bet Brayden and Braxton are up there playing and talking about their baby sisters 😊
ugh i was holding back the tears watching this then reading this did it
@@nea4444 it's definitely the hardest thing I've ever been through! I had to keep it together for my daughter and her husband while inside I was dying. I've watched her go through so much and it breaks my heart.
@@ginnab777 :(
I’m sorry you’re daughter lost her baby
Happy Birthday Braxton sweet baby. I know God has you watching over your momma daddy and baby sister Briza. Always will. You are so loved and missed by so many lives and hearts you've touched throughout the world.
Happy Birthday Braxton, sweet angel.
Felly. I want you to know that Me & my husband did not forget braxtons birthday. I woke up said a prayer and sang him happy birthday. Hes up in heaven with my babygirl.
I know for my daughters first birthday in heaven i wanted to just be left alone so i didnt want to message you and make you sad. But i didn't forget about you jonathon braxton and briza. 💙💜💛🐘🐘🐘
Thank you so, so much for remembering. I’m sure that Braxton felt so much love on his birthday ♥️🐘
You guys are so strong. I really admire your strength and your ability to share your story with us. Don’t ever forget that there’s so many people supporting you guys and wishing you guys nothing but pure happiness, including myself. HAPPY 1ST BIRTHDAY BRAXTON! 🦋👼🏻
His birthday was so special and beautiful I was in tears watching this whole video . You guys are such amazing good people . ❤️ Braxton is known by so many people now ❤️
You looked absolutely beautiful in the end of the video in the sunflower dress. You guys have a beautiful family all 4 of you ❤️ Take care felly
Happy birthday Baby Braxton! 🥳🙏👼😘 sending luv from Albuquerque, NM.. I lost my father September 12, 2018.. God bless your family and sending prayers!!!🥰🙏👼😘
It hit home when I saw his little empty high chair.... Your family is so nice for doing that for you.
Happy birthday baby boy! 🎉🎂🎁 We will always love you Braxton, you'll never be forgotten. We know you're watching over your momma, daddy and beautiful baby sister 💝
Happy Birthday little angel
Happy birthday Braxton ! I cried when you guys were blowing the candle
When you told us about the hummingbird I LITERALLY got goosebumps because I know thats him sending a sign to you, making sure you stay strong ❤️ happy birthday Braxton! I’m in tears! May God give you and your family strength! For one day, you will be with him again 🙏❤️
The birthday song got to me😭 Braxton you are so love
I know, I couldn’t sing it 😔
@@FellyStillBraxtonsMama I can't sing it for my boy to he would have been 14 year old.
I started bawling when both families started singing happy birthday. That was so sweet. Happy Birthday Braxton!!
Didn’t cry this whole time. Until the final clips of your family. So sweet. Happy Birthday Braxton. 💙💙💙
Happy Birthday Braxton! Mama dada, and lil sis Briza are missing you, never forgetting you. Felly Braxton is such a huge presence because of you, and your story. We love you all. Celebrate his birthday with a big party, and collect toy donation for under privileged children. Celebrate Braxton, and Briza on his birthday. We love you all, and keep you in our prayers.
I too grieve for you and your family! There will always be a place there, for thoughts about him. and your love for him. Bless you! Thanks for sharing
Happy belated birthday baby Braxton : ) Your mommy and daddy are such an inspiration to us all. I believe we all feel like we knew you so well. Heaven just gained another beautiful little angel 🎂🎈🎁🐘😇🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹
Happy belated birthday Braxton! My heart goes to you, as I also lost my firstborn baby girl last February this year. All I pray for us both is God's healing and may you also continue to feel His love and blessings. 💕
Thank you for continuing to share your life with us. What a beautiful way to celebrate your baby boy Braxton. I’m so glad to see you smile and aspire to be a super woman for your friends, family and for Briza 💕
This video made me so emotional omg. When your parents were singing my heart ached for you. I am a rainbow baby and I wish I could've met my big sister, Sara. Happy birthday, Braxton.
Happy Heavenly birthday Braxton mom dad and baby sister are thinking about you today enjoy your heavenly birthday with your Heavenly Father
I couldn't be around children after losing my baby girl. I still get emotional. My little cousin is one and my daughter turns one next month so I was trying really hard not to cry when I was around him.
I'm so sorry stay strong tho
I’m so sorry, Jasmine. I know just how you feel. It took me so long to see my niece and nephew again after Braxton passed away. I was afraid Of them asking questions and not knowing how to respond. Once I was ready to see them again it felt really nice to spend time with them and my niece even asked about Braxton ♥️ sending you lots of love!
Me too going through the same situation.....
Happy 1st birthday Braxton Tiago!!!🐘💙 keep a watchful eye over your beautiful family! Felly, amiga querida idk how you have the energy & strength to make this video. I applaud you for sharing ALL that you have been through. Sending you extra hugs and kisses on this day xoxoxoxo
I could not hold back my tears. Omg. You’re so strong. We love you Braxton.
God bless you Fely, Jonathan Briza, and Braxton. Thank you Lord for sending the hummingbird. We love you guys, we will never forget baby Braxton.
Watching the clips of your family singing Happy Birthday to Braxton really hit me. 😭 What a beautiful thing for them to do for him. And the hummingbird 💙 Braxton is always with you!! Hugs!! Happy Birthday sweet Braxton!!
You guys are the best parents ever💖💞💜 Briza is so very lucky. Braxton, lil angel, you'll never be forgotten 👨👩👧👧 God Bless you guys!!
I was able to hold it together until your family started singing to Braxton. We will never forget him and he will NEVER be forgotten. Happy Birthday Braxton. You are loved all over by so many people
Thank you for sharing Braxtons first birthday with us. You guys are incredible.
My daughter would be 22 next month and it still hurts. It becomes easier to live with, in a way.
I think when people call this a journey, maybe they are a few years on?
For while, I wouldn’t have called this a journey, just torture as you described. I think I could say it is a ‘journey’ now in the sense that I became to understand the grief eventually, to let go of the anger and guilt and shame I felt (even though loss like ours and yours is far from our fault).
My own emotional state/health has been the journey I think is what I’m trying to say.
That said. ‘Journey’ still seems like a nice thing.
I did not opt for bereavement counselling and looking back I know I should have.
At the time, I did not want to talk about it anymore. I didn’t want to feel I was letting go of her. It’s very difficult to explain but I held on to the pain as though I deserved it, plus it was the the predominant emotion/connection I had with her (not positivity or happiness) and I thought if I let go of the negative and the pain, I assumed I’d lose what I had left. It took many years to realise this was not true.
Too many years too late. I needn’t have suffered in silence for as long as I did.
You guys are talking and that is huge, you are together and support one another and that is to be admired. Braxton and Briza are very lucky to call you their mum and dad x
I get so emotional watching your videos, but it’s so heart warming to see how far you’ve come. You’re such a wonderful mommy and we will always keep Braxton in our thoughts... And Briza! She’s so lucky to have parents like you too. I will continue to pray for you and your family and wish you will come to have so much happiness in the near future. Happy belated birthday Braxton we miss u!
What a beautiful family! My heart goes out to you all! I have a daughter your age. Her and her husband have just decided they are ready to start a family. Being a nurse for many years I am so afraid of what could possibly happen. I grew up hearing that death is part of life. We all know this but, a parent never expects to bury a child. It is your worst fear as a parent. I know your first little angel Braxton, is looking down smiling right now!! It is so awesome that you have the courage to post theses videos. I know you have helped so many others that have gone through such a tragic loss as yours❤️
The parts where you were singing to him holding Briza, and your parents and brother, and Braxton's cousins sang to Braxton made me tear up. It made me feel so sad, I could imagine what you are feeling. I'm so sorry for your loss. Happy Birthday Angel Baby Braxton! 💙👼🎂🎈
Happy birthday braxton.! Love and hugs to you guys. 💙🐘
*Thanks for taking me to Braxton's tree, he'll be two soon.* I've lost babies also. I hope for my rainbow baby. For now, I'll keep praying for everyone that is grieving and trying to conceive.💯💕
Happy birthday Braxton.. that was so sweet of what your family and friends did for his bday. I got so emotional and started crying seeing the clip of your family singing happy birthday... my little turns 1 next month.
Happy birthday Braxton! I can't believe he's one already! I hope you always remember, how much of an impact he's made in such a short time. He will never be forgotten ❤️
You guys are Amazing parents!!!
Thank you for sharing Braxton’s Birthday with us. I love how he visits you in almost every video (The Hummingbird).Happy Birthday Braxton!!🎂🧁🍰🍮🍭🍦
Bless your heart sweetie. I know how you feel 100 percent. Braxton loved his Birthday and loves you remember on his 1st and for many years to come. Big hugs from Oregon.
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What a beautiful day and tribute to sweet baby boy Braxton! I wanted to reach through the screen and squeeze you. You’re an incredibly strong woman. Much admiration. 💪🏻💙✝️
So proud of you guys! I cry every single time I watch you cry. I can feel your pain even though I’ve never lost a child. Happy birthday little Braxton 💙
Omg.... your family singing happy birthday to Braxton, with a cake and all, had me ugly crying. You have an awesome family!!! ❤️
Happy belated birthday to Braxton and Briza is such a cutie!
My baby girls bday is next month I know I'ma be emotional .
Happy Birthday Braxton! Finding yourself again is the best gift & way to continue to celebrate Braxton. Briza & Braxton deserve a super happy & strong mom and dad.
It's nice to hear you talking positively about your year ahead. It doesn't mean you've forgotten and moved on. But it's important to be happy and live your best life for you partner & briza & friends & family. Good on you! Happy birthday Braxton!
It's amazing how Briza looks just look her big brother, Braxton! Thank you for sharing these moments.
I think that your family and family of choice remember Braxton but don’t want to bring you down or make you think of or focus on it if it were painful for you. People truly don’t know how to do this for you but they remember Braxton...me included because of your videos. Thank you for sharing your life and it’s a privilege to be involved, at all. Love each other and your two babies completely and never lose sight of your bliss. Peace to you in whatever you do.
Happy Birthday Brax. People all over the world and know of him because of your bravery to share your loss, Felly you have helped us mamas by sharing your story, your'e an angel ❤️🌹
I only JUST found your channel. Happy birthday dear Braxton. To his family my condolences, may Braxton shine his little light on you from Heaven.🌹🏵💐🌸🦄🐩🤗🇨🇦
Happy birthday Braxton. You are loved everyday by your mom and dad and little sister also by your moms subscribers!!! Including me!! We know you’re side by side with your family protecting them. Brings tears to my eyes seeing you guys talk about Braxton. He will always be a special baby boy and big brother💜🌸🐘
Happy happy birthday Mr. Braxton!!!! You are so loved by so many especially your parents!!! I know you are smiling down from heaven and enjoying your birthday celebration!!
Happy birthday to your sweet angel, Braxton. I thought of your baby boy as my son also has a birthday this month. You both have come a long way in a year. Although time heals a broken heart, but with a loss of a baby you learn to cope with life with a sting in your heart and soul. It was a beautiful memorial. It brought me to tears when you had the cake and an empty booster as you blew out the candle.
I'm glad that you have set goals. Your family, friends but most importantly you deserve it. You have another blessing who needs you at 100%. Moving forward does not mean you leave Braxton behind, you adjust to life without him. His memory is footprinted in your hearts forever. Take care Felly💖
I lost my baby at 9 weeks this last weekend.. My heart breaks for you watching this video- At nine weeks already we loved our baby so much and gave us so much joy. Having your baby, carrying for 40 weeks, growing a bond and realizing he was stillborn - I cannot even imagine how that must have felt.
It felt for me that the world just stopped and felt like someone came in and stole everything from us, emptied our bank accounts and left us with this empty house.
I still feel extremely heartbroken, confused and exhausted.
Some people say we should forget and try for a new baby but actually I don’t want to- and actually hurts me when they say that...
Also, I want to try for a baby straight away but so scared to experience this again don’t think I can manage if this will happen again.
I love how you honor his life and although you have a beautiful baby you still fondly acknowledge him.
Your daughter is so beautiful and happy birthday to Braxton.
im so sorry for your loss
I haven't wanted to for 5 years now. I don't have sex, I don't try no more, That's the last time I miscarried. I've had 4. I have a few medical conditions, but they don't affect pregnancy. I'm confused. But my love for God keeps me going. I hope you have babies and a blessed life.💕
Happy Heavenly Birthday Braxton! Fly high as you watch over your mommy daddy and baby sister! You are loved so so much by so many people. You have touched so many hearts. @ Felly...you are an amazing woman. Thank you for sharing your story with us. Much love to you all💙
Sorry I’m late but Happy Birthday Braxton!! You were needed up there, no one knows why but, you’ve still made such an impact on the world!! Feli, you’ve got an amazing angel watching over you, and your family!! You are so strong!! 💗
I totally understand what you mean about wanting to feel happy again. I just want this baby to arrive safe and healthy and then I know I will feel happiness again. Your journey has given me so much hope honestly.
So beautiful the way you commemorate Braxton not just on his birthday but everyday! You ARE super woman! 💪🏼😊💖
Happy Birthday, Braxton! It takes a strong woman and family to make these videos, but thank you for sharing your story!
Before watching your videos, it had never once occurred to me that could happen. My daughter was born at 40+1 last November, and watching your videos, I was bawling thinking about what you had to endure.
All the best wishes to your family and baby girl. Sending a humming bird your way
Happy Birthday Little Braxton! You have an amazing mama and daddy and a cute little sister Briza. You carry your spirit through them and you help bring Briza into this world. No one will never forget you.
Thank you for sharing your story and baby Braxton with us. He will always live in your hearts ♥️ and memories. Much love and respect
Happy Birthday Braxton❤️❤️ sweet angel, stay strong
Happy birthday to Braxton!! I can only imagine the heaviness you are feeling in your heart. Braxton will always be watching you. God bless you and your family, Felly. ❤️ 👼🏽
What a beautiful and unique celebration. Thanks for sharing it with us... My first public Remembrance activity for our daughter is coming up in October and is a Remembrance Walk hosted by NILMDTS. It's going to be a hard day, but I'll be very happy to share it with my friends and family. It's almost like they help bear the burden on some days... But you're right, you and your partner have to carry the pain day by day.
It does get lighter... And I'm holding on to hope that this year will end better than 2018 did.
Happy birthday Braxton, and may God continue to bless and keep your family.
-Ava's Mami
Happy birthday Braxton!🐘💙🥳
Briza has filled out so much. She is gorgeous!
I know! She is growing so, so fast! 😭♥️
@@FellyStillBraxtonsMama enjoy and cherish every second.
Happy birthday Braxton....he'll feel your love so strongly. You two are such a wonderful couple and I wish nothing but the best for you x
Happy birthday, sweet Braxton! Felly, I hope you know that you've been superwoman this entire time. You're a badass mama to both your babies even if it's not in the "ideal" way. I can't wait to see Briza grow into the strong little woman I know she'll be. Not only does she have the best examples in you & Jonathan, but she'll have the most awesome angel to guide her as well.
Felly Briza will always know you are superwoman because you are ! You survived everyone’s worst nightmare. You are the strongest woman ever even if you have days where you don’t feel like you are 💙
Happy birthday little Braxton ! Omg I cried so much to your video ! You guys remembering him and still celebrating his life not just his birthday but on a daily basis is so beautiful. That’s how it should be ❤️god bless you guys !
You are missed and loved sweet Braxton! ❤❤❤
I remember watching your stillborn video last year. My heart broke for you & your husband. I came across this video this year and see you have a baby girl now. 🥰 Congratulations on your beautiful rainbow baby. She’s absolutely gorgeous.
Happy birthday, Braxton! 💙
Many prayers for you and your family.
❤️ Much Love ❤️
Always again thank u for sharing your difficult journey.. I'm sure he's looking down and seeing all the love and support you guys have for him....xoxoxo
Happy Birthday Brax, you'll never be forgotten... your memory is in hearts all over the world ♡♡ love from Australia ♡
Happy Birthday Braxton forever in our hearts ♥️ Felly I wish you nothing but happiness this year. Letting go isn’t forgetting 💓
Happy birthday braxton !!! I think meeting at braxtons tree each year would be awsome. Invite friends and family and get balloons i think that would be nice and i think many of your friends and family would be able to take the time for braxton just a idea my prayers are with you
Happy Belated Heavenly birthday to our Braxton!!! Felly, the same thing happened to my sister. My little nephew Jonathan had no heartbeat when my sister was 39 weeks pregnant. They also sent her home from the hospital and told her to come back in 3 days and deliver. I knew that wasn't good for her or the baby so we brought her back to the hospital the next day. I was livid that they sent her home still pregnant just like they did to you. . It all worked out and we had a beautiful cemetery service for him. My sister since a has had two beautiful 🌈 sons. I am so proud of you and how far that you have come in one year. You and Johnathon have wonderful families, friends and utube families that love all of you. Hugs to all. XO XO ❤ ❤
Grandma Elaine
Prayers for you three...I pray for your peace.. Braxton is so lucky and you have a sweet little angel with you always!! His little sister also so very blessed to have you two for parents!! 💞🙏🏻love from Wisconsin
Totally get the concept of grief hangover. This is why in the Jewish faith, after a funeral/memorial the family and friends sit shiva, which means the home of the bereaved is filled with people for a week, remembering, talking, comforting, eating, etc. It’s both a beautiful and practical tradition. Happy birthday to Braxton ❤️ I’m so glad it could be a beautiful day for your family, as difficult as I’m sure it was.
I loved the way you guys celebrated Braxton’s birthday. I know it’s hard I know for me it was hard but I had to go through it I had my family here with me which was very helpful. Love Braxton ❤️👼🐘
This is by far my favorite video of yours🥰 to celebrate his life and how your family did as well is so beautiful❤
The part with the birthday cake broke me. My heart breaks for you mama😔😔 thinking and praying for your family ❤️
Happy (belated) Birthday Big Brother Braxton! Braxton and God have blessed you with Briza to remind you that the sun is shining brighter than ever! Prayers and hugs to you guys. Braxton&Briza FOREVER!!!
I feel like the hummingbird is Braxton letting you know he’s still with you! I’m so sorry for your loss mama he will always be with you 💙🧸
Happy heavenly birthday Braxton💜💜 momma your so strong hes watching over all 3 of you. Aww that humming bird is him thier with you. 💜💜 briza is so beautiful💜💜
A whole year as a beautiful angel 👼🏻 my nephew was born last night the 13th. Almost the same birthdates ☺️
I just found your channel. I lost my baby boy Isaac 3 weeks ago. I need to find a support group 😪 but watching you and you sharing all your feelings helps me. Thank you. Right now I'm just trying to protect myself. Because unless you have been through it you just don't know the pain or maybe what might be the right thing to say to someone. I feel your pain. You have a beautiful family. You have a sweet soul. Braxton is lucky to have you as his mommy.