forcing myself to glow up during a depressive episode ON A BUDGET *cost me $0*
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- เผยแพร่เมื่อ 21 ส.ค. 2024
- Hey beautiful people,
Today I am forcing myself to get up, get dressed up, and have a "glow up". My mental health has been very low so what better way to start repairing it than to get dressed up and remind myself... IM A BADDIE. LOL, but on a serious note I really hope you guys enjoy this video.
Thx for watching, love u cuties
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✧ age? 21
✧ where do u live? alabama
✧ when did u get married? October 30, 2021
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Gurl you ain't even looking bad! Seeing you talking about yourself like that makes me realise that is how irrationally hard I am on myself during my anxiety attacks and depressive episodes. I hope you and I can both be better at accepting ourselves and being nicer to ourselves.
not her being mean to herself while her shirt says "be kind" LMAO
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can we take a moment to appreciate how clear and beautiful her face is??
Hey girl. I’m on the same boat as u. I recently started school and I’m been mentally drained. It just hasn’t been it. So we all have those moments u aren’t alone 💗
i know how stressful school can be 💘 i hope it gets better!
Aw tysm ur so sweet 💗💗
@@alannii1182 I get what you mean I recently started school as well and I've been so mentally drained but it will hopefully get better soon, just keep trying
@@naomiortiz2133 hope you get better too!!
you’re such an inspiring person to watch. you really help me feel confident in my body and not care about what people think. love you, Sierra! thank you for everything you do💕
I feel ya. I had an anxiety attack, followed by a meltdown, and ended with depression. I don't want to go anywhere, I just want to be with my 3 furbabies.
I can so relate! It’s unfortunate but yeah I’ve had anxiety for the past few days and I don’t want to go anywhere either. Sending lots of love to you @CurlsbyNat and everyone!❤️❤️❤️
Also I had no idea there was sailor moon makeup!!!! I want it now!😍 🌙
Fur babies are so worth it though 💙❄️💎❄️❄️❄️💙❄️💎💙💙❄️bless them they are the greatest assets in our lives
I’ve seen your shorts but this is the first time I’ve ever watched one of your videos and I feel so safe here. My apartment is a mess and I haven’t washed dishes in a week. Dishes are piling up and I’m using measuring spoons to eat, if I eat. I work full time and I just started a masters degree and I’m so overwhelmed. My pets are taken care of, but that’s it. But this video made me feel good. I loved the makeup look. I hope you’re doing okay.
ily💗💗 we’ve all been there. hope things get better soon babe 💖💘
Same. Doing my masters and working is no joke. Now I'm sick with covid and have zero motivation to move my body and do any work
am getiing addicted to sierra channel
she is the best person
I love you! My days are 100% better when you post 🥰
ILYYYY
Sierra is literally the best 😭💕
I’m so sorry you’ve been going through this, depression is so hard and so real. You are so inspiring and I look up to you so much. No matter what remember you are amazing, I love you and I really hope you will get through this soon. I believe in you ❤️❤️
this video is helping me a lot bc rn my friend didn’t wanna hang out with me so i said “okay” next day she’s talking about how much fun she had with her other friends. but when milo wants to do something, no one can go.
Ik im late but ik how it feels ..i asked ny friend if she wanted to go to the movies to watch a particular movie, she said yes she'd let me know the day she's free and next she's telling me how she's planning to go out with her friend to watch the movies
Girl don't stop these videos. I suffer with depression and this helps me so much. Can't be easy posting this online for you but I appreciate it!!!!
So true
I’m recently going through a depressing time even though I’m very young and I literally rewatch your videos everyday while cleaning to get me motivated during the days and i love your channel and how you give me self confidence! Im so greatful I found your channel hope you feeling good :]
Sierra, you are literally my angel 😇 I mean this so much! I struggle with ED, depression/anxiety, isolation, etc... Watching your vids help me on so many levels that I can't even list them all. So I just wanted to say thank you/ ILY, and please always remember how many of us care about you and look up to you😍 Much love to Kevin too
Girl, I can so relate to those days that run into weeks of feeling depressed, overwhelmed and just flat out bad about me too! You r so not alone! Just watching u give urself a moment of self love made me feel better too. You r such a precious person. I am just so happy that u have such a loving and supportive hubby that sees how amazing u really r too. Hang in there 🥰
I’ve been looking forward to a video!! Thank you for uploading! Amazing video as always!
thank you for watching 💘💘
It felt sooooo good to watch you this morning before work🥺🥺❤️ I realized we’re soooo similar haha I really used to think I was the only person like this! The reality of me not being the only person who gets depressed like this haha! I am a social worker so my job is hybrid and sometimes the opportunity of being able to stay at home definitely hurts my depression lol but you reminded me today GET UP😂😂 love ur channel never stop
Hey Sierra! I’m a young girl, but just because I’m young doesn’t mean I don’t feel insecure and that I don’t feel bad some days. This video helped a lot more than you think. I love ur energy while doing your makeup it really brightens the mood! Thanks girly ❤️
i love the fact that ur acting like urself, that's why i love ur channel, it brings me comfort ❤
I just love how Kevin supports you. He didn’t even know what the video was about, but he was there for you.❤️ but let me not forget you you support him all the time as well. You guys are a great couple.
FINALLY SOMEONE BRINGS UP DEPRESSIVE EPISODES IN A COMFORTING AND NORMALIZING WAY, THANK YOU
When you hype yourself up inspite of feeling low, it’s really inspiring and makes me want to self care as well 💕
I love how she’s comfortable telling us her life that’s not easy and she’s my favorite channel makes my day so much better when you pst
Girly your whole personality is just ✨slay✨ queen like go gurl!
I think you’re actually one of the nicest people on internet. Big love 💙
Your voice and the way you talk are so calming and comforting to me💜 you seem so kind
thank you so much for being such a positive influencer. I've struggled a lot lately but watching you try to be kind to yourself despite struggles and trying your best has really helped me. thanks for making you channel a safe place
Your hair is literally like mine lol. Very thick and natural/curly. Carol's daughter is my fav product to moisturize my hair with cause its amazing! Also girl your not the only one who has crusty days cause Ik I do😂💓
This is exactly how i am during depressive episodes. I am happy to see I'm not the only one BUT we are so critical and mean to ourselves during that time 😩 I would never speak that way to anyone so why myself ??
Love u girly and hoping you're feeling much better ❤❤❤
I love this! I want a trend of self care videos where people use what they have, go to friends houses, borrow things, whatever it is that allows them to feel cared for without having to go buy something new. Also, your makeup skills are amazing and you are the change I want to see in the world. Thank you so much for your channel!
I absolutely love these videos! Real, funny, sincere, and relatable! Thank you darlin!!!❤️❤️🥰
I love this channel!! The honesty, the comfiness. Can relate to a lot as well
You're Amazing Sierra💗You have helped me so much and just ignore the haters!You're like a comfort medicine to me .Thank u so much Sierra💗💗💜💜❣❤
Total comfort in this channel
Miss girl you dont know how much of an inspo you are to me. Last year I was wondering “why the hell am I so fat.” I figured out after finding you on shorts, its bc I was binging. Every day. Now, im also trying to stop binging, and loose weight. YOU ARE MY COMFORT CHANNEL. Idk what I would do without you ngl. Ly si-si
hey you're wearing a be kind shirt-- be kind to yourself, love!!! you look amazing to me! sending positive vibes your way; you've got this! you are such a beam of light here on TH-cam and I wish you so much love! xo!!
I've been having such a bad time these days, crying, never leaving my room, and I hate myself so much, this is really an honest channel and comforts me... Ty
I absolutely love you. always so much fun.
You look so good mama and your smile is absolutely gorgeous! I’m down here in the ‘sip, so we’re practically neighbors statewise 😂😂 practice some positive self affirmations to help you out a bit.
This is my fav channel currently, it’s makes me feel so safe and happy. (And btw you never look bad not lying) :)
I just found your channel and I’m soo glad I did! I really needed to see this. I love how real you are - you’re not one of those TH-camrs who pretend their lives are always perfect. It stresses me out watching those channels. So thank you, I feel a lot better after seeing other people who feel similar.
Sierra, your freckles are gorgeous!!
Did my nails while watching this video, I've been having a really bad relapse period after i thought that i was getting better due to some intense relationships with some friends, you reminded me to take care and love myself and i thank you so much for it, i love your channel!
I relate to this video so much...hands down my fave video ever..connected on so many levels
Thank you for being authentic and real….. 💐we all have good and bad days, but there are so many people on social media portraying delusional and impossible perfection….. You are such an inspiration ❤️ and I really know curly hair struggles, been fighting with it for almost 20 years now 😂
i get bored at home cuz im usually sick and stuck in bed so i watch ur channel sooo much better than those wannabes
Sierra, recently ny algorithm has shifted and I've exhausted the normal tubers I watch. Soooo I satdwtd getting your older thi gs I've already indeed watched hahabur I love you. You are the cutest little beebee out here and it makes me happy seeing you out here living your best self whole heartedly. We are human we are always changing and in many ways. Emotionally is a huge one for me. But you are full of light even in your scrubby mucky off days. And I appreciate that becsuse I don't feel alone. Even tho our lives are very different you are such a sweet human and I love that ❤
This actually has me motivated to get up and give myself a glow up
“Maybe from this angle you can’t tell how disgusting I look” I’m crying that’s literally me everyday 😭😭😭
She is so relatable like sometimes i get into a depressed state and then i watch her videos and she makes me feel like i'm not alone❤️❤️
I really enjoy watching your videos - it stands out a lot from other videos I watch!!! You're very authentic and real with your content which I really appreciate and admire !! Love watching your content and I hope you continue in doing so! (just going through a marathon of watching your videos 😆💜💜
This was so inspiring for me, also in a low mood lately. I will do my own little version of this tomorrow. Thanks girlie! 😊
Your content is very body positive, I'm sure your helping alot of ppl
Her channel has already blown up??
Thanks,
I just randomly found her channel in my recommendation now i'm obsessed with her videos she's so freaking talented.♥️🍡💗💕🍨🎂🥰💖🍧🍭💘🥳🎡💖🎉✨🎂💞🎠🎠🧁🥰🍓
ILYYYYY💘💖✨✨
This came at an absolute perfect time. I have been having mental breakdowns cause I’m nervous for school✋and everything’s getting bad again but thx for this love youuuu❤️❤️❤️
I don't think you understand how much you've done for me, I've struggled with body image, my looks and attitude. I wanted to thank you for just existing it really helped me through some very hard times.
Why does this cure my boredom?!?? Love ur vids!💓
girl you gotta stop talking down on yourself , even when we’re feeling insecure we have to talk to ourselves like someone we love !! you’re seriously so naturally beautiful all the time but i love watching you and being a good person is what makes us our best selves honestly 🤍
Watching your videos is like having a bestie with me xx thanks for all you do. I appreciate you. Watching while I'm in a low mood, helped me a lot ❤️
63 years with two severe depressions lasting over 2 years in my past. Several others less severe. One thing that helps me when I'm deep into it: brush teeth, wash face, make bed. Even if I just get back in bed, it helps
I love this channel and you so much! When ever I feel sad, I just go to you! You really inspire me 🥺
I looove seeing how you trying to be as transparent as u could, and it feels rlly relatable! I hope you keep doing this things and good job!
dont know if you'll read this but watching you as I had my breakfast made me feel so much better and not guilty about eating. You are literally an angel. Love you sierra ❤️❤️❤️
1:46 ok thats the exact SONG I WAS SINGING GURRRLL
This is everyone in the morning looking a hot mess. Thank you for your contact for showing the reality.❤ no one looks like in the morning they’re Harold and make up your skin clear if they look a hot mess and now I think this is the reality❤
this sort of gave me motivation. after quarantine started a few years ago i changed a whole lot. now i have no motivation. i do online school so i barely do things other than schoolwork. im stressed about what i wanna do as my future and like i said. i have no motivation to do anything. im constantly zoning out and daydreaming. i struggle with my hygiene extremely badly, i haven't gotten in the shower for at least two weeks now and usually, it goes on to months without one cause i'll tell myself i'll get in but i don't ever actually do it. i've had to even cut my hair off because my curls got way too matted just from me having no energy to do anything and take care of myself. everything just feels like a struggle and im tired all the time even when i am fully well-rested..it sucks but i do have a therapist appointment on monday so i'll have to at least get in the shower anyways.
Even if you dont have the feeling, You get up and try to make her day better. And thats so inspirational
I love your vids you made me feel like i am perfect thank you for taking the time to make vids! Have a good day💗💖💓
i had a bad day today, this vid made me feel so much better. thank you :)
Omgosh your dog is adorable! 💗💗💗💗💗 your my fav channel sierra , it makes me feel so much better about myself!
💘💗💖 ily!
She makes me feeel more confident we LOVE a queeen!!!!❤️
Giiirl, I feel very similar right now. This is so comforting to watch. Sending healing vibes from England
GURL YOU ARE MY FAVORITE TH-camR ✨❤️
You are so hilarious and self aware! I feel like you say what needs to be said. It's awesome to see someone trying to push through a rough spot. Insiprational at 💜
You are such a cool and beautiful person and I appreciate your openness. I’ve been on your channel for a while and it’s such a refreshing change to see someone natural and happy and not fake and overdone. And you’re gorgeous! Keep being YOU and don’t ever change 💖
i get in lil slumps every now n then and u rly make me feel better
Eye booger moment is so relatable.
ur videos make my day ❤️
u being a lana fan makes me like u even more lmfao much love to u
Omg Sierra I love how you get your life back together and that makes me so motivated and also you are so beautiful
thank you for this transparency 💗💗💗We love you so much and obviously only do whatever's best for your health, but I have found that content production breaks help so so so much with stagnant feelings. Sometimes bring "on" too much can get in the way of self connection in ways that are hard to detect until there's a bit more room to grow for a sec. You're doing awesome doing things for yourself when you feel depressed, that's SO HARD 😭😭😭😭
Sierra don't be so bad with your self you are such a beautiful woman !!!
Also thank you for being you. I’m coming out of a depressive episode right now so this helps a lot 👍🏼 you’re literally so pretty to me I don’t understand the hate comments you get. Oh well because you shine. Keep doing you girl 💘💕💖
The editing is everything! Your channel is amazing. Your personality and spirit is so inspiring.
your channel is my comfort channel currently :)
When Kevin came in the vid at the last second was everything lol 😂😆
I think you’re so adorable and I hope you feel better soon
I love your channel. Its been a while since I have found a channel that is honest,aesthetic and accepting as yours. These videos with your day to day life are my favs!
I'm a new viewer and just wanted to say you are such a breath of fresh air! Thanks for being yourself
Girl I love your videos. Since the age of 13 I’ve had depressive cycles which usually involve binge eating . I always feel horrible afterwards mentally because I’ve been called overweight and fat since kindergarten. How is it as a 16 year old I am forced to believe I am not worthy of love and I’m not beautiful because I’m not skinny. I eat healthy food. I’m allergic to 24 different foods and have a limited diet because of that . I can’t have most carbs and I’ve lost a little weight since cutting out food I’m allergic to. I still am 250 lbs afterwards but I feel soooooo much better. I don’t have stomach aches as often, I’m less tired, and my acne has cleared up. You encourage me to keep bettering myself. But being healthy doesn’t mean being skinny. I have a healthy lifestyle and I’m.still active. Thank you honestly. You are such an inspiration and keep knocking down that beauty standard. You got this
In the beginning.. it’s the goblin saying for me😂😂 I love u girly!!! Hope the rest of ur summer goes well!
I really like this girl so much. The fact that she got her ass up and took a self care day is an effing feat in and of itself when you're basically afraid to leave the house. She's really motivating me right now because I haven't stepped off my porch in about a month, and I haven't done my nails or just care for/have fun for myself in... Yeaaahhh. Also the headband on the musty bun, that's my go-to in order to convince myself I look like my life isn't in complete chaos. Also, girl, be my bestie. I have none, just my sister and she lives states away, as do you! 😢
I literally love u sm Sierra ur so real and authentic with ur whole channel and life :] u fr inspire me,
I swear I love this channel and this girl 😌💓 and ur fits 😵💫
yesss watching while doing my nails
i needa redo mineee 😭
You’re so pure an authentic✨. I enjoy no other channel so much💕
I love you soo much! Every day I check ur channel to see if u have posted and if u have it makes my day sm bettre