I have a confession to make…

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  • @Swine-O-Sonic
    @Swine-O-Sonic 13 วันที่ผ่านมา +2

    Recycling! Isn't it a strange place? Everything, everywhere all at once ... Everything can be at all times. And for a past psychotic I can feel for Gray. I had to go through that to be where I am. It can be a trial to walk through.😢 So Halen.. Not easy huh? But we all have our own dance, you can guess anyone's. It took me 48 years to get through... A long time!!! Be at peace little one ❤

    • @HalenNelah
      @HalenNelah  12 วันที่ผ่านมา

      Wow Jim! I had no idea. Always full of surprises aren’t you! 😂 It’s amazing you made it through. Our spirits are truly limitless in their resilience, huh?

    • @Swine-O-Sonic
      @Swine-O-Sonic 12 วันที่ผ่านมา

      @@HalenNelah I had to be held Halen. No better way. Until I was woken by someone else. And I shall always love her for what it's worth, even though we can't be together either. Sucks huh?

  • @spirituallighthouseoracle2809
    @spirituallighthouseoracle2809 13 วันที่ผ่านมา +2

    Sending much love and healing to you both. Thank you for sharing your truth and allowing yourself to be human with all the beautiful facets of life both light and dark. 🕯️ ❤

    • @HalenNelah
      @HalenNelah  12 วันที่ผ่านมา

      Thank you 🩶

  • @StardustShannon
    @StardustShannon 13 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

    Thank you for sharing! 💖

    • @HalenNelah
      @HalenNelah  13 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

      Thank you for listening to our story 💕

  • @notyournormalgemini8778
    @notyournormalgemini8778 13 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

    I'm new to your channel and I wanted to say thank you for sharing your story with us...I lit a candle for you and Gray and said a prayer...Lots of love to you both

    • @HalenNelah
      @HalenNelah  13 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

      Thank you 🙏 that means more to me than I can say!

  • @jamescoderre9595
    @jamescoderre9595 13 วันที่ผ่านมา +2

    Thank you for sharing your personal story Halen🕯

    • @HalenNelah
      @HalenNelah  13 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

      Thank you as always, James, for showing up with me here in my little nook of the internet. I appreciate you 💕

    • @jamescoderre9595
      @jamescoderre9595 13 วันที่ผ่านมา

      @HalenNelah Thanks, Halen. I appreciate you as well. You're a very special soul 😔

    • @HalenNelah
      @HalenNelah  13 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

      @@jamescoderre9595 aww 🥰 feelin the love over here!

    • @jamescoderre9595
      @jamescoderre9595 13 วันที่ผ่านมา

      @@HalenNelah 🥰

  • @VictoriaPhantasmagoria
    @VictoriaPhantasmagoria 13 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

    Thank you so much for sharing. I will light a candle for your friend and wish him well.

    • @HalenNelah
      @HalenNelah  13 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

      Thank you so much! 🥲

  • @SanTarot
    @SanTarot 13 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

    Sending so much love and light and grace to you both. 🙏🙏🙏

    • @HalenNelah
      @HalenNelah  13 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

      Thank you, San ❤️

  • @aweazie
    @aweazie 13 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

    Thank you for sharing, it really means so much. 🕯️

    • @HalenNelah
      @HalenNelah  13 วันที่ผ่านมา

      @@aweazie thank you! 🙏 🕯️

  • @La-La-ov2lw
    @La-La-ov2lw 12 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

    This is lovely, Halen. Do you know your lineage, your Native American Tribe? Some N.A. tribes pass "the medicine" along to The Matriarchs of that tribe. Some pass the medicine to those who have earned it. Some, don't even consciously pass it along, and then someone in the family is a natural healer; then the medicine is consciously passed on this way. Your medicine is what you say it is, Halen. Your advocacy for mental health treatment (the combination of Western Medicine and alternative modalities) is not only refreshing, but it just happens to resonate with a personal passion of mine. Yes, I will light a candle for Gray or Grey (SP?) and send him light, love and comfort. My thoughts will also be on how grateful I am for YOU: for the platform you have chosen to use to help us see how you express your beautiful, compassionate heart in this collective; how you keep your medicine strong and balanced, how you educate others with integrity and magic. Much❤& Best, ~LaVizsia

    • @HalenNelah
      @HalenNelah  12 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

      Your comment has deeply touched my heart. Thank you, LaVizsia. I have no words. All my love and gratitude to you!

    • @HalenNelah
      @HalenNelah  12 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

      @@La-La-ov2lw oh! And I forgot to mention. I am Muskogee creek 🙂 big tribe. But we are divided into smaller tribes and townships.

    • @La-La-ov2lw
      @La-La-ov2lw 12 วันที่ผ่านมา

      @@HalenNelah 🎆

    • @La-La-ov2lw
      @La-La-ov2lw 12 วันที่ผ่านมา

      @@HalenNelah 🔆❇🌈💚

  • @OrionSirianHealer
    @OrionSirianHealer 11 วันที่ผ่านมา

    He and yourself Halen are in my thoughts and prayers. Bless your Beautiful Heart and Divine Soul. XOXO

    • @HalenNelah
      @HalenNelah  11 วันที่ผ่านมา

      @@OrionSirianHealer ❤️

  • @TheWizardsPath
    @TheWizardsPath 13 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

    Will light a candle for you and Gray 🙏🍀💜

    • @HalenNelah
      @HalenNelah  12 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

      Thank you so very much 💜

  • @steventalmakkies6015
    @steventalmakkies6015 13 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

    Hi Halen, thank you for sharing this with us. A couple of weeks ago i took two candles out of a pack i have at home, i haven't lit them yet, now I have a reason to. ❤❤

    • @HalenNelah
      @HalenNelah  12 วันที่ผ่านมา

      Aw, thank you! 😊

  • @tadasana-r9l
    @tadasana-r9l 12 วันที่ผ่านมา

    A candle has been lit - a prayer to you and Gray 💗

  • @jevoisentoi
    @jevoisentoi 13 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

    Beautiful story. Blessings and prayers. ✨🕯️✨

    • @HalenNelah
      @HalenNelah  13 วันที่ผ่านมา

      Thank you 🙏💫

  • @Ztarzlight
    @Ztarzlight 12 วันที่ผ่านมา

    Blessings & light be upon you both.' ♥️♥️♥️ thank you for sharing your sacred story.'

    • @HalenNelah
      @HalenNelah  12 วันที่ผ่านมา

      Thank you, dear one 💞

  • @stormyvibez
    @stormyvibez 13 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

    Thank you for sharing Halen. What a beautiful story. And youre such a beautiful soul!
    The name/word Grace has been active in my life recently.
    Lighting a candle for your friend.

    • @HalenNelah
      @HalenNelah  13 วันที่ผ่านมา

      Thank you so much for your sweet words! 🙏🕯️

  • @douglasdavids
    @douglasdavids 13 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

    I would be happy to do that for your friend. My father also suffered from, among other things, catatonic schizophenia... and I have also worried about the genetic /spiritual ramifications of being his only son.

    • @HalenNelah
      @HalenNelah  12 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

      I am so sorry about your father. I imagine that must weigh so hard on the heart. I know it is hard on mine with Gray… I think they say every 3 out of 100 people will experience some form psychosis in their lifetime. (Whoever “they” are! 😂) When you take that into account, plus the amount of people who love and care for those individuals…it’s a surprisingly large part of our society! Sending you my love.

    • @HalenNelah
      @HalenNelah  12 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

      @@douglasdavids ps - thank you for lighting the candle. 🕯️🩷

  • @dj_spinfire_d-.-b
    @dj_spinfire_d-.-b 12 วันที่ผ่านมา

    I light a candle for you & Gray

    • @HalenNelah
      @HalenNelah  12 วันที่ผ่านมา

      Thank you so much!! 🕯️❤️

  • @phoenixroseastrology769
    @phoenixroseastrology769 12 วันที่ผ่านมา

    Thank you for sharing that. Love has been sent to both of you. 😇😇

    • @HalenNelah
      @HalenNelah  12 วันที่ผ่านมา

      Thank you so much… 💕

  • @Christine_1111
    @Christine_1111 12 วันที่ผ่านมา

    I’ll light and candle for you both! 💗

    • @HalenNelah
      @HalenNelah  12 วันที่ผ่านมา

      Thank you! 🙏

  • @nicolevreeswijk6237
    @nicolevreeswijk6237 12 วันที่ผ่านมา

    Thank you for sharing I will lit a candle 🕯️ ❤

    • @HalenNelah
      @HalenNelah  12 วันที่ผ่านมา

      I appreciate that so much. Thank you 💛

  • @nineteenhundredandeightyfive
    @nineteenhundredandeightyfive 13 วันที่ผ่านมา +4

    “Like particles immersed in one and the same spiritual fluid, souls cannot think or pray or act or move, without waves being produced, even by the most insignificant among them, which set the others in motion; inevitably, behind each soul a wake is formed which draws other souls either towards good or towards evil.”

    • @HalenNelah
      @HalenNelah  13 วันที่ผ่านมา +2

      This is beautiful. What is this from?

    • @nineteenhundredandeightyfive
      @nineteenhundredandeightyfive 12 วันที่ผ่านมา

      Teilhard de Chardin!

    • @HalenNelah
      @HalenNelah  12 วันที่ผ่านมา

      @@nineteenhundredandeightyfivewow 😍

  • @UNEWS_ANIMATIONS
    @UNEWS_ANIMATIONS 13 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

    get better soon

    • @HalenNelah
      @HalenNelah  13 วันที่ผ่านมา

      Thank you 😊

    • @maybesusie8599
      @maybesusie8599 13 วันที่ผ่านมา

      Sending love and light to you both and keeping you in my prayers!!🕯❤🙏

    • @HalenNelah
      @HalenNelah  13 วันที่ผ่านมา

      @@maybesusie8599 thank you so much. Like a balm to my heart ❤️

  • @eugenealbertson4905
    @eugenealbertson4905 12 วันที่ผ่านมา

    Will do. Thanks for sharing🤗

    • @HalenNelah
      @HalenNelah  12 วันที่ผ่านมา

      Thank you Eugene 😊

  • @SVati-su5ih
    @SVati-su5ih 12 วันที่ผ่านมา

    Sister thank you. I presently work with disabled, autistic, schizophrenic, name it🖤💔🔥

    • @HalenNelah
      @HalenNelah  12 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

      That is powerful work!! Thank you for doing what you do. 💖

  • @starrygory
    @starrygory 12 วันที่ผ่านมา

    thank you Halen 🕯️

    • @HalenNelah
      @HalenNelah  12 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

      💞💫🙏

  • @UNLABELED_UN-NAMED
    @UNLABELED_UN-NAMED 10 วันที่ผ่านมา

    It is a very beautiful story. I pray for you both.

    • @HalenNelah
      @HalenNelah  10 วันที่ผ่านมา

      Thank you 🙏

  • @brightsky5586
    @brightsky5586 12 วันที่ผ่านมา

    Thank you for sharing this story 🕯

    • @HalenNelah
      @HalenNelah  12 วันที่ผ่านมา

      Thank you for listening 🩷

  • @rileybain3132
    @rileybain3132 12 วันที่ผ่านมา

    Thank you for shairing your story

    • @HalenNelah
      @HalenNelah  12 วันที่ผ่านมา

      Thank you for listening.

  • @erinjones6911
    @erinjones6911 12 วันที่ผ่านมา

    Wow, how amazing. What a beautiful insight into your life and your story, and honestly his, as well. I never would have thought something like this could be linked, but it makes total sense. To be in a way, "stuck between worlds" or, it doesn't have to be put that way if that doesn't hit for some people. But it is hard to find words to describe such a thing as this, and I could totally see schizophrenia being a byproduct of this sort of happening. A spiritual crisis, phenomenon, but doctors and psychologist not necessarily putting this together, because it would take going through this exact thing with someone to see it that way.. like you!! So, we can actually be incredibly grateful, for those it makes sense to and resonates with, that you experienced such a thing, because it can now make sense on a different level. Very interesting, Halen. Thank you for sharing this incredible experience you've had with us, and we now know who your "friend with psychosis" is that you speak of! Much love and light to you, and to him, too. I pray he gets the healing he needs, mentally, physically, emotionally, all of it, to become more and more himself everyday. ❤

    • @erinjones6911
      @erinjones6911 12 วันที่ผ่านมา

      And what an honor it would be, though challenging and could definitely throw you off for a little while, lol, to be one of the ones chosen to experience this and hold space for someone like him, on a spiritual level and for spiritual reasons. Not everyone is built for that, Halen! ❤

    • @HalenNelah
      @HalenNelah  12 วันที่ผ่านมา

      Thank you Erin! 💖 It has absolutely changed my view on all of physical reality…and in the most beautiful way. I believe where Carl Jung left off in his work, is carried on exactly with this kind of phenomena… What it’s sparked within me is a topic for an entirely new video, but essentially, it’s a desire to see people with psychic abilities paired with people in psychosis, as I feel they both speak the same language and can learn from one another deeply. And thank you on a personal note for acknowledging the difficulty I’ve experienced, because it’s been filled with so much grief. The true details of the story are actually far more whimsical and mind-shattering than I mention here! But also, perhaps unnecessary… All that is needed to be understood, at least for now, is the very basic, bare bones truth of his story…and now, I realize, mine. Perhaps it’s “our story.” I miss my beautiful friend.

  • @martinheath9947
    @martinheath9947 12 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

    Done 🕯

    • @HalenNelah
      @HalenNelah  12 วันที่ผ่านมา

      🙏🙏🙏

  • @sherwinfortuin
    @sherwinfortuin 13 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

    What a story thank you. So his true identity died and came to you to seek help?
    A couple of years ago I met this woman, truly an amazing person but I became scared of her. It's like when she becomes aroused she turns into a different person she even forgets what she did prior, like she has never done the deed before?
    I had so many questions about this person, right after we broke up the movie Split launched, even weirder enough when I visited my parents a few days after when I switched on their television the movie Me, Myself and Irene played, that's when I realized what went down.
    She did mentioned before she went into a deep depression. I don't even think she knows about her condition. 😢

    • @HalenNelah
      @HalenNelah  13 วันที่ผ่านมา +2

      That Me, Myself, and Irene movie came on for Gray and I, too. He watched the whole thing! 🤣 And yeah, anosognosia is a very common symptom of mental illness where people are unaware of their condition. And sometimes people remember what happened when they were in psychosis, and other times do not at all. It’s quite fascinating. As far as his “true identity,” he is both identities… But yes, he was coming to me for help. What’s so beautiful, is that I was going to him for help, too. He has been my grace. ❤

    • @sherwinfortuin
      @sherwinfortuin 13 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

      @HalenNelah wow you should write a book about this. Maybe that woman came into my life for a reason too, like attracts like also. Thx for sharing.

    • @HalenNelah
      @HalenNelah  13 วันที่ผ่านมา +3

      @@sherwinfortuin we are all definitely mirrors! 💞

  • @MrToolibill
    @MrToolibill 13 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

    🌟🌞

    • @HalenNelah
      @HalenNelah  12 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

      💛💛💛

  • @Lapidarydiary
    @Lapidarydiary 10 วันที่ผ่านมา

    I don´t think it will ever be an easy thing to have to release of the form and role we took on here. Deffinitly not when the person is young and had so much more to do and give. It is something i will always find unfair. You hear this quite alot too, spirits that are stuck and don´t know if they can trust everything out there. Don´t know if there next move will be the right one. Go into the light or take my chances in the dark and escape with my form somewhat intact... hopefully not having to reincarnate and learn everything over again. I´d imagine these are the kind of thoughts that make us hesitant and in doubt. The same questions i would ask myself if i were to die right now. So i will burn a candle for every stuck soul out there today, in the hopes they choose right. Wich ever way that might be. Cheers

    • @HalenNelah
      @HalenNelah  10 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

      🤍🤍🤍

  • @thelaughingprophet2275
    @thelaughingprophet2275 11 วันที่ผ่านมา

    I remember you sharing this. It seems so sad and unfair that this has happen ended in such a way, really seems like you picked this for this life, or your friend did. I can offer no helpful words, only love and goodwill. I think the desiderata would be helpful.

    • @HalenNelah
      @HalenNelah  11 วันที่ผ่านมา

      Thank you, dear ❤️

  • @alexandrafeherova8705
    @alexandrafeherova8705 12 วันที่ผ่านมา

    • @HalenNelah
      @HalenNelah  12 วันที่ผ่านมา

      ❤️

  • @SB3DSTUDIO
    @SB3DSTUDIO 12 วันที่ผ่านมา

    😰🕯🙏❤