After abuse and a life of coping, wipe the tears from your eyes and make peace with yourself

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  • This video contains some graphic content so please be aware of this. Make peace with yourself because today you did your best and today may be your last.
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  • @virginiarogers9564
    @virginiarogers9564 22 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +28

    “We do what we do to survive and until we start feeling again we have no idea at what cost it was to survive.” A comforting statement that helps me bear those consequences!

    • @permissiontoshine
      @permissiontoshine 7 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา

      It is hard, it is painful, allowing ourselves to turn and face all of us and what we did to ourselves to survive. I'm sending you the best of wishes. Be kind to yourself, really be kind and understanding as you come to terms with this. You only have to do it in small pieces, when you feel strong enough to do so.

  • @vishyswa
    @vishyswa 14 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +7

    "Brethren, I count not myself to have apprehended: but this one thing I do, forgetting those things which are behind, and reaching forth unto those things which are before, I press toward the mark for the prize of the high calling of God in Christ Jesus." Philippians 3:13-14

  • @ClancyKeegan-f4v
    @ClancyKeegan-f4v 22 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +27

    Hello Sam,
    Your words are so touching. I'm about to go into trauma therapy. I'm almost 60.
    I've had a crazy life full of abuse. I've been running, and now I'm facing the truth. You're a real encouragement. You have a lovely, gentle spirit . Bless you 🙏

    • @Call-Me-Sam
      @Call-Me-Sam  22 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +7

      Thank you. Well done, I wish you strength in your own process.

    • @ria1636
      @ria1636 19 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +2

      All the best, sending 🧡 and strength.

    • @Littlepigeonfriend
      @Littlepigeonfriend 19 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +2

      Perfectly written

    • @permissiontoshine
      @permissiontoshine 7 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +2

      Oh this is so wonderful to hear. I only started proper trauma therapy (I'm utilising both Schema, DBT, ACT and Mindfulness) at 53 years of age after running away from my wounds for so long. I hope you have found the right person to guide you through and that you are able to stick with it until your life changes towards more peace, connection and fulfillment.
      Facing truth and the maladaptions you developed to survive a traumatic childhood and the traumas that often follow, is painful and contronting but the growth towards leading a better life is worth it. Don't give up when it gets hard. Believe me, I know how hard that can be. Sending you love and encouragement.

  • @pauladcarter64
    @pauladcarter64 10 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +14

    "I've been screaming in anguish all my life." Me too, Sam. Me too. I'm still screaming in anguish. But silently now. Everyone is tired of hearing my cries for help. So I cry silently....for nearly 58 years now. Thank you for these videos. A beacon of hope in my dark and cold world. ♥ You're a beautiful soul. So very beautiful.

    • @Call-Me-Sam
      @Call-Me-Sam  ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +1

      Thank you. Keep reaching out, allow yourself to be found , we are not supposed to live in the isolation of our own self.

    • @M-i-k-a-e-l
      @M-i-k-a-e-l 5 นาทีที่ผ่านมา

      Friend, remember that we are part of a silent no-nonsense sister/brotherhood around the world who carries our crosses and open our hearts towards the eternal Sun despite it all. We might live in isolation and quiet despair, but Grace is now invited and will heed our calls in some shape or form. Be certain of that.

  • @Over60sowhat
    @Over60sowhat 10 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +7

    "Give yourself your life back " So brilliant! I'm so, so sorry you were cared for by irresponsible, ignorant adults as a vulnerable child, dear Sam. But THANK you so much for your perfect articulation of the story of self-harm. It is so spectacular and necessary. So beautiful. Thank you!

    • @Call-Me-Sam
      @Call-Me-Sam  ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา

      Thank you

  • @Softtearsofwisdom...
    @Softtearsofwisdom... 21 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +11

    💔Some of the most poisonous people are disguised as family...

    • @ria1636
      @ria1636 19 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +3

      Yes, and friends, unfortunately.

    • @howardmorton504
      @howardmorton504 4 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา

      And the sad part is that children get trapped into Stockholm Syndrome with those beasts 😢💔

  • @Lindasmusings
    @Lindasmusings 23 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +16

    I totally understand Sam🫶🏻believe it or not…you’re one of the lucky ones….some are pure skeletons….some full of infections….dont know who they are….yet a gentle soul within. World can be cruel…you are an angel🧚‍♀️

    • @Call-Me-Sam
      @Call-Me-Sam  22 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +8

      Thank you. I really don't know how I made it but I did, there are so many that don't

  • @cherylsibson2529
    @cherylsibson2529 22 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +18

    Thankyou Sam, Today, I did my best.

    • @Call-Me-Sam
      @Call-Me-Sam  22 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +3

      Good work Cheryl. X

  • @janellchen6071
    @janellchen6071 18 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +13

    Keeping you in my prayers tonight Sam! I see your scars, I hear your anguish, I feel your pain. You are doing your best and thank you for sharing so openly.

    • @permissiontoshine
      @permissiontoshine 7 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา

      I second this. It's remarkable to be allowed in, to follow Sam on his path of recovering himself. I feel honoured, honestly, to even watch Sam's videos.

  • @ClancyKeegan-f4v
    @ClancyKeegan-f4v 22 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +10

    Psalm 23 ✨️🙏

    • @Call-Me-Sam
      @Call-Me-Sam  22 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +9

      Psalm 23 got me through months of terror after I had a breakdown.

    • @rosannejohansen7167
      @rosannejohansen7167 19 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +1

      ❤❤❤

    • @romac9516
      @romac9516 14 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +3

      There's something genuinely powerful about Psalms 23 🙏

  • @theohioshirey
    @theohioshirey 17 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +2

    Much wisdom here, thank you for BRAVELY sharing & GIVING HOPE 🌿 28 Come to Me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I Will give you REST. 29 Take My yoke upon you and learn from Me; for I AM Gentle and Humble in Heart, and you will find REST for your SOULS. 30 For My yoke is easy and My burden is LIGHT. Matthew 11 🕊💖🙏 ✝️ 🌺 praying for us all

  • @equalityforall8418
    @equalityforall8418 19 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +4

    "I did my best and I'm doing my best now."
    Amen.

  • @bobandkelly
    @bobandkelly 21 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +5

    Keeping you and all going through similar things in prayer 🙏🙏🙏
    God spreads his wings of protection over you and holds on to you with his hand.

  • @darkkstar5647
    @darkkstar5647 16 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +6

    My experience in life is nothing like yours; yet your words resonate with me for other reasons. They ground me in ways you wouldn't know despite our parallel but different lives. I thank you.

  • @bevberg6735
    @bevberg6735 23 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +15

    Sam, you are a Beautiful soul! I’m sorry you had to endure such horrific times. Know you are loved by many! ❤❤❤ Keep speaking your mind!

    • @enough1494
      @enough1494 17 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +2

      Wounded healer days are here. Blessings to you! 🌹

  • @NaMe-ku4cl
    @NaMe-ku4cl 23 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +12

    I'm so glad that YOU are here!

  • @Standownevil
    @Standownevil 23 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +8

    Thank you for being you :) today I did my best!!! 💙

    • @Call-Me-Sam
      @Call-Me-Sam  23 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา

      YES ! Good work .

  • @Gail-ux2ly
    @Gail-ux2ly 19 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +9

    I look forward to your videos with both sadness and anger. Sadness at what you have endured and anger at those who inflicted those wounds on the soul of an innocent child. You are an amazing human being and a gift to humanity.

    • @Call-Me-Sam
      @Call-Me-Sam  18 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +6

      Bless you. I forgive. It was the brokenness of others passed down through generations.

  • @Littlepigeonfriend
    @Littlepigeonfriend 22 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +7

    Thank you Sam for showing me just how raw courage can be.

  • @karentonks7581
    @karentonks7581 23 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +10

    You're so lovely sam. Our traumatic experiences are never identical to one another's and yet eerily similar❤ its tragic really because we know it Fundementally changes the trajectory of our life path and yet it is who we are xx

    • @Call-Me-Sam
      @Call-Me-Sam  23 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +5

      So true ! Thanks Karen.

  • @aisling0880
    @aisling0880 22 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +5

    Dear Sam,
    I have learned more from binging and repeatedly watching your videos until your wisdom stuck into my head more than I have learned from literal years of reading books and articles about all sorts of topics, in order to understand my anxiety and what lies beneath it. Or better said, your words have made all the theory I learned make sense and put pieces of my own puzzle together, that I was struggling with for a long time. I can of course only speak for myself but I know, if you ever post a 2 hour long video, I will watch that too (and I hope others will too). So I kindly ask you to not censor yourself if it takes 2 hours to express what needs to be expressed. You are articulating extremely nuanced and complex issues that ultimately affect so many people (whether they know it or not), through the lens of your own experience. Of course it can't be done in 5 minutes! It's honestly an honor to listen to someone being so self-aware, so reflective, so kind to themselves, and ready to be vulnerable if front of thousands of people.
    Anyway, whatever you choose to do, I hope you will keep making videos for as long as you feel it is necessary, because as far as I am concerned, your experience and your journey has been eye-opening to me, and your calm and authentic presence in these organic and heartfelt videos is healing in and of itself. It's just a pleasure to listen to you.
    All the best to you, and until next time! Hope to see a lovely sausage in there again, too, haha! Take care

    • @Call-Me-Sam
      @Call-Me-Sam  22 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +3

      Thank you, I'm glad to be of help.

    • @michellewilliamson3195
      @michellewilliamson3195 20 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +3

      Same, Sam. Every time you mention previous attempts at recording and how it was 2 hours long, I’m like, “noooooooo, give me the 2 hour version!!!” I would listen to it. I’ve been helped more by your videos than years of therapy. Thank you for sharing yourself the way you do on this channel. ❤

    • @Call-Me-Sam
      @Call-Me-Sam  16 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +3

      I thought I'd replied to you already but don't see my response . I will do a longer one soon, Winter is coming so the weather is more challenging, there'll be days to record inside where I can talk for longer

  • @sandibravine159
    @sandibravine159 21 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +5

    I have great compassion for you Sam. You are quite courageous. I pray for the peace of God and healing. I m going to also ask for joy, a little uplifting of your soul. Thank you for your video today. It spoke to me where I am today.

    • @Call-Me-Sam
      @Call-Me-Sam  21 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +2

      Thank you. I do have joy as well. Dogs provide much of it !

  • @Lilyandmoomin
    @Lilyandmoomin 22 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +4

    You are worthy Sam. This is your path, and probably your souls purpose. To find who you are after abuse. You are a beautiful person, with your scars. We are our own worst enemies and critics.
    You did not deserve the abuse you received as a baby, toddler and young child from the people that are supposed to love and protect you. Bless you Sam thank you for talking your truth.
    I believe if you wrote about your life to see it in black and white. To see how far you have come. How much you have changed and grown. You deserve happiness and peace. You are loved.

    • @Call-Me-Sam
      @Call-Me-Sam  22 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +2

      Thank you Catherine, one day I shall write it all down. Thank you for your donation too.

  • @virginiarogers9564
    @virginiarogers9564 22 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +3

    I am always so blessed every time I listen to you!! I am very religious spending much time in bible reading and prayer! I love God and I know he loves me!!
    And I love what you said about all the noise in our head that try’s to drown him out!!
    It is a daily battle!! I asked God today to forgive me for asking everyday for forgiveness for the same things I have done in the past! lol!! Does not make sense?
    Be blessed and know you are loved by many!!

    • @Call-Me-Sam
      @Call-Me-Sam  22 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา

      Thank you and yes, makes perfect sense

  • @sarawoods7874
    @sarawoods7874 15 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +2

    I found your channel thru the rabbit hole somehow. I'm a straight married woman with grown children and grandkids. I've explored the TH-cam world to find information to be able to understand my youngest child and the world she lived in before she was ours through adoption as a teen. For some reason many of the things you speak on speak to my soul even though I've never experienced the things you have. I was raised in a home that included my single mom, her sister, parents and extended family. My grandparents had an open door for all who needed refuge. It was havoc at times but my little brain saw it as unconditional love and it may have been but to the detriment of some involved. I never knew racism or homophobic people existed in this world because my world included lgbtq and bi racial people who were loved. But I also see that being raised in that environment also caused me harm. I always give of myself to the detriment of me and those I should protect because that's the way I was raised. I over compensated as a mother because mine was never around, to the point my children didn't have the best and we struggled financially because I thought my presence was more important, because that's what I craved. I refused to punish my children at all because I didn't want to be my mom and smack them. I have always tried to be the peace keeper even if it meant giving up my wants or needs. I have never felt I was a good enough wife or mother or sister or friend. So much of what you speak of about life and healing and loving yourself is what I've always needed to hear. Thank you Sam for being so vulnerable with the world to allow others to find healing.

    • @Call-Me-Sam
      @Call-Me-Sam  12 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา

      The path to clarity is painful. You are brave to take responsibility for your actions and the consequences , few really want to but some of seem to be driven to be truthful at all costs. It can be scary and horrifying, but seeing ourselves, seeing the past , seeing the why of everything means we can then make real choices that are not driven by motivations we are unaware of.
      I wish you well.

  • @laurakafi7201
    @laurakafi7201 23 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +5

    Bless your heart. Thank you❤

  • @louiseedgar5637
    @louiseedgar5637 23 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +7

    Love you so dearly Sam. 💓 x

  • @bonitaharrison4736
    @bonitaharrison4736 18 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +3

    One day at time, my friend. God bless you.

  • @kimtaylor4480
    @kimtaylor4480 5 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +1

    "the darkness has a hunger that's insatiable. And lightness has a call that's hard to hear" 🎶 And yet in silence and even in nature, it can not only be heard, yet felt.
    May that love encircle you in your hour of need, whoever you may be. Thanks Sam. Much love to you always. ❤️

    • @Call-Me-Sam
      @Call-Me-Sam  ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา

      Beautiful. Thank you

  • @avodiablackheart6131
    @avodiablackheart6131 22 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +4

    Sam, thankyou for your wisdom & your candor, that you were feeling to leave the boy behind, remove him from you. this is what my friend is doing in january. all surgeries envolved. & as you told me, theres nothing i can do to stop him, nothing can change the mind of my 29 yr old friend, willing to put himself through these emotionally & physicaly horribly painfull surgeries. to escape the abuses & traumas hes held... Im so afraid for him, I stand by him, but even as i write this to you Sam, tears run my face for my dear friend. How do i cope.. I will continue to support & love my friend.. & you Sam..
    All Love to You ♡Concerned~
    Thankyou for your loving & caring words dear....

    • @Call-Me-Sam
      @Call-Me-Sam  22 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +4

      Heartbreaking though it is, we are all on our own journey and must make our own mistakes , those painful mistakes bring us toward truth. He is lucky to have such a caring, supportive and sensitive friend such as you

  • @rosannejohansen7167
    @rosannejohansen7167 19 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +2

    58 years ... Im not giving up. You inspire me. Love you, Sam ❤️

  • @enough1494
    @enough1494 17 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +1

    Thank You Sam, was waiting, since you did mention a response to your last video.
    🙏🕊🌹💕
    I have recently found out all this time, 67 now, I have been Autistic. Yes this past year has been the gentlest one I can remember. My diagnosis was revealed just this past week. So, I am crying again. I always thought I was at fault for all that happened, now I hurt for many tepid take advantage of me.
    I have no physical scares, but as you deep hidden wounds!
    Thank you dear, you have shown me I was never alone in this horrific pain!
    🙏🕊🌹💕

    • @Call-Me-Sam
      @Call-Me-Sam  16 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +1

      You're definitely not alone. I wish you well.

  • @petiteluxenoir5741
    @petiteluxenoir5741 23 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +6

    Amazing courage and wishing you all the very best in your journey forward.

    • @Call-Me-Sam
      @Call-Me-Sam  22 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +1

      Thank you

  • @MrSpudguncat
    @MrSpudguncat 22 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +3

    I'm all out of excuses for being me. Thanks Sam I needed that, we are on the same wavelength n I can see all the good n vibrance in you n it's a lovely reflection. Time to step out of the shadows ❤

  • @HappyCat1111
    @HappyCat1111 19 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +2

    Thank you for this. I often think the world wouldn’t care or notice if I was in it. I still have my doubts. But I’m still here and still trying. It’s just exhausting and I’m so tired.

    • @Call-Me-Sam
      @Call-Me-Sam  18 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +1

      The world wants you here... never doubt it ....

  • @Soundvermont
    @Soundvermont 9 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +1

    A lot of people say I'm a survivior but I try to refrase it and say i'm thriving and I say, fake until you make it. I'm so glad your'e part of my experience here on this earth. So so much appreciation for the words you speak and I to say...I love you in frienship ~ And yes I still get triggered but, nature and the animals are very healing along the way. Keep speaking.

  • @eleanorbertuch135
    @eleanorbertuch135 19 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +3

    Dear Sam. You are an inspiration ❣️God has chosen you to bring His light into a those who are in pain. You are God’s special human to do this❣️
    I am blessed to get to know you and keep you always in my heart
    Thank you 🙏💕💕💕

    • @Call-Me-Sam
      @Call-Me-Sam  18 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา

      Thank you

  • @jeffreywasinger8810
    @jeffreywasinger8810 9 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +1

    Give yourself your life back......THIS times a thousand. Thank you Sam for your love and light!

  • @sofiac3774
    @sofiac3774 18 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +2

    I have never commented on a video before, but wanted you to know how much these videos mean to me! I have been keeping up with your videos for the last few months and they always bring me to tears. This video today felt like something I really needed to hear, and your commitment to vulnerability is absolutely inspiring. Thank you for making these videos, they really are life changing and have made me feel so seen in my own pursuit of peace/truth amidst confrontation of a life filled with trauma.

    • @Call-Me-Sam
      @Call-Me-Sam  18 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +2

      Thank you so much for commenting and for letting me know these videos help. I know how difficult it can be to show yourself.. believe me ! I go through a gentle ( some times awful ) torture every time I publish a video.
      We have to allow ourselves to be found by reality. Life lives us, wants us to participate, unconditionally but in fear we refuse.
      Just remember that you are here for a reason, just be you and that brings truth into the world.

  • @enough1494
    @enough1494 17 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +2

    Thank you!
    II takes immeasurable courage and blessings for a wounded human to heal others! Thank you! 🕊🌹

    • @bevberg6735
      @bevberg6735 9 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +1

      @@enough1494 Amen and Amen!❤️

  • @jodianddeweywaddell4508
    @jodianddeweywaddell4508 17 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +1

    Thank you, Sam, for sharing. The vulnerability and strength this truth takes is humbling to me. Your positive impact is rippling towards others.

  • @jollietalvarez8560
    @jollietalvarez8560 9 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +1

    Yes today I did my Best be me yes truth

  • @PositivelyPositive11
    @PositivelyPositive11 18 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +2

    Sam I admire you so much, what a BRAVE soul uou are. You are a hwlp to so ay. Betterdaysare coming, stay strong. You have a purpose NOW. God is leading ou on it. I love your heartso much.

  • @Sparkrootwild2023
    @Sparkrootwild2023 19 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +1

    internal family systems: there are no bad parts of us.

  • @akashalove
    @akashalove 20 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +1

    Thanks for sharing Sam. ❤ You are a spiritual warrior.
    🎉🎉🎉

  • @Scottus-q8l
    @Scottus-q8l 23 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +6

    Love you friend.

  • @margett__
    @margett__ 21 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +3

    Please, keep sharing. Even if just for the sake of your own cathartic release. Those on a similar path to you recognize the origin of your authority and the place you’re speaking from straight away and need no justification as to why you speak the way you do. We know from experience it is the only way, the rest is noise. We love you! For me it’s a source of great joy that you’re still around.

    • @Call-Me-Sam
      @Call-Me-Sam  21 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา

      Thank you

  • @CarolineHRCamus
    @CarolineHRCamus 4 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา

    You are a sage and a poet, thank you for this powerful message! Blessed be

  • @delia5158
    @delia5158 22 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +2

    Thank You, Sam! ❤❤❤

  • @markperry5417
    @markperry5417 20 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +2

    Well done Sam. U have walked this life with such courage and bravery. Abused by others and by urself. And yet Ur still here. Ur still here. And finally Ur finding peace in who you are right now, not who UV been in Ur past. Acceptance of all of who u are, scars and all. U are loved by god Sam , forgiven by god, and his peace , will lead u home. Be proud of who u are Sam. Ur words and bravey, have helped many Iam sure. Enjoy Ur wonderful surroundings, and breath. Keep breathing. Who knows what tomorrow might bring. Whatever, u are loved, and u are not alone. Mark.

    • @Call-Me-Sam
      @Call-Me-Sam  12 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา

      Thank you Mark

  • @alexxxO_O
    @alexxxO_O 16 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +1

    Every video, profound, heartfelt. Thank you.

  • @Angela-zm5ox
    @Angela-zm5ox 20 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +2

    Keep shinning Sam! You are amazing. The present moment is all we have. The rest is phantom or phantasy.

  • @Reet64
    @Reet64 22 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +2

    Your talks are very profound and thought provoking. Do be good to yourself too.

    • @Call-Me-Sam
      @Call-Me-Sam  22 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +1

      I am

  • @Rhonda-4peaceandgratitude
    @Rhonda-4peaceandgratitude 22 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +1

    Peace and gratitude dear one. ❤

  • @scoopup2349
    @scoopup2349 18 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +1

    I was a hot emotional mess before watching the video! Thank you for your bravery in sharing. I hold you in the highest regard. With love Suzanne.

    • @Call-Me-Sam
      @Call-Me-Sam  18 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา

      Hello you. Glad to help.

  • @RIPLEYTHEBAND
    @RIPLEYTHEBAND 22 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +2

    You are a beautiful soul. Your strength helps me move forward. Thank you.

    • @Call-Me-Sam
      @Call-Me-Sam  22 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +1

      Thank you

    • @RIPLEYTHEBAND
      @RIPLEYTHEBAND 22 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา

      Please keep making these​@@Call-Me-Sam

    • @Call-Me-Sam
      @Call-Me-Sam  21 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา

      I shall

  • @Willow115.34
    @Willow115.34 4 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา

    Sam, I cannot express how much this meant to me. I am covered in scars too from self harm and my body turning against me. I have Internal scars that are killing me now. My life has been filled with horror, terror, and running fron myself. I have body dysmorphia, real disfigurement, and severe ptsd from abuse. I hardly ever find people who know this severity and who have run so far from themselves. I've prayed, cried, kicked and screamed from the pain in my life. I deal with depressive psychosis as well. I completely relate to you. The peace and strength you're displaying here is pure beauty to me. Thank you so much for being here and for sharing.

    • @Call-Me-Sam
      @Call-Me-Sam  ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา

      I was worried that I shared too much, so, thank you for letting me know this helped. We walk a very difficult path that few understand , I do know that peace is available, as is contentment.
      Never doubt that you are enough and always have been.

  • @gigihanley9757
    @gigihanley9757 18 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +3

    May you find true peace, Sam.

    • @Call-Me-Sam
      @Call-Me-Sam  17 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา

      Thanks so much

  • @permissiontoshine
    @permissiontoshine 7 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา

    Sam... Sam. Wow. Every word you spoke, with your eloquent wisdom, as I looked directly back into your eyes on the video, hit me exactly where it needed to. As someone who survived substantial child abuse and neglect, though different to your own, I hear you, I see you, I relate to your raw and honest expressions.
    I watch all of your videos, though at times I put them aside because, you know, those overwhelming times when the pain is too much, but I treasure them and I reach back out for them as they provide me comfort and strengthen my will to go on when I don't feel like I can.
    I will never be able to comprehend what it is like for you to survive what you have. Your bravery... I can't find the words... other than to say, I send you love and support and all of the good energy I can muster. Your videos, you speaking your truth, have impacted me so powerfully. I've shared them with others, off the internet, including this one, which I've sent to even my psychologists.
    When you are struggling, hold your distress with kindness Sam. Acknowledge, Accept, Allow those feelings. As you know, we have to feel it to heal it.
    Thankyou, from my heart and my spirit for sharing your recovery with us. It means a lot. Love from Perth, Western Australia.

    • @Call-Me-Sam
      @Call-Me-Sam  ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา

      Thank you so much. I was worried that I over shared in this video. As you know, there is so much we can say , so much painful detail that we could share , I try and keep private what I need to and share enough to let others know that I understand their pain and suffering.
      Love to you too. Take care .

  • @nancyanderson3095
    @nancyanderson3095 21 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +1

    Such a beautiful soul.

  • @ria1636
    @ria1636 19 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +1

    I'm amazed and humbled by all the horror you've endured. You're a survivor, definitely not worthless and immensely courageous. I wish you much love, continuing strength and healing. ❤🙏 ♥

    • @Call-Me-Sam
      @Call-Me-Sam  18 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +1

      Thank you

  • @PollyMcMan
    @PollyMcMan 13 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +1

    Thanks for your perseverance. The beauty of talking is it engages different parts of our brains. I spent 30 years ruminating about being trans, replying on a primitive part of my brain only to process the thoughts. It wasn't until I started speaking out loud to a counsellor about gender, when the rest of my brain was ignited and I could finally start to see a way through. So although it's frustrating you're having to re do the attempts, I hope its still beneficial for you too x

    • @Call-Me-Sam
      @Call-Me-Sam  12 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา

      Your description is exactly what I went through, deprogramming myself from the idea and engaging the other parts of me that I had denied for so long. Thank you

  • @El__Forastero
    @El__Forastero ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา

    Thank you for your beautiful words, Sam.

  • @Grace-dr8lv
    @Grace-dr8lv 18 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +1

    Thank goodness you survived all that you have Sam, listening to you and witnessing your courage makes me feel worthy and seen 😊 When I saw you've put an extra video up, felt so elated after a crazily tough week and facing my abuser(s) - you are a gift Sam 💞

    • @Call-Me-Sam
      @Call-Me-Sam  18 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +1

      Hi Grace. As you, a gift .

  • @Tinks384
    @Tinks384 20 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +1

    You're truly beautiful Sam ,I don't know your suffering but I can relate and I thank you for being so transparent and vulnerable Suffering is seeking , a movement from what is actually happening , mind /memory takes us into the past or imaginary future to avoid what is. and here ,just this right here IS the only place we can feel peace . Take care you beautiful soul ,I wish for you peace .

  • @HummingFeather
    @HummingFeather 10 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา

    Dearest Sam,
    Thank you for seeing me. I did my best yesterday. I am trying my best today and that is enough.
    Sincerly,
    P.

  • @jessicahanlon1258
    @jessicahanlon1258 20 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +1

    Thank you, Sam. Much love always so insightful, and I can really relate ❤

  • @janwarriner6554
    @janwarriner6554 16 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา

    Well said, Sam. We can become happy, joyous and free!

  • @lydialydia7933
    @lydialydia7933 16 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา

    I LOVE you Sam. Thank you so much. The radical self acceptance you speak of is key for me. Thank you for your loving words ❤

  • @barbarah6002
    @barbarah6002 15 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา

    Thank you very much again Sam! I recognise a lot of what you say. And you are a bit ahead of me in the proces so I feel so lucky to watch your stories and get inspired and get some directions from what you say! What I take home now- is that I will say to myself: I did my best today! And be kinder and kinder to my self, looking back on my life.

    • @Call-Me-Sam
      @Call-Me-Sam  12 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +1

      It is a good thing to say to ourselves I think. Kindness for ourselves cannot help but spill over into our relationships, no matter how small or casual.

  • @permissiontoshine
    @permissiontoshine 7 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา

    Sam, well done. Very well done on this video alone. I shared it with a fellow survivor and thriver last night. I remarked to her, to me, you are savant like, the depths and wisdom, the heart from which you speak. I respect and appreciate you. I really do.

    • @Call-Me-Sam
      @Call-Me-Sam  ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา

      Thank you

  • @mellybells2622
    @mellybells2622 17 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา

    Thank you for putting words to the lies and the truth, Sam. What the lies did, what the truth does. I love you.

  • @JEHOVAH485
    @JEHOVAH485 3 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา

    Love, Light, Truth, Life, Peace & Rest, Abundance and Divine Health. We are made in the image of our Creator. All we need is found in Him as we are His fractal-body, mind and spirit. Divest. Let go. Fall into the arms of Love. He is our home.

  • @vanessamin8431
    @vanessamin8431 13 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +1

    Hello Sam. I am a cult survivor in South Korea who's in the process of writing about her life. It's been almost 10 years since I left that church on my own. And everything is coming back as if I am going through it for the first time. And somehow that's how I stumbled across your channel. No matter what some people might say, what you say about your experience and just your existence here helps me to keep hoping. That I am doing the right thing. I can't thank you enough. I started to listen to this video feeling so scared but now I feel I can get through this and live with my truth. And not lose a single part of me in the process. And actually this is the only way to keep myself intact and whole. Thank you. Thank you so much❤❤

    • @Call-Me-Sam
      @Call-Me-Sam  13 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +1

      Thank you. I am lost for words. After each video I go through a kind of doubt, doubt whether this is really and truly helping anyone. I feel so exposed. So thank you very much for letting me know.

    • @vanessamin8431
      @vanessamin8431 12 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา

      ​@Call-Me-Sam you have no idea how much you've helped me already and probably many others. Here I was thinking that because of my experience I would never be able to connect with anybody with the stories I'm writing and then I found your video and truly felt understood. Here in Seoul halfway across the world from you. It took some courage for me to write the comment above and I never expected you would actually read. Thank you again. Sending you so much love from Asia❤

    • @Call-Me-Sam
      @Call-Me-Sam  ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา

      I understand how difficult it is to show ourselves... whether in the comments, in the pages of a book or in life . We need to inhabit ourselves in vulnerability , to allow ourselves to be found by each moment and by others who have eyes to see and ears to hear.
      We are invited forward into our own disappearance and discover of who we really are in relationship.
      I wish you well with your book. May it be catharsis for you.

  • @healthybeautifulthings5719
    @healthybeautifulthings5719 21 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +1

    Thank you for this video! ❤

  • @elishevaliebschutz7863
    @elishevaliebschutz7863 19 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +1

    Sam, thank you for all the effort you put into these videos. I can feel every word you share. I've survived so much. Just to breath is exhausting most of the time.

    • @Call-Me-Sam
      @Call-Me-Sam  18 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +1

      Thank you. Keep breathing ever deeper

  • @Tearsofasilentheart
    @Tearsofasilentheart 22 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +3

    God your videos have warmed my heart. I understand you! Wish i could talk to you in person. ❤

    • @Call-Me-Sam
      @Call-Me-Sam  22 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา

      Thank you. I regularly talk to people who reach out. My address is under each video.

  • @dwightmitchell5925
    @dwightmitchell5925 8 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา

    Sam I listen to you. I am thankful, grateful, comforted. Discernment. Peace. Spiritual awareness is enough for now, in this world.

    • @Call-Me-Sam
      @Call-Me-Sam  ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา

      Agreed. Our reality is a spiritual one, the physical that seems so real I think is illusion.

  • @Croneposse429
    @Croneposse429 10 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา

    Thank you much for your video! I think it touched on something I was thinking of this morning that my interior life is gender free, non verbal, and it’s hard to distinguish in words my memories of abuse. When triggered I get a kind of catatonic response, which has reappeared recently. I have some spiritual training, with mindspeak, energy work and mediumship, and so I have a clear feeling of the spiritual side of me. The lack of clear and coherent speaking about this is a dilemma, as most people in my life know nothing about this side of me. The price we pay when we waste our time thinking we need to morph ourselves into something else! If only our world came with a handbook, we could avoid all this!😢 Thanks again for your luminosity, and your willingness to help face the darkness. I often ask myself is today a good day to die?😅

  • @louiseedgar5637
    @louiseedgar5637 23 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +3

    Your comments give me hope. X❤

    • @Call-Me-Sam
      @Call-Me-Sam  22 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา

      Good. x

  • @urbanmermaid2232
    @urbanmermaid2232 8 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา

    I don't know how you are alive, but I thank The Good Lord that you are !
    You are here 💕
    Keep reaching for Truth and Life as you say ....."Jesus said I AM the WAY the TRUTH and the LIFE, no one comes to the Father, apart from Me " ( John 14 v 6 ) ❤Watching and praying from New Zealand 🕊️🙏

  • @michellejohnston8171
    @michellejohnston8171 22 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +2

  • @7auren77
    @7auren77 20 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา

    Thank you Sam, I think I was supposed to hear this today❤

  • @momadee7773
    @momadee7773 7 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา

    Thank you for sharing this and best wishes.

    • @Call-Me-Sam
      @Call-Me-Sam  ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา

      Thank you

  • @kayhenderson3492
    @kayhenderson3492 12 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา

    Your words and your eyes made me cry. Do my best. I will try. Thank you. Please don’t stop recording.

  • @luvwurx
    @luvwurx 23 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +2

    ❤❤❤

  • @Mummabear1111
    @Mummabear1111 3 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา

    Thank you for sharing. I wanted to give up today.

    • @Call-Me-Sam
      @Call-Me-Sam  ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา

      " we gain only what we give up and if we give up everything , we gain everything " Thomas Merton.
      He's speaking of possessive attachment I think. When we let go of self, we truly begin to understand that we don't need to grasp or possess.... even possess healing , we are already where we need to be, already enough.
      You are already enough. Make peace with you.
      I wish you well Mummabear

  • @marinamarina1534
    @marinamarina1534 4 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา

    Sam ❤ I love you, you are very Holy,m.
    God bless you my friend.

  • @iymspartacus7089
    @iymspartacus7089 20 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +1

    Our scars are a memorial of what we have survived and a tribute to the resilience of life. They testify to an imperfect healing and an incomplete restoration that goes much deeper than the wounds of our flesh. They are simultaneously a glass half empty, the loss of what once was and/or of what may never be, and a glass half full of renewal and infinite possibility. Our current perspective, our attitude toward the pain they represent and our ability to find meaning in that pain, makes all the difference.

    • @Call-Me-Sam
      @Call-Me-Sam  20 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +1

      Thank you, this was beautifully stated and very much how I have felt too. Now , I don't but I'm not quite able ti articulate why. No doubt, soon I'll get to it in a video . I hope you are. doing well.

    • @iymspartacus7089
      @iymspartacus7089 19 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +1

      @@Call-Me-Sam Physical scars reveal the limitations of our bodies to heal themselves.
      Emotional scars likewise show the inadequacy of our souls.
      Are spiritual scars a thing?
      Are not our spirits also flawed and imperfect?
      Will spirituality necessarily bring about a more complete healing?
      Such are my ponderings of late.

    • @Call-Me-Sam
      @Call-Me-Sam  18 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา

      @@iymspartacus7089 Wise words , important question, thank you. Questions I am also pondering !

    • @suehamblin9652
      @suehamblin9652 17 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +1

      I’m about speechless. You really knocked it out of the park with this in spite of having to try a few times. I find myself wishing I was there when you were a little boy so I could pull you out of that horrid abuse and give you the love and respect that you deserved. I truly believe that when we are in eternity with God, He will wipe all painful memories away and they will haunt us no more. Won’t that be a blessed freedom Sam? No more crippling memories or tears. Well, maybe tears of joy.

    • @Call-Me-Sam
      @Call-Me-Sam  16 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา

      Thank you. Yes, I think so too. When I said ' God help me" it was because I need to reach for the light in the darkness.

  • @lindadunn8787
    @lindadunn8787 18 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา

    Learning that accepting is a whole distinctly different action than justifying and accepting reality inside and out amidst, I use DBT. And the parables of Jesus. Thank you for sharing your work.

    • @Call-Me-Sam
      @Call-Me-Sam  18 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +1

      Thank you. DBT was recommended to me also. At the moment I work with a somatic therapist who is great and this helps a lot.
      And God of course .

    • @lindadunn8787
      @lindadunn8787 18 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา

      I appreciate hearing you're working with a somatic therapist and that it's helping. I've not had that kind of therapy except that there are what I'll call components in DBT that I use all the time for tolerating my awareness as I sort of partner with my own experience of observation. Again, thanks to you for doing your work and showing up here. For the good there is and will be.

    • @Call-Me-Sam
      @Call-Me-Sam  17 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +1

      I like the way you write " tolerating my awareness as I sort of partner with my own experience of observation. " its a helpful way to see things .
      Thanks for your good wishes.
      I wish you well and wish you peace too.

  • @tammyhazeleyedcountrygirl
    @tammyhazeleyedcountrygirl 11 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา

    Hello Sam, hope you have a lovely day. Hugs!☺

  • @rickyblythe4951
    @rickyblythe4951 10 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา

    Hello Sam. Thank you for the video.

    • @Call-Me-Sam
      @Call-Me-Sam  ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา

      Hi Ricky, thanks for your thanks !

  • @X3Jane
    @X3Jane 8 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา

    You are free!

  • @godislove8740
    @godislove8740 8 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา

    Beautiful you.

  • @janeminty6947
    @janeminty6947 9 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา

    🙏❤

  • @asgo7320
    @asgo7320 7 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา

    You'll be ok.

  • @Justagirlok101
    @Justagirlok101 22 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา

    Have a wonderful, peaceful day Sam ❤️

    • @Call-Me-Sam
      @Call-Me-Sam  22 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +1

      I shall, thank you and you too, x

  • @elektrotehnik94
    @elektrotehnik94 17 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา

  • @Lindasmusings
    @Lindasmusings 22 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +3

    I hope you write poetry and songs Sam🫶🏻👌🙏

    • @Call-Me-Sam
      @Call-Me-Sam  22 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา +3

      One day maybe

  • @JudithByerly-io3br
    @JudithByerly-io3br 7 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา

    ❤🙏🏻😭