pls speak briefly abt ur high school and college experience - basic stuff like activities u did in both schools, what ur daily life looked like, what college u attended, ur opinion on community college, ur major and how u chose it, did that major lead to ur career?
I love that you want to keep TH-cam as a hobby and not a full time job. I think it’s such a respectable decision, especially when you talked about how people sometimes change their content based off views and such. You’re amazing!
I have seen so many youtuber's content quality go down when it became their main source of income as opposed to just making videos for fun or as a creative outlet. So I have a lot of respect for you to do what you can to make your youtube videos high quality and something your passionate about! Keep it up Zoe, can't wait to see how your youtube channel grows
Same! I had a TH-camr I was watching since she began but then she started using TH-cam as full time and her videos got really weird for content and click baitey... I understand they do that to gain attention to make money, it’s just not creative anymore.
Seriously Zoe, your videos are the ones that I click the fastest. Btw, I think for many of us 2019 was both the best and worst year (for me, I was able to live in Seoul as an exchange student but at the same time my mental health was at its lowest point), so I really really get what you mean. Gosh, is it strange to wish we were friends just to share these thoughts and help each other get better? I know everyone says this every year but this time for real let's make 2020 a POSITIVE year, not necessarily the best year ever (because that's not realistic, let's be honest), but a year in which we will learn more things about ourselves, we'll do things that we love with the people we love, we'll be aware of the ups and downs and we'll learn how to grow from it. Sorry for the long message but I wanted to return to you some of the positive vibes you always give me with every video you make! Let's be strong together, we can do it ✨💥🌸
Wow. I'm really impressed with your approach to the whole "TH-cam as a job" thing. So many TH-camrs/Infuencers (I hate that word too) that I used to respect changed their content just for the sake of numbers and clickbait and have lost themselves in the process. I hope this never happens to you. You're perfect just the way you are. I love your genuine and helpful videos. :) Please take care of yourself and I hope the future is bright for you.
Wendy K Zoeee this may never reach you but I appreciate this video and you, so much. Nights when I came home from my 9-6 job so tired and stressed would always be a good night when I saw you had a new upload. I love watching your vlogs and work out vids, watching you wake up early and be so productive was so inspiring. After graduating art school in NYC I’ve been depressed bc I haven’t been able to find a job I really love. I have trouble waking up early bc I’m just inherently nocturnal but your videos sparked motivation. I thought you had such an amazing life but I don’t truly know your pains and struggles. Thank you for having the bravery to upload this video! You show a REAL facet of being human and being vulnerable. I still can’t see myself working 40+ hours a week for a low paying job for the rest of my life, you and your videos help me keep going to strive for better. Thank you 🥺💕
I agree with you!! Everyone needs breaks and it seems like you need a mental and physical one! Take your time! I know the opportunities you need will come when you need them!! Stay strong!!
its okay to not explain anything, it was a hard decision and im glad you made it. hope you can spend a lot of time healing and doing whatever you like❤
She is such a cutie, I hope that nobody will ever hurt her I'm really proud of you and your decision and I wish that your channel and live will grow to an even better thing 💋🥺💞
There’s absolutely no shame in quitting your job! Health (both mental & physical) is more important than anything. I love how sweet and real you come off in your videos, and I love your determination in using youtube as strictly a hobby :)
I think u r the most down to earth n honest one I've seen in TH-cam. I'm also a TH-camr (1/5) in Malaysia, this is exactly how I feel lately!!! Thanks for making me feel better!❤️
Yes ! I actually faced a lot of anxiety and had a panic attack once, dropped out of my college (for a year) but when i look back to 2019 i only see the good stuff, it's about the perspective, i had anxiety disorder for 3 years but it was this year when i really fought it eye to eye, dropped out of college but i got braces and felt no pain , gained my belief in God and felt the existence of universe. Counting your blessings is a hard thing but when you truly practice it you realise your life is so blessed. As buddha said 'pain is inevitable' so learning to be in peace with pain was biggest source of happiness. I hope who had a bad 2019 could read this. I wish you have great 2020, remember it's all about the perspective.
Omg your skincare haul looks like my kind of haul in 2018-2019. Now im sticking to ingredient based skincare. Your haul bring nostalgia to me. I spend days watching all reviews huhu
I've always loved your videos (to the point where I binge watch your videos haha), but I think this video has to be one of my favorites by far. Making such a huge decision to quit your 9-5 job to focus on your wellbeing is respectable. Always love how you focus on your mental health just as much as your physical health
how do you cope with stress/overwhelming feelings? like do you have any advice that works for you? btw i love your content & i hope you always make videos for fun, theyre always nice to watch
i love watching your videos so much. theyre so refreshing and wholesome and your energy instantly makes me feel more positive and enlightened ❤️ take care always!
i'm so happy that you made this decision for yourself! i've always loved your content, and how real you are, and i really appreciate you talking openly about the money side of things. there is a lot of "if you just want something really bad you will get it!" on youtube regarding chasing your dreams n stuff like that, so to see one of my fav youtubers talk about making sure you're financially stable enough to do those things is really important! best of luck to you!!
So happy for you Zoey! I completely understand that you needed to just take a break from a hectic schedule to just figure your life out. I’ve been in the same place too. I hope during this time you find peace and happiness in whatever you decide to do! Can’t wait to see all the new content you’ll come out with as well 💖
i love you zoe!! it’s really amazing how your channel got so big in just under a year. that’s so inspiring to me!! you deserve it :) i’m glad you can take a break now from your hectic life and figure things out! i wish you the best~
i should be revising but your videos are a welcome break! im glad i stumbled across your channel months ago, because you're inspiring and a role model in a way that feels achievable and motivating. thank you so much, and i hope you're ok!
I love your videos so much zoe😭😭 Literally got so happy to see you posted another one, I don’t know why but watching your videos actually helps me with my anxiety because your just so calming 🥺✨
Just thinking, would you consider an apartment tour video? You seem to have a very cute & minimal apartment and I kinda wanna see how you deal with storage situations (I'm looking at moving but most one bedrooms or studios aren't practical for storage so trying to get some tips) Also, love your videos! :)
Hi! I hope you are fine and feeling better. As a graphic designer myself i can tell you that being a freelancer is a ride that i recomend to everyone hahaha. This whole i have been working as freelancer and i had help me to have more discipline about my time, my way of designing and how i spend my money. There is a lot of benefits about being a freelancer but also a lot of disadvantages, there is a lot of ups and downs (mostly in the economic area) but you learn from every experience, right? Rn i am back at a office job but i can tell you that i became more efficient and have more patience after this year. For real i hope you feel better and that you find the path that suits you better. I send you a big hug and i will continue to watch your videos i think you are really sweet and kind and create really good content.
Do more of what makes you happy ✨ i believe in you zoe ☺️ ever since i started watching your vids earlier this year on which you just started, i always believe you can do better and make better contents! You'll figure things out soon for sure! Good luck!!! Lovelots 💜💜😘
I loved this, thank you so much for being so honest! I agree with a lot of the things you said about wanting to be financially stable and also create content for fun! It's cool to see other people trying to figure out life as well :)
I love your video ! 1) Can you do a review about the blackhead remover that you got in the video ? 2) Can you do a try on haul yesstyle ? 3) Can you share your favorites receipts ?
wow i thought she'd be the last youtuber to quit her job to take time out for herself and youtube :D (becoz she looked like someone who would strictly follow the life pattern of a 9-5) seeing this is honestly so great to me and probably for a lot of other people too because she perceived her life as something 'perfect' but it's so nice to see the more real/other side of her life and how she really feels as well. I think showing more of this side of you could make you more relatable yet an awesome role model for your viewers. good luck and best wishes for you~ love from korea/NZ
ahhhhh!!! It's currently my birthday today so thank you so much for posting on my birthday!! I love your TH-cam so much 🥺💕 you made my birthday 10x better 💞💖💕🥺💫
Hi Zoe! I've been a silent subscriber since your first video, but I just wanted to say you're amazing and I think you made the right decision! Your subscribers are here to support you and I hope you enter into a season of healing & renewed creativity :-) Love you & take all the time you need, hope 2020 has incredible things in store for you
you're one of my biggest inspirations, and we're all proud of you for being so brave. ♡ always remember to eat well and get some rest, you're doing great. we love u. ♡
Healthy smoothies . Meals . Health way to eat Ramen 😂 High school? University? What was your major ? How did you manage that? How did you get into working out? How do you get back into after after losing motivation?
ALSO - i'm planning to do a Q&A soon so please leave any questions you have below 💕
Do you workout every day ?
pls speak briefly abt ur high school and college experience - basic stuff like activities u did in both schools, what ur daily life looked like, what college u attended, ur opinion on community college, ur major and how u chose it, did that major lead to ur career?
if not too personal, what was ur 9-5 job, and what was the pay like?
does quitting ur 9-5 job mean that u'll be posting more on youtube?
do you have a Pinterest and where do you get your life inspo?
WHO ELSE THINKS SHE SHOULD DO ANOTHER WHAT I EAT IN A DAY?
definitely! love those videos
Ofccc
I like the "what I eat in a week" better, because there are more foods then but totally!! Yes!
week!
I think she should do another workout video
I love that you want to keep TH-cam as a hobby and not a full time job. I think it’s such a respectable decision, especially when you talked about how people sometimes change their content based off views and such. You’re amazing!
definitely! doing that full-time seems quite a hassle really
That’s what I was thinking too! You don’t see that a lot in youtubers and I can respect that
Really amazing 💕
i only hope that zoe's okay! she's so sweet and kind.
*Zoe not zoey
@@jwho4273 thanks! silly mistake
definitely
@@haileyalice2763 it's okie everyone make mistakes heheh just need to correct it :D
3 years at a job is significant amount of time to dedicate to a company!!
totally! try 5 years...
Deanie Bartolay just because it’s not 5 years doesn’t mean it’s not a lot
Quitting a job isn’t always a bad thing, I’m sure you have better things in store! Love you girl xx
the financial pressure does take the fun out :( proud of you bb!!
Youre so inspirering and just sooooo sweet you deserve everything
that is true
I have seen so many youtuber's content quality go down when it became their main source of income as opposed to just making videos for fun or as a creative outlet. So I have a lot of respect for you to do what you can to make your youtube videos high quality and something your passionate about! Keep it up Zoe, can't wait to see how your youtube channel grows
Same! I had a TH-camr I was watching since she began but then she started using TH-cam as full time and her videos got really weird for content and click baitey... I understand they do that to gain attention to make money, it’s just not creative anymore.
Who supports a video of breakfast ideas? Or what i eat as breakfast for a week? Hehe love you Zoe 💕
Seriously Zoe, your videos are the ones that I click the fastest. Btw, I think for many of us 2019 was both the best and worst year (for me, I was able to live in Seoul as an exchange student but at the same time my mental health was at its lowest point), so I really really get what you mean. Gosh, is it strange to wish we were friends just to share these thoughts and help each other get better?
I know everyone says this every year but this time for real let's make 2020 a POSITIVE year, not necessarily the best year ever (because that's not realistic, let's be honest), but a year in which we will learn more things about ourselves, we'll do things that we love with the people we love, we'll be aware of the ups and downs and we'll learn how to grow from it. Sorry for the long message but I wanted to return to you some of the positive vibes you always give me with every video you make! Let's be strong together, we can do it ✨💥🌸
And coronavirus came 😂😂💕
I'm just glad you're working on balancing your life and happiness, and doing things for YOU and not for anyone else! I hope you're ok
Wow. I'm really impressed with your approach to the whole "TH-cam as a job" thing. So many TH-camrs/Infuencers (I hate that word too) that I used to respect changed their content just for the sake of numbers and clickbait and have lost themselves in the process. I hope this never happens to you. You're perfect just the way you are. I love your genuine and helpful videos. :) Please take care of yourself and I hope the future is bright for you.
Wendy K
Zoeee this may never reach you but I appreciate this video and you, so much. Nights when I came home from my 9-6 job so tired and stressed would always be a good night when I saw you had a new upload. I love watching your vlogs and work out vids, watching you wake up early and be so productive was so inspiring. After graduating art school in NYC I’ve been depressed bc I haven’t been able to find a job I really love. I have trouble waking up early bc I’m just inherently nocturnal but your videos sparked motivation. I thought you had such an amazing life but I don’t truly know your pains and struggles. Thank you for having the bravery to upload this video! You show a REAL facet of being human and being vulnerable. I still can’t see myself working 40+ hours a week for a low paying job for the rest of my life, you and your videos help me keep going to strive for better. Thank you 🥺💕
Who else wants zoe to have a good life even after quiting her job ❤
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I agree with you!! Everyone needs breaks and it seems like you need a mental and physical one! Take your time! I know the opportunities you need will come when you need them!! Stay strong!!
its okay to not explain anything, it was a hard decision and im glad you made it. hope you can spend a lot of time healing and doing whatever you like❤
I love your aesthetic, and how independent you are.!!! You are truly an inspiration:)
She is such a cutie, I hope that nobody will ever hurt her
I'm really proud of you and your decision and I wish that your channel and live will grow to an even better thing 💋🥺💞
it is so true
There’s absolutely no shame in quitting your job! Health (both mental & physical) is more important than anything. I love how sweet and real you come off in your videos, and I love your determination in using youtube as strictly a hobby :)
i think you're the only TH-camr i can actually sit down and listen to for ages without getting bored of
Zoey is such a genuine person. It makes me smile listening to her being so honest with us :)
I really love your videos and how genuine you always are! I'm also glad you're doing what's best for you, I hope you're doing a lot better now!
So glad you’re implementing balance in your life ♥️ proud of you Zoe, can’t wait for even better content!! 🥳
I was having such a bad day and seeing you uploaded made me feel so much better. Your videos are so nice and peaceful, I hope you’re doing well!
I think u r the most down to earth n honest one I've seen in TH-cam.
I'm also a TH-camr (1/5) in Malaysia, this is exactly how I feel lately!!! Thanks for making me feel better!❤️
We’re here to support you through any decisions you make :)
Did ANYONE have a good 2019? 😂 Like, watching all these videos plus reflecting on my own... Damn
awesome 2019
Nope. Just more stress keep on coming
Yes ! I actually faced a lot of anxiety and had a panic attack once, dropped out of my college (for a year) but when i look back to 2019 i only see the good stuff, it's about the perspective, i had anxiety disorder for 3 years but it was this year when i really fought it eye to eye, dropped out of college but i got braces and felt no pain , gained my belief in God and felt the existence of universe. Counting your blessings is a hard thing but when you truly practice it you realise your life is so blessed. As buddha said 'pain is inevitable' so learning to be in peace with pain was biggest source of happiness. I hope who had a bad 2019 could read this. I wish you have great 2020, remember it's all about the perspective.
i did , it was overall great
@@SlowLiving1 2020 already bad/suck now, I hate 2020 but I'm looking forward to the next month, to see if it's good
Omg your skincare haul looks like my kind of haul in 2018-2019. Now im sticking to ingredient based skincare. Your haul bring nostalgia to me. I spend days watching all reviews huhu
I've always loved your videos (to the point where I binge watch your videos haha), but I think this video has to be one of my favorites by far. Making such a huge decision to quit your 9-5 job to focus on your wellbeing is respectable. Always love how you focus on your mental health just as much as your physical health
do what makes you happy! :)
and your vids are just on another level of aesthetic
how do you cope with stress/overwhelming feelings? like do you have any advice that works for you? btw i love your content & i hope you always make videos for fun, theyre always nice to watch
i love zoe, she's sooo sweet and inspiring! hope you're okay and make sure to look after yourself first! ❤️
Passion, drive and savings. So motivational
i love watching your videos so much. theyre so refreshing and wholesome and your energy instantly makes me feel more positive and enlightened ❤️ take care always!
thanks for being such an inspiration to a healthy lifestyle but also for being honest about the things that are going around you at the moment ❤️
I hope you’re okay, love you the most!🥺❤️❤️
I follow your workout routine everyday and I have been seeing some real changes. THANK YOU SO MUCH! for all your hard work and dedication :)
i'm so happy that you made this decision for yourself! i've always loved your content, and how real you are, and i really appreciate you talking openly about the money side of things. there is a lot of "if you just want something really bad you will get it!" on youtube regarding chasing your dreams n stuff like that, so to see one of my fav youtubers talk about making sure you're financially stable enough to do those things is really important! best of luck to you!!
havent even watched the whole video yet, but hope this means more videos from u! fave youtuber ever:)
So happy for you Zoey! I completely understand that you needed to just take a break from a hectic schedule to just figure your life out. I’ve been in the same place too. I hope during this time you find peace and happiness in whatever you decide to do! Can’t wait to see all the new content you’ll come out with as well 💖
ZOENOTNZOEY
i love you zoe!! it’s really amazing how your channel got so big in just under a year. that’s so inspiring to me!! you deserve it :) i’m glad you can take a break now from your hectic life and figure things out! i wish you the best~
Changes can be scary but you can do this🥰You’ll do great.Always do what’s best for you and make you happy❤️
literally i am always so excited when I see ur vid in my subscriptionsss
i should be revising but your videos are a welcome break! im glad i stumbled across your channel months ago, because you're inspiring and a role model in a way that feels achievable and motivating. thank you so much, and i hope you're ok!
I stopped everything I was doing to watch this 😲
Edit: I've never got 100 likes. Thanks everyone. I feel famous ❤😉😎
i can relate to that
Saame
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I love your videos so much zoe😭😭 Literally got so happy to see you posted another one, I don’t know why but watching your videos actually helps me with my anxiety because your just so calming 🥺✨
i'am loving your videos. there filled with so much inspiration and are so relaxed to watch. Please continue
definitely so relaxing!
Yay binged watching ur old vids and patiently waiting for a new one btw we support u and it’s ur decision
I’m excited for all your upcoming videos!!
I just love your video. You're inspired me so so much to become more productive, and become a better person ! Thank you so much Zoe !
truly my fav youtuber
Every time Zoe posts I get so happy! 🙂Zoey you bring so much inspiration to my life, just wanted to say thank you! 💕🥰
Her username is literally Zoe not Zoey. But yet people still get it wrong...
zoe! ur clothes r all so pretty, and ur style is so girly and cute
Yesstyle
Just thinking, would you consider an apartment tour video? You seem to have a very cute & minimal apartment and I kinda wanna see how you deal with storage situations (I'm looking at moving but most one bedrooms or studios aren't practical for storage so trying to get some tips)
Also, love your videos! :)
Thankyou for being such an inspiration. Wishing you luck for this new chapter in your life🌸
Me: *stops everything to watch this video*
You are a nice person🥰 Just think what you want. we will support you💕
why is her face glowing?! ❤❤❤
i need your skincare and makeup routine 😭😭
I love your video so much! You’re so beautiful♥️
Love u bae! So excited for your new chapter and will support you 10000% 😘
Seems like it‘s time for you to start a new chapter ❤️ we‘re here for you 😚
What is the song at 11:00? 💛
I’m 14 and ur such a role model to me and I also love seeing ur videos💗💗
Hi! I hope you are fine and feeling better.
As a graphic designer myself i can tell you that being a freelancer is a ride that i recomend to everyone hahaha. This whole i have been working as freelancer and i had help me to have more discipline about my time, my way of designing and how i spend my money. There is a lot of benefits about being a freelancer but also a lot of disadvantages, there is a lot of ups and downs (mostly in the economic area) but you learn from every experience, right? Rn i am back at a office job but i can tell you that i became more efficient and have more patience after this year.
For real i hope you feel better and that you find the path that suits you better. I send you a big hug and i will continue to watch your videos i think you are really sweet and kind and create really good content.
I hope you will be okay, believe in yourself bcz we all know you can do this ! Love you 😘
This is me right now...I was so stressed last week and I just started to eat everything and now I try to heal myself 💞
you are amazing! i hope the next chapter of your life is full of success and love. 💖
Came here as soon as I got the notification hehe. Stay well, Zoe 💕
Things happen for a reason and I believe that the future has something special in store for you, love XOXO
Her skin really went ✨
14:42 eating vlogs? my favourite type of videos/vlogs! ❤❤❤
Thank you for being so honest! We will continue supporting you on your journey:)
Proud of everything you’re doing! Goals for sure!
Your video quality is improving so much, and you deserve the best, I hope that everything is okay, fighting! 💜
Do more of what makes you happy ✨ i believe in you zoe ☺️ ever since i started watching your vids earlier this year on which you just started, i always believe you can do better and make better contents! You'll figure things out soon for sure! Good luck!!! Lovelots 💜💜😘
I'm so proud of you ❤️❤️❤️ please take care we love you!
I loved this, thank you so much for being so honest! I agree with a lot of the things you said about wanting to be financially stable and also create content for fun! It's cool to see other people trying to figure out life as well :)
You’re killing it 💕 also v proud of your curtain purchase 😂
LOL thank you 😚💕
I love your video !
1) Can you do a review about the blackhead remover that you got in the video ?
2) Can you do a try on haul yesstyle ?
3) Can you share your favorites receipts ?
wow
i thought she'd be the last youtuber to quit her job to take time out for herself and youtube :D (becoz she looked like someone who would strictly follow the life pattern of a 9-5)
seeing this is honestly so great to me and probably for a lot of other people too because she perceived her life as something 'perfect' but it's so nice to see the more real/other side of her life and how she really feels as well.
I think showing more of this side of you could make you more relatable yet an awesome role model for your viewers.
good luck and best wishes for you~
love from korea/NZ
I think it's great that you follow your way 🍒 Just be happy, do what you love! I love your TH-cam channel🍎
You so awesome Zoe 💜💕 Hope you know that. So glad you’re focusing on your health and what makes you happy. Thank you for sharing with us. 💜
You should totally make merchh!I would buy it immediately!
your avocado toast cushion is soo cute zoe! 🥑
okay i just found ur channel im obsessed!!
ahhhhh!!! It's currently my birthday today so thank you so much for posting on my birthday!! I love your TH-cam so much 🥺💕 you made my birthday 10x better 💞💖💕🥺💫
ahh happy birthday love!! 🥳💖
all the love and respect, zoe! hope you’re doing fine 😊💕 *hugs*
Hi Zoe! I've been a silent subscriber since your first video, but I just wanted to say you're amazing and I think you made the right decision! Your subscribers are here to support you and I hope you enter into a season of healing & renewed creativity :-) Love you & take all the time you need, hope 2020 has incredible things in store for you
What’s your username on pinterest? Would love to see your inspiration 😍💗
Yes! Please!!
I love your videosss! ❤️
true that!
You should do a cheat-day video where you eat whatever you want🥰, you deserve it!💕
So hey this is random but I also just got the new iPad and I was wondering where you got the case for your iPad since it looks adorable. ☺️☺️☺️
you're one of my biggest inspirations, and we're all proud of you for being so brave. ♡ always remember to eat well and get some rest, you're doing great.
we love u. ♡
Healthy smoothies . Meals . Health way to eat Ramen 😂
High school? University? What was your major ? How did you manage that?
How did you get into working out? How do you get back into after after losing motivation?
I found ur channel when when u had 80k subs and I love u sm 🥺💛
GOODLUCK ON YOUR JOURNEY ! 💘
You're such an inspiration, just in time to watch your video ♡♡♡
Zoeeeee! One of my favorite videos. Thanks for being vulnerable with the world. Can’t wait to see your journey unfold ❤️❤️ #PIVOTTTT