+Brian Crain Thank YOU for being such an approachable person. I've read your comments in most of the videos that people upload with your music and you also commented in a couple of my videos playing 2 of your songs. It's really nice of you.
+Brian Crain Hello Brian Crain, I love your music, and I like to play one of them, called Childhood Memories, but not against the scores of this complete music ... Could you help me? If it is not too much to ask
I played piano for 6 years and I often cried during lessons. I become an open book when I played. I played for the first time two w ago after a long hiatus. It was like an explosion of emotions. Thank you for giving me the opportunity to listen for free and find inspiration to return to something I love.
I miss you. It's been nearly 7 months and the pain is the same. I find myself cryng at night. My heart is broken into million pieces. I wish I could turn back time and take that bullet for you. You were only living your life. You were the most adorable person, the one I always talked to when I was feeling bored or sad, and you were always there, smiling, telling me that everything would have been ok. I've always loved you. From the first moment I heard your voice you took my heart. I don't know how I will live without your beautiful smile, your voice, your weird laugh. I miss you. I will miss you forever. I would give anything for a last kiss. I love you. Forever and ever. Thank God I know you are in Heaven. You had so much Faith... I admire you. You're stuck in my mind, in my heart, in my hope, in my dreams. Everyday is for you. You were loved by everyone and believe me you still are.
Kris Luna I'm so touched by what u wrote and I'm so so sorry you had to deal with this.. I know it's hard to lose such a precious person.. you see them everyday and they make you happy and the next day they are gone but this is life and life isn't perfect you know.. hopefully they are somewhere better feeling happier. We gotta move on and be good .. be like they were .. because sooner or later we are leaving too
When I listen to music like this I just sit and think about how beautiful life is and how perfect God made it, the tears, the pain, and the happiness is what makes life complete. Even though there's a huge bad side of the world there always seems to be a way to just.. Smile.
No matter the situation I always listen to brian crain, either dream of flying or wind, had a shitty 19th birthday yesterday, and sat in my room and listened to this all day.
Sophie Mitchell at some point in life everyone must feel pain. It is impossible to avoid pain except for death which is painful emotionally. It is also true that people sometimes need to feel pain in order to realize what's dear to them and what isn't. Life can end as easily as it can begin. Therefore, take pride that you're alive, be happy that you're alive every morning and hope to never feel the pain of leaving your children. Although it is imminent that everyone will one day die you should try your best at doing everything you can and want while you're alive. You probably won't get another chance at life. Try to enjoy it as much as you can and be grateful for the life that you have been given.
We can't choose the lives that have been given to us, We can't choose the pain, The suffering, The endless conflict, The restless nights, The drops of tears, The heavy heart, Asking every night, The question *Why?* But it's that pain, That turns into beauty, That eventually passes, Showing us all that life can be, Not how it used to be, And then, As you look back among those lonely nights, You'll be thankful, Because without them, You wouldn't be the strong person you are now, Maybe you're thinking "I'm not strong," But you're still here now, Aren't you?
I hope that everyone who’s reading this and in pain please realizes that the beauty of life is often within the struggles we must face. For out of the deepest darkness, comes the brightest of lights. May we all remember that.
Breathe. Just Breathe. Look at the life around you. Are you happy or are you sad? Did you have friends that made you glad? Does feeling alone make you feel mad? Yes. I ask myself these questions too. Yes. I have felt these things too. But believe me when I say You are a cool dude You are a beautiful woman And don't mind if they call you gay Some people just need to learn what to say. Your parents may yell at you Other people may accuse you And I know you may feel depressed But sometimes you just need to sit back Relax And breathe.
Dear Brian, For two years now I have been listening to this track. I listen to it because it gives me such euphoria I somehow have become addicted. However, I was listening to it while falling asleep one night and this is what I dreamt. As morbid as this sounds, I felt like I had passed to the after life and was wondering the lands of empty beauty. Nothing I found wasn't beautiful- so I kept wondering. I felt the titles of these songs were coming to life... I could see an Ivy Gate.... I walked into it and was greeted by others... and there... stood a magnificent but worn out palace made of marble and stone. Adorned with vines. A grey light shined over it. Unorthodox but warm. Then i could hear childhood memories. I saw a man I loved once walking toward me. Did he pass as well perhaps? Or was he yearning for my touch again that his spirit came to me in the afterlife? We danced... lightly, gently, happily... and then I woke up. I cried... Tears I couldn't explain. Every time I listen to Childhood memories now I weep. It attacks my heart with sadness I have never felt before. This is what your music does to and for me. I find it releasing. Whenever I'm sad, I listen... whenever I'm depressed I listen... I am thankful I have found music like this. Whimsically profound having a touch of ethereal longing. I am pleased. I am content. Thank you for sharing your talent and music.
When the light of dawn seeps into an empty room, lighting each cold corner with a spark of life. Particles of dust float upon rays of sun. Curtains hang limp without the morning breeze. The distant chirping of birds can be heard in the chilling silence. Drops of dew form on the window pane. Yet, the space is still bare. What was once occupied is now, forever empty. The loved one, has finally passed. There is much to be felt, little to be seen.
Stop. Breathe. Just breathe, and listen to what I say. You might not feel it now, but you are loved. You are needed, and you are wanted. You may feel like your life is going nowhere and that it isn't worth it. I have that exact feeling everyday. But you will get through it, just like I do. Whatever it is you're fighting: depression, anxiety, panic, a breakup, or maybe it was as simple as a bad day, know this, take it to heart, don't take these words lightly. You are strong, ignore those who say you can't, because you can. Ignore the people who are low enough to pull you down, their words mean nothing. But whatever you do, do not make the decision to end it. You mean so much in this world. I don't even need to meet you to tell you that you are an amazing person, and you are beautiful, strong, smart, and the haters know nothing. I know that people are going to scroll past this and ignore it. I know that people are going to hate on me and try to prove me wrong. But to those of you that do read this, I hope I helped. Stop. Breathe. Just Breathe.
This world so cold... No warmth left... Dark... We're all left to die, right? Or maybe in you is a fire left burning... A tiny little flame. Rekindle it. Show the world your heat and light. Show them that life IS worth living. Find the fire that lies in you and make it glow to the world. :)
Show them Shrek, in all his glory. Shrek is love, Shrek is life! Let them be penetrated in the butthole by Shrek! It is not ogre now, for it will never be ogre...
The comments that are actually not about Shrek are quite compelling when read to the music, I thank you for this comment it is nice and very...touching :)
This is vary beautiful. This is why I play the piano. Some people might find this sad or depressing, but the only sad thing is how people associate this with major life events that could be scaring. But there is beauty after pain. And all we can do is wait and see what blossoms.
Music isn't for everyone. Anyone can learn how to play an instrument, but really playing music, is so complex. The feelings, the story. You Brian crain, have made me come to tears with your beautiful pieces. Thank you
I looked at all of the comments and lots of people said they cried...but I can't cry.These make me sad and I just can't cry this compared to the moments in my life is nothing.Let's just say someone very important to me di- you know...something happened to them and they will never come back. Everyday I go to school with a smiling face and hide my emotions from the ones I care about, because if i'm sad everyone will be too. :) these songs are beautiful thank you
Life's too short... 3 weeks ago my best best friend died... he was killed instantly in a car crash.... he said he was gonna go out get some shopping and I said don't be long and he said yeah, whatever and he laughed.... he never came back... and thats the last thing of him that I remember.. him laughing. I'll never forget you Adam... may you rest in peace... Adam Johnson 1999-2017 Always loved, never forgotten ❤️
The first song gets to me, as much as it's title does. I don't thing I've ever heard such emotional music that can instantly pull such a story from your mind. I have actually always wanted to fly, and have always had such big dreams. So the song does get to me well...
So many sad comments here... But always remember, nothing in this life is fair or unfair, however everything in this life is balanced and equal... If you think this world is cold, there is an equal amount of warmth to be felt, If you think this world is dark, there is an equal amount of light to be seen, If you think the world gives so much hate, there is an equal amount of love to be given, only you can open yourself up to it and change your minds focus. The beauty of life isn't in the most obvious places, but it is there waiting for you to discover it.
its too bad that warmth and light and stuff are distributed randomly and inequally so some get all the good stuff while others are stuck with a sack of shit
I listen to sad music to remind me. To remind me of all the people I miss. To remind me of the things I know I should've done and didn't do. I miss him, he doesn't know. I read the text messages and narrate them in my mind as if I could hear his voice. I realize that will never happen. My heart becomes weaker and weaker the every second think about it. As the music makes me think more about these things, I start to wonder if these feelings are okay to be having this very second. I think " Am I just insane, is it normal to think of another being as much as I do right now?" My hart hurts even more. I start to hate myself wishing I could've said better things as I have thought this before. I hear the music pause for a slight second, I wish it never ends. Music can be so powerful to all minds. And even though it's the same song it's so different for other people. This makes me think of him more. Wanting to know what is going on in his mind this very second, does he miss me, does he think of me. These are questions I ask myself everyday. I worry about him. I think of him. I care for him. I love him. I think I'm just a kid over thinking things. But, the music of life just changes these thoughts. The words I use everyday aren't enough description for these thoughts. I tear myself apart thinking horrible things but, when I wake up from the horrible nightmare I start to realize life. Knowing that it only comes at random the things in the future. I wonder to myself what will be next as I write this comment. Music can be so powerful and give so many ideas and take away some as well. I love how music does this. It will make me think of him, myself, my family, my friends. I mostly think of him. Wanting words to describe all of the feelings I have which there are so many. This music is incredible to my mind I thank the creator for that. Thank you for making me right this comment.
If you have the urge to know what he is thinking, why dont you just ask him? At the end you will regret it for never asking about his feelings for you. The feeling of the unknown is hard, i know. There were moments in my life where i was thinking: wow, why didnt i say this or that to her? The moment was perfect..there were so many points i could have mentioned but they didnt come to my mind... If you are thinking about him every second, asking yourself what he is doing etc..GO FOR IT AND ASK! :) you cant lose anything, can you? Or are you afraid of answers you dont like to hear? You can just grow up and become even stronger than you already are in these situations! It will be a relief. Sorry for my bad english btw..i have actually no idea why i am answering but its awesome to just write right now and try to help, cheer you up...its 7a.m here..searched for some sad piano tracks and just cried..i have no idea why but its a good feeling. Take care, hope i could help you.
this helps me appreciate life and people more. i'm a protector, i'm a shield for my son. no matter the path my son will choose to go, i will be on the same path, always protecting him from everything thrown at him. and i will be a lasting shield, never breaking down. the never ending willpower that i didnt had myself as a child, i will have it now. not for myself, but for my son.
Life is a bumpy road. Not all of us makes it to the end. Some roads are shorter than others. Some roads are brighter, and some are darker. Woe to those whose lives are unhappy and unlucky. But sometimes it's not just fate that shaped our roads that way. It's the doing of others, and sometimes, yourself. But you can fix that. You can ignore rude comments and criticism. There's always, always gonna be haters in life! Not everyone is going to like you. Don't let their opinions be the mold for you. Unlike the opinions of your parents or siblings, the people who said them are not going to stay forever. And most times, people think that. They think that one remark is going to change the course of their life. It's not. You don't have to let it be. And even though we can't ever erase them from your memory, we need them. Without knowing sadness or depression, you won't ever appreciate being happy. Don't waste another second waiting on your road. Life is waiting for you.
Am I... Am I the only one here to just.. .Enjoy music, and has no "depression problems" (among lots more) or any reason in particular to be listening? If so..
I wasn't looking for your music when I found it 2 weeks ago. I am so glad I did. I lost the love of my life to cancer almost 2 years. It has been so hard. She was wonderful. Your music helps me deal with the loss. I cry sometimes and I smile sometimes, and I hang on the memories. Thank you for sharing your gift with others.
At 6:14 where the Childhood memories track starts, I can almost swear the music just reaches out, takes my hand and walks with me through all the memories I have .. good ones, sad ones, and whatever that's made me, me till today.. Its amazing how a beautiful piece of music can make you feel..
aimlessly siting in your room...your cold,dark,and sad room. lit only by the light of the device in which you watch this on. The light reflects on your teary eyes. Crying because of life. Missing your faimly...friends....your childhood.Hateing school,work...or even yourself. you put in your headphones. sit back as the flashbacks go through like a slideshow. As the musics intensity rises you remember your fights.Your regreted words. your pain. your anger. You begin to sob. The music slows. You remeber your freinds. The people that are counting on you even if you dont know it. They need you.Dont give up. The pain will stop once you have accepted your past.This is only the first step. The pain might contiue. But i will stop. It always stops...unless you step on a lego, but that is not my point....The song ends...you see your face in the dark empty screen. it seems to go on forever. you stare at yourself with so many thoughts. you get up. Turn in the lights.maybe that is why your room was dark......eh who cares. Close the window .maybe that is why your room was cold. stop looking at childhood photos.maybe that is why you were sad ,but thats none of my business🐸. stop listening to sad music.And do your best.
It makes me so emotional, I've listened to it almost 2 years for now and the saddest part is that it's so sad but I'm so dead inside I can't cry anymore. I can't shed a single tear, but I try, I try hard.
when I listen to this I remember why I was meant to be alone. people only come and go. all too temporary just as my life. the path I'll only ever know is that when I am alone. no one beside me. only in front and behind. I won't have any tears and I'll be okay.
I believe they're right to be honest because I do the same. I can relate to you and the reality of it. choosing to be alone to prevent others the burden of your thoughts or unable to connect and just stringing along a prolonged friendship. when you leave at least you've given that person a chance and have them other options. its either you stay with them or they come back to you. we can't expect both
I am the grand meister of pain. Speak to me in words that I can comprehend friend, words that envelop my soul and let it suffer. I've been feeling nostalgic for far too long. The past is so beautiful. I miss it. I might be still living in a virtual world, yet I do not care. The happiness that I felt was true, real as it pumped through my veins. I am tired friend, tired. Exhausted from the constant action of going back reading through the memories of the past. I can't stop myself from going back to the talks that once used to comfort my soul. I can stop reliving the days that used to bring me joy. The little interactions, jokes and fun that I lived day by day. It has not even been that long ago since I last felt that heaven. I don't know how long it'll be like this. I just need to make a change. Maybe it is all my fault, maybe it's just life. I don't know, there is not much I can do. I won't even dare try again. Afraid of only amplifying the damage done, of making myself even more prone to the weakness that I am incapable of dealing with now. I know one ought to be independent, yet I've had enough of that feeling of being alone. I just seek the to read through the words and live them once again, they always mesmerized me more that the greatest poetry. I want to listen to the melody that always spoke sense to my brain, one that sounds even better than the music that is playing through this video now. I want to live the days again and watch them play a better movie than any the world has even given me. Give me back which I had. Please. Or give me more. Give me something of the same sort. I would have done things differently if I had the knowledge I do now. I just wish it not be too late. I tried so hard, even now I am really. However feeling pain is better than feeling nothing at all. I shall not go back. Never. Well. No. Not even if offered the option to indulge in that sweetness of life again. There has to be more for me out there. I can't even find someone to be able to fully comprehend either, the simplicity of the man within. The irony, this whole passage is cryptic in contrast. Reader of this I hereby come to an end, and I thank you sincerely for reading through words that seem to make little sense to the world a whole.
***** Actually I think life is to precious to throw it away. Even if you have no arms or legs you must continue living. If life gets better or not doesn't matter, the fact is you won't get another. Although, I too feel emotions as well while telling you this we can't avoid the fact. Life is beautiful no matter what.
7 million people.... seriously??? are you so stupid as to insult someone else but then say there's 7 million people in the world? Fyi: Just wanna not make you feel like an idiot and save you the time: there's 7-8 BILLION people on earth
The fucking storm The thunder The lightning The rain Everything tonight Reminds me of myself. The thunder it blasts in my ear as I'm writing this just like my anger towards myself... The lightning it flashes so fast you can't even notice it just like the scars on my leg... The rain as it dripples down the window you could hear every drop crashing down just like the tears that fall from my face every night... The fucking storm Reminds me Of me
Me and my girlfriend are about to break up , but i do not know when it is official. I hope we do not break up and leave each other , i just love her so much!!! I think this was a good time to listen to this kind of music. Thank you
Reaper I wish you luck. I know it's sad, but this feeling will pass and in five years, it really won't matter. In one month a lot of things can change, and you can find someone better, just get over this phase, don't give up and everything will be better.
I screwed up, he probably hates me now. I'm sitting in complete darkness and it's not the same. knowing that someone actually cared for me and loved me would light up the darkness from my perspective. now, it just seems confusing and scary. Ive turned on the lights and see no different change in the way I'm looking at it. I wish I could talk to someone when I'm sad and they could give me advice. I wish I had someone to talk to about my favorite things and they could relate it the right ways. I wish I had somebody. but when I met him I had hope. now the hope is starting to fade, and I don't want it to fade. Sometimes I feel me and him are getting even more distant and it hurts. Love is a confusing emotion, it's fun and happy and the most beautiful thing in the world, but is scary because you are afraid to lose it. I've never felt so scared before, I'm scared things are going to change and I will lose everything. I'm guessing he fell asleep since right now it is four in the morning and I'm still up, worrying. then again, I might be overreacting, but still, the pain of almost losing someone hurts. I want to talk to him, I want to ask him so many questions, but I might get bad answers. I have no more friends and he is the only one I have since my family doesn't really care. and yet he gets bothered when I tell him about the reasons why Im sad. And I don't even know why I'm commenting, it's not like anyone on the internet cares. if someone is reading this, I'll sorry I wasted your time, I really am.
I lost my girlfriend yesterday and i feel completely the same I dont want to talk to anyone not even my friends and i understood one thing that when you are alone you understand much more than when you talk with others about something
As a class clown, its my job to make you happy. I really, don't know much since I'm crying like I just saw Donald Trump win... But all I really know you should do when your sad is... Play Pokemon Go.
u should stay strong , as u know there is no forever . people come and go . Im sorry but this is real life :( its worse than we think . make ur dreams alone and try to make them true :) wish u the best .
this song made me cry hard... I feel like i still have this missing piece in my hard... my family broke, my best friend started to hate me... and my sister fell of the cliff and died... -all you guys who are gone now, even though you won't see this I just wanna say you guys were the closest people in my life, and i will love you forever, and im only 12 years old... why do I have to go through this?
You still have rest your life even if your life at the min not the best it could all get better don't give up hope some day might get better keep yopur head up even if it hurts, Life will get better i hope :)
remember G-d loves you and he is probably just picking a time to be good to you, so keep believing and everything will be okay. Smile= one of the best quotes ever I think. :)
Even in the deepest sadness, there is a light that shines through every sadness and darkness ... Amazing Grace! ( I just catch the song in this video! It's Amazing Grace.) Thank god ...
This made me contemplate life... All we do is work to pay taxes, grow old and die. That's all we do... I want more in life! I want to be able to look back on everything I've done and be proud of what I've achieved and how I've grown instead of thinking about what I COULD have done... I want my life to be an adventure with mystery and epic moments where I can laugh and cry. I want to become something that I've always wanted to be and not be sitting at university or school thinking about what I COULD become...?
i love sad piano songs because i will remember my friends when i was happy with them..but now i can't see them cuz they're gone they're somewhere else..and of this songs i sometimes remeber that what did i do everything wrong..😞😔 PS: love everyone's that i met and they were nice to mě miss you💞💔..
This is the only piano music that makes me sleep, relaxes me and takes some anxiety away. When small my sister would play piano for me while I layed on the carpet floor and draw. Having just some beautiful sunlight coming in from a very tall and wide window from the 2and living room. I miss that. I miss my sister. This piece takes me back. Thank you.
All I see is people putting down people when no one wants to be put down. Just think, why spread negativity in this world, our world when you can do so much better? You can spread love, and make the world that we all share a better place, and the person you show kindness mays how that kindness to others who will in turn show kindness to even more people.
I been hearing this song for quite a while I cried my eyes out when I hear this song i know I’m not the only one who is going through depression and other metal disorders because there are other people who are going through other stuff and that are suffering through so much worse and I know that there are a lot of people out there who suffer from metal disorder that do understand because sometimes there’s time in life when u have no one to talk to and u feel so lonely and then u feel like ur trapped inside ur own head and there’s no way out and a voice in ur head that tells u a lot of negative things and then u think about ur past and that’s something u don’t want to do u don’t want to think about the past because that’s what breaking u I know how that feels bc that what I am goin through right now and I have never felt so alone in my whole life
Listening to this while reading up on the late Grape-kuns passing has me in tears. Mr. Crain sir, your work is beautiful and thoroughly heart wrenching.
This will get lost in the comments section but...I just wanna mention something...I'm a person that doesn't show weakness around other people... I don't trust anyone. But now I'm breaking.. crying. And I scroll down the comments... some of them are encouraging... some of them sad... and the most are funny. Guys. Thank you. Now Im crying and laughing at the same time. xd.. Thanks a lot for making me smile a bit.. I needed it.. :)
I'm crying this is so sad but happy at the same time. The happy part of it makes me remember how thankful I am that my dad met the most wonderful women ever. She's so nice and she's so smart and beautiful I love her so much. One day my dad took her to a really cool place with caves and hills. Then my dad found the perfect spot and he proposed to his girlfriend and she said yes. The wedding is going to happen in about 3 or 4 months and I am so happy that my dad met someone special. I thank God everyday for this and that everybody is protected and that we get food, water and a house to live in. I hope everyone is happy and hope you don't put yourself down. Be happy and have a wonderful life. Thank you.😊
Sometimes I feel worthless, and I feel like I have nobody to talk to, or nobody cares about me anymore, like I'm slowly fading away.😔 The music is nice btw😌😌
There's suicide in silence, everything I alway wanted now is broken and I can't do nothing to fix it. I feel useless, I am useless. Everything has changed, people, places, words and promises, also photos faded away. Their colour reminds me of a silent night, with with a full moon out, and I didn't know why but I was crying. that's so strange cause you're not with me now, but I do. I am with you, even you you don't know, even if can't hear me or even if you can't feel my presence..just know I am here, now and forever. I am alone in this world, this is my curse, I don't know what I've done, but it's my fault and now I have to pay for that. It's been a while I don't hear your voice, and it's been a while I don't sing along the piano, crying over my fears and my weakness, cause I'm weak and scared. I don't know if you still remember me, if sometimes you think about me or if I am just another piece of flesh lost in a cemetery, that no one ever visit. I see people smiling, they laugh, they're happy and I am too...you know, I was a child once and I always thought that I'd never grew up, that I'd always saw myself as a young and innocent baby, but now I grew up and i see things differently, now I'd see the pain, the hate, the evil that men do and I'm scared cause I know that lot of children are as I was, happy and healthy, with no thoughts or preoccupations, and I'm scared cause they will grow up, and their hopes and their dreams will shatter to the ground, and what's worse of a broken hope? A broken life...they're young, but they will understand. don't throw their hopes away, it won't work, they will grow up as they want, and one day they will think about it, about their childhood and their family, and when they'll be old enough to understand they will take a photo, and with wet eyes they will notice that the photo has faded as our time together.
My story: I've known my best friend since I was two , when I met him he was 6. Ive wanted to play with him every single day. (Skip forward 6 years). As we grew older he became older, weaker and more sick. Eventually he had cancer and I thought he was gonna die in the next month.he ended up living another 2 years. I never thought about losing him until the last two days came. I spent the last two days with him. I've been depressed ever since I lost him. It was like he was a part of me... now part of me is missing
1 year ago. i was in the hospital looking my mother in his bet, she has been there 6 mouth with a fucking cancer and now she is in the paradise... Good job brian, you make me remember the past.
This reminded me of my friend who passed away from a brain tumour this was only in February😪I miss her soooooo much😭I'm crying whilst writing this😭😪❤️😢😥😪
There are a lot of joke comments down here, but I just wanted to say that this is beautiful, so beautiful 💕 This is why pianos are the best instrument :) The artist is a great pianist indeed.
Muchas personas no lloran, pero otras si lo hacen y es que la conciencia emocional o la carga que según los expertos es memorizada en el corazón,asi que esta musica o una obra o un poema o relato o hasta un aroma trae emociones de recuerdos que solo han estado presentes en ciertos instantes de nuestras vidas, no todos sienten lo mismo porque la mayoría de personas no han llenado su memoria emocional con los suficientes recuerdos.
We all live... We all should be happy... We all should love others... We all should not ignore others... We all should treat people nicely... We all... we all should not neglect others... What do I get? What do I get in return? For all those good things I done? All I get... All I get is... Hate and shame... More things to deal with... I can't even handle.... Why do these things happen? My two friends are getting abused, I can't do anything about it anymore... What is my life come to? A dead end? Why do my parents neglect me? Why does my best friend try to avoid me? Why do I lose friends? Why? Why is there world hunger? Why? Why do people have to suffer? Why? Why do innocent people die each day from abuse and murder? Why? Why do we need to know? Why... is because humanity is gone. Why... is because nobody cares about us anymore. Why... Why... is because... This world is filled with hatred, and anger! You can't do anything to stop it. All I get is neglected, it will happen to YOU to if you don't step up! YOU can make the world a better place! YOU can do something! You... you can stop bullying, world hunger, find a cure for cancer, stop abuse, stop murders, and much more. You... can help ME. You... can help ME save my friends. You... can end this madness... But why do we have to suffer? Is it a test for god? Is god just using us as dolls? As toys? Why do these things happen? Why? Why, do I have to suffer? Why, do you have to suffer? Why... do you die... Its because... YOU have a purpose... YOU fulfilled your legacy when you die... YOU aren't dolls or toys, you are human beings... WE ALL SHOULD BE TREATED FAIRLY! WE ALL SHOULD NOT GET NEGLECTED! WE ALL... should... stay... strong... But in the end... Everything dies... Thousands suicide each year because of this... But you... You can end suicide... Why? Why... is because we care... We care for humanity. We will restore faith in humanity. We hope life wont end soon. We take risks. We take chances. Thats life... and you will forever live with it.
(These events are my actual experience with a girl from 7th grade) 2 years ago, I was in 7th grade just going into 7th grade, now fixing to be a freshman. Do you ever get a feeling for a girl just like, you can't explain to anyone besides yourself, because it is a perfectly beautiful feeling, the feeling that, she's right here, yet you cannot reach her hand. Like, she's the girl from school you dream about at night, she's the girl you jump at when she makes eye contact with you. I had all those feelings for a girl. She was pretty, nice, funny, and bright, big blue eyes, black hair like the night sky. Yet, she was so quiet twords me, only me. That year, I had a very good freind, my best freind in fact. He happened to be her brother, so at the end of the school day every day, me and him would walk , I would walk from school to my moms car, and they would walk to their moms car, on these days, she would walk with us, not speaking, looking some what flattered, she would walk beside me as me and my best friend talked. This made me so happy, even if she was silent, to be in her presence, was amazing in my opinion. This continued for months, October of 2015 goes by, November , December, I remember after Christmas break we gave a smile to each other on the first day back to school. Yet still, we did not exchange words then a little after December , she and I sit together in class. I start a conversation, I don't remember what precisely was said, I just know we had a few laughs, it was a precious hour and a half. I went to bed with a smile that night. This continued on, the conversations were more frequent. We were becoming friends. Months pass, it is now it is now march, of 2016. She was the best friend a guy could ever ask for in a girl, we talked through class, and pretty much anywhere else. Her and her brother were my two best friends, we walked home each evening, I to my moms car, him and her to their moms car. One gloomy evening, was different. She came to school in tears. Her mom was diagnosed with cancer, I was very sad. Later that day, I asked her, "hey Caitlyn, you ok buddy..?" She was sobbing, she turned to me in a rush, and embraced me into her arms, shocked, I held my arms to my side, then, recognizing her pain, wrapped my arms tightly around her body, not to let go, never to let go. Weeks later, (April 12, 2016) , her mom is recovering just perfectly, she will be fine. On this special day, 4-12-16, she and I were particularly fond of each other. She even held my hand for a split second. That afternoon. I wrote her a note telling her everything about her that I found beautiful. She took it and came to me after class with a note that said, "yes". I was exited and actually went home and jumped around and smiled with joy :))))). In the relationship, we went from best friend, to holding hands, to hugging, we hugged every afternoon. It was both of our favorite events. Then 3 months later, we shared our first kiss, around 8 seconds long, on a field trip. I love you, you love me, never change that.😊 A true personal love story- S.B.T
Poem by Emily In the dark there is light in the cold cold winter storm there is warmth in the hopeless times there is faith and Beauty there is grief and there is agony pain and suffering happiness and sadness as I sit in the rain I realize when it rains it pours as I feel the cold water down my face I do not cry nor do I sit and Regret I just look up at the dark grey sky close my eyes and smile.....smile as I walk away wishing troubles away wishing my family were still here wishing the world away the troubles away the issues the frustration the uneasy feeling that this is it.....I know no boundaries nor do I fear the world I wish no pain apron others but they wish pain apon me so I must ask the question why... why me I serve in this world not asking for pity but for my voice to be heard I speak but am not heard I am alone yet I have to pretend I am cared for why I get that I'm different but why must I pretend I'm sorry if you don't like me but please just listen I'm a part of humanity I forgive but never forget so why do I feel this pain this unexplainable agony why tell me why I may beg I may cry but I must remenber I am loved I mean i guess I am so why the agony why the pain I must be stupid or retarded that's what they call me so I must be right regardless of my actions regardless of who I am or what I do I'm still a human flesh and blood each word that I hear breaks me down bit by bit it kills me why must I prove that I mean something because...... I do I'm normal in my standards so please understand I mean no harm no so why must i be judge I'm.......SORRY but as I sit a think a long thought there not worth my time nor words nor tears sadness and pain so say I'm dumb I know what they say behind my back and when I look at the people who do this I say nothing but feel the pain so regardless of what I look like there not worth the tears so I must go on with life.....I must continue they talk I listen but now....now is my turn to talk.
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Thanks everyone for your kind comments about my music :)
+Joanna Styles Thanks Joanna :*
+Brian Crain Thank YOU for being such an approachable person. I've read your comments in most of the videos that people upload with your music and you also commented in a couple of my videos playing 2 of your songs. It's really nice of you.
+Brian Crain it's wonderful Epic music, I often listen to this one
+Brian Crain u r awesome
+Brian Crain Hello Brian Crain, I love your music, and I like to play one of them, called Childhood Memories, but not against the scores of this complete music ... Could you help me? If it is not too much to ask
It's nice to listen to this beautiful music and lay on the old carpet and watch the thunder storm.
"At the Ivy Gate" is my favorite,
Sit's with you*
Lifts arms*
Whispers*** "yay!"
Riy-mite and thats how I mat yours mother son :D
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I dont know and I dont know why is he so toxic .....
:d
I played piano for 6 years and I often cried during lessons. I become an open book when I played. I played for the first time two w ago after a long hiatus. It was like an explosion of emotions.
Thank you for giving me the opportunity to listen for free and find inspiration to return to something I love.
Kelsea T
if that the case it would be a privilege for someone to be present while
you play..
Kelsea T Someone else can feel music too :D
That means you are a human with feelings, which most people dont have in this sick, twisted world we live in. Let music guide you.
I feel the same way :)
Piano gives me that same feeling, all the emotions burst in a thousand different hues and afterwords it's so serene... I looooove music :)
I miss you. It's been nearly 7 months and the pain is the same. I find myself cryng at night. My heart is broken into million pieces. I wish I could turn back time and take that bullet for you. You were only living your life. You were the most adorable person, the one I always talked to when I was feeling bored or sad, and you were always there, smiling, telling me that everything would have been ok. I've always loved you. From the first moment I heard your voice you took my heart. I don't know how I will live without your beautiful smile, your voice, your weird laugh. I miss you. I will miss you forever. I would give anything for a last kiss. I love you. Forever and ever. Thank God I know you are in Heaven. You had so much Faith... I admire you. You're stuck in my mind, in my heart, in my hope, in my dreams. Everyday is for you. You were loved by everyone and believe me you still are.
Kris Luna Please stop talking. -
Kris Luna I'm so touched by what u wrote and I'm so so sorry you had to deal with this.. I know it's hard to lose such a precious person.. you see them everyday and they make you happy and the next day they are gone but this is life and life isn't perfect you know.. hopefully they are somewhere better feeling happier. We gotta move on and be good .. be like they were .. because sooner or later we are leaving too
What a couple of dicks! You just go on and say what you need Kris Luna. We’re not all going to be negative toward you! God bless you friend!
your comment inspire me to compose a song :3
When I listen to music like this I just sit and think about how beautiful life is and how perfect God made it, the tears, the pain, and the happiness is what makes life complete. Even though there's a huge bad side of the world there always seems to be a way to just.. Smile.
A side from your pious belief, you are right...its rare to see such emotion in this world of hate.
xXMissPaigeXx :)
xXMissPaigeXx God doesn't exist, lol
I do the exact opposite
Iam having problems finding why i was made
No matter the situation I always listen to brian crain, either dream of flying or wind, had a shitty 19th birthday yesterday, and sat in my room and listened to this all day.
Sorry about that.
No one deserves a shit birthday.
Sophie Mitchell at some point in life everyone must feel pain. It is impossible to avoid pain except for death which is painful emotionally. It is also true that people sometimes need to feel pain in order to realize what's dear to them and what isn't. Life can end as easily as it can begin. Therefore, take pride that you're alive, be happy that you're alive every morning and hope to never feel the pain of leaving your children. Although it is imminent that everyone will one day die you should try your best at doing everything you can and want while you're alive. You probably won't get another chance at life. Try to enjoy it as much as you can and be grateful for the life that you have been given.
ronbaa SK Your comment just made me cry even more when I was listening to this ;-;
Johnson Ting it was my mothers birthday not long ago.. she passed away ....
We can't choose the lives that have been given to us,
We can't choose the pain,
The suffering,
The endless conflict,
The restless nights,
The drops of tears,
The heavy heart,
Asking every night,
The question
*Why?*
But it's that pain,
That turns into beauty,
That eventually passes,
Showing us all that life can be,
Not how it used to be,
And then,
As you look back among those lonely nights,
You'll be thankful,
Because without them,
You wouldn't be the strong person you are now,
Maybe you're thinking "I'm not strong,"
But you're still here now,
Aren't you?
Kitty Kat made me question my reality can I use this exact thing to trick my English teacher
i was only nine years old.
Kitty Kat
Dont tell us your life
+Derpy Whale Whale whale... Lol. Did you sea what I did there?
I hope that everyone who’s reading this and in pain please realizes that the beauty of life is often within the struggles we must face. For out of the deepest darkness, comes the brightest of lights. May we all remember that.
Breathe.
Just Breathe.
Look at the life around you.
Are you happy or are you sad?
Did you have friends that made you glad?
Does feeling alone make you feel mad?
Yes. I ask myself these questions too.
Yes. I have felt these things too.
But believe me when I say
You are a cool dude
You are a beautiful woman
And don't mind if they call you gay
Some people just need to learn what to say.
Your parents may yell at you
Other people may accuse you
And I know you may feel depressed
But sometimes you just need to sit back
Relax
And breathe.
👏
hey could I ever create a song using this?
+Serene Burk Personally, I was actually gonna make a song with this, but I appreciate that you liked my little poem.
+Rock&Roll_Pat that's how i'm feeling right now., the end is near
+Rock&Roll_Pat Don't Breathe if you r taking shit.
Dear Brian,
For two years now I have been listening to this track. I listen to it because it gives me such euphoria I somehow have become addicted. However, I was listening to it while falling asleep one night and this is what I dreamt. As morbid as this sounds, I felt like I had passed to the after life and was wondering the lands of empty beauty. Nothing I found wasn't beautiful- so I kept wondering. I felt the titles of these songs were coming to life... I could see an Ivy Gate.... I walked into it and was greeted by others... and there... stood a magnificent but worn out palace made of marble and stone. Adorned with vines. A grey light shined over it. Unorthodox but warm. Then i could hear childhood memories. I saw a man I loved once walking toward me. Did he pass as well perhaps? Or was he yearning for my touch again that his spirit came to me in the afterlife? We danced... lightly, gently, happily... and then I woke up. I cried... Tears I couldn't explain. Every time I listen to Childhood memories now I weep. It attacks my heart with sadness I have never felt before. This is what your music does to and for me. I find it releasing. Whenever I'm sad, I listen... whenever I'm depressed I listen... I am thankful I have found music like this. Whimsically profound having a touch of ethereal longing. I am pleased. I am content. Thank you for sharing your talent and music.
Love this...
same when I'm depressed I listen to this
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I DIDN'T READ...I JUST SAW THAT THERE WAS AN ARMY.
Vincent Woods keep strong man
When the light of dawn seeps into an empty room, lighting each cold corner with a spark of life. Particles of dust float upon rays of sun. Curtains hang limp without the morning breeze. The distant chirping of birds can be heard in the chilling silence. Drops of dew form on the window pane. Yet, the space is still bare. What was once occupied is now, forever empty. The loved one, has finally passed. There is much to be felt, little to be seen.
beautiful poetry
👏😢
Wow amazing
you should be a poet
dean winchestette that was really beautiful 😭
Stop.
Breathe.
Just breathe, and listen to what I say.
You might not feel it now, but you are loved. You are needed, and you are wanted. You may feel like your life is going nowhere and that it isn't worth it. I have that exact feeling everyday. But you will get through it, just like I do. Whatever it is you're fighting: depression, anxiety, panic, a breakup, or maybe it was as simple as a bad day, know this, take it to heart, don't take these words lightly. You are strong, ignore those who say you can't, because you can. Ignore the people who are low enough to pull you down, their words mean nothing. But whatever you do, do not make the decision to end it. You mean so much in this world. I don't even need to meet you to tell you that you are an amazing person, and you are beautiful, strong, smart, and the haters know nothing.
I know that people are going to scroll past this and ignore it. I know that people are going to hate on me and try to prove me wrong. But to those of you that do read this, I hope I helped.
Stop.
Breathe.
Just Breathe.
Rose Awesome thank You!
While I do not have depression, I think your comment was beautifully written.
Rose Awesome тнαикѕ fσя нєℓριиg мє ωιтн му ∂єρяєѕѕισи αи∂ єтєяиαℓ ѕα∂иєѕѕ :)
Hanna Green Thanks 😔
i bet she killed herself already
This world so cold... No warmth left... Dark... We're all left to die, right? Or maybe in you is a fire left burning... A tiny little flame. Rekindle it. Show the world your heat and light. Show them that life IS worth living. Find the fire that lies in you and make it glow to the world. :)
Show them Shrek, in all his glory. Shrek is love, Shrek is life! Let them be penetrated in the butthole by Shrek! It is not ogre now, for it will never be ogre...
DiamondShocked Dude get the fuck out. That got old 3 months ago.
Nick Kapa ^
Nick Kapa Is that why shrek is love shrek is life 4 is in the works?
The comments that are actually not about Shrek are quite compelling when read to the music, I thank you for this comment it is nice and very...touching :)
This is vary beautiful. This is why I play the piano. Some people might find this sad or depressing, but the only sad thing is how people associate this with major life events that could be scaring. But there is beauty after pain. And all we can do is wait and see what blossoms.
at least you know what this kind of music stands for and for that I thank you
this song made me realize that music is life. its everywhere we go , literally everywhere we go! its what made us , us.
you write the truth
i know i do, because the truth is better than a lie to everyone.
Debra Lynn Perry u can say that againm😭😭😭😭😭😢😢😢😭😢😭😢😭😭😢😭😭😢😓😓😭😢😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😢😢😢😢😢
+Debra Lynn Perry هيييه
Music isn't for everyone. Anyone can learn how to play an instrument, but really playing music, is so complex. The feelings, the story. You Brian crain, have made me come to tears with your beautiful pieces. Thank you
Power lies in music for no man or woman can escape the peaceful stature of the smoothing slow piano.
I looked at all of the comments and lots of people said they cried...but I can't cry.These make me sad and I just can't cry this compared to the moments in my life is nothing.Let's just say someone very important to me di- you know...something happened to them and they will never come back. Everyday I go to school with a smiling face and hide my emotions from the ones I care about, because if i'm sad everyone will be too. :) these songs are beautiful thank you
Yeah do it further xD
Seems that you closed up your heart forever. Just do it further and you will never be happy.
Have fun.
I feel the same...
Proud?
Life's too short...
3 weeks ago my best best friend died... he was killed instantly in a car crash.... he said he was gonna go out get some shopping and I said don't be long and he said yeah, whatever and he laughed.... he never came back... and thats the last thing of him that I remember.. him laughing. I'll never forget you Adam... may you rest in peace...
Adam Johnson
1999-2017
Always loved, never forgotten ❤️
I'm so sorry dude, he seemed like a great kid
Sorry, but here is not the place to say that
B U R N it’s ok just calm down and try not to think about it too much just push through it. You are great,strong and nice you can achieve anything
Mom💔32 years ago miss you like yesterday RIP😘
Rip😪
Rest In Peace 😢
Oh my god this is so emotional!! And so soft i wish my music would be a little bit more like yours! Thank you Brian Crain for this nice piece!!
The first song gets to me, as much as it's title does. I don't thing I've ever heard such emotional music that can instantly pull such a story from your mind. I have actually always wanted to fly, and have always had such big dreams. So the song does get to me well...
Beautiful work, there is just something magical about the sound of piano played like this - manages to create a bridge between the reality and dreams
Well said!
This is my second year in college٫ and the pain of missing my dad and dog hasn't lessened a bit. I love you dad. I will always be your little girl.
Brian Crain is love, Brian Crain is life
Que música tan agradable... Gracias por compartir tan sutil frecuencia... Gracias Brian Crain.
at the ivy gate. such a beautiful song. i love it. everytime i here it i am crying because its so lovely. thank you for this wonderful song. ❤
So many sad comments here... But always remember, nothing in this life is fair or unfair, however everything in this life is balanced and equal...
If you think this world is cold, there is an equal amount of warmth to be felt,
If you think this world is dark, there is an equal amount of light to be seen,
If you think the world gives so much hate, there is an equal amount of love to be given,
only you can open yourself up to it and change your minds focus.
The beauty of life isn't in the most obvious places, but it is there waiting for you to discover it.
its too bad that warmth and light and stuff are distributed randomly and inequally so some get all the good stuff while others are stuck with a sack of shit
i want friends ;c
Love this, it helped me calm down after having a massive panic attack...
calm down, I am with you! :)
omg me too! only i had an anxiety attack
Im only listening to this.. when its cold and dark outside.. Its so cold here :/
Shrek is love. Shrek is life.
I listen to sad music to remind me. To remind me of all the people I miss. To remind me of the things I know I should've done and didn't do. I miss him, he doesn't know. I read the text messages and narrate them in my mind as if I could hear his voice. I realize that will never happen. My heart becomes weaker and weaker the every second think about it. As the music makes me think more about these things, I start to wonder if these feelings are okay to be having this very second. I think " Am I just insane, is it normal to think of another being as much as I do right now?" My hart hurts even more. I start to hate myself wishing I could've said better things as I have thought this before. I hear the music pause for a slight second, I wish it never ends. Music can be so powerful to all minds. And even though it's the same song it's so different for other people. This makes me think of him more. Wanting to know what is going on in his mind this very second, does he miss me, does he think of me. These are questions I ask myself everyday. I worry about him. I think of him. I care for him. I love him. I think I'm just a kid over thinking things. But, the music of life just changes these thoughts. The words I use everyday aren't enough description for these thoughts. I tear myself apart thinking horrible things but, when I wake up from the horrible nightmare I start to realize life. Knowing that it only comes at random the things in the future. I wonder to myself what will be next as I write this comment. Music can be so powerful and give so many ideas and take away some as well. I love how music does this. It will make me think of him, myself, my family, my friends. I mostly think of him. Wanting words to describe all of the feelings I have which there are so many. This music is incredible to my mind I thank the creator for that. Thank you for making me right this comment.
If you have the urge to know what he is thinking, why dont you just ask him? At the end you will regret it for never asking about his feelings for you. The feeling of the unknown is hard, i know. There were moments in my life where i was thinking: wow, why didnt i say this or that to her? The moment was perfect..there were so many points i could have mentioned but they didnt come to my mind... If you are thinking about him every second, asking yourself what he is doing etc..GO FOR IT AND ASK! :) you cant lose anything, can you? Or are you afraid of answers you dont like to hear? You can just grow up and become even stronger than you already are in these situations! It will be a relief. Sorry for my bad english btw..i have actually no idea why i am answering but its awesome to just write right now and try to help, cheer you up...its 7a.m here..searched for some sad piano tracks and just cried..i have no idea why but its a good feeling. Take care, hope i could help you.
***** thanks that means a lot I will ask him and get courage to do so thanks again
what are you fucking gay?
+Jamie Benoît tf
+Jamie Benoît I'm extremely confused, why are you saying these things I never even said I was gay XD
this helps me appreciate life and people more. i'm a protector, i'm a shield for my son. no matter the path my son will choose to go, i will be on the same path, always protecting him from everything thrown at him. and i will be a lasting shield, never breaking down.
the never ending willpower that i didnt had myself as a child, i will have it now. not for myself, but for my son.
Life is a bumpy road. Not all of us makes it to the end. Some roads are shorter than others. Some roads are brighter, and some are darker. Woe to those whose lives are unhappy and unlucky. But sometimes it's not just fate that shaped our roads that way. It's the doing of others, and sometimes, yourself. But you can fix that. You can ignore rude comments and criticism. There's always, always gonna be haters in life! Not everyone is going to like you. Don't let their opinions be the mold for you. Unlike the opinions of your parents or siblings, the people who said them are not going to stay forever. And most times, people think that. They think that one remark is going to change the course of their life. It's not. You don't have to let it be. And even though we can't ever erase them from your memory, we need them. Without knowing sadness or depression, you won't ever appreciate being happy.
Don't waste another second waiting on your road. Life is waiting for you.
+zhou anita I think we all need to hear this. This is wonderful and thank you for sharing it with us.
Beautiful Sad Piano Songs🎶
🎹🎹🎹🎹🎹🎹🎹🎹🎹🎹
I am listening this tune😄lol...it's relaxing me.♡
Tyra Suliwan..even the hardest of hearing would love this. i'm sure the vibration from the music would penetrate their feelings. beautiful.. :):):)
Don Jarar
Al Huggins
*****
THANK YOU MY FRIENDS :)
I already was listening 10 times today 😊🎶🎶🎶
I wish you peace and relax :))
Tyra Suliwan《 :) 》
Thank you!
Am I... Am I the only one here to just.. .Enjoy music, and has no "depression problems" (among lots more) or any reason in particular to be listening?
If so..
I wasn't looking for your music when I found it 2 weeks ago. I am so glad I did. I lost the love of my life to cancer almost 2 years. It has been so hard. She was wonderful. Your music helps me deal with the loss. I cry sometimes and I smile sometimes, and I hang on the memories. Thank you for sharing your gift with others.
At 6:14 where the Childhood memories track starts, I can almost swear the music just reaches out, takes my hand and walks with me through all the memories I have .. good ones, sad ones, and whatever that's made me, me till today..
Its amazing how a beautiful piece of music can make you feel..
With school coming tomorrow for me, I thought that sad music would only be fitting for this occasion.
aimlessly siting in your room...your cold,dark,and sad room. lit only by the light of the device in which you watch this on. The light reflects on your teary eyes. Crying because of life. Missing your faimly...friends....your childhood.Hateing school,work...or even yourself. you put in your headphones. sit back as the flashbacks go through like a slideshow. As the musics intensity rises you remember your fights.Your regreted words. your pain. your anger. You begin to sob. The music slows. You remeber your freinds. The people that are counting on you even if you dont know it. They need you.Dont give up. The pain will stop once you have accepted your past.This is only the first step. The pain might contiue. But i will stop. It always stops...unless you step on a lego, but that is not my point....The song ends...you see your face in the dark empty screen. it seems to go on forever. you stare at yourself with so many thoughts. you get up. Turn in the lights.maybe that is why your room was dark......eh who cares. Close the window .maybe that is why your room was cold. stop looking at childhood photos.maybe that is why you were sad ,but thats none of my business🐸. stop listening to sad music.And do your best.
Fucking weeaboo
+Erza Scarlet wise words erza scarlet
Pryz do thanks.
+Erza Scarlet Thanks for that. They are very wise words. :)
Oscar Fox no problem. It was a cold night so i thought I should write down my thoughts. Not many people respond to my emotional comments.
The Lord blesses you and gives you health. For our beautiful moments, your music loves you dear friend and great artist.
It makes me so emotional, I've listened to it almost 2 years for now and the saddest part is that it's so sad but I'm so dead inside I can't cry anymore. I can't shed a single tear, but I try, I try hard.
+Irakli Kotiashvili hah! your mum
budimon121 You're mum
+Irakli Kotiashvili haha nice answer
when I listen to this I remember why I was meant to be alone. people only come and go. all too temporary just as my life. the path I'll only ever know is that when I am alone. no one beside me. only in front and behind. I won't have any tears and I'll be okay.
coward :/
+George Kaps I don't see how
but in reality, the loneliness only comes from YOU being the one coming and going in other lives, leaving behind something unforgettable for them.
Finella Kelley I'm the one being left behind and being forgotten. I don't mind though
I believe they're right to be honest because I do the same. I can relate to you and the reality of it. choosing to be alone to prevent others the burden of your thoughts or unable to connect and just stringing along a prolonged friendship. when you leave at least you've given that person a chance and have them other options. its either you stay with them or they come back to you. we can't expect both
Just dropped my phone, reminded me of this masterpiece. Had to revisit. ❤
IamIbtihaaj J rip phone xD
Beautifull - very soulfull
Thank you for your music and sharing.
I am the grand meister of pain. Speak to me in words that I can comprehend friend, words that envelop my soul and let it suffer. I've been feeling nostalgic for far too long. The past is so beautiful. I miss it. I might be still living in a virtual world, yet I do not care. The happiness that I felt was true, real as it pumped through my veins. I am tired friend, tired. Exhausted from the constant action of going back reading through the memories of the past. I can't stop myself from going back to the talks that once used to comfort my soul. I can stop reliving the days that used to bring me joy. The little interactions, jokes and fun that I lived day by day. It has not even been that long ago since I last felt that heaven. I don't know how long it'll be like this. I just need to make a change. Maybe it is all my fault, maybe it's just life. I don't know, there is not much I can do. I won't even dare try again. Afraid of only amplifying the damage done, of making myself even more prone to the weakness that I am incapable of dealing with now. I know one ought to be independent, yet I've had enough of that feeling of being alone. I just seek the to read through the words and live them once again, they always mesmerized me more that the greatest poetry. I want to listen to the melody that always spoke sense to my brain, one that sounds even better than the music that is playing through this video now. I want to live the days again and watch them play a better movie than any the world has even given me. Give me back which I had. Please. Or give me more. Give me something of the same sort. I would have done things differently if I had the knowledge I do now. I just wish it not be too late. I tried so hard, even now I am really. However feeling pain is better than feeling nothing at all. I shall not go back. Never. Well. No. Not even if offered the option to indulge in that sweetness of life again. There has to be more for me out there. I can't even find someone to be able to fully comprehend either, the simplicity of the man within. The irony, this whole passage is cryptic in contrast. Reader of this I hereby come to an end, and I thank you sincerely for reading through words that seem to make little sense to the world a whole.
settle down okay?
Fits the shitty days I'm having thanks for uploading it
Bye World.
dont go!!
***** Actually I think life is to precious to throw it away. Even if you have no arms or legs you must continue living. If life gets better or not doesn't matter, the fact is you won't get another. Although, I too feel emotions as well while telling you this we can't avoid the fact. Life is beautiful no matter what.
ronbaa SK sure is precious
Are u still there?
7 million people.... seriously??? are you so stupid as to insult someone else but then say there's 7 million people in the world? Fyi: Just wanna not make you feel like an idiot and save you the time: there's 7-8 BILLION people on earth
The fucking storm
The thunder
The lightning
The rain
Everything tonight
Reminds me of myself.
The thunder it blasts in my ear as I'm writing this
just like my anger towards myself...
The lightning it flashes so fast you can't even notice it
just like the scars on my leg...
The rain as it dripples down the window you could hear every drop crashing down
just like the tears that fall from my face every night...
The fucking storm
Reminds me
Of me
Decided to write this because I was listening to this piano music and there's a storm tonight and this just came to me
+Eman Abdel would be a good song, thanks for writing that :)
+Mr Retro Man thanks and no problem ((:
+Eman Abdel you have a snap chat?
😭
I want a peace inside. This music opened a door for me. Thank you.
Me and my girlfriend are about to break up , but i do not know when it is official.
I hope we do not break up and leave each other , i just love her so much!!!
I think this was a good time to listen to this kind of music.
Thank you
it happens to the best of us, I wish you the best of luck
I don't know if your a christian or not, but I pray that your relationship turns out ok
Reaper I wish you luck. I know it's sad, but this feeling will pass and in five years, it really won't matter.
In one month a lot of things can change, and you can find someone better, just get over this phase, don't give up and everything will be better.
I screwed up, he probably hates me now. I'm sitting in complete darkness and it's not the same. knowing that someone actually cared for me and loved me would light up the darkness from my perspective. now, it just seems confusing and scary. Ive turned on the lights and see no different change in the way I'm looking at it. I wish I could talk to someone when I'm sad and they could give me advice. I wish I had someone to talk to about my favorite things and they could relate it the right ways. I wish I had somebody. but when I met him I had hope. now the hope is starting to fade, and I don't want it to fade. Sometimes I feel me and him are getting even more distant and it hurts. Love is a confusing emotion, it's fun and happy and the most beautiful thing in the world, but is scary because you are afraid to lose it. I've never felt so scared before, I'm scared things are going to change and I will lose everything. I'm guessing he fell asleep since right now it is four in the morning and I'm still up, worrying. then again, I might be overreacting, but still, the pain of almost losing someone hurts. I want to talk to him, I want to ask him so many questions, but I might get bad answers. I have no more friends and he is the only one I have since my family doesn't really care. and yet he gets bothered when I tell him about the reasons why Im sad. And I don't even know why I'm commenting, it's not like anyone on the internet cares. if someone is reading this, I'll sorry I wasted your time, I really am.
I lost my girlfriend yesterday and i feel completely the same
I dont want to talk to anyone not even my friends and i understood one thing that when you are alone you understand much more than when you talk with others about something
As a class clown, its my job to make you happy. I really, don't know much since I'm crying like I just saw Donald Trump win... But all I really know you should do when your sad is... Play Pokemon Go.
There's always someone that will care for you. You are never alone in this world. Don't give up hope
u should stay strong , as u know there is no forever . people come and go . Im sorry but this is real life :( its worse than we think . make ur dreams alone and try to make them true :) wish u the best .
you just described my life.
the person i care the most in the world thinks i'm an idiot and doesn't want to talk me, i just want to kill myself now.
this song made me cry hard...
I feel like i still have this missing piece in my hard...
my family broke, my best friend started to hate me...
and my sister fell of the cliff and died...
-all you guys who are gone now, even though you won't see this I just wanna say you guys were the closest people in my life, and i will love you forever, and im only 12 years old... why do I have to go through this?
You still have rest your life even if your life at the min not the best it could all get better don't give up hope some day might get better keep yopur head up even if it hurts, Life will get better i hope :)
remember G-d loves you and he is probably just picking a time to be good to you, so keep believing and everything will be okay. Smile= one of the best quotes ever I think. :)
Even if they are not with you in person, they will always be watching out for you, dont give up, life gets better :)
Even in the deepest sadness, there is a light that shines through every sadness and darkness ... Amazing Grace! ( I just catch the song in this video! It's Amazing Grace.) Thank god ...
This made me contemplate life... All we do is work to pay taxes, grow old and die. That's all we do... I want more in life! I want to be able to look back on everything I've done and be proud of what I've achieved and how I've grown instead of thinking about what I COULD have done... I want my life to be an adventure with mystery and epic moments where I can laugh and cry. I want to become something that I've always wanted to be and not be sitting at university or school thinking about what I COULD become...?
Said Amraoui 100% man
i love sad piano songs because i will remember my friends when i was happy with them..but now i can't see them cuz they're gone they're somewhere else..and of this songs i sometimes remeber that what did i do everything wrong..😞😔
PS: love everyone's that i met and they were nice to mě miss you💞💔..
sorry me*😞
Sad music heals broken heart.
s.
I disagree, it does the opposit for me
This is the only piano music that makes me sleep, relaxes me and takes some anxiety away. When small my sister would play piano for me while I layed on the carpet floor and draw. Having just some beautiful sunlight coming in from a very tall and wide window from the 2and living room. I miss that. I miss my sister. This piece takes me back. Thank you.
LOL I played this when my friend got yelled at by a teacher and had to sit in the back in class
Lmfao 😂😂💯
Oh my fucking god that's gold man.
How did every one react?
All I see is people putting down people when no one wants to be put down. Just think, why spread negativity in this world, our world when you can do so much better? You can spread love, and make the world that we all share a better place, and the person you show kindness mays how that kindness to others who will in turn show kindness to even more people.
It's all ogre now...
I been hearing this song for quite a while I cried my eyes out when I hear this song i know I’m not the only one who is going through depression and other metal disorders because there are other people who are going through other stuff and that are suffering through so much worse and I know that there are a lot of people out there who suffer from metal disorder that do understand because sometimes there’s time in life when u have no one to talk to and u feel so lonely and then u feel like ur trapped inside ur own head and there’s no way out and a voice in ur head that tells u a lot of negative things and then u think about ur past and that’s something u don’t want to do u don’t want to think about the past because that’s what breaking u I know how that feels bc that what I am goin through right now and I have never felt so alone in my whole life
Listening to this while reading up on the late Grape-kuns passing has me in tears. Mr. Crain sir, your work is beautiful and thoroughly heart wrenching.
This will get lost in the comments section but...I just wanna mention something...I'm a person that doesn't show weakness around other people... I don't trust anyone. But now I'm breaking.. crying. And I scroll down the comments... some of them are encouraging... some of them sad... and the most are funny. Guys. Thank you. Now Im crying and laughing at the same time. xd.. Thanks a lot for making me smile a bit.. I needed it.. :)
:)
It's like therapy! What a cool session
When life gives you a hundred reasons to cry,
Give life a thousand reasons to smile🤗
Your music goes straight to my heart. Beautiful work
I'm crying this is so sad but happy at the same time. The happy part of it makes me remember how thankful I am that my dad met the most wonderful women ever. She's so nice and she's so smart and beautiful I love her so much. One day my dad took her to a really cool place with caves and hills. Then my dad found the perfect spot and he proposed to his girlfriend and she said yes. The wedding is going to happen in about 3 or 4 months and I am so happy that my dad met someone special. I thank God everyday for this and that everybody is protected and that we get food, water and a house to live in. I hope everyone is happy and hope you don't put yourself down. Be happy and have a wonderful life. Thank you.😊
You know who is the best person in the world? Read the first word and you have the answer.
the first word and you have the answer
BoostedHD
_BoostedHD is the best person in the world._
Guys, check out the Piano Instrumental on my channel :)
The video name is:
✮ Sad Piano/String Instrumental by FreshX ✮I hope you like it :)
you
I readed "First Word" but i still dont understand :/
Sometimes I feel worthless, and I feel like I have nobody to talk to, or nobody cares about me anymore, like I'm slowly fading away.😔 The music is nice btw😌😌
Royal Sushi Gurl same. But I'm sure there is someone out there for you who cares about you :)
Royal Sushi someone someday will care for you so just wait for them. Many other people still care for you even if you don't know that they do.
Royal Sushi im here for you ;)))
SAME
I'm not sure how I got here, but I'm regretting it.
I did not tears when I should be studying for a history test.
Studying for a biology test now.. not a great time to tear up wahh T_T
should be studying for a soci test ha
He, tell me about it. My phone is drowning in a puddle of my mascara and tears xD
Savannah Mosley studying for math >
studying for history!! tomorrow's last day of finals yay!!
Musical poetry. Wonderful. You are musical. Your music moved me.
thank u.... thank u so much..... finally i can cry
There's suicide in silence, everything I alway wanted now is broken and I can't do nothing to fix it. I feel useless, I am useless. Everything has changed, people, places, words and promises, also photos faded away. Their colour reminds me of a silent night, with with a full moon out, and I didn't know why but I was crying. that's so strange cause you're not with me now, but I do. I am with you, even you you don't know, even if can't hear me or even if you can't feel my presence..just know I am here, now and forever. I am alone in this world, this is my curse, I don't know what I've done, but it's my fault and now I have to pay for that. It's been a while I don't hear your voice, and it's been a while I don't sing along the piano, crying over my fears and my weakness, cause I'm weak and scared. I don't know if you still remember me, if sometimes you think about me or if I am just another piece of flesh lost in a cemetery, that no one ever visit. I see people smiling, they laugh, they're happy and I am too...you know, I was a child once and I always thought that I'd never grew up, that I'd always saw myself as a young and innocent baby, but now I grew up and i see things differently, now I'd see the pain, the hate, the evil that men do and I'm scared cause I know that lot of children are as I was, happy and healthy, with no thoughts or preoccupations, and I'm scared cause they will grow up, and their hopes and their dreams will shatter to the ground, and what's worse of a broken hope?
A broken life...they're young, but they will understand. don't throw their hopes away, it won't work, they will grow up as they want, and one day they will think about it, about their childhood and their family, and when they'll be old enough to understand they will take a photo, and with wet eyes they will notice that the photo has faded as our time together.
i bet he killed himself already
the music you play whenever the wifi connection cuts off
:'(
except you cant cause the wifi cut out also TOKYO GHOUL AMIRITE?!
+problematicpanda What I was gonna say... Except what if you have a phone?
ah fair enough
Shut the fuck up.
Özbekitondan salom.Musiqa yoqimli ve tinchlantiruvchi ekan.Raxmat
My story:
I've known my best friend since I was two , when I met him he was 6. Ive wanted to play with him every single day. (Skip forward 6 years). As we grew older he became older, weaker and more sick. Eventually he had cancer and I thought he was gonna die in the next month.he ended up living another 2 years. I never thought about losing him until the last two days came. I spent the last two days with him. I've been depressed ever since I lost him. It was like he was a part of me... now part of me is missing
DariusJay, I am so sorry
DariusJay so so sorry for your loss. Stay strong 🌷 you’re not alone
thank you, i'm in a bad moment but this makes me think about my life
love your profile pic.
led zeppelin is awesome.
Thanks man!
1 year ago.
i was in the hospital looking my mother in his bet, she has been there 6 mouth with a fucking cancer and now she is in the paradise...
Good job brian, you make me remember the past.
im so sorry
+Diego Guardiola omg, im so sorry... ♥
I'm sorry for your loss, but it isn't Brians fault.
This reminded me of my friend who passed away from a brain tumour this was only in February😪I miss her soooooo much😭I'm crying whilst writing this😭😪❤️😢😥😪
I slept well to that last night
I listen to this very night and fall asleep :)
Beautiful collection - I'd love to hear some Frozen Silence tunes on your next uploads as well!
Seconded!
There are a lot of joke comments down here, but I just wanted to say that this is beautiful, so beautiful 💕 This is why pianos are the best instrument :) The artist is a great pianist indeed.
It takes me in a trance.. whenever I listen to your work Brian Crain.. Thank you
Shrek is love, I say. Shrek is life.
Muchas personas no lloran, pero otras si lo hacen y es que la conciencia emocional o la carga que según los expertos es memorizada en el corazón,asi que esta musica o una obra o un poema o relato o hasta un aroma trae emociones de recuerdos que solo han estado presentes en ciertos instantes de nuestras vidas, no todos sienten lo mismo porque la mayoría de personas no han llenado su memoria emocional con los suficientes recuerdos.
Shrek nos hace llorar.
Bei diesem Lied möchte ich am liebsten meinen Vater umarmen...Aber das geht nicht mehr. Ich werde ihn immer lieben!
Brian crain IS my favourite pianist of all time. absolutely the best. i listen to these song everytime before i sleep
We all live...
We all should be happy...
We all should love others...
We all should not ignore others...
We all should treat people nicely...
We all... we all should not neglect others...
What do I get?
What do I get in return?
For all those good things I done?
All I get...
All I get is...
Hate and shame...
More things to deal with... I can't even handle....
Why do these things happen?
My two friends are getting abused, I can't do anything about it anymore...
What is my life come to?
A dead end?
Why do my parents neglect me?
Why does my best friend try to avoid me?
Why do I lose friends?
Why?
Why is there world hunger?
Why?
Why do people have to suffer?
Why?
Why do innocent people die each day from abuse and murder?
Why?
Why do we need to know?
Why... is because humanity is gone.
Why... is because nobody cares about us anymore.
Why...
Why... is because...
This world is filled with hatred, and anger!
You can't do anything to stop it.
All I get is neglected, it will happen to YOU to if you don't step up!
YOU can make the world a better place!
YOU can do something!
You... you can stop bullying, world hunger, find a cure for cancer, stop abuse, stop murders, and much more.
You... can help ME.
You... can help ME save my friends.
You... can end this madness...
But why do we have to suffer?
Is it a test for god?
Is god just using us as dolls?
As toys?
Why do these things happen?
Why?
Why, do I have to suffer?
Why, do you have to suffer?
Why... do you die...
Its because...
YOU have a purpose...
YOU fulfilled your legacy when you die...
YOU aren't dolls or toys, you are human beings...
WE ALL SHOULD BE TREATED FAIRLY!
WE ALL SHOULD NOT GET NEGLECTED!
WE ALL... should... stay... strong...
But in the end...
Everything dies...
Thousands suicide each year because of this...
But you...
You can end suicide...
Why?
Why... is because we care...
We care for humanity.
We will restore faith in humanity.
We hope life wont end soon.
We take risks.
We take chances.
Thats life... and you will forever live with it.
onion
Beautiful.
Why are we still here?
Just to suffer?
Sally Cat this is beautiful!
That was beatiful.
Can I use it in a school project I will cite you Dávid and Brian Crain
+CT Filmmaker Yes you can.
+CT Filmmaker The boss wrote the answer. :>
+Brain Crain
Mr. Crain, I love the song in started in 9:43. Could you tell me the name. I would love to have it. Thanks !
+nhatminh nguyen "Softness And Light" :)
wow
This is how I feel when its Sunday night and I still have lots of HW
oh my god, i love it, now your my favorite pianist Brian Crain, keep going !!!!!
(These events are my actual experience with a girl from 7th grade) 2 years ago, I was in 7th grade just going into 7th grade, now fixing to be a freshman. Do you ever get a feeling for a girl just like, you can't explain to anyone besides yourself, because it is a perfectly beautiful feeling, the feeling that, she's right here, yet you cannot reach her hand. Like, she's the girl from school you dream about at night, she's the girl you jump at when she makes eye contact with you. I had all those feelings for a girl. She was pretty, nice, funny, and bright, big blue eyes, black hair like the night sky. Yet, she was so quiet twords me, only me. That year, I had a very good freind, my best freind in fact. He happened to be her brother, so at the end of the school day every day, me and him would walk , I would walk from school to my moms car, and they would walk to their moms car, on these days, she would walk with us, not speaking, looking some what flattered, she would walk beside me as me and my best friend talked. This made me so happy, even if she was silent, to be in her presence, was amazing in my opinion. This continued for months, October of 2015 goes by, November , December, I remember after Christmas break we gave a smile to each other on the first day back to school. Yet still, we did not exchange words then a little after December , she and I sit together in class. I start a conversation, I don't remember what precisely was said, I just know we had a few laughs, it was a precious hour and a half. I went to bed with a smile that night. This continued on, the conversations were more frequent. We were becoming friends. Months pass, it is now it is now march, of 2016. She was the best friend a guy could ever ask for in a girl, we talked through class, and pretty much anywhere else. Her and her brother were my two best friends, we walked home each evening, I to my moms car, him and her to their moms car. One gloomy evening, was different. She came to school in tears. Her mom was diagnosed with cancer, I was very sad. Later that day, I asked her, "hey Caitlyn, you ok buddy..?" She was sobbing, she turned to me in a rush, and embraced me into her arms, shocked, I held my arms to my side, then, recognizing her pain, wrapped my arms tightly around her body, not to let go, never to let go.
Weeks later, (April 12, 2016) , her mom is recovering just perfectly, she will be fine. On this special day, 4-12-16, she and I were particularly fond of each other. She even held my hand for a split second. That afternoon. I wrote her a note telling her everything about her that I found beautiful. She took it and came to me after class with a note that said, "yes". I was exited and actually went home and jumped around and smiled with joy :))))). In the relationship, we went from best friend, to holding hands, to hugging, we hugged every afternoon. It was both of our favorite events. Then 3 months later, we shared our first kiss, around 8 seconds long, on a field trip. I love you, you love me, never change that.😊
A true personal love story- S.B.T
ur story sucks
@@plakshyasunako5866 this is to long boi shut your mouth for one
i was thinking that this music gonna make cry my girl,but she give me a punch :P
Sounds like an apocalyptic movie trailer song.
Shrek is love, Shrek is life is what this sounds like!
"He penetrated me with his love"
I'm going to be honest with you, what the hell are you talking about?
Shrek is love, shrek is life!!
That's what I'm talking about
Okay. I am sorry but I don't care.
Zodic Flame It's all ogre now...
This composition is so brilliant. I believe there is love in every tears.
música extraordinaria que me trae los recuerdos mas hermosos de un angelito
I am more saddened by the picture of the busted up piano keys than the music itself. How could anyone let that happen to an instrument?
tEm paY fo c0olEg!!1 hammer
tEm paY fo c0olEg!!1 me to but all you have to do is youse a hammer BAM BAM BAM
tEm paY fo c0olEg!!1 lmfao!!!!
True...
Lol. Maybe those keys were played by me!
the first song was very beautiful. :,)
luckyy oness does anyone read the description?
FerociousMuffinz
oh, sorry.
and thanks
amazing song... thanks Brian Crain, you are an artist
I was on a date and the girl told me she didn't like piano. I never went out with her again..
Did you tell her that it's ogre between you?
that was a bitch not a real girl ... real girls like piano
MEENING ?
Its all ogre now
banditopants This is my swamp
When you didn't microwave the food long enough.
when you hit your toe in the morning
GOLDEN
Or step on a Lego
you suck !
tommy latour on the corner of the bed
it is beautiful. lovely to play whenever you feel so deeply sad. thank you for sharing your music
Poem by Emily
In the dark there is light in the cold cold winter storm there is warmth in the hopeless times there is faith and Beauty there is grief and there is agony pain and suffering happiness and sadness as I sit in the rain I realize when it rains it pours as I feel the cold water down my face I do not cry nor do I sit and Regret I just look up at the dark grey sky close my eyes and smile.....smile as I walk away wishing troubles away wishing my family were still here wishing the world away the troubles away the issues the frustration the uneasy feeling that this is it.....I know no boundaries nor do I fear the world I wish no pain apron others but they wish pain apon me so I must ask the question why... why me I serve in this world not asking for pity but for my voice to be heard I speak but am not heard I am alone yet I have to pretend I am cared for why I get that I'm different but why must I pretend I'm sorry if you don't like me but please just listen I'm a part of humanity I forgive but never forget so why do I feel this pain this unexplainable agony why tell me why I may beg I may cry but I must remenber I am loved I mean i guess I am so why the agony why the pain I must be stupid or retarded that's what they call me so I must be right regardless of my actions regardless of who I am or what I do I'm still a human flesh and blood each word that I hear breaks me down bit by bit it kills me why must I prove that I mean something because...... I do I'm normal in my standards so please understand I mean no harm no so why must i be judge I'm.......SORRY but as I sit a think a long thought there not worth my time nor words nor tears sadness and pain so say I'm dumb I know what they say behind my back and when I look at the people who do this I say nothing but feel the pain so regardless of what I look like there not worth the tears so I must go on with life.....I must continue they talk I listen but now....now is my turn to talk.
Girly gamer !!!!!!!!! wait by me because my name is emily