my ptsd is acting up lately. i was just walking at work after hours, getting ready to close up. i smelled....something. i don't know what. my mother's perfume? baby powder? it clawed into my brain and turned me into a toddler and i nearly forgot how to walk. sometimes i think i remember what happened but i cant remember for long.
I know I'm venting out of nowhere but I've been having a trashy week. My little sis might have an eating disorder and I oddly blame myself for it. (Long story short through my life I developed a thing where I would blame myself for everything. Not only that my parents would partake in it as well) I always do my best taking care of my little brother and sister but it's never enough. I failed my sister. I'm a horrible big sister.
I just want to thank the Trauma core community you and all the rest of the people that make these playlists it helps me try and cope and also helps me remember certain things I've had trouble remembering AND THANKYOU TO ALL THE PEOPLE WHO ARE STILL TRYING TO SURVIIVE THIS TRAUMA I NEED YOU HERE PLEASE IF NOBODY WILL SAY IT I WILL I LOVE YOU ALL *VIRTUAL HUGE HUG***
100 reasons to stay alive: 1. to make your parents proud 2. to conquer your fears 3. to see your family again 4. to see your favourite artist live 5. to listen to music again 6. to experience a new culture 7. to make new friends 8. to inspire 9. to have your own children 10. to adopt your own pet 11. to make yourself proud 12. to meet your idols 13. to laugh until you cry 14. to feel tears of happiness 15. to eat your favourite food 16. to see your siblings grow 17. to pass school 18. to get tattoo 19. to smile until your cheeks hurt 20. to meet your internet friends 21. to find someone who loves you like you deserve 22. to eat ice cream on a hot day 23. to drink hot chocolate on a cold day 24. to see untouched snow in the morning 25. to see a sunset that sets the sky on fire 26. to see stars light up the sky 27. to read a book that changes your life 28. to see the flowers in the spring 29. to see the leaves change from green to brown 30. to travel abroad 31. to learn a new language 32. to learn to draw 33. to tell others your story in the hopes of helping them 34. Puppy kisses. 35. Baby kisses (the open mouthed kind when they smack their lips on your cheek). 36. Swear words and the release you feel when you say them. 37. Trampolines. 38. Ice cream. 39. Stargazing. 40. Cloud watching. 41. Taking a shower and then sleeping in clean sheets. 42. Receiving thoughtful gifts. 43. “I saw this and thought of you." 44. The feeling you get when someone you love says, “I love you." 45. The relief you feel after crying. 46. Sunshine. 47. The feeling you get when someone is listening to you/giving you their full attention. 48. Your future wedding. 49. Your favorite candy bar. 50. New clothes. 51. Witty puns. 52. Really good bread. 53. Holding your child in your arms for the first time. 54. Completing a milestone (aka going to college, graduating college, getting married, getting your dream job.) 55. The kind of dreams where you wake up and can’t stop smiling. 56. The smell before and after it rains 57. The sound of rain against a rooftop. 58. The feeling you get when you’re dancing. 59. The person (or people) that mean the most to you. Stay alive for them. 60. Trying out new recipes. 61. The feeling you get when your favorite song comes on the radio. 62. The rush you get when you step onto a stage. 63. You have to share your voice and talents and knowledge with the world because they are so valuable. 64.Breakfast in bed. 65. Getting a middle seat in the movie theater. 66. Breakfast for dinner (because it’s so much better at night than in the morning). 67. Pray (if you are religious) 68. Forgiveness. 69. Water balloon fights. 70. New books by your favorite authors. 71. Fireflies. 72. Birthdays. 73. Realizing that someone loves you. 74. Spending the day with someone you 85. Being wrapped up in a warm bed. 86. Someone’s skin against yours. 87. Holding hands. 88. The kind of hugs when you can feel a weight being lifted off your shoulders. The kind of hug where your breath syncs with the other person’s, and you feel like the only two people in the world. 89. Singing off key with your best friends. 90. Road trips. 91. Spontaneous adventures. 92. The feeling of sand beneath your toes. 93. The feeling when the first ocean wave rolls up and envelops your toes and ankles and knees. 94. Thunderstorms. 95. Your first (or hundredth) trip to Disneyland. 96. The taste of your favorite food. 97. The child-like feeling you get on Christmas morning. 98. The day when everything finally goes your way. 99. Compliments and praise. 100. to look on this moment in 10 years time and realise you did it. Ps : Never forget you are a beatiful person Life is so beatiful so live, live like no one else exist, live for yourself, don't care of bad people, you are strong, i love you 🫶
i love the fact you used music from omori. that game traumatized me, but this playlist is comforting. it reminds me of when i was little. just happy and innocent
You're a very special person who deserves everything good in life, and who is loved much more than you think. No matter what you do you will always be a precious being with endless value ❤
i can't stand this copyright stuff. what's the point of sharing art if you don't really want it to be shared? such greed ruining fun, and their income since can't network their stuff. :/ love ur taste in music pipermint ^^ very therapeutic. wish greedy ppl go away and let you share freely.
This is so real, it’s so annoying! I didn’t even notice it was removed until now, but don’t worry, I’ll be doing a reupload with the songs causing the block cut out, unfortunately yt wont let me cut them out or mute them so I’ll have to do it myself. It should be back up soon.
i don't know, remembering the past as something fantastic gets tiring, I just want to go back two years ago when I was 16 and have that peace and essence 😭😭
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I was so panicked and upset when I saw the first one was removed, thank you so much for bringing it back!!
my ptsd is acting up lately. i was just walking at work after hours, getting ready to close up. i smelled....something. i don't know what. my mother's perfume? baby powder? it clawed into my brain and turned me into a toddler and i nearly forgot how to walk. sometimes i think i remember what happened but i cant remember for long.
you might be thinking about age regression :)) maybe you can do some research on it and see if its accurate
@@candice3757 thanks for the input! i got an osdd diagnosis so its likely some form of regression
“Welcome back”
That is the most comforting phrase to me
I know I'm venting out of nowhere but I've been having a trashy week. My little sis might have an eating disorder and I oddly blame myself for it. (Long story short through my life I developed a thing where I would blame myself for everything. Not only that my parents would partake in it as well) I always do my best taking care of my little brother and sister but it's never enough. I failed my sister. I'm a horrible big sister.
Listening to this while I have a really shitty night because I can’t stop thinking about how horrible it felt
I just want to thank the Trauma core community you and all the rest of the people that make these playlists it helps me try and cope and also helps me remember certain things I've had trouble remembering AND THANKYOU TO ALL THE PEOPLE WHO ARE STILL TRYING TO SURVIIVE THIS TRAUMA I NEED YOU HERE PLEASE IF NOBODY WILL SAY IT I WILL I LOVE YOU ALL *VIRTUAL HUGE HUG***
I love you too
@@CrystalswEli21i love you so much
@@morbiddbrom Your welcome :)
07:20 I love how I came back after a lil while to this playlist and the playlist is literally welcoming me back
i literally started full on crying when trees started playing, i love this playlist
100 reasons to stay alive:
1. to make your parents proud
2. to conquer your fears
3. to see your family again
4. to see your favourite artist live
5. to listen to music again
6. to experience a new culture
7. to make new friends
8. to inspire
9. to have your own children
10. to adopt your own pet
11. to make yourself proud
12. to meet your idols
13. to laugh until you cry
14. to feel tears of happiness
15. to eat your favourite food
16. to see your siblings grow
17. to pass school
18. to get tattoo
19. to smile until your cheeks hurt
20. to meet your internet friends
21. to find someone who loves you like you deserve
22. to eat ice cream on a hot day
23. to drink hot chocolate on a cold day
24. to see untouched snow in the morning
25. to see a sunset that sets the sky on fire
26. to see stars light up the sky
27. to read a book that changes your life
28. to see the flowers in the spring
29. to see the leaves change from green to brown
30. to travel abroad
31. to learn a new language
32. to learn to draw
33. to tell others your story in the hopes of helping them
34. Puppy kisses.
35. Baby kisses (the open mouthed kind when they smack their lips on your cheek).
36. Swear words and the release you feel when you say them.
37. Trampolines.
38. Ice cream.
39. Stargazing.
40. Cloud watching.
41. Taking a shower and then sleeping in clean sheets.
42. Receiving thoughtful gifts.
43. “I saw this and thought of you."
44. The feeling you get when someone you love says, “I love you."
45. The relief you feel after crying.
46. Sunshine.
47. The feeling you get when someone is listening to you/giving you their full attention.
48. Your future wedding.
49. Your favorite candy bar.
50. New clothes.
51. Witty puns.
52. Really good bread.
53. Holding your child in your arms for the first time.
54. Completing a milestone (aka going to college, graduating college, getting married, getting your dream job.)
55. The kind of dreams where you wake up and can’t stop smiling.
56. The smell before and after it rains
57. The sound of rain against a rooftop.
58. The feeling you get when you’re dancing.
59. The person (or people) that mean the most to you. Stay alive for them.
60. Trying out new recipes.
61. The feeling you get when your favorite song comes on the radio.
62. The rush you get when you step onto a stage.
63. You have to share your voice and talents and knowledge with the world because they are so valuable.
64.Breakfast in bed.
65. Getting a middle seat in the movie theater.
66. Breakfast for dinner (because it’s so much better at night than in the morning).
67. Pray (if you are religious)
68. Forgiveness.
69. Water balloon fights.
70. New books by your favorite authors.
71. Fireflies.
72. Birthdays.
73. Realizing that someone loves you.
74. Spending the day with someone you
85. Being wrapped up in a warm bed.
86. Someone’s skin against yours.
87. Holding hands.
88. The kind of hugs when you can feel a weight being lifted off your shoulders. The kind of hug where your breath syncs with the other person’s, and you feel like the only two people in the world.
89. Singing off key with your best friends.
90. Road trips.
91. Spontaneous adventures.
92. The feeling of sand beneath your toes.
93. The feeling when the first ocean wave rolls up and envelops your toes and ankles and knees.
94. Thunderstorms.
95. Your first (or hundredth) trip to Disneyland.
96. The taste of your favorite food.
97. The child-like feeling you get on Christmas morning.
98. The day when everything finally goes your way.
99. Compliments and praise.
100. to look on this moment in 10 years time and realise you did it.
Ps : Never forget you are a beatiful person Life is so beatiful so live, live like no one else exist, live for yourself, don't care of bad people, you are strong, i love you 🫶
i love the fact you used music from omori. that game traumatized me, but this playlist is comforting. it reminds me of when i was little. just happy and innocent
I was looking for dreamcore music and the first song that came on made me cry bc that's what
My dads song was when it was his memorial...
You're a very special person who deserves everything good in life, and who is loved much more than you think.
No matter what you do you will always be a precious being with endless value ❤
16:20 image and phrases are so relatable that it makes my heart burn.
i can't stand this copyright stuff. what's the point of sharing art if you don't really want it to be shared? such greed ruining fun, and their income since can't network their stuff. :/
love ur taste in music pipermint ^^ very therapeutic. wish greedy ppl go away and let you share freely.
This is so real, it’s so annoying! I didn’t even notice it was removed until now, but don’t worry, I’ll be doing a reupload with the songs causing the block cut out, unfortunately yt wont let me cut them out or mute them so I’ll have to do it myself. It should be back up soon.
When i heard those songs for the first time i felt like crying ngl-
still do ngl
🤗🤗🫂🫂
i don't know, remembering the past as something fantastic gets tiring, I just want to go back two years ago when I was 16 and have that peace and essence 😭😭
Why do I hear keyboard sounds in the background at times?
Don't worry, the rest is great, keep it up 👍
Same
probably bc they screen recorded it
:3 i find the keyboard sounds soothing
Can you timestamp some parts?
@@birdlovesart 7:37
Thank you for this 💗
This is peaceful and relaxing I like this playlist good job!!
This makes me happy but sad i like falling asleep to it and it helps a lot. Thank you
make dreamcore great again
the songs are nice and calming really for sleeping and calming down while or after crying
damn it got removed?? thanks for reoploding it!
I like so much this playlist
WAIT PIPER I FOUND THIS ON A PLAYLIST WHAT????
0:00 I love this part now I love your videos so much a moment of tranquility.…19:47 i love too🗿🍷💕💕
Nice playlist
I can smell the fisrt picture
Mitski is the best
ooo a reupload!
I like this. I like this a lot.
Mandela catalogue avatar reference??
So good
I love this playlist although what’s with the random text noises?
I didn’t know how to turn off the typing sound on my phone
Hello there! You’ve been gone for a while……do you just want to rest?
Perfect mix... :|
why the playground fading away
Do I really have BPD?
can i use this as my theme song
🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤
Or or or 🐻🎩🎤
helo there (also OMG 8:00 OMOR REAL??????)
Hi