Madeline The Person - As A Child (Official Music Video)
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Credits:
Director: Natalie Fält
Executive Producer: Jesy Odio
Production Company: Teenager
Production Coordinator: Asha Bynoe-Berry
1st AD: Sherry Shi
DP: Kelsey Talton
1st AC: Matthew Freedman
Key Grip: Aaron Burton
Best Boy Grip: David Goold
Gaffer: Tony Jou
Best Boy Electric: Jay Carey
Production Designer: Payton Newcomer
DIT: Jamie Yu
Stylist: Rachel Haas
Hair & Make Up Artist: Peggy Wright
Editor: Carrick Moore Gerety
Colorist: Dylan Hageman
PA: Nand Mahasuwan
PA: Lars Keer
Catering: Tosha J
BTS: Faye Tsakas
Director’s Rep: Jen Herrera / Las Bandas Be Brave
Video Commissioner: Devin Sarno
Lyrics:
Let me just tell you I really should go back to sleep
It’s not that I’m ungrateful, I have too many memories to keep
I wish you could feel just how heavy I am all the time
Sometimes when I smile I bite my lip so I don't cry
And it burns for a while
And it hurts all the more when you carry the world as a child
All that i've wanted is to talk to someone who is dead
But unfortunately I can’t call him, so i sing instead
I’d never tell you to cover yourself in a lie
But I will still bite my lip harder so that I don't cry
And it burns for a while
And it hurts all the more when you carry the world as a child
And i burn for myself
Cuz i know that i should when its screaming at me to be felt
And we burn all the time
And it hurts all the more when we carry the world as a child
#MadelineThePerson #AsAChild
This song makes me feel emotions I didn't allow myself to feel anymore. Absolutely beautiful
same
Beautiful but so sad
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I have come back to those tik toks for months to cry because this song is everything I feel about my moms death when I was 7. Thank you so much for making this song.
I'm so sorry for your loss💔just know you are incredibly strong, and keep going beautiful 🤍
my mom runs a grief camp for children who have lost parents or siblings, and she is adding this to the front of the camp website. Wonderfully done. I can’t stop listening 😭🥺
Your mom is a lifesaver. I'm not a religious person by any means but God has her in their arms. She's doing something so phenomenal.
this is song is more than i could have ever imagined. it’s perfect.
My mothers 3 year death anniversary is coming up. I’m sitting on my bathroom floor sobbing because someone finally put the feeling of parent loss into words. You have no clue what you’ve done for me with this song Madeline. I’m so thankful for you.
Wishing you the best darling x
Yes my moms been gone for a decade and I still feel the pain heavily. This song does explain the pain of losing a parent I hope you know you aren’t alone and you continue to carry her love with you always.
🥺🥺❤️ sending u love
in less than 4 years i’ve lost my 2 grandmas , 2 grandpas , both of my biological parents, and my adoptive father . this song really describes every gut wrenching emotion that i can’t explain.
wow i’m so sorry, you’re amazing ❤️💪🏼
sending you so much love. You're not alone
Sorry for your loss. I hope you carry on their legacy and do great things in their names. Be everything they wished you could be. God bless
My condolences
I hope you're doing okay 5 months since this comment
I'd like to dedicate this song to my friend who was murdered 3 days before Christmas when I was 15, I'm 21 now. I heard everything from my living room. He was the first person I spoke to that day and no more than 3 hours later it happened. The last words that he said to me were "I'll see you later." I would quite literally give anything in the world to talk to him one more time. just once more. He's been heavy on my mind lately for some reason and then I come across this, thank you Madeline 🖤
I hope you get the healing you need:(
❤️
So sorry for the tragic loss of your friend.
I didn't lose a parent to death. But to alcoholism and a woman he chose over his children. This song made me remember all the good feelings I had before he left me. Thank you 😪💕
God bless you precious.
i have already cried to this song four times.
I'll be listening to this song on repeat forever
My dad past in 2012 when I was 8. It’s still hard and I am BEYOND grateful for this beautiful song. You are beautiful and you are loved.
Me too, damn it sucks. This was great to cry to.
i lost my mom when i was 9 and this song perfectly describes how I've felt majority of my life. this is a beautiful song and you are such a beautiful soul.
The emotion! The vocals! The sincerity! Way to go, Madeline! 👏🐸
i guess everyone is sharing their story so i wanna share mine :)
i’ve been waiting for this song to come out since the first day you posted it on your tik tok. it was a few months after my best friend had committed suicide, he was 16. i’m 17 now, and i’ve been sobbing to this song since it came out. i never thought i would have to live in a world where aidan wasn’t, but here i am. losing someone when you’re young takes a lot out of you, and i’m so glad you put your own personal experience out there for everyone to relate too :)
I remember when you posted the chorus on TikTok and it has been stuck in my brain ever since! I love this song and I’m so impressed and proud of you even though I don’t know you🥳💜
I lost my dad to a drug overdose when I was 13. Grieving is so hard when you’re so young, it’s confusing and it fucks you up for a long time. This song was beautiful and illustrated the way it feels to lose someone so well.
This is beautiful. I really feel so seen. I lost my dad too, and it’s so damn hard. Art like this really helps to not bottle everything up. Keep going your art is amazing, and I’m grateful to hear it.
when you posted it to tiktok last year it was a fdew weeks after my friend died. and this song mad eme burst into tears, all i can say is thannkyou and i hope you're aware of how incredible this song is. thankyou
Im sorry for you're loss :/ you can do it!!
i am in love with how this song was produced, the meaning is so deep and so intense. im just in awe with your voice and how you put it into words. 💗
My dad passed away 5 years ago and even though I was a fully formed adult already it became painfully clear that a girl always misses and needs her daddy...Even at 32.
this song is beautiful 💜
my father just passed from cancer that he’s been battling for 14 years and watching him die in front of me all throughout my childhood and him passing when i’m 16 and there being nothing i can do about it is so hard. you put this in such a good way it’s remarkable because of how beautiful the song is and how strong you are.
I feel your pain. I am so sorry ❤
Lyrics
Let me just tell you, I really should go back to sleep
It's not that I'm ungrateful, I have too many memories to keep
I wish you could feel just how heavy I am all the time
Sometimes when I smile, I bite my lip so I don't cry
And it burns for a while
And it hurts all the more when you carry the world as a child
All that I wanted is to talk to someone who is dead
But unfortunately I can't call him so I sing instead
I'd never tell you to cover yourself in a lie
But I will still bite my lip harder so that I don't cry
And it burns for a while
And it hurts all the more when you carry the world as a child
And I burn for myself
'Cause I know that I should when it screaming at me to be felt
And we burn all the time
'Cause it hurts all the more when we carry the world as a child
ASHE brought me here and I’m NOT disappointed. The lyrics, vocals, and emotion was just perfection. 🙇🏻🤍
this song is one of the first songs i learned on the guitar right after you posted it, and hearing the whole song makes my soul happier than i can even describe. i cant wait to see how far you go. i love this with every part of myself, thank you for making my day better
For all of those here listening to this song, feeling the burden of losing a family member or anyone really, just know that you are so strong. I can't imagine your pain, as I haven't had it myself, but just know I'm proud of you for your strength. It's going to be ok, and just know your loved ones are always watching over you, live in their honour 🤍🤍
"All that i've wanted is to talk to someone who is dead." I can relate to that lyric so much because I lost my mom at the age of 9 and it's been almost 5 years since. She was the only person I was really close to. I could talk to her about my feelings without shame, tell her about my day and about boy and such. She was my best friend and now that I've lost her, there's really nobody that I feel comfortable sharing those things with anymore. Ever since she passed away, I've always wanted to find a way to talk to her again like the old times. I really do miss her. Thank you for making this song it really hits home.
Bae I remember you crying while singing this on TikTok months ago and now look at you
I'm calling my parents, I'm calling, you win!
When we went to school together, I always thought you’d be going somewhere. You’re doing absolutely amazing Maddie!
This song makes my heart so sore. I love it so much and I’ve been rewatching your tiktok of this song almost everyday since you dropped it because I’m so tranced by your beautiful voice and the love for your father I have unfortunately had a hard time feeling with my own due to alcoholism. I love you so much Madeline. You’re going places girl.
Finally, the song I have cried to over and over from a tik tok video. Couldn’t have imagined it any better than this ❤️
this song gives me goosebumps. the emotion. the vocals. the lyrics. just amazing, you should be so proud madeline ❤️ (sending love from an OG fan who’s been obsessed with you for a year)
This was so beautiful in every way
Im so hype. I have been waiting for this for months.
I lost my dad almost 5 years ago and I was never able to find music to bring me comfort with that loss. Thank you for your beautiful music
thank you for everything madeline. i’m so proud of you
I lost my dad at the end of last year, in my first semester of college. He was and is my everything. I find him in the sun and sunsets and music, and this is the most incredible thing I’ve heard. Thank you for this.
Please release an acoustic version as well mama 😭❤️😭❤️😭
This song is so true! I really love how you made the music video for this song so colorful and and pretty when the song is kind of sad. You have so much talent in you and I hope that you'll continue to make more music!
I feel like this song is so good because you can interpret it so many ways because i know its about grief but i cant help but resonate with the lyrics “cuz’ it hurts all the more when you carry the world as a child” i hear them as a child who has to deal with abusive or neglectful parents and its just so beautiful.
Thank you so much for releasing this song. I remember coming across the tiktok last year and immediately feeling like you perfectly encapsulated the feeling of loss at a young age. I’m so grateful for this song and I’m so sorry for your loss. He must’ve been so special💛
this song makes me think about my grandpa!!! absolutely beautiful 💗
Me too, Hannah. He was my best friend. 😭❤️
You are so beautiful. This is amazing. So proud and excited for you❤️❤️
My father passed when I was 4 almost 5. This song blew me away. I've never been able to put into words how I felt growing up. I'm almost 40 now, but this song broke my heart in the best way.
This song reminds me of my childhood, I lost my dad to cancer when I was 6, the event shaped the rest of my childhood. This song is such a comfort ❤️
i saw the original video u posted of this song two days after my friend from middle passed away in an accident and since then everytime i think of him and how much i miss him i would go back to that video and just cry because it was everything that i felt. you made me feel less alone in the way that i felt.
I remember watching this in different parts on tik tok as you tried not to cry during. So emotional. So beautiful. I'm so glad to have a full version of this emotional song.
This became my favourite song hearing it in those first tik toks and I'm so happy you made it into a full song! We're all proud of you madeline and thank you for making such a beautiful song :)
This song means something a little more to me than just losing the most important person in my life. It gives the little girl I once used to be the comfort and security she never got and I thank you for that.
I lost my dad 12 years ago today. 💔 thank you for putting out such a beautiful song I can cry to and let a little pain out. Today is a day of allowing myself to hurt, and you made it a little easier. Thank you.
Her lyrics and the way she delivers them feel so honest. Very beautiful and emotional!
this song resonates with me on a really deep level, i saved your original tiktok you posted singing this song. I’m so in love with your voice. wow wow wow
AAAAAHHH i’ve been waiting for this. so beautiful
This is beautiful!! Omg I'm crying those vocals!!!!
Sorry for your loss. And thank you for posting this.
That hurt bad..but...
Wow..exactly what I'm feeling too. Beautiful singing too.
I've never felt like an adult. This hits extra hard because I just lost my dad too, three and a half months ago.
Ever since I’ve seen you post this on TikTok I’ve wanted the whole song and it’s now my favorite song. This is gonna be on repeat for a long time thank you so much for releasing this💕💕
i fell in love with this as soon as i saw it all those months ago on tiktok. thank you, so much. the full version is even more beautiful than i could’ve imagined
June will be 10 years since i lost my dad. I found you on TikTok and listened to this over and over. Love this. So glad everyone can hear this.
I can’t decide if this song fits more for being a child, and having to carry the emotional burdens of an adult, or the aftermath in adulthood when you’re mentally frozen at the young age you were traumatized, and then have adult responsibilities that feel the same as they did when we were young. It’s overwhelming. I know that isn’t necessarily what this song may be about, but that’s how it feels for me.
this song is so beautiful. i’ve been here since the beginning of when you started to write it on tiktok and this is so amazing. i love this song and video 😭😭
my grandpa has always been my best friend, 2 years ago he passed and it has been so incredibly hard and this song is absolutely perfect. I never thought someone could put how i feel into words, but this is amazing, im in awe. im so glad that this song came into my life, thank you for making this masterpiece.
remember hearing this on your tiktok awhile ago! it still is such a powerful song 💕💕💕
This song makes me want to be able to talk to my grandfather again. He passed away back in 2015 due to cancer. I've made so many memories with him and I wish I could just hear him one more time over the phone.
This is literally amazing! I’m so happy to see it done! ❤️❤️❤️
you’re amazing ive been waiting for this song to drop FOREVER i’m so excited
This is so beautiful it burns me too. It’s so, you. I am so so so proud to witness you. Thank you for the gift of your expression.
I have been waiting for this song to come out for so long! I am so proud of you! I lost my dad in May of 2014 at 18 years old and I’ve watched your tiktoks singing this song over and over again. Thank you
Her voice is like a perfect melody fitting in all the nooks and crannies to spread with happiness on a colorful note. Found her music JUST now from a friend and I’m already in love
So proud of you!! This is awesome
Gosh I'm crying sm.. your music is so pure n your voice.. wow.. you're so talented.. wow..
This honestly made me cry, the ending note is amazing, thank you for this, I can't want to see what song you sing next
im so happy this finally came out. it’s absolutely amazing and more than i ever could of expected. i’m so proud of you!
Beautiful lyrics, beautiful voice 🤍
The setting of the video, something about it makes me think of an old TV Show, The Big Comfy Couch! 😍
This song broke me tonight. Thank you for somehow putting these feelings into words.
WHY ARE YOU NOT ON EVERY RADIO STATION ! Heard you today and instantly became a big fan Madeline! You have one of the most unique and haunting voices I’ve ever heard. There’s no one that sounds like you super Identifiable once you here it. Keep doing you and never follow the norm. You’re special and you have fans that love you from Utah! God bless you on your beautiful journey !
the full song is amazing!! i swear it was only just a chorus yesterday 😭😭😭
this has been my favorite song ever since you first posted the chorus on tiktok! you’ve come so far and i’m so proud !!!
your voice, the lyrics, the melody, the video everything is so perfect i absolutely love it!!!
found this on the 3 year anniversary of my dad passing. love the song and it made me feel some type of way. im glad people like you are around to make these songs because it helps for me at least.
Snapchat ad actually worked for me. Really, really was not expecting to be in tears by the end of this, but I needed this more than I ever knew.
Thanks.
Such a beautiful song ❤️ Thank you so much for trusting your audience and putting out such personal music ❤️❤️❤️
So proud that we had you as a camper! Love you so much Maddie...AKA Colors! Your Papa would be proud!
i remember seeing the first time u sang this on my fyp and i’m so happy that it’s finally out :’)
It’s so so perfect. Chills all over. We’re so proud of you! ❤️
I lost my Dad too. October 31, 2018. I’m very sorry to hear you lost your dad while you’re so young. Life can be so cruel sometimes. I was 28. Grief is truly only something understood by those who have lost someone important to them. A club no one wants to be in. Sending all the healing vibes your way. ✨✨✨
This song and video is so beautiful omg. I can’t stop crying, you are amazing wonderful human being !
I‘m so incredibly proud of you. I’m glad that I’ve been able to witness the whole process and growth of this song and you
Madeline’s voice is so beautiful and everything about this video is so amazing!
thank you, i heard you song for the first time on tiktok a few month ago and i loved it instantly. i lost my sister 6 years ago and i still think about her all the time. she is the reason why i'm holding on and keep singing. My guitare and my voice are my gifts to her and this song is a gift to me. i love it so very much and it brings me so much comfort. keep going you are amazing and you have the voice of an angel. thank again.
Whoa beautiful tone! Lovely song!
I listen to this song about 20 times a day, love this and can’t wait for you to achieve greatness. You deserve it.
Beautiful song, quite poignant. Great build from the start in the melody. Love the art direction, use of color in the video. Thank you.
Omg I have been waiting for this for so long. I literally go on to TikTok just to watch you sing this one song and I’m so happy omg I love it so so much. You are amazing ❤️❤️❤️❤️
I love how creative this song is. It probably took only a month or so because it feels like something that would come straight from your heart.
shiver me timers i'm excited!!!
such a beautiful song!!! so excited and proud of this song and the more that are to come!!!!
this is so beautiful and i love her vibe and LOVE LOVE LOVE her aesthetic
Just found out my friend I grew up with, died over the weekend. Sad but tragic... Say no to drugs!!! RIP Tina
My brother died February 9th this year. He was two years younger than me. We were best friends and I’ve cried every single day since because I’d give anything to be able to just talk to him one more time. He was my person and even though I’m grown, the weight of his absence is so heavy in my heart. Thank you for this song. It’s everything I feel, every single day.